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saqarTvelo-CineTis kulturis centri
`abreSumis gza~
`丝绸之路
丝绸之路~
Cinuri Tanamedrove
mwerloba
中国现当代作家
中短篇小说译集
gamomcemloba `meridiani~
Tbilisi 2012
出版社 `美利吉安
美利吉安~
uak (UDC) 821.581.09
C-625
wigni `Cinuri Tanamedrove mwerloba~ Seiqmna saqarTvelo-CineTis kulturis
centris `abreSumis gzisa~ da saqarTveloSi CineTis saxalxo respublikis saelCos
TanamSromlobiT (finansuri mxardaWeriT)
wigni eZRvneba saqarTvelosa da CineTis saxalxo respublikis
diplomatiuri urTierTobebis 20 wlisTavs
wignis ideis avtori liu-yandareli kuangven-i
redaqtorebi:
liu-yandareli kuangven-i
rusudan quTaTelaZe
nino daRundariZe
dizaini:
daviT gogliZe
malxaz uTuraSvili
teq. redaqtori
kaxaber rusiZe
© gamomcemloba `meridiani~, 2012
© saqarTvelo CineTis kulturis centri `abreSumis gza~
ISBN 978-9941-10-580-7
sarCevi
目彔
winasityvaoba
前言 ........................................................................................................................... 7
moTxrobebi da eseebi
小说和散文
su Tung-i. coleb-xarWebi gund-gundad. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da rusudan
quTaTelaZe
苏童. “妻妾成群”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen,R.Kutateladze 译.............................. 9
lu siun_i. SeSlilis dRiuri. mTargmneli eliso elisaSvili
鲁迅.”狂人日记”. E.Elisashvili 译....................................................... 43
Wang ailing-i. CinelTa moZRvrebani. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i
da rusudan quTaTelaZe
张爱玲. “中国人的宗教“. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen,R.Kutateladze 译........................ 49
S’ TieSeng-i. bebos varskvlavi. mTargmneli natalia maisuraZe
史铁生.”奶奶的星星“. N.Maisuradze译..................................................... 66
lu Cangcing-i. maCvi. mTargmneli manana kupataZe
路长青. ”鼹“. M. Kupatadze 译........................................................... 71
siui tiSan-i. Sexvedra. mTargmneli TinaTin SiSinaSvili
许地山.”再会“. T.Shishinashvili 译...................................................... 73
vang xungwiuin-i. cis binadarTa mTvralis stilis dasabami
Cinuridan mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da malxaz uTuraSili
王鸿君. “八仙醉拳”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, M.Uturashvili 译........................... 74
vang xungwiuin-i. Saolinis beri xui qe. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i
da laSa uTuraSili
王鸿君.”少林慧可佛僧求法记”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, L.Uturashvili 译.................. 77
vang meng-i. tba. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da rusudan quTaTelaZe
王蒙,”湖”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, R.Kutateladze 译................................... 79
sang qe. Cineli Cinelebze. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da
rusudan quTaTelaZe
桑科.”中国人漫谈中国人”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, R.Kutateladze译....................... 82
iue winJen-i. lamazi sicrue. mTargmneli nino nadareiSvili
月金人. “善意谎话”. N.Nadareishvili 译 ................................................. 84
li iuiing-i. dedobrivi mzera. mTargmneli qeTi futuriZe
李玉英。 “母爱”. Q.Puturidze译.......................................................... 87
Tang ing-i. sxva qalaqi. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da
konstantine gogolaSvili
唐颖.”另一座城”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen,K.Gogolashvili译............................... 91
dramaturgia 戏剧
cao iui. Tavsxma. tramali. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i, nino daRundariZe
曹禺.“雷雨”. “原野”.
Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, N.Daghundaridze译....................... 202
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poezia 诗
niu xan-i. mkvdari qva. Tesli. martis ganTiadi. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da mariam
wiklauri-ZiZiguri
牛汉. “死石”. “籽”. “三月天”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen,M.Tsiklauri-Dzidziguri 译.....343
kuo moJo. larnaki. (krebuldan `larnaki~). mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i
da Tamar gabroSvili
郭沫若. “花瓶”.
Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, T.Gabroshvili 译...............................344
emi siao. aRsdeq poeto! . mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da Tamar gabroSvili
EMY XIAO. “站起来,诗人“! Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, T.Gabroshvili 译.......................345
siu W’mo. mxdali da amao samyaro. Cinuridan mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da Tamar
gabroSvili
徐志摩. ”胆怯的世界“。 Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, T.Gabroshvili译..........................346
sie pingsin-i. qaRaldis gemi. Cinuridan mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i
da Tamar gabroSvili
谢冰心. “纸船”.
Liu-Kandareli Guangwen,
T.Gabroshvili 译..............................347
wang qewia. simRera virukasadmi. sami Taoba. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i
da Tamar gabroSvili
臧克家. “歌唱小驴”.
“三代”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, T.Gabroshvili译..................348
wou tifang-i. Savi zRva. patara niJara. babuawvera. sasiyvarulo gzavnili.
mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da Tamar gabroSvili
邹荻芳. “黑海”. “螺”. “蒲公英”. “爱”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, T.Gabroshvili 译....349
Tien wien-i. usaTauro. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da rusudan quTaTelaZe
田间.
“无名”.
Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, R.Kutateladze 译................................351
ai cing-i. mzes (poemis nawyveti). mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da
rusudan quTaTelaZe
艾青 “太阳向“. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, R.Kutateladze 译.................................352
mao wetun-i. meixua. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da rusudan quTaTelaZe
毛泽东。”梅花” Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, R.Kutateladze 译.................................353
niu xan-i. arwivi. sisxloflnarevi merani. mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli
kuangven-i da rusudan quTaTelaZe
牛汉. “鹰”。”汗血马”..
Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, R.Kutateladze 译......................353
feng pangWen-i. lirika. mTvaris samSoblo. gazafxulebi Semodgomebi meoce saukuneSi.
mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da rusudan quTaTelaZe
彭邦珍. ,,诗作”.”月亮”. “20世纪的春秋”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, R.Kutateladze 译.....358
igavebi da eleqtronuli wigni 寓言 ; 电子文学
vang licing-i. cxovelebis gabaaseba. mTargmnelebda nino daRundariZe,liu-yandareli kuangven-i
王莉清.”动物聊天”. Liu-Kandareli Guangwen, N.Daghundaridze 译...........................359
qao vei. am adgilze dajdoma ar SeiZleba. moTxrobis eleqtronuli versia. mTargmneli TinaTin
fiCxaia
考薇.”这个位置不能坐”.T.Pichkhaia 译.....................................................360
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wi nas it yva o ba 前言
winamdebare wigni Seqmnilia saqarTveloSi Cinuri kulturis centris _ `abreSumis gza~ _
TaosnobiT. manamde `abreSumis gzis~ mier momzadebuli da gamoqveynebulia kidev ramdenime wigni,
saxeldobr: 1. `Цветы на ветру~ (Cinuri klasikuri poeziis mcire anTologia. mTargmneli q. pekinis
universitetis profesori sia W’i-i. 1995). 2. `Cais kulturis saTaveebTan saqarTveloSi~ (avtorTa
jgufi. 2003). 3. almanaxi `CineTi JamTa sivrceSi~ (sxvadasxva avtorTa da mTargmnelTa jgufi.
2007). 4. `siuen’Z samxedro xelovnebis Sesaxeb~ (mTargmneli zurab mamniaSvili. 2009). 5. `liao Wai.
fu sunglin-i. `moTxrobebi~ (mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da rusudan quTaTelaZe.
2010).
`Cinuri Tanamedrove mwerloba~ krebulia, romelic warmoadgens XXs. da XXI s. damdegis Cinel mweralTa Semoqmedebis pirvel qarTul Targmans. imdenad, ramdenadac saqarTveloSi Cinuri
literatura TiTqmis ucnobia, vfiqrobT, winamdebare krebuli daainteresebs mkiTxvels.
albaT unda aRiniSnos, rom qarTul enaze naTargmni da gamocemuli Cinuri literaturis
(umeteswilad poeziis) mcireodeni nimuSebi Targmnilia ucxo (upiratesad rusuli) enebis pwkaredebidan. amavdroulad CineTSi `vefxistyaosnis~ Targmani xuTjer gamoica (sami sxvadasxva Targmani, samwuxarod ara qarTuli, aramed evropuli enebidan). aseve evropuli da rusuli enebidan
ukve didi xania iTargmna da daibeWda i. WavWavaZis, m. javaxiSvilis, n. dumbaZis, W. amirejibis
proza, i. abaSiZis, m. maWavarianis da sxvaTa poezia, xolo s.s. orbelianis igav-arakebi iTargmna
qarTulidan (mTargmneli z. mamniaSvili).
saqarTveloSi ukve 20 welia arsebobs Cinuri enis fakulteti (jer azia-afrikis institutSi,
amJamad `Tavisufal unuversitetSi~). es umaRlesi saswavleblebi amzadeben kadrebs, romelTac
xelewifebaT qarTvel mkiTxvels gaacnon Cinuri literatura. krebuli `Tanamedrove Cinuri literatura~ Seecada es SesaZlebloba xelidan ar gaeSva.
Tavdapirvelad winamdebare krebuli Cafiqrebuli iyo, rogorc Cinuri enis fakultetis studentTa sakiTxavi wigni, vinaidan am fakultetze ikiTxeboda Cinuri literaturisa da misi istoriis sagani (sagani mimyavda me). axla, marTalia, es sagani saswavlo programaSi aRar Sedis, magram
studenti-axalgazrdobisaTvis, romelic eufleba Cinur enas da zogadad sinologias, mimaCnia,
rom amgvari gamocemebi didi sargeblobis momtani iqneba.
amasTanave, Cinuri literatura samiaTaswlovani da meti xnis istoriis patronia. amdenad,
farTo mkiTxvelisaTvis sasurveli iqneba masTan ziareba. sasurvelia Cinurma literaturam daikavos kuTvnili adgili qarTul enaze Targmnil sxva erebis literaturaSi, Cvens erovnul mdidar
mTargmnelobiT tradiciaSi erTi TeTri laqa Seivsos.
`Cinuri Tanamedrove mwerloba~ moicavs XX-XXI s.s. Cinuri literaturis nimuSebs. pirobiTad
Sedgeba oTxi nakveTisagan _ I. moTxrobebi da esseebi; II. dramaturgia; III. poezia; IV iumori, eleqtronuli wigni aq Sesulia: calkeuli saxelganTqmuli, klasikosad aRiarebuli prozaikosebisa
da poetebis (lu siun-i, cao iui, Wang ailin, kuo moJuo), aseve dResdReobiT moRvawe cnobili
mwerlebisa da poetebis (su Tung-i, Tan ing-i, vang meng-i, sang qe, niu xan-i feng pangWen-i), maTTan erTad ki axalbeda, damwyebi avtorebis nawarmoebebi. im avtorebis, vinc sul axlaxans eleqtronuli moTxrobebiT moixveWes popularoba. II. dramaturgiis nawili aerTianebs cao iui-s or
piesas. pirveli _ `Tavsxma“, sxvaTa Soris, 50-60-ian wlebSi TbilisSi marjaniSvilis saxelobis
dramatuli Teatris scenaze warmatebiT idgmeboda (Targmani frangulidan. reJisori, safrangeTidan dabrunebuli. v. yuSitaSvili, msaxiobebi m. Tbileli, v. goZiaSvili da sxv.). meore piesa
`tramali~, `abreSumis gzis~ SeTavazebiT 1999 w. daidga `msaxiobTa saxlis~ scenaze. dadgma (piesis
adaftirebuli varianti. reJisorebi g.lorTqifaniZe da v.andronikaSvili. saqarTvelos saxalxo
artistebi: z. kverenCxilaZe, r.TavarTqilaZe, g.CuguaSvili, msaxiobi n. andronikaSvili, da sxv.)
ganxorcielda CineTis saxalxo respublikis daarsebis 50 wlisTavisadmi miZRvnil RonisZiebaTa
farglebSi, saqarTveloSi CineTis saxalxo respublikis saelCos finansuri mxardaWeriT. amjerad
aRniSnuli orive piesa sruli saxiT uSualod Cinuridan iTargmna da pirvelad ibeWdeba. III. poeziis nawilSi warmodgenili arian sxvadasxva Taobis poetebi. es poezia, vfiqrobT, sainteresoa im
TvalsazrisiT, rom naTelhyofs Tanamedrove erovnuli poeziis kavSirs uZveles tradiciasTan da
amavdroulad axali formebisa da gamoTqmis saSulebaTa Ziebebs miaTiTebs, dawerilia ara uZvelesi saliteraturo venien-is eniT (romelzec iwereboda literaturis nimuSebi), aramed dRevandeli sasaubro eniT. krebulis IV nawilSi, wignis formatis gaTvaliswinebiT, movizideT iumorisa
da `saSinelebaTa~ Janrebis TiTo-orola magaliTi, amokrebili avtoritetuli literaturuli
almanaxebidan da Jurnalebidan. es nimuSebi, vvaraudobT, aseve naTels xdian Tanamedrove Cinuri
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literaturis Tematikis mravalsaxeobas _ politikuri sarkazmi, yoveldRiuri yofis problemebi
da a.S.
krebuls erTvis monacemebi avtorTa Sesaxeb. isev da isev gamocemis formatis gamo es monacemebi mcire moculobisaa. imeds vitovebT, rom Targmnili masalis sakmao nawili, romelic am
krebulis formatma ver daitia, momavalSi gamogviCndeba saSualeba da analogiuri krebulis saxiT
Sexvdeba qarTvel mkiTxvels.
Cems movaleobad mimaCnia aRvniSno, rom krebulSi gaerTianebuli Targmanebi Sesrulebulia
rogorc Cinuri enis axalgazrda, damwyebi specialistebis, ise am saqmeSi ukve daxelovnebuli ori
mTargmnelis _ rusudan quTaTelaZisa da konstantine gogolaSvilis mier (CemTan TanamSromlobiT). maTi ramdenime Targmani manamde gamoqveynda krebulSi `CineTi JamTa sivrceSi~ da XVIIIs. didi
klasikosis, `liao Wai. fu sunglin-is moTxrobebi~. amjerad b-ma kotem da me vrceli moTxroba
`sxva qalaqi~, SevarCieT masSi aRwerili Tanamedrove yofiTi problematikis gamo. xolo q-ni rusudanisa da Cemi naTargmni cnobili mwerlis, su Tung-is romani ,coleb-xarWebi gund-gundad~
qarTveli, iseve, rogorc msoflio kinomayureblebisaTvis cnobilia romanis Targze agebuli, mravalgzis premirebuli, reJisor Wang imou-s filmiT `wiTeli farnebi~.
aRvniSnav agreTve, mSvenieri qarTveli poetebis _ mariam wiklauri-ZiZigurisa da Tamar gabroSvilis, rogorc sakuTar Targmanebs, ise Targmnilis redaqtirebaSi gaRebul Rvawls. aqve
gavixseneb, Cemi da rusudan quTaTelaZis, gabedulebas, gveTargmna ramdenime poeturi nimuSi.
arCevani SevaCereT poet niu xan-is or poetur nimuSze, rameTu maTSi gveniSna Soreuli gadaZaxili qarTuli poeziis didebul ZeglebTan _ baraTaSviliseul `meranTan~ da vaJa-fSavelaseul
`arwivTan~. Cvenve vTargmneT agreTve ai cing-isa da Tien wien-is leqsebi, raTa qarTvel mkiTxvels
warmodgena Seqmnoda Cinuri poeziis mravalsaxeobaze.
dasasrul, kidev erTxel minda qedi movixaro TiToeuli adamianis winaSe, visi ZalisxmeviTac
momzadda winamdebare krebuli. es brZandebian mTargmnelebi, maTTan erTad, damkabadonebeli, wignis maketis, kompiuteruli samuSaos uzrunvelmyofi, b-ni malxaz uTuraSvili. misi Tavdadebuli,
xangrZlivi, da, rac mTavaria, sruliad usasyidlo amagiT SesaZlebeli gaxda krebulis momzadeba,
am gziT piroba Seiqmna Cems or samSoblos _ CineTsa da saqarTvelos Soris kidev erTi samegobro
xidi gadebuliyo.
gansakuTerebuli madloba saqarTveloSi CineTis saxalxo respublikis saelCos, sruluflebian elCs, b-n Cen wienfu-s, saelCos mrCevels q-n Weng vei-s, maTi mzadyofnisaTvis Targmanis
saboloo miznis, krebulis gamocemis fuladi uzrunvelyofisaTvis. didi madloba gamomcemloba
`meridianis~ direqtors, b-n kaxa rusiZes, beWvdis xarjebSi SeRavaTebisaTvis.
mkiTxvel sazogadoebas winaswar vuxdi madlobas Cveni naSromis gacnobisaTvis. xolo keTilmosurne rCevebi Tu SeniSvnebi, ra Tqma unda, Cvens momaval muSaobaSi gaTvaliswinebuli iqneba.
Rrma pativiscemiT liu-yandareli kuangven-i
2012 w. Tbilisi
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moTxrobebi da eseebi
小说和散文
su Tung-i
苏童
coleb-xarWebi gund-gundad
妻妾成群
meoTxe qalbatoni sunglien-i Cen-ebis ojaxis baRSi oTxma soflelma mzidvelma taxtrevandiT
SeabrZana maSin, cxrametisa rom Sesrulda. saRamo xans igi dasavleTis gverdiTi alayafis karidan
SeabrZanes. moaxle qalebi swored am dros WasTan matylis Zafsa recxavdnen. dainaxes mzidvelebi,
erTmaneTs rom awvebodnen, Zlivs rom Seetivnen mTvaris alayafSi1. taxtrevanidan Camovida erTi
studenti qaliSvili. Savi qvedakaba da TeTri zedatani ecva. moaxle qalebma gaifiqres, Sin dabrundao ufrosi qaliSvili, peifing-Si2 rom swavlobda. magram misasalmeblad gundad rom miirbines, dainaxes, sulac is ki ara, aramed yofila gzaze mtverSi mTlad amogangluli, uzomod
moqanculi erTi studenti qaliSvili. sunglien-s im wels Tma mokled SeeWra3. sunglien-s Tma
ise Sekvecoda yuris bibilos rom uswordeboda. Tmaze Semoertya Riacisferi atlasis bafTa.
pirmrgvali iyo. ferumarili ar ecxo. odnav fermkrTali Canda. sunglien-i CamoZvra taxtrevanidan, balaxs daabija fexi. dabneulma Tvali mimoavlo iqaurobas. misi Savi qvedawelis kalTasTan
gardigardmo idga lianebis rtoebisgan mownuli skivri. Semodgomis mzis sxivebSi misi tankenari
da Txel-Txeli sxeuli sifrifana qaRaldisgan gamoWril figurebs4 Camohgavda TiTqo, radgan
TojinasaviT gaSeSebuli idga. xelebi aswia oflis mosawmendad. moaxle qalebma SeniSnes, ofls
zedatanis saxeloTi iwmendda da ara cxvirsaxociT. aman maTze waruSleli STabeWdileba moaxdina.
rogorc iqna sunglien-i WasTan mivida. iener-s, romelic matylis Zafsa recxavda, mimarTa, piri
damabanine, sami dRec iqneba pirisaxe ar damibaniao. iener-ma Widan CafiT amozida wyali. Sescqeroda wyalSi Tu rogor Caawo saxe. sunglien-i mTeli taniT mSvildsaviT moidrika, xolo sxeuli
uTrToda patara dolsaviT5, medoleebi welze Semortymuls rom daatareben da zed arakuneben.
iener-ma hkiTxa, saponi ginda? sunglien-ma ar upasuxa. iener-i isev eubneba, wyali metad grilia?
sunglien-ma isev ar upasuxa. iener-ma danarCen moaxle qalebs, WasTan rom idgnen, Tvali Caukra,
pirs xeli aifara da Caicina. moaxle qalebs egonaT, Cen-ebis ojaxis vinme Raribi naTesavi iqnebao. maT TiTqmis yovelTvis SeeZloT uSecdomoT amoecnoT Cen-ebis ojaxis stumarTa warmoSobawarmomavloba. TiTqos swored im wams sunglien-ma ucbaT moabruna Tavi da Sexeda.misi saxe, piris
dabanis Semdeg, kidev ufro mkveTrad avlenda raRacnair civ gaucxoebas. moqnili, SavSavi warbebi
nel-nela SeWmuxna. sunglien-ma wuTierad miapyro mzera iener-s. Tqva, ra sulelurad ikriWebi,
wyals rad ar gadaRvri? iener-i jerac icinis. vina xar, agre mkacri rom xar? sunglien-ma xeli
mihkra iener-s. mere aiRo skivri, Was gaSorda. ramdenime nabiji gadadga, SeCerda, Setrialda, Tqva,
vina var? adre da male SeityobT.
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meore dRes, Cen-ebis kar-midamoSi yvelam, didian-patarianad Seityo, baton Cen wuocien-s
meoTxe colad qalbatoni sunglien-i rom moeyvana. sunglien-i daasaxles ukana baRis mcire saxlSi,
samxreT mxares. es mesame qalbatonis, meiS anis mcire saxlis maxloblad iyo. Cen wuocien-ma ieneri, manamde msaxurTa sadgomSi rom muSaobda, meoTxe qalbatons iaxuan-ad6 miuCina.
meore dRes, iener-ma, gulSi SiSCavardnilma, Tavdaxrilma, Zliv-Zliv gabeda miemarTa, meoTxe
qalbatonoo. xolo sunglien-s ukve daviwynoda uwindeli Setakeba. iqneb saerTodac daviwynoda
es iener-i vinRa iyo. im dRes sunglien-s tanisamosi Seecvala. ecva vardisferi abreSumis xalaTi,
cifaos Targisa, fexze ki moqarguli qoSebi. erT RameSi pirisaxeze feri mosvloda. gacilebiT
ufro gulkeTili Canda. man miiaxlova iener-i, SeaTvaliera. gverdze mdgar Cen wuocien-s uTxra,
gonjad ar dabadebula, araa gulmiusvleli. Semdeg iener-s miubrunda, Tqva, aba erTi Cacucqdi,
Tmas mogixilav. iener-i Cacucqda, igrZno TmaSi xels rogor ufaTureben, TiTqos daeZebeno raRacas. mere gaigona sunglien-ma rom Tqva, imedia tilebi ar geyoleba, yvelaze metad tilebisa
meSinia. iener-ma tuCi Caikvnita. krinti ar dauZravs. ase eCvena, sunglien-i TiTebs civi, basri
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danasaviT Tavze aqeT da iqeT usvams. cota ar iyos stkioda kidec. sunglien-ma Tqva, es ra suni
udis Sens Tmas. ra sazizRari suni gdis. midi, Cqara, aiRe erTi naWeri surnelovani xelis saponi,
Tavi kargad daibane. iener-i wamodga. morCilad dauSva xelebi. dgas gaSeSebuli. Cen wuocien-ma
mkacrad daubriala Tvalebi, Tqva, rao, ver gaigone ra giTxra meoTxe qalbatonma? iener-ma Tqva,
guSin davibaneo. Cen wuocien-ma dauyvira, bevrs nuRar laybob. giTxres wadio, ese igi wadi dasabanad. garozgvas ufrTxildi.
iener-ma moitana wyliT savse taSti, samoTxis vaSlis xeebis ZirSi dadga. sulSi siZulvili
Casdgomoda, tyviasaviT mZimed dahkideboda gulze. SuadRis mze samoTxis vaSlis orsave xes sxivsa
hfenda. maT Soris gabmuli iyo sarecxis Toki. meoTxe qalbatoni sunglien-is sarecxs, Sav qvedakabasa da TeTr zedatans niavi afrialebda. iener-ma irgvliv miixed-moixeda. ukana baRSi siCume
sufevda, ukacrieli iyo midamo.miuaxlovda sarecxis Toks. jer TeTr zedatans miafurTxa gulianad, mere ki Sav qvedatansac.
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Cen wuocien-i im weliwads swored ormocdaaTs gadaagorebda. arc meti arc naklebi, ormocdaaTs. sunglien-is xarWad dasma, ra Tqma unda, sanaxevrod farulad xdeboda, naxevrad nebadarTulad. erTi dRiT adrec ki, pirvelma qalbatonma, iuiJu-m, arafrisgan araferi uwyoda. Cen
wuocien-ma sunglien-i iuiJu-s warudgina. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, es aris didi qalbatoni, Cemi
ufrosi coli. im dros iuiJu, grZeli krialosaniT xelSi, budas salocavSi locvebs warsTqvamda. sunglien-ma is-is iyo daapira Tavis dasakravad miaxleboda, rom iuiJu-s xelSi krialosani
gauwyda. krialosnis marcvlebi iatakze gaifant-gamoifanta. iuiJu-m ukan daxia wiTeli xiT nakeTi
savarZeli da krialosnis marcvlebis akrefas Seudga. Tan butbutebda, codva, codva! sunglienma mixmarebas mihyo xeli, akrefa daiwyo, magram iuiJu-m Tavazianad iuara, Tan imeorebda, codva,
codva! sunglien-s zed erTxelac ar Sexeda. sunglien-i xedavs, Casuqebuli iuiJu marcval-marcval
Tu rogor hkrefs krialosans notio iatakidan. pirs xeli aifara, uxmod Caicina. Cen wuocien-s
gadaxeda, man ki Tqva, aba, maS Cven wavalT. sunglien-ma maRal zRurbls gadaabija, xeli gauyara
Cen wuocien-s, Tqva, asi wlisa moiyara, ase beberia? Cen wuocien-i dums. sunglien-ma kvlav Tqva,
ra, buda swams? Sin rad loculobs? Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, swams ki ara erTi, ubralod aRar icis ra
akeTos, rom ityvian `wonas dampali kartofiliT avsebs~7.
sunglien-s meore qalbatonma, Wuoiun-ma, gulRia maspinZloba gaumarTa. Wuoiun-ma Tavis
iaxuan-s ubrZana, sazamTrosa da gogris Tesli da kidev TaflSi moxarSuli Ciri moerTmia. rom
dasxdnen, Wuoiun-is pirveli sityva Tesleuls Seexo. Tqva, aq xom rigiani sazamTro arsad iSoveba.
CemTvis Tesli, Cemi davalebiT, suWou-dan CamoaqvT. sunglien-ma sakmao xans aknawuna Wuoiun-is
Tesleuli. es knawa-knuwi gvarianad mobezrda kidec. am tkbileuliT, dReSi samjer, Wamasa da Wamas
Soris rom sCveviaT, arasodes yofila didad gatacebuli, magram axla amis gamomJRavneba euxerxula. sunglien-i frTxilad aparebs Tvals Cen wuocien-isaken. surs aniSnos, wasvlis droao. mas ki,
TiTqos swadia kidev Seyovndes Wuoiun-Tan, sunglien-is miniSnebebs TiTqos arc amCnevs. sunglienma aqedan daaskvna, Cen wuocien-s Wuoiun-i uyvars da anebivrebso. nebauneburad meti yuradReba
miapyro. daakvirda mis pirisaxes, agebulebas. Wuoiun-i saTuTi, moxdenili iyo. amas wvril-wvrili
naoWebi da cota ar iyos modunebuli kani didad verafers aklebda. mis mixra-moxraSi sWvioda
darbaislursa da keTilSobil ojaxSi aRzrdili qalis qceva. sunglien-ma icoda, Wuoiun-is nairi
qalebisaTvis iolia mamakacis gulis dapyroba, magram aseTi qalebic saZulvelni Seiqnebian xolme.
sunglien-ma male da adviladac dauwyo mas mimarTva, ufroso daikoo.
Cen-is ojaxobis sam qalbatons Soris, adgilmdebareobiT yvelaze axlos cxovrobda meiS ani,
magram sunglien-ma igi yvelaze ufro gviana naxa. sunglien-s manamde ukve hqonda gagonili, meiS ani
garegnobiT mzeTunaxaviao iseTi, `qalaqebi rom ZaluZs mosras~8. mTeli suliTa da guliT swored
misi naxva ewada. xolo Cen wuocien-s ara da ar mihyavda masTan. man Tqva, agre axlosaa, TiTon wadi!
sunglien-ma Tqva, ukve viyavio, misma iaxuanma miTxra, avad ariso, Cadga karebSi, Sin ar SemiSvao.
Cen Zuocien-ma Caiburtyuna _ hm! Tan daayola, mudam raRaciT ukmayofiloa, Tavs moiavadmyofebs
xolme. mere dasZina, unda rom Tavze wamomajdes. sunglien-i hkiTxavs, da Sen ki ra, aZlev uflebas Tavze rom dagajdes? Cen Zuocien-ma xeli gaiqnia, fiqradac ver gabedavs. qali verasodes ver
SeZlebs mamakacs Tavze wamoajdes.
sunglien-i CrdiloeT mcire saxlisaken gaeSura. xedavs, meiS anis fanjaraze vardisferi
abreSumis, naCvretebiani gviristiT naqargi fardaa Camofarebuli. oTaxis Ria fanjridan mindvris
yvavilebis surneli ifrqveva. sunglien-i wuTiT Sedga fanjarasTan. uecrad aenTo dauokebeli
surviliT oTaxSi uCumrad SeeWyita. suli ganaba, frTxilad gadaswia farda, sul, sul odnav Gga-
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daswia. ise SeSinda, suli lamis sxeulidan amoufrTxialda. Turme fardis ukan meiS ani dgas. is
kidev mas ucqers. mzera maTi erTmaneTs SeeCexa. marTalia, TvalTa es Sexvedra wamieri iyo, magram
sunglien-i TavpirismtvreviT gaiqca, aforiaqebuli saswrafod gaecala iqaurobas.
SuaRamisas Cen wuocien-i sunglien-is sasufevelSi mivida, Ramis gasaTevad. sunglien-ma gaxada
tanisamosi. daapira Ramis nifxav-perangiT Sevcvlio. Cen wuocien-ma ki Tqva, Ramis nifxav-perangs
ara vxmarob, SiSvels miyvarso Zili. sunglien-ma Tvali moarida sanaxaobas. Tqva, rogorc genebos,
magram mainc, albaT ajobebs nifxav-perangi Cagecva, vaiTu gacivde. Cen wuocien-ma gadaixarxara.
Sen Cemi gaciebisa ki ar geSinia, geSinia Cemi titveli ukanali dainaxo. sunglien-ma Tqva, araferic
arao, magram saxe ki Seabruna. saxe mTlad alanZoda, loyebi aWarxleboda. es iyo pirveli SemTxveva, igi naTlad da cxadad, pirispir rom xedavda mis sxeuls. xmel-xmeli agebulebisa da maRali aRnagobis gamo weros Camohgavda. xolo ganayofierebis aso misi mSvildsaviT gaZabul-gabreqiliyo.
sunglien-ma igrZno, rom ixrCoboda. isRa moaxerxa eTqva, ase gamxdari ratom xar? Cen wuocien-i
sawolze aZvra, abreSumis dabambul sabanqveS Securda, Tan daayola, ai, imaT gamacales siqa.
sunglien-i gverdze gadabrunda, naTuris gamosaTiSad. Cen wuocien-is xelebi gadaeRoba. Cen
wuocien-ma Tqva, me minda gxedavde, Caaqrob da veRar daginaxav. sunglien-ma saxeze miualersa,
Tqva, rogorc genebos. asea Tu ise, am saqmeSi me araferi gamegeba. Seni morCili viqnebi.
sunglien-i TiTqo raRac simaRlidan Savbnel ufskrulSi Cavarda. tkivili, Tavbrusxveva,
uCveulo simsubuqesTan Sereuli grZnobebi daufleboda. Ggasakviria, mis gonebaSi gauTaveblad
tivtivebda meiS anis saxe. misi auwerlad lamazi saxe xan gamoCndeboda ukun sibneleSi, xan gauCinardeboda Savbnel ufskrulSi. sunglien-ma anazdad Tqva, ra ucnauri vinmea! visze ambob? mesame
qalbatonze. igi fardis miRma idga da me micqeroda. Cen wuocien-is xelma sunglien-is mkerdidan
mis tuCebze gadainacvla. UgaCumdi, axla nu ilaparakeb. swored am dros karze gaisma Cumi kakuni,O
orjer zedized. orTaveni SekrTnen. Cen wuocien-ma sunglien-isaken uxmod gadaiqnia Tavi. sinaTlis amomrTvels TiTi Camohkra. Suqi Caqra. cota xanSi kakuni gameorda. Cen wuocien-i wamoxta,
brazmoreulma daiyvira, vinaa rom akakunebs? Kkarsukan gaisma gaubedavi da SiSnarevi gogonas
xma, mesame qalbatoni avadaa, batons TavisTan eZaxis. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, tyuis, isev tyuis!
wadi, gabrundi, mesame qalbatons uTxari, batonma Tqva _ me ukve davweqi dasaZinebladao.Kkarsukan gogonam Tqva, mesame qalbatoni uecrad avad gaxda, moiTxovs aucileblad movideso. ambobs,
sacaa movkvdebio. Cen wuocien-i sawolze wamojda, dafiqrda, TiTqo TavisTvisao, Cailaparaka, isev
raRac sazizRari TamaSi gamoigona. sunglien-i atyobs, Tu rogor uWirs gadawyvetilebis miReba,
wavides Tu ar wavides. xeli mihkra, Tqva, adeq da wadi, vai Tu marTla mokvdes, maSin raRa?!
im RamiT Cen wuocien-i aRar mobrunebula. sunglien-i erTTavad miyuradebuli iyo, CrdiloeT mcire saxlidan xma ram Tu moismiso. TiTqos arafrisgan araferi arRvevda siCumes. mxolod
da mxolod broweulis buCqze bulbulma Caigaloba, xolo stvenam misma moitova mwuxare, wminda
da Soreuli eqo. sunglien-ma vera da veRar daiZina. mas imedgacruebis naRveliT gavsili talRebi TiTqos ufskrulisaken miaqanebdnen. meore dRes adrianad adga. maSinve mihyo xeli morTvagalamazebas. Tma daivarcxna. SeamCnia, mis saxes raRac Rrma cvlileba rom ganecada. Tvalebi amoRameboda, irgvliv CaSaveboda. sunglien-i mixvda, meiSan-Tan dakavSirebiT raSic iyo saqme, magram
meore dRes, rodesac Cen wuocien-i CrdiloeT mcire saxlidan gamovida, sunglien-i mainc miegeba.
hkiTxa, meiS ani Tavs rogora grZnobso? mesame qalbatonisaTvis eqimi Tu moiwvieso? Cen wuocienma cota ar iyos uxerxuloba igrZno. uaris niSnad Tavi gaiqnia. saxeze moqanculoba aRbeWdvoda,
imgvari daRliloba etyoboda kacs sityvis daZvac ki rom ezareba. man mxolod isa qna, rom xeli
Cahkida sunglien-s da SeparviTa da alersiT mouWira.
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sunglien-ma universitetSi pirveli saswavlo weli daasrula da Cen wuocien-s misTxovda.
mizezi metad martivi iyo. sunglien-is mamis mier gaxsnili Cais fabrika gakotrda. swavlis fuli
aRar iyo. rodesac sunglien-ma swavla Sewyvita da Sin dabrunda, mesame dRes, samzareulodan
mosamsaxureebis yvirili da erTi aliaqoTi Semoesma. iqeT gaqanda da dainaxa mama. Uuxerxulad,
mobrecili damxoboda xelsabanis niJaras. niJara apirTavebuliyo wyliTa da sisxliT. zedapirze
buStukebi tivtivebda. mamas majebze venebi gadaesera da axla msubuqi nabijebiT yviTel wyarosaken gzas9 gasdgomoda. sunglien-s kargad daamaxsovrda ukiduresi sasowarkveTilebis is gancda,
maSin rom daeufla. isic axsovda, Tu rogor amoudga mxebqveS mamis gaciebul sxeuls da rogor
SeigrZno am gvamze kidev ufro meti susxi. es ubedureba Tavs rom daatyda, Zala ar Seswevda erTi
cremli mainc gadmoegdo. xelsabanis is niJara ramdenime dRes aRaravis uxmaria. sunglien-i ki iq
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uwindeburad ibanda Tavs. mas ar mosdgamda sisuste da mSiSaroba, gogonebs rom sCveviaT xolme.
saRi gonebis adamiani iyo.mama rogorc ki gardaecvala, maSinve iZulebuli Seiqna Tavad ezruna
sakuTar Tavze. xelsabanis im niJaraSi yovel jerze uwindeburad ibanda da ivarcxnida Tavs da
am dros Tavs Zalas atanda civi gonebiT efiqra Tavis momaval cxovrebaze. amitomac iyo, roca
dedinacvalma pirdapir uTxra, arCevani gaakeTe, moaxleobasa da colobas, am or gzas Sorisao,
man yovelgvari mideb-modebis gareSe pirdapirve upasuxa _ ra Tqma unda, colobao. dedinacvalma
kvlav hkiTxa, ra gendomeboda, Cveulebriv ojaxSi Sesvla, Tu mdidarSio? sunglien-ma Tqva, ra
Tqma unda, mdidarSi, es ra, sakiTxavia gana?! dedinacvalma Tqva, es sul sxvadasxva ramaa. mdidar
ojaxSi Sesvla niSnavs iyo umcrosi coli. sunglien-ma hkiTxa, umcrosi coli rasa niSnavso? dedinacvali dafiqrda mcired, upasuxa, es niSnavs iyo xarWa. mdgomareoba, ra Tqma unda, cota ar iyos
damamcirebelia. sunglien-ma ugulod, amreziT Caicina. mdgomareoba raRasa niSnavso? gana iseTma,
me rom var, SeiZleba mdgomareobaze iocnebos? asea Tu ise, me gasasyidad Sens xelSi var. Tuki Sen
gaiTvaliswineb mamaCemis Sendami grZnobebsa da Tqvens karmas, maS, midi, izrune imaze, SedarebiT
keTil patrons rom mimasyido!
Cen wuocien-i sunglien-is, sapatarZlos gasasinjad pirvelad rom mivida, sunglien-i Seiketa
da kari ar gauRia. Kkarebidan marto erTaderTi winadadeba miugdo. wavideT dasavleTevropul
restoranSi, iqa mnaxav. Cen Zuocien-ma gaifiqra, bolos da bolos studentia, riTime xom unda
gansxvavdebodes mdabio kekela gogoebisagan. dasavleTevropul restoranSi ori adgili SeukveTa.
iq daeloda. im dRes wvimda. Cen wuocien-i ijda, eloda. fanjridan akvirdeboda gamvlel-gamomvlelebs, JinJRliT danislul quCaze rom midi-modiodnen. uCveulo ganwyoba daufleboda, gansxvavebuli Tavisi siaxliTa da siTboTi, iseTi, wina sami qorwinebisas rom ar ganucdia. sunglien-i,
yvavilebiT moCiTuli abreSumis qolgiT xelSi, mis winaSe auCqareblad warsdga, viTarca farSevangi. Cen wuocien-s sixarulisa da siamovnebisagan saxe gaebadra. sunglien-i, marTlac, iyo iseTi,
rogoric warmoedgina. garegnoba hqonda saluqi, lamazi da Tan agrerig norCi iyo. Cen wuocien-s
daamaxsovrda, Tu rogor dajda mis win, patara safulidan Tu rogor amoiRo wvril-wvrili sanTlebis kona. neli xmiTa Tqva, CemTvis torti SeukveTe, kargi? Cen wuocien-ic daeloda, vidre
oficianti moitanda torts. mere uyurebda sunglien-i tortSi erTimeoris miyolebiT Tu rogor
arWobda sanTlebs. sul cxrameti cali iyo. monarCeni isev safuleSi Cado. Cen wuocien-i SeekiTxa,
rasa niSnavso, dRes Seni dabadebis dReao? sunglien-ma mxolod gaiRima. sanTlebi aanTo. ucqeris
patruqis pawawina als. mocimcime Suqze sunglien-is saxe kidev ufro faqizi, raRac gamWvirvale
moCanda. amasTan man Tqva, Sexede, ra sayvarelia alis es pawia enebi! Cen wuocien-mac Tqva, marTlac,
sayvarelia. am sityvebiT sunglien-ma Rrmad CaisunTqa haeris ylupi da fu! Seubera. sanTlebi imave
wams Caqra. mere Cen wuocien-s kvlav Caesma misi xma. man Tqva, me winaswar vizeime Cemi dabadebis
dRe. CaTvale, rom me cxrameti weli Semisrulda.
Cen wuocien-ma igrZno, mis sityvebSi dafaruli iyo raRac saidumlo, mas rom ver amoecno. am
saidumlos SeeZlo damaxsovrebiyo, daefiqrebina igi. SemdegSi, gacilebiT ufro mogvianebiT, igi
xSirad ixsenebda am patara scenas, sunglien-ma sanTlebis CaqrobiT rom gaiTamaSa da amiT igi aRiarebda, iyo sunglien-Si raRac mxiblavi Zala. seqsualuri cxovrebis didi gamocdilebis mqone Cen
wuocien-s kidev metad xiblavda is temperamenti da simarjve, sunglien-i loginSi rom amJRavnebda. man TiTqos pirveli SexvedrisTanave SeigrZno, rom sunglien-Si iyo is seqsualuri netareba,
romelsac Seswevs unari suli zecaSi aitacos. da es yvelaferi Semdgom gamarTlda kidevac, magram mas uWirda mixvedra imisa, sunglien-i bunebiT iyo aseTi, Tu misi gulis mogebasa cdilobda,
eswrafvoda eamebina. marTalia, Cen wuocien-i dakmayofilebulic iyo, nasiamovnebic, xolo mTeli
jalaboba, didian patarianad, dedawulianad, xedavda mis siyvarulsa da survils gaenebivrebina
sunglien-i. es TvalSisacemi iyo.
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ukana baRSi, iq, sadac kedeli kuTxesa qmnida, idga Talari, mcocavi gliciniebiT garsSemoxveuli. zafxuliT dawyebuli Semodgomamde lilisfer-iisferi, fufunebiT gafurCqnuli yvavilTa
mtevnebi mZime-mZimed ekida rtoebs. fanjridan moCanda es lilisfer-iisferi mtevnebi, Soridan
foCebs rom Camohgavda, Semodgomis qari rom arxevda. dRiTidRe es iisfer-lilisferi yvavilebi
xundeboda, TvaldaTval ecricebodaT feri. sunglien-ma yuradReba miaqcia Was, TalarSi rom iyo
amoTxrili. iq kidev idga qvis tabla, garSemo qvisave tumboebiT. es iyo myudro, wynari alagi,
Tumcki TalarSi Sesul-gamosuli erTi sulieric ki arasodes daunaxavs. xolo am alagisaken mima-
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vali biliki mTlad daefara xSir balaxs. aq mxolod peplebi dafarfatebdnen. iisfer-lilisfer
mtevnebze Camoskupebuli WriWinobelebi ki TavdaviwyebiT miscemodnen TavianT simReras. sunglienma gaixsena, SarSan, amave dros, aseTsave, oRond akaciiT garsSemoxveul TalarSi, universitetis
baRSi rom ijda da wignsa kiTxulobda. axla es yvelaferi ise Soreuli, ise moCvenebiTi iyo, rogorc sizmari. sunglien-s qvedawelis kalTa aewia, nel-nela mimodioda win da ukan, frTxilobda,
raTa arc gabardnuli sarevela daetkepna da arc Wia-Rua gaesrisa. frTxilad rom gaswi-gamoswia
da zeviT azida rtoebi, SeniSna, qvis tabla sqlad daefara didi xnis mtvers. Was rom miuaxlovda
dainaxa, Wis kedlebs xavsi mohkideboda. sunglien-i daixara, WaSi Caixeda. molurjo-moSavo wyali
laplapebda. wylis zedapirze wlobiT nacveni foTlebi grov-grovad tivtivebda. sunglien-i daacqerda wyalSi areklil sakuTar saxes. saxe misi moliclice zedapirze TiTqos kankalebda, raRacnairad myife, mTrTolvare, bundovani, Tanac gadidebuli iyo. TiTqos sunTqva ekvroda, ixrCoboda. niavma wamoubera. kabis kalTebi frinvelis frTebsaviT aufarfata. ucnaurma, daJinebulma,
Zval-rbilSi rom atanda, iseTma sicivem aitana. sicive iyo myari, qvasaviT ekvroda, etmasneboda,
awveboda da ubagunebda mis sxeuls. gabruneba gadawyvita. ukan ukve Zalze Cqari nabijiT midioda.
Tavis samxreT mcire saxlSi rom dabrunda, SuSabandSive SvebiT amoisunTqa. xolo ukan rom miixeda
da Talaris midamos Seavlo Tvali, dainaxa, mkrTali iisfer-lilisferi yvavilis ori-sami mtevani,
swored im wuTas, rtodan cvioda. moulodnelma sanaxaobam sunglien-i erTob ganacvifra.
Turme nu ityvi, Wuoiun-i ukve mis sasufevelSi ijda, elodeboda sunglien-s. man uecrad
SeniSna, im wuTas Wuoiun-is gamometyveleba erTob ugulo, kuSti iyo. Tumcki maSinve zeze wamodga,
welze Semoxvia xeli, SeekiTxa, ra moxda, ra mogividao? sunglien-ma Tqva, me ra momivida? ubralod
gadavwyvite gamevl-gamomevlo. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, saxeze feri ar gadevs. sunglien-ma gaicina da
Tqva, iqneb fexmZimed var, xom SesaZlebelia. Wuoiun-ma gaicina da Tqva: aki vambobdi, netav ratomaa, batoni isev CemTan rom movidao. gaxsna qaRaldSi gamoxveuli parki. amoiRo milisaviT grZlad
daxveuli abreSumis qsovili, Tan Tqva, suWoudan miviRe, wminda, xalasi abreSumia, sakabed gCuqni,
gamoWeri da Seikere. sunglien-ma msubuqad mihkra xeli, moiSora, ar egebis, ar SeiZleba. wesisaebr da rigisa me mevaleba Sen mogarTva ZRveni. CemTvis uxerxulia saCuqris miReba. Wuoiun-ma
Caifrutuna, es ra wesebia?! me Sen gamorCeulad, guliT momwonxar. hoda, gamaxsenda es abreSumis
qsovili. ai, meorem, iman, kedels ukan rom cxovrobs, romc Semexvewos, miyidviTac ki ar mivyidi.
es, Tu ginda, Cem ucnaurobas miawere. maSin sunglien-ma CamoarTva saCuqari. muxlebze udevs, alersiT xels usvams. Tqva, mesame qalbatoni, marTladac, cota ar iyos ucnauri qalia. xolo ra
momxiblavia, ra lamazia. Wuoiun-ma ki Tqva, lamazi ki ara! ferumarili rom Camoafxiko, naxevar
win-s10 aiwonis. sunglien-ma isev gaicina. sxva sakiTxze gadaitana saubari. sul axlaxans TalarSi
viyavi, cota xniT. momewona iqauroba. Wuoiun-ma Sehkivla, ras ambob, sikvdilis Wisaken waxvedi?
metad nuRarasodes nuRar waxval. iq avi Tvali budobs, iq sikvdilis suli sufevs. sunglien-i gaocebuli hkiTxavs, rao, ai ase hqvia, sikvdilis Wa? Wuoiun-ma Tqva, gasakviri ra aris, sasufevelSi
rom Semoxvedi, saxeze feri aRar gedo. iq xom ukve sami adamiania daRupuli. sunglien-i wamodga,
fanjridan gareT gadaixara, Talaris mxares gaxeda. vin iyvnen, ra xalxi iyo, WaSi rom daiRupa?
Wuoiun-ma Tqva, am ojaxis winamavali Taoba erTianad qalebi iyvnen. sunglien-s kvlavac sZlevda
cnobismoyvareoba, magram Wuoiun-s aRaraferi hqonda saambobi. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, mxoloddamxolod
es vici, sxva aRaraferi, radgan Cen-ebis ojaxSi am sakiTxs tabu aZevs. ojaxis wevrebi da, saerTod,
jalaboba, rom ityvian, saidumlos inaxaven, krints ar Zraven, piri damuwuli aqvT, rogorc sacobiT dacobil boTls. am sityvebze sunglien-s elda eca. cota xnis mere Tqva, aseTi ambebi, raki ar
viciT, sjobs aseve darCes, arc araferi vuwyodeT!
Cen-ebis ojaxis umcrosi Taobis batoniSvilebi da qaliSvilebi, yvelani, Sua ezos binebSi11. cxovrobdnen. sunglien-ma erTxel dainaxa kidevac debi iJung-i da iuen-i ezoSi Wiayelebs
rom CiCqnidnen. orivesa hqonda mxiaruli Tvalwarbi. maTi pirisaxis Semxedvare sunglien-i umal
mixvda, maTi mxiaruli Tvalwarbis mixediT kaci xelad amoicnobda, Wuoiun-is sisxli da xorci
rom iqnebodnen. idga da akvirdeboda, xolo roca bavSvebma SeniSnes, maT rom uyurebda, sruliadac ar daumorcxviaT, gegonebodaT axlomaxlo adamianiSvili ara WaWanebda, kvlavindeburad
agrZelebdnen Wiayelebis Calagebas bambukis patara qvabukaSi. sunglien-ma Tqva, Wiayelebi risTvis
gindaTo? iJung-ma Tqva, Tevzebis dasaWerado, xolo iuen-ma, daurideblad axed-daxeda sungliens, ukmexad Tqva, ra Seni saqmea?! sunglien-ma usiamod igrZno Tavi. is-is iyo oriod nabiji gadadga,
rom moesma debis buzRuniT naTqvami: umcrosi dedakacia12, Cveni dedasaviT. sunglien-i moulodnelobisgan sruliad daibna, Tavi moabruna, gabrazebuli Tvali daaso debs da dainaxa, iJung-i
siciliT igudeboda, iuen-ma ki kbilebi daukriWa, saxe dauRmiWa. da am yvelafers kidev bilwi
sityvac miayola. sunglien-ma gaifiqra, hoo, kargadaa saqme! jer pawiebi arian da ukve iginebian.
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zecam uwyis es Wuoiun-i rarigad zrdis am or daikos.
roca sunglien-i Wuoiun-s Sexvda, ver moiTmina, gadasca iuen-is sityvebi. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, es
eSmakis naSieri esa, pirze klite ar adevs. ai naxav, davbrundebi Tu ara, maSinve kargad CavCqmitav.
Wuoiun-ma, marTalia, moibodiSa, magram isica Tqva, Cemi ori Svili kidev ioli saqmea. Sen jer kidev
umcrosi batoniSvili ar ginaxavs, ai aqve, mezoblad romaa. es nabiWvari ZaRlsaviTa hkbens yvelas,
ifurTxeba. SenTvis jer ar ukbenia? sunglien-ma Tavi gaiqnia. gaaxsenda patara biWi, saxelad feil
ani, erTxel mcire saxlis zRurblTan rom idga, funTuSasa ReWda da mas Sescqeroda. briliantiniT gapoxili Tma ubzinavda, fexze mamakacis yeliani tyavis pawia fexsacmeli ecva. sunglien-ma mis
saxeze Cen wuocien-is iersaxesTan Soreuli msgavseba SeniSna. amitom, Tavisi maSindeli sulieri
mdgomareobisa da guneba-ganwyobidan gamomdinare, biWi gacilebiT ukeTesi eCvena. SesaZloa, gulis siRrmeSi ocnebobda kidevac Cen wuocien-isaTvis kidev erTi biWuna gaeCina. sjobs biWi, vidre
gogona, ikbinebodes, mere ra, ai dardi!
xolo iuiJu-s wyvili Svilis, qal-vaJis naxvis saSualeba sunglien-s didxans ar miscemoda.
aSkara iyo, rom Cen-is ojaxSi maTi mdgomareoba metad maRali, Seudareblad maRali iyo. sunglien-s
xSirad smenoda, vaJiSvil feipu-sa da qaliSvil ixuei-ze Woraoba da msjeloba. feipu mudam saxlis
miRma iyo, ojaxisaTvis gadasaxadebsa krebda. amasTanave uZravi qonebis yidva-gayidvis saqmeebic
ebara. xolo ixuei peifing-is qalTa universitetSi swavlobda. sunglien-ma, iqiTur-aqeTurze rom
emaslaaTeboda iener-s, sasxvaTaSorisod feipu-s Sesaxebac hkiTxa. iener-ma Tqva, Cveni ufrosi batoniSvili moxerxebuli da saqmiani kaciao. sunglien-i dainteresda, es xerxianoba ra aris, rogori
ramaa, raSi gamoixatebao? iener-ma Tqva, asea Tu ise, moxerxebuli kacia. Cen-ebis ojaxi axla misi
wyalobiTaa rom cxovrobs. sunglien-i isev hkiTxavs iener-s, ufrosi qaliSvili, is rogoriRaa?
iener-ma Tqva, Cveni ufrosi qaliSvili gana marto lamazia, naswavlic aris da mSvidic. mere, ra
Tqma unda, kargi gvariSvilobis kacze gaTxovdeba. sunglien-s gunebaSi gaecina, ar moewona ieneris naTqami, erTs xotbas asxavs, meores kicxavso. amiT dazaralda marto sparsuli jiSis kata, misi
kabis kalTis qveS rom mokalaTebuliyo. sunglien-ma erTi Witlayi amohkra katas. usircxvilo, sad
SemZvralxar, Se uzneo, Senao?
sunglien-s rac dro gadioda iener-i sul ufro da ufro guls urevda. yvelaze metad ki is ar
moswonda waramara meiSan-Tan rom mirbi-morboda, xolo roca Cen wuocien-is sacvlebs gasarecxad
miscemda xolme, iener-is mTeli arseba zizRs gamoxatavda. sunglien-i iener-s drodadro tuqsavda, Wkuasac arigebda. vis ukerav ukmayofilo sifaTs, Cemi momsaxureba Tu ar gnebavs, SegiZlia
msaxurTa sadgomSi dabrunde, kedlis gadaRma mezobel mcire saxlsac SegiZlia miaSuro. iener-i
jiutobda. ambobda, ara, araferic, rogor gavbedav sifaTi mogikero? dabadebidanve var usaxuri,
saxe arc arasodes mqonia13. sunglien-ma xeli dastaca savarcxels, iqve rom ido, iener-s gauqana.
iener-ma, rasakvirvelia, xma Caiwyvita. sunglien-s esmoda, iener-i gvarianad rom Woraobda masze
da aTasgvar sibinZuresac uvrcelebda, magram mainc ar SeeZlo daundoblad moqceoda, radgan Tvali hqonda mokruli, erTxel masTan misulma Cen wuocien-ma, iener-s, karebSi rom SeeCexa, ZuZuze
xeli Tu rogor waatana. es, marTalia, wamierad ki moxda, TumcaRa friad bunebrivi, Cveulebrivi
ram Canda. es rom ara, iener-i agrerig Tavgasuli, Tavxedi ar iqneboda. sunglien-s esmoda, TavSekaveba rom marTebda. sunglien-i gunebaSi fiqrobda, am erTi cida iaxuan-s kargad esmis visi da ris
wyalobiTa aqvs ufleba iyos agrerig kadnieri, Tavgasulia. ai aseTi arsebebi brZandebian qalebi.
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moaxlovda Cungiang-is dResaswauli14 da windRiT ufrosi batoniSvili feipu Sin dabrunda.
sunglien-i baRSi qrizanTemebis cqeriT itkbobda Tavs. xedavs, rom iuiJu da mouravebi,
meurneebi, moaxleebTan erTad gars Semoxvevian ramdenime mamakacs, romelTa Soris ganirCeva maRali, mxarbeWiani axalgazrda mamakaci, TeTr evropul Sarval-kostumSi gamowyobili. sunglien-i
mixvda, misken zurgiT mdgomi mamakaci swored feipu rom iyo. man dainaxa msaxurebs sazidaridan
erTimeoris miyolebiT Tu rogor SehqondaT ukana baRSi bargi. nel-nela yvela miifant-moifanta,
Sin Sevidnen. sunglien-s misvla euxerxula. erTi Reri qrizanTemiT xelSi igi neli nabijiT ukana
baRisaken miemarTeboda. gzad mimavalma dainaxa Wuoiun-i da meiS ani, bavSvebiTurT, isinic iqeTken
midiodnen. Wuoiun-ma xeli Caavlo sunglien-s, Tqva, ufrosi batoniSvili dabrunda. mosanaxuleblad ar wamoxval? sunglien-ma Tqva, me wamovide? ase mgonia, isaa valdebuli me mominaxulos.
Wuoiun-ma Tqva, marTali xar, pirvelad is unda mosuliyo SenTan, unda moekiTxe. meiS ani iqve,
gverdiT rom idga, mouTmenlad kefaSi uTaqunebda feilan-s, midi, wadi Cqarao!
sunglien-ma feipu pirispir mxolod sadilobisas naxa. im dRes Cen wuocien-ma feipu-s pativsacemad mzareuls sazeimo sufris gaSla ubrZana. sufraze moerTmiaT rCeuli, Zvirfasi ker-
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Zeuli. sunglien-ma Semfasebluri Tvali iWvneulad mimoavlo am fufunebas. nebauneburad gaaxsenda dRe, Tavad pirvelad rom Semovida am ojaxSi. imdRindeli sazeimo sufra friad daSorebuli
iyo axlandeli sufris brwyinvalebasa da xelgaSlilobas, feipu-s dabrunebis aRsaniSnad rom
gaeSalaT. uneblied gulSi eWvianobam gahkra, Tumcki misi yuradReba male Tavad feipu-m miizida.
feipu iuiJu-s gverdiT ijda. iuiJu-m oriode sityva gadaulaparaka mas. feipu skamidan wamoiwia,
zrdilad welSi odnav moixara da sunglien-s RimiliT ramdenjerme daukra Tavi. sunglien-mac
odnav daxara Tavi da RimiliTve upasuxa. pirveli STabeWdileba is iyo, rom misTvis moulodnelad
feipu axalgazrda, lamazi, eleganturi iyo. Semdegi STabeWdileba ki _ Wkviani da arcTu ubralo
rom iyo. sunglien-s uyvarda axal-axali adamianebis gacnoba da maTi Sefaseba.
meore dRes dadga Cungiang-is dResaswauli. mebaRem qrizanTemis yvela qoTani, baRSi rac ki
iyo, gadmoitana da erTad daawyo, mere ki ferad-feradi qrizanTemebisgan Seadgina oTxi ieroglifi survilebisa. es iyo fu, lu, Sou da si15.
sunglien-i adrianad adga. gavida qrizanTemebis morTulobis dasaTvaliereblad. martodmarto daseirnobda yvavilTa garemoSi. dilis niavi grili iyo. sunglien-s ki erTi usaxeloebo naqsovi Jaketi hqonda wamosxmuli. mxrebze xelebSemoWdobili daseirnobda da aTvalierebda.
SeniSna, SoriT, Sua ezodan, gamovida feipu da aqeT gamoemarTa. sunglien-i Seyoymanda. saWiroa
Tu ara, pirveli is rom miesalmos, magram feipu-m daaswro, dauZaxa _ dila mSvidobisao, sunglen.
sunglien-i cota ar iyos gaakvirva esoden familarulma, uSualod saxeliT mimarTvam, magram mainc
daukra Tavi da Tqva, Tuki TaobaTa Soris arsebul sakiTxs mivdevT, Sen ar gmarTebs saxeliT mommarTo. feipu-m, klumbis mopirdapire mxares rom idga, perangis saxeloebze sakinZeebs imagrebda,
siciliTa Tqva, rao, unda giwodo meoTxe qalbatonoo. Sen xom Cemze umcrosi xar, ramdenime wliT
mainc. ramdeni wlisa xar? sunglien-ma ukmayofileba ver dafara, gverdze miixeda, Tvali yvavilebs miapyro. feipu hkiTxavs, Senc giyvars qrizanTemebi? me ki vifiqre, adrianad, pirveli davtkbebi bunebis suraTiT-meTqi. ar megona Sen Tu damaswrebdi. sunglien-ma Tqva, bavSvobidan miyvars
qrizanTemebio, mxolod dRes ki ar gavtacebulvaro. feipu-m Tqva, ufro metad romeli jiSisa
giyvars? sunglien-ma Tqva, yvela jiSi miyvars, mxolod is jiSi, sieWua16 romelsac hqvia, is mejavreba. feipu-m Tqva, viTom ratomao? sunglien-ma Tqva, sieWua metismetad mZafrada hyvavis, gagiJebiT. feipu-m isev gaicina, Tan Tqva, sainteresoao. me kidev, swored sieWua miyvarso. sunglien-ma
dakvirvebuli mzera daaso _ asec vicodi, eg jiSi mogewonebodao. feipu-m kvlav Tqva, ratomao
viTom? sunglien-ma ramdenime nabiji gadadga win, nabijs xma aayola: yvela yvavili yvavili araa,
yvela adamiani _ adamiani17. adamiani _ yvavilia, yvavili _ adamiani. logikis amgvari gza gasagebia
SenTvis? sunglien-ma uecrad Tavi aaRo, radgan anazdad moeCvena, feipu-s gamometyvelebaSi elviseburad gakrTa anarekli, msgavsi im wyalmcenarisa, wylis siRrmeSi rom livlivebs da iklakneba.
igi mixvda, rom SeiZleba am gamoxedvas miuxvdes, gaugos. feipu jerac iqve dgas, yvavilebis gadaRma mxares, doinji Semouyria. uecriv Tqva, me Sevcvli sieWuas. sunglien-ma araferi Tqva. Sehyurebda feipu-m Tu rogor Secvala sieWua, moitana ramdenime qoTani moZiu-s18 jiSisa. mcire dumilis
Semdeg sunglien-ma isev Tqva _ yvavili yvela kargia. ieroglifebisgan Sedgenili Taiguli ki didi
veraferi ramaa, vulgarulia, mdare gemovnebis elferi dahkravs. Ffeipu-m xeli xels Semohkra, xelisgulebs mikruli miwa da Tixa Camoibertya, Tvali Caukra, Tqva, aq ukve veRarafers gaawyob. fu,
lu, Sou, si, batonma brZana daawyeTo. asea wliTi wlobiT, winaparTagan gadmocemuli wes-kanonia.
mere da mere, sunglien-i roca ki gaixsenebda Cungiangis dResaswaulze qrizanTemebiT tkbobas, mis guls sixaruli eufleboda. TiTqos swored im dRes massa da feipu-s Soris usityvo
urTierTgagebis SeTqmuleba Caisaxa. sunglien-i roca ixsenebda feipu rogor ezideboda sieWuas
qoTnebs, sicili autydeboda xolme. mxolod da mxolod sunglien-ma uwyoda, rom kiborCxalas
brWyalebad wodebuli qrizanTemebis sawinaaRmdego araferi hqonda.
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yvelaze metad vin giyvars? sunglien-i sasTumalze xSirad hkiTxavda xolme Cen wuocien-s.
Cven oTxs Soris, romeli giyvars yvelaze metad? Cen wuocien-i pasuxobda, ra Tqma unda, Sen. aba
iuiJu? is didi xania beber kruxad gadaiqca. aba Wuoiun-i? Wuoiun-s arauSavs ra, magram raRac
dondlo Seiqna. maS meiS ani? sunglien-s arasodes ar SeeZlo CaexSo cnobismoyvareoba yvelafer
imis mimarT, rac meiSan-s Seexeboda. meiS ani sadauria? Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, me ra vici sadauria,
TviTonac ki ar icis. sunglien-i ekiTxeba, gamodis rom obolia? Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, msaxiobia,
pekinuri operis, caoTai-s dasSi qalebis saxasiaTo rolebs asrulebda t anis ampluaSi. imxanad
operiT viyavi gatacebuli, vmRerodi kidevac, ra Tma unda, rogorc moyvaruli. erTi-orjer imasTan kulisebSic Seviare, sadilad davpatiJe, hoda isic gamomyva. sunglien-ma Cen wuocien-s loyaze
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miuTaTuna, Tan Tqva, xedav, yvela qals surs Senze gaTxoveba. Cen wuocien-ma ki Tqva, Seni sityvebi
sanaxevrodaa marTali. unda iTqvas, mdidar kacs, fulian kacs, qalebic unda. da verasodes vera
ZReba. sungle-ma gaicina, da Senc sanaxevroda xar marTali. unda iTqvas, rom mdidar kacebs, roca
bevri fuli aqvT, kidev da kidev undaT qali da arasodes hyofniT.
sunglien-s arasodes ar gaegona meiS ani pekinur operaSi Tu rogor mReroda. im diliT
gamoaRviZa raRac wkriala, ankara xmam, misi fanjrisaken rom mocuravda. man xeli hkra gverdiT
mwolare Cen wuocien-s, hkiTxa, meiS ani imRerso? Cen wuocien-ma mZinare xmiT Caiburtyuna, karg
gunebaze rocaa _ imReris, cudze ki _ tiris, eg Zukna ega. sunglien-ma farTod gamoaRo fanjara.
xedavs, Semodgomis TrTviliT mofenil qaTqaTa baRSi, gliciniaTa TalarSi, Savsamosiani qali
cekvavs da mReris. es iyo meiS ani.
sunglien-ma wamoisxa samosi, karSi gavida, dgas zRurblze. Soridan ucqeris iq, Sors, meiSans. meiS ani mTlad Tavdaviwyebulia. sunglien-s eCvena, ise naRvlianad, ise daxvewilad mReroda,
rom mZlavrad igrZno guli rarig SeufrTxialda, TiTqos sadRac zecaSi afrindao. sakmao xani
gavida. uecrad meiS ani Sedga. TiTqos dainaxao sunglien-is TvalebSi akiafebuli cremli. meiSanma mxrebze wamoisxa Siueisiu-s19 ugrZesi saxeloebi, wavida, ukan gaemarTa. sisxami dilis, riJraJis
sxivebiT mofenil meiS anis saxeze, mis tanisamosze aTinaTebi daxtoda. brolis anareklsaviT cimcimebda. misi Tma, maRal, mrgval varcxnilobad akrefili, dilis namiT daltobiliyo. misi sxeuli
mTlianad notio iyo da kaeSani, viTarca balaxis Reros, ananavebda.
stiri? Sen xom karga mxiarulada cxovrob, maS raRa gatirebs? meiS ani, sunglien-is win mdgomi, gamoumetyvelo saxiTa saubrobs. sunglien-ma amoiRo cxvirsaxoci, Tvalis upeebSi momdgari
cremlis SesaSrobad. man Tqva, TviTonac ar vuwyi rad an risTvis. im operas, Sen rom imRerdi, ra
hqvia? hqvia `boroti sikvdiliT gardacvlil qalze godeba~. mogewona? pekinuri operisa araferi
gamegeba. ubralod, Sen ise gulisamaCuyeblada mRerodi, ise iyavi rolSi Sesuli, rom me sevda
momeria. amas rom ambobda sunglien-ma igrZno, rom meiS anis saxeze, amdeni xnis ganmavlobaSi
pirvelad, keTilmosurne Rimili gakrTa. meiSan-ma Tavi daxara, daxeda Tavis Teatralur kostums,
Tqva, es xom TamaSia. ar Rirs gulTan agrerig axlos mitana. Tuki kargad iTamaSeb, SegiZlia sxva
moatyuo, xolo Tuki cudad TamaSob, mxolod da mxolod Sens Tavs ityueb.
Cen wuocien-ma, jerac sunglien-is adgilsamyofelSi rom imyofeboda, Caaxvela. sunglien-ma
uxerxulad igrZno Tavi. gadaxeda meiSan-s. meiSan-ma Tqva, ar midixar, Cacmisas rom miemsaxuro?
sunglien-ma Tavi gaaqnia, Tqva, ara, TviTon Caicvams, ra, bavSvi xom araa. meiS ani cotas Seyovnda,
gaicina, Tqva, is yovelTvis moiTxovs, rom me Cavacva fexsacmelica da tansacmelic. sCans, adamianebi ganiyofebian keTilSobilebad da araraobad. swored am dros Cen wuocien-ma oTaxidan daiRrila, meiSan, modi, Semodi. modi, erTi nawyveti ram mimRere! meiSan-ma, rom ityvian tirifisebri
warbebi aWima, damcinavad CaiRima, fanjarasTan miirbina, fanjridan oTaxSi SesZaxa, mamilo, me ara
mnebavs!
sunglien-ma amjerad Seicno meiS anis xasiaTi. roca am sakiTxs eSmakurad Seexeboda xolme,
Cen wuocien-i ambobda, yvelaferSi me TviTon var damnaSave. am wlebis manZilze metismetad gavanebivre. Tuki raime mis Wkuaze araa, lanZRvasac ki mibedavs. winaprebs gamixsenebs xolme, rvave
Taobas20. Cen wuocien-ma kidev isica Tqva, am ZaRliSvils, am boz dedakacs, adre Tu gvian vuCveneb
seirs. sunglien-ma Tqva, guls ase nu gaisastikeb. sinamdvileSi xom sabraloa, arc axlobeli gaaCnia, arc winaparTa fesvebi. sCans, eSinia, rom miatoveb, ai amitom wauxda kidec xasiaTi.
mas mere sunglien-sa da meiSan-s Soris damyarda urTierToba, romelsac, SeiZleba, arc
gulTbili ewodos da arc gulcivi. meiS ani azartulad, lamis sigiJemde iyo gatacebuli mawiangiT21, SeeZlo navaxSmevs SuaRamemde, ufro gvian Ramemde, audgomlad eTamaSa. sunglien-s xSirad
moesmoda kedlis gadaRma mawiang-is magar-magari firfitebis rakaruki, aWrisas rom gamoscems. am
xmis _ xua-la, xua-la _ gamo xSirad verc ki iZinebda. igi buzRunebda, Cen wuocien-s SesCioda. is
ki eubneboda, moiTmine cota, mawiang-s roca TamaSobs cota ar iyos Wkuaze modis. asea Tu ise,
fuls mTlad rom waagebs, mets aRar mivcem. dae, iTamaSos ramdensac inebebs, vidre ar CaZaRldeba!
erTxelac, moulodnelad, meiSan-ma sunglien-Tan gamogzavna Tavisi iaxu ani. mawiang-is saTamaSod
epatiJeboda. sunglien-ma mokled mouWra, ukan gaistumra iaxuani, Tqva, wadi, uTxari _ mawiang-is
saTamaSod me wamovide? es rogor mogivida TavSi?! iaxu ani rom gabrunda, ukan rom gaemarTa, axla
meiS ani Tavad eaxla. Tqva, saTamaSod samni ukve SevgrovdiT, marto erTiRa gvaklia. qeni sikeTe,
erTxel damde pativi. sunglien-ma Tqva: da TamaSi rom ar vici, Tavis mokvla xom ar minda, aSkara
wagebaze rom wamovide? meiS ani mxrebSi Caafrinda, wamodi, Tu waageb, fuls ar dagadebineben,
moigeb da Seni iqneba, waageb da me gadavixdi. sunglien-ma Tqva, ara, saqme es ki araa, es TamaSi ar miyvars, esaa mTavari. es rom Tqva, sunglien-ma SeamCnia, meiSan-s erTbaSad Tu rogor Seecvala saxe,
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ra damcinavad Tqva, hm! rao, ra gabadia am saxlSi? gegoneba oqros ganZeuls yaraulad udgexar,
Sinidan fexi ratom ver gagidgams? erTi CiriviT gamxmari beberi gyavs martod marto. es aris da
es. sunglien-s wyenam sunTqva Seukra, lamis iyo afeTqebuliyo. salanZRavi sityvebi moadga enaze,
magram Caylapa. wamisyofaSi awon-dawona viTareba da Tqva, kargi, wamogyvebi.
moTamaSe wyvili ukve Semosxdomoda saTamaSo magidas. erTi maTgani ojaxis mouravi iyo,
saxelgvarad Cen Zuoven-i. meore, ucnobi iyo. meiSan-ma rogorc warudgina, eqimi iyo. mas ekeTa
oqrosCarCoiani saTvale, Savgvremani iyo, tuCebi hqoda ise wiTeli da nazi, rogorc genaxoT
umanko qalwuls. sunglien-s uwinac daenaxa igi, meiS anis sasufevelidan gamosuli. ratomRac ara
sjeroda eqimi rom iyo.
sunglien-i saTamaSo magidas gulgrilad ujda. gonebas vera da ver ikrebda, miT ufro, rom
cudi moTamaSe iyo. Secbunebuls Caesmoda maTi SeZaxilebi, x-l’e, xan kidev Zimo22. sunglien-s isRa
darCenoda fuli daedo xolme. TandaTan daenana fuli. Tqva, Tavi amtkivda, waval, davisveneb.
meiSan-ma Tqva, raki dajeqi, axla rva xeli mainc usaTuod unda iTamaSo, wesi asea. sCans, wagebuli
fuli dagenana! Cen Zuoven-ma, iqve mjdarma, Tqva, araferia, cotas gakotrdebi, kargi niSania, wagebuli fuli ubedurebas Tan gaiyolebs. isev meiSan-ma Tqva, CaTvale, rom dRes Sen Wuoiun-s sikeTe
uyavi. imas mowyenilobisagan suli exuTeba. Sen ki erTi RamiT dauTme bebrucuna. is naRdi fuliTac ki aginazRaurebs wanagebs. orma mamakacma gadaixarxara. sunglien-mac gaicina, Tqva, meiSan, Sen
didi xumara vinme xar. gulSi ki iseTi grZnoba Hdaebada, egona buzi gadaylapao.
SeuZlebeli iyo sunglien-is, gareSe damkvirveblis, Tvals ar SeeniSna meiS ani da eqimi erTmaneTs TvalebiT sasiyvarulo SeTqmulebis idumal niSnebs Tu rogor styorcnidnen. darwmunebulic iyo, mis gumans araferi rom gamoepareboda. mawiang-s rom Wridnen, im wuTas sunglien-s
xelidan gauvarda mawiang-is firfita, daixara da magidis qveS umal mohkra Tvali oTxi fexis
ucnaur mdgomareobas. magidis qveS Semaluli fexebi erTurTs ucnaurad Sewmaxnoda, mitmasnoda.
xolo roca gaSoriSordnen, es moxda Zalian swrafad da bunebrivad, gawafulad. miuxedavad amisa
sunglien-ma es mainc danamdvilebiT dainaxa.
sunglien-ma arc SeimCnia da arc araferi gamoumJRavnebia, magram arc meiS anisa da arc
eqimisaTvis saxeSi meti aRar Seuxedavs. im wuTebSi misi mdgomareoba rTuli iyo, cota ar iyos
dabneuli, cota ar iyos daZabuli da cota ar iyos aRgznebulad gaxarebulic. sxvisi ubedurebis
gamo boroti sixaruli daufleboda. TavisTvis, gunebaSi ambobda, meiSan, metismetad laRad, metismetad aRviraxsnilad da giJurada cxovrob.
SemodgomiT xSiria dReebi, rodesac sarkmlis miRma ca Camobnelebulia, moRuSuli. baRSi
wvril-wvril Zafebad Camokidula gauTavebeli wvima. wvimis wveTebi Z’win-is eklian buCqebs da
broweulis totebs rom ecema, iseT xmaursa stexs, TiTqos ieSmis larnaki wvril-wvrilad damsxvreuliyos da foTlebze moelvare wveTebad brWyvialebs. aseT dros sunglien-i, fanjarasTan mimjdari, garindebuli gascqeroda abreSumis qsovils, sarecxis Tokze gasaSrobad gafenils, wvimas
mTlad rom gaeJiebina. guneba-ganwyoba misi rTuli, gaRizianebuli iyo. TavSi iseTi azrebi utrialebda, idumali rom iyo, ar gamoiTqmoda.
sunglien-s verafriT ver gaerkvia Tu ratom xdeboda ise, rom moRuSuli, wvimiani amindis
dadgomisTanave misi fiqrebi loginis saqmeebisaken miiwevda xolme. Cen wuocien-i, raRa Tqma unda,
arasodes ar aqcevda yuradRebas imas, Tu rogor zemoqmedebas axdenda amindi qalis bunebriv
moTxovnilebebze. Cen wuocien-s imis unariRa Seswevda, ar daefara Tavisi Secbuneba. is ambobda,
wlebi aravis indobso, xolo me, amasTanave, mZuls aRmgznebi saSualebebi, raRac iseTebi, sanpien-i
romaa, an kidev Seniou23. Cen wuocien-i ualersebda sunglien-is vardisfer Tbil-Tbil sxeuls, exeboda uamrav baWias mis kanqveS TiTqos rom garbi-gamorbodnen, lamis iyo amomxtariyvnen da gamoxatavden qalis dauokebel gznebas. misi xelebi gaSmagebiT mimoqrodnen, tuCebi loSnidnen qals.
aWarxlebuli sunglien-i, grZel taxtze gawolili, ayuradebda fanjris miRma Gmargalitis mimofantuli marcvlebisebr moSxapune wvimas. Tvalebi mielula, kuTavda, krusunebda. man Caikrutuna,
mTavaria, rom wvims. xolo Cen wuocien-ma ver gaarkvia misi uazro sityvebi. rao, ra Tqvi? mZivio?
sunglien-ma ukmexad Tqva, ho, mZivi, me minda yvelaze saukeTeso mZivis erTi asxma. Cen wuocien-ma
Tqva, ra aris iseTi, me rom ar mogce? magram arasgziT da araferi imaT ar uTxra. sunglien-i uceb
mTeli taniT Setrialda. myisierad wamojda. imaT? ras warmoadgenen is samni CemTvis? mimifurTxebia! Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, rasakvirvelia, verc erTi imaTgani Sen ver Segedreba. Tumcki SeamCnia,
sunglien-s Zalze rom Seecvala gamometyveleba. sunglien-ma xeli hkra, moiSora Cen wuocien-i,
swrafad Caicva perangi, fanjarasTan mivida. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, ra moxda? sunglien-i Semoubrunda, nawyenma Tqva, ganwyoba aRar maqvs, visi bralia Sen rom gamaxsene isini?
Cen wuocien-i da sunglien-i erTad dganan fanjarasTan da gascqerian gulis gamawvrilebeli
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wvimiT daltobil aremares. aseT dros gegonebodaT mTeli samyaro sveli, nestiani, usazRvrod
mosawyeni iyo. baRSi adamianiSvili ar WaWanebda, foTlebi laplapebda xasxasa simwaniT, isinic
gril, fuW amaoebas asxivebdnen. iq, Sors, Talarze gliciniebs niavma Camouqrola. Searxia rtoebi,
adamianis sxeuls rom Camohgavdnen. sunglien-s gaaxsenda Wa da mis irgvliv atexili miTqma-moTqma.
sunglien-ma Tqva, es raRaceebi, ai is, baRSi romaa, cota ar iyos eSmakiseuliao. Cen wuocien-ma
Tqva, ratom unda iyos eSmakiseuli? sunglien-ma mokumuli tuCebi iqeT gaiSvira, ai is, Wa. Cen
wuocien-ma Tqva, sul orad-orma daixrCo im WaSi Tavi, im bedovlaTebma, imaT. sunglien-i hkiTxavs,
vin iyvnen? Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, asea Tu ise, Sen isini ar gecnobeboda, ojaxis ufrosi Taobis ori
qali iyo. sunglien-ma Tqva, xarWebi iqnebodnen, ueWvelia! Cen wuocien-s myisve SeeSala saxe, es vin
giTxra? sunglien-ma siciliTa Tqva, aravisac ar uTqvams, me TviTona vnaxe, me mivedi WasTan, is-is
iyo Sig Cavixede da ras vxedav, wylis zedapirze ori qali tivtivebs. erTi me mgavs, da meorec me
mgavs. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, sisuleleebs nu roSav, iq metad nuRar waxval. sunglien-ma xeli xels
Semohkra, Tqva, es ar moxdeba, me jer ar SevkiTxvivar im sulebs, WaSi ratom Caigdes Tavi? Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, arc aris saWiro. rasakvirvelia, binZur saqmeebis gareSe es ar moxdeboda. sunglien-i
didxansa dumda. mere, uecriv, erTaderTi winadadeba warmoTqva, ucnauri araa, am ezo-karSi amdeni
Wa romaa. etyoba, TviTmkvlelebisaTvisa Txridnen. Cen wuocien-ma erTbaSad orive xeli Semoxvia,
gulSi Caikra. rac metsa ybedob, miT ufro Sordebi simarTles. morCi, geyos am sisuleleebze
fiqri. am sityvebiT sunglien-is xels xeli CasWida, mouWira, im adgils moakidebina. man Tqva, ai
axla ki ukve mzadaa, midi! Sens loginSi sulic rom davlio, mainc gavixareb, bednierebas vewevi.
baRSi Semodgomis TqeSi xuoda, fanjris aqeT ki wyvili erTmaneTs misdgomoda, scxovrebdnen,
xolo am yovelives sikvdilis suni sdioda. sunglien-is Tvalwin idga sasTumalze Rrma kaeSaniT
moculi, idumal mimwuxrSi Cafluli moiisfro-Sindisferi wvril-wvrili ramdenime qrizanTema,
mkrTali wiTeli Suq-CrdiliT liclicebdnen. sunglien-s moesma, TiTqos karsukan raRac gafaCunda. man xeli dastaca sunamos patara SuSas, pirvelive sagans, rac xelSi moxvda, karisaken moisrola. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, ra iyo, isev ra gemarTeba? sunglien-ma Tqva, is gviTvalTvalebs. Cen
wuocien-ma Tqva, vin gviTvalTvalebs? sunglien-ma Tqva, iener-i. Cen wuocien-ma gadaixarxara. ra
aris aq iseTi, saTvalTvalo? Tanac iqedan xom araferi moCans. sunglien-ma uCveulo simkacriT
miugo, nu icav. ra gind Sorsac ar unda iyos, misi myrali suni cxvirSi mainca mkravs xolme.
mosaRamovebuliyo. adamianTa gundi baRSi wreze isxda. usmendnen feipu Tu rogor ukravda
siaos24. feipu-s evropuli kostumi abreSumis Sarval-perangiT25 Seecvala. es kidev ufro amZafrebda mis romantikulsa da momxiblav garegnobas. feipu-s xelSi epyra siao. ijda xalxs Soris, gars
rom Semortymodnen. umetesoba misi megobrebi iyvnen, savaWro saqmianobasTan dakavSirebulni. am
dros, Cen-ebis ojaxis wevrebisa da msaxurTa mTeli yuradReba am gundisaken iyo mimarTuli.
msaxurni Soriaxlos, mcire saxlebis zRurblze idgnen, iqedan akvirdebodnen da maT Sesaxeb erTimeores Cumi xmiT emaslaaTebodnen. danarCenebs, vinc Sin darCeniliyo, aseve SeeZloT gaegonaT
siao-s xma, wylis nakadisaviT maTs fanjrebSi neli-nel rom miedineboda. aravis Zaledva gverdi
eqcia feipu-s siao-s hangisaTvis.
sunglien-s gulis siRrmemde aRelvebda feipu-s siaos xma. xanxan cremlic ereoda da TvalTagan Rvarad gadmosqdeboda. mas ise Zalian ewada am mamakacTa Soris Camomjdariyo, feipu-s
siaxloves. feipu, siaoTi xelSi, agonebda unuversitetis erT students, ganmartoebiT rom ijda
da cins26 ukravda. mas studentis saxe aRar axsovda. im ymawvilisadmi araviTari idumali grZnoba
arasodes gaaCnda, magram, vinaidan sunglien-is buneba imgvari iyo, yovelgvari mSveniereba iolad
rom xvdeboda mis guls, im studentmac, rom ityvian, Semodgomis monaberi qari wylis zedapirs rom
amRvrevs da aTrTolebs, sulSi imgvari kvali dautova. sunglien-i yoymanobda, ver gadaewyvita,
misuliyo Tu ara. mere mownuli savarZeli zRurblze gaitana, dajda, smenad iqca.feipu-s siaos
hangs miapyro yuri. male musika miCumda. kacebma, iqeTa mxares, saubari gaabes. sunglien-ma myisve
moiwyina. gaifiqra, ra mosabezrebelia es musaifi, Sen me momatyueb, me Sen gagacureb. adamianebi,
rogorc ki maslaaTs gaabamen, maSinve crud, farisevlebad gardaiqcevian. ase da amgvarad adga, Sin
Sebrunda. uecrad gaaxsenda, rom Tavis skivrSi grZeli siao hqonda, mamamisis naqoni, namemkvidrali
reliqvia. sunglien-ma gaxsna Tavisi mownuli skivri. didi xanic iqneboda rac nivTebi ar gamzevnebuliyo, yvelafers obis suni mohkideboda. karga xnis miviwyebuli studenturi drois tanisamosi,
lazaTianad dakecili, dasta-dastad iyo Calagebuli, iseve, rogorc misTvis ukve Carazul-daluquli warsuli cxovrebis dReebi. mis mexsierebaSi nawyvet-nawyvetad aRdga, wveT-wveT CamoiRvenTa sevdac da imavdroulad iluziebic. sunglien-ma gaswi-gamoswia tanisamosi. siao ara Canda.
mas cxadad axsovda, saxlidan wamosvlisas siao ZirSi, skivris fskerze rom Cado. es rogor moxda,
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rom aRaraa?! iener, iener, aq modi! sunglien-ma SuSabandSi gasZaxa. gamoCnda iener-i, Tqva, meoTxe
qalbatono, batoniSvilis siao-s ratom ar usmenT? ? sunglien-ma Tqva, Sen axle xeli Cem skivrs?
iener-ma Tqva, axlaxans ar mibrZaneT damelagebina skivri? me xom mTeli tanisamosi wesierad davkece, Cavalage? sunglien-ma Tqva, erTi siao arsad ginaxavs? siao? Tqva iener-ma. ar minaxavs. siao-s
xom mxolod mamakacebi ukraven! sunglien-ma Tvali daaso. saxeze brazianma sicilma gadaurbina. iener, ese igi Sen moipare Cemi siao! iener-ma Tqva, meoTxe qalbatono, cilsa mwamebT. raSi mWirdeboda eg Tqveni siao-s moparva? sunglien-ma Tqva, vin uwyis, ra eSmakiseuli azrebi gitrialebs mag Sen
gograSi. dilidan daRamebamde aTasgvar eSmakur fiqrebs daatareb, Tanac Tavs maCveneb, TiTqosda
aq arafer SuaSi xar. iener-ma Tqva, meoTxe qalbatono, tyuilubralod mdebT brals, wabrZandiT, batonsa hkiTxeT, batoniSvils, meore, mesame qalbatonebsa hkiTxeT, erTi spilenZis xurda
fuli mainc batonebisaTvis Tu odesme momiparavs. sunglien-ma yuri aRar aTxova. mxolod amreziT
Sexeda. mere sirbil-sirbiliT Sevarda gverdze miSenebul patara oTaxSi. fexiT Sedga iener-is
nairnairi jiSis xis ficrebisgan SeWedil skivrze, Tqva, sityvaze agre magari rom xar, aba, midi,
gaxseni! iener-i sunglien-is fexs Caafrinda, ejajgureba, exveweba, meoTxe qalbatono, nu qelavT
Cem skivrs, me namdvilad ar amiRia Tqveni siao. sunglien-ma rom dainaxa rogor SeSinda iener-i,
kidev ufro ganumtkicda sakuTari iWvis marTebuloba. xeli dastaca oTaxis kuTxeSi miyudebul
culs, Tan ambobs, davCexav, vnaxoT erTi Sig ra gaqvs. iq Tu araferi iqna, xvalve aginazRaureb,
axal skivrs giyidi. kbili kbils daaWira da rac Zali da Rone hqonda skivrs Cascxo culi. ieneris skivri myisve daiSala. tanisamosi, spilenZis xurda fuli, wvril-wvrili saTamaSoebi iatakze
miifant-moifanta. sunglien-ma saTiTaod dabertya ZonZmanZi. siao arsad iyo. ucbaT xelSi moxvda
TeTri qsovilis patara boxCa. gaSala, xedavs, Sig naWris patara Tojinaa gamoxveuli. gulispirze,
iq, sadac adamianis guli unda iyos, CarWobilia sami wminda nemsi. sunglien-s Tavdapirvelad es
sasacilod eCena, magram maleve dainaxa, rom Tojina TiTqo saxiT mas hgavda, sakmaodac hgavda.
kidev metad daakvirda. xedavs, Zlivs aCnia tuSiT dawerili sityva _ sunglien-i. elviseburad eniT
uTqmelma tkivilma ganmsWvala, saxeze mitklis feri daedo. iener-i, iqve, kedels miyrdnobili,
SiSiT savse TvalebiT SesCereboda. sunglien-ma uecrad daikivla, eca, eZgera iener-s, TmaSi Caafrinda, Tavi kedels artymevina, Tvalebi cremliT avseboda, yviroda, Rrialebda, me Sen giCveneb
sasikvdilo jadoTi Sekvra rogor unda! me Sen giCveneb sasikvdilod gaTvalva rogor unda! ieneri, Ronegamoclili, winaaRmdegobas ver uwevda, Tavis dasaRwevi Zala ara hyofnida, isRa darCenoda
dambladacemuliviT iqve Cakeciliyo. dro da dro amoizluqunebda. sunglien-i bolos da bolos
moiqanca, ZlivsRa sunTqavda. uecrad TavSi gauelva, iener-i xom uwignuria, wera-kiTxva ar icis.
maS, Tojinas misi saxeli vin waawera? am kiTxvam kidev ufro gaagulisa, gulze mZime lodad daeca.
maSin aiRo da Cacucqda, iener-s cremli moswminda, xma Seicvala, alersiT eubneba, nu stiri, rac
iyo, iyo, ar SegiZuleb. ase metad nuRar moiqcevi, morCa da gaTavda, magram is mainc unda miTxra,
Cemi saxeli vin wagiwera? iener-i jerac Cumi xmiTa moTqvams. uaris niSnad Tavs aqnevs, imeorebs,
ar getyvi, ar SemiZlia Tqma. sunglien-ma Tqva, nu geSinia, arc me gavitan am ambavs gareT, oRond
miTxari da ar davuSveb Sen rame dagiSavdes. iener-i isev da isev iqnevs Tavs. sunglien-i karnaxobs
_ es iuiJu-a? iener-i Tavs aqnevs. maS, raRa Tqma unda, meiS ania, xom? iener-i kvlavindeburad iqnevs
Tavs. sunglien-ma civi haeris ylupi CaisunTqa. xma aukankalda. namdvilad Wuoiun-ia? iener-s
Tavi metad aRar gauqnevia. sasowarkveTili gaSeSebuliyo. sunglien-i zeze wamodga, zecas axeda,
erTaderTi winadadeba warmoTqva: saxiT icnobde adamians, ar niSnavs Seicno guli misi, amas ukve
didi xania mivxvdi!
Cen wuocien-ma SeamCnia sunglien-s Tvalebi rom CaswiTleboda da dasieboda. divanze ijda,
ganmartoebuli, gaxevebuli. xeliT damWknar qrizanTemasa sresda. Cen Zuocenma Tqva, axlaxans
gitiria? sunglien-ma Tqva, ara, ras ambob, Sen ise kargad mepyrobi, ra maqvs satirali? Cen wuocien-i Cafiqrda, Tqva, Tuki mowyenilobas Seuwuxebixar, SemiZlia baRSi gagaseirno. SeiZleboda qalaqSic gagvevlo, migverTmia Ramis iesiao27. sunglien-ma kidev ramdenjeme TiTebiT gasrisa yvavili
da ucabedad fanjridan moisrola. civi xmiT SeekiTxa, ra uyavi Cemi siao? Cen wuocien-i moulodnelobisagan Secba, wamiT Seyoymanda, Tqva, grZnobebSi gaorebisa SemeSinda, aviRe da gadavmale.
sunglien-is tuCebs damcinavi, civi Rimilis Crdilma gadaurbina. Cemi guli aqaa srulad, romel
gaorebaze melaparakebi? Cen wuocien-ma dabneulad, nirwamxdarma Tqva, maS miTxari, vin gisaCuqra
eg siao? sunglien-ma zanti xmiTa Tqva, sasiyvarulo saCuqari araa. memkvidreobiT mergo, mamaCemisagan gadmomeca memkvidreobiT. Cen wuocien-ma cota ar iyos uxerxuloba igrZno, Tqva, tyuilubralod Semparvia iWvi. megona vinme studentma gisaCuqra. sunglien-ma xelebi gaSala, Tqva, Cqara
damibrune! Cem nivTebs me TviTonve movuvli. Cen wuocien-i kidev ufro daibna, daircxvina, xelebs
ifSvnets. Zaan cudia, ukve vubrZane daewvaT. Cen wuocien-s ar gaugonia, daZra Tu ara sityva
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sunglien-ma. oTaxSi nelnela Camobnelda. man naTura CarTo. dainaxa sunglien-s mTlad wasvloda
feri. TovliviT TeTri feri dasdeboda. cremli uxmod Camoedineboda Rawvebze.
es Rame orivesaTvis gansakuTrebuli Rame iyo. sunglien-i kravsa hgavda. orive xeli sakuTar
mxrebze SemoeWdo da Cen wuocien-isagan rac SeiZleba Sors eWira Tavi. Cen wuocien-ma alersiT
mouTaTuna xeli. araviTari gamoZaxili ar mohyolia. igi xan CarTavda Suqs, xan gamoTiSavda, magram
Tvalwin sunglien-is sul erTi da igive ugrZnobi saxe edga. qaRaldis TeTr furcelsa hgavda. Cen
wuocien-ma Tqva, es ukve metismetia. isRa damrCenia Sen winaSe daviCoqo da patieba SemogTxovo.
sunglien-ma jer iyuCa, mere Tqva, raRac cudad var. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, yvelaze ufro is mejavreba, xasiaTs rom mikeraven. sunglien-ma zurgi Seaqcia, Tqva, Wuoiun-Tan wadi! is yvelas uRimis.
Cen wuocien-i sawolidan Camoxta, Cacma daiwyo, Tqva, maS wavide? waval! sabednierod kidev sami
coli myavs.
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meore dRes, roca Wuoiun-i sunglien-is adgilsamyofelSi mivida, sunglien-i jerac loginSi iwva. sunglien-ma Tvali mohkra, farda rom gadaswia, masTan Sesvlas rom apirebs. kankalma
aitana. Tavi moimZinara, wevs TvaldaxuWuli. xolo Wuoiun-i sawolis napirze Camoujda, xeli gaiwoda, sunglien-is Subls Seexo, Tqva, cxeli araa. albaT avad ki ar gamxdara, nawyenia, gabutuli!
sunglien-ma TvalmoWutulma gamoxeda, gauRima. oh, moxvedi?! Wuoiun-ma xeli mohkida, Tqva, adeqi
Cqara. ase Tu iwvebi da iwvebi, avadmyofobis gareSe, raime Wirs gamoCekav, kruxis wiwilebisaviT.
sunglien-ma Tqva, ai, avdgebi da ra? Wuoiun-ma Tqva, Tma SegiWria. ai, mec minda studenturi
varcxniloba mqondes, egeb cota gaxalisde.
Wuoiun-i zis mrgval uzurgo skamze, elodeba sunglien-i Tmas rom SeaWris. sunglien-ma xeli
daavlo erT Zvel kabas, Semoaxvia. mere savarcxliT nel-nela dauwyo Wuoiun-s Tmis Camovarcxna.
sunglien-ma Tqva, Tu araferi gamomivida, uxeirod Tu SegaWri, araferi damabralo. Sen iseTi mSvenieri Tma gaqvs, namdvilad dasanania makrateli Seexos. maJrJolebs kidevac. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, Tu
ar gamova, mainc ara uSavs ra. Cem asakSi raRa droisaa mindodes lamazi viyo. sunglien-i isev da
isev uvarcxnis Tmas. qvemodan zeviT auvarcxnis, zemodan qvemoT Camougebs. mere Tqva, maS viwyeb
SeWras. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, midi, SemaWeri, rad SeSinebulxar? sunglien-ma Tqva, mTavari isaa, xeli
naCvevi rom ara maqvs. meSinia ucabedad ar dagWra. esa Tqva da daiwyo SeWra. Wuoiun-is mSvenieri,
kupriviT Savi, xSiri, fafuki dalali dalals misdevs, iatakze cviva. Tan axlavs foladis tkacatkucis xma, makratlis piri rom gamoscems. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, ra mardi xar, ra mkvircxli, xom ki?
sunglien-ma Tqva, nu maqeb, Semaqeben Tu ara, maSinve xeli amikankaldeba. sityva jerac ar daesrulebina, rom gaisma gulganmgmiravi kivili. Wuoiun-s yuri gaWroda, gaseroda.
wivil-kivili iseTi atyda, imaTac gaigones, baRSi vinc iyo. meiS anis saxlidanac moqanda
mTeli jalabi. gavigoT erTi ra moxdao. Tvalwin daudgaT suraTi _ Wuoiun-s marjvena yurze
xeli aufarebia, tkivilisagan civi ofli asxams. sunglien-i, makratliT xelSi dgas, ferwasuli.
xis iatakze mimofantula kupriviT Savi Tmis ramdenime dalali. ra dagemarTa, hkiTxavs Wuoiun-i,
TvalTagan cremli Rvarad moedineba. sityva arc daasrula, yurze xelafarebuli baRSi gavarda.
sunglien-s fexi daudgams Tmebis grovaze, dgas qandakebasaviT gaqvavebuli. makrateli xelidan
gauvarda. TavisTvis Cailaparaka, xelebi mikankalebs, avada var. mere yvela gayara, seiris mayurebeli msaxurni oTaxidan gaaZeva. aq ra jandaba gindaT? rad ar iCqariT eqimi mouyvanoT meore
qalbatonsao.
meiS ani, vaJiSvils, feilan-s xelCakidebuli, kvlavac oTaxSi dgas. moRimari saxiT Sescqeris
sunglien-s. sunglien-i Tvals aridebs. xeli daavlo lerwmis rtoebisagan Sekonil cocxs, Tmebis
mogvas mihyo xeli. meiS ani icinis, rac Zali da Rone aqvs xarxarebs. sunglien-i hkiTxavs, ra iyo,
ra gacinebs? meiSan-ma Tvali Caukra, Tqva, me Tuki vinme SeviZule, iseTi siZulviliT aRvinTebi,
mec SevZleb yuri wavaWra, mTladac wavacalo, sul erTi bewoc ar SevarCino. sunglien-i moiRuSa,
Tqva, amiT ris Tqma ginda? nuTu ggonia ganzrax Cavidine? meiSan-ma kvlav eSmakurad CaixiTxiTa,
Tqva, marto zecam uwyis!
sunglien-ma aRar miaqcia yuradReba meiSan-s. wavida, dawva, Tavze sabani waifara, esmoda ra
gaSmagebiT ubagunebda guli. ar uwyoda, makratliT rom daWra, amis gamo gulSi unda moinanios
codva? udevs kia brali? erTi ram ki mtkiced icoda, rac unda momxdariyo, yvelas unda erwmuna,
mas es ganzrax ar Caudenia. am dros sabanqveS Caesma meiS anis xma, mas mimarTavda, Wuoiun-i saxiTaa keTilSobili, guliT ki - Rriankali. ase ubralo, miamiti nu gegoneba. meiSan-ma kidev isica
Tqva, me ki vici, misi metoqe rom ar var, Sen ki, iqneb mogixerxdes masTan gamklaveba. amas, pirveli
danaxvisTanave, maSinve mivxvdi. sunglien-i sabanqveS gatokda. sulganabuli ugdebda yurs, meiSan-
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ma Tu rogor moxsna piri Tavis arRans da guli rogor gadauSala. meiSanma Tqva, ginda gaigo, me
da iman Svilebi rogor gavaCineT? da meiSan-ma uambo, TviTon da Wuoiun-i TiTqmis erTdroulad
rom dafexmZimdnen. sami Tve rom Segvisrulda, ambobs meiS ani, man brZana, CemTvis momzadebul
samkurnalo siTxeSi sawamlavi CaematebinaT, muclis mosaSleli bangi. kidev kargi, bedi maqvs Ronieri. nayofi ar momwyda. Cven TiTqmis erTdroulad unda mogvemSobiarebina. is ocnebobda TviTon
gaeCina pirvels, Cemamde. zRaprulad didi fuli daxarja, rom mSobiarobis dasaCqarebeli sazRvargareTuli nemsebi gaekeTebinaT. hoda, gausqda kidec saSo. isev Cemma iRbalma imarjva, me gavaCine pirvelma, Cemi feil ani pirveli daibada. Tanac biWi gavaCine, iman ki, rogorc ityvian, bambukis kalaTiT wyali zida, veraferi moigo. martodmarto iuiJun-i gaaCina. iaffasiani ram saqoneli,
gogo. Tan Cem feilan-ze sami saaTis dagvianebiT.
Semodgomis siciveebi daiWira. qalebma Tbil-Tbili tanisamosi Caicves. xeebs dilidan saRamomde scvioda foToli, miwas efineboda. baRma yviTeli samosi moirgo. ramdenime msaxuri qali,
Cacucquli, gamxmar foTlebsa swvavda. irgvliv damwvris suni trialebda. brax, sunglien-is fanjara braxuniT gafrialda. msaxurma qalebma dainaxes sunglien-is awiTlebuli saxe. fanjris rafas
gametebiT uraxunebda xis savarcxels, xelSi rom eWira. vin dagavalaT foTlebis dawva? mSvenieri
foTlebi ase agixrColebiaT. ra saSineli suni dadga. msaxurma qalebma saCqarod mihyves xeli kalaTebisa da cocxebis Segrovebas. erTma maTganma, ufro gabedulma, Tqva, amdeni foTolia, maS ra
unda uyos kacma, Tu ki ar dawva? sunglien-ma savarcxeli gauqana, zed moaxvedra, Tan uyviris, ar
SeiZleba! dawva ar SeiZleba, ese igi, ar SeiZleba! mere ki isev, brax, miketa fanjara.
meoTxe qalbatoni sul ufro da ufro aSkarad avlens Tavis xasiaTs, ase uTxres iuiJu-s
msaxurma qalebma. foTlebis dawvis uflebas ar gvaZlevso. misi xasiaTi, rac dro gadis, miT uaresdeba. iuiJu-m datuqsa msaxurebi, enas nu iqavebT, Tqveni saqme ar aris. xolo gulSi brazi ereva,
uwin baRSi foTlebs weliwadSi ramdenjerme swvavdnen, nuTu viRac sunglien-i unda mobrZanebuliyo imisaTvis, Cven adaT-wesebze xeli rom agveRo? msaxuri qalebi gverdigverd dganan, smenazed
gaWimulebi, morCilad xelebdaSvebulni, Tqves, ese igi foTlebi aRar unda davwvaT? iuiJu-m Tqva,
mere da vina Tqva ar dawvaTo? wadiT, keTilinebeT wadiT, dawviT. imas yuradRebas nu miaqcevT.
msaxuri qalebi gaemarTnen dasawvavad. sunglien-s amjerad Tavi aRar gamoudvia. roca iq aRaravina Canda, foTlebi mTlad rom Caiferfla, sunglien-i gamovida samxreT mcire saxlidan. mas
jerac sazafxulo qvedakaba ecva. msaxurma qalebma wailaparakes, netav ara sciva? qari ase Zlier
uberavso. sunglien-i idga minavlebuli cecxlis piras, gamociebuli saxiT Cascqeroda Camwvar
foTlebs. uyura, uyura, mere gaeSura Sua ezoSi, sadilad. sunglien-is qvedakabis kalTebs qari
afrialebda, TeTr farvanasa hgavda.
sunglien-i magidas miujda. uyurebs rogor Seeqcevian sadils. quai’Z-isaTvis xeli arc daukarebia. saxe hqonda gamociebuli, moRuSuli. mxrebze magra SemoeWdo xelebi. Seuvali iyo. imdRiT
Cen wuocien-i Sin ar iyo. saxlSi swored aseT dros xdeboda xolme areuloba. feipu-m, bolos
Tqva, oh, ratom arafers ara sWam? sunglien-ma Tqva, rom maZRari iyo. feipu-m Tqva, ukve sWame?
sunglien-ma Cumad Cailaparaka, maZRari var sazizRari kvamliT, saSineli suniT. feipu daibna, ver
miuxvda Tu ras ambobda. dabneulma Tavis dedas gadaxeda. iuiJu-s myisve Seecvala saxe. miubrunda
feipu-s, Tqva, isadile, sxvisa saqmeSi nu erevi. mere mzera sunglien-s daaso. sakmaod maRali xmiTa
Tqva, meoTxe qalbatono, esesaa mindoda Sengan Semetyo, rogor unda moviqceT, Tuki miwaze amdeni foTolia Camocvenili? sunglien-ma Tqva, ar vici, ra ufleba maqvs Sinaur saqmeebSi Caverio?
iuiJu-m Tqva, wliTi wlobamde, yoveli SemodgomiT, aucilebelia foTlebi daiwvas, araviTari
siZnele uwin ar yofila. es rogor moxda, marto Sena xar yvela sxvaze nazi, yvelaze Zvirfasi?
erTi bewo kvamlis suni datrialda, mere da ra moxda aseTi. sunglien-ma Tqva, foTlebi TavisTavad Calpeba, ra saWiroa maTi dawva? es xom foTolia da ara adamiani. iuiJu-m Tqva, amiT risi
Tqma ginda? gaugebaria! isev sunglien-ma Tqva, arafris Tqma ar minda. ubralod CemTvis cota ar
iyos gaugebaria, ratomaa saWiro mTeli foTlebi dasawvavad ukana ezoSi mogrovdes. vis moewoneba
aseTi suni. TavTavianT ezoebSi dawvan. ai amis moTmena iuiJu-m ukve veRar SeZlo. brax, quai’Z-i
magidas daanarcxa. netav erTi sarkeSi Cagaxeda, sunglen, ras warmoadgen Cen-is ojaxSi? netav ra
Citi brZandebi? gegoneba vinmem gagaubedurao. sunglien-i zeze wamodga. misi amayi mzera iuiJus cviliviT CayviTlebul pirisaxes daeso. marTali brZandebiT, ras warmovadgen? Cumad, TiTqos
TavisTvisao, Cailaparaka, moRimari saxiT Setrialda. roca saxiT isev iq msxdomTaken Semobrunda,
Tvalebi cremliT avseboda. Tqva, zecam ki uwyis, Tqven vinRa brZandebiT, ra Citebica xarT!
naSuadRevs sunglien-i ganmartoebuli Sin gamoketiliyo. maSinac ki, iener-ma Cai rom miutana, kari ar gauRia. fanjarasTan rom ijda, sunglien-ma SeniSna, tualetis magidaze, did larnakSi msxvil-msxvili giorginebi CamomWknariyo, CaSavebuliyo. Taiguli larnakidan amoiRo, un-
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doda yvavilebis gadayra, magram ar icoda sad gadaeyara. fanjara Caketili iyo, gamoReba ki ar
surda. didi Taiguli gulSi Caekra da oTaxSi win da ukan midmodioda. bolos da bolos gamoaRo
didi karadis kari da Taiguli iq Seinaxa. gareT isev Semodgomis susxiani qari amovarda. TiTqos
mimwuxrs moaqrolebda, CaRamebul baRs nelinel bneli efineboda. uecrad karze kakuni gaisma. man
gaifiqra, isev iener-ia, Cai momitanao. kars xelis guli miartya, guli nu gamiwyale, ar mindao Cai.
kars ukan mdgomma Tqva, me var, feipu.
sunglien-i verasgziT ver warmoidgenda feipu Tu mividoda. gamoaRo kari, kars mieyrdno.
ratom moxvedi? Ffeipu-s Tma qars gaewewa, axla xeliT kefaze Tmas isworebda. moridebiT gauRima.
Tqva, ase Tqves avad ariso. mosanaxuleblad movedi. sunglien-ma Caifrutuna, vinaa avad? Tuki
sikvdili miweria, avdgebi da movkvdebi, avadmyofoba saSinelebaa, es xom tanjvaa. feipu pirdapir
divanisaken gaemarTa. dajda, Tvali mimoavlo mis oTaxs. uecrad Tqva, me ki megona am oTaxSi bevri
wignebi iqneboda. sunglien-ma xelebi gaasavsava, Tqva, arc erTi. wignebi axla CemTvis sruliad
usargeblo ramaa. sunglien-i, jerac fexmdgomela, ambobs, rao, Senc Wkuis dasarigeblad moxvedi?
feipu-m uaris niSnad Tavi gaiqnia, Tqva, ra brZanebaa? am saqmeebma Tavi amatkia. sunglien-ma Tqa, ese
igi mosulxar Sesarigeblad, rogorc Suamavali? me iseTi adamiani var, Tuki gamlanZRaven, ese igi
damimsaxurebia. feipu cota xans dumda. mere Tqva, dedaCems, simarTle rom iTqvas, gulSi boroteba ar udevs. bunebiTaa kerpi da jiuti, mtkice xasiaTisaa. masTan brZola ar giRirs. sunglien-i
oTaxSi bolTasa scems. ucbaT gadaikiskisa. sinamdvileSi me TviTonac ar mindoda ufros qalbatonTan usiamovneba. marTlac ar vici ra damemarTa. sasacilod geCvenebi? feipu-m amjeradac
gaiqnia Tavi, Caaxvela, nela, dinjada Tqva, yvela adamiani erTnairia, TviTonac ar uwyian ratom
ebadebaT siame, brazi, naRveli, sixaruli. saidan modis es yoveli.
maTi saubari bunebrivad siao-s Seexo. ise, siao meca mqonda, dasanania, damekarga, Tqva
sunglien-ma. ese igi Senca gcodnia siao-s dakvra, hkiTxavs igi, aSkarad gaxarebuli. sunglien-ma
Tqva, me ar vici, swavla ver movaswari, damekarga. feipu-m Tqva, erT megobars gagacnob, gaswavlis, ginda? me swored iman maswavla. sunglien-ma gaicina, Seyoymanda. am dros Semovida iener-i,
langriT xelSi. or fialaSi unabisa da fiCxa-sokos (saqarTveloSi irmis rqebs eZaxian) tkbili
naxarSi wvniani iyo. jer feipu-s miarTva. sunglenma Tqva, erTi damixede am iaxuan-s, rogor gemsaxureba. arc kia saWiro ubrZano, TviTon gagimzada tkbileuli, gmaspinZlobs. iener-i wamowiTlda.
win daudga meore fiala da tyviasaviT karSi gavarda. sunglien-ma Tqva, iener, ar waxvide! ufros
batoniSvils surs raRac giTxras. amas rom ambobda, sunglien-ma pirze xeli aifara, jer gaiRima,
mere ki gulianad gaicina. feipu-mac gaicina. vercxlis kovziT fialaSi tkbileuls mouria, Tan
Tqva, metismetad mkacrad eqcevi. sunglien-ma Tqva, rao, xom ar ggonia didad moridebulia es
iaxu ani, es gombio esa. ise ar moxdeba, me vinme mewvios, xolo man CumCumad kars yuri ar moados,
malulad, uCumrad. vin uwyis gulSi raebi utrialebs. feipu-m alRo auRo, sunglien-is mtrul
damokidebulebas. saCqarod Secvala Tema. Tqva, bavSvobidan miyvars tkbileuli. aseTi, unabis wvnianis dagvaric da sxvanairic. uxerxulia xolme, megobrebi erTTavad meubnebian, aseTi tkbileuli marto qalebs uyvarTo. sunglien-s jerac pirquSi gamometyveleba SemorCenoda. Tavs iqcevda
frCxilebis gaprialebiT. frCxilebi hqonda viwro da grZeli, zed ecxo wveni wiTel balzaminis
yvavilisa28, amitomac wiTel qicvs miugavda. feipu-m Tqva, hei, yurs migdeb Tu ara? sunglien-ma
Tqva, gismen, Sen Tqvi, rom qalebs uyvarT tkbileuli, xolo mamakacebs _ mariliani. feipu-m gaicina, Tavi gaiqnia, adga, gamoeTxova. wasvlisas Tqva, saintereso adamiani yofilxar, Seni guli ki ver
amovicani. sunglien-ma miugo, Senc aseTive xar, verc me amovicani Seni guli.
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meTormete Tvis Svid ricxvSi Cen-ebis saxl-karis alayafTan didi wiTeli farnebi gamohkides.
am dRes Cen wuocien-i Tavis ormocdaaTi wlisTavsa zeimobda. Cen-ebis ojaxis baRSi dilauTenia moedineboda mosalocad mosuli naTesaoba da megobrebi. rigi ToksaviT gaWimuliyo. saqsov
dazgaze maqosaviT SeuCereblad mirbi-morboda stumarTa wyeba. Cen wuocien-i feipu-s naCuqar Sav
frakSi gamowyobiliyo da sastumro oTaxSi stumrebs iRebda. iuiJu, Wuoiun-i, meiS ani, sunglieni da bavSvebi gars exveoden, stumrebs zrdilad da liqniT esaubrebodnen. mxiaruleba mwvervals
miwevnuli rom iyo, xmaursa da aurzaurSi, uecrad raRac dabraxunda. yvelam iqeT miixeda. xedaven,
larnaki, simaRliT tanmaRal mamakacs rom uswordeboda, waqceula, namsxvrevebi gruxuniT gafantula iatakze.
Turme celqi, mousvenari feil ani da iuiJu-i daWerobanas TamaSobden, gadaapirqvaves larnaki. orive bavSvi gaSeSda, erTmaneTs miaSterdnen. dabneuliyvnen, xvdebodnen Zalze damnaSaveni rom
iyvnen. feil ani pirveli moego gons, TiTqo gamofxizldao. iJun-isaken gaiSvira TiTi, yviris, ai,
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eg daejaxa, me arafer SuaSi ara var! iJun-ma ki TiTi mis cxvirs miuSvira, isica yviris, Sen momdevdi, Sen waaqcie! Cen wuocien-ma feri dakarga, saxeze mZvinvareba gamoexata, magram imdeni stumari
rom Sekrebiliyo, risxva moToka. iuiJu miuaxlovda, marTalia Cumi xmiT, magram karga mkafiod da
yvelas gasagonad Cailaparaka, oh, Tqve nabiWvrebo, nabiWvrebo! feil ani da iuiJu-i gareT gaaTria,
saTiTaod miscxo, Tan butbutebs, avis momaswavebelia! cudi niSania! feilan-s mujluguni uTavaza,
gaswi aqedan, moSordi aqaurobas, Sors Cemgan! feil ani miwaze gagorda. goraobs, yuriswamRebad
Rrialebs. xma aqvs mkivana, Ronieri. sastumro oTaxSi gvarianad ismoda. meiS ani gareT gaiWra. biWi
gulSi Caikra. iuiJu-s Tvalebi gadaubriala, Tqva, karga dagibegvavs, gvarianad migibegvavs. ukve
kai xania TvalSi geCxireba, ekaliviT gesoba. midi, sceme, nu daindob. iuiJu-m Tqva, rao, es ras
niSnavs?! bavSvi damnaSavea. gana marto ver aRzarde, axla icav kidevac? meiS ani biWs iuiJu-saken
ubiZgebs, ambobs, hoda, Zalian kargi, Sen mogabareb, midi, aRzarde, sceme, cemiT mokali, suli Seni
gaixarebs. am dros Wuoiun-i da sunglien-ic moqandnen. Wuoiun-ma wamoaTria iuiJu-i. kefaSi uTaqa.
eubneba, hoi, Cemo gogona-qalbatono, ra xdeba, ra davidarabaSi gamxvie. bolos da bolos Tqvi, vin
gatexa larnaki? iuiJu-i moTqvams, me ara, me ara, aki vambob, me ar gamitexia, feil ani daejaxa da
gadaabruna magida. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, aRar gabedo Rriali. Tuki Sen ar gagitexavs, maS raRasa stiri?!
dRes batonis sabedniero dRea, cremlis Rvra ubedurebas moitans. meiSan-ma mzakvrulad Caicina,
iqve dgas da ambobs, mesame qaliSvili jer kidev pataraa, rogor cruobs, Tvals arcki axamxamebs.
me iqve videqi, kargadac davinaxe. Sen mogixvda mklavi, larnaki waiqca. oTxive qali gaSeSda, ucbaT
CauvrdaT ena. marto feil ani Rrialebda guliswamRebad. sunglien-i Soriaxlos idga, mTel am ambavs akvirdeboda, Tqva: ar Rirs ase, es xom mxolod da mxolod larnakia, gatyda da gatyda! aseTi
ra moxda? didi ambavi! iuiJu-m Tvalebi daubriala, advili saTqmelia, saqme gana mxolod erT larnakSia? batons yvelaferSi sikeTis niSani surs dainaxos. magram ra vuyoT, Tqven, yvelani. uguloni
ujigroebi xarT. Cen-ebis Cinebuli ojaxi, adre Tu gvian, Tqven CagivardebaT xelSi, mTels qonebas
gaaniavebT. sunglien-ma Tqva, ee, rao, isev Cemi bralia? CaTvaleT, rom sisulele vTqvi. sinamdvileSi ki raSi mesaqmeba mTeli es Tqveni kinklaoba? am sityvebiT sunglien-ma zurgi Seaqcia, gaSorda usiamo adgils. ukana baRSi gavida. gzad Semoxvda feipu, megobarTan erTad. feipu-m hkiTxa,
ratom gamoxvedi? sunglien-ma xeli safeTqelze miido, Tqva, Tavi amktivda, xmauriani mxiaruleba
Cemze cudad moqmedebs. ai, Tavic amtkivda.
sunglien-i ara cruobda. Tavi marTlac stkioda, moswyureboda kidec. yvela sura ki gamoclili daxvda. iener-i sastumro oTaxSi alageb-dalagebaSi exmareboda. saSualeba miscemoda uSualo movaleobisaTvis Tavi aeridebina. sunglien-i gajavrda, Tqva, eg wvrilfexa mdabio, eg gombio!
TviTonve dadga wyali asaduReblad. mas Semdeg, rac Cen-ebis ojaxSi fexi Semodga, es pirveli
SemTxveva iyo diasaxlisoba rom keTilineba. aseT saqmianobaSi mudam moiClungebda. samzareuloSi
cota xans dahyo. isev ukana aivans miaSura. iq srul siCumes daesadgurebina. yvela samxiarulod
iyo wasuli. irgvliv Camovardnili mdumareba da mowyeniloba sunglien-is sulSi wveT-wveT iRvenTeboda. misi yuradReba isev CamomWknari gliciniebiT garsSemoxveulma Talarma miizida. moeCvena,
TiTqos Talari qars eCurCuleboda. xolo is Wa, Tavisi idumalebiT isev veragulad izidavda,
ixmobda da ajadoebda mas. sunglien-ma xelebi guls miikona, moeCvena, TiTqos gamefebul sicarieleSi gaismoda raRac idumali xma, romelsac Seswevda unari amoexsna saidumloeba.
sunglien-i Wisaken gaemaTa, misi sxeuli uCveulod msubuqi Seiqna. TiTqos sizmrad miwaze misrialebda. Widan Campal mcenareTa suni ifrqveoda. sunglien-i daixara, aiRo gliciniis foToli,
yuradRebiT daacqerda. mere WaSi Caago. igi xedavda foToli Wis zedapiris silurjeSi oqromWedlis nakeTobas rom miemsgavsa. xedavda, foTolma Tu rogor sanaxevrod gadafara misi saxis
anarekli. im adgils daefina, sadac misi Tvalebi iyo. sunglien-ma gars Semouara Wis mrgval galavans, magram versad miakvlia iseT adgils, sakuTari anarekli ukeTesad rom daenaxa. es ucnaurad
eCvena. mxolod da mxolod gliciniis erTi cida foToli, es rarig xdeba, SuadRisas, mzis sxivi,
aTinaTebi, nelinel mimocuraven WaSi, wylis zedapirze mokaSkaSe TeTr laqebad gardaisaxebian.
sunglien-i ucbaT sazarelma zmanebam Seipyro _ eCvena, rom xedavs xels. es xeli Tvalebze efareba.
mas namdvilad elandeboda sveli xeli, wyali rom Camoswurwurebda. fermkrTal xels swored gliciniis is foToli epyra. Wis TvalCauwvden, uZiro siRrmidan xeli amoizida, misken moiwevs, Tvalebze efareba, mzeras ubnelebs. gulgaxeTqilma sunglien-ma SiSiT wamoiyvira: xeli. xeli. mas surda
saCqarod Semobrunebuliyo, gaqceuliyo, magram raRac iWerda, Wis garSemo galavans atmasnebda da
Zal-Rones aclida. neba mas ar emorCileboda. sunglien-s elandeboda, rom Tavad iyo gliciniis
Camocvenili yvavili, qariT atacebuli da axla, Ronemixdili, Wis galavans Camoyrdnobili, TvalCaSterebiT Cascqeroda uZiro ufskruls. kvlav SeigrZno Tavbrusxveva, TiTqos Widan xma Semoesma.
es Soridan momavali xma Zliv-Zliv aRwevda mis yurTasmenas: sunglen, Camodi. sunglen, Camodi.
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rodesac Wuoiun-i sunglien-is mosanaxuleblad mivida, sunglien-i eulad ijda derefnis
zRurblze, xelSi aeyvana meiS anis sparsuli jiSis kata. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, aq ratom xar? sadResaswaulo sufra ukve gaSlilia. sunglien-ma Tqva: gaSmagebiT mesxmis Tavbru. ar minda iq wamosvla, ar wamoval. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, es rogor SeiZleba? avadac rom iyo, mainc unda wamoxvide. es
xom zrdilobis saqmea. batonma ramdenjerme dabejiTebiT moiTxova Senc rom miiRo monawileoba.
sunglien-ma Tqva, namdvilad ar minda wamosvla, Tavs ise cudad vgrZnob, lamisaa movkvde. momeciT
saSualeba aq davrCe, gons movide. Wuoiun-ma gaicina, Tqva, iuiJu-ze xar nawyeni, ara? ara, Tqva
sunglien-ma. rom mewyinos imis Zalac ki ar gamaCnia. saxeze mouTmenloba daetyo. mobezrda amdeni
axsna-ganmartebebi. Zirs daanarcxa kata, xelSi rom hyavda ayvanili. Tqva, mxoloddamxolod Zili
minda. cota mainc waviZino. Wuoiun-ma, isev RimiliTa Tqva, maS wadi, daiZine, me gavbrundebi, batons movaxseneb, meti araferi.
im RamiT sunglien-i ZilburanSi iyo, abodebda, esizmreboda Wa, gliciniis is foToli, WaSi
rom Cavardniliyo. civi ofli asxamda. vin uwyis, es Wa ra aris? an kidev is gliciniis foToli? an
Tavad sunglien-i vinRaa? mere zantad wamodga, Tmis varcxna wamoiwyo. xedavda Tavis saxes sarkeSi
da miaCnda, rom TviTonaa is foToli, damWknari, usicocxlo. mas ki, misive sarkidan umzerda
ucnobi qali. mas ar moewona es qali. sunglien-ma Rrmad amoioxra. amavdroulad gaaxsenda Cen
wuocien-i da dabadebis dRe. gulSi sinanuli Seepara, inaniebda, Tavs idanaSaulebda. fiqrobda,
rad gavxdi ase Wirveuli, aRaraviTari sulgrZeloba ar gamaCnia. mas esmoda, rom cxovrebaSi es
yvelaferi arafers sasikeTos ar moutanda. naCqarevad gamoaRo karada. gamoiRo mkrTali nacisferi wminda matyliT naqsovi grZeli Sarfi, romelsac didi xania sadReobo saCuqrad umzadebda
Cen wuocien-s.
saRamos wveulebas eswreboda mxolod Cen-is ojaxoba, mxolod Sinaurebi. sunglien-i sasadilo oTaxSi rom Sevida dainaxa, yvela ukve sufras Semosxdomoda, mas ar dalodebodnen, sazeimo kerZi ise moerTmiaT. am fiqriT igi miuaxlovda Tavis adgils. mopirdapire mxridan feipu
miesalma, Tqva, kargad xar ukve? sunglien-ma Tavi dauqnia, Tvali Cen wuocien-isaken gaapara, Tu
rogori iyo misi gamometyveleba, misi saxe ki gamociebuliyo, moRuSuli ijda, rkinis ficarsaviT.
gaugebari iyo, amis gamo Tu ratom Seutokda guli. man aiRo Sarfi, miutana, Tan Tqva, ai, batono,
es Cemi ubadruki saCuqari. Cen Zoucen-ma Caiburtyuna, iq dadeo, gverdze mrgvali tabla rom idga,
iqeT miuTiTa. sunglien-i, SarfiT xelSi, ojaxis sxva wevrTa saCuqrebs xedavs. erTi oqros beWedia, erTic meliis qurqi, Sveicaruli majis saaTebis wyvili. es yvelaferi, saTiTaod, atlasis,
abreSumis wiTeli bafTebiTaa SefuTuli. sunglien-s guli kidev erTxel Seutokda, sircxvilisagan loyebze almuri igrZno. roca kvlav dajda, gverdidan moesma iuiJu-s xma, romelmac Tqva,
zustad rom sadReobo saCuqaria, rogor ar unda icodes kacma, wiTeli bafTiT SefuTva romaa
saWiro? sunglien-ma Tavi moaCvena, viTomc ara smenoda ra, Tumca iuiJu-s Saris modeba saSinlad
eCvena. im dRiT, marTlac, gaurkveveli ganwyoba daufleboda, Zala ar Seswevda rameze yuradReba
moekriba. mas esmoda, rom gaajavra Cen Zoucen-i da swored es ar ewada mas sruliad. sunglien-i
mTeli mondomebiTa fiqrobda, rogor gamoesworebina viTareba, ra eqna, ra eRona. Zalian undoda
yvelasTvis eCvenebina, Tu ra gamorCeuli iyo adgili batonTan mas rom ekava. Uanazdad eSmakurad
gauRima Cen wuocien-s. Tqva, batono, dRes Tqveni sabedniero dRea, me, marTalia, didi danazogi
ar gamaCnia, beWdebisa da qurqebis Cuqeba ar SemiZlia, magram, Cems mokrZalebul ZRvens kidev erT
rames davumateb. am sityvebiT sunglien-i wamodga, miuaxlovda mas, yelze moxvia xeli da loyaze
akoca, gaimeora kidec. sufraze yvelas ena Cauvarda, gairindnen. yvela Cen wuocien-s miaCerda. Cen
wuocien-i gvarianad wamowiTlda, bolos da bolos xeliT CamoiSora sunglien-i, mkacrad Tqva, Tu
SeiZleba, sxvebis TandaswrebiT cota Tavmoyvare iyav.
Cen wuocien-isaTvis aseTi sityvebi savsebiT bunebrivi iyo, magram sunglien-isaTvis iyo es
sruliad moulodneli, adgilze gaSeSebuli, dabneuli, danisluli TvalebiT Sescqeroda Cen wuocien-s. mxolod ramdenime wuTis Semdeg gaiazra, rom raRac saSineleba moxda. saxeze xelebi aifara, raTa daemala TvalTagan gadmomskdari mduRare cremli. iqaurobas gaSorda Cumad, es xma
abreSumis qsovilis gafxrewasa hgavda, Tan butbutebda, isev raRac Cavidine, isev Sevcdi?
msaxurebmac ki, iqve rom idgnen, sazeimo sufrasTan atexili qariSxlis mowmeni rom Seiqnen,
alRo auRes viTarebas, mixvdnen, es dRe Cen-is ojaxis saxlSi sunglien-is cxovrebaSi didi gardatexis niSani rom iyo. RamiT, alayafTan wiTeli farnebis Camosaxsnelad mimaval or moaxle qalTagan erT-erTma Tqva, xvdebi Tu ara, am RamiT batoni visTan miva? meore Cafiqrda, Tqva, vera, ver
vxvdebi, aseT ambavSi yvelaferi mis guneba-ganwyobazea damokidebuli, vin ra uwyis, vis SeuZlia
mixvedra?
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ori qali, erTmaneTis sapirispirod sxedan, es meiS ani da sunglien-ia. meiS ani ferumariliT
gulmodginedaa SeRebili, warbebi gauSavebia, tuCebze wausvams `mzeTunaxavis~ safirmo niSniani
pomada, muxlebze udevs uZvirfasesi qurqi. sunglien-i zantad, TiTqos esesaa gamoiRviZao, sigaretiT xelSi, Tvalminabuli, nel-nela eweva. ucnauri is iyo, rom arc erTi xmas ar iRebda, mxolod kedlis saaTis wikwiki gaismoda. sunglien-sac da meiSan-sac, orTaves, TavTavianTi gancda
hqonda gulSi. erTimeoris pirdapir mdgom xeebisaviT, TiToeuls sakuTari gulisnadebi awuxebda,
istorias axsovs, xSiria aseTi SemTxveva.
meiSan-ma Tqva, SevniSne, es ori dRea Zalze wagixda guneba, is xom ar mogivida?
sunglien-ma Tqva, amas ra saerTo aqvs? me es areulad maqvs xolme. zusti dro arc ki vici,
ver gaigeb an rodis momiva, an rodis Semiwydeba.
meiSan-ma Tqva, Wkviani qali ki xar, magram aseT sakiTxebSi suleli yofilxar. am TveSi mogsvlia? fexmZimed xom ar xar?
sunglien-ma Tqva, ara, ara, es rogor iqneba?
meiSan-ma Tqva, Tu vimsjelebT, ukve droa. Cen wuocien-i am saqmeebSi moxerxebulia. RamRamobiT qveS rame amoide, amaRlebulze rom iwve, marTals geubnebi, ar gatyueb.
sunglien-ma Tqva, meiSan, ra usircxvilo vinme xar, aseTi ramis saTqmelad ena rogor gibrundeba?
meiSan-ma Tqva, saqme asea da raRas ipranWebi da malav, Tuki Cen-ebis ojaxs kidev erT pirs ar
Semateb, win mware dReebi dagelodeba. Cven Zmaze es ambavi erTnairad vrceldeba.
sunglien-ma Tqva, Cen wuocien-i es dReebi CemTan saerTod aRar Semodis, rogorc enebos,
CemTvis sulerTia.
meiSan-ma Tqva, Sen amisaTvis jer ar momwifebulxar, me ki ara, me pirdapir veubnebi, Tuki
nakleb, vidre yovel xuT dReSi erTxel CemTan ar moxval, icode, sawyvilos visme viSovi. me ar
SemiZlia cocxali qmris patrons, qvrivisaviT vicxovro. CemTan yvelaze metad adgeba jafa, Cemi
kidevac eSinia, kidevac vZulvar, kidevac vundivar, me ki misi ar meSinia.
sunglien-ma Tqva, raebsa roSav, ra mosawyenia, asea Tu ise, me gulgrili var, CemTvis sulerTia Yyvelaferi. erTad erTi rac vera da ver gamirkvevia isaa, Tu ras warmoadgens qali. ZaRlis
lekvia Tu kata, oqros Tevzia Tu Tagvi, yvelafesa hgavs, garda adamianisa.
meiSan-ma Tqva, araa saWiro erTTavad Tavs idanaSaulebde. nu SiSob, Cen wuocien-ma Sen axla
ki mogiSora, magram mainc dagibrundeba. Sen Cvens Soris yvelaze axalgazrda xar, mimzidveli, ganaTlebulic. Sen Tu migatova, ra, iuiJu-sa da Wuoiun-is xelSi Tu CarCa, ra suleli iqneba. weli ise
gasqelebul- CasuqebiaT kasrebsa hgvanan. Sen yvelas TandaswrebiT akoce, mereda ra moxda aseTi?
sunglien-ma Tqva, ras ambob, ra saZageli vinme xar. me amas ki ar vdardob, Cems Tavze vambob.
meiSan-ma Tqva, nuRar ifiqreb amaebze, arc ise saSinladaa yvelaferi. is mudam cota ar iyos
farisevlobs, TvalTmaqcobs, Tavs patiosnad aCvenebs. loginSi ki loyaze akoco ki arada, iq, im
adgils rom eamboro, mxolod gaixarebs.
sunglien-ma Tqva, netavki enas Caigdebde, sazizRrobaa.
meiSan-ma Tqva, maS modi, erTad wavideT TeatrSi `vardi~. Ceng ienciu29 Camosula sagastrolod.
midis `cremlebi miuval mTebSi“30, rao, ar ginda gaerTo?
sunglien-ma Tqva, ar wamoval, Sinidan gasvla ar minda. naRveli naRvelia, rom gaverTo kidec,
ra, amiT ra Seicvleba?
meiSan-ma Tqva, nuTu Cemi xaTriT mainc ar SegiZlia wamoxvide? ai amdeni xania da amdens gemusaifebi.
sunglien-ma Tqva, SenTvis ra xeiria CemTan erTad sazogadoebaSi gamoCena. midi, Cen wuociensa sTxove gamogyves, Tuki ar scalia, ai im eqims mimaTe, morCa da gaTavda.
meiS ani gaSterda, wamiT gaSeSda, mere ucbaT saxe Seecvala. meiSan-ma xeli dastaca qurqsa
da Sarfs, zeze wamoiWra, miuaxlovda sunglien-s, daJinebuli mzera daaso, xeli auqnia da piridan
gaagdebina sigareti. iatakze fexiT gasrisa. brazmoreulma meiSan-ma uxeSad Tqva, es saxumro saqme
ar gaxlavs, Tuki amisTana sisuleleebis roSvas mohyvebi vinmesTan, icode, tuCebs dagaglijav,
cxir-pirs dagaWri. me Tqveni ar meSinia, me aravis ar meSinia, Tuki vinme Cems daRupvas moisurvebs,
ar gauva!
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feipu-m marTlac miiyvana Tavisi megobari sunglien-Tan gasacnobad. Tqva, es misTvis siaos
dakvris saswavleblad mowveuli maswavlebeli rom iyo. sunglien-i ratomRac ise saSinlad daibna,
aRarc ki icoda sad waeRo xelebi, fexebi. man xom imTaviTve iuara swavlaze saubaric ki, rogorc
raRac sruliad SeuZlebeli ram. sunglien-is mzera maswavlebelze SeCerda. TeTri pirisaxisa iyo,
Tma mokled hqonda SekreWili. axalgazrda mamakaci iyo, Tan Camohgavda students, Tan ara. mixramoxra, qceva, cota ar iyos SeboWili da mokrZalebuli hqonda. Tavi warudgina, Tavisi saxeli Tqva.
Turme mesame batoniSvili brZandeboda adgilobrivi abreSumis milioneri mewarmisa, sxvgvarad
iyo ku. sunglien-ma fanjridanve dainaxa, roca uaxlovdebodnen, xelixelCakidebulebi rom modiodnen. sunglien-ma gaifiqra kidec, es wyvili, mamakacebi arian, xolo xelixelCakidebulebi ki
daiarebiano. gakvirvebuls axali da ucnauri, uCveulo gancda daeufla.
sunglien-ma keklucad mopruwa tuCebi, RimiliTa Tqva, naxe erTi, rogori megobrebi xarT,
jer arsad minaxavs ori zrdasruli mamakaci xelixelCakidebuli daiarebodes.feipu-m cota ar
iyos uxerxuloba igrZno, Tqva, bavSvobidanve vicnobT erTmaneTs, erT skolaSic vswavlobdiT.
sunglien-ma gadaxeda aWarxlebul batoniSvil ku-s. gulSi gaivlo, es maswavlebeli, didad saintereso vinmea. mamakaci agre iolad wiTldebodes, es raRa mamakacia. sunglien-ma Tqva, ai ukve sakmaod zrdasruli Seviqeni, xolo jer arc erTi megobari, arc Zmakaci da arc daqali ar SemiZenia.
feipu-m Tqva, arcaa gasakviri, Sen ase euli da amayi xar, ase advilad ver Semogbedaven. sunglien-ma
Tqva, tyulia, arc euli gaxlavar da arc amayi. siamayisaTvis saWiroa mcireodeni kapitalis patroni mainc iyo, xom asea? me ki araviTari kapitali ar gamaCnia.
feipu-m Savi abreSumis SaliTadan amoiRo siao, Tqva, es Sen, saCuqrad. uwin batoniSvilma ku-m
me misaCuqra, me ki vsesxulob yvavilebs, raTa mivarTva budas31. sunglien-ma aiRo siao, gadaxeda
batoniSvil ku-s, man Tavi daxara da gaiRima. sunglien-ma tuCebi Seaxo siao-s, Cahbera, gaisma
gaurkveveli bgera. Tqva, uniWo var, vSiSob verasodes viswavli dakvras. batoniSvilma ku-m Tqva,
es Zalian advilia, siao ioli sakravia. mTavaria mondomeba. Tuki gulmodgined Seudgebi saqmes,
SeuZlebelia ver iswavlo. sunglien-ma Tqva, meSinia swored rom es gulmodgineba ar gamaCnia.
iseTi adamiani var, guls ver vudeb, qviSasaviT mebneva, verc akrefs kaci. batoniSvili ku kvlav
iRimis, nu, maS Zneli iqneba. me SemiZlia mxolod pativi mivago Tqvens siaos, Tqvens guls ki ver
Sevexebi. feipu Camojda, jer sunglien-s Sexeda, mere mzera ku-ze gadaitana. mis TvalebSi alersis
naperwkali gakrTa, mas rom sCveoda.
siaos Svidi nasvreti aqvs, TiToeuli maTgani gamorCeulad misTvis damaxasiaTebel bgeras
gamoscems. roca bgerebi erTmaneTs mosdevs, viTarca Zafze asxmuli mZivi, gaismis gasaocrad
moxdenili, lamazi da amavdroulad naRvliani, kaeSniani hangi. ai musikosic, siaos damkvreli, am
grZnobaTa matarebeli unda iyos. batoniSvilma ku-m TavdaWeriT da Semparavi xmiT warmosTqva es
sityvebi, Tan dasZina, Tqven gebadebaT amgvari grZnobebi? amas sunglien-sa hkiTxavda. sunglien-i
dafiqrda, Tqva, vSiSob, rom mxolod es ukanasknelni. batoniSvilma ku-m Tqva, es mainc Tu gaqvT,
arc es iqneba urigo. kaeSani xom calke wyobaa, erT-erTi ganwyobaa. yvelaze uaresia _ sicariele.
saSinelebaa, roca sulia gamofituli, roca gulSi araferi Zevs. ai, aseT SemTxvevaSi dakvra SeuZlebelia. sunglien-ma Tqva, jer Tqven TviTon xom ar dagvikravdiT, batoniSvilo? mec masmineT ra
ifarvis siaoSi. batoniSvils uari sruliadac ar ufiqria. tuCebze iribulad miikra siao da daiwyo
dakvra. sunglien-s Caesma siaodan wamosuli msubuqi, umSvenieresi hangi, xan kaeSniani Civili, xan
naRvlian-elegiuri, gulSi Camwvdomi CurCulis msgavsi. feipu ijda divanze, Tvalminabuli, Tqva,
es `Semodgomis naRvelia~32.
swored am dros fanjaraze daakakuna iuiJu-s iaxuan-ma fuZi-m. iaxuan fuZi mkivana xmiT uZaxda feipu-s: ufroso batoniSvilo, qalbatoni geZaxiT, sastumro oTaxSi stumrebi mobrZandnen-o.
feipu-m Tqva, vin arian? fuZi-m Tqva, me ar vici, qalbatonma gibrZanaT saswrafod movideso. feipum warbebi SeWmuxna, Tqva, stumrebi movidnen aq. fuZi isev akakunebs fanjaraze, yviris, qalbatoni
moiTxovs dauyovnebliv mixvideT, Tu ar mixvalT, me momklaven. feipu-m Cumad Seigina, ra sazizRrobaa. iZulebuli Seiqna amdgariyo. isev Seigina, eSmakma uwyis vin stumrebi arian? batoniSvilma
ku-m, jer kidev siao-Ti xelSi, Sexeda feipu-s, yoymaniTa hkiTxa, maS vamecadino Tu ara? feipu-m
xeli Caiqnia, Tqva, imecadineT, aswavle, Sen aq darCi, me waval, vnaxav erTi raSia saqme.
sunglien-i da batoniSvili ku orni darCnen. drois raRac manZilze sityvebi ver gamoeZebnaT.
uecriv sunglien-ma gaiRima, Tqva, crupentela! batoniSvilma kui - lamis SeSinebulma Tqva, visze
Tqvi, crupentelaao? sunglien-ma, TiTqos gamofxizldao, Tqva, Sen ara, Sen ver gaigeb. batoniSvilma ku-m Tavi uxerxulad igrZno, aRar icoda damjdariyo Tu isev fexdgomela darCeniliyo.
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sunglien-ma kvlav SeamCnia, rogor wamowiTlda igi. gulSi gaecina. batoniSvili, egoden saxelovani
ojaxisSvili, egoden mokrZalebulia, egoden mgrZnobiarea. es SeiZleba mis Rirsebebs mieTvalos.
asea Tu ise, es kargi Tvisebebia. sunglien-ma TanagrZnobiT miapyro Tvali batoniSvil ku-s. Tqva,
daukari, ganagrZe, nawarmoebi jer xom ar damTavrebula. batoniSvili ku TavCaqindruli, siaoTi xelSi, dascqeris siao-s. aiRo Savi SaliTa. Sig Cado sakravi, Cumi xmiT warmosTqva, ganwyoba
aRar maqvs, gamiara. CaTvaleT, rom nawarmoebi dasrulda. kargi musicireba yvelaze metad ganwyobilebis waxdenas ufrTxis, xom gamige? raki feipu wavida, siao-s kargad dakvra ukve veRar gamova.
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batoniSvili ku maleve adga, gamoeTxova da wavida. sunglien-ma baRamde miacila. suli misadmi
madlierebiT aRvseboda, magram gamomJRavneba amisa uxerxuli iqneboda. igi mxolod Sedga, muxli
moxara, Tqva, aTi aTas sikeTes gisurvebT, Tan mdablad daukra Tavi. batoniSvili ku SeekiTxa, samecadinod kidev rodis movide? sunglien-ma Tavi gaiqnia, Tqva, ar vicio. batoniSvili ku Cafiqrda,
Tqva, vnaxoT ras ityvis feipu, Tan dasZina, feipu Zalian kargadaa Tqvendami ganwyobili, megobrebs
Soris xSirad gaqebT. sunglien-ma amoioxra, Tqva, raSi margia misi kargi damokidebuleba? sulerTia amqveynad imedi aravisi unda mqondes.
sunglien-i is-is iyo oTaxSi dabrunda, rom Wuoiun-i xmauriT, rom ityvian qarsa da cecxlsaviT SeiWra masTan, Tqva, feipu-m ufros qalbatonTan iCxuba. sunglien-i am ambavma gaaogna, magram
maleve Caicina, civad, damcinavad Tqva, asec vicodi. Wuoiun-ma Tqva, wadi, Searige. sunglien-ma
Tqva, me vina var, iq rom mivide? ojaxia, deda-Svili arian, ragind iCxubon, ra Cemi saqmea? Wuoiunma Tqva, nuTu ar gesmis, Cxubi Sens gamo rom moxda? sunglien-ma Tqva, eh, es kidev ufro ucnauria.
me maT mimarT, rom ityvian, Wis wyali mdinaris wyals arasodes Seereva. am ambavSi me rad gamxvies?
Wuoiun-ma almacerad da mzakvrulad gadaxeda sunglien-s, Tavs nu ikatuneb, mSvenivrad ici ratomac iCxubes. sunglien-ma uneburad xmas auwia, waukivla, me ra vici? me marto is vici, rom ver
autania me Tu kargad var. vina vgonivar? nuTu mis vaJiSvilTan raime saqmes daviWer? am sityvebze
sunglien-s Tvalebidan cremlebi gadmoscvivda. ra mosabezrebelia, ra simdablea, Tqva man. saqme
gamoleviaT? sazizRrobaa! kidev gaimeora, ra simdablea! Wuoiun-i mzesumziras aknawunebda, CenCo,
muWaSi rom daegrovebina, iqve, iener-s miaCeCa. Wuoiun-ma siciliT xeli wahkra sunglien-s. Senc
erTi, nu brazob, welgamarTuli dgaxar da nurc geSinia, Crdili rom gagimruddes, udanaSaulos
ar eSinia, eSmakma rom miukakunos33, ratom SegeSinda? sunglien-ma Tqva, Sen yuri rom gigdos kacma,
egoneba marTlac SemeSinda. Sen mogwons maTi Serigeba, maS wadi, Searige, me mezareba. Wuoiun-ma
Tqva, kai magari vinme xar, guli qvisa gaqvs, me es ukve gamovcade. sunglien-ma Tqva, Cems gamo metismetad irjebi, ar var amis Rirsi, guli gadauSalos, uCvenos, aravis ZaluZs, vinc daundobaria,
gulqvaa, TviTonve ukeT icis.
meore dRes sunglien-s baRSi Semoxvda feipu. feipu erTob dabneuli Canda, namZinarevi saxiT
modioda, gzadagza xelSi sanTebelas aTamaSebda. Tavi moaCvena, TiTqos ver dainaxa sunglieni. sunglien-ma ki ganzrax xmamaRla dauZaxa, SeaCera. sunglien-i, viTomc araferi momxdarao,
gamoelaparaka. hkiTxavs, guSin stumrad vin iyoo mosuli, borotebma siaos mecadineoba CamiSales.
feipu-m raRacnairad mwared Caicina, nu TvalTmaqcobo Tqva, dRes mTeli jalaboba erTmaneTSi
Cemi da ufrosi qalbatonis Cxubis ambavze laybobs. sunglien-i kvlav, rao, ratom iCxubeT? feipum Tavi gaiqnia, zedized aanTo sanTebela, Seubera, Caaqro, xelaxla aanTo, gulgrilad mimoixeda,
Tqva, Sin didi xniT dayovneba mosabezrebelia, ucxo mxares minda gavemgzavro, vixetialo. ojaxisgan moSorebiT yofna kargia, Tavisuflebaa, silaRea. sunglien-ma Tqva, migixvdi, saerTod geSinia
misi. feipu-m Tqva, misi ki ar meSinia, meSinia davidarabis, meSinia qalebis, qalebi marTlac saSiSarni arian. sunglien-ma Tqva, rao, qalebisa geSinia? maS Cemi raRatom ar geSinia? feipu-m Tqva,
cota ar iyos Senic meSinia, Tumc naklebad, Sen maT ar hgavxar, ar xar imaTnairi, amitomaa momwons
SenTan Semovla.
SemdgomSi sunglien-i ixsenebda feipu-s am sityvebs, anazdad, angariSmiucemlad rom warmoTqva _ Sen imaTnairi ar xar _ da yovel jerze eCveneboda, rom feipu-m usaCuqra is mciredi
nugeSi, rac ki SeeZlo da es iyo xolme viTarca zamTris mze, romelic aris kidevac da arc aris,
Tumcki asxivebs cicqna siTbos.
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mere da mere feipu iSviaTadRa Tu Seivlida sunglien-is binaSi. imxanad misi savaWro saqmeebi
TiTqos ar iyo awyobili. mowyenili da ukmayofilo gamometyveleba hqonda mudam. sunglien-i mas
mxolod sadilobisas Tu naxavda xolme. aseT SemTxvevebSi Tvalwin warmoudgeboda meiS anisa da
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eqimis magidis qveS Setmasnuli fexebi da isic, nebauneburad, magidis qveS Tavis fexebs Caxedavda
xolme, Tan fiqrobda, miuwvdeboda Tu ara fexi. aseTi fiqrebisas mis gulSi SiSisa da mRelvarebis
qariSxali boboqrobda.
modga dRe, roca feipu moulodnlad ewvia, dgas, xelebs ifSvnets, mzera gaSterebia, sakuTar
terfebs daSterebia. sunglien-i atyobs, dumils ar iqna, ver arRvevs, gaicina, Tqva, ra wamalsa
malav xuluSi34, ras gaCumebulxar? feipu-m Tqva, Sors mivemgzavrebi. sunglien-ma Tqva, Sen xom
isedac xSirad mogzaurob savaWro saqmeebis gamo? feipu-m Tqva, amjerad iuen’nanSi35 mivemgzavrebi.
iq Tambaqos gamo erTi saqme unda gavCarxo. sunglien-ma Tqva, mereda ra moxda aseTi, mTavaria TriaqiT ar iyos vaWroba, sxva danarCeni _ misaRebia. feipu-m Tqva, guSin erTma maRali wodebis berma
mimkiTxava, Tqva _ amjerad borotebaa meti, sikeTe naklebadaao. ise, saerTod, arasodes mwamda
amgvar sisuleleebis, magram axla, cota ar iyos davijere. sunglien-ma Tqva, Tuki asea, Tuki
dagijerebia, nu waxval. gamigonia, iqauroba avazakebiTaa savse, adamiansac sWameno. feipu-m Tqva,
ar SemiZlia ar wavide, jer erTi, msurs gamgzavreba, meore kidev isaa, rom Semosavali gvWirdeba,
Tuki Cen-ebis ojaxSi saqme gamudmebiT ise wava, axla rogorcaa, metsa xarjaven, vidre Semosavalia,
male visxdebiT da vWamT im mTaze, romelic Cven Tavad gavapartaxeT36. batoni axla cota ar iyos
mogviberda, sisuleleebs sCadis. Tu ara me, maS vinRa unda marTos ojaxi? sunglien-ma Tqva, marTals ambob, gonivrulia, maS adeq da gaemgzavre, zrdasruli mamakaci dReniadag Sin ijdes, saxlSi
budobdes, wesi ar aris. feipu-m TiTebiT Tma aiSala, iyuCa, mere anazdad warmoTqva, Tuki waval
da aRar davbrundebi, Sen damitireb? sunglien-ma saCqarod pirze xeli aafara, Tavs nu daiwyevlio. feipu-m xeli staca, misi xelisguli gadaabrun-gadmoabruna, daakvirda, Tqva, netav ratom
araferi gamegeba xelze xazebisa? ratom verafersa vxedav, SesaZloa, myari bedi gaqvs, es Cems
TvalTagan dafarulia. sunglien-ma waarTva xeli, Tqva, nu celqob, uceb iener-ma rom dagvinaxos,
isev aaWartalebs enas. xolo feipu-m Tqva, erTi gabedos, enas amovaglijav wvniani kerZisaTvis.
sunglien-ma derefanSi feipu-s uTxra: bai, bai. dainaxa, batoniSvili ku baRSi wreebs rom uvlis. sunglien-i feipu-s SeekiTxa, ezoSi ratomaa? feipu-m siciliT miugo, qalebis imasac eSinia,
CemsaviT. mere dasZina, egec CemTan erTad moemgzavreba iuennan-Si. sunglien-ma tuCebi apruwa,
Tqva, karg col-qmrul wyvilsa ki hgevxarT, Tqven, orni, ganuyrelni xarT raRa, rogorc ginaxavs sxeuli da Crdili misi. xolo feipu-m Tqva, TiTqo eWvianob, Tuki iuen’nanSi gamgzavrebas
moisurveb, Senc Tan wagiyvandi, wamoxval Tu ara? sunglien-ma Tqva, me ki mendomeboda, magram
aseTi ram xom ar gamova. feipu-m Tqva, ratomac ar gamova? sunglien-ma mihkra xeli, Tqva, Tavs nu
isuleleb, mSvenivradac ici ratomac ar gamova. wadi, Cqara moSordi aqaurobas. sunglien-i mzeriT
manam miacilebda mimaval feipu-sa da batoniSvil ku-s, vidre baRis mTvaris alayafi ar gaiares da
Tvals miefarnen. igi Tavadve ver garkveuliyo Tu rogori grZnoba daufleboda am gamoTxovebisas, zizRisa Tu msubuqi naRvelis. erTi ram ki savsebiT naTlad da garkveviT esmoda, rogorc ki
feipu wava, Cen-ebis ojaxSi igi kidev ufro euli, martosuli Seiqneba.
Cen wuocien-i oTaxSi roca Sevida, sunglien-s is-is iyo moweva wamoewyo. rom Sebrunda da
dainaxa igi, sigareti maSinve Caaqro. mas axsovda Cen wuocien-is naTqvami, ver vitan qalebi rom eweviano. Cen wuocien-ma moixada qudi, gaixada qurTuki, eloda, sunglien-i sakidze rom Camohkidebda.
sunglien-i gaubedavad miuaxlovda, Tqva, batono, didi xania ar mosulxarT. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva,
Sen ra, moweva dagiwyia? qali, rogorc ki mowevas daiwyebs, maSinve hkargavs qalur gemos. sunglienma lazaTianad Camohkida misi tanisamosi, qudi ki TviTon Camoifxata da sicil-xumrobiTa Tqva:
ai ase, qalur sul mcire gemos davkargav, marTla? Cen wuocien-ma qudi Tavidan moglija da TviTon dahkida sakidze, Tan Tqva, celqob metismetad. celqobas roca iwyeb, aWarbeb, gasakviri araa,
ojaxoba rom gkicxavs. sunglien-ma saCqarod Seawyvetina sityva: rao, ras amboben? Cemze vin ras
ambobs? bolos da bolos viRaceebi amboben, Tu Sen TviTon ambob? me sruliadac ar meSinia Tuki
viRaca raRacas ambobs, mimifurTxebia, magram, Tuki amas batoni ambobs da Tuki Sen ver mitan, maSin
isRa damrCenia, movkvde, ase ajobebs. Cen wuocien-ma warbebi SeWmuxna, Tqva, kargi, kargi, yvelani
erTnairebi xarT, erTi bewo ram da maSinve sikvdilze alaparakdebiT, kaci ifiqrebs, ra mZimea
TqvenTvis es yoveldRiuroba, ra autaneli. yvelaze metad aseT tons ver vitan. sunglien-i miuaxlovda, mxrebze Semoxvia xeli, arwevs, ambobs, raki ar mogwons, metad aRar visaubreb sikvdilze.
ise, simarTle rom iTqvas, yvela janmrTelia, yvelaferi rigzea, ra saWiroa amisTana saubari. magram ise, sityvam moitana, naRvelma. Cen wuocien-ma xeli moxvia, muxlebze daisva, Tqva, moiwyine,
naRvlobdi, es yvelaferi im dRiT momxdaris gamoa? maSin mTavari is iyo, rom sazizRar gunebaze
viyavi, im dRes, dilidan daRamebamde, sul aforiaqebuli viyavi, ar ki vici ratom. iqneb imitom,
yvela mamakaci, visac ormocdaaTi Seusruldeba, gaxarebuli ar iqneba. sunglien-ma ki Tqva, im
dRes gulisxmob? me ukve gadamaviwyda. Cen wuocien-ma gaicina, welze uCqmita, Tqva, romeli dRe?
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mec daviviwye.
sul ramdenime dRe ar gasuliyo, rac erTad ar yofilan, sunglien-ma ki ucbaTve igrZno, Cen
wuocien-is sxeuli misTvis raRac ucxo rom Seiqna, Tanac qafuris suni asdioda. igi xvdeboda,
rom es dReebi man iuiJu-s sasufevelSi gaatara. mxolod imas uyvarda qafuris zeTis wacxeba.
sunglien-ma gaiwoda xeli, miswvda sawolTan sunamos da cot-cota miapkura jer Cen wuocien-s,
mere TiTonac miipkura. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, es yvelaferi sad giswavlia. sunglien-ma Tqva, ar davuSveb, Sen sxeuls imaTi suni rom asdiodes. Cen wuocien-ma wixli hkra sabans, Tqva, gvarianad Zalauflebismoyvare brZandebi. sunglien-ma mxolod isa Tqva, me ki vindomebdi Zalauflebismoyvare
vyofliyav, magram sada maqvs amis ufleba. mere ucbaT SeekiTxa, feipu iuen’nanSi ratom wavida? Cen
wuocien-ma Tqva, ase Tqva, TambaqoTi savaWrodao, rogorc enebos, me neba davrTe. sunglien-i kvlav: is da batoniSvili ku agrerig rad megobroben? Cen wuocien-ma gaicina, pasuxad Tqva, ucnauri
aq ra aris, xdeba xolme mamakacebs Soris, Sen amas ver gaigeb. sunglien-ma uxmod amoioxra, Seexo
Cen wuocien-is tans, simWleve rom moreoda. uecrad gonebaSi raRac idumali azri Seepara, azri,
rom ar gamoiTqmoda. fiqrad gaivlo, feipu netav loginSi rogori iqneboda?
qals, romelsac ukve gancdili hqonda seqsis grZnoba, sunglien-s, erTi gansakuTrebuli
SemTxveva verasgziT ver daviwynoda. Cen wuocien-i oflad iRvreboda, xolo mTeli misi jafa amao
iyo, mas araferi SeeZlo. sunglien-ma gumaniT igrZno mis TvalebSi gamkrTali dabneuloba da SiSi.
ra iyo es? qals Caesmoda, mis xmas sul ufro da ufro Tu rogor ecleboda Zala, ufro da ufro
gaubedavi rom xdeboda. sunglien-is TiTebi, wylis nakadi rogorc moedineba, ise ualersebda
mis sxeuls. igi grZnobda, rom tani daZabulebis afeTqebis Semdeg mis TiTebqveS TiTqo moeSva,
modunda da ganeSora mas, sul ufro da ufro dacilda. igi mixvda, rom Cen wuocien-is sxeulma
Zlieri gancda gadaitana. xolo qalis gulSi ucnauri grZnoba daibada. Tavadac ver mixvedriliyo,
ra iyo es, sevda, bundovani sixaruli, Tu gaurkvevloba. sruliad dabneuliyo. man xeli Seaxo Cen
wuocien-is saxes, miualersa, Tqva, Sen Zalian daRalulxar, jobia daiZino. Cen wuocien-ma uaris
niSnad Tavi gaiqnia, Tqva, ara, ara, ar mjera. sunglien-ma Tqva, maS ra vqnaT? Cen wuocien-i cotas
Seyoymanda, mere Tqva, aris erTi xerxi, oRond ar vici, Sen gabedav Tu ara? sunglien-ma Tqva, Sen
Tu gagixardeba, mizezi, me rom uari vTqva, ar arsebobs. Cen wuocien-i loyiT mis loyas miekra,
nazad hkbenda misi yuris bibilos, mere raRac CasCurCula. sunglien-ma sityvebi ver gaarCia, man
gaumeora. sunglien-ma amjerad gaigo, veraferi Tqva, mis saxes sircxvilis almurma gadauara,
mTlad ailanZa. igi Sebrunda, bnel wertils miaCerda, anazdad aRmoxda, xo, magram, me xom Zuknas
davemgvanebi? Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, me sruliadac ar gatan Zalas, Tuki ar ginda, CaTvale, rom araa
saWiro. sunglien-i ar pasuxobs, mTlad moikunta, katasaviT Caexvia. mere Cen wuocien-s Caesma
Cumi qviTini. Cen wuocien-ma Tqva, ar ginda, ese igi ar gsurs, tirili raRa saWiroa. misTvis moulodneli iyo, rom sunglien-i ufro da ufro umatebda tirils, sabanSi TavCarguli ganagrZobda
zluquns. Cen wuocien-ma ugdo, ugdo yuri, Tqva, Tuki Rrials gaagrZeleb, waval. sunglien-i kvlavindeburad moTqvams. Cen wuocien-ma sabani gadaiZro, sawolidan Camoxta, Cacma daiwyo, Tan Tqva,
arsad Semxvedria aseTi dedakaci, jer iyo da gabozdi, mere ki ginda Sens qalwulebriv siwmindes
Zegli avugo?
Cen wuocien-ma saxelo moiqnia, wavida39. sunglien-i sawolSi wamojda, kidev didxans Sestiroda Camobnelebul oTaxs. mere SeniSna, fanjaras Camofarebuli fardidan Tu rogor Semoipara
mTvaris Suqi, iataks Tu rogor daefina da civ, naTel laqad gardaisaxa. mas TiTqos TviTonve
Caesmoda sakuTari tirilis xma, jer kidev mis yurebTan rom livlivebda, ara wydeboda. baRSi ki
samariseburi siCume dasadgurebuliyo. anazdad gaaxsenda Cen wuocien-is naTqvami, wasvlisas rom
wamoisrola, mTeli sxeuliT acaxcaxda, rac Zali da Rone hqonda dascxo xeli sabans da wyvdiads
Sehyvira, vinaa bozi, Tqven yvelani Tavad xarT bozebi.
is zamTari Cen-ebis samflobeloSi ar iyo Cveulebrivi. amas sxvadasxva niSnebi asaCinoebda. oTxive coli Cen wuocien-isa, SemTxveviT rogorc ki Sexvdebodnen erTmaneTs, maSinve iwyebdnen saubars Cen wuocien-is raRac gaorebuli, dabneuli gamometyvelebis Taobaze. marTalia,
am sakiTxze erTmeneTSi didad ar gulRiaobdnen, magram gulis siRrmeSi TiToeuls kargad esmoda
saqmis viTareba. eSmaks ubedureba CaeTesla. Cen wuocien-i Rames gamudmebiT Wuoiun-is sasufevelSi aTevda. amis gamo Wuoiun-i saucxood gamoiyureboda, danarCeni sami qalbatoni ki mis danaxvisas
sruliadac ar faravda Sursa da eWvianobas. maTi mzera TavisTavad metyvelebda _ Woiun, ese igi
Sen batons RamRamobiT karga gvarianad emsaxurebi!
xandaxan, dilaobiT meiS ani `gliciniebis TalarSi, Teatralur samoswamosxmuli, Zvel sizmrebs imeorebda37. Tavisi Teatraluri cxovrebidan. misi TiToeuli moZraoba, TiToeuli namReri
fraza, miyvanil iyo srulyofamde. baRSi yvelas SeeZlo daenaxa mis Siueisiu-s ugrZes TeTr sax-
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eloebs rarig afrialebda qari. xolo sxeuli meiS anisa cekvisas, aramqveyniuri xibliT mimoiZroda.
meoTxe Jamis Camohkra drom,38
drom saxmilavisa.
wyaluxv mdinareze siCume Camowva.
sxeuli Crdilsa scems, Crdili ki sxeuls.
metad da metad damria naRvelma xeli,
fiqrsa vfiqrob, WeSmaritad moklea lamazmanis sicocxle.
me, sabralo, raxania sircxvilis cremlmoreuli vcocxlob,
damcirebuli, Sercxvenili var,
martooden roskipis saxeli davimsaxure,
axla cxovrebas Cemsas aRarc win aqvs gza, arc ukan
dabruneba uweria.
is ajobebda, mtacebel Tevzis stomaqSi mepova TavSesafari,
iq ganmelia darCenili dReebi Cemi,
hoi, tu-s ojaxis meaTe qaliSvilo,
ieSmis sxeuli Seni daimsxvra, surneli misi
ganifanta da ganimqvra,
da sikvdilic miiRe laRad da wrfelad.
sunglien-i sulganabuli usmenda simReras, moxibluliyo. igi miuaxlovda meiSan-s, xeli mohkida misi ugrZesi kabis kalTas, Tqva, nuRar imRer, simRera Tuki ganagrZe, icode, suli Cemi
sxeuls Cemsas miatovebs, amofrTxialdeba. ras imRerodi? meiSan-ma aswia saxelo, sqlad wasmuli
ferumarili Camoiwminda, qvis magidaze Camojda, suli moiTqva. sunglien-ma miawoda abreSumis cxvirsaxoci, Tqva, Sexede, TeTr-wiTel laqebs mTlad auWrelebia Seni saxe, namdvili kui39 Seiqeni.
meiSan-ma Tqva, mereda ra moxda, adamiansa da kui-s Soris gansxvaveba mxolod da mxolod haeris
erTi ylupia, myifea es sxvaoba, adamani igive kui-a da kui igive adamiania. sunglien-ma Tqva, Sen
rasac imRerdi, is ra iyo? guli mTlad naRveliT amevso. meiSan-ma Tqva, `meaTe qalwuli tu~
iyo, vidre dasidan wamovidodi, ukanasknel warmodgenaSi swored am rolsa vTamaSobdi. meaTe tu
Tavs rom iklavs, manamde amasa mReris, amitomacaa, sulis SemZvreli. sunglien-ma Tqva, rodisme
am nawyvets damaswavli? meiSan-ma mzera styorcna, Tqva, Senc ityvi raRa, rao, sikvdili xom ar
dagipirebia? Tavis mokvlas rom gadawyvet, ai maSin dagaswavli. sunglien-ma xma gakminda, sityvas
ar sZravs, mzera mieyina meiS anis ferumariliT aWrelebul saxes, da ai im wuTas igrZno, rom ukve
aRar Zulda meiS ani, yovel SemTxevaSi im wuTas ara sZulda. magram meiSan-s SeeZlo eniT daekoda
adamiani. sunglien-s Rrmada swamda da sjeroda, rom meiSan-s, iuiJu-s da maTTan erTad masac, erTi
saerTo metoqe hyavdaT, es iyo Wuoiun-i. sunglien-ma, marTalia, es icoda, magram Tavs ise rogor
daimcirebda, es eRiarebina. igi miuaxlovda Was, Sig Caixeda, uecrad gaicina, Tqva, kui, aq kui-ebi
brZandebian, Sen ici Tu ara, aq vinaa damxrCvali? meiS ani kvlavindeburad gaunZrevlada zis qvis
magidaze, Tqva, gana vin SeiZleba iyos? erTi _ Sen xar, meore _ me. sunglien-ma Tqva, meiSan, erTTavad agre xumrob, Tma yalyze midgeba. meiS ani iRimis, rao, SegeSinda? Sen xom sxvebs mamakacebs ara
hparav, rad unda geSinodes, vinc iparavs, imaTi bolo WaSia, Cen-ebis ojaxSi ukve ramdenime Taobas
aseTi bedi uweri. sunglien-i uneburad saCqarod erTi nabijiT moSorda Was, Tqva, ra saSinelebaa,
rao, xelsa hkraven? meiSan-ma grZeli saxelo moiqnia, wamodga, Tqva, Sen me mekiTxebi, me ki viRasa
vkiTxo, wadi, Tavad SeekiTxe im kui-ebs, morCa da gaTavda. meiS ani miuaxlovda Was, manac Caixeda
Sig, mere mkafiod, Teatralurad, damarcvliT warmoTqva:
hoi, udanaSaulod daRupulo kui, mismine.
isini saubrobdnen aqeTur iqiTurze, SemTxveviT sityva Cen wuocien-zec Camovarda, mis saidumlo uZlurebaze. meiSan-ma Tqva, lampari ragind kargi iyos, odesme zeTi gamoeleva, ubedureba isaa, dasamateblad rom aRaraferi gaaCnia. am ezo-karSi metismetad moWarbebulia in-is mZime
suli40. in-i aRSobs da jabnis iang-s, zecam ase brZana, aseTia bedi. ai, ra magari ramea. batonma Cen
wuocien-ma ki daikava sapirfareSo, ver ki jvams. Cven ki tyuilubralod vitanjebiT, yovelRam
cariel loginsa vyaraulobT. ilaparakes, ilaparakes da sityva isev Wuoiun-s miadga. meiSan-ma
kbilebSi gineba gamoscra. eg gombio, ega! erTi damixede, batonTan rogor erToba, raebsa sCadis,
mzadaa ukanali ulokos, gegoneba tkbili da surnelovani rame iyos, ase hgonia yvelaferi SeuZlia,
amoagdos qari, talRebi aagoros, is ki ar icis, rom Cven, bolos da bolos, vuCvenebT seirs. iseT
dRes davayriT, saSvelad ded-mamas uZaxdes.
sunglien-s ukve aRar SeeZlo misi tartaris mosmena, guls veRar udebda. isedac, mitovebul
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WasTan rom idga, ver ganTavisuflebuliyo sizmriseuli zmanebebisa da moCvenebebisagan. Wis siRrmidan wylis dgafunTan erTad laparakis yru xmac moesmoda, gardacvlil sulTa saubris xma,
mas namdvilad esmoda Widan amosuli sidamplis civi suni, STanTqavda mis sxeulsac da sulsac.
meSinia. sunglien-ma daiyvira, Setrialda, moswyda adgils da gaiqca,. esmoda meiSan-ma rom miaZaxa,
Sen, ei, ra dagemarTa, Tu apireb damabezRo, icode, Seni ar meSinia, me araferi miTqvams.
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im dRes iuen-i skolidan Sin marto dabunda. Wuoiun-i xelad mixvda, raRacaSi iqneboda saqme,
hkiTxavs, iJung-i sadRaa? iuen-ma zurgCanTa iatakze daagdo, Tqva, daWres, saavadmyofoSia. Wuoiun-s ambis dawvrilebiT gamokiTxva arc dauwyia, xelad ori mamakaci msaxuri gaiyola, saavadmyofoSi gaqanda. roca dabrundnen, savaxSmo sufra ukve gaSlili iyo. iJung-s Tavi bintiT hqonda
Sexveuli, Wuoiun-ma xelSi atatebuli miiyvana sufrasTan. movaxSmeebma quai’Z-i41 umal magidaze
dades, iJung-Tan Semogrovdnen, Wrilobis sanaxavad. saerTod, Cen wuocien-i Svilebs Soris yvlaze
metad iJung-s anebivrebda, axlac gogona muxlebze daisva, hkiTxavs, miTxari, vina gcemao, xvalve
tyavs gavaZrobo. iJung-ma mtirali saxiT erTi biWi daasaxela. Cen wuocien-ma gacofebulma Tqva,
visi ojaxis Svilia eg biWi? rogor gaubedavs Cem gogonaze xelis aRmarTva. Wuoiun-i iqve dgas,
cremls iwmends, Tqva, magas ras ekiTxebi, bavSvs ra SeuZlia giTxras? xval waval, im biWs movnaxav,
yvelfers dawvrilebiT gamovkiTxav, vin iyo is usindiso, vin iyo is mxecze uarsi, ase rom moeqca
umweo bavSvs? iuiJu-m warbebi SeWmuxna, Tqva, miirTviT, miirTviT, bavSvebma skolaSi iCxubes, aseTi
ram xSirad xdeba, raki Wriloba saxifaTo adgilas araa, erTi ori dRe uwamleben da mouSuSdeba.
Wuoiun-ma Tqva, ufroso qalbatono, metismetad xom ar aiolebT momxdar ambavs, kinaRam ar dabrmavda es patara, nazi bavSvi, amis moTmena gana SeiZleba? miT ufro, rom me biWs ki ar vadanaSauleb,
ufrosebi arian SesaCvenebeli, isini aqezeben, ese rom ar iyos, mteri, SurismaZiebeli xom ar iyo,
is biWi? jer iyo da xes amoefara, mere ki ucbaT, uCumrad, mivarda da iJung-s TavSi Cascxo joxi.
meiS ani am dros imiT iyo garTuli, rom qaTmis wvnians kovziTa xvrepda, hoda, TiTqo ucabedadao,
angariSmiucemlad Tqva, meore qalbatoni eWviani qalia, bavSvebs Cxubi mosvliaT, amas ra didi sjabaasi sWirdeba? arca Rirs saqmis ise garTuleba, yvelam mosveneba rom dakargos. Wuoiun-ma civad
gamoscra, saRelvi jer kidev winaa, wyenas ase iolad Cavylapav? piriqiT, simarTles, ueWvelad ise
warmovaCen, wyali rom daiSriteba da qva rom gamoCndeba42.
yvelasTvis molodnelad, meore dRes, SuadRisas, yvelani sadilad magidas rom Semosxdomodnen, Semovarda Wuoiun-i, xeli Caevlo da moaTrevda biWunas, atirebul, Casuqebul biWunas cxviridan sqel-sqeli cinglebi Camoswurwurebda. Wuoiun-ma yurSi raRac uCurCula. biWunam magidas
Semouara, yvelas saTiTaod saxeSi Caxeda, ucbaT TiTi meiSan-s miaSvira, Tqva, ai aman momca erTi
iuen-i. meiSan-ma Tvalebi zecaSi aRapyro, skami ukan daxia, biWunas sayeloSi swvda, yviris, rao, ra
Tqvi? viTom risTvis mogcemdi erT iuens? biWi, rac Zali da Rone aqvs, cdilobs Tavi daixsnas,
yviris, Sen momeci erTi iueni, Cen iJung-i da Cen iuen-i mibegveo. TxlaS, meiSan-ma biWs loyaSi
gaulawuna, nu amyraldi, saerTod ar gicnob, Se ZaRlis Svilo, vin gaiZula SarSi gamxvio? am dros
Wuoiun-i maT gaSvelebas Seecada, pirs yalbi Rimili gadaifina, Tqva, kmara, CaTvaleT, rom biWiko
Secda, amocnobisas SeeSala, me ki gulze momeSva, hoda kai, gveyofa, kmara. am sityvebiT man biWi
sasadilo oTaxidan kinwiskvriT gaagdo.
meiSan-s saxe moeRrica, kovzi magidaze daanarcxa, Tqva, unamusov! Tavis mxriv arc Wuoiuni CamorCa, unamuso vincaa TviTonve icis, xom ara ggonia sxvisa unamuso saqmeebs me gamovberyav
karSi. Cen wuocien-s am lanZRva-ginebis atana metad aRar SeeZlo, daiRriala, visac Wama ara nebavs,
gaeTrios aqedan, morCa, gaeTrieT aqedan!
mTel am ambavSi sunglien-i sruliad ar Careula. rom ityvian brZolis velidan moSorebiT
idga. mas, viTarca fxizel damkvirvebels, sityvac ar dauZravs. sinamdvileSi ki imTaviTve mixvda,
mTeli es ambavi meiS anis Cawyobili rom iyo. gumaniTa grZnobda, imgvari xasiaTisa da yofaqcevis
qalebi, meiS ani rom iyo, siyvarulica da siZulvilic giJuri, gaxelebuli sCveviaT, saSiSarni rom
arian. igi fiqrobda, es yvelaferi ara mxolod sisastike, aramed sasaciloc ki iyo, Tan ugunurebac. is ki ukvirda da ucnaurad esaxeboda, rom miuxedavad yvelafrisa, gulis siRrmeSi, mainc meiS
anis mxare eWira. qalebs SeswevT unari adamianebi safuZvlianad Seiswavlon, adamianebi, magram ara
sakuTari Tavi.
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sunglien-s isev mouvida, uwin arasodes ase Zalian ar uRelvia da ar Sewuxebula, rogorc
axla. muqi wiTeli feris sisixlis es patara laqa misTvis elda iyo, daundobari elda. rodesac
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qveS qaRaldis sveli safeni43 dainaxa, maSinve naTlad SeigrZno, rom mosalodneli orsuloba Tuki
sapnis buStad gadaiqceoda, an grZnobaTa gagrilebis gamo, an Cen wuocien-is uZlurebis mizeziT,
es sinamdvile mas obol, Camocvenil foTlad gadaaqcevs. gana Cen-ebis samflobelos cxovrebiseul Cagubebul tborSi samaradisod ar itivtivebs, arsad rom ar gaaCndeba Tavis misadreki?
sunglien-ma SeniSna, rom sul ufro da ufro sentimenturi xdeboda, Tvals waramara cremli
ereoda. dro da dro Camodenili mware cremli sakinZes ultobda. erTxel, fexsadgilSi rom Sevida, dasvrili safenis gadasagdebad, SemTxveviT Ramis qoTanSi dampali safenis naglejs waawyda.
uneburad Seigina _ murtali! iener-i vera da ver SeCveoda siaxles, unitaziT sargeblobas, wylis
CamoSveba mudam aviwydeboda. sunglien-ma is-is iyo wylis CamoSveba gaifiqra, rom raRac uCveulo
eWvisa da winaTgrZnobis karnaxiT ucnaurma azrma gauelva, moZebna iatakis jagrisi, zizRiT cxvirze TiTebi waiWira da qaRaldis safeni gaCiCqna. sunglien-ma gaWylita qaRaldis koSti. dainaxa
wyliT gaJiebuli pawawina qalis fituli. fituli, marTalia, mTlad Campaliyo, magram mainc naTlad ikveTeboda qalis figura, Savi saRebaviT moxatuli. sunglien-i mixvda, es isev igi iyo daxatuli. iener-ma axla avi Tvalis, jados axal, sxva xerxs mimarTa, CumCumad isev jados ukeTebs, misi
gaTvalva surs. sunglien-ma gaifiqra, iener-i cis mananasaviT elodeba Cems sikvdils, imitomac
Camagdo unitazSi. sunglien-i kankalma aitana, mTeli taniT umowyalod caxcaxebda. aRarc WuWyi
da sibinZure SezizRebia, amoiRo dampali qaRaldis koSti. kidev ufro naTlad dainaxa saSineli
gamosaxuleba. qaRaldis koSti xelSi daiWira Tu ara, myisve mTelma sisxlma TavSi aasxa, cecxliviT aenTo, agizgizda. momuWa qaRaldis koSti da iener-is soroSi Sevarda. iener-i sawolze
Camomjdariyo, mTvlemare Tavs akanturebda. iener-ma Tqva, qalbatono, rao, ra moxda? sunglienma pirdapir saxeSi sTxliSa koSti. iener-ma wamoiyvira, ra iyo, ra aris? vidre rames mixvdeboda,
Tvali hkida Tu ara koSts, saxeze mitklisferi daedo, SeSinebulma wailuRluRa, me ar momixmaria.
sunglien-i, sibrazisagan sunTqvaSekruli, sityvas ar Zravs, Tvalebgadmokarkluli iener-s misCrebia, mere sibraze sasowarkveTilebam Secvala. iener-i sawolis kuTxeSi miiyuJa, Tvalis gasworebas
ver ubedavs, Tqva, TamaS-TamaSisas davxate. ara, Sen ara.! sunglien-ma Tqva, Tqvi, vin dagaswavla
es Savbneli saqmeebi? ginda mavno, momkla ginda, ratom? Sen TviTon gsurs qalbatoni Seiqne?
iener-i SiSiT krints ver Zravs, xeli dastaca qaRaldis kolts, unda rom fanjridan moisrolos.
sungleni-i araadamianuri xmiT Rrialebs, ar gabedo gadagdeba! iener-i misken Sebrunda, cdilobs
Tavi imarTlos, es binZuri ramea, ratom ar gadavagdo, risTvis davitovoT? sunglien-ma gulze
xelebi daikrifa, oTaxSi bolTasa scems, saaTis qanqarasaviT aqeT-iqeT awydeba. sworedac saWiroa
davitovoT. orad ori gza dagrCenia. erTi, naTelia _ batons unda vuCveno es sibinZure. yvelas
unda vuCveno da meti aRar memsaxuro. gana amas qvia rom memsaxurebi? Sen xom mkvleli xar. meore
gza piradad gadasawyvetia. iener-i SiSnaWami hkiTxavs, piradulad ras niSnavs? Tqven rac ar unda
moiTxovoT Cemgan, me yvelaferze Tanaxma var, oRond nu gamagdebT. sunglien-ma veragi RimiliT,
Semparavi xmiT Tqva, ese igi SevTanxmdiT, Sen es unda gadaylapo. iener-i SekrTa, qalbatono, ra TqviT? sunglien-i Setrialda. fanjaras miapyro mzera, mkafiod, xmamaRla, damarcvliT warmoTqva,
Sen amas SeWam. iener-ma igrZno, rom mTeli misi arseba moiTenTa, moeSva, imav wuTs Cacucqda, saxeze xelebi aifara, tirili morTo, Tqva, jobia momklaT. sungleni-ma Tqva, arc Zala maqvs da arc
survili gamaCnia Seni sikvdiliT xeli davisvaro. da nurc Sen damdeb brals am sisastikeSi, amas
hqvia sakuTarive xeliT moispo Tavi44, es ZvelTaZvel wignSi sweria, Secdoma gamoricxulia. iener-s
isRa darCenoda Cacucquli kuTxeSi miyuJuliyo, moTqvamda. sunglien-ma Tqva, exla ra, wmindanoba
moginda, ar SeWam? maS, gaeTrie aqedan, akrife Seni avladideba da mousvi. iener-i kidev didxansa
tiroda, mere ucbaT Sewyvita moTqma, cremli moiwminda, zluqun-zluquniTa Tqva, SevWam, raki
unda SevWamo, maS SevWam. mere xeli daavlo qaRaldis dampal kolts, pirSi Caitena. gaisma gulisrevis amazrzeni xma, TiTqos adamians gulsa glejdnen, gulRviZls ufleTdnen. sunglien-i gulcivad
Sescqeroda am yvelafers, xolo Surisgebis grZnobas ki sruliad ar ganicdida. Tavadac Seamcivna,
gulzidvac daewyo. aRmoxda, murtalo gombio. zizRiT Sexeda iener-s da datova misi soro.
iener-i meore dResve avad gaxda, ubralod SeuZlod ki ara, mZimed avadmyofi Seiqna. movida eqimi, Tqva, tifi sWirso. sunglien-ma es rom Seityo, TiTqos raRac blagvvi liTonis sagani
gulze daesoo, mere daewyo Cumi mkvnesare tkivili. gaugebari iyo, Tu rogor gascda es ambavi
misi sasufevlis kedlebs. mosamsaxureTa Soris atyda erTi miTqma-moTqma, yvelni sunglien-s adanaSaulebdnen, man aiZula iener-i safenis kolti SeeWamao. am ambis gamo yvela ambobda, meoTxe
qalbatons garegnulad araferi emCneva, veragobiT ki yvelaze saSiSi yofilao, namdvili kudiani
dedaberi, zedgamoWrili avsuliao. imasac ambobdnen, iener-is sicocxle bewvze hkidiao.
Cen wuocien-ma gankarguleba gasca iener-i sajaro saavadmyofoSi moeTavsebinaT. mouravs
daavala kidec, samkurnalod yvela Rone ixmarono, xarjs ar dagidevTo, fuls nu dazogavo, me ga-
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davixdio, saWiro araa xalxma ubeduri msaxurebisadmi gulgrilobaSi brali dagvdono, am mizeziTa
gvlanZRono. iener-i sakaciT rom gahyavdaT, sunglien-i Tavisi oTaxis fanjridan, fardas amofarebuli ucqerda, dainaxa sakaceze dasvenebuli iener-i, sulsa Rafavda. Tma gascvenoda, gvarianad gaqaClebuliyo. es yvelaferi gulSemzaravi sanaxavi iyo. sunglien-ma igrZno, TiTqos iener-is
mimqralma mzeram fanjaras Camofarebuli farda ganmsWvala da mis guls Rrmad daeso. Semdeg Cen
wuocien-i sunglien-is sasufevelSi mivida, xedavs, igi fanjarasTan ganabula, dums. Cen wuocien-ma
Tqva, metismetad veragulad moiqeci, es Cen-ebis ojaxis sircxvilia, mTels sagvareulos saxeli
gautexe. sunglien-ma Tqva, jer man gamikeTa jado da Tan yovel cismare dRes mwyevlida. Cen Zuceni gajavrda, Sen diasaxlisi xar, Sen qalbatoni xar, is ki monaa, rogor gauyadre, rogor gautole
Tavi, am ambavs misi TvaliT rogor Sexede? sunglien-s ena Cauvarda, cota xans dumda, mere uRonod
Cailaparaka, me sulac ar mindoda mas Wiri ram Sehyroda, TviTon daitexa Tavze ubedureba, gana
SeiZleba marto me madanaSaulebdeT? Cen wuocien-ma, moTminebadakargulma, xeli Caiqnia, Tqva,
gaCumdi, yvelani erTnairebi brZandebiT, zecam dagvifaros Tqveni wyromisagan. axla mec, Tvals
mogkravT Tu ara, maSinve Tavis tkivili amivardeba. jobda CemTvis zedmeti xlaforTi da Tavsatexi ar gageCina. am sityvebiT Cen wuocien-ma gadaalaja zRurbls, wavida, magram manamde moaswro
yuri moekra sunglien-is mwuxare xmisaTvis, oh, zecav, aw rogorRa vicxovro? Cen wuocien-ma
miugo, icxovre, rogorc genebos, oRond monebs nuRar daaZaleb fexsadgilis qaRaldi ylapon.
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erTi, gadiad wodebuli, beberi mosamsaxure sung-i, sunglien-s adgilsamyofelSi moaxled mihgvares. sunglien-s uambo, aTi wlis asakiT dawyebuli dRemde, TiTqmis mTeli sicocxle, Cen-ebis
samflobeloSi vmsaxurobo. rom feipu-sac man mouara, ufrosi qaliSvilic, axla sxva qalaqSi rom
swavlobs, isic Cemi gamozrdiliao. sunglien-i mixvda, Tavisi damsaxurebiT Tavs rom iwonebda,
trabaxobda. gadawyvita gaxumreboda, uTxra, ise gamodis, lamisaa batoni Cen-ic Sen gamozardeo.
gadia sung-ma xumrobas ver gaugo, gaicina, Tqva, ara, ra Tqma unda, ara. magram Cemi TvaliT ki
minaxavs, Semswre viyav oTxive qalbatonze qorwinebisa. colad iuiJu, ufrosi qalbatoni rom moiyvana, mas is-is iyo cxrameti Sesruleboda, mkerdze ekida uzarmazari xalasi oqros gulqandi45,
TefSisodena iyo. naxevar girvanqaze naklebs ar aiwonida TiToeuli. roca Wuoiun-s irTavda,
meore qalbatons, gulqandi ufro patara zomis, oRond isic xalasi oqros firfitiT Seanacvla.
meiSan-ze, mesame qalbatonze qorwinebisas, TiToeuls ramdenime beWedi ekeTa TiTebze. ai, Tqveni
jeri rom movida, maSin arafrisgan araferi iyo. Cen-ebis ojaxs dRiTidRe uaresi da uaresi dRe
adgeba. sunglien-ma Tqva, Tuki Cen-ebis ojaxs sul uaresi da uaresi dRe udgeba, maS Sen raRas
iwyvet wels maTi momsaxurebiT? gadia sung-ma amoioxra, Tqva, aqaurobas, amaT msaxurebas SeveCvie,
samSobloSi, Cem ojaxSi rom davbrunde, usaqmod yofnas ar var daCveuli. sunglien-ma pirs xeli
aifara, Caicina, Tanac Tqva, Tuki Tqven, gadia sung, simarTlesa brZanebT, ese igi, amqveynad marTlac arsebobs monuri bedi. sung-ma Tqva, gana SeiZleba es tyuili iyos, adamiani ibadeba Tu ara,
maSinve Tan dahyveba bedi, aris bedi keTilSobilic, aris mdidaric da aris monuric. gind daijere,
gind ara, sul erTia. ai me, dRe da Ram Tqven gemsaxurebiT, erT mSvenier dRes ca rom Camoiqces,
an kidev, dedamiwa SeiZras, Tuki amaebs gadavurCiT, me isev Tqven mogemsaxurebiT, SeuZlebelia ise
moxdes, Tqven me rom damidgeT moaxled.
gadia sung-i erTi xepre, regveni, ybedi dedakaci iyo. sunglien-s egona, Tavs momabezrebso,
magram grZelsa da saSinlad mosawyen uamrav saRamoebSi, lamfis qveS mdumared rom ijda, moundeboda xolme vinmesTan dalaparakeba, oriod sityvis Tqma mainc. aseT SemTxvevebSi sunglien-i Tavis
oTaxSi mouxmobda xolme gadia sung-s da etyoda, modi, visaubroTo. qalbatonisa da moaxlis saubris Tema wvrilmana, uSinaarso, fuWi iyo. sunglien-s maleve bezrdeboda. gadia sung-is CifCifa
ybedobis smenisas mas azri gaurboda, metad Sors gaeqceoda xolme, Soreulsa da ucnaur adgilebSi mimoexeteboda. simarTle rom iTqvas, yurs aRarc ki ugdebda, xedavda kia, rom qali CamWknarCayviTlebul tuCebs acmacunebda, TiTqo Wiayelebi iklaknebiano. sasacilo iyo saRamoobiT drois
am xerxiT mokvla, magram sunglien-i xSirad hkiTxavda sakuTar Tavs, aba, maS sxva rogorRa?
erTxelac, sityva Camovarda WaSi rom Caxociliyvnen im qalebze. gadia sung-ma Tqva, ai is,
bolo, ase ormociode wlis winaa CamxrCvali, is batonis papis papis yvelaze umcrosi coli iyo,
TiTqmis naxevar weliwads vemsaxurebodi. sunglien-ma Tqva, rogor mokvda? gadia sung-ma saidumlod moWuta Tvalebi, Tqva, sxva aba ra ambavi iqneboda, Tu ara mamakacebsa da qalebs Soris saqmeebi? magram, rom ityvian, Sinauri nagavi karSi ar unda gabRertoo, Tu ara da batoni gamiwyreba.
sunglien-ma Tqva, gamodis, me ucxo, gareSe var, ara? keTili, nurafers momiyvebi, wadi, daiZne.
gadia sung-i sunglien-is gamometyvelebas CaaSterda, laquciT SehRima, Tqva, qalbatono, nuTu
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marTla gindaT SeityoT es binZuri ambebi? sunglien-ma miugo, Tuki momiyvebi, yurs dagigdeb, amaSi
cudi ra aris? gadia sung-ma xmas dauwia, CurCuliTa Tqva, erTi toufu-s46 vaWari! aba, erTi warmoidgine, toufu-s vaWari hyavda sayvarlad. sunglien-ma gulgrilad Tqva, toufu-s vaWars Tavi
rogor gauyadra? gadia sung-ma Tqva, is glexuWa imiT iyo ganTqmuli, karg toufu-s amzadebda.
mzareulma SeuTvala, toufu momitane xolmeo. ai ase Sexvdnen erTmaneTs, orTaveni axalgazrdebi
iyvnen, sisxli uduRdaT, erTmaneTs Tvali CaupaWunes, warbebi auprixes, hoda, datrialda kidec
ambavi, kvanti kvants gamoedo, saqme gaiCarxa. sunglien-ma Tqva, xeli pirvelma romelma gamohkra?
gadia sung-ma eSmakurad gaicina, Tqva, es marto kui-m uwyis, vin icis, jer rogor iyo da jer ra
iyo, an kidev mere rogor da ra moxda. mamakaci qalsa sdebda brals, qali kidev mamakacs adanaSaulebda. sunglien-i kvlav hkiTxavs, is rogorRa Seityves, mas rom eZleoda? gadia sung-ma Tqva,
jaSuSebi! moxuci batoni ukve papa gamxdariyo, amitomac moTvalTvaleebs, jaSuSebsa qiraobda.
im xarWam Tqva, Tavi mtkiva, waval eqimTanao. moxucma batonma brZana, eqims aq mouxmeo. qali winaaRmdegi wavida. hoda, batons eWvi Seepara, jaSuSi daadevna. ra Tqma unda, qalis brali iyo, cudad tyuoda, toufu-s vaWarTan wavida. daRamebamde iqedan ar gamosula. jaSuSi jer moerida, ar
davafrTxoo. mere Zlier moSivda, aiRo da kars wixli hkra, Tan yviris, Tqven ei, ara gSiaT, me momSivdao. gadia sung-s amis Txrobisas sicili autyda, icinis, ha-ha-ha, siciliTa kvdeba. sunglien-i
xedavs, gadia siciliT aqeT-iqeT awydeba, muceli xeliT uWiravs. sunglien-s ki arc eRimeba, zis
zurggamarTuli, gaWimula. erTi ki Tqva, sazizRrobaao. sunglien-ma sigarets moukida, ramdenjerme Rrma nafazi daartya. anazdad warmoTqva, ese igi, mamakacebze nadirobda da amitom Tavi WaSi
CaixrCo? gadia sung-is saxeze kvlav saidumlo gamometveleba gamoixata, Cumi xmiTa Tqva, vin uwyis,
es marto eSmakma, marto kui-m uwyis, asea iyo, Tu ise, WaSi Cakvda.
sunglien-s mTeli am ambebis gamo RamRamobiT gaugebari SiSi dasCemda, sibneleSi, uSuqod
daZinebisa eSinoda. sinaTles Tu gamoTiSavda, ukuni sibnele afrTxobda. gegonebaT, cxadad xedavda rom gliciniaTa Talaridan viRaca im Widan skupskupiT misi fanjrisaken moxtoda. eCveneboda, rom fanjridan misken rweviT moiwevda fermkrTali, wylis anarekliT aliclicebuli, sveli,
notio xelebi.
mitovebuli Wis Taobaze aTasgvari zRaprisa da monaCmaxis gamo sunglien-is SiSis Sesaxeb
aravis araferi gaegona, xolo is ambavi, rom mas ganaTebul oTaxSi eZina, Seityo iuiJu-m. iuiJu-m
erTxel da orjer rodi gaumeora sunglien-s, RamiT Suqi Tu ar gamoTiSe, ojaxi, ragind SeZlebulic iyos, mainc gaRatakdebao. sunglien-i mis sityvebs yurSic ar uSvebda, ainuSSi ar agdebda.
male aRmoaCina, rom saSinlad mobezrda qalebis enis WartaliT atexili autaneli omi. arc Tavs
imarTlebda da arc is undoda pirvels aetexa aurzauri. ar surda yuradReba mieqcia saqmeebisaTvis, rom ityvian qaTmis bumbulad da nivris furcladac rom ar Rirda. amgvari sisuleleebi ar
ainteresebda. raze fiqrobda, Tavadac ver garkveuliyo. azri da fiqri misi xan iqve, axlo-maxlo,
xan ki SoreTSi mimoexeteboda. moklebuli iyo yovelgvar logikas. es fiqrebi da azrebi arc mosayoli iyo, arc iyo vinme, visTvisac gaziareba Rirda. igi fiqobda, Tuki mosayoli araferia, maS,
saerTod, dumili jobs.
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kars iyo momdgari axali weli, Cen-ebis samflobeloSi yvelani, did-patarianad, diasaxlisiT
dawyebuli, msaxurebiT damTavrebuli, saqmianobdnen. saxlaforTo blomad iyo. klavdnen Rorebs,
Zroxebs. imaragebdnen saaxalwlo sufris sanovages. fanjrebs gadaRma aurzauri idga. sunglien-s,
Tavis oTaxSi martodmarto rom gamoketiliyo, uceb, ratomRac gaaxsenda Tavisi dabadebis dRe. am
dResa da Cen wuocien-is dabadebis dRes Soris sxvaoba sul xuTad xuTi dRe iyo. meTormete Tvis
meTormete dRes ukve Caevlo. es rom gaaxsenda, guli Caswyda, wyena moeria, eWvebma daria xeli.
amoiRo fuli. gadia sung-s daavala, wadi, cotaodeni wnileuli da siCuanuri arayi iyideo. gadia
sung-ma hkiTxa, ra moxda, qalbatons dRes ra daemarTao. sunglien-ma Tqva, ra Seni saqmea, minda
simTvralis gemo Sevityo. mere sadRac miagno patara sirCas. magidaze dadga, Camojda, sirCas miaSterda. moeCvena, oci wlis winaT, pawawina, mdedrobiTi sqesis axladSobili Cvili xelSi aeyvana
misTvis ucxo dedas. momdevno ocma weliwadma mis xsovnaSi bundovnad gaiqrola. arc mkveTri kvali dautovebia, arc naTeli. xolo mamis xeli, sisxlian wyalSi CaSvebuli, kargad axsovda. maSin mas
eCveneboda, rom es xeli jerac lamobda amoyvinTvas, rom surda misTvis Tavze xeli gadaesva, mialerseboda. sunglien-ma Tvalebi daxuWa. Tvalwin sicariele, araferi iyo. erTad-erTi, rac naTlad
esmoda, iyo is, rom dRes misi dabadebis dRe iyo. diaR, dabadebis dRe. man xeli dastaca sirCas,
fskers Caxeda. fskerze naleqis moyavisfro laqa CarCeniliyo. sunglien-ma TavisTvis xmamaRla
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Tqva, meTormete Tvis meTormete dRe. ase advilad dasamaxsovrebeli ricxvebia. rarigad SemeZlo
damviwynoda? mis garda mTels dedamiwis zurgze aravin icoda es meTormete Tvis meTormete dRe
sunglien-is dabadebis dRe rom iyo. mis garda aravin arsebobda, vinc sazeimod aRniSnavda misi
dabadebis dRes.
gadia sung-i wavida, didxans aRar dabrunebula. mere moitana soioSi damarilebuli kuWmaWi.
magidaze daawyo. sunglien-ma Tqva, es yvelaferi risTvis giyidia, raRac WuWyisferi ramea, vin
SeWams? gadia sung-i gakvirvebuli ucqeris, mere anazdad Tqva, iener-i mokvda, mokvda saavadmyofoSi. sunglien-s guli Seutokda, magram Tavi Seikava, hkiTxa, rodis mokvda? gadia sung-ma Tqva,
ar vici, yuri movkari, sikvdilis win Tqven giZaxdaTo, saxeliT mogmarTavdaTo. sunglien-s feri
wauvida, meZaxda? Cem saxels ambobda? ratom, gana me movkali? gadia sung-ma Tqva, nu miwyrebiT,
me ki ara, sxvebi ambobdnen, gavigone, aviRe da Tqven mogiyeviT. sicocxle da sikvdili bedzea
damokidebuli, beds zeca gvigzavnis, Tqveni brali, qalbatono, aq ar aris. sunglien-i kvlav hkiTxavs, cxedari axla sadaa? gadia sung-ma Tqva, misma ojaxma sofelSi waasvena, mTeli ojaxi tiroda,
moTqvamda, codvani arian. sunglien-ma boTli gaxsna, Casuna, gulgrilada Tqva, arc Rirs tirili,
cxovrobda da itanjeboda, amas sikvdili jobia. sikvdili sicocxleze ukeTesia.
Cen-ebis ojaxSi yvelani amCnevdnen, sunglien-i rom Seicvala, uTqmeli, gulCaTxrobili Seiqna. varaudobdnen, rom misi am guneba-ganwyobis mizezi is iyo, rom batoni Cen wuocien-is grZnobebi
misadmi gagrilebuliyo.
sunglien-i martodmarto zis. nelnela wrupavs arays. Semoesma nabijebis xma. TiTqo moezmanao.
mere moeCvena, rom es fexis xma ecnoboda. ai im wuTs, karze fardam gaiSriala. oTaxSi Semovida
SaviT mosili adamiani. sunglien-i Sebrunda da didxans Sehyurebda mas. mxolod didi xnis Semdeg
icno, Turme ufrosi batoniSvili feipu brZandeboda. sunglien-ma sufris kuTxe swrafad gadaafara yvelafers, magidaze rac ewyo, arays, kerZeuls, raTa feipu-s ar daenaxa, magram feipu-m mainc
moaswro Tvali moekra. SesZaxa, Turme magrada ylurwav! sunglien-ma hkiTxa, ratom dabrunebulxar? feipu-m Tqva, raki ar movkvdi, adre Tu gvian xom unda davbrunebulyavi Sin. erTmaneTs didi
xania ar Sexvedrodnen. feipu Zalze Secvliliyo. saxe garujoda. ufro warmosadegi gamxdariyo,
sidarbaisle Semateboda, moRonivrebuliyo kidec. saxiT ki moqanculi, daRlili sCanda. sunglienma SeamCnia, Tvalis upeebi CaSaveboda, gugaze ramdenime sisxlZarRvi Casisxlianeboda. axla igi
pirwavardnili mamamisi iyo, mamis zusti asli. Cen wuocien-sac zustad aseTive nakvTebi hqonda.
ra dagemarTa, sma dagiwyia? RvinoSi ginda CaaxSo sevda-naRveli?
ra moxda, gana SesaZlebelia RviniT CaaxSo naRveli? Cems Tavs TviTonve vulocav dabadebis
dRes, dRegrZelobas vusurveb.
Seni dabadebis dRea? ramdenisa Sesruldi?
ra mniSvneloba aqvs. erT dRes cocxali xar, ese igi cxovrob. Senc xom ar dalevdi erT sirCas mainc? dRegrZeloba misurve.
mec davlev erT sirCas, gisurveb miatano oTxmocdacxramets.
sisulelea. sruliadac ar msurs ase didxans vicocxlo. aseTi pirmoTne sityvebi batons
uTxari.
maS ramden xans isurvebdi cxovrebas?
garemoebas gaaCnia. sicocxle rom mombezrdeba, sikvdilis droc damidgeba. es martivi ramaa.
maS me kidev erT sirCas davlev. rac SeiZleba didi xnis sicocxles gisurveb. Tuki Sen mokvdebi, am saxlSi adamianiSvili aRar darCeba, visTanac saubari SemeZleba.
oriveni nel-nela wrupavdnen sasmels, TambaqoTi vaWrobis saqmeebze gadavidnen. feipu-m damcinavi RimiliT, xumrobiTa Tqva, qaTamic gafrinda, kvercxebic daimsxvra, romeli vaWari me var.
mogeba ki ara, ramdenime aTasi wavage kidec. Tumca es mogzauroba gvarianad mxiaruli gamodga,
gulianad gaverTeT. sunglien-ma Tqva, erTob kargada cxovrob, gana Seni cxovreba moRrubluli,
mosawyenia sadme? feipu-m kvlav Tqva, oRond batons nurafers etyvi. damiwyebs Wkuis swavlebas,
rogorc yovelTvis. sunglien-ma Tqva, me, saerTod, mezareba Tqven Sinaur saqmeebSi Careva, miT
ufro axla. axla me misTvis mxolod da mxolod Cvari var, zedac ar miyurebs. maS rogorRa davuwyeb Sen Sesaxeb saubars, ambebis miyol-moyolas?
sunglien-i nasvami iyo, aRar Seswevda unari uwindeburad mSvidad elaparaka, misi saubari
ufro da ufro aWrelda feipu-sadmi grZnobebze miniSnebiT. feipu amas xvdeboda, gulis siRrmeSi
es gadakruli sityvebi siamovnebda kidec da sulSi aTasobiT mSvenier yvavilad efurCqneboda.
mis saxes almuri asdioda, wamoWarxlebuliyo. feipu-m qamridan Seixsna patara xepao47, romelzec
amoqarguli iyo xasxasa feris ornamenti _ drakoni da faskunji48. xepao sunglien-s gauwoda. Tqva,
iun-nanidan Camovitane. gCuqni, rogorc sadReobo saCuqars! sunglien-ma Tvali Seavlo patara
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xebao-s, gaicina, Tqva, mudam ise iyo, qalebi sCuqnidnen xebao-s sayvarel mamakacebs, sad Tqmula,
sad gagonila piriqiT moxdes? feipu-m cota ar iyos daimorcxva, uceb xelidan gamostaca xebao,
Tqva, Tu ar ginda, damibrune, saerTodac, naCuqari nivTia. sunglien-ma Tqva, yoCaR, TvalTmaqco
da matyuarav, siyvarulis niSnad SenTvis naCuqari nivTiT ginda Cemi guli moigo? egre arao, ar
miviReb, Tuki aviReb gana amiT xels ar gavisvri? feipu-m kvlav qamarze Seibnia xebao, xumrobiT
Tqva, sruliadac ar vapirebdi Cuqebas, gagexumre, gagaTamaSe. sunglien-i moiRuSa, Tqva, SeveCvie
imas, yvelani rom matyueben, Senc momatyue, CemiT Tavs irTob. feipu-m Tavi Cahqindra, sunglienisaken Tvals aparebs, mis gamometyvelebas akvirdeba, dums. uecrad sunglien-ma hkiTxa, xebao vin
gisaCuqra? feipu-m igrZno muxlebi rom aukankalda, Tqva, nu SemekiTxebi.
orive dums, garindebulan. sasmelsa wrupaven nel-nela, sunglien-i TiTebiT aqeT-iqeT atrialebs, aTamaSebs sirCas. Sehyurebs mis pirispir mjomare feipu-s. is zis Tavdaxrili, gruza Tma
xSirad ahqoCria, foladiseburi, mkvrivi yel-kiseri amayad da myarad azis mxar-beWze. muqi, mocisfro sisxl-ZarRvebi idumalad, faqizad uTrTian. sunglien-is gulSi ipareba notio, ucnobi,
gaugebari vneba, niav-qaris monaberiviT elamuneba, mTels sxeuls umsWvalavs, sunTqva ekvris. cnobierebaSi ki kvlavindeburad ipareba is uwindeli STabeWdileba, mawiang-is magidis qveS meiS anisa
d eqimis fexebma rom dabada. es suraTi wamdauwum Tvalwin wamoutivtivdeboda xolme. sunglien-ma
uneburad sakuTar fexebs daxeda. es grZeli, lamazad CamonakvTuli, aSxvarTuli, umSvenieresi
fexebi, gorakidan CamoSlili qviSasaviT micuravdnen, mgznebared, vnebianad, nebauneburad uaxlovdebodnen mizans _ imis terfebs, imis muxlebs, imis barZayebs. axla igi ukve mkafiod, aSkarada
grZnobda am yvelafers. sunglien-s TvalT daubnelda, tuCebs uRonod, gaucnobiereblad amoZravebda, bage gapoboda. feipu ijda, ar gatokebula. sunglien-ma Tvalebi daxuWa, igrZno haerSi
moliclice sulisSemxuTveli, lamis xelSesaxebi bgera. iqneb es xma misi sxeulis siRrmidan iSva.
feipu-m, rogorc iqna, aswia Tavi. mzera sunglien-is Tvalebze SeaCera. misi Tvalebi vnebis saSinel
Zalas asxivebda. viTarca aboboqrebuli, zeatyorcnili yovliswamlekavi talRebi. misi sxeuli,
gansakuTrebiT ki fexebi, uwindebur mdgomareobaSi garinduliyvnen. feipu ar ganZreula. qalma
kvlav daxuWa Tvalebi, yuri miugdo or mZime, magram urTierTdapirispirebul sunTqvas. erTi iyo
tlanqi, mZime, meore _ msubuqi, neli, Cumi. orive sunTqva erTmeoreSi ireoda. qalma fexebi ufro
mtkiced Seatyupa, gainaba, garindda. eloda ai axla, ai axla raRac ucnobi, ucxo, jer argancdili
ram moxdebao. Tvalis daxamxamebaSi TiTqos wlebma Caiqrola. feipu-m Tavisken kidev ufro miizida
sakuTari muxlebi. mere savarZelSi gadawva, sazurges mieyrdno. TiTqos daamacxeso, Zal-Rone
gamoacaleso, daanarcxeso. xrinwiani xmiT warmoTqva _ ar egebis. sunglien-i ucbaT moego gons,
TiTqos gamoiRviZao, frTxilad Tqva, ra ar egebis? feipu-m nela guls miikona orive xelis guli,
niSnad patiebisa, Tqva, ar SeiZleba, meSinia. amas rom ambobda, saxe wamierad daeRrija. grimasam
gadaurbina. me qalebisa meSinia. qalebi veragebi arian. sunglien-ma Tqva, CemTvis gaugebaria Seni
sityvebi. feipu-m saxeze xeli gadaisva, Tqva, sunglen, me Sen momwonxar, ar gatyueb. sunglienma Tqva, mogwonvar da ase ki mepyrobi. feipu lamisaa atirdes, Tavi gaiqnia, qalis mzeras Tvals
aridebs. Tqva, me ukve veRar Sevicvlebi. zeca msjis mTeli Cemi ojaxis codvaTa gamo. yvela mamakaci meqalTane iyo. axla, Cemi jeri roca dadga, me qalebis moSiSi Seviqeni. adreul bavSvobidanve meSinoda qalebisa, gansakuTrebuli SiSi ki Cemi Sinauri qalebisa maqvs. erTad-erTi, visic ar
meSinia, Sena xar, magram ar SemiZlia, ar SemiZlia, gesmis Sen? sunglien-s ukve karga xania Rvarad
Camoedineboda cremli, man zurgi Seaqcia feipu-s, Cumi xmiTa Tqva, mesmis, metad nuRarafers amixsni, axla ukve sruliad aRar gadanaSauleb, namdvilad, erTi bewo brals ar gdeb.
sunglien-s simTvrale sabolood mxolod mas mere moeria, feipu rom wavida. Rvinos misi
pirisaxe aewiTlebina, sxvagvari, simTvralis siwiTle moreoda. Tavis oTaxSi cekvavda, xel-fexs
iqnevda, xan borZikobda, xan xelebiT, gegoneba haers ebRauWebao. gadia sung-s veraferi eRona.
aRar uwyoda ra Rone exmara. baton Cen wuocien-s dauZaxa. Cen wuocien-i mivida, oTaxSi Sevida Tu
ara, xeli Caavlo sunglien-s. maSinve eca Rvinis suni. qali uazrod rokavda. Cen wuocien-ma gadia
sung-sa hkiTxa, rogor, rodis dauwyia daleva? gadia sung-ma Tqva, aba me ra vici, gana guls me
gadamiSlis? Cen wuocien-ma gadia sung-i iuiJu-sTan gagzavna, wadi, sTxove, nabaxusevis poxmelie-s
wamali moutaneo. sunglien-i ayvirda, ar gabedo, ar gabedo im beber kudians araferi uambo. Cen
Zoucen-ma zizRiTa hkra xeli, sawolze miagdo, Tqva, Sexe, erTi Sexede Sen SeSlil saxes, xalxis
dacinvisa mainc ar geSinia. sunglien-i zeze wamoxta, Cen wuocien-s kiserze Camoekida, Tqva, batono, amRam CemTan darCi, gevedrebi, aravis vuyvarvar, aravis vebralebi, batono, Tqven mainc
SemibraleT! Cen wuocien-i grZnobs, brZola uSedegoa, Tqva, ras hgevxar, vin gabedavs Segiyvaros,
Segibralos? Sen Seyvarebas isa sjobia Zukna vinme giyvardes.
iuiJu-m rogorc ki Seityo, sunglien-i damTvralao, myisve moqanda. iuiJu-m jer ramdenjerme
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amiTofo49 warsTqva, mxolod amis Semdeg Sevida oTaxSi. Cen wuocien-s Camoacila kiserze Camokidebuli sunglien-i. Cen wuocien-s hkiTxa, wamali Sevasva? Cen wuocien-ma Tavi dauqnia. iuiJu daawva,
Seecada sunglien-isaTvis pirSi ZaliT Caesxa wamali, magram sunglien-ma iseTi ZaliTa hkra xeli,
rom iuiJu kinaRam iatakze daexeTqa. iuiJu-m daiRriala, Tqven, ei, gainZeriT, am giJs uCveneT
seiri. Cen wuocien-i da gadia sung-ic ecnen, rac Zali da Rone aqvT akaveben sunglien-s vidre
iuiJu wamals pirSi Caasxavs. sunglien-i ifurTxeba. iuiJu-s pirdapir saxeSi SeafurTxa wamali.
iuiJu-m Tqva, batono, ra aris, ra xdeba, am qals ver erevi? es gadareuli mTlad xelidan wasula.
Cen wuocien-ma welze Semoartya xelebi, sunglien-i imave wams mTlad moeSva, moiTenTa, moimCvara,
kiserze Camoekida, butbutebs, batono, nu waxval, dRes rac ki unda momTxovo, Segisruleb, Tu
ginda, gaglokav, mzada var gealerso, mzada var rogorc genebos, ise moviqce, oRon ki nu waxval.
Cen wuocien-i sibrazisa da sircxviliT sityvebs ver poulobs, iuiJu-m veRar moiTmina, gaveSebuli
eca, sila gaawna. Se usircxvilo, Se unamusov, ai sadamde migiyvana batonis ganebivrebam!
vidre samxreT patara saxlSi vnebebi boboqrobda, baRidan msaxurebi mocvivdnen, cnobismoyvared aWyeten Tvalebs. Cen wuocien-ma da gadia sung-ma karebi Caketes, oTaxSi aravis uSveben.
iuiJu-m Tqva, raki ase Seircxvine Tavi, raki sabolood Tavs lafi daisxi, rao, geSinia ar daginaxon
am dReSi rom Cavardnilxar? vnaxoT, xval rogor Sexedavs xalxs TvalebSi? Cen wuocien-ma Tqva,
saqmeSi nu eCrebi, vxedav, Senc gargebda nabaxusevis wamali gadageylurwa. gadia sung-i icinis, saxeze xeli aufarebia, sicilisgan Tavs Zlivs ikavebs. SuSabandSi gavida, udarajos adgilsamyofelSi
aravin rom ar Sevides. xedavs, gareT uamrav xalxs mouyria Tavi, kisrebi waugrZelebiaT, cnobismoyvared iWyitebian fanjaraSi. gadia sung-ma Tvali mohkra batoniSvil feipu-s, Sarvlis jibeSi
xelebCawyobili aqeTken nela rom modioda. gadia sung-ma is-is iyo gaifiqra, rogor moviqce, Sin
SemovuSva Tu arao, rom igi Setrialda da ukan gabrunda.
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pirveli Tovli movida. mowyenili, garindebuli zamTris baRi Seimosa qaTqaTa TovliT, baWiis bewvs rom hgavda. xeTa rtoebi, SenobaTa saxuravebi oqromWedlis nakeTobis msgavsad faqizad,
daxvewilad, gamWvirvale maqmansaviT gamoiyureboda. mzeze brwyinavda da cimcimebda yvelaferi.
Cen-is ojaxis mcirewlovan bavSvebs dilauTenia baRSi TamaSi gaemarTaT, Tovlis papas akeTebdnen,
gundaobdnen, sunglien-is fanjrebqveS daWerobanas TamaSobdnen. sunglien-s moesma kidevac feil
ani rom waiqca da Wyvitina xmiT tirili gaaba. kidev iyo TvalismomWreli sxivebi, TeTrad moelvare, fanjrebze areklili. kidev iyo gauTavebeli wikwiki kedlis saaTisa. am yvelafers sunglieni cxadada grZnobda, magram amasTanave eCveneboda, rom igi ukve zecaSi namyofi iyo. Tavadac ara
sjeroda, rom jerac cocxalia da, rogorc yovelTvis, rogorc yovel dRe, isev da isev, erTi
uRimRamo dRe unda gadaitanos.
RamiT daesizmra mkvdari iener-i. mkvdari iener-i erTi gaqaClebuli qali iyo. sunglien-i
naTlada xedavda iener-i garedan Tu rogor awveboda mis fanjaras. wevs sunglien-i da fiqrobs,
ai axla, sul male SemoaRebs fanjaras da elis mis ulmobel SurisZiebas. sruliad uSiSrad da
mSvidad wevs. iener-i uxmaurod, Cumad Sevida. Tavze wakruli hqonda varcxnilobis samagri bade,
Tma kinkrixoze mrgvlad gamoenaskva, varcxniloba hqonda zustad iseTi, qalbatoni cien-i rom
atarebda. sunglien-ma Tqva, varcxnilobis samagri bade sad iyide? iener-ma Tqva, sada da ienvanTan50. iq yvelaferi iSoveba. sunglien-ma dainaxa, iener-ma varcxnilobas Tu rogor gamoarida
erTi grZelze grZeli Tmis sarWi da mas pirdapir mkerdSi ugmira. man mkveTrad igrZno Cxvleta,
tkivili. mere daiwyo gaSmagebuli frena. TvalCauwvden ukuneTSi gadaeSva. Cavarda. mixvda, rom
mokvda. danamdvilebiTaa mkvdari da aRarc ki axsovs, Tu rodis momkvdara. moeCvena, rom aTeulma
wlebma Caiara.
sunglien-i sawolSi wamojda, xalaTi wamoisxa. ar sjera, rom misi sikvdili mxolod da mxolod sizmaria. xedavs, rom farCis sabnis zedapirze marTlacaa CarWobili Tmis sarWi. xelSi
aiRo, xelis gulze civze civi sarWi ido. magram es xom sruli sinamdvile iyo, cxadi. araviTari
sizmari. gamodis,me ki kvlav aRvmdgarvar, fiqrobs igi, maS iener-i raRa iqna?
sunglien-ma aRmoaCina, rom fanjara, iseve, rogorc sizmarSi, sanaxevrodaa gamoRebuli, Semonaberi civi haeri sufTaa da gamWvirvale. xolo sunglien-i grZnobs fanjaraze SemorCenil ieneris gvamis suns. movida Tovli, samyaro dafara. naxevari samyaro adamianebs dautova, naxevari ki
Tvaluwvdeni darCa. es naxevari, nela, uCumrad, aRigava pirisagan miwisa, fiqrobs sunglien-i. esec
Tu sikvdiliviT sanaxevroa, arc me movmkvdarvar srulad, bolomde? ratom? _ fiqrobda igi. ratom movkvdi sanaxevrod? rad Sewyda es sikvdili? ucnauria es yvelaferi. is meore naxevari raRa
iqna?
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meiS ani Crdilo mcire saxlidan gamovida. wavis Savi qurqi ecva. Tovlze miabijebda. ise
moxdenilad, ise medidurad midioda, Tvals ver moswyvetda kaci. TiTqo mis brwyinalebas Seswevda unari mTeli garemo Seecvala. meiS ani sunglien-is fanjarasTan mivida, Tqva, Se loTo,
simTvralem gagiara? sunglien-ma Tqva, sadme midixar? Tovli ase Rrmaa. meiSan-ma fanjaras xelis
guli miutyapuna, Tqva, mere da ra, Tovlia, ra moxda, raa saSiSi? mTavaria _ sixaruli. Tu mxiarulad xar, zecidan xanjalic rom dageces, mainc waxval. meiSan-ma welis rxeviT, ise, mxolod mas
rom sCveoda, gaiara. sunglien-ma arc ki icoda ratom da risTvis, magram miaZaxa, frTxilad iyav!
meiSan-ma lamazi Tavi sunglien-isaken Semoabruna da momxiblavad gauRima. aman sunglien-ze dauviwyari STabeWdileba moaxdina. marTlac, es iyo ukanaskneli SemTxveva, roca sunglien-ma meiS anis
momxiblavi Rimili dainaxa.
meiS ani dRis meore naxevarSi Sin moiyvana orma zorba, janianma msaxurma mamakacma. Wuoiun-i
ukan mosdevda, sazamTros Teslis knawuniT. saqme ubralod momxdariyo. meiS ani da eqimi erT-erT
sastumroSi, Wuoiun-ma loginSi gamoiWira. Wuoiun-ma mTeli misi tanisamosi sastumros nomris
fanjridan gareT gadmoisrola, Tan uyviroda, Se myralo bozo, axla rogorRa wamixval xelidan?
im dRiT sunglien-i mowme Seiqina meiS anis Sinidan wasvlisa da misi dabrunebisa. meiS ani
pirvelad da meored sruliad sxvadasxva meiS ani iyo. meiS ani CrdiloeT mcire saxlisaken waaTries. meiSan-s Tma gaswewoda, yalyze dasdgomoda, Tvalebi gadmohkarkloda, imaTa lanZRavda,
vinc miaTrevda. uyviroda da lanZRavda Wuoiun-s: cocxali Tu gadavrCi, dagWri, dagaqucmaceb.
Tuki movkvdebi guls amogaglejav da ZaRlebs mivugdeb. Wuoiun-i sityvas ar Zravs, sazamTros
Tesls aknawunebs. feilan-s uWiravs meiS anis cali fexsacmeli, sirbiliT misdevs ukan, yviris,
fexsacmeli, ai, fexsacmeli gasZvra. ase mTeli gza yviril-yviriliTa sdia. sunglien-s ar daunaxavs Cen wuocien-i. Cen wuocien-i martod marto mogvianebiT Sevida CrdiloeT mcire saxlSi. im
droisaTvis CrdiloeT mcire saxli ukve Signidan iyo Carazuli.
sunglien-s imisaTvis ara scxeloda, wasuliyo da cnobismoyvareobiT ecqira mezoblad, meiS
anis mxares Tu ra xdeboda. jer iyo da gaugonrad mZime winagrZnoba Semoawva. mere fxizlad ayuradebda Tu ram ambavi movidoda meiS anis saxlidan. Zalian undoda Seetyo, Tu rogor dasjida Cen
wuocien-i meiSan-s. xolo mezoblad srul siCumes daesadgurebina. erTi mamakaci msaxuri patara
saxlis karsa darajobda. xelSi aqanavebda gasaRebebis acmas. xan Caketavda, xan gaxsnida Sesasvlel
kars. bolos da bolos Cen wuocien-ic gamovida, Sedga. Tvali mimoavlo daTovlil bars, mere xeli
Caiqnia da aRmosavleT patara saxlisaken gaswia.
ra didTovlobaa, xom naTqvamia, didTovloba uxvi mosavlis sawindariao51, Tqva Cen wuocien-ma. Cen wuocien-s saxe gacilebiT ufro mSvidi hqonda, vidre warmosadgeni iyo. sunglien-s
ase eCvena, mis qcevaSi raRac Svebac ki gamosWvioda. sunglien-i, sawolis zurgs Camoyrdnobili,
wrfeli SiSiT Cen wuocien-s TvalebSi Sescqeroda. am TvalebSi amoikiTxa manamde ucxo, ucnobi,
civi gamometyveleba. am gamometyvelebis anareklma yinvasaviT dauara, dazafra. saSinelma SiSma,
mRelvarebam Seipyro. sunglien-ma Tqva, Tqven yvelani ras upirebT meiSan-s? Cen wuocien-ma amoiRo
spilos Zvlis kbilis saCiCqni Cxiri, kbilebSi gaitar-gamoitara, Tqva, Cven gana ra SegviZlia? man
Tavad mSvenivrad icis ra da rogor. sunglien-ma Tqva, Tqven yvelam am erTxel erTi Sansi mieciT.
Cen wuocien-ma Caicina, rac mosaxdenia, moxdeba.
sunglien-s mTel Rames wuTiT ar mouxuWavs Tvali, guli ise aforiaqeboda, ise awewoda,
rogorc selis Zafis gorgali, verc Tavs rom ver mouZebni da verc amoaxvev. ganuwyvetliv. ayuradebda kedlis gadaRma Tu ra xdeboda. gulSi ki erTad-erTi dardi utrialebda. sakuTar Tavze,
sakuTar ubedurebaze fiqri akviateboda. yvelaferi iseve gamocarielebuliyo, rogorc fanjris
miRma TeTrad gadapentili aremare. yvelaferi iyo sanaxevrod gaurkveveli, sanaxevrod namdvili.
es meore naxevari gaugebar zmanebebSi danTqmuliyo. SuaRamisas uceb sunglien-ma sazareli sicxadiT gaigona meiS anis simRera. pekinuri operis ariasa mReroda. jer iyo da ar daijera, es sinamdvile rom iyo. mere mTlad rom ganaba suli, darwmunda _ es meiS anis xma iyo.
oxvra aRmomxdeba, ubadlo lamazmanTa marad naadrevi sikvdilis gamo52,
qorwinebas maTsas miwyiv aRmosavleTisaken miaqaneben wyaluxv mdinareTa zvirTebi.
amaod moelian ustars, Tund mcires, moRalate meuRleTagan.
gindac yvavilebs apkure cremli, Tundac mTvares Seabrale Tavi,
naRveli vera da ver daaSrobs cremliT daltobil
sasTumals,
da verc wvimiT nabani safexurebi saxlisa ver gamoSreba.
sarkmels miRma wvimis wveTebs Seusvenebliv gaaqvT wkapuni,
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mTis gadaRma _ kvlav uSvelebeli mTagrexilia,
netav rodis dabrundeba igi beWdiani daSniT aRWurvili,
ai maSin ki aRar iqneba saWiro momakvdinebel oblobaze fiqri...
magram vai, rom pasuxs mosvla ar uweria,
ar arsebobs aso-bgera, rom warmovTqva `hui ven~53.
mxolod da mxolod baliSi damrCenia, siyvarulis niSnebiT mimoqarguli,
vSiSob, Zils Tavs ver mivcem uSenod am eulsa da gaToSil loginSi.
mTeli Rame baRSi ucnauri, uCveulod daZabuli viTareba sufevda. sunglien-i loginSi borgavda, Tvlemas ufrTxobda feil anis tirili da yvirili. TiTqosda viRacam xelSi ayvanili Crdilo mcire saxlidan gamoiyvana. sunglien-s anazdad eCvena, verasgziT rom ver gaexsenebina da mexsierebaSi ver aRedgina meiS anis saxe. Tvalwin edga mxolod da mxolod meiS anisa da eqimis oTxi
fexi, mawian-gis saTamaSo magidis qveS, fexebi erTmaneTs ucnaurad rom gadaWdoboda, Sinagani
mzeris winaSe es fexebi qanqarasaviT qanaobda. fexebi qaRaldisa iyo, ise Txeli, ise sifrifana,
rom qari afrialebda. ra saSinelebaa! sunglien-i Tavis Tavs elaparakeboda. moesma mamlis pirveli
yivili, ezo-karis gadaRma rom gaisma. mere kvlav samariseburi siCume Camowva. sunglien-s TavSi
gauelva, isev movkvdebi, isev mova iener-i, isev SemoaRebs fanjaras, fanjris CarCos xelsa hkravs.
sunglien-i ZilburanSi gaxveuliyo. gaurkveveli iyo, eZina Tu fxizlobda. ukve gamTeniisas
igi Seawuxa uTavbolo nabijebis xmam. es ar iyo erTi adamianisa. sunglien-i mixvda, nabijebis xma
Crdilo mcire saxlidan gliciniaTa Talarisaken midioda. fardis WuWrutanidan dainaxa sibneleSi
moZravi adamianis ramdenime Crdili. ramdenime kacs gliciniaTa Talarisaken mihqonda adamiani.
sunglien-i gumaniT mixvda, es iyo meiS ani. meiS ani uxmod ibrZoda, cdilobda xelidan dasxltomoda. sCans, pirSi Cvari hqonda CaCrili, xma ar ismoda. sunglien-i Seecada warmoedgina, Tu
ras uzamdnen isini. sibneleSi jgufi WasTan mivida, kidev cota xans Wis irgvliv ijajgures da
sunglien-i Sezara yru xmam, romelmac, rogorc mas eCvena, amoxeTqa Widan. margaltisebr TeTri
Sxefebi amoifrqva da maRla, maRla aiWra. es iyo adamiani, romelic WaSi Caagdes. es iyo meiS ani,
romelic WaSi Caagdes.
siCume ase oriod wuTs gagrZelda. sunglien-s gulis siRrmidan aRmoxda gaveSebuli Rriali,
iseTi araadamianuri xma, casa da dedamiwas rom SeZravda. Cen wuocien-i mis oTaxSi rom Sevarda,
sunglien-i fexSvela idga iatakze, rac Zali da Rone hqonda gawewil Tmas iglejda. sunglien-i
giJsaviT gahyviroda, ara Cerdeboda. xolo Tvalebi amRvreoda, usicocxlod gaStereboda. saxeze
mTlad dahkargoda feri, qaRaldis TeTr furcelsa hgavda. Cen wuocien-i SeeSvela, sawolTan
miiyvana. man mkveTrad SeigrZno, es sunglien-is ukanaskneli dRe rom iyo. es aRar iyo uwindeli
studenti qaliSvili. Cen wuocien-ma ZaliT daawvina sawolze, Tqva, ra iyo, ra dainaxe? bolos
da bolos, ra dainaxe? sunglien-ma erTaderTi sityva warmosTqva _ mkvlelebo. mkvlelebo. Cen
wuocien-ma Tqva, ra sisulelesa roSav. ra iyo, ra dainaxe? Sen araferi daginaxavs. Sen ubralod
gagiJdi.
meore dRes Cen-ebis samflobelos kar-midamoSi dilidanve ori ambis xma gavarda. yvelani,
SenSiT54, keTilSobili qalbatonebiTa da qaliSvilebiT dawyebuli da asi gvaris55 adamianebiT damTavrebuli, Cen-ebis ojaxis saqmes ganixilavdnen, Woraobdnen, mesame qalbatonma meiSan-ma saxelis
gatexva ver aitana, WaSi gadaigdoo Tavi. meoTxe qalbatoni sunglien-i Wkuidan SeiSalao. xalxs
Cveulebrivi, sayovelTaod cnobili sazomi hqonda _ meiS anis TviTmkvleloba bunebrivi ramaa,
moZalade mamakacebic da garyvnili qalebic sasjels imsaxureben, ver ewevian keTil sikvdils.
xolo janmrTeli, gafurCqnuli da wynari meoTxe qalbatoni sunglien-i, rogorRa moxda, Wkuidan
rom SeSlila? xolo vinc kargad iyo Caxeduli Cen-ebis ojaxis Sinaur saqmeebSi, ambobdnen, Cveulebrivi ambavia, aki naTqvamia, kurdReli kvdeba, mela cremlad iRvrebao56.
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momdevno wlis gazafxulze batonma Cen wuocien-ma mexuTe coli moiyvana. venWu erqva. venWum Cen-ebis kar-midamoSi pirvelad fexi rogorc ki Sedga, maSinve dainaxa qali, gliciniaTa TalarSi
eulad, gaxevebuli rom ijda. xandaxan Was garSemo uvlida da Was esaubreboda. venWu-s igi moxdenili eCvena. garegnulad sruliad ara hgavda mdabios, lazaTiani iyo. arc SeSlilsa hgavda.
viRacas, iqve vinc idga, hkiTxa: vin aris? mavanisagan pasuxad miiRo: es uwindeli meoTxe qalbatonia, gonebaareulia. venWu-m Tqva, ra ucnauri qalia, Was esaubreba? mavanma gaumeora sunglien-is
naTqvami: ar Cavxtebi. me ar Cavxtebi, me ar Cavxtebi WaSi.
sunglien-i ambobda, WaSi Tavs ar Cavigdeb.
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ganmartebebi:
1. mTvaris alayafi _ momrgvalebuli, arastandartuli formis, evropulisgan gansxvavebuli,
alayafis karebi. ezo-karis nagebobebs erTmaneTisagan mijnavdnen. Cinuri sacxovrebeli binebi
gaerTianebuli iyo erT ezoSi da ojaxis SeZlebis Sesabamisad Sedgeboda ramdenime saxlisgan.
saxlebs Soris patar-patara ezo-baRebi iyo, xolo mTlian ezo-kars gars ertya Robe, romelSic
datanebuli iyo aseTi mTvaris alayafi. Tanamedrove arqiteqturaSi mTvaris alayafi TiTqmis aRar
gamoiyeneba, an gamoiyeneba mxolod im SemTxvevaSi, roca Zveleburi, erovnuli klasikuri formebis
imitacia surT
2. peifing-i _ q. pekinis Zveli saxelwodeba. 1911 wlis
revoluciis Semdeg 1949 wlamde pekins ewodeboda peifing-i
3. Tma mokled hqonda Sekvecili _ mokled SeWrili TmiT mwerali mianiSnebs, rom sunglien-i
axali drois qaliSvili iyo. Cinel qaliSvilebs uwin grZeli nawnavebi hqondaT, gaTxovebis Semdeg
ki socialuri mdgomareobis Sesabamis, sxdasxvagvar, maRal varcxnilobas, grZel Tmas xmarobdnen
4. qaRaldis figura _ Zvel CineTSi dakrZalvis ceremonialSi Sedioda qaRaldis sxvadasxva
sagnebis adamianis, cxenis, jam-WurWlis, fulis da sxv.) dawva. raodenoba da nakeTobis xarisxi
damokidebuli iyo micvalebulis ojaxis materialur SeZlebaze
5. patara doli _ patara, welSi gamoyvanili doli
6. iaxu ani _ mona-moaxle qali. 1911 wels aikrZala, magram 1949 wlis revoluciamde, aralegalurad yiddnen da yidulobdnen monebs
7. kartofils daawonis _ sruli wonis Sesavsebad daawonian xolme, kartofili ki dampalia.
anu TvalTmaqcobas, farisevlobas niSnavs
8. qalaqebi ZaluZs mosras _gamoTqma modis legendebidan, sadac aRwerilia qalebi, romelTa
gamoc erTmaneTs ebrZodnen xelmwifeebi, iyo Ralati, SurisZieba, mtroba da a.S.
9. yviTeli wyaro _ Zveli warmodgeniT gardacvlilTa sulebi saiqioSi, miwis qveS yviTel
wyarosTan iyrian Tavs
10. win-i _ Cinuri wonis erTeuli = 1/2 kg
11. Cinuri saxli, ezo-kari, ZiriTadad marTkuTxa formiT ganlagebuli nagebobebisagan Sedgeboda. maT Sua ganTavsebuli iyo ezo. didsa da mcire saxlebs Sorisac iyo ezo-baRebi. aq saubaria
im ezoze, saxlebs, nagebobebs Soris rom iyo ganTavsebuli
12. umcrosi dedakaci _ Jargonze xarWasa niSnavs
13. `saxe arca mqonia~ _ usaxuri, saxe waeSala da amgvari gamoTqmebi Cinurad gulisxmobs
usindisobas, simdables, usircxvilobas. am SemTxvevaSi `saxe arca mqonia~ erTsa da imave dros
gulisxmobs imas, rom mdabiod daibada da ukeTesi rom iyos ocnebasac ver gabedavs, Tavis damcirebasac gulisxmobs da amavdroulad qalbatonis siZulvilsac, Seuracxyofasac 14. Cungiang-i,
_ mecxre Tvis mecxre dRe, anu igive ormagi cxrianis dResaswauli. tradiciuli, amJamad moxuceblTa dResaswaulad wodebuli dRe, roca ulocaven moxucebs, Slian sufras, miirTmeven tkbileuls, svamen qrizanTemis Rvinos, erTmaneTs sCuqnian qrizanTemebs, qoTnebSi da Taigulebad
Sekruls. ewyoba qrizanTemebis gamofena-gayidvebi. Tavisi mniSvnelobiT am dResaswauls danarCen
tradiciul dResaswaulTa Soris uWiravs V adgili: I _ gazafxulis, anu mTvaris kalendriT axali
wlis; II _ mexuTe Tvis mexuTe dRe. Zv. w-is II s. didi poetis ciu iuen-is xsovnisa da avadmyofobis
gandevnis; III _ merve Tvis mexuTmete dRe _ mTvarisa da mosavlis; IV _ meoTxe Tvis meoTxe-mexuTe
dRe _ micvalebulTa xsovnis dRe
15. fu _ bedniereba, lu _ samsaxurSi dawinaureba, kariera. Sou _ dRegrZeloba, si _ sixaruli
16. sieWua _ kiborCxalas klanWebi. qrizanTemis jiSis saxelwodeba
17. poet iui-s perifrazi: `yvavili, yvavili araa, nisli _ nisli, RamiT mimovals, diliT ganqardeba~
18. moZiu _ Savi qrizanTemis jiSis saxelwodeba
19. Siueisiu _ Cinuri operis kostumis aucilebeli Semadgeneli nawili, usaTod TeTri feris
abreSumis dekoratiuli ugrZesi saxeloebidan Camofenili qsovili. es saxeloebi gamoiyeneba
sacekvao pirobiTi moZraobebis, garkveul fsiqologiur ganwyobis gamosaxatavad. scenuri TamaSis
ganuyofeli nawilia.
20. rva Taobis winaprebi _ e. i. uklebliv yvela winapari.
21. mawiang-i _ uZvelesi Cinuri azartuli TamaSi. asamde mogrZo formis firfitebia.. TamaSobs oTxi moTamaSe. oTxkuTxi magidis garSemo. firfitebi, patronis SeZlebis Sesabamisad, sxvadasxva masalisaa, spilos Zvlis, bambukis da a.S. erTob rTuli TamaSia
22. x’le _ mawiang-is TamaSis dros SeZaxilebi. mSvidoba, anu gnebdebi; wimo _ karts viReb
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23. sanpien-i, Seniou-s malamo _ Cinuri tradiciuli medicinis saSualebebi, mxolod mamakacis
seqsualuri gaZlierebisaTvis gankuTvnili
24. siao _ uZvelesi Cinuri Casaberi sakravi. fleitis msgavsi. evropulsa da rusul enebze
Targmnisas fleitadac ixsenieben
25. Sarval-perangi _ mxedvelobaSia Cinuri erovnuli tansacmeli
26. cin-i _ uZvelesi Cinuri gamosakravi simebiani sakravi27. Ramis iesiao _ tradiciuli
specifikuri kerZi, gankuTvnili mxolod RamiT saWmelad.
28. wiTeli balsamini _ am yvavilis wveniT uZvelesi droidan XXs. damdegamde iRebavdnen frCxilebs. soflebSi axlac xmaroben. wiTelia, mowiTalo-narijisferi
29. Ceng ienciu _ pekinuri operis msaxiobi mamakaci, qalebis partiebis Semsrulebeli d anis
ampluaSi. Tavisi saxeliTa da popularobiT mxolod legendarul mei lanfan-s Camouvardeboda
30 `cremlebi miuval mTebSi~ _ Sua saukunovani tradiciuli piesa, romelic XXs. scenazec
idgmeboda da dResac idgmeba
31. `me ki vsesxulob yvavilebs...~ _ gavrclebuli gamoTqmaa naCuqari nivTis Semdgom sxvisaTvis Cuqebisas rom amboben. zogjer es gamoTqma moswrebul sityvasac gulisxmobs
32. `Semodgomis naRveli~ _ Sua saukunis musikaluri piesa
33. `gamarTuli dgaxar... ,Crdili rom gagimruddes ...~ _ andazebi, rac niSnavs, Tuki araferi
dagiSavebia, nurc nurafrisa geSinia igive, rac qurds qudi ewvis
34. ra wamalsa malav xuluSi _ ras mimalav. Cinur tradiciul medicinaSi uZvelesi droiT
dawyebuli Txier wamals da balaxeulsac inaxavdnen gamomSral yelian gograSi, romelsac hqvia
xulu. sityvis TamaSi gamodis, ras malav mag gograSi, anu ra fiqrebsa farav mag Sens TavSi
35. iuenn ani _ provincia samxreT-dasavleT CineTSi. mudam miCneuli iyo qveynis Soreul da
amasTanave saxifaTo kuTxed. cxovrobs mravali nacionaluri umciresoba, Wreli mosaxleobaa.
iuen’nanSi mohyavT saukeTeso Tambaqo
36. `mTa, romelic Cven Tavad gavapartaxeT~ _ andaza
37. Zvel sizmrebs imeorebda _ es gamoTqma uwindeli oinebis abezar gameorebas niSnavs
38. saxelo moiqnia, wavida _ uZvelesi drodan mrisxanebis gamomxatveli Jestia
38. dro meoTxe Jamisa, saxmilavisa _ CineTSi uZvelesi droidan dro saRamos 22 saaTidan
dilis 5 saaTamde iyofoda 5 monakveTad, saxmilavebad. modarajeni, anu mxmilavebi daiarebodnen
quCebSi da CaquCis braxuniT mosaxleobas atyobinebdnen dros. amavdroulad es iyo darajebis
samorigeo drois Senacvlebis niSani
39. kui _ eSmaki, gardacvlili adamianis suli. Zveli warmodgeniT an ZaldatanebiTi sikvdilis SemTxvevaSi, an boroti adamiani, sikvdilis Semdeg gardaiqmneboda kui-d, borot sulad, eSmakeulad
40. in-is mZime suli _ in-i da i ani, in - mTvare, qaluri sawyisi, Crdilovani mxare, CrdiloeTi.
i ani _ mze, mamakacuri sawyisi, samxreTi, mziani mxare, siTbo, sixaruli
41. quai’Z _ wyvili Cxiri, riTac Cinelebi kerZs miirTmeven
42. `qva rom gamoCndeba wylis daSretis Semdeg~ _ andaza, gamoTqma, simarTlis, sinamdvilis,
WeSmaritebis warmoCenas niSnavs
43. qaRaldis safeni _ mas aqeT, rac GCinelebma gamoigones qaRaldi, isini menstruaciisaTvis amzadebdnen da moixmardnen specialuri saSrobi qaRaldis safenebs. Tanamedrove higienuri
safenebisa Tu pampersebis msgavss. am SemTxvevaSic aseTi qaRaldis safeni igulisxmeba
44. `sakuTari Tavis dapyrobis xerxi~ _ andaza, gamoTqma uZvelesi traqtatidan
45. oqros gulqandi _ qorwinebisas ojaxebi nefe-patarZals gulze hkidebdnen oqros an ieSmis firfitebs, romelTa wona, zoma, mxatvruli xarisxi ojaxis nivTier SeZlebaze iyo damokidebuli. sxva SemTxvevaSi am nivTebs abreSumisgan nekeTi wiTeli yvavilebi scvlida
46. toufu _ tradiciul Cinuri soioTi damzadebuli yveli
47. xebao _ patara qisa. uZvelesi droiT dawyebuli xaverdis, abreSumis xebao qamarze ekidaT, fulis, surnelovani balaxis, Tambaqos, cxvirsaxocisa da sxva wvrilmanebisaTvis. xebao iyo
sayoveldReoc da sazeimoc, qalis xeliT naqargi, saqmros, qmrisadmi siyvarulis niSnad. es iyo
intimurobis simbolo. Cinur literaturaSi xSirad moixsenieba
48. drakoni da faskunji _ drakoni imperatoris, mamakacis simbolo, faskunji _ dedoflis,
qali simbolo
49. amiTofo _ budisturi locva, daaxloebiT qristianuli ufalo Segviwyalenis mniSvnelobis
50. ienv ani _ zecis mkvidri suli, romelic codvilTa sulebis, sikvdilisa da saiqios sams-
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javros saqmeebs ganagebs
51. didTovloba uxvi mosavlis sawindariao _ andaza
52. `lamazmanebi ubedurni ibadebian~ _ nawyvetia uZvelesi Cinuri legendisa. coli, zRvis
piras dgas, orsulia. qmris dabrunebas ver eRirsa, zRvis pirad klded gadaiqca
53. hui ven _ es ieroglifebi dabrunebas, warsuls, iyo-s niSnavs
54. SenSi _ maRali sazogadoebis warmomadgeneli, aristokrati, swavluli, inteligenti
55. asi gvaris adamianebi _ ubralo, rigiTi, mdabio xalxi, Cveulebrivi adamianebi
56. kurdReli kvdeba, mela cremlad iRvrebao _ andaza
su tung-i daibada 1963 wels. cnobilia istoriuli retrospeqtivebiT. 2009 wels dajildovda priziT The Men Asian Literary Prize.
Targmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da rusudan quTaTelaZe
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ZmebTan, romelTa saxelebsac gangeb ar vaxseneb, skolaSi swavlisas vmegobrobdi. mravalwliani ganSorebis gamo maT Sesaxeb aRaraferi vicodi. amas winaT SemTxveviT gavige, rom erT-erTi
Zma mZimed daavadda. gadavwyvite samSobloSi dabrunebisas gzad maTTan Semevlo, avadmyofis mosanaxuleblad. Sin mxolod erTi Zma damxvda da miambo umcrosi Zmis avadmyofobis Sesaxeb.
`Tqven amaod daSvriT da Sori gza gamoiareT. is ukve didi xania gamojanmrTelda da sxvagan
gaemgzavra samsaxuris dasawyebad~. man siciliT gamomitana or rveulad akinZuli avadmyofis dRiuri da Tqva, rom is Tanaxmaa Zvel megobrebs Zmis avadmyofobis wvrilmanebi gaumxilos. dRiuri
wamoviRe. Sin rom davbrundi, Canawerebis gacnobis Semdeg davrwmundi, rom avadmyofi `devnis maniiT~ iyo Sepyrobili. misi naweri abda-ubda iyo, azris logikuri mimdevroba _ darRveuli. bevri
sisulele ewera. Tve da ricxvic areuli iyo. mxolod sxvadasxva melnis feriTa da xelweriT SeiZleboda gagerCia, rom dRiuri erT jerze ar iyo dawerili. naweridan is fragmentebi amovkribe,
romelTa Soris met-naklebi kavSiri iyo, raTa warmedgina eqimebisTvis. Secdomebi ar Camisworebia,
mxolod adamianTa saxelebi Sevcvale, Tumca amas didi mniSvneloba arc aqvs, ramdenadac yvelgan
erTi da imave soflis mcxovrebnia naxsenebi da maT TiTqmis aravin icnobs. rac Seexeba dRiuris
saTaurs, is uSualod avtorma SearCia gamojanmrTelebis Semdeg da ver Sevcvlidi.
meSvide weli, meoTxe Tve, dRe meore.
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dRes saRamos mTvare saocrad anaTebs.
ukve ocdaaT welze metia, rac is ar minaxavs. dRes rom vnaxe, uCveulod mxiarul gunebaze
davdeqi. exlaRa mivxvdi, is ocdaaTi weli mTlianad bneliT yofila moculi. Tumca mainc frTxilad unda viyo, aba ase risTvis mimzers Wao-s ezos ZaRli?
marTlac rom maqvs SiSis mizezi.
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dRes saerTod ar anaTebda mTvare. vici, rom es avismomaswavebelia. diliT frTxilad gavedi
gareT. Wao kuiven-i ucnaurad mimzerda: TiTqos Cemi eSinoda, TiTqos Cemi daRupva surda, Tan
Svidi-rva kaci erTmaneTs Cemze eCurCuleboda, piri moeRoT da Cemze icinodnen. TaviT fexebamde
gamaJrJola. mivxvdi, yvelaferi ukve mofiqrebuli hqondaT.
me ki ar meSinia, mudam Cems gzas mivuyvebi. win patara bavSvebi Segrovilan. isinic Cemze
laparakoben, Wao kuiven-is msgavsi gamoxedva aqvT, saxeebic masaviT pirquSi. netav ra unda dameSavebina am bavSvebisTvis, an misTvis. Tavi ver Sevikave da gavZaxe: `mipasuxeT!~ maT maSinve mokurcxles.
ver gamigia, ra davuSave Wao kuiven-s da quCaSi myof xalxs. mxolod erTxel, oci wlis win,
baton kuZiu-s wliuri wyalmomaragebis Zveli Jurnali fexqveS movigde. batoni kuZiu Zalian ukmayofilo darCa. marTalia, Wao kuiven-i mas ar icnobs, magram es ambavi uTuod gagonili eqneba
da axla am usamarTlobas ebrZvis da quCaSi myofebsac Cem winaaRmdeg aqezebs. magram bavSvebi? im
dros isini jer dabadebulic ar iyvnen. dRes ratom momSterebian ucnaurad, TiTqos Cemi eSiniaT,
TiTqos raRacas merCian. es maSinebs, maocebs da gulsa mtkens.
gasagebia. maT es mSoblebma Caunerges!
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Rame Tvali sul ver movxuWe. nebismieri sakiTxis gasagebad saWiroa misi ZirisZiramde Seswavla.
es is xalxia, romelTac mazris ufrosi kiserze xundebs adebda, romelTac memamuleebi cxvir-pirSi urtyamdnen, moxeleebi colebs arTmevdnen, maT Soris iseTebic arian, romelTa mSob-
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lebsac mevaleebi sulsa xdidnen; maSinac ki ar yofila maTi mzera guSindeliviT SiSiTa da mrisxanebiT aRsavse.
yvelaze ucnauri mainc guSin quCaSi myofi erTi qali iyo. is Tavis Svils urtyamda da uyviroda: `damacade! erTi-ori Tu ar gikbine, ise ver davwynardebi!~ is me momCereboda. saxtad davrCi
da Cemi gaoceba veRar davfare. brbo maSinve axarxarda. Ceng laoiu win gamoiWra da saxlisken
wamaTria.
saxlSi rom SevediT, ojaxis wevrebi ise iqceodnen, TiTqos arc ki micnobdnen; maTi gamometyvelebac sxvebisas hgavda. kabinetSi Sevedi da karic Cairaza. iq qaTamiviT gamomamwyvdies. rac
mets vukvirdebi, miT ufro vera gamigia ra am saqmisa.
ramdenime dRis win lanwicun-idan moijare gvestumra da mousavlianoba gvauwya. mere Cems
ufros Zmas mouTxro erTi avazakis Sesaxeb, romelic Tanasoflelebma miasikvdiles. ramdenimem mas gul-RviZli amoacala da Semwvari miirTva, viTom es maT simamaces Sematebda. me sityva
Sevawyvetine. moijarem da Cemma Zmam ramdenjerme gamomxedes. dResRa mivxvdi, Tu ras niSnavda maTi
gamoxedva _ im quCaSi myofi xalxisas hgavda sul.
rom gamaxsenda, TaviT fexebamde gamacia.
maT SeuZliaT adamianebi SeWamon, ese igi, maT Soris, mec.
gaixseneT im qalis sityvebi _ `erTi-ori unda gikbino~, is pirquSi da axarxarebuli brbo,
manamde kidev moijaris naambobi. es yvelaferi udavo miniSnebebia.
mis sityvebSi Sxami davlande, maT sicilSi ki _ moelvare danebi. qaTqaTa da basri kbilebi
marTlac rom kaciWamiebiviT daukreWiaT.
rac Semexeba me, borotmoqmedi ara var, magram, rac ku-s ojaxis saaRricxvo wigni fexiT
gavTele, ukve gamiWirdeba amis damtkiceba. maT TiTqos raRac Caifiqres, magram me ver mivmxvdarvar. Tanac sakmarisia vinmeze ganawyendnen, rom maSinve borotmoqmedad Seracxaven. jer kidev
maxsovs, rogor CamZaxoda Cemi Zma: adamiani, ragind kargi ar unda iyos, Tu mas gzaze gadaeRobebi,
aucileblad winaaRmdegobas gagiwevso; Tu damnaSaves apatieb, ityvis, rom Sen yoCaRi, ganaTlebuli da yvelasgan gamorCeuli adamiani xar. me ras mivuxvdebodi maT Canafiqrs; miT umetes, roca
es kaciWamiobas exeboda.
nebismieri sakiTxis gasagebad saWiroa misi ZirisZiramde Seswavla. Zvel dros xSirad Wamdnen
adamianebs. es mec maxsovs, Tumca arc ise naTlad. aviRe da gadavSale istoriis wigni, magram wignSi
qronologia darRveuli iyo, yovel gverdze okro-bokrod ewera sityva `gulisxmiereba~. me mainc
ver movxuWe Tvali. TiTqmis mTeli Rame wigns Cavkirkitebdi da, bolos, striqonebs Soris amovikiTxe sityva, romliTac mTeli wigni iyo savse: `kaciWamioba~.
wigni savse iyo am sityviT. meijarec am sityvas gaiZaxoda. yvelani siciliTa da ucnauri TvalebiT momSterebodnen.
mec xom adamiani var, ese igi, Cemi SeWmac surT!
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diliT is iyo CemTvis wynarad Camovjeqi, rom Cen laoiu Semovida, bostneulisa da moxarSuli
Tevzisgan Semdgari sauzme momitana. Tevzis gamoTeTrebuli, gaSeSebuli Tvalebi, misi dafCenili
piri zustad im xalxisas magonebda kaciWamiaobaze rom fiqrobdnen. me ramdenime lukma gavReWe:
iseTi sriala, ver gaarCevdi, Tevzi iyo Tu adamiani. maSinve amovarwyie.
vTqvi: `laoiu, gadaeci Zmas, rom saSinlad mowyenili var. baRSi gaseirneba msurs~. Llaoiu-m
upasuxod damtova da gavida. Semdeg male dabrunda da karebi gamiRo.
me ki adgilidan ar davZrulvar da vakvirdebodi, Tu ras mipirebdnen. vici, maT xelidan ver
davusxltebi. ra Tqma unda! Zma nel-nela miaxlovdeboda, Tan viRac moxucs mouZRveboda. moxucis
Tvalebi muqariT iyo savse. eSinoda, rom me amas SevamCnevdi, amitom TavCaRunuli, saTvalis kuTxidan iribad maTvalierebda. Zmam mkiTxa: `dRes Sen, rogorc Cans, Tavs sruliad kargad grZnob~. vupasuxe: ,diax~. Zmam ganagrZo: `dRes Sens gasasinjad eqimi xe moviwvie~. `kargi!~ _ vupasuxe me, magram
sinamdvileSi gana ar vicodi, rom es moxuci gadacmuli jalaTi iyo! eWvgareSea, pulsis gasinjvas
moimizezebs, raTa daadginos, ramdenad msuqani da noyieri sakbilo var da am samsaxurisTvis masac
uwiladeben erT naWers. Tumca ar meSinia. me ar vWam xalxs, magram mainc maTze mamaci var. me mas
orive momuStuli xeli gavuwode da vakvirdebodi, Tu rodis Seudgeboda saqmes. moxuci Camojda,
Tvalebi mowkura, pulss didxans sinjavda, didxans fiqrobda, Semdeg ki gadmogvxeda Tavisi satanisebri TvalebiT da Tqva: `nuraferze nu ifiqrebs. ramdenime dRe srul simSvideSi amyofeT da
yvelaferi kargad iqneba.~
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`nuraferze nu ifiqrebs, srul simSvideSi amyofeT!~ gasagebia: Seminaxon, sanam qoni kargad ar
momedeba, maSin maT ufro meti lukma SexvdebaT. magram ra aris CemSi iseTi, rom yvelaferi `kargad
iqneba~? es xalxi eSmakiviT gaqnilebi arian. maT surT adamianis SeWma da Tanac igoneben xrikebs,
Tu rogor moaxerxon es farulad. pirdapiri moqmedebisa eSiniaT, mgoni siciliT gamgudaven!
Tavi ver Sevikave da gadavixarxare: Zalian kmayofili var. me vici, rom Cems sicilSi gabeduleba
da pirdapirobaa. Cemi gabedulebiTa da pirdapirobiT monusxul moxucsa da Zmas saxe SeecvalaT.
magram rac ufro mxned viyavi, miT ufro metad surdaT Cemi SeWma. Cemi mxneoba maTTvis gadamdebi
aRmoCnda. moxuci gavida oTaxidan da karidan cota moSorebiT Cumad uTxra Cems Zmas: `modiT, saswrafod SevWamoT!~ es aRmoCena TiTqos moulodneli, Tumca sruliad logikuri iyo. SeTqmulTa
Soris, romlebic Cems SeWmas apireben, Cemi Zmac urevia!
Cemi Zma _ kaciWamia!
me ki _ kaciWamias Zma!
isini me SemWamen da me mainc kaciWamias Zmad davrCebi!
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bolo ramdenime dRea cota ar iyos xeli aviRe Cems pirvandel varaudebze. davuSvaT, moxuci
ar aris gadacmuli jalaTi, aramed namdvili eqimia. is mainc kaciWamiaa. maTi mecnierebis fuZemdebeli li S’Wen-i `raRac Cinuri medicinis~ magvari saxelwodebis wignSi garkveviT wers, rom
SeiZleba iWamos adamianis Semwvari xorci. nuTu amis Semdeg moxucs SeuZlia amtkicos, rom kaciWamia ar aris?
rac Seexeba Cem RviZl Zmas, arcTu usafuZvloa misadmi Cemi eWvebic. rodesac is Zveli teqstebis Sesaxeb miyveboda, Tavadve ambobda, rom `SeiZleba erTmaneTis Svilebis SeWma~. maxsovs
erTxel, SemTxveviT, erT aramzadaze Camovarda sityva da Zmam Tqva, rom xalxs ara marto unda
moeklaT is, aramed unda SeeWamaT da mis tyavze daeZinaT~. me maSin jer kidev patara viyavi da
SiSisagan mTeli dRe guli amovardnaze mqonda. guSinwin CvenTan moijare movida lanwicun-idan da
gviambo adamianis gul-RviZlis SemWmelebze. Cems Zmas es sulac ar gakvirvebia da ganuwyvetliv
Tavs uqnevda. naTelia, rom misi ganwyoba iseTive sastikia, rogorc warsulSi. Tuki SesaZlebelia
erTmaneTis Svilebis SeWma, maSin yvelaferi sxvac SesaZlebelia, maT Soris, nebismieri adamianis
SeWma. uwin misgan sul mesmoda samarTlianobis Sesaxeb msjeloba da amas SecdomaSi Sevyavdi. axla
ukve vici, rom, rodesac is samarTlianobaze laparakobs, am dros tuCis kuTxeebi adamianis qoniT
aqvs mosvrili, guli ki kaciWamiaobaze fiqriT aqvs savse.
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ukuni sibnelea, ar vici, dRea Tu Rame. Waos ezos ZaRli isev ayefda.
lomiviT mrisxane... kurdReliviT mSiSara... meliasaviT cbieri...
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me mesmis maTi meTodisa, pirdapir mokvla ar surT da verc gabedaven, ubedurebis eSiniaT.
amitom yvelani erTmaneTs Seekvrnen, yvelgan gaabes qselebi, raTa me Tavad gavbmuliyavi maTSi.
ramdenime dRis win quCaSi myofi gogo-biWebis saxeebsa da am dReebSi Cemi Zmis saqcielze dakvirvebiT yvelaferi advilad misaxvedri xdeba. umjobesia Sevixsna qamari, saxuravis boZze gadavkido, mere mWidrod moviWiro da Tavi CamovixrCo. maT mkvlelis saxelic acdebaT da sakuTar
guliswadilsac aisruleben. bunebrivia, siamovnebisgan yvela axarxardeba. Tumca ki, ase SiSisa da
dardisgan mkvdari nakleb fer-xorciani viqnebi, amazec Tanaxmani iqnebian.
isini mxolod leSiWamiebi arian! maxsovs, romeliRaca wignSi amovikiTxe. arsebobs raRac
`afTari~, mzerac da Sesaxedaobac saSineli rom aqvs. xSirad leSiT ikvebeba. yvelaze mozrdil
Zvalsac ki ReWva-ReWviT aqucmacebs da ise ylapavs. gafiqrebac ki SiSs mgvris. afTari mglis
ojaxs ekuTvnis, mgeli _ ZaRlTa ojaxs. guSinwin Wao-s ezos ZaRlma ramdenjerme SemomiRrina da
mivxvdi, rom isic Cemi mteri iyo. isic didi xania maT Seekra. miwaSi TvalCarguli moxuci rogor
moaxerxebda Cemgan simarTlis damalvas.
yvelaze sabralo Cemi Zmaa. isic adamiania, rogor ar unda eSinodes. Tanac maT Seuamxanagda
Cems SesaWmelad? nuTu es didi xnis Cvevaa, romelsac danaSaulad ar miiCneven, an, iqneb, sindisze
xeli aiRes da sruli SegnebiT ganzrax sCadian danaSauls?
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me vgmob yvela kaciWamias, maT Soris, pirvel rigSi, Cems Zmas. aseTi xalxis gamosworebac
misiT unda daviwyo.
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sinamdvileSi es WeSmariteba dResdReobiT maTTvisac ukve gasagebi unda iyos...
uecrad erTi kaci movida, 20 wlisa Tu iqneboda. saxe kargad ver gavarCie. saxeze Rimili efina. Tavi damiqnia. misi sicili raRac arabunebrivi iyo. maSinve vkiTxe: `kacis SeWma gamarTlebuli
saqcielia?~ man siciliTve mipasuxa: `Tu mousavlianoba ar aris, ra saWiroa kacis SeWma.~ me umal
mivxvdi, rom isic erT-erTi maTgani iyo, isic siamovnebiT miirTmevda adamianis xorcs. gambedaoba
gamiasmagda da isev vkiTxe.
`ese igi gamarTlebuli saqcielia?~
`ra SekiTxvaa. gcodnia ra Senc . . . xumroba. . . . dRes kargi amindia.~
amindi marTlac kargia, mTvarec kargad anaTebs. magram me mainc unda vikiTxo `gamarTlebuli
saqcielia~?
is moiRuSa da dabneulad mipasuxa _ `ara . . .~
`araa gamarTlebuli saqcieli? maSin ratomRa Wamen?!~
`es ar moxdeboda~
`ar moxdeboda? Lanwicun-Si namdvilad SeWames adamiani, wignSic weria. es dResaviT naTelia!~
mas maSinve Seecvala saxe, foladis feri daedo. damaSterda da miTxra: `SeiZleba asec aris,
gana odiTganve ase ar iyo . . .~
`radgan odiTganve ase iyo, ese igi gamarTlebuli saqcielia?~
`SenTan amis ganxilvas ar vapireb. saerTod amaze ar unda saubrobde. Tu isaubreb, Senve
waageb!~
me Sevxti, Tvalebi davaWyite. is kaci ki gaqra. mTel tanze oflma damasxa. is Cems Zmaze
bevrad ufro axalgazrda Canda da CemTvis moulodnelad isic maTs maraqaSi gareuliyo. uTuod
mSoblebma Caunerges. vSiSob, ukve Svilsac aswavla. amitom TiTistola bavSvebic ki gaborotebiT
Semomcqerian.
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kacis SeWma surT, Tan eSiniaT, rom Tavad ar Seiqnen sxvisi lukma. yvelani erTmaneTs eWviTa
da gamWoli mzeriT akvirdebian.
kargi iqneboda, es azri rom ar aekviatebinaT. mSvidad imuSavebdnen, ivlidnen, SeWamdnen da
daiZinebdnen. amisTvis mxolod karis zRurbls unda gadaabijon, mxolod erTi wamia saWiro. magram isini _ mama-Svili, da-Zma, col-qmari, megobrebi, mowafe-maswavlebeli, mter-moyvare da erTmaneTisTvis ucxo sxva xalxi, yvela gaerTianda, erTmaneTs aqezeben, erTmaneTs win eRobebian da
sikvdilis SiSiTac ki zRurbls miRma bijsac ar wadgamen.
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gamTeniisas wavedi ufrosi Zmis mosaZebnad. is derefnidan gamavali karis win idga da cas
Sehyurebda. maSinve uknidan mivuaxlovdi, karSi Cavdeqi da friad dinjad da Tavazianad mivmarTe:
_ `Zmao, raRac minda giTxra.~
_ `barem miTxari,~ - man naCqarevad moabruna saxe da Tavi damiqnia.
_ `sul ramdenime sityvas getyodi, magram saTqmels Tavs ver vuyri. Zmao, Tavdapirvelad,
albaT, yvela velur adamians miurTmevia cotaodeni adamianis xorci. mogvianebiT isini sxvadasxva
mrwamss eziarnen, amitom zogni ukve aRar Wamdnen adamianis xorcs, sakuTari srulyofilebisken
swrafva daiwyes, Seicvalnen da iqcnen namdvil adamianebad. marTalia, zogi isev kaciWamiad darCa,
amitom mwerebis msgavsad zogi Tevzad iqca, zogi _ frinvelad, zogi _ maimunad. ase grZeldeboda,
sanam adamianebad iqceodnen. zogi ki ukeTesobisken ar miiltvoda da dRevandlamde mwerebad
darCnen. kaciWamiebs Tu SevadarebT maT, vinc ar Wams kacis xorcs, romeli maTgania samarcxvino.
vSiSob, mwerebic ki ar arian ise dakninebuli maimunebTan SedarebiT, rogorc kaciWamiebi arakaciWamiebTan SedarebiT.
`i-m Tavisi vaJi moxarSa da mihgvara Zie-sa da Wou-s SesaWmelad. es odiTganve ase iyo. vin
moTvlis ramdenma wyalma Caiara mas Semdeg, rac fan ku-m zeca da xmeleTi gahyo i-as vaJamde; i-as
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vaJidan su silin-amde; su silin-idan kidev lanwicun-Si avazakis SeWmamde.
maT Cemi SeWma surT. Sen erTi, ra Tqma unda, veras gaxdebi. da mainc, ratom SeuerTdi im
gunds. kaciWamiebisgan kargs arafers unda elode. isini me SemWamen, mere Senc mogibrundebian da
sxva Tanagundelebsac SeWamen. magram sakmarisia erTi nabijis gadadgma, yvelafris dauyovnebliv
Secvla da adamianTa Soris mSvidoba damyardeba. miuxedavad imisa, rom odiTganve ase iyo, Cven
xom SegviZlia dRes gansakuTrebiT veswrafoT srulyofilebas. Tqvi, rom ase ar SeiZleba! Zmao,
me mjera, rom Sen SegiZlia amis Tqma, guSinwin xom uTxari moijares, rom ar SeiZleba ijaris Semcireba.~
is Tavidan mxolod civad iRimeboda. ucbad mzera gaupirquSda. rogorc ki maTs bnel saqmeebs
Sevexe, saxe erTTavad moeRuSa. WiSkars gareT xalxi Segroviliyo. Wan kuiven-ic Tavisi ZaRliT maT
Soris iyo. kiserwagrZelebulebi idgnen da mTeli gulisyuri aqeT hqondaT. zogs saxe ar uCanda,
TiTqos naWriT hqondaT Seburuli. zogi ki Zveleburad pirquSi saxiT pirmokumuli icinoda. kargad vicnob maT, yvelani, rogorc erTi, kaciWamiebi arian. magram isic vici, rom yvela gansxvavebulad fiqrobs. erTni fiqrobdnen, rom saWiroa kacis SeWma, radgan es odiTganve ase iyo; sxvebs
miaCniaT, rom dauSvebelia, magram Zveleburad agrZeleben kaciWamiobas, Tan eSiniaT, vinmem rom ar
amxilos. amitom, rac Cems naTqvams mokres yuri, ufro aRSfoTdnen, Tumca, mokumul pirze kvlav
civi Rimili daTamaSebdaT.
am dros ufrosi Zma uecrad ganrisxda da maT xmamaRla moTxova gzis gaTavisufleba.
`yvelani gareT gadiT! giJi ra sayurebelia!~
amasobaSi me maT kidev erT eSmakobas Cavxvdi. maT araTu ar surT gamosworeba, aramed
yvelaferi winaswar hqondaT momzadebuli. maT winaswar momarges momdevno giJis niRabi. momavalSi Tu SemWamen, araferi daSavdeba. vSiSob, zogs es amaRelvebladac moeCveneba. im borotmoqmedis SeWmis drosac, romelzec moijarem gviambo, uTuod es xerxi gamoiyenes. es maTTvis Cveuli,
ZvelisZveli xrikia.
Cen laou-c brazmoreuli Semovida. rogorc ar unda damadumon, me mainc pirSi mivaxli am
xalxs:
_ `Tqven SegiZliaT SeicvaloT, gulwrfelad SeicvaloT! unda SeignoT, rom momavalSi amqveynad aRar dauSveben kaciWamiebis arsebobas.
_ `Tu ar gamoswordebiT, Tavadac sxvisi lukma SeiqnebiT. bevrnic rom iyoT, mainc gaganadgureben namdvili adamianebi ise, rogorc monadireebma amoxoces mglebi! ise, rogorc mwerebi
gadaSendnen!~
is xalxi Cen laou-m kinwiskvriT gayara. ufrosi Zma sadRac gaqra. Cen laou oTaxSi Cems Seyvanas cdilobda. oTaxSi ukuni sibnele iyo. svetebma da TaRebma Cems Tavs zemoT rweva daiwyes. cota
xans irweodnen, mere uecrad gadiddnen da zed damacvivdnen.
Zalian mZime iyo, Zvra ver vuyavi. maT Cemi sikvdili surdaT. mivxvdi, rom maTi simZime
moCvenebiTi iyo, maSinve Tavi davaRwie. oflad daviRvare, magram mainc unda vTqva:
_ `Tqven dauyovnebliv unda SeicvaloT, gulwrfelad unda SeicvaloT! unda SeignoT, rom
momavalSi kaciWamiebs aRar gaaWaWaneben . . .~
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arc mze Cans, karic ar iReba. yovel dRe mxolod orjeradi kveba.
xelSi saWmlis Cxirebs vawvaleb da Cemi Zma maxsendeba. vici, umcrosi dis daRupvaSic misi
xeli urevia. im dros Cemi da xuTi wlisa iyo, sayvareli, sabralo Sesaxedaobis. sul Tvalwin midgas. deda ganuwyvetliv tiroda, Cemi Zma ki arwmunebda dedas, rom ar etira. albaT imitom, rom
TviTon SeWama, dedis tirili ki sindiss uqenjnida, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, kidev SerCa sindisis
grZnoba.
ar vici, dedam icoda Tu ara, rom da ufrosma Zmam SeWama.
SeiZleba dedam es icoda, magram tirilis dros ar uxsenebia. SeiZleba miaCnda kidec, rom ase
iyo saWiro.
maxsendeba erTxel, ase oTxi-xuTi wlis viqnebodi, saxlis win vijeqi da sigriliT vtkbebodi,
roca ufrosma Zmam miTxra: deda an mama Tu cudad gaxdeba, Svilma unda amoiWras xorci, moxarSos
da avadmyofs miarTvas. mxolod am SemTxvevaSi iqnebi kargi adamianio. dedas ar uTqvams, rom ase ar
SeiZleba. Tu erTi naWris SeWma SeiZleba, ese igi mTlianad adamianis SeWmac, bunebrivia, SeiZleba.
magram misi imdRevandeli tirili rom maxsendeba, exlac ki guli mikvdeba. marTlac daujerebeli
ambavia!
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meti fiqris Tavi aRara maqvs.
dResRa mivxvdi, rom iq vcxovrob, sadac oTxi aTasze meti welia ganuwyvetliv miirTmeven
adamianis xorcs. umcrosi da im dros daiRupa, rodesac ojaxis saqmeebs Zma uZRveboda. gamoricxuli araa, rom man dis xorci sadilSi Seapara da Cumad gvaWama.
gamoricxuli araa, rom me uneblied vWame umcrosi dis xorcis ramdenime naWeri, axla ki Cemi
jeric dadga . . .
me, romelsac ukve oTxi aTasi welia, rac kaciWamia mqvia, aqamde ar vicodi, magram axla mivxvdi, ra Znelia WeSmariti adamianis povna!
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netav, kidev Tu arian bavSvebi, romlebsac adamianis xorci ar ugemiaT?
gadaarCineT bavSvebi . . .
1918 wlis aprili
lu siun-i (1881-1036) mwerali, mTargmneli da sazogado moRvawe. XX saukunis I naxevris Cinuri literaturis metri.
mTargmneli eliso elisaSvili
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Wang ailin-i
张爱玲
CinelTa moZRvrebani
中国人的宗教
es Cemi mcire naweri, ase vTqvaT, pawia samSvenisi, an TavSesaqcevi, ucxoelTaTvis daiwera,
amdenad, Zalze zerelea. me vfiqrob, rom amgvar nawarmoebebSi yvelaferi martivad, naTlad da
gasagebad unda iyos gadmocemuli, ise, rogorc es saskolo saxelmZRvaneloebSia xolme.
garegnulad, erTi SexedviT, iqmneba STabeWdileba, TiTqos Cinelebs religia, sarwmunoeba
saerTod ar gaaCniaT. inteligencia, ganswavluli, ganaTlebuli Cinelebi didi xania rac aTeistebi
gaxlavan. budizmma, cxadia, mZlavri zegavlena moaxdina Cinur odindel filosofiur msoflxedvaze, magram es sul sxva sakiTxia. budizms TiTqmis araviTari kvali ar dauCnevia rigiTs Cinelebze, vinaidan Cinuri literatura mTlianad, TaviT bolomde, iWvneulia, urwmunoa da aRsavsea
diadi kaeSniT. xalisi da silaRe martooden nivTier wvrilmanebSi Tu sWvivis xolme. esaa mizezi,
rom romanebSi _ `tyemlis rto oqros larnakSi~ da `sizmari wiTel sasaxleSi~ uamravi furcelia
gajerebuli sufris rCeuli, gasaocari, Zvirfasi kerZebis CamonaTvaliTa da aRwerilobiT. es
wvrilmanebi sainteresoa da maTi kiTxvac gitacebT, magram raime gansakuTrebul mizans ar emsaxureba. ubralod, saamoa da esTetikuri. ZiriTadi, mTavari laitmotivi ki maradJam tragikuli
gaxlavT. yvelaferi, rac ki adamianis sicocxles, cxovrebas Seexeba, yofierebis sicarieleze, mis
fuW arssa da amaoebaze gviTiTebs.
Cinelebze mTel msoflioSi aseTi warmodgenaa Seqmnili _ Cinelebs dedamiwaze mcxovrebi danarCeni xalxebisgan is ganasxvavebs, rom maTTvis sawuTro, amqveyniuri cxovreba aris amaoeba amaoTa
da yovelive amao. amavdroulad, ucxoelTaTvis es STabeWdileba yovel jerze axalia, aRmoCenismagvari ram. Tumca aqve mTavrdeba. ufro win maTi Ffiqri Tu fantazia, ubralod, veRarc ki miiwevs. TiToeul Cinels, imis Semyures, Tu rogor cviva mdinari wylis nakadSi yvavilTa furclebi,
an kidev gazafxulis niavs SublmiSverils, mTvaris momzirals, ZaluZs cremli afrqvios, an Rrma
oxvra aRmoxdes, suliTa da guliT SeigrZnos wuTisoflis wamiereba, swrafwarmavloba. da amiT
yvelaferi amoiwureba, fiqrs metad aRar atanen Zalas, aRar uRrmavdebian sakiTxs. CinelTa azriT,
sikvdili gardauvali ramaa, TumcaRa, am mizeziT guls sruliadac ar itexen, cxovrebis gemos ar
kargaven, sasowarkveTas ar eZlevian, cxovrebis fskerze ar ecemian, ar xarboben, sxvis ubedurebaze xels ar iTboben, sxvisas ar ixveWen, ar iryvnebian. evropelTaTvis aseTi qceva logikuric
iqneboda. ai, magaliTad, aRorZinebis xanaSi, rogorc ki moispo `maradiuli sicocxlis~ rwmena,
myisve Tavi misces igavmiuwvdomel TavSeqceva-gasarTobebs, an kidev sapirispirod _ borotebas
mieZalnen. da es yvelaferi friad mCqefared mimdinareobda.
Cinelebs, vinc ganaTlebulia, wignieria, miaCniaT, rom adamiani ubralod wlidan wlamde cxovrobs, arsaiT miiswrafvis, bolos, sicocxlis dasrulebis Semdeg ki, arsad aRmoCndeba; mTeli Taobebi ar miiswrafvian raimesken, ar mieltvian araviTar saboloo mizans. Tuki es marTlac asea, maS
raRaa cxovrebis azri, ra yofila daniSnuleba sicocxlisa? aseTi kiTxva CinelTaTvis gansjis sagani sruliadac ar aris, vinaidan sicocxle, asea Tu ise, arsebobs, TavisTavad arsebobs, myofobs.
rarig ganvkargavT Cven Cvens cxovrebas, amas araviTari mniSvneloba ar aqvs. rasakvirvelia, yvelas
surs cxovreba saamuri iyos, iyos SesaZlebloba sicocxliT tkbobisa. da yvelam kargad uwyis, rom
amis miRweva mxolod da mxolod adaT-wesebis dacvis meoxebiTaa SesaZlebeli. amasTanave, Cinelebi
Zalze frTxilad, sakuTari TavisTvis sicarielis pawawkintela nawils usaTuod inarCuneben _ es
ar niSnavs janysa da amboxs, an kidev idumalebis auxsneli, TeTri, nislisebri safariT Seburvas. es
igivea, ufskrulis pirs miWenebul cxens droulad rom amosdo lagami. es igivea, rac Cinur ferweraSi damkvidrebuli carieli, Seuvsebeli adgilis datovebis mkacri moTxovna. sicarielisTvis
gverdis avla, ubralod, SeuZlebelia, rameTu mis gareSe naxatis Sinagani wonasworoba irRveva.
xelovnebaSic da cxovrebaSic yvelaze Zneli isaa, mixvde, Tu rodis unda SeCerde, ra unda ikmaro.
yvelaze Zvirfasi, rac CinelTaTvis saamayoa, es isaa, rom aqvT TviTkmari, zRvardadebuli mSvenierebis esTetika.
mdabio fenas, ra Tqma unda, es yvelaferi sruliad ar ainteresebs. maTi arseboba TiTqosda ukmari Jangbadis sivrceSi miedineba. mdabioTa moZRvreba uricxvi patar-patara crurwmenebis
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namsxvrev-namcvrevTa nazavia, iseTebis, magaliTad, rogorebicaa horoskopi, sulebi da landimoCvenebebi, mela-maqciebi, marxvebi. maRali sazogadoebisa da mdabio fenis, swavlulebisa da muSaglexobis, msoflmxedvelobas urTierTSexebis erTi wertili aqvT _ esaa winaparTa pativiscema, winaparTa kulti. Tumca inteligenciisaTvis es mxolod da mxolod sulieri cxovrebis arsia. isini
pativs miageben rogorc cocxal, ise gardacvlil winaprebs, icaven siao-s, TumcaRaGgardacvlili
winaprebis mimarTac gansakuTrebuli pativiscemiT arian ganmsWvaluli. amasTanave, sagulisxmoa,
rom winaparTa pativiscemis cnebas religiasTan araferi aqvs saerTo, odnavi siaxlovec ki ar
gaaCnia.
CinelTa sanukvari survili
rogorc ki xels mihyofT CineTis siRrmiseul Seswavlas, umalve aRmoaCenT, rom yvela Cinels, mis azrovneba-qmedebas, zurgs ukan erTi da igive religiuri foni aqvs. swavlulni da mdabioni, ganaTlebulni da uwignuri xepreebi mxolod erTi niSniT gansxvavdebian erTimeorisagan: naswavli xalxi mciredmorwmunea, magram amas ar aRiarebs; tetiebi aRiareben, magram didad ar swamT.
sulis amgvar miuxelTebel mdgomareobas Tavisi sarCuli, erTgvari safeneli aqvs. es budizmi
da tao-izmi gaxlavT. amave dros, es orive moZRvreba aRreulia neotaoizmis uTvalav sulebTan,
sienJen-ebTan, istoriul pirebTan, crurwmenebTan, romelnic ukve aTaswleulebia rac CinelTa
gonebaSi CaWedil-Cakirulan. yvelafer amis Sedegad CinelTa cnobiereba WeSmarit, pirvelqmnil
budizms friad daSorebulia. dabali fenis warmomadgenelTa rwmenas aqvs sakuTari struqtura.
es struqtura wvril-wvrili namsxvrevebisa da aTasgvari danaSrevebisganaa Sedgenili. misi dabejiTebuli, gamowvlilviTi Seswavla jer veravin SeZlo. vfiqrob, es imitom xdeba, rom struqtura
zedmiwevniT nacnobia. Tuki dabal fenaSi Rrmad fesvgadgmuli crurwmenebi Cinuri msoflaRqmis
ganuyofeli Semadgeneli nawilia, maS, nuTu SeiZleba amas crurwmena ewodos?
amasTanave, gana SeiZleba amgvari msoflaRqma sarwmunoebad, mrwamsad miviCnioT? rac ufro
meti daJinebiT CaekiTxebiT Cinel glexs, mxvnel-mTesvels, miT ufro naklebi simtkiciT gipasuxebs
igi amgvar SekiTxvaze. ukidures SemTxvevaSi, SeiZleba Tqvas: `gardacvlilTa sulebi, albaT, mainc
arseboben, xom ki? magram me maTTvis Tvalic arasodes momikravs.~ axla rac Seexeba ganaTlebul,
ganswavlul xalxs. isini sakvirveli simtkiciT gipasuxeben: `aseTi sisuleleebisa ar mjera.~ simarTle rom vTqva, isini marTlac ar cruoben, magram maTi azrovneba da maTi qmedeba ukve didi
xania, Tumc farulad, magram TandaTan sul ufro metad iZens religiuri fonis Seferilobas. maTi
azriT, dajerebad ar Rirs, magram survili yvelaferi amis rwmunebisa mainc ara da ar qreba. sarwmunoeba xom sanaxevrod survili da moTxovnilebaa. modiT, vnaxoT, rogoria CinelTa survili.
jojoxeTi Cinurad
Cinelebs swamT tao-uri samoTxe da budisturi jojoxeTi an, Tu gnebavT, qveskneli, saiqio.
Ggardacvalebis Semdeg yvela suli iq moxvdeba, raTa ganvlos samsjavro. magram es Cinuri jojoxeTi sruliadac ar hgavs qristianul jojoxeTs, sadac, rogorc wesi, codvilni, borotmosurne da
borotmoqmedi sulebi cecxlis alSi idagebian. Cvenebur, Cinur jojoxeTSi ufro `xalvaTobaa~.
Cinuri jojoxeTi, ase vTqvaT, `gamWol qars~, ganiavebas, anu sulis moTqmis SesaZleblobas iZleva. in-is samyaroSi, TavisTavad cxadia, maradi mimwuxri mkvidrobs, mudmivad bind-bundi sufevs,
TumcaRa, isec xdeba, rom es samyaro zesknelis qalaqebsac Camohgavs. qalaqebSi ki, mogexsenebaT,
stumaric bevria, mimsvlel-momsvlelic, mogzauric. maT, anu stumar-mogzaurebs, friad izidavs
jojoxeTi, sapyrobile, Cinuri gagebiT, qvesknelis meTvramete sarTulze romaa ganTavsebuli.
gvami, suli rogorc ki aRmoxdeba, misgan xuen-i rogorc ki amofrindeba, xetialis Semdeg saiqioSi
amoyofs Tavs. iq, qvesknelSi ki, ueWvelad Tavis gardacvlil naTesav-megobar-amxanagebs gadaeyreba. isini ki iseve, rogorc gamyoli mogzaurebs, moaxilvinebs, miaTvalier-moaTvalierebinebs
suleTs, miatar-moatarebs iqaurobas. aseTi ram Cveulebrivi ambavia. Tu rogori Sesaxedaobisani
arian kui, gardacvlilTa sulebi, amis Taobaze aTasgvari varaudi arsebobs. maT Soris yvelaze
ufro akademiuri Teoriis arsi aseTia _ suli mxolod da mxolod haeris erTi ylupia. igi, marTalia, ar ganifant-ganibneva, magram mainc haeria. am Teoriis Tanaxmad rux-monacrisfro, fermkrTali suli hgavs sifrifana qaRaldze amoWril konturs, nel siosac rom ver uZlebs, sul
ufro da ufro Txeldeba, da, bolos, uCinardeba. amitomacaa, rom axalTaxali kui ufro didia,
Zveli ki _ ufro patara. magram masobrivi azrovneba umetes SemTxvevaSi mkafio, fotografiulad
zusti msgavsebiskenaa midrekili. ase rom, Cveulebrivi kui maT warmodgenaSi cocxal adamianTa
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saxeebis identuria.
saiqioSi policielebi iseve dasdeven da iWeren gardacvlilTa sulebs, rogorc amas yvela
drois policielebi sCadian. uzenaes sasamarTloSi taxtze dabrZanebulia uzenaesi msajuli min
vang-i. mis TiToeul xelqveiTs ganswavluli da moxerxebuli moxeleebis sulTa rigebidan irCeven.
sulebs, romlebmac es cxovreba keTilad ganvles da qvelmoqmedebasac eweodnen, maleve aTavisufleben da isinic oqros kibis safexurebiT zecaSi adian. borotsa da borotmoqmedTa sulebs ki
maTi danaSaulis simZimisa da Taviseburebis gaTvaliswinebiT sxvadasxvagvari sasjeli moeliT. ai,
meqrTameebs, magaliTad, galRvobil spilenZs asmeven, Tanac ulevi raodenobiT.
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CanasaxSi moxvedra
rigiTi, Cveulebrivi adamianebi Tavdapirvelad CanasaxSi unda moxvdnen, xolo Semdeg ki am
Canasaxis saxiT ganagrZon sicocxle. ai, am sicocxleSi gaumarTlebs, iRbali gauRimebs Tu ara,
mTlianad imazea damokidebuli, Tu rogor iqceoda adamiani winare cxovrebaSi. kargi adamianebi
mdidar ojaxebSi daibadebian. Tuki adamiani kargia, magram arcTu unaklo, maSin igi daibadeba mdidari ojaxis qaliSvilad, rameTu qalis xvedri mamakacisaze ufro mZimecaa da mwarec. Tuki adamiani uwindel cxovrebaSi uzneo da uvargisi iyo, maSin igi an msaxurad, an kidev mdabioTa ojaxis
pirmSod moevlineba qveynierebas. SesaZloa sruliad mdabal arsebad _ cxoveladac ki daibados.
amrigad, yasabi, sayasboSi rom xocavs pirutyvs, daibadeba Rorad, xolo mevale, romelsac vali
ar gaustumrebia _ saxedrad, cxenad, an kidev xarad moevlineba am wuTisofels da swored imas
daudgeba msaxurad da xelis biWad, visi valic winare cxovrebaSi emarTa.
manam, vidre suli xorcs ganeyofeba, kui-m unda Sesvas mixung Tang-i, sasmeli, raTa yvelaferi,
rac ki winamaval cxovrebas Seexeboda, daiviwyos. Aamis Semdeg suls mierekebian uzarmazari, dakbiluli borblisaken. suli SiSiT aqeT-iqiT acecebs Tvals, xan zeviT imzireba, xan qvemoT Caixedavs, amasobaSi ki erT-erTi wvrilfexa zedamxedveli mujluguns kravs mas da igi uceb, pirdapir
means, bebia-qals Cauvardeba xelSi. cxovrebis Carxis trialis, wrebrunvis amgvari xateba TiTqmis yvela aRmosavlur rwmenaSi damkvidrebula, magram arsad araa igi warmoCenili ise mkafiod,
imgvari cxovrebiseuli simarTliT, rogorc es CinurSia. aba, erTi warmoidgineT bavSvebi, romlebic sajdomze molurjo, muqi laqiT ibadebian, miCneulni arian mxdalebad, radgan dabadebisas
SiSiT iyvnen Sepyrobilni da arafrisdidebiT ar surdaT uzarmazari borblidan Camoxtoma, xolo
zedamxedveli iZulebuli iyoO panRuri amoekra da ase Camoegdo borblidan. imqveynidan amqveynad,
zecidan dedamiwaze amitom ibadebian `dalilavebul-dalaqulni~. am Svilebs dedebi sajdomze alersiT uTaTuneben da Tan sayveduroben: `oh, Cemo kargo, ratom ar gindoda amqveynad movlineba?~
usiamovnebani marTlmsajulebis kanon-wesebTan
danaSaulis gamo sasjeli gardauvalia. yvelani qvesknelSi, jojoxeTSi ganvisjebiT da
sasjeli, SesaZloa, rogorc momaval, ise amJamindel cxovrebaSic gvewios. Svili, romelic mSoblebs ukadrisad epyroba, aseve Sobs Svils, mSobels pativs rom ar miagebs. qalbatons, romelic
Tavis moaxle-gogos TavSi urtyams da scems, zurgze muwukebi gamoayris. isec xdeba, rom SurisZieba da sasjeli amsofladac gardagxvdeba da jojoxeTSic gveweva. ase magaliTad, iyo erTi kaci,
vinc jojoxeTi moinaxula da iq naxa, Tu rogor umowyalod scemda viRac mamakaci erT mis nacnob
qalbatons. am kacs egona, rom qalbatoni ukve gardacvlili brZandeboda, magram amqveynad rom
mobrunda, aRmoaCina, es qalbatoni, Turme, nu ityvi da, cocxali yofila, mxolod zurgi mTlad
wylulebiT dafarvoda.
sulebis daWera da maTi gasamarTleba yovelTvis rodia kanonieri. aris iseTi SemTxvevebic,
roca mavani mavans moklavs, maSin samarTlebrivi qmedebebi SeiZleba aRarc amoqmeddes da dazaralebuls neba daerTos, raTa Tavad izrunos borotmoqmedis Sepyrobaze. aseT SemTxvevaSi kui xun-i
SeaRwevs damnaSavis gvamSi da damnaSavec dazaralebulis xmiT alaparakdeba, Tavad gaamxels Tavisi
danaSaulis saidumloebas, mere ki, umeteswilad, sicocxles TviTmkvlelobiT daasrulebs. Kkidev
ufro ioli saSualebac arsebobs. es mexis dacemaa. magram aseTi sikvdiliT ufro xSirad umZimesi
danaSaulis Camdenni isjebian, anu isini, vinc sazareli, eniT uTqmeli danaSauli Caidina. mexis
suli moavlens elvas da igi gana marto klavs damnaSaves, mis zurgze warwerebsac tovebs, mis codvebs aRwers. ase gansajeT, gamocemuli, dabeWdilic ki iyo `lei ven~-i, _ amgvar wyevla-krulvaTa
krebuli.
imis gamo, rom adamianur kanonebs uryevi sizuste ar gaaCnia, maTi axsna-ganmarteba, visac
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rogor moesurveba, visac rogor moeprianeba, ise SeuZlia. mizez-sababi ramdenic gnebavT, imdeni
gamoiZebneba. Aamitomacaa, rom kaci verasodes miakvlevs inkuo paoin-is Secdomas. dogma-kanonebis
Tanaxmad Zalian advilia daamtkico, rom danaSauli Cadenilia, magram, amasTanave, verasgziT verc
imas daamtkiceb, danaSauli rom ar arsebobs.
Cinuri saiqio sruliadac ar gaxlavT idumali da mistikurobiT moculi ram. misi axsnaganmarteba Zalian advilic kia. Yyvela wes-kanoni ganviTarebuli Cinuri civilizaciis kanonebis
tolfardia, maT emTxveva. es swored imitom xdeba, rom imqveyniuri kanonebi Tavis safuZvelSive
savsebiT adamianuria da ara RvTaebrivi. amitomacaa, rom gardacvlilTa saufloSi Secdomebi
isevea mosalodneli, rogorc dedamiwaze, amqveyniur cxovrebaSi. gardacvlilis sulma, vidre saiqioSi moxvdeba, aucileblad adgilobriv taZarSi, Ceng xuang miao-Si (Ceng xuang-ze damatebiTi
cnobebi ix. statiaSi `religia~. mTarmgm.) unda ganvlos winaswari sasamarTlo. Ceng xuang miao is
adgilia, sadac imqveyniuri sasamarTlo imarTeba, Ceng xuang-ebi ki, Cveulebriv, amqveyniuri didi
moxeleebi, maRali Tanamdebobis pirebi brZandebian. magaliTad, romanSi _ `sizmari wiTel sasaxleSi~, lin taiiui-s mamam, lin Juxai-m, gardacvalebis Semdeg Ceng xuang-oba daimsaxura. yvela Ceng
xuang-s, rasakvirvelia, aqvs SesaZlebloba qrTami aiRos. Uuzenaesi sasamarTlo ki, jojoxeTSi
romaa ganTavsebuli, SedarebiT ufro samarTliani da piruTvnelia. Tumca, ganaCenTa CanawerebSi
Secdomebi xSir-xSirad mosdiT. qvesknelis moxeleebi TavianT angariSSi mal-male cdebian xolme.
ai, isev magaliTi. vTqvaT, adamians jer kidev ar miuRwevia daTqmuli asakisTvis, is ki sasikvdilodaa gamoWerili, kvdeba. raRa Tqma unda, iseTi SemTxvevebic aris, roca suli Tavgadakluli ibrZvis da aTasgvari Wir-varamiT, didi vai-vaglaxiTa da uamravi sabuTis moSveliebiT moaxerxebs, rom
`isesxos sxeuli, raTa daibrunos suli~. es imitom xdeba, rom misi yofili Tavi da tani, mTeli
sxeuli, im zomamdea dasaxiCrebuli, suls veRarsad SeuRwevia, amis saSualeba mospobilia.
agrerig ratom aRelvebT Cinelebs kubo?
raki sikvdilis Semdgom xelaxali Casaxva SesaZlebeli yofila, isic SeiZleba vivaraudoT,
rom Cinelebis suls _ li xun-s, sxeulisgan sruli damoukidebloba aqvs miniWebuli. ese igi, sxeuli garsia, garsi ki oden droebiTi navsayudeli, xanmokle TavSesafaria sulisa. am TvalsazrisiT
Cinuri Teizmi gansxvavebulia egvipturi Teizmisgan. Cinelebi gvams, cxedars, mniSvnelobas didad
ar aniWeben. magram ucnauri isaa, Tu ratom uTmoben Cinelebi esoden did yuradRebas kubos, sasaxles? ragind did siZnelesa da davidarabasTanac ar unda iyos dakavSirebuli, Cinelebi TavianT
micvalebulebis cxedrebs ucxo miwa-wyalze aramc da aramc ar miatoveben, ueWvelad waasveneben
samSobloSi, raTa sakuTar mamuls, winaparTa sasaflaos miabaron. Cinelebi kubos sacxovrebel
binaze nakleb rodi afaseben. CasasveneblisaTvis gamoiyeneba xis saukeTeso jiSebi. rac ufro
mZime iqneba sakubove masala, miT ukeTesi. xis masalis wonisa da misi simZimis gamo binidan kubos oTxiT dawyebuli samocdaoTxi, zog SemTxvevaSi meti, mamakaci gamoasvenebda xolme. Tuki iq,
sadac micvalebuli asvenia, saubedurod, xanZari gaCnda, ojaxi saswrafod gaTxris ormos, raTa
droebiT Caflas kubo da mxolod amis Semdeg uSvelian xolme sakuTar Tavs. Cveulebriv, cdiloben saflavisTvis Tbili da mSrali adgili SearCion. Tuki ise moxda, rom vaJebi da SviliSvilebi
kuboSi sinestes, gamWol qarsa da mwerebs, Wia-Ruas SeniSnaven, isini umal sasowarkveTilebas miecemian. amrigad, FengSiuei-s mecniereba sul ufro da ufro rTuldeba da siRrmiseuli xdeba. am
mecnierebis kvlevis ZiriTadi sakiTxi xom isaa, rom saflavTa mdgomareoba Seiswavlos, vinaidan
adgilmdebareoba saflavisa pirdapir da uSualod moqmedebs STamomavalTa bed-iRbalze.
gadaWarbebuli mzrunveloba gardacvlil winaparTa cxedarze SeiZleba imiT aixsnas, rom CineTSi mSoblebisadmi Svilebis grZnobebi TandaTan aranormalur saxes iZens, akompleqsebs adamians.
CinelTa tradiciis arsi, ase vTqvaT, filosofia, imasac gulisxmobs, rom mSobelTa Tayvaniscemis
suliskveTeba yvelaze diadi grZnobaa, igi adamianis mTel temperaments STanTqavs, igi erTaderTi
misaRebi gancdaa. mSobelTa mimarT pativiscema-Tayvaniscemis grZnobis uzomo ganviTarebam da
amiT sxva grZnobebis daTrgunvam ganapiroba sazogadoebis fsiqikuri mdgomareobis wonasworobis
rRveva. sanimuSo vaJiSvili kaciWamiis sificxiT sakuTari sajdomidanac ki CamoiWris xorcis naWers, raTa wvniani kerZi moumzados avadmyof mSobels. amgvari saqcieli mxolod da mxolod gagiJebulma, gondakargulma Seyvarebulebma Tu SeiZleba Caidinon. naTqvamidan gamomdinare, SeiZleba
davaskvnaT, rom saiqioSi gardasuli mSoblebis imqveyniur keTildReobaze Cineli Svilebis zrunva
srul isteriad iqceva. da es xom savsebiT logikuri Sedegia.
sakuTari TavisTvis kubos SekveTa sruliadac ar gaxlavT TavkerZobis, sakuTari Tavis siyvarulis niSani. es praqtikuli windaxedulebis maCvenebelia. CinelebisTvis, vinc miwaTmoqmedTa
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sazogadoebas ganekuTvnebian, yvelafris momarageba, aTasgvari nivTebis, bargi-barxanisa da nairgvari wiko-makos dagroveba sruliad bunebrivi Cvevaa. mdidar Cinels, upiratesad, axasiaTeben aseTi sityvebiT: `mas beRelSi brinjis maragi ulpeba~. uwin, met-naklebi keTildReobis xanaSi, micvalebulis samoss, kubos, Cveulebriv sayofacxovrebo nivTebTan erTad winaswar iZendnen, windawin
imaragebdnen. xom dadgeboda dRe, roca es yvelaferi saWiro, mosaxmari Seiqneboda.
winaparTa nivTieri keTildReobisTvis mizandasaxuli zrunva, gadaWarbebuli fiqri, didad
uazro da amao arc gaxlavT, radganac suli, romelic jerac ar gardasaxula, vinZlo usasrulo
drois manZilze Seyovndes. warmoidgineT, erTxanobas kamaTic ki iyo gaCaRebuli am gardamaval
dros, Tu sad imyofeba suli, saflavsa Tu firfitaze, sadac winaparTa saxelebia CamoTvlilCamowerili. Cinuri religia abreSumis Zafis aburdul gorgals mogvagonebs. Tauri wveris mikvleva, wverebis SeerTeba da Zafis amoxveva ki zogjer SeiZleba moxerxdes kidec. ase magaliTad,
bedisweris garkveulobis cneba TiTqosda ewinaaRmdegeba cnebas _ `sikeTe sikeTis wil~. magram
ukanasknel wams SeiZleba gamoCndes gamosavali da ori winaaRmdegobrivi sawyisi Tanxmieri Seiqnas.
moxucs, romelsac bedisweram uSviloba daanaTla, Tavisi gulmodginebis Sedegad daugrovdeba
uamravi zneobrivi saqcieli. amis gamo rigiT meore coli mas tyupebs gauCens; momakvdavi moulodnelad SeiZleba mosulierdes da misma sicocxlem kidev aTsa da oc welsac gastanos. gonebaClungma mowafem saxelmwifo moxelis Tanamdebobis mosapovebel gamocdaze moulodnelad SesaZloa gamsvleli qula miiRos.
keTili da boroti sikvdili
Cinelebs sikvdilis Taobaze gansxvavebuli Sexeduleba aqvT. erTia, magaliTad, `sicocxlis
patiosnad dasruleba~. Tuki sikvdili mxolod xandazmulobis, siberis Sedegia, xolo adamiani
mTavar saZinebel oTaxSi miicvala, es imis maCvenebelia, rom igi ojaxis ufrosi yofila. mas Sesatyvisi pativiTac dakrZalaven da memkvidreebic daitireben. marTalia, Cinelebi did mniSvnelobas
aniWeben imas, Tu rogor kvdeba adamiani, magram, amasTanave, am sakiTxs friad zereledac uyureben.
kubos ficarze SeiZleba amotvifruli iyos istoriuli scena, Tanac sakmaod Teatralizebuli,
saxaliso da mimzidveli, vTqvaT, piesa `liui pu lamazman tiaoCan-s earSiyeba`, xolo micvalebulis gasvenebisas samgloviaro musikis nacvlad medoleTa da mesayvireTa didi orkestri rac Zali
da Rone aqvs ukravdes klasikuri operis `su san, nu tiri~-s nawyvets.
Cinelebi ar amboben _ `mokvda`, isini amboben _ `gauCinarda, viTarca zecis mkvidri`, an kidev
`dasavleTSi gauCinarda~ (es niSnavs, rom adamiani Sakiamunis samSobloSi gaeSura, beds ewia). CvenSi
kubos uwodeben dRegrZelobis WurWels. Tuki kubos mxiaruli suraTebic amSvenebs, maSin yovelgvari Wir-varami da sikvdilic advili mogveCveneba, ioladac SeveguebiT da arc arafrad CavagdebT. amavdroulad, boroti sikvdili Cinelebs mainc SiSis zarsa scems. es imitom, rom amgvari
sikvdiliT daxocilebs xelmeore dabadebis, xelaxali gardaqmnis SesaZlebloba espobaT. isini
unda daelodon Tavisnairsave bedkruls, raTa misi sxeuli Tavisi sxeulis sanacvlod Caigdon
xelSi. amitomaa, rom aseTi gardacvlilis suli yovel Rones xmarobs, aTasgvar xriks daeZebs da
yvelanairad cdilobs Seacdinos vinme, raTa man Tavi moiklas, gul-xeli Tavisi nebiT daikrifos.
Tuki vinme cud guneba-ganwyobazea, an kidev sasowarkveTas Seupyria, gardacvlilis suli gaSmagebiT iwyebs am xelsayreli SemTxvevis Tavis sasikeTod gamoyenebas. im SemTxvevaSi, Tu gardacvlili
adamiani Tavis CamoxrCobis Sedegadaa mkvdari, igi msxverplis cxvirwin Toks Camoakonwialebs da
zed lamaz gvirgvinsac miamagrebs. mere Tavis msxverpls miityuebs, raTa yulfSi gaayofinos Tavi
da rogorc ki msxverpli amis gaakeTebas Seecdeba, imwamsve, myisve, Toks gamonaskvavs. moulodneli sikvdilic asevea. Tuki sadme erTxel mainc moxda Sejaxeba, avaria, iq, ueWvelad, gameordeba
kidec. kaociao-Si romaa sacurao auzi, sayovelTaodaa cnobili, rom iq yovelwliurad meordeba
sakuTari nebiT daxrCobis SemTxvevebi. Cans, gardacvlilTa sulebi obobas, an mtacebeli cxovelis
msgavsad, TavianTi ulmobeli instiqtebiT moqmedeben.
araadamiani matyuarebi
suleTs, sulebis samyaros, Cinelebi cocxal, mdabal arsebebTan aigiveben. aseTebi gaxlavan:
mela-maqciebi, eSmakeuli mcenareebis, eSmakeuli, jadosnuri yvavilebis sulebi. yvela es, am juris
yvela arseba, adamianze ufro dabal safexurze imyofeba, magram arafris didebiT ar surs daemorCilos adamians, aramc da aramc ar nebavs Tavi mdabio arsebad miiCnios. maTi yvelaze sanukvari
survilia, radac ar unda daujdeT, saxeobaTa ganviTarebis safexurebs gadaaxtnen da sakuTari
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Tavis srulyofis gziT adamianis SesaZleblobebi xelT moigdon, daeuflon, daepatronon, vinaidan
adamianuri yofiereba yvelaze srulyofilia, xolo Tavad adamiani, suldgmul arsebaTa Soris
yvelaze srulqmnili forma gaxlavT yofierebisa. mdabali warmoSobis arsebebi TavianTi briyvuli
da mwiri cxovrebiT ukmayofiloni gaxlavan. imisTvis, raTa adamianuri samSvinveli odnav mainc
SeiTvison, mzad arian yvelanairi xerxiT, nebismieri xifaTis gadalaxvis gziT, xelSi Caigdon samSvinveli, suliereba. amis saSualebas ki mxolod parva, taceba, qurdoba iZleva. xandaxan es arsebani
mzeTunaxavebad gadaiqcevian da mamakacebs jer miizidaven, xolo Semdeg ki Zal-Rones gamoaclian,
maTs mamakacur energias Tavad Seisrutaven, STanTqaven, gaiTaviseben.
adamianTa da avsulTa, eSmakeul-jadoqarTa samyaro erTian sivrcesa da droSia ganfenili. am yovelives erTi da igive dro-Jami, erTiani sivrce aqvs. ai, amitomaa kosmosSi siviwrove,
gaWediloba. es sazizRari arsebebi ras ar sCadian, ras ar kadruloben, raTa adamianTa veragobas
gadaaWarbon. TavianTi bneli zraxvebis gansaxorcieleblad isini daeZeben imgvar arsebebs, visac
advilad daipyroben, visac iolad daimorCileben, xelmocarulebs, aRnagobiT, tanadobiTa da zneobrivad sustebs, undilebs, dondloebs, gamorCeulad ki znedacemulebs. magram, Tuki patiosansa
da pirdapirs, uSualosa da gulRia adamianebs waawydebian, iseTebs, visac maRali Tanamdebobebi
uWiravT, vinc bednierni da warmatebulni arian da, rac umTavresia, Tuki maT zneobrivi simtkicec
axasiaTebT, maSin es boroti arsebebi myisve ukan ixeven. adamianebi saSineli wnexis qveS cxovroben.
es aris zewola sazogadoebrivi cxovrebisa, da, amasTanave, aTasi juris sulebis zewola. zewola
gulisxmobs imas, rom sulebi dReniadag, dRisiTa Tu RamiT, uTvalTvaleben adamians, wuTiTac ar
acileben Tvals, Casafrebulni arian. amavdroulad, Zliersa da moazrovne adamians Seswevs unari ar SeuSindes am maqciebsa da land-moCvenebebs. isini xom oden unebisyofo, sust, TavkerZa da
gulCaTxrobil adamians ijabneben, anu imaT, vinc TviTganviTarebisa da TviTsrulyofis saqmeSi
erTob moikoWlebs, pasiuria. Tvaluwvdeni zRva arsebobs zRaprebisa da moTxrobebisa imis Taobaze, Tu rarig Sesabralisad emudarebian gardacvlili qmrebi TavianT cocxlad darCenil colebs, raTa isini xelaxla ar gaTxovdnen, xelmeored ar daqorwindnen. es gardacvlili qmrebi
sapatarZlos saqorwilo taxtrevanTan Rapa-RupiT Rvrian cremls, an kidev axladdaqorwinebulTa
saZinebel oTaxSi mTel Rames moTqvamen da zluquneben, magram amiT ukve veRarafris Secvla veRar ZaluZT. amave dros, zecis mkvidrTa cxovreba, marTalia, srulqmnili da mSvenieria, magram
mainc Camouvardeba miwier cxovrebas. es zeciuri cxovreba xom friad da friad erTferovani,
SezRuduli da mosawyenia.
zeca tao-elTa gagebiT
marTalia, tao-elTa moZRvreba mogviTxrobs nefritiT nageb koSkebsa da iaspis mravalsarTulian sasaxleebze, Zvirfasi qvebiT nakeT samoTxis yvavilebsa da mobibine zurmuxtis balaxze,
magram SegrZneba xelSeuxebi, carieli sivrcisa, anu qun pai-sa, mainc arsebobs. es SegrZneba uaxlovdeba tao-elTa dogmas _ `u vei~-s , anu arqmedebas, umoqmedobas. ai, swored es gaxlavT taoelTa gagebiT samoTxeze erTaderTi mkrTali miniSneba. zemoxsenebuli da sxva msgavsi suraTebi
dafuZnebulia Cveni mamulis uZveles, istoriul tradiciaze, iseTze, rogoricaa, vTqvaT, iaspis
RvTaeba (iui xuang-i), uSualod rom ganagebs zecis mkvidrTa uricxv sasaxleebs, gaSualebulad ki
cocxal adamianebsac. ese igi, erTsa da imave dros ganagebs amqveyniur cxovrebasac da saiqiosac.
iaspis RvTaeba mbrZanebelia dasavluri bodisatvasi, Julai-sa da kuanin-isa, iisferi bambukis Walis binadari romaa da sxva danarCeni RmerTebisac. igi maTi feodalia, maTi mmarTvel-gamgebelia.
Tuki miwier, amqveyniur samyaroSi gardaicvleba umanko da niWiT cxebuli qalwuli, mas SeiZleba
iaspis sasaxleSi sefeqalis Tanamdeboba eboZos. magram, Tuki am norC qalRmerTs SemTxveviT gautyda larnaki, an kidev Seuyvarda vinme, an ugunurad icina, an gaearSiya vinmes, kidev meti, Tuki
mas siZvisas waaswres, maSin iaspis RvTaeba mas, ueWvelad, sasjelis niSnad amaoebis, anu amqveyniur
cxovrebaSi daabrunebs. es ambavi xalxuri Tqmulebebis Zvirfas masazrdoebel masalas warmoSobs,
magram samoTxis mosawyen myudroebasa da netarebaSi moulodnelad SeiWrebian xolme meamboxenic
da samoTxis siamtkbilur simSvides arRveven, uCveulo xaliss sZenen zeciuri yofis erTferovansa
da uRimRamo mdinarebas.
zeciuri xelisufleba Sroma-saqmianobas friad mkacrad anawilebs. mas hyavs suli-samoqalaqo moxeleebi, isini, vinc dedamiwaze codna-ganaTlebas, mSvidobian cxovrebasa da sxva amgvar
sakiTxebs meTvalyureoben. da, amasTanave, hyavs suli-meomrebic, suli-simdidrisa da suli-dRegrZelobisa. yovel qalaqs dedamiwaze sakuTari zeciuri Ceng xuang-i ganagebs. TiToeul sofelsac
Tavisi adgilis deda, adgilobrivi suli-wminda hyavs. yvela ojaxis WiSkarze ori mfarveli suli
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unda iyos gamosaxuli. amas garda, arsebobs keriis sulic. TiToeul tbasa Tu wyarosac sakuTari
mefe-drakoni mfarvelobs. da kidev arseboben zecis umaqnisi, muqTaxora binadarnic.
RmerTebis ugulebelyofa
samoTxe, zeskneli, marTalia, usazRvrod vrcelia, ukideganoa, magram qvesknelTan, miwisqveSeTTan SedarebiT igi erTob uferuli da mkrTalia, moklebulia garkveulobasa da sicxades.
es, SesaZloa, imitom xdeba, rom xalxs vera da ver ver Seuqmnia warmodgena misTvis ucxo da ucnobi samoTxis sikeTeze. Tavad samoTxec ar gaxlavT adamianTan did siamtkbilobaSi. Cinelebi,
SeiZleba iTqvas, savsebiT ugulebelyofen kidec samoTxes, SeuZliaT erTob TviTneburad, Tumc,
TavSekavebulad moeqcnen mas, nebavT irwmuneben, nebavT uaryofen. Cinelebis fantazia WeSmaritad
mdgradi, myaria da, amavdroulad, yovelgvari gansacdelisadmi Semguebeli. samagaliTod aviRoT
aseTi SemTxveva. radioTi gadaicema Saosing-uri opera, Seyvarebuli wyvili nazad JRurtulebs.
vaJi mReris: `Cemo angelozo, daiko!~ qali miugebs: `sayvarelo Zamiko, lian!~ da vidre orkestrSi
mevioline Tavis sakravs _ cins aawyobs, diqtori iuwyeba: `yuradReba, yuradReba! Aan anis quCaze,
Hhouli-s Sesaxvevis 13 nomerSi, mesame sarTulze, binaSi elodebian wamals, dusts, mwerebis musris gasavlebad, dauyovnebliv miawodeT!~ da Tumca gancxadeba aseTi Sinaarsisaa, Teatralur-sentimenturi atmosfero sruliadac ar irRveva. msgavs viTarebas yovel nabijze SeiZleba waawydeT
klasikur TeatrSic.
imdenad, ramdenadac Cinelebi didad mgrZnobiare da mRelvare sulisani ar gaxlavan, Cinuri
religiac iolad egueba aTasgvar ugulebelyofas. rogorc geneboT, ise daamcireT, Tundac lanZReT religia. `iaspis RmerTi~, magaliTad, yofa-cxovrebaSi colis aRmniSvneli nacvalsaxelia.
gansakuTrebiT im SemTxvevaSi, roca coli Zalauflebis moyvare, anCxli da kapasia. religiisadmi
mokrZalebulsa da saxumaro damokidebulebas mkveTri zRvari rodi mijnavs. uTvalav RmerTebsa
da sulebs Soris igulisxmeba dedaTadeda vang mu, zecis deda-batoni, deda-Tavadi. Cinuri uZvelesi miTi gviambobs, rom vang mu gonjia, maxinjia. saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi miTma saxe icvala da
vang mu didebul, mzeTunaxav, xandazmul banovanad iqca. kidev arsebobs dedilo ma (an igive ma ku).
igi erT-erTia tao-s religiis rva sienJen-s Soris. es ori qalbatoni _ vang mu da ma ku xSirad
monawileoben zeciur wveulebaTa ceremonialSi rogorc samSvenisebi, samkaulebi, mosarTavebi.
Tumca, isini ar gaxlavan sakulto Tayvaniscemisa da sarwmunoebis sagnebi. amasTanave, Cinelebi
sruliadac ar arian winaaRmdegi, raTa es qalbatonebi maTi erTaderTi saTayvano RvTaebis _
bodisatvas, kuanin-is gverdigverd daabrZanon, mas gautol-gauTanabron. ai, ucxoelebi, magaliTad, xom araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar dauSveben, rom Tovlis papa, an santa klausi agrerigad gauSinaurdes maTs saTayvano RmerTs.
sulis xsna yvelaze dabal donze
sulis xsna, misi gadarCena, yvelas Taviseburad esmis. adamians, romelic amqveyniuri yvela
sazrunaviT, siamtkbilobiTa da misi uamravi saxesxvaobiT kmayofilia, srulebiTac ar swadia `gadarCenilTa~ Soris aRmoCndes. Tuki adamians amqveyniur cxovrebaSi ar Caudenia iseTi saqcieli,
gonierebis sazRvrebs rom scildeba, maS arc moxdeba imgvari danaSauli, ris gamoc xelaxal
cxovrebaSi ufro maRal safexurze asvla rom ver SeZlos.
zogi Cineli, raki xedavs, rom arsebul sinamdvileSi auareba codva-madli trialebs, imedovnebs da eswrafvis, cdilobs, rom garemo asatani Seiqmnas. am mizniT igi umeteswilad miiltvis,
raTa budisturi cxovrebis wess moergos. es imas niSnavs, rom cxovreba mdumarebasa, martoobasa
da umoqmedobaSi unda ganlios. Cinelebi or jgufad SeiZleba daiyon. ufro mSvidi, umoqmedo
morwmuneni _ pensiaze gasuli moxeleebi, xandazmuli mandilosnebi, qvrivi qalbatonebi, colebi,
romelTac verasdidebiT ver moiges meuRleTa gulebi. isini ganmartovdebian xolme mcire senakebSi da iwyeben gadaweras sutrebisa, romelTa Sinaarsi arc esmiT da arc surT rom gaigon. imis
gamo, rom es adamianebi sruliad ganeSornen sazogadoebasa da gare samyaros, amitom aRarc codvis
Cadenis piroba aRar gaaCniaT. amgvari viTareba friad pasiuri sikeTis pirobebs qmnis. aseTi sikeTe
ki adamians imis saSualebas aZlevs Semdgom cxovrebaSi, xelmeored mosvlisas, rom gaiumjobeson
arseboba da saero siamtkbilobiTac ufro xelgaSliT, uxvad isargeblon. amqveyniuri cxovrebisgan sruli ganrideba TiTqmis SeuZlebelia, amitom bevris daTmobaa saWiro. magaliTisTvis aviRoT
marxva. marxva gana mxolod amcirebs codvis Cadenis SesaZleblobas, aqaoda cocxal arsebaTa
daxocvis aucileblobas ganaridebs adamians, aramed imis pirobasac uqmnis, ukiduresi zomebi
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miiRos, anu ar Seeqces cecxlze momzadebul sakvebs. amas xom didi Rirebuleba aqvs. mTeli wlis
manZilze mxolod xiliT Tu gaitan Tavs, bolos da bolos Tma da balani mTlad gagiWaRaravdeba,
Tavadac maimun-sien-ad iqcevi da skup-skupiT gaeclebi am qveyanas. magram momarxule Cinelebs ise
Zalian enatrebaT xorceuli, rom gamoigones `samarxo qaTami`, `samarxo lori~ da kidev ukeTesi
migneba _ `Wreli marxva`, romelic nebas iZleva mxolod da mxolod Tvis pirvelsa da meTxuTmete
dRes, an kidev budas dabadebis dRes imarxulon. morwmune CinelisTvis berad aRkveca da mere ki
kvlav saero cxovrebaSi dabruneba igivea, rac cali fexiT eriskacobaSi, meoreTi ki sasuliero
cxovrebaSi dgoma, ase vTqvaT, saero da sasuliero cxovrebaTa Soris mimodiode. es imitom xdeba,
rom Cineli kaci mtkicedaa darwmunebuli, qvesknelis moxele friad patiosania da igi adamianis
amqveyniuri cxovrebis TiToeul nabijs gulmodgined, bejiTad aRwers.
sawuTros gadarCenis gatanvarjiSebisaTvis Rvwa
axla gadavxedoT sakiTxs, moqmed Cinel axalgazrdobas rom Seexeba. eseni Tavdapirvelad
saero cxovrebas mieltvian xolme. ase vTqvaT, xalxis wiaRSi gadian, xalxSi gaerevian, raTa codnas
daewafon da Zalaufleba moipovon. xolo Semdeg, Tuki kvlav sasuliero cxovrebas mihyofen xels,
SeZenil codna-gamocdilebas usamarTlobis winaaRmdeg sabrZolvelad moimarjveben, ibrZoleben,
raTa daicvan xalxi, gadaakeTon sazogadoeba, gaaumjobeson igi. aseTi adamianebi saaTobiT sxedan
mSvid, aRuSfoTvel mdgomareobaSi, sulSi, gulsa da gonebaSi ki fiqrisa Tu azris natamalsac ar
aWaWaneben. ganTiadze, an SuaRamisas, isini iwyeben sunTqviT varjiSs, anu CaisunTqaven mzisa da
mTvaris Zalas da amiT exmarebian sakuTar Tavs, sakuTar TavSi zekacobis miRwevas lamoben, diadi
eTeris sunTqvas iviTareben. CinelebisTvis varjiSi, marTlac, mistikuri tao-s Seferilobas iZens
da dakavSirebulia iang ci-sa da lien ci-sTan. mokrivis teqnika da gandegilis suli, mwiris samSvinveli, sruliad mSvidobianad Tanaarseboben erTsa da imave pirovnebaSi.
amrigad, Cineli kaci mTeli cxovrebis manZilze muSti-kriviT ikafavs gzas zeciuri samoTxisaken. Cinuri saTavgadasavlo literaturis ZiriTadi azric swored es gaxlavT. CineTSi iseve uxvad ipoveba ambebi skaut-raindebze, rogorc es dasavlur literaturaSia mocemuli. aseTi
romanebis mkiTxveli ki ara marto moswavle-axalgazrdoba, Segirdebi arian, aramed ufro mozrdilebic, mowifuli, zrdasruli adamianebic. Cinur romanebSi abragebi manam, vidre zecis nebis
aRsasruleblad wamoiwyeben brZolas, gadaixvewebian xolme mTaSi imisTvis, raTa farikaoba, muStikrivis ileTebi Seiswavlon da, saerTod, qcevis adaT-wesebs daeuflon. adamianuri yofa-cxovrebis
gasaumjobeseblad Tavdapirvelad amqveyniur cxovrebas unda ganerido, mas unda gaecalo, ganSorde. es aucilebeli pirobaa. amgvari Sexeduleba Rrmad aqvs CaWedili tvinSi im adamianebsac ki, vinc
sagmiro-saTavgadasavlo romanebs srulebiTac ar kiTxulobs.
usargeblo, umaqnisi samoTxe
realuri cxovrebis mxolod da mxolod reformireba zogierTTaTvis sruliadac araa sakmarisi. maT maRal doneze gadasvla, maRal safexurze asvla swadiaT. aseT SemTxvevaSi adamianTa
umetesoba Tanaxmaa gaxdes sien-i, magram TiTqmis ar moipoveba msurveli, rom wmindani, suli, an
RvTaeba, anu Sen-i gaxdes. ratom? ratom da imitom, rom, jer erTi, zecaSi Sen-i rom gewodos,
amqveyniur cxovrebaSi didi miRwevebisa da damsaxurebis patroni unda brZandebode. es ki erTob
sadavidarabo ram gaxlavT. meorec erTi, imqveynadac didi moxeleoba gekisreba. es imas niSnavs,
rom unda imsaxuro, pasuxismgeblobac am maRali Tanamdebobis Sesatyvisi dagekisreba. Kkargsa da
ucodvel moxeles, qrTams aramc da aramc rom ar ikadrebs, saiqioSi TavisTavad eniWeba wmindanis,
anu Sen-is wodeba. es RvTaeba imasac daimsaxurebs xolme, rom xalxi mas sakuTar taZarsac augebs.
da es misi erTaderTi upiratesoba gaxlavT. taZris agebis pativi gamorCeulad erTgul colebsa
da ubiwo qalwulebsac SeiZleba ergoT wilad, magram, ai, es miTxariT, geTayva, isurvebs ki mrevli
mas Sesawiri miarTvas, an kidev taZari SeukeTos? es saqme imaze iqneba damokidebuli, Tu ramdenad
moaxerxeben es Sen-ebi mindvrad uxvi mosavali uzrunvelyon. moaxerxeben Tu ara droulad moavlinon wvima. da saerTod, maTi keTildReoba imis anabaraa STenili, Tu raoden sakmari pasuxismgelobiT moekidebian isini xalxis Txovna-mudarisa da vedrebis aRsrulebas.
sienJen-ebi, tao-s moZRvrebaSi rom aqvT dasabami, gacilebiT ufro laRi da Tavisufalni,
SeuboWavi da Tamamni arian. maTi SurT, ufrore ki maT Senatrian. sienJen-ebi cxovroben ming Sinebis cxovrebis wesiT. aseTi cxovreba Zalze msgavsia im cxovrebisa, lin iuiTang-i rom gviqadagebs.
imisTvis, rom sienJen-is wodeba daimsaxuro, savaldebuloa sul cota, naxevari saukune mainc
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misdio srulyofis mtanjvel yofas, anu im yaidis cxovrebiT icxovro, induistebi rom ewevian, magram aramc da aramc indoelebisTvis damaxasiaTebeli TviTdamcireba da sakuTari codvili sulis
gvema ar unda gaimeoro. TumcaRa arian mavanni, aTasgvari fandebiT rom cdiloben sienJen-obis
xelSi Cagdebas. amisaTvis dRegrZelobis alqimiur abebsac ylapaven. SeiZleba, agreTve, zeciuri
xelisuflebis SemweobiT tao-s xalaTi moirgo, an kidev budisturi kvarTiT Seimoso, amoirCio
sibrZnis niWiT cxebuli adamiani, ori-sami sityvis zemoqmedebiT mas sibrZnis Tvali auxilo da
Semdeg oriveni Tvals miefaroT, sivrceSi gauCinardeT, gaqreT. gaivlis ase ormocdaaTiode weli
da uecrad vinme nacnobs SeiZleba sadme gadaeyaroT kidec, mas ki, daxe, wverSi WaRarac gamorevia.
aris SemTxvevebi, roca mavans zeciuri sienJen-ebis rigebSi gaawevrianeben, magram es,
umeteswilad, sruliad moulodnelad xdeba. ubralod, gaumarTlebs xolme, morCa da gaTavda!
sien-i SeiZleba gaxdes sulic, mela-maqciac. magram es maSin moxdeba, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, mavani
gulmodgined Seiswavlis Teizms, anu tao-s religias. zogjer es mela-maqciebi iseTi dabejiTebiT
eswrafvian srulyofas, rom sakuTari sunTqva SeuZliaT manaTobel birTvad aqcion. da Tuki Rame
mTvariania da Tuki mela-maqcias mier gatyorcnil birTvs adamiani CaisunTqavs, maSin igi Tuna-s
niWiT dajildovdeba. magram, erTic vnaxoT, birTvi mavanma xelSic Caigdo da gadaylapa kidec, maS
CaTvaleT, rom mela-maqcias mTeli Sroma-garja wyalSi Caeyara. cxovelebmac, Tuki maradiuli sicocxle swadiaT, jer unda ganvlon gardaqmnaTa grZeli jaWvis erTi rgoli, adamianur cxovrebas
rom niSnavs. amitomaa cxovelebs gacilebiT ufro Sori gza rom aqvT gasavleli da amas droc meti
unda moaxmaron, vidre es adamianebs evalebaT. da mere ki, RmerTma uwyis, rarigad moaxerxeben im
yovelives SenarCunebas, rac gardaqmnaTa ugrZes gzaze Wapan-wyvetiTa da vai-vaglaxiT moipoves.
sien-ebis cxovrebas savsebiT myari garantia aqvs. maTi cxovreba aRsavsea sruliad Tanazomieri siamtkbiliT. ai, vTqvaT, Wadrakis TamaSiT, Rvinis smiT, zecasa da dedamiwaze mogzaurobiT.
aseT drostarebaSi klaven sien-ebi mSvidsa da udrtvinvel marad medin dros. sien-ebis cxovreba
dro-Jamis sxva ganzomilebaSi miedineba. dedamiwaze maTi erTi dRis sicocxle zecaSi 1000 weliwads utoldeba. es, Tvalis erTi SevlebiT, TiTqos kargs verafers unda niSnavdes. es kia, sien-ebis
nervebi ufro gaxevebul-gaxeSeSebulia, vidre Cveni.
sien-ebs ar miscemiaT bedniereba hqondeT seqsi da arc ojaxuri keris siTbo-sixarulisa
araferi uwyian. xalxma maTTvis raRac ucnauri, amfibiiseburi, ase vTqvaT, wyalmiwieri arseba
gamoigona, e.w. miwieri sien-i_tisien-i. am ucnaur arsebebs, garda imisa, rom maradiuli sicocxle
aqvT naboZebi, daberebiTac ar berdebian. SeiZleba iTqvas, mdidari memamuleebis cxovrebiT cxovroben. isini binadroben kldovan xeobebSi, mTis mwvervalebsa da miuval kunZulebze. es musulmanuri samoTxis magvari ramaa, sadac moaxleebad SavTvalwarba mzeTunaxavebi udganan. magram es
ambavi xalxSi sayovelTao popularobiT rodi sargeblobs. aris SemTxvevebi, rodesac, miwieri
sien-ebi adamianebs gadaeyrebian xolme. aba, maSin naxeT, rarig gaixareben, rameTu adamianebze TavianT upiratesobas SeigrZnoben. cnobil Tqmulebas gavixseneb: erTma ti sien-ma erTi mamakaci Tavis
siZed Seracxa. neba darTo Tavis navSi Camjdariyo da tungTing-is tbaze gaeseirn-gamoeseirna.
seirnobisas siZekacs Zveli megobari Semoxvda. miipatiJa navSi, aqeifa, Rvino asva, gaumaspinZlda,
ZvirfaseulobiT, Tval-margalitiT uxvad daasaCuqra da gaacila. stumari navidan rom gadadioda,
qalTa orkestris musika Caesma. dafdafis cemas sayviris nazi xma enacvleboda. uecrad, gegonebaT
farda CamoeSvaao, sqlad Camowva nisli da Tvalis daxamxamebaSi, myisierad, yvelaferi gauCinarda,
gaqra.
sienJen-ebi auracxeli Tval-margalitis mepatroneni gaxlavan, imdenis, ramdensac moisurveben. es, raRa Tqma unda, friad saamuria, magram fuqsavatursa da udardel cxovrebaSi sienJen-ebi
ver euflebian adamianebTan urTierTobis unars, Zalze Zneli, mZime da mtkivneuli procesi romaa.
unda iTqvas, rom, vinaidan Cinelebi adamianTa Soris urTierTobis niWiT uxvad arian dajildovebulni, arasodes indomeben nebayoflobiT Seelion mas. Cinelebi sienJen-Ta cxovrebisadmi amitomac
gaxlavan erTob gulgrilni. mosaxleobis naxevars swadia sienJen-oba, meore naxevars ki sZags da
ezizReba kidec.
am mizeziT edemis baRi, samoTxe, CinelisaTvis sinamdvileSi sruliad umaqnisi ramaa. umetesoba jojoxeTzec kia yabuls. Tuki sruliad miutevebeli danaSauli ar umZimebs kisers, Tuki
mxolod da mxolod Secdomilia, maSin adamians SeuZlia gardasaxvaTa grZeli jaWvis imedi iqonios. daaxloebiT iseTive cxovrebiT icxovros, rogor cxovrebasac dedamiwaze eweoda. winamavali cxovrebis karmac gaisrulos da, imavdroulad, axali karmis nergic dargos, an daiviwyos
uwindeli wyena, an kidev, Tu inebebs, axal-axali wyenebiT daitvirTos Tavi. mokled rom movWra,
adamiani unda gaerkves mizez-Sedegobriobis nazav-naerTSi, ise mWidrod romaa erTimeoresTan
SekavSirebuli, gegoneba bambukis wknelebiT naqsovi Wilofiao. Tvali didxans Tu daadgi, Tuki
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daaSterdi, Tvali agiWreldeba, Tavbru dagesxmis. Cinelebs moswonT moyola ara samoTxiseuli
ambebisa, aramed cxovrebiseuli namdvili Tavgadasavlebisa. da raki moswonT da uyvarT, magradac
CabRauWebulan am Cveulebas, xelidan aramc da Aaramc ar uSveben. es maT axasiaTebT! kinofilmi
`maradiuli surneleba~ gadamuSavebulia pekinur operad, romani `Semodgomis yvavilebi~ gadakeTebulia sasaubro dramad, Saosing-ur operad, Cinuri fanduriT Tanxlebul moTxrobad, musikalur
speqtaklad. erTi da igive mayurebeli patiosnad, gulmodgined uyurebs da uyurebs erTi da
imaves. Cinuri musika `gedi qviSaze~, an kidev `Semodgoma x anis sasaxleSi~, marad da marad erTi
da igive Sinaarsi, yovelgvar aRmafrenas moklebuli, gadaReWilis gauTavebeli gameorebaa. dasrulda? es imas niSnavs, rom daiwyeba Tavidan. bolos miaRwia? ese igi, kvlav Tavidan mogviTxroben.
Tavi da Tavi isaa, rom mxolod saTaurebi icvleba, mxolod saTaurebia axal-axali.
CinelTa uvargis-umaqnisoba
pirveli mqadageblebi, vinc XVII s-Si romidan CineTs ewvivnen, gancvifrebuli darCnen cisqveSeTis imperiaSi damkvidrebuli zneobriv-eTikuri normebis maRali xarisxiT. religiis uqonlobis
pirobebSi zneobriobisa da TviTSegnebis amgvari done da yovlismomcveloba pirdapir gasakviria,
fiqrobdnen isini da Tavs imtvrevdnen am gamocanaze, gamocanaze, romelic dasavleTisTvis maradiuli Seiqna. magram pirvandeli eiforia, pirveli siyvarulisdagvarad swrafad gaifanta, brwyinvaleba nelinel daibinda. CineTisken daZruli usasrulo qaravnebi dasavleli movaWreebisa, komersantebisa, maleve darwmundnen, rom Cinelebi martooden wvrilmana, vaWrukana, kurkawonia da, amas
damatebuli, Zval-rbilSi gamjdari matyuarebic arian. magram marTalia ki is, rasac Tvalis erTi
SevlebiT dainaxavs kaci?
Cinelebi qirqiliT ityvian xolme: `es ra wamxdari, ra xelidan wasuli bavSvia`, rac imas niSnavs, rom Wkua-gonebas, sazrianobas uqeben. sinamdvileSi ki sxvas gulisxmoben, saxeldobr: `iyo patiosani da damyoli, es igivea, rom umaqnisi, undili iyo~. amavdroulad, Cinels SiSis zarsa scems
fiqri imisa, Svili eSmaki, gaiZvera da moxerxebuli ar gamouvides. aseT bavSvebs advilad acTunebs
garemocva, rasac aTasgvari usiamovneba da ubedureba mosdevs xolme. briyvs briyvis bedniereba
ergeba wilad. kidev ufro ukeTesia, Tuki briyvi ar xar, magram Tavs briyvad moaCveneb. amqveynad
yvela adamiani, ganurCevlad erovnebisa, friad did yuradRebas aqcevs imas, Tu ra ar yofnis mas,
ra aklia. amboben, Zveli aRTqmis droebaSi iudevelni ukve religiurad mowifuli eri gaxldaT.
es iman ganapiroba, rom bunebiT seqsualurad friad garyvnilebi brZandebodnen. Cans, Cinelebi
mcireodenzec yabuls arian xolme, surT cot-cota miiTvison da amitomacaa aseTi gamonaTqvami
rom damkvidrda: `TavSekaveba sargeblis wil~, magram piriqiT ki gamodis, siClungea waxalisebuli.
Cinelebi srulebiTac ar arian farisevelni. maT WeSmaritad swamT sikeTis moZRvrebis siZlierisa da is yvelaferi, rac sazogadoebrivs ewinaaRmdegeba, anda egoisturi da TavkerZulia,
rac Tandayolili da instiqturia, Cineli uaryofs. es ki qmnis imgvar viTarebas, rom Cinelebi mkveTrad mijnaven erTimeorisgan adamianis Tandayolil instiqtebsa da zneobrivi aRzrdis
normebs. saerTo jamSi ki es friad Sedegiania, vinaidan aravis surs aranormalurad miiCnion,
Serekilad Seracxon.
magram, Tuki adamians adamianurobis moTxovnaTa metismetad maRal normebs wauyenebT, es
cxovrebas friad da friad saxlaforTos xdis. esaa mizezi, Cinelebi dReniadag rom buzRuneben:
`rarig Znelia iyo adamiani!~ `iyo~ _ es sityva Cinurad gulisxmobs gaxde, Seiqmna, iqmna, mibaZo,
iTamaSo. WeSmaritad, araa ioli saqme.
aseTi gulmodginebis Sedegi isaa, rom Cinelebi, bolos da bolos, imgvar erad Camoyalibdnen,
rom zneobriobis TvalsazrisiT ufro ganviTarebulni gaxlavan, vidre dasavlelebi. ise ki, icodeT, Cineli dedamiwis zurgze yvelaze uvargisi moqalaqea, magram am mizeziT Cinelebis damunaTebac mTlad samarTliani ar iqneboda. maT xom arasodes ucxovriaT namdvili samoqalaqo cxovrebiT. samoqalaqo cxovrebis erTi bewo gamocdilebac ar gaaCniaT. ojaxSi, megobrul wreSi, sadac
ki geneboT, Cineli yvelaze mzrunveli, yvelaze yuradRebiani, yvelaze Tavganwiruli adamiania.
sruliad umniSvnelo movlenasac ki moralis sasworze wonis. Zalze cotani megulebian, vinc im
asaks aRwevs, uxucesi rom iyos da xandazmulobam ufleba mianiWos akeTos is, rac surs da nebavs.
raki aRzrdis aseTi wesi uSores aTaswleulebSia Rrmad fesvgadgmuli, friad saZneloa ganasxvavo, ra aris aRzrdis Sedegad mopovebul-SeZenili da ra CinelTa WeSmariti buneba, ra aris
Tandayolili. zafxulobiT, roca traqomis infeqcia mZlavrad Semogvitevs xolme, TavSi azradac
aravis mouva gaWirvebulTaTvis Segrovili fuli Caijibos. imavdroulad, bodisatvas qvis ZvelTaZvel qandakebebs Tavebs ayrevineben imisTvis, ucxoelebs rom mihyidon. ai, am saqciels ki aravin
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kicxavs, aravin arafrad agdebs. wera-kiTxvis ucodinari, bneli brbosTvis zneobis ganyenebuli
cnebebi ufro didi Zalaa, vidre kerpebis Tayvaniscema. msgavsi ram ki amqveynad friad gansakuTrebuli movlenaa.
konfucis moZRvrebam mwignobar xalxs, vinc metismetad ar uRrmavdeba zneobis sakiTxebs,
yvelaferi gauadvila, magram brbo, gaunaTlebeli xalxi, ara da ar eswrafvis samyaros ukideganoba Seimecnos, kosmosur idumalebaTa WuWrutanaSi SeiWyitos. amrigad, adgilobriv da ucxoeTidan SemoRweuli Tqmulebebis namcvrev-namsxvrevebma, rogorc ki sistemuri saxe SeiZines, maSinve
gasuldgmuldnen. konfucis moZRvrebam adamianis warmosaxvis yvelaze Rrma kunWulebSi SeaRwia.
aman konfucis sarwmunoebas, marTalia, mwyobri religiis saxe ar mianiWa, magram mainc meti simyare
da sisxlxorceuloba, sicxade, garkveuloba da elferovneba SesZina. zebunebrivi, imqveyniuri samyaro Cineli kacisTvis erTob mkrTali, uferuli da, amasTan, mwiria. amadacaa, rom zeciurTan SedarebiT adamianuri amqveyniuri cxovreba ufro mravalferovnad da damakmayofilebladac esaxeba.
ucxo religiebi CineTSi
kaTolikuri RmerTi, RvTismSobeli, ieso qriste _ maTi sisxlismieri Tu xorceuli urTierTkavSiri da zemoqmedebis Zala CinelebisaTvis advilgasagebia, Zaldautaneblad uReben alRos.
wminda mariami gamorCeuladaa Semosili Soreuli qveynis momxiblavi SaravandediT. mas ufro meti
Zalac ki aqvs mimzidvelobisa, vidre sxva danarCen wmindanebs. RvTismSoblis oqrosferi Tma Cinelebs acbunebs da uneblied erTgvar jebirsac ki aRmarTavs maTsa da zeciur dedofals Soris.
Tumca, amasTanave, CineTSi gavrcelebulia saSobao misaloci Ria baraTebi, romlebzec wminda
mariami Cinur Zvelebur samosSia gamowyobili, leCaqic Cinuri axuravs. TumcaRa, es didi veraferi
sikeTea, Sedegi namdvilad araa damakmayofilebeli. wminda samebis garda xom uamravi sxva didpatara wmindanic arsebobs. TiToeul maTgans Cineli kacisaTvis agrerig Znelad dasamaxsovrebeli
saxelic hqvia, Tan istoriuli viTareba, Tavisebureba da wminda saqmeTa grZeli nusxac axlavs.
midi da wmindanebis erTi gundi wmindanTa meore gundiT Secvale. es xom sadavidaraboa! gacilebiT ufro advili araa wmindanebis erTi wyeba raRac mouxelTebel-mistikuriT, anda sulac erTi
suliT Caanacvlo?! am mizeziTaa qristianobam kaTolicizmis saxiT CineTSi erTob saucxoo organizaciebi rom Seqmna, Tumca mainc vera da ver imarjvebs protestantizmze.
protestantul RmerTsa da morwmuneebs Soris uSualo, pirdapiri urTierTobaa damyarebuli. amasTanave, es urTierToba siyvaruls efuZneba. Cineli RmerTebi ki maradJam mkacri, oficialurni gaxlavan. siyvarulis grZnobaze aq krintic ar iZvris. vTqvaT, winare cxovrebaSi Sescode,
danaSauli gaqvs Cadenili, am cxovrebaSi ki amis azrzec ara xar, warmodgeniTac ki ar warmogidgenia. Cineli RmerTebi aras dagideven, pasuxismgeblobis dakisreba gardauvalia. aris SemTxvevebi,
zeciuri sasjeli, borot xumrobas rom waagavs, gvarianad damcinavic SeiZleba iyos. magaliTisaTvis gamodgeba cnobili ambavi `Svidi siZisa~. erT-erT siZekacs daesizmra, rom Svidive qvisli erTi
wiTeli TokiT iyo SeboWili. ifiqra, sizmari avis momaswavebeliao. Tvals mohkravda Tu ara qvislebs, gaecleboda, saCqarod daimaleboda xolme. erTxelac, vnaxoT, naTesaobam saqeifod, Rvinis
sasmelad yvelas erTad mouyara Tavi. Tan kari Cairaza. oTaxSi, sadac qeifi gamarTuliyo, xanZari
gaCnda da Svidive siZe erTianad amoibuga. Turme nu ityvi, sizmari zeciuri sulis mier sagangebod,
mxolod da mxolod imisTvis iyo movlinebuli, rom siZe mTel am sadavidarabo ambavSi gaxveuliyo.
Tanamedrove Cinuri kinofilmebi da literatura, Tuki gamiznuli aqvs aSkara sikeTe, WeSmariti saTnoeba warmoadginos, ueWvelad qristian mqadageblebsa da misionerebs moixmobs xolme.
Cans, qristianobam mainc moaxdina garkveuli zegavlena Cinelebis yofa-cxovrebis yaidaze. aseTi
filmebisa Tu literaturul TxzulebaTa monawile sanimuSo Cinelebs saxeze netari Rimili daTamaSebT, laRad erTobian, evropul, sul cota, ori wliT modas CamorCenil tanisamosSi arian
gamowyobilni, cols meuRles ki ara, deda-maswavlebels uwodeben, colebi Salis Zafebis didron
gorgals axveven, Svilebi ki fortepianos misxdomian da gulmodgined ukraven `aTas-erT rCeul
simReras~. mweralma qalebma umal aitaces mwuxris zarisa da muxlmodrekili mlocvelis lirikuli mSveniereba. moduri Jurnalebi waramara aqveyneben moTxrobebs, romelTa mTavari moqmedi piri,
qalbatoni, meuRlis xsovnis pativsacemad did Tanxas swiravs upatrono bavSvTa TavSesafars. am
zRaprebs interesiT kiTxuloben, rameTu amgvari literatura inteleqtualuri da ganaTlebuli
colisa da dedis sulier aRmafrenas gamoxatavs.
misioneruli skolis moswavleebi swored im asakisani arian, roca adamiani advilad eqceva
gavlenis qveS. isini disciplinas, zeimsa da siWabukes bunebrivad uTavseben saeklesio wes-Cveulebebs, sagaloblebsa da mesebs da, marTalia, es Cinelebi qristianuli wesiT arasodes inaTlebian,
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magram mainc Semwynareblur damokidebulebas ucxo religiisadmi mowiful asakSic inarCuneben.
Cinel axalgazrda revolucionerebs sZulT sakuTari religia da mSobliuri moZRvrebani, qristianuli sarwmunoebis winaaRmdeg ki arasodes ilaSqreben. es imis gamoa, rom CineTSi am religiis
Semotanas saavadmyofoebisa da qimiuri cdebis Casatarebeli kabinet-laboratoriebis daarseba
mosdevda xolme.
filmSi, `kacobriobis zRvaSi bednieri curva~ naCvenebia col-qmruli wyvili. vidre qmari
birJaze Zal-Ronesa da fulebs flangavs, coli xalxs emsaxureba rogorc eqimi. Tavisufal dros
ki es qalbatoni imas axarjavs, rom bavSvebis garemocvaSi, erT patara mRvimeSi, xalisiT atarebs
qimiur cdebs. es erTaderTi Cinuri filmia, sadac coli usazRvrod saTnoa da qveli. xsenebuli
zneobrivi sikeTe ekranze oc wuTze met xans grZeldeba. sxva danarCen filmebSi, Cveulebriv,
saTnoeba da sikeTe wamierad Tu gaielvebs xolme, gakvriT, Tanac naCvenebia mxolod da mxolod
imisTvis, raTa borotebas daupirispirdes, boroteba gaamuqos, gabuqos da am gziT ufro metad
gamokveTos kidec igi.
uZveles CineTSi sikeTe da saTnoeba ganuyreladaa dakavSirebuli adamianTa Soris urTierTobasTan. konfuciuri uzenaesi saxelmwifoebrivi ocneba iyo sakmarisi puri da sazogadoebrivi
cxovrebis myari mdgomareoba. amas emateboda zrunva imaze, raTa adamianTa Soris naTesaur-megobruli grZnobebi marad da marad ganviTarebuliyo, adamianur urTierTobaSi harmoniuli wonasworoba damyarebuliyo. Tanamedrove Cinelebma ki uecrad Seimecnes, rom ojaxi feodaluri Cagvris
gadmonaSTia, maSasadame, codvaa. mama _ eSmaki, boroti suli, monarqi-feodalia, xolo deda _
keTili, tutuci dedakaci. modis moyvaruli coli _ qmris gasarTobi Tojinaa, xolo sofleli
tetia coli _ raRac samsxverplo kravis msgavsi arseba. adamianTa Soris urTierTobis yvela
saxeobaze mZlavrma ieriSma Sedegad is moitana, rom Cinelebi iseve awrialebul-aforiaqebuli,
iWvneuli da undoni Seiqmnen, rogorebic dasavlelebi brZandebian. es metismetad mtkivneuli da
samZimoa CinelisaTvis, vinaidan mas adamianur urTierTobaTa garda sxva mrwamsi ar gaaCnia.
Znelia Cinelis dadanaSauleba imaSi, sikeTe-saTnoebis aRwera agrerig rom gasWirvebia. yvela
ambavi, moTxroba da kinofilmi imiT bolovdeba, rom nawarmoebTa gmirebi, mamakacebica da qalebic,
Tavs daaRweven xolme Secdoma-gaugebrobas da laJvardovani naTlisken miiltvian. da yvelaferi
amiT mTavrdeba! ragind umowyalod ar unda lanZRon kritikosebma, ragind daundobladac ar unda
gaanadguron, mxatvrul nawarmoebTa amgvari dasasruli gardauvalia.
imdenad, ramdenadac cxovreba ioli saqme ar gaxlavT, axla eswrafvian mizani TavianTi
cxovrebis miRma eZebon. SarSan, gazeTSi `siaxleni~ (`sinvenpao~) mowinave protestantTa aseTi
ubadruki mowodeba gaisma: Tuki qristianobas moimarjvebT rogorc iaraRs, iqneb am rwmenas, barem,
cxovrebis mizansac daesesxoT, esec ivargebs, esec gamodgeba.
magram qristianobis gavrcelebas CineTSi Tavisi gauTvaliswinebeli xarvezebic axlavs. qristianebi TavianT RmerTs umadlian, rom man kacobriobas Svid dReSi (an iqneb evoluciis miliardobiT wlis ganmavlobaSi) Seuqmna samyaro. Cinelebs ki miaCniaT, rom qveyniereba fanku-s naxelavia,
Tumca, amas did mniSvnelobas ar aniWeben. Cinelebi TavianTi winaprebis xuT Taobas cnoben. ufro
adrindel Taobebs ki winaprebis mosaxseniebel qelexebSic ki aRar miageben pativs. es imitom xdeba,
rom Cinelebi, marTalia, dawvrilebiT da, SeiZleba iTqvas, CakirkitebiTac ki arkveven naTesaur kavSirebs, krZalviTa da pativiscemiT epyrobian naTesaur urTierTobebs, dabejiTebiT Seiswavlian
ojaxur geneologiur xesa da amgvar Canawerebs, magram arafrad agdeben sicocxlis Casaxvisa Tu
dasabamieri arsebobis sakiTxs. Cinelis upirvelesi movaleobaa mSoblebis, ded-mamis siyvaruli.
xolo ufro adrindeli winaprebis mimarT damokidebuleba amgvaria _ winapari, rac ufro Sorebelia, siyvarulic miT ufro wyalwyalaa.
naswavl Cinelebs miaCniaT, rom darvini WeSmaritad marTalia. ase imitom fiqroben, rom `am
mecniers evropeli swavlulebi, evropuli samecniero wreebi uWeren mxars.~ magram, erTic vnaxoT,
iseTi axali Teoria gamoCndes, darvini Semcdarad gamoacxados, Cinelebic imwamsve, yovelgvari
dananebis gareSe, xels aiReben TavianT Sexedulebaze. ratom? ratomda imitom, rom Cinels arasodes ar miaCnda Tavis winaprad maimuni. adamiani xom qveynierebis gariJraJze daibada, jer kidev
maSin, roca samyaro is-is iyo iqmneboda, xolo xuang ti erTpirovnulad ganagebda qveynierebas,
zustad ise, rogorc Zlierni ama qveynisani gvmarTaven Cven axla. gansxvaveba isaa mxolod, rom
xalxi imxanad ufro civilizebuli iyo, vidre Cven vbrZandebiT axla. saqme isaa, rom Cinelebi
kacobriobis istorias ganixilaven, rogorc Tanmimdevrulsa da Tanazomier regress da aramc da
aramc progress. istoriuli procesebi, maTi TvalsazrisiT, winsvla ki ara, ukusvlaa. swored amitomaa wmindanTa Sefasebis momenti mWidrod gadaWdobili drois faqtorTan _ rac ufro uxnesia
wmindani da moZRvari, miT ufro myaria misi adgili CinelTa gulsa da gonebaSi.
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da raki sicocxlis warmoSobis, dabadebis sakiTxi Cinels naklebad ainteresebs, saSineli
samsjavros dRec mas verafriT ver warmoudgenia. Suasaukunovan evropaSi saSineli samsjavros
fantastikur suraTebs friad mkafio, gasagebi da cxovrebiseuli saxe hqonda miniWebuli. vfiqrob,
es imiT iyo gapirobebuli, rom romis imperia ganadgurda, moispo. kacobriobam saSineli sulieri
dartymebi ganicada. aTasi wlis Semdeg kvlav moelodnen samyaros ukanaskneli dRis, saSineli samsjavros, gankiTxvis dRis dadgomas. CineTis saxelmwifos Tavisi ganviTarebis manZilze arasodes
ganucdia amgvari yovlismomcveli ngreva-ganadgureba. iqneb amitom xdeba, rom CinelTa warmodgenaSi istoriul bed-iRbals safexurebriv-muxlobrivi iersaxe aqvs. ai, vTqvaT, bambukis xis muxlisdagvari, erTi muxlidan meoremde _ mSvidoba da ayvavebaa, meore vadas ubedureba da ganadgureba
moaqvs da ase dausruleblad.
Cinur religiaSi adamianis gansja-Sefaseba misi qcevis da ara rwmenis Sesabamisad xdeba. amis
gamo naswavl, ganaTlebul adamianebs arasdros arafris ar swamdaT, arc jildo yofila mimzidvel-macTunebeli. morwmunenic am sakiTxSi didad umoqmedoni gaxlavan. maTi survili, ZiriTadad,
imiT ifargleba, sasjels rogorme gadaurCnen, ramenairad dasjas daaRwion Tavi. es aris da es.
Cineli, tradiciulad, imas natrobs, ramenairad movaleobas dauZvres, airidos pasuxismgebloba.
qristianulma sarwmunoebam isini moulodnelad daasaCuqra iseTi cnebiT, rogoricaa `gantevebis
vaci.~ es `vaci~ xom Tavs iRebs xolme yovelgvar pasuxismgeblobas da sasjelsac Tavadve kisrulobs. Sen isRa gevaleba, rwmena gqondes _ morCa da gaTavda. amrigad, Cinelebi, vaWrobas rom arian
Cveulni, erTob aaRelva da gaaxara kidec am moulodnelma xelsayrelma SesaZleblobam.
magram Cineli kacisaTvis qristianul sarwmunoebaSi yvelaze didi dabrkoleba is gaxlavT,
rom daxatuli samoTxe srulebiTac ar hgavs imas, rac Cinel kacs esaWiroeba. qristianuli samoTxe ufro Zvelmoduri warmodgeniT oqros qnaris gauTavebeli dakvra, sagalobelTa galoba da
himnebis aRvlenaa. amas kidev ara uSavs. ufro axleburi samoTxe raRac sportuli moednis msgavsi
sivrcea, sadac yvela imiTaa dakavebuli, rom cdilobs raRac Znelad warmosadgensa da mistikur
adgilas moxvdes. iq ki Tavi gamoiCinos, sakuTari unar-Cvevebi warmoaCinos. TviTkmayofili da konservati CinelisaTvis, visac samyaros centrad adamiani miaCnia, aseTi samoTxe sruliad miuRebelia. rac Seexeba cnebas, rom adamianis sicocxle sxva ara aris ra, Tu ara `me~-s ukidegano mdinaris
zedapirze mogdebuli qafis pawawina buStuki, samoTxis amgvari uferuli, fermkrTali, umniSvnelo
xateba CinelisTvis aseve veraferi STamagonebeli ramaa. qristianuli sarwmunoeba CinelisTvis imdenad mcire manugeSebelia, rom mSobliuri Tqmulebebi, Zveli da axlandeli misionerebis Zlieri
gavlenis miuxedavad, mainc sakmaod myar pozicias inarCuneben da sulieri winaaRmdegobis mZlavri
Zalac SeswevT. amasTanave isic saTqmelia, rom Cinelebs arasodes agresiulad ar mougeriebiaT
ucxo religia. Cinur moZRvrebebs arasodes hqonia fuladi mxardaWera, ar gaaCnda da arc axla
gaaCnia propagandistuli literatura da arc lamazi dekoracia amSvenebs. mis wiaRSi erTi wignic
ar moipoveba bibliis msgavsi. CineTSi umniSvneloze umniSvneloa im adamianTa ricxvi, budisturi
sutrebis wakiTxvis unari rom SeswevT. es xom imas niSnavs, moZRvreba saerTodac ar gagaCndes. da
mainc, Cinuri moZRvrebani uryevi, myarze myaria.
CinelTa mouxelTebeli guli
da yovelive Tqmulis Semdeg, bolos da bolos, arsebobs Tu ara Cinuri religia? Tuki es
religiaa, maSasadame, unda arsebobdes mtkice, uryevi rwmenac. yuradReba miaqcieT: dabali fenis
warmomadgenelebi morwmuneni arian imitom, rom miaCniaT _ ase ufro sakeTildReo da saimedoa,
rameTu, Tu aRmoCnda kidec, rom es yvelaferi SeTxzul-gamogonili da mtknari sicruea, es didad
saxifaTo araa. urwmunoebma ki, aris saSiSroeba, jojoxeTSi amoyon Tavi. am garemoebiTve SeiZleba
aixsnas Cinelebis friad gulgrili da mSvidi damokidebuleba sxva xalxebis religiaTa mimarT.
gansakuTrebuli sababis gareSe Tu awyenine qristian kacs, vaiTu, SemTxveviT, qristianul jojoxeTSi amohyo Tavi, Sens gareSemo ki erTi maxlobeli adamianic ar WaWanebdes, maSin xom ueWvelad
dazaraldebi.
magram, rogorc ar unda iyos, rarig bundovanic ar unda Candes saqme, religia ar iTmens
mikibul-mokibul pasuxs, sakiTxis gadaWras gind ase da gind ise. religia moiTxovs gadamWrel,
pirdapir pasuxs: an ho, an ara.
vTqvaT, adamianma dakarga yvela da yvelaferi. man mxolod Sinagani sulieri Zalebis imediT
unda ganagrZos arseboba, mxolod es daexmareba, raTa mxneoba moikribos, danarCens ki momavali uCvenebs. CineTSi aseTi ram iSviaTobaa. Cinelebs swamT da sjeraT mcnebisa: `ofliTa SeniTa
moipove puri Seni, iSrome, rac Zali da Rone gaqvs, TandaTan sul ufro da ufro aRmaRldebi.~
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magram dacemulni, Tuki daecnen, dacemulebma, warwymedilebma, saeWvoa wamodgoma SeZlonRa. iqneb
amitomacaa, rom Cinur gazeTebSi dReniadag imeoreben edisonisa Tu franklinis sityvebs: `marcxi
dedaa gamarjvebisa~.
marTalia, Cineli aRiarebs, rom damarcxda, magram igi darwmunebulia, rom marTali iyo da
mizanic saukeTeso amoZravebda. aseT SemTxvevaSi igi ambobs _ gamarjvebisTvis xelsayreli dro ar
yofilao. Cinelma kargad uwyis _ zeca arasodes araa damarcxebulis mxares. `zeca~ Cineli swavluli fenis warmodgeniT emTxveva Tanamedrove gagebiT `bunebas~, romelic diadia, TavisTavadi,
sakuTari gziT mavali. mas araferi aqvs saerTo qristianul keTil RmerTTan. amaSi dabali fenis
religiam zecis Sesaxeb gansawavluli sazogadoebis warmodgenis zegavlena ganicada: nebismieri
danaSauli unda daisajos, imitom, rom nebismieri danaSauli bunebriobas ewinaaRmdegeba, misi ganviTarebis damabrkolebelia, xolo calkeuli keTilSobiluri qmedebebi aucilebeli rodia waxalisdes.
marTalia naTqvamia `zeca arasodes bolomde ar gawiravs adamians~, magram, roca Cineli marTlac aRmoCndeba ukidures gaWirvebaSi, maTxovrad iqceva, gamosavali xom TiTqmis ar arsebobs.
maS, raRa exmareba, suls raRa umagrebs sasowarkveTil Cinels? Tavisi sarwmunoeba mas mxolod da
mxolod ganumartavs: `warsuli cxovrebis codvebma giwia~, morCa da gaTavda! nuTu sxva aRaraviTari Sveba ar arsebobs?
Rataki ar gaxlavT adamiani. konfucianelTa adamianuri wre metismetad viwroa, Zalze SezRuduli. am moZRvrebaSi adamianis statusi ganisazRvreba maT Soris arsebul urTierTobaTa gaTvaliswinebiT, magram es urTierTobani Semofarglulia xuTi urTierTdamokidebulebiT. uRaribesi
mosaxleoba konfucis moZRvrebas ar mimarTavs, rameTu am moZRvrebaSi imTaviTvea gansazRvruli _
Tuki jibeSi fuli ar giCxrialebs an, Tuki erTi goji miwa mainc ar gagaCnia, raTa ojaxi daapuro
da am gziT miesadago sazogadoebrivi wyobis wesebsa da moTxovnebs, maS, sazogadoebis wevrobis
Rirsi arc yofilxar. Rarib-Rataki, maTxovari da upovari ojaxs ver Seinaxavs. cariel-tariela,
ulukmapuro kacs mxolod isRa darCenia, imaTxovros, iCivlos, iviSviSos, iglaxakos, rac zneobas
azaralebs. es gaxlavT mizezi imisa, rom umweo, Rataki, uqoneli fena konfucis moZRvrebis miRma
datoves, gariyes.
magram Raribi kaci da savsebiT upovari erTi da igive xom ar aris. adamianTa es kategoria
dedamiwis zurgze yvelaze morwmunea, vinaidan imedovnebs, rom moTminebisaTvis mermisi daajildoebs. Cineli upovari SeWirvebulicaa, sazrunavic _ Tavsayari, imedic _ daSretili, akrZalvac
_ aTasgvari, xolo pasuxismgebloba ki zomaze meti akisria. miT ufro mZimed ganicdis es beCavi
sulebisa da wmindanebis, maTi auarebeli nairsaxeobis, aTasnairi juris eSmakeulisa da maqciis
gamudmebul, Casafrebul, dadarajebul TvalTvals.
arc momakvdavi, sulTmobrZavi kaci gaxlavT adamiani. tkivili, piradi samyaros gamZafrebuli
aRqma mas iZulebuls xdis ganeridos xalxs. misTvis TanagrZnoba da Tanalmoba cotas niSnavs,
iqneb, saerTodac ar kmara. CineTSi Zalze mwiradaa Seswavlili samaris piras misuli adamianis
grZnoba-gancdebi. mxatvrul literaturaSi mxolod da mxolod sasikvdilod gadadebuli kacis
garemomcveli adamianebis, maxlobel-naTesavTa grZnoba-fiqrebia aRwerili. amitom xdeba, rom
aseTi Sinaarsis epizodebi groteskiT, zogjer iumoriTaa Seferili, kidev meti _ damcinavic kia
xolme. magaliTisaTvis gavixseneb eSmakeuls, imqveyniur policiel u-Cangs. es aris uxamsi, sazizRari xumara, TeTr samosSi gamowyobili, Tavze maRali, wvetiani CaCi aqvs Camofxatuli, CaCs ki
amSvenebs warwera: `simdidre, qoneba momezRveba~.
Cinelebs naklebad ainteresebT sicocxlis nivTieri arsi. da Tu dainteresdnen kidec, amaze
fiqrsac ki gaurbian, didad verc bedaven. saqme isaa, rom miaCniaT, realuri cxovrebisgan metismeti daSoreba xifaTis momtania, aTasgvar eSmakeulsa da uwmindurs xelewifeba fiqris WuWrutanaSi SemogiZvres, gijobs sababi ar misce. ai, aseT viwro sivrcezea mipyrobili Cinelis daJinebuli
mzera. wiTeli farnis Suqi religiis aseT sivrces ecema oden. imas, rac Cinelis Tvalwinaa gadaSlili, imas, rasac igi naTlad, mkafiod xedavs da, amdenad, gasagebicaa da sasiamovnoc. da amis
garda, rCeba mxolod gaurkveveli, bundovani, yovelgan da marad damkvidrebuli kaeSani. garSemo
yvelgan sicariele sufevs, sicarielesa da amaoebas moucavs yovelive. rogorc ien s’wiao brZanebs:
`daibane xeli, daimSvene frCxili, Seimose fexi, raTa zilo da zilo talaxi~.
mTargmnelebisgan
Cinuri literaturis klasikosis, XX s. saxelmoxveWili mwerlis, Wang ailin-is nawarmoebi
qarTvel mkiTxvels pirvelad xvdeba. amdenad, mizanSewonilad miviCnieT TargmanisTvis dagverTo
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mwerali qalis Sesaxeb mcireodeni cnobebi.
Wang ailin-i daibada 1920 w. 30 seqtembers q. SanxaiSi. ailin-i mwerlis fsevdonimia. misi
namdvili saxelia Wang in-i. momavali mwerali aRizarda konfucelTa tradiciul ojaxSi. misma
ganaTlebulma da maRalinteligenturma mSoblebma CineTsa da ucxoeTSi miiRes ganaTleba. Wang
ailin-i q. Sanxaisa da q. honkongis qristianul saswavleblebSi swavlobda, Tumca, qristianoba ar
miuRia. Semdeg swavla honkongis universitetSi ganagrZo. mwerlobisa da mxatvrobis niWi adreul
asakSi gamoamJRavna. samwerlo asparezze jer kidev 9-10 wlis asakSi gamovida. am adreuli, pirvelive nabijebiT miipyro sazogadoebis yuradReba da didi mowonebac daimsaxura. beWdvac sakmaod
adre daiwyo. yvelaze adreulma novelam `oqros klite~, romelic 1943 w. gamoqveynda, sayovelTao
aRiareba moutana da imieridan warmateba ar mohklebia.
Tavisi drois mwerlebisgan Wang ailin-i ganirCeva farTo TvalsawieriTa da SemoqmedebiTi
interesebis mravalmxrivobiT, mSobliuri Cinuri enis, literaturis, Teatrisa da dramaturgiis
Rrma codniT. jer kidev sruliad axalgazrdam gaiTqva saxeli monografiebiT Sua saukuneebis
Cinuri literaturis Sesaxeb. misi monografia, romelzec Svid wels imuSava, mieZRvna Cinuri literaturis udidesi mniSvnelobis mqone romans _ `sizmari wiTel sasaxleSi~. am naSromma mas erTerTi yvelaze kompetenturi avtoris saxeli mouxveWa. aseve farTo interesis sagani gaxda misi
gamokvlevebi Suasaukunovani Cinuri romanebis Sesaxeb, romelTa Soris gamosayofia `mogzauroba
dasavleTSi~.
Wang ailin-i 23 wlis asakSi gaTxovda friad ganaTlebul adamianze, filolog hu lanCeng-ze,
romelsac umaRlesi codna evropul universitetebSi hqonda miRebuli. meuRleze 15-16 wliT umcrosi iyo. es qorwineba uiRblo aRmoCnda. meuRleTa politikur SexedulebebSi sxvaobam TandaTan
sul ufro mwvave xasiaTi miiRo da 1945 w. col-qmari sabolood daSorda erTmaneTs.
1952 w. Wang ailin-i gaemgzavra aSS-s, sadac 1955 w. xelmeored daqorwinda. inglisur-saqsonuri warmomavlobis amerikeli meuRle ganaTlebuli, inteligenti adamiani, gatacebuli iyo
Cinuri kulturiT, gamorCeulad Cinuri TeatriT. swored am garemoebam daaaxlova kidec momavali
meuRleebi. Wang ailin-is meuRle Tavadac eweoda literaturul saqmianobas, iyo dramaturgi, bertold brextis erT-erTi pirveli amerikeli Tayvanismcemeli da propagandisti. meuRleebi aSS-Si
damkvidrdnen.
ucxoeTSi Wang ailin-ma aqtiuri SemoqmedebiTi moRvaweoba gaaCaRa. CinurTan erTad inglisuradac uWrida kalami da male orenovani mwerlis saxeli daimkvidra.
mwerals gamoqveynebuli aqvs aTeuli romani, aseulobiT essei. maT Soris gansakuTrebuli popularoba moipoves romanebma: `naxevari sicocxlis karma~, `siyvaruli, romelic qalaqebs
angrevs~, `oqros gulqandis Canaweri~, `wiTeli vardi da TeTri vardi~. mwerali qalis mravalricxovani romanebisa da moTxrobebis ZiriTadi Tema siyvaruli, qalsa da mamakacs Soris urTierToba, cxovrebiseuli Tavgadasavalia. leqciebs kiTxulobda sinologiaSi, iyo kinokritikosi da
Tavadac werda kinoscenarebs. mTeli sicocxlis manZilze ar Seuwyvetia mSobliuri literaturis
siRrmiseuli Seswavla. Tumca, unda iTqvas, rom samecniero-kvleviTi muSaoba mas adreve hqonda
dawyebuli. amdenad, arc misi mecnieruli nayofierebaa gasakviri. misi aqtiuri interesis sagani
iyo Cinuri opera (`pekinuri opera~). aqvea aRsaniSni Wang ailin-is literaturul interesTa farTo
wrec, romelic mSobliuri Cinuris garda evropulsa da rusul literaturasac moicavda.
Wang ailin-s umadlis 30-40-iani wlebis Cineli axalgazrdoba dasavluri mxatvrobis gacnobas. Tavad mas gamorCeviT yvarebia sezani. manve gaacno CineTs aisedora dunkanis Semoqmedeba.
Seswavlili hqonda aSS-s biblioTekebSi daculi Cinuri penven-ebi da ufro gviandeli drois romanTa xelnawerebi.
Wang ailin-is yuradReba modis sferosac Seexo, magram igi ar Semofarglula mxolod da mxolod Tanamedrove samosis sakiTxebiT, aSuqebda, agreTve, eTnikur problemebs, sxvadasxva rasaTa
tradiciebis, wes-Cveulebebisa da maT Soris msgavseba-gansxvavebis sakiTxebsac.
Wang ailin-i arcTu urigo mxatvaria. misi naxatebis gmirebi, umeteswilad, misive nawarmoebebis personaJebi arian. gatacebuli iyo modelirebiTa da interieris proeqtebiT. rogorc samSobloSi, ise aSS-Si mas icnobdnen, rogorc faqizi gemovnebis adamians, rac ara mxolod SemoqmedebaSi, mxatvrobasa da proeqtebSi, aramed mis Cacma-daxurvis stilsa da maneraSic vlindeboda.
Tanamedroveni Wang ailin-is binis mowyobilobis, avejisa da sxva yofiTi aqsesuarebis SerCevisas
misi patronis daxvewil gemovnebasac aRniSnavdnen.
garkveuli drois manZilze mwerlis Semoqmedeba ganixileboda rogorc `qaluri~, `meSCanuri~,
`qalur-wvrilburJuaziuli~. sicocxlis bolosken ki, gardacvalebamde 10-15 wliT adre, Wang
ailin-i XX s. Cinuri literaturis klasikosad aRiares.
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Rrma moxucebulobamde icocxla. misi nacnob-megobrebis gadmocemiT uaRresad Tavmdabali
da mokrZalebuli adamiani gaxlaT. es saxelganTqmuli qalbatoni arasodes eswrafvoda sazogado
moRvawis saxelis moxveWas, politikosobas, bomondis `lomobas~, Tumca es yovelive misTvis araviTar siZneles ar warmoadgenda. arasodes gaCenia survili Semkuliyo XX s. klasikosis tituliT,
rac savsebiT damsaxurebuli hqonda. morideba, mokrZaleba, Tavmdabloba misi cxovrebis mTavari
maxasiaTebeli iyo. yofaSi, Cacma-daxurvasa da Tavisi sacxovrisis mowyobaSi faqizi gemovnebis
mqone, arasodes gahkidebia Zvirfas, ZviradRirebul nivTebs. sulierebas, sulier simdidres ki
marad eswrafvoda. megobarTa viwro wre hyavda Semokrebili.
gardaicvala uCumrad, martodmarto, xaliCaze myudrod mokalaTebuli, Tbil SalSi gamoxveuli, wigniT xelSi. es moxda 1995 w. 8 seqtembers.
Wang ailin-is gardacvalebiT XX s. Cinuri literaturis matianeSi gadaifurcla kidev erTi
Tavfurceli, gadaifurcla maSin, roca CineTi, rogorc arasodes manamde, mimarTuli iyo dasavleTisaken. amitom, vfiqrobT, mwerlis fiqrebi Cinuri religiis Taobaze saintereso unda iyos im
ucxoelTaTvis, vinc, sazogadod, dainteresebuli arian Cinuri kulturiT, religiiT, istoriiTa
da gansakuTrebiT sakiTxiT _ `arsebobs Tu ara Cinuri religia?~.
Wang ailin-is essei `arsebobs Tu ara Cinuri religia?~ arc Teoriuli naSromia da arc mecnieruli gamokvleva. naweri gamsWvalulia iumoriTa da TviTkritikuli gancdiT. amasTanave,
vfiqrobT, CineTTan dakavSirebul saintereso informaciasac uxvad Seicavs.
mwerali esseis dasawyisSive aRniSnavs, rom misi `pawia samSvenisi~ gankuTvnilia ucxoelTaTvis. nawerSi aSkarad igrZnoba mwerlis piradi cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba, TanamemamuleebTan
urTierTobiT SeZenili codna da, amasTanave, ucxoelebTan kontaqtis Sedegic. es yvelaferi kvals
tovebs nawerze. amdenad, essei ar unda miviCnioT sayovelTaod cnobil, erTxmad aRiarebul WeSmaritebad, Tumca, simarTlis wili masSi, raRa Tqma unda, Zevs da aSkaradac SeiniSneba.
Wang ailin-ma sakuTari naweri inglisurad TviTonve Targmna da sicocxleSive gamoaqveyna.
Cineli avtoris nawarmoebma inglisurenovani mkiTxvelis didi interesi gamoiwvia.
dasasrul gavimeorebT, Wang ailin-i Cinuridan qarTulad pirvelad iTargmna. vimedovnebT,
rom mwerlis essei iseve daainteresebs qarTvel mkiTxvels, rogorc gaitaca aTasobiT amerikeli
da evropeli mkiTxveli.
komentarebi
keku _ damkvidrda sazogado saxelis saxiT. aq saubaria Sua saukuneebis Wkuisdamrigeblur
literaturaze, romelic sung-is epoqaSi (X-XII s.s.) neokonfuciur moZRvrebas emyareboda. es moZRvreba akanonebda winaparTa pativiscemis gamoxatvis formebsa da saSualebebs. mSobelTa pativiscemis gamoxatvis erT-erTi ambavi mogviTxrobs, Tu rogor CamoiWra vaJiSvilma Tavisi barZayidan
xorcis naWeri, raTa avadmyofi mSobeli sikvdilisgan gadaerCina, sakuTari xorcisgan momzadebuli wvniani kerZi mierTmia misTvis, rogorc es eqimma urCia. mSobelTa pativiscemis zRvargadasuli
gamovlenis es ambavi Zvel CineTSi farTod iyo cnobili.
Wen Wu fai _ firfitebi, romlebzec gardacvlilTa gvar-saxelebia CamoTvlili. am firfitebs winaparTa sulis mosaxseniebel ceremonialze pativs miagebdnen. saxel-gvarebis, horoskopebis, Tanamdebobebisa da cxovrebis umTavres movlenaTa CamonaTvalis firfitebi inaxeboda
TiToeul ojaxSi. Ffirfitebi gankuTvnili iyo orive sqesis warmomadgenlTaTvis. maT, tradiciuli ceremoniis Sesabamisad sulis mosaxseniebel panaSvidsac uxdidnen. es tradicia aikrZala
1911 w., ese igi burJuaziuli revoluciis Semdeg, Tumca mivardnil raionebSi 1950-ian wlebamde
SenarCunebuli iyo. amJamad es tradicia savsebiT gamqralia. Ffirfitebi ki Semonaxulia mxolod
muzeumebsa da taZrebSi, iqac iSviaTobaa. ieroglifuri warwerebiani firfitebi uZvelesi CineTis
yofa-cxovrebis marTlac rom sagulisxmo Semadgeneli nawili iyo. ojaxebSi, binebSi maT sapatio
adgili hqonda miCneuli. firfitebi aranakleb 5-6 Taobis CamonaTvals itevda, magram ufro metic
ar yofila iSviaToba. ase magaliTad, konfucis sagvareulo 80 Taobas moiTvlis, xolo firfitaze
40 000 saxeli maincaa miTiTebuli. ra Tqma unda, aseTi uxnesi firfitebi axla aRarc arsebobs,
radgan isini ZiriTadad xis, xan ki spilos Zvlis masalisgan mzaddeboda da aTasgvari stiqiuri
ubedurebis, omebis, Semoseva-darbevebisa Tu sxva mizezTa Sedegad ganadgurda. da mainc, STamomavlobis CamonaTvalis uZvelesi firfitebi, calkeul ojaxebSi an, rogorc iTqva, muzeumebis
sacavebsa da taZrebSia Semonaxuli.
liui pu, tiaoC ani, su s ani _ istoriuli pirovnebebi, romelTa cxovrebis epizodebi vrclad aisaxa uZvelesi novelebisa da moTxrobebis, dramebisa da operebis klasikur siuJetur qa-
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rgaSi, aseve pekinuri operis JanrSic. liui pu cxovrobda x anis dinastiis epoqaSi, gamoirCeoda
gabedulebiTa da simamaciT, iyo keTilSobili warmoSobis, saxelganTqmuli mxedarTmTavari. mas
Seuyvarda vang iun-is xarWa, lamazi da niWieri qali, tiaoC ani. vang iun-i iZulebuli Seiqna daeTmo
Tavisi xarWa liui pu-sTvis, romelmac tiaoC ani colad SeirTo. Semdeg moxda ise, rom uzurpatorsa da hegemon tung Wuo-s aseve gulSi Cauvarda tiaoC ani. vang iun-ma aiRo da tiaoC ani aCuqa
tung Wuo-s. amiT daiwyo ganxeTqileba liui po-sa da tung Wuo-s Soris. vang iun-ma, vinc x anis
dinastiis erTguli moxele iyo, es saqcieli boroti winaswarganzraxviT, uzurpatoris sawinaaRmdegod Caidina. sabolood liui pu-m tung Wuo mokla. am Sinaarsis erT-erTi varianti safuZvlad
udevs piesas, romlis dedaazria Seyvarebuli mamakacis gancdaTa dacinva. su s ani, aseve istoriuli pirovnebaa, igi usamarTlobis msxverplia. am qaliSvilis Tavgadasavali iwyeba Caudeneli
danaSaulis gamo misi gadasaxlebiT SoreTSi. es piesac aTasgvari variantis saxiTaa gavrcelebuli.
erT-erTia pekinuri opera `su s anis tirili~, saidanac Zalze cnobilia aria `su san, nu tiri!~ am
ariis tragikomikuri Sinaarsi sruliad ar Seesabameba dakrZalvis ceremonias. swored amitomaa,
rom, rogorc absurdulobis niSani, mwerals mohyavs es magaliTi.
kao ciao _ adgili, ubani, raioni q. SanxaiSi.
Saosinuri opera _ provincia W’Zi anis qalaq Saosin-is saopero Janri. aq saubaria WeZian-ur
operaze `li anisa da Wu-s siyvarulis ambavi~.
lin iuiTang-i _ mwerali, lingvisti, XX s. dasawyisis burJuaziul-reformatoruli mimarTulebis tipiuri warmomadgeneli.
Zafis gorgals axveven _ aq igulisxmeba XIX_XX s.s. mijnaze CineTSi Semosuli CxirebiT qsova,
rac manamde Cinuri yofisTvis ucnobi iyo. mianiSnebs Cinuri wvrilburJuaziuli sazogadoebis evropeizaciasa da amerikanizaciaze, dasavluri feministuri moZraobisa da demokratiuli ideebis
axlad damkvidrebuli, modaSi axladSemosul evropuli cxovrebis yaidis idealistur warmodgenebze, razec avtori sarkazmiTa da iumoriT saubrobs.
ien w’Ziao _ XX s. damdegis mwerali.
Weng cin-i (moZvelebuli) gulisxmobs Semdegs: I. bunebriv sikvdils da ara sikvdils dasjis
mizniT, an sxvisi xeliT mokvdinebas. II. gardacvlili dasaflavebamde imyofeba `kanonier saZinebelSi~, `kanonieri patronis oTaxSi~, anu iq, sadac mas miniWebuli aqvs yofnis sruli ufleba da
sadac mas STamomavlebi, memkvidreebi, saTanado pativsa da yuradRebas miageben.
mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangveni, rusudan quTaTelaZe
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S’ TieSeng-i
史铁生
bebos varskvlavi
奶奶的星星
vexutebi bebos, vuzivar kalTaSi, gangmirulad vRrialeb, fexebs viqnev da drodadro rac
Zala da Rone maqvs vWimav; es Cemi pirveli STabeWdilebebia. aRarc ki maxsovs am gulSemzaravi
da tragikuli momentis mizezi. Cems pirdapir fanjris gareTa kedelSi Camofxavebulia da kiris
TeTri laqa moxuci kacis saxes mivamsgavse. bebo mixutebs da siyvaruliT xels micacunebs, Tan
miCurCelebs „iu-iu“, rac mets mefereba, guli miT ufro miCuydeba.
mismine — uecrad miTxra — mismine, gesmis? ...
me yuri mivugde, gavCumdi da marTalac gavigone mSvenieri xma, romelic TiTqos haerSi dafrinavda. nel-nela es siamovneba bebos mkerdze mSvid ZilSi gadaizarda.me bebiam gamzarda. xSirad
eubnebodnen Cems Tanasworebs:
isini vinc bebias gazrdilebi arian, arasodes iviwyeben bebos.
am dros ukve TiTqmis sazriani viyavi, bebos fexebs avekrobodi da mosaubreebs borotad
vaSterdebodi, Tan vfiqrobdi: „erTi Sexede ra saZagelia“, anu bavSvis eniT: „nuTu, es Seni piridan
unda gavigovo?!“
beboc im dros siciliT magra Camixutebda, TiTqos dRevandelobiTac kmayofili iyo da ambobda:
aba am dros me ras moveswrebio!
ra dros? — vekiTxebodi me da mTeli guliT vicinodi. Tumca, yovelTvismegona, rom sinamdvileSi bebo sul sxvanairad fiqrobda.
xSirad vfiqrobdi, ra saCuqari meyida bebosaTvis fuls rom viSovnidi. mamaCemi ufrosi vaJi
iyo da roca rames aCuqebda, an misi Zmebi uyidnen saCuqars, bebo ambobda:
ar iyo saWiro aseTi xarjio.
bebos zurgi da weli awuxebda, dRis bolos sawolze wveboda, mec fexebis bakuniT gadavurbendi zurgze da amgvarad vzeldi. mec Zalian momwonda da beboc meubneboda:
pawawuna fexunebi, pawawina fexunebi, if-if ra kargia.
me ra Tqma unda male mbezrdeboda es Sroma, Zalian grZeli meCveneboda misi weli. Tan vkiTxulobdi:
ar geyofa?
erTi orjerac gadamirbine — mpasuxobda.
me didi nabijebiT vcdilobdi momeTavebina:
morCa? morCa?
saswrafoT Camovxtebodi iatakze da gzadagza fexze vicmevdi... mere vekiTxebodi:
rom gavizrdebi, merec unda virbino Sen zurgze?
ras ambob, xom gadamTelav.
mere isev vkiTxavdi:
ratom ar ginda im dros daelodo?
moxuci var da male movkvdebi.
mokvdebi da ra?
ra da Zalianac, rom mogindes veRar mipovni.
ai iq ki vCumdebodi da vexutebodi. wuTisofeli erT-erT Semzarav STabeWdilebas mimzadebda.
erT zamTars, tkbili Zilis mere gameRviZa, bebo ar Canda. me fanjaras avekari da xmamaRla
veZaxdi. gareT qari xmaurobda.
bebo bebidas sanaxavad wavida.
me ar davijere, iq xom yovelTvis erTad davdiodiT... mTeli dRe vtirodi. es ambavi Cemebs
arasodes daviwyebiaT. aravin icis ra azrebi mawuxebda, ras vfiqrobdi. rodesac bebos Cemi SeSineba undodo uTqvams:
ar damijereb da movkvdebi.
erTi zafxulis Rames ca varskvlavebiT gaivso. bebos zRaprebi Cveulebriv zRaprebs ar hgavda, yveboda, rom rodesac vinme kvdeboda, caze axali varskvlavi Cndeboda:
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adamiani kvdeba da varskvlavi Cndeba.
es vin aris? ratom varskvlavi? ratom?
xalxs, rom gza ukeT gaunaTon.
erTxelac ezoSi visxediT, Jasmini yvaoda, yvavilebi patara sayvirebs mivamsgavse, vuberavdi
da vcdilobdi xma gamomeSva. bebo bananis foTlisagan dawnil maraos iniavebda da Tan koRos
afrTxobda. grili niavi, lurj caze brWyviala varskvlavebi — samudamoT darCa Cems mexsierebaSi.
uamravi weli gavida bebos gardacvalebidan, magram me is sul maxsovs. bavSviviT vucqer zafxulis
moWedil cas da veZeb bebias varskvlavs... nel-nela maxsendeba misi moyolili miTebi da vrwmundebi, rom gardacvalebis varskvlavebi mgzavrebs unaTeben. iqneb is didi varskvlavia bebiasi an iqneb
sulac CiraRdani an CamoRvenTili sanTeli...
bebias patara fexebi hqonda. roca fexs ibanda, cdilobda sxvas ar daenaxa. me ki bebias
„Crdils“ verafriT miSorebda.
ras momaSterdi! wadi exla da dedas eTamaSe!
me ki Cacucquls misi taStis win, wasvla arafriT ar mindoda. es fexebi marTlac simaxinje
iyo, gegoneboda cera TiTi pirdapir quslze eba.
gtkiva? — vekiTxebodi me.
ukve didi xania aRar mtkiva, magram Tu mivartyi rames amtkivdeba.
yovelTvis mindoda Sevxebodi mis fexebs, magram meSinoda ar tkenoda. mxolod TiTiT wyals
movurevdi xolme.
es ra satanjvelia, xedav? — me ki TanagrZnobiT Tavs vuqnevdi. — amitom rogorc ki dagiZaxeb,
maSinve unda moxvide, me ver gdev Sen. gesmis?
me SiSiT vucqerdi fexebs, Tavs vuqnevdi da vuqnevdi. deda sxva oTaxSi Zlivs ikavebda sicils, momiaxlovda da gamiyvana. bebo ki buZRuns agrZelebda:
dedaSeni karg dros daibada da Tqvenc sul yvelani.
Rame bebos gverdiT meZina. xelSi grZeli tilos saxvevi meWira da mTeli ZaliT veqaCebodi.
fexebi am tiloSi hqonda gaxveuli. Tan im borot arsebaze vfiqrobdi, romelic „fifqiaSi“ kauWa
cxviriT da cisferi saxiT warmomedgina.
dedaSeni alqajia! — veubnebodi da mis nikaps mTeli ZaliT TaviT vesobodi, mas ecineboda,
mere oxrviT meubneboda:
dedaCems egona, CemTvis kargs akeTebda.
trakSi qva! — wamoviZaxe. sxva dros am sityvebisaTvis gamibrazdeboda, axla ki yuradRebac ki
ar miaqcia.
Cemi gvari Si ar aris! Cemi gvari fing_ia! — vyvirodi me.
fing_i bebias qaliSvilobis gvari iyo. Cemi mSoblebi ki meore oTaxSi icinodnen. me ki ar
mesmoda es sicili naZaladevi ratom iyo da ara guliani rogorc yovelTvis.
Si mamasaxlisebis ojaxi iyo, dedaCems egona fufunebaSi da gancxromaSi macxovrebdnen bednierad... — buzRunebda bebo. Tanac bednierebas „fu“ ,1 mesame tonSi ambobda.
ra iyo aseTi cudi Siebis ojaxSi? ratom aseTi zizRiT, vfiqrobdi me da Tan Tavs virwmunebdi, rom Si ar viyavi.
mTvare fanjaras anaTebda, mravali patar-patara oTxkuTxeda CarCoebiT. mSvenieri vaSlis xis
Crdili ki am CarCos evleboda. quCidan moxetiale vaWrebis gawelili da Znelad gasarCevi xma ismoda, ver gaigebdi ras yiddnen. bebos Tvalic ar dauxamxamebia, daZabuli iyo. neta raze fiqrobs?
bebo!
rao? daiZine! — bebom xeli gamomiwoda. mis xelTan erTad Zili ki gansakuTrebiT tkbili iyo.
bebos CemTvis mouyolia, rom bavSobaSi masac Cveulebrivi fexebi hqonda, daxtoda da cekvavda kidec. me ki mesizmreboda, rom orive fexiT rezinis Toks kargad axteboda da Tan oZaxda:
„opa, opas“, ise rogorc Cveni mezoblis gogo xuifan_i akeTebs Tavis ori uzarmazari fexiT.
xuifan_i Zalian lamazi iyo. amas, rom mivxvdi, Zalian patara viyavi. roca rezinas axteboda,
me Cacucquli vijeqi da vuyurebdi. Tu ki meoTxe bavSvi daakldebodaT, xuiffn_i rezinis dasaWerad meZaxda. sul vocnebobdi, rom is meoTxe bavSvi yovelTvis me vyofiliyavi. xuifan_i arc ki
iRimeboda. rogorc ki TamaSs aawyobda, dedamisi eZaxda; an bostneuli unda gaerecxa, an comi unda
moezila, an Tavisi daZmis tansacmeli gaerecxa. uxmod daaxvevda Tavis rezinas da midioda saqmis
gasakeTeblad. bebo sul aqebda, magram maSinac ki arafers imCnevda da xmasac ar iRebda.
am ojaxis yvelaze umcrosi Svili merve haZi Cemi toli iyo. yvela erTmaneTze TiTo wliT
umcrosi iyo. saxlis samxreT nawili eWiraT, Cven ki dasavleT oTaxebi.
Sua ezoSi agurebiT gamoyofil oTx kvadratSi msxlis da sami mSvenieri vaSlis xe erga.
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gazafxulze mTeli ezo yvavilebis fantelebSi ifloboda; furclebis dacvenisas ki mTeli ezo
mofenili iyo. xeebis qveS Jasmini, giorginebi, Cinuri circeli, induri kana iyo darguli. yvela
uvlida am yvavilebs. es yvavilebi Zalian maRlebi meCveneboda. me da haZi davZvrebodiT da saRamoobiT damalobanas vTamaSobdiT, CavicucqebodiT buCqis ukan da vknaodiT knutebiviT. es rogorc sCans saukeTeso gasarTobi iyo. mere bebo Segvkrebda xolme da gamocanebs gveubneboda:
muqi lurji dafa, muqi lurji dafa, dafaze ki ...
varskvlavebi, varskvlavebi!
sul ramodenime gamocana icoda. haZ_is maleve bezrdeboda, garboda xolme qaRaldis
„tyviebis“ mosaZebnad. me ki isev yvavilebSi vimalebodi.
TvalSi ar moirtyaT! — gviyviroda bebo karidan.
ara, Cven katas veZebT! — pasuxobda haZi.
ezoSi erTi msuqana kata gadmodioda da Cveni warmosaxviT gvemtereboda.
nu afeTqebT, ar avnoT rame, ras erCiT, erTi Cveulebrivi kataa!
Cven ki araferi gvesmoda. yviriliT vsdevdiT erTi ezodan meoreSi, kata ki saxuravze maleve
qreboda.
haZi TamaSebis niWieri gamomgonebelic iyo, yovelTvis migebda minis burTebs da naxevarze
meti jibeSi uCxrialebda. marTalia didi araferi burTebi iyo, ZiriTadad kakali, induri kanaii
an wylis buStukebi ,2 gvqonda... mas badis dawna SeeZlo da erT muWa kaliebs iWerda, mere TiTebs
Soris or-ors aTavsebda. qalaqis kedelTanac bedavda gasvlas, rom iq kaliebi daeWira, xan ki saxuravze adioda da xidan „samoTxis vaSlebs“ hkrefda. bebo ki am dros uyviroda:
haZ_i, haZ_i, mervev! rodis veRirsebi Sens daokebas? ar gadmovarde, weli ar itkino.
haZis CvenTan stumrobac moswonda, oRond ise, rom dedamis ar gaego. bebo yovelTvis tkbileuliT umaspinZldeboda. or-or, sam-sam kanfets an namcxvars tolad gviyofda. mis ojaxs
uWirda da iSviaTad hqondaT sasusnavi. dedamisi sul imas sCioda: „ramdenic ar unda gvqondes,
Cveni mSieri mgelukebi yvelafers sanslaven, arasodes araferi yofniTo“. me da haZ_i ki muclebze bebias loginze viweqiT da gemrielad vwuwnidiT kanfetebs, Tan kanfetebis wiTeli da lurji
gamWvirvale qaRaldebiT xan mzes, xan xeebs, xan xuifan_is gafenil sarecxs vuWvretdiT. xmamaRla
vxarxarebdiT bednierebi da gaxarebulebi. xuifan_i ki daWimuli da mkacri saxis gamometyvelebiT
eubneboda haZ_is:
haZ_i, nu celqob!
ar celqobs, saxuravze ki ar zis! — bebo eubneboda. mas am bavSvebidan haZ_i yvelaze ufro
moswonda — haZi wesieri da erTgulia!
dawyebiT skolaSi me da haZ_i klaselebi viyaviT. pionerebi, rom unda gavmxdariyaviT, ojaxma
TeTri perangi ver Seukera da verc uyida. me ori mqonda da bebom erTi aCuqa. sixarulisagan saxe
yumaSiviT gauwiTlda, im dilas bebom skolaSi orives keqsi da or-ori moxarSuli kvercxi gagvatana, haZi_s dedam ki orives Tavisi xeliT aplikaciiT Sekerili cxvirsaxoci gvaCuqa. dRedaRame
aplikaciebs keravda, rom am didi ojaxisaTvis raRac Seematebina.
mere bebiamac daiwyo aplikaciebis gakeTeba, mas haZ_is dedam rekomendacia gauwia. Tavidan
fexs iTrevda, ar ejera, rom bebos marTlac undoda. bebo ki ar eSveboda:
haZ_is dedav, isev ar daelaparakeT maT?
Tqven ra marTla gindaT es samuSao? — mas zurgze yovelTvis Salis da abreSumis Zafebi hqonda gadakidebuli. — ras ambobT? risTvis? Tqveni vaJic da rZalic orive muSaobs, TveSi aranakleb
asad an aTasad, sul oTxni xarT, ra saWiroa amdeni wvaleba?
imisaTvis, rom fuli ar gvyofnis. — Tavs imarTlebda bebo.
mas marTlac ar uWirda, magram raRaca gegmebi hqonda, me ki ra Tqma unda verafers vxvdebodi.
bavSobaSi dRe da Rame bebosTan erTad viyavi. deda Zalian Sors muSaobda, zamTarSi ukuneT sibneleSi brundeboda. mama saRamoobiT kiTxulobda da SrialiT furclavda gazeTebs. bebo
RumelTan xuntunebs,3 kravda, rom dedasaTvis wvniani daexvedrebina. me ki mas mxolod saqmes
umatebdi. comisagan patara „lavaSebs“ vZerwavdi da RumelSi vakravdi. roca „puri“ vardeboda,
imas niSnavda, rom mzad iyo. me ki Tavidan fexebamde fqvilSi viyavi.
nu Svebi! afuWeb fqvils. — meubneboda bebo, mferTxavda da saxeloebs miwevda.
maSin wruwuna gamikeTe.
bebo abrtyelebda coms, Zerwavda egred wodebul „wruwunas“, pelmenis msgavss ori yuriT.
Tumca mainc da mainc ar hgavda Tagvs, me katas viTxovdi — exla kata! — katac ori yuriT keTdeboda da ufro mimsgavsebuli iyo.
exla Camocomdeba yvelaferi da vityvi, rom xels miSlidi.
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Tu SeiZleba sTqvi, rom me gavakeTe.
Sen Tu ukve es iswavle, dedaSeni kmayofilebisagan dadneba! — xarxarebda bebo.
me ki bebos vajavrebdi: „uf — Tqven karg dros moeswariT, dedaSeni dadneba!“ bebo amas marTlac xSirad imeorebda. mas TeTri SuriT Surda dedaCemis. Surda misi didi fexebis; Surda ganaTlebuli, rom iyo da samsaxurSi, rom dadioda. xandaxan dedas ramodenime TanamSromeli gvestumreboda, laparakobdnen, samsaxuris ambebis arCevdnen. me araferi mesmoda, bebos vucqerdi da Zili
mereoda. vfiqrob bebosac mainc da mainc ar esmoda, magram moswonda mosmena — yurebdacqvetili
ijda Sors kuTxeSi da krints ar Zravda, roca xmamaRla icinodnen, bebos gaugebari Rimili gadahkravda. deda etyoda: „de! modiT pilmeni gavakeToT!“ bebo dafeTdeboda, Semcbari gaiqceoda
cecxlis Sesamowmeblad, romelic cotac da Caqreboda. yurs ugdebda maT da danarCeni yvelaferi
aviwydeboda. wavidodnen stumrebi da beboc mowyenili ambobda:
WurWeli darecxeT da cecxlsac mixedeT, me daviRele!
deda dawolas sTavazobda, magram ar Tanxmdeboda da gaSeSebuli ijda. me ki Tavidan viwyebda:
„Tqven karg dros moeswariT!“ ded-mama gaisuseboda, mxolod me vbedavdi laparaks.
Sexede dedaSens, mSvenieri did terfi aqvs. kulturulia da samsaxurSic bevri megobari hyavs. imxiarule da iyavi! me ki skolaSic ar mivlia, erTi biZaSvili myavda...
vici, vici. — vawyvetinebdi me. — biZaSvili gyavdaT, skolaSi dadioda, saxlidan gaipara, mniSvnelovani saqmeebiT iyo dakavebuli...
mere da es xom marTalia? — ikiTxa bebom bavSviviT.
mere da es biZaSvilic sasadiloSi dadis? — vikiTxe me, dedam da mamam gadaixarxares. bebo ki
waxda TiTqos.
eqvsi-Svidi wlis asakSi ukve sazizRari xar! — es iyo erTaderTi, rasac gabrazebuli bebo
CemTvis imetebda.
ar vici ratom, magram sasadilo Suris obieqti iyo. pativsacem adamianze saubars xSirad am
winadadebiT amTavrebda: „... da isini sasadiloSi sadilobdnen.“
dadga 1958 weli da yvela quCaze sasadilo gaixsna. bebom uamravi Wam-WurWeli aCuqa maT, siamovnebiT midioda dila adrianad, gaxsnas elodeboda. roca mSoblebi muSaobdnen, sadilis dros
me skolidan iq mibarebda.
erTi ulufa pomidvris wvniani, erTi... — xazgasmiT da arabunebrivad warmosTqvamda „erTi
ulufas“.
am dros TviTonac krTeboda, magram Tavi mainc amayad eWira. roca vixseneb, ise mgonia, rom
Tavi im qalad warmoedgina, romelic muSobda sazogadoebasTan urTierTobas. mas xom saxlis garda
arsad ar umuSavia.
roca dawyebiTi skolis meore klasSi vswavlobdi, TiTqmis yovel saRamos bebos mitingze
uwevda wasvla. me iq misvlas mikrZalavda.
es xom Teatri ar aris?! — gaRizianebuli ambobda.
TeatrSi ki bevr Zvelebur piesas veswrebodiT. aplikaciebis fuls, rom aiRebda vinmes patiJebda; haZis dedas, Tavis das an Cveni ezodan vinme moxucs. me ra Tqma unda misi „Crdili“ viyavi.
oRond kalTaSi ar misvamda, Cems skamze vijeqi. bebos ar esmoda ra xdeboda da erT „moxuc qalbatons“ sTxova aexsna misTvis. am qalbatons TiTqos esmoda es piesebi, magram mgoni ufro cnobili
varskvlavebis Tayvanismcemeli iyo, yveboda mei lanfai_ze, cian maosan_ze, iun Saxai_ze, Can ciuncun_ze...
me vijeqi savarZelSi da meZina. sinamdvileSi 15 wuTiani antraqtebis gamo davdiodi, vsvamdi
mei_s ugemrieles tkbil kompots. mTeli mondomebiT vcdilobdi damerwmunebina yvela, rom wyurvili mklavda da or boTls vsvamdi.
bebo sinanuliT ambobda, rom axalgazrdobaSi aranairi opera ar enaxa. mgoni im dakarguli
drois da codnis anazRaurebas cdilobda. SevamCnie, rom ramodenime asakovani qalbatoni da moxuci kaci sakmaod kargad erkveodnen TeatrSi. bebos CamorCena ar ssurda. erTxel ki bebomac da
Cveni ezos moxucma qalbatonmac yvelaferi kargad gaiges. oRond es opera ki ara, filmi „Cufu“
(vedreba) iyo, dasrulebis Semdeg orive tiroda.
maSin xom marTlac ase iyo. — ambobda bebo.
orives Tvalebi CauwiTlda, me Cumad mivyvebodi ukan. am filmSi saSineli is ki ar iyo, rom
nebayoflobiT gaswira karis zRurbli,4 da gaxarebuli brundeboda... bebos Zalian uyvarda „Cufus“ moyola, Tanac „fu-s“ araswored warmosTqvamda. meored ki am filmis naxva kategoriulad ar
undoda.
erT saRamos bebom gamosasvleli tanisamosi gadaicva. mitingze unda wasuliyo, gaSeSebuli
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ijda magidasTan. dedam damiZaxa da bebos uTxra:
dRes TqvenTan erTad wamovides, dabneldeba, magram biWunasTvis saSiSi ar aris.
me gamexarda.
skolaSi? me xels movkideb! gza kargad vici — rogorc Cemi xuTi TiTi!
Cu, ras hyviri!
dedam sila gamawna. aseTi seriozuli ar menaxa. me haZ_isTan gaviqeci. Cveni ocneba iyo skolis
ezoSi saRamos moxvedra. haZ_is azriT iq uamravi kalia unda yofiliyo, skola odesRac didi
taZari iyo da ramodenime ezo hqonda. erT-erTSi uzarmazari beberi naZvi idga. Zvel kedlebze
balaxi amosuliyo, jer ar bneloda. WriWinobelebi totebze erTad WriWinebdnen. bebo ukana ezoSi
mitingze Sevida, Cven ki gagvafrTxila, rom wina ezoSi gveTamaSa. es Cven gegmebs gadasarevad emTxveoda. yvelaferi saintereso am wina ezos ukavSirdeboda, dRisiT ufrosi klaselebiT iyo savse.
axla orZelic da qviSac Tavisfali iyo CvenTvis.
haZ_i, deda gaafrTxile, aq rom xar? — vikiTxe.
gavafrTxile. — RimiliT mipasuxa.
mas xom aravis gafrTxileba ar sWirdeboda. xSirad SuaRamemde quCebSi TamaSobda. me ki sul
mSurda misi Tavisuflebis.
boZze vcocavdiT, me haZiviT ar gamomdioda. mere SeZaxiliT „daviwyeT!“ Zelze gadaqneviT
veWidebodiT erTmaneTs. ramodenime Serkinebis mere me vileodi da ra Tqma unda haZi miWerda. haZi
janmrTeli iyo, kargad darboda, masTan erTad aravisi meSinoda — CxubiTac kargad Cxubobda.
skolaSi haZis warmatebebi sruliad Cveulebrivi iyo. amaSi Tavis das xuifans ara hgavda.
xuifani mowadinebuli da warmatebuli moswavle iyo, pionerTa umaRles komitetSic ki airCies.
mec iolad gamomdioda swavla, maTematikis SejibrSi ki haZi migebda. mas ubralod dro enaneboda
swavlisaTvis, davalebebsac ar asrulebda. mSobliur enaSi Zlivs iRebda gamsvlel 60 qulas. dawyebiTi klasebis mere, me cnobil elitarul skolaSi Cavabare. haZim ki mesamexarisxovanSi. exla
vxvdebi, rom Cemze niWieri iyo, Cemi friadisnoba ki bebos damsaxureba iyo, Tanac mSoblebi mexmarebodnen mecadineobaSi, haZis ki vin daexmareboda? saRamos saxlis saqmiT Tu ar iyo dakavebuli,
quCaSi TamaSbda. xuifen_i ki am ojaxSi gamoirCeoda. uxmod da moTminebiT muSaobda da swavlobda.
dedamisi Tvlida, rom bevr Suqs swvavda. xuifani gamTenias dgeboda da ezoSi skolaSi wasasvlelad emzadeboda. 1965 wels universitetSi Caabara, ukve saTvales xmarobda, magram ufro lamazi
da delikaturiiyo, etyoboda, rom ufro ganswavluli gamxdariyo. me haZisi mSurda aseTi da, rom
hyavda. mas ki sulac ar aRelvebda es da sul dascinoda „oTxTvalas“ eZaxda, xuifani ki yuradRebas ar aqcevda, arc sxvebs aqcevda yuradRebas. droTa ganmavlobaSi haZi mis mimarT gacivda.
mze Cavida „Wri-Wri, Wri“. TiTqos ca Camobnelda. marTlac am dros uamravi WriWinobelas xma
aRmosavleTidan Tu dasavleTidan modioda. veZebdiT kedlis ZirSi da erT adgilas xmas gavyeviT.
haZim agurebis bzarze moSarda da iqidan kalia gamoxta. kargad sCanda mTvris Suqze. haZ_im uceb
daiWira, Sexeda da gauSva.
amas mokumuli piri hqvia, eseTebi pirs ar aReben da ar WriWineben. — sTqva haZ_im.
Zebna ganvagrZeT da qvasTan davinaxeT kalia. haZ_im Cumad maniSna: „Cumado“. CavicucqeT, Cumad moTminebiT vucqerdiT, amosunTqvisac gveSinoda. WriWinobelac aWriWinda da haZ_is gaeRima.
uf, Sardi aRar maqvs.
me maqvs. — vupasuxe.
Cu-Cumad! ai aq daumizne.
rogorc iqna erTgvariani daviWireT. haZim jibidan qaRaldi amoiRo, daaxvia da Sig Casva.
mTvare brwyinavda. Suqi beberi naZvis muq totebSi aRwevda. miwaze muqi da baci Crdilebi
ecemoda laqebiviT, Cven martokebi viyaviT uzarmazar ezoSi. Cveni saklaso oTaxebi taZris darbazebi iyo. Cabnelebuli cota SiSis momgvrelad gamoiyureboda. caze varskvlavebic gamoCnda.
me Zalauneburad bebo gamaxsenda. haZi nadirobda da muxlebze xoxviT mihyveboda kedels, ukana
aebzika, Tavi ki balaxSi Caerga.
ukana ezoSic movZebnoT. — vuTxari me.
samxreTisaken oTaxSi Suqi davinaxe. Cum-Cumad gavxoxdi qvis kibeze. xeliT fanjris CarCos
moveWide, SeviWyite da merxebTan mimjdari moxucebi davinaxe. bebo bolo merxze ijda, xelebi
muxlebze daedo pirvelklaseliviT. xeli davuqnie, magram ver daminaxa. yuradRebiT vusmendi, sasacilo iyo. bebo sul ambobda: „bavSobaSi dawyebiT skolaSi, rom miveyvaneo, bevri mecodineboda
da SeiZleba revoluciaSic mimeRo monawileobao.“ da isev Tavis biZaSvilis ambebs mohyveboda —
misi skola, codna, fexebi, saxlidan gaqceva, saqmeebi... me ki mecineboda — neta rogor gaiqceoda
saxlidan, albad terfebs magrad adgavda?
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kaTedrasTan ki viRac saubrobda. gverdgverd viRacvRaceebi usxdnen, erTi qali sul mduRares umatebda CaiSi.
bebos biZaSvili sul erTxel vnaxe. erTsarTulian dawesebulebaSi. bebos Cemi xeli magrad
eWira da grZel derefanSi mivdiodiT, xan iqiT vikiTxavdiT, xan aqeT. mere gviTxres — daelodeTo.
bevri savarZeli da taxti idga, bebo ki ar msvavda da TiTonac idga. didxans velodeT, mere viRac
qali movida da bebom miTxra miesalme bebodaso...
darbazSi kaTedrasTan mdgomi ki gauTaveblad saubrobda da saubrobda.
S’TieSeng-i (1951 - 2010) . 1972 wels dabrunda gadasaxlebidan orive fexwarTmeuli. 1982,
1983 wlebSi miiRo nacionaluri premia nominaciaSi ,,mcire proza”. 2002 wels- prizi saukeTeso
nawarmoebisaTvis.
Targmani natali maisuraZisa
lu Cangcing-i
路长青
maCvi
鼹
Cemi ojaxi movlenebis aseT ganviTarebas verc ki warmoidgenda. rwmeniT SevyurebdiT momavals, magram gaWirvebas dasasruli ar uCanda. advili ar iyo mogvepovebina Tundac cotaodeni
sorgos fxvnili an tkbili, gamomSrali kartofilis firfitebi. SimSilobis am saSinel periodSi
viyavi 6 wlis bavSvi, romelsac ganviTarebisTvis gansakuTrebuli kveba esaWiroeboda. Sedegad
damiavadda kuWi. Tuki, Cemi kvebis racioni ar Seicvleboda kuWi saerTod veRar SeZlebda sakvebis
gadamuSavebas. janmrTelobis mdgomareoba TandaTan miuaresdeboda, lukmis gadaylapvas veRar
vaxerxebdi. naxevar TveSi Zalian davsustdi. soflis eqimma Tqva, rom vitaminebis nakleboba mWirda
da aseve, daavadebuli viyavi anoreqsiiT. mirCia, mimeRo iseTi sakvebi, romelic Seicavda sicocxlisaTvis aucilebel nivTierebebs. yvelaze sasargeblo iyo xorci. sxvagvarad Zneli qneboda CemTvis sicocxlis SenarCuneba. dedaCemi tiroda `Cven 50 grami fqvilic ki ara gvaqvs da sad unda
viSovno aseTi sakvebi produqti?~
erT Rames damesizmra. viyavi qalaqis did restoranSi, sadac magidaze ido cxeli xorcis
naWeri. mzareuli cali xeliT did qvabs urevda, xolo meoriT xorcis naWers kepavda, amave dros,
amaRlebuli ganwyobis Sesaqmnelad sakuTar bends meti mxiarulebisaken mouwodebda. sizmarSi uecrad wamoviyvire: `xorci! xorci!~ da gamomeRviZa kidec. gulis fancqaliT avdeqi. gavaRviZe deda
da vuTxari: `deda, me minda xorci, Tundac es iyos Cemi ukanaskneli sadili sikvdilamde.~ Cemma sityvebma deda gaaoca da dabneulma da sasowarkveTilma miTxra: `Svilo, rogor SegiZlia sikvdilze
ifiqro?!~ Semdeg dafiqrda da uceb, TiTqos gamosavali ipovao, imediani TvalebiT Semomxeda,
cremlebi moiwminda da aRelvebulma, xmiskankaliT miTxra cingw’, gaxsovs maCvis xvrelebi Cven
xixia-s saojaxo mamulSi. Cagiyvan da gaCveneb.
maCvi ori wlis win vnaxe. sofeli Semodgomis mosavals iRebda. Zalian lamazi saRamo iyo. mSoblebTan erTad mosavlis asaRebad mec viyavi yanaSi, moulodnelad SevniSneT cxoveli, romelic
morboda patara mTis sapirispiro mxares. igi waagavda moklefexebian, Wrel ZaRls, magram ufro
msuqani iyo. dedam miTxra: `odesme ginaxavs aseTi cxoveli? es maCvia. didi xania aq cxovrobs~. mamam
amoiRo iaraRi da mzad iyo srolisTvis. dedam uTxra: `es Cveni Zveli mezobelia, gauSvi, sakvebi
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sakmarisad gvaqvs~. am ambidan erTi wlis Semdeg mama avadmyofobiT gardaicvala. maCvi ki mosavlis
aRebisas kidev orjer vnaxe. Oorjerve me da dedas iaraRi ar gvqonda. TiTqos es icodao, maCvi
mSvidad gamovida sorodan, moSarda, Semdeg aiRo simindi, SeWama da gaiqca. dedam RimiliT Tqva:
`Sexede, ra suleli maCvia. raTa SeinarCunos Tavisi soros sisufTave tovebs mas, gareT Wams da
sxvagan Sardavs.“ es ambavi gamaxsenda radgan deda, romelic ukeTilesi adamiani iyo, romelic wiwilsac ver daklavda, axla mzad iyo moekla maCvi Tavisi erTaderTi Svilis gadasarCenad.
meore dRes dedam wamoiRo qatoTi da iaraRebiT savse kalaTa. dedas xelCakidebuli mivyavdi maCvis sorosken. damwuxrebulma, uimedod vkiTxe dedas: `axla adamianebsac ki ar SeuZliaT
sakvebis mopoveba da moxuci maCvi ar mokvdeboda SimSiliT?“ dedam mipasuxa: `SesaZloa, magram Cven
unda vcadoT. Tu daviWerT maCvs Sen ar unda itiro. axla ki ifiqre, rom saTamaSod wamogiyvane.~
maCvebis bunebrivi Cvevaa gamoizamTron. Yyoveli noembris Tves soroSi) atareben. xalxi xSirad iyenebs cru kvamls, raTa gamoityuon sorodan da daiWiron. dedam dado qatos yuTi maCvis
sorosTan da cecxli daanTo. kvamli pirdapir sorosaken midioda. velodebodiT maCvis gamosvlas.
is marTlac gamovida sorodan da qatoTi savse kalaTa Tavis soroSi Seitana. uecrad raRac gaskda
da xmauri gaisma. dedam aRelvebulma uTxra sakuTar Tavs: `warmatebuli dRea. Cemi Svili, SeWams
xorcs da SeiZleba gadarCes“. moulodnelad, moxuci maCvi gamoxta sorodan, dedas win SeCerda
da saSineli xmiT morTo Rriali. cota xnis Semdeg, Cemsken gamoiqca, Cems Sarvals dauwyo kbena,
Semdeg ki, miwaze damagdo. tirilis dawyebis meSinoda. deda idga maCvebis sorodan ramdenime metris moSorebiT. uceb davinaxe rogor gamovida 5 patara maCvi sorodan. dedam gakvirvebulma Tqva:
`RmerTo Cemo, rodis gaaCina Svilebi am moxucma maCvma?~ mis TvalebSi iyo panika da cotaodeni
siamaye.
erT saRamos, ramdenime dRis Semdeg dedam dainaxa moZravi raRac, fanjarasTan. gaaRo kari da
SeniSna moxuci maCvi. dedam yuradReba miaqcia mas. uceb mixvda, rom maCvs Sioda. miuxedavad SiSisa,
sakuTari sicocxle Caegdo safrTxeSi, man mogvmarTa daxmarebis TxovniT. bolo wlebi xalxi SimSilis zRvarze idga. arc moxuci maCvisTvis iyo martivi 5 SvilTan erTad Tavis gatana, gadarCena!
dedam mis mimarT TanagrZnoba gamoiCina, puri gamoutana da Zirs dado. maCvi yoymanobda. nelnela
miuaxlovda purs, dedas Sexeda, darwmunda, safrTxe rom ar emuqreboda. dastaca purs piri da gaiqca. amis Semdeg, maCvi Cvens saxls SeeCvia da ezoSic ki xSirad modioda. magram ufro daberebuli
Canda. laslasiT dadioda. dedam Tqva: `ra cudi droa, ratom gaaCina maCvma 5 Svili?!~ jer kidev 6
wlis bavSvs, sasacilod meCveneboda dedas sityvebi.
erTi Tvis Semdeg sakvebi kidev metad dacotavda. me sikvdils vebrZodi. diliT gavigone
karebze Zlieri dartymis xma. dedam kari gaaRo da dainaxa moxuci maCvi. dedam ukan daixia, Soridan daakvirda maCvs, romelic gaunZrevlad iwva. is mkvdari iyo. mis garSemo yvelaferi sisxliT
iyo mosvrili. `ra moxda sinamdvileSi?~ deda idga uzomod Sewuxebuli. Cveni mezobeli babua
vangi movida da Tqva: `maCvebi grZnoben sikvdilis moaxlovebas. irCeven mSvid da sufTa adgils
sasikvdilod“. moxucma gviambo, rom cxovrebis gzaze bevri ram unaxavs da bevri rames moswrebia,
magram arasodes enaxa maCvi, romelic sakuTar Tavs sxvas uZRvnis. dedam TiTqos ver gaigo, an
gaigo kidec misi naaTqvami. aiyvana, daaxloebiT, 15 kg wonis maCvi da Tqva: `Sen ganzrax miartyi
saxlis kars Tavi, rom momkvdariyavi? mogviZRveni Tavi imisaTvis, rom samagiero gadagexada?“ deda
tiroda. meore dRes biZaCemma gaatyava maCvi da xorci mogvitana. naxevari Cvens ojaxs dautova. me
da Cemma mezobelma SevWameT moxuci maCvis xorci, xolo dedam Tavi aarida.
meore wels Cven SesaniSnavi mosavali miviReT. dedam aiRo saukeTeso puris marcvlis kona,
Cado maCvis tyavSi da Tqva: `neba momeci Seni keTili da mSieri suli Sevavso saukeTeso sakvebiT.~
es sevdiani ambavi wlebis manZilze Cems gulSi iyo. es SemTxveva gaxda sawindari imisa, rom
mecxovra sikeTiT, TanagrZnobiTa da siyvaruliT. damafiqrebelia, Tuki rwmenas, siyvarulsa da
Tanadgomas gamoxatav, SeiZleba cxovelic ki amaRldes Segnebis doneze da Seicvalos. es unda gaakeTos pirovnebam, romelsac ganviTarebul adamians uwodeben.
mTargmneli manana kupataZe
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siui tiSan-i
许地山
Sexvedra
再会
fanjris rafasTan mjdomi moxuci mezRvauri, sul mcire xnis win mogzaurobidan dabrunda.
is da qalbatoni siao bavSvobis megobrebi arian da Tumca mravali welia rac erTmaneTs daSordnen, yoveli Sexvedrisas TiTqos aviwydebaT ukan motovebuli dro. isini swored axlac gardasul
wlebze saubroben.
`Zmao vei ming, Sen oci wlis iyavi zRvaSi roca gaxvedi, xom? `man TiTebze gadaiTvala raRac
da sxvisTvis SeumCneveli, bindgadakruli TvalebiT Sexeda Tavis megobars da uTxra: `ormocdaxuTi weli TiTebze CamoTvliliviT gaqra!~
moxucma mezRvaurma wverze ramdenjerme Camoisva xeli da TviTkmayofilma Tqva: `namdvilad!...
gaxsovs gamgzavrebis dRes Sens saxlTan dasamSvidobeblad rom movedi,Sen swored am dros patara Svels apurebdi, me Sens ukan, axlad Gayvavilebuli muSmalis xes amovefare, erTad mcemda
yvavilebisa da Seni Tmis surneli. maSin Zneli iyo da arc vicodi rogor gamomexata ganSorebis
sevda, Sen ki mxolod Tavdaxrili Svels eferebodi. me mgoni im dros Sen bevrs verafers metyodi
Sen moulodnelad mkiTxe: `ramden xans unda vucado Cvens xelmeore Sexvedras?’ me dinjad gipasuxe: arc ise didi xani…. . .~
moxucma qalbatonma sityva CamoarTva: `mec naTlad maxsovs is momenti Sen rom eg fraza miTxari, me gipasuxe ,,me da Sen albaT mxolod maSin SevxvdebiT, Savi melani sul rom gaTeTrdeba. Seni
wasvlis dRes rom Savi melaniviT Tma gqonda, zRvis wyalma exla marTlac sul gaaTeTra!”
moxucma mezRvaurma Tavze gadaisva xeli: _`marTlac rom ase asrulda! samwuxaroa rom Zma
fang-s veRar vnaxav ramdeni welia rac gardaicvala?~
`eh, didi xania! xom xedav me ukve oTxi SviliSvili myavs `moxuci qalbatoni rom saubrobda,
Tan fanjrebis miRma fanCaturSi moTamaSe bavSvebs ucqerda da yvelaze maRalze miuTiTa, `naxe,
ting eri ukve Tormeti wlisaa, is rom erTi Tvis gaxda, babuamisi swored maSin gardaicvala.~
maTi saubris dros, moaxle gogom xamanwkebis Rvezeli moarTvaT. qalbatonma xeliT miuTiTa
Zma vei ming-s: `me kargad maxsovs Seni gemovneba da specialurad SenTvis davamzade.~
`gaxsovs bavSvobaSi dedaSenma mogvimzada aseTi cxobilebi. Sen erTi aiRe, SeWame da ar mogewona, Sig cota xamawkebiao. SigTavsi CemsaSi meti iyo da erTi ambavi atexe, gindoda CemTvis cxobila wagerTmia. maSin, dedaSenma Tqva erTi fraza, rac xSirad maxsendeba: `kargi Svilo, geyofa.
SigTavsi erTad ireva. damzadebisas vis aqvs magisi dro, igi guldasmiT gaanawilos?! ra Tqma unda
gardauvalia, rom zogSi meti SigTavsi moxvdes, zogSi naklebi, mTavaria cxobila gemrieli iyos.
Sen rac gergo Tavdapirveladve SenTvis xom ar iyo damzadebuli, magram Sen is ukve amoirCie da
SeWame, ase rom Sen ukve danayrdi da meti aRar unda moiTxovo.~ `Zmao veiming, am naTqvamma Zalian
amaRelva, es Cvens mdgomareobas Seefereba: SesaZleblobebi erTmaneTis miyolebiT gveZleva, zogi
adamiani karg arCevans akeTebs, zogi cuds, magram arCevanis gakeTebis Semdeg, veRarafers Secvli.
es saboloo Sansia.~
moxucma mezRvaurma aiRo cxobila, Wamas Seudga da wynarad Tqva: `marTalia! me mTeli cxovreba zRvaSi gavatare, Zalian martivi cxovrebiT vicxovre, ara SensaviT mZimed da rTulad, Tumca
rogorc maSin, cxobila Wamisa ar iyos, mxolod davnayrdi da morCa.
miuxedavad imisa rom, Cems `cxovrebis cxobilaSi~ SigTavsi metia, SeiZleba cota metad gemrielic aris, magram mec mxolod damanayra, rogorc Sen.
warsulze saubari Zalian sasiamovnoa. maT TiTqos surT bavSvobis droindeli ambebi kidev
erTxel gaixsenon, magram gareT myofi bavSvebi axmaurdnen, moxuci qalbatoni droebiT gavida maT
dasamSvideblad; marto darCenili mezRvauri ki wynarad zis da Tavis cxobilas dinjad miirTmevs.
siu tiSan-i (1893-1941) _ 1920 wels daamTavra pekinis universitetis Cinuri enisa da literaturis fakulteti. 1921 wels TanamoazreebTan erTad aarsebs yovelTviur biuletens literaturis kvlevis sakiTxebisaTvis.1923 wels miemgzavreba aSS-Si, kolumbiis universitetSi swavlas
iwyebs filosofiisa da religiis fakultetze. Sin dabrunebuli kvlevas agrZelebs literaturisa
da religiis sakiTxebze.
mTargmneli TinaTin SiSinaSvili
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cis binadarTa mTvralis stilis dasabami
八仙醉拳
mas rasac CineTSi uxsovari droidan `cis binadarTa mTvral krivs~ uwodeben, anu martivad
`wiou ciuan”-i (mTvrali muSti), saintereso folkloruli sawyisiT gamoirCeva. am stilis krivSi
Sedis iseTi nairsaxeobani, romelnic sainteresoa rogorc sanaxaobrivad, aseve naklebad cnobili
varjiSebis meTodikiTac.
rogorc folkloridanaa cnobili `cis mTvral binadarTa krivi~ iyofa xuT nairsaxeobad anu
`simTvraled~, ra Tqma unda es ucnaurad JRers, magram vinaidan am saxis krivi iSviaTi da naklebad
cnobili iyo, xalxSi mas ukavSirebdnen xan mistikas, xanac fantazias. sinamdvileSi xuTi saxis `simTvrale~ warmoadgens oTxi saxis iaraRis flobis, gamoyenebisa da mat gareSe varjiSTa kompleqss.
am kopleqsSi Sedis: `wiou ciuan”-i - mTvrali muSti~; `wiou tao - mTvrali xmali~; `wiou wiang-i
- mTvrali daSna~; `wiou tien-i - mTvrali Subi~; `wiou qung-i - mTvrali joxi~. marTalia am saxeobis iaraRebi sxva stilebSic gvxvdeba, magram vinaidan `cis mTvral binadarTa krivi~ Tavisi gansakuTrebulobiT gamoirCeva, zemod CamoTvlili iaraRebis flobac gansakuTrebuli maneriT xdeba.
ai ras mogviTxrobs legenda am stilis warmoSobis Sesaxeb. uZveles droSi, Tanamedrove provincia Sangtung-Si, zRvispira qalaq punlai-sTan axlos, iq sadac miTologiis mixedviT rva cis
binadarma-“sienSen”-ma zRva gadalaxa `maradiuli cxovrebis mTebis~ mimarTulebiT, erT-erT zRvispira patara sofelSi cxovrobda axalgazrda kaci. bavSvobidan igi tanad jmuxi, xolo xasiaTiT
- Tanatolebisagan gansakuTrebuli sijiutiT gamoirCeuli. amitomac mas soflelebma metsaxelad
`wiue niu~ anu jiuti xari Searqves. jiuti xari ar marto jiuti, aramed Zalze cnobismoyvarec iyo.
rogorc ki wamoizarda mowafed daudga erT sabrZolo xelovnebis (uSu kungfu) ostats da daiwyo
sabrZolo xelovneba `u i~-s Seswavla. radgan varjiSSic iseTive sijiute gamoiCina da gamudmebiT
srulhyofda ileTebs, warmatebamac ar daayovna. miuxedavad imisa, rom dauRalavma varjiSma fizikuradac gaaZliera, orTabrZolebSi ufrosi mowafis damarcxebas mainc ver axerxebda.
erTxel papanaqeba sicxeSi `jiutma xarma~ saCrdiloblad da mosasveneblad tyes miaSura.
Camojda erT xis Ziras, CrdilSi da daiwyo imaze fiqri Tu ratom ver axerxebda misi jgufis
ufrosi mowafis damarcxebas. uceb Semoesma adamianis msgavsi maimunebis usiamovno SeZaxilebi. man
kargad icoda maimunebis SeZaxilebis mniSvneloba da amitomac mzera iqiT miapyro sadac savaraudod maimunebi unda yofiliyvnen. uceb man dainaxa, rom ori maimuni erTmaneTs samkvdro sasicocxlod wahkideboda. erTi tanad aSkarad didi iyo da Sesabamisad Ronivradac gamoiyureboda, xolo
meore SedarebiT momcro tanisa da gamxdari iyo. `mZimewonosanma~ gadmokarkla Tavisi naxevrad
mxecis Tvalebi, daZaba zeda ybis tuCi da gamoaCina Tavisi Rojebi. es maTi Jestebis enaze metoqis
gafrTxilebas niSnavda. meorem, romelic ufro avadmyofs waagavda, TiTqos Rrma Zilidan axlad
gamoRviZebulma, barbaciT daixia ukan magram moulodnelad swrafi naxtomiT mivarda metoqes,
erTi xeliT swvda, xolo meoriT zedized ramdenjerme Cascxo TavSi da bolos daeyrdno ra xelebiT tots tyupi fexic ise swrafad miayara, rom `mZimewonosanma~ Tavi ver Seimagra da totidan
miwaze zRarTani moiRo. damarcxebulma Zlivs aiTria weli, erTi gadatrialda miwaze da gaqceviT
uSvela Tavs.
xis totze darCenili `avadmyofi~ TiTqos gamococxlda, aRar barbacebda, gamarjvebulis
poza miiRo, tani amayad daibertya da totidan totze xtunva-xtunviT tyeSi miimala.
maimunebis am orTabrZolam `jiut xarze~ Rrma STabeWdileba moaxdina da daafiqra. mixvda,
rom `avadmyofma~ Tavisi moqmedebiT metoqis yuradReba moaduna, amiT isargebla da moulodneli
SeteviT daamarcxa.
`jiuti xari~ adgilidan wamoiWra da maswavlebels miaSura raTa gaeziarebina Tavisi migneba.
am ambidan ori kviris Semdeg uSu kungfu-s ostatis uxucesma maswavlebelma jgufs auwya, rom
igegmeboda sabrZolo xelovnebis ostatebis winaSe saCvenebeli gamosvla.
ai dadga es dRec. sazeimo viTareba sufevda. iyo xmauri. Tavi moiyara mravalma stumarma
da uSu kungfu-s ostatma. movidnen ostatebi Sinwun-idan, fanW an-is monasrtis moZRvaric ki
Camovida. daiwyo gamosvla. dadga droc rodesac `jiut xars~ da misi Tanajgufelebs unda unda
eCvenebinaT Tavisi gawafuloba.
yvelasaTvis moulodneli aRmoCnda, rodesac naxes `jiuti xari~ rogori ucnauri, koWlobis
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msgavsi moZraobiT gamobarbacda ficarnagze. zogi Rimils ver malavda, zogmac gaifiqra iqneb SeuZlod an mTvralia? `jiuti xaris~ aseTma siarulma misi mowinaaRmdagec, jgufis ufrosi mowafec
gaaoca, magram orTabrZola daiwyo da am ucnauri saqcielis gansjis droc aRar iyo, miTumetes,
rom `jiuti xari~ misTvis sakmaod nacnobi mowinaaRmdege iyo. orTabrZolis pirvelive wuTidan,
yvelam dainaxa, rom igi gansakuTrebuli saxis gadaadgilebiT da ileTebiT icavda Tavs da utevda
metoqes. gadaixreboda marcxniv, moZraobda marjvniv, xolo dartymebs moulodneli da ucnauri
traeqtoriiT ayenebda dabneul mowinaaRmdeges. amrigad `jiutma xarma~ aSkarad dajabna daumarcxebeli metoqe.
rogorc ki dasrulda saCvenebeli gamosvla, yvela Tanajufelma umal miaSura `jiut xars~
raTa gaerkviaT Tu rogor moaxerxa gamarjveba da ra stilis `muSts~ iyenebda orTabrZolaSi.
maswavlebelma ki, romelic aRSfoTebuli da ganrisxebuli iyo mkacrad uTxra: `ras gavs es, orTabrZolisas masxaraoma?! nebismier sabrZolo xelovnebis stils aqvs Tavisi umkacresi wesebi. vin
mogca imis ufleba, rom Seni gamogonili ileTebi gamoiyeno? es xom skolis Seuracyofa da damcirebaa!~ ostatis uxucesma maswavlebelma ki auRelveblad daamata: `aseTi saqcieli skolidan
mokveTiT isjeba!~
im dRidan `jiuti xari~ Tavisi saqcielisaTvis skolidan gairicxa. es misTvis saSineli dartyma aRmoCnda. igi Zalze ganicdida da ver gaego ratom unda gaemeora mowafes zedmiwevniT zustad maswavleblis yvela moZraoba. Tu `avadmyofis krivi~ susts daexmareba gamarjvebaSi, ratom ar
SeiZleba mas momavali hqondes.
bolos `jiutma xarma~ Tavis gulSi mtkice gadawyvetileba miiRo. ,,dabrunebaze xvewnas ar daviwyeb. dae gaagrZelon varjiSi, rogorc varjiSobdnen, me ki Cemeburad gavagrZeleb”. amis Semdeg
`jiutma xarma~ gadawyvita soflis bolos gaexsna duqani saxeliT `davamarcxoT rva mTvrali cis
binadari.~. aseTi ucnauri saxelis mqone duqani, xalxSi erTdroulad gaocebasa da Tanac interess iwvevda. duqanSi SemoiRes ucnauri wesebi. sasmeli unda daeliaT ara WiqebiT, aramed mxolod
fialebiT. TviTon `jiuti xari~ ki Caixutebda did da mZime keramikul WurWels-“Tan-s~ (Tixis didi
Cafi 16-20 litri). da pirdapir iqidan svavda. sxva duqnebidan gansxvavebiT, `jiuti xaris~ davalebiTa da mimtanebis wvrTnis mizniT, maT kerZebi da sasmeli xonCebiT unda etarebinaT fexebiT anu
Tavdayira, xolo xelebiT ki unda gadadgilebuliyvnen. aseTi ucnauri saxis momsaxurebis ambvi
swrafad moedo mTel mxares. Cqara duqans saxeli gauvarda da daiwyo cnobismoyvare xalxma sxva
mxareebidanac stumroba. amrigad duqans sul male muStari buziviT daexvia.
erTxel sisxam diliT, is iyo duqani gaixsna, rom duqanSi Sori gziT momavali rva ucnaurad
Cacmuli ucnobi Semovida. am ucxo stumarTa Soris iyo gamxdari da msuqani, moxucic da axalgazrdac, qali da erTi maTgani calfexac ki. ucnaurma stumrebma `jiuti xari~ Zalze gaakvirva da
gadawyvita TviTon momsaxureboda maT. stumrebma moxerxebulad moikalaTes da moiTxoves TiTo
fiala kerZi da TiToeulisaTvis TiTo Cafi sasmeli. am SekveTam `jiuti xari~ ufro gaaoca, vinaidan verafriT ver warmoedgina, Tu rogor SeZlebda erTi adamiani amdeni sasmelis dalevas.
ucnaurma stumrebma mTeli dRe-Ramis ganmavlobaSi, meore dilamde sves. saRamos pirs `jiutma
xarma~ Seixeda sakuWnaoSi da gaocebulma aRmoaCina, rom arc erT WurWelSi wveTi sasmeli aRar
darCeniliyo. ucnauri stumrebi ki ise damTvraliyvnen, rom zogs magidaze CamosZineboda da zogsac - magidis qveS. mxolod erT gaburZgnul wverians jer kidev SeeZlo laparaki. man xelis qneviT
moixmo `jiuti xari~ da luRluRiT uTxra: ~Sen patrons uTxari gamomSvidobebis win kidev erTxel
mogvarTvas saWmel-sasmeli.~ aq ukve `jiutma xarma~ veRar moiTmina da miaxala: ~jer im sasmelis
gasamrjelo ar gadagixdiaT rac dalieT da kidev sasmels iTxovT? aba axlave gamistumreT danaxarji!~ erTma stumarma, romelsac magidaze CamosZineboda, Tavi wamowia da ise, rom Tvalic ki
ar gauxelia, slokiniT amoiluRluRa: `sasmelis gamyidvelo (sirajo), sxva dros gadagixdiT.~
aseTma pasuxma `jiuti xari~ ufro gaacxara da saxeloebis akapiwebiT miaZaxa:~ese igi ar ixdiT.
maSin vnaxoT visi ajobebs!~ da saCxubrad moemzada. am dros skamidan Zlivs wamodga erTi tanwerweti da pirmSvenieri qali, romelmac mSvidad miugo:~ me yvelaze naklebi maqvs daleuli, amitom
Tu Cxubi gsurs CemiT daiwye.~ `jiutma xarma~ Rimili ver Seikava da upasuxa:~arasdros miCxubia
qalebTan da arc SenTan vapireb!~ `kargi.~ daudastura qalma, `maSin TiToeul Cvengans eCxube da
Tu Cvengan erTs mainc ajobeb, aTjer mets gadagixdiT vidre Cveni danaxarjia!~ kargi! siciliT
SesZaxa `jiutma xarma~: `maSin moemzadeT aTjer meti vercxlis gadasaxdelad!~ da sabrZolo dgoma
miiRo. ucnaur stumarTagan pirvelive metoqem gaaoca `jiuti xari~. gadaadgildeboda barbaciT,
magram TiTqos iataks fexs ar akarebs, dartyma moulodneli da elviseburi hqonda, `jiuti xari~
xvdeboda, rom misi metoqe raRac arabunebriv sabrZolo xelovnebas flobda, magram cdilobda
Tavi daecva. metoqe moZraobaSi gadaswvda erT xeliT magidaze mdgar fialas, fialiani xelis erTi
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talRiseburi moZraobiT SeuCereblad iqve mdebare WurWlidan amoiRo sasmeli ise, rom tanis
mixvra-moxvriT `jiut xars~ ver daenaxa, fiala elviseburi siswrafiT pirTan miutana, erTdroulad adRegrZela da pirSi Caasxa. sasmelma `jiut xars~ erTi wamiT sunTqva Seukra, amiT isargebla
metoqem da `jiuti xari~ sarmiT da mxris erTdrouli dartymiT dasca iatakze. metoqe ki TiTqos
araferi moxda auCqareblad da barbaciT gavida duqnidan. Semdegi TeTrwvera moxuci iyo, romelic skamidan Zlivs wamodga fexebs miaTrevda da Tan enis borZikiT eubneboda: ~Cemi rigia, icode
meCqareba da nuRar gavaWianurebT. swrafad movrCeT.~ misma Tavdajerebulma tonma Zalze gaabraza
iatakidan axalwamomdgari `jiuti xari~ da gulSi gaifiqra: `uyure am bebruxanas, ar minda, magram
Semomakvdeba... `da fexis Zlieri dartymiT Seutia. dartymam moxuci mxolod Seatortmana. igi jer
ukan wabarbacda, Semdeg gverdze gadaixara, uceb win iskupa, erTi xeliT TiTqos Wiqa uWiravs, kauWiviT kiserze SemoaWdo, meore xeliT majaze CaeWida da mogverdi uyo. `jiuti xari~ jer ar iyo
dacemuli, rom moxucma vardnaSive idayvi uTavaza mkerdSi da zevidan daeca. moxuci zevidan moxerxebulad iwva da Tan kmayofili ambobda: ~ra mSvenieri savarZelia!~ sanam `jiuti xari~ iatakze
egdo, moxuci msubuqad wamodga, tansacmeli daibertya da duqnis karidan gauCinarda. danarCenma
xuTma galeSilma ucnaurma stumarmac aSkarad dajabna duqnis mepatrone da erTmaneTis miyolebiT
datova duqani. bolos, mxolod qali darCa. igi iseTi lamazi da moxdenili iyo, rom `jiut xars~
masTan SebrZolebac ki ar gauvlia gulSi, magram qalma dalia ra bolo ylupi, wamoxta skamidan da
SesZaxa: ~aba damideqi!~ `jiuti xari~ iZulebuli iyo winaaRmdegoba gaewia, Tanac gulSi fiqrobda:
~rac mogiva Sen Tavs daabrale. sxvebis nacvlad Sen maic dagsji!~ qalma moxdenili moZraobiT
swrafad auara gverdi iqve waqceul skams, erTi naxtomiT miuaxlovda, majebSi xeli CaWida da erTdroulad idayvi yelze miabjina, Setrialda gverdiT da TeZo ise magrad gahkra, rom `jiuti xari~
jer magidaze Seagdo, xolo Semdeg umal daiTria magididan da kisriT daanarcxa iatakze. `jiut
xars~ Tvalebidan naperwklebi gascvivda. qalma ki dacinviT uTxra: ~ra susti yofilxar, Seni damarcxeba ufro advili yofila vidre finjnis gatexa! `am sityvebTan erTad isic narnariT gavida
duqnidan. Sercxvenili da kisergaSeSebuli `jiuti xari~ duqnidan gareT gamovarda, raTa brZola
gaegrZelebina, magram ukve gviani iyo. stumrebis kvalic ki gamqraliyo. duqanSi am ambis momswre
stumari Tu momsaxure sicils ver ikavebda.
`jiuti xari~ gaognebuli idga da Tvalebs aqeT-iqiT acecebda. uceb sadRacidan xma moisma:
`sirajo nuRar gagvacileb, saWiro ar aris!~ jer garSemo mimoixeda, magram aravin Canda. bolos
zeviT aixeda da ras xedavs, lamazi tansacmlis kalTebisa da grZeli saxeloebis frialiT, misi
ucnauri stumrebi zeviT Rrublebisaken mifrinavdnen. didxans uyurebda gaSterebuli `jiuti
xari~ am sanaxaobas, sanam mojamagireTa xmam ar gamoafxizla. `batono! saocrebaa! yvela Cafi savsea
saukeTeso xarisxis sasmliT!~ rogorc ki dainaxa saukeTeso sasmeliT savse WurWlebiT gadaWedili
ezo, `jiutma xarma~ Sublze itkica xeli da wamoiZaxa:~ra suleli var! rogor ver mivxvdi! es xom
cis rva binadari (sienJeni) iyo!~ `rva sienJeni!~ aitaca duqnis yvela stumarma da momsaxurem. `rogor ver vicaniT. pirveli iyo_Wan kuolao, qali ki_deida xe sienku . . .~ `jiuti xari~ ki kmayofili
ambobda:~exla gavige! isini mixvdnen da gaiges Cemi `avadmyofuri krivis~ Sesaxeb da CamobrZandnen,
raTa gadmoecaT CemTvis axali codna _ ileTebi. amieridan es krivi `mTvrali krivi~-s saxelwodebiT gavrceldeba. diax isini Cemi maswavleblebi arian! `asea!~ yviroda yvela mosamsaxure. `veravin da verasdros ver daamarcxebda mTvral cis binadarT!~
mas Semdeg `jiuti xari~ yovel dRe cdilobda mexsierebaSi aRedgina sienJenebTan brZolis
yvela detali. TandaTan yvelaferi gaixsena. misma mizandasaxulobam da rudunebam ukvalod ar
Caiara. misma ileTebma bevri ostatis yuradReba miipyro. Sedegad am krivma Sors gaiTqva saxeli,
xolo ileTebs saxelebi dRemde SemorCa: `Wan kuolao spilos Zvlis savarZelze zis~; `liu tunpini barbaciT midis~; `deida xe sienku magrad svavs~; `biZia cao-s fiala da quai’Z waarTves~; `Wun
li TviTon isxavs da Tavis warmoTqmul sadRegrZelos svavs~; `li_rkinis yavarjeni qvis magidas
abrunebs~; `lan caixe-gadapranWuli axalgazrda agdebs sasmiss.~; `han sin’Z-im lampari Secvala~.
droTa gnmavlobaSi `mTvrali krivi~ ufro aRmatebuli aRmoCnda vidre `avadmyofuri krivi~ .
TandaTanobiT punlai-Si ar darCa arc erTi ostati, romelic ar damarcxebuliyo orTabrZolaSi
`jiut xarTan~. bolos misi Tanajgufelebic da maswavlebelic movidnen masTan TavdaxriT, raTa
misgan eswavlaT. igi yvela msurvels aswavlida. Soridan mosul msurvelebs ki biniT da saWmliTac
ki uzrunvelyofda.
mTargmnelebi: liu-yandareli kuangven-i, malxaz uTuraSvili
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Saolin-is beri xui qe
少林慧可佛僧求法记
mTel CineTSia gavrclebuli Tqmuleba Saolin-is monastris (xenan-is provinciis souSan-is
mTebSi) budist berze. ming-is dinastiis periodSi, imperator siaomin-is mmarTvelobisas, souSanis mTebSi, uWi ling-is (xuTiTa mwvervali) mwvervalze, erT ukacur maRalmTian sofelSi, cxovrobda erTi patara biWi saxelad ti kuang-i, Zlier gamxdari da susti. mudmivad avadobda, ris gamoc
mSoblebi sagonebelSi iyvnen Cavardnilni. oci wlis rom moiyara wylis motanac ki ar SeeZlo,
xolo ocdaxuTi wlis asakSi nebismieri samuSaos Sesrulebis Semdeg qancgamoclamde iRleboda.
misi ojaxi imdenad Raribi da usaxsro iyo, rom eqimTan misvlisa da wamlis SeZenac ki ar SeeZlo.
erTxel mezoblebma urCies gaegzavnaT igi `TeTri cxenis~ (`pai ma-s’ ~) monasterSi, raTa berad
aRkveciliyo da SewirulobiT erCina Tavi, xolo locvebiTa da varjiSiT janmrTelobac aRedgina.
ti kuang-ma yurad iRo mSobelTa rCeva da dauyovnebliv miaSura `pai ma-s’ ~. monasterSi yvelasaTvis naTeli iyo: axalgazrda, romelsac avadmyofuri Sexeduleba hqonda gauWirdeboda beruli
wesiT cxovreba da misi morCilad ayvanis survilic aravis gasCenia. mxolod erTma budistma berma
xe San-ma urCia: `umjobesia Saolin-is monasterSi (“Sao lin’s `) waxvide. amboben indoeli beri tamo
Camosula. `u SuSan~-is mTebis erT-erT tyian xeobaSia Camaluli is monasteri. tamo berebs ara
marto sutrebs ukiTxavs, aramed gasajansaRebel varjiSebsac aswavlis. Tu Seecdebi misi mowafe
gaxde, maSin eziarebi ara marto locvebis, aramed varjiSebis sikeTesac. ukeTes moZRvars verc ki
isurveb!~
sxva ra gza hqonda daadga ti kuang-i Saolin-is gzas. bevri iara Tu cota iara, bolos miadga im gamoqvabuls, sadac dRe da Rame, tamo Can-is pozaSi (Can budizmi) mjdomi, gamoqvabulis
kedlisaken mzeramipyrobili Wvretda Tavis sulsa da guls, ramdenime Tvis ganmavlobaSi. ti
kuang-i uyurebda beris samoselSi gaxveul, nirvanis mdgomareobaSi myof tamo-s zurgs, gamoqvabulis naxevrad bnel siRrmeSi. bolos gamovida beri, romlis saxe gaciskrovnebuliyo, igi daaxloebiT rva Ci-s (1Ci=1/3 m.) simaRlis, mogrZo saxis, odnav aprexili wvetiani nikapiT, moSvebuli
wver-ulvaSiT, mxrebamde gaSlili TmebiT, gabrwyinebuli TvalebiT, yuris bibiloebSi sayureebis
nacvlad didi rgolebiT,. fexSiSveli da akapiwebuli Sarvlis totebiT. gamoqvabulidan gamosvlisas garSemo veravis amCnevda. tamo xelebs gaWimavda, muxlebSi moixreboda, sxeuls marjvniv da
marcxniv daatrialebda, lomiviT daigrgvinebda da isev qvabulSi Sedioda. tamo-s am varjiSebs ti
kuang-i yuradRebiT akvirdeboda. erTxelac gamoqvabulSi dabrunebisas tamo xis taxtze dajda.
ti kuang-s, tamos taxtadan adgomis molodinSi, tamom uTxra: `Sen Tu taxtidan gadmomaTrev, mxolod maSin agiyvan morCilad!~
ti kuang-ma moikrifa mTeli Tavisi ZalRone. orive xeliT CaeWida bers mklavebSi da Seecada
misi daZvra, magram iotis odenadac Zvra ver uyo adgilidan. bolos, qancgamoleuli miwaze dajda
da xeli Caiqnia. tamom ki upasuxa: `me uZlurs morCilad ar aviyvan. wadi saxlSi, ivarjiSe ise, rogorc me vvarjiSobdi, roca janis simrTeles SeiZen, mxolod maSin SesZleb taxtidan Cems gadmoTrevas, gaxdebi Cemi morCili da gadmogecema Cemi codnac. jerjerobiT ki wadi!~
ti kuang-i dabrunda saxlSi. meore dRidan daiwyo varjiSi. riJraJidan saRamos bind-bundamde
Tanmimdevrulma da mondomebulma varjiSma Tavisi Sedegi gamoiRo. weliwadic ar iyo gasuli, rom
misma sxeulma, rogorc CineTSi amboben: `vefxvis xerxemali, daTvis weli da zaris xma SeiZina.~
ti kuang-s saxe gauvardisfrda, sxeulze kunTebi gamoekveTa, bolos man SeiZina mravali saWiro
Cveva da unari. daamuSava varjiSebis Tavisi variantebi, romelic dResac popularulia Saolin-is
kung fu-Si, misi gariTmuli aforizmebi axlac ixmareba sxvadasxva moZraobaTa aTvisebisas, zogic
garkveuli moZraobis dasaxelebadac iqca, zogic simReris saxiTac SemorCa, magaliTad: `CaisunTqe
da Seegebe~, `gadakotrialdi da imoZrave~, ,,daartyi muStiT, magram muStis forma dafare~. erT
wlis Tavze ti kuang-ma gadawyvita kvlav wasuliyo tamo-sTan.
amjerad tamo taxtaze ijda. misalmebis Semdeg man kvlav ubrZana gadmoTreva taxtadan. ti
kuang-i bers erTi xeliT CaeWida winamxarSi, xolo meore xelis guliT, `hei~ SeZaxilTan erTad ise
mZlavrad dahkra taxts, rom tamo wamoiwia taxtidan imavdroulad gadmoiTria ti kuang-ma beri
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da TviTon wamowva. dainaxa ra tamo-m taxtze wamowolili ti kuang-i gabrazebulma gaifiqra: ai
kadniereba! moiqnia muSti da sanam ti kuang-s moxvdeboda man miwaze moaswro gadmogoreba, tamo-s
muStma ki taxti nafotebad aqcia. tamo-m xeli gauwoda ti kuang-s da wamoayena ise, rom araferi
uTqvams, mxolod megobrulad dauqnia Tavi. am dros ramdenime yvavi erTmaneTs eCxubeboda da CxaviliT iklebda iqaurobas. tamo-m yvavebze miuTiTa da Tan daayola: `gaagde isini!~
ti kuang-i swrafad gaemarTa im xeebisaken sadac yvavebs aliaqoTi aetexaT. erTi omaxiani SeZaxiliT yvavebi sxvadasxva mxares gaifantnen. rogorc ki ti kuang-i da tamo gamoqvabulSi Sevidnen,
yvavebi ganaxlebululi ZaliT ufro xmamaRali CxaviliT daerivnen erTmaneTs. tamo-m gadaxeda ti
kuang-s da gamoqvabulidan auCqareblad gamovida. Tavisi tirifis totebiviT grZeli mklavebis
wriuli moZraobiT iseTi qarborbala daatriala, rom msxlis totebic ki Seirxa. damfrTxalma
yvavebma Tavs uSveles da karga xans aRarc gamoCenilan. ti kuang-ma Tavi dauxara moZRvars da is
iyo undoda gamoeTqva Tavisi aRfrTovaneba, rom tamo-m moRuSuli saxiT uTxra: ,,wadi iswavle da
ivarjiSe. muSti qaris siswrafiT unda moZraobdes, fexi ki - rogorc gafrenili drakoni. amis miRweva arc ise advilia. roca yovelive amas miaRwev mxolod maSin modi!~ ti kuang-i xmis amouReblad
da morCilad gamobrunda.
im dRidan daiwyo im varjiSebis Sesruleba, romlis drosac muStis dartymas qari unda mohyoloda. erTi weli mounda, raTa eswavla ileTi `wun, miao, iao~_ganze gaxtoma, wamoxtoma; man
daamuSava mravali ileTi raTa SeegrZno `qaris qrolva~, `drakonis siswrafe~, `urCxulis Rriali~.
yvela am ileTs ti kuang-ma Sesabamisi saxeli Searqva. rogorc ki darwmunda, rom mzad iyo kvlav
miaSura gamoqvabuls. samwuxarod tamo iq ar dauxvda. igi im drosaTvis Saolin-is monasterSi gadasaxlebuliyo. sxva ra gza hqonda, mivida monasterSi, eaxla tamo_s, Tayvani sca da auwya, rom
mzad iyo gamocdisaTvis. am dros monasterSi ori beRura Semofrinda da JivJiviT sakurTxevelze
Camojda. tamo_m is iyo xelis aqneva daapira raTa daefrTxo isini, magram ti kuang-ma daaswro da
gamoiyena Tavisi ileTi `wun, miao, iao~ da orive WivWavi mis xelis gulze aRmoCnda. tamo-m orjer
daukra Tavi, ezoSi mdgar uZveles fiWvze miuTiTa da RimiliT uTxra: `wadi dadeqi iq da daelode
bedis brZanebas.~ ti kuang-ic dadga fiWvis qveS da daiwyo lodini. zamTris piri iyo da Sesabamisad
amindic Zalze civi idga. ca moRuSuliyo. Tovls ki brinjis marcvlebis msgavsad hyrida. ti kuangi didxans idga, mis garSemo yvelaferi TovliT daifara. igi grZnobda, rom xel_fexi eyineboda,
magram tamo ar gamodioda. ti kuang-ma gadawyvida, rom ar gayinuliyo evarjiSa. ase gavida erTi
dRe, magram tamo mainc ar Canda. meore dRe _ Tovli ti kuang-s ukve muxlebamde swvdeboda da
isic agrZelebda varjiSs. tamo mainc ar Canda. dadga mesame dRec Tovlis safari sul matulobda,
mxolod im fiWvis garSemo, sadac ti kuang-i moZraobda miwa Savad iyureboda. uceb fiWvs gayinuli
toti mostyda da pirdapir Tavze daeca. ti kuang-ma ver moiTmina da tkivilisagan gamwarebulma
sanam toti miwaze daecemoda fexiT monastris Ria karisaken gastyorcna. Tovliani da gayinuli
toti zrialiT moxvda erT-erT svets da yinulebis namsxvrevebi garSemo mimofanta. ti kuang-i
mixvda, rom cudad moiqca da moZRvars moerida.
xmaurze monastridan tamo gamovida, dainaxa, rom Tovls yvelaferi daefara, mxolod fiWvis
garSemo Canda miwa, sadac ti kuang-i varjiSobda. mixvda moZRvari, ro varjiSs misTvis sasicocxlo
mniSvneloba SeeZina. tamo Sebrunada monastrSi da iqidan mowiwebiT gamoitana beris samosi-kaSa,
samjer daukra Tavi ti kuang-s da uTxra: `giwyalobeb sutris saxels _ hui q’-s, iqnebi Saolin-is
meore winapari.~
amJamad Saolin-is monastris teritoriaze dgas fanCaturi romelsac saxelad `TovlSi mdgari fanCaturi~ (,,li siue Ting”) ewodeba, sadac berebs garkveul dReebSi miaqvT Sesawiri. dResac
monastris moZRvarni axalgazrda berebs hui‘q-s gmirobaze mouTxroben. misi saxeli msoflioSi
yvela budistisaTvisaa cnobili da ar mxolod maTvis, aramed aRmosavluri orTabrZolebis yvela
mimdevrisaTvisac. saxeli ti kuang-i TiTqmis aRaravis axsovs, samagierod icnoben Saolin-is meore
winaprs hui’q-s.
legenda avadmyof da gamxdar, magram mizandasaxul biWze, magaliTia aramarto berebisaTvis,
aramed yvela axalgazrdisaTvis.
hui q’ rogorc tamo, yovelTvis icocxlebs xalxis xsovnaSi.
gadmocemis Tanaxmad Saolin-is monasteri aigo 495 ax.w. indoeli beri bato-s xelmZRvanelobiT imperator siao ven-is mier. radganac monasteri Sao Se-s mTis Ziras uRrani tyiT dafarul
xeobaSi mdebareobda, mas Sao lin-i uwodes. (“lin~ Cinurad tyes niSnavs, xolo `Sao~-mcires). bato,
romelic orTodoqsuri budisturi mimdinareobis xinaian-is warmomadgeneli iyo, did yuradRebas
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formas ufro uTmobda, vidre budis swavlebis arss (suls). legendis Tanaxmad, monastris daarsebidan 30 wlis Semdeg Saolin-Si Camovida sxva indoeli beri-bodxidxarma. igi seqta maxaina-si
warmomadgeneli iyi, romelic gamoeyo xinaiana-s. garkveuli mosazrebis gamo Tavidan bodxidxarma
dasaxlda monastris ukan mdebare erT-erT gamoqvabulSi. iq igi cxra wlis ganmavlobaSi idga
saxiT gamoqvabulis kldiani kedlisken, romlis drosac daamuSava Can-is (iaponurad Zen) swavleba.
bodxidxarma imTaviTve mixvda, rom misi swavlebis gasavrceleblad saWiro iyo misi erTguli mimdevrebisaTvis daRlilobis daZlevis varjiSebis Seswavla. gaaerTiana ra nebisyofis gamomuSavebis
savarjiSo meTodebi zogierT fizikur varjiSebTan SejerebiT, romelsac adgilobrivi glexebi
iyenebdnen, man daamuSava varjiSTa kompleqsi `gulisa da gonebis Zalebi.~
minaweri: 1985 wels, lanWou-Si, gamomcemlobam ,,kansu Jenmin Cupan-ma” gamosca wigni ,,kungfu-s ostatebis araCveulebrivi Tavgadasavlebi”. wigni Seadgina mweral-eTnograf istorikosma
Wou Sicuin-ma. wignSi Tavmoyril ramdenime avtorTa Soris gaxlavT kunfu-Ti gatacebuli mweral-eTnografi vang xungwiuen-i. zemoT warmodgenili ori moTxroba swored mis kalams ekuTvnis.
mTargmnelebi: liu-yandareli kuangven-i, laSa uTuraSvili
vang meng-i
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tba
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miyvars tba. tba _ dedamiwis Tvalia. tba - mdinaria, moZravia, Rrmaa, rogorc adamianTa
grZnobebi. es patara saocrebaa, romelmac adamianebs jer kidev ar waarTva sicocxle. didi, didi
xnis uwin, roca jer kidev patara biWi viyavi, rogorc ki Tvals movkravdi, Tai’ies-is tbas, pekinSi
peixai-s parkis SuagulSi romaa, imave wams Tvalebi mifarTovdeboda, gamibrwyindeboda. im Soreul,
Rataksa da yovelwamierad SiSiT daTrgunul dros, Tai ie-s tba CemTvis moulodneli aRmoCena
iyo. igi Cems suls nazsa da siTboTi savse sixaruls uqadda. igi ise wmindad, ise umankod da gamWvirvaled mesaxeboda, rogorc mxolod bavSvuri ocneba SeiZleba iyos.
me xSirad gana mxolod vgrZnob, aramed mtkiced mjera kidevac, adamianebsa da dedamiwas Soris idumali, Tumc ki miuxelTebeli erTianoba arsebobs. es, arsebiTad, urTierTgagebis pirobas
gviqmnis. mTebi mZime da arsebiTni, mniSvnelovanni arian, iseve, rogorc adamianTa siamaye, rogorc
sakuTar saqcielze pasuxismgebloba. zRva _ garSemouwereli, Tvaluwvdenia, amouwuravia, iseve,
rogorc adamianTa fiqri da azri; udabno _ wnulia winaaRmdegobrivisa da erTianis, imedebisa da
amavdroulad imedgacruebisa. Zala misi moTminebiT, xangrZlivad da jiutad molodinis unarSia;
mdinareebi ki _ Cveni Zieba, gumania. es Cveni SezRuduli, Tumcki Zvirfasi Tavisuflebaa . . .
maSin zRva jer kidev ar menaxa. pekinis sazafxulo sasaxlis parkSi ixeiuan-is tba uzarmazari,
wylis boboqari stiqia megona. am parkSi yoveli gaseirnebisas zurmuxtisferi da uZiro, momwvano
wyali Cems bavSvur mzeras izidavda, miijaWvavda. da me, marTalia, uxmod, magram gulis siRrmisad
gavyvirodi im saocari da sulsSemZvreli sxvaobis gamo, Cemsa da am wylis samyaros Soris rom
sufevda. ratomRac swored iq Sevicani, raoden patara viyav im mocimcime, molaplape stiqiasTan
SedarebiT.
diaR, tbebi lamazia. TiToeuli tba TavisTavadaa mSvenieri. es kidev imiT mZafrdeba, rom
maT iolad SeswevT unari iTamaSon Cveni grZnoba-ganwyobiT, sxvadasxvanairad gangvawyon. tbebi
arsebobs imisaTvis, raTa ar gamoSres dedamiwa, raTa adamianebma SeZlon odnav mainc gadaayolon
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guli, zurgi gamarTon mZime Sroma-garjisa da Cagvra-vaebis Semdeg, raTa Seabrkolon da SeboWon agresiulad Semoteuli zRebi, maTi stiqiuri Zala da amavdroulad, adamanis Tvalma ixilos
mTvare wylis mTrTolvare, sarkisebur zedapirze rom irekleba. nuTu arasodes gixilavT tbaSi
CaZiruli mTvare?! da Tuki gixilavT, nuTu ar moucvixarT am jadosnuri SexvedriT Sobil Smag
stiqiur sixaruls?! oh, namdvilad mjera, tba imisaTvis arsebobs, rom ara mxolod cvar-nami apkuros Cvens bages, aramed Cveni sulic daaltos, suli, romelSic cecxli gizgizebs da wyals iTxovs.
da es wyurvili adamians, SesaZloa, sicocxlis fasadac uRirdes.
pekinis samxreTiT aRmarTula s’San-is mTa. ulamazesia iqauri are-mare. magram rarig aklia
mas tba. xolo pekinis siang San-is mTebs, `surnelovanni~ rom ewodeba, wylis ori `fiala~ amSvenebs.
maT `Suan cing-i~ hqvia. kamkama wylis wyvili wyalsatevi raoden did sixaruls aniWebs balRebs
siang San-is parkSi seirnobisas! da mxolod da mxolod imitom, rom bavSvebi am fialebs tbas ki ara,
`saTvales~ uZaxian. gagiJebiT miyvarda es `saTvale~. maTi danaxvisas Rimils ver vikavebdi, ar SemeZlo farTo Rimili ar gadmomfenoda saxeze. Zala ar Semwevda yvelasaTvis gulRiad ar SemeRima.
mravali wlis Semdeg, sinZiang-is provinciaSi rom gaxldiT, mxolod maSinRa mivxvdi tbebi
diadic rom SeiZleba iyos.
didebuli mTis, Tien S anis siRrmeSi, urumCisa da ili-s qalaqebs Soris, sulis SemZvreli
gancda dameufla, rodesac sayovelTaod saxelganTqmulsa da diad maRalmTian tbas _ salimu-s
Sevxvdi. da ar mxolod maSin, es sulis SemZvreli gancda muufleboda yoveli Sexvedrisas. hoi,
ra farToa, raoden Rrmaa, raoden diadia igi. ar uCans sazRvari, napiri. auwerelia misi silurje,
Zvirfas safironis msgavsi, gegonebaT indigos saRebaviT SeuRebavT, Tumcki es feri bunebis ZaliT
miniWebia! tbis zeviT, Tavbrudamxvev simaRleze, mTis mwvervalisaken spiraliseburad ixveva da
miiklakneba gzatkecili. manqanebi, an kidev qaravani saqonlisa, dazvepili pirutyvisa, moZraobs
am serpantinze, vin zeiT-zeiT, vin Tavqve eSureba, ezidebian gzaze aTas rames, xe-tyes, cements,
rkineulobas, sanovages, gareSemo ki Semoragvia beberi UnaZvi da marad Tovlian-yinulovani mTis
mwvervalebi. xolo sakmarisia qveviT Caixedo, dainaxav jadosnur lurj sarkes. sityvebi ar gyofnis mis aRsawerad. mxolod aRmogxdeba _ diadi, diadi tba! aq marad qari qris, sakmaod Zlieri, igi
acocxlebs are-mares ararealur suraTad rom warmodgeba. ai aq ganvicade zeimurad amaRlebuli
grZnoba, grZnoba laRi Tavisuflebisa, grZnoba sakuTari Zalmosilebisa, manamde ucxo rom iyo
CemTvis. ai, aseT dros ar SemeZlo Cemi sulis siRrmisad, mTeli Cemi arsebiT, ar ganmecada grZnoba
madlierebisa da ar mimeloca Cemi TavisaTvis, bolos da bolos, rogorc iqna, rom davaRwie Tavi
granitiTa da asfaltiT SeboWil qalaqs, ybadaRebul sacxovrebel raions, meeqvse Sesaxvevs, sadac adamianebi ibadebian da kvdebian da binas, galias rom hgavs. Cems Tvalwin gadaiSala veluri,
mkacri, yovelgvar sentimentobas mokleuli bunebis samyaro, imdenad Tvalwarmtaci, rom sityvebi
ar kmara, raTa aRwero es Zalmosileba da mSveniereba. da rom ar viTvalTmaqco, vityvi, idumalia
igi, jadosnur xiblsaa miaxlovebuli.
Tien San-is samxreT ferdobis siaxloves gaSenebulia xalxiT dasaxlebuli uZvelesi qalaqebi
ienSi da kurle. swored maT Soris mdebareobs diadi salimu-s tba. dRemde iSviaTad Tu stumrobdnen mas. ase ggonia, ar aqvs mas kide-gani. salimu-s ori mesamedi wyalmcenareebis saukunovan
gauval Sambnars daufaravs. me momixerxda motoriani naviT erTi-orjer gza gamekvlia maT Soris,
magram vercerTxel ver SevZeli tbis napirebi damenaxa, imdenad vrceli, farTo, diadi da idumalia es tba. CemTvis uambniaT erTi SemTxvevis ambavi: erT-erT ucxo qveyanaSi CineTis peizaJuri
foto-gamofena mouwyviaT. am tbis fotos Semxedvare erTi Cveni megobruli saxelmwifos premier ministrs wamouZaxia: `CemTvis ki uTqvamT, sinZian-is provincia zRvis napiras ar mdebareobso?!~ garkveulwil marTalic brZandeboda: es uzarmazari tba odesRac namdvilad zRva yofila.
xmeleTidan ukandaxeuli zRva, sCans, tbad gadaiqca, viTarca mciredi Sveba sinZian-Tan samaradisod ganSorebuli stiqiisa.
me momcemia SesaZlebloba evropa momenaxulebina, alpebis mTebi; Cikagos CrdiloeT mTebSic
momigzauria; meqsikac moviare. yvelgan, maRalmTiani tbebis winaSe Tavsa vgrZnobdi,rogorc momlocveli. mTebi yovel jerze mxiblavdnen, mnusxavdnen, rogorc uZvelesi gamonaTqvami iuwyeba:
`ukan dabrunebas rom dagvaviwyebs.~ maTTan ganSorebisas gamudmebiT oxvra aRmomxdeboda da sinanuli momeZaleboda, radganac metad xanmokle iyo xolme Cveni Sexvedra. friad SemWidrovebulia
mogzaurobis grafiki. yovel jerze mzad viyavi muxlebze davcemuliyavi uzenaesi bunebis winaSe,
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madliereba aRmevlina RmerTebisaTvis, vinc am tbebTan Sexvedris karmiT damasaCuqra. magram mipyrobda grZnoba sinanulisa, radgan am uZvirfasesi karmiT srulad datkboba ar ZalmiZda.
xolo CineTis samxreTiT, mdinare Wuwiang-is ubeSi, (evropelebma margalitis mdinare rom
Searqves), Wuxai-s raionSi, aris tba, samxreT CineTis zRvas rom utevs. am tbas paiTang-i hqvia.
sakmaod gvian gavicani igi. mxolod da mxolod 1993 wels, ivlisis TveSi. tba Rrmad CamebeWda
xsovnaSi. arasodes amomeSleba mexsierebidan. am tbis pirad sruliad sxva ganwyoba geufleba,
sxvaa peizaJi, sxva stiqiaa. merwmuneT, tba Tbilia, moalerse, myudro, aRvsilia wadiliT xalxs
emsaxuros Tavisi samxreTuli idiliiT, subtropkuli peizaJis fufunebis silamaziT. paiTang-is
tba, TiTqosda Segnebulaaa gamzadebuli mTeli Tavisi umdidresi wiaRiseuli xalxs miuZRvnas. igi
imdenad guluxvia Tavisi unikaluri stumarTmoyvareobiT, rom adamianisaTvis boZebul Zvirfas
ZRvnad gvesaxeba. es uxvi nakadi sikeTisa moedineba da gardaisaxeba idealur fengSiuei-d. fengSiuei-s mcodneni amtkiceben kidevac, rom tbis adgilmdebareoba, tbis moxazuloba da peizaJi simboloa gaRebuli karibWisa. uxvmosavlian, mdidar adgilad miiCneven. gana asec ar aris?! tyuilad
rodia aq Seqmnili `holidei-uikendis daba~. turistebi ara marto CineTis yvela kuTxidan, aramed mTeli msofliodan Camodian aq dasasveneblad, eziarebian tbis fufunebas. Wuwiang-is ubem,
fengSiuei-s wyalobiT, CineTSi pirvelma farTod gauRo kari mTel msoflios. man pirvelma miiRo
keTildReobisa da simdidris nakadi da paiTang-is tba mas aqeT civiluri Seiqna, myudro, adamianuri, stumarTmoyvare. da mdidari buneba Caeflo fufunebaSi, adamianis xeliTa da mondomebiT
rom Seiqmna. 1993 wels mec momeca saSualeba am civilur samoTxeSi dameyo cotaodeni dro. paiTang-is tbaze Tavs nebierad grZnob. Sen gipyrobs da gesalbuneba simyudrove, simSvide da sruli
netareba. saamuria Segneba imisa, rom, Turme, arc ise Zneli yofila moipovo keTildReoba, wynari
cxovreba. amisaTvis saWiroa martooden sayovelTao survili, mondomeba da keTili neba. Zalisxmeva unda moaxmaro ara ngreva-ganadgurebas, aramed Seqmnas, Senebas. es moxdeba maSin, rodesac
adamianebi cotaoden adamianurebi Seiqnebian, cotaoden kacTmoyvareni da urTierTmimtevebelni,
TanalmobiT ganmsWvalulni. mokled rom movWra, cotaoden keTilebi da uSualoni. Tuki geqnebaT
kargi da keTili ganzraxvebi, SeZlebT Tqvens irgvliv dainaxoT samyaroseuli mSvenieri harmonia.
umTavresad ki ukuagdoT boRma da saZageli Cveva yvelafers umziroT mgluri TvalebiT!
2009w.
mwerali van meng-i daibada 1934w. Tanamedrove cnobili mweralia. `kulturuli revoluciis~
dros 20 wliT gadasaxlebuli iyo. momdevno wlebSi farTod gaiTqva saxeli rogorc mweralma,
publicitma, Cinur literaturaSi axali mimarTulebis meTavem. iyo mravali organizaciis, maT
Soris ganaxlebuli mweralTa kavSiris Tavmjdomare, CineTis kulturis ministri, literaturuli
konkursebis Jiuris wevri, ucxoeTSi delegirebul CineTis moRvaweTa warmomadgeneli. bevrjer
iyo premirebuli saukeTeso romanebis, novelebis, esseebisaTvis. amJamadac aqtiur moRvaweobas
eweva, swers da miuxedavad imisa, rom xelisuflebis mier dafasebuli iyo, arasodes yofila tendenciuri. misi SemoqmedebisaTvis damaxasiaTebelia uSualoba, lirizmi, maRali suliereba.
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sang qe
桑科
Cineli CinelTa Sesaxeb
中国人漫谈中国人
Cinelebs Tu icnobT?
pirveli hobi da moTxovnileba maTi _ muSaobaa. Cemi azriT, ramdenadac SemiZlia vimsjelo,
dedamiwis zurgze erTi eric ki ar moiZieba, vinc agrerig Sepyrobilia muSaobiT. Cinur damwerlobaSi ieroglifi (nan) `mamakaci~ iwereba, rogorc `mindori da Zala~. xolo mindori da Zala ukve
Cinur piktografiul xanaSic ki arsebobda. ese igi mamakaci niSnavs `Zalas, romelic mindvrad muSaobs~. Cinuri ieroglifi `qali~ (fu) iwereba, rogorc `qali, romelsac xelSi uWiravs cocxi~. Cinuri ieroglifi ojaxi (wia) niSnavs `WerqveS mcxovrebi goWebis nayars~. es, ra Tqma unda, imas rodi
niSnavs, binaSi adamianebi rom ar cxovroben, magram, es niSnavs imas, rom Tuki saxlSi, TavisTavad
cxadia, cxovroben nagulisxmevi adamianebi da Tan Rorebic, mxolod da mxolod maSin SeiZleba
jalabi ojaxad iyos miCneuli. erTi sityviT, Cineli aiZulo ar imuSaos, es misTvis sikvdilis
tolfasia.
Cinelebs yvelaze metad uyvarT miwa. magram Tavs ar zogaven muSaobaSi, raTa moixveWon fuli.
sadac ar unda cxovrobdnen Cinelebi, isini Cveulebis inerciiT raRacas rgaven, sTesaven,
uvlian mcenareebs. sulelic ki cota rodia, vinc udabnoSi garbis, kompostos mosaSeneblad. metad ucnauria, magram adgilobrivi niadagi, rogorc ki Seityobs, rom es Cinelebi arian, maSinaTve
friad morCili da damyoli xdeba. sruliad kargavs ucxo, uCveulo jiSebisadmi winaaRmdegobis
xaliss!
Tuki Cineli gamdidrda, wuTiTac ar dafiqrdeba, rogor da ranairad daxarjos fuli. igi
fuls dautovebs vaJiSvils, xolo vaJiSvili aseve ver SeZlebs fuls raime gamoyeneba gamounaxos,
SviliSvils dautovebs da ase Semdeg.
tradiciuli, da ara axladgamomcxvari Cinelebi, saSvels ar mogcemen, raTa icxovro Seni,
piradi, intimuri cxovrebiT. qaliSvils daurideblad, uapelaciod gamohkiTxaven asaks. mavans
CaeZiebian kidevac, rad da ratom ganSordi turfa merisao. magram tradiciul Cinur sazogadoebas
misdgams erTi Tviseba, modiT, davarqvaT amas efeqti an sargebeli _ mas ar esaWiroeba fsiqologi.
TiToeuls, ase Tu ise, mosdgams unari moTminebiT usminos intimur Civils. Cinelebis azriT, Tuki
visme aqvs `sxvisTvis gaumxleli saidumlo~, igi, ueWvelia, uvargisi, ubralod cudi adamiania.
tradiciuli Cineli metad moridebuli, mokrZalebulia. Cinelebi TavianT qmnilebebs uwodeben `Wuo wuo~, anu `sulelur, umaqnis qmnilebas~. isini girCeven miiRo naxati `pu cian~, imisaTvis,
raTa Seavso kedeli, sakerebeli daado, arc meti arc naklebi. TavianT vaJze rom migiTiTeben,
ityvian wun Z’ , rac sityvasityviT `ZaRlis Svils~, an kidev `mamaZaRlsa~ niSnavs. TavianT saxls
uwodeben `san Se~, anu `gayinul qoxmaxs~. Tuki gaigonebT, Cinelma Tqvao: `oh, amisadmi ar gamaCnia
niWi (vo i u so Can), vimedovneb Tqvensgan viswavloo~, nuraviTar SemTxvevaSi nu SeiqmniT iluzias, rom igi gonebaClungia, an kidev ar sjera sakuTari Zalebisa. amas imitom geubnebaT, rom am
SemTxvevaSi, mas mxolod da mxolod surs gagagebinoT Tu raoden zrdili metyvelebis patroni
brZandeba. Tuki Cinelma sadilad Sin migiwviaT, morcxvi gamometyvelebiT gamogicxadebT: `raoden
uxerxulad vgrZnob Tavs, rom ver SevZeli Rirseuli nadimi damexvedrebina!~ mSvidad brZandebodeT, icodeT, saucxoo sufra gelodebaT, gurmanisaTvis sanatreli kerZeulis grZeli wyebiT.
CinelebTan urTierTobisas ajobebs aseve `moridebul-mokrZalebuli~ iyoT. yvelaferi maT
miandeT da Tanac yvelaferze `ekamaTeT~. anu, ekamaTeT qebis gamoxatulebiT. ai, magaliTad, ase.
Tuki igi getyviT `Cemi inglisuri ise cudia, ise cudi, arafrad varga.~ Tqven gmarTebT miugoT:
`oh, ras brZanebT! Zaan magaria. lamis ingliselisaviT saubrobT, ara Tu maTze uaresad!~
raRa Tqma unda, nu ifiqrebT, yovelive amis gamo isini moklebulni brZandebodnen siamayes.
sazogadod Cinelebi TavdaWerilni arian. iSviaTad Tu warmoTqvamen `oh! oh!~ da iSviaTad
Tu gamoxataven gakvirvebas. aki naTqvamia, maT saxeze gulgrili, maluli gamometyvelebaao aRbeWdili. anu saxis nakvTebis moZraoba aSS-s adamianebis 1/10, xolo evropelebis 1/3 nawils udris.
ai, magaliTad, asafeTqebel nivTierebas Tuki mokraven Tvals friad TavSekavebiT warmoTqvamen:
`es xom TiTqmis igivea, rac Cveneburi saaxalwlo maSxala. TiTqmis igivea~. kompiuteris danaxvisas
brZaneben: `Cven aTasi wlis uwin ukve gvqonda saangariSe.~ roca amerikelebma didi gaWirvebiT win
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gadadges nabiji da mTvareze gaiseirn-gamoiseirnes, Cinelebi brZanebdnen: `Cang e ukve didi xania,
rac mTvareze namyofia.~ (koment: Cang e)
amqveynad cota politikosi gamoinaxeba, vinc Tavs ar dazogavs, raTa raime gamarTleba ar
gamounaxos Tavisi saxelmwifos mier wamowyebul avantiurebs. Cinelebi ki brZaneben: `es pediatriuli daavadebaa!~ `es TiTqmis igivea, rac Wan kuo, meomar saxelmwifoTa xana. es CvenSi ukve didi,
didi xnis uwin xdeboda.~ (koment. Wan kuo). ai ase msjeloben Cinelebi. ra gaewyoba, tyuliad rodi
gamoviareT 5000 wlovani istoria. yvelaferi, rac kacobriobaSi SeiZleba moxdes, an moxda kidec,
CineTSi ukve iyo!.
sadac ar unda gadaasaxlon Cinelebi, maTi Taviseburebebi ar icvleba. honkongSi Tu aRmoCndebian, TovliviT qaTqaTa Tanamedrove Rumelze ueWvelad wamoWimuli eqnebaT CaSavebulgamuruli Rrma tafa, an kidev moWiquli qvabuka. Cinelebi, rac ki Zali da Rone aqvT, cdiloben
am gziT mainc SeinarCunon CineTi. singapurSi, yvelaze xalxmravalsa da Tanamedrove centrebSi,
usaTuod SexvdebiT moulodnelad aRmocenebul tradiciul Cinur afTiaqs. es Cinelebi, roca
daavadebebi ukve mTlad daRrekaven da imedebi savsebiT gadaewurebaT, mxolod da mxolod dasamSvideblad, wminda wylis grZnobaTa dasaameblad, Cinuri samkurnalo eleqsirebisa da balaxeulis
moTxovnilebas ganicdian.
malaiziaSi aTasobiT xuaciao cxovrobs (koment: xua ciao). waramara xmas aRimaRleben xolme,
ginda Tu ara Cinur enaze swavla-ganaTleba gvWirdebao. Tumcki singapurSi ukve arsebobs egreT
wodebuli samxreT zRvebis universiteti. Tavis droze, ragind absurduladac ar unda gveCvenos,
magram am unversitetisaTvis Tanxebi swored xua ciao-ebma Seagroves. im xua ciao-ebma, vinc werakiTxvis ucodinari iyo. erTi ieroglifis amokiTxvac ki ar SeeZlo arc erT maTgans ...
iyo erTi uZvelesi drois Cineli filosofosi, vinc sikvdilis win moixmo Tavisi Segirdi da
uTxra: `modi, erTi naxe, ra meqna Cemi kbilebi?~ da daabCina ukbilo piri.
_ aRaraferi araa! sCans, yvela kbili dagcvevniaT, miugo Segirdma.
_ aba, maS Cemi ena?
_ jerac Tavis adgilasaa.
ai maSin, Segirds TavSi gauelva _ rbili da amtani mudam ufro gamZle da utyuaria, vidre
mkvrivi da Zlieri. igi bevrad ufro metad esadageba cxovrebas.
CineTSi ver naxavT adamians, visac ar esmodes aqsiomis: `rbiliT daipyar magari da Zlieri.“
(koment).
xolo Tuki Tqven Cinuri brZolis, Taiwi ciuan-is saxeobas misdevT, Rrmad SeimecnebdiT kidevac da gaigebdiT, sxvagvarad ucxoelTaTvis es WeSmariteba marad bundovani iqneba.
sang qe _ Tanamedrove cnobili mwerali, esseisti, iumoristi, mravali moTxrobis, esseis,
narkvevisa da scenaris avtori.
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iue winJen-i
月金人
lamazi sicrue
善意谎话
Tavi I
rodesac Cemma ufrosma Zmam igi colad moiyvana me mxolod 13 wlis viyavi da daJinebiT vuarobdi misTvis rZlis daZaxebas. rogorc Cemi mogonebebidan vixseneb axla, me vfiqrobdi, rom da
rZalze ufro axlo adamiani unda yofiliyo da radganac me Tavad da ar myavda, vamjobine misTvis
da mewodebina. deda cdilobda daveZalebine, raTa sxvanairad dameZaxa misTvis, magram is damSvidebiT eubneboda dedas, rom Tu me mindoda misTvis da dameZaxa dae asec yofiliyo, igi Cemi da
iqneboda, magram me maSin ar warmomedgina, rom ubralod naTqvami sityvebi ase amixdeboda da is
marTlac gaxdeboda Cemi namdvili da.
me maT Sesaxeb msmenoda, rom maTi siyvarulis istoria daiwyo Cemi Zmis jarSi wasvlidan
mokle droSi, ramac maTi ojaxebi maSinve daakavSira erTmaneTs da amiT gamoiwvia didi SfoTi da
ukmayofileba.
Turme im dRes roca Cemi da dabadebula, mamamisi sagzao SemTxvevis Sedegad daRupula.
CineTSi ki arsebuli cru rwmenis mixedviT iTleboda, rom Tu axalgazrda adamians mSoblebi an
axloblebi adre eRupeboda, mas Zalian mZime bed-iRbali hqonda da swored amis gamo deda maTi
qorwinebis sastiki winaaRmdegi iyo. mas ar undoda rom Cems Zmas aseTi mZime bed-iRbali gaeziarebina. im dros, Cemi da muSaobda erT-erT arasaxelmwifo skolaSi maswavleblad. arasaxelmwifo
skola im dros iTvleboda nakleb prestiJul dawesebulebad, radganac iq momuSave maswavleblebs,
saxelmwifosgan xelfasis garda sxva waxaliseba ar gaaCndaT. swored esec gaxda dedis ukmayofilebis erT-erTi mizezic. Tavis mxriv Cemi dis ojaxic ukmayofilo iyo imiT, rom Cemi Zma erTi
Cveulebrivi jariskaci iyo. isini fiqrobdnen rom maTi qaliSvili bevrad ufro mets imsaxurebda
da is unda gayoloda colad sxva ufro warCinebuli Tanamdebobis mqone pirs. ase da amrigad, maTi
qorwinebis saqme 3 weliwads gaiWima da mxolod amis Semdeg dagvirgvinda warmatebiT. Cemma Zmam
maleve Caabara samxedro skolaSi, da ki Zveleburad arasaxelmwifo skolaSi muSaobda.
deda mainc crumorwmune qali iyo da qorwinebidan maleve rZali Zvel, papisa da bebiis mier
datovebul saxlSi gagzavna sacxovreblad. da uxmod itanda martoobas, arc ki cdilobda winaaRmdegobis gawevas, mTeli dReebi mxolod ijda da mwared qviTinebda. me mis aseT mdgomareobas rom
vuyurebdi guli mikvdeboda da mis Segulianebas vcdilobdi: `dao, nu wuxar ase, saRamos me moval
da SenTan erTad viqnebi~.
saSualo skolis dasrulebis Semdeg, saxlidan moSorebiT viyavi da amitom diliT Zalian
adre miwevda adgoma. yovel jerze da maRviZebda . gaRviZebisTanave sauzmesac maxvedrebda da Tavadac CemTan erTad Wamda. magram TavisTvis mxolod xorblis cxobilebs idebda, me ki _ kvercxs
mTavazobda, Tan gulTbilad meubneboda: `Sen izrdebi axla da amitom ukeT unda ikveboo~. arada
me vicodi, rom is orsulad iyo, magram ise gamoiyureboda, rogorc foToli uwylod, damWknari
da usicocxlo. SegeSindeboda adamians. me ver varwmunebdi, rom ukeT miexeda sakuTari TavisTvis,
piriqiT kvlav gansakuTrebuli mopyrobiT viyavi ganebivrebuli.
ar vici ra mizeziT, magrm das muceli moeSala da amave wels myari janmrTelobis mqone mama,
ucabedad avad gaxda. naxevari weli gamudmebiT mkurnalobda xan erTgan, xanac meoregan, magram
Sedegi ver gamoiRo da igi gardaicvala. muclis moSla da mamis gardacvaleba dedam miawera mis
mZime bed-iRbals da gamudmebiT uxsenebda mas amas.is ki arafers ar ambobda, Zalian damfrTxali
da SeSinebuli Canda, gansakuTrebiT dedis TandaswrebiT. marTlac guli mogikvdebodaT mis danaxvaze.
Tavi II
mamis gardacvalebis ambavi cis damxobas hgavda. imisTvis rom mamis mkurnalobis xarjebi
gagvestumrebina, didi valebi aviReT. amasTanave, omcrosi Zma ojaxdeboda, Cven ki mziTevic ki ar
gvqonda misTvis.am yvelafris gamo Cveni ojaxi Zalian savalalo mdgomareobaSi aRmoCnda. Tanac
xmebi dadioda, rom gogos mxare ukmayofilo iyo Cveni ojaxis ekonomiuri mdgomareobiT da qor-
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winebaze uaris Tqmas gegmavdnen. amis gamo deda mTel dReebs nerviulobaSi atarebda.
erT saRamos mTeli ojaxi SevikribeT, raTa mogveTaTbirebina momavali gegmebi. dedam mixmo
da miTxra: `soflis gogonebidan mxolod ramdenime Tu axerxebs skolaSi swavlis damTavrebas.
adre Tu gvian Senc mogiwevs skolasTan gamomSvidobeba da jobia es exlave moxdeso...~ deda amas
rom meubneboda, Cemi Zmebi TavCaxrilebi idgnen da xmas ver iRebdnen. maSin ki Cemi da gamomesarCla da Tqva: `Cemma patara daikom exla ar unda miatovos swavla. me kidev maqvs darCenili raRac
danazogi da es sakmarisi iqneba daikos swavlisTvis da mziTevisTvisac~. amas rom ambobda misi xma
sustad da gaubedavad JRerda. dedas amis gagonebaze cremlebi CamoeRvara loyebze, me ki gulSi
vfiqrobdi: `Cemi suleli da~.
meore rZalma Cvens ojaxSi mosvlisTanave ganacxada: `sanam Cven yvelani erT saxlSi vcxovrobT unda gavanawiloT mTeli qoneba, am saqmes Tavs ver avaridebTo~ da daiwyo mTeli qonebis
gayofa-ganawileba. dedam arsebuli valebi or Zmas Soris Tanabrad gadaanawila, meore rZalma ki
amis gagonebaze didi ayal-mayali moawyo da meuRles gamwarebiT uTxra: `Sen me Sempirdi rom Cven
vicxovrebdiT axal saxlSi da arc valebi dagvekisreboda. Tu Sen dRes sakuTar Tavze aiReb erT
fen-sac ki, me maSinve gageyrebio!~ amis gagonebaze deda sibrazisgan mTeli taniT aakankala, adgils
veRar poulobda da mxolod amis Tqma moaxerxa: `nu CxubobT! me vicxovreb Zvel saxlSi da fasis
anazRaurebac araa saWiroo~.
me maSinve mivardi Cems dasTan, SemeSinda aseT aRelvebul mdgomareobaSi rame ar eTqva da
pirze avafare xeli, man ki miTxra: `me gana dedis gabrazebis meSinia, Cven rZal-muli samaradisod
axloblebi viqnebiT da ar Rirs yvelaferze ase dawvrilmanebao.~
sabolood mTeli ojaxuri avla-dideba danawilda da daiyo. dam ki valis didi nawili Tavad
gaistumra. am periodSi deda avad gaxda. me vicodi, rom misi avadmyofobis mizezi me viyavi. man
moiTxova rom Cemi Zmebi gaformebuliyvnen Cems oficialur meurveebad, iqamde sanam me SevZlebdi
damoukideblad cxovrebas. aseTma pirobam, ra Tqma unda, Cemi meore rZlis didi ukmayofileba
gamoiwvia: `mainc rodemde unda movuaroT Cven?! mTeli cxovreba ase xom ar iqneba? me mxolod
moxucebs vuvli da ara axalgazrdebs!~
es rom gavigone gabrazebiT wamoviWeri fexze da Cems rZals vuTxari: `rZalo, Sen nu naRvlob,
Tu iseTi dRe damidga, rom saWmelic ki menatrebodes, Tqven mainc ar SegawuxebT~. es rom vTqvi
dedam erTi saxeSi gamilawuna da sayveduriT miTxra: `ase briyvulad rogor laparakob, rac ar
unda iyos Seni Zmis colia da masTan ase laparaki ar SeiZlebao~.
Tavi III
am ambidan naxevar weliwadSi deda infaqtiT gardaicvala. rom maxsendeba raoden savalalo
mdgomareobaSi iyo guli sevdiT mevseba da mewureba. man turme gardacvalebamde didi xniT adre
icoda Tavisi janmrTelobis savalalo mdgomareobis Sesaxeb da amitomac wauyena vaJebsa da rZlebs aseTi moTxovna.
me im wels 20 wlis gavxdi. umaRlesSi Cabarebamde naxevari welic ki ar mqonda darCenili,
rodesac, maswavlebelTa sevdiani mzerisa da Tanaklaselebis sinanuli miuxedavad, gadavwyvite
Semekra bargi da davbrunebuliyavi saxlSi. rodesac dam daminaxa gakvirvebisgan gaSra da xmas ver
iRebda. gons rom moego maSinve dasva 6 Tvis patara, romelic xelSi eWira da mkiTxa: `daiko, rame
moxda?~ me ki Tvalebze cremlmoreulma vuTxari, rom samuSaod wasvla mindoda. man misayvedura:
`ase TviTneburad rogor miiRe aseTi gadawyvetileba? deda aRar gyavs, magram me xom Sens gverdiT
var. aTi wlis swavlas rogor yri wyalSi da ase iolad rogor nebdebio~. me ki darcxveniT vupasuxe: `dao aRar minda SenTvis mZime tvirTi viyo. axla ukve patara Svilic gyavs, xelfasic Zalian
patara gaqvs, universitetis gadasaxadi ki sakmaod maRalia.....~ man aq gamawyvetina da miTxra: `Cven
erTi ojaxi varT da me yovelTvis vizruneb Senze~. meore dRes ki ukan damabruna skolaSi.
didi xani ar gasula da me samxreTis erT-erTi mTavari universitetidan Cabarebis dasturi
momivida. Zalian gamixarda, magram rodesac swavlis Rirebuleba `5500 iueni~ wavikiTxe, Zalzed
Sevcbi da gulis fancqaliT gavugzavne Cems das es cnoba. man ki Turme ukve icoda da TiTqos rame
moegos sixarulisgan daxtoda.
universitetSi gamgzavrebamde dam mSoblebis saflavze wamiyvana pativis misagebad, rogorc
ki mivediT igi damnaSave bavSviviT daemxo saflavze da gulamoskvnili atirda. me ki ver mivxvdi maSin Tu ra xdeboda. man didxans itira ase, mere ki wamodga, cremlebi moiwminda da TiTqos araferi
momxdariyos wynarad miTxra: `wavediT~.
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Tavi IV
universitetSi swavlis 4 wlis ganmavlobaSi me erTxelac ar davbrunebulvar samSoblo mxareSi. mxolod gzis xarjebi aRemateboda 1000 iuen-s. swored es iyo Cemi samSoblo mxareSi dabrunebis damabrkolebeli mizezi. Cemi ufrosi Zma xandaxan fostiT ki migzavnida fuls, magram
mxolod Cemi da mwerda werilebs da miyveboda ojaxSi momxdar yovel patara cvlilebaze: bavSvi
gaizarda, Zveli saxli SekeTda, is ki Tavad saxelmwifo maswavleblis Tanamdebobaze gadaeyvanaT.
werilis TavSi da boloSi ki sul miuTiTebda: `swavlis gadasaxadi ukve Sevagrove, ase rom ar
inerviulo da mxolod samsaxurze nu ifiqreb. swavla yvelaze mniSvnelovania, erTi Sesaferisi
ymawvilic airCie....~
swavlis damTavrebis Semdeg me sakmaod kargi samsaxuri viSove. rac Zalian mixaroda, radganac
axla bolos da bolos mec SemeZlo momewyo misTvis siurprizi. rodesac saxlisken mivemarTebodi,
guldasmiT vcdilobdi warmomedgina momwvano-monacrisfro aguriTa da kramitiT gawyobili axali saxli. magram rom mivedi davinaxe Zveli, gasacodavebuli kar-midamo. kari viRac ucxo kacma
gamiRo, uceb Sevcbi da eWvi Semepara, nuTu saxli SemeSalaTqo, magram uceb davinaxe Cemi 4 wlis
unaxavi da. me maSinve davagde rac ki xelT mekava da, mivardi mas da magrad Cavexute. cota xnis
mere im kacze mivuTiTe da vkiTxe: `is...is vin aris?~
igi karga xans sdumda, mere ki miTxra: `Cemi meuRle~. me ki gakvirvebiT vkiTxe:
_ `dao Cemi Zma?~
_ `Cven didi xania davSordiT~
_ `daSordiT?~
_ `bavSvi 1 wlis rom Sesrulda Cven gavaformeT sabuTebi. me ar miveci mas ufleba rom SenTvis eTqva es ambavi. Tavad ki aq davsaxldi
Seni swavlis safasurs ki umetesad Seni Zmis mier mocemuli alimentidan vixdidi.~
me uceb gamaxsenda Tu rogor daeca da Cemi mSoblebis saflavze da gulamoskvnili qviTinebda. axlaRa mivxvdi Tu raoden tanjvasa da sevdas itevda misi guli.
`me TviTon SevTavaze Sens Zmas~ ganagrZobda igi, `man erTi gogo daaorsula da Tu me ar gamSordeboda, is gogo CiviliT emuqreboda. mec davnebdi maT. esaa Cemi bedi, me vemorCilebi mas...~
im saRamos Cven Zalian megobrulad viyaviT. me vkiTxe kide ras mimalavda, vkiTxe samsaxurze.
simarTle iyo is Tu ara, rom is axla saxelmwifo skolaSi muSaobda. man ki xma ar gamca, mxolod
icinoda. me kvlav vkiTxe mas: `dao is kaci giyvars?~ man ki uceb Sewyvita sicili, SeCerda cota xniT
da miTxra, rom is mas kargad eqceoda. maSin me kvlav vkiTxe: `gZuls? gZuls is ojaxi, romelmac
amdeni tanjva mogayena da amdeni ubedureba mogitana?~. man ki Tavi gaaqnia da miTxra: `amdeni xania
Cven erTmaneTs vicnobT, vurTierTobT. am ojaxis siTbo da siyvaruli ukve Zvalsa da rbilSi
maqvs gamjdari da mxolod imitom rom Cemi da Seni Zmis urTierToba Seicvala, me ver dagSordebi
Sen. Tanac Sen me yovelTvis ise meqceodi me, rogorc sakuTar das da am yvelafris mere sxvanairad
rogor moviqceodi!~
ucabedad me vigrZeni, rom igi Seexo Cemi sulis uRrmes simebs. lamfis Suqze me mas didxans
vaSterdebodi. taniT Cia, sust adamians, romelsac ukve wlebi Sehparvoda; adamians, romelsac
wlebis ganmavlobaSi siyvarulisa gamo uwevda tyuilis Tqma; romelic gulTbilad zrunavda Cemze.
miqarvebda dardebs da yovelTvis gulwrfelobiTa da guluxvobiT masaCuqrebda.
me mas magrad movxvie xelebi mxrebze da Cavexute. am 4 wlis ganmavlobaSi misi yoveli sikeTiT
gaJRenTili sicrue Cems gulSi yvelaze lamaz sevdaT gadaiqca. me vici, romc araferi mebados me
am qveynad, me marad meqneba misi siyvaruli. me imaSic darwmunebuli var, rom romc am qveyniurma
yvelaferma miatovos igi, is mainc arasdros iqneba marto, me mudam mis gverdiT viqnebi da davicav
mas.
iue winJen-i Tanamedrove mweralia. wers mokle moTxrobebs.
ZiriTadad exeba genderuli Tanasworobis Temas, qalTa xvedrs.
mTargmneli nino nadareiSvili
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_apataraobidan 17 weli bebiasTan vizrdebodi udedod. albaT 7 wlis viqnebodi, roca deda
inglisSi gaemgzavra umaRlesi ganaTlebis misaRebad, aT welze meti xnis Semdeg hong-kongSi dabrunda. bebia manamde gardaicvala, me da Cemi ufrosi Zma erTmaneTis imedad da erTad sacxovreblad dagvtova.
erTi wlis rom viyavi mSoblebi erTmaneTs gascildnen. CemTan da Cems ZmasTan erTad deda
kuanWou-dan sianZian-Si gadasaxlda, bebias CvenTvis rom moexeda, TviTon ki sxva qalaqSi cxovrobda da muSaobda, raTa Cven SevenaxeT.
im dros dedas iSviaTad vxedavdi, ase kviraSi erTxel sadme restoranSi Tu visadilebdiT
xolme, an Cabnelebul kinoSi multfilmebs vuyurebdiT. sul pataraobisas saocrad mijaWvuli viyavi dedaze, igi yvela im kinovarskvlavze ufro lamazi megona, romlebic im filmebSi TamaSobdnen
kuangtung-ur enaze rom gadioda. Tumca saqcieliT amayi da ukareba iyo, arasodes gvexveoda da
gvkocnida, ar hgavda im dedebs romlebsac Cveulebriv vxvdebodiT. rac ufro metad iyo igi aseTi,
miT ufro metad miCndeboda imis survili, rom Camxuteboda da loyebi daekocna CemTvis.
erT mSvenier dRes bebiam gamogvicxada rom deda Txovdeba, misi gulisswori is batoni li-a,
CvenTan xSirad rom stumrobs. yovel jerze igi modioda Zvirfasi, TavRia sarbolo manqaniT da
mivyavdiT xolme me da Cemi ufrosi Zma wienSa-Si, kinoTeatr liekung _ `sixarulis sasaxleSi~. mas
lamazi TiTqos haerovani manerebi da eleganturi garegnoba hqonda. adamianebTan urTierTobisas keTilganwyobas amJRavnebda. mezoblebi erTsulovnad miiCnevdnen, rom igi araCveulebrivadaa
aRzrdili, yvelas Surda dedis bednierebis da bebiac maT kvalad imeorebda: `batoni li mdidari
ojaxidanaa, Tanac keTilSobili gvarisaa, mravalricxovani, nair-nairi naTesaoba hyavs, maTTan
cxovreba da Segueba dedaTqvens gauWirdeba! oficialurad veRar iqneba dedaTqveni, deida dauZaxeT!~ saTqmelad advili iyo, magram Cemi umwifari tvini verafriT igebda, ratom unda gadaqceuliyo deda deidad? oRond erTi ram ki naTeli iyo, masTan Caxutebisa da alersis Sansi kidev ufro
efemeruli xdeboda. kidev ufro metad menatreboda da miyvarda. xolo roca vxedavdi xolme, Tu
rogri sinaziT miyurebda, vrwmundebodi, rom dedaCemi swored igia!
gaTxovebis Semdeg Cveni urTierToba ufro metad TavSekavebuli gaxda. dedis saxlSi yoveli
stumrobisas, is sul ufro da ufro Cqarobda da Sinauri saubrebisTvis dro TiTqmis aRar rCeboda. bebia gamudmebiT ufulobas uCioda. deda iRuSeboda, misi Tvalebi gaRizianebas gamoxatavda.
o, ratomaa igi ase gaRizianebuli? sad daikarga misi Tvalebi, romlebic iyvnen, rogorc ityvian,
Semodgomis wyaliviT gamWvirvale. sad arian misi namiani Tvalebi? nuTu gaTxoveba marTlac ase
mZime aRmoCnda misTvis? bebia ambobda, rom dedam mSvenieri Tvalebis wyalobiT dedamTilis siyvaruli moipova, magram imisTvis rom gaxde mdidari da didgvarovani ojaxis rZali, gana sakmarisia mxolod momnusxveli Tvalebi? magram me vfiqrobdi rom igi dalxenilad cxovrobda.
qorwilidan erTi wlis Semdeg, deda qmarTan erTad saswavleblad gaemgzavra inglisSi. Cven
yvelani mivediT portSi, sadac saokeano orTqlis gemebi idgnen. umetesoba naTesavebisa tiroda,
mxolod dedam gaZlo ucremlod, misi Tvalebis gamometyveleba Seupovari da mtkice iyo, rogoric aqvT xolme gadawyvetileba miRebul da didi imedis mqone adamianebs. igrZnoboda, rom igi
im frinveliviTaa, romelic frTebs aqnevs Soreuli frenis win da romelic arafris didebiT aRar
moisurvebs didebulTa Tu samefo darbazebSi cxovrebas. amis gamo edga TvalebSi aseTi mtkice
sixaruli. gasagebi iyo ratomac ar itira dedam ganSorebisas.
aT welze meti gavida, Cvens saxlSi moxucebi gardaicvalnen, mxolod maSin dabrundnen deda
da mama hong-kongSi didi xniT sacxovreblad. im dRes me da Cemi ufrosi Zma saocrad karg, mxiarul
gunebaze davxvdiT dedas Cvens saxlSi, me samzareuloSi gavedi da sadili Cemi xeliT movamzade,
raTa rogorc tradiciulad amboben _ namgzavrs davxvedrodi da gzis mtveri CamomeferTxa. magidasTan Cven yoveldRiur cxovrebaze vsaubrobdiT, vixsenebdiT Cemi da Cemi Zmis bavSvur oinebs,
amas rom ismenda, deda Tavs xrida da Cumdeboda, Tumca dro da dro siamovnebiT ucqerda Cems
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saxeze yvaviliviT gaSlil Rimils. TiTqos uecrad, Tvali aexila da Tqva: `ras vifiqrebdi Tu
batis Wuki gedad gadaiqceoda, cota xnis win aeroportSi TiTqmis verc ki gicaniT Tqven!~ Tumca
es sityvebi savse iyo dedobrivi siyvaruliT, vgrZnobdi rom is raRacnairad didxans da eWvianad
miyurebda, ris gamoc Zalauneburad Tavs uxerxulad vgrZnobdi, davimorcxve.
zeciurma bedma ar ineba, rom dedasa da qaliSvils mudmivi siaxlovis karma hqonodaT. naxevari weli erTad, erTmaneTis ferebaSi gavatareT. samagierod amas mohyva Tormetwliani ganSoreba,
romlis drosac erTmaneTs iSviaTad vxedavdiT _ mxolod zafxulis ardadegebze, mSoblebTan
hong-kongSi dabrunebisas.
maSin iyo kidev sami Semodgoma, roca deda saCuqrebiT savse didi da patara fuTebiT Cemi
da Cemi Zmis mosanaxuleblad Camodioda CikagoSi. misi stumroba, rogorc ityvian, `adgilidan
fexmoucvleli~ iyo, radgan gvindoda misi gasaseirneblad gayvana, TviTon ki arafrisdidebiT
mogvyveboda, gadawyvetili hqonda, yovel saRamos CvenTvis vaxSami moemzadebina. aseTi ori kviris
ganmavlobaSi dedaSvilis urTierToba ar umjobesdeboda, piriqiT kidev ufro vSordebodiT erTmaneTs. mis yovel Camosvlamde vgegmavdi, rogor gulkeTilad da kargad moveqceodi mas, magram
roca miemgzavreboda, yovel jerze danaSaulis grZnoba mtanjavda.
erTxelac dadga dRe, roca uecrad telefonis zari gaisma, dedam dareka, igi yviroda, rom
maminacvals unda gayroda. im dros maminacvali vaWrobiT iyo dasaqmebuli indoneziaSi, dedam
mosanaxuleblad CaakiTxa da misi saidumlo aRmoaCina _ rogorc ityvian `oqros galiaSi mzeTunaxavis Wirveulobaa damalulia.~ maminacvali mixvda, rom daaSava da dedas patiebas emudareboda,
magram dedam yuri ar aTxova da gadawyvita Tavisi ori SvilisTvis SeeCivla, CvenTvis. arcerTi ar
daveTanxmeT mis ganzraxvas gahyroda qmars, xolo me mxolod erTi kiTxva davusvi: `de, Sen ganqorwindebi da mere isev gaTxovdebi?~ man mipasuxa arao, magram ganqorwinebis ambavi TavisTavad
aorTqlda da gaqra. Tumca mas Semdeg mis gamWvirvale wyaliviT naTel TvalebSi gaCnda axali
gamometyveleba, TiTqos dumfarebi curavdnen wylis zedapirze. vfiqrob, rom es undoblobis
gamometyveleba iyo, mixvedris gamometyveleba, sixarul moklebuliviT gamoiyureboda.
me ki hong-kongSi dabrunebis Semdeg gadavitane ojaxuri tragedia da marcxi ganvicade qorwinebaSi, gavxdi sevdiani da gulCaTxrobili. meSinoda, rom mSoblebi Cems gamo Relavdnen, da
usiamovno Tu sasixarulo ambebs, yvelafers erTad Cem Tavs mivawerdi, amitomac maT mxolod axal
wels vxvdebodi xolme. amis gamo dedasTan urTierToba iseTi gaxda, TiTqos Cven Soris maRali
kedeli Cadga, erTmaneTis Semyure oTxi Tvali yinulis Txeli feniT iyo dacilebuli erTmaneTs.
magram arc erT Cvengans ar eyo sulieri mxurvaleba, saimisod rom gaedno igi. da ase sakmaod bevrma welma Caiara.
1997 wels ivnisSi seriozulma depresiam momicea, dedam TavisTan saxlSi wamiyvana, raTa Cemi
movla gaadvileboda. maSin Cemi mdgomareoba saSineli iyo, dRisiT umizezod vtirodi da vCiodi,
RamiT Tvals ver vxuWavdi, xSirad mTel Rames uZilod vatarebdi. am dros Cven ufro xSirad
vsaubrobdiT, vuambobdi Cemi oTxgzis uiRblo TviTmkvlelobis procesis Sesaxeb, roca mismenda,
dedas ieri ecvleboda, igi tiriliT meubneboda: `Cemo Svilo, es yvelaferi ratom ufro adre ar
momiyevi? Cemo sabralo, aseTi ubedurebis winaSe ratom ideqi marto!~ aseT momentebSi vdumdebodiT xolme erTmaneTis pirispir, dedaCemis cremlebiT savse TvalebSi, sindisis qenjna davinaxe.
Tumca misi Tvalebis gamometyveleba xom, rogorc sarkeSi, Cemi Tvalebis anarekli iyo. Cven orives
gvawva sulieri tkivili, sindisis qenjna.
ori wlis Semdeg uofans gavyevi colad. swored igi iqca xidad Cemsa da dedaCems Soris. deda,
xedavda ra, rom gamomiCnda adamiani, romelze dayrdnobac SeiZleboda, mixvda, rom Cem gamo SfoTva aRar iyo saWiro, mas TviTgvema Seumsubuqda da mis Tvalebs Tbili gamometyveleba daubrunda.
wels Zvlis kibo dedas meoTxe stadiaSi gadauvida, me orjer momeca imis saSualeba, rom
misTvis momevlo da mis gverdiT vyofiliyavi. saqmeebze saubrisas, deda mTxovda misTvis axalgazrdobis qarafSutuli Secdomebi mepatiebina, rom Cems mosavlelad ver moicala, ramac fsiqika
damiziana. mas Semdeg rac orjer gadavuSaleT guli erTmaneTs, Sinagani uTanxmoeba da urTierT
mitevebis ukmarisoba, Cveni cremlebiT Camoirecxa. Tvals vadevnebdi, dedaCemis marTalia bindgadakruli, magram gamWvirvale da sufTa mzera rogor xdeboda srulad da umwiklod gasxivosnebuli. imdenad imoqmeda aman Cemze, rom uneblieT aRmomxda: `deda! arada rogor miyvarxar, marTla!~
mxolod da mxolod erTi fraza da Cvens gulebs Soris wlebis ganmavlobaSi gaCenili kvanZebi,
TavisTavad gaixsna, xolo sindisis qenjna orives ukvalod gagviqra.
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iuiin-s moulodnelad ewvia STagoneba da dedaze Txzuleba dawera. dedamiss kibo aqvs, vSiSob,
didxans ver icocxlebs, warmomidgenia qaliSvilis mdgomareoba. roca misi Txzuleba wavikiTxe,
me, misi qmari, SeZruli davrCi. guli metkina, es tkivili mTlad dedamisTan ar iyo dakavSirebuli,
guli metkina, radgan aman iuiin-is depresiis morigi recidivi gamaxsena. is dedamisis saqalaqTaSoriso zarma gamoiwvia. dedam Tqva rom mkerdis kibo ukve Zvalze gadavida. es rom gaigo, iuiins mTeli Rame ar eZina. erTi kvirac ar gasula rom depresia ganmeorda, magram maSin jer kidev
araferi vicodi. vifiqre, Cven aseTi bednieri axalSeuRlebulebi varT, rogor unda dagvtydomoda Tavs depresia?!
es ori wlis win iyo. mas Semdeg fxizlad viyavi, rogorc ki romelime RamiT uZiloba Seipyrobda, me ukve uaresad meZina. wuxel mas, oTxs rom gadascda ukve eRviZa, loginSi wrialebda da
verafriT iZinebda. Tumca swored maSin Rrmad meZina, sadRac gulis siRrmeSi vgrZnobdi: iuiin-s
kvlav dedaze fiqrebi Semoawva! da me? me Turme aseT dros ar vici ra vqna. ar vici ra vqna, rogor
daviyolio, rom ar idardos gardacvlil dedaze, cas veravin gamoekereba. rogor unda daarwmuno
adamiani, rom fsiqikur gancdebTan distancia daiWiros, es rom moqmedebdes, fsiqologiuri imuniteti didi xnis gaCenili iqneboda. Tumca ra Tqma unda, ramdenic ar unda vifiqro, yvelaferi
fuWia. kargia, rom mamaSeni uvlis. is optimisti da gonieri adamiania, da amas ise uyurebs rogorc
bedisweras. dedaSenic danebda beds da ar ebRauWeba sicocxles. roca ramdenime dRis win mosanaxuleblad viyaviT, man xom anderZic ki datova _ gadmogca pasportiTa da fotoebiT savse paketi,
TiTqos ambobda: `amjerad samogzaurod Zalian Sors mivemgzavrebi, magram aRarc pasportebi da
aRarc piradobis mowmobebia saWiro.~
miuxedavad imisa rom gverdidan vuyurebdi, ar SemeZlo gulgrili davrCeniliyavi. Tavs umweod vgrZnobdi, vicodi ra, rom verafers vuSvelidi, imis garda rom erTguli ZaRlis kudi gavmxdariyavi da iuiin-s avtorRialebodi. amasobaSi igi, misTvis uCveulod kuangtung-ur dialeqtze
miesalma dedas, ekiTxeboda Tavs rogor grZnobda, da amis mere aRar usaubriaT. erTaderTi rac
SeeZlo, sastumro oTaxSi mjdariyo da gazeTebi ekiTxa, an TvaldaxuWuls daesvena, erTxel mZime
ZiliTac CaeZina.
im dRes sadilis Semdeg sizmari vnaxe. damesizmra dedaCemi, romelic SarSan martSi gardaicvala da romelic aqamde arasodes damsizmrebia. xolo rva wlis win gardacvlil mamas, piriqiT,
ratomRac xSirad vxedavdi, Tanac erTsa da imave sizmarSi: mama sazRvargareTaa, ar gvaqcevs yuradRebas arc dedas da arc me, magram me mis mosanaxuleblad mivemgzavrebi, igi mamSvidebs, ambobs, rom cocxalia da janmrTeli da rom masze nerviuloba ar Rirs. Cems sizmarSi mamam TiTqos
da aisrula ocneba _ dedasTan ganSorebis Semdeg, cxovrebaSi Tavis gzas daadga. magram sizmari
umetesad realobis meore mxarea. is sikvdilamde aT welze meti xnis ganmavlobaSi dedasTan erTad cxovrobda, maTi reJimi iyo uryevi da ucvleli: yoveldRe erTnairi: xuT saaTze iRviZebda,
varjiSobda, uaxloes fundukSi soios rZiT sauzmobda, brundeboda saxlSi; deda ki am dros rogorc wesi sawolidan dgeboda, TiTqmis or saaTs atarebda saabazanoSi, mama amasobaSi satumro
oTaxSi gazeTebs kiTxulobda. kiTxvas rom morCeboda, oTaxs alagebda, Semdeg deda dRis diad
saqmeze _ meniuze fiqrobda: ra iqneba sadilad? ra iqneba vaxSamad? xom saWiroa awon-dawonos
rogor Seuxamos erTi kerZi meores, mere iZaxebda mosamsaxures, romlic naxevar dRes muSaobda
da avalebda mas produqtebis sayidlaT wasvlas da saWmlis momomzadebas. ase meordeboda yovel
dRe, es maTi cxovrebis wesi iyo.
mamas maradiuli pasuxi hqonda mzad: `sulerTia, ras SevWamT.~ aseTi gulgrili pasuxi dedas
aRizianebda da es xandaxan sityvier Sexla-Semoxlas iwvevda. sityvas sityva mosdevda, mama yovel
sityvaze dedas Sars sdebda, magram veranair sargebels da sixaruls ver naxulobda, mxolod
gamometyveleba rCeboda raRacnairad usaSvelo.
sadilis Semdeg mama sawol oTaxSi iZinebda. naxevari saaTiT. gaRviZebis Semdeg televizors
uyurebda, yvelafers erCia sportuli Sejibri burTiT TamaSis romelime saexeobaSi. deda TiTqos
jinaze, swored am dros agzavnida mas saqmeebze: `wadi erTi bankSi, gamoitane Cemi am Tvis procentebi, barem fostaSic Seiare da werili gaagzavne, mere. . . .~
mama icvamda da dedis yvela brZanebas emorCileboda. roca dabrundeba da dedas angariSs
Caabarebs, ukve vaxSmobis droa. ori moxuci uxmod miujdeboda magidas, sadac yovelTvis erTi
wvniani da sami sxva kerZi iyo. xdeboda, rom mamas ganmeorebiT undoda axali ambebis mosmena, maSin
is fialiT xelSi divanze jdeboda. amasobaSi deda vaxSmobas amTavrebda, samzareulos alagebda da
yoveldriur proceduras Seudgeboda xolme, romelic iyo ritualuri ganbanva, anu banaoba. amas
kvlav sami saaTi mihqonda, rodesac iqidan gamodioda, mama ukve gaSotili iyo, anu Rrmad eZina.
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ase misdevda dRe dRes, mowyeniloba mowyenilobas, da es `SeCveuli mowyeniloba~ _ rutina,
rogorc daiwyo, ise gagrZelda aTwleulobiT. saxlSi rom vbrundebodi, qvecnobierSi uneblied
Cndeboda azri _ `mama, ratom ar ganSordebi saxls? sadme gaemgzavre, jobs italiaSi! deda xom
adgilidan mainc ar gainZreva.~ ar vici Tavis droze ramdeni Zal-Rone davxarje, raTa amexsna misTvis emansipaciis cneba da qalTa uflebebi, magram azri ar hqonda, is mxolod RimiliT mpasuxobda:
`Svilo! ras mied moedebi? ggonia axalgazrdobaSi msgavsi araferi mesmoda? axla raRa dros egaa
miTxari~.
da ase deda sul ufro sityvaZunwi xdeboda, sanam erT mSvenier dRes mama reJimis mixedviT
savarjiSod ar gavida, Sors ar wasula, iqve wauvida guli. Ggamvlelebma mezoblebs Seatyobines,
maSinve saavadmyofoSi waiyvanes, gadaarCines, meddis danaxvisas gaixumra kidec, magram dRis meore
naxevarSi kvlav dakarga goneba. didi dro ar gasula, rom is am qveynidan wavida.
Sematyobines da Taiv anis qalaq Taipei-s pirvelive aviareisiT imave RamiT iq gamovcxaddi.
gavigone dedaCemis fraza: `mamaSeni Cemze adre wavida!~ mas Zalian susti xma hqonda, magram cremli
ar Camovardnia. dasaflavebis Semdeg ki, deda yoveldRe cremlad iRvreboda, Tumca daJinebiT
iTxovda, rom sacxovreblad SeerTebul StatebSi gadavsuliyaviT. aman umcrosi da aiZula igi
amerikaSi gadaeyvana. ar vici ramdeni Zal-Rone Sealia mis movlas. ase gagrZelda Svidi-rva weli,
sanam deda ar gardaicvala.
roca vixseneb, raRacnairi dabneuloba meufleba _ nuTu adamianis cxovreba sul esaa, da meti
araferi? axla ki iui-inis dedis jeria. cxadia, `gansazRvruli vadis~ pirispir, adre Tu gvian,
yoveli adamiani dadgeba, magram am `gansazRvrul vadamde~ ra xdeba? nuTu mTeli cxovreba mowyeniloba da simSralea, da arcerTi misxali siaxle?
amboben, rom frangma filosifosma miSel fukom Tavisi cisferi periodis partniors sikvdilis win uTxra: `Turme, sikvdili sul esaa _ TeTi laqa da araviTari azri.~
esec SeiZleba mxolod Woria an gamonagoni, me xom ar Sevswrebivar, saidan unda vicode?
da axla iui in-i mSoblis sikvdilis pirispir idga, me raRac unda meRona, magram tvinSi azrad mxolod `usargebloba-zedmetoba~ mitrialebda. sizmarSic ki, rogorc sicocxleSi, dedaCemi
mdumared ijda, rogorc odesRac mamasTan, CemTvis sityva ar uTqvams. sizmris Semdeg mivxvdi: rogorc Cans, didi xnis win qvecnobierad ise davrTgune dedaze mogonebebi, sanam dambla ar daecaT
grZnobebsa da mogonebebs. Cems sizmarSi igi gamoCnda, raTa Sematyobinos, rom isev arsebobs, da
rom es me vicode _ ara mxolod droisa da sivrcis sxva ganzomilebaSi.
me da iui in-i kidev erTxel gamovelaparakeT mwoliare dedas da davemSvidobeT, im fiqriT
rom iqneboda Semdegi jeric, magram me vicodi, rom iui in-i gulis siRrmeSi angariSobda da xvdeboda rom Semdegi jeris Sansi sul ufro da ufro mcire iyo. momaval kviras deda saavadmyofoSi
unda dawoliliyo, Tanac atipiuri pneumoniis epidemiis dros saavadmyofoSi avadmyofi jobia ar
moinaxulo.
iui in-s movexvie da yurSi msubuqad CavCurCule: `nu itanjebi, Cven kargad vicxovrebT, dedaSens xom ukve aRar aqvs Senze sanerviulo, ase araa?~
li iuiing-i daibada 1930 wels. 1964 wels daamTavra pekinis universiteti Cinuri enisa da literaturis ganxriT. 1997 wlidan mweralTa
kavSiris wevria.
mTargmneli qeTi futuriZe
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manqana parkis SesasvlelTan gaCerda, iqidan apao gadmovida, magram nacvlad imisa rom Sesasvlelisken gadedga nabiji, `park 97~-sken, mibrunda da sapirispiro mimarTulebiT gaemarTa, da
maleve Tvali mokra quCaSi asvetil reklamas: `daba kari~ (*1)
es piteris, pitis restorania, aqedan asiode metrSi. Tu Cveulebrivi gamvleli xar, maSin xom
arc dagainteresebs quCaSi ayudebuli sareklamo dafa? raRa eg, da raRa gzis piras mdgari Wadari,
Cakarguli sxva Wadrebis simravleSi.
amitomaa, rom roca unda rom gza miaswavlos megobrebs am Tavis `saufloSi~, is jer `park
97~-s axsenebs. saerTod xom ase gvCvevia, roca saqme gvaqvs arqiteqturasTan, romlis gavlena ama
Tu im sagzao maCveneblis stils atyvia; SeiZleba iTqvas, rom piterisaTvis es Sanxais orientiria.
`eg saxeli pirdapir TvalSi gecema misamarTebis inglisur cnobarSi, aq yvelam icis!~
`yvelam icis!~ - yurs reklamasaviT gxvdeba.
apao morCilad daeTanxma yurmilSi naTqvams, magram piters TiTqos arc ki ugrZvnia namdvili
viTareba, mainc gadawyvita, faqsiT gadaegzavna misTvis barebis cnobaris Pub - is ( Sanxais gzamkvlevi) pirveli gverdi.
am gverdma kidev ufro daabnia apao, zed verafers gaarkvevdi, stambis saRebavis brali iyo
Tu kidev raRacis, yvelaferi Savad Canda, xolo `cnobarma~ xom saerTod auria tvini; bolos da
bolos, erT raRac sawyal barzea laparaki, sxvaze xom araferze? miT ufro sakvirvelia, Tavs
ratom iwonebs am bariT? kuTxe ar darCenila qveyanaze, mas rom ar enaxa, arc erT sanaxaobas uyuradrebod ar datovebda, brZolis yvela saxeobas eswreboda _ exla kidev acxadebs, `yvelam iciso!~
exla veRarc ki ixsenebs, axalgazrdobaSi ramdeni dauxarjavs iaf sasmelze, amerikis dasavleT StatSi rom cxovrobda. iqauri ukacuri velebi, weliwadSi eqvsi Tve rom TovliT aris dafaruli, veranairad ver Segixurebs fantazias, amas mxolod spirtiT Tu moaxerxeb.
SabaT-kviras, rogorc wesi, barebi gadatenili iyo xolme universitetis studentobiT.
barebis daxurvis Semdeg, Ramis ori saaTidan quCebs avsebda SemTvrali axalgazrdebis nakadi _
siymawvilis netari xanis nakadi, bnelsa da Smag sixalises rom Savad ganeJRinTa. mere anazdad
maTSi vinme uceb iTavebda meTaurobas da aiyoliebda mis irgvliv Semojarulebs, kidev ufro Cabnelebuli kuTxe-kunWulebisken gaiyoliebda, sadac kidev ufro susti iyo ganaTeba, xolo sasmeli
kidev ufro magari iyo.
aseTi TavaSvebuli Rameebis damagvirgvinebel meore nawilSi dro da dro apao-c monawileobda, da mereRa mxolod, roca gamofxizldeboda, imis fiqrs miecemoda, `mainc sad aris, ra jurRmulebSia Camaluli yvela es Tavsayudeli, mere bind-bundSi rom yvelafers gagiSlis da daganaxebs?~
mereRa gaigo apao-m, rom is cicqna qalaqi, sadac maSin cxovrobda, mTels SeerTebul StatebSi iyo cnobili Tavisi barebis simravliT, es ki niSnavda rom iseT adgilas ucxovria, sadac Zalze
maRali iyo urvisa da sevdis maCvenebeli.
is periodi unda igulos Tavisi `Smagi sinorCis xanad~. Rvino rom miiyvanda garkveul kondiciamde, moiSorebda xolme samkaulebs, gaiReRavda perangs, Tavs mercxalze ufro msubuqad
grZnobda da raki Segneba alkoholiT hqonda dabindebuli da amitom jiqur, xalisiT upirispirdeboda yovel akrZalvas. amis Semdeg ki daucxreboda simTvraliT gamowveuli ataceba, moeSveboda
da kvlav mzad iyo Sedgomoda `kargi, bejiTi~ studentis cxovrebas.
qorwinebis aTma welma mogonebad gaduqcia is barebi, da rom ara piteris seriozuli toni,
roca iwyebda xolme saubars am Tavis barze, mexsierebidan mTlianad amouvardeboda is yvelaferi,
rac Seadgenda mis cxovrebas Sor samyaroSi.
an TavSi azrad mouvidoda, rom aseTi damamaxsovrebeli saxelis matarebeli es raRac wertili, uceb gadiqceoda misi sicocxlis Sign da mis cxovrebis Semobrunebas aRniSnavda.
is dRe, roca pirvelad igi dalanda, im niSnad iqca, romelic erTgvarad afrTxilebda da
aladinis lamparis ar iyos, axsenebda: `ukan nu miixedav! mibrundebi, da gaqvaveba ar agcdeba!~
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singapurSi dafuZnebulma firmam lung-i aqeT, SanxaiSi gaamwesa saqmis gasaSlelad, da raki
manamde apao-c aq arasodes yofila, amitom qmarTan erTad Camovida, rom sacxovrebeli bina SeerCiaT.
SanxaiSi saqmis gaSliT, apao qmarze ufro metad iyo dainteresebuli; Tavisi sityva internetmac Tqva - Hot Topic - iT, romelSic aisaxeboda qalaqis cxovrebis bolo wlebis peripetiebi;
nawilobriv, TanamSromlebis monayolmac imoqmeda, da kidev iman, rom Sanxai dedamisis qalaqi iyo,
deda ki didi xania aRara hyavda.
erTaderTi nacnobi am qalaqSi es mamistola kaci iyo, qmarTan erTad rom dapatiJa sasauzmod
Tavis pawia restoranSi.
ho, namdvilad SabaTi iyo... SanxaisaTvis Cveuli moRrubluli cidan, magram mze cota xniT
mainc atanda ZalawarTmeul sxivebs Rrublebis sabanSi da Suqi Tvalebs ar Wrida.
apao-s xelSi ekava piteris xeliT daxatuli ruka, faqsiT rom gamougzavna, sadac muqad da
mkafiod iyo gamoyofili ori punqti: erTs `park 97~ ewera, meores `daba kari~. es punqtebi mrgvlad iyo Semoxazuli da didron mrgval Tvalebs mihgavda, romlebic TiTqos Tavad ucqerdnen
naxazs miCerebul apao-s. im punqtebis irgvliv, zeviT Tu qveviT, dafenili iyo Savi klaknili xazebis qseli _ is quCabandebi, romlebic avsebdnen Sanxais dasavleT nawils. yvela es quCa ucxo iyo
apao-saTvis. isini erTi-meoris SemaerTebel da Semavsebel mdinareebs hgavdnen, romelTa siRrmes
arvin uwyida; amouwuravi iyo is xifaTi Tu saidumlo, rac maTSi imaleboda, iseve rogorc vervin
ityoda, ramden farul dinebas da morevs moaswavebda am klaknilebis aburduli gorgali.
im Tvalebismagvarma rgolebma ise imoqmedes apao-ze, rom merec, rodesac marto mihyveboda
am mokle quCas, Tavis Tavs sul ekiTxeboda gakvirvebuli, `ki magram, rogor?~. msxvili `mrgvali
Tvalebi~ ar asvenebdnen, TiTqmis yovel wams win exatebodnen da Sescqerodnen.
piteris restornis povna ar gasWirvebiaT, radgan manqana daayenes Tu ara parkis SesasvlelTan, apao-m da misma qmarmac, lung-ma, maSinve dainaxes `park 97~-is abra. restoran parkis gverdiT
SesasvlelTan idga, Cum da wynar kuTxeSi, erTi SexedviT veravin mixvdeboda, rom aq imaleba urbanizirebuli megapolisis esoden moduri dawesebuleba.
restornis warweriani dafa parkis piras ise ubralod gamoiyureboda, TiTqos ugulisyurod
daekidaT. arc ki egona orives, Tu ase daxvdeboda, misi reklama ufro Tavmomwone da myvirala
warmoedginaT, radgan miaCndaT rom es Rameuli samyofeli ver aCvenebda Tavis zRaprul siturfes,
ris gasacemad iyo igi RamiT mowodebuli, vinaidan galavanis sidide Cagravda, axSobda da ar gascemda aranair bgeras, arc fers _ dabnelebas eloda, sinaTlis anTebas.
im wams apao ver warmoidgenda, rom odesme es adgili gadiqceoda misi utkbesi mogonebebis
alagad, da rom idgeba ase karis win da kaSkaSa naTebiT dabrmavebuli, Tvalebs xelis guliT
moiCrdilavs...
SuadRe axlovdeboda, parkisken mimaval gzaze TiTqmis aravin ar Canda. parks patara moasfaltebuli quCa adgeboda, sigrZiT kilometric ar iqneboda, magram yuradRebas iqcevda iq aRmarTuli bizantiuri stilis mrgvalgumbaTiani marTlmadidebluri eklesia, rac mnaxvels axsenebda
oqtombris revoluciiT damfrTxal da gamoqceul Zvel rusul aristokratias. zogi maTgani, kontinenti rom gadmolaxes, CineTis Crdilo-aRmosavleTSi aRmoCndnen; bevrni ver gaCerdnen, gzas ganagrZes da mere nel-nela `daileqnen~ Sanxais koncesiebis teritoriaze, da iq scades Tavisi bedi.
am quaCas odesRac konei erqva, frangi poetis sapativsacemod, da safrangeTis koncesiaSi
ekava centraluri adgili, quCis gadaRma ki, erT cicqna quCas rom gadakveTdi (adre rom siafei
lu erqva, mere ki xuaxailu daarqves), Joferis prospeqti dagxvdeboda _ vrceli, gaSlili, Tavis
droze rom xalxs izidavda daucxromeli pulsiT da fufunebiT. Zveladgadmoxvewil rusebs am
prospeqtze ramdenime maRazia gaexsnaT _ saiuveliro, saaTebis; saparikmaxeroc hqondaT gaxsnili,
oRond mas Semdeg imdenma wyalma Caiara rom... yofa xom ver poulobs Tavis adgils istoriaSi,
hoda mogonebaTa mowmed eklesiaRa darCa.
Tavis droze, meoce saukunis ocian wlebSi, es eklesia ruseTidan gamoqceulma emigrantma arqiteqtorma daaproeqta, alonma, da daarqva eklisias `sen luis~. kidev ormocma welma rom ganvlo,
CineTi gadiqca morigi didi revoluciis asparezad da areuloba kidev aT wels gagrZelda. (*2)
procesi xangrZlivi da antixalxuri aRmoCnda, eklesiis gumbaTi moxsnes, fanjrebSi Cayenebuli
Tujis CarCoebis minis vitraJebi Calewes da gaandgures, xolo lamaz moxatul Sorenkecebze sabnad ido WuWyi da mtveri. erT dros wynari savane gaivso yurismomWreli xmebis nareviT: liTonis
sagnebis Waxani ireoda wamoZaxilebis, yvirilis da lanZRva-ginebis xmebSi, radgan Senoba raRac qa-
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rxnis xelSi gadavida; Tumc eklesias aman kidec uSvela, raki bevri sxva Senoba saerTod zedmetad
CaTvales da sul erTianad daangries.
revolucia rom dasrulda, erTxans yvelaferi TiTqos damSvidda, magram jeri dadga axali
grigalis _ amjerad reformam iZala ekonomikaSi, nivTeb-saganTa zeobis xana dadga; misi dadgoma
qveyanas amcnes da gamoxates hermetulma paketebma, romlebSic sakvebi produqtebi iyo `dagmanuli~ da romlebic gacxelebisas, dinamitiviT feTqdebodnen - `Waah!~, nafleTebad aqcevdnen pakets
da am grialis xma yvelgan aRwevda... dRes ki es qarxnadqceuli eklesia restornad gadekeTbinaT,
Zalze Zviri franguli kerZebiT, albaT sagangebod ase gaiazres, rogorc am ubnis adrindeli gafrangebis xanis gamoZaxili. adre rom eris sircxvilad iyo miCneuli es ambavi, exla modur yofas
gamoxatavda.
meore mxriv, apao-snair SemTxveviT gamvlelebze, an ucxoelebze, es ambavi aranairi gavlenas
ar axdenda.
im wams is mxar da mxar mihyveboda lung-s, maTi mzera wamiT erTmaneTs jer eklesiasTan gadaekveTa, mere SeCerda jer kidev xSir simwvaneze, romelSic Caflulni iyvnen kotejebi quCis orsave mxares. baRebSi Cakarguli, da wiTeli kramitiT gadaxuruli es TeTri Senobebi dRes umetesad
saxelmwifo dawesebulebebisaTvis iyvnen gadacemulni da maT Semxedvares, umal isini axsendeboda,
visac bedma arguna, gadaetanaT epoqis Tanmdevi grigali da simZime _ msgavsad qalwul siuinianisa,
(*3) dausrulebliv warsuls rom mistiris, gardauvali dasasrulis SegnebiT ganmsWvaluli.
arada, swored droebis da Jamianobis am qariSxalma daRi daasva aqaurobas gulsaklav sevdis. amis SegrZneba iyo, rom apao uceb Secba, raki igrZno rom daeufla aqamde ucnobi grZnoba.
siymawvilis xana xom lung-Tan erTad gaatara SeerTebuli Statebis CrdiloeTSi, sadac yvelaferi
mkafio iyo, martivi da sivrceSi gaSlili.
piteris restorani s’n anisa da kaol anis quCebis gadakveTaze iyo, da viwro da mokle sinanis
quCa am grZel magistralTan erTad jvris formas qmnida.
kaolan-Tan SedarebiT, s’n ani kidev ufro stovebs klasikuri franguli quCis STabeWdilebas.
gadmocemiT, odesRac amgvar saxlebSi imalebodnen drakonebi da vefxvebi _ Tumc, mas aqeT kai
naxevarma saukunem ganvlo. aqaur macxovreblebSi cnobili politikuri moRvaweebic SegxvdebodaT, saxelmoxveWili komersantebi, saxelganTqmuli msaxiobebi, cnobili varskvlavebic. CrdiloeTis mxares, erT kotejSi iseTi bosebi cxovrobdnen, romelTa Sesaxeb monacemebs didi interesiT
gaecnobi istoriuli dargis wignebSi. msgavsi Senobebi da baRebi erTi meores gayolebiT Camwkrivebulan, Tumc naxevarsaukunovan dumilSi isini imaT damsgavsebian, vinc revoluciebis Semdeg, mogonili gvarebi aafara sakuTar dinastiur saxelebs, da ase Caimala da gaiTqvifa ubralo xalxSi da
masaSi, moqalaqeebSi, romlebsac TavSi azradac ki ar mosvlia maTi arseboba _ da romelTa Soris
iseTi SemTxveviTi gamvlelebic iyvnen, rogorc apao da lung-i; cxovrebis gzaze damdgarni, ar
uwyian araTu momxdars, rac win uswrebs arsebuls _ aramed imasac, rom am gzaze gavliT isino
sakuTar beds Secvlian da sul sxva eqnebaT momavalSi bedi savali.
quCis orive mxares Camwkrivebuli beberi Wadrebi TiTqmis faravdnen casac da baRebSi Cakargul, eevropuli yaidis dabal Senobebs. xeebs xom mosdevT Zali-unari gansakuTrebi?! kidec
amitom, wuTiT mainc aqrobdnen da aneitralebdnen quCis xmaurs da qalaqis yayans.
sinanis quCis gayolebiT aRmarTuli franguli Wadrebis (*4) rigi meore quCazec ara wydeboda
da parks erwymoda. iq es xeebi, didroni, veeba, kidev ufro gafarCxuliyvnen da Tavis irgvliv,
uzarmazar mrgvali Crdilebis laqebsa qmnidnen _ TiTqos afendnen farTod gaSlil mwvane koindars kontrastisaTvis.
aseTi xedi epasuxeba xalxis warmodgenas qalaqis parkze. xeebs garSemo wreebad ekraT mwvaned
SeRebili skamebi, Soriaxlo gamarTul grZel merxebze, Tvals moxvdeboda aqa-iq silueti vinme
xnierise xalxsac Tvals mokravdi; daRlil beber frinvelebs gavdnen, dasasveneblad totebs
Camomsxdars; marTalia, Seuxedavni, magram mainc mSvidni Candnen da _ safiqrali ar etyobodaT.
aq sxva drosac yofila, magram ufro RamiT, rodesac parki ufro scenas mihgavda, sadac uecrad gamorTes Suqi da yvelaferi siSavem STanTqa da Ramis bnelma daisadgura.
imis Tqmac SeiZleba, rom gansxvavebuli ganaTeba, xelovnuri naTebis wyaro da xalxis xmebi _
qmnian samyaros, ucxo samyaros romlSic qreba yvela dRiuri. ukve ramdenjer mouwia apao-s Cavla
`park 97~-Tan, magram yovelTvis gzad, sxvagan mimavals; kidec amitom gadaaviwyda arseboba am didi
parkis, da es `daRlili frinvelebi~, maTi xilva gulzed rom moxvda, Turme esenic qceuliyvnen
mogonebad, Sor mogonebad.
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TumcaRa exla, am wams, suliT da guliT cdilobda egrZno qveyana ese, srulad axali, rodesac qmarTan, mxardamxar, erTad aRmoCnda parkis vrcel SesasvlelTan.
Semodgoma swvevoda Sanxais. niavs mSral talRad mosdevda nedli, sufTa sigrile, romelSic
umal amoicnoba Tixnaris suni, xexil-mcenareT ucxo surneli. maS Turme qarsac SeZlebia, migatanios gulTan qalaqi _ an Caurazos Seni gulisken momavali gza.
singapurSi gatarebulma aTma welma ver SeaCvia iqaur qarebs, Tan rom mohqondaT sinotive
cxel-webovani; im qars ar sdevda Sveba-Segneba simsubuqisa. iqaurobas, tropikebSi, qarebs Tan
moaqvT raRac simZimis SegrZneba, Semogarulis ucnaur surnelis sul ucxo garsSi _ da Warbobs
raRac sunelebiT gaJRenTil yvelis aromati, gegoneba rom samzadis kari gauRia yvela juris
xalxs, Tumc sabolood yvelafers axSobs isev induri kerZebis suni.
pirvelad kuWi gamcnobs am STabeWdilebas, rameTu suns es 32 gradusiani sicxe amwvavebs,
weliwadi Tormeti Tve rom ara da ar cxreba, iq myofs sisavsis grZnobas umZafrebs, xan madas
ufuWebs, Tan Rlis da TenTavs, TiTqos Sors mimaval avtobusiT mgzavrobs, magram sunisTvis Tavi
veRar dauRwevia.
mere is dRec dadga, rom moispo suni, aorTqlda, gaqra, cas ganifanta. apao-s kuWi daucxra
da dauSoSminda, arc mas da mis qmars aRarasodes uxsenebiaT is raRac suni: an veRar grZnobda, an
iqneb sulac daemorCila im viTarebas, rac arsebobam ukarnaxa im garemoSi.
tropikebSi, kunZulebze cxovreba mxolod qmris xaTriT aitana, magram exla, parkis SesasvlelTan masTan erTad rom idga, uceb axeda dakvirvebiT, gamosdo xelkavi, TiTqos undoda kidev
erTxel aReniSna faqtori maTi amqveynad arsebobisa.
`aTi wlis gaTxovili qali rom kvlavac iyos Seyvarebuli sakuTar qmarSi _ amaSi aris raRac
arajanmrTeli, avadmyofuri!~ _ uyvarda xolme amis gameoreba Wuti-s, mis ufros megobars studentobis xanidan.
`diaxac rom mtkivneulia, avadmyofuri~. apao-s Tavad afiqrebs misi siyvarulis `Warbi sisrule~. es Tavisi siyvaruli mas muq Tbil sqel pleds agonebs, romelic gars akravs, mTlianad
faravs, xasiaTis da SefasebaTa kriteriumis CaTvliT. amis gamo Tavs ise grZnobda, TiTqos am
erTian bundovan da Tbil atmosferoSi iyo Cafluli da rodesac wuTieri aRelveba eufleboda,
maSin ufro meti mondomebiT ifuTneboda da iZireboda am pledis netarebaSi.
amJamad ki, am wuTs, rodesac apao da lung-i idgenen parkis SesasvlelTan, orive imdenad
erTianni iyvnen da ise avsebdnen da amdidrebdnen erTmaneTs, rom maT momlodine da win gaSlil
momavals ar unda mokleboda Tavisi wona da mniSvneloba. netav, dros Tu aqvs Tavis Sreebi? gana
is, rom dro SeiZleba xanmokle da brma iyos, anda xangrZlivi da naTeli _ gana es ar metyvelebs
mis mniSvnelobaze?
rodesac Semdeg ixsenebdnen parkis win gatarebul im wuTebs, orives iseTi simSvide da sinaze
eufleboda, ise sunTqavdnen am haeriT, iseT netarebas hgvrida is sisufTave da daxvewiloba, agrerigad rom mihgavda sivrces, iseT cincxals rom sinamdvile misi lamis zmanebad aRiqmeboda: realuroba misi Tvalwin, betonis kedlidan, mwvaned SeRebil rkinis badidan laRad gaSlili _ TiTqos
lamobda Tavis filtvebiT STaenTqa simwvane quCis foTlebis, an iqneb sulac mTeli qalaqis.
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piterma rogorc miuTiTa, ise moiqcnen: orive, apao-c da lung-ic gadmovidnen taqsidan,
piriT parkisken, Semdeg Semobrundnen 180 gradusiT da maT Tvalwin aRmoCnda abra `daba karisa~,
romelic sxva gamokidebul abrebTan erTad, reklamis erTian kedelsa qmnida gaolanis da sinanis
quCis kuTxeSi.
xiT da aguriT agebuli Senobebis rigs agvirgvinebda espanuri wiTeli kramitis saxuravebi.
fanjrebis Tujis CarCoebs Soris romauli tipis grexili svetebi iyo CarTuli, magram Ria yviTeli
feris saRebavis wuwebiT dafaruli cementis kedlebi Zalian myvirala Candnen; TvalSisacemi iyo
aseTi ugemovneba. amis miuxedavad, lamis saukunovani Senobebis sarTulebi mainc inarCunebdnen
maTi agebis droindel, daxvewili arqiteqturuli eqsperimentis kvals. da rodesac maT zedapirs
gadauares umsgavsoebis talRebma, areulobis wlebs rom Tansdevdnen _ aman ufro meti eSxi Semata
maTi stilis mimzidvelobas.
apao-m nidayvi amohkra qmars, `amas xom ar ifiqrebdi, ara? rom Cveni Uncle Peter am Tavis
restorans aseT Rirseul adgilze gaxsnida. exla ra vqnaT?~
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apao wamiT SeCerda da sakuTar Cacmulobas daxeda: jinsebi - CK ecva, jinsis qsovilis zedatani, fexze sportuli fexsacmeli.
`ra iyo, ram dagfiqra?~ SeekiTxa lung-i.
apao-s Caecina, naxa rom qmarma misi SekiTxva seriozulad miiRo: `rogor ggonia, rac exla es
macvia, cota giJurad xom ar gamoCndeba aseT adgilas?~
`mere, saerTod ras icvam xolme?~ _ lung-i Tavisive frazam daabnia.
`ooo, saerTod ras vicvam xolme, aRar gaxsovs?~
ver gaego, sasacilo iyo es misi sityvebi, Tu piriqiT, satirlad hqonda saqme; bolos da bolos, ra saWiroa, rom mis qmars axsovdes, roca TviTonac uWirs gaxseneba.
zedmeti iyo stilze ocneba am Tavisi mokle varcxnilobiT, Cveulebrivi sadalaqo qselis
nayofiT. es jinsis kostiumi, rac exla ecva, quCaSi, daxlze gamoyril iaf saqonels ufro hgavda
da eleganturobas ara matebda, magram apao-m es exlaRa igrZno da gvarianad Sercxva wuTi-wuTze
mosalodneli Sexvedris win.
`is xom maRali rangis stumrebiviT apirebs Cvens daxvedras.~
`maS Senma Uncle Peter_ma SeiZleba CaTvalos, rom masTan Sesaxvedrad sxvanairad unda Cagecva?~
lunma Tvali ise, yasidad Seavlo, rom ityvian `ucqeris da vera xedavso~.
apao-m ki Tvali gaadevna Tavmomwoned momaval gogonebs, yvelani saguldagulad, modurad
iyvnen gamowyobilni. `maSin iseTi STabeWdileba damrCa, rom sakmaod ubralod eWira Tavi, Tqva rom
es misi patara restorani iseTivea, rogorc sxva Cveulebrivi kafeebi nebismier ubanSi~.
kafes xsenebaze, apao-s singapurSi gavrcelebuli msgavsi kafeebi warmoudga, da mogonebam
gaaxara da aaRelva: `iqneb sulac halstukiT da kostumSi gamowyobili migviRebs?~
exla isev gakra nidayvi lung-s, tonic eSmakuri hqonda. saerTod, arasodes ucdia gapranWuli da nebieri toniT laparaki, da ager ukve aTi weliwadi Sesrulda maTi qorwinebis Semdeg,
magram kvlavac SerCenoda axalgazrda studentis garegnoba.
kvlav gadaxeda Tavis qmars, moklesaxeloian maisurSi gamowyobils; jinsebi da sportuli
fexsacmeli ufro matebdnen elegantur iers.
`eg araferi, mTavaria, rom moxvedi da esec sakmarisia, piters swored Seni naxva gauxardeba~.
eamayeboda, aseTi qmari rom hyavda, Tumc gulSi kidec ecineboda sakuTar Tavze. ase dausrulebliv qeba da caSi ayvana, da netareba im kaciT, vinc mudam gverdiT hyavda _ amisi ukve scxvenoda kidec Tavis megobarTan, Wuti-sTan; xolo isic rom moeTxova, `modi, da Cemi aRtaceba
gaiziareo,~ _ amaze xom fiqric zedmeti iyo.
`me Sens adgilas ar viqnebodi ase darwmunebuli, rom movewonebi!~
rogorc yovelTvis, lung-is pasuxi Zvelmodurad JRerda, awondawonili iyo da seriozuli.
apao-s xeli Caekidna qmrisaTvis da ase siciliT mihyavda restornisaken, TiTqos im scenas
imeorebda, Zvelad saqmro rom naTesaobaSi mihyavdaT gasacnobad.
amasobaSi lung-ma frTxilad gaiTavisufla xeli.
qmarTan piteri xSirad uxsenebia, magram dRemde lung-s SemTxveva ara hqonia rom Sexvedroda da gaecno. piteri apao-s mamis megobari iyo, pativiscemis niSnad apao kidec mudam `Zia~-Ti
mimarTvda, Uncle Peter. axalgazrdobaSi piteri bedis saZieblad SeerTebul StatebSi wasuliyo,
ormocdaxuTis rom Seiqna, singapurSi dabrunda, ormocdaaTisa _ SanxaiSi gadmobargada, savaWro
saqmes mihyo xeli da cota xanSi restorani gaxsna, xolo wamyvan `profilad~ samxreT-aRmosavluri
kerZebi da samzareulo danerga.
imis Segnebam, rom am veeba SiSismomgvrel megapolosSi eguleba aseTi axlobeli, Sinauri da
ufrosi asakis mfarveli, Tan kidev sakuTari restorniT, sayovelTaod dafasebul aseT mdidar
ubanSi, amis Segnebam aavso kmayofilebis da Rirsebis grZnobiT da apao-m SvebiT amoisunTqa.
`marTali giTxra, momwons rom piterma swored aq gaxsna Tavisi restorani, am ubanSi!~ am
sityvebze isev SeCerda da garSemo mimoixeda: `mainc, rogor gansxvavdeba aqauroba im qalaqisgan,
rac me odesRac warmomedgina!~
apao-m Rrmad CaisunTqa. wuTic ar gasula, rac taqsiT gamoiares maRal estakadaze, saidanac
garemo xeds faravdnen orive mxares ayudebuli maRali mravalsarTuliani Senobebi, magram estakididan gadmouxvies Tu ara, uceb aRmoCndnen gamvlelTa nakadSi; quCis orive mxares CayolebiT
grZeldeboda maRaziebis rigi, oRond erTi-orjer quCis xazs wyvetda Sesaxvevi. maTi Careva quCis oromtrialSi iseTi moulodneli iyo da kontrastuli, TiTqos iq savane yofiliyos, uxmo da
idumali, romelic inaxavda eniT gamouTqmel saidumloebas yofierebis.
apao-s arc ki egona, rom nostalgias SeeZlo moZaleboda mis suls da sxeuls esoden sqel
safarvelad.
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dedamisi jer aTi wlis arc ki iyo, roca bebiasTan erTad sacxovreblad gadavida erT patara
dabaSi, guandunis provinciaSi, radgan ase mainc ufro axlos yofiliyo Tavis qmarTan, romelic
amasobaSi ukve honkongSi gadabargebuliyo. rac ki odesme smenia Sanxaize, yvelaferi dedis da bebiamisis monayolebidan CarCenoda mexsierebaSi.
qalaqis es mSvidi da idumali ubani sul ara hgavda dedis monayols. dediseuli Sanxai xmauriani iyo, xalxiT gadatenili qalaqi, `urbanizirebuli~ kategoriiT rom moixsenieba, romelSic
cxovreba duRs da gadmodis, xolo quCebs orive mxridan wamdauwum erTvian mosaxvevebi, mWidrod
dasaxlebuli ubnebi, `nuntan~-ad rom iwodebian, sadac viwro binebSi CaWedilia ojaxebis ramdenime Taoba. im saxlebSi alayafis kari mudam Ria iyo, nuntanebi ki ufro sastumros saerTo
holebs gavda, sadac ar qreboda suni navTis, gazis, cecxlze Sedgmuli sadilebis, saerTo sapirfareSoSi Casaclelad gamzadebuli daucleli Ramis qoTnebis, kvamlis da bolis; am atmosferos
emateboda gauTavebeli msjeloba baguaze, rvakuTxediT rom cdilobdnen bedis amocnobas. es
yvelaferi ojaxTa zrdasa da mzard dovlaTze metyvelebda, xmauris miuxedavad ojaxebi uCxubrad
cxovrobdnen, megobrul-mezoblurad, erTmaneTs arafers ar umalavdnen, SiSiT ki mxolod imisi
eSinodaT da imas frTxilodnen, zedmetad rom ar exmauraT. aseT siviwroveSi adamianebi erTmaneTs ekvrodnen, magram es SiSi sxva iyo da ar hgavda im SiSs, romelic martoobiT da siCumiT aris
nakarnaxevi.
mainc, saidan grZnobis aseTi moZaleba, ase Zalian rom waagavs nostalgias?
`Tuki ase Zalian mogwons, maS gadmovideT da aq davsaxldeT~.
lung-is am sityvebma gaakvirva apao; ase, `erTis naxviT Seyvareba~ sul ara hgavda mis Cveul
qcevas da maneras.
lung-ma ki gaagrZela: `es `daba kari~ ram daawerina, sul ar uxdeba am evropeizirebul ubans~,
da sareklamo abraze miuTiTa, `sadac ar gaixedav, aq yvelgan mxolod Zveli evropuli yaidis Senobebia da arqiteqtura~.
`mere, awyens rom cotaodeni samxreTis zRvebis aromatic rom Seurio? ufro igrZnob egzotikas. aqaurebs xom swored samreTis zRvebis xsenebisas, umal uCndebaT ucxoeTis da ucxos
SegrZneba.~
lung-i dafiqrda, TiTqos daakvirda maTi urTierTobis am Sres, da mereRa, xangrZlivi pauzis
Semdeg daukra Tavi. misi garegnoba agreTve ar erwymoda harmoniulad mis xasiaTsa da bunebas;
maRal-maRali, sasiamovno ieris kaci iyo, Tan sityvaZunwi, da mis saxeze ver amoicnobdi verc gabrazebas da verc sixaruls.
`daba kar-iSi~ rom Sevidnen, carieli magida aRar Canda, Tumc darbazSi mainc siCume sufevda
da es siwynare didi kontrasti iyo im xmaurian garemosTan, rac apao-s mere, Semdeg eloda, roca
saRamoJams mouwia Sebijeba amave darbazSi. am wuTas ki piteri kvlavac im keTil Uncle-ad eguleboda, romlis saxe ar iSleboda mis mexsierebaSi.
`ici, aseT kopwia ymawvilebs exla ukve iSviaTad vxedav.~
`maS, kopwia!~ _ piteri pirvelad Sexvda lung-s, da aseTnairad Seafasa.
`ki magram, ar geSinia, aseT sufTa ymawvili rom Camogyavs SanxaiSi?~
piteris morigi gaxumreba orives yurTmiRma darCa, colic da qmaric interesiT aTvalierebdnen darbazs.
restornis saerTo saxe da atmosfero marTlac Seesabameboda samxreTis zRvebis garemos:
iqauroba simwvaneSi iyo Cafluli; zurmuxtisferi tropikuli juja xeebi - bonsai* qmnidnen meseris magvar Sirmas da did darbazs acalkevebdnin sxvadasxva myudro kuTxeebisgan. marTalia, muqi
xis magidebi ar iyo namdvili indoneziuri wiTeli xisagan gamoTlili, magram msgavseba Zalian didi
iyo; garda amisa, isini kargad examebodnen kedelze gamokidul Sokoladisfer sxvadasxva sagnebs
da artefaqtebs. oficiantebi mamakacebi iyvnen, maTi kaSkaSa, naTeli feris samosi, Salun, yvelas
Tvals ipyrobda, iseve rogorc firficarisagan gamoTlili fexsamosi.
erTi sityviT, iq myofT uciloblad uCndebodaT tropikebis SegrZneba, yovel SemTxvevaSi
piteri cdilobda Seeqmna is atmosfero, rogoric xalxis warmodgeniT, unda sufevdes tropikebSi.
lung-ma amoioxra, `eh, am Salunma Cemi mxare gamaxsena, sadac bavSvoba gavatare, singapuri
momanatra~.
`ki magram, exla ar Camoxvedi iqidan?~
`dRevandeli singapuri CemTvis igivea, rac nebismieri qalaqi dasavleTSi~ _ da uaryofis niSnad Tavi ramdenjerme gaaqnia.
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lung-i aTisa iyo, roca dedam SerTebuli Statebis CrdiloeTSi waiyvana, dabrunebiT ki maSin
dabrunda, rodesac ocdaxuTi Seusrulda, da samSoblo sadRac Rrmad hqonda Cafluli mexsierebaSi.
saxe samSoblosi yvelas aqvs aRbeWdili mexsierebaSi. apao-s sevdanarevi grZnoba gauCnda,
radgan TviTon aRaraferi darCenoda maxsovrobaSi cicqna qalaqze guandunis provinciaSi; oTxisa
iyo, rodesac mSoblebma honkongi arCies sacxovreblad, xolo sanam xuTmetis gaxdeboda, ojaxma
kidev xuTjer gamoicvala sacxovrebeli: jer torontoSi gadavidnen, kanadaSi, mere niu-iorkSi,
Semdeg san franciskoSi, bolos ki sadRac, Sua-dasavleTis StatebSi moikides fexi.
mamamisma megobrebTan erTad restorani gaxsna san franciskoSi. mere gakotrda da isev
honkongSi dabrunda, magram deda uarze iyo, radgan undoda rom qaliSvils amerikaSi eswavla, amitom darCa amerikaSi. ase daSordnen mSoblebi erTmaneTs. apao roca skolas amTavrebda, deda maSin
gardaecvala infarqtiT. martod darCenili gogona iqve, dasavleTSi, naTesavebs Seekedla da arc
moSorebia maT, Tumca fsiqologiurad mainc ver hguobda garemos da maSin daweril Tavisi pirveli
leqsi ase daasaTaura: `daRlili talRebi~.
im dRis sauzmem saocari siamovneba ganacdevina apao-sac da mis qmarsac: magida gawyobili iyo
TeTri faifuris evropuli serviziT, da kerZebs xom bolo ar uCanda! egzotikuri kerZebis cxeli
da mwvave madiani surneli sxvadasxvanairad aferadebul sufraze, oqrosfrad Semwvari SaSxi, airRumelSi Semwvari Zexvi Savi pilpiliT, sokoTi da bekoniT `gajerebuli~ kvercxis ruleti, yvelnarevi piure, erTi rbili gunda naRebis karaqi, romelsac erTvoda oqrosfrad Sebrawuli nivriani
puris naWrebi! Savi yava didroni keramikuli finjnebiT miarTves, Tavbrus hgvrida misi cxeli da
yovlismomcveli aromati; amasobaSi, madas ukve farTod gaeRo Tavisi kari da suyvelafers warmarTavda kuWis sawyobSi, romelic ver iTmenda Seferxebas da dagvianebas.
didi xnis winaT miviwyebulma aseTma sauzmem, adre rom miRebuli iyo Statebis CrdiloeTSi, Tavgza aubnia col-qmars, kvlav ganacdevina dReebi maTi urTierTsiyvarulisa, Sexvedrebi
kviraobiT, rodesac TerTmetamde eZinaT, mere erTad miadgebodnen mdinaris napirs, iq restorani
`elsadguri~ egulebodaT da iq gemrielad danyrdebodnen xolme namdvili amerikuli sauzmiT,
Branch-iT.
maS, nuTu marTla am sauzmem daubruna orives im xanis da cxovrebis iluzia?
Tavisufali momenti rom gauCnda, piteri maSinve mivida maTTan. Cafskvnili, cota Casuqebulic
ki Canda, nakvTebic TiTqos momrgvalo hqonda; am simrgvalis Segnebas kidev ufro aZlierebdnen
saTvalis mrgvali minebi, romlebic saxes mxiarul da xalisian gamometyvelebas matebdnen. erTi
sityviT, pirwavardnili bosi iyo restornis, rogorc is saerTod xalxs warmoudgenia.
piters exla `POLO~ kostiumi ecva, perangi hqonda momwvano pastelisferi, Sarvals monacrisfro dahkravda, ufro rZiani yavis feris iyo, da sul sxva kaci Canda, SedarebiT im Uncle PeterTan, rogoric apao-s axsovda, SortebiT da maisuriT.
`oo, Uncle, pirdapir sacole kaciviT xar gamopranWuli, `giol-frendi~ xom ar gaiCine?~
piterma gadixarxara, oRond ise rom cxovrebaSi bevris mnaxveli Tvalebi lung-ze hqonda
mipyrobili.
`Sanxai fufunebisa da codvis qalaqia, Tqven ki orive amerikis Sua dasavleTis naSierebi
xarT. piterma es guandunis dialeqtze uTxra, kantonis enaze (*5), romelic lung-s ar esmoda.
`Cven ki erTis naxviT SeviyvareT.~ apao-m inglisurad upasuxa, lung-mac ramdenjerme Tavi
daukra, Tanxmobis niSnad.
piterma kval gadixarxara, da Tan Tvali moavlo restornis darbazs, etyoba eamayeboda xalxiT savse magidebis suraTi. axalgazrdebi TiTqmis ar Candnen, sufrebTan msxdomni ufro WirSi
gamowrTobili kategoria iyo, jer kidev Warmagi Taoba Canda, siberemde kidev bevri ram acilebda;
isini patara jgufebad usxdnen magidebs _ zogi sam-sami, zogi oTx-oTxi an xuT-xuTi. nuTu es
erCivnaT, rom kviradRec ojaxSi ar gaetarebinaT, TavisianebTan, Sinaurulad? an iqneb sulac
ucxoelebi arian, ojaxs moSorebulni, da ufrTxian martod yofnas ucxo qalaqSi? aseTi adamianebi
xom piriqiT, imas lamoben rom masaSi iyvnen, xalxSi gaiTqvifnen?
piteri, cota ar iyos dafantuli Canda, radgan yuradReba unda yvela stumrisaTvis mieqcia da amitom arc erT stumars da arc erT magidas ar stovebda uyuradRebod, apao-s ki kvlav
guandunis enaze mimarTa: `raki Sen qmars kargi samsaxuri aqvs da Tanamdeboba, aq gadmodiT, erTad
iyaviT, ojaxis dayofa wesi ar aris.~
Tqva esa da maSinve gaqra, apao-m Seatyo rom raRac TiTqos moaklda, an dakarga am kacma,
radgan aqauri, Sanxais piteri aRar iyo misi Zveli da sakuTari Uncle Peter; ufro swored, is cdilobda erTguli yofiliyo Tavisi axali ampluasi, rogorc restornis bosis, apao-s ki ise Sexvda,
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rogorc Tavis erT-erT nacnob klients, da magidis piras SeCerebuli, iseTi Tema wamoiwyo, rasac cota xans wasaubreba eyofoda, TiTqos sulac ar ganicdida da ar awuxebda maTi dRevandeli
cxovreba, da arc ki iclida saimisod, rom warsuli gaexsena.
apao-m Tavi moabruna da lung-s Sexeda Tu ara, gaeRima: qmari mTlianad, mTeli Tavisi arsiT
saWmliT iyo dakebuli; dascqeroda TefSs da iseTive seriozuli iyo, rogorc nebismieri saqmis
Sesrulebisas, dinjad ReWavda, yuradRebiT, rogorc saerTod sCvevoda _ saWmeli iqneboda es,
kiTxva, muSaoba, Tundac seqsi. bolos da bolos, tyuilad xom ar iTvleboda umaRlesi kategoriis
specialistad gamoTvlis procesSi. misi profesia iTxovda gamocdebis periodul Cabarebas universitetis dasrulebis Semdegac, da isic sul amiT iyo dakavebuli. umaRlesi kategoriis Tanamdeboba gamomTvlelis profesiaSi, diplomis garda kidev iTxovda gamudmebul gadamzadeba-gamocdebs, da amis gamo arasodes hqonda imis saSualeba rom Tavisufali dro gamoenaxa, damjdariyo
ase sufrasTan megobrebTan erTad, emaslaaTa, Tundac ase, maT gverdiT msxdomni rom atarebdnen
dros.
ho, asea, han-Cinelebis Svilebi, TiTqmis yvelani cdiloben Tavi Sehyon saukeTeso saswavleblebSi, bejiTad swavloben, bevrs kiTxuloben, arasodes ara aqvT dro usaqmurobisaTvis an
gasarTobad, da TavSi azrad ar mosdiT rom profesiad is airCion, rac daainteresebT; nacvlad
amisa, Zalian adre qorwindebian, lung-isa ar iyos _ miiRo Tu ara samecniero xarisxi, coli maSinve
iTxova, radgan TviT cxovreba misTvis mizansac ganasaxierebs da movaleobasac.
da im wams apao-m, sruliad moulodenelad Seigno rom Zalian ecodeboda.
im dRes apirebda, restornis Semdeg parkSi gaseirnebas, sadme dajdomas da dasvenebas magram
quCaSi gasvlisTanave, orives yuradReba ufro saerTo suraTma miipyro.
Semodgomis mze ar wvavda, cxoveli iyo da naTeli. grili niavi aSrialebda grovebad moxvetil Camocvenil foTlebs quCis gaswvriv, orive mxares Camwkrivebuli dabal-dabali saxlebis
win. foTlebs kideebze ukve siyviTle SehparvodaT, momcro kotejebic daZvelebulebi Candnen.
sadilis droc dasrulda, magram gamvlelebi mainc TiTo-orola Tu Canda, da isinic drodadro, xan gamouxvevdnen quCaSi gverdze quCabandebidan _ nuntanebidan, xan piriqiT, iq Cauxvevdnen, maT siRrmeSi. es nuntanebi wynari da idumalebi Candnen, TiTqos ganabuliyvnen. am qalaqs
mosdevda gansakuTrebuli aura, da am kuTxis Tu ubnis ieri iseTi iyo, rom apao-s guliscema erRveoda, uCqardeboda, Tumca ar hqonda raime mizezi asaRelveblad.
`ori weliwadi macale!~ _ uceb warmosTqva lung-ma da apao TiTqos Sexta kidec moulodnelobisagan, magram wamsve gaibadra, radgan mixvda rom qmari gawyvetil Temas daubrunda.
`avawyob Tu ara firmis saqmeebs, yvelas aq gadmogiyvanT, da cxovrebiTac, aq sadme Soriaxlo
vicxovrebT.~ lung-s pirisaxeze Rimili dasTamaSebda: `ra ginda, yvelaferi aqve gveqneba, amerikac
da singapuric, Tavisi lanCiT, da Tevzis TavebiT kariSi!~
apao-m ar daayovna, Tavi ramdenjerme daukra, magram mozRvavebuli grZnobebi sityviT ar
gamouxatavs. bavSvobaSi xSirad uxdeboda adgilis gamocvla, ojaxi xan sad cxovrobda da xan sad,
magram roca wamoizarda, mSoblebi gaSordnen, mere deda gardaicvala. rodesac mamamisma meored
iqorwina da dedinacvlad misive toli qaliSvili gamoecxada, Tan male umcrosi Zamikoc moayola,
apao-m Tavi oblad igrZno, da aRara hqonda arc sakuTari saxlis grZnoba, aRarc ojaxis.
misi cxovrebis adreuli wlebis gamocdilebam meryevi gaxada, arc ki iyo darwmunebuli, sad
erCivna cxovreba.
verc singapurs ver SeeCvia da verc is igula Tavis qalaqad, radgan iq dReniadag nesti
da sicxea, tenianoba da CaxuTuloba weliwadis oTxive dros ar iklebs, da swored aman Camouyaliba martoobis da sulieri sicivis SegrZneba. magram TviTon kargad esmoda, rom aseTi ram mis
pesimizmze da pasiurobaze metyvelebda, da swored amitom amas arasodes ar aRiarebda qmarTan.
`keTili, SevTanxmdiT, da dReis Semdeg erTad viswrafviT am miznisaken!~
`ar gadavuxvevT!~ _ ahyva apao da xumrobiT aRmarTa mtkiced Sekruli muSti.
lunma mxarze xeli moxvia cols da ZalagamocliliviT, samasxaraod Camoekida; apao-m amiTve
upasuxa da ase, erTi-meoreze CawnulebiviT ganagrZes gza, rogorc sCvevodaT studentobisas,
Tumc, marTlac ase iyo da damamTavrebel klasebSi dawyebulma megobrobam saerTod gansxvavebuli
gaxada maTi qorwineba, ufro megobarTa urTierTobas daamsgavsa.
qorwinebis swored es niSanTviseba iyo, rac Wuti-m aqcia Tavisi msjelobis Temad: `grZnoba
erT wamSi orTqldeba, gind kaci iyos, ginda qali, sulerTia; namdvili wyvili, iqneb swored imaT
eTqmis, vinc Tqvennairad, megobrulad eqceva erTmaneTs, da maTi kavSiri megobrebis urTierTobas
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ufro mihgavs, boifrendebis da giolfrendebis kavSirs, erT universitetSi rom swavloben.~
am sakiTxze apao-s ar hqonda Camoyalibebuli raime azri.
cxovrebaSi mxolod erTi mamakaci icoda, lung-i misi pirveli siyvaruli iyo, masve gahyva
colad da amitom ar SeeZlo Seedarebina sxva vinmesTan anda sxva gancdasTan. `cecxlad abrialebuli siyvaruli~ gadaWarbebul vnebad miaCnda, miT ufro rom TviTon ufro `sulierebis~ sjeroda
da `sulieri kavSiris~; sxva rom ar iyos, amerikis dasavleT mxares, sadac gaizarda da daqalda, religiuri atmosfero sufevda, da marTalia, apao ar yofila saeklesio mrevlis aqtiuri monawile,
magram puritanuli kulturis da garemos gavlenas uqmad ar Cauvlia, da iqidan moyolebuli, is
ganimsWvala morwmuneTa patiosani da sulierebiT savse cxovrebis wesiT, moraliT da principebiT.
apao tkbebobda qmarTan urTierTobiT, es urTierToba ki asli iyo im uerTierTobisa, rac
Camouyalibda amxanagebTan jer kidev kolejSi swavlis periodidan, da Tavi bednierad miaCnda,
raki eRirsa Tavis rCeuls, visac Tvali daadga jer lamis bavSvobis xanidan. maTi qorwinebis aTwlianma monakveTma ise msubuqad da Riad Caiara, rom gaxsenebisas, TvalSi ara xinji ara xvdeboda,
da arc araferi sasayveduro. da im wams, TiTqos nacnob, sinamdvileSi ki ucxo qalaqSi da ucnob
quCaze, romelic aseTi Sinauruli eCvena, apao kidev erTxel ganimsWvala madlierebiT im wyaros
mimarT, rac zecam ase mowyaled arguna, da axdenil natvrad uqcia lung-Tan qorwineba
naSuadRevs, mzem ufro daaTbo iqauroba, da parkisken daiZra mTeli wyeba axalgazrda mSoblebis, romlebic win miagorebdnen patarebis etlebs. maT danaxvaze, apao-s Tavisi Svilebi gaaxsenda, rva wlis vaJi, iu aniuan, mamamisis asli da gameoreba, sul mudam dafiqrebuli da gulCaTxrobili, da sami wlis gogona, ojaxis sicocxle da sixaruli, CitunasaviT cocxali da daudegari,
xelis gulze mogorave margalitiviT. maT gaxsenebaze, uneburad warmosTqva: `Perfect”! sxvas ras
inatreb!~
da warmosTqva Tu ara, guliscema ise gauxSirda, TiTqos saZraxisi ram Caedinos am sityvis
xmamaRla warmoTqmiT, da angariSmiucemlad, kidev ufro magrad moxvia qmars mxarze xeli. mere
araerTxel gaxsenebia es wuTi, rodesac dascda es sityva erfect, da guliscema aCqarebuli, am
sityvas rom Tan mohyva; da isic, rogor Caavlo qmars mxarSi xeli, TiTqos cdilobda rom xelidan
ar gaeSva bediT narguni bedniereba, romelic SeiZleba wamSi gamqraliyo.
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weliwadi gasuliyo, rac lung-i SanxaiSi cxovrobda.
erTxel apao-s uceb piteri Seexmiana. daureka da pirdapir axala, `me rogorc vici, lung-is
firmam ukve daxura aq Tavisi ofisi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, sami TviT mainc gaiwvia Stati! ara mgonia,
kargad moubrundes aq martod yofna.~
erTi-orjer Caicina, mokled, ucnaur xmaze, apao-s naZaladevic ki eCvena es sicili: `Sanxai
cTunebiTaa savse, Seni qmari ki miamiti vinmea, Zneli ar aris misi gabriyveba! isev jobia, Camoxvide
da waiyvano aqedan.~
sityva daasrula Tu ara, dakida yurmili.
apao-s yurmili ar daukidia, moeCvena rom guli sadRav ufskrulSi mieqaneboda, Tan ise
swrafad, rom Zala gamoelia, magram guli uceb Seyovnda, gaiyina, da Semdeg sabolood CaaRwia
Zirs.
telefonma kvlav dareka.
`apao, erTxel mainc unda gamoCnde, gesmis?~ amjerad piteris xma ufro kategoriulad JRerda:
`luni ueWvelad unda daibruno, Torem mamaSens rom Sevxvdebi, ra vuTxra, Tavi riT gavimarTlo?~
`ki magram, ra sWirs exla lung-s, ras akeTebs?~
`telefoniT amas ver gagagebineb. Sen, jobia, dajavSno bileTi, macnobe reisi da dagxvdebi~.
ise swrafad daukida mili, rom Canda, ar undoda mieca saSualeba, rom apao-s kidev rame ekiTxa.
apao-m dado yurmili da sawol oTaxSi dabrunda. scada, gaegrZelebina cigunis sagangebo
varjiSi fexmZimobis uzrunvelsayofad; xelebi maRla aswia, kvlav dauSva, radgan mklavebi bambisa
eCvena, TiTqos ZarRvebi gamoecalaT, da saerTod, mTel sxeulSi aseTi SegrZneba daeufla, uceb
moeSva, daZabunda, sawolze piraRma gaiSota da Tvalebi Wers miapyro.
mexuTe Tvis orsuloba hqonda, mesame pirmSos eloda. faqtiurad, lung-is firmis saqmeebic
amdeni xania, rac aiwewa da lung-i ukve mesame Tvea, rac iRebda adrindeli xelfasis naxevars.
saqme is ar iyo, rom ojaxs gauuaresda cxovrebis ekonomikuri mxare, aramed is rom lung-i
sulieradac raRacnairad Sordeboda, telefoniTac ufro da ufro iSviaTad rekavda.
ranairad SeiZleba, rom cols ar hqondes warmodgena qmris mdgomareobaze?
bolos da bolos, xom uyvardaT erTmaneTi, da amitom dakargva siyvarulisa gansakuTrebiT
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mtkivneulia, magram qvecnobieraad apao ukve grZnobda raRac momxdars, Tumca goneba misi ar ikarebda amgvar viTarebas, metic: lung-i Tavad abaTilebda am varauds, rameTu mesame bavSvis Casaxva, TavisTavad ukve argumentad eguleboda.
axali dawyebuli iyo weliwadi, Cinuri kalendariT dgeboda axali weli (6*), rodesac lung-i
SvebulebiT Camovida.
singapurSi, weliwadi-Tormeti Tve ocdaTormeti gradusia da aqaurebisaTvis maisuri da
Sorti Cacmulobis misaRebi formaa; da aseT sicxeSi qalaqi Cinur axal wels zeimobs, da warmoidgineT, dResaswaulis feradovneba tols ar daudebs `jungos~, misi samSoblos zeims. Cinelebi,
anu han, qmnianYyvelaze mravalricxovan erovnul diasporas singapurSi; gasagebia, ratom: garedan
arasodes ar ganicdidnen raime muqaras an zewolas, amitom mTlianad SeinarCunes xalxuri wesCveulebebi, da es Zveli Cinuri tradicia umwikvlod gagrZelda am ucxo da momcro kunZulze.
erTi Tve aklda axali wlis dadgomas Zveli stiliT; pirvel sarTulze, arqiteqtorTa erTiani jgufis mier (7)* Seqmnili universaluri maRazia da supermarketi mTlianad wiTel ferSi
iyo Cafluli. temperamentis da vnebis TvalsazrisiT, aranairi saxvaoba ar iyo Cinur saaxalwlo
wiTelsa da revoluciuri periodis wiTel fers Soris, magram maRla gamokidebuli am orive idealis da miznis simbolo ukiduresad gansxvavdeboda erTi-meorisagan.
yviTeli seqtoris saerTo darbazis WerqveS, gverd-gverdze hkidia uamravi xasxasa wiTeli
feris parki, swored iseTi, raSic axveven fuls da savaWro mogebas, da romelSic tradiciulad,
saaxalwlo saCuqrebs axvevdnen bavSvebisaTvis, `ia-suis~ wesis (8)* aRsaniSnavad. axali wlis pirze
zogi xili gansakuTrebiT fasobs; ase, magaliTad, `greifruti~ aRmasvlas moaswavebs karieraSi,
sazogadoebis maRal wreSi moxvedras, raki `mandarini~ JReradobiT `iRbalis~ aRmniSvnel sityvas
mihgavs, kidec amitom hkideben maRaziebis da kompaniebis SesasvlelebTan.
im parkebis da xilis garda, rac WerqveS ekida, rac ki ram iyo sasusnavi da nugbari yvelaferi
sazeimo, alisfer fuTebad iyo Sekrul-gaxveuli da wyoba-wyobad, grovebad elaga darbazis
SuagulSi mdgar veeba magidaze. apao Wkuas hkargavda aseT sanaxaobaze, am Tvaluwvdenel siwiTlis
zeimze irgvliv, garSemo.
aseTnair viTarebaSi, apao-s xSirad agondeboda manhetenTan miyuJuli, niu iorkis Caina-tauni. imxanad, aRmosavleT sanapiroze, portugaliis dedoflis saxelis matarebel mxares, jer ar
mieRwia Tanamedrove masStabamde, da Cinuri axali wlis dReebSi, Cinelebis sacxovrebel ubanSi
teva ar iyo. deda maSin xelCakidebuls atarebda xolme taunSi, maRazias ara stovebda ise rom Sig
ar Sesuliyo da yovelTvis erTi da igive meordeboda: is maRla aswevda Savad SeRebil da pincetiT
gaxSirebul wvril warbebs da erTi frazas imeorebda: `ooo, ooo, Tavi isev CineTSi mgonia!~
ase, wlidan wlamde, yovel axal wels, deda aRmoCndeboda Tu ara aseT adgilas, wiTel ferze
eleT-meleTi emarTeboda, TiTqos saerTod pirvelad enaxos.
is axali wlebi, romelTa Sexvedra apao-s singapurSi ergo, dros ar aZlevdnen dedis mosanatreblad, saxlis saqme arasodes ileoda: binis dalageba, axal-axali raRaceebis yidva.. amas
ematebodnen bavSvebi, romlebic borkilebiviT boWavdnen da ar aZlevdnen saSualebas rom wuTiT
mainc Tavi daeRwia maTi tyveobisagan, ramdenjerme isic ki mouwia, rom zurgze akidebuli bavSviT
evlo maRaziebSi da duqnebSi _ da amas kidev autaneli sicxe da ofli emateboda, saSveli ar iyo.
aqaur hanis erovnebis Cinelebs wesad hqondaT RamiT seirnoba Zveleburi axal wlis wina Rames, niu Ce Sui ritualis Sesabamisad (*8) [niuCe _ uremia xarebSebmuli~ Sui _ wyals niSnavs, xolo
niuCe Sui _ wylis matarebel urems niSnavs; SeiZleba davuSvaT, rom singapurSi es tradicia Zvelad
Camoyalibda, rodesac qalaqs aklda sasmeli wyali da qalaqs ase amaragebdnen, msgavsi urmebiT
Caatarebdnen xolme quCaSi].
amis Semdeg, gunebaze mosuli xalxi xalisianad miemarTeboda guanvinis taZarSi (*9). yvela
lamobda rom sxvisaTvis daeswro saritualo sian sanTlis anTeba, amitom im scenebs ufro `jikaoba~ uxdeboda saxelad, vidre `sazeimo seirnoba~. sxvisTvis rom daeswroT, colqmari am did
fizikur gamocdas gadiodnen: erTs rom biWi hyavda xelSi ayvanili, iueniueni am dros kiserze
ajda meores. amas kidev emateboda yuradReba lung-is xnieri dedis mimarT; vinaidan mas siaruli
uWirda, an lung-s, an apao-s aucileblad xeli unda SeeSvelebina misTvis, rom sadme fexi ar waekra
da araferi damarTvoda.
ase mihyvebodnen xolme isini xalxis nakads, moedans ise gadakveTdnen rom arc ki Candnen
zRva xalxSi. yvelas wesad hqonda, rom ojaxis wevrs xeli ar unda gaeSva meorisaTvis. Tavidan, ase
xelCakidebulni, `erTis~ amsaxvel ieroglifis han-elTa kaligrafiul `_`formas qmnidnen, magram
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xalxi matulobda, sxeuli sxeuls ekvroda, awveboda, da es ieroglifi TandaTanobiT icvleboda
da arabuli ricxobrivi sistemis `1~-anad iqceoda xolme, da ukve xeli xels ki ar iyo Cakidebuli,
aramed ukan mimavali _ win Camdgaris sayeloSi iyo Cafrenili. am kolonis TavSi lung-i idga
xolme, apao ki boloSi iyo moqceuli. orive xeli win hqonda gawvdili, TiTqos ormxriv dacul
Robesa qmnida Svilebis da dedamTilis dasacavad da ase, sayeloSi Cavlebuli xelebiT, TiTqos
`matareblobanas~ TamaSobda da amsgavsebda kidec orTqlmavlis qSenas: `hun-lun-lun, hun-lunlun!~. bavSvebic umal ahyvebodnen xolme nazi da wkriala xmebiT: `hun-lun-lun, hun-lun-lun!~
maTi xma bevrs gulze xvdeboda, da bevri ahyveboda kidec am TamaSs, da pirisaxe gaoflilebi,
xalisianad, guliT icinodnen. lung-i yvelaferSi ahyveboda _ xan cdilobda ramenairad dawinaurebuliyo, xan ukan ixedeboda, `ojaxi rogor momdevso~, da am dros apao-s mzeras momRimari
TvalebiT pasuxobda.
mTeli weliwadi gasuliyo da mgoni mxolod exla, am wuTas akiafda maT TvalebSi Suqi da
naTeli, romelsac etyo maTi erTobis niSani, Canda rom saerTo iyo, saziaro, da urTierTisTvis
gaCenili.
rac ar unda iyos, aq, singapurSi gancdili Cinuri saaxalwlo zeimi gaxda yvelaze ufro sasixarulo movlena apao-s cxovrebaSi da cotaTi gauqarwyla is dabneuloba, rac moeZala dedis
gardacvalebis Semdeg; ase Seigno, ras niSnavs, sixaruli sxvas gauziaro da masTan erTad rom
aTrio tvirTi `martiv cxovrebis~; amitom ocnebad eqca, rom aseTi simSvide kidev mraval wels
gagrZelebuliyo.
magram am axal wels, apao-m pirvelad igrZno eWvi, dardi da yoymani, da pirvelad moxda, rom
maTi ojaxi erTad ar adga am gzas guaninis taZrisken, adre xom amas verc ki warmoidgenda.
Sanxaidan lung-i swored axal wlis wina Rames Camovida. ukve aTis naxevari iyo, roca lungis TviTmfrinavi SanxaiSi daeSva. mere, roca amas ixsenebda, apao-m gaifiqra, rom lung-ma gangeb
daigviana, rom Tavidan aerida Wyleta amden xalxSi, Tavis ojaxianad.
kargi, ver moxerxda es ritualuri gaseirneba niuSeCuis quCaze, magram xom SeiZleboda ojaxis
tradicia imiT daecvaT, rom damsxdariyvnen da erTad mierTmiaT saritualo vaxSami dResaswaulis
wina Rames. swored am momentidan gadawyvita apao-m daeTmo, Tumc ki cdilobda rom odnav mainc
daecva `oportunistuli~ pozicia ojaxis Senebis saqmeSi.
lung-ma rom fexi Semodga saxlSi, sazeimo sufra ukve gaSlili daxvda da magidas didi xania
amSvenebda fuZenis provinciis mTavari saaxalwlo kerZi _ foTaoZian, anu `buda Robes gadaevlo~,
rogorc mas fuZenis provinciidan Camosulebi uwodebdnen, da romelsac lung-is deda mSvenivrad
amzadebda, radgan isic iqauri iyo.
im kerZis momzadebas mTeli dRe undebodnen. raRa ar iyo amisTvis saWiro: baloni da zRvis
qoCoras gamomSrali kunTi, zvigenis farflebi, trepangebi da bevri sxva Zviri komponenti. qvabis fskerze narCevi dedali unda moeTavsebinaT, sagangebod balaxze da mwvanilze gamozrdili,
mere amatebdnen TeTr sokos, bambukis ylortebs. yvelafer amas Sreebad awyobdnen erTi-meoreze,
swored ise rogorc dayofilia Sreebad adamianTa sazogadoeba; ubralo masa fskers avsebda, zeda
fenebi ki maRla lagdebodnen, rCeulTa adgilze. amis momzadebas didi yuradReba sWirdeboda,
did rames niSnavda Sreebis dalageba da gamoyvana, Tan es masala Zalian didxans dabal cecxlze
unda mdgariyo, mere unda moetafaT, Semdeg moeSuSaT, Semdeg kvlav meordeboda igive etapebi, da
ase mTeli dRe grZeldeboda.
yovelTvis, roca ki uwevda lung-s am kerZis gasinjva, sul ukvirda, `an vin moigona, an ram
gaaCina amqveynad aseTi gemrieli ram?! msgavsi xom arsad ar arsebobs, SeuZlebelia!~
miT ufro gasakviri iyo es apao-sTvis! maTi qorwinebis Semdeg, singapurSi rom gadasaxldnen,
pirvelsave saaxalwlo Rames eRirsa amis gasinjva, dedamTilma rom sakuTari xeliT daamzada.
`namdvilad, grZneuli seniusTvis aris mogonili aseTi kerZio!~ (10*) ukeT rom gamoexata guliT naTqvami, bavSvis enisTvis damaxasiaTebeli sityva ixmara.
patara rom iyo, uWirdaT, magram sadac ar undo yofiliyvnen, honkongSi Tu niu iorkSi,
saRmoobiT dedas is mainc gahyavda saseirnod. gasaocari sanaxavi iyo didi qalaqebis vitrinebi.
gogom aRar icoda, mzera risTvis miepyro, TiTqos zRapruli samyaros suraTebs ucqerda TvalebSi survili etyoboda, natvra am silamazisa, deda ki uxsnida, rom es yvelaferi feriebisTvis
aris gamzadebuli, senJenisTvis, `Cven isic vikmaroT, rom gaviseirnebT, Tvals wyals davalevinebT
da gulsac gavixarebT~.
imdeni eCiCina deda amas, bolos daijera rom Tuki ram aris amqveynad lamazi, es mxolod sennius kuTvnilebaa. marTalia, male mixvda, rom es yvelaferi zRapari iyo gamonagoni, magram mainc,
yovelTvis, roca dainaxavda lamaz nivTs, aRtacebuli ityoda: `zustad iseTia, rogorc feriebs
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ekadrebaT!~
Tavis droze, es rom pirvelad Tqva, qmars gaecina, dedamTilic ahyva, Tan etyoboda, rom
Zalze eama amis gageba.
mere ki li siufeng-ma Svils uTxra: `es is qalia, visac esmis, rom unda daafaso, rasac flob
da rac gaqvs~.
apao mzareulis Svili iyo, kidec masxaraobda, rom jiSiT mosdevda `gurmanis genebi~; araTu
exaliseboda saWmlis mzadeba, piris gemoc hqonda da icoda, ras niSnavs `~gemos Cataneba~. amitom
iswavla am kerZis saidumlo, pirobac ki misca sakuTar Tavs, rom daufleboda am xelovnebas, raTa
saaxalwlo sufraze qmris mowoneba da Seqeba daemsaxurebina.
samwuxarod, swored im xans, roca tani aiyara, dedamiss maSin mxolod erTi ram awuxebda,
rom qaliSvilisaTvis aucileblad mieca saTanado ganaTleba da eswavlebina saWiro manerebi _ da
samzareulos saerTod ar akarebda; kidec amitom, rodesac mouwia cxovrebis scenaze gamosvla _
yofis scenaze, samzareulod rom moixsenieba, apao mxolod imisTvis aRmoCnda mzad, rom uxeirod
Tavi daekra, rogorc es moekiTxeba mesamexarisxovan scenis moyvarulT.
meore mxriv, ra didi saqmea sufis moxarSva, rodesac yvelaferi gaqvs saimisod, cecxlic im
donezea dayenebuli, rogoric kerZis momzadebas sWirdeba, ase rom mainc da mainc ver daSordeba
saWiro recepts, misi rolisTvis gankuTvnil `samReri notebis~ partias.
aqamde, roca es dResaswauli axlovdeboda, im kerZis damzadeba dedamTilis kiserze iyo, apao
ufro bavSvebis movliT iyo dakavebuli, magram wels yvelaferi Seicvala da gulSi raRac imedi
Caesaxa.
da rom aswia is veeba qvabi, neli cecxlisTvis gamzadebul sagangebo keramikul WurWelSi
Casmuli, Tan im simZime iyo rom xel-fexi uTrToda, calke kidev saxes uwvavda orTqlis simxurvale _ iseTi SegrZneba daeufla, rom xelT epyra saTuTi imedi. didis ambiT dadga sazeimo sufris
Suaguls, da Tu manamde sufras isedac ar aklda arc feri da arc silamaze, da arc zRapruli
surneli, WurWelma mainc raRac gansakuTrebuli wona da rixi Semata am suraTs _ iseTi Rirseba,
rogorsac aniWebs myari saZirkveli arqiteqturul nagebobas.
sufris TavSi li siufeng-i ijda, rogorc ojaxis ufross Seefereboda, lung-i _ meuRlis
gverdiT, Tumca apao-s dasajdomad ar ecala, ver isvenebda, facifucobda, yvelas saTiTaod usxamda wvens, mere CxirebiT cdilobda daenawilebina nugbari da iSviaTi naWrebi _ garegnulad maT
bunebrivi saxe ar gahqrobodaT (11*), magram gemoTi Zneli iyo zRvis abalonis da trepangebis amocnoba CaxarSul da webovan naWrebSi. am naWrebs yvelas saTiTaod ulufebad unawilebda fialebSi
da mere CamCiT amatebda wvnians.
am saqmianobas didi dro mihqonda; colis Semyurem, lung-ma daamTqnara, mere meored, da aman
ise gaaRiziana apao, rom uceb gverdze gadado CamCa da dedamTils mimarTa: `deda, raRac nela
virjebi, ara? Tqven xom ar mixedavdiT am saqmes?~
magram li siufeng-ma iuara: `saCqaro araferia, piriqiT, mixaria kidec rom giyureb, rogor
trialeb~, Tan Tvali Caukra lung-s magram pasuxad Svilis iseTi gaugebar mzera daxvda, rom yvela
mixvda, sadRac sxvagan utrialebda mas fiqri.
mamis kalTaSi, anan-s ukve Tvalebi ebliteboda, wvnians piri ar daakara, eZineboda da amitom
bebiam - siufeng-ma xelSi aiyvana da waiyvana dasaZineblad.
`dRes ormagi ulufa gergeba, ananisic Seni wilia~, Sescina qmars ananom.
lung-s xma ar amouRia, ise aiRo xelSi fiala, da apao rom saqebar sityvas eloda, is wvnianidan maRla asul oxSivars uberavda, mere moxvripa, erTxel, meored..
raki qeba da mowoneba ar aRirses, apao TviTon SeekeTxa, `vargao?~
`aba ra! rogor SeiZleba rom abalonis wvniani ar mogewonos, an mogbezrdes~.
aranairi aRtaceba ar igrZnoboda, ufro `sakvebis moxmarebis~ Cveulebrivi, bunebrivi suraTi
iyo.
li siufeng-ma jer TiTqos kopebi Seikra, magram mere gacinva amjobina, kidev undoda raime
daematebina, magram rZalma daaswro, RimiliT sityva gaawyvetina da lung-s mimarTa: `jer eg daamTavre, me kidev movxarSav, sanam aq iqnebi, es ori kvira, yoveldRe amas gaWmev~.
`ori kvira aq ver davrCebi, xuTSi wasvla miwevs~ _ lung-ma upasuxa, Tan ar daayovna da saqmianad pirSi miabrZana CxiriT amoRebuli gemrieli naWeri.
`o...~ _ wamoiZaxa gaognebulma apao-m, Tumca pasuxad sityva ver ipova.
`ki magram, ra gaCqarebs?~ Caeria deda, xmaze etyoboda, rom ewyina, Tumc Tavs ikavebda: `yvela
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Cineli axali wlis aRsaniSnavad emzadeba, aki amboben rom orkviriani Svebuleba yvelas ekuTvniso?~.
`es Cinur sawarmoebs exeba, ucxouri kompaniebi sakuTari Schedule - Ti muSaoben, pasuxisas
lung-ma ki gaiRima, magram TiTqos ufro fialas uRimoda, aSkarad Canda rom gaurboda meuRlis
Tvalebs, radgan icoda rom misi gawbilebuli da ganxibluli gamometyveleba ufro gaaRizianebda.
`dRes saaxalwlo Ramea, hoda araa saWiro msjeloba kompaniis saqmianobaze~.
TiTqos raRaca daenarcxa da gaskda, da am xmauris gamoZaxilma guls CaaRwia, saxeebsac daetyo, atmosfero umal daiZaba.
an iqneb sulac es umizezo eWvianobis gamo iyo da apao-s eCvena es yvelaferi.
maTi vaJi, ianiuani TiTqos ujda sufras, magram gulisyuri mobilurisken eWira; TamaSiT
ise iyo garTuli, rom saWmeli Tu sasmeli, yvelaferi misTvis mxolod pauza iyo, rom TamaSi gaegrZelebina _ dRes mainc, rodesac ufrosebi, yvela Tavis safiqrals miscemoda da sivrce Seeqmna
gasarTobad; kidec amitom, aTive TiTs ise amoZravebda am saTamaSo aparatze, TiTqos pianinos klaviatura yofiliyos. mere uceb Seigno sufrasTan gamefebuli dumili da Tavi aswia.
`xmas ratom aravin ar iRebs?~ _ dedas mimarTa SekiTxviT, radgan mama imdeni xani ar enaxa,
rom cota ar iyos, gadaeCvia.
`mamiko es-esaa Camovida, Sen ki ar gesmis rom imas unda daelaparako, Torem ase SeiZleba robotad iqce~. apao-m Tan usayvedura, magram Tan Seecoda rom bavSvi gaimeta sasayvedurod; Tumc
biWunas es ar ugrZvnia, kvlav miStereboda xelSi CabRujul saTamaSos.
lung-ma gadaxeda da Tavze xeli mouTaTuna: `dedas unda mxarSi amoudge, daikos movlaSi
unda daexmaro~, Tan ratomRac amoioxra am sityvebze.
`ar miyvars es Cemi daiko~, wamoiZaxa wkriala xmiT da misma sityvebma daabnia ufrosebi.
`ki magram, ratom?~ _ mamamisma Rimili ver Seikava.
`qalebi saerTod Wirveulebi arian~ _ xmam da sityvebma gaaxalisa ufrosebi da sicili ver
Seikaves.
bavSvs esiamovna aseTi reaqcia da gaTamamebulma, mamas mimarTa: `maSin ise gaakeTe, rom dedikom patara Zma gamiCinos~.
amjerad ufrosebi erTad axarxardnen sxvadasxva xmaze.
amrigad, axal wlis wina Rames, maTi Cumi pirmSo uceb gadiqca mTavar moqmed pirad da warmarTa ufrosTa ganwyoba; exla yvela alersiani RimiliT Sescqeroda _ oRond cxadia ar esmoda,
raoden sWirdebodaT ufrosebs misi aseTi xelSewyoba, rom saaxalwlo vaxSamze Seqmniliyo udardelobi iluzia.
axal wlis dila rom gaTenda, apao uCumrad adga da sanam yvelas eZina, ibanava, civi wyali
mosva da Cqari nabijiT gaemarTa bodisatva kuanin-is taZarSi.
dedamTilisgan icoda, rom `Tu dilaadrian, uzmoze sakmevels daanTeb...~
uTenia iyo, rom gaeRviZa, uZiloba ufro naSuaRamevs awuxebda xolme. am dros qmari ukve Sua
ZilSi iyo, Tan xvrinavda _ ase emarTeboda xolme gadaRlilobisagan. apao-s arc ki undoda efiqra,
ram daqanca ase misi qmari, anda ratom eCqareboda isev wasvla; ver fiqrobda, SigniT yvelaferi
TiTqos raRacas SeeboWa, Tan TiTqos raRac gorgali eguleboda mkerdSi, aburduli selis Zafis
gorgali, romelsac veranairad ver gaxsnida da ver daSlida.
magram gana emorCileba ganwyoba gonebas? aRelvebuls da gulnatkens Zili ar ekareboda da
erTad erTi survili hqonda _ misuliyo `kuanin Tan~-is taZarSi da daenTo sian-wminda sanTeli,
Tavisi Tavis da Tavis ojaxis saxelze.
kuanin Tan iyo Zalze ubralo sufTa taZari, TviT kuanin-is qandakeba eulad aRmarTuliyo
darbazis siRrmeSi. iqauroba carieli iyo, ukacuri. mkvrivi, tropikuli jiSis xis gaprialebuli
iataki marmarisebr laplapebda. im xalxis talRa ukve damcxraliyo, vinc sisxam diliT eSureba
daanTos sanTeli; iq myof momlocvelebs etyobodaT, rom uCumrad cdilobdnen siaruls, sunTqvas
ikavebdnen da erTmaneTs ar awuxebdnen, da yvelafers dakvirvebiT da wynarad asrulebdnen.
taZris SesasvlelTan apao-m lampari iyida saxlSi wasaRebad, daanTo si ani (sanTeli) da fexSiSveli fexi Sedga taZris qaTqaTa iatakze, sadac mtvris nasaxi ar iyo da ganwyobac umal daumSvidda, dawynarda.
msubuqi nabijiT miuxlovda qalRmerTis qandakebas da daiCoqa. TiTqmis araferi gaegeboda
budizmis, magram muxli mainc moidrika, axsovda, `satkivari nu gagiCndeba, Torem Svelas vinc
mogxvdeba, imasa sTxovo~. grZnobda, rom cxovrebis gzaze win cvlilebebi eloda, da guli ise
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ucemda, lamis amovardnaze hqonda; sakuTar Tavs veRar endoboda, raRac Zlier da sando Zalas
eZebda, rom gamagrebuliyo.
taZridan gamosuls, ucnauri grZnoba daeufla daqanculobis, adamians ase emarTeba xolme
rodesac raime did da mniSvnelovan saqmes Seasrulebs. iqve kafeSi Sevida da erTi finjani yava kaopeiui moiTxova,, singapuris yaidaze moxarSuli, da erTi ulufa induri blinebi.
saerTod is iSviaTad sauzmobda sxvagan, miT umetes, axal wels. magram exla SiSi daeufla
qmarTan pirispir Sexvedris; sul erTma saRamom ganvlo maTi urTierTobis, da mixvda rom qmari
raRacnairad erideboda, ucxobda, Sors iyo misgan.
rom isauzma, Cajda manqanaSi da bazrisken gaemarTa, magram parkings rom miadga, Tavis Tavs
SeekiTxa, `aq risTvis movedio?~ _ dedamTils xom ukve yvelaferi hqonda momzadebuli, rac saaxalwlod miRebulia? aki SeTanxmdnen, rom rogorc CinelTa wesia, am dReebSi araferi ar unda ekeTebinaT, Torem mTel weliwads mZime Sroma ar ascdebodaT. meqanikurad, inerciiT miabijebda zRvis
produqtebis daxlisken, sadac TvalSi eca did kasrSi moxtunave cocxali Tevzebi, da gaaxsenda
rom lung-s yvelaze Zalian uyvarda karis sakmaziT momzadebuli Tevzis Tavebi, amitom gadawyvita,
es induri kerZi daematebina Cinuri saaxalwlo sufrisaTvis.
Tevzis gasayid daxlze apao-m erTi cocxali Tevzi SearCia da `ange!~ _ `Ziakacod~ mimarTa
gamyidvels singapurelTa dialeqtze da amorCeuli Tevzi gauwoda. kacma Tevzi iqve gamoSigna da
gausufTava, da apao-m maSinve warmoidgina, rogor datrialdeboda samzareuloSi da mere qmars
miarTmevda kariSi moxarSul am Tevzis Tavs.
`vin icis, Znelia varaudi! iqneba sulac ukanaskneli axali welia, romelsac lung-Tan erTad
vxvdebi~.
da ase, mTvaris kalendris pirvel dRes, dilis aT saaTze, Tevzis gasayid daxlis win idga da
afrTxilebda sakuTar Tavs, rom mZime momavals ver gaeqceoda.
im dResve, oRond naSuadRevs, lung-ma xeli Cahkida Tavis bavSvebs da quCaSi gaaseirna. apao-m
dedamTilic daiyolia rom imaT gahyoloda, radgan TviTon erCivna martod darCeniliyo samzareuloSi.
`nu iCqarebT, sanam vaxSmis dro ar dadgeba, nu moxvalT, me ki Tevzs dagaxvedrebT!~ _ sityviT
qmars ki mimarTa, magram mzera bavSvebze da li siufenze hqonda mipyrobili.
`mere, gana SeiZleba dRevandel dRes raimes momzadeba?~
lunis reaqcia gulgrili iyo, metic _ cota gaRizianebac igrZnoboda, magram mainc moaxerxa
grZnobis moTokva.
`Tu ase mogenatraT kariSi moxarSuli Tevzi, geTqvaT da wagiyvandiT indur restoranSi!~ _
Tan Tvalebi bavSvebs miapyro.
dedamisma sayveduriT Sexeda Svils: `gagigonia, Cinur axal wels indur restorans ewvio?~
`eqvsisTvis aq iyaviT!~ _ miaZaxa bolos apao-m.
dedamTilma ise gauRima, apao-m Seatyo rom raRacas xvdeboda, imdenad aSkarad Canda
yvelaferi. es kidev ufro abnevda apao-s, da amitom SeekiTxa sakuTar Tavs, `gana ara sjobs, gangebam gadasZlios kacis varauds?~ _ da amas meore SekiTxvac miayola, `Zalian xom ar viCqareo?~
Camovardnil siCumeSi, samzareuloSi martodmarto darCenilma apao-m, uceb igrZno kerZis
momzadebis upiratesoba aseT garemoSi, Sedegi umal Tvalwin iyo, Tumc ki moculobiT ver daikvexnida, magram samagierod, sulier gancdebs droebiT mainc eSvelaT, gulze moeSva.
samzareulo gaJRenTili iyo karis surneliT, mas Tan amohyva mogonebebi, romlebic Rrublad
Seikrnen aduRebuli qvabidan amosrolil orTqlSi.
SeerTebuli Statebis Crdilo-dasavleTiT, pawia qalaqSi, sadac Cinuri marketis arseboba
rom arc gaegoT, apao-m moaxerxa da erTi samxreTkoreelis duqanSi gayinuli Tevzi iyida. usiamovno sunis miuxedavad, moaxerxa da ori kerZi moamzada, or ulufad gahyo: erTi nawili jer
marinadSi moaTavsa, mere airRumelSi dabrawa; xolo meore, TavianTi naWeri - is induri wesiT,
kariSi daamzada.
im samxreTkoreul duqanSi kidev sxva aRmosavluri produqtebic iSoveboda, magram patara
farTobis gamo yvelaferi ar eteoda, da verc daeteoda, magram Tvals gansakuTrebiT xvdeboda
simwire aromatuli sanelebelebis. amis miuxedavad, saxlidan ase Sors gadaxvewili apao mainc
axerxebda aRmosavluri kerZebis momzadebas iq, ucxo mxares.
im xanidan moyolebuli, kargad axsovda, rogor unda moemzadebina Tevzis Tavebi: jer simindis zeTze unda Seewva, sanam oqrosfrad ar alaplapdebodnen, mere unda Caelagebina es naWrebi
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mduRar bulionSi, da naxevari saaTi kidev iq unda exarSa, sanam is wveni yvelas Tvalwin ar gaTeTrdeboda, rZisferi ar gaxdeboda. apao-s Tavi egona meSvide caze, CitiviT daqroda aqeT-iqiT,
rom saTanadod moemzadebina suneli: Semwvari meqsikuri cxare niori, yveli, pomidori, iaponuri
soios sakmazi; saamisod gamodgeboda agreTve iaponuri soios sousi, xolo sanam morCeboda xarSvas, Suaze gaWrili limoni unda Caewura qvabSi, da Semdeg kidev daematebina TeTri danayili pilpili da Cinuri qinZi.
ase damzadebuli Tevzis Tavebi gaxda maTi pirveli erTad gatarebuli saaxalwlo Ramis mTavari kerZi, romelsac win uZRvoda maioneziani salaTi, da kidev Sousi - brinjiT, zRvis kombostoTi da nigvziT damzadebuli.
lung-ma dausxa misi motanili TeTri Rvino, bokali miujaxuna da TvalebSi Caacqerda:
`madlobeli var, rom aseTi mSvenieri, Cveneburi axali weli gamimarTe!~
misTvis Tu es iyo mSvenieri, apao-sTvis misi madliereba ufro fasobda.
dRes ki, pirvelSi, sufraze rom dadga induri samzareulos es Sedevri, romelsac kidev induri sanelebeli da qoqosis jemic daamata! amas ver Seedreboda misi ostatobis wina triumfi _
verc sisqiT, verc sicxariT, verc surneliT da verc gemoTi, magram exla aRarafers ar hqonda
azri, radgan lung-s enaze TiTqos xavsi mohkideboda, gemos ver arCevda da ki ar miirTmevda, aramed ise, ubralod Wamda, TiTqos rigiT viTarebaSi mouwia raRac dRiuri ulufis moneleba.
`ra ucnauria, CineTsa da singapurs Soris TiTqos ar aris drois sxvaoba, me ki ratomRac Tavs
ise vgrZnob, TiTqos eg moqmedebdes!~
naTqvamiT viTom sakuTar Tavs gahkra da wina dRis gadametebuli Zili daabrala didi xnis
daRlas da uZilobas. exla rom amas kidev ori Wiqa Rvinoc daemata, lung-ma, ZilmoreuliviT, magidaze dadga fiala da saWmlis Cxirebi.
`midi mere, wadi da daiZine, Tu geZineba~.
apao-m scada gaeziarebina misi daRlilobis gancda, magram iqve SeamCnia ukmayofilebis niSani
dedamTilis saxeze, mere samivem erTad axeda kedlis saaTs da aRmoCnda rom jer cxris naxevari
iyo.
`sami dRe kidev damrCa~, malulad gulSi iTvlida darCenil dReebs, Tan brazobda rom dro
ase swrafad gadioda da cotac da misi gamgzavrebis dRe dadgeboda, magram vera da ver gamonaxa
mosaxerxebeli momenti, rom pirispir dalaparakeboda.
meoTxe dRe Ramdeboda axali wlisa, isini ki kvlav adre dawvnen dasaZineblad. xvale unda
wasuliyo. apao-m icoda, rom naadrevi gamgzavreba qmars samuSaos gamo mouwia, magram vera da ver
iSorebda SiSsa da SegrZnebas, rom aRarasodes dabrundeboda. Rame uecrad gamoeRviZa, da es uecroba swored im SiSma gamoiwvia. cremlebi RapaRupiT sdiodnen, magram uxmod tiroda, sunTqvasac
ki ikavebda, da amis gamo cxviridanac wyaliviT sdioda. apao-m frTxilad gaswia xeli gverdiT tumbaze dadebul cxvirsaxocisken, rom moulodnelad moesma lung-is xma, `ra iyo, jer ara gZinavs?~
xma mkveTri iyo, Tan wynari, sicive igrZnoboda tonSi. mis msgavsad, lung-sac ar sZinebia!
calke, wyeniT gulmoklulma, calke _ imitom rom sakuTari Tavi ecodeboda, apao qmarTan
axlos miiwia, cali xeliT moexvia da saxe mkerdSi Caurgo.
lung-i, erTi piroba TiTqos apirebda amis aridebas, magram es mxolod erT wams gagrZelda,
umal gons moego da moexvia cols.
magram es mxolod misi wamieri survili iyo, damaluliyo.
apao-s raRac sicivem dauara mTels sxeulSi, zustad iseve rogorc misi Camosvlis wina Rames. rodesac coli moexvia, survili gauCnda rom moeSorebina, da xangrZlivi ganSorebis Semdeg
pirveli Rame ar dasrulda sqesobrivi aqtiT maT Soris; saerTod, amdenma dRem ise ganvlo, rom
sxeulis kontaqti maT Soris ar momxdara.
es imas niSnavda, rom cvlileba ukve moxda, es aRar iyo misi Seucnobeli SegrZneba, es iyo realoba, xolo apao-s ar surda am realobis aRiareba. im wams gonebiT Sors iyo, Zalian Sors, Seuracxyofili Tavmoyvareoba karnaxobda rom moeSorebina Tavisi mklavebi da Tavi isev Tavis baliSze
daedo, magram amjerad lung-ma iaqtiura da TviTon moexvia da mkerdze miikra.
sanam apao gaerkveoda am cvlilebaSi, lung-i mTeli taniT daawva.
aq ukve aRar iyo fiqris adgili, maTi sxeulebi SeerTdnen da lung-i yurSi CasCurCulebda:
`ianiu ani xom Zamikos iTxovs, hoda gavuCinoT patara Zamiko~.
roca lung-i isev gverdze miuwva, uceb amoioxra da oxvras Tan daayola: `Torem ase anani
moiwyens~.
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`an ani Tu moiwyens, me ra _ dalxenili viqnebi?~ _ es gaifiqra da sunTqva TiTqos gaeguda,
magram mainc moaxerxa pasuxi: `anans mec vyevar da Zmac~.
`ki magram, asakiT sxvaoba maT Soris didia, kidec amitom ar gamosdiT erTad TamaSi.~ lungma ise upasuxa, TiTqos Zalian seriozul problemas ganixilavda _ `anans mainc ufro daikosTan
moundeba TamaSi~.
`bolos da bolos, gamagebine, vin unda gavaCino, biWi Tu gogo?~ _ gaucina apao-m, Tan undoda
rom xmis tonic Seefardebina lung-is ganwyobisaTvis.
`oRond yvelaferi kargad iyos, daikos gavuCenT da an ani gaixarebs!~ _ sakmarisi iyo anani-s
xseneba da lung-i umal mzad iyo gadmoefrqvia mTeli Tavisi siyvaruli bavSvisadmi. `Zmas gavuCenT, da iuaniuani dawynardeba, Tan kidev ori vaJkacis gamCeni ojaxi bednieri da warmatebuli
iTvleba da wminda sanTlis ali uqmad ar Caiwveba!~
amas rom ambobda, igrZnoboda rom sakuTar Tavsac ironiulad gadahkra, mere gverdi icvala,
zurgiT miubrunda da ase, zurgiT mimarTa: `hoo, ori ymawvilis mamas albaT gansakuTrebiT eamayeba memkvidre, ara?~
es iyo momenti, rodesac ironia dacinvad iqca. lung-i zurgze gadmobrunda, xelebi TvaqveS
amoido da farTod gaxelili Tvalebi Wers miapyro.
mTvaris kaSkaSa naTelSi mkveTrad gamoikveTa misi mkveTri da mkacri profili, mamiseuli
kexiani cxviri, magram warbebs Soris gawolili sevdis aCrdili kvlavac iq iyo, arasodes ar Sordeboda. lung-ma Rrmad CaisunTqa, rom daefara Sekavebuli amooxvra da Sigve, sxeulSive gamoemwyvdia. Semdeg colisken mobrunda, TaviT xelze daeyrdno da apao-s miaCerda.
`kidev erTi rom gaaCino, rasakvirvelia, saqmec da sazrunavic mogemateba, daiRlebi, magram
ufro xalisianic xom iqnebi~ _ mere odnav daayovna daasrula, `me rom gverdiT ar geyolebi~.
`mere, Seni amplua vis ergeba?~
apao iRimeboda, magram cremlebs ver ikavebda, Rawvebs usvelebdnen da amitom xeli aifara,
ar undoda maTi gamoCena.
`exla dro dadga aseTi, Cven xom col-qmari varT, win kidev _ au, ramdeni droa~.
lung-ma Tavi isev baliSs ando da amoioxra, oRond es oxvra ise gaewela rom TviTonac
dafrTxa.
siCume Camovarda.
`rogorc ar unda iyos, ojaxs xom mainc davubrundebi, eg dRec dadgeba..…~
Caiburtyuna, da ase burtyunSi CaeZina.
ase dasrulda maTi axalwlis Rame, imis amooxvriT.
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dedamTilma-li siufeng-ma bavSvi rom moiyvana, esmoda. mere, iuaniuanic rom dabrunda skolidan, egec esmoda bavSvebi axmaurdnen, bebia xmadabla aSoSminebda..
xuTi Sesrulda.. mere eqvsi, Svidi... Tvals gaaxelda Tu ara, mxolod imas xedavda rom isarma
kidev erTi wre daasrula, xolo dasavleTis mxridan, saiTac gadioda misi oTaxis Jaluzebiani
fanjrebi, oqrosfrad moelvare mzis sxivebi zRaprul naTelSi aflobdnen mis samyofels.
odnav moxuWuli quTuToebiT ucqerda kedelze dakidebul fotografiebs. suraTebi sxvadasxva dros iyo gadaRebuli, magram mainc metyvelebdnen Sekruli da erTiani ojaxis bednier
da uzrunvelyofil cxovrebaze. Tvalebi rom gaaxila, CarCoebidan mocqirali yoveli saxe kidev
ufro mkveTrad, jiqur usworebda Tvals, da sxvadasxva dros daWerili maTi gamometyveleba mainc
erTi iyo, ar icvleboda. ase iyvnen, eg da Tavisi qmari, mere maT dedamTilic daemataT, Semdeg
iuaniuan, da bolos, esec, nabolara anan _ isic gaxda maTi erTobis wevri.
yovel suraTze, Tundac sxvadasxva dros gadaRebulze, is mudam mocinari iyo, lung-s sul
erTTavad warbebi hqonda Sekruli, im suraTzec ki, zRvis piras, havais kunZulebze Taflobis Tves
rom gadaiRes: qviSaze iyvnen mokalaTebulebi, maT Tavs zemoT aziduli qoqosis palmebi cas faravdnen, zurgs ukan ki zRva gaSliliyo. lung-s xSirad uTqvams, rom is iyo yvelaze ufro nebieri
periodi misi cxovrebis, magram warbebi mainc Sekruli hqonda im suraTzec.
`ra vqna, aseTi davibade!~ _ icoda xolme Tqma, TviTkritikis niSnad.
Tumc, arc apao-s Rimilze ar iTqmoda, rom lamazia an uxdeba. iqneb, vera da ver iswavla obieqtivTan urTierTobis damyareba, ise gaRimeba, rogorc sxvebma ician, suraTs rom iReben; amitom
tuCebis kuTxe uZravi, gayinuli rCeboda, ise rom gaRimebas verc ki iwyebda, TiTqos damalvis da
gaqcevis survili sZlebda, radgan ar eweraT dajereba sakuTari sixarulisa, maSinac ki, rodesac
patarZlis bages amSvenebdnen.
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meore mxriv, exlaRa mxolod gauCnda bzari maTi ojaxis erTian diskos (*13). kvlav da kvlav
akvirdeba am fotoebs apao, da eWviT da undoblad ucqeris iq aRbeWdil Rimils.
yvelaze ufro cxeli xani iyo dRisa. dasavleTisken daZruli da Casasvenad gamzadebuli mze
cecxlovan almurs afrqvevda, mere ki uceb qreboda, TiTqos farani Caaqreso; amas raRac wami
hyofnida, mere ki cac da miwac bnels ifarebda sudarad.
im saRamos apao saerTod ar amdgara loginidan.
yvelaferma _ bavSvebis dapurebam, banaobam, biWis saSinao davalebam, qaliSvilis varjiSma
roialze _ yvelaferma aman apao-s gareSe Caiara, es misi pirveli saojaxo gaficva iyo.
mereRa ukve, gvianRam, rodesac orive bavSvs eZina, dedamTilma frTxilad daakakuna mis karze
da fexakrefiT Sevida masTan oTaxSi. apao am dros farTod gaxelili TvalebiT Wers iyo miSterebeli. dedamTili sawolTan Camojda da Subli gausinja.
`ara, avad ara var,~ _ xeli odnav gaaqnia, ar undoda rom dedamTilis odnav sveli xeli rom
Sexeboda, Tan cdilobda, rom Tvali aeridebian.
`Cemze nu swuxxarT, cota xans marto minda davrCe~, - ise upasuxa, rom Tvalebi ar gauxelia,
`ubralod, minda cota davisveno~.
amdeni xnis manZilze, apao-m pirvelad misca Tavs gajiutebis ufleba.
`lung-ma dagireka?~
apao-m ise amoioxra, rom Tvali ar gauxelia.
`ra iyo, moxda rame?~
pasuxi ar yofila.
`lung-ma vinme gaiCina?~ _ dedamTilis xmaSi simkacrem imata.
`TiTqmis, asea~ _ Tvali gaaxila da gauRima dedamTils, romelmac uceb Cahkida mklavSi xeli.
apao-s xmas kvlav daubrunda morCili toni: `piterma damireka, marwmunebda rom `luni unda wamomeyvana~ _ `kompaniis saqme aq arafer SuaSia! SanxaiSi is amis gamo ar yovndeba~.
`lung-i wamosayvania~, dabejiTebiT gaimeora lim.
apao-m isRa moaxerxa, rom mwared CaiRima.
`amxela kaci, me rogor unda wamoviyvano? deda, amaze rom vfiqrob, Zala merTmeva. TviTon Tu
ar dabrunda, imis aq wamoyvana, ra, gamosavalia?~ es Tqva da loginSi wamojda: `me ukve ramdeni xania, amis meSinoda, sul is mitrialebda TavSi, `xom ar mRalatobs meTqi? gana amas vera vxvdebodi?
ubralod, meSinoda rom meRiarebina~, Semdeg nerviulad Caicina da daamata: `sul imas vekiTxebi
Cems Tavs, sad Sevcdi?~
`mere da, sad Secdi?~ _ sityvis damTavreba ar acala dedamTilma.
`ara, ar Sevmcdarvar, imitom rom guli boRmiT maqvs savse, boRmiT da siZulviliT. Tan
vgrZnob, rom saSiSi var, me xom is ase Zalian miyvars, ise miyvaras rom sxvas, arc erT sxva kacs
saerTod ar vuyureb, ar vamCnev! exla ki mxolod siZulvils ganvicdi, ise mZuls...~
ar icoda, rogor gamoexata es grZnoba, mxolod imas grZnobda rom gaborotebisagan sxeulic
ki daeZaba. dedamTilisTvis es aRar uxsenebia, radgan Tavadac daafrTxo amis gancdam.
`aseTi ram mec ganmicdia, boRmac da siZulvilic!~ _ wynarad gamoepasuxa li siufeng-i, `da
boRmis gamo sisulelc bevri Camidenia!~
apao gaaoca mis naTqvamma.
`Cemze ras ityviT, SeiZleba mec Cavdivar raRac sisuleles? ki, sami Svilis deda var, magram
bolos da bolos, amis garda xom arafers ar warmovadgen?~ _ SeekiTxa dedamTils.
li siufeng-ma Tavi gaaqnia uaris niSnad, magram apao-s es aRar daunaxavs, isev dawva da Tvalebi Wers miapyro.
yovelTvis, roca Tavs lung-s adarebda, sakuTar Tavs mudam erTi safexuriT dabla xedavda;
sul is awuxebda, rom `qvevidan zeviT~ uyurebda da egona rom verasodes eRirseba misi gatoleba.
`ki magram, ase ratom ggonia?~ _ misi daqali, Wuti sul amas sayvedurobda, da ver itanda mis
aseT gadaWarbebul Tavmdablobas: `aba, imaze raRas ityvi, rom Segiyvara da coloba gTxova?~
magram, iqneba lung-i sulac SezRuduli iyo arCevanSi iq, SeerTebul StatebSi? apao-s mainc
sjeroda, rom ar iyo lung-is Sesaferisi, xolo maTi qorwineba? _ mere ra, xom xdeba xolme ase,
roca agvianeben, an gamotoveben ukeTes Sanss, da mere ki uaresze arian yabuls. amitom qorwinebis
Semdegac miuwvdomelad miaCnda lung-i.
ocnebad qceuli es grZnoba awvalebda, dRisiT da RamiT ar Sordeboda, da rodesac aucxadda
da daisakuTra, uceb SiSi moeria, vaiTu davkargovo!
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mainc, ratom uWirda mis daqals amis gageba? iqneb imitom, rom Wuti-s yviTeli kanis, da Savi,
yornisferi Tmis miuxedavad, is mainc amerikeli iyo, da grZnobaze warmodgena pirdapiri da martivi hqonda: an giyvars, an ara, da ukandaxeva, an Segueba raRac sanaxevro SansTan _ amas gamoricxavda... (*14)
aTi wlis iyo apao, roca amerikaSi Caiyvanes, sami wlis Semdeg SesaniSnavi, uxinjo inglisuriT laparakobda, Tumc klasSi Tavs mainc SeboWilad grZnobda bavSvebTan. ocis rom gaxda, Wuti
gaicno universitetSi da male RviZli debiviT daaxlovdnen.
misi gavleniT, apao-s ar ucdia Tmis SeRebva, ise mouSva rom mxrebze scemda. dafleTildaglejili jinsiT dadioda da Rrmad amoWril maisurs atarebda, rom mkerdis silamaze eCvenebina;
esec Wuti-s gavlena iyo, magram gulis siRrmeSi, Zval-rbilSi hqonda sxva buneba hqonda gamjdari
(*15), ase rom ori eris genetikasTan hqonda saqme; ase emarTeba mcenares, or gansxvavebul niadagSi
rom dargaven, da apao CrdiloeTSi gadarguli samxreTuli mandarini aRmoCnda.
es sxvaoba gansakuTrebiT maSin gamoCnda, rodesac isev Sexvdnen, rodesac ocdaaTi weli
Seusrulda; xasiaTis ZiriTadi Tvisebebi mcenares ufro mkafiod gamoexateba, rodesac totebs
moisxams da kvirts amoiyris.
am asakSi apao ukve Auntie-s daemgvana, rogorc eZaxian singapurSi Suaxnis qalebs, romlebsac
tani ukve dondlo gauxda, moSvebuli, sxeulis formaze xom saerTod araferi iTqmis.
ori mSobivrobis Semdeg apao-m wonaSi moimata, `welis radiusi gaudidda~. iqauri `deidebis~
wesiT icvamda, formasaviT mudam ecva erTnairi Sortebi da Wreli perangi. am tipis tansacmels
periodulad gamoyridnen xolme bazris daxlebze. Tmasac ubnis saparikmaxeroSi ikreWda, romelic
gaxsnili iyo standartuli korpusebis raionSi. diliT rom ibanavebda, Tmis gasaSrobad fens arc
ki xmarobda, aseve midioda bazarSi sveli TmiT; aRarc is awuxebda da ar swyinda, rom `deidiT~
mimarTavdnen; Tuki mis qmars es yurs ar xvdeboda, TviTon raRad unda edarda.
erTxel Wuti iaponiaSi gaagzavnes mivlinebiT, man ki ori dRe moaklo Tavis samuSao grafiks,
raTa singapurSi stumreboda. fexi dadga Tu ara lomis mfarvelobis qveSmyofi qalaqis (*16) miwaze, maSinve daureka megobars, da Sexvedra dauniSna cnobili laifoSis LONG barSi.
maTi Sexvedra wiviliT daiwyo, ise ecnen da Caexutnen erTmaneTs, TiTqos axalgazrdobis
xanis edemSi amoyves Tavi.
apao maSinve gaaoca ucnaurma Srialma, yovel gadadgmul nabijze rom esmoda, da mereRa miaqcia yuradReba, rom baris iataki araxisis kanis nafcqvenebiT iyo dafaruli, da gaikvirva, `aseTi
ram rogor dauSves umaRlesi kategoriis barSi?~
mere orive Seskupda maRal skamebzeAbaris daxlTan.
Wuti-m almacerad gadaxeda daqals, TaviT fexebamde SeaTvaliera da sayvedurnarevi xmiT
SeekiTxa, `ra iyo, marTla ar ici, rom araxisis nafcqvenis es SariSuri aris am baris unikaluri
stili?! Tavis droze, junglebSi gaSlili fermebis patronebi, TavianTi didroni yeliani butebiT rom daabotebdnen gamxmar foTlebSi, etyoba, is eamayebodaT da roca gamdidrdnen am baris
safirmo niSnad aqcies is Sriali!~ _ es ki auxsna, magram etyoboda, rom gulze moxvda apao-s aseTi
`konteqstidan amovardna~; adre xom bari ar iyo, erTad rom ar daeWaSnkaT.
apao-m uceb Seigno Tavisi umecroba, TiTqos exla gamoeRviZa xangrZlivi Zilis Semdeg, da
wamoiZaxa, `ai Turme ra yofila! marTali xar, Zvelad xom saerTod miRebuli iyo, rom Tu ram saxelis pretenzia hqonda restorans, sakuTari tradiciis Seqmna marTebda, sakuTari saxe da toni
unda Seeqmna, rom ar qceuliyo rigiT tavernad!~
exla ufro igrZno Tavisi ususuroba, daqalis emansipaciis fonze.
`am restoranTan imdeni ramaa dakavSirebuli, rom erTi wigni daiwereba. marTlac, mSvenieria
da misi Sarmi rom ara, gana moemi aq eqvsjer Semoivlida?~
`arc eg ar gamigia, da Sen saidan gaige es ambavi?~ _ apao-s xmaze isev daetyo rom ewyina Tavisi
CamorCeniloba! maSinac ki, rodesac gatacebuli iyo moemis proziT, arc maSin mosvlia TavSi azrad rom dabaiosTan daekavSirebina misi moTxrobebis seria samxreT okeaniaze, im mxaresTan, sadac
TviTon cxovrobda.
`eg ki ara, maRla sarTulze amaT erTi cicqna muzeumi aqvT gaxsnili, sadac auareba fotoebia gamofenili yvela cnobili pirovnebisa, vinc ki odesme swvevia aqaurobas. Turme, Caplinic
yofila..~
`oo, Ca-pli-nii..~
saxeze almuri moedo. kolonialur epoqaSi, laifoSi iyo yvelaze aRiarebuli restorani
singapurSi, da Zveli saxeli kvlavac izidavda blomad turistebs. TviTonac stumrobda xolme
aqaurobas. rodesac ojaxs vinme stumari Camouvidoda saidanme, aq mohyavdaT xan sadilad, xan yavis
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dasalevad _ oRond cxadia, rogorc es meorexarisxovan klienturas Seefereba.
saqmec es iyo, rom icoda im muzeumis arseboba maRla sarTulze. isic icoda rom iq inaxeboda
Canawerebi cnobili xalxis vizitebze, maTi arCeuli Rvinoebis CamonaTvalic _ magram vera d aver
gamonaxa dro, rom Tunda erTxel, wuTiT mainc moenaxula iqauroba.
`kargi, mesmis rom deda xar da ara gaqvs ufleba rom dro daxarjo aTas sxvadasxva rameze,
magram xom aravis aukrZalia, dagexSo yurebi da Sens TavSi araferi SegeSva, rac Sens kars miRma
xdeba?~
Wuti albaT apirebda gamoeyenebina Ceniui, xalxuri gamoTqma, `oriv yurSi ar Cagwvdeba, rac
rom fanjris miRma xdeba~, magram srulad is verc erT Ceniuis verasodes imaxsovrebda, da es misi
manera, naxevari andazebis wamosrola, apao-s Zalian uyvarda; Tumca, amjerad arc gauciania, arc
gauRimia, radgan Seatyo megobars, rom gulze xvdeboda misi aseTi `CamorCena~.
universitetSi swavlis periodSi, roca jer kidev akldaT asaki rom `alkoholis misaReb
srulwlovanad~ CaeTvalaT, isini kanons arRvevdnen, yidulobdnen srulwlovanobis cnobas rom
barSi SeeSvaT. cota xanSi apao ukve gonze ar iyo, ise Tvreboda. mere orivem daifica, rom 21-is
rom gaxdebodnen, dasvenebis dReebs ase uazrod aRar daxarjavdnen smaze da daTrobaze.
[email protected] mesmis rom ufro xSirad momiwevs CamogakiTxo da saxlidan gamogaTrio!~ Wuti-m
iCqara, daemSvidebina megobari, raki Seatyo rom apao-m Tavad ganicada sakuTari `ukansvla~, `nuTu
colobam da dedobam, Tavi daakargvina, sacodavs?!~
meore mxriv, Wuti verc imas ityoda, rom apao-s ar moswons sakuTari amplua; gana ra iyo
cudi amaSi? TviTonac Sercxva _ bolos da bolos, qveyanaze ver mosTvli, imdeni qalia, warmodgena rom ara aqvT modaze, magram mainc kmayofili da bednierebi arian Tavisi yofiT.
es gaifiqra, magram ar igrZno, rom apao-m sicocxleSi pirvelad Sexeda eWviT Tavis colobas
da dedobis rols.
apao-s Zalian mwared moxvda is sxvaoba, rac exla mas Wuti-sgan ganasxvavebda. TiTqos Rirsic
ar iyo, rom masTan ase Cacmuli mjdariyo barTan: Wuti-s mokle, biusthalteris tipis maisuri da
jinsi ecva, apao-s ki modidan gasuli perangi da Cveulebrivi qvedatani; yvelaze sasacilo ki is
iyo, rom es misi Cacmuloba iyo misi erTaderTi samosi, sagangebo SemTxvevisaTvis gankuTvnili,
romelic SearCia da `uZRvna~ laifuSis restorans. Sedegad ki is moyva, rom mTels restoranSi
mxolod is gamoiyureboda rogorc provincieli turisti, romelmac gadawyvita, rom aqauroba
moenaxulebina.
`aq TiTqmis arc myavs megobrebi~, apao-s naRveli Semoawva, Wuti-s Camosvlam Tavisi qna,
agrZnobina sakuTari cxovrebis simZime.
`ki magram, lung-i xom gyavs! xandaxan mainc xom SegiZlia rom Senc raRacnairad gaerTo?~
naTqvami damajereblad JRerda, da ufro realurad, vidre TviTon lung-i meuRlis rolSi.
winaT rom moxibla, lung-is miukareblobam ganapiroba misi erTgvari mimzidveloba, magram
manZili rac maT aSorebda, TiTqos arasdros Semcirebula, imis miuxedavad rom aTi weliwadi
gavida, rac maT iqorwines.
`universitetSi rom Caabara, aravis ara xvdeboda, misi Tanakurseli gogoebi, vinc ki iyo gadareuli da aqtiuri _ verc imaT ver mouxerxes veraferi, TiTqos raRac galavini ertya garSemo.
dedamisi rom ara, romelmac gaaba Cvens Soris urTierTobis Zafi, albaT arc araferi ar moxdeboda~.
amas nela, auCqareblad hyveboda, TandaTanobiT iZireboda ganvlil dReebis ritmSi, TiTqos
undoda Tvali gaexila da ukeT daenaxa misgan mimavali axlobeli kaci.
piteri maSin avtomanqanebis sadgomisken eqaCeboda. raki erT-erTi bosi iyo restornis, amitom Tavic da gulic savse hqonda aTasgvari safiqraliT da sazrunaviT. raRa ar sWirdeboda, sadRa ar marTebda gavla, bevr adgilas yofna, raRacis monaxuleba, saqme xom Tavisas iTxovda. didi
xania aCnda beWedi kontinentebze moxetialis; kidec amitom, sadac ar unda moxvedriliyo, romel
sazogadoebaSic ar unda amoeyo Tavi, umal, erTis naxviT amoicnobda adamianTa urTierTobis unazes niuansebs, leqsSi rom iTqmis:
`maT simsubuqes, TiTqos uxilavs, Tvals Tu Seavleb,
odes wylis sarkes Seexeba nemsiylapia~.
mudam Cqarobda, da arafris didebiT ar surda Zalian Rrmad Caswvdomoda sxvaTa gulis
nadebs. magram amis miuxedavad, apao-s sityvebma SeaCeres. man Tavi gaaqnia, moutrialda da miaCerda. saxeze gaognebis msgavsi raRac gamoexata, TiTqos ucnaur kiTxvis winaSe aRmoCnda. bolos
ver moiTmina da miaxala:
`ai, ra giTxra? ar SeiZleba aseTi gulubryviloba, ukve aWarbeb! iqamde, rom sisulelis zR-
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varze xar!~ _ da maSinve pirze xeli miityapuna: `kargi, kargi, mapatie! ubralod, Seni Uncle Zalian
ganicdis Sens ambavs, da ise ara vTqvi, rogorc saWiroa.~
Tan amoioxra, erTxel, mere kidev, warbebi Seikra, etyoba undoda Tavidan moeSorebina es
arasasurveli missia, magram imasac grZnobda, rom Zalian Sestopa da amitom uWirda dawyebuli
azris dasruleba.
`ara, Tqvi, Uncle, Tqvi, rasac ambob!~ _ apao-s Tan undoda, Tan eSinoda misi saTqmelis mosmena.
`ara, aris raRaca, rac TviTon unda giTxras, ase jobia~ _ es ise mtkiced gamoacxada, TiTqos
sityva ki ara, lursmani CaaWeda. mere isev Caavlo xeli apao-s da gza ganagrZo; apao mixvda rom
mets verafers ver daacdenda.
`bolos da bolos, sami Svili erTad gagiCeniaT! saswrafod daabrune, sanam droa!~
es rom uTxra, ukve didi sastumros holSi isxdnen, romelSic apirebda gadmosvlas apao. dro
da dro, maTTan modiodnen cipaoSi gamowyobili mSvenieri tanwerweta qaliSvilebi (18*) [cipao
ewodeba orive mxridan gaWril grZel, erTbortian kaba-xalaTs, maRali da daxuruli sayeloTi,
romelsac `Cinur erovnul samoss~ uwodeben, Tumc is arasodes ar yofila Cinuri, anu hanel-Ta
tansacmeli. misi Semosvla Cinur kulturaSi daiwyo cing-Ta dinastiidan. is momTabare manWuruli tomebidan momdinareobs, iqauri warmoSobisaa da ZaliT iyo Tavs moxveuli (iseve rogorc
mamakacTa nawnavebi) im dinastiis mier, romelic marTavda CineTs 300 wlis manZilze. Cinelebma mas
cipao uwodes, anu `sadroSe xalaTi~, vinaidan manWurTa tomebi sadroSoebad iyofoda, klanebad,
romlebic momTabareobasTan eratd, kidev miwebsac ipyrobdnen. 300 wliani mmarTvelobis Semdeg,
am kostumma fexi moikida Cinur kulturaSi da dRemdea gavrcelebuli, oRond ZiriTadad mas
mainc qalebi atareben da erovnul tansacmlad iTvleba, romlis fasons dasavleTSic iyeneben.
namdvuli, ZirZveli Cinuri tansacmeli, anu hanta kostumi, romelsac atarebdnen Tan, sung da
ming dinastiebis periodSi _ droSi Caikarga, Tumc dro da dro mas aCveneben scenaze, kinoSi, da
agreTve iaponiaSi, sadac mas erovnul kostumad acxadeben], da ise uvsebdnen Cais fialebSi, rom
pirze Rimils ar iSorebdnen.
orive wuTiT miaCerda erT-erT gogonas, mere apao-m Tavi gaaqnia Tavisi fiqris sapasuxod,
da Tvali moavlo darbazs; exlaRa SeamCnia qaliSvilebis simravle, romlebic holSi aqeT-iqiT ise
dasrialebdnen, rogorc misaqseli sarTav dazgaze, yvela maTgans erTi-meoreze ukeTesi saxe da
sxeuli hqonda _ da kidev asaki axalgazrduli.
`bolo ar uCans am sastumroSi lamazmanT qrolvas~ (19*- Ceniuis nasesxebi gamoTqmaa) _ xumrobiT moiCivla apao-m.
piterma pasuxi ar daayovna: `am sastumroSi ki ara, saerTod, yvelgan, aseTia Sanxai RamiT~.
cols is didi xnis win gaSorda, da misi energiis da ucnauri aforiaqebis Semxedvare, apao
exlaRa mixvda amis mizezs.
`qalebis deficiti aq gamoricxulia, gansakuTrebiT norCi gogonebis, erTimeoreze lamazis
da eSxianis. amaT kargad ician, rom verafers dauwuneb, da kargad esmiT, ra Rirs bazarze maTi eSxi
da silamaze..~
piterma Tavi gaaqnia da daamata: `rodis giTxari, gaxsovs? rom aqauri samyaro macduria,
bolo ar uCans aTasgvar cTunebas! amitom lung-s ki nu adanaSauleb! jobia, ojaxze ifiqro, ojaxi
gadaarCino da eg Seni qmari droze daibruno.~
magram yvela misma Segonebam uqmad Caira da apao-s Segnebamde ar dadioda arc misi naTqvami,
da arc bolomde gamouTqmeli miniSneba. _ miT umetes rom piters ar uxsenebia aranairi konkretuli faqti. Tumc, amas aRarc hqonda raime mniSvneloba, radgan apao TviTon SiSobda raRac damatebiTi da xelmosaWidi sabuTis an detalis gagebas.
`gindac iyos raime saTqmeli! mere ra, didi ambavi! Rirs ki amdenad es raRac adiulteri?~ _
es gaifiqra da gulSi naZaladevad gaecina.
arc is ejereboda, rom lung-s raRac niRabi dasWirda, raTa saxeSecvlili miscemoda ukanono
TavaSvebulobas! da saerTod, risTvis iyo es saWiro?
Zveli dro gaixsena, rodesac SabaT saRamos studentebi iklebdnen iqaurobas, svamdnen da
yiraze gadadiodnen, lung-s ki varjiSi erCivna trenaJorebze sportdarbazSi. Tavis qcevas apao-s
ase uxsnoda: `es aris erTaderTi dro Cems ganrigSi, rom rigianad vivarjiSo, vicuravo, simZimeebi
avwio, Torem rasac saerTod vakeTeb, imas varjiSi arc eTqmis! igivea, rom ecado wyali sacerSi daagubo!~ lung-i uxsnida sxvadasxva varjiSis specifikas, zogi dakavSirebuli iyo Jangbadis
Warb moxmarebasTan, zogi piriqiT. aTasgvar msgavs niuansebze elaparakebioda, magram apao-s maSin
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araferi esmoda da arc ainteresebda.
ase rom, garegnulad erTi SexedviT kargad aRzrdili da moridebuli humanitari, uceb aRmoCnda mkvrivi muskulaturis patroni; Tumc, apao-m es mogvianebiT aRmoaCina, rodesac daiwyes
Sexvedrebi, da am aRmoCenam kidev ufro gazarda misi aRataceba. maSin mis tol gogoebs miaCndaT,
rom rac ufro dakunTulia mamakaci, miT ufro mimzidvelia seqsualurad.
`luni ar aris is kaci, vinc dinebas mihyveba da vinc ixreba bedis yovel wamobervaze! Tuki
ram man Caidina, amas Tavisi logika eqneba, da Tu damijda da rigianad damelaparaka, me ar SevboWav
da srul Tavisuflebas mivcem!~
didi xnis Semdeg, Tavadac gaukvirda, `rogor movaxerxe gonivruli da racionaluri frazis
Tqmao?~ _ TiTqos arasdros dahkargvodes gansjis unari, Tuki SevadarebT mis Semdgom qcevas da
saqciels!
`qals arafrad argebs foladisebri simtkice. ojaxis daSla Tu ardaSla colzea damokidebuli! Tu qals gamorCa raime momenti, maSin ojaxs bedi ar uweria _ CvenTvis gamozomil drois
monakveTze!~
`rao?~ _ piteris am sityvebma gaaognes apao: `CvenTvis gamozomil drois monakveTze..~ ki,
asec iyo, dro da dro, rogor ara, uyvardaT erTmaneTi; `xandaxan~ _ ufro iTqmis amaze. lung-is
drois umetesoba mivlinebebze ixarjeboda. meore mxriv, xom amboben, `cota xniT daSoreba Taflobis Tves gerCivnoso!~ _ egaa, rom Tavad es arasodes ugrZvnia. piriqiT, lung-i roca brundeboda
morigi mivlinebidan, erideboda kidec, `~ucxoobda~, da ramdenime dRe sWirdeboda maTi urTierTobis aRdgenas, daaxloebas.
marTali rom vTqvaT, TviTon iyo xolme am `daaxloebis~ iniciatori, TiTqos mas ufro meti
hqonda seqsualuri urTierTobis moTxovnileba. Tan, sakuTar Tavs rom akvirdeboda, is ukve uaxlovdeboda seqsualuri pasiurobis mdgomareobas _ da Tu Sedarebaze wavida saqme, lung-i maze
orjer ufro pasiuri iyo. magram amis miuxedavad, is kvlavac rCeboda mis erTaderT mamakacad da
apao-s aravin eguleboda Sesadareblad.
amerikaSi cxovrebas araferi Seucvlia, radgan is mxare iyo gaJRenTili mkacri puritanuli
atmosferoTi, xolo dedamisi iyo TaviT fexebamde gansaxiereba iyo Cineli qalisa. skolis dasrulebis periodSi apao gulCaTxrobili gaxda, axlo megobrebi faqtiurad, arc hyolia, xolo Tu
saubari seqsze Camovardeboda, aseT Temaze msjelobas karga xans Tavs aridebda, da mereRa ukve
universitetSi swavlis dros CaerTveboda xolme; maSin iyo rom Wuti-s daumegobrda da daetyo
kidec misi gavlena.
exla ki veRar gaixsena, rogori urTierToba aewyo maT Soris, rodesac lung-s misTxovda.
Wuti-s isic uTxra, rom lung-s iSviaTad eZleva dro dasasveneblad, da gindac gamoCndes
aseTi monakveTi, mas urCevnia televizors miujdes da raime sportul gadacemas uyuros.
amaze megobarma upasuxa, rom `eg araferia, mamaCemic ase iqceodao~, magram saqme is iyo, rom
dasaZineblad isini erTdroulad ar midiodnen, radgan lung-s erCivna lamis dilamde ecqira gadacemisaTvis, apao-s am dros ki tkbilad eZina. apao-s ufro SabaT-kviris imedi hqonda _ TviTonac,
TiTqos ahyveboda xolme da sakuTar Tavs nebas miscemda gvian daZinebisa, magram aseT dReebSi
lung-i arCevda `varskvlavT omebis~ seriebis cqeras _ gaqiravebis punqtidan gamotanili diskebiT
_ gaTenebamde amiT irTobda Tavs da Rames amaze xarjavda.
ase Cavlili Ramis Semdeg apao-s guneba ufuWdeboda, magram bavSvebs gadayolils, imdeni saqme
awva kiserze, rom daqanculs mainc eZineboda, xolo ZilTan erTad yvela gancda iqarwyleboda;
amitom miaCnda, rom ar Rirda aseTi ararsebiTi, Tanac intimuri Temis ganxilva Wuti-sTan erTad.
Tavis mxriv, misi megobaric grZnobda, rom apao TiTqos apirebda raRacis Tqmas, magram ver
gaebeda, amitom TviTonac Tavs ikavebda uxerxuli SekiTxvebisgan.
am ori dRis ganmavlobaSi, rac maT erTad gaatares singapurSi, apao-m saerTod ar Sordeboda, miwepebuliviT iyo. Zveli dro gaixsenes, universitetis periodi. marTlac, maTi megobroba
TiTqos maradiuli Canda. xSirad ufiqria, rom maTi partnioroba saerTo sqesma ganamtkica. Tavisi
Tavi mudam miaCnda Wuti-s uerTgules motrfialed. studentobisas Zlivs aswrebda, ar CamorCenoda mudam win mimaval, modur Wuti-s, romelic yovelTvis iyo garSemortymuli motrfialeTa
jariT; apao ki yovelTvis CamorCeboda gemovnebis Sense - Si..
rasakvirvelia, TviTon esmoda, rom misi aseTi mowadineba SiSiT iyo nakarnaxevi _ rom ar
CamorCenoda tolebs da etriala maTsave orbitaze, da ar darCeniliyo ucnaur martosulad.
ase rom, Wuti ar iyo mxolod megobari, aramed is ganasaxierebda im mudmiv simbolos da simaRlis niSans, riskenac apao miiswrafoda suliT da guliT; xolo rodesac Tavs nebas miscemda da
odnav mainc moeSveboda, uceb `dabla~ ecemoda, mere isev moikrebda Zalas, gaqandeboda da cdi-
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lobda kvlav maRla amxtariyo, isev im donisTvis rom mieRwia.
Wuti-s wasvlis Semdeg, apao Seudga Tavis garegnobaze da ierze zrunvas. jer imiT daiwyo,
rom satrenaJo darbazis wliuri abonementi iyida, Tan erTi suli hqonda, `neta male damanaxa sixaruli Wuti-s TvalebSi, roca Camova da Secvlils mnaxavso.~
ucnauri is iyo, rom sakuTar Secvlil garegnobas rom warmoidgenda, amas afasebda ara lungis TvaliT, aramed ise rogorc amas Wuti Seafasebda.
isic iyo ucnauri, rom colic da qmaric veRar iclidnen erTmaneTisTvis, rom erTi-meores
dakvirvebodnen: lung-i ojaxis SenaxviT iyo dakavebuli, apao ki yoveldRiuri saqmeebiT, aTasgvari wvrilmaniT.
mis gonebas arafriT ar Sordeboda erTi scena: ojaxi sadils apirebs, magram am dros lung-i
usityvod misCerebia ufros biWs, romelic xmas ar iRebs, magram xel-fexs sul erTTavad amoZravebs, arafriT ar aCerebs, xolo apao da dedamTili rigrigobiT xelSi iyvanen anans, romelic
Wirveulobs da arafris didebiT ar unda rom etlSi Caawvinon _ Tan ise tiris rom sulmTlad
svelia da misi cremebi, dorbli da ofli marto imas ki ara, orive qals asveleben, apao-s da lis
kabebi lamis gasawuria.
sinamdvileSi iseTi cxovrebdnen, rom azri ar hqonda lamazi kabis Cacmas. Tveebma, wlebma ise
usaxurod da uRimRamod Caiares, rom arc erTs aranairi xalisi ar ugrZvnia _ colic da qmaric
erT gabmul omSi iyvnen CarTulni bavSvebTan, da es maTi brZola sakuTar pirmSoebTan ufro imas
hgavda, xalxi rom mindvris mavne mwerebs ebrZvis... da ase mxardamxar ibrZodnen, erT samizneze
koncentrirebulebi, oRond ise rom erTmaneTs Tvals ar usworebdnen.
amasobaSi Wuti xan gamoCndeboda, xan isev gaqreboda gazafxulis niavsaviT, rom sCvevia uceb
yvelas gamofxizleba da gaxaliseba, da mere ki mxolod mogonebadRa darCeba. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom
Wuti apao-s meore sicocxles ganasaxierebda, da mis wasvlasTan erTad qreboda yvelaferi, ris
miRwevasac lamobda apao.
bavSvebs ki xan ra emarTebodaT, xan ras Seeyrebodnen! umcross rom Cutyvavila aRmoaCnda,
apao iZulebuli iyo, saerTod gamoericxa sportdarbazSi varjiSi, abonementi gverdze gadado da
mere saerTod gadaiviwya.
cxovrebis winandel reJimze da ritmze gadasvla ar gasWirvebia; mosamsaxure qalebTan SedarebiT diasaxlisi gacilebiT ufro metadaa Full Time -iT dakavebuli da amitom arc imis dro ar
darCenia, rom bevri ewuxa iZulebiT cvlilebaze.
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SanxaiSi roca gafrinda, im dRiT dedamTilma aiCema, mainc da mainc me gagiyvan manqaniT aeroportSio, oRond Tan SviliSvilic aekida, patara bebiamiss arafriT ar Sordeboda.
li siufeng-ma imdeni uCiCina, rom apao-m daujera da lung-ma rom dareka, mesame dRes
gadawyvita da gafrinda. pirveli dRis reaqciam gauara, guli rom misdioda da ar icoda, ra eqna.
mere dawynarda, moToka gancdebi, kargad awon-dawona viTareba da scada civi gonebiT ganesaja is
problemebi, romelTa winaSe SeiZleba aRmoCeniliyo.
amas win uZRvoda misi ordRiani apatia da sruli umoqmedoba; arafris Tavi ara hqonda, sawolSi iyo gaSotili, TiTqos gaficva gamoecxados aTwliani qorwinebis, colobis, diasaxlisobis
da dedobis Semdeg! ise rom, Sanxais bileTic ki dedamTilma daukveTa, verc es SeZlo.
misi qorwinebis periodma mSvidad da wynarada Caiara, aranairi krizisi urTierTobaSi mas ar
ganucdia, xolo Tu raime kritikuli momenti dgeboda, isev dedamTilis imedi hqonda, romelic
ganasaxierebda qalTa ufros Taobas; li siufeni iyo ojaxis dedaburji, da aseve darCeboda, raime
marcxi rom damuqreboda lung-s da apao-s.
`me is maSinebs, vaiTu ar moindomos Cemi naxva?..~
rodesac Sexeda TviTmfrinavis bileTs, uceb gaaxsenda dedamTilis moyolili erTi ambavi:
`roca gavige, rom Cemma qmarma sayvareli gaiCina, Tavisi maRaziis TanamSromeli, imdeni vqeni rom
im saxlsac mivakvlie, sadac isini erTmaneTs xvdebodnen. avdeqi da mivedi, davjeqi im Senobis
holSi da 24 saaTi fexi ar momicvlia. am Cemi Svilis mamam mainc ar maRirsa Sexvedra, ar Camovida
rom kanonier cols dalaparakeboda. is mere mxolod erTxelRa vnaxe, sasamarTloSi, roca viyrebodiT, meti aRarc minaxavs.
am scenas rom warmoidgenda, apao-s eleTmeleTi emarTeboda, Tavzardamcem suraTad aRiqvamda da ise aSinebda, rom SanxaiSi Casvlaze fiqric aRar undoda.
da kvlav: `vai, da ar moindoma CemTan Sexvedra, mere raRa vqna?~
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odnav gamoberil muclze xeli moisva da ususuri mzera miapyro dedamTils. im wuTas yvelaze
metad undoda, sadme damaluliyo _ bavSvobac ki gaaxsenda, rames rom daaSavebda, ufrosebma ar
damsajono, tansacmlis karadaSi SeZvreboda xolme.
`ki magram, biZaSenma sadac amdeni qna, dagireka da gagafrTxila, albaT imasac moaxerxebs,
rom erTmaneTs Segaxvedros.. aba, ra giTxra? me mainc mgonia, rom lung-s raRacnairad, cota xniT
goneba waerTva. amas ar unda bevri laparaki da msjeloba: Sen unda aiZulo rom dabrundes, da
mjera rom asec moxdeba!~
da marTlac, winaparTa wesia: mSobeli mudam dagexmareba gaWirebaSi _ li siufeng-ma gadamwyvet momentSi gamoiCina simtkice da apao-s moexsna daZabuloba.
«ara, me is vici, rom aras gziT ar migatovebs, darwmunebuli var!~ _ dedamTili rixiT da
dajerebiT laparakobda.
«lung-i mamamiss ara hgavs, Svilebi Zalian uyvars!~ _ es rom Tqva, gverdze miujda rZals, mxarSi xeli Caavlo da im wuTas rZal-dedamTili erTi ubedurebiT gaerTianebul megobrebad iqcnen,
romelTa winaSe saerTo amocana idga gadasawyvetad.
«nurafers nu idardeb, Sen ukve gadascdi im periods, romelic saSiSia nayofisaTvis, ase rom
nurc frena nu gadardebs. lung-i rom daginaxavs ase Ripgadmogdebuls, wamiTac ar dafiqrdeba,
ra saqmec ar unda hqondes, umal miagdebs da gamogedevneba».
es sityvebi iyo rom Zala STaberes apao-s da wamoagdes sawolidan.
`mxolod erTi ram unda gaxsovdes: araferi sabediswero ram ar momxdara, CaTvale rom eg
yvelaferi wvrilmania; magram Tu Seatye, rom kidev aqvs Wkua areuli, ar dauwyo buzRuni, adeqi
da wamodi saxlSi!~
aeroportisken mimaval gzaze, manqanis saWe mtkiced ekava, gzas Tvals ar aSorebda da yovel
sityas mkafiod da kategoriulad warmoTqvamda, TiTqos sityva ki ara, foladis lursmani iyo da
imis CaWedebas cdilobda; adre aseTi toniT da aseT xmaze ar ucdia Wkuis darigeba.
`anan-sac unda TviTmfrinavi da Sanxai! ar damiwyoT `arao!~ _ xma miawvdina ukan, sabavSvo savarZelSi mjdarma bavSma, romelmac wamsve gadaiRo bebiamisis metyvelebis manera.
qalebma erTmaneTs gadaxedes da axarxardnen. gogom rom Seatyo aseTi mxiaruli reaqcia,
TviTonac akiskisda da ufrosTa sicils kidev xelis tyapuni aayola skamze, ase gaepasuxa sicilis
ritmsa da xaliss. TiTqos gulsac eSvela, apao-s Zala moemata da Tuki manamde Tavi raRac naWuWSi
egona gamoketili, exla Tvalwin mosalodneli naTelis sxivic aukiafda.
`imas ver vityvi, rom lung-is saqmeebSi Caxeduli var, rac vici, isic Worad gamigia da yurmokrulia. is CemTan iSviaTad Cndeba. roca modis, yovelTvis viRaceebTan erTad, kacebic urevian
da qalebic, ase rom faqtia, rom gamirbis..~
`da mainc, ras amboben mis Sesaxeb?~
`Sen xom ici, umizezod araferi xdeba da ise, ucecxlod, kvamli arasodes gaCndeba.~ Cveulebisamebr, piteri Tavs aridebda pirdapir pasuxs, magram mere uceb mokled moWra: `erTi sityviT,
gaige rom misi aq martod yofna ar Se-i-Zleba! a-ra! gesmis?!~
ise damarcvla sityvebi, TiTqos wesis darRvevis gamo gacecxlebuli msaji yofiliyos stadionze, romelic gaacofa moTamaSis Tavxedobam.
`metsac getyvi: rom araferi ar momxdariyo, ai eg iqneboda ucnauri! Sanxais jer kidev asi
wlis win Searqves `avantiuristebis samoTxe~ (*17) piteri wuTiT dafiqrda, mere Tavi gaaqnia da ise
gaeRima, TiTqos gacilebiT uaresis eWvi gaiazra.
`ise, me mainc vfiqrob rom qalaqi ar Secvlila! avantiura marto oqros Sovnaze xom ar iTqmis? aq SeiZleba iseT rames mihyo xeli, rasac Sin, SenianebSi ver gabedav! kidec amitom ucxoelebi
arCeven aq gadimalon, an Tavis saxeli damalon?! ratomac ara!~
`saxelis damalva ra mosatania?~ - apao-s gauWirda amis gageba.
`ra da is, rom roca ucxo qalaqSi amohyof Tavs, sadac aravin ar gicnobs, CaTvale rom usaxelo kaci xar da aRar gWirdeba wamdauwum ukan mixedva, vinme xom ar giTvalTvalebs!~
piterma saxeze Seatyo dabneuloba da amoioxra. mere nela, TiTqos viRac briyv laovais (*18)
elaparakebodes, auxsna: `gaige, rom SanxaiSi uamravi cdunebaa! aq fuli ise frialebs, oqro ise
brwyinavs! _ ver daijereb, rom komunistebi jerac ganageben am teritorias da es maTi saufloa~.
apao uceb motrialda da Tvali gauswora, etyoboda rom bolo frazam kidev ufro daafrTxo.
`rasakvirvelia, me myarad vdgevar fexze! restorani gavxseni, is mudam Riaa, Semosavalic
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maqvs, Tan ojaxic ara myavs sarCeni _ amitom tvirTad eg ambavi ar mawevs, da aravis winaSe ara var
valdebuli rom angariSi Cavabaro!~ piterma kvlav aiCeCa mxrebi, aSkarad cdilobda rom naTqvami
obieqturad yofiliyo aRqmuli.
apao xma amoiRo: `rac Tavi maxsovs, lung-i mudam konservatoruli bunebis iyo~, TiTqos nelnela dadioda mis Segnebamde, saiT mihyavda saubari pites.
`me da is xom erTad vswavlobdiT skolaSi, da arasodes minaxavs, rom odesme gogoebisTvis
daewyo devna...~
mis dasaxvedrad aeroportSi gamosulma piterma dro aRar dakarga da iqve, fudungis aeroportis darbazSi, yovelgvari mikiTxv-mokiTxvis gareSe, pirdapir saqmeze gadavida.
maT irgvliv xalxi ireoda, mTeli es sivrce raRac mousvenari Canda, Camosuli, damxvduri,
yvela viRacis ZebnaSi iyo, apao-s Tvalwin ki mainc ar ifanteboda raRac nisli, romelic faravda
realobas, TiTqos Robed Semogaroda misTvis am Seucnobel qalaqs, da erTaderTi ram, rac misTvis
axlo iyo, nacnobi da mkafiod gamokveTili _ Zveli, siymawvilis xanis lung-i iyo, skolis derefanSi rom moabijebda.
maSindeli lung-i mSvidi iyo, Zalian lamazi, da Tan Zaaalian Sori, yvela gogonas ocneba, da
es misi saxe ara da ar uferuldeboda mis maxsovrobaSi.
piterma msubuqad dahkra xelze xeli, da TiTqos sakuTar Tavs mimarTavso, Cumad Cailaparaka:
`SeiZleba, gauTavebliv ecado da eZebo? rodemde? sxeulze arsebobs ramdenime akrZaluli adgili, romelTa CarTva eqsperimentSi akrZalulia, iseTive tabua, rogorc narkotiki _ sakmarisia
erTxel mosinjo, da morCa, daRupulia Seni saqme, veRar daaRwev Tavs!~
`ra TqviT? ra unda scado?..~ _ apao ver garkveuliyo naTqvamSi.
`ara, ver gamige,~ _ piterma ukan daixia, `me mxolod imas vambob, rom Sansi mainc unda misce am
Sens qmars, rom gamoswordes. vici, rom lung-i wesieri kacia da motyuebiT CaiTries raRac wumpeSi! SenTan rom sami Svili gaaCina, es xom amtkicebs rom unda rom icxovros normaluri adamianuri
cxovrebiT!~
`aba ra! paralelurad rom sayvarlobanas wamoiwyeb, amaze ufro normaluri ra arsebobs?!~
_ warbi ar gauSlia, magram sicili mainc daayola am sityvebs, Tan gulSi isic daamata: `cxadia,
normaluria _ magram amas rom Seni qmari mogiwyobs, maSin ukve Wirs amis atana~.
amis miuxedavad mainc gamoacxada: `dReidan mmarTebs viswavlo sinamdvilis aRiareba!~ _ piteris gamometyveleba rom dainaxa, daamata: `unda vaRiaro, rom Cems qmars _ calke, viRaca uyvars!~
es fraza naZaladevi siciliT daasrula.
`raki asea... amas ra sjobia!~ _ piteri enis borZikiT gamoepasuxa, yurs cudad moxvda apao-s
ZaldatenebiTi toni, magram mainc arCia, ahyoloda mis ganwyobas da xalisianad daamata:
`ki, marTlac asea. dResdReobiT faqtia, rom sazogadoeba veRar aRiqvams, areulad aRiqvams
daos! gaixed-gamoixede, lamis yvelaferi yiraze dadga! Sen Tu ginaxavs filmi, `uReltexilis kuTvnili mwvervali~? (*19) iqac asea! da es filmi mxolod homoseqsualistebs ki ar moswonT, diasaxlisebic ki RapaRupiT Rvrian cremlebs imis siuJetze! warmogidgenia, fanebad iqcnen da kompiuteruli qselic ki Camoayalibes! es suraTi Targad igules, rom sakuTar grZnobebi da konfliqtebi
Seafason da gaarCion! _ oRond me is ver gamigia, maT TviTon sad egulebaT TavinTi grZnobebis
wyaro da saTave!?... ha-ha-ha!~
apao-s dabneul gamometyvelebis Semxedvarem, Tavi gaaqnia: `Cans, dagiberda Uncle Peter!
tvinic daberda da aRaraferi gamegeba. roca vxedav erTmaneTSi Cawnul-Caxveul kacis sxeulebs,
mburZglavs, Jruanteli mivlis! ki batono, mesmis maTi, mecodebian! da ra mere? gana mivcemdi Cems
Svils uflebas, rom am gzas gahyoloda?~
apao meqanikurad Tavs ukravda, gonebiT mTlianad lung-ze iyo koncentrirebuli, ranairad
SeeZlo exla efiqra im raRac filmze?
`gaige, rom lung-i exla xafangSia gabmuli! rogorc ar unda Sexedo, ranairi kuTxiTac ar
miudgebi am ambavs _ is ase aixsneba, rogorc xalxSia naTqvami: `bedis eSmakeuli gzis monakveTia!~.
gaige, rom exla is ar moismens aranair dayoliebas da Segonebas, da mxolod Sen ZalgiZs gadaarCino!~
bolo sityvebma uceb SeaSines.
`rogor, ranairad SemiZlia gadavarCino?~ Tavs rom amas ekiTxeboda, Tan yuradRebiT akvirdeboda Tavissave gonebaSi da gulSi datrialebul qaoss. meqanikurad Tavs ukravda piteris naTqvams, ar undoda biZamiss hgoneboda, rom misi rCevis umaduria: `ara, Zia, rogora ara, marTali xar,
aucileblad unda vecado, movaSoro aqaurobas!~
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roca emSvidobebodnen erTmaneTs, piteri Zveleburad kategoriuli iyo da mokled mouWra:
`aranairi `vcado~, da `Tu~ _ gesmis?! laparakia mxolod imaze, rom is unda aqaurobas mo-a-So-ro!~
mzis kalendaris mixedviT, ivlisis ukanaskneli dRe idga da naSuadRevs, roca SanxaiSi daiwyo yviTeli mei-s, tyis qliavis (anu tyemlis) (*20) sezoni. aseT dros wvima icis, sul scris. dro
da dro mzec gamoiWyiteba xolme cota xniT, mere isev gawvimdeba da mzisa, da wvimis da sicxis
amden monacvleobaSi, iqauroba ise daixuTeba xolme, TiTqos Sanxai ki ara, singapuri iyos. apao-m
taqsi daiqirava piteris restoranamde, magram mTeli gza wamdauwum Cerdebodnen, ise iyo moZraoba
gadaWedili, da isev igrZno, rogor Cqarobda qmarTan Sexvedras.
ramdenjerme daureka piters, moibodiSa dagvianeba, is amSvidebda, `nu Relav, jer ar gamoCenilao~.
`rogor Tu, `ar gamoCenila?~ iqneb, arc apirebs misvlas, da saerTod, Sexvedras? am eWvis
warmoTqmac ki aSinebda. mobiluri telefoniT xelSi misCereboda sacobs gzajvaredinze da sulSi
cecxli utrialebda.
rogorc iqna, moZraobac aRdga da maTi taqsic nela CaerTo moZraobis nakadSi, dro da dro
mZRolis gineba esmoda moZraobis Seferxebaze.
apao verc am moZraobam ver daamSvida, wamdauwum gareT hyofda Tavs da nanobda, `netav, ufro
adre gamovsuliyavi, vaiTu avcde lung-s gzaSio!~
mobilurma rom dareka, CanTaSi dauwyo facifuciT Zebna, ver ipova, gabrazda, yvelaferi
savarZelze moapirqvava da maSinRa naxa sagnebis grovaSi.
`jer ar gisadilia?~ _ yurze miido Tu ar telefoni, Caesma piteris xma. mas TiTqos Tavis
restoranSi egrZno mis Relva da amitom daureka, raTa gaexsenebina misTvis rom arsebobs kaci,
vinc masze zrunavs da fiqrobs. `safirmo kerZi gagimzade, Semwvari file, sufi Tevzis tefteliT
da saxameblis vermiSeliT,~ da siciliT daamata: `ramdeni aq mestumra is Seni qmari, mxolod am
kerZebs ukveTavda~.
`Cemi kuWic gamogexmaura, gesmis?~ apao-m naZaladevad gaicina, rom daefasebina piteris zrunva; bolos da bolos, vis uyvars moRuSuli da cxvirCamoSvebuli xalxi?
dilas aqeT araferi eWama, erTi Wiqa rZe dalia mxolod, da kidev xilis wveni daayola _ isic
imisTvis, rom mucelSi mjdom bavSvTan pirnaTlad yofiliyo.
gzajvaredins rom gascdnen, gza nelnela ganTavisuflda, mZRolma daaWira fexi pedals. piteris restorans rom miuaxlovdnen, guli isev auCqrolda, `vaiTu lung-i ar gamoCndeso?~
im wuTs ukev imas ocnebobda, `netavi gza isev gaiweloso!~ warmoidgina, rom mouwevda magidasTan martodmarto jdoma, lung-i ki ara da ar gamoCndeba.
karga xani gamoxda, sanam Seigno rom piteris am zaris Semdeg dasCemda uaresis molodini.
meore mxriv, saqme ise viTardeboda, rom arc ki egona, rom ukve amden rames gaarkvevda.
exla, naSuadRevs, darbazi carieli da bneli Canda, TiTqos sul sxva samyaros ekuTvnoda,
sul ara hgavda im mzian SabaT-dRis restorans, rodesac darbazSi teva ar iyo da sul sxva samyaros suraTi iqmneboda.
darbazis karTan wuTiT SeCerda, Tvali rom SeCveoda darbazis sibneles, da Zlivs gaarCia
misken momavali qmris figura, romelic moaxloebisas sul ufro mkafio da gamokveTili Canda _
TiTqos ekranze eyurebinos, rogor umjobesdeba fokusi, da bundovan moCvenebad aRqmuli personaJi TvalnaTliv iZens simkveTres da konkretulobas. mere kidev bevrjer ezmana sizmrebSi es
bundovani Crdili.
magram amjerad araferi iyo saeWvo, es ukve cxovreba iyo da kadric savsebiT realuri aRmoCnda.
lung-i miuxlovda da apao-sac guli sagules daubrunda, magram roca garkveviT dainaxa misi
saxe, cxovrebaSi pirvelad aRiqva ucnobad, ucxod.
lung-s Tma moeSva, ise iyo garujuli, siSaved ufro iTqmoda misi pirisaxe, warbebi TiTqos
kidev ufro gaxSireboda. Tvalebi upeebSi Cavardnili eCvena, da nacnobi naoWi warbebSoris ufro
gadidebuli da gaRrmavebuli Canda; iseTi TvalSisacemi iyo rom gansazRvravda mTels mis iers,
misi gamometyvelebis wamyvan tonalobad iyo qceuli.
es ieri TiTqos iseT pirovnebas ekuTvnoda, romlis cxovrebis wesi momTabarisas hgavda, anda
im kacis, visac didi xani mouwia junglebSi xetiali, da misi veluri, mouTvinierebeli Zala ufro
metad zrdida mis seqsualur mimzidvelobas.
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adre apao-s erCivna warmoedgina qmari rogorc `kargad aRzrdili da kulturuli~, anda
`vaJkacurad lamazi~. maSin am warmodgenas is arasodes ar amatebda seqsualur, sqesobriv mimzidvelobas, romelsac is SecdomiT ukavSirebda ganviTarebul muskulaturas.
Tvali miiqcia kidev lung-is perangma, daWmuWnuli faqturis qsovili iyo, xolo jinsi iseTi
Semotmasnuli da viwro ecva, rom misi kunTebi, romliTac lung-i mudam amayobda, exla TiTqos
amoxtomas lamobdnen tansacmlidan.
es mimzidevli garegnobis mamakaci sruli asli iyo lung-is, oRond mainc ucxo. guli isev
aufrTxialda am egreT wodebul lung-is danaxvaze, da dabneuloba da aRelveba rom daemala,
gaucina da ase mimarTa: `ra iyo, Honey, ra moxda, vera gcnob! TiTqos daxvewil `TeTrsayeloianTa
kategoriidan~ erT RameSi, gadaxvedi viRac dekadent mxatvrebis kategoriaSi!~
win gadadga nabiji da moexvia, magram orives esmoda, rom es xvevna garegnuli iyo, arc erTis
sxeuli sxeulebi amaSi ar monawileobda, kvlav daSorebulni iyvnen.
li siufeng-i marTali iyo: lung-ma Seavlo Tu ara Tvali colis gamoberil mucels, mzeraSi
uceb siTboc gauCnda da sinazec.
`warmomidgenia, rogor giWirs bavSvis tareba! mere, ras dadixar aqeT-iqiT, ratom ver isveneb?~ _ msubuqad da taqtianad usayvedura.
amasobaSi piteri Caeria da miipatiJa ukve gawyobil sufrasTan. lung-ma welze moxvia xeli
da gverdiT isev ise frTxilad miabijebda, rogorc misi wina ori fexmZimobis dros, maSinac ase
mzrunvelobiT eqceoda.
im wuTas Semwvari nanadirevis file moarTves; iqaurobas moedo singapuris sadiliani daxlebis
cxeli da yovlisgamWoli surneli, lung-ma gaiRima da qaTqaTa TeTri kbilebi gamoanaTa garujul
pirisaxeze.
apao-s Tvali ar mouSorebia misi saxidan, Tan moxerxebulad aitaca CxirebiT files naWeri da
faifuris TefSze daudo, Semdeg gauRima da aseTive Rimili ergo pasuxad.
piteri maT miujda. Cibuxs abolebda, oRond piri ise hqonda gaRebuli, rom ver gaigebdi, iRimeba Tu ara; Cveulebrivi ierisgan gansxvavebiT, misi mudam mocinare Tvalebi exla ar icinodnen,
Tanac Cibuxis boli ufro faravda maT gamometyvelebas.
sadilis Semdeg rom yavis dro dadga, piteri adga da Tavis kabinetisken gaeSura.
saubari vera da ver aewyo. marTalia, Rimils piridan arc erTi da arc meore arafriT ar
iSorebda, magram ufro saqmian SexvedraSi monawile mxareebs hgavdnen, romlebic cdiloben ar
dakargon sakuTari pozicia.
apao-s uceb sxvanairad warmoudga Tavi Camosvla, rom qmari daeyoliebina ojaxSi dasabruneblad; TiTqos viRac ucxos, aqamde unaxav pirovnebas, mesame pirs gamoucxada brZola, raTa SeenarCunebina ufleba sakuTar qmarze. magram exla, roca ucqerda esoden Secvlil, Tumc Zveleburad
mSvid qmars, igrZno rom susti iyo misi pozicia, da aqamde dagrovili uamravi sityva da fraza ise
daifanta, TiTqos sityvebi ki ara, jariskacebi yofiliyvnen da dafrTxnen mosalodneli Setakebis
win. dafiqrda da mixvda, rom Zala gauqra, gamoecala da sicariele gaujda gulSi.
sanam is ase yoymanobda, lung-i wamodga, gaimarTa da wamoayena, mere welze xeli moxvia da is
iyo daapira gasasvlelamde miecilebina, rom bedad am dros isev piteri gamoCnda da lung-s uTxra:
`taqsis me gamovuZaxeb, Sen apao miiyvane sastumroSi, dasveneba sWirdeba, fexmZimesTvis daRla ar
SeiZleba!~ apao-sken rom mibrunda, Tvalis Cakvra moaswro: `xvale gadiT sadme, gaiseirneT, oRond
meti ar mogivideT, xom gaxsovT, Sin kidev ori bavSvi gelodebaT!~
Semdegi fraziT man ukve lung-s mimarTa: `singapurSi rom Caxval, nu iCqareb aq dabrunebas!
xom xedav, kontinentze CineTi sul erTTavad cvlis Tavis politikas da marto Seni firma ar
gaWyletila aseT areulobaSi! isev jobia, daicado, sanam mesame pirmSo gagiCndebaT!~
magram lung-s ar miucilebia coli sastumromde, radgan taqsiSi Casxdnen Tu ara, misma mobilurma dareka da rom Sexeda nomers, Seetyo rom ar undoda apao-s win gaeba saubari. amitom
sTxova, uCemod wadi sastumroSio, da imave wams, TiTqos cxeli haeris nakadi uceb auvarda TavSi
da apao-m jiqur mimarTa: `lung, SuaRamemde dagicdi. Tormetze Tu ar dabrundebi, saerTod
nuRar moxval, me ki xvalve davbrundebi singapurSi~.
Tormets xuTmeti aklda, roca lung-i gamoCnda da uTxra, `mogyvebi singapurSio~.
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`ara, me am ojaxSi ar miweria cxovreba! mgoni, yvelaferi imiT dasruldeba, rom aviyvan am Cems
qaliSvils xelSi da gadaveSvebi am aivnidan!~
lung-i amas rom ambobda, aivanze apao-sTan erTad idga, maTi mxrebi erTmaneTs exebodnen.
ocsarTuliani korpusSi mdebare maT binas grZeli da viwro mocementebuli aivani gasdevda,
maT Soris oTxi wlis cicqna gamxdari anani idga, muxlebamde wvdeboda orives, pawia saxe betonis
moajiris rikulebisTvis miebjina da zeviT, cisken interesiT icqireboda.
dro da dro iq TviTmfrinavi gamoCndebioda, veeba ucnauri sagani, TiTqos ucxoplanetelTa
samyofi dedamiwis Tavze da iribad ise gadahkveTavda cis tatnobs grial-xmaurSi, rom yurTasmena
aRar iyo, bavSvi ki wamiT damfrTxal gamometyvelebas iRebda, da umalve gadadioda aRtacebul
Wyivilze.
maTi bina aeroportis asafren bilikis maxloblad iyo da Tavidan es naklad miaCndaT, magram
mere, bavSvebi rom gauCndaT, mixvdnen rom upiratesoba yofila, radgan bavSvebs arTobda da axalisebda uzarmazari mfrinavi monstrebis cqera, SeeZloT gauTavebliv ecqiraT TviTmfrinavebisaTvis, TiTqos es exmareboda damtkbariyvnen im sixaruliT, rac Tansdevs yofierebis moulodnel
SegrZnebas.
magram exla, am wams apao-s raRacam isev sizmarSi gadauZaxa da ise daaSina am Zilis Tanmdevma
gancdam, rom misgan Tavi rom daeRwia, mzad iyo fexze eCqmita, rom tkivils mainc gamoeyvana am
mdgomareobidan.
magram pirvelive impulsiT, Svili xelSi aetaca da ise swrafad da mtkivneulad Caavlo xeli
gogonas rom SeSinebuli bavSvi atirda, aivanze ki maT li siufeni daemata.
bebia Caimuxla, xelebi gaSala da bavSvs dauZaxa, `anan, modi Cemo kargo, dedas nu awuxeb!~
mklavebis siTbo sanatreli gauxda, apao arc ki dafiqrdeboda, ise miecemoda mklavebis siTbos.
`ara, me da deda! ase minda!~
rodesac bebiam bavSvi xelSi aitaca da oTaxSi Sebrunda, an ani mainc gaizniqa mTeli sxeuliT
dedisken da xelgawvdilma wamoikivla, `dedasTan mindaaa!..~
apao-m bavSvi CamoarTva dedamTils da gulSi Caikra, mTeli arsebiT SeigrZno cicqna sxeulis
siTbo da siaxlove.
im wuTas apao Zu vefxvs daemgvana safrTxis winaSe, romelic mTeli sxeuliT daiZaba, rom
daupirispirdes seriozul muqaras da saamisod gaamzada eSvebic, brWyalebic... isic ki moeCvena,
rom suni eca daRvrili sisxlis, magram es gancda wamiT gagrZelda, da amas maleve Seenacvla gonic
da gansjac _ da maSinRa SeamCnia rom mTeli taniT TrToda.
`frTxilad, Seni muceli nu gaviwydeba!~ Seaxsena dedamTilma da kvlav CamoarTva bavSvi. apao
ukve meSvide Tveze iyo, sxeuli daumaxinjda, `raRac faSvian uSno arsebas vgevaro~, ase fiqrobda,
muceli imxela eCveneboda, Cioda, `Tvalsawiers mifaravso~; Tan ise damZimda rom nabijis gadadgma
ezareboda da natrobda, `oRond rame xed maqcia da sadac vdegevar, iqve gavidga fesvebio!~.
mis garda mxolod dedamTils Tu esmoda, raoden boWavs sxeuli fexmZime qals. `exla anani
ibanavebs!...~ _ waimRera li siufeng-ma da bavSvianad gauCinarda.
aivani uceb dacarielda.
apao-m Tavi moabruna, ase egona, rom qmaric gaqra.
lung-i aivnis bolos mdgariyo, ise Sors, rom miuwvdomeli Canda, `TiTqos oriveni sxvadasxva
ganzomilebaSi viyoT~, gaifiqra apao-m, `rasac exla vxedav, es misi anareklia, magram SexebiT ver
Seexebi~.
kidev erTxel darwmunda, rom kriala cis fonze lamazad aRbeWdili misi mSvenieri anarekli
Tvals ekaliviT xvdeboda da Tavzardamcemi SiSis talRas iwvevda, imis Segnebas rom veRarasodes
miekareba.
`lung! lung-!~ dauZaxa da daiZra misken. ise eZaxda, rogorc es xdeba koSmarad qceul sizmarSi, rodesac misZaxi gzasacdenil da ganwirul aCrdils.
`Sen gesmis, ra sTqvi exla, ra sityva dagcda?!~ _ TvalebSi mudara exateboda.
`rogor ar mesmis. saqmec esaa, rom Sen ar ginda gaigo~ _ Tavi odnav moabruna, naTqvami lamis
zurgsukan esrola, TiTqos mSvidad, magram am tons ufro `civi~ eTqmoda. apao-s undoda daenaxa am
sityvebis Tanmdevi gamometyveleba, lung-ma ki daamata: `me mxolod mindoda Cemi SiSi gamomexata,
rom kargad gagego!~
`ki magram, ra unda gavigo, ra ver gamigia?!~ _ uceb gauqra moTmineba, xma aukankalda, ver
itanda am Tavis sisustes, magram Tavi ver Seikava.
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`Sen xom ar SegiZlia rom Camketo, aq CaketilSia Cemi sxeuli, gesmis?! guli ki karga xania
gamSorda, gafrinda!~ _ am sityvebs isev mohyva misi odnavi Semobruneba. Tvalebi isev zeviT hqonda
apyrobili, sadac caSi ifanteboda TviTmfrinavisgan darCenili ZafiviT TeTri kvali. ca exla
gansakuTrebiT kriala CanTa, TiTqos wuTis ukan ar SeebRala misi laJvardi raRac veeba mfrinav
monstrs.
`ara, SeviSlebi! ukve SeviSale, Wkuaze ara var, exla gadaveSvebi aqedan!~ lung-ma xeli aswia
da Ronivrad moiqnia, TiTqos TviTonac raRac isrola qveviT, apao-m ki ganagrZo: `ici rom erTxel
davapire, anani xelSi ameyvana da gadavmxtariyavi aqedan!..~
mere mivarda qmars da pirze xeli miafara, magram es xom misi piri iyo, mis bages moswyda es
sityvebi, da SeSinda rom akivldeboda, magram wuTiTac ar iviwyebda, rom orSi erTs mainc unda
hqonoda goniereba, da amitom xeli moaSora lung-is pirs da TiTqos damSvidebiT warmosTqva: `es
saxli Cvenia, me Sen ar Camiketixar; marto imis imediT viyavi, rom Sen Zveleburad aq iqnebodi, Sens
sakuTar ojaxSi.~
`SenTvis ojaxia, CemTvis ki galia.~ _ sityva daamTavra da amoioxra. colisken rom mibrunda,
TiTqos iziarebda mis gancdas, magram es ufro im kacis gamometyveleba iyo, vinc SemTxveviT gverdiT aRmoCnda da gasaWirSi myofi TanamoZme dainaxa. apao-s uceb Rvarad wamouvida cremli.
`Tu ginda rom gadamarCino, nu maCereb, gamiSvi.~ _ es sityvebi enis borZikiT warmosTqva.
`lung, miTxari, ra unda vqna, rogor moviqce rom marTali viyo?~
fexebma uceb umtyunes, autanel tvirTad qceuli misi sxeuli moeSva da isRa moaswro, rom
xeli Caevlo aivnis moajirisTvis. Sublze oflma daasxa.
`ra mogdis, cudad xar?~ _ lung-i miuaxlovda da xeli SeaSvela, apao TiTqmis mTeli sxeuliT miendo da moeSva mis mklavebSi, magram igrZno rom qmari mTeli Tavis arsiT uZaliandeboda
am SegrZnebas.
`moica, davjdebi, ase mirCevnia,~ apao welSi gasworda, gaiSala, xelic ki hkra qmars msubuqad
mkerdSi, moiSora da fexi gadadga Tu ara, igrZno rom yovel nabijTan erTad umtkicdeboda nebisyofa, imis miuxedavad rom cxeniviT uwevda muclis Treva; TviTonac gaukvirda, ar eloda rom
mSvidi da myari nabijiT moaxerxebda Tavis oTaxSi Sesvlas. jer divanTan mdgar skamze Camojda,
rom daRlili fexebisTvis mieca dasasvenebeli da gasaSleli sivrce.
`lung, exla miTxari, iseTi ra unda vqna, rom aq yofnis xalisi gagiCndes, a?~ _ kvlav scada
masTan saubari.
`aq veraferi gamaxalisebs!~ _ lung-i divanze gverdiT Camoujda. mis mudam sevdian TvalebSi
moulodnelad gamoanaTa axalma aRgznebulma brwyinvalebam.
`Sen araferi ar SegSlia! `Secdoma~ me ufro mexeba! rom icode, rogor vcdilobdi, rogor
vecade, gana ara? _ magram azri ara aqvs, sul tyuilad! aq, isev ukan ver davbrundebi!~ exla lungis jeri dadga, rom aexsna, gaegebinebina Tavisi sawuxari, magram mkacri toni ar Seucvlia.
am frazis Semdeg apao-m Tavi igrZno raRac Rrma ormoSi. Tvalebze xeli aifara da ise amoRerRa: `Cemze rame aris kidev damokidebuli?~
`ki magram, xom ici, rac unda gaakeTo, ese ar aris?~ lung-s xmaSi agresia daetyo da raRacnairad gamoacocxla misi metyveleba, daubruna bolo dros gamqrali sicocxle _ SedarebiT im
mowyenilobasTan, rasac is TaviT fexebamde ganasaxierebda ukanaskneli ori Tvis manZilze.
`ubralod, gamiSvi, Cemze nuRar zrunav!~ _ sityvebi naTqvams ki ara, Rrenas ufro hgavda.
mxrebSi orive xeliT ise Ronivrad Caafrinda, TiTqos undoda maRla aetaca apao-s moSvebuli
sxeuli.
`es ojaxi akldamad gadameqca, gesmis! cocxali ki var, magram mkvdars ufro vgevar, aq me ki
ara, gvami dadis!~ yoveli sityva apao-s xanjlad esoboda gulSi.
uceb misi xelebi, magrad rom hqonda mxrebSi Cavlebuli, wyalwaRebulis da ganwirulis xelebad moeCvena, sikvdilis zRvarze xavss rom eWideba.
lung-is am ganwirulobam apao-s sulis tkivilic ki gadafara.
exla ukve marTla SeSinda da wamoeluRluRa: `ki magram... aki miTxari rom... gawyvite urTierToba... im, im qalTan..~
`ra sTqvi? vin `im qalTan~?! _ afeTqebas ufro hgavda misi reaqcia.
apao gaocda. ucqerda da Tan grZnobda, rom tvini saerTod gauqra, TavSi raRac burusi
Caudga. mere nela ganagrZo: `ki magram... Sen xom... im qalis... ai, Seni `giolfrendis~ gamo... waxvedi
SanxaiSi? ara?~ misi sityvebi SekiTxvas ufro hgavda, vidre dakiTxvas. da maSinve Seatyo rogor
Seecvala qmars gamometyveleba _ piris kuTxeebi odnav gaewela, da am RimilSi iumorze metad,
sarkazmi ufro igrZnoboda.
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`erTi miTxari, rodis mogaxsene, rom giolfrendi gaviCine?» _ da saxeze raRac zizRis magvari
gamoexata.
`maSin ratom Cqarob SanxaiSi wasvlas?~ apao-s gulSi kvlav imedma gaiRviZa da xmaSi alersi
ufro ismoda, vidre simkacre.
lung-s xma ar gaucia. ijda ase, misCereboda naRvliani TvalebiT, magram xma rom amoiRo,
sityvebSi aRar igrZnoboda is cxoveli, feTqebadi Zala, riTac savase iyo erTi wuTis win. `modi,
nu mkiTxav. mec sul amas vekiTxebi Cems Tavs, ratom, ratom? marto imas gTxov, cota xans macale,
rom gaverkve, ra mWirs~.
`ki magram, coli var Seni da maqvs ufleba rom vicode amis mizezi!~ apao gaakvirva sakuTari
xmis aseTma uCveulo, gamWolma tonalobam.
`nu, nu mawvebi!~ lung-i gajiutda _ `unda gesmodes, rom urTierT mimarT Cven Tavisuflebi
varT, qorwineba xom cixis sakani ar aris~.
`ki, aba ra! vin sulieri Cajdeba sakanSi Tavisi nebiT?~
amjerad apao-s sicili civad da gamkilavad gaisma _ ras izam, asec xdeba, aki amboben, `xan
erTi, xan meoreo~. Tavis droze, rodesac xels awerdnen qorwinebis sabuTze, orive amas Tavis
nebiT akeTebda, radgan ocnebad hqondaT xelSi aeRoT damatkicebeli sabuTi maTi maradiuli kavSiris da sikvdilamde erTad yofnisa _ Tundac es kavSiri mere borkilad warmoidgino!. Tumc exla
sxva dro dadga, roca ver eguebi dadebul borkils, da raki asea, cixesTan Sedarebac gamarTlebulia, ratomac ara!~
`oh, kargi, ra! mageebze nu gadaxval, SeeSvi am gacveTil kliSeebs!~ es ki warmosTqva, magram
sakuTari xma ar Caswvda yurSi da saxeze exla civma oflma daasxa.
rodesac mis gafiTrebas kidev ucxo moruxo, mkvdari feri daemata, lung-i SeSinda da abazanaSi gavarda pirsaxocis gamosatanad.
`moica... ra iyo, cudad xar?... aba, miweqi aq! Cqara!~ TviTon Caikunta, rom xelSi aeyvana da
rbil taxtze daewvina.
`araferia, nu geSinia. Sen gadi, Tavs nu iwuxeb.~ lung-is am aRelvebam piriqiT, ufro gaaRiziana. amitom scada Tavi gaenTavisuflebina, moiSora misi xelebi da scada wamodgoma, rom ramenairad TviTon mieTria sakuTari Tavi saZienebel oTaxamde, magram is taxti romelzec iyo migdebuli
Tavisi veeba uformo sxeuliT, imdenad rbili aRmoCnda rom dasayrdnobad mis sazurges waepotina,
raTa nelnela ase aRedgina wonasworoba, magram orsuloba Tavisas Svreboda, da aSkarad igrZno
rom Zala da Rone ar emorCileboda.
ifiqra, `esRa maklda am ambavSi, kidev Cemi ususuroba rom dammateboda!~ _ erTi-orad gaumwvavda wyena da gabrazeba. `ratom mainc da mainc exla, aseT dReSi rom var da roca yvelaze metad
mWirdeba Seni xeli da mxarSi amodgoma _ swored exla dametaka es Wiri da ubedureba!~
lung-ze mibjenil mzeraSi daundobloba ixateboda. im wams SeigrZno, rom yvelaze mware
tkivils am qveynad mxolod yvelaze Zvirfas da sayvarel adamiani Tu mogayenebs.
am aRmoCenas Tan sdevda oflis da cremlis Rvari.
is iyo, lung-ma daapira pirsawmendiT saxe moewminda, rom apao-m xelidan gamoglija da kuTxeSi moisrola.
lung-i usityvod daswvda da isev abazanaSi gaitana, iqidan isev gamoitana sxva mSrali pirsawmendi da win daudo, Cais dasalevad gankuTvnil pawia magidaze.
amjerad apao-m daswvda pirsawmends da Sig Cargo Tavi. mere gaifiqra: `es erTi raRaca Cvaria,
arada SemeSvela, SuaSi Cadga da amefara, momaSora gare samyaro...~
sakmaod didxans iyo ase uZravad.
mTel am xans lung-i ar gaCerebula, sul trialebda, raRac mihqonda, mohqonda, piri ar gauCerebia, raRacas burtyunebda. marTalia, apao-s saxe yurebianad hqonda Carguli fafuk qsovilSi,
magram sityva ar gamorCenia, yvelaferi esmoda:
`gana ar vcdilobdi? mTeli es Tveebi _ meti ras vakeTebdi am xnis manZilze? nervebi damawyda, ise mindoda rom Zveli dro dabrunebuliyo, magram ra? araferi SemrCa, mxolod tanjva da
wvaleba!~
`vera, apao-a, vera! Tavs ver movityueba! da arc minda, rom movityuo! da isic ar minda, rom
Sen gatyuo! ver davbrundebi, vera.~
apao-m gaifiqra: `ki magram, exla aq ara zis, aqve, taxtze?~- ra `ver davbundebize~ melaparakeba?~
TiTqos misi fiqris pasuxad, moesma lung-is sityvebi:
`Sin ki var, da sul aq vzivar, magram vici rom Zalian Sorsa var!~
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`raRa exla, ratom mainc da mainc exla igrZeni?!~ daiyvira da sakuTarma xmam lamis guli
gaupo. ise gamwarda, rom Tavi veRar Seikava da cremlebis nakads apao-s gabmuli kivili mohyva.
`orad ori TveRa darCa mesame bavSvis gaCenamde, da Sen exla gamibi laparaki gayraze! raRa
fasi aqvs Sens fics siyvarulze?!..~
farTod gaxelili Tvalebi cxremlebiT hqonda savse, rodesac daayola: `mesamed raRad damaorsule? ise meqcevi, TiTqos quCis qali viyo!~ es rom warmosTqva, kidev ufro gamwarda, TiTqos
Tavidan Seecoda sakuTari Tavi da axlidan igrZno miyenebuli gulistkena.
`quCis qali~ rom iyvira, maSinve pirze itaka xeli, radgan qvecnobieris siRrmeSi mimalulma
gonebam mainc ukarnaxa rom unda axsovdes ojaxis danarCeni wevrebi, bavSvebi, dedamTili.
meore mxriv, im wuTs Tavs ukve aRar akuTvnida ojaxs.
Tavi xelSi aiyvana, cremlic SeiSro, mxolod Tvalebi darCa igive _ veluri nadiris Tvalebi,
romelic kamarisaTvis emzadeba.
lung-ma acala, sanam gadauvlida wivilis da moTqmis talRa, da gamoucxada: `mere, eg saidan
moitane, rom SenTan gayras vapireb?~ apao-s saxeze gamometyveleba `gaognebac~ ki ar iyo, ucqerda
imis imediT, rom Caswvdeboda aseTi absurdis azrs da mniSvnelobas.
`me damnaSave var Sens winaSe, apao. Seni validan verasodes amoval.» - esa sTqva da gaCumda.
`swored esaa, rasac Seni mSobeli deda ver itans: yvelaferi rom ia da vardiT iwyeba, dasaruli ki binZuri mosdevs. bolos yvelaferi unda miatovo mamaSeniviT, da... erTi sityviT, igive
amabavia.~
Tumca, es fiqri ar gauxmovanebia. `bolos da bolos, raki uSveb da ar iWer, raRa azri aqvs
kidev raRacis Tqmas? anda ras gargebs, sityva rom mougo?~
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apao grZnobda, rom yvelaferi, ris winaSec igi aRmoCnda, es sinamdvile sruli absurdi iyo,
da mas ar hqonda aranairi realuri cxovrebiseuli sayrdeni da niadagi: dabrunebuli qmari kvlav
ukan midis, radgan miseuli `formuliT~ _ wasvla marTebs, imisaTvis rom isev daubrundes. guliT
undoda qals amis dajereba, magram ver axerxebda. erTi survili hqonda, `netavi es yvelaferi
cudi sizmari iyos, Ramis koSmari!~ _ magram esmoda rom es gacilebiT ufro realuri iyo, vidre
nebismieri sxva realoba.
im Rames esizmra, rom kvlav aRmoCnda Tavis siymawvilis xanaSi da amerikaSi iyo, oRond
tropikul samosSi gamowyobili: maisuri, Sortebi, fexze kargad morgebuli qoSebi _ da yvelaze
ucnauri is iyo, rom ase Cacmuli aRmoCnda qveynis kideze, irgvliv yvelaferi yinuls daefara,
xolo tani ki raRac minis pawia gamWvirvale SenobaSi hqonda momwyvdeuli.
sicives vera grZnobda, magram gonebaSi Caujda yinvad aRqmuli samyaro, da amis gamo gaToSili sxeuliT grZnobda, rom arseboba fuWia, uazro, da ganwiruli _ da am SegrZnebas mosdevda gacilebiT ufro mwvave gancda mzardi muqaris, rom avi ram aris mosalodneli, srulad momsvreli,
ris warmodgena ar SeeZlo saR gansjas, gonebas.
cotac, da albaT qarvis uZravi sivrce-samyaros SigniT moqceul farvanad gadiqceoda, ganwirulad samaradiso uZraobaze, da am samyaros gamWvirvale kedlebis masa _ sxva ara iyo, rac
qseli obobis; ara imedi ar kiafobda Tavis daRwevis, qarvis oqro ki uZravi drois kamead Wedda,
sulTmobrZav mwerTa imeddawretil damSvidobebas.
didi xania, rac TeTr ferebad gacxadebuli es koSmari aRar stumrobda sizmrebSi, RamiT.
Tavidan msgavsi maSin ezmana, roca pirvelad gadmosaxlda am tropikul kunZulze, sadac sicxe da
nesti ara Tavdeba, da adamians ise uwevda imaTTan brZola, rogorc yinvasTan anda yinulTan, Tumc
ar icoda ra unda moemoqmoda.
ar undoda efiqra, rom depresia moeZala, ar ejereboda, rom nostalgiam gamoiwvia aseTi
gancda da imas emsxverpla, is awvalebda, is ugzavnida da Tavs axvevda mrume suraTebs, dRisiT Tu
RamiT.
gaTxovebidan erTi wlis Semdeg SeeCvia ucxo, ucnaur sunsa da surnels, riTac qalaqi iyo gaJRenTili. im dros ukve nayidi hqondaT axali da garemontebuli samoTaxiani bina da bavSvebis Sematebis da ojaxis gazrdis lodinSi iyvnen, Tumc maSin ar iyo fexmZimed, ratomRac daerRva cikli.
es ambavi awuxebda, ufro swored is awuxebda, rom es lung-s aRelvebda da ar asvenebda. maSin
mis qmars xSirad uTqvams, rom ocnebad iseTi ojaxi hqonda, sadac patarebi celqoben da muxlebgarSemo trialeben.
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apao-s maSin lung-zec ecineboda, da sakuTar Tavzec; amiT TiTqos adasturebdnen im gavlenas, rac maTze iqonia maTi warmoSobis mxarem da adgilma, vinaidan amerikis Crdilo-dasavleTi
am kategorias ayalibebda: `naadrevi qorwili, diiidi ojaxi, auareba memkvidreebi, da lozungi:
`ojaxi _ upirveles yovlisa~.
cota xnis mere apao-m aRmoaCina, rom mTavar yuradRebas lung-i samsaxurs da karieras aqcevda, da Statebidan axalCamosuls, romeliRac amerikulma kompaniam samuSao SesTavaza singapurSi
mdebare kompaniis warmomadgenlobaSi. amis Semdeg lung-s xSirad uwevda mivlinebiT frena StatebSi.
lung-s es arasodes ar Rlida da ar awuxebda. piriqiT, mivlinebas is privilegiad aRiqvamda,
tkbeboda kidec amiT. yovel mis gamgzavrebas win uZRvoda ritualad qceuli bargis Calageba.
aSkarad etyoboda, rogor siamovnebda Tavis nivTebis momzadeba da Calageba. mgzavrobisaTvis
man sagangebod SearCia msubuqi Cemodani, romelSic is pedanturad icavda wesrigs, yovel nivTsa
Tu sagans Tavisi adgili hqonda, saparsidan dawyebuli, windebiT damaTavrebuli, da Calagebuli
Cemodnis Semxedvare, kaci ityoda, rom yoveli nivTi `Tavs mSvenivrad da myudrod grZnobs~ im
miCenil adgilas.
apao-s TvalSi marTlac ase iyo da qmris Cemodani, ubralod, msubuqi ki ar iyo, aramed
`myudro~. rasakirvelia, `myudro~ ufro misi fsiqikuri mdgomareobis anarekli iyo, magram esmoda
rom eWvianobda, vinaidan TviTon arasodes gahyolia meuRles, da Tanmxlebis roli Cemodans ergo.
cxadia, awuxebda aseTi viTareba. ki, rogorc iqna, bolo moeRo mis aramyar mdgomareobas da
sakuTari kera eRirsa, magram is ufro swyinda rom Tavisi mSvenieri binis yaraulad gadiqca. da
swored exla dasCemda uZiloba da Ramis simyudroveSi marto mwolares, ar stovebda erTi SegrZneba, rom raRac didi, xelSeuvlebi, fuye da carieli xvreli iwovs mas da Sig iTqvifeba.
bavSvi droze adre gauCnda, qmari Sin ar iyo, es ukve wesad iqca misi samuSas gamo. apao-s
esmoda, rom aseTi mdgomareoba droebiTia da gaivlis; sayvedurobda Tavis Tavs da axsenebda rom
piriqiT, sanam amisi dro aqvs, kidec unda datkbes da isiamovnos usaqmurobis xanmokle netarebiT
_ magram ver axerxebda. misi nostalgia grips ufro hgavda, uceb moereoda xolme, moulodnelad
da alogikurad. eqim-fsiqologs, visac man mouyva Tavis siymawvilis xanis Tanmdev SeboWilobaze
da sevdian ganwyobaze, apao-m isic auxsna rom misi qmari swored is aris, viszec farulad ocnebobda da vinc ase uyvarda, da amitom sruliad gaugebaria, ratomaa ase, rom axaldaqorwinebuli
qali Tavs ara grZnobs bednierad?
eqimma auxsna, rom didi xnis dagrovil dardsa da safiqrals, ase uceb, `erTi gadafurTxebiT~ Tavs ver daaRwev da ver moiSoreb; da saerTod, cxovrebaSi, uceb, TavisiT araferi ar qreba,
piriqiT: swored sicocxlis tempis SenelebaSi, fsiqikis daZabvaSi da mizan-faqtoris gaqrobaSi
`avlens Tavs istoria, rodesac msgavss amoativtivebs zedapirze _ raTa Semdgom moavlinos xelisSemSlelad...~ es uSlis xels bednierebas, da saerTod, arc erTi seni ar aris SemTxveviTi, radgan
masSic aris gamjdari misi evoluciis da ganviTarebis istoria.
Semdeg eqimma gamoucxada, qmars Semaxvedreo.
apao-s araferi uTqvams amis Sesaxeb lung-isTvis. is maSin amerikaSi iyo, dasavleT sanapiroze.
drois sxvaoba didi iyo, romc daereka, gaRviZebuli jer arc iqneboda, an ukve samsaxurSi mimavali
iqneboda. Tundac daereka, ar gaubamda aRsarebas, amoucnobi sevda rom moeria, ar undoda rom
uceb, camowmendilze raRac Crdili Separuliyo maTi cxovrebis mSvenier periodSi, axaldaqorwinebulebs rom ase anebivrebs. bolos da bolos, qmrad xom is iSova, vinc misi siyrmis ocneba iyo?
hoda, ixaros bediT da sevda da naRveli ar gaikaros...
depresia rom sWirda, ar aRiara, gawyvita eqimTan kavSiri, magram aseTi viTareba didxans ver
gastanda, da rodesac kvlav gauCnda saWiroeba, gaeziarebina gulisnadebi, isev miadga eqims. sadac
cxovrobda, is qalaqi misTvis steriluri iyo, aq ar hyavda arc amxanagi, arc megobari _ aravin
ar hyavda, aranairi socialuri fesvebi ar hqonda gadgmuli. gadawyvita, dawyebiT skolaSi daewyo
muSaoba inglisuris maswavleblad, magram samuSao saaTobrivi iyo, mxolod droebiT scvlida viRacas.
universitetis bolo or kursze inglisuri literatura airCia ZiriTad mimarTulebad. misi
jgufi da profesori did dros uTmobdnen omis Semdgomi amerikuli dramaturgiis sakiTxebs, da
agreTve qali-avtoris cnebis Tanamedrove gansazRvras. maSin apirebda bolomde gahyoloda am
gzas, doqtoris xarisxis misaRebad; Zalian undoda dahgvaneboda im axalgamomcxvar grZelTmian
profesor-gogonas, romelic auditoriaSi leqciebis konspeqtebis furclebiT ki ar Semodioda,
aramed yaviT muyaos WiqaSi da xelSi ekava piesebi, romlebmac didi dava da aJiotaJi gamoiwvies!
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gana es ara sjobda? _ urTierToba ukve Camoyalibebul, mozrdil studentebTan, visac ukev eZleva
alkoholis yidvis ufleba, da visTanac SeiZleba msjeloba im Temebze rac maT ase ainteresebT da
awuxebT, rom erTad gaexsnaT adamianTa urTierTobis faruli niuansebi, rasac isini calke, martod cdilobdnen aesaxaT sakuTar literaturul cdebSi; gana es ara sjobda, sabavSvo baRis asakis
RlapebisaTvis inglisuri gramatikis wesebis axsnas?
rasakvirvelia, arasodes ar unania rom gaTxovda da dakarga Sansi rom mieRo samecniero
xarisxi; TviTon ar iyo, rom arc ki dauSva gaTxovebis samomavlod gadadeba da gadaeSva qorwinebis
sixarulSi? lung-Tan yofna da SeerTeba xom TviTon arCia!
da ase ganagrZo cxovreba, xan miadgeboda fsiqologs, xan isev iviwyebda, da iyo ase, arc iqiT,
arc aqeT, da kvlav gaixsena Tavis leqsebi, romelTa wera TiTqmis saerTod Sewyvita mas Semdeg,
rac lung-Tan gaaba urTierToba. poezia misTvis tkivilgamayuCebel funqcias asrulebda; kidec
amitom, misi yrmobis mZime da rTul periodSi ori rveuli gaavso leqsebiT.
migdebam da miviwyebam miabrunes is Cveulebrivi, rigiTi qalebis ubralo da upretenzio
SesaZleblobebTan da unarTan _ da amis Segnebas mohyva iseTi reaqcia, TiTqos raRacam CarTvis
klaviSa aamoqmeda.
mucelSi mzardma nayofma mTlianad Seavso, gauqra Zveli sulieri sicariele, Tumc mainc ver
axerxebda egrZno is zRvari, saidanac iwyeboda cneba `bednierebis~. maSin iyo rom dedamTili maTTan gadmosaxlda, da am Tavis nabijs xumrobiT uwoda `frontis zurgis samsaxuri~. Tavis droze,
jer iyo da qaliSvils daexmara ori bavSvis aRzrdaSi, exla ki vaJTan gadmovida dasaxmareblad.
li siufeng-i rZals daexmara fizikuradac da moraluradac. garda amisa, TviT ojaxis Semadgenlobis TvalsazrisiT, misi yofna xels uwyobda ojaxis struqturis erTgvar mTlianobas, radgan
saojaxo saqmianobis warmarTvaSi soliduri asakis pirovneba exmareboda, Tumc mere aRmoCnda rom
arc amas ar hqonia gadamwyveti mniSvneloba.
mis garSemo albaT kaci ar moiZebneboda, rom gaeziarebina misi lozungi, `dedamTilTan erTad cxovrebis siamovneba~; Wuti xom TavisTavad _ mas arc ucdia ramenairad Seerbilebina saTqmeli da pirdapir miaxala: `Sen namdvilad gaqvs midrekileba Tavis motyuebisken! amitom migaCnia rom
valdebuli xar miiRo meuRlis deda..~
`Cven ki ar migviRia, is CvenTan gadmovida rom dagvexmaros bavSvis movlaSi~ _ sityva Seuswora megobars apao-m.
`bavSvis mosavlelad ZiZac arsebobs da ver gamigia, ratom ar gindaT daiqiravoT?~ _ ara
cxreboda Wuti, `rodesac ori Taoba erT WerqveS cxovrobs, maT Soris aucileblad Camovardeba
usiamovneba, da cota xanSi yvelaferi air-daireva. Tu ram arsebobs Tqvens Soris urTierTsimpaTia, sul male gaqreba da gaiqarwyleba~.
`Sen ver gagigia, rom is me marTla mWirdeba, radgan dedamTilobis garda, is megobrobasac
miwevs...~
`gogo, gaige rom, Sen Seni ojaxi gabaria! es Seni da Seni qmris ojaxia, gyavs lung-i da is
ikmare, gesmis?~
`mere, weliwadi Tormeti Tve rom sul mivlinebebSia, me ra vqna?~
`maSin uTxari, samsaxuri gamoicvalos~.
`mere, es ase advili ggonia? da nu gaviwydeba, rom kargad uxdian~.
amaze Wuti-m veraferi upasuxa. TviTonac muSaobda da kargad esmoda, rom kargxelfasiani
samsaxuri Tavze sayreli ar aris.
Tumc apao-m ar gaumxila daqals, rom lung-s sul ara Trgunavs gare-gare siaruli mivlinebebSi da kidec xumrobs, rom bavSvobidan moyolebuli, guli sul samogzaurod uwevda.
apao-m daujera, radgan xedavda, rom mivlinebidan dabrunebisas odnav danaRvlianebuli Canda, TiTqos Tavisufleba sulisTvis Caebarebinos da _ iq, sadRac sxvagan daetovebinos.
arada, qmari samagaliTo iyo. qalaqidan gasuls, arasodes daviwyebia Sin darekva, yoveldRe
moikiTxavda xolme; ise ar dabrundeboda, rom saCuqrebi ar Camoetana. saxlSic Zalian yuradRebiani iyo, samsaxuridan mosuli, xSirad ar aclida xolme saojaxo saqmis keTebas. bazarSi erTad
dadiodnen, sadils erTad amzadebdnen xolme samzareuloSi, navaxSmevs aucileblad gavidodnen
xolme gareT, Zilis win gaseirneba wesad hqondaT.
am `Zilispiruli mocionis~ dros, apao mxarze ekvroda, ase uyvarda masTan siaruli; siyvarulis aqtSic, oriv xeliT exveoda tanze, magram arasodes gahqrobia imis SegrZneba rom ase, xelebSi
momwyvdeuls, mainc ver flobda srulad da grZnobda rom lung-s yovel wams SeeZlo nisliviT
gaqroba.
arasodes ar hqonda realuri SegrZneba imisa, rom ai, xelTa hyavs! mklavebSi mogdebuli, ex-
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veva!
mas veraferi Seakavebda _ verc maTi saxli, verc bina, ojaxi, samzareulo, sasadilo magida,
sawoli, da sulac qali masTan loginSi mwolare! veraferi Seakavebda, radgan yovel wuTs mzad iyo
asafrenad, da is frTebi, romlebic nebismier wams aitacebdnen da SesZlebda ganrideboda aqaurobas da gamqraliyo _ is frTebi mudam Tan hqonda.
amis Segneba awuxebda, scxvenoda kidec, magram vis ZaluZs amaSi garkveva, rodesac mas Tavad
uWirda gaego amis Tavi da bolo. amitom, dedamTilis gadmosvla aRmoCnda is sinamdvile da is
konkretuli faqti, risi ndoba SeiZleboda, rogorc xelmosaWidi da realuri movlenis.
bavSvis gaCenam da li siufeng-is gadmobargebam is xazi gaavlo, saidanac apao-m daiwyo aTvla
axali cxovrebis Tanmdev ambebis.
loginidan adgoma da bavSvebis oromtrialSi CarTva erTi iyo: jer ZuZus awovebda, mere
sarecxs iwyebda, mere abanavebda, Semdeg aseirnebda, Semdeg isev aZinebda. arc is aviwydeboda, rom
rame eswavla dedamTilisgan, romelic samzareuloSi trialebda da sauzme, sadili, vaxSami _ sul
imis kiserze iyo. roca darwmundeboda, rom bavSvs tkbilad eZina, mxolod maSin iclida TavisTvis
rom ebanava, zogjer imis droc rCeboda, rom sadme miyuJuliyo da waeZina, da saerTod, aiZula
sakuTaro fiziologia aCqarebuli tempiT emuSava, raTa xeli ar SeeSala mTavrisTvis, saojaxo
saqmeebisTvis.
pirvel orsulobas male meorec mohyva. mTeli dRe oflSi iyo gaRvaruli, ise iqanceboda, rom
banaobis Tavic ar hqonda, erTxel gadaivlebda Sxaps da amiT Tavdeboda misi piris fareSi _ maSinve
welSi moRrecili, miujdeboda bavSvis sawols da mkvdariviT CaeZineboda. qmari rom brundeboda
samsaxuridan an mivlinebidan, imis Tavic ar hqonda rom erTi-ori sityva eTqva; zogjer uaresic
momxdara, rodesac Sua saubarSi, sityva gauwyvetia da ase zezeurad CasZinebia.
cxovrebaSi ar ganucdia aseTi mZime, tlanqi, uxeSi Sromis periodi.
exla etyoba, ubedurebis mauwyebeli zarebis msgavsad, isev emzadeboda SemotevisTvis misi
eSmakeuli TeTri sizmrebis jari. Zalian uWirda Tavis daRweva maTi gamomfitavi samyarodan, sadac
Zala uazrod ecleboda maTTan brZolaSi; CaZinebisTanave, es misi brZola marcxze iyo ganwiruli.
loginSi uZilo gdebad iyo qceuli Ramis meore naxevari, gariJraJamde Zvel mogonebebs gauTavebliv atrialebda Tavis gonebas, rom ase mainc Sexideboda qmars Tu naqmarals.
jer kidev maSin, amerikis Crdilo-dasavleTs, roca dasrulda Tovlis qarbuqi da gauTendaT
dasvenebis dRe, fanjebis miRma sabani daxvdaT qaTqaTa Tovlis, adre amdgarTa nafexurebi moyinuliyo, Termometri ki oci gradusiT Cascileboda nulovan niSans... magram binaSi lamis cxeloda,
da ise iyvnen rogorc sCvevodaT SanxaiSi gvian gazavxuls, roca orive, colic da qmaric TxelTxel zewarqveS, wamosxdebodnen TavianT sawols, maisurebSi da Zalze gavdnen cota xnis winaT
daqorwinebulT, visac erCivnaT saaTobiT emusaifaT, radgan moswondaT ZviradRirebul drois
daxarjva ase, usaqmod.
daZinebis win Zalian uyvardaT saubris gabma. farTod gaxelil TvalebiT laparakobdnen
yvelaferze rac maT garSemo trialebda, amis gareSe ver isvenebdnen. im xanad isini Sori-Sors
cxovrobdnen, ori saaTi mainc undoda manqaniT mgzavrobas, erTmaneTi rom enaxaT, da amas TveSi
orjer Tu axerxebdnen _ Tumca zamTarSi kidev ufro uWirdaT xSiri Sexvedra da gauTavebi qarebi
da Tovliani qarbuqi autanels xdida maT daSorebas.
is saubrebi exmarebodnen zamTris Tveebis sevdis daZlevas, aneitralebdnen daZabulobas,
rac rom Tan sdevda uerTmaneTod gatarebuli dReebis daTvlas. udidesi sulieri siaxlove Camoyalibda maT Soris, iseTi rom fizikur Serwymas Seedreboda, magram aRmoCnda rom sulieri erTobis survili oriveSi ufro sWarbobda fizikurs, sxeulTa urTierT mizidulobas _ imdenad, rom
garkveuli kuTxiT rom ganexilaT es ambavi, aRmoaCendnen rom saubris moTxovnileba gadaswonida
siyvarulis fizikur formas.
apao iqamde mivida, rom sadisertacio naSromiT wveboda loginSi da sawolSi wamomjdari ganixilavda enis sakiTxebs, ase rom misi Camouyalibebeli msjeloba mxolod mis qmarze, erTaderT
erTgul msmenelze iyo gaTvlili.
Tavis mxriv, lung-i swavlobda metad mosawyen sagans, romelsac Searqves `statistikuri biologia~, da romelsac ZiriTadad aziuri warmoSobis studentebi swavlobdnen, radgan am profesiiT
meti Sansi hqondaT samsaxuris Sovnisa.
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apao Zalian emadleboda qmars, rom msmenelad daudga Txrobis miseul Teorias _ momTmen,
da Tanac erTad-erT msmenelad. `Txrobis forma da manera stils ganapirobebs, da am Teoriidan
gamomdinare, vrwmundebiT rom Sinaarsze ufro mniSvnelovani elementi meTodia, ase rom `rogor
vweroT~ im sakiTxze ufro mniSvnelovania, rasac gulisxmobs kiTxva `ra vweroT~; magram faqtia,
rom swored Sinaarsi ganapirobebs Txrobis formas, da am TvalsazrisiT Cven im dilemis winaSe
aRmovCndebiT, romelsac icnoben rogorc, `ra ufro adre gaCnda, kvercxi Tu qaTami?~
gamoiyena Tu ara es Sedareba, maSinve Tavbru daexva, radgan ar eguleboda saTanado argumenti, raime myari da damajerebeli Teoria; arada, swored Teorias hqonda gadamwyveti mniSvneloba aseT sakiTxSi... rodesac konkretul masalas ubrundeboda, anu ficjeraldis da folkneris
sakiTxs, isini ise Zlier gansxvavdebodnen erTmaneTisgan, rogorc niu iorki da samxreTis romelime Statis cicqna qalaqi, da es sinamdvile nebismier Teorias gadafaravda... sinamdvile isic
iyo, rom Tanabrad afasebda orive didostats, da getsbis bedis gaxsenebaze yovelTvis guli
ewureboda. imis miuxedavad rom ficjeraldiseuli Txrobis stili Zvelebur TargSi jdeboda,
folkneris manera mas gadaWarbebulad aqtiuri miaCnda, Tan Smagi da kaSkaSa, magram miuxedavad
amisa, misi proziT gaognebuli iyo da Tavbrus hgvrida misi mSveniereba...
`maS, amiT ris Tqmas vapirebdi?” - am SekiTxviT miaCerdeboda xolme qmars, romelsac wamiT
ar Seumcirebia yuradReba, mis yovel sityvas usmenda da uRimoda. mis gamoxedvaSi isic Canda rom
eamayeboda da siamovnebas hgvrida es procesi; aseTi ram diletantebs sCveviaT, rodesac cdiloben
Caswvdnen maTTvis ucnobi sferos sruliad ucxo wiaRs.
is gadixara colisken, akoca da apao-s umal gadaurbina vnebis talRam _ qmars Caexuta, gadasdo Tavis survilis simxurvale da erTmaneTSi CaixlarTa maTi vneba da sxeulebi.
ucnauria, magram siyvarulis aseTi aqtis Semdeg, apao-s SeeZlo amdgariyo da raRac miemata
rveulSi Tavisi CanawerebisaTvis, SeeZlo ganexila im ori mwerlis ganmasxvavebeli niSnebi, rogor
Seesatyviseboda maTi weris manera saTqmels da Sinaarss, da amoecno im epoqis literaturul Rirebulebebis ganmasxvavebeli niSnebi...
lung-isTvis xSirad uTqvams, rom maTi sauikendo Sexvedrebi is Zrava iyo, romelic win eweoda mis samecniero kvlevas, da rodesac CaTavda Tavisi mWermetyvelebis firfitas, aSkarad amCnevda mis TvalebSi gaRviZebul siamovnebas, radgan lung-i mis inteleqts seqsualurad mimzidvel
Tvisebad aRiqvamda.
ra dasajeri iyo is, rom TviTonac iyo is `wignis Wia~, romlebic ase xSirad unaxavs _ brinjis
mWameli Wiebi. maTsaviT rbili da mouqneli sxeuliT, isic nela moZraobda im uzarmazar sakvebis
Sesanax sakuWnaoSi, radac is aRiqvamda inglisurenovan mwerlobas, da im Wiis msgavsad, isic ZReboda am sakuWnaoSi daxvavebuli saWmliT _ marto imitom, rom daekmayofilebina Tavisi sixarbe da
ganexorcielebina ocneba samecniero xarisxis misaRebad.
apao-s marTlac uyvarda inglisurenovani literatura.
maSin mas mtkiced sjeroda, rom yvelaferi, rasac man miaRwia, es yvelaferi lung-is damsaxureba iyo, lung-ma Seqmna is, man gamoZerwa.
im bednier da netar saRamoobiT, lung-i erTi-ori saaTiT waiZinebda xolme mis mklavebSi,
sasiyvarulo TamaSis `taimebs~ Soris, apao ki am dros gadeSveboda tkbil mogonebebSi, TiTqos
Cqarobda moeyola viRac msmenelisaTvis Tavis kargic da cudic, bedi ki am dros dafnis gvirgvins
umzadebda.
maSin iyo rom dedamisi uceb infarqtiT gardaicvala, roca ukve high school-Si amohyo Tavi. maSin mamamiss ukve daexura Tavisi restorani dasavleTSi da Sin dabrunda, honkongSi. amitom, apao-s
movla-patronoba dedis naTesavebma iTaves da meurveebad daudgenen.
is weliwadi jojoxeTSi yofnad gadeqca. dedis dakargviT gamowveuli tkiviliT savse, mziani
kaliforniidan, raRac patara qalaqSi gadabargda, romelsac yvela mxridan Tovli akravda.
erTxelac, kviradRe iyo, gaTenda, gareT yvelaferi moTeTro-moruxo iyo. qarbuqis molodinSi iyo suyvela, apao-m ki scada majebze venebi gadaeWra.
samarTeblis piri gasalesi yofila, amitom SeSinda, abazanis niJaraSi Caagdo samarTebeli da
gadarCa, da sul cota xanSi `kai Caputkunebul~ gogonad gadiqca.
maSin sTxova skolaSi, rom erTi semestriT gaeTavisuflebinaT daswrebisagan, TviTon ki
gamoiketa Tavis kuTxeSi da 24 saaTi atrialebda kinos arxebs televiziaSi _ sanam SeSfoTebulma
naTesavebma mamamiss ar mouxmes honkongidan da Tan ar gaayoles.
mamamisma oTaxi dauqirava da eqvsi Tve erTad cxovrodnen.
rodesac skolaSi mouwia dabruneba, pirvelsave dRes Tvali mokra derefanSi aziuri garegnobis ymawvils, romlis kunapetiviT Savi Tvalebi sevdianic iyo da damcinavic. aseTma gamoxedvam
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misi guli umal daimona da gauCina araTu survili, aramed wyurvili masTan siaxlovisa. es rom
Seigno, gaocda, radgan aRar egona rom grZnobagamofitul gulSi uceb aseTi wyurvili daisadgurebda.
mere gaigo rom meTerTmete klaseli iyo, magram maT gacnobas bedi ar ewera, radgan is biWi
uceb gaqra. mere ki Worad gaigo, rom aRmosavleT sanapiroze, bostonSi gadasaxlda, da isic
uTxres, rom misi aseTi gaqroba da gadasaxleba dakavSirebuli iyo sasiyvarulo ambavTan, savaraudod, viRac qalbatonTan.
apao mixvda, rom aseT patara dabaSi gadmosaxleba ukve niSnavda, rom lung-is sasiyvarulo
istoria marcxiT damTavrda. ase Tu ise, misi kvlav gamoCenis Semdeg, maT kidev weliwadi da sami
Tve mouwiaT swavla erT skolaSi, da es xuTmeti Tve dauviwyari gaxda apao-sTvis.
lung-is am mzeram, Tan sevdianma, Tan damcinavma, gamoafxizla apao, Sinaganad aamoZrava. man
uceb gadawyvita, rom yvelafers iRonebda, rom wona daeklo, evarjiSa da iseTi sxeuli gamoeZerwa
Tavisi tanidan, rom... erTs natrobda: erT mSvenier dRes, win rogor Cauvlida gamarjvebuli RimiliT, da dainaxavda mis saxes da gamometyvelebas. Tumc, amas rom natrobda, jer araferi icoda
im biWis Sesaxeb.
apao-s daewyo gansakuTrebuli periodi. dRe ar gavidoda, rom gakveTilebis Semdeg sportdarbazSi ar Sesuliyo; umkacresi dieta daiwesa, pirs TiTqmis ar akarebda xorcs da rZis nawarms,
saerTod daiviwya kartofili da Cipsebi, da Tu vinmes ara sjeroda banaluri gamonaTqvamebis,
cota xanSi man daamtkica simarTle Zveli leqsis striqonis, rom `siyvaruli qveyanas Secvlis~.
apao-s cxovreba Sejibrad eqca, xolo metoqed am SejibrSi dro daigula, radgan miznad
erTaderTi ram daisaxa: sasurveli fizikuri formisTvis manam mieRwia, sanam is ymawvili skolas
daamTavrebda.
etyoba, ar gaxsenebia winaparTagan Tqmuli: `zecas mohkiTxe moulodneli Rrubeli, qari!~.
roca gauTavebliv ofls Rvrida varjiSSi, drosTan gamalebuli Sejibrze fiqriT, sakuTarma
sxeulma umtyuna da uRalata; taxikardia dasCemda, xelis kankali. wonis daklebam gamoiwvia cvlileba farisebr jirkvalSi, nivTierebaTa cvlac daerRva; iqamde mivida, rom ramdenimejer RamiT
egona, morCa, gaTavda, dasrulda cxovreba...
RamiT Caabijebda xolme misive fantaziiT dagebul xafangSi: waarmoidgenda, rom is dRe gaTenda, rodesac pirispir darCa im biWTan, is xels gamouwvdis, apao-c gaognebuli Caexuteba da
bednierebisagan suli exuTeba, guli misdis da kvdeba, radgan verc guli ver uZlebs bednierebis
talRas...
es faqtiura ilustracia iyo misive mogonili zRapris, da TviTonac ver gaego, Teqvsmeti
wlis asakSi ratom iyo aseTi gulubryvilo? gaTendeboda, gaixsenebda RamiT nafiqrals da Sercxveboda Tavis infantilobis...
misi agitaciis periodi TandaTanobiT gadaizarda ufro siRrmiseul ganwyobaSi, da locvisas,
RmerTs sTxovda, rom sinamdviled eqcia misi ocneba.
da rodesac dasvenebis dros, dabla sarTulze gabeda gavla, sadac aqamde ara Cndeboda, vinaidan jer kidev hqonda dasaZlevi bevri etapi Tavis ieris dasaxvewad da amitom erideboda lungTan Sexvedras _ exla gabeda! skolis derefanSi mtkiced miabijebda, garSemo ki ireoda klasebidan
gamocvenili aTasi mowafe, da uceb igrZno rom kari unda gaRebuliyo mis zRaparSi.
es dRe dadga zamTris ardadegebis Semdeg. apao axali dabrunebuli iyo honkongidan, sadac
gaiara tradiciuli Cinuri medicinis samkurnalo kursi, uyuradRebod arc pliaJi dautovebia
zamTris mzis kaSkaSa naTeliT _ da amerikis civ StatSi dabrunebuls, kvlav SerCenoda sicxovele
guluxv samxreTis, garujuls ise, TiTqos mze mis gugebsac mokideboda da daamata meti siSave;
kidec ifiqra, iqneb ocnebam, dardma gamimZafres TvalTa siSave?
vinc mas icnobda, yvela amCnevda aseT cvlilebas qcevaSic, manerebSic _ Tumc ar icodnen,
rad daujda es cvlileba; mxolod xedavdnen, rom apao mainc `sul sxva~ Canda norCi, lamazi, xalisiani gogonebis garemocvaSi _ sxvanairi, da aravis msgavsi.
da exla, skolis grZel derefanSi, dasvenebis da mowafeebis oromtrialSi, uceb igrZno rom
haeri aklda: derefnis bolos Tvali mohkra misken momaval maRal siluets. umalve sunTqva gauCerda, TvalT daubnelda, kedels mieyrdno, fexma umtyuna da ase, nela Camosrialda da gaiSota
iatakze, Tumc gonebis dakargvis bolo momentSi, mowafeebi Tavebs Soris rom dahyurebdnen, misi
saxis danaxvac moaswro.
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gons rom movida, ukve saavadmyofos palataSi iyo, da nacnobi saxe veravisi naxa, garda ramdenime Soreuli naTesavisa, romelT acnobes misi ambavi. meore dRes ki moakiTxa Suaxnis Cinelma
qalma, da uTxra, rom misi skolelis dedaa; mis Svils da apao-s saerTo Counselor hyoliaT, vinc mas
acnoba bavSvis mdgomareoba, da ager, moakiTxa da qaTmis bulionic moutana.
apao-m gamoarTva fiala. sxvisi dedis xelidan aRebul saWmels madianad xvrepda, da Tan
tiroda, calke madlierebiT, da calke bulionis simxurvalis gamo.
Wamas rom morCa, aqamde unaxavma sxvis dedam, fiala CamoarTva da mSrali pirsaxoci miawoda.
`ra hqvia Tqvens Svils?~ zrdilobis gamo mainc marTebda SekiTxva. mis skolaSi ori aTasamde
mowafe swavlobda, magram Cinuri warmoSobis, sul aTiode Tu aRmoCndeboda.
`Cen hailung!~
aseTnairad, derefanSi gulis wasvlam xeli Seuwyo maT gacnobas, ufro swored, lung-is dedis gacnobas, es ki uvertiura aRmoCnda lung-is gacnobis.
swored maSin lung-i dakavebuli iyo umaRlesSi Casabarebeli sabuTebis SegrovebiT. apao-s
dedamisi moinaxulebda xolme, lung-i ki saerTod ar unaxavs.
roca gamokeTda da skolaSic gamoCnda, kvlavac gagrZelda aseTi viTareba. lung-i sul erTTavad umaRlesSi Casabarebeli gamocdebiT iyo dakavebuli, TiTi-orjer Sexvdnen erTmaneTs, esalmebodnen, magram amis iqiT saqme ar wasula.
arasodes miucia TavisTvis ufleba, rom lung-isTvis mieniSnebina Tavis grZnobaze. piriqiT,
cota Sorsac ki eWira Tavi, TiTqos undoda daecva raRac `urTierTobis distancia~. rodesac
daufiqrda amis mizezs, mixvda rom gulis siRrmeSi kvlavac rCeboda msuqan aziat gogod. Tumc,
rogorc ar ecada, rom gulis kunWulSi mieCina bina Tavisi grZnobisTvis, mieWmuWna da iq Caewnexa.
suli misi zRvasaviT iyo, moqcevas _ ukuqceva mosdevda, arasodes ar iyo mSvidad.
leqsebis wera daiwyo.
roca umReri siyvaruls, Tan norCi gulis `santimentebiT~, amas yovelTvis Tan sdevs aTasgvari cxovrebiseuli gancda. apao gaxda inglisuris maswavleblis usayvarlesi mowafe da mis leqsebs xSirad kiTxulobdnen skolis poeziis moyvarulTa klubSi.
apao-s netarebas hgvrida Tavisi warmateba TanamoazreTa patara sazogadoebaSi. sruliad
moulodnelad, misi calmxrivi da unayofo siyvaruli misi poeziis wyarod gadiqca, oRond mis
leqsebs araferi hqondaT saerTo mis cxovrebasTan.
erT SabaTs lung-is dedam is Sin dapatiJa savaxSmod. im xanad lung-s mosdioda werilebi sxvadasxva universitetebidan, maT Soris kolumbiis universitetidan, da agreTve sakuTari Statis
universitetidan, romelic srul stipendias hpirdeboda, maSin rodesac kolumbiis univeristeti,
mxolod nawilobrivis gadaxdas debda pirobad. amitom deda-Svili cdilobda garkveuliyo, romeli arCevani ajobebda, da es Tema gaxda sufraze msjelobis sagani.
dro kidev iTmenda. lung-ma ki daiCema, `kolumbiao~, magram isic esmoda, rom saqme ufro did
xarjebs exeboda. is Tavs irwmunebda, rom bankidan aRebuli sesxiT Tavs gaarTmevda am viTarebas,
sesxsac TandaTanobiT daabrunebda, magram dedamisi sxva azris iyo, ver egueboda amerikelTa
maneras, martivad miudgnen sakiTxs da gegma da imedi bankze daamyaron. amitom, li siufeng-s, aRmosavluri fsiqologiidan gamomdinare, miaCnda rom vali da sesxi araa sando.
Tavis qmars es qalbatoni gaSorda, rodesac lung-i jer kidev aTi wlis bavSvi iyo. ganqorwinebis Semdeg is amerikaSi gadmosaxlda ufros qaliSvilTan da lung-Tan erTad. ormocs iyo
gadacilebuli, rodesac warmatebiT Caabara gamocda, raTa mieRo samedicino dis sertifikati, da
amis wyalobiT gadaitana mTeli simZime, romelic SeiZleba daawves martoxela qals ucxo qveyanaSi,
Tan ori bavSvis patrons. lung-is arCevani ar miaCnda gonivrulad, magram isic sTqva rom valdebulia angariSi gauwios Svilis arCevans, da iqve, apao-s TanadaswrebiT gamoacxada, rom ukve moaxerxa
daegrovebina sakmarisi Tanxa, rom daxmareboda swavlis xarjebSi.
apao-s esmoda da iziarebda lung-is daCemebas, `niu iorkSi mindao~, magram stumari iyo da
ar ekuTvnoda Careva saojaxo sakiTxebis ganxilvaSi; amitom ar gaumxelia Tavisi argumenti, rom
Cinuri wamoSobis studentisaTvis aq swavlas, `ultra-TeTrkanianTa~ StatSi, isev ajobebda aRmosavleTi sanapiroze gadabargeba, sadac aziatebi ara grZnoben Tavs eulad da gariyulad; sxva
rom ara vTqvaT, Tuki xetiali giwevs amqveynad, isev jobia airCio farTo diapazonis da meti
SesaZleblobis mxare da asparezi.
da isic esmoda, rom lung-is swrafva, gaSoreboda iqaurobas, grZnobiTac aixsneboda _ etyoboda, rom jerac ver daeZlia Rrmad Camjdari siyvaruli. amis Segnebam sulierad kidev ufro
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daaxlova lung-Tan, raki orive gaxda gauziarebuli siyvarulis msxverpli _ erTi eg iyo, rom ara
hqoniaT SemTxveva es ambavi erTmaneTisTvis gaeziarebinaT...
sufrasTan saubarSi ki apao mainc CaerTo da taqtianad Seaxsena li siufeng-s, rom sesxis
aReba sinamdvileSi Zalze sasurveli investicia iyo lung-is samomavlo karierisaTvis, vinaidan
kolumbiis universitetis diplomi bevr kars gauRebda.
skolis derefanSi rom SeeCexa lung-s ramdenime dRis Semdeg, igive gaumeora, rom erT skolaSi swavla bevr rames niSnavs, da is mudam dauWers mxars yvela mis survils, arc ki ikiTxavs mizezs
da arCevanis dasabuTebas, da saerTod, warmatebas usurvebs yvelaferSi, misi ocnebis da idealebis
aRsrulebaSi.
gulSi fiqrobda, rom `kacs Tu raime ideali ar eguleba, es imas niSnavs rom moklebulia
individualobis naTels~. ase rom, lung-i rCeboda misi poeturi STagonebis wyarod, Tumc isev da
isev misi fantaziis sferoSi da warmosaxvaSi.
li siufeng-i bolos dasTanxmda Svils da sufrasTan rom isxdnen, kidec gamoacxada: `Cemi
vaJis Cabarebis dRidan universitetSi, dasrulda Cemi roli, rogorc mowafe-Svilze mzrunavi dedis~, da amitom gadawyvita saxlis gayidva da isev singapurSi dabruneba sacxovreblad.
amave dros, guls kidev imiT ikeTebda, rom is exla Tavisi qaliSvilis ufro sWirdeboda,
romelic male bavSvs gaaCenda, da imis Segneba, rom kvlavac vinmesTvis aris saWiro Zalas matebda.
apao-m ganicada li siufeng-is gamgzavreba, romlisganac igrZno is dedobrivi zrunva, rac
moaklda dedis gardacvalebis Semdeg, magram Tavs imSvidebda Zveli naTqvamiT, `amqveynad nadims
dasasruli mudam mouwevs!~.
im xanad `wiTeli koSkis sizmars~ kiTxulobda inglisur enaze, da TargmanSic Semonaxuli iyo
is niuansebi, rom srulad ganecada siyvaruli, qorwinebis da bedis kavSiri cTomilTa moZraobasTan; es yvelaferi sevdis naleqad rCeboda gulSi, da kidev ufro amdidrebda mis poetur Sensetive.
im dRidan dawyebuli, rac daSorda li siunfeng-s, apao-m yuradReba swavlaze gadaitana,
magram ocneba, rom odesme aRmosavleT sanapiroze aRmoCndeboda da lung-s Sexvdeboda _ es ocneba ar Sordeboda, da kvlav rCeboda ganyenebulis sferos Temad, radgan axsenebda gamofitul
cxovrebas da naTqvams, rom `rac cxovrebaSi saerTod xdeba, umeteswilad iZulebiTia~.
orma welma ise ganvlo, rom apao-s gauqra kavSiri am ojaxTan. amasobaSi erTi aylayuda Worfliani motrfiale gaiCina, TeTrkaniani gamxdari kalaTburTeli, saxelad Cak-i. apao-ze umcros
iyo erTi wliT, sportSi warmateba ara hqonia, ufro saTadarigoTa skamze uwevda jdoma da amxanagebis samasxaraod iyo qceuli. `marcxianis~ damRa Sublze ekera, magram apao-c `marcxianad~
Tvlida Tavis Tavs da mis msgavsad, mudam cdilobda ukana planze gadasvlas, damalvas _ imdenad
rom sasadiloSic raRac kunWuls airCevdnen xolme da iq, mofarebulSi isxdnen da saubrobdnen.
apao-s es urTierToba moswonda, radgan kmayofilebis grZnoba uCndeboda.
is iyo, maTi urTierToba aewyo da ufro daaxlovdnen, rom Cak-is mama uvado kontraqtiT
miiwvies kaliforniaSi leqciebis wasakiTxad, da gamgzavrebis win Cak-ma apao-s sasiyvarulo leqsi
miarTva. es leqsi erTad erTi aRmoCnda, rac odesme misTvis uZRvniad, da maT Soris gaiba mimowera
da am werilebiT orivem aago Taviseburi romantikuli urTierToba, miT umetes rom ganSoreba amas
xels uwyobda. male apao-m daijera, rom aseTi forma gacilebiT ufro daxvewili iyo, radgan distanciiT gamowveuli daSoreba amdidrebda mis fantazias da uamrav Temas aZlevda leqsebis sawerad
_ oRond Cak-i mainc ar aRiqmeboda misi ocnebis `princad~.
maT miwer-moweras bolo moeRo, rodesac universitetSi Cabarebis sakiTxi dadga, da manamde
lung-is mier saguldagulod gavlili yvela etapi, exla apao-s unda gaevlo da gaemeorebina.
momavali namdvilad ar iyo fantaziis da iluziis sfero, mobezrda agreTve usagno, abstraqtuli lirika, da male Cak-ma mogonebebis sferoSi gadainacvla.
apao-m gancxadeba waradgina kolumbiis universitetSi, radgan qvecnobierad imedi hqonda
rom lung-s iq naxavda. Tan esmoda rom calmxrivma siyvarulma gavlena iqonia mTel mis cxovrebaze
da waruSleli kvali datova mis sulSi.
Tavidan TiTqos bunebrivad eCvena literaturis fakultetis arCeva, magram yvela detali
rom awon-dawona, finansebis da statistikis ganyofileba arCia da iq Caabara, miuxedavad imisa, rom
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aranair midrekilebas ara grZnobda am sferosadmi.
rodesac daasrula Tavisi sagamocdo gancxadebebis gagzavn-gamogzavna, dro gamonaxa da
Caewera qalaqis centralur biblioTekaSi; TiTqos grZnobda, rom wyvetda kavSirs inglisurenovan
mwerlobasTan da wignebSi Caeflo da wignis kiTxvaSi aRamebda. ufro klasikas kiTxulobda, rom
aenazRaurebina iZulebiTi daSoreba mwerlobis sakiTxebs, TiTqos amiT SeeZlo cvlileba Seetana
Tavis karmaSi.
maSin iyo rom sadRac Sors, wignebis karadebTan Tvali mokra lung-s. iseTi guliscema auvarda, rom mgoni lung-mac ki igrZno amxela manZilze _ Tavi aswia da daakvirda nacnob figuras.
apao-m instinqturad gaSala mklavebi da gaqanda misken da erTmaneTs gadaexvivnen...
bakalavreats rom amTavrebda, samsaxuris Sovnis sakiTxi ise garTulda, rom lung-ma arCia
gaegrZelebina swavla doqtoris wodebis misaRebad, da am procesSi samSobloSi aRmoaCina samsaxuri, Tan iseTi xelfasiT, romelzec arc ki uocnebia.
amerikidan gamgzavrebis win, coloba sTxova apao-s, romelic maSin amTavrebda bakalavreats
da arCevanis winaSe idga, samsaxuri daewyo Tu samagistro kursi erCia. lung-ma uTxra, `colad
gamomyevi, singapurSi vicxovrebT, qalbatoni iqnebi, saxli gebareba, blomad bavSvebs gavaCenT,
saqmis meti ra geqneba~.
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lung-i unda gamgzavrebuliyo sam kviraSi da es dReebi TiTqmis arc uZinia, imdens muSaobda.
imas hgavda, gzaareuli axalgazrda rom uceb miagnebs Tavisi cxovrebis mizans da mTeli arsebiT
gadaeSveba axal saqmianobaSi, saamisod rom ar iSurebs Zalas da Rones.
lung-ma imiT daiwyo, rom wesrigSi moiyvana is bina, romelsac adre aqiravebdnen. bina singapuris Zvel ubanSi iyo, romelic qalaqis Zvel centrs ekuTvnoda da saTanado remontis Semdeg,
binas fasi emateboda. magram saqme mainc garTulda, lung-i ver iclida rom ocdaoTxi saaTi im
binis mowesrigebisaTvis daeTmo, vinaidan am dros saqme cudad wauvida mis kompanias SanxaiSi; apaosac, axalma ampluam dedis rolSi, xeli SeuSala rom saqmisaTvis miexeda.
lung-is moqmedeba akvirvebda cols: man uceb Zveli yaidis buneba gamoaCina, gaiZaxoda rom
qali valdebulia blomad bavSvebi gaaCinos, da aseTi konservatiuli wyobis pirovnebam uceb Secvala Tavisi politika da xan ras askdeboda da xan ras! _ TiTqos farvana yofiliyos, dasaRupavad
rom alisken miiwevs; apao-s gansakuTrebiT is aocebda, rom lung-i iseT wamowyebebSi da iseT urTierTobebSi hyofda Tavs, raSic xamad iyo da razedac saerTod ara hqonda aranairi warmodgena,
Tumc amas arasodes ar aRiarebda.
am viTarebidan apao-m mxolod is gaiazra, rom mxolod vnebas SeuZlia gamoiwvios mizidulobis aseTi Zlieri, jojoxeTuri Zala. es Zala Rrmad Camalul magmas emsgavseba, romelic saboloo
jamSi feTqdeba, Tavs daaRwevs Tavis Caketilobas da lavasebr gadmoiRvreba, raTa amcnos Tavs
damtydari ubedureba.
exla, roca SanxaiSi wasvla dadga dRis wesrigSi, TavisTavad gaCnda krizisisa da sabediswero
momentis SegrZneba; cxadia, saqme iqamde ar misula, rom anderZi daewera an memorandumi gamoecxo,
magram faqtia, rom misi dabruneba SanxaiSi imas udrida, rom Camxtariyo mduRare morevSi, an abrialebul alSi Sevardniliyo. am ambis tragizmi iman ganapiroba, rom lung-i ver warmarTavda Tavis
momavals, rac mas win eloda.
binis remonts ki imitom Cqarobda, `vaiTu samsaxurSi rame ver aewyos, maSin amis qira mainc
geqneba garantirebuli, mSivrebi rom ar darCeT!~ apao swored am sityvebma aRaSfoTes, radgan
Seatyo rom qmari ar ganicdida sindisis qenjnas, ar scxvenoda Tavisi gegmis, romelic mxolod
sakuTar daJinebaze aawyo.
sami kviris ganmavlobaSi saxlSi SuaRam brundeboda, dasvrili, daRlil-daqanculi bazrebSi
da sawyobebSi sirbiliT, da ise gamoiyureboda, TiTqos moduri realiti-Sous monawile iyo, xalxi
cdilobs Tavi gadairCinos velur, ukacur adgilebSi.
misi aseTi Sroma da Zalisxmeva apao-s mxolod akvirvebda, da imasac fiqrobda, `raki ase dakarga sindisi, iqneb ajobebs rom saerTod davSorde? xom uTqvams Zvel xalxs, rom `roca mokvdebi,
mere iwyeb cxovrebas~?
lung-ma aRar gadado arc finansuri mxare. bankSi Senaxuli Tanxis meti nawili apao-s saanabro wignakze gadaitana, raTa momavalSi cols gaadvileboda Tanxis gamotana, magram apao-s mainc
gulze cudad moxvda es saqcieli, radgan msgavseba igrZno ganqorwinebis aqtis Tanmdev ganwyobasTan; meore mxriv, SanxaiSi qmars xom swored imitom uSvebda, rom ar gayriliyvnen?
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lung-is gamgzavrebis wina dRe iyo, SabaTi, da gadawyvites, yvelas erTad esadila apao-s sayvarel tailandur restoranSi, miT umetes rom bavSvebs mSoblebiviT uyvardaT iqauri cxare da
mJave kerZebi, yvelTan erTad qoqosis wvenSi gamoyvanili kari, rasac uwodebdnen `zamTriskunfusups~.
maTi bavSvebi imdenad iyvnen gaSinaurebuli am restornis garemosTan rom iq misvla lamis
Sin misvla egonaT. gansakuTrebiT an ani xarobda, maSinve waetana magidaze dawyobil namcxvrebis
arCevanis cvilis muliaJs. amis danaxvaze lung-s warbeb Soris Cakecili naoWic ki gaeSala.
erTad tkbebodnen am suraTiT, bavSvma rom pirvelad scada TviTon, Tavisi xeliT eWama
sufi, Tumca sanam kovzs pirTan miitanda, naxevari gzaze daeqca, magram ufrosebma mainc taSiT
daajildoves misi iniciativa, da yvelaze metad lung-i xarobda. bedad, ufrosi Zma ar eWvianobda
siyvarulis aseT Warb gamovlenas patara daikosadmi, iuaniu ani raRacnairad gamoicvala, TiTqos
`uceb’ gaizarda, da mesameklaselma, cxra wlis biWunam, romelic aqamde pirs ar aCerebda, xmis
amoRebas aravis aclida, exla Seigno mamis wasvla, da gadaiqca sityvaZunw, lamis mdumare bavSvad,
romlis yuradReba sul erT Tavad mobiluris ekranze da klaviSebze iyo gadatanili, da aranairad
ar monawileobda danarCenebis mxiarulebaSi.
apao-m mzera qmarze gadaitana da siyvaruliT savse misi Rimili, rogorc is Sescqeroda anans,
iseTi bunebrivi da gulwrfeli iyo, rom apao-s Zveli dro gaaxsena, rodesac erTad usxdnen xolme
sufras da mas egona rom aseTi simyudrove da bedniereba arasodes dairRveoda.
exla ki, am sufrasTan, ufro TviTon cdilobda xolme gaRimebas, magram mis RimilSi mainc
igrZnoboda raRac simware, TiTqos TviTgvemis Sedegi.
romc ar sdomeboda, mis warmosaxvaSi paralelebi da mogonebebi TavisiT enacvlebodnen erTmaneTs, da isic gaaxsenda, lung-i rom daibruna, maSinac am restoranSi aRniSnes ojaxis gamTlianeba. maSin lung-i gadayolili iyo yvelaze, xan TefSze gadauRebda dedas raime naWers, xan kovzs
Tavisi xeliT pirTan miutanda apao-s, saxeze ki ar uqreboda Cadenili danaSauliT gamowveuli
moridebuli Rimili, xolo Sin rom mividnen, gamoucxada, rom rac SanxaiSi moxda, es yvelaferi
sisulelea da apao-s TvalSi kvlav daibrunebs Rirseuli qmris saxes.
lung-is TviTmfrinavi sisxam dilas unda gafreniliyo. gacileba undoda, magram dedamTili
Caeria, `amxela mucliT gzaze WanWyari arafers gargebso!~ mere ki uceb Secvala sityva da piriqiT,
gamoucxada, `aq sul xmauria da ria-ria, erTmaneTs verc ki dalaparakebixarT, amitom isev sjobs,
gahyve da gzaze moaxerexebT saubars~. am tonma miaxvedra apao, rom dedamTilis Tvals araferi
gamorCenoda, da ara sjeroda sababad mogonili im zRapris, rom `lung-s SanxaiSi raRac saqmeebi
aqvs misaxedi~. amitom Svils ase daemSvidoba: `droulad mixede yvelafers da droulad dabrundi.
Sens zeviT dasustebuli xnieri xalxia, Sens qveviT ki patara balRebi, da ojaxis gareT ver iqnebi
damSvidebuli~. cxovrebam gamoawrTo da bevri ram aswavla li siufeng- s, roca undoda Tavsac
moikatunebda da yru-munjsac iTamaSebda.
taqsi miqroda trasaze, isini erTmaneTs mikvrodnen magram siCumes inarCunebdnen. siviwroveSi dumilis atmosfero ufro amZimebda ganwyobas da yvelaferi `qungpai-s~ axsenebda da amitom
uWirda xmis amoReba
fiqrobda, `nuTu am momaval bavSvze zrunvam ise damca, rom mzada var, Cavabaro qmari mis eSmakeul gatacebas SanxaiSi? nuTu saerTod davkarge Rirsebis grZnoba?.. ra mWirs, patriarqalurma
aRmosavlurma Segnebam mZlia, `qmris didebaze?~ Tu mxolod laquciT unda SemeZlos davibruno
misi keTilganwyoba?!~
ukve eCveneboda, rom isini frontis xazis sapirispiro mxares aRmoCndnen, Tan ukve okupaciis
etapic aris dawyebuli. miuxedavad imisa, rom amerikis dasavleTSi aRizarda da tvinic iqaur yaidaze aewyo, mainc uWirda sxvanairad moqceva, Tavisi rom gaetana, radgan SeCveuli iyo Tavis Tavze
im azrs, rom sustia; Tanac, rogor unda gaeSva xelidan is erTaderTi kaci, romelic rac Tavi
axsovs, sul uyvarda?! Tumc exla is ufro iseT joxs agonebda, romelsac ar endobi, ver daeyrdnobi!... rogor unda andos es Tavisi damZimebuli Tavi Tu sxeuli?
apao-s guli erTs ambobda, goneba meores; aseTi gaoreba mis arsSi aRibeWda, sadac aRmosavleTi da dasavleTi erTmaneTs gadaxlarTvoda, magram man mainc is gza airCia, romelic uSualod
`im wuTas~ uSvelida; es ufro advili eCvena _ Tumc, ra Tqma unda, Sedegi kidev mis moTmenaze iyo
damokidebuli.
lung-i xmas ar iRebda, mTlianad manqanaze iyo koncentrirebuli, apao periodulad gaxedav-
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da xolme, Tan kidev sakuTar Tavs tuqsavda, `exla, roca wuTi-wuTze unda daSordnen, axla risi
imedi hqonda, iseTi ra unda eTqva lung-s?
`oRond ar miTxra, rom raRac ukve gaqvs mofiqrebuli!~ _ scada gaxumreba, magram lung-i
siCumes mainc ar arRvevda.
,,‘ver vitan, roca ase xar gaCumebuli!...~ _ arc ki eloda, uceb amden brazs Tu amoafrqvevda,
da tuCze ikbina.
`ram gamabriyva ase, rom davTanxmdi da `im qalTan~ vuSveb?~ da raki `im qalis~ xsenebaze
lung-is reaqcia yovelTvis mZafri iyo, amitom apao miT ufro darwmunda `im qalis~ arsebobaSi.
`mas Semdeg rac ori Tve ojaxSi gaatara, da kidev iqiT miuwevs guli, nuTu SeiZleba rom kvlav damibrundes? sadaa aq logika? ara, imaTi mesmis, vinc raRacis gamorCenis imediT, Wkuaze ar
aris _ magram me?! gana SeiZleba ase gamoCerCeteba da grZnobas ayola? vaiTu movkvdi? samudamod
mimatova da movkvdi?~ _ pasuxad mxolod guli feTqavda gamalebiT.
`ara, ra dros sikvdilia! ori, ori ki ara, sami bavSvi mabaria, imaT xom vWirdebi?!. yvelaferi
unda viRono, rom ojaxi samudamod ar daiSalos.~ _ ise iyo gatacebuli Tavis damSvidebiT, rom
bolo sityvebi xmamaRla warmosTqva.
lung-i Secba da manqana iqve, gzis piras miayena.
`SemiZlia davrCe!~ lung-i gamwarebuli gamometyvelebiT miaCerda apao-s, saxeze mkvdris feri
edo; am ori Tvis gamavlobaSi mgoni pirvelad gauswora Tvali.
`gana ar mesmis rom usindisod viqcevi!~ am sityvebis gagonebaze, apao-s TiTqos maTraxi
gadauWires.
`me arasodes ar mimaCnda, rom usindido xar!~ apao-m tuCze ikbina, rom cremlebi Seekava. `Tavs
Seuracxyofas nu ayeneb. ase rom yofiliyo, SenTan arc viqnebodi!~
`maSin miTxari, ra ginda Cemgan?~ _ Zlivs gasagoni xmiT hkiTxa, da apao-s saxeze gaoceba rom
Seatyo, kiTxva inglisurad gaumeora.
colma mxrebi aiCeCa, rac usityvod niSnavda, `Sen ukeT mogexseneba~.
`me vgulisxmob, exla, am wuTas... sad var valdebuli rom wavide?~ _ es misi pasuxi ufro danakargiT gamwarebulis pasuxs hgavda, vidre dananebas da mobodiSebas.
ganxibluli kacis toniT naTqvami sityvebi gulze moxvda da apao-m ar daayovna pasuxi: `wadi,
gafrindi. arc ise mdidrebi varT, rom saerTaSoriso reisze aRebuli bileTis fuli gavaniavoT.~ _
mere saaTs daxeda, yelSi momdgari oxvra daZlia da Cumad daamata: `mapatie. gadawyvetili mqonda,
aRar mesayvedura da ar vici, ra damemarTa!..~
`eg araferi, rac Sen sulgrZeloba gamoiCine, isic sakmarisia.~ lung-ma daqoqa manqana da kvlav Soseze gadavida, cali xeli mxarze moxvia cols.
apao-m mxridan moiSora misi mklavi. rodesac lung-i miiltvoda xolme misken, rom ufro intensiurad egrZno maTi siaxlove, apao mTeli Tavisi arsiT ewinaaRmdegeboda amas. exla ki civad
da cinikurad Caecina: `yvelaze metad, ici exla ras vinatrebdi?~
lung-i miaCerda, magram maleve miabruna saxe, TiTqos ver mozoma da xeliT daswvda cxel
kartofils.
`netavi erTxel mainc gadamaqcia naTrev, uvargis qalad!~
TviTon gaocda aseT daufarav pasuxze, lung-i ki ise gaognda rom pirRia misCereboda.
`magram exla, eh!~ sarkastulad daixeda uzomod gasiebul sxeulze da daamata, `sadRaa samagiso resursi da kapitali!~ mere Camowia saqare minis Tavze damagrebuli, mzis Suqis mosaCrdilebel
firfita da sakuTar saxes daakvirda Sig Casmul sarkeSi: Tvalebi, cxviri, quTuToebi, mTeli saxe
ise hqonda SeSupebuli rom sakuTar Tavs ver cnobda, nakvTebs dahkargvodad Cveuli moxazuloba,
xolo cxviri is ulaplapebda, Canda rom kanis daWimulobam zRvars miaRwia.
rogor SeiZleba aseTnairad damaxinjeba? ramdeni xania, Tavs ase ar dahkvirvebia da iseTi
zizRi gauCnda sakuTari Tavis mimarT, rom gulSi mimarTa Tavis anarekls, `aseT qals romeli qmari
gauCerdeba?~
`gulTan Zalian axlos nu miitan, moZulebul cols xom aqvs ufleba rom waiwuwunos...~ Cumad,
Camqrali xmiT warmosTqva apao-m da daamata: `es Seni daCemeba wasvlaze, azrtuli TamaSiviTaa _ an
dabrundebi, an waxval da aRarc arasdros gamoCndebi~.
es warmosTqva da SeSinda, radgan adrec zojer SeumCnevia: uceb, angariSmiucemlad wamosrolili sityva, mere winaswarmetyvelebad qceula. amitom gaCerda, qvecnobierad eloda, rom lung-i
iuarebda, magram mas xma ar amouRia, magram cota xnis Semdeg SeniSna: `rac ar unda moxdes, mainc
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imedi maqvs rom erTmaneTis mtrebad ar gadaviqceviT~.
manqanis saWis zemoT mosriale gzas Tvals ar aSorebda, magram oriv Tvalidan cremli gadmougorda. apao-m xeli xelze gadausva. lung-ma cali xeli saWes moaSora da xelSi Caavlo. mTeli
darCenili gza ase imgzavres, manqana cali xeliT mihyavda da meore xeli apao-sTvis ar mouSorebia.
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`exla Zalian dakavebuli var, Zalian, me TviTon dagirekav roca movicli, Sen nu mirekav!~
lung-ma sxapasxupiT miayara, etyoboda erTi suli hqonda rom mili daekida.
dila iyo da apao-m ifiqra, iqneb samsaxurSi eCqareba, udro-udrood davureke da amitom
hqonda aseTi toni, `magram nuTu erTi wuTic mainc ar hqonda rom rame eTqva?~ da mixvda, rom
lung-i marto ar iqneboda, viRacasTan erTad iyo da amitom umalve ufro mtkice xmiT upasuxa,
`kargi, kargi, ar dagayovneb, vxedav rom ara gcalia, aRar dagirekav~.
apao-m daagdo yurmili da xmam Seaxtuna CaZinebuli Cvili, aRarc gaxsenebia rom bavSvi iqve
ewva sicxiani, wina dRiT eqimTan dasWirda miyvana.
exla TviTonac miwva oradgilian sawolSi. lung-is aryofnis gamo sawoli uzarmazari Canda.
cremli jer kentad dagorda loyaze, erTi wuTis mere ki saxe baliSSi Cargo, tiroda, gminavda da
es xma ukve galiaSi gamomwyvdeuli nadiris ymuils ufro hgavda.
didi xania, rac aRar utiria, radgan ver iclida saamisod _ dedamTilTan erTad sami bavSvis movliT iyo dakavebuli, garda amisa, orivem gadawyvita meore specialobis miReba da saRamos
skolaSi uwevdaT siaruli kviraSi orjer, da sad iyo imis dro, rom cremlis saRvrelad gamoeyo?!
albaT, am gziT umagrebda suls da guls zenaarsi.
qalis safiqrals kidev axali sadardebeli daemata, Cvilis sicxe. marTalia, ori bavSvis gamocdileba ukve hqonda, magram mainc Relavda, da uceb mixvda rom TviTon gaacia bavSvi, rodesac
winadRiT kondicioners umata da monaber sigrileSi CaeZina _ Tumc mere bavSvis xvelam gamoaRviZa.
isic afiqrebda, rom teniani sicxiT gamowveuli uZiloba SeiZleba klimaqsis maniSnebeli
iyo, marTalia, ocdaTeqvsmeti wlis qalisTvis aseTi ram naadrevia, magram... eqims rom mimarTa,
`naadrevic arsebobs da fsiqologTan midiTo!~ ase rom, kvlav fsiqologis monaxuleba urCies!
arada, iseT dReSi hqonda nervebi, rom marto am rCevis gagonebaze SeiZleba isterika damarTvoda.
grZnobda, rom daaSava, da bavSvis avadmyofoba misi brali iyo, da exla ukve is aSinebda, `Tu
ase miWirs Cemi Tavis kontroli, xom SeiZleba kvlavac gavimeore raime sisulele?~ amitom daureka qmars, rom raRacnairad guli gadaeyolebina masTan saubriT: egona rom misi informirebiT,
sadardebelic TiTqos Seusustdeboda, aRar iqneboda aseTi `intensiuri~ _ ra icoda, rom safiqralis gaziareba ase dasruldeboda!
rac ufro gadioda dro, lung-i miT ufro iSviaTad rekavda. roca apao urekavda, is raRacas
imizezebda, rom an `zari ver gaigo, an telefoni hqonda gaTiSuli~. xandaxan isic yofila, telefonSi xmauri da musikis xma esmoda, amitom amjerad gadawyvita diliT daereka, rom Tavisi zariT
lung-i restoranSi ar Seewuxebina.
ukve eqvsi Tve iyo gasuli misi gamgzavrebis dRidan, da am xnis manZilze sul xuTi dRiT iyo
Camosuli, apao-s mSobiarobis dReebSi; Tan misi Camosvla colis monaxulebas ki ar isaxavda miznad,
aramed mxolod bavSvis naxvas, rogorc CineTSi ityvian `Tavis nayofis~ naxvas. ase rom, lung-i am
SemTxvevaSi ufro Cinuri tradiciis mimdevari iyo, imis miuxedavad rom amdeni weliwadi amerikaSi
gaatara; kidec amitom ver ganimsWvala dasavluri RirebulebebiT _ Tundac sxvisi miwebis miTvisebis survilis TvalsazrisiT, da inarCunebda erovnul xasiaTs; es Tviseba imaSic ki gamoCnda,
rom ganqorwinebis winaaRmdegi iyo, radgan im katastrofis viTarebaSi, romelSic maTi ojaxi aRmoCnda, lung-s arasodes ucdia Tavis arideba Tavisi valdebulebisagan Svilebis mimarT.
diliT ganwyoba srul uimedobad eqca, da verc is Sveloda, roca ixsenebda qmris micemul
fics, rom `Cveni col-qmroba siymawvilidan daiwyo, me arasodes ar migatoveb, da amitom gTxov,
madrovo.~
lung-isTvis amis Tqma niSnavda rom sityvas ar gadavidoda, magram ras niSnavda es sityvebi
apao-saTvis? colis mitoveba ar iyo mTavari sakiTxi; apao-s is ainteresebda, lung-i Tu kvlav
apirebda aseTi viTarebis SenarCunebas.
apao Tavs irwmunebda, rom esec unda eTmina, isev da isev bavSvebis gamo. magram gulSi meore
pasuxic hqonda gamzadebuli: `mSoblebis erTad yofna TavisTavad ar ganapirobebs bavSvebis bednierebas, radgan Tu col-qmars ar uyvars erTmaneTi, patarebisTvis es uaresi magaliTia.~
`adamianTa modgmas ase mosdevs aTa-papidan: yvelas elis raRac gamocda, erTi Tu ara, meore;
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da Tu gangebam mxolod deda gamoimeta, eg unda ikmaroT!~ _ ase dasCurCulebda xolme bavSvebs,
roca tkbilad eZinaT, Tan sakuTar Tavsac aCvevda am azrs.
ase rom, aqamde ar Rirsebia odnavi miniSnebac ki lung-i dabrunebaze. apao-s yovel zarze
igive meordeboda: `madroveo~, da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar uxsnida aseTi qcevis mizezs.
exlac, roca irgvliv yvelas eZina da is iyo, apirebda, `cremliT guli movioxoo~, rom telefonma dareka.
`nu miwyen, es wuTia avdeqi, exla moxseneba maqvs dasaweri da aexlave unda davasrulo, amitom
didxans ver dagelaparakebi, ar minda Zalian movSorde dasawer Temas da damerRvas azrebis wyoba~.
apao xmas ar iRebda. an ra unda eTqva, roca lung-ma daaswro da gasamarTlebeli sababic
moaxsena. `amazec didi madloba, rom `Semexida~, Zalian rom ara mwyenoda kargad esmoda, rom samsaxurSi mimavalma daureka, magram sapasuxo sityva TavSi ar mosdioda; amasobaSi cxviri gaeguda,
cremlebi waskda! calke cremlebi, calke cxviridan uceb Rvarad wamosuli siTxe _ ra dReSi iyo!
qaRaldis cxvirsaxociT ebrZoda am Rvars, Tan xmas ar iRebda, rom lung-s ar gaego misi sisustis
momenti.
`apao, gesmis Cemi xma?~
apao ukve samzareuloSi iyo, mobiluri zed miikra rom xma CaexSo. onkani gaxsna da sveli
cxvirpiri moibana.
`exla, ra... ukeT xar?~ _ SekiTxvaSi Sewuxeba da zrunvac igrZnoboda.
`ara, araferia, cota gavcivdi~ _ daufiqreblad, rac pirze moadga, is uTxra.
`aaa...
jer gaagrZela, mere ki Tema patarebze gadaitana: `isini rogor arian?~
`wuxel BB -s sicxe hqonda~
`ooo...~ _ kvlav gaagrZela lung-ma da mZimed amoioxra.
`exla sad aris?~
`aqaa, CemTan~
`xma rom ar ismis? sZinavs?~
zrunvis Tviseba igive SerCenoda; bavSvebze zrunvaSi rom daxmareboda, apao-ze bednieri qali
ar iqneboda!
`ki, sZinavs. guSin gavwvaldiT, xan klinikaSi, xan saxlSi! exla aRar aqvs, sicxe daucxra~
lung-ma SvebiT amoisunTqa.
`mere... Sen albaT Zalian iRlebi...~
Canda, rogor uWirda damamSvidebeli sityvis moZebna.
`Tu movrCiT salaparakos, vTiSav telefons.~
`ara! apao!~ iyvira lung-ma.
apao gagrZelebas eloda.
manZilze metad, maT gamyof kedlad exla dumili gaqvavebuli aRmarTuliyo.
`kargi, Tavs Zalas nuRar atan, xom xedav, ras gavs Cveni saubari _ erTi _ alTas, meore _
balTas!~ daayola dedamTilisagan gagonili gamoTqma.
lung-i wuTiT gaCumda, TiTqos ver gaego, coli ras gulisxmobda, mere dasZina:
`rasac Sen akeTeb, bavSvebs rom uvli _ cxovrebaSi ver amoval Seni validan!~
`me deda var, da es Cemi valia; Sen Tu ver axerxeb Seasrulo, rac mamas evaleba, me xom
vaxerxeb maT movla-patronobas!~ mis mkafiod naTqvamSi Zalac ismoda, da isic rom ar apirebda
gauTavebliv mis lodins.
pauzis Semdeg lung-ma upasuxa: `nu mawvebi~.
`ras meubnebi? odesme yofila, rom me Sen gawvebodi? rac es ambavi daiwyo, sul giTmendi,
sul imas velodi, rom dadgeba dRe da dabrundebi, Sens dapirebas Seasruleb, an sulac im Sens
qalbatonTan erTad mobrZandebi da gamomicxadeb, rom ganqorwineba ginda, radgan sxvaze unda
iqorwino!~ _ TviTonac grZnobda, ra brazi da boRma ismoda mis xmaSi; maSinve inana, imdenad ucxo
iyo misi bunebisaTvis aseTi grZnoba _ da cxovrebam ki rad aqcia!..
`Sen rom gizis warmodgenaSi, me aRara var is qali, ara var morCili wmindani! am bolo dros
vufiqrdebi Cems arsebobas, da minda icode, rasac vapireb: me ukan vixev!~
amis Tqma mxolod inglisurad moaxerxa, TiTqos enamac ufro gauadvila amis gamoTqma.
kvlav Camovarda siCume, kvlav aRimarTa maT Soris dumilis kedeli.
`kargi, Tu araferi gaqvs saTqmeli, davkideb mils~
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`nu, apao, nu!...~ _ da mis wamoZaxils mohyva lung-is qviTini. apao-s aqamde is arasodes enaxa
mtirali, arc arasodes gaegona misgan es bgera! exla ki bavSviviT Rrialebda manqanaSi, romelic
sadRac sacobSi iyo gaCxerili. da mereRa mixvda, im xmauris fons, rac yurSi Caesmoda: manqanebis klaqsonebi, policiis manqanebis sirenebi, yvelaferi erTmaneTSi areuliyo da dro da dro
ifareboda beberi pensioneris xmiT, romelic cdilobda raRacnairad moZraobis regulacias da
megafonSi CasZaxoda fexiT mosiaruleebs _ isini ki, SanxaelTa maneris Sesabamisad, arad agdebdnen
SuqniSanis wiTel fers.
... da aseT, WeSmaritad megapolisis sakadris xmaurSi, siyvarulis xafangSi moxvedrili sami
Svilis mama, tiroda da ar icoda, ra gziT daeRwia Tavi amnair mdgomareobidan.
`raki daTmoba arCie, maSin bolomde darCi keTili, me ki damacade! da gaxsovdes, aras gziT ar
davuSveb am ojaxis daSlas!~ _ amis Tqma mainc moaxerxa _ `aras gziT!~
`RmerTis ar geSinia?~ gaifiqra apao-m: `RmerTma icis, risi wyalobiT SerCa am ojaxs raRaca
saxe; RmerTma qnas, da marTlac Seasrulos Tavis piroba~ _ Tumca qalisTvis es cxovreba ukve
iseT arsebobad iqca, rogorzec ityvian, `am dRem ganvlo, da xvalisa _ xvalem ikiTxos~. da nuTu
marTla, SeiZleba ukan daixio da miaRwio meorexarisxovan mizans?
cxovrebis borbali Tavisas mierekeba, midis da migoravs. saaTs Sexede, kedelze rom hkidia:
rogor garbis dro, rogor trialebs, da wuTebi daundobelni im zars rekaven, rom gagaRviZon da
mogiwodon _ frTxilad iyavi!
saaTis isarma cxra aCvena, ukve erTi saaTi gasuliyo mas Semdeg rac Sewyda saubari.
apao cdilobda aRar efiqra Tavis gancdaze, rom dedamTils mosvlisTanave ar Seetyo, rom
raRac moxda.
amitom adga, Sxapi gadaivlo, feniT Tma SeimSrala, dasiebul quTuToebze kremi waisva, feradi maisuri Caicva _ erTi sityviT, ecada, gaeqro momxdaris kvali.
marTalia, ramdenimejer isev moeZala tirilis survili, magram ar gasWirvebia misi daTrgunva.
li siunfeng-ma rom Semodga fexi binaSi, rZali Cakuntuli daxvda kafelis iatakze da vedroSi Casxmul TeTrs sarecx xsnarSi amovlebuli CvriT, gamalebulad xexda ukve isedac sufTa
iataks, TiTqos undoda rom dana-CangaliviT ebrwyina da elaplapa.
kondicioneri Tu ar iyo oTaxSi CarTuli, im tropikul sicxeSi odnavi moZraobac ki oflis
Rvarad iqceoda da amitom apao Tmian-maisurianad, sul mTlad sveli, gasawuri iyo _ magram erCia,
rom ekonomia gaewia da kondicioneri isev Rame CaerTo, rom Zili SeZlebodaT, aseTi yairaTianoba
ki dedamTilisagan iswavla.
kondicioners dilaadrian TiSavda, mzis amosvlisas. gaRebul fanjrebs fardebs afarebda, da
oTaxSi Semosul sicxis miuxedavad, mainc axalisebda sufTa haeris SegrZneba.
li-m rom dainaxa loyaawiTlebuli da oflSi gaxviTquli rZali, elda eca: `ra gWirs, ra
moxda, itire?~
apao am momentisTvis ukve Sinaganad mobilizebuli iyo da cudad yofna iuara:
`deda, erTsa gTxovT, cota xans saZinebelSi SediT, pataras jer kidev sZinavs, ase rom dro
maqvs, aqaurobas mivxedo, Tqven nu swuxxarT!~
li-m erTi piroba scada daxmareboda: `cotaodeni fizikuri datvirTva arc me ar mawyenso,~
magram apao-m zrdilobianad gverdze gaswia.
`lung-ma dareka?~ _ SeekiTxa dedamTili, da Tan gaSorda, rom apao-s hgoneboda, rom ver
SeamCnia misi namtiralevi Tvalebi.
`gagebiT ki gavagebine, magram Cqarobda, samsaxurSi agviandeboda da lai-lais Tavi ara hqonda~.
ise elaparakeboda, TiTqos araferi momxdariyo; am dReebSi irwmuna, rom cxovreba Teatria,
ojaxi scenaa, TviTon kidev cdilobs kargad iTamaSos dadebiTi qali-personaJis roli.
`ki magram, raRa darCa, cotac da Zveli axali weli dadgeba, sagazafxulo zeimis dReebi, da
ras fiqrobs, Sin ar Camova?~
`vai, ra dro gasula! nuTu ukve erTi welia, rac...?~
am TariRis gaxsenebaze TiTqos raRacam gulSi uCxvlita. SarSan am dros daorsulda, ager
ukve weliwadic gavida mas Semdeg, mogonebebi ki isea Cafluli mexsierebis burusSi, TiTqos meti
dro gasuliyos.
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SarSandelis Semdeg gancdilma cvlilebebis polusebma, TiTqos erTmaneTs daupirispires
dro da sivrce.
maSin, Tavidan TiTqos erideboda, mere gulSi Caikra, da roca apao ixsenebda im Ramis ambebs, darwmunda, rom maSin maTi impulsuri siaxlove misma temperamentma ki ar ganapiroba, aramed
ubralod, lung-i sakuTar Tavs ebrZoda.
ase rom maSin, siyvarulis aqtis sicxovele ufro TavganwirviT iyo nakarnaxevi, rodesac adamiani mzadaa Sefrindes fantaziiT daxatul miraJSi.
meore dRes lung-i wavida da apao-s gulSi darCa sicarielis da martosulis SegrZneba, damcirebasTan erTad areuli, TiTqos es yvelaferi mis dasacinad moxda.
dedamTilma rom Seaxsena is dReebi, guli auCqrolda, arc icoda, ra eTqva, qali ki pasuxs
eloda.
`ki, rogor ara~ _ apao-s Tavi CaeRuna da mokuntuli ise xexda gaprialebul iataks, TiTqos
verc amCnevda mis sisufTaves da pasuxs gzadagza igonebda: `ase sTqva, rom jer ar gadauwyvetia~.
`vfiqrob, amjerad roca Camova, Sin ki ar SevxvdeT axal wels! ar sjobia, iaxtiT gaviseirnoT?!
araferi gaqvs safiqrali, araferi ar gawuxebs, mTeli es dro erTad iqnebiT! iaxtis fuli nu
gafiqrebs, eg Cemzea!~
li raRacas akeTebda samzareuloSi da Tan sicilnarevi xmiT uxsnida: `CaTvale, rom daugegmav Tanxas wavawydiT. didi xnis winaT raRac aqciebi viyide da exla Turme maRla avarda maTi fasi,
amitom vTxove nacnob maklers daxmareba da oqros wvimad damibrunda es yvelaferi.
TavCaRunulma apao-m exla sicili auria zluqunis xmaSi, Tan mali-mal ofls iwmendda.
`nuTu marTla? marTla, zRaparia!~ _ da dedamTilis xalisi rom upasuxod ar daetovebina,
gaucina da ganaxlebuli energiiT ganagrZo iatakis xexva.
`aba ra, Tan axali welia, Tan iaxtaze xar, amas rame sjobs? TiTqos yvela dResaswauls erTad
vzeimobT!’ _ da siciliT rom axeda samzareulos karSi Camdgar momRimar dedamTils, darwmunda
rom oriveni mSvenieri msaxiobebi iyvnen da pirnaTlad asrulebdnen Tav-Tavis rols.
_ 10 kidev sami Tve gavida, patara BB ukve eqvsi Tvis gaxda, ganvlili dReebi Zveleburad damqancavi iyo.
ukve ori Tve Sesrulda, rac lung-isgan araferi smenia, da ukvirda, radgan erTi periodi
iyo, dRe ar gavidoda, rom ar daereka. saubris Tema yovelTvis bavSvebi iyo, dro da dro ojaxis
raRac ambebs ikiTxavda, magram mainc igrZnoboda rom aseTi usagno saubari mxolod uvertiura iyo
sul sxva Temisa. lung-i hgavda fsiqiurad daavadebul personaJs, vinc msmenels eZebs da apao-s
moergo es roli, rom misi Civili da wuwuni esmina.
faqti is iyo, rom Taflobis Tvidan moyolebuli, maTi urTierToba gulis gadaSlaze iyo agebuli, magram maT daSorebam da fizikuri kavSiris gaqrobam TandaTanaobiT aRadgina maTi sulieri
kavSiri, da lung-s kvlav gauCnda survili, moeCivla da guli gadaeSala.
amgvar mis gancdas apao-m xalxuri gamoTqma miusadaga: `kvnesa ismis, da tkivili _ ara~.
exla imiT iyo ukmayofilo, rom ganixibla SanxaiSi misi exlandeli samsaxuris SedegiT: kompania amerikuli iyo, xelfasi patara, Tan umetes nawils apao-s ugzavnida, da `yvelaferi mobezrda
_ rom 9-dan 5-mde samsaxurSi unda erWos, rom ojaxis tvirTi yelSi amouvida, rom rac evaleboda
_ zed akidebul bargad gadeqca...~
`mere, egeni vis exaliseba?~ iwyina apao-m _ `Tu ar merCivnos 9-dan 5-mde ofisSi jdoma! is ki
ara, ormag samuSaosac Sevasrulebdi!~.
amas rom fiqrobda, xeli pirTan hqonda mitanili, `marTla ar wamomcdeso~.
saerTod daiwesa, rom `ar unda Seedavo, Tu ginda rom gagrZeldes saubari.~
sul ganicdida im absurds, raSic Tavi Caigdo: `rogor unda iyos qmris erTad-erTi mSveleli
da nugeSi coli _ romelic qmarma TiTqmis saerTod miatova?~
dro da dro ki eCveneboda, `es viTareba xom ar niSnavs, rom Sinagan brZolas ganicdis, da
dabruneba surs?~
amas is azri mosdevda, rom `megobrad ufro vivargebdi, vidre mis colado!~ magram Tavs xom
ver moityuebda, da maT col-qmrul urTierTobas ver gadaiyvanda megobrulis wesebze.
meore mxriv, lung-is regularuli zarebi swored rom cvlidnen da axlebur yaidaze `alagebdnen~ maT kavSirs.
apao-s examuSeboda aseTi cvlileba, magram mis Zalas aRemateboda raimes Secvla, vinaidan am
stadias isini nela, TandaTanobiT miadgnen, Tanmimdevrulad, mZimed _ Tan TiTqos `TavisTavad~!
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am mdgomareobas sxva Sedegic mosdevda: moTminebadaleuls, fsiqikuri darRvevis da aSlilobis zRvarze misuls, rZe uSreboda, bibis ki xelovnuri sakvebi wyenda, imuniteti ekargeboda da
avad xdeboda... _ aq ki apao saerTod kargavda Wkuas da gonebas!
da maSin iwyeboda misi satelefono stiqia: adidebuli wyali rom movardeba da walekavs
iqaurobas gazafxulze, ise iRvreboda mis piridan nakadi da zRvari sityvebis, misi grZnobebis
da gancdebis siRrmidan amofrqveuli, da veraferi akavebda maTi risxvian gamonaTebas mrume gaSmagebis talRebSi; TviTonac ar esmoda, ras gaiZaxoda, araTu aZlevda lung-s saSualebas, sityva
rom CaerTo.
xmas auwevda, lung-ic ahyveboda, apao kivilze gadadioda, lung-i _ yvirilze, mere xma
uwydebodaT, lamis xavilze gadadiodnen, TiTqos erTmaneTs ejibrebodnen, vin daaswrebda telefonis daxeTqebas da saubris Sewyvetas, Tumc apao mainc jobnida amaSi, radgan mas ufro meti
daugrovda _ tkivilic, da sasayveduroc.
Cinurma axalma welmac Caiara, BB jer samis ar gamxdariyo.
lung-ni ar apirebda Camosvlas, miuxedavad imisa rom dedamiss iseTi Tanxa ergo aqciebis
gayidvidan, rom mTeli ojaxi moaxerxebda mSvenieri saaxalwlo ardadegebiT aReniSnaT misi ojaxSi
Camosvla; sinamdvileSi, li siufeng-s ufro rZlisa da Svilis dakavSireba undoda, magram es xom
mxolod misi survili iyo.
axal wlis wina RamiT apao-m daureka da uTxra, rom raki is verafriT ver axerxebs iTavos
qmrisa da mamis valdebuleba, gancxadebis Setanas apirebs ganqorwinebaze, mere ki daamata: `mokle
tkivili sjobia gawelil tanjvas~.
lung-i mils ara kidebda, apao-m daaswro.
meore dRes kari gaiRo da lung-i gamoecxada qalebs.
cols paemani dauTqva kafeSi. amjerad isev megobrobis reJimi arCies, apao-s ki gadawyvetili
hqonda, `gavuSvebo~.
`Teqvsmetis viyavi, rodesac erTi vinme Seviyvare, amitom bolo klasebSi swavla naTelis da
bnelis, sixaruli da dardis monacvleobad meqca~.
lung-mac, rogorc iqna, aRirsa da Tavisi pirveli siyvarulis ambavi gaando.
es Tema sruliad axali iyo, arasodes ar yofila adre naxsenebi. imdenad Soreuli da Rrma kvali iyo gulSi naCxvletis, rom gaxsenebaze, lung-s sxeulze TrTolvam gadaurbina da es TrTolva
apao-sac gadaedo.
apao ar ganZreula. welgamarTuli, uxmod eloda momdevno ambavs, imden xans eloda amas, rom
bolo xans saerTod gadaaviwyda Tavis survili.
`es mxolod Cemi grZnoba iyo, upasuxo, magram gaxsenebaze umal avforiaqdebi xolme, saerTod
vvardebi realobidan~.
aRar ganuvrcia Txroba, faqtiurad apao Temis `karTan~ miiyvana _ Semdeg ki suraTi aorTqlda, gaifanta.
da mainc gulze moxvda lung-is naTqvami, es maT saerTo dramad Canda, an ufro swored,
TanamgzavTa ubedurebad, radgan arc lung-ma araferi ar icoda im uimedo siyvarulis Sesaxeb,
rasac Teqvsmeti wlis apao ganicdida mis mimarT.
`merwmune, apao, exlac am dReSi var, da mzad, saerTod Caviwva, Tavi daviwva~.
wamiT SeCerda da tuCze ikbina, TiTqos gareT ar uSvebda gulSi abrialebul xanZars, da mis
Semyures, apao-s uxerxulobis grZnoba gauCnda.
lung-ma arc ki acala, garkveuliyo Tavis grZnobaSi, da gaagrZela: `SeiZleba, uRirsic miyvars, magram imis garda, amqveynad aravin meguleba rom gulSi aminTos Zveleburi survili da
ltolva.~
apao-s guli SeekumSa: `ki magram, qorwinebamde, xom meubnebodi, rom giyvarvar...~ _ wyalwaRebuliviT gaisma misi sityva, xavss rom eWideba.
`Sen.. miyvardi...~
pirvelive `Sen~ raRacnairad, mimqralebulad, TiTqos uxmod gaisma; ase ityvian xolme, rodesac ar arian darwmunebulni saTqmelis realobaSi, da es aRiareba ufro qaRaldis fulis damTvlel aparats hgavda, erTs rom gamoagdebs, magram meoreze gaiWedeba da xeliT giwevs gamoswio,
gamoaTrio... swored ase scada apao-m pasuxi daecdina.
`maS exla aRar giyvarvar?~ _ warmosTqva Tu ara, Tavs salanZRavi sityvebis korianteli daatexa aseT sibriyveze.
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`ici, rac dro gadis, miT ufro mkafiod varCev grZnobaTa niuansebs. grZnobebi xom gansxvavdebian. me Sen mimarT is grZnoba maqvs, rom CemTvis uaxloesi, uZvirfasesi adamiani xar. Sen
CemTvis da xar, daze meti, Cemi ojaxi xar, romelic gaviCine daRvinebulma, magram CemSia raRac
nawili, romelic mkarnaxobs: gyavs ojaxi Tu ara, es ar exeba grZnobas _ me mWirdeba, mwyuria sawvavi, temperamenti, wvis SegrZneba...~
es yvelaferi inglisurad warmosTqva. Cinurad Zalian paTeturad, Teatralurad gaiJRerebda, magram inglisurad araTu bunebrivad gaisma, aramed poeturadac, romantiulad. apao-s kvlav
moeZala misi gancdis gaziarebis survili.
`ki magram, lung-, yvelaferi xom Tavidan iwyeba? miTxari, me ra SemiZlia rom SenTvis gavakeTo?~
sinamdvileSi, sxva ramis Tqmas apirebda: `rac ki mqonda cecxli siyvarulisa, srulad mogeci,
magram sapasuxod araferi mergo...~ _ magram isic daindo da sakuTari Tavic.
`Sen isedac bevri ram momeci, Zalian bevri ram! ici, ra madlieri var Seni?~
`ra azri aqvs amaze laparaks?~ _ da gancdam ise gauvso guli, amosunTqvas daayola amoZaxili:
`me siyvaruli minda da ara madliereba!~
amis gagoneba da lung-is gaCumeba erTi iyo. Tavi CaRuna da warmosTqva: `aseT detalebze ar
mifiqria~, magram pauzis Semdeg daamata: `Tu marTla giyvarvar, maSin unda mapatio da damelodo.~
aa, maS kidev sasayveduro yofila, ratom ufro metad ar uyvars? magram apao ukve gamocarielebuli iyo yovelive grZnobisgan, daCutuli buStiviT iyo...
`marto erTi ram minda rom icode~, ganagrZo lung-ma: `rac ar unda iyos, icode, rom Senze
axlobeli me aravin meguleba da nurasodes nu mimatoveb, nurasodes!~
wasvlis win rom dautova baraTi, iqac es sityvebi ewera.
es anderZs ufro hgavda da anderZiviT Zneli iyo misi darRveva.
rasakvirvelia, dedamTils amas yvelafers ver etyoda, sxva Tu araferi, ded-SvilTan hqonda
saqme da dedas rogor mosTxovda, rom damokidebuleba Seecvala sakuTari vaJis mimarT?
garda amisa, crumorwmunec iyo da eSinoda, yvelaferi rom gavaxmiano, vaiTu marTlac amixdes, risac meSiniao.
magram erTxel dedamTilma, TiTqos yuri moekra misi da lung-is dialogisTvis, uTxra: `me
Tu mkiTxav, isev girCevnia ise uyuro, rogorc naqmarals, oRond amJamindel megobars; azri ara
aqvs raRac imedi gqondes. piriqiT, SegiZlia sxva gza eZebo.~
apao-s dakvirvebuli mzera rom daxvda, daamata: `bolos da bolos, mamamissac undoda dabruneba, magram roca vSordebodiT, iseTi ugulo, RrZo da boroti sityvebi davaxvave, rom samudamod davukete kari~.
apao-s esmoda li-s gulisnadebis, magram ver warmoedgina, ranairad CaeTvala qmari _ naqmaralad, anda rogor aReqva megobrad? anda ras gulisxmobs `ugulo, RrZo da boroti~? Tavi ar
hqonda gansjis da analizis, absoluturad gzaabneuli aRmoCnda bedis am yoveldRiur SemotevaSi.
ori dRis Semdeg, lung-i isev wavida, oRond amjerad apao-s aRar ucdia misi gacileba. SanxaiSi Casulma, daureka, magram isev atyda Zveli dava da gabrazebulma, yurmili daagdo...
magram ra azri hqonda milis dagdebas? sakmarisi iyo ramdenime dRes ise Caevlo rom lung-s
ar daereka, aTasi rame mosdioda TavSi, `iqneba, ra sWirs, vaiTu rame daeca, an itkina rame?..~
erT saubrisas, lung-ma gamoucxada: `Sen xom ukve gatkine guli, da ar minda kidev vinmes igive
davmarTo.~
am sityvam iyo rom gaacecxla: `rogor Tu `kidev vinmes~?! an vin migdia eg `vinme~, Tu Cemi
gulis tkena SeiZleba, imisi ki _ ara?! ratom viTom? me ra, kanis nacvlad, tyavi makvria xorcze,
is kidev saTuTi da nazia?!~
lung-is pasuxi ar ismoda, man ki daficebasaviT warmosTqva: `mesmis yvelaferi, isev jobia
mogSorde, ase mainc veRar mavneb!~
lung-s xma ar gaucia, da amis Semdeg aRarc daurekavs.
apao-s mainc ar egona, rom ase uceb adgeboda da marTla daikargeboda...
aRar esmoda misi daJinebuli uari, ubralod, gaqra.
nuTu marTla, gaqra da aRar gamoCndeba?
imis gafiqrebac ki aSinebda, rom `wavals~ Tu ityoda, marTla adgeboda da wavidoda! sami
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wlis Seyvarebulobis periodi, aTi wlis qorwineba, rom araferi Tqvas manamde nacnobobis periodze _ da yvelaferi ase advilad daTmo!
mis sijiutes grZnobda da es acofebda apao-s.
sakuTari Tavi ezizReboda im Secdomebis gamo, rasac wamdauwum imeorebda, Tavi maTxovars
miamgvana, romelmac icis rom arafers miaSaveben, magram mainc dgas da ixveweba.
Tavi SesZulda, rom siyvarulis gamo daTmo sakuTari Tavis pativiscema.
`mapatie, iqneb saerTod gamovtutucdi, magram mainc gamagebine, Cven Soris exla ra urTierToba Camoyalibda?~
`imeds vitoveb, rom Cven Soris kavSiri iuridiulad ZalaSia, sanam ar gagiCndeba Sansi, rom
meored gaTxovde.~
`eg Sansi ar meqneba, arc Sno maqvs samagiso da arc marifaTi. rac Tavi maxsovs, sul...~
`siyvarulis~ xseneba undoda, magram gadaifiqra, amas mere moayolebda `erTaderT mamakacs~
_ es ar undoda da amitom gaCumda.
`raki asea, maS raRad Cqarob ganqorwinebas? me sul ar minda bavSvebi umamaod davtovo!~
`Sen me gadamrev! maS gamodis, rom me minda bavSvebs mama wavarTva? vis ar unda ojaxSi dabruneba, me Tu Sen?~ apao gamwarda. eCveneboda rom viRac Tu raRac ubiZgebda sadRac WaobSi, myral
WaobSi moSxamuli mwvane wyliT, saidanac TviTonac aikravda im simwvanis da lpobis fersac da
yrolsac, TviTonac iqceoda mwvane eSmakeulad, romlis amonasunTqic borotia da avi.
iseTi suraTi warmoudga, rom Tavi SezizRda.
raki lung-i ar pasuxobda, odnav dawynarda da daamata: `gind gavSordeT, Sen xom mainc maTi
mama rCebi? me SevZleb ise gavzardo, rom Seni pativiscema gulSi Cavunergo.~
lung-s xmaze daetyo rom sunTqva Seekra: `icode, rac ar unda moxdes, bolos mainc dagibrundebi.~
apao-s isev mouwia braziT Cacineba: `maS, `bolos~, ara? da exla? exla ras mirCev, qvad gadaviqce? Tu im klded, `qmris dabrunebis imedi~ rom daarqves? ki, roca iqneba, is dRec dadgeba
da dabrundebi, magram me xom mkvdari dagxvdebi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Sinaganad, sulierad mkvdari
viqnebi, cocxal leSad gadviqcevi, romelic mxolod moZraobs da dadis. raRa saWiroa ase dabruneba?~
`ici, CaTvale, rom Tavisufali xar. me imis Tqma minda, rom exla Tavisufali xar, CaTvale
rom ukve gavSordiT da SegiZlia Sens beds ewio!~
`da Tu vipove, sad gamovyo saSeno adgili?!~ _ kvlav Caecina.
`Sen Tu ewie Sens beds, icode, me tvirTad ar dagawvebi, Tan mec gulze momeSveba.~
apao daibna, `ras ambobs, ukve sakuTar Tavs ewinaaRmdegeba?~
`apao, gaxsovdes rac giTxar _ Sen araferi ar gakavebs, Tavisufali xar.~
`me? me var Tavisufali, sam-Svil-akidebuli?~
ra advilad moagvara yvelaferi!..
dananebis grZnoba moawva, Tan bevri ramis _ rom ar acala, rom moaklo sivrce, rom kategoriuli iyo da mouTmeneli, rom ar misca Sansi aexsna Tavisi mdgomareoba. grZnobda, rom TviTon gadaketa gza masTan sulieri da fizikuri siaxlovisa; amave dros Canda, rom lung-s raRaca boWavda,
azri ar hqonda amaSi mis dadanaSaulebas. fiqrobda, iqneb arsebobs sxva pasuxi?
ase, xmaamouRebliv ylapos yvela misi piroba?
gana erTad ar gaizardnen, erT samyarosa da sivrceSi, sadac qadageben pirovnebaTa Tanasworobas da Tanabaruflebianobas?
amitom, TavSi gahkra azrma, iqneba sulac Rirdes `im qalis~ sakiTxze msjeloba, Tuki am fasad
SeiZleba gzaareulis ukan dabruneba _ magram gafiqrebisTanave, yelSi ise moawva gundad wyena da
gulistkivili, rom vera da veRar damSvidda.
erTxelac, dro ukve SuaRames iyo mitanebuli, Zili ar ekareboda da adga da gabeda piterTan
darekva.
`karga xania misgan araferi msmenia... da meSinia, rame xom ar daemarTa... xom gesmis Cemi mdgomareoba, Znelia am yvelafris atana. kidec vifiqre, mand xom ar Camovide meTqi?~ _ saTqmeli Tqva
Tu ara, ucbad gauqra yoymanis grZnoba, masTan darekvas rom aferxebda.
`aaa!~ etyoba ar eloda saqmis ase Semobrunebas: `marTali giTxra, CemTan karga xania rac ar
gamoCenila~.
`mere... rogor ggonia, qalaqSi ar aris?~ - apao exla am axalma varaudma daafrTxo.
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`ara, aq aris, sxva sad unda iyos?~ _ piterma scada daemSvidebina, `aki giTxari, aq iSviaTad
Cndeba, magram miTxres, rom ramdenjerme `Park 97~ gamoCenila; xom ici, aris kidev adgilebi, sadac
isini ufro xSirad Seivlian xolme~.
`vin `isini~?
`vina, da visTanac eg trialebs, meti vin?~ _ xmaze daetyo, rom apao-s SekiTxvas TviT apao
gamohyavda metad arasaxarbielod, da am frazis Semdeg dadumda.
`ki magram, rogoria is pirovneba, garegnobiT mainc? SegiZlia aRmiwero?~
piteri imden xans ar iRebda xmas, rom apao-m ifiqra, kavSiri gawydao da ayvirda: `allo! gesmis Cemi xma?~
`apao, unda gesmodes, rom aris raRaca, risi codna ar aris saWiro, da rac naklebi ici, miT
ufro naklebad iqnebi gulnatkeni.~
dayvavebiT uxsnida piteri, TiTqos mSvid da dalagebul saubars agrZelebda raRac Zveli
yaidis `kargad aRzrdilTa~ sazogadoebaSi.
apao-m moiwyina da gaCumda, magram exla piteri alaparakda, `gaige, rom ara aqvs mniSvneloba,
vin aris, an rogoria is pirovneba. mTavari is aris, rom gadawyvito, ra geliT orives, da Tu
saWiroa, gawyvito masTan kavSiri; ase araferi ar unda gawelo, ara Rirs zedmetad nervebis gleja!~
apao-s ar ecala sapasuxod, radgan TavSi uceb gaunaTda piteris naxsenebi `Park 97~!
raRacas ixsenebda, Tan ver ixsenebda, sul erTmaneTSi ireoda sxvadasxva suraTebi da fiqrebi.
piteri ki amasobaSi agrZelebda: `gaige, rom zogi ram xdeba ara imitom, rom Sen SegeSala rame,
an daaSave _ anda imas, meore mxares SeeSala! ara, es bedis bralia! bedi rom Caereva cxovrebaSi, ase
gemarTeba.~ magram apao arc ki cdilobda, yuri daegdo, radgan mTeli yuradReba am akviatebuli
saZebarisken hqonda mimarTuli _ undoda garkveviT daenaxa am saxelis, `Park 97~-is kavSiri sul
ufro mimqral da minavlebul niSanTan _ jerac rom amoucnobi rCeboda...
piteri ki Tavisas ganagrZobda: `damijere, apao, Seni aq Camosvla araa saWiro. vTqvaT da ipovi, Sexvdebi _ ra mere, ras izam? is xom ukve sxva kacia, da is kaci Sen ar gekuTvnis!~ _ toni isev
gauRizianda. apao-s ki gaukvirda, rom piterma pozicia Seicvala _ adre xom TviTon arwmunebda,
Cadi, CaakiTxe SanxaiSio!
`isic gaxsovdes, apao, rom sasikeTo Canafiqri SeiZleba sasikeTod ar dasruldes. bolos da
bolos, biZa var Seni da ar SemiZlia ase gulxeldakrefilma vucqiro Sens gamudmebul marcxs da
dananebas!~
`ki magram, marcxs ratom mabraleb?~ _ piteris sityvebi eniSna da cudad Caesma yurSi.
`imitom rom Sen energia gexarjeba, kidev fulic da droc! mere, pasuxad ra gergo, a?~
apao-m warmoidgina, rogor aqnevda Tavs biZamisi am sityvebTan erTad: `damijere, arafrad
araa saWiro Seni aq exla Camosvla! Tan, SeiZleba is ukve honkongSia wasuli.~
`ras ambob? honkongSi xom mamaCemi cxovrobs!~ _ wamoiZaxa apao-m, radgan am siaxlem gamoacocxla.
`mere, eg ra SuaSia? ra, mamaSens etyvi, damiWire, gakoWe da singapurSi gadmomigzavneo?~
`ara, ho, marTali xar,~ _ ufro zrdilobis gamo daeTanxma, `Cveni qorwilis Semdeg mamaCemi
Camovida da mogvinaxula, mere aRarc unaxavT erTmaneTi. da gindac Sexvdnen, verc icnobs, lung-i
Zalian Seicvala, yovel SemTxvevaSi, vinc mas iSviaTad xedavs, is verc icnobs.~ _ `mamaCemma rom
gaigos es yvelaferi, yuriT momiTrevs!~ _ amiT TiTqos Tavs irwmunebda, magram esmoda, rom sisulelea.
Tavi ise gaiqnia, TiTqos amiT safiqrals moiSorebda da Tavidan amoiyrida Semawuxebel
faqtebs da azrebs.
amasobaSi piterma isic uTxra, rom `isini erTad raRac saqmeebs atrialeben, da amitom aris
iq wasuli.~
`ki magram, sad lung-i da sad biznesi? eg albaT ufro sababad unda rom imasTan erTad iyos!~
`CaTvale, rom egrea.~
`iqneba is kidec atyuebs da raRacnairad fulsac paravs?~
`amaSi, Cemze ukeT Sen unda gaerkve! ra iyo, lung-i ar gigzavnis saxarjav fuls?~
`ara, ki, rogor ara. garda im mokle periodisa, umuSevari rom iyo.~ da ufro Serbilebuli
toniT daamata: `rom icode, Cven Soris arasodes ar Camovardnila aranairi usiamovneba..! arc
fulis gamo, arc sxva ram saojaxo saqmeebis gamo, gimeoreb _ aranairi!~ toni iseTi damajerebeli
hqonda, TiTqos sayovelTaod cnobil WeSmaritebas acxadebda.
`maSin... aRar yofila saSveli da eg aris!~ _ mtkiced warmoTqmulma piteris sityvebma xanjaliviT ganugmires guli.
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`garda amisa, vici rom arc sulelia, arc Tavxedi, da Seni fasic kargad moexseneba, da isic
rom Seni ojaxi bevrze ufro mtkiced dgas fexze... gogo, nuTu ar gesmis, rom aq ar aris raRac
banaluri xanmokle gataceba?!~ _ dadumda, Tan iseTi toniT iyo es naTqvami, rom gamoricxavda am
Temis gagrZelebas. apao arc apirebda, radgan mis sityvebze xel-fexi gaeyina, TavSi tvinis magier
TiTqos yinulis lodi CaegdoT da qvecnobierad ukeT igrZno, ras niSnavda piteris sityvebi, gacilebiT ukeT Seigno, vidre saerTod, roca sityvebis Cveulebriv mniSvnelobas sjerdeboda.
`apao, rac Cems garSemo ojaxuri usiamovneba minaxavs Cems megobrebSi, yovelTvis Serigebas
movuwodebdi da ara daSorebas, radgan Zveli xalxis naTqvamisa ar iyos, `naZaladevi mSvidoba gerCivnos TavaSvebul brZolas da oms!~. magram Tqven rom giyurebT, TqvenTan sul sxvanairadaa saqme,
da amitom kidec giziareb Cems azrs, radgan ver amitania, rom gatyueben, da verc is amitania, rom
Tavs ityueb. xom gaxsovs Zveli leqsi:
`mwvaned Semosil mTis iqiT mTaa,
koSkis gadaRma nageboba dgas,
ucxo balaxis tkbili surneli sad ar Segxvdeba?~
Sen xom jer axalgazrda xar da Tu moindome, ar gagiWirdeba axali mewyviles naxva.~
apao atirda: `aranairi mewyvile ar minda, me xom sami Svilis deda var!~
piteri dadumda da am or telefons Soris sulieri kavSiri damZimda.
magram siCume isev piterma daarRvia: `hoda, swored mag sami Svilis gamo valdebuli xar Tavs
gaufrTxilde! amitom geubnebi, amoigde Tavidan aq Camosvla! ras moigeb, an ras miiReb sanacvlod?
_ arafers, garda damatebiT axali Wrilobisa.~
diliT kvlav dareka: `ar dagimalav, apao, Seni safiqrali gadamedo da ar damaZina. bolos da
bolos, Cems Tvalwin ar gaizarde? axla xom giyureb, TiTqos raRac ormoSi xar Cavardnili da
gauTavebliv wvalob da itanjebi. erTi ram unda gaigo: Tavidan amoigde yvela iluzia, da Seigne _
lung-i is aRar aris, Seicvala, sxva aris, da arafrad ar giRirs es yvelaferi!’
rom ar uRirs, es esmoda, magram misi guliscema ver ewyoboda gansjis logikis nabijebs.
imave saRamos, rom gaiara sabavSvo baRSi an anis wamosayvanad, da Cauara kombinirebul binasaxlebis wyebas, Camavali mze ki am dros uamrav mwvane mols anaTebda, kvlav amerika gaaxsenda,
oRond iq msgavsi simwvane mxolod ivlisSi iyo, da amitom igrZno, rom aqauri garemo, mze, simwvane
_ mainc ver gauqrobs nostalgias amerikis im mxareze, da verc im sicareles Seavsebs, rac mis
sulSi lung-ma gaaCina. Tvalwin edga is patara qalaqi amerikaSi, sadac gaizarda, sadac mze gvian
saRamos Cadioda...
qarma daubera da saxeze TiTqos teniani qaRaldi gadetarebinoT, iseTi SegrZneba dautova
aqaurma tropikulma qarma, blantma da mZimem.
goneba TavisiT raRacas ixsenebda, da Tvalwin amoutivtiva parkis tipiuri peizaJi: kopwia
moasfaltebuli viwro xeivani, orive mxares aRmarTuli maRali xSirtoteba xeebi, parkSi gafantuli bilikebi; parkis siRrmeSi, farTo zurmuxtisfer molze sagangebo kompoziciiT, jguf-jgufad
darguli asvetili xeebi.
ase idga Semodgomis sigriliT gaJRenTil mSvenier klasikur parkSi, da iqve CrdilSi mimaluliyo raRac Senoba, Ramis cxovrebisaTvis gankuTvnili, da _ ki, rogor ara! _ gaaxsenda, es xom
kabare `park 97~-is bari iyo!...
maSinve gaCerda, ar undoda siarulSi gaqarwyvloda mexsierebaSi gamomkrTali raRac suraTi
da msubuqi, wamieri winaTgrZnoba, romelic uCndeboda am parkSi fexis SedgmisTnave; amitom Camojda skamze, moZalebuli sisustis talRam Tavisi sityva Tqva.
sabavSvo baRSi misvla daagvianda, misi bavSviRa darCeniliyo wasayvani da aRmzrdelma usayvedura kidec, `bavSvi nerviulobso~. anan-ma dedis danaxvaze atexa tirili, aRar mogyvebio, da am
viTarebaSi uceb Tvali mokra dedamTils, isic moiCqaroda.
apao exla li-s miegeba, `ra iyo, deda, BB-s rame xom ar daemarTa?~
`ara, imas araferi, magram Sen ise daigviane rom...~
`BB sadaa exla?~
`aki giTxari, dawynardi, sZinavs, ufross davutove misaxedad...~
amasobaSi, miuaxlovda Tu ara, dedamTilma kidec Seatyo saxeze, rom raRac mizezis gamo
Seagvianda da SeekiTxa: `ra moxda, amden xans sad iyavi?~
aq ukve an ani Caeria, taSi Semohkra da bebiisken gaiwia, amiyvaneo.
apao-s exla yvelaferi aRizianebda, amitom cota amrezilad gasca pasuxi: `sad unda vyofili-
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yavi? cota xans iq dajeqi, Seisvene!~ _ da mindvrisaken gaixeda.
`da mec, mec, mec minda davjde!~ _ gaaba axali moTxovna bavSma, magram zed aravin uyurebda.
`marTlac, neta risTvis avReldi ase?~ _ TiTqos scenidan hqonda es saTqmeli, iseTi toniT
ikiTxa li-m.
Tavs sul irwmunebda, rom ara Rirs Wuti-s gaumxilos Tavisi ambavi. magram roca ukve yvelas
eZina, iwva ase siCumeSi da angariSobda, `netavi, exla ra droa amerikaSi... ukve SuadRea, Wuti-s
gvian ki eRviZeba, magram exla fexze ukve iqneba~. telefons ar iRebda. iqneba sulac sxvaganaa, ar
aris amerikaSi? marTlac, xSirad xdeboda, rom uceb qveynis meore boloSi aRmoCndeboda.
Wuti-saTvis cxovreba niSnavda dausrulebel mogzaurobas, romelsac periodulad enacvleboda mxiaruli saRamo da drostareba. apao ki Tavs kvlav grZnobda Wuti-s Zvel `kompanionad~,
visTanac iyofda oTaxs saerTo sacxovrebelSi, da visac farTod gaxelili TvalebiT miaSterdeboda xolme, rodesac is abazanidan gamodioda, Warbi kosmetikisgan saxeSecvlili. apao mere Tavis
wigns da mecadineobas ubrundeboda... mere mTqnareba auvardeboda, da erTi suli hqonda, Wuti
male dabrunebuliyo rom daeZina.
cxadia, cota Surda kidec Wuti-s, magram mainc Warbobda uzomo madliereba, radgan Wuti-s
Tavis bedis varskvlavTan aigivebda. sxva Tu araferi, gana Wuti ar iyo, rom lung-s Seaxvedra?
im wels lung-ma Tavidan TiTqos iqve mdebare universiteti SearCia, romelic srul dafinansebas hpirdeboda, magram rodesac ukve dedac daiyolia, uceb Secvala gadawyvetileba, da rogorc es sCveviaT aRmosavleTis pirmSoebs, realobas daemorCila. unda isic iTqvas, rom dedamisis
cxovrebiseulma siZneleebma kvali daatyes lung-sac, Tumc Zireuli _ mSoblebis pativiscema kargad gaujda. saboloo jamSi, romeliRac maTgans fexi mtkiced ar ekida niadagze, da SeeZlo winaparTa Relvac egrZno, vinc gadmosaxlda axal kontinentze, da vinc arCevanSi Money -s a Fun - is
Soris, upiratesobas mudam Fun - is aZlevda.
faqtia, rom lung-Tan isev Sexvedram apao-s bedic Secvala, da man Caabara im Statis universitetSi.
da rogorc iqna, amdeni xnis Semdeg kvlav Sexvdnen erTmaneTs. didi imedi am Sxvedram ar
gauCina, radgan universitetis gogonebis im kategorias ekuTvnoda, visac mainc da mainc did yuradRebas ar aqceven. albaT is, rom airCia literaturis ganxra, esec lung-Tan iyo dakavSirebuli,
radgan ar undoda sakuTari niWis miCqmalva. garda amisa, lung-is yuradRebis mipyroba mainc ar
iyo advili, mxolod wonis dagdebiT amas ver miaRwevda.
maSin iyo, rom daumegobrda erTi kursiT masze ufros Wuti-s.
Wuti gamoiyureboda, rogorc amerikuli buneba-xasiaTis gansaxiereba, mousvenari, sul erTTavad raRac sasiyvaruli ambebSi gabmuli. apao-m lamis gaaRmerTa es Tavisi megobari, da Tan
sakuTar uniaTobas Cioda: `etyoba, Cemi bedi monazonobaa, ramdeni biWic Semxedavs, yvela ucbad
wesierebis da moridebis gansaxierebad iqceva!~
`eg Sens gamometyvelebas umadle,~ exumreboda Wuti, `eSiniaT, rameSi ar CaiWrnen!~
`ki magram, me xom yovelTvis keTilganwyobiT veqcevi?~
`saqme isaa, rom zedmetad seriozuli xar!~
`ara, me sul vuRimi da vuRimi!~
`marto RimilSi araa saqme. maT is azri uCndebaT, rom Tuki daiwyeben SenTan Sexvedras, maSin
Tavidanve daevalebaT Senze daqorwineba!~
am sarkastul SeniSvnaSi simarTle ufro meti iyo, vidre dacinva...
amis Semdeg ahyva Wuti-s da SabaT-kvira ise ar gavidoda, rom sadme barSi ar daelia, xolo
bari rom ixureboda, mTeli kompania miadgeboda vinmes Ramis `Party”-ze, sasmels ukve advilad
yidulobdnen, aRar sWirdebodaT srulwlovanebis damadasturebeli sabuTis wardgena.
maTze gasasaRebeli Rvino ar vargoda, umalve TavSi auvardeboda xolme, magram mas swored
daTrobis SegrZneba moswonda. maSin araferi uSlida xels vinme studentTan ekocnava Rvinis sawyobis bnel kunWulSi, magram rodesac erTma ubeSi Cauyo xeli da sxeulze dauwyo faTuri, apao-m
verc ki mozoma, iseTi ZaliT hkra xeli da moiSora is ymawvili; mere ki sakuTar Tavs ekiTxeboda,
`ratom miWirs rom seqsi TamaSad aRviqva?~
`ise, faqtia, rom frTxilad unda iyo, Zalian advilad ar unda ahyve da sanam dauwvebi,
windawin unda gaimzado orsulobis sawinaaRmdego konusebi, Tuki sawolSi mogiwevs wola.~ Wuti-s
ar ezareboda, piriqiT, siamovnebiT ikisra konsultantis roli seqsis sakiTxSi: `da gaxsovdes, biWi
ar unda gadaiwvas, nametans nu daZabav, piriqiT, rbili unda iyo, moSvebuli _ da maSin is TviTon
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mogadgeba, visac moswonxar.~
ase, swavlasa da paemanebze sirbils Soris darCenil monakveTebSi, Wuti Tavdauzogavad aviTarebda da aswavlida apao-s. bunebiT keTili iyo, yuradRebiani da dauzareli, da amitom, ver
egueboda im azrs, rom axalgazrdobis am mSvenier dReebs apao uazrod flangavs karCaketilobaSi,
da Zvirfas dros mxolod swavlaze xarjavs; Wuti-sTvis rom ekiTxaT, siamovnebiT gaxsnida daxmarebis kursebs...
magram ar icoda, rom apao-s urTierToba martivi mxolod erTi SexedviT Canda, sinamdvileSi
gacilebiT ufro rTuli iyo.
sirTules is iwvevda, rom iqve axlos myof adamianis siyvaruls ar hqonda aranairi gamosavali, arc gza da arc pasuxi. apao sul imas ocnebobda, rom sadme gadahyroda, da Tan eSinoda am
momentis. romc Sexvedrodnen sadme erTmaneTs, maTi urTierTobis maqsimumi iyo misalmeba: `hai!~
ityoda orive da amiT sruldeboda maTi kavSiri, anda gauRimebdnen erTi-meores da morCa. mere
ki ukve, mogvianebiT am Sexvedras ise ixsenebda, TiTqos namTvralevs enaxos, da sul sakuTar Tavs
akritikebda _ Cacmulobas, tons, varcxnilobas... bunebrivia, rom amis gamo verc wynardeboda,
verc mSviddeboda.
sinamdvileSi, apao-s arc dauxarjavs didi dro Tavis siyvarulze, radgan uWirda SeCveva
universitetSi swavlis ritmTan, ganrigTan, saswavlo programasTan. Tavis fakultetze didi dro
mihqonda saTanado literaturis wakiTxvas da bevr dros arTmevda biblioTekaSi mecadineoba.
im dros lung-ic iyo dakavebuli, doqtoranturaSi Casabareblad emzadeboda, ase rom swavlis
pirveli weli marTlac, mxolod da mxolod swavlas daeTmo.
erTxelac, roca zamTarma ukan daixia da gazafxulis suni trialebda haerSi, apao da Wuti miabijebdnen universitetis ezoSo. naSuadRevi iyo, cidan meCxerad cviodnen fifqebi, mzec anaTebda
da manqanis sadgomTan misulebma, apao-m uceb lung-s mohkra Tvali, is-is iyo mosuliyo da manqanas
ayenebda sadgomze.
raki leqciaze eCqareboda, apao mokle salmiT, Tavis daqneviT Semoifargla.
`eg vin aris? arasodes ar gixsenebia...~
`erT skolaSi vswavlobdiT.~
Wuti-m etyoba ver aitana am detalis arcodna da leqciis Semdeg, apao kafeteriaSi SeipatiJa
da Seutia: `aha, amden xans amas mimalavdi? aseT zRaprul biWs icnob da ra, ver axerxeb masTan
Sexvedras? Tu Cum-Cumad xvdebi?~
Wuti lamazi iyo, da lamazebs saerTod ase sCveviaT, cxovrebas ase uyureben, rom rac qveyanaze kargi kacia, yvelas unda daason kbili!
`ara, eg araa saCemo Camosxma.~
`ra, e.i. ar mogwons? Tu iwuneb?!~
,,ra sWirs magas Cemi dasawuni? piriqiT, ,,me ara var saimiso”. amooxvriT auxsna apao-m.
,,eg ra sityvaa, rom ,,saSeno Camosxmis” araa? an rodis iyo, rom dalevas eridebodi”?
,,ara, xom arsebobs aseTi gamoTqma”? Tan gaecina Wuti-s naTqvamze, radgan am Cinuri garegnobis amerikelTan saubarma gaaxsena Cinuri gamoTqma, «qaTmis da ixvis gasaubreba”.
Wuti ar eSveboda da TvalebSi misCereboda: ,,mTavari ram gamagebine _ Sen Tu mogwons?~
,,c... cxadia”, rogorc iqna amoRerRa, Tan Tvalze cremli aukiafda.
Wuti-s rogorc iqna, goneba gaunaTda: `aha, mesmis: Seyvarebuli xar da amitom ar ginda sxvas
aravis Sexvde.~
`ara, vinmes sadme rom davepatiJe, da Tu urigo ymawvili ar aris, iqneb kidec wavyolodi.~
`sul damabnie: eg giyvars _ da mzada xar sxvasTan gaerTo?~
iseTi ra aris am martiv amocanaSi, rom Wuti-s Wkuis patroni ver garkveula?
`nuTu ar gesmis? me rom momwons, es xom ar niSnavs rom imasac movwonvar? rogor ggonia, vinme
rom sdomeboda, ra, Cemze ukeTesis naxva gauWirdeboda? me arc imdenad damikargavs Wkua, rom es
ar mesmodes! mokled, eg aris Cemi ocneba, miuwvdomeli varskvlavi _ da movrCeT amaze msjelobas.~
`raki varskvlavad gesaxeba Seni ocnebis, aiRe da mowyvite im Seni ocnebis cidan! sxva rom
araferi vTqva, mas aucileblad unda gauxsna Seni grZnoba da damokidebuleba!~
apao-m didxans aqnia Tavi: `a-ra! me gadavwyvite araferi ar gavxsna; yvela ocnebas `mowyvetiT~
ver aicxadeb! Tu gifiqria, ramdeni silamazea gulSi Camarxuli ocnebiT tkbobaSi!~
Wuti-m etyoba xeli Caiqnia, rom rames gaagebinebda; mxrebi aiCeCa da sanam rames daamatebda,
apao-m daaswro: `Tan isic gaiTvaliswine, rom didi xania Seyvarebulia!~
`aaa...~ _ Wuti-s xom es uSualod ar exeboda, magram mainc dawyda guli.
`magram isic gavige, rom upasuxod rCeba misi siyvaruli, is qali mas ar ekuTvnis.~
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`maSasadame, eg winaRoba moxsnilia da SegiZlia saqmes Seudge, iniciativa gamoiCino!~ _ Wuti
wamsve gamococxlda da gaxalisda, magram apao ar ahyva. `icode, Tu ar dauwyeb devnas, maSin me
avekidebi!~ _ siciliT daemuqra Wuti, magram pasuxad mxolod usityvo mzera miiRo.
mogvianebiT, rodesac Wuti magistraturaSi saswavleblad ukve sxva StatSi gadavida, iqidan
imeili gamougzavna: `mgoni Cavwvdi Sens gulSi Cabudebul tkivils! da mivxvdi, rom arsi siyvarulisa tkivilia. rasac Sen ganicdidi da ganicdi _ egaa siyvaruli! Cems gancdebze da grZnobebze
siyvaruli ar iTqmis, da arc erTi Cemi sasiyvarulo ambavi ar iyo siyvaruli.~
`eg araferi, ar Rirs amaze fiqri; adrec xom vTqviT, rom `saCemo Camosxma araa~ _ magram maSin
Wuti-m es xumrobad CasTvala.
`ai, vin aris saCemo Camosxma~ _ miuTiTa Wuti-m Camaval studentTa wyebaze: `vinme qera,
oqrosTmiani, mwvaneTvaleba, anda yoraniviT Savi Tma unda hqondes, Savze-Savi, CaSavebuli _ oRond
kbilebis garda!~ _ ise gemrielad xarxarebda, rom biWebi misken ixedebodnen, magram apao ar ahyolia.
`ras metyvi?~
`arafers. vfiqrob...~ _ Wuti-m daayovna, TiTqos sapasuxo sityvebs eZebda: `adre rom axsene
kanis feri: ara mgonia, Sen im kategoriis iyo, Tavs rom izRudaven kanis feriT.~
`swored rom var, am SemTxvevaSi.~
`es ratom?~
`mSoblebis gamo.~
apao-s ver warmoedgina, rom CinelTa Soris iseTebic moiZebneboda, vinc win aRudgeboda qaliSvilTa survils, swored Tavisians, Cinels rom gahyoloda.~
`aseTi mSoblebi miRebiT ki miiReben Cinel siZes, Tundac sxva vinmes, aziuri warmomavlobis,
magram maTi kontaqti siZesTan amiT amoiwureba. me ki maT pozicias ver vurigdebi, radgan bunebiT
meamboxe var; Tan Zvel Cinur sibrZnes mivdev, `zogjer ’daos’ piruku unda mihyve~ _ da naTqvamSi
daeyrdno `fan~-sityvis ormag mniSvnelobas _ rogorc ’piriqiT’, aseve ’dabrunebas’.
Wuti-m TuTiyuSiviT scada gaemeorebina apao-s Cinurad naTqvami, Tavisi saSineli da Tan
simpatiuri da sasacilo aqcentiT: `fanci dao ersing hi...~ apao-s Cinuris mudam saSinlad Surda,
imasac Zalian afasebda, ramdeni ram icoda apao-m Ceniuis Sesaxeb da miaCnda Tavisi megobari saocrad ganaTlebulad.
amave dros, apao-s TvalSi swored Wuti iyo gansaxiereba silamazis da gonebis, miuxedavad
Tavisi asakis; garda amisa, ocdaerTi wlis Wuti mis TvalSi ganasaxierebda kidev damoukideblobas
da meamboxeobas _ am sityvis kargi gagebiT. amas rom fiqrobda, isic esmoda, rom yovelgvar amboxs
mxolod mSoblebis da sazogadoebis nebieri Svili Tu gabedavs!
`ase rom, girCev ibrZolo Senive bednierebisaTvis.~ _ uaRresad Tanamedrove ieris matarebeli Wuti-sagan es sityvebi kidev ufro dinamiurad da buntarulad aRiqmeboda.
apao-m Tavi daukra.
`morCa, me Sen aRar gelodebi, Sens magier ukve movifiqre, rac unda moimoqmedo: jer raRac
SemTxveva unda moigono” - etyoboda, rom apao-s gancda TviTonac ganicada, da ramdenime dReSi
kafeSi SeaTria.
Wuti ver itanda apao-s maneras, paketebSi dafasoebul Cais rom svamda da amitom misTvis
mokka daukveTa, TviTon ki ufro magari yava SeirCia.
«jer erTi, Sen saocrad gemriel kerZebs amzadeb da amitom ecade, rom gaasinjo. dedaCemi
meubneboda, «kuWi gaanebivre da siyvarulic Tan mohyvebao» - miT umetes, Tuki saqme Cinels exeba.»
« rodis aqeT daiwye dedikos darigebiT cxovreba, Cemo lamazo?~
`saqmec esaa, rom Sengan gansxvavebiT, Cineli kacebis araferi gamegeba. amitomac gamoviyene
dedikos gamocdileba da amitom gamovtyue es Segoneba.~
`maS, davalebuli vyofilvar dedaSenTan. is ki albaT imas natrobs, rom eg recepti SenTvis
gamoiyeno; gamodis, rom tyuilad dagiimedebia...~
`didi ambavi! magis mets ras vakeTeb, yovel dRe _ xan raSi movatyueb, xan raSi ganixibleba!
eg araferi, naTqvamia, `arc mevale iRrineba, arc naxiri Rviviso!~ _ es andaza ise warmosTqva Cinurad, rom apao-m sicili ver Seikava, da saerTod, sul ecineboda, Wuti rom moindomebda sadRac
yurmokruli Cinuri gamoTqmis gameorebas.
`naxiri Rmuiso’, gesmis? ‘Rvivis’ ki ara, ‘Rmuiso’~.
`aba, sad moval Seni Cinuris donemde!~ Wuti-s yovelTvis akvirvebda apao-s codna, arc ki
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uSvebda rom qveyanaze SeiZleba vinmes ukeT scodnoda Cinuri; arada, deda ramdens CasCiCinebda,
`mixede, Cinurs, mixedeo!~
`didi ambavi! ra gansxvavebaa, gind `Rvivis~ giTqvams, gind `Rmuis~!
`ooo, swored rom aris, Tan Zalian didi!~ _ gaecina apao-s, Wuti-m ki miviwyebuli bavSvobis
xana gaixsena: `dedaCemma icoda xolme xSirad amis Tqma. maSin mamaCemma izarala Tavis restornis
saqmeze, dedas dasWirda valis aReba, sxvanairad ver gamovZvrebodiT im gaWirvebidan, mokled,
mZime periodi iyo...~
kedlis kalendarze Wuti-s aRniSnuli hqonda yvela Cinuri tradiciuli dResaswauli, da
naxes rom gazafxuli dadgomis dResaswauliRa darCenodaT, Zveli axali weli.
`modi, ici, saaxalwlo sufra gavSaloT, erTi-ori kidev vinme davpatiJoT... sami kaci, meti
ara.~
apao daeTanxma, Tumca gulis siRrmeSi ara hqonda didi warmatebis imedi, radgan aseTi eSxiani daqali yvelas yuradRebas miiqcevda da misTvis aravin moiclida. Wuti-m fiqris damTavreba
ar acala, TiTqos amoekiTxos mis gonebaSi gaCenili azri da daamata: `icode, me mxolod damxmare
viqnebi, Sen ki Sef-mzareuli, amitom neba momeci rom im saRamosTvis erTi ara-Cinelic moviyvano
_ Cems oqrosTmian boifrendze geubnebi!~
im wuTidan misi ufrosi megobari mis samudamo Tanamoazred iqca. rogorc uyvardaT xolme
Tqma moxetiale oinbazebs da kung-fus ostatebs, `maradiuli erTgulebis dasamtkiceblad, mzad
var orTav ferdSi Cavice xanjali.~
im saRamos Wuti-s Tan mohyva misi boiferendi, da SeyvarebulTa kidev erTi wyvili. amitom
yvelaferi ise gamoCnda, TiTqos apao da lung-i calke wyvils warmoadgendnen. lung-s gauxarda,
rom aq, Crdilo-dasavleTis StatebSi, TeTri rasis moWarbebul garemoSi mieca SesaZlebloba rom
mSobliur dResaswauls TavisianebTan Sexvedroda, Sinaurulad, mama-papurad.
erTi sityviT, yvelaferi kargad aewyo da kargad Caiara.
`rac dedaCemi wavida aqedan, mgoni imis Semdeg ase gemrielad ar miWamia!~ _ gamoacxada.
`mosaloci yofilxar. mere, ras uyureb, droulad Caavle imas xeli, visac SeuZlia ase daganayros!~ gaexumra Wuti, magram imdenad Riad iyo naTqvami, rom apao-m samzareuloSi arCia Semalva.
im saRamos sufraze ori cxeli kerZi gamoitana, Tan gaiTvaliswina rom lung-is deda singapuridan iyo, magram amerikaSi didxans icxovra, da amitom kerZebSi Sesabamisi koreqtivi Seitana
da ZirZveli Cinuri gemo gaaxalisa axleburi modifikaciiT. mere es wesad eqca, rom qmris guli
moego aseTi niuansebis gaTvaliswinebiT. kidec amitom, SeyvarebulTa wyvili, romelic axlaxans
iyo Camosuli CineTidan da mainc da mainc ver egueboda adgilobriv kerZebs, isini ambobdnen rom
amerikul kerZSi Warbad igrZnoba karaqis da saqonlis xorcis gemo. axalCamosulebis amitom, maTi
gemovnebac rom gaiTvaliswina, swored amitom Tadarigi daiWira, adreve Seirbina koreelTa duqanSi, maTgan iyida Cinurad damzadebuli kvercxis blinebi, da qaTmis bulionTan erTad moamzada
namdvili Cinuri kerZi. erTi sityviT, vinc ki iq iyo, yvela kmayofili darCa aseTi vaxSmis.
ase rom, Wuti-s dadgmulma speqtaklma ise Caiara, rogorc avtors hqonda gaTvlili.
vaxSmis Semdeg, Wuti-m atexa erTi ambavi, `ginda Tu ara, Seni leqsebi unda wagvikiTxovo~, da
apao-m waukiTxa adre dawerili, sentimentaluri, cremlismomgvreli sevdiani patara balada, da
damTavrebisTanave, yvelam taSiscemiT daajildova; gansakuTrebiT Wuti cdilobda, lamis yurTasmena waiRo imis taSma, da bolos daagvirgvina: `ooo, me rom kaci vyofiliyavi, marto am leqsis
gamo Segiyvarebdi!~
am frazaze apao-s ise Sercxva, ar icoda, sad SemZvraliyo, gamoTqmac ki gaaxsenda, `netavi
miwa gaskdes da Tan Camitanoso!~.
yvelani rom dawynardnen da daSoSmindnen, lung-ma amoiRo xma: `es ar vicodi, rom bolo
klasebSi Seyvarebuli iyo!~
`ratomac ara, TeTr amerikelebs Zalianac moswonT aRmosavleli gogoebi!~ _ apao-s isev
Sercxva, gadaWarbebulad eCvena Wuti-s Semotevac da sityvebic; andazisa ara iyos, `gogris gamyidveli pirs ar aCerebda, `es ra mqoniao!~
apao gawiTlda, magram sityva mainc Seubruna: `es Sen ufro gexeba, vidre me!~, razec Wuti-m
ar daayovna pasuxi: `kargi, kargi, Tavs nu ikatuneb! maSin is TeTri amerikeli vin iyo, baraTebs rom
gigzavnida? leqsebsac rom gwerda? ra, Cak-i ar gaxsovs?~ apao-m aRar icoda, ra eqna, Cak-i misi
saidumlo iyo, Wuti-m ki ase gamoafriala misi saxeli, Tan Tvali Caukra.
`ooo...~ gagarZela lung-ma, `apao-s es arasodes uxsenebia!~, da sxva TvaliT gadaxeda
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maspinZels. amjerad mis mzeraSi aRar darCeniliyo nasaxi adrindeli gamoxedvis, rodesac ityvian,
`uyurebs da ver xedavso.~
ori kviris Tavs, kidev raRac sazeimo dRe daemTxva. gansakuTrebiT iseTi araferi, deda rom
cocxali iyo, maSinac ki am dRes sagangebod ar aRniSnavdnen.
magram raki Wuti-s es dRec hqonda kalendarSi gamoyofili, amitom isev atyda, `modi, isev
erTad aRvniSnoT, winandeliviT!~ _ Tan ukve gaemzadebina kidec saRamos scenari da ganrigi.
`CinelebisTvis farnebis zeimsac xom axali wlis mniSvneloba aqvs, ara?~
apao-s ki ase mimarTa: `xom gesmis, rom Sanss gaZlev saTanadod warmoaCino Seni Tavi; Tan mec
mergeba gemrieli lukma!~
rodesac lung-s internetiT gaugzavnes dapatiJebis teqsti, siamovnebiT misca Tanxmoba.
magram im dRes Cinel SeyvarebulTa wyvili ar movida, Wuti-mac Zalian ar gawela Tavisi stumroba, male daavlo xeli Tavis boifrends, Tvali Caukra apao-s da marto datova lung-Tan.
`iuansiao-s~ mzadeba xangrZlivi da frTxili saqmea, amitom orives sakmao dro hqonda sabaasod. mere lung-ma, Sua saubarSi uceb mimarTa: `im Cak-Tan kidev gaqvs miwer-mowera?~ isini samzareuloSi idgenen, qurasTan, onkanidan wyali xmauriT moCxrialebda: `hua, hua...~
`ramdeni xania, rac gawyda kavSiri. man mxolod erTi weli iswavla, mere dasavleT sanapiroze
gaemgzavra. erTi weli TiTqos gvqonda raRac miwer-mowera, mere azri aRara hqonda da SevwyviteT.~
sTqva Tu ara es, maSinve lung-is TvalebSi SeamCnia faruli sevdis raRac aCrdili. RmerTo!
lug-ma gadadga misken nabiji da moexvia... apao-s cremli Caudga TvalebSi, magram krinti ar
dauZravs.
`rao, apao, kideb genatreba?~ lung-i exla onkans utrialebda, rom daeketa da wylis xmauri
gaeqro.
apao-m ris vaivaglaxiT moaxerxa cremlebis Sekaveba, rom ar atirebuliyo, da upasuxa: `Cveni
siaxlove TviToeulis ubedobam ganapiroba~.
`ubedobam?~
`ho, sxva ra davarqva?~ _ da apao inglisurze gadavida, CaTvala rom es ena ufro uxdeboda
Temas: `oriveni raRacnairad sacodavad viyaviT gaTqvefilni danarCenebSi, skolis ezoSi vbodialobdiT... sisuste da xelmocaruloba Sublze gvewera... mec da imasac Zalian mZime yrmoba
gvergo, yovel SemTxvevaSi, sulierad ase viyaviT...~
lung-i xmas ar iRebda.
`iqneb, Cemzec SeiZleba amis Tqma, rom xelmocaruli viyavi?!~
TiTqos kidec apirebda sityvis gagrZelebas, magram Tvalebi Cauqra, apao-m ki ar daayovna
SekiTxva: `me mgonia, Sen im kategorias ekuTvni, vinc bevr rames daTmobs da gaiRebs siyvarulisTvis!~
pasuxad ecnaura misi Tvalebis wamieri gamonaTeba.
amitom Caiburtyuna: `vinc mzadaa mizans raime Seswiros, is ndobis Rirsia!~ _ Tqva, da gaxsna
onkani da Seudga WurWlis recxvas.
aexla rom gaaxsenda maSindeli naTqvami, apao-s gaepasuxa: `ra advilad isvri sityvebs! aki
gagiwiria da dagiwyevlia Senive Tavi!~
im saubriT pirvelad `sulierad Seexnen~ erTi-meores.
da im gulis gadaSlas unda umadlodes, rac Tavis naqeb kerZs damarTa _ uyuradRebod datovebuli iuensiao-s nacvlad fafa moixarSa, Tumc es arc erTs ara swyenia.
arada, iuensiao xom erTobas da kavSirs ganasaxierebs! wre xom ojaxis erTobis simboloa,
xolo sfero ki erTianobis! _ Semdegom amas rom ixsenebda, apao mainc nanobda, rom kerZSi Cayrili
iuensiao-s burTulebi ise ar unda CaexarSa, rom saWiro da Cafiqrebuli forma ar daekargaT. `afsus!~ - Zalian nanobda...
sananebeli isic gauxda, rom tkbil deserts rom miusxdnen, is ambavi TavisiT gaiqarwyla
mexsierebidan, da mereRa, ramdenime weli rom iyo gasuli, maSin gaixsena is momenti, magram ukve
gvian iyo.
gazafxulis sazeimo dReebi rom dasrulda, apao-m mTeli yuradReba gadaitana kulinaruli
ostatobis daxvewaze.
xSirad umaspinZldeboda lung-s, romelic dedamisis damzadebul kerZebs Cveuli, mainc da
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mainc ver epueboda marto cxovrebas da aqa-iq Wamas.
magram, is-is iyo moaxerxes erTad ramdenjerme sadili, rom lung-ma daasrula kidec sauniversiteto kursi, doqtoranturis stipendiac daeniSna; swavla manqaniT ori saaTis savalze uwevda, mezobel Statis universitetSi.
misi wasvlis dRe rom moaxlovda, apao-m gamosaTxovari vaxSami gamarTa. amisaTvis windawin
daiWira Tadarigi, qaTmis sayidlad, sagangebod gaemgzavra Soriaxlo mdebare erT germanul fermaze, radgan axaldakluli qaTmis bulioni erCivna; iaponuri mdinaris kobri Sewva, moamzada suSi,
radgan gansxvavebiT bevri Cinelisagan, lung-i iaponur samzareulos aRmerTebda.
dasalevad gamzadebuli hqonda ramdenime boTli ludi, isic windawin Caacia macivarSi _ maSin
is-is iyo miaRwia im asaks, rom neba eZleoda eyida alkoholuri sasmeli.
lung-Tan ganSorebas SegnebiT miudga, mTeli Tavisi nebisyofis da TavdaWeris mobilizeba
dasWirda, rom daefara masTan ganSorebiT miRebuli tkivili, da garda amisa, arc hqonda imedi,
rom maT urTierTobas ewera raime ganviTareba. `rac iqneba, iqnebao~ _ ifiqra, `ganSorebas xom ver
gaeqcevi~.
im dRes gaamwara, calke xaxvma, calke niorma da wiwakam, aRar icoda, cremli ratom sdioda,
imaTi Wrisgan da mzadebisgan, Tu ganSorebaze fiqrisagan... lung-is mosvlisTvis yvelaferi moeswro, TviTonac moaswro banaoba, maisuris gamocvla, TvalebgarSemo, quTuToebze Crdili gadaatara. Tvalebi damSrali hqonda, radgan satirali axla gulSi gadaagzavna. binddeboda, da ganwyobac
Sesabamisi daeufla, im wuTas sjeroda, rom samudamod ewera martooba.
vaxSmisas, Savi Rvinis meore bokali rom dascala, lung-i uceb moeSva, da martoni rom darCnen, kidec gaumxila rom Rvinis didi moyvaruli ar iyo, Tan dRisiT ukve mouwia ludis daleva
saerTo saxcovrebelSi.
apao-s mouxda saWesTan dajdoma lung-i rom Sin mieyvana. manqana rom gaaCera, `uxerxulia,
barem saxlamde miviyvano~, da erTi wuTiT. zrdilobis gulisTvis, binaSi Seabija. swored im wuTma
gadawyvita bevri ram mis cxovrebaSi.
Sin aRar wasula, erTad Cawvnen mis loginSi. ganSorebaze fiqrma Tavisi qna, apao-m ver moiTmina da mTeli sxeuliT miekra, isini Seerwynen erTmaneTs da im RamiT lung-ma aRmoaCina rom
pirveli mamakaci iyo apao-s cxovrebaSi.
Tuki ramis scxvenoda apao-s, mxolod imis rom oci wlis qali bavSviviT umanko iyo, magram
amaze didxans ar ufiqria, radgan mTlianad moicva usazRvro bednierebis grZnobam, ver ijerebda
rom mis pirvel xorciel siyvaruls aRsruleba swored lung-Tan ewera. netarebam imdenad moicva,
rom isic ki ifiqra, `sul rom gaqres da arasodes Semexmianos, mainc kmayofili iqneba.~
meore dRes mobilur telefonze gzavnili miiRo lung-isgan, `ar megone Tu aseTi sufTa da
umanko iqnebodi! saerTod ar megona, rom universitetSi aseTi vinme SeiZleba daiarebodes _ da
swored amitom ar vapirebs gadavimalo, da mzad var vaRiaro Cemi movaleoba, rom...~
apao cota ar iyos, ganixibla misi aseTi Zveli yaidis mobodiSebiT da poziciiT, `obis suni
asdis aseT teqstso~ _ Tavis Tavs gauziara, TviTon ki, cxadia, raime romantiulis mosmena an
wakiTxva erCivna.
`aranair valdebulebas Sengan arc veli, da arc viTxov! erTsa gTxov mxolod, rom movaleobis gamo nu damidgebi boifrendad~ _ es rom miswera, TviTonac gaukvirda, radgan aseT pasuxs is
Wuti-sgan ufro eloda, vidre Tavis Tavisgan.
mere angariSmiucemlad, daamata: `aRmosavleTidan gadmoxvewili, ori euli suli amerikaSi _
gana ra gviSlis, erTad rom viyoT?~
im zafxuls isev gauCnda leqsebis weris survili. erTi leqsi ase iwyeboda: `mgoni, gaiRo
samoTxis kari...~
erTxans gauWirda Wuti-sTan dakavSireba da ewyina, radgan bevri hqonda salaparako, magram
meore dRes Wuti-m dareka, swored maSin rodesac bavSvebi skolaSi iyvnen, li ki bazarSi.
sruliad moulodnelad, Wuti SanxaiSi aRmoCnda. iq Casvals SarSanac apirebda, aseTi moda
saerTod gavrcelebuli iyo amerikelTa Soris _ Wuti-c apirebda saxlis yidvas da iq dasaxlebas,
radgan miaCnda rom Sanxai dinamiuri qalaqia, momavalic didi aqvs da ratomac ara? _ TviTonac
xom SeeZlo aq bedi ecada?
aki amitom gamoacxada: `Zlivs ar meRirsa saCemo qalaqio!~
meore mxriv, misi energia da mobiluroba yovelTvis aRemateboda normalurs, da amitom monacvle gunebiT ufro xelmZRvanelobda Tavis arCevansa da nabijebSi; umal aviwydeboda guSindeli
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gegmebi da gadawyvetileba; magram Wuti _ Wuti ar iqneboda, rom raime enatra Tu ara, iqve ar mieRwia imisTvis da ar ganexorcielebina.
`es unda iyos kidec imis mizezi, rom mudam xalisiania, Zlieri da uimedoba da mklavebis
Camoyra ara sCvevia~ _ fiqrobda apao da mere aRiara kidec TavisTvis, rom mTeli misi exlandeli
safiqral-sazrunavi Wuti-s rom damarTvoda, wuTiT ar moiTmenda, veqils mimarTavda da qmars
gaSordeboda...
Wuti-m sxapa-sxupiT miayara, rom erTi weli dasWirda saxlis SerCevas, rom amaSi misi megobris amxanagis nacnobi daexmara, rom... erTi sityviT, iman urCia, rom SanxaiSi gadavides sacxovreblad da gaxsnas amerikuli restorani.
`Sen marTali iyavi, mec davrwmundi rom momgebiani saqmea, iq xom wesad aqvT, rom TiTqmis
yvela molaparakeba sufrasTan unda Catardes! kidec amitom vifiqre, rom aseTi ram saSeno saqme
ufroa!~
apao daibna, magram Tavi imiT daimSvida, rom Wuti-s saerTod sCvevia raRac mogonil varaudebSi frena, da rac pirze moadgeba, yvelafris gamocxadeba _ da amitom pasuxic ar aRirsa.
`ra iyo, gogo, gana gexumrebi?!~
`Sen Seni ambavi gamagebine, ras akeTeb? ukve miatove samsaxuri da exla SanxaiSi xar?!~
`Sen, jobia damijero, rom saerTod saxlis yidva TavisTavad ukve aris investicia. exla
mizezi gamiCnda, rom aq xSir-xSirad Camovide _ miT ufro rom Senc mogiwevs aq Camosvla! mere,
cudia? _ Camoxval, da safiqrali ar geqneba saxli da gasaCerebeli adgili!~
WeSmaritad, rom optimistis ocnebac vardisferia!
dardi Semoawva isev Sanxais gaxsenebaze, TiTqos raRac Cauwyda SigniT, gulSi Cxvletac ki
igrZno. aRar undoda laparakis gagrZeleba, magram Wuti ris Wuti iqneboda, rom ase advilad daenebebina Tavi! ar moeSva, dauwyo gamokiTxva, magram apao-m mainc moaxerxa ar gaeSala es Tema, miuxedavad imisa rom Wuti ara cxreboda: `ki magram, singapurSi Camosuls, ratom mieci isev ufleba rom
wasuliyo?~
`imitom rom, miTxra, ver vitan aqaur uZraobas da simSvides, da saerTod, singapuris sterilur higienaso~.
`maS, SanxaiSi upovia misTvis misaRebi stili cxovrebis~ - Wuti-s sicilSi apao-s raRac iseTi
moesma, TiTqos lung-s eTanxmebao. `ratomac ara, iqneba yovel Cvengans marTlac sadme eguleba
misTvis misaRebi qalaqi?~
apao-m veraferi moigona sapasuxod.
`maSin adeqi da gahyevi Senc SanxaiSi! bolos da bolos, ra gagixda es singapuri, ase Zalian
mogwons?~ _ vera da ver SeeCvia Wuti-s maneras, jiqur, mikib-mokibvis gareSe, pirdapir dasmul
kiTxvebs, Wuti-m ki ganagrZo: `marTalic aris! singapuri isea gawkrialebuli da galokili, qalaqi
mkvdari ggonia, TiTqos mand saerTod ar iyos cxovreba! ki batono, erTi, ori, sami dRe SeiZleba
cxovreba, magram erTi kvira ki ukve nametani Cans! Sen mand aTi wliT xom ar dasaxldi?..~
`Wuti, Sen mTavari ram ver gagigia: rogor ggonia, imas unda rom mec gadavsaxlde SanxaiSi?!~
`eg sulac ar aris problema! bolos da bolos, col-qmari xarT da erTad gmarTebT cxovreba;
Torem is rom iq iyos, Sen ki mand, bavSvebianad _ eg arafers ara hgavs!~
`Wuti, gaige rom is iq dabrunda, raTa is Tavisi siyvaruli daibrunos, rasac araferi ara aqvs
saerTo Cvens colmqrobasTan _ me kidev exla iq Svilebianad gamovecxado?!~ - apao-s xmaSi wyenis
toni gaisma.
`miT umetes, raki asea! swored rom unda Caxvide, radgan ojaxi gacilebiT ufro mtkicedaa
Sekruli, vidre raRac gverdiTi intriga!~
apao meramdened gaaoca Wuti-s logikam, Tan daetyo, rom scada Wuti-s TvaliT gaeazrebina es
sityvebi, ukve nelnela `inelebda~ kidec mis naTqvams, Tumc pasuxiT mainc Tavis xazs agrZelebda:
`ki, eg mesmis; mets ras vakeTebdiT da vcdilobdiT - mec da Cemi dedamTilic? oRond ki
Sin dagvebrunebina, rom gascloda im Tavis wres da im pirovnebas...~ _ amoioxra da daamata: `amas
rogor warmovidgendiT, rom ojaxis garemoSi suli SeexuTeboda? ici, rom gamomicxada, ’aqedan
gadavxtebi da Tavs moviklavo’~?
`maS, aqamde mivida saqme?~ _ Wuti amas ar eloda, `Tumc, erT rames mainc getyvi: kaci rom
SanxaiSi didxans icxovrebs, mere singapurs ver SeeCveva!~
`maS, kacma viRac qalis gulisTvis ojaxi unda miagdos?.. sxva Tu afraferi, singapuri xom
misi mSobliuri qalaqia!~ _ da rac mets laparakobda, miT ufro Riziandeboda da uceb afeTqda:
`Sanxai imitom moswons, rom iq aravin icnobs, Tavs anonimad grZnobs, da rac moesurveba, imas izams
da gaakeTebs!~
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apao-m ver Seityo, rom lamis sityva-sityviT gaimeora piteris adre naTqvami, swored is azri
romelic maSin absurdad moeCvena.
situacia imiT gameorda, rom rac apao-m maSin hkiTxa piters, exla Wuti-m dausva igive SekiTxva: `raSi sWirdeba anonimuroba?~
`aqamde mec ar mejereboda, magram meubnebian rom dRe da Rame im pirovnebasTan aris, aCrdiliviT Tan dahyveba~ _ upasuxa, Tan gaRizianda, rom uaxloesi daqali xandaxan mainc ufro lung-is
mxares ixreboda.
`erTi gamagebina, iseTi ra qalia is viRaca, rom lung-i aiZula, aCrdiliviT Tan sdios? miT
umetes rom, me rogorc maxsovs, lung-ze ver ityodi rom `gansakuTrebiT seqsualuria!~
`aha, maS Senc SegimCnevia!~ _ apao-s Caecina, radgan mudam eCveneboda, rom am mxriv lung-i mis
mimarT ar iCenda did vnebas, da arc iyo darwmunebuli, ramdenad Rrmad uyvarda lung-s - anda,
saerTod, Tu SeeZlo Rrmad siyvaruli? amitom SeekiTxa Wuti-s, saerTod Tu SeiZleba gaigos adamianma, ramdenad uyvarT, ramdenad surT misi floba da dapatroneba.
`me rogor giTxra?~ _ gaecina Wuti-s, `marTla civia seqsualurad, Tu mxolod stovebs aseT
STabeWdilebas?~
`me rogor giTxra? Sesadareblad xom aravin meguleba?~
apao-s pasuxze oxvra aRmoxda: `hoo, maxsovs, Sen xom miTxari, rom Tqveni siyvarulis Ramem
ori umanko da gamoucdeli Seaxvedra erTmaneTs; nuTu marTla?~
karga xans arc erTi ar iRebda xmas. mere dumili isev Wuti-m daarRvia: `mgoni, mivxvdi. arc
imas hqonia SesaZlebloba Seni vinmesTan Sedarebisa, hoda es Tavisi `wesi~ swored imitom daarRvia, rom aenazRaurebina sakuTari gamocdilebis uqonloba! da merwmune, ara Rirs yvelafers ase
seriozulad Sexedo!~
apao kvlav dadumda; aRar icoda, sad aris is gamyofi xazi, romelic erTmaneTisgan anacalkevebs `seriozul midgomas~ _ `araseriozulisagan~... Wuti-s arc aq uRalatia Tavis unarisaTvis, misi fiqrebis amocnobaSi da Cveuli, lamis agdebuli toniT daamata: `mokled, ici ras getyvi?
me Sens adgilas, ase advilad ar gavuSvebdi, da sadac wavidoda, iq gavyvebodi; dedaCemis Tqmisa ar
iyos, `eg cxeni Sen gekuTvnis da amitom aRviri xelidan ar unda gauSva~ _ oRond iumori ukeT rom
gadmoeca, dedis sityvebi inglisurad gadauTargmna.
apao ahyva xumrobaSi: `am cxenma ukve didi xania aiwyvita, raRa dros aRviris momarjvebaa~
_ Tan icinoda, Tan fiqrobda, `mainc, ranairia es Cemi daqali, yovelTvis rogor axerxebs iseTi
ganwyoba Camoagdios, rogoric mas unda!~
scada Tu ara sinamdviles dabruneboda, igive kiTxvebi daudga Tvalwin: `sami Svili, Tan
mesame ZuZuTa bavSvi, kidev dedamTili _ aq dabadebuli da aq gazrdili, sisxli da xorci Cinuri diasporisa singapurSi! hoda, adeqi exla da samocdaaTi wlis qali gadaiyvane sxva qalaqSi
sacxovreblad!~
Wuti ar Tmobda Tavis pozicias: `ratomac ara? ramdensac ginda, imden magaliTs dagisaxeleb,
roca pensiaze gasuli mSoblebi SvilebTan Cadian amerikaSi, rom daexmaron bavSvebis gazrdaSi!~
`ki magram, Sen TviTon ara Tqvi, rom `CineTidan _ amerikaSio?~
`amiT risi Tqma ginda, rom CineTidan wasvla ufro advilia?~ _ Wuti Tavis `ufros daqalis~
rixs ar iSlis da kvlav Seutia: `iqneba ggonia, rom amerikaSi ukeTesi pirobebi eliT? an cxovrebaa
ufro advili? ai, getyoba, rom saerTod ar ici, ras niSnavs Sanxai!~
TavianTi megobrobis manZilze, xSirad hqoniaT erTmaneTSi amaze ufro daZabuli da gacxarebulia dava, magram Wuti-s arasodes ar miumarTavs aseTi Seurigebeli da kategorili toniT:
`wadi, visac ginda, hkiTxe! raRa Sors mivdivarT, mamaSens hkiTxe, sad urCevnia cxovreba? cxadia,
sakuTari qveyana urCevniaT, miT umetes rom Sanxai iqca Tanamedrove da modur qalaqad...~
rao? Tanamedrove da modurio? apao ki swored exla gaurboda yovelives, rac `Tanamedroved
da modurad~ aRiqmeboda! qveyana misTvis exla yalbi da yurmoTreuli satyuarebiT iyo savse da
xma aRar amouRia.
SuaRame ukve gadacilebuli iyo, rodesac telefonma dareka. daaviwyda, rom sakuTar Tavs
sityva misca, mils aRar aviRebo da mobiluri yurTan miitana; magram aRmoCnda, rom viRacas nomeri
SeeSala.
amis miuxedavad, mainc gaaxsenda yvelaferi da odnav miviwyebuli Wriloba kvlav gauRizianda
da veRar daeZina. dalevis survili gauCnda; gaaxsenda axalgazrdobaSi, amerikaSi rom svamda, ma-
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gram im garemoSi amas amarTlebda fsiqologiuri gantvirTvis surviliT, da swored am survilma
Seaxsena exla Tavi!
dedamTils da bavSvebs ukve eZinaT, TerTmeti xdeboda; orze unda bavSvisTvis eWmia _ ZuZuTa
bavSvis sakvebi, amerikul rZis fxvnili, 150 grami unda gaemzadebina, Tan imedi hqonda rom dedamTili adgeboda da TviTon mouvlida, mere ki isev, oTxi-xuTi saaTi Zilis imedi hqonda; Tavs nebas
kidev imitom aZlevda, rom xelovnur sakvebze gadayvanis Semdeg, ZuZus aRar awovebda da amitom
SeeZlo daelia, rac undoda da saerTod, cota xniT mainc xeli Caeqnia yvelaferze.
fexis cerebze Seipara sastumro oTaxSi da karadaSi Casmuli patara baris kari gamoaRo, sadac ager ukev or weliwadze metia, xeluxleblad edga erTi boTli rusuli arayi, romelic lungma evropaSi mivlinebis Semdeg suvenirad Camoutana. im boTlis danaxvaze sul eRimeboda, da exlac
gaeRima, radgan iseTi qmari, vinc cols aseT sasmels Camoutanda, bevri ar eguleboda.
samzareuloSi gavida da zeda Tarodan aiRo aryis dasalevi sifrifana patara koxta sasmisi,
da raki ver naxa macivarSi mineraluri wyali, limonaTi daamata da sastumrosa da samzareulos
Soris gamarTul baris daxlTan dayenebul maRal skamze Seskupda.
Wuti-s dRes ocdaerTi Seusrulda, bunebrivia rom gonebiT mainc unda daeloca da daelia
misi sadregrZelo.
univeristetSi rom moxvda, maSinRa gaigo namdvili swavla da mecadineoba ras niSnavda! skolis
bolo klasebSi swavla amas ver Seedreboda, xolo saSualo da sawyis klasebSi swavla xom saerTod
TamaSs ufro hgavda. umaRlesSi yvela Tavs iklavs swavliT, radgan kargad esmiT rom maTi momavali amazea damokidebuli. siyvaruli da Seyvarebulze fiqri cota xniT mainc mogacdenda sul
erTTavad swavlaze fiqrisgan; es rom ara~ cxovreba saerTod gandegilis cxovrebas daemgvaneboda. maSin iyo, rom raRacnairad mainc rom moexsna daZabuloba da hqonoda saSualeba Sexvedroda
da dalaparakeboda, vinc amxanagebad eguleboda, univeristetSi daarsebul jgufSi Sevida, sadac
aswavlidnen uSus iaponur nairsaxeobas; misi saxeli yurs esalbuneboda da exaliseboda, kung-fus
msgavsi, am tipiuri aRmosavluri xelovnebis daufleba.
dasavleTSi modad iqca `orienti~ da `aRmosavluri~, apao-sTvis ki amas arsebiTi mniSvneloba
hqonda, radgan fiqrobda, uSu-s wyalobiT daeZlia Rrmad Camarxuli seqsualuri instiqti.
mis jgufSi ZiriTadad TeTrkaniani axalgazrdebi iyvnen, oRond biWebi sWarbobdnen. Semdeg gaerkva, rom wevrTa Soris, `caluRela~ tipaJi sWarbobda, an biWebi iyvnen, vyavdaT `giolfrendebi~, anda gogoebi, `boifrendebis~ gareSe. mTlianobaSi, maTi jgufi aerTianebda raRacnair
pirebs, miusafar axalgazrdebs, romelTa Soris Tavi ukeT igrZno, rakiRa yofnis survili yvelas
hqonda, ase rom kviraSi orjer varjiSze Sexvedris garda, kidev cdilobdnen xolme TavSeyras,
rom sadme gaevloT da erTad daeliaT. xuTSabaTi uyvardaT, radgan xuTSabaTobiT yvela sasmelze
fasi iklebda da swored amitom es dRe daTqves mTel jgufis Sexvedris da drostarebis dRed.
jgufSi rom Caricxes, apao-s cota aklda ocdaerTamde da amitom barebSi jer ar uSvebdnen, xolo
roca Seusrulda asaki, es dRe mTelma jgufma Tavis dRed aRiara. im saRamos sami bari zedized
gamoicvales: jer ludiT daiwyes, roca ver igrZnes alkoholis gavlena, viskize gadavidnen, Semdeg ukve arayze, romelmac mouxsna apao-s daZabuloba da erTgvari Tavisuflebis SegrZneba Semata, ris gamoc megobrebma `miss arayi~ Searqves.
maSin imdeni icina, skamze veRar gaCerda da iatakze gawva. dabadebis dRisTvis gamopranWuls,
qari qolgasaviT ze itacebda wiTel qvedatans da misma jgufelebma ase, mxarze Sesmuli atares da
miabrZanes saerTo sacxovreblamde.
maTi jgufi ise miabijebda qalaqis centrSi, TiTqos safestivalo mzadeba yofiliyo, anda maT
win gaSlil samyaroSi apirebdnen Sebijebas. iseTi SegrZneba daeufla, TiTqos raRac mobezrebuli
napiridan veeba zRaprul iaxtaze gadafreniliyo, mis Rvinomokidebul mzeraSi dahqanaobdnen quCis farnebi, is ki miqanaobda da micuravda zorba talRebze, Sors, ufro Sors... Tavis ZmabiWebis
mxrebze Semjdari, Tavs ise grZnobda, rogorc nebas miSvebuli Tevzi da kidec gailaRa zRvis siRrmeSi. [es detali uSualod ukavSirdeba fanSenis tradicias da budistur rwmenas, romlis Tanaxmad morwmuneT marTebT raRac gansakuTrebul dReebSi kvlav bunebaSi gauSvan moSinaurebuli an
nayidi gareuli cxovelebi da arsebebi, raTa Sesrulon budizmis kodeqsi _ ar daCagron cocxali
arseba. CineTSi dResac arsebobs es tradicia, Tumc gasuli saukunis meore naxevridan, misi mimdevrebi aSkarad Semcirdnen]
im ambis gaxsenebaze, yvela xalisobda da mxiarulobda. im dRidan moyolebuli, apao arays
svamda, misi zorba ZmabiWebi mxarzeSesmuls daatarebdnen da `miss arays~ kidev axali saxelebi daamates _ `aryis dedofali~ da Happy Hour.
fexmZimobis Semdeg apao-TiTqmis saerTod aRar gahkarebia sasmels, magram lung-ma, raki ico-
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da misi axalgazrdobis am mogonebis Sesaxeb, moindoma misi amgvari suveniriT gaxareba.
erTxel lung-ma usayvedura kidec, `rac Cven daviwyeT Sexvedra, Sen saerTod aRar svam da
cdilob rom sasmeli ar mogekidos. gamodis, rom me davTrgune Seni bunebis eg nawili? me ki piriqiT, minda rom saxe SeinarCuno da ixaliso.~
`romel saxeze melaparakebi?~ _ ki hkiTxa siciliT, magram icoda rom is saxe ekuTvnoda im
Zvel msuqan da gulCaTxrobil gogos, romlic swored imitom svamda, rom araferi hqonda gulis
gasaxari da spirtiT iqmnida am iluzias.
mere gaixsena, erTxel varjiSi rom moamTavra, iaponuri wesis Tanaxmad daemSvidoba maswavlebels da jgufelebs, da darbazidan gavida Tu ara, lung-s mokra Tvali, CogniT miemarTeboda
CogburTis saTamaSod da xeli dauqnia. pasuxis nacvlad, lung-ma Tavi aqeT-iqiT miabruna, vis
esalmebao.
erTxelac, sacurao auzidan rom gamovidnen, Wuti-m Seaqo lung-i, sportuli forma uxdebao,
`formaSiao~ _ ase gamoTqva, apao-m ki dananebiT gaifiqra, rom lung-s gind ecvas forma, gind ara,
mainc `formaSia~, masze ki mxolod maSin iTqmis, rodesac Ziudos formaSia gamowyobili.
exla ki, iwva iatakze, rogorc adre, axalgazrdobaSi da Zils ando Tavi.
Tvali rom gaaxila, SuadRe iyo. ramdenme wams misi goneba isev aTi wlis winandel samyaroSi
trialebda, patarZlobis dReebSi da xeli rom gaswia, lung-s rom Sexeboda, gverdiT aravin daxvda. eucnaura da SiSi moeria, mixvda rom iatakze gaSlil Wilobze iwva.
didxans ar dascalda curva mogonebebSi, sinamdvilem amcno Tavisi realoba SuaTanas titiniT, samzareuloSi gaxsnili onkaniT da abazanidan moRweuli Sxapis xmauriT, sadac misi dedamTili
umcross abanavebda _ Cveulebrivi, yofiTi xmauris foni, rac bunebrivi iyo yvela singapurelTa
ojaxSi. ris vai-vaglaxiT moaxerxa wamodgoma, misansalda Tavis sawolTan, Tavis tkivilis abi Caylapa, wyali daayola da isev Zils misca Tavi.
wuxel Ramemde kidev fiqrobda, rom `gawelili satkivari mokleze uaresia~, rogorc Zvelebi
ityodnen, swrafi sikvdilis upiratesobaze _ xangrZliv tanjva-wamebasTan SedarebiT; exla ki Tavs
ekiTxeboda, marTla Tu mtkiced gadawyvita ganqorwineba da marTla Tu gadawyvita bolo mouRos
Tavis wamebas.
da am kiTxvas, meore azri mohyva, rom verafriT ver Seeleoda Tundac aseTi Tanacxovrebis
formas, rom samudamod gaewyvita makavSirebeli Zafi; amis gafiqreba da sindisis qenjna erTi iyo:
`nuTu ar ZaluZs msxverpli gaiRos sayvareli kacis gulisTvis?~ _ amis gafiqreba _ da wamsve mixvda, rom TviTon aRmarTa morigi winaRoba gadawyvetilebis misaRebad, kidev wamic, da saerTod
Cauqra brazis da ganrisxebis cecxli.
uceb wamoxta, CanTaSi sahariharod Cayara ramdenime Tavisi kaba Tu sxva Casacmeli, abazanaSi
wyali gadaivlo, isev gamovarda, yvelaferi zurgCanTaSi CaCurTa da saxlidan gavarda. wuTic
ar iyo gasuli, rom ukan dabrunda, kidev ramdenime kaba daamata karadidan, erTxans gairinda,
dafiqrda, `kidev raRac damWirdebao~, magram ver moaxerxa koncentracia, radgan TavSi mxolod
erTi azri utrialebda: `exlave, dauyonebliv qmars unda Sevxvde!...~
sastumro oTaxSi Sevida Tu ara, li SeekiTxa, `ase dila-uTenia saiT gagiwevia mag Seni zurgCanTiTo?...~ saerTod ar uxsenebia misi wuxandeli daTrobis mizezi, radgan miaCnda rom tanjva da
wvaleba bunebrivi nawilia ojaxuri cxovrebis, amitom gunebas aRar imZimebda aseTi safiqraliT...
Tumc, kiTxva mainc Seapara, `ris yidvas apireb, ase CanTianad rom gagiweviao, da anan-s ra
vuyo, vin wamoiyvans baRidan, Sen Tu me?~
aq ki dafiqrda: `marTlac, anan-s ras uzams?~ _ magram sanam rames moifiqrebda sapasuxod, isev
li-m daaswro _ `eg nu gadardebs, misi aRmzrdeli xom mezoblad cxovrobs? hoda ra moxda, erTxel
rom Sevawuxo da vTxovo, TviTon mogviyvanos bavSvi, baRi rom daixureba!~
apao-m Tavad irwmuna, rom droa, am Tavis TamaSSi qmarTan, bolo, yvelafris gadamwyveti `kartiT~ unda eTamaSa, da amitom miadga pirvelsave turistul biuros da gadanaxuli bileTebidan
is SearCia, romelsac yvelaze adre uwevda gafrena. amis Semdeg sabavSvo baRSi Seirbina, gamoiZaxa
aRmzrdeli da sTxova, `exlave, Tu SeiZleba, bavSvi momiyvaneTo~ anan-s am dros eZina. apao-m iqve
SeTxza mizezi, rom dedamTili sxvebiTaa dakavebuli, TviTon iZulebulia saswrafod gafrindes
SanxaiSi qmarTan...~ qali daakvirda da SeekiTxa, `bavSvis mamas rame xom ar SeemTxva?~ apao-m mxolod
Tavi daukra, pasuxis Tavi ar hqonda, cremlebs Zlivs ikavebda.
amasobaSi anan-sac gamoeRviZa, wamojda da atitinda, Tan TiTqos dasaxmareblad misul aRmzrdels ki ara, aramed mis zurgs ukan mdgar dedas eubneboda: `me ukve viswavle fexsacmlis Cacma!~
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_ magram rodesac aRmzrdelma marcxena fexidan gaaZro ukve Cacmuli marcxena sandali, bavSvi
aRrialda. apao-m maSinve xelSi aitaca da umalve gahkra TavSi azri, `esec rom Tan waviyvano, ra
moxdeba? miT umetes, rom bileTi ara sWirdeba!~
aRar daayovna da dedamTils daureka. li-m upasuxa, `ki, ratomac ara? miT umetes, rom mze da
mTvare amosdioda masze, da iqneb exla mainc namusze aagdo!~ _ bolo dros Svilis saxels saerTod
ar axsenebda, `is, man, mas...~
`mere, geguleba iq gsaCerebeli adgili?~
`eg nu gafiqrebT! bolos da bolos, amxela qalaqSi sastumros ver vnaxav, Tu ra!~ _ ase ki
upasuxa, magram laparaks morCa Tu ara, maSinve Wuti-s daureka amerikaSi.
`me... morCa, aRar SemiZlia kidev raRacis lodini! morCa, SanxaiSi mivdivar!~
`an aqamde ras elodebodi?!~
magram Wuti-s dajerebulma tonma ratomRac misi ganwyoba Seasusta, da apao-m ase upasuxa:
`magram meSinia, rom ar moisurvos Cemi naxva.~
`mere, dagaviwyda Cinuri naTqvami, `kacma saqmes mixedos, xolo danarCens zeca gadawyvets,
gaumarTlos Tu ara.~ _ apao-s gaukvirda, `rodis aqeT irwmuna bedis am gadamTielma, `viTom Cinelma~?~ Wuti-m ki daamata: `Sen _ Seni qeni, ecade, da araferze ukan ar daixio! ar gamova, da ras izam?
ese igi maRla zecaSi ar sdomebiaT da dawynardebi!~
maSin apao SeekiTxa, `nuTu bedisweraa Careuli?~ amaze Wuti-m aseTi pasuxi gasca: `ici, arasodes ara mwamda arc bedis, arc karmis, magram Seni ambavi ise momxvda gulze rom ukve Cems Tavs
vgrZnob gamwarebulad, TiTqos mec gavxdi Seni ambis msxverpli _ da maSin vifiqre, `etyoba, bunebis
xelSi varT, mis Wkuaze vtrialebT...~ _ aq SeCerda, daeloda apao-s pasuxs, magram daqalma rom
aRar aRirsa, daasrula: `ase rom, ecade. me SenTvis viloceb.~
apao-m Tavi uxerxulad igrZno, mere gabeda da, `Wuti...~ _ magram sityva veRar gaagrZela,
moerida misi bina eTxova, da daemSvidoba. ramdenime wuTSi Wuti-m kvlav daureka: `yuri migde: Cemi
bina mand upatronod ar aris, Cemi megobari akiTxavs xolme iqaurobas, Cineli gogoa, Jude hqvia. es
wuTia davureke da vTxove rom Sen Cagabaros gasaRebi, hoda iyavi iq da icxovre ramdenic ginda!~
`Wuti, Wuti...~ _ madlierebis cremlmomdgarma Caibutbuta apao-m, mere ki daZlia es wamieri
sisuste da isic uTxra, rom droebiT ZiZa daiqirava, dedamTils rom cota mainc SeeSvelos, miT
umetes rom bolo wuTs mainc gadaifiqra an anis Tan wayvana amxela gzaze.
`aba ra!~ _ kveri daukra Wuti-m, `am siSores, amxela manZilze _ arc bavSvs ar argebs!...~
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SesasvlelTan SeCerebuli, fiqrobda, ar ejereboda rom isev is nacnobi restorani iyo, piters rom ekuTvnoda, `daba kari~. WerqveS nislad Camowoliliyo sigaretis kvamli da bolis qulebSi aqa-iq Cndebodnen viRaceebis Tavebi. es qmnida raRac abstraqtuli suraTis STabeWdilebas, moZravi feris laqeb-xazebiT, xolo yvelafers agvirgvinebda musikiT da yayaniT gaJRenTili
xmauri.
cxra xdeboda, savse iyo iqauroba. savaxSmod SesulTa raodenoba ufro Warbobda, barTan naklebad iyvnen dasalevad Sesulni da exla mixvda, ra kargad moiqca, rom bavSvi Tan ar wamoiyvana.
lamazi oficianti gogona miuaxlovda da gauZRva calke sabanketo darbazSi, sadac Zvelebur
Cinur mrgval magidas aTamde stumari usxda. rodesac piteri wamodga da miegeba, yvelam axalSemosuls miapyro Tvali. saerTo yuradRebam cota daabnia, Tan interieri iseTi mdidruli iyo, rom
apao uneburad gawiTlda, Tumc mis adgilas, vinme sxva rom yofiliyo, igive daemarTeboda.
`ooo, apao!~ _ adgomisTanave, misalmebasebr wamoiZaxa piterma da kantonur dialeqtze ganagrZo: `sityva da saqme erTi gqonia, arc ki gelodi ase male! aq modi, rom gagacno da wargadgino.
ici, amaTSi bevri icnobda mamaSens.~ da danarCenebs miubrunda: `icnobdeT, Cemi uaxloesi megobris
qaliSvilia, apao!~ _ piteris toni, Jesti, manera da TviT sityvebi, rogorc is iq myofT warudgina imdenad Zveleburad JRerda, iseTi iSviaTi da miviwyebuli iyo, rom apao-s Zalauneburad mama
gaaxsenda, romelsac aseTive manera hqonda miamrTvis, da qcevis aseTive skola hqonda gavlili.
`rom dafiqrde, ramdenma wyalma Caiara mas Semdeg, ra dro gavida! marTlac rom dro TavisTvis midis da mierekeba, Cven ar gviwevs angariSs! am qalbatons pirvelad rom Sevxvdi, erTi cida
iyo, cicqna, patara _ exla ki naxeT, sami Svilis dedaa, movlili aqvs amerika da singapuri!~ _ bolo
sityvebSi Surnarevi aRtacebac ki gaisma.
mere saTiTaod gaacno jer mamakacebi, Semdeg maTi Tanmxlebi qalebi, romlebsac is moixseniebda erTi saxeliT _ siao mei, anu `daqali~: `baton lin-is daqali... ministr Cen-is daqali...~ _
yvela am 50-60 wlis mamakacs Tan axlda daaxloebiT oci wlis gogona, romelsac ufro maTi Svi-
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loba uxdeboda, vidre `daqaloba~...
wardgena-gacnoba piterma siciliT daamTavra, `RviZli debi rom ar arian, xom mixvdi!~
amaze erTma, romelsac sasmeli ukve moekida, wamoiZaxa: `mere, Seni daqalis gacnobas ar
apireb?~
yvela mibrunda gogosken, romelic didi-didi, ocdaxuTis Tu iqneboda _ TeTri pirisaxis,
naxSiriviT Savi, wvrilad amoqnili warbebiT da ucnaurad momRimari, ise rom tuCebi Sekruli rCeboda.
kacebis xumroba arc erTs ar abnevda; ukanasknelad gacnobili daqali, kargad aRzrdili
bavSviviT wamodga, fiala CaiT Seavso da sanam dajdeboda, TiTebiT alersiT melot Tavze `gadaurbina~ piters. apao-s am suraTze TiTqos Jruantelma dauara sxeulSi, TiTqos fizikurad SeigrZno
da SeezizRa piteris daqalis Sexeba moxuci mamakacis melot Tavze _ da survili gauCnda, moSoreboda iqaurobas, mimaluliyo, magram aRar SeiZleboda...
sanam dajdeboda, moubodiSa, `mapatie, ncle, rom gawuxeb!~ _ gulSi etireboda, rom es kaci,
romelic ocdaaT welze metia uyvarda, uceb ase ucxod aRiqva, da kvlav igrZno Tavisi simartove,
rom aravin ar eguleboda mTel qveyanaze!
`erTi wuTiT mainc Tu moicli, rom dagelaparako, a?~
«ki magram, sad geCqareba? jer dajeqi, SeWame rame! raki moxvedi CemTan, xom ici rom saxlSi
moxvedi, Sina xar! oRond miTxari, sad gaCerdi?» - elaparakeboda, da Tan paketSi dafasoebuli
mwvane Cai dauyena, Tumc apao-m mainc mineraluri wyali arCia.
mere auxsna Wuti-s binis ambavi.
piters, cota ar iyos, gaukvirda: «ooo, mTlad ukeTesi! exla davwynardi.» sufrasTan uxerxuli siCume rom igrZno, apao-m scada gaxumreba: «marTalia, Sengan cota Sorsaa fuTung-i, axali
raionia da ori saaTi movundi Senamde moRwevas!»
«es ra miTxari? ris ori saaTi, ras laparakob? etyoba taqsists sofleli tetia egone da
gangeb gatara rom meti aeRo! hqonda ki CarTuli taqsometri? Ceki Tu mogca?»
am moyrili kiTxvebis koriantelSi apao darwmunda, rom piteri kargad iyo garkveuli Sanxais
yvela niuansSi da gaexumra, «kargi, kargi, gavige! restornis direqtorobis garda SegiZlia damatebiTi samuSao iSovo da gidad imuSavo qalaqSi».
«me ukve didi xania, gidad vmuSaob, uRond uxelfasod! kidev xalxs vaWmev _ da xom xedav,
zaralSi var.»
`eg ras niSnavs, daxurav am restorans?»
`ara, jer ar vapireb. bolos da bolos, amis Semosavlis imedze xom ara var? ubralod, mexaliseba es saqmianoba, es saloni, megobrebi mstumroben! rom icode, Sanxaisnair qalaqs qveyanaze ver
naxav, rac ki naRebia sazogadoebis, yvela aq modis! Tan winaprebidan ase mogvdevsode, rom Tuki
ram garigebaa an molaparakeba _ yvelaferi sufrasTan xdeba; ase rom, restorani mxolod simdidrisken gamkvlevi gzaa... anda sad gagigia, ise gamdidrde rom piari ar dagWirdes?!~
`mere, Sen xom ar aRmoaCine raime axali gza?~
`swored am procesSi var,~ amayad miugo piterma, magram apao-s eWviT Tavis gaqnevaze, daamata:
`imitomac veZeb, rom jer ara maqvs napovni.~ apao-s moerida aseTi Sedaveba da gadawyvita, gavCumdebio, magram meores mxriv, TviTonac examuSa piteris aseTi auRelvebeli, TiTqmis gulgrili
damokidebuleba mis Casvlaze; `iseTi ra naxa Cems saqcielSi? ra, colma rom qmars Zebna dauwyos,
ra aris amaSi dasaZraxisi? an imaSi ras xedavs, rom dakarguls veZeb da minda davibruno?~
pitermac arCia Temis gamocvla da pataraze hkiTxa, `aseTi cicqna rogor datove, udedod
rogor iqneba?~
apao-s gaaxsenda masTan SarSandeli saubari, roca sruliad sapirispiros qadagebda _ `ras
damjdarxar mand, singapurSi, Cqara Camodi SanxaiSio!~ apao-s ver gaego aseTi cvlilebis mizezi.
`Tan, sami bavSvis patroni! isini ra uyavi, vis dautove? Seni dedamTili marto risi momvlelia?~
`marto ar aris, me droebiT ZiZa daviqirave...~
`aaa,~ gaagrZela piterma, mere ki uceb gaRizianebuli toniT gamoacxada: `kai xania aq ar gamoCenila; albaT imitom, rom ar unda misi ambebi Cagikaklo!..~
mis xmaSi dacinva igrZnoboda, da apao-s es ar esiamovna.
erTi-ori wuTi eloda qalis reaqcias, da uxerxuli siCume rom daerRvia, ramdenjerme Caaxvela.
`ho, Uncle, Seni ambavi arc ki mikiTxavs, rogora xar, rogoraa janmrTelobis saqme?~ _ magram
am kiTxvamac gaaRizian piteri.
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`apao, daixsome: bavSvebi udedod ar unda datovo, arafers gargebs aseTi Tavneboba, rom ase,
roca mogindeba, uceb adge da sadRac gafrinde!...~
`ki magram, me mabraleb Tavnebobas? me-e?!~ _ yelSi boRma moawva: `Tavnebobaze Tu wavida, vinaa
Tavneba?! kaci adga da gaqra uceb, uCinmaCiniviT! mTeli Tavisi ojaxi miagdo! yvela me amkida, Cems
kiserze datova!...~
kvlav siCume Camovarda.
apao mixvda, rom exla sul sxvas, udanaSaulo pirs daanTxia sakuTari boRma, magram mainc
ganagrZo: `aba, ras gavs es yvelaferi? ojaxze fiqri da zrunva sul Cems kiserzea, da exla vinmem
kidev rame unda momTxovos?!~
`ras ambob? Sen visgan eli samarTals, gesmis?~ piterma ise gaicina, rom Sewmuxnuli warbebi
ar gauSlia: `Senma qmarma eSmaks mihyida suli, gesmis? mas rom SeeZlos ramis mosmena da Segneba,
saqme aqamde mividoda?~
apao-s ise gasWola gulSi, rom mkerdze itaka xeli, tkivili autaneli iyo, magram mainc
amoRerRa: `mapatie, gana ar vici, ramdens mexmarebi; mesmis, yvelaferi mesmis da Sen xom araferSi
gadanaSauleb! Cemi bralia, Tavbru mexveva, Wkuaze ara var...~
`vici, vici, gana ar mesmis~ - piterma ise alalad upasuxa, rom apao-s cremlebi waskda, magram
maSinve xelis zurgiT Seiwminda Rawvebic, Sublic da naZaladevad gauRima: `sxva gza ara gaqvs, raki
Cemi sayvareli Uncle xar!..~ _ da daamSvida, `morCa, gulze momeSva ukve.~
`maSin, ici ras getyvi? exla wadi, dalagdi, moewye, daisvene; im Seni qmris saqmes facifuci
ar uSvelis.~
`ki, ki, me diliT gamogivli,~ maSinve kveri daukra apao-m, `da aRar minda rom kidev dagayovno
_ Senc Sens saqmeebs mixede! rom icode, Segxede Tu ara, gulze momeSva!~ _ guli mouqona da aCqarda: `kargi, wavedi, da xval, sanam saxlidan gamoval, dagirekav.~
`moica, gogo, sad geCqareba, jer dajeqi, miirTvi rame! CemTan mosuli, mSieri gagiSva?~ _
magram apao-m aRar isurva rom esargebla am mipatiJebi, `bai-bai!~ daemSvidoba amerikul yaidaze,
xeli dauqnia da gavida.
im Rames orive kmayofili darCa am moulodneli vizitiT, apao-c da piteric. apao gaaoca
piteris restornis mcire darbazis garemom, interieris gemovnebam da saerTod, iqaurobis auram.
am yvelaferma xeli Seuwyo, ukeT warmoedgina lung-is moraluri dacemis viTareba. is atmosfero,
rac apao-m iq naxa da igrZno, man miamsgavsa Waobs _ garegnulad warmtac, lamaz, magram saxifaTo
da CamTrev Waobs, romelSic lung-i ukve CaZiruli iyo da ramdenic ar unda ebrZola exla da eqnia
xel-fexi, aRaraferi eSveleboda.
aki amitom gaioca mere lung-ma, roca gaigo misi vizitis ambavi im mcire darbazSi, romelic
mxolod sagangebo, gansakuTrebuli stumrebisTvis iyo gankuTvnili.
`vin icis,~ apao exla am fiqrma Seawuxa, `iqneb is adgilebi, sadac lung-i stumrobs, amaze
ufro autanelia?!~
Rame Zili didxans ar ekareboda, sul trialebda, fiqrobda, `pitersac ki bolomde ver vendobi, magram sxva gza ara maqvs am ucxo qalaqSi, sxva vin miSvelis lung-is moZebnas?~
`ese igi, SevTanxmdiT _ dRes Svidis naxevarze gelodebi, Cemi xeliT damzadebul ramdenime
kerZs gagasinjeb! mere ki dagtoveb, radgan rva saaTis Semdeg Cems Tavs aRar vekuTvni, ukve stumrebis mosvlis droa. erTad vivaxSmoT, Tan vilaparakebT, yvelafers gavarCevT.~ _ mili aiRo Tu
ara uZinari Ramis Semdeg, naxevrad buranSi Caesma piteris sityvebi.
rom gamoerkva, daufiqreblad esrola: `Uncle, miTxari, lung-ma is qali Sens restoranSi
gaicno?~ _ ver urigdeboda im azrs, rom piteri imaTac ise iRebda da maspinZlobda, rogorc manamde mas da lung-s; meores mxriv, isic esmoda, rom restornis patroni ver etyvis misuls, `nu
Semoxvalo~.
piterma daugviana pasuxi: `gana didi mniSvneloba aqvs, sad Sexvda da sad gaicno?~
exla apao-s jeri dadga gaCumebisa. xma rom amoiRo, TviTonac mixvda, rom misi toni utaqtod
gaisma, dakiTxvas ufro hgavda, magram SekiTxva mainc daasrula: `kidev dahyavs SenTan is gogo?~
`aTasSi erTxel. TiTqmis, aRar.~
`Uncle, me sxva gza ara maqvs, marto Sen Tu miSveli!~ kvlav waskda cremlebi da gamwarebuli
xels magrad uWerda telefons, wesierad arc ki usmenda piteris pasuxs: `apao, yuri migde! aucileblad dagirekav, oRond jer macale, rom vipovo _ da mere Segaxvedreb.~
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sxva gza arc hqonda, unda dalodeboda.
bolo dros xSirad axsendeboda, literaturis leqciaze rom arCevdnen beketis piesas, `godos molodinSi~. rodesac mas daevala gaeanalizebina es drama, egona rom saSineleba eloda, ver
gaswvdeboda amocanas, radgan misi cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba verafriT ver daexmareboda, sakmarisi ar iyo rom marTebulad Seefasebina piesis teqsti; exla ki uceb igrZno, rom Zalian axlos
iyo imeddakarguli personaJebis gancdasTan, gaigo, ras niSnavda iluziebiT Tavis motyueba, rasac
mosdevs sruli ganxiblva da xelis Caqneva.
is dRe ise gaatara, rogorc WianWvelam cxel tafaze.
sadilis dro iyo, rodesac zari gaisma. viRac axalgazrda biWi iyo, iqauri, gaecno.
`Wun-i mqvia, oRond ufro ’siao Wun-s _ pawia Wun-s’ meZaxiano.~
Sin miipatiJa, sadilad, magram apao-m iuara _ da gaocda, rodesac cota xanSi Tavze daadga
sastumroSi, saWmlis satarebeli kolofebis asxmiT. Zalian daibna, inglisurad raRac Caiburtyuna, bodiSebi da madloba uxada SewuxebisTvis. bedad, siao Wun-ic ar aRmoCnda enagatlekili,
sadili magidaze daulaga da daemSvidoba; taqtis grZnoba namdvilad gaaCnda da aRar ucdia vizitis Tavs moxveva, Tumc etyoboda, rom masTan saubari erCivna.
didi kolofi SigniT dayofili iyo aluminis sifrifana kedlebiT, da yovel aseT seqciaSi
calke kerZi iyo: Semwvari xamanwkebi wvrilad dakepil saqonlis xorcis naWrebiT, soios yveli,
s’Cuang-is wesiT, cxared Sekmazuli, romelic cnobili iyo `ma-bebos amoyvanilis~ saxeliT. civ
kerZad siao Wun-s kitri moerTmia, zed mosxmuli motkbo nivrian-Zmriani sawebeliT. cxadia, nerwyvi mouvida amis danaxvaze, miT ufro rom meore sauzmis droc gamotova; Tan gaukvirda, `SanxaiSi
ra daxvewili momsaxureba hqoniaT ubralo bistroSio~ _ ver mixvda, rom sagangebod misTvis iyo
momzadebuli. CxirebiT swrafad mouria cxeli brinji da maSinve orTqlTan erTad cxvirSi eca
kerZis madismomgvreli surneli.
iqve gaaxsenda, rom gaTxovebmade Zalian ar uyvarda martod sadili da roca uwevda, dajdomasac ki gaurboda, fexdgomela ugemurad Wamda, gzadagza pirSi iyrida rac moxvdeboda. exlac is
SegrZneba daubrunda, miT ufro rom Tvalze momdgari cremli augemurebda aseT trapezas; Wamis
dros gemos umwarebda fiqrebi exlandel martoobaze, imaze rom wlebi Sealia ojaxis Senebas, da
aRmoCnda rom mTeli es xani Turme Txel myife yinulze daabijebda.
roca daRamda, da raki piterma zari ar aRirsa, namtiralevi da Tvalebdasiebuli, isev TviTon gaswia masTan, restoranSi.
pikis saaTi iyo da taqsiT mgzavrobas azri ar hqonda, sacobSi gaCxera garantirebuli iyo,
amitom metro arCia, pirvelad gabeda zRva xalxSi gareva, rac SanxaisTvis Cveulebrivi ram iyo.
metro miT ufro erCivna, radgan fuTung-is sanapiroze mdebare Wuti-s binidan misvla _ qalaqis
dasavleT nawilSi mdebare Zvel evropul ubnamde, niSnavda qalaqis erTi bolodan meoreSi mgzavrobas. amitom dro rom moego, qalaqis centrSi #1 avtobusis gaCerebas dauwyo Zebna, xelSi
qalaqia ruka hqonda momarjvebuli. xalxis talRa xan sad miagdebda, xan sad miaWyletda, gulis
frialma Seawuxa, Tavbru daexva.
da uceb zed yurTan moesma mSvenieri gamarTuli inglisuriT Tqmuli: `Are you okay?~ _ xmas
tonze Seatyo daxvewili kultura, da dainaxa gverdiT mdgomi oqrosferTmiani axalgazrda kaci.
`Sen pao ara xar?!~ _ moesma isev misi xma da miubrunda, radgan amerikis garda, sxvagan arsad
ase ar amoklebdnen mis saxels.
`RmerTo Cemo! pao!~ _ iyvira mamakacma da sanam apao gons movidoda, aRtacebulma CasZaxa: `ver
micani? Cak-i var, Cak-i!~ ase yviroda da ar Cerdeboda. apao-m orive xeli mxrebze daawyo, TiTqos
ukan daswia, moiSorasaviT, rom ase, manZilze ukeT gaerCia misi saxe, moZravi saxeebis dausrulebel
talRaSi. Cak-ma mklavebi gaSala, gulSi rom Caekra da ar Cumdeboda, `RmerTo, RmerTo, es Sena
xar, pao!...~
exla apao-c ahyva mis yvirils: `maRalo RmerTo, es ra xdeba?!... es rogor?! saidan, Sen saidan,
rogor, Cak!?...~
mis win idga mamakaci, romelsac verc cnobda _ maRali, axovani, dakacebuli Caki, odnav
wonamomatebuli, magram etyoboda Zalac da simkvrivec; Tan kostiumi ecva, studentobisas rom
saerTod ver epueboda da arasodes ar Caucvams _ exla ki muq lurj kostiumSi iyo gamowyobili
da wiTelzoliani lurji halstuxi ekeTa. `rogor dakacebula!~ _ fiqrobda gaocebuli da verc
ijerebda, Tavi sizmarSi egona. `netavi, vin aris exla? ras akeTebs? klerkia, da cxridan xuTamde
ofisSi uwevs jdoma? Cinovnikia?.. isev Tu swers leqsebs?~ xalxis nakadi ar aZlevda maT gaCerebis
saSualebas, amitom Seerwynen da mihyvebodnen im talRas. Caks Ronivrad Caevlo misTvis mxrebze
xeli da rogorc iqna kedelTan SeaCera.
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apao ganuwyvetliv erTsa da imaves imeorebda: `vera, ver vijereb, meSinia rom davijero _
nuTu Sena xar, Cemo kargo?!~ Cak-i ucinoda da apao-s guli gauTba Zveli Rimilis danaxvaze nacnob
daWorflil saxeze, mets veRar arCevda, radgan cremlebma auvses Tvalebi.
orive kedels mikvroda veeba kinoreklamis qveS, maT win ki ara cxreboda CamavalTa talRa.
TiTqos maTi yrmoba ganmeorda, rodesac moridebulad idgnen sadRac kolejis ezos kuTxeSi miCqmalulebi, ufros kurselebisgan daCagrulebi. exla ki maT zevidan, `troas~ afiSidan, bedaurze
amxedrebuli, oqrosTmiani bred piti dahyurebda, da mis zurgsukan kavaleristebis jari moagelvebda cxenebs...
apao-s uceb Cak-is atirebuli Tanagundelebi moagonda, rodesac wagebis Semdeg gasaxdelSi
Sejgufulebs maTi magobari gogoebi amSvidebdnen, xolo Cak-i, romelsac arasodes aTamaSebdnen
da sul saTadarigoTa skamze jdoma ewera, _ is verc ki bedavda TanagundelebSi garevas; apao-m maSin igrZno misi uxerxuloba da gverdiT daudga derefanSi, da ase idgnen erTad, sanam moTamaSeebma
ar datoves iqauroba TavianTi gogoebis TanxlebiT.
maSin maTTvis aravis ar miuqcevia yuradReba, magram amiT ar dabneulan, xelCakidebulni,
Tavdaxrilni, moridebulad idgnen derefanSi, da sxvaTa fonze, sakuTari ubadrukobis SegrZnebam
kidev ufro ganumtkica orives sinamdvilis, urTierTmxardaWerisa da siaxlovis Segneba.
apao-m ukve suli moiTqva, gaocebam gaduara, gamoerkva da sxapasxupiT miayara: `Cak, gamagebine, aq ra ginda, ratom xar, ra gesaqmeba SanxaiSi?~
`ratom, da kompaniam gamomgzavna, raRac proeqti gvqvs aq dasanergi, ukve eqvsi Tvea, rac aq
var.~ bevri ar ulaparakia, ufro apao-s ambebi ainteresebda.
`da Sen, Senc aq arCie dabruneba? oh, sul ameria, aRarc maxsovda rom aqauri ara xar! ici, aq
rom Camovedi, pirvel xanebSi yvela gogos Sen gamgvanebdi, yvelgan Sen meCvenebodi!~
Cak-is cisferi Tvalebi TiTqos Zveli drodan Sescqerodnen da mis am mzeram kvlav aatira,
magram maSinve aiyvana Tavi xelSi da xumrobaSi gadaitana: `ramxela gazrdilxar, a?~
`ar daijereb, magram erT weliwadSi, kolejis bolo kursze uceb aviyare tani, raRac wuTieri aqseleracia iyo! institutSi ukve goliaTad Sevabije~ - siciliT uTxra da maSinve daamata:
`exla sad midixar, ginda erTad vivaxSmoT?~
TiTqos mis sapasuxod, apao-s mobilurma dareka.
`alo, apao-! Cqara wamodi, mgoni lung-i apirebs aq mosvlas!~ - eleqtromuxtebSi gatarebuli
xma mainc inarCunebda piteris aRelvebis kvals.
apao-s umalve ecvala saxe da ise mimarTa, `Cak, mapatie, exla saswrafo saqme maqvs!~ _ da damSvidobebisas, daamata: `davurekoT erTmaneTs!~
`miTxari, sad cxovrob, aqauri misamarTi miTxari!~ _ jibidan ukve amoeRo kalami, savizito
baraTic amoayola, da swrafad miawera Tavisi mobiluris nomeri.
apao cota daibna _ `guSin Camovedi da amxanagTan var gaCerebuli~ _ marTla ar axsovda zepirad arc misamarTi da arc telefonis nomeri, da dapirda: `araferia, me TviTon dagirekav da
dagikavSirdebi!~
Cak-ma xeli Caavlo da ase xelCakidebuli miiyvana #1 avtobusis gaCerebamde.
avtobusSi teva ar iyo, Tumc arc mis gareT iyo simSvide, yvela erTi-erTmaneTs awydeboda,
Wyletda, Cagravda; apao ar iyo amas Cveuli, magram raRacnairad mainc SeebrZola am talRas, Tavisi
gaitana, xalxs Tavi Seatanina avtobusSi da salonis bolos, kuTxeSi miWyletili aRmoCnda. cremlebs Zlivs ikavebda, sunTqvas ver axerxebda, magram dawynarda, mTavaria rom ar daigvianebda!...
garedan esmoda Cak-is yvirili:
`pao! gexvewebi, damireke! aucileblad, gesmis?!~
Wyleta da wvaleba Sig avtobusSic ar damcxrala, Tavi rom Seemagrebina, xan ras Caavlebda
xels da xan ras, zevidan Camokidebul saxelurebs vera swvdeboda, es yvelaferi cudi sizmariviT
iyo... bolos mixvda, rom aseT viTarebaSi nervebi saerTod unda gaTiSos da usulo kerpiviT gairinda, mxolod is axsovda, rom unda moaswros, ar unda daigvianos.
rodesac Casvlisas dasWirda talonis gatareba bileTis gasacem avtomatSi, mxarze gadakidebul CanTas waepotina, magram mxarze araferi ekida, `Nothing!~ sakuTar Tavs mimarTa gaognebulma,
CanTa gamqraliyo.
idga ase gaognebuli, sanam mgzavrTa talRam gareT ar gaitana.
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piteris kabinetSi ijda da Tvals adevnebda piteris saqmianobas. is xan sad rekavda, xan
sad, viRaceebs eZebda, saelCosac daukavSirda, polociasac, radgan CanTaSi misi pasportic ido,
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romelSic is ucxoeTis moqalaqed iricxeboda.
SabaT saRamos raRas izamdnen? _ saelCo orSabaTamde mainc daketili iqneboda; nugeSad mxolod is iyo, rom piters hqonda imis privilegia, nebismier dros dakavSireboda saelCos nebismier
TanamSromels: mis restorans yvelani singapuris `monatexad~ aRiqvamdnen, da amitom SanxaiSi ar
iyo arc erTi singapureli, piters rom ar scnobeboda.
rodesac apao-m ris vaivaglaxiT miaRwia restorans, uTxres, `lung-ma es-esaa rac dastova
aqaurobao!...~ _ da moaxsenes: `araferi daukveTia, cota xans ijda, mere adga da wavidao~.
apao-m ver moiTmina da scada daezustebina, `is Tavis megobari gogo Tan axlda?~
piterma Tavi gaaqnia: `aki giTxari, is sul erTTavad megobrebis kampaniiT modis, qalebic
arian da kacebic~.
`is qalebi vin arian, misi megobrebi?~
`ori qalia xolme, kacebi ki samni arian, lung-is CaTvliT~ _ uceb gaRizianebulma daamata:
`TviTon ukeT ician, vin _ vin aris, da visTvis ra aris!...~
`ki magram, ase uceb ratom gavarda, Sen uTxari rom mosvlas vapireb?~
`Sen ra ggonia, pirdapir ase mivaxlidi?! uxerxulia. me jer vuTxari, rom seriozuli saqme
maqvs salaparako, da ukeTesi iqneba, Tu im Tavis megobrebis gareSe Semxvdeba. is kidev adga, da
sxvebianad, dastova aqauroba, araferi ar uWamiaT.~ gaxsenebaze, piteri isev gaRizianda da Tavi
gaaqnia, `sircxvilia, ras gavs misi saqcieli, saerTod dakarga Tavi!~
mere warbSeWmuxnuli, apao-s miaCerda, TiTqos misi brali yofiliyos: `eg ar meyo! Sen xom
mobiluric dakarge, me kidev vrekav da vrekav SenTan! minda meTqva rom... rom ar geCqara, radgan
ukve wasuli iyo...~
`rom dagereka, amaze uaresad viqnebodi...~ apao Camojda, TiTqos Zalagamoleuli, da ganagrZo: `CineTSi, rom ityvian, `Wiri calke ar dadis, sxvasac gamoiyolebso~ _ mec ase damemarTa;
roca vnaxe, rom CanTa gaqra, mivxvdi rom win kidev raRac meloda, ufro uaresi...~ _ magram es rom
sTqva, TiTqos damSvidda, piterma ki saubari sxva Temaze gadaitana:
`bavSvebis ra ismis? dedamTili Tavs arTmevs yvelafers?~
`mezoblis qali aiyvana damxmared, Zalian gamoadga~ _ da gaixsena dedamTilTan telefoniT
saubari, rodesac li-m mkafiod ganucxada: `nurafris dardi nu geqneba, yvelafers mivxedav _
oRond ki lung-i Camoiyvano!~
`ki magram, sul patara? is rogor Zlebs udedod?~
`kidec amitom vfiqrobdi, iqneba yvela aq gadmomeyvana!~ _ sTqva da kinaRam ena Cauvarda gaocebisgan, TvalgaSterebuli miaCerda Tu miayura sivrces, TiTqos undoda gaego, `vin Tqvao?~ ar
ejereboda rom TviTon warmosTqva.
da imave wuTs gonebiT Seafasa naTqvami da mixvda mis logikas: ratomac ara? jer es mxolod
varaudi iyo, magram Tu gaCnda saWiroeba, esec moxerxdeba.
piterma amjerad daibruna Tavisi Zveli, keTili da mosiyvarule `Ziis~ roli da scada misi
daSoSmineba:
`ara, ase xelaRebiT da impulsurad ar ivargebs. nu gaviwdeba, rom exla Sen deda-boZi xar
ojaxis, Sen icav ojaxs, rom Tavze ar dageqces aTasi davidaraba da amitom civi gonebiT gmarTebs
imoqmedo _ gaxsovdes, rom patarebis patroni xar.~
apao-m Cai daisxa, pitersac dausxa, mere axlos miujda, iseTi ndoba igrZno gulSi, rogorc
mxolod mamis mimarT SeiZleba rom hqonoda _ TiTqos misi sisxli da xorci iyo, miuxedavad imisa,
rom guSin saRamos Sinaganad ase mkvaxed ganerida.
`me xom ara var maTsaviT ZirZveli singapureli? amitom sul ara var valdebuli, mTeli
cxovreba iq gavataro. Tan, Tuki lung-i gayras gadawyvts, iq saerTod ra macxovrebs?~
`mere, dedamTili rom dagaviwyda? rogor ggonia, is daTanxmdeba mSobliuri kuTxis mitovebas?~
`adre, rogorc giTxari, li sul imas meubneboda, rom mxolod Svilis gamo daTanxmda amerikaSi cxovrebas; ase ambobda, rom imas ki ara aqvs mniSvneloba, sada cxovrob, aramed imas rom ojaxTan
erTad unda icxovro, da ojaxis wevrebi erTad iyvnen. TviTon xom qmari adre dakarga, gaSordnen,
da amitom ojaxs yvelaferze maRla ayenebs~.
`Sen ra ggonia, SanxaiSi Tu gadmosaxldi, ojaxSi dagibrundeba?~
pasuxad apao-m TvalebawiTlebuli mzera Seageba: `ki, maqvs amis imedi! Tuki mainc moindomebs
daSorebas _ aq rom viqnebiT, imas mainc SesZlebs rom bavSvebi moinaxulos. garda amisa, Cemi Tu
ara, dedaCemis mSobliuri qalaqi mainc aris.~
deda rom axsena, gaifiqra, ra bednierebaa, rom mama mainc hyavs cocxali; Tumc, misi meore
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qorwinebis Semdeg, masTan kavSiri iseTi ararealuri Canda, rogorc quCaSi Camaval ucxo xalxTan...
da Caibutbuta: `Tu imanac samudamod mimatova... maSin vici, rom dedaCemis suli damidgeba mfarvelad, mjera, ase iqneba...~
piterma mxarze daado xeli: `ici, apao, qalaqis gamocvla da sxvagan gadabargeba didi saqmea,
yvelaferi unda windawin gaiazro da moifiqro! yoveli kuTxidan, yoveli detali! garda amisa,
mTavari xom Sedegia, da is Tu mainc ar dagibrunda, marto ras izam, am Seni sami bavSviT?~ da daamata: `isic gaiTvaliswine, rom Seni ufrosi biWi exla xom dawyebiT skolas amTavrebs da saSualo
skolaSi unda ganagrZos swavla. _ da am askSi, ukve mozardisaTvis, qalaqis gamocvla did rames
niSnavs, bevr sirTules moaswavebs! da bolos, kidev erTi seriozuli momentia, e-nis mo-men-ti!..~
_ damarcvla piterma. apao sul mTlad daibna, aRar icoda ra eTqva.
piterma Cibuxs moukida. samoc wels mitanebulma kacma Cibuxis moweva exla daiwyo, SanxaiSi.
misi kabinetis Taros amSvenebda sakoleqcio Cibuxebis grZeli rigi. apao akvirdeboda mis saxes da
fiqrobda: `rac ufro asakSi Sedis es kaci, miT ufro metad cdilobs, modas ar CamorCes. WaRara
kargad Seepara, magram mainc biWurad icvams. ara, keklucobis zRvars ar gadadis, magram aSkarad
moswons raRac atributikam Tavi rom gamoaCinos; es Cibuxic im konteqstSi aqvs nagulisxmevi, Tan
uxdeba megapolisis urbanistul auras, da Tan Zveli Sanxais nostalgiasac pasuxobs.~
piteri amasobaSi agrZelebda Tavis argumentebis CamonaTvals: `me Tu mkiTxav, jer adrea
amaze laparaki. jer Sen dedamTils daelaparake, mousmine, ras getyvis. meore mxriv, bavSvebze
imas getyvi, rom isini advilad axerxeben Seguebas, rac ufro adre asakSi icvlian garemos, miT
ufro uadvildebaT! mere... kidev is, rom Sanxai exla internacionaluri qalaqia, aqaa skolebi
ucxoelTa SvilebisTvisac, sxvadasxva globaluri programebia Semotanili da danergili, Tumc ki
Zviri jdeba es yvelaferi, Zalian Zviri!~ piterma Cibuxi gadado da ase ganagrZo damSvidebis da
gafrTxilebis erTiani monologi, amjerad ukve ekonomikur siZneleze gaamaxvila yuradReba.
mis argumentebs apao usmenda yovelgvari analizis gareSe, rom bolomde Caswvdomoda mis sityvebs; isedac bevri ram uwyvetad utrialebda TavSi da ar asvenebda. amitom marto imas dapirda,
rom ar iCqarebda gadawyvetilebis miRebas, miixed-moixedavda, gaerkveoda viTarebaSi, moicdida.
piteris praqticizmi mainc afrTxobda... jibeSi edo misi mocemuli fuli. raki CanTasTan
erTad fulic dakarga, piterm misca raRac Tanxa, magram apao-m gadawyvita es fuli ar daexarja
taqsiT Zvir mgzavrobaze da avtobusi da metro arCia... magram mgzavrobis aseTi gaxangrZliveba
mxolod ekonomiis gamo ar arCia; ufro imitom rom guli ar miuwevda Sesuliyo megobris cariel,
jer arnacxovreb, auTvisebel binaSi da iq ase martod yofiliyo! martoobis da ususurobis gancda
isedac ar aklda, amitom fexs iTrevda, da ganzrax gaigrZela gza saxlamde...
maSin moagonda Cak-is arseboba, Tan vaxSmis droc iyo, ukve moSivda da kargi iqneboda, erTad
sadme savaxSmod damsxdariyvnen da esaubraT _ da exla mixvda, rom dakargul CanTas Tan gahyva
Cak-is mocemuli koordinatebi!
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mzis Suqma gaaRviZa, fardis afareba daviwyeboda farTo fanjaraze.
bina ocdameeqvse sarTulze iyo da Senobis fasadi samxreT-dasavleT mxares gascqerda. Wutisgan axsovda, rom SanxaiSi saukeTeso Senobebi samxreT-dasavleTis mxares gahyureben, da binebsac
ase arCeven. es imis gamo, rom qalaqi teniania, qari ki ufro samxreT-aRmosavleTis mxridan uberavs, amitom iqiT mxares gamavali binebi da fanjrebi Zalian sveldeba. garda amisa, SanxaiSi Zalian
fasobs maRla sarTulebze mdebare binebi, radgan amindi iq ufro xSirad Rrubliania, da amitom
xalxi swored samxreT-dasavleT mxares gamaval binebs eSureba, Tan maRla mdebare binebs, rom win
araferi efarebodes, da aseTnairad mzis naTelic daigulos. ase iqceva yvela myidveli: ubani,
mxare, da sarTuli. es yvelaferi Wuti-m Seigno binis Zebnis periodSi, kidev sxva, sxvadasxvanair
xrikebTan da eSmakobasTan erTad, es apao-sac gauziara, Tan arwmunebda, rom `sul maqvs imis SegrZneba, rom Senc iq gadmosaxldebio...~
ki, Wuti-s monologebmac Tavisi qnes, da gavlena iqonies misi daqalis fiqrebze. Tumc, apao
mainc ara Cqarobda gamoecxadebina Tavisi gadawyvetileba, da rodesac satelefono kavSiris orive
bolos Camoekidnen, apao-m kidev samereod gadado Tavisi `ho~ Tu `ara~ pasuxi iq dasaxlebaze, da
maxvili lung-is `argamoCenaze~ gadaitana. amjerad Wuti-m daariga, `acaleo~, xolo imisaTvis rom
Soridan mainc raRacnairad Seemsubuqebina apao-s martooba, SesTavaze, `siao Jun-s vetyvi, rom
xSirad gamogiaros xolme da sadme gagiyvanos, dagaTvalierebinos, mand rac sanaxavia: `ratomac
ara? pasporti ar gaqvs, SabaT-kvira mainc saqme araferi gaqvs da SegiZlia saseirnod rom moicalo.
ginda, exlave davurekav? is ar dagzardeba, cota xans siamovnebiT gagiwevs kampanias! miT umetes
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rom misi coli sul mivlinebebSi daiareba, Sin naklebadaa; es biWi ki mowyenilia usaqmod...~
apao arc ki dafiqrebula, umalve iuara: `ui, ara, yvelafers gaficeb, magas nu izam!...~
`kargi, rogorc Sen ityvi, ise iyos...~ _ aRar Seedava Wuti da urCia: `exla wadi, erTi abi Caylape rom kargad dageZinos, da nuraferze idardeb, xvale ki. The sun also rises~ _ daasrula Wuti-m
saubari hemingueis erTi romanis saTauriT.
......
diliT Tavs neba aRar misca didxan egorava loginSi, adga, yava moixarSa, sendviCebi gaimzada,
rogorc wesi da rigia. saerTod, mas SeeZlo ar esadila, arc evaxSma, magram adgomisas rom ar
esauzma, es gamoricxuli iyo. rodesac adre Wuti-sTan erTad cxovrobda, is sul sayvedurobda,
`Tavs ratom itvirTav bevri valdebulebebiT? amiT xom iboWebio?~ magram apao Tavis pozicias ar
cvlida; arc Wuti _ da amis miuxedavad, ager ukve aTi weli gavida da isini mainc inarCunebdnen
Tavis principebs da mWidro megobrobas.
sauzmobda, Tan Tavs ekiTxeboda: `qveyanaze ramdeni gauTxovari qali arsebobs, da me iseTi ra
mWirs, rom ase ganvicdi Cems mdgomareobas?~
sanam saxlidan gavidoda, siao Jun-ma daureka da SeTanxmdnen rom Svid saaTze Sexvdebodnen
sastumros holSi, pirvel sarTulze. apao-s mainc da mainc ar uxaroda ymawvilis aseTi zrunva,
magram eucnaura, rom am saubarma gunebaze daayena.
undoda li-sTan darekva, magram gadaifiqra, pirveli kviradRe dgeboda, rom bavSvebs dedis
gareSe uwevdaT yofna. mere, gana aucilebelia rom yvela dedam Tavis bavSvebTan gaataros SabaTkvira? xom aris kidev gamonaklisis magaliTebi?
Zalian undoda vinmes dalaparakeboda, guli gadaeSala, radgan Tavs grZnobda galiaSi gamomwyvdeuli da martoobiT gadareuli nadiriviT... amitom daureka dedamTils:
`ra ambebia mand, pataras kuWistkivili xom ar awuxebs? an ani gijerebT? isev tiris, sabavSvo
baRSi wayvanisas? ho, iuaniu ani xom Zalian nelia, ise zantad sauzmobs, rom skolis avtobusze
igvianebs, ar vici, ra eSveleba!.. Zalian gagawvales? Zalian? ZiZam Tu ivarga, gexmarebaT?~ _ ise
miayara kiTxvebi, rom li-m pasuxis gacema ver moaxerxa, da mereRa, roca apao gaCumda, angariSi
Caabara:
`Sen nuraferi nu gaRelvebs. yvelaferi rigzea, Sens aryofnaSi ufrosebi mgoni ufro damoukideblebi gaxdnen. pataras banaoba moswons...~ _ li siufeng-s arc exla uRalatia metyvelebis
mudmivi manerisaTvis _ auCqareblad, dinjad, mSvidad elaparakeboda, da xmaSi isev is keTilganwyoba JRerda, romelic wlebis win bevr sneuls da avadmyofs gamojanmrTelebis imeds umagrebda.
pataras ambebs rom uyveboda, apao-s isev cremli moadga, da am dros dedamTilma ise, TiTqos
sasxvaTaSorisod, hkiTxa: `Sensken ra ambebia? lung-i xom ar ginaxavs?~
`piteri miwyobs masTan Sexvedras~ _ is aRar uxsenebia, rom lung-ma gaigo misi Camosvla da
Tavi aarida Sexvedras... Semdeg daamata: `ras izam, aseTi periodisgan aravin aris daculi?! magram
ara uSavs, RmerTma qnas, esec Caivlis...~
asakTan erTad, ganwyobas simyare emateba, da adamiani sxvasac gadascems am unars, SeinarCuno
simtkice grZnobis da ganwyobis.
apao damSvidda, moeSva, li-m ki ganagrZo: `ise, Zalian nu iCqareb lung-Tan Sexvedras. icxovre
mand SenTvis wynarad; manamde iqneb pitermac moaxerxos misi naxva, Wkuaze moiyvanos. mere SexvdebiT, da RmerTma qnas, yvelaferi dalagdeba.~
apao gaCumda, radgan gulSi ar iyo amaSi darwmunebuli.
li siufeng-ma isev daiwyo Cveuli wynari da mSvidi toniT: `rodesac lung-ma erTdroulad
ori mipatiJeba miiRo ori univeristetidan, SabaTi dRe iyo, maxsovs, da sadilad dagpatiJe. sufrasTan lung-i gajiutda, mainc da mainc kolumbiis universiteti mindao. maSin Senc SegekiTxe, ras
urCevdi, da Sen Tqvi rom mis adgilas ufro maRali xarisxis da saxelis universitets amjobinebdi.
is ki ara, mec damiyolie Tanxmobaze, rom sesxi ameRo da xeli Semewyo misTvis. Tumca TvalebSi
gatyobdi, rom ar gindoda masTan ganSoreba. maSin ukve eWvi ar mepareboda, rom giyvarda, magram
vigrZeni, rom Sen iseTi qali xar, visac SeuZlia msxverpli gaiRos sayvareli adamianisaTvis. Zalian
gamixarda, rom aseTi pirovnebis siyvaruli daimsaxura, magram vxedavdi, rom brmaa, verafers ver
xedavda... maSin vifiqre rom qorwineba _ karmaa, bedi, da Tu, arsebobs Tqvens Soris karma, maSin
saboloo jamSi SexvdebiT da SeerTdebiT. me ra SemiZlia, apao, mxolod viloco! gamige?~
li gaCumda da pasuxs daeloda, mere amoioxra da daamata: `im saRamos Semdeg, kidev sami weli
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gavida Tqvens qorwinebamde!... ras vifiqredi, rom yvelaferi mere ase aewyoboda!...~
ukve vaiT anisken gadasaxvevs iyo miRweuli, rodesac Camavalma taqsim wiTeli naTura aunTo,
`Tavisufali varo~, da apao Cajda manqanaSi... mZRoli SeekiTxa, saiT wavideTo, da apao-m, rac
TavSi mouvida, pirdapir miaxala, `sadme axlos, metromde!~ _ da Tavi daimSvida, `danarCens mere
gadavwyveto~.
centralur moedanze Camovida, brmad mihyva xalxis nakads da metros #1 xazTan aRmoCnda.
piterTan moxvda swored im dros, rodesac savaxSmod Semosul klientebis talRa maqsimums
aRwevs. oradgiliani Tavisufali magida airCia, piters ganzrax ar miakiTxa.
Tevzis teftelebi daukveTa, erTi ulufa raRac tkbileuli da kidev iTxova Zalian Zviri
Cai, `fuer~ _ romelic sinamdvileSi Cveulebrivi mwvane Cai iyo, da kidev raRac Jurnali moatanina
_viTom wasakiTxad, oRond sinamdvileSi, saxe rom daefara.
imdeni moaxerxa, rom es vaxSami daRamebamde, rvidan aTamde ase iyo skams miwepebuli; Tumc
mTeli es xani ver isvenebda, TiTqos skamze ki ara, nemsebze mjdariyo, radgan icoda, rom am tipis
restoranSi Tavxedi oficianti Tavs ar ityuebs, umalve amoicnobs ufulo klients da ar daaclis
iq didxans jdomas.
vaxSmis drom Caiara, ukve Rvinis daWaSnikebis dro momdgariyo da stumrebi barisken miikrifebodnen. apao-s warmodgeniT, SabaT saRamos iqauroba ufro xalxsavse unda yofiliyo. am darbazSi piteri iSviaTad Cndeboda, isic mxolod maSin, rodesac piradi stumrebi hyavda misaRebi an
gasacilebeli. mTel am suraTs apao Tavisi `safaridan~ akvirdeboda, saxeze afarebuli Jurnalis
kididan.
`ui, apao, Sena xar?~ _ rogorc iqna, SeamCnia is piterma: `xom ara ggonia, rom davberdi da
mxedveloba damaklda? didi xania Tvali mogkari; CemTan ratom ar Semoxvedi?~ _ piteri ucinoda,
apao-s ar ucdia Tavis marTleba.
magidasTan mijda da oficiants uTxra, Caidani mduRareTi Seevso.
apao-m SeniSna, `ise, rom icode, saerTod ara vsvam Cinur Cais, ar miyvars; es ise, saerTo
suraTi rom ar dagirRvio.~ piteri kargad ver mixvda mis naTqvams da apao-m auxsna: `ar gesmis?
merideba yovel mosvlaze Seni Sewuxeba, ramdeni aq movedi, imdeni fuli ar gadamxdevine, mcxvenia,
TiTqos viRac is viyo...~
`ras ambob, Sen ra, `viRaca~ xar? mamaSenis da Cemi urTierToba SenTvis arafers ar niSnavs?!~
`Tan arc sxvagan ar mindoda Sesvla,~ _ ganagrZo apao-m Tavisi damokidebulebis axsna, `es
adgili ukve Cems kuTxed davigule, TiTqos saxli gaviCine SanxaiSi.~
`exla xom aq xar, hoda nu cmukav, nursad nu iCqareb, Seni Uncle male moiclis da cota xanSi
moval da dagijdebi.~
es Tviseba piters arasodes ar Ralatobda, yovelTvis axerxebda dawynarebas da damSvidebas,
Tundac misi sityvebi ar scdebodnen `formaluri zrdilobis~ farglebs.
apao-m Tavisi iq yofnis aseTi nebarTvis da `legalizaciis~ Semdeg, Jurnali gverdze gadado
da daufaravad moatara mzera darbazs. Camowolil Rames mohyva stumrebis axali kategoria, axalgazrda SanxaelTa jgufebi, gamopranWuli gogoebiT. iqve, apao-s gverdiT magidas ulamazesi
gogona miujda, imdenad eSxiani da gamopranWuli, TiTqos undoda daejabna piteris restornis
interieri. apao-m yvavils miamsgavsa, gafurCqvnil yvavils, romlis surneli ufro amZafrebs mis
yvavilobas.
Zalauneburad, apao-m kvlav igrZno im SiSis moZaleba, romelic uCndeba xolme adamians misTvis
uCveulo garemoSi da sazogadoebaSi moxvedrisas; kvlav Semoawva sakuTari `uadgilobis~ grZnoba
im garemoSi, radgan xedavda rom ar erwymoda saerTo suraTs, disharmonia Sehqonda iq yofniT.
maSinve dauwyo Tavis Tavs datuqsva, sayvedurobda, `rogor ver xvdebi, rom raki amden xans
aRar gamoCnda, azri ara aqvs kidev mis lodins!~ magram ar ganZreula, TiTqos sxeuli ar daemorCila mis gonebas da uxerxulobis gancdis miuxedavad, adgilidan ar iZvroda...
rodesac TviTon cdilobda gaeazrebina sakuTari SegrZneba da gancda, am dros uecrad atyda raRac xmauri, SeZaxilebi da Sua darbazSi SeamCnia ori kaci da kidev viRaceebi, erTmaneTs
awydebodnen. wamic ar gasuliyo, rom areulobas bolo mouRo piteris gamoCenam, romlis gamometyvelebam gaaoca apao, is arasodes enaxa ase gaavebuli da gacecxlebuli... erTi kaci sadRac
gverdze miaTrevda viRac qals, meores _ piriqiT, qali eweoda gasasvlelisken da Tvals rom moefarnen, apao-s Tvalebi uceb gaudidda gaocebisagan, radgan im gareT gayvanil kacSi uceb lung-i
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moeCvenasaviT!
Zalauneburad wamoiwia da miaCerda Sors mdgoms: ki, lung-i unda yofiliyo, Tumc arc
varcxnilobiT da arc CacmulobiT lung-s ara hgavda.
fexebma umtyunes, nabijs ver dgamda. is wyvili isev daiZra gasasvlelisken, rodesac maT win
uceb viRaca wamoimarTa, xeli Caavlo qals da Tavisken gaswia, maSinve maT dacvis TanamSromelic
daemata, romelmac majaSi Caavlo xeli kacs da moxerxebuli ileTiT lamis iatakze dasca is kaci.
arc iyo gasakviri _ susti aRnagobis iyo, tipiuri `wignis Wia~, romlis msgavsebze amboben, `xelidan qaTamic dausxltebao~.
es suraTi mTlianad sagangebod gaTamaSebul scenas hgavda amerikuli trilerisTvis. apao-s
msgavsi ram mxolod ekranze Tu enaxa, da amitom gaognebuli ucqerda siuJetis ganviTarebas...
piteri maSin miuaxlovda, rodesac apao isev skamze damjdariyo, sazurges miyrdnobili, am
sanaxaobiT gamofituli:
`dainaxe ara, yvelaferi? sircxvilia! im orma mamaZaRlma SantaJi mouwyes am ubedurs! am
sacodavma ki ifiqra, rom misi valia, qals uSvelos!~
apao ise iyo nanaxiT gaocebuli, rom arc ki esmoda piteris naTqvami.
`ki magram, qalma rom waiyvana is kaci _ is gana lung-i ar iyo?~
pasuxad piterma ucnaurad, civad Caicina: `ras ambob, ris lung-i? netav is yofiliyo, ufro
ajobebda!~ _ da mere apao-s ise Sexeda, Canda rom ecodeboda: `arada, ici, marTali xar! exla mivxvdi, rom marTla raRaciT hgavs!~
apao-m iseTi Sveba igrZno, TiTqos uceb erTi fuTi tvirTi moexsnaT mxrebidan.
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quCaSi idga. piteris uecarma dadumebam isev gamoiwvia gulisfriali, Tan _ imis miuxedavad
rom is kaci lung-i ar iyo, nanaxma kvlav auforiaqa grZnoba da gancda.
idga ase dabneuli da imas fiqrobda, `sad wavide, saiT gavwio?~
Sin misvla esikvdileboda. taqsis mZolsac veraferi uTxra garkveviT, sad undoda. mZRolma
Caylapa gaRizianeba moclili axalgazrda qalis dabneulobaze, radgan kargad icoda, sad da riT
avsebda Tavisufal dros SeZlebulTa kategoria, da galanZRvis nacvlad, taqtianad Caaxvela da
daZra manqana.
apao-s win isev is parki aRmoCnda, romelsac lung-Tan erTad pirvelad ewvia SanxaiSi Camosvlisas, da gaunZrevlad miaCerda Zvel nacnob sareklamo fars: `park 97~. swored am barSi isxdnen
maSin lung-Tan erTad.
parkSi Semaval bilikze bneloda, magram mouxvia Tu ara, iqauroba gaWaWaxebuli daxvda,
TiTqos sxva samyariSi moxvda: evropul yaidaze nagebobaTa rigi, maT arqiteqturasTan Serwymuli
lampebi, maRal fanjrebSi Candnen lamazad Cacmuli moZravi siluetebi; miaxloebisas, eCvena rom
maTi Rimili harmoniulad epasuxeboda im wkaruns, rasac bokalebi gamoscemdnen Wiqebis Sexebisas,
da igrZnoboda raRac uCveulio zRapruli atmosfero, romelsac kidev ufro aZlierebda lamazi
musikis maTrobeli hangebi.
Tavisi axalgazrdoba gaaxsenda, Wuti-sTan erTad rom daiareboda im barebSi, sadac studentebs uSvebdnen... da ra sxvaobaa am garemosTan SedarebiT!
xeli hkra Tu ara minis kars da Sig Sedga fexi, maSinve SeCerda erTi oficiantis gamometyvelebis danaxvaze, romelmac ise SeaTvaliera misi Cacmuloba, rom mixvda _ misi maisuri, brijebi da snikersebi ar Seesabameboda iqaur garemos.
oficiantis es mzera uarad da akrZalvad miiRo da inglisurad moibodiSa, rom `pasporti
damekargao~ _ magram misma amerikulma aqcentma uceb Secvala oficiantis damokidebuleba, umalve
gauRima _ ramac Sinaganad gaaRiziana apao; ase Tu ise, oficianti win gauZRva da apao aRmoCnda
cariel oradgilian magidasTan.
oficiantma gamoucxada, rom `barSi aravin mosTxovs pasports, radgan asakobriv SezRudvas
isedac icaven.~ _ Tan ecineboda amaze, Tan Tavi ise igrZno, rogorc sxva qveyanaSi moxvedril
turists emarTeba xolme, rodesac uWirs gaerkves viTarebaSi. kidev is gaikvirva, `eseni aq barSi
Sesasvlelad, samejliso Cacmulobas xom ar iTxoveno?~ mixvda, rom saerTod ar esmoda masze axalgazrda Taobis bevri Cveva da manera.
magidasTan jdomas, isev barTan arCia Seskupeba. mimoixeda, da pirveli visac daadga Tvali,
axalgazrda gogona iyo Savi xaverdis kabaSi, zurgi da dekolte Rrmad hqonda amoWrili da yuradRebas ipyrobda misi saocrad TeTri kani, iseTi qaTqaTa da Txeli, rom xelis Sexebas moeridebodi, ar gaskdeso. sigara rom moeSorebina patara, koxta tuCebiani piridan _ misi piris da
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nuSisebri Tvalebis Semxedvaere ityoda, `Zveli Cinuri gragnilis naxatidan aris gadmosulio!~
oficiantma Tavi valdebulad CaTvala, rom klubis wevri warmoedgina da uTxra: `es Cveni cnobili
di-jei aris, mTel SanxaiSi saxelganTqmuli.~
`viiiin?~ - gaikvirva apao-m.
`me masTan mjdom batonze mogaxsenebT, Zalian cocxali da xumara pirovnebaa.~
apao-m mzera im gogonas Tanmxleb kacze gadaitana: garujuli, eleganturad Cacmuli, manerebi aSkarad kargi hqonda.
Semdegi fraza oficiantma amooxvras amoayola: `im gogos boyfriend-ia~, da naTqvami Sanxais
JargoniT daagvirgvina: `tie kung yi liu! _ `magari tipia!~
`oo, cxadia, klasikuri wyvilia: niWieri axalgazrda kaci da SesaniSnavi norCi qaliSvili!~
(*apao-m aq iumoriT gaiTamaSa Zveli mwerlobidan aRebuli personaJebis wyvili da siuJeturi funqcia).
is iyo apao-m ifiqra, `araa saCemo garemo da aqaurobas ar Seveferebio~, rom oficiantma meniu moarTva sasmelebis CamonaTvaliT, da apao-s isRa darCa rom barebSi gaSinaurebuli stumris
msgavsad, yinuliani viski daekveTa.
mosva da cota xanSi gunebaze movida da danarCenebs gahyva sacekvao darbazSi, sadac ukve cekvavda ramdenime wyvili. gulSi ukvirda da ecineboda, rom ‘ratomaa, rom Tavs ase kargad vgrZnob
aseT situaciaSi? me _ erTguli coli, sami Svilis deda?~
didi xania, ar ganucdia aseTi Tavbrudamxvevi Tavdaviwyeba.
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telefonis zarma gaaRviZa. meqanikurad xeli moafaTura maRviZaras gamosaTiSad, Tan uceb
mixvda, rom Tormeti xdeboda. wamsve wamoxta da maSinRa Seigno rom Wuti-s binaSia. telefonSi
siao Jun-is xma gaisma, `rogor gikiTxoTo~. _ `normalurad!~ - mokled mouWra, radgan zarma maSinve Cveul safiqralSi gadaagdo.
`mgoni gawuxeb, mapatie~ _ moibodiSa ymawvilma.
`ara, ara, ra Sewuxebaa.~
`guSin, Svidi xdeboda rom dagireke, da aravin ar mipasuxa’
`aa, SeiZleba, restoranSi viyavi~ _ am sityvebze wuxandeli suraTebic gaaxsenda da auxsna `xmauri iyo da ver gavige. rame saqme gaqvs?~
`aa.. etyoba, Sevcdi... megona, TiTqos davTqviT rom erTad gvevaxSma.~
apao gaSterda da uceb Sehyvira: `Man!~ _ es wamoZaxilic misi siymawvilis im xanas ekuTvnoda,
rodesac mTeli kampania erTad svamda, erTad Tvreboda. arada, wuxelis xom gaaxsenda, rom ase
moilaparakes! `RmerTo, rogor damaviwyda!... ki, rogor ara, me dagpatiJe, unda sadili gamekeTebina! Svid saaTze, ho, maxsovs, pirvel sarTulze, holSi, ho, rogor ara!~
yvelaferi cocxlad gaaxsenda, wamoxta loginidan _ `vaime, ra sircxvilia!~ da milSi CasZaxoda: `mapatie, gTxov, mapatie!... me... ici, iseT garemoSi Cavvardi, rom...~ amaze meti veRarafris
Tqma ver moaxerxa, radgan yeli gauSra~ xveleba auvarda.
milidan ismoda: `rame seriozuli xom ar aris, ginda dagexmaro?~
`ara, madlobT, madlobT... gadamiara.~ mtkice xmiT upasuxa ymawvils.
Tavi uskdeboda, ise tkioda, amitom erTi abi gadaylapa da arc ufiqria Sedegze, ise daiZina.
daqalis megobris qmarTan mxolod zrdilobis gamo apirebda vaxSams, amiT mainc rom madloba
eTqva xSiri SewuxebisaTvis, magram vaxSami oTx saaTs gaugrZelda da imden xans ijda masTan erTd,
sanam restornis daxurvis dro ar dadga, da sruli oTxi saaTi ismenda iqauri kacis aTasgvar ambavs _ da amis wyalobiT moaxerxa daesvena Tavisi gamudmebuli safiqralisgan.
siao Jun-s samSeneblo fakulteti hqonia damTavrebuli, musika hyvarebia da exerxeboda kompoziciebis wera. dro da dro samoyvarulo speqtaklebzec gamodioda da ise aiyolia am gatacebam,
rom Tavisufali profesiis gza airCia, rac cudad moutrialda _ dakarga mtkice xelfasis miRebis
saSualeba da ojaxs veRar inaxavda. es funqcia misma colma itvirTa _ is ar Civis da ar buzRunebs,
magram mainc ambobs, rom ar eTanxmeba misi samsaxuris da saqmianobis Secvlas. ise, cxadia bednieria, rom ojaxSi aseTi viTarebaa, magram Tan esircxvileba colis kiserze ase yofna. amas winaT
ki xelovnebis raRac zeimze, erTi gogo gaicno, romelic mis msgavsad moqceula: samedicinoze
swavlobda, magram ar moswonebia es profesia, radgan yovelTvis ocnebobda cekvis dadgmelad
emuSava. siao Jun-isa ar iyos, masac miugdia samedicino, da mihyo xeli qoreografias. eh, maleve
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darwmunebula, rom aqedan araferi ar gamova. vinaidan arasodes aklda motrfialeTa gundi, exla
fiqrobs, vinmes rom gahyves, iqneb amiT mainc gadawyvitos Tavisi cxovrebis gza?
yvelaferi gasagebi iyo. isev ori msgavsi pirovneba, erTnairi midrekileba, da msgavsi bedi! am
suraTSic, albaT saerTo karma iyo mizezi. magram maTi gasavleli gza moklea, radgan orivem ganicada raRac sirTule, magram amasTanave, eseni oriveni gacilebiT ufro saRad uyureben cxovrebas.
erTaderTi ram, risi uflebac misces TavianT Tavs, erTad yofna iyo, aTi dRis ganmavlobaSi,
icodnen rom aranairi sxva perspeqtiva maT ara hqondaT. gamodis, rom xelovnebam Tan maWanklis
roli iTamaSa maT daaxlovebaSi, da Tan gaamasxarava...
`rodesac vSordebodiT, mTeli Rame qalaqSi davexetebodiT, orive marTla mZimed ganvicdidiT Cvens daSorebas, arc ki gagvCenia seqsis survili~ _ siciliT daasrula siao Jun-ma, da am
sicilma ufro daTrguna apao-.
`matarebelSi rom Cavsvi da gavacile, qalaqSi ver davbrundi, arafris Tavi ar mqonda, amdeni
ramis erTad atana ar SemeZlo! arc is SemeZlo, rom Sin ise davbunebuliyavi, `viTom araferi~ da
colisTvis TvalebSi Semexeda. amitom sxvagan gadavbargdi, sxva qalaqSi da eqvsi Tve iq vicxovre,
xan ras mivede, xan ras movede. saWmlis fuli rom mqonoda, arafers ar vTakilobdi. ise rom vTqva,
arc arasodes ar mindoda colTan daSoreba; ratom? vicodi rom kargi qalia... ubralod, calke
viyavi, rom raRacnairad davmSvidebuliyavi, bolo momeRo am foriaqisTvis.~
apao exla proporciam daafiqra: `maS, aTdRian siyvaruls naxevari weliwadi dasWirda dasawynareblad!~
`da colma icis es yvelaferi?~
siao Jun-i jer dafiqrda, mere ki es uTxra: `ici... is Wkviani qalia. srulad da detalebiT es
ambavi ar icoda, da arc arasodes ecodineba. mTavaria, rom am ambis arss Caswvda, arsi gaigo, da
macala, momca saimiso droc da sivrcec, rom me raRacnairad es yvelaferi TviTon gadamewyvita
da damelagebina...~
apao-s Jude gaaxsenda, Wuti-s megobari _ `uWkvianesi, ubrwyinvalesi~ _ Wuti ase axasiaTebda,
`damoukidebeli, tipiuri gansaxiereba warmatebuli Sanxaeli axalgazrda qalisa, rasac CineTSi
`mamal qalad~ moixsenieben. bevr sferoSi isini saerTod, kacebs jobnian, araTu mxolod qmrebs!~
es gaaxsenda da Zalauneburad amoioxra.
`exla ki, imedi maqvs, es yvelaferi dasrulda, Cabarda warsuls?~
`a, ki, rogor ara, ukve sami weli gavida mas Semdeg.~
apao-s ki Tavisa ambavi afiqrebda da mis naTqvams Tavisas adarebda _ `CemTan es rom moxda,
maSin bavSvi jer wlisa iyo~.
`aba! sami weli!~ _ ahyva siao Jun-i, `arc ki mejereba, ase mgonia, exlaxans moxda es yvelaferi.~
`genatreba?~
`Sen warmoidgine, iSviaTad. ici, ar minda, rom gavixseno, mere vidardo, mere depresiaSi Cavvarde!.. es yvelaferi damTrgunvelia, Tan Seuracxmyofelic.~
`ooo...?~
`marTali giTxra, arc erTi _ gind erTi, ginda meore, gulze ar maxatia.~
`magram aseTnairad xom ojaxs daangrev?!~
man pasuxad Tavi dauqnia, `ki, yvela gaTxovili qali SensaviT amas ityoda,~ _ da damcinavi
toniT daamata: `saqmec isaa, rom kaci qalze ufro metad gaurbis ganqorwinebas.~
apao Tavs ukravda, Tan ukvirda, ramdeni msgavseba aRmoCnda Cvens cxovrebaSio!
`magram, Tu Seni Tqmisa ar iyos, Senma colma ar icis, anda TamaSobs, viTom warmodgena ara
aqvs am ambavze - Sen xom TviTon ver SesZleb kvlav daibruno Zveli ganwyoba da winandeli mdgomareoba? egre ar aris?~
siao Jun-ma Tavi ise daukra, TiTqos madlobas eubneboda: `saqmec esaa, aba! aki giTxari, vici,
rom kargi adamiania, vici rom ar minda ojaxis mitoveba, yvelaferi viRone rom gadamerCina Cveni
ojaxi _ magram rac ufro ukeT meqceva, miT ufro guli meyreba yvelaferze! mesmis rom Rirseulad ar viqcevi, mesmis rom kacad ar vvargivar!... werad gadameqca marcxi da wageba!~
`mere, ra ggonia, Sen cols gana igive azrebi ar awuxebs? is xom mTeli Tavis arsiT Sensken
iltvis, yvelafers gaswiravs Sens gulisTvis, arafers ar daiSurebs! Sen ki sulis kari Cauraze im
qals, vinc sakuTari guli rom gulia _ imasac ki Sen mogarTmevs!~
am sityvebma siao Jun-i gaakvirva, Tan TiTqos gamofxizla. Tumc apao-s es ar SeumCnevia, isev
Tavis fiqrebSi iyo wasuli, rodesac ymawvilis sityvebma gamoaRviZes: `rom icode, ra bednierebaa,
rom ase movaxerxe SenTan saubari, guli gadagiSale; gana yvelasTan SeZleb ase saubars?!~
apao-m gaucina: `xedav, ra qna am saRamom: Tan TiTqos ucxoni varT erTmaneTisTvis, Tan ra
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axloni aRmovCndiT!~
da maSinRa SeamCnia, rom restorani dacarielebuliyo, oficiantebi da TeTr samuSao formaSi
gamowyobili mzareulebi erTad vaxSmobdnen, da kidec gaukvirda, an aqamde rogor ar sTxoves,
`vixurebiT, gabrZandiTo.~ restorani patara iyo, yvela oficianti _ axalgazrda gogoebi, aT-aTni
usxdnen mrgval sabanketo magidebs. yvelas, rogor ityvian, jer Tan sdevda `mindvris surneli~,
soflis ieri, romelsac Soridan scnoben qalaqelebi, da zogi xumrobiT, zogi ki agdebiT, xan
`soflis nobaTad~ moixseniebs, zogi ki ukmexad, mzadaa `xi-do!~ miaZaxos. exla maT Sua magidis
Suaguls cxeli kerZiT savse did jamebi edgaT da apao-m guliT Senatra maT am ganwyobas, ra gulianad miirTmevdnen am vaxSams mZime da alali SromiT savse dRis dasrulebis Semdeg...
`eseni ZiriTadad, Soreuli soflebidan arian. erTi rom CamoaRwevs, mere meores gamoiyolebs,
da ase aagebs Tavis tolebis rigs! yuri daugde, ra kiloze laparakoben, yvela erTi soflidan
arian! amboben, rom vinc maT qiraobs, TiTqmis arafers uxdis _ mxolod saZinebeliT da samjeradi
kvebiT uzrunvelyofs; zogi SeiZleba, sxvebs rom Tvalebi auxvios, raRac kursebs eswreba... ococi gogos uwevs cxovreba erT oTaxSi, magram ra ginda _ mainc aqeT mouwevT guli! zogi maTgani
fuls ase daagrovebs, mere Sin brundeba da Txovdeba, esea amaTi saqme.~
apao-: `mere ra, Seni monayoli ambis ar iyos, aseTi ram amerikaSic xdeba _ Tqven aq rom bednierebis qveyana ggoniaT... eg me mkiTxe, `Caina taun~-Si var gazrdili, maS...~
magram is aRar uTqvams, rom restorani mamamiss ekuTvnoda, da isic xSirad qiraobda xolme,
xan vis da xan vis! xan, Cinel studentebs, visac ar hqonda Sromis uflebis damadasturebeli oficialuri baraTi, xan saerTod aralegalurad Casul pirebs. gaaxsenda Caina taun-is sardafiviT
bneli, umzeo samzareuloebi, sadac arafers ara aqvs fasi, arc adamianTa uflebebs, da arc aranair karmas! amerikaSi imisTana adgilebs `mesame samyaros~ uwodebdnen, da dedamisma ra ara qna,
oRond ki gadaerCina Svili am saSineli mesame samyarosagan! iseTi ganaTleba misca, rogorsac kargi
ojaxiSvilebi iRebdnen, aswavla cekva, roialze dakvra _ miuxedavad imisa, rom arc cekva da arc
dakvra mainc da mainc ar izidavda.
ufros klasebSi swavlisas, TviTonac daiwyo perioduli samuSaos Zebna, xan sastumroSi, xan
maRaziebSi, kafeebSi... erTaderTi, risi uflebac dedam ar misca _ Cinur restoranebSi muSaoba.
es imdenad mkacrad aukrZala, rom dedis gardacvalebis Semdegac, apao-s misi es tabu arasodes
daurRvevia.
ase iyo Tu ise, im Caina taun-ebSi, romlebsac TviT Cinelebi `Tan Jen te-s~ uwodebdnen, anu
`Tan xalxis savals~ _ aqaurobasTan SedarebiT, sufrasTan ufro xSirad sxdebodnen, Rreobac ki
xSiri iyo, magram arsi erTi rCeboda: iqac da aqac es iyo brZola gadarCenisTvis, Tan Zalian mkacri
brZola, daundobeli... magram es brZola suls ar Sexebia; ase rom Sroma suls ar daabnelebs da
ar gaaSavebs.
apao-m xeli aswia oficiantis dasaZaxeblad, magram siao Jun-ma daaswro da ar acala fulis
gadaxda. apao-s Zalian euxerxula, radgan aseTi ram arsad damarTvia, arc amerikaSi, arc singapurSi da arc evropaSi; exla ki aq, CineTSi aRmoCnda, sadac qali fuls arasodes gadaixdis, Tundac
TviTon daepatiJos stumari. orives saxe _ dabneuli apao, da ymawvilis mtkice gamometyveleba _
erTs mianiSnebda: tradiciaTa sxvaobas... siao Jun-ma igrZno misi dabneuloba da taqtianad daamSvida: `kargi, maSin nebas gaZlev rom odesme kidev dampatiJo.~
`xvale!.. a?~ - wamoiZaxa apao-m da Tan mixvda, rom naCqarevad gamouvida _ Tumc bunebrivad;
gulze xvdeboda misi aseTi simartove, Tan sakuTari mdgomareoba, gaugebrobis, mowyenis da miusafrobis narevi _ es yvelaferi daitia misma wamoZaxilma.
im Rames Zili male moeria. mere ki, xuTis naxevarze rom gaeRviZa, vera da ver daiZina, fiqrebi
ar asvenebdnen. Tan siao Jun-is sityvebis amotivtivda mexsierebaSi:
`sadac gadavixvewe, aTasi rame vcade _ quCaSi sareklamo bukletebs varigebdi, restornebSi
wesrigis damcvelad vmuSaobdi, mebarguledac mimuSavia bargis gadasazid kompaniaSi...~ es rom gaigo, gaukvirda, radgan garegnulad iqaur tips ganasaxierebda _ susti aRnagobis iyo, Zvalwvrili,
verc ki warmoidgina, mebarguled ram amuSava!.. da ufro mtkivneulad igrZno da ganicada am axali
nacnobis gulis dardi da martosuloba...
fardebi gaswia da irgvliv asvetil caTambjenebs moavlo Tvali. kidev kargi rom Sors iyvnen
da mzis Suqs ar uxSobdnen. Wuti marTali iyo, `sanam viyide es Cemi bina, sxva saxlebma ise `aiyares
tani~, rogorc bambukma icis wvimian amindSi. male aseT garemoSi, Seni ocdameeqvse sarTuli _
meored mogeCveneba~. da marTlac, ori saaTi rom gemgzavra manqaniT, saxlebis rigi ar Sewydeboda,
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qalaqma ar icoda zRvari arc siganeSi, arc simaRleSi, da kargi orientaciis gareSe gaWirdeba iq
cxovreba!
ki magram, ras niSnavs orientacia, Tu ara gonebas? maS gamodis, rom aqauri xalxi yvela gonebiT cxovrobs? maS is raRaa, rom gamxdari inteligenti uceb tvirTis Trevas gadawyvets da Tavs
iklavs SromiT? amis Semdeg lung-ze gadaerTo, vaiTu exla imasac ase uwevs, Zalebs ar izogavs,
me kidev verc vexmarebi da kidev vsayvedurob? da Tu qmris tanjva da wvaleba mas ar exeba, maSin
ramdenad gamrTlebulia mis gulisTvis ase gancda?
Tvalwin daudga yvelaferi, risi momswrec gaxda `Park 97~... da Tu adre is suraTi ukureaqcias
iwvevda masSi, Tavisi siuxeSiT, exla TiTqos sxva azri da mniSvneloba SeiZina mis warmodgenaSi.
uceb ise moswyurda lung-iTan Sexvedra, dalaparakeba, raRacis gageba... Tumc, Tavs ar ityuebda
imediT, rom Sin daabrunebda.
da Wuti-s gamosamSvidobeli frazis gaxsenebasTan erTad, Tvalebi daxuWa - The sun also rises...
SuadRe idga rom gaeRviZa, ratomRac uxaroda axali dRis dadgoma, ar ki icoda, ratom? ornairi urTierTsawinaaRmdego grZnoba awuxebda: Tan Relavda axali pasportis miRebaze, Tan lungze fiqri ar asvebnebda, miT umetes rom misi dabruneba sul ufro da ufro fiqciad eCveneboda.
piteric gaixsena, `albaT, rogor movabezre Tavi, yelSi amouvida Cemi da lung-is ambebi! ase
Tu ganvagrZe, mgoni saerTod amomricxavs Tavis axloblebis siidan da arc Cemi misvla iqneba sasurveli `daba kari-Si~.
xolo Tu moiwyina da Seawuxa martoobam, xom arsebobs kidev siao Jun-i, daelaparakeba, gaerToba; cota xanSi daureka kidec, is iyo madloba uTxra wuxandel vaxSamze da sadResioad apirebda mis daZaxebas, rom man daaswro da SeekiTxa: `darwmunebuli xar, rom dRes Tavsifali xar da
araferi ar gamogiCndeba raime sxva saqme?~ _ da Seatyo Tu ara yoymani, pirdapir uTxara: `modi,
sxva dros, kargi? xom arsad gvagviandeba?~
aRarferi darCenoda, rom `kargi, mere iyos, dagirekavo.~
mili rom dakida, inana, rom ase dasrulda dialogi, magram aRaraferi gaewyoboda.
rom mosaRamovda, isev Caicva snikersebi _ marTalia, ukve icoda, rom Sanxais aseT egzotikur
adgilebSi ar iyo miRebuli sportul fexsacmliT gamoCena, magram imdenad grZeli gza eloda, rom
fexze sxva ram daRlida.
es gza damRleli iyo kidev xalxiT gadaWedili nakadiT da aseve suniT, rasac ver gaeqceoda.
orSabaTobiT Sanxais transporti saerTod autaneli xdeboda. Wyletva da uhaeroba wesad iyo
qceuli, yovel gaCerebaze omi iwyeboda adamiansa da transports Soris, xolo vagonSi Sesuls,
oTxive mxridan momdgari xalxis mkerd-zurgiani kedeli Tu sakani gudavda.
da swored am dros gaisma mobiluris zari, siao Jun-i urekavda da kidev gabrazda sakuTar
uyuradRebobaze, radgan kvlav daaviwyda gaegebinebina Tavisi saboloo pasuxi... cali xeliT ekida
liTonis xelCasakidze da amitom marto mokle gzavnilis gagzavna moaxerxa: `male gipasuxeb~.
metrodan gamosulma, `mgoni, gavuge, ras grZnoben cixidan gamosulebio~ _ da iqve gamoacxo
raRac tyuili, siao Jun-s rom daureka: `Sen damaswari, is iyo unda damereka, rom raRac saqme gamiCnda da bodiSs gixdi!~
`eg araferi, vaxSami araa mTavari! Sen rogora xar, miTxari, Seni ambavi...~
`o, me ara miSavs, yvelafers movuvli!~ _ pasuxi mouWra, radgan marTla ar undoda morigi
dasamSvidebeli teqstis mosmena. saaTs daxeda, Tan swyuroda, Tan Sioda, erTi boTli mineraluri
wyali iyida da TiTqmis gamocala _ ar esmoda, rom wyurvilis SegrZneba nerviulobam damarTa.
kvlav daewyo yoymanis meore talRa, Seevlo piterTan Tu ara. lung-is naxvis imedi aRara hqonda, piters rom Tavs abezrebda Tavisi CiviliT, egec esmoda, magram mainc ganagrZo gza.
restorans rom miadga, wuTiT SeCerda, SeaTvaliera Sig myofi xalxi, magram lung-s rom veravin
miamsgavsa, umal gatrialda da quCaSi gavida. da magram mainc ver egueboda im azrs, rom am vizitmac unayofod Caiara.
RamiT ganaTebuli Sanxai _ es aris zRva mokiafe da mocimcime reklamebisa, da yvelaze xSiri
_ gurmanebisTvis gankuTvnili restornebis reklamebia.
ase rom kvlav Sebrunda piteris restoranSi, da is iyo, oficiantma miuTiTa cariel magidaze,
rom uceb TavSi gaivlo azri: `exla rom uceb lung-i aq gaCndes, Tan vinme ucnobi qalbatonis TanxlebiT _ mere?~ _ raki arc piteri eguleboda iq, rom daxmarebis da mxardaWeris imedi hqonoda,
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amitom mkveTrad gatrialda da gavida _ oRond Sors ar wasula _ iqve, restornis pirdapir mdebare patara tavernaSi Sevida, radgan `daba kariSi~ naynosma saWmlis aromatma mada gauRviZa.
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es patara taverna piteris restornis naxevaric ar iyo, Tumca etyoboda, rom `restornobis~
pretenzia hqonda _ baris didi daxli daeyenebinaT, oRond baris norma da standarti amiT sruldeboda, radgan im daxlTan, `msmelebTan~ erTad, kidev `mWamelebic~ isxdnen da daxlze Camolagebul kerZebs Seeqceodnen. magidebs ki sami axalgazrda wyvili misjdomoda. iqaurobis upiratesoba kidev imaSi iyo, rom apao-s SeeZlo Tvalyuri edevna yvelafrisaTvis, rac xdeboda piteris
restoranSi.
erTaderTma oficiantma, agreTve soflidan gadmoxvewilTa kategoriis gogonam, meniu miarTva, magram apao-s Sig ar Cauxedavs, wuTiT ar aSorebda Tvals Tavis `samzer obieqts~, TiTqos
icoda rom is-isaa lung-i unda gamoCeniliyo.
gogonam ki dazepirebuli teqstiviT moaxsena: `dRes naxevarfasad gvaqvs yoveldRiuri kerZi,
rusuli wiTeli supi, da losung-i aqaur yaidaze.~ maT am dros miuaxlovda Suaxnis qali, metyvelebaze Sanxais aqcenti etyoboda. garegnulad is ar Seefereboda iqaur garemos, arc CacmulobiT,
da arc Tmis varcxnilobiT _ oriveze etyoboda, rom saerTod ar hqonda gemovnebis SegrZneba:
Sublze Tma aCeCili hqonda, kefaze _ Sekruli da gadaWerili. Sinnaqsovi lurji Jaketi ecva da
feriT sruliad Seuxamebi yavisferi Sarvali _ am upretenzio tavernaSic ki ise Canda rom samagiso
adgili iq ar iyo.
qalma miiRo dakveTa da samzareulosken gaemarTa. apao-s gaukvirda, roca gaigo rom swored
es qali am restornis patronic da mzareulic. yvelaferze etyoboda, rom raRacnairad SeboWiliviT iyo, ar uRimoda klienturas, kontaqtSi ar Sedioda _ Tumc apao-s es xels aZlevda, radgan
aq ar ugrZvnia Tavisi morideba da SeboWiloba, rac uCndeboda xolme piteris restornis `naRebi
fenis~ sazogadoebaSi, roca fiqrobda, `momesalmeba Tu ara?~
qali karga xans ar gamoCenila, mere gamoutana cxeli Caof ani da borSCi da Tavi gaimarTla,
`ar vici, ramdenad mogewonebaT~.
apao-m rom pirveli kovzi gasinja, qali Savad mokiafe TvalebiT misCereboda _ swored ise,
rogorc misi dedamTili akeTebda, roca Cqarobda gagebas, moewona kerZi, Tu ara~. apao-m Wamis
drosve, ReWvisas daamSvida, `kargia, gemrieliao!~ da TvalebSi Sexeda, mere gakvirvebuli mzera
rom gadaitana Zvelebur saangariSoze, im qalma ase auxsna:
`exla amas aRaravin xmarobs, me kidev mesame klasidan rom SeveCvie ase angariSs, aRarc minda
sxvaze gadasvla. bavSvebi xom exla kalkulatorebs xmaroben, me ki swored TiTebis Sexebis SegrZneba momwons, TiTqos isinic mexmarebian TvlaSi. saerTod, yvelaferi Zveleburi miyvars, funji,
qaRaldi... xeliT rom exebi, TiTqos gulze gefineba, mSviddebi...~ _ da Tavis naTqvamze TviTonve
gaicina.
apao-c ahyva, `ki, rogor ara! maxsovs, mamaCemic amas xmarobda, au, rodis iyo! ramdeni xani
gavida!~
`da mamas raSi, risTvis sWirdeboda?~
`imasac restorani hqonda gaxsnili.~
`ooo, maS saqme restornis mepatronis gogosTan mqonia! albaT, damiwuneb am Cem kerZebs!~ qalma gulwrfelad moibodiSa, gawiTlda kidec, da apao ucbad ganewyo misdami.
`mepatrone sul ori-sami weli Tu iyo, magram manamde bevr adgilas umuSavia Sef-mzareulad.~
`kidev ukeTesi _Sef-mzareulis qaliSvili yofilxar! Cven kidev _ ai, rogor migiReT!~
`ras hqvia, `rogor~?! me Zalianac msiamovnebs aq yofna, yvelaferi Zalian gemrielia, TiTqos
saxlSi viyo!~
qals TvalebSi axali gamometyveleba gauCnda: `ra kargada xar aRzrdili!~ _ apao bolomde
ver Caswvda `aRzrdilis~ mniSvnelobas, radgan `ke ci~ _ ’stumarsac’ niSnavda da ’sulsac’, magram
imas ki mixvda, rom Seaqes.
`is miTxari... mamaSeni romel restoranSi muSaobda?~
`Sen ar gecodineba, is amerikaSi, niu iorkSi muSaobda, ,,China town~-Si.qali Cafiqrda da mere
Cailaparaka: `China town, China town... raRacas maxsenebs, mgoni sadRac msmenia... moica, Caina xom CineTs niSnavs?~ _ da kvlav gaunaTda Savi Tvalebi.
apao-s sul ufro moswonda qalis ubralo qceva da manera: `ho, aba ra! `Cinur qalaqs~ niSnavs,
Cveneburebi mas kidev `TanTa savals~ uwodeben. amerikaSi bevria aseTi...~
`madlobT, erTi inglisuri sityva ukve maswavle! exla xom yvela imas swavlobs.~ da ramden-
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jerme ucnauri aqcentiT gaimeora, `China town...~
mere isev daakvirda apao-s, TaviT fexebamde SeaTvaliera da uceb wamoiZaxa: `mec ara vTqvi,
raRac ara gavs-meTqi aqaurebs!~
`raSi Sematye? aqcenti metyoba fuTunxua-Si?~
magram qalma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia: `ara, kiloze arafers vityvi. CineTi, aba, ramxelaa, da
ramdeni kilo arsebobs! ici, ufro raRac iseTi... albaT, manerebi, sxva suli mogdevs...~
apao ar moeSva, `mainc, ra aris is ‘raRac iseTi’?~
`ar vici, ver getyvi...~ upasuxa qalma da gaCumda.
apao-m igrZno, rom qalis ubralo garegnobis miRma, goniereba da intuicia imaleboda, da
iseTi SegrZneba gauCnda, rom mTlianad gamomJRavnda misi safiqrali, risTvis ijda aq, vis yaraulobda? qmars?! da `sanam es qali uceb ar mixvda yvelafers!~ _ salaparako Tema gamocvala.
`me mgoni, am Sens adgils saxelad `Sinauri~ mouxdeba.~
qalma gulianad gaicina da Tavi daukra. `ZiriTadad dRisiT vmuSaob, sadilad modian xolme;
rac am mTavar quCaze bankebsa xedav, yvela moxele aq modis saWmelad, ai xom ici, isini _ TeTrsayeloianebs rom eZaxian.~
`mere, Sen marto swvdebi amden saqmes?!~
`ara, erTi mzareuli modis xolme SuadRisas da mexmareba; is mxolod sadils amzadebs, ramdenime saulufe variants, Cinursac da evropulsac. CinurSi brinji Sedis da SaSxis naWrebi, kidev
raime bostneulis kerZi, da kidev ianWou-s wesiT Semwvari brinji. evropulidan, ragus vakeTebT
xolme, pomidvriT, brinjs _ ketCupiT, anda brinjs qaTmiT, induri wesiT, karisTan. kidev italiur spagettis. aq xom ici, ramdeni ucxoelia Camosuli, Tan kidev Cveni axalgazrdoba, da kidev
is TeTrsayeloebianebi! egeni nelnela gadajiSdnen, piris gemo dakarges, dasavluri saWmeli urCevniaT.~
apao-s gaecina, igrZno Zveli Cinuri damokidebuleba dasavleTisadmi, magram arCia isev guli
gaekeTebina qalisTvis da gaamxneva: `eg nu gafiqrebs, mTavaria yvelaferi sakmarisia. xom amboben,
`Secvla menius ki ara, mWamels sWirdeba. damijere, mTavaria, ramdenime kerZi yovelTvis kargad
iyos momzadebuli.~
qalma umal aitaca misi naTqvami: `ai, xedav, Senc amas ambob! erTi amxanagi myavs, sanxuan-Si
abaria qaTmis xorcis sawarmoo kompania _ hoda, isic zustad amas meubneba. Tan es saqmec _ gana es
CemiT daviwye, iman damiyolia.~ amis Semdeg, magidis qveS kalaTaSi Senaxuli TeTri naqsovi amoiRo
da ase uTxra: `ai, esaa Cemi saqme _ sufrebis darTva da qsova saCemo saqmea, siamovnebiT gavxsnidi
kidec aseT kompanias, imitom rom yaisnaRiT qsova mudam mexaliseba da ara mRlis.~
`mere, ras uyureb, an aqamde ratom ar gaxseni?~
`qmarma dammarTa kai ambavi: wavida erTxel samxreTiT, raime fuls viSovio, magram iq viRac
gogo gaiCina, Svilad rom ekuTvnoda, da ganqorwineba momTxova. me ki ar miyvars es raRac ganqorwineba, imdenivea safiqrali, ramdenic restornis gaxsnas sWirdeba... magram ras izam! kaci rom
gverdiT ara gyavs, xom TviTon giwevs izruno yvelaferze, cxovrebaze, Zilze, Wamaze... xedav, qalebs rogor gvWirdeba ufro farTo xedva realobisa, guli, suli _ es unda farTo gqondes, iseve
rogorc fiqrebi... es is sivrcea da sifarTove, rac qals uSvelis gadarCenaSi, da rogorc ar unda
dagvCagron, gadarCenas mainc vaxerxebT da mavaxerxebT, arafriT ara varT kacebze naklebni..~
apao-s moeCvena, rom es qals yvelafers rasac ambobda _ mis ambavs ukavSirebda; jer ki uqnia
Tavi da uqnia, mere ki veRar Seikava cremlebi, xelebi saxeze aifara da ise aRrialda, rom qalma
kari mixura, `daxurulia~ warweriani baraTi dakida da karga naxevari saaTi ar moSorebia apao-s...
meore saRamos apao isev am qals miadga. amjerad sul sami kaci ijda. rodesac `soflelma
gogonam~ meniu miarTva, is qalic gamoCnda da urCia gaesinja Sanxaiuri wesiT Semwvari brinji: `Cemi
receptia, aqauri klientebi sul amas ukveTaven, es sagangebod SenTvis, Cemi xeliT movamzade.~ am
kerZs `mudam es~ supi erqva, sokoTi hqonda Sekmazuli.
`saerTod,~ _ auxsna qalma, `me TviTon varCev da Cemi xeliT vyidulob yvela produqts _ gind
SaSxi iyos, gind brinji, da gind Sebolili sosisi. aranairad ar unda dauSva xarisxis da markis
Secvla, maSinve Seatyob rom gemo gaufuWe...~
apao dauaxlovda caixung-s _ ase erqva im qals, da erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi, dRe ise ar gavidoda, rom iq ar evaxSma.
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rodesac darbazi icleboda, caixung-i maSin miujdeboda xolme magidasTan, sul erTTavad
raRacas uyveboda, magram arasodes araferi ukiTxavs misi piradi cxovrebis Sesaxeb. Tavis mosayoli ki arasodes eleoda. samocian wlebSi dabadebuls, bevri ram axsovda, avic da kargic, radgan
dro iyo aseTi rTuli. dedamisic am ubanSi cxovrobda, da bavSvobidanve mowme iyo aTasgvari
siZnelis da sirTulis, risi gadatanac mouxdaT sakuTar zurgze, maT mezoblebsa da ubnelebs; is
ambebi sevdianic iyo, da sasaciloc. manamde apao-s TavSi azrad ar mouvidoda, rom uceb ase, ucxo
qalaqSi aRmoaCenda adgils, sadac amden ambavs gaigebda Cveulebriv moqalaqeTa cxovrebis Sesaxeb,
da sadac yoveli ambavi romanSi gamodgeboda aRsawerad...
marTalia, caixung-is taverna garegnulad upretenzio iyo, magram aqac daculi iyo Sanxais
maRali norma da marka, da amitom yavis safqvavi, mosaxarSi da dasayenebeli aparatura da atributika umaRlesi xarisxis iyo. aRmoCnda, rom patrons swored yavis moxarSva ufro exaliseboda,
vidre kerZis momzadeba. man klienturis siWrelec gaiTvaliswina da sxvadasxva tipis koqteilebis
dayenebac iswavla.
vinaidan adgili upretenzio iyo, amitom iqauri axalgazrdoba naklebad etaneboda, ufro
ucxoeli Tu Seirbenda dasanayreblad, anda vinme SemTxveviTi gamvleli, da miT ufro moswonda
apao-s es garemo, zedmet xmaurs da yayans moklebuli.
axali nacnobobis da axali garemos miiuxedavad, apao-s ar daviwyebia mTavari mizani _ Casafreba da ramenairad, lung-is kvalis migneba. xandaxan caixung-sac dauWeria misi sevdiani mzera,
quCis gadaRma mimarTuli, magram arasodes ukiTxavs mizezi.
erTxel apao-m gadawyvita rCeva mieca axali megobrisaTvis: `caixung, ici ras girCev? rac
im TefSebs xmarob, normatiuli sadilisaTvis _ adeqi da gamocvale! didi TeTri faifuris TefSebi iyide, jobia.~ mere inglisuri wigni amoiRo kulinariis sakiTxebze da uCvena im tipis lamazi
TefSebis suraTebi. `fass nu gamoekidebi, sul araa saWiro, rom yvelaze Zviri faifuris nawarmi
SeiZino, magram yovelTvis ukeTesi STabeWdileba rCeba, rodesac TefSebi didia, tevadi, Tundac
mouxatavi da sada TeTri; maSin saWmeli SuaSia da TefSi kides ar swvdeba. Sesaxedadac jobia, madas
giRviZebs.~
caixung-s arafris gameoreba ar sWirdeboda, umal swvdeboda saTqmelis arss, Caiwerda kidec
naTqvams.
erTxelac, saRamos, apao-s maSin daagvianda, barTan ori samxreTamerikeli idga, orive lamis
Sokoladisferi. orives ukve kargad hqonda naylapi, amitom meniu rom daukveTes, `Tan vinme gogonac moayoleo, erTad SevWamT, davlevTo~. erT sityvas meore mohyva, mere mesame, caixung-i ver
igebda, ras sTxovdnen, arada daZabuloba izrdeboda, magram caixung-i mainc ver xvdeboda, misgan
ra undodaT. apao swored am dros gamoCnda, Caeria am ambavSi, inglisurad gaagebina, rasac manamde
ver igebdnen da ase gaistumra gareT _ da mereRa mixvda caixung-i, raSi iyo saqme da gvariani ginebac miayola Sanxais dialeqtze - `xan nuan!~, rac `ajam kvercxs~ niSnavs da samxreT amerikelebi ki
ara, verc Cinelebi verafers mixvdebian, Sanxaelebis garda.
erT-erTi maTgani mixvda, rom raRaca akadres da gaioca, ra xdebao: `What a fuck?!~ _ magram
apao-m ukeT gaagebina, caixung-s gverdSi amoudga, miagina da Sua TiTic uCvena. imaT gaecinaT,
Tvali Caukres da Sig Semobrundnen.
`ras apireben!~ wamoiZaxa caixung-ma.
apao Caixara kung fu-s mzadyofnis pozaSi da siciliT miaxvedra, `mifrTxildiTo!~
samxreTamerikelebma erTmaneTs gadaxedes, mere erTad gaiTamaSes `vaime, SemeSinda!~ scena da
xarxariT gareT gacvivdnen. sicilSi qalebic ahyvnen da didxans ismoda saerTo xorxoci, quCidanac, amerikelebisagan.
es scena sakmarisi gamodga, rom mTeli saRamo mas ixsenebdnen da siamovnebiT, Tavidan arCevdnen; mere ki caixung-ma SeniSna: `Sen Turme ranairi yofilxar?! TiTqos moridebuli, wynari... Turme
reebi gcodnia! iseTi ra ileTi uCvene, rom ase daafrTxe?~
`kung fu-s ileTia~
`mere, maswavle, rom mec vicode! aRarafris SemeSindeba!~ wamoiZaxa caixung-ma, magram apao-m
Tavi gaaqnia: `kung fu ra ggonia? rogorc ar unda icode, gulSi rac devs, imas ver uSveli...~
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caixung-is restoranSi Tavisi mowonebuli adgili daikava da kvlav miaCerda piteris
restorans. neonis milebis CarCoSi Casmuli saxeli, `daba kari~ ekranze gamotanili kinokadriviT
aRiqmeboda, TiTqos filmis saTauri yofiliyos. SesasvlelTan exla maRali, Txel-Txeli gogona
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daeyenebinaT, imdenad gamxdari, TiTqos ar hqonda masa da wona, magram es ufro metad mimzidvels
xdida mis saxes da figuras, da amitom dro da dro, vinme gamvleli aucileblad daiZvreboda
misken da Semdeg mis zurgsukan uCinardeboda _ TiTqos iq mRvime yofiliyo gaWrili, sinamdvileSi
ki kari iyo bnel samyaroSi Semavali.
apao-s Relva Cvevad eqca, iseve rogorc fiqri, rom saerTod ar eRirseboda qmris naxva...
ramdenime dRe arc piterisgan smenia araferi.
moulodnelad ratomRac wamoxta angariSmiucemlad da karisken gaiqca.
kontrasts eloda, magram mainc daexva Tavbru, rodesac caixung-is tavernis Semdeg uceb
aRmoCnda am restornis brwyinvalebaSi, sadac interiers kidev sagangebod Cacmuli axalgazrdoba
emateboda, xolo sigaretis da sigaris gamonabolqvi WerqveS zRaprul Rrublebad dascuravda.
iqaur atmosferoSi Zlieri seqsualuri muxti igrZnoboda, magram piteris restornis musika, Zveli yaidis jaziT _ mTlad ver jdeboda iqaur viTarebaSi. apao-sac uWirda iq yofna, radgan Cveuli
iyo ufro msubuqs, grafikuli naxatis msgavs suraTs, da amitom isev ukan gaqceva arCia...
rogorc es adrec damarTvia, gvianRa iyo _ radgan fexi Sedga Tu ara, oficianti ukve misken
moemarTeboda, da miuTia kuTxeSi mdgar cariel myudro magidaze... apao-m daukveTa brinjiT Sekmazuli `hain anis kunZulis~ dedali, da sanam imis yoymanSi iyo _ wavide Tu davrCeoa, saWmelic
moarTves. vinaidan iq lung-Tan Sexvedris imedma miiyvana da kidev, piteris naxvis SiSma, amitom
oficiants sTxova, kolofSi Camilage wasaRebado, da sanam oficianti Txovnas Seusrulebda, fuli
gadaixada, angariSi gaaswora da mzad iyo xeli daevlo saWmlis gasatani kolofisaTvis da daetova
iqauroba
sapirfareSosken mimaval viwro derefanSi Seejaxa kacebis ganyofilebidan gamosul viRac
mamakacs. jer uceb lung-s miamsgavsa, magram sust ganaTebaSi ukeT rom daakvirda, gaocda:
`lung?~
`apao-?~
apao-m cremlebi ver Seikava.
`aq ra ginda, apao-? aq ratom xar?~ _ xmaSi sayveduri ismoda.
mamakacTa ganyofilebidan viRac maRal-maRali da eleganturi mamakaci gamovida. apao-s
cremlebi uSlidnen misi saxis garCevas da gverdiT Sebrunda, rom gaetarebina, magram is kaci uceb
SeCerda da lung-s mimarTa: `Honey?~
`Oh, Honey!!~ - apao gaocda, ratom mimarTavda ucxo kaci mis qmars aseTnairad da daakvirda.
lamazi pirisaxis iyo, daaxloebiT ocdaaTi wlis iqneboda, odnav talRovani Tma uxdeboda, TeTri
maisuri Semotmasnuli hqonda dakunTul torsze.
`Honey?~ _ miubrunda qmars, `vin aris es kaci?~
yeli uceb gauSra, TiTqos cremlebs waeRoT sxeulidan mTeli siTxe.
isev Sexeda ucxos da darwmunda, rom saocrad lamazi kaci iyo, qalebi aseTnairebs natroben
_ TeTr cxenze amxedrebul princs.
mamakacma agreTve SeaTvaliera apao da SeekiTxa: `Honey, ratom atireb gogonas?~ _ xma hqonda
saocrad nazi, xolo lung-isken mimarTul mzeraSi Canda uzomo siTbo da siyvaruli.
apao xan erTs ucqerda, xan meores, da grZnobda, rom xmis amoRebis Tavi ar hqonda, cotac,
da guli wauvidoda da iatakze moadenda bragvans.
da im wams mixvda yvelafers. jer Setortmanda, mere ki ucnaurad aqanavda, xan aqeT, xan iqiT,
TiTqos kedlis saaTis qanqara yofiliyos, erTis eSinoda, ar davvardeo; Tan ar esmoda, ra emarTeba, ras akeTebs, miRebuli dartyma uZlieresi iyo, romelzec ityvian, `welqveviTa miyenebuli~...
apao-m lamis saxe saxeze miabjina im kacs, da TiTi lung-isken gaiSvira: `me misi coli var!~
Tavisi xma ver icno, Tumc azri ar ereoda.
lung-i SeSinebuli ucqerda da xmis amoRebas ver axerxebda.
kvlav is kaci CaerTo: `ki magram, es xom ukve dasrulda, warsuls Cabarda! exla Cven varT
erTad...~ odnav ukan daixia, da siyvaruliT savse mzeras lung-is saxes ar aSorebda.
`rogor bedav! Cven gayrilebi ki ara varT!...~
apao gamwarda da ise hkra xeli mkerdSi kacs, TiTqos Caketili karis gangreva undoda. atyda
erTi riaria, apao-m gaavebulma gamoiyena kung fu-Si naswavli dartyma `xelisguli anazdad~, kaci
Setortmanda, fexi gadaubrunda, TaviT sapirfareSos karebs miejaxa da Tan gadaatriala oficiantebis dasasvenebeli skami da magida... viwro derefani umal gaivso, mocvivdnen oficiantebi
da baris klientebi. lung-ma scada wamoeyenebina waqceuli kaci, magram apao-m Caavlo xeli da ar
gauSva, da sanam coli qmars ejajgureboda, kaci wamodga, welSi gasworda da xiTxiTisa da gamkilavi mzerebis fonze, gancdiT savse TvalebiT miaCerda `gakavebul~ lung-s, mere ki nela daiZra
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gasasvlelisken.
`David!’ _ dauZaxa lung-ma, Tavi daixsna apao-s marwuxebisgan da ukan daedevna.
`ara! ara! araaa!!!~ mihkioda apao wasul qmars da misma xmam gaavso iqauroba, darbazSi ki aravis
xma ar ismoda.
`Cven sami Svili gvezrdeba!~ _ ise yviroda, TiTqos mTel qveyanas abralebda Tavis ambavs.
is `devidi~ ki ukve holSi iyo, iq Sedga, mobrunda da lung-s iseTi TvalebiT Sexeda, sadac
gakvirvebac Canda da sayveduric, Semdeg isev karisken daiZra da lung-ic ukan mihyva.
aman kidev ufro gaaoca apao, is qmars gamoekida, xalxi gaiSala, gza gauxsnes, magram rodesac
Caavlo lung-s mxarSi xeli, qmars misken piric ar moubrunebia, mimaval devids gahyurebda da ise
cdilobda Tavi gaenTavisuflebina lamis Camokidebuli colisagan.
aman apao mTlad gadaria da oriveni uceb WkuawarTmeul, gadareulTa mebrZol figurebs daemgvannen. is iyo, lung-ma moiSora misi mklavebi da gverdze miagdo, rom gaSmagebulia apao wamsve
wamoxta da exla ukve mTlianad kungfu-s aTvisebul procesSi CarTulma, gansakuTrebuli ukumoZraobiT Seuvarda welSi, amoatriala da iatakze daagdo.
dabla gaSotils rom daxeda, apao daibna da xeli gauwoda, rom daxmareboda adgomaSi, magram
man auqnia xeli da TviTon, `Tevzis naxtomis~ ileTiT fexze dadga. brazisgan da sircxviligan
sul mTlad awiTlebuli, isev mibrunda da wavida gasasvlelisken. apao isev gaekida gasaCereblad,
magram amjerad qmarma ise gamoxeda, rom apao adgilze darCa da ar ganZreula.
gulSi aRuwereli tkivili igrZno, TiTqos SigniT boboqrobda erTmaneTSi areuli ori
binZuri nakadi, sircxvilisa da wyenis, mere amoxeTqes da TiTqos mis garSemo daiwyes triali.
yvelaferi ukve Cawynarda, xalxi nela daiSala, TviTon ki grZnobda, mkerdSi rogor iwevda
maRla im sibinZuris done, sanam sul mTlad ar dafares.
ase egona, rom didi dro gavida, sanam gamoCnda misi `Zia piter~. mis danaxvaze, TviTonac ver
gaigo, ras apirebda _ muxlmoyrils unda eTxova patieba, Tu eTxova, ,,lung-is SeCerebaSi damexmareo” _ yovel SemTxvevaSi, muxlebma umtyunes da wamiT dakarga gonebac da wonasworobac...
mere wyali daalevines... esiamovna, TiTqos Cauqro gulSi mobriale cecxli. piterma misken
miswia skami, dajda da carieli Wiqa magidaze dadga.
`ki magram, ra mogivida? iatakze rom daanarcxe amxela kaci, imis Zala aRar dagrCa, fexze
rom dadge?~
apao-s mzera daclili iyo yvelafrisgan, rasac adamianuri hqvia. rasac xedavda, yvelaferi
borotad da saZulvelad eCveneboda; piteric, mis mSobel mamas ase rom hgavda _ Turme ra maxinji yofila! ras gavs, am Tavis RipiT, orsuli qaliviT rom win gamougdia! an sami Reri TmiT rom
faravs Tavis siqaCles! amas ra _ Zvirfasi `polos~ stilis tansacmeli uSvelis?! amiT xom maxinj
sxeuls faravs!... es gaifiqra, da wamodga...
maSinve TvalSi moxvda sakuTari Tavis anarekli kedlis veeba sarkeSi: rac dainaxa, jojoxeTis
maSxalas ufro hgavda _ TmagaCeCili, TvalebdawiTlebuli. cal fexze raRac examuSa, fexi aswia da
sarkeSi gamoCnda fexsacmlis Zirze saidanRac akruli miwiani bostneulis foToli.
fexi dadga da gaaqro sarkeSi misi Semarcxveneli es msxvili plani _ magram sakuTar anarekls
ras uSvelida! axla sakuTar Tavze gadaitana is boRma da siZulvili, rac aqamde sxvebze vrceldeboda.
,,ra briyvi var, ajami, idioti!” _ sakuTar Tavs ar zogavda, `amden uazro devna-ZebnaSi _ ra
damrCa xelSi, sircxvilis da Tavslafis garda!?...~ Tvalebi TavisTavad daexuWa, sakuTar Tavs
Tvals ver usworebda.
isev moesma Tavisi saxeli da Tvali rom gaaxila, lamis saxeze mobjenili piteris saxe daxvda,
da maSinve Sercxva, `ra ufleba maqvs, boRma vataro amis mimarT?! amdeni xani es ar mikiJinebda,
Wkuaze modio?!... mere? movusmine, yurad viRe misi naTqvami?!~ exlaRa mixvda, raSi yofila saqme...
xma rom amoiRo, Tvalebi daclili hqonda yovelgvri gamometyvelebisagan, arc sixaruli,
arc wyena, arc ndoba da siyvaruli _ da ase daumarcvla: `Uncle, mapatie Cemi sibriyve, Seminde, Tu
SegiZlia... Steri var, suleli!~ aseTma reaqciam daabnia bevris momswre da mnaxveli piteri, magram
Tavisi gancda rom daefara, Caicina da sityva banze augdo: `hoo!.. sul ar megona, Tu ase iyavi
dauflebuli kung fu-s!~ _ apao ki mxolod Tavs aqnevda.
`Zalianac kargi, yoCaR! me Sens adgilas, sikvdilis piras miviyvandi, magisTanebs mxolod ase
unda moeqce! unda imdeni urtya, sanam ar daasaxiCreb, mere ki miagdo da miatovo!~
`me rom ar mindoda misi mitoveba!~
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piteri gaocda: `es ras niSnavs, arc axla ginda?~ _ ar ejereboda misi ganwyoba: `axla ar darwmundi yvelaferSi, Senive TvaliT?!~
`ara, mainc ar mjera, ar mejereba rom es marTlac asea!..~ _ da orive xeli TavSi itaca.
`ra azri aqvs Tavis motyuebas?~ _ piterma xeli xelSi staca da lamis CasZaxa: `Tavs nu ityueb,
gesmis!?~
`sami Svili rom gavaCineT, ra, esec tyuilia?~
`ara, eg marTalia! da isic marTalia, rom aTi weli col-qmari iyaviT!~ _ mere TvalebSi Caacqerda, da TiTqos Zalis ZaliT, Caumarcvla: `sirTule imaSia, rom is exla aris Gay!~
am sityvaze apao-s TrTolvam dauara mTel sxeulSi... piterma xmas dauwia, sxvas rom ar gaego:
`rom icode, imasac amboben rom CineTSi exla lung-is msgavs mdgomareobaSi gacilebiT meti xalxia,
vidre mTel msoflioSi; adre aseTi ram xom saerTod gamoricxuli iyo...~
principSi, piteri am ambavs ar Tvlida raime gansakuTrebul faqtad da did mniSvnelobas ar
aniWebda: `marTlac, vin ifiqrebda, amerikadan Camosuli kaci rom CineTSi aseTad gadiqceoda... Tu
damijereb, Tavs ara vTvli saTanadod civilizebulad, ver vitan im films...~
`im films~ is xSirad ixsenebda, da exlaRa mixvda mizezs.
im wuTs apao-m veraferi upasuxa, garda: `Cemo Uncle, Cemo Zvirfaso, ra vqna, exla ra vakeTo?~
piteri uceb welSi gasworda da mkafiod warmosTqva: `apao, Tu giyvarvar, Tu ginda rom isev
Seni Uncle davrCe, exlave wadi, dabrundi singapurSi, daiqirave veqili da gaSordi.~ apao ufro misi
tuCebis moZraobas akvirddeboda, arc ki ucdia Caswvdomoda sityvebis arss.
piteri kmayofili Canda Tavisi damagvirgvinebeli fraziT, taqsi gamoiZaxa, `Sin migiyvano,~
SesTavaza, magram apao-m iuara; Tumc, manqanaSi rom Cajda, uceb SeSinda, `saxlSi martod yofnas
ver avitano,~ da ganawyenebuli mZRolis buzRunis miuxedavad, gadmovida taqsidan da kari mixura.
tavernis win aRmoCnda da patroni ikiTxa.
`es wuTia, gavida. Sen saZebnad wamovida, Sen xom aq CanTa dagrCa, safule amoiRe da ise gaxvedi. imas eSinoda, rom ver gaixsenebdi, rom CanTa aq gqonda, da es-esaa gadairbina im restoranSi...~
_ nacnobi sofleli gogona-oficianti TiTqos sayvedurobda.
`wadi, uTxari rom aq velodebi, saqme maqvs.~
`maSin Sen mixede aqaurobas, ase damibara, ,,fexi ar gadga aqedano”.
apao Sevida samzareuloSi. saWmlis samzadad gamoyofili liTonis magida saguldagulod
iyo garecxili da bzinavda, SuaSi ki ido xorcis saWreli didi, basrad galesili dana. Tvalebi
gaunaTda, TiTqos is naxa, rasac eZebda.
xelSi aiRo da daakvirda Tavis damaxinjebul, Tvalebdasiebul anarekls danis pirze da gaixsena autaneli sinamdvile: lung-i im kacs gamoekida dasabruneblad.
gulSi ukve grZnobda, rom aRarasodes dabrundeboda, da odesRac realuri, namdvili meuRle
_ uceb gaqra, iluziad iqca da haerSi gaifanta.
amis uazrobaze orjer wamoayvira: `Ridiculous! Ridiculous!~ _ da orive majaze gaisva dana, da
gaixsena, ecno es moZraoba, misi repeticia ukve gonebaSi gaevlo, jer kidev maSin, rodesac erTi
sacodavi gogona iyo, visac aravin ar aqcevda yuradRebas.
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apao-s sawoli klinikis derefanSi idga, radgan SanxaiSi saavadmyofoebi ufro gadatvirTulia, vidre qalaqis quCebi, gansakuTrebiT aseTi, upretenzio, mesamexarisxovani saavadmyofoebi.
apao-s msgavsad, vinc aq moulodnelad, SemTxveviT aRmoCndeboda, misi adgili palataSi ar iyo da
amitom misaRebSive aTavsebdnen. iq ori dRe mouwia wola, da yvelaferi iqve xdeboda, misaRebSive _
Wrilobac iq gaukeres da sisxlic iq gadausxes. misi aq moTavseba caixung-is damsaxureba iyo, Tavi
axloblad gamoacxada da patronobac iTava.
sisxlis gadasxmis Semdeg, analizis pasuxi ukeTesi gaxda da is ukve derefanSi gadmoiyvanes,
romelsac droebiT iyenebdnen sazedamxedvelo ganyofilebad. misi sawolis irgvliv ekida auareba
ucnauri minis WurWeli da qilebi.
caixung-i gverdiT ejda: `ase vuTxari, rom Cemi naTesavi xar, rom Senc kuangtung-idan xar;
ase ufro iafi jdeba, Torem Tu ucxoelad CagTvales, icocxle, gagatyaveben...~ apao gauTavebliv
uxdida madlobas, da ise iyo dabneuli, rom inglisurad elaparakeboda, ucbad daeWvda Tavis
Cinuri sityvebis maragSi, magram maleve gaaxsenda, rom caixung-s misi ar esmoda, da daasrula
madlobis monologi.
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Tumc, arc caixung-s autkivia Tavi imis fiqriT, ,,ras meubnebao~ _ isedac bevri ram hqonda
masTan salaparako da mosafiqrebeli.
`kidev kargi, rom CemTan moxda eg ambavi! rom misuliyavi im Sens binaSi, maSin!...~ _ Tan xeli
gulze ekava, ,,jerac ver movedi Wkuazeo!~
apao-s esmoda, rom bevrad iyo davalebuli, mis gamo qals amdeni ram gadaxda! jer dakiTxvebi,
mere tavernis droebiT daxurva! caixung-i ramdenime dRe saerTod ar moSorebia mis sawols, da
kidev bevri sxva ram!...
magram faqtia, rom am zarals da xarjebs jer ver daufaravda, radgan turistuli Ceki
hqonda, mis gasanaRdeblad ki piradad unda gamocxadebuliyo saTanado bankSi, rac jerjerobiT
gamoricxuli iyo, imitom rom mas saerTod ar uSvebdnen saavadmyofodan...
siao Jun-s da Wuti-s mokle gzavnilebi gaugzavna, TiTqos hepatiti daudgines da infeqciur
ganyofilebaSi wevs, sadac mnaxvelebs ar uSveben; maT zars ki ar pasuxobda. ufro metad dedamTili
afiqrebda da bavSvebi. Tan sulelurad Tavs imiT imSvidebda, rom `kargia, rom aqa var da SemiZlia
saerTod ar vaxseno rom lung-s SeveCexe, da arc is rom ase uazrod vcade, Tavi momekla...~
li-m maSinve gamoucxada, `Camoval, moginaxulebo.~
`deda, gana Tqven ar gagiWirdebaT, bavSvebi xom amdeni safiqralia!~
`ara, raRacas matyueb!~
`ki magram, rogor, ranairad unda mogatyuoT? ai, momismineT,~ _ da dauwyo raRac monace,ebis
kiTxva, `naRveli _ 30-ze meti, GPT _ 400...~ dedamTili Cumad iyo, mere ki Seaxsena Tavi, `ki, gismeno!~ _ magram etyoboda, rom cotac, da atirdeboda. amdeni xnis manZilze, rac erTad mouwiaT
cxovreba, apao-s erTxel ar unaxavs misi cremli, da uceb iseTi grZnoba gauCnda rom gaizarda,
WkuaSi Cavarda da Tavs usayvedura, rom ase upasuximgeblod moeqca dedamTilsac da bavSvebsac...
`deda, Tqven nu RelavT, eqimebi marwmuneben, rom es avadmyofoba advili misaxedia: swrafad
ki Segeyreba, magram aseve swrafad gSordeba!~ toni saTanado hqonda, da saubari sxva Temaze gadaitana.
`fuli Tu gyofnis?~
`me xom turistuli Ceki maqvs!»
da aq ukve SvebiT amoisunTqa, radgan saubari yofiT ambebze gadavida, es ki gacilebiT ufro
msubuqi Tema iyo, vidre sulieri gancdebi...
misi «sneuleba» dasrulda, Tumc eqimebi ayovnebdnen, Zalian nu iCqareb aqedan gasvlaso.
arc Cqarobda; iseTi SegrZneba gauCnda, TiTqos martod-marto cxovrobs sadRac gadakargul kunZulze.
bavSvebs xSirad ixsenebda, maTze fiqrs mosdevda qmris suraTi, mis Semdeg ki is mamakaci, romlis kunTebi ver eteodnen TeTri maisuris siviwroves.
aseT dros fiqrebs sadRac mihyavdaT, raRac sicarieleSi, vakuumSi...
im vakuums saavadmyofos facifuci avsebda _ eqimebi palatebs saTiTaod uvlidnen, eqTnebs
wamlebi dahqondaT, yovel meore dRes vinme miadgeboda, sisxli Tavidanaa Sesamowmebelio, amas
kidev analizebis Cabareba emateboda, da kidev zogadsaganmanaeTleblo moxsenebebis mosmena...
im Rames saxlSi rom dareka, mere daaviwyda rom gaeTiSa telefoni da uceb Wuti-m daureka:
`RmerTo, rogorc iqna, dagiWire!~ _ ise yviroda, TiTqos raRac mecnieruli aRmoCena moexdina.
`Senma dedamTilma gamagebina Seni avadmyofobis ambavi, magram is ver gamigia, Cems zars ratom ar
pasuxob? raRac sxva rame xom ar moxda, miTxari?!~
toni Tavidanve dajerebuli hqonda, SekiTxvas ar hgavda... amerikaSi exla Tendeboda da apaom scada sityva banze aegdo: `de Sen ra, ase adre adeqi Tu saerTod ar dawolilxar?~ apao yovelTvis erideboda telefonze saubars xalxis TavSeyris adgilebSi, da imis miuxdavad rom inglisurad
laparakobdnen, mainc xmadabla metyvelebda.
`me dro ameria, es-esaa rac honkongidan davbrundi.~
`aa, Senc iq iyavi?~
`’Senc~ ras niSnavs, kidev vin iyo?~
apao-m mxolod Tavi gaaqnia, sityvas ver ambobda.
fanjris iqiT sicariele iyo, arcerTi xe. qars mohqonda xmeli balaxis bululebi, qaRaldis
nafleTebi, peizaJi raRacnair, dune iyo, uRimRamo. uTxres, rom iq TiTqos saavadmyofos axali korpusi unda aeSenebinaT; gaukvirda, `isedac teva ar aris Senobebis am qalaqSi da mainc ar Cerdebian...~ `ramdens geZebdi! mindoda Cemi ambebi meTqva, didi cvlilebaa CemTan! movrCi, dasrulda Cemi
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urTierToba alanTan!~
`rogor! ras laparalob?~ apao-s gaukvirda. orives erTdroulad gauCndaT sinanulis grZnoba, gaaxsendaT erTad gatarebuli dReebi, epizodebi, msgavs situacias erTad rom arCevdnen,
nanobdnen da aanalizebdnen...
`TviTon SemomTavaza, `bolo movuRoT Cveni urTierTobaso~. is, rom icode, zarmacia, yovelTvis urCevnia rom yvelaferi Zveleburad darCes, arafris Secvla ar unda! exla ki _ `davasruloTo!~ etyoba, viRaca gaicno. ara, iseTi zarmacia, rom me mas ar avirCevdi..~ _ xmaSi ar etyoboda
aranairi dardi, saerTod ar uWirda saubari, mis bolo sityvebma ki daafiqres apao-: `mesmis, rom
Cvens karmas yavli gauvida, dasrulda, magram vatyob rom ar unda iniciativis xelSi aReba, `...de,
meore mxarem miiRos gadawyvetilebao!~ - etyoba, ase fiqrobs.~
`ki magram, erTad aTi weli ar icxovreT?~ _ wamoiyvira apao-m, `igive qorwineba ar iyo, ra
gansxvavebaa?! da ase uceb, erTi xelis aRebiT gadawyviteT da morCa?! is _ iqiT, Sen _ aqeT?!~
`ar vici, ra gansxvavebaa, Tu aris kidec gansxvaveba? maSin sxvaoba imaSia, rom SegviZlia gadavwyvitoT rom davSordeT, da gvaqvs kidec amis Tavi! Zalian mosaxerxebeli viTarebaa; aki amitom
SevZeliT amden xans gverd-gverdiT yofna.~
`aa... mosaxerxebelia...~ _ gaimeora apao-m da gaCumda. Tavi Cargo saavadmyofos zewarSi, dezinfeqciis suni rom asdioda. Ramis sibneleSi aRiara, rom TviTon ase arasodes ufiqria, `siyvarulSi ra aris `mosaxerxebeli~ da ra _ ara? _ arasodes!..~
`mosaxerxebelze~ seriozulad arc arasodes ufiqria. ramdenad dasaSvebia adamianTa urTierTobaSi am sityviT xelmZRvaneloba? raki Wuti ar eRirsa pasuxs, amitom ganagrZo: cxadia, rom
aseTi urTerToba ara aris gawonasworebuli, da qorwineba ar uSvelis am naklis amovsebas. Tan, me
is qali ra var, rom viTmino, Tavze lafs rogor masxaven, miT umetes, rodesac gaTxovili viqnebi.
amitom varCie daSoreba.. ra vici, iqneb sulac mand gadmovbargde, SanxaiSi, Cems samsaxurs xom Tavi
davanebe!~
apao daiangariSa: `aha, kidev erTi dartyna, jer sayvarels daSorda, exla samsaxuric dakarga!~
`..ise rom frinveliviT var Tavisufali!~ _ daasrula Wuti-m. apao-s Caecina: `yvelas Tavisi
wili ca dascqeris Tavs zemoT! etyoba, Wuti-s wils wvimac scodnia.~
`adre Tu gvian, mand gamovCndebi, Sen ki iyavi mand SenTvis wynarad... nuTu marTla ara gaqvs
araferi CemTvis saTqmeli?~ - Wuti isev imas daubrunda, rac ainteresebda. amjerad apao-m pasuxi
mokled, calybad gasca: `piteris restoranSi vnaxe... da isic, visTanac exla aris...~ apao-s sunTqva
auCqarda, saTqmels veRar agrZelebda.
`ras meubnebi, pirdapir ase SeefeTe lung-s im Tavis qalbatonTan?~ _ Wuti lamis xtoda cnobismoyvareobisgan: `mere, miTxari, axalgazrdaa, patara gogoa?~ da pasuxi ar acala, ise miayara:
`me miTxres rom SanxaiSi yvelaze didi procentia axalgazrda lamazi gogoebis, eSxianebi, Tan Tavisuflebi! warmogidgenia?~ _ da isev Temas daubrunda: `da im qals Sexvdi, ase, pirispir?~
apao Cumad iyo.
`apao-!~ _ ayvirda Wuti-, egona, rom kavSiri gawyda: `gesmis, alo!~
miuxedavad imisa, rom palata carieli iyo, apao-m mainc ar icoda, rogor aexsna misTis es
ambavi, da uceb pirdapir miaxala: `Wuti-, kacTan iyo, gesmis?!~ _ ase Tqma arCia, ar SeeZlo, `Wuti, ici, lung-i kacSia Seyvarebuli, Gey-ia!~ _ uWirda amis Tqma ara mxolod lung-is mimarT, vinc
mTeli Tavisi cxovreba uyvarda, aramed sakuTari Tavis mimarTac.
amjerad pauza Wuti-s gaugrZelda da ukve apao-s jeri dadga, xazi Seemowmebina: `alo... alo!~
CasZaxa milSi.
`ara, es ra miTxari... gons ver movsulvar, SokSi var...~ _ dasustebuli xmiT upasuxa Wuti-m.
erTxans ormxrivi dumili Camovarda.
mere Wuti-m ise daiwyo Tavis partia, TiTqos scenidan mimarTavdes: `rogor! Tqve-en?! aTi
wlis qorwinebis staJiT, sami Svilis mSoblebi!?~... da daasrula: `sami cicqna bavSvi _ gana es realoba ar aris?~
`rogor ara,~ kveri daukra apao-m da civad gaagrZela, `sami bavSvi realobaa, xolo col-qmari
_ yalbi! saqme isaa, rom sinamdvileSi arasodes ar vuyvardi! coli imitom iTxova, rom dedas aRusrula da gaumarTla survili!~
`ras ambob... ase Tu fiqrob, xom saSinelebaa...~
`aba ra! saSinelebaa. ra gikvirs, mTeli cxovreba xelmocaruli vinme viyavi, da es Cemi aTwliani qorwinebac tyuili yofila.~ apao-s cremlebi moadga da is iyo, apirebda ukve moTqmiT,
xmamaRla atirebas, rom derefanSi gaisma nabijis xma da gaCumda.
`ici, apao, me ase ar vfiqrob. mas marTla uyvardi! mere ki _ mere ki raRa ar xdeba xolme,
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amitom yvelafers erTmaneTSi nu aurev, gesmis!~ _ mere amoioxra, da cota fiqris Semdeg, daamata:
`ici, erTad cxovrebis raRac momentSi bunebrivia garkveuli cvlileba seqsualur cxovrebaSi; es
Zalian mtkivneulia, magram amasTanave xSiri ramaa. me darwmunebuli var, rom is exla Zalian ubedurad grZnobs Tavs.~
`ras ambob, Wuti-!~, wamoiyvira apao-m: `vin? lung-ia ubeduri!? ubeduri ki ara, exla ipova
Tavisi siyvaruli!...~
`apao, yuri migde: exla ici ras vizam? exlave vyidulob bileTs da movfrinav SenTan, SanxaiSi!
damelode, gesmis! fexi arsad gaadga!~ _ iseTi xma hqonda, TiTqos megobris gadasarCenad wyalSi
xteboda.
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mosamarTle qali iyo, zangs hgavda, ise iyo garujuli. saxe kacisas ufro ugavda, vidre qalisas da paugungs mihgavda, Cinur miTebSi naxseneb personaJs, saiqioSi Casul sulebs rom ganikiTxavs, SemaRlebulze mjdomi rom dascqeris saaqaodan gardasulebs. apao ise kargad ver erkveoda
erovnul miTologiaSi, magram im saxis danaxvaze, JrJolam aitana da guli aufarTxalda.
sinamdvileSi, aranair sirTuels ar Sexvedria; sasamarTlos gadawyvetileba ukve formaluri
saqme iyo, radgan mosamzadebeli da saWiro samuSao mis veqils ukve Seesrulebina.
lung-Tan misi molaparakeba agreTve veqilma ikisra; apao-m veqili daiqirava lung-is mxridanac, vinaodan lung-i ukve aRarc iyo singapurSi iyo, xolo wvrilman formalobebs meti veravin
Seasrulebda.
amjerad swrafi ganqorwinebis momxre orive iyo, ase rom am sakiTxSi isini mowinaaRmdege mxareebi ki ar iyvnen, aramed erTi miznisken mimarTuli TanamSromlebi, maTi ganqorwineba ki erTian
`proeqtad“ warmodgeboda _ albaT ise, rogorc maTi qorwinebis proeqti. molaparakebis Tanaxmad,
lung-i arc unda gamoCeniliyo procesze, momCivani apao iyo da erCivna kidec, rom sasamarTlos
darbazSi ar Sexvedroda.
Wuti-s aRar dalodebia, pirdapir wavida singapurSi.
erTi Tvis Semdeg Wrilobebi majaze ise Seuxorcda, rom nakawriviTRa Canda TeTr kanze, magram apao mainc grZelsaxeloian perangebs atarebda.
Sin ar acnoba Tavisi Casvla, saRamos Casuls, imis imedi hqonda, rom yvelas ukve eZineboda,
magram kari rom SeaRo binaSi da fexakrefiT Sevida, Sua oTaxSi dedamTili daxvda.
TiTi tuCebze miido, bavSvebs rom gaegoT dedis Camosvla, Torem mere SuaRamemde veRar
daaZinebdnen. li siufenma samzareulosken miuTiTa da orive fexis cerebze, iqiT gaemarTa. lim
maSinve gamorTo eleqtroqvabi da xufi rom moxada, surneli iqaurobas bangiviT moedo: `ar vici,
ratomRac guli migrZnobda, rom dRes an xval Camoxvidodi, da gogris sufi movxarSe Roris
neknebiT. iseTia, rom bibic ki vera ZReba.~
dedamTili dafacurda, fiala gadmoiRo, Camousxa sufi, calke brinji gadmouRo, oRond _
ukve skolidan dabrunebul bavSvebze naCvevma, gaafrTxila, `ise ar dajde, jer xelebi gadaibaneo.~
`deda, xom gaxsovT, rom ajobebs Cemi WurWeli da kovzebi calke gadavdoT, yvelaferi calke
unda gairecxos.~
`mere, ratom? Tu sisxlis suraTi kargia, ratom? Tumc, ra vici, iqneb ase jobdes, patarebi
arian.~
`da saerTod, sanam isini ar wamoizrdebian, Cemi garideba jobia!~ _ es ki Tqva, magram sityvebSi raRac ufro Rrma azri imaleboda.
`oh, meored ara sTqva eg sisulele!~, li siufens xelic ki auTamaSda, `amdeni xani arc iqneba
saWiro, cota xans yuradRebiT iqnebi, mere morCa, gaTavdeba amiT saqme!~
`ra vici, xom arsebobs recidivebic!~ _ apao-s xmaSi kvlav gaCnda raRac boRmis toni.
`ici ras getyvi? zogi ram iseTic arsebobs, rom ar Rirs windawin, didi xniT adre Caifiqro...~
_ Semdeg skamze xeli daatyupuna, `aq damijeqio~ da Seaxsena, `cxovreba Tu ginda, Wamas ver gaeqcevi!’
ver isvenebda; isev adga, macivari gamoaRo da CamouTvala: `kidev gvaqvs mwnili, marinadi,
bostneuli! es yvelaferi Sen dagaxvedre.~
apao-m ki kovzi gverdze gadado da gamoucxada, `deda, me da lung-i unda davSordeT erTmaneTs, sxva gza ara gvaqvs!~
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amas rom ambobda, maSin irwmuna sabolood, rom mtkiced gadawyvita gayra.
sasmarTlos darbazSi kidev ramdenime saqme unda garCeuliyo, sanam misi jeri dadgeboda.
ganqorwinebis procesi Zalian martivi gamodga. mosamarTle svamda dadgenil, saWiro kiTxvebs _
saxeli, gvari, asaki... mere _ mizezi ganqorwinebis. mxares eZleoda adgili, TarjimanTan erTad;
pirveli rigi eTmoboda msmenelebs, advokatebs, maTs ukan ki sazogadoeba, romelsac yovelTvis
SeeZlo daswreba saojaxo procesebze, darbazis Sori kuTxidanac ki, raki gamyof kedlad mina iyo
gamoyofili da iqauroba Canda rogorc veeba televizoris ekranze.
apao-s gaaxsenda amerikaSi nanaxi, satelevizio Teatraluri dadgmebi da msgavsi scenebi, CxubiT, mosamarTle Tavisi `damaSoSminebeli~ xis CaquCis raxuniT magidaze. saRamoobiT, rodesac
yavas svamdnen universitetis saerTo sacxovrebelSi, sadac televizori mxolod mTavar arxze iyo
CarTuli, gogoebi xandaxan amgvar speqtaklebs uyurebdnen da siciliT ixocebodnen.
magram am procesze arc iTqmda `sasamarTlo~, radgan saerTo atmosfero sazeimos ufro
mihgavda. jer erTi, TvalSi moxvda lamazi axalgazrda qalebis da gogoebis simravle, Tan yvela
TeTri pirisaxis iyo, aSkarad kontinentaluri CineTidan iyvnen Camosulebi.
ucqerda maT da ukvirda, eseni ram gaamravla singapurSio. yvelani gamopranWulni iyvnen,
sagangebod SerCeul, Zvirfasi markis kabebSi da samosSi. gverdiT vinc ejda, mis Sanelis Sav kostiums ufro alamazebda perangi, romlis sayelos amSvenebda xeliT naqargi _ Tumc mTlianobaSi,
aseTi Cacmuloba bomondis saRamos ufro Seefereboda, vidre iqaurobas.
sazeimo ganwyobilebas qmnida ara mxolod maTi Cacmuloba, aramed maTi qaTqaTa Cakiwkiwebul
kbilebiani Rimili. yvela iRimoda, zogi xalisianad, zogi _ arc ise, magram sakmarisi iyo rom
mosamarTles gamoecxadebina vinmes ganqorwineba, maSinve gamococxldebodnen da iwyeboda komentarebis, gadalaparakebis da sicilis talRa, TiTqos mosamarTles vinmes dajildoveba an premia
gamoecxada.
apao-s gulze xvdeboda misi ucxooba am garemoSi.
amasobaSi misi mezobeli `Sanelic~ gamoiZaxes, romelmac ganacxada, rom Crdilo-aRmosavleTidan, xarpin-idan aris Camosuli da ar esmis inglisuri. amitom TarjimanTan erTad saqmis
garCeva gaiwela, `Sanels~ ki etyoba, sadRac eCqareboda da rodesac mosamarTlem hkiTxa, ramdeni
xani iyaviT qorwinebaSio, qalma ar daacala Targmani Tarjimans da inglisurad wamoiyvira, `Ten
years!~. mosamarTle gaubrazda, `raki Cinuri arCieT saproceso enad, maSin keTil inebeT da xmas nu
iRebT inglisurado!~ _ apao-s gaecina, imdenad absurduli iyo es scena da sasamarTlos msgavseba
TeatrTan kidev ufro gamoCnda... aranairi SegrZneba ar iyo sinamdvilisa...
sasamarTlodan gamosuls, xelSi ekava sasamarTlos gadawyvetileba da ase Sevida quCis meore
mxares mdebare kafeSi.
singapurSi ,,kafed~ iwodeboda nebismieri jixuri, gind SenobaSi mdgariyo da gind quCaSi.
yvela is standartulia, iseve rogorc standartulia momsaxureTa malaiuri yavisferi samosi da
‘zRarbis~ Tmis varcxniloba. maTi saerTo ieri saTavgadasavlo siuJetsac uxdeba da apao-s iqaurobas ara realurad moeCvena.
sanam Sevidoda, Soridanve SeamCnia, rom ,,Sanelic~ iq iyo da sayovelTao yuradRebas iqcevda
_ ara mxolod Tavis efeqturi garegnobiT da silamaziT, aramed araSesaferisi sagangebo kabiT,
rac komizmis elements hmatebda saerTo suraTs. TviTon qali arafers imCnevda da mSvidad moabijebda. apao-s rom miuaxlovda, rogorc ukve nacnobs gamoelaparaka: `jer maisia, magram ukve ra
autaneli sicxea! vera da verafriT ver SeveCvie!~ _da iseTi RimiliT daasrula fraza, romelic
mxolod im qalebs sCveviaT, visac kargad moexseneba sakuTari garegnobis efeqti.
`ki, maisia, da aq es yvelaze kargi Tvea, singapuri xom ekvatorzea.~
`aa,~ daeTanxma ,,Saneli~, ,,exla gamaxsenda: aq rom pirvelad Camovedi, mwvadze dampatiJes,
sanapiroze; iseTi sicxe idga da iseTi CaxuTuli haeri iyo rom guli Semiwuxda, ase megona, vkvdebodi” _ meti efeqtisaTvis, xelis gulic ki gaaqnia saxis win, `saswrafoTi wamiyvanes saavadmyofoSi, magram manqanaSive movixede, ukeT vigrZeni Tavi, aq xom yvelgan kondicioneria dayenebuli
da sunTqva SeiZleba!~ mere Tavi gaaqnia da gaicina, `am aTma welma Tvalis daxamxamebaSi ganvlo!~
`aTma”? gaikvirva apao-m, Tumc araferi ar iyo gasakviri.
`diax, swored rom aTma~! Tavi dauqnia da gaucina ,,Sanelma” _ `Tumc aq didxans ver gavCerdi,
isev CrdiloeTiT gadavedi, pekinSi, magram iq _ iqaurma Tovlianma zamTarma damTrguna da zamTro-
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biT aqeT gamovrbodi.~
apao-m SeaTvaliera: `aseTi axalgazrda CanxarT, da ukve aTi wlis qorwineba gaqvT gamovlili?~
`sulac ara var axalgazrda,~ SeekamaTa ,,Saneli”, `ukve ocdaTeqvsmetis var.~
apao gaocda, masze erTi wliT ufrosi aRmoCnda da ra axalgazrda Canda!.
`es kosmetikuri operaciis Sedegia.~ qalma uceb gulaxdiloba arCia da TiTiT Seexo quTuToebs: `TvalebqveS kanis parkebi moviSore, Tvalis kuTxeSi da upeebSi naoWebic moviSore, `Tevzis
kudis naoWs~ rom uwodeben _ da morCa amiT saqme!~
apao-s TavSi gauara: `ho, lamazi nuSisebri Tvalebi aqvs, romlebsac dro ar dastyobiaT; Tan
gulubryvilo, Tan udardeli... CvenSi aseTebs qarafSutebad da uguloebad miiCneven, `Signis gareSe~ qalebs eZaxian _ `arc guli aqvT, arc jigario!~
saerTo Tema ver gamoinaxa, apao mxolod Tavs ukravda, mere siCume Camovarda, qalma ki uceb
xmas dauwia, sxvas rom ar gaego: `megobrebma mTxoves, aq Semovsuliyavi, rom aqaurobis marka avwio!
es kafe erTma jgufma gaxsna, yofilma narkomanebma, wamals rom Tavi daanebes da amitom daarqves
am kafes `gasayarze~.
`aa, `gasayarze!~ _ apao-s ucnaurad moxvda es sityva gulSi, da mere daamata _ `keTili kaci
yofila eg Seni megobari.~
`kaci ki ara, qalia, qristiania. jer ar miSvebda ganqorwinebas, magram rom gaigo simarTle,
raSi iyo saqme, TviTon momiZebna advokati.~
`raSi iyo saqme~...? apao-s aRar undoda kidev raime saSineli simarTlis gageba!
am dros daiWeqa. ,,Saneli” moulodnelobisagan Sexta da yurebze xelebi aifara. `nu geSinia,~ daamSvida apao-m, `exla Weqa-quxilis sezonia, amitom male gadaiRebs. nurc es saxuravi nu
dagafrTxobs _ sifrifana ki Cans, magram zed mexamridia dayenebuli, aq am wess yvela icavs. Tan
metroc axlosaa.~ ,,Sanelma” ki gamoucxada, `metroSi arasodes ar Caval, me taqsiT davdivar!~ gareT gasvlis win ki savizito baraTi dautova da uTxra: `pekinSi roca Camoxval, gamomiare!~ exla
sastumroSi var gaCerebuli, `weliwadis oTxi dro~, magram male mivdivar!~ sastumro xuTvarskvlaviani iyo.
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wvimam ara da ar gadaiRo, xalxi emateboda, kafe gaivso. apao-s moerida, rom marto ekava
magida da metrosken gaiqca, gonebaSi ki isev im qalTan es xanmokle Sexvedra ar uqreboda; wamieri
Sexvedra realobasTan, sul ramdenime wuTi, erTi sauzmis dros rom daikavebda! _ magram es ucnobi
qali ara da ara qreboda misi mexsierebidan. STabeWdileba ar iyo Cveulebrivi, TiTqos esizmra
rac naxa; ucnaur elementebisgan Sedgeboda: mdidruli, gemovnebiani samosi, xuTvarskvlaviani sastumro _ da uceb es moulodneli SiSi quxilis, yvelaferma erTad Tan dafantuli, Tan bolomde
Seugnebeli da gauazrebeli STabeWdileba dastova masze.
caixung-i gaaxsenda, romelmac saavadmyofoSi moinaxula sanam gamowerdnen. apao maSin Tvals
ver usworebda da TvaldaxuWuli uxdida bodiSs, radgan marTla erideboda misi, `mapatie, gTxov...~
`ra hqeni, amisTvis Camoxvedi SanxaiSi, ase rom gawamebuliyavi?!~ _cremlnarevi xmiT sayvedurobda qali, Tan cxvirsaxocian xels pirze ifarebda.
`ici, rom raRacnairad momixda aq yofna. siwynarea. Tan isaa ucnauri, rom araferze ar
vRelav, arc Cemianebze, Tumc bevrze mmarTebs fiqri da zrunva!~ _ apao-s zoliani piJama ecva
patimariviT, magram cixis SegrZneba ara hqonia.
`bevrzeo, ambob?~ _ gaioca caixung-ma.
`ho, SenTvis arc ki miTqvams, rom sami Svili myavs, ara?~
`samio?!~ _ amoioxra caixung-ma da Tvalcremlianma, daayola: `mesizmreba xolme, rom bevri
bavSvi myavs, ase xom arasodes moiwyen...~ _ da roca naxa, rom apao tirilSi ar ahyva, moibodiSa:
`sul Seni bralia, ise amiSale nervebi, rom...~ _ mere ki Zala moikriba da usayvedura: `mainc, ra
gulqva yofilxar _ sami Svilis patroni, aseT sisuleles rogor Cadiodi?!~ _ da kvlav moibidiSa:
`ara, ki ar gadanaSauleb, magram... mecodebi! qali qalisas xom usityvod gaigebs!. magram meSinia...~
apao-m gaicina: `ras izam, qmari mainc ar damibrundeba, viRaca gauCenia. weliwadze metia, vicodi, magram Cemi TvaliT im dRes davrwmundi...~
caixung-i usmenda da marto `w-w-w...~-s gaiZaxoda, mere ki Tqva: `isev jobia, ara naxo da suli
ar daiRupo. xom uTqvamT, `rasac Tvali ver swvdeba, sufTa isaa!~
mere gaCumdnen, caixung-ma ki cota xnis Semdeg isev daarRvia dumili: `me xom vxedav, Sen iseTi qali xar, rom TvalSi silis namcecic rom Cagivardes, ver moiTmen da ver Seeguebi, siyvarulia
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SenTvis mTavari! me ki, me - ra? gana vTxov rom damibrundes? anda risTvis, mainc ar gamiCerdeba.
mTavaria, fuliT damexmaros. maS ra vqna, cxovreba xom minda?!~ _ esa sTqva da Tavi CaRuna, TiTqos
Sercxva naTqvamis.
`qali ki ara, dedakaci var, mdabio. damijereb, Cveneburi dedakacebi Cemnairebi arian da bevria Cvennairi. imis uflebac ki ara gvaqvs, - exla statuss rom uwodeben _ rom meti viTxovoT!
ar momerideba da getyvi: gaWirvebul colqmars araferi gamouva, ramden saqmesac ar mosWidon
xeli!.. winaT uTqvamT, rom uRelSi Sebmuli colqmari aTrevs da aTrevs im Tavis uRels, aTrevs,
wuwunebs da isev aTrevs, da ase miaTreven Tavis cxovrebas! yvelaze kargad maSin vcxovrobdi,
rodesac fulis saSovnad samxreTs gavemgzavre. cota viSove Tu bevri, Cemi iyo, Cemi xeliT naSovni! qmarsac fuls vTxovdi, biWs xom unda mieRo ganaTleba, Cven, Cinelebi xom saerTod vafrenT
ganaTlebaze, Tu gaunaTlebelia, mTeli cxovreba samasxarao iqneba... me ra? yvela pirobas avitan,
yvelgan vicxovreb; arc fufuneba ar minda, arc qmari _ Tuki movbezrdi da axali gaiCina. adre
rom siduxWireSi vcxovrobdiT, Sromisgan, xedav _xelebze iseTi koJrebi damajda, rom verafers
veRara vgrZnob!~ _ xelisgulebi daanaxa da orivem gaicina.
apao-s gulze moxvda misi sityvebi. imdenad didi aRmoCnda qalis unari, sxva qalis satkivari
gaiziaros, rom misi safiqrali gadafara, gulSi dabudebuli boRma gaaqarwyla, Tumc sicariele
mainc darCa....
im dRes ixsenebda metroSi, da fiqrebSi wasuls, erTi gaCereba gamorCa. singapuris metro Sanxaisgan gansxvavebiT, arasodes araa gadatvirTuli, fexze dgoma aravis uwevs da apao-m
TiTqos kidec CaTvlima savarZelSi, rodesac li siufeng-is zarma gamoafxizla. `ra ambavia, rigzea
yvelaferi? ho, kargi, movdivar.~ _ Tavisma simSvidem gaakvirva.
im Rames, Sanxaidan rom dabrunda da dedamTils gamoucxada Tavisi survili, qmars gayroda,
li siufeng-s araferi ukiTxavs, arc mere uTqvams araferi. am Temas orive tabusaviT gaurboda,
taqtianad Tavs aridebda. `Rame mSvidobis~ ise usurves erTmaneTs, TiTqos marTlac swored simSvides gulisxmobdnen.
yovel mis dabrunebisas, dedamTili sagangebod damzadebuli ’nien toufu-s~ axvedrebda _
soios yvelisgan damzadebul saWmels; apao-s uTqvams kidec misTvis: ,,amas rom geaxlebiT, maSin ki
namdvilad vgrZnob, rom Sina var’.
magram am Camosvlaze Zveli naTqvami gaixsena, `sagani sagnobs, magram mnaxveli is aRar aris!~
_ da yvelafris miuxedavad, arc ki axsovda, aseTi Sinagani simSvide odesme Tu ganecada...
`deda, dReis aqeT, mainc momimzadebT am saWmels? an saerTod moindomebT CemTan da bavSvebTan cxovrebas?~ _ wuxandeli naTqvamis gagrZeleba iyo, oRond amjerad ufro daiZaba, xelic ki
Caavlo xelSi dedamTils.
li-m frTxilad gaiTavisufla xeli, kovzi da Cxirebi gverdze gadado da upasuxa: `gana ver
vxedavdi, rom ganqorwineba xels aZlevda..~ apao-s ena Cauvarda, magram mere moZebna pasuxi da sul
ufro da ufro aCqarebiT warmosTqva: `is aRar dabrundeba, SeuZlebelia! Cveni karma morCa, dasrulda... deda, xels nu SeuSliT, nu CaereviT! yvelas aqvs ufleba Tavis bedi eZios!... amis Segneba
jer kidev SemrCenia. exla mxolod is minda gavigo, Tqven ras arCevT, rogor vicxovroT?~
es Tqva Tu ara, mixvda rom bolomde samarTlianad ar moeqca, raki ar uTxra sruli simarTle,
magram... samarTlianoba _ da aseT SemTxvevaSi? swored ase SeuZlia gamoxatos Tavisi madliereba
dedamTilis winaSe: rom daumalos sruli simarTle!
`nuTu ase gezizReba homoseqsualizmi?~ _ SeekiTxa Wuti-. rodesac mas lung-s uxsenebda,
anda saerTod, kacebze Camovardeboda saubari, apao-s uWirda aRSfoTebis dafarva, magram exla
moaxerxa am grZnobis moTokva da ase upasuxa: `saqme zizRSi ki ar aris!...~ nel-nela ubrundeboda
civi gonebiT gansjis unari: `me is mamZimebs, da Tan mfitavs, rom Tu aseTi iyo, raRad miTxova
colad?! me rad unda damexarja da gamefanta amdeni grZoba da gancda? marto imisTvis gamomiyena,
rom ojaxis gasamravlebel sagnad vyolodi?! gamodis rom bedma matyuaras Semaxvedra, viRac RrZo
da gulcivi vinmesTvis gamimeta!~ _ mis xmaSi matulobda wyena da gabrazeba.
`exla Sen wyena ufro galaparakebs! gamogiyena iman, Tu guliT uyvardi, es Sen ufro unda
icode! eg Senma gulma unda gikarnaxos!~
`exla damunjebuli var, gesmis? saerTod davkarge gansja da rwmena adamianis!~
Wuti-m sityva ver moZebna sapasuxo.
apao-m uceb igrZno sindisis qenjna da wamoiZaxa: `Wuti-, Sen amdeni rame gamikeTe, gana ar vxedav! albaT movrCebi am gauTavebel buzRuns da wuwuns! ase mgonia, rom gulSi swored ase aRmiqvam.~
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Wuti-m gadixarxara da apao wamsve gamoepasuxa:
`rom icode, rogor maxarebs eg Seni sicilis xma!~
isini daemSvidobnen erTmaneTs, magram Wuti-s SekiTxva zizRze da homoseqsualizmze _ es
SekiTxva ar uqreboda maxsovrobidan... Wuti-s naTqvamSi, `zizRi~ rom Caesma, Sinaganad SeSfoTda,
radgan esmoda rom rogorc civilizebul adamians, aseTi ganwyoba unda saerTod examuSebodes da
eTakilebodes, magram saqmec is iyo rom Zalian, Zalian adre gatarebulma xazma moralSi - `hosa~
da `aras~ Soris, es xazi axsenebda, rom gaigo Tu ara Honey _ lamazi, warmosadegi kacisgan Tqmuli
misi qmris misamarTiT, kinaRam guli aeria, kuWidan TiTqos raRac binZuri da amazrzeni amoifrqva
da yelze moadga...
axali etapi daewyo cxovrebis, monaniebis...
erTxel dedamTilma xeli Caavlo perangis saxelodan uceb gamoSiSvlebul majaSi, da TiTqos
eSinoda, wamiT nanaxi zmanebasaviT ar gamqraliyo, sxapasxupiT miayara: `gamagebine, ra moxda, raSia saqme?!~ _ da atirda. apao-m pirsawmendi gamoutana Tvalebis SesamSraleblad, ris Semdeg li-m
mSvidad gaando: `ici, didi xnis winaT... Zalian vRelavdi, rom lung-i ar giTxovda, maSin Tqven
giyvardaT erTmaneTi, erTad iyaviT. Tavi mecxre caze megona, magram amqveynad araferia srulad,
mTlianad mSvenieri: me Tu mixaroda is ambavi, es arafers ar niSnavs! ra, amas raime sargebloba an
Sedegi moaqvs? arasodes warmovidgendi, rom giRalatebda.~
apao xmas ar iRebda.
`lung-i ukve kacia da me ar SemiZlia warvmarTo misi qceva da nabijebi, magram faqtiurad es
yvelaferi gacilebiT adre daiwyo, Teqvsmetis rom gaxda, maSin. maSin uceb aiRo akademiuri Svebuleba da bostonSi wavida. mizezi ar uTqvams, da saerTod, ar mijerebda...~ amas rom ambobda Tavi
xelebSi Caergo, samzareulos magidas iyo mimjdari.
apao-s esmoda, rom maSin yvelam icoda rom siyvaruli iyo misi wasvlis mizezi, mxolod dedam
ar icoda namdvili mizezi.
`es iyo pirveli dartyma, rac man momayena. ici, vxedavdi rom raRacas mihqaravda, magram Zala
ar mqonda rom SemeCerebina! rom icode, rogor ganvicdidi, ar vicodi, ra wyalSi Cavvarde! misi
qceva ufro mtkenda guls, vidre mamamisis Ralati.~
bolo sityvebze apao gamoerkva, misi WaRaris Semxedvarem uceb igrZno dedamTilis gulistkivili da gaiziara es grZnoba.
lim am dros xeli daado naiarevze da marto es Tqva: `mapatie, apao-!~
`deda, sabodiSo araferi gaqvT. is ukve didi xania Camoyalibebuli mamakacia, ocdaaTs gadascilda, romelsac mSvenivrad esmis rasac akeTebs!~ da nawyvet-nawyvetad daamata: `amaze bevri
mifiqria... Tavi gamiskda amaze fiqriT... is vici, rom rac moxda, amaSi brali aravis miuZRvis; arc
aravis Secdoma ar aris! arc misi, arc sxva aravis... saqme is ar aris, vinaa marTali da vin ara...~
mere xmaSi simtkice daetyo: `rom icodeT, exla TiTqos Tavidan davibade, bevri ram mxolod exla
Sevigne!~
`maSin, ratom dauSvi es sisulele?~
`merwmuneT, aseTi ram meti aRar ganmeordeba!~
ramdenime dRe amas arCevdnen da amaze saubrobdnen, magram dRe maT ar ekuTvnoda, radgan BB
gaRviZebisTanave iwyebda trials, moZraobda, ar Cerdeboda, da mis devnaSi naxevari dRe gadioda.
samze an ani brundeboda skolidan da SemosvlisTanave, pirs ar gaaCerebda, xan ras kiTxulobda da
xan ras. iuaniu ani ukve saSualo skolaSi swavlobda, bavSvuri celqobis xana dausrulda da exla
multplikaciiT iyo dakavebuli, da isic Sors iyo realuri cxovrebisagan.
erTxel apao-m es uTxra: `apao, me es yvelaferi gamoviare, Seni kargad mesmis, magram damijere, egeb cota kidev mogecada...~ rac ar unda yofiliyo, deda iyo da dedad darCeboda! apao-m
Tavs ufleba misca da sarkastuli RimiliT da toniT upasuxa: `ki, rogor ara, SemiZlia davucado!
magram mTavari Sedegia! davelodebi Tu ar davelodebi, ra gansxvavebaa? Sedegi xom igivea!~ da mere
damcinavi toniT daamata: `es ganqorwineba mis sasargeblod mqonda gadawyvetili!~
li siufenm ki mkacrad gaawyvetina: `sul ar iyo saWiro fiqri mis sasargeblod! exla yvelaferi
ojaxs exeba da pirvel rigSi, bavSvebze gmarTebs fiqri...~
apao-s xma ar gaucia.
im Rames bibis muceli astkivda da bebiamiss kalTaSi esva da amSvidebda da apao rom mivida
bavSvis CamosarTmevad, uceb uTxra rZals: `ar aris saWiro icode, me ras vfiqrob.~ _ manamde dawyebul saubars agrZelebda: `mesmis rom es saqme colsa da qmars exeba. vinc ar unda iyos, verasodes
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gaerkveva Tqveni erTad cxovrebis urTierTobaSi.~ _ Tan maxvili `Tqvenze~ gaakeTa. mere wamodga
da fraza daasrula: `magram gaxsovdes, rom Tu gaSordebi, me SenTan davrCebi, ar dagtoveb.~
madlierebis niSnad undoda Caxuteboda dedamTils, magram mis moZraobas win kedlad daxvda
li-s win gamowvdili xelisgulebi: maT Soris ukve gaCenilyo bzari, romelsac is ver gaeqceoda da
Tavidan ver airidebda...
amas male mohyva BB-is avadmyofoba, Cutyvavila Seeyara, meore dRes anans gadaedo, is uaresad iyo, meti yuradReba sWirdeboda. cota xanSi ufrosic Cawva da am sami bavSvis movla-zrunvaSi,
orive qals gadaaviwyda TavinTi dardebi da safiqrali...
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mgzavrebis talRas mihyveboda da metros xazi gamoicvala. oTxi saaTi Sesrulda, pikis saaTis
dro iyo, magram apao ukve SeeCvia aseT garemos. yovel aseT momentSi, rodesac xedavda axali filmis, `sisxlismsmelis~ reklamas, romelmac Seanacvla Zveli, CakTan Sexvedris droindeli, `troas
omis~ afiSa, guli uTbeboda, cocxlad axsendeboda maSindeli, da ufro adrindeli Sexvedrebi.
fiqriT, ar ufiqria, rom kidev mouwevda aq gavla; ramdenjerme mainc mouwia iq gavla, magram
Cak-i aRar Sexvedria...
misi ganqorwineba exla piesad warmoudga, romelic dasrulda da fardac daeSva. bavSvebis
movlam avadmyofobis dros ise daRala, rom fexs Zlivs adgamda. is dro gaixsena, rodesac axali
Sesaxlebulebi iyvnen singapuris binaSi. fanjris iqiT lamazi veli iyo gaSlili, magram tropikuli
mzis daundobeli da Semmusvreli sxivebi irgvliv yvelafers spobdnen da swvavdnen. fanjrebs
fardebi dakida da dReniadag swyevlida gauTavebeli sicxiT, nestiT da kondicioneriT Seqmnil
atmosferos, romelTagan versad daemaleboda da versad gaeqceoda. zogjer moundeboda fexSvela
gaevlo im zurmuxtisfer koindarze, magram arc am survils ar ewera aRsruleba, vinaidan iq
arasodes ar uTovia, da mziT gaxurebuli es lamazi balaxi gavarvarebul mavTuls ufro hgavda,
romelzec eSinoda fexi daedga... da ase ganvlo aTma welma.
erTxel wvima inatra mzianSi; lung-i maSin ukve wasuli iyo da uceb TavSi dahkra azrma, `ki
magram, aq saerTod ra minda, ra maCerebs?! singapuri xom imis qalaqia da ara Cemi! da man miatova
qalaqi sadac daibada. colic miatova, Svilebic; maS me aq ratom var, risTvis? an saerTod, vina
var?~...
Wuti-s uyvarda singapuris maRaziebi, iqauri five o’clock-is tradicia, magram arasodes Seuwyvetia xvewna-mudara, `SanxaiSi gadmodi, ra ginda mag civilizebul jurRmulSi?! ar girCevnia iyo
mxiarul modur qalaqSi?~
Wuti-s praqticizmma aqac iCina Tavi: `yuri migde: Cemi bina ufasod geqneba, cxovreba aq ufro
iafia, vidre singapurSi, rac ginda sulo da gulo _ yvelaferia, xolo Tu singapurSi gaaqiraveb
binas, im fuliT aq SegiZlia erTi koteji iqiravo...~ _ magram apao-s fiqric ki ar undoda amaze,
`rogor vicxovro im qalaqSi, sadac guli Camwyda da momikvdao!~
Wuti mainc ar nebdeboda: `ratom ar ginda gaigo, rom lung-is garda kidev me gyevar, kidev ai,
ra hqvia?.. is qali... cai? Tu _ ho, caixung! isa, mere kidev siao Jun-i, is Zalian zrunavs Senze... xedav, ramdeni megobari gyavs? gana es cota ramaa?~ erTxel ki ase arCia Tavisi Segonebis dasruleba:
`mTavari, ici ra aris? rom singapurTan SedarebiT, Sanxai gacilebiT ufro saintereso adgilia.~
apao-s im pariodSi araferi ar ainteresebda, arc sazogadoebrivi cxovreba, da arc moda, magram
esmoda, rom Wuti marTals eubneba: `Tu araferi ar gainteresebs, ise Znelia cxovreba, sicocxles
ki ara, sikvdils daemgvaneba...~ erTxel rom aseTi azri gauCnda, nelnela Wuti-s poziciisken gadaixara da marTlac, mosawyen qalaqad moeCvena singapuri. am fiqrs is mohyva, rom TandaTan gauqra
Zveli aRtaceba singapuris wesrigis da steriluri sisufTavis mimarT. amitom, erTxel es aRiara
kidec megobarTan saubarSi, `an adre rogor ver vamCnevdio?’ - razec Wuti-m upasuxa: `es imitom,
Cemo kargo, rom maSin ojaxic mTliani gyavda, gverdiT sayvareli mamakaci geguleboda, da amitom
ver amCnevdi qalaqis nakls.~
erTxel caixung-ma daureka da moaxsena, rom qalaqSi viRac Jurnalists SemTxveviT misi
naqsovi SeumCnevia da exla Turme apirebs wigni gamosces qsovis xerxebze da teqnikaze, da exla Jurnali sTxovs mis namuSevrebs gamosaqveyneblad! Tan apireben, rom suraTebs kidev daurTon misive
axsna misive mogonili saxeebis mosaqsovad. es cnoba qalma madlobiT daasrula, ‘Sen rom ara, da
Seni mowoneba da qeba rom ara, gana me meqneboda kidev qsovis xalisi? da Seni wyalobiT, tavernac
gadamirCa; sxvebi ki? xom xedav, zogi ixureba, zogi kotrdeba, Cemi ki, ai _ kidev cocxalia!~
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amis Semdeg, viTom sasxvaTaSorisod daamata: `ici, ra unda giTxra? am Cem qsovas didi dro
miaqvs, da vifiqre, Sen mainc ar muSaob da ra iqneba rom CemTan moxvide? mmarTvelis adgilze
gamuSaveb, xelfasi geqneba. Cven xom debiviT gavxdiT da erTi-meores davexmarebiT, saerTo saqme
gveqneba. iseTi restorani iqneba, bevrs ajobebs, damijere!..~
apao-s sicili auvarda: `dagaviwyda, rom kidev dedamTilic myavs?~
caixung-s tonze daetyo, rom xalisi moaklda, `ho, mesmis, Znelia rame qna, roca orive mxridan gawvebian _ zevidan bebrebi, qvevidan _ wvrilfexoba~.
apao-m iuara, `ara, arc esea saqme, piriqiT! saxlSi mexmareba. mTavari, vici, rom bavSvebis
ganaTlebaa, rom skolas ar CamorCnen. ai, me amerikaSi gavizarde da mesmis, rom qalaqis gamocvla
ara aris didi sirTule; imdenjer gamomicvlia qalaqi, rom garemos gamocvla sul ar maSinebs.~
caixung-s ki ara, TviTonac gaukvirda, rogor gadawyvita ase advilad esoden mniSvnelovani saqmis
problema!..
telefonis mili gadado Tu ara, isev Zveli fiqri dautrialda: `kvlav im qalaqSi vicxovro,
sadac lung-i cxovrobs?~
siZulvilis grZnoba gadauvida, magram wyena mainc axsendeboda, imis miuxedavad rom mis TvalTaxedvidan gamqrali iyo.
ganqorwinebis Semdeg ori dRe iyo gasuli, mesame dRes saxlSi gamoecxada. dedis da bavSvebis sanaxavad movida da dRec sagangebod SearCia, radgan ganqorwinebis kontraqtSi mkafiod iyo
aRniSnuli, rom saxlSi misvlisas valdebulia windawin gaafrTxilos ojaxi Tavis misvlaze, raTa
meuRles saSualeba hqondes Tavi aaridos masTan Sexvedras, Tu is amas isurvebs. amitom lung-ma
Tavi aarida axali wlis wina RamiT mosvlas, raki icoda ojaxis erTad yofnis wesi.
amdeni ram apao-s esmoda, lung-i xom yovelTvis iyo Zalian yuradRebiani, bunebiT aseTi iyo.
apao-s ar moswonda agreTve misi erTguleba dadgenili wesis mimarT... arada, sanam erTad cxovrobdnen, apao ar cdilobda detalebSi garkvevas.
lung-ma erTi kvira gaatara saxlSi. amasobaSi apao honkongSi gafrinda da mama moinaxula,
_ es wasvlis sababadac gamoiyena dedamTilTan. wasvla ki imitom gadawyvita, rom jer erTi, kontraqtSi ase ewera, meore ki is iyo, rom aRar undoda Tavidan gaRizianeba da nervebis aSla. lung-i
arc enaxa restoranSi im scenis mere, da arc exla undoda imis naxva.
roca dabrunda, lung-i wina dRis wasuli iyo da dedamTilma uTxra, `marTali giTxra, lungs ar egona, rom ar daxvdebodio.~ _`ui, nuTu marTla?~ _ damcinavad gaioca apao-m, `me ki mgonia,
rom urCevnia rom saerTod gavqre mis Tvalsawieridan!~
`mesmis, rogor gZuls,~ _ li siufeng-i Tan gamalebiT sawebels Tqvefda, «magram me ase meCvena
rom gulSi ganicdis... ici, is... sindisi awuxebs, grZnobs rom Sens winaSe damnaSavea...~
pasuxad apao-m aqeT-iqiT gaaqnia Tavi da upasuxa: `ase gadaeciT, rom aranairi sindisis CarTva
ar aris saWiro, aq bedisweris xelia.~
`me vapirebdi karga magra gamelanZRa, magram bavSvebis gamo Tavi Sevikave, maT ewyinebodaT...~
apao-m SeaCera, `deda, Tqven nu CaereviT, Tqven bevri ram ar iciT...~ da iqve tuCze ikbina,
kinaRam dascda saTqmeli, magram gadawyvita rom arasodes gaumxelda dedas misi Svilis ambavs.
`iseTi ra aris, rac me ar unda vicode?~ Seedava dedamTili, sawebelic da samzadic gverdze
gadado da magidas miujda, «gismeno», magram apao-s aRaraferi uTqvams da arc li-s aRar dauZalebia.
dagegmil wasvlas apao yuradRebiT miudga. Tu winaze, qmris moZebnis survilma bavSvebi
dedamTilis kiserze miagdebina, exla misi wasvla aseTive mtkice iyo, oRond imitom rom lung-s
ar Sexvedroda. mamis monaxuleba mxolod sababi iyo: mas sakuTari ojaxi hyavda, samocze metis
iyo, magram kvlav muSaobda rom coli da Tavi Seenaxa. qaliSvili gaTxovili hyavda, fexze idga.
mamamisTan Camouyalibda satelefono kontaqti da darwmunda, rom ase jobda; Tan erTmaneTi Zalian ar sWirdebodaT. mama ki uyvarda, magram imasac SeeCvia, rom es siyvaruli «distanciuri»
unda yofiliyo... jer isev honkongSi iyo, rodesac sakuTar Tavs sityva misca, rom aRarasades ar
ecdeboda lung-Tan Sexvedras.
caixung-is tavernaSi gamocvales ganaTeba, ramdenime suraTi Camokides keTlebze da iqaurobas da saerTo stils es umal daetyo.
oficiantad apao-m amerikeli gogona aiyvana, mulati. barbara amerikaSi namuSevari iyo bar-
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Si, icoda koqteilebis momzadeba da klienturis momsaxureba. SanxaiSi Tavis boifrendis Zebnam
moaxvedra, visTanac gawyvetili hqonda kavSiri da sacxovrebeli adgili sWirdeboda. Wuti-s sadRac barSi Sexvedroda, saerTo ena swrafad gamonaxes, rogorc samSoblosgan Sors moxvedrilma
amerikelebma. barbaras samsaxuric gauxarda da sacxovrebeli adgilis Sovnac; xelfasi didi ar
uTxovia da apao-s es xels aZlevda. Tavis droze, caixung-ma es taverna rom iyida, im Zveli
sacxovrebeli saxlis meore sarTulic Seisyida, da raki misi Svili universitetis dasrulebis
Semdeg, avstraliaSi gaemgzavra, mis oTaxSi barbara Sesaxlda.
apao-m daarwmuna caixung-i, barbaras ayvanis praqtikul mxareSi, vinaidan Seatyo iqaurebs,
rom yvelafer ucxours qeds uxrian, rac «zRvis gaRma mxaridan» aris mosuli, da amitom barbaras
gamoCenas tavernaSi TavisTavad unda miezida meti stumari.
caixung-i principSi daeTanxma, oRond is ayovnebda rom binas ar hqonda saTanado pirobebi; apao-m daamSvida, «sul cota ram sakmarisiao», magram es «cota ram» caixung-s mainc ebevra.
Spaleri gaxunebuli da alag-alag daxeuli iyo da imis Zebna-SerCevaSi apao-m sami dRe dakarga, da
sanam daqiravebuli muSebi akravdnen Spalers, apao Sesabamisi tonis da feris fardebs arCevda da
saamisod bevri adgilis monaxuleba dasWirda, da bolos dro dasWirda kidev oTaxSi Camokidebuli
ori suraTis CarCoebis SerCevas _ eseni bolos antikvariatis saqonelSi aRmoaCina; siZviriT, Zalian didi fuli ar damjdara, magram dro ki didi waiRo am yvelaferma.
es ,,saucxovo” remonti rom dasrulda, caixung-ma daaRo piri da ar gaCerebula, «es ra Sroma
gcodnia, ar gamigia, rom kacma amdeni energia Seswiros erT saqmes, Tan aseTi siamovnebiT!» apao-m
upasuxa, rom muSaoba saerTod uyvarda, radgan energiis daxarjva siamovnebas gvris, Sedegi ki _
ormags. caixung-s adrec enaxa misi Sromis manera, magram gulSi fiqrobda, rom «aq ase arvin muSaobs, Cveneburi glexi qalebis garda, _ da kidev ucxoeTSi nacxovrebi xalxis garda.»
barbaras Zalian moewona oTaxi, «iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, TiTqos manhetenze varo» da marTlac,
garSemo duRda xmauriani didi qalaqis cxovreba, oTaxSi ki myudroeba sufevda. sxvaoba is iyo,
rom im TanxiT manhetenze sawolis fass ver dafaravdi...
apao marTali gamodga _ barSi barbaras gamoCenam kidev ufro miizida momsvlelebi.
apao-s ojaxi ufro axlos iyo mis samuSao adgilTan, vidre Wuti-s sacxovrebeli. ganaxlebul
tavernas saxelic Seucvales da restorani «caixung-i» daarqves, anu «cisartyela». apao-s mxolod
is ewyina, rom daasrula Tu ara axali budis da samsaxuris mowyoba, Wuti iZulebuli gaxda sxva
qalaqSi gadasuliyo, radgan SanxaiSi mdebare saTavo ofisma iq gaamwesa, Wuti-s ki ar undoda im
adgilis dakargva, sadac samjer mets uxdidnen, vidre amerikaSi. ase gamovida, rom Sanxais eSxiT iq
Casulma, Tan rom megobaric gadaiyvana, exla iZulebuli iyo sxvagan gadabargebuliyo, da wuwunebda, «piradi cxovreba davkarge!. kidev kargi, rom alan-s ukve manamde davSordi. asec xdeba _ samsaxurs SeinarCuneb, samagierod siyvaruls dakargav!» -da siciliT daamata, «Turme asec SeiZleba
rom icxovro _ arc seqsi gqondes, arc siyvaruli, magram samagierod, cxovrebis Semsubuqebuli
saSualeba geZleva, Tavisufali cxovrebis, sulieri Tavisuflebis!»
apao-m gaifiqra, «ra Tqva? ‘Semsubuqebuli, Tavisufali’... netavi, ras gulisxmobs?» seqsi ki
ramdeni xani ara hqonia! magram Wuti-s xumrobaze xma ar gaucia.
caixung-ma rom daureka, swored im dRes gadawyvita SanxaiSi gadasvla da gaifiqra, «ra gaewyoba, momiwevs lung-Tan erT qalaqSi cxovreba.» TviTon mainc da mainc ar moswonda, rom xSirad
axsendeboda naqmarali, iseTi mrume Crdili dascemoda maT urTierTobas; meores mxriv, lung-i
ukve misi cxovrebis nawili iyo, da ara mxolod fiqrebis Tema da amas aRaraferi eSveleboda.
«yovel SemTxvevaSi, bavSvebs mama Sors ar eyolebaT», da am argumentma gansakuTrebiT dedamTili gaaxara, apao-s esmoda misi, ,,dedaa, bebia _ bunebrivia”, ase amarTlebda Seqmnil viTarebas.
,,ase rom gadawyda, mivdivarT, Tundac bavSvebis da dedamTilis gulisTvis”, ecineboda cxovrebis
ase Semobrunebaze.
adreve dagegma SanxaiSi cxovrebis saSualeba: Tu gaaqiravebda or binas singapurSi, es Tanxa
eyofoda SanxaiSi binas, kvebas da cxovrebas, fasebze warmodgena ukve hqonda, jer kidev maSin
gaigo, rodesac lung-is saZebrad iyo iq Casuli da gegmavda, Tu singapurSi ar gamomyveba, bavSvebs
aq gadmoviyvano.
amasobaSi caixung-mac daureka, guli gaukeTa, nu gaSinebs aq cxovreba, apao-m daujera, mTlianad endoboda, mas Semdeg rac caixung-ma ramdenime aTasi iuen-is girao Seitana. mis zars, Wuti-s
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zaric mohyva, isic amxnevebda, rogorc sCvevia didi optimizmiT: ,,restornis garda, kidev sxva
Semosavalic geqneba, aq didia moTxovnileba inglisuris mcodneebzeo”.
rodesac yvela mosamzadebeli saqmeebi daasrula, piteri warmoudga Tvalwin da gaaxsenda,
rom misi restorani swored caixung-is tavernis pirdapir iyo, da cota ar iyos, gulze gahkra,
magram warsuls da momxdars exla xom veRaraferi eSveleboda.
SanxaiSi gamgzavreba da gadabargeba mxolod xuTi Tvis Semdeg moxerxda, karga xani dasWirda
jer binis moZebnas, mere skolaSi gadasayvani saqmeebis mogvarebas, semsetris dasasruls unda
dalodeboda.
Sua mzadebaSi iyo, rodesac cudi ambavi acnobes, piteri insultiT dauwveniaT saavadmyofoSi.
SanxaiSi rom CaaRwia, piteris restorani aRar daxvda, iq moduri tansacmlis maRazia gaexsnaT. ,,albaT, amazea naTqvami, gegmis awyoba kacis saqmea, maTi bedi ki RmerTisa”.
caixung-is imedi gamarTlda, apao-s kargad moubrunda SanxaiSi Casvla, cxovrebis xalisi
gauCnda, energiis axali talRa igrZno, rac gamoCnda misi midgomis stilSi yvelafrisadmi. apao-m
imiT daiwyo, rom tavernas mixeda da sam dReSi sruliad axali ieri SesZina.
man daiqirava ramdenime glexi, qalaqSi samuSaos saZebnad Camosuli da daasufTavebina da
daabarvina patara baRi restornis win, Robis gayolebiT mxviara lianebi daargvevina, dadga dawnuli skamebi da magidebi da ramdenime nayidi juja xeebiT _ bonsaiT, gaalamaza da morTo iqauroba.
restorani patara iyo, xalxi ki matulobda da amitom inglisuris mcodne studenti daiqiraves dakveTis dasarigeblad, magram Tu isinic ver swvdebodnen mozRvavebul klienturas, apao
mzad iyo Senacvleboda nebismier muSaks. ase rom caixung-is kiserze rCeboda mxolod TeTrsayeloianebis, klerkebis momsaxureba sadilobisas, ofisebSi Sesvenebis dros. saRamoobiT ki mas erCivna mjdariyo meore sarTulze da eqsova; garda amisa, bunebiT gonieri qali iyo da esmoda rom
Tavisi garegnobiT da saerTo ieriT arRvevda restoranSi Seqmnil atmosferos, sadac igrZnoboda
aSkara pretenzia modaze da Tanamedroveobaze. karg amindSi is meore sarTulze, aivanze gadainacvlebda xolme, qsovda da gascqeroda koxta baRSi mdgar ramdenime magidas, iq msxdom stumrebs.
ise moswonda es xedi, rom aRarc ki undoda adgilis datoveba. am momentma kidev ufro ganumtkica
madlierebis grZnoba apao-s mimarT.
ivnisSi Wuti Camovida, da raki ar gaqroboda barSi Ramis gatarebis survili, iq mohyavda Tavisi nacnob-megobrebi da sul male caixung-sac daumegobrda.
mis sapativsacemod caixung-ma gadawyvita gaemarTa sagangebo saRamo, da saamisod Tavis
dabadebis dRe SearCia, oRond aravisTvis gaumxelia. ase rom kvira saRamos samni usxdnen Sanxais
wesiT gawyobil magidas da mSvenier dros atarebdnen, oRond caixung-isTvis aravis moutania
saCuqari, radgan ar icodnen Sekrebis mizezi. sufraze mSvenieri Savi Rvino edgaT, romlis smas
Cinelebi nel-nela eCveodnen.
apao-s danarCenebze adre moekida Rvino, magram sityva ar dascdenia lung-ze, da mis magier,
Cak-is ambavi mouyva Tavisianebs, da imiT daasrula, rom ramdenjerme inglisurad gaimeora, «idioti var, idioti! rogor SeiZleboda misi misamarTis dakargva! nuTu veRarasodes ver vnaxav?!»
meore dRes Wuti darenSi miemgzavreboda, da wasvlis win caixung-s rom daureka madlobis
saTqmelad wuxandeli saRamosTvis, uTxra, «etyoba, Cven sams mainc raRaca gavkavSirebs. Zveli
Cinuri warmodgeniT, kavSiri caixung-s ufro saqorwino egona da gaocda, magram Wuti-m gons moiyvana, ,,eg Cven ar gvexeba, lesboselebi ki ara varTo”. caixung-s moerida kidec, rom yviTelkaniani
,,gadamTieli” ukeT agebinebda karmaze Cinuri warmodgenis niuansebs, magram xom marTlac ase iyo...
amis magier, Wuti-s SeekiTxa apao-s wuxandeli nalaparakevis arsze, ,,nuTu kidev is Tavis
naqmarali enatrebao”, magram Wuti-m daamSvida, rom apao megobars gulisxmobda, visi misamarTi
CanTianad daekarga.
,,megobarSi ras gulisxmob” - ikiTxa caixung-ma.
,,skolas rom amTavrebda, im xanis boifrendia”.
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Cak-ma fexi Sedga Tu ara restoranSi, apao-s gaocebisgan kinaRam Tvalebi gadmoscvivda.
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`Se-en? aq rogor gaCndi, saidan~?! Zlivs amoRerRa, sakuTar Tvalebs ar ujerebda da misi
cisferi Tvalebis Tbilma nacnobma gamoxedvam cremlebi mohgvara.
`rogor, SemTxveviT? Tu~?
`pao, rogor ggonia, SeiZleba amqveynad amdeni ram SemTxveviT xdebodes~? siciliT upasuxa
Cak-ma. misi momRimare da iumoriT savase Tvalebi yovelTvis moswonda, da kvlav ver ejereboda
rom misi yrmobis droindeli, aylayuda da gaCxinkuli ymawvili aseT brge da warmosadeg vaJkacad
gadiqceoda, da kvlav gauCnda qvecnobieri survili, rom iseve, Zveleburad mindoboda mas.
`ese igi, aq specialurad moxvedi Cems sapovnelad~?
Cak-i pasuxad mxolod ucinoda.
am laparakSi magidasTan miiyvana da gamoucxada, `es sadili Cemzea~!
`araviTar SemTxvevaSi“! iuara Cak-ma, `me xom swored imisTvis movedi rom Sevaqo da reklama
gavuwio am Sens samsaxurs~.
apao-m aRar dauwyo dava, restornisaTvis sagangebod Seqmnili uniformis jibidan amoiRo
kalami da meniuze miuTiTa: `aq dasavluri, anu evropuli kerZebis CamonaTvalia. marTali giTxra,
mTlad evropuli ver aris, aqaurebis Cvevam gadawona da saneleblebi ufro mkveTrad igrZnoba,
vidre amas amerikaSi arian Cveulni~.
`pao, araCveulebrivad gixdeba es restornis formac da saerTod, ise laRad grZnob Tavs! ise,
rasac mirCev, yvelaferSi gendobi, Cemo kargo~!
`Cemo kargo”, iumoriT mimarTa, gazviadebuli sitkbos gareSe da apao-s moewona es toni, iseve
rogorc dakacebuli da sakuTar TavSi dajerebuli pirovneba, rogorc exla warmodga Cak-i mis
winaSe.
`mzareuli dRes gvirCevs bifSteqss Savi pilpiliT, sakazmad muxudo da kartofili aqvs!
brinji _ restornis ufaso danamatia. pirvel kerZad xamanwkebi gvaqvs SaSxiT, Zalian gemrielia,
girCev, gvaqvs kidev `ojaxuri~, aqauri safirmo supia naRebiT, ar ginda gasinjo? misi reklama gareTac ki gvaqvs gamotanili, abraze~!
`ooo, Zaalian mimzidvelia es yvelaferi...~ gaagrZela Cak-ma da nerwyvi ise xmauriT gadaylapa, rom apao gaacina.
amasobaSi nelnela matulobda Semosulebis ricxvi da apao gatrialda danarCenebis misaxedad.
`ara, mainc miTxari, aq rogor momagne?~
`aba Tu gamoicnob~? _ es Tqva Tu ara, apao-s uceb Tvalwin Wuti-s saxe warmoudga. Cak-ma Tavi
dauqnia: `hoo, mixvdi _ Wuti-m mipova Facebook-ze~
apao-m igrZno rom cotac da wamoitirebda.
amaze kafeSi saubrobdnen, da Cak-s rom Sexvedroda, caixung-s daeTxova da Zveli satrfo
kafe `Sinbak-Si~ waiyvana, romlis msgavsi SanxaiSi bevri iyo, iq rogorc wesi, teva ar iyo da yvela
iq myofs uCndeboda amerikis nostalgia.
saRamos rva saaTi ar aris yavis dasalevi dro, amitom apao-m moiTxova Tavisi sayvareli `didi
Sokoladi~, raSic Zalian uyvarda Wiqis pirze momdgari aTqvefili naRebi. Cak-ma gaucina.
`maxsovs, adre tkbils saerTod ar ekarebodi~!
`Sen ki piriqiT, Wkuas kargavdi!~ _ gaaxsenda apao-s, roca dainaxa Cak-i rogor isxamda fialaSi mwvane Cais da daemanWa, `mecodebio.~
`gana exla ar miyvars, magram Tavi Tu ar Sevikave, gavsuqdebi.~
`ui, mapatie! eg rom mcodnoda, amis Wamas Sens win ar daviwyebdi~!
`eg nu gafiqrebs, amdeni Segneba ki maqvs~. _ RimiliT daamSvida Cak-ma.
`tkbili, ici rogor miyvars? _ ai, rogorc TviT sicocxle, magram amaze mTavaria wonis dagdeba, gaxdoma~.
`raRac ar maxsovs, rom Sen odesme qonebi gekras~!
`Cven rom SevxvdiT, maSin swored axali damTavrebuli mqonda gaxdomis erTi kursi. me xom
maSin Cemi adrindeli suraTebic giCvene, simsuqnis periodis _ nuTu ar gaxsovs~?
`raRac ar maxsendeba... ufro imitom rom Cemi yuradReba maSin sxvaze iyo mimarTuli... ufro
poeziaze. tvins viWyletdi, oRond ki momeZebna raime gansakuTrebuli sityva. ai, eg maxsovs; isic,
rom ori sqeli rveuli gavavse Ceni namoRvawariT, axla rom wakiTxva mcxvenia, raRac sentimentaluri abdaubdaa,~ siciliT ixsenebda Cak-i.
`netav, is werilebi Tu axsovs, sadac siyvaruls mixsnida? nuTu im lirikis wakiTxva eTakile-
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ba? cota ar iyos, SeeSinda am ganvlili oci wlis, romlis ganmavlobaSi kafandara ymawvili RirsebiT savse jentlmenad gadaiqca.
`ise, marTali giTxra, mec ukve im asakSi var, rom dietas unda mivdio, magram Seni naxva gamixarda, da gaxarebulze xom gindeba rom marxvac da dietac daarRvio!~
sicilSi Cak-ic ahyva da karga xans icines, mere ki Cakma TvalebSi Sexeda da sxva toniT
SeekiTxa:
`ras metyvi, pao, rogora xar? yvelaferi rigzea~?
apao-m igrZno rogor ailanZa, magram ixtibari ar gaitexa da araferi daimCnia: `ara miSavs.
eqvsi Tvea rac aq gadmovsaxldi, ukve gaverkvie aqaur cxovrebaSi da kargada var, Sevegue.~ ar undoda, rom pirvelive maTi Sexvedra dawyebuliyo misi wuwuniT ojaxur rutinaze, da miT umetes ar
undoda Tavisi naqmaralis Temis ganxilva.
,,xedav, rom Seicvale da raRacnairad, ucnaurad mxvdeba TvalSi es cvlileba~.
`ki magram, ra gikivirs, Cak?! oci weli gavida mas mere, gesmis, oci weli! amden xans Tu rame ar
Seicvala, aRar vici, sxva ra vTqva?! ucvleli mxolod eSmakeulia!~ _ Tqva da naZaladevad gaicina.
`ara, me Cven winandel Sexvedras vgulisxmob, imas vadri Sens dRevandel iers; cxadia, ormoc
da samoc wels ara vgulisxmob!.. magram faqtia, rom gamCnev cvlilebas; iqneb, gaxdi...~
`maS, gamxdari geCvenebi? gmadlob, swored aseTi komplimentis mosmena maxarebs.~ apao-m Sublidan moiSora CamoSlili Tma, misi axali Tmisvarcxnilobi Sedevri, riTac ase amayobda misi
stilisti, erT-erTi saukeTeso mTels SanxaiSi. Tma samxreTamerikul yaidaze, wiTel xis ferad
hqonda SeRebili, vercxlis sayureebi Sesabamisad hqonda SerCeuli, sifrifana selis qsovilis
zeda kofta mkvriv sxeulze morgebul TeTr maisuraze Caecva, da uxdeboda viwro, muxlebamde
Sarvali, romelsac veloSarvals uwodebdnen, fexze ki maRalyeliani sandlebi ecva, TiTqmis muxlamde, oRond TiTebi Ria hqonda..
Tavis Zvel CacmulobasTan SedarebiT, CakTan rom hqonda gabmuli megobroba, maSindeli sportuli maisurebi, kedebi _ TiTqos ori sxvadasxva Taobis qali yofiliyos...
exlandeli misi garegnoba da Cacmuloba restoranma ganapiroba, cdilobda SeenarCunebina da
miesadagebina sakuTari garegnoba iqauri interierisTvis, ar daerRvia harmonia; bolos da bolos,
qals Tu ara aqvs es Tviseba, bevris imedi ar unda hqondes... caixung-isTvis es momenti miuwvdomeli iyo...
`ki magram, Sen? Sen rogora xar, vera da ver SegekiTxe! Seni ojaxic aq aris?~
`ooo, me, rom icode, isev marto var, kentad daviarebi! ise, ki myavs megobari gogona, aqauri
gogoa, Sanxaeli.~
SekiTxva apao-m kekluci simsubuqiT dausva, magram pasuxma cota ar iyos, daamZima.
`ici, pao, me etyoba saerTod mizidaven aziati qalebi.~
`ase Tu SevxedavT, iqneb esec raRac modaa. mec SevamCnie, rom ramdeni evropeli an TeTrkaniani kaci gamoCnda SanxaiSi, maSinve mewyviled aqauri gogoebi ahyavT. o, Cak, ratom ar swavlob
Cinurs, ici, siyvarulis axsna rogor gagiadvilebs enis swavlas!~
`Sen xom ici, rom Sen iyavi Cemi pirveli megobari gogona! marTalia, Cven mxolod xeli-xelCakidebuli davdiodiT, magram aman Camoayaliba Cemi xedva da gemovneba.~
apao-s cota Sercxva da ecada iqve, rbilad Seecvala saubris Tema, da sityva exla Wuti-ze
Camoagdo.
`marTlac, Zalian gulisxmieria: erTxel damcda masTan rom Seni koordinatebi davkarge, da
ver moisvena, sanam ar damexmara.~
`ho, vici, feisbukze dawera ramdenime Tbili sriqoni...~
`ras meubnebi, marTla?~ _ apao-m toni cota qarafSutulze da odnav ganridebulze Secvala,
Cak-ma maSinve uxerxulad igrZno Tavi da cota xnis Semdeg gamoacxada: `ici, Wuti-s nairi megobari
rom gyavs, es marTlac bednierebaa,~ _ da mere frTxilad Seapara: `Seni Svilebis mama, isic aqaa,
SanxaiSi?~
apao-m Tavi daaqnia, eWvi ar epareboda, rom Wuti-s ukve esec hqonda misTvis naTqvami. Cakma ki
ganagrZo: `Sen ukve sami bavSvi gyavs?~
`ki, is Tavidanve aq iyo, singapuris kompanias warmoadgenda... Sen jobia, is miTxari, Tan
rotom ar wamoiyvane is Seni megobari gogo?~
`is exla iaponiaSia wasuli.~
`ra, isic raRac saerTaSoriso kompaniaSi muSaobs?~
`ho, isic, da mec. ici, statusiT is Cemze maRla dgas; inglisuri, iaponuri _ es enebi maRal
doneze icis. saerTod, davrwmundi, rom aqauri qalebi Zalian magrebi arian yvelaferSi, Tanac
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Zalian lamazebi!’
apao sul Tavs ukravda, Tumc gulSi malavda eWvianobis grZnobas. is dro gaaxsenda, rodesac
aq Camovida lung-is saZebnad da amdeni lamazi qalis danaxvaze, ufro ganicada sakuTari gaeregnobis wamgebianoba _ xmamaRla ki aseTi sarkastuli SeniSvna esrola:
`qali ki ara, cocxali ideali gyolia!~
Cak-ma Tavi gaaqnia, magram saTqmeli ver monaxa.
apao-m TvalebSi Caxeda, magram nacvlad imisa, ris Tqmasac apirebda, uceb wamoiZaxa sul sxva
raRaca: `ginda, davlioT? didi ambavi, dRes cota gvian daiZineb!~
TviTon gauCnda sababi rom daelia, ,,Cak-ma romc ar moindomis, me marto davlev~!
magram Cak-ma ase upasuxa: `ici, aq erTi bari vici, iq wagiyvan _ Park 97 _ Tu gsmenia odesme, a?~
baris daxlTan mimjdarma, apao-m jer Rvino gasinja, mere viskize gadaerTo da erT ulufas
meore miayola. Cak-s gaukvirda misi aRebuli tempi, `amaTi Zveli klientiviT iqcevio~. _ amaze
apao-m mcire yoymanis Semdeg gaando: `SanxaiSi pirvelad Camovedi Tu ara, pirdapir aq amovyavi
Tavi... da imis mere aRarc vyofilvar~.
mesame rom gamocala da meoTxe moiTxova, Cak-ma veRar moiTmina, `Sen ra, akvnidan xom ar gaswavles sma?! da ara Tvrebi!~
`meoTxe kursze rom viyavi, ici ramdenjer davmTralvar?~
`ra gWirda, gadairie?~
`ra mWirda da mowyeniloba! maSin yvelaferi mobezrebuli mqonda!~ _ Tavis satkivars ise
swrafad da advilad uziarebda rom Cak-i Sewuxda.
`ise vgrZnobdi, rom adre gaTxovdebodi~.
`bolo kursze myavda erTi megobari. universiteti davamTavre Tu ara, maSinve gavTxovdi,
aRar mindoda martooba, Tan mindoda ojaxi myoloda~.
`xom agisrulda, sami Svili gyavs! ici, marTla mSurs Seni!~
raki pasuxad is ar esmoda, risi mosmena da gageba surda, amitom Tavis fiqrebs mieca da isev
svamda; amitom Cak-ma rbilad usayvedura: `ase nu mieZale, male mogekideba da saubari ar gamogviva!~
`marTali xar, mec minda gelaparako.~ _ iseTi RimiliT upasuxa, rom Cak-s isev Zveli bavSvuri
apao gaaxsenda.
`miTxari, pao, Seni ambebi, rogor cxovrob...~
apao-m gaicina _ `Sens cxovrebasTan SedarebiT, mosawyenia: sarecxi, bavSvebi, yovel dRe erTi
da igive, saSinao davalebasaviTaa...~
`ki magram exla imaT vin uvlis?~
`dedamTili, da kidev ZiZa. aq ZiZis daqiraveba Zviri ar aris, da Zalian gvexmareba... Cak, Sen
xom ar apireb colis moyvanas?~ _ Temis gamocvla sakmaod tlanqad gamouvida.
`rogor giTxra?.. ici, am etapze es ar Sedis Cems gegmebSi.~ _ am sityvebze apao-s gaaxsenda
misi Zveli manera, yvelafris dagegmva windawin uyvarda da amis gamo xSirad dascinoda kidec _
`ara, cvlileba mxolod garegnulia, dakacda, Torem ise _ isev is biWia rac iyo...~
da am dros Semoesma misi xma, TiTqos Soridan moRweuli: `pao... im dRes Sen sad migeCqareboda? mere mgoni raRac dagekarga, ara?.. ra dakarge?~
apao cali xeliT Wiqas aTamaSebda, meores ki nikapi daayrdno da ixsenebda: `marTali xar,
maSin CanTa davkarge da imaSi medo Seni mocemuli baraTi da telefonis nomeri.~
`aaa, CanTaze da sabuTebze ufro mniSvnelovani ra unda iyos~? _ da ise gadaxeda, TiTqos
undoda raRacis gageba: `maSin Zalian Sevwuxdi, vgrZnobdi, rom guldamZimebuli iyavi...~
apao yovel sitvaze Tavs ukravda, Cak-s TvalebSi cremli moadga, apao-s yeli gauSra da Zlivs
warmosTqva: `im dRes iseTi Wyletva iyo transportSi!~ _ da mere mouyva misi vizitis ambavi piterTan. rom daasrula, Cak-ma isev hkiTxa, `mere?..~
apao-m ki mokled mouWra: `mere? mere yvelaferma Caiara, gaTavda.~ Tqva da gaaJrJola.
`ra gaTavda, da ram Caiara? piterTan aRar mixvedi?~ _ da raki apao xmas ar iRebda, TviTon
ganagrZo: `Tu mainc miadeqi daxmarebisTvis, magram iman ver gipova verc CanTa da verc sabuTebi?~
`rogor unda epova? miTxra kidec, rom SeuZlebelia, magram ar mejereboda. zustad ise
memarTeba, dedaCemi rom ambobda: ,,’imaTi jiSisa xar, vinc sanam mizans ar miaRwevs, ukan ar Semobrundeba”.
`kargi, wavideT exla, pao, me migacileb~.
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`marTla? gamacileb?~ _ mis bavSvurma Rimilma Cak-s isev gaumwara guli.
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erTxel, sadilze, axalayvanil momtans wvniani Wiqa gauvarda xelidan. apao-m is klientTan
gaagzavna, ,,imas mixedeo”, TviTon ki Seudga minis namsxvrevebis mokrefvas, Tan iatakze daRvril
wvens wmendda, da rodesac Cakuntuli tiloTi asufTavebda iataks Tavs zemoT moesma nacnobi xma,
romelSic gaoceba da gancda igrZnoboda: `apao-!~ _ Tavi aswia da lung-i daxvda zemodan momzirali.
restornisTvis sagangebod gamowkepili, daixara, rom daxmareboda fexze adgomaSi, magram
apao-m xeli msubuqad aukra da TviTon gasworda welSi, Tumc mainc Seqanda, Setortmanda da
lung-is daxmareba mainc dasWirda; aman gaaRiziana, orive xeli zeviT aswia, distanciis dacvis maniSneblad. lung-ma iatakis sawmend joxs da tilos Sexeda da gaocebulma amoRerRa: `aq, SanxaiSi _
amisTvis Camoxvedi?..~
apao-m ki uceb miaxala: `ramdeni xarT? samni? isadilebT?~ _ TiTqos ar gaegos misi SekiTxva.
lung-ma yuri moiyruva, magram exla maT barbara miuxlovda da cariel magidaze miuTiTa.
lung-is kompania interesiT aTvalierebda iqaurobas, apao-m ki daavlo xeli iatakis sawmend joxs
da tilos, da moibodiSa, `mapatie, saqmes unda mivxedo!~ da gaSorda; mere tilo Caagdo WuWyiani
CvrebisTvis gamoyofil patara auzSi da gabrazebulma gaxsna onkana, saidanac TqeSiT wamovida
wyali _ `xuaa... xuaa...~ _ da am dros Semoesma caixung-is xma: `apao, ra gWirs, ra gemarTeba?!~ _
apao-s saxeze carcis feri edo.
`ra moxda, ra, cudi feri madevs~? _ apao-m ganzrax auRelevebeli toniT gamoedava.
caixung-ma ukan daixia: `ar vici, iqneb neonis ganaTebis bralia? uceb rom Segxede, momeCvena
rom...~
apao-m ganagrZo dalageba, Tan gadaikiskisa: `xedav, ukve isterikac damewyo!~
caixung-ma arCia Tema Seecvala: `apao, nuTu verafers mamCnev? a? Tmas verafers atyob?!~ _
da exlaRa miaqcia apao-m yuradReba mis modur `retro~ varcxnilobas da cxvirze morgebul saTvales.
`es Senma ‘stilistma-dalaqma’ mirCia, ,,ase mogixdebao”, da manve mirCia, es saTvale metarebina!~ _ Tan amayad daamata: `ici, ra Rirs?! ucxouria! ori aTasi iuen-i damijda~!
apao-s gaognebul saxes rom Sexeda, cota dacxra, saTvale moixsna da mas gauwoda: `aba, Senc
moirge. vnaxo, Sen Tu gixdeba!~
saTvaleSi Cveulebrivi minebi aRmoCnda Casmuli. caixung-ma apao-c Seaqo, `Zalian gixdeba,
Senc unda gayidinoo~!
apao-m gaicina da daeTanxma, rom stilists marTla kargi gemovneba hqonia _ da gaaxsenda
Wuti-sgan adre gagonili fraza: `Tu gadawyvite cxovreba axlidan aawyo, jer Tmis varcxniloba
unda Secvalo~.
da marTlac, swored gasul zafxuls Seicvala varcxniloba da moduri `ixvis bolo~ arCia,
da maSin iyo rom iqve, yuris ZirSi, axaldaqiravebul binis gverdiT, axalgaxsnili savarjiSo darbazi aRmoaCina, trenaJorebiT da sxvadasxva savarjiSo danadgarebiT. ase rom marTlac, sakmarisi
iyo rom Wuti-s is stilistTan mieyvana, mere danarCeni uceb aewyo da cxovreba marTlac, TiTqos
Seicvala. samTviani kursis Semdeg aT kilomde moiklo. curvam, iogam da simZimeebis awevam kvlav
gauRviZes gaxdomis Zveli, miviwyebuli survili.
magram am viTarebis ironia imaSi iyo, rom misi ocnebis wyaro, vinc maSin gauRviZa da ukarnaxa
aseTi swrafva silamazisken da harmoniisken, exla misi dardis da wuxilis wyarod gadiqca.
`gamagebine, apao, raSia saqme? ra gawuxebs?~ _ caixung-s ar daklebia apao-ze zrunvis survili,
da apao-c kvlav erTguli rCeboda Tavisi politikis _ ar eCvenebina sxvisTvis Tavisi sadardebeli,
da amitom sityva isev megobris Tmaze gadaitana:
`araferi, ra unda mawuxebdes?.. stili ki ara, `ustilesia~!, magram im sigrZe Tma rom moiWeri,
how sad!~
`aa~??
`ra da... Cinuri sityva ar maxsendeba... rogor giTxra, ar vici? ar genaneba?~
`moica, ras meubnebi? Tmaze meubnebi, Tma ras matkens?~
`ara, me ai am adgilze geubnebi, aq, aq mtkiva,~ da xeli gulze miido, `ho, cotaTi mainc... ki...~
`ara, araferia sananebeli!~ apao-s gaaxsenda pirveli STabeWdileba~ caixung-s maSin yorani-
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viT Tma lamis koWebze scemda, da naxSiriviT Savi Tvalebi akvirdebodnen... apao-s Tavisi grZeli
Tma gaaxsenda, da daenana, rom adre moiWra nawnavebi _ lung-i ki sul imas sTxovda, `ar moiWra,
daitoveo...~
caixungi ki Tavis mizezs uxsnida: `sicxeSi SeuZlebeli iyo Tmis atana, `TiTqos Tavze Salis
Tbili pledi gedos, xolo wvimis sezoni rom dgeba, maSin Tma webovani xdeba, notio... ara, ese
mirCevnia, ukve msubuqada var, Tan erTi sawvalebelic moviSore am dilaadrian.~ _ mere ki daamata:
`Sen xom ara gwyins, rom me Tma SeviWeri?~
`diaxac rom mwyins!. ici, exla Sen veraferi da veravin ver dageweva, iseTi magari Canxar.~ _
orives autyda sicili.
`ra iyo, me xom vcdilob ramenairad mainc Seveferebode aqaurobas!~ _ da caixung-ma samasxaraod, pawia bavSviviT daimanWa, mere ki toni seriozulze Secvala da daamata: `ginda, gulwrfelad giTxra? ici, ise maSinebs erTi ram _ vai, da erT mSvenier dRes Sen dakrav fexs da waxval! maSin
ras vizam?! amisi meSinia! meSinia, rom ar CamovrCe yvelafers, aqaurobas... isev im Zvel tavernad
xom ar gadavaqcev ase galamazebul aqaurobas, tetia-glexis Stampi rom edo~?!
`ki magram, saidan aiRe, rom me uceb ase, davkrav fexs da gavqrebi, a~? _ Tan mxrebi aiCeCa,
da caixung-is saxes rom Sexeda, sicili ver Seikava da qalic im wamsve ahyva, Tan moaxerxa sicilSi
mainc eTqva: `aba ra vici, ratom? vici, rom mafiqrebs es ambavi!.. albaT imitom, rom gatyob _ Sen
mainc sul sxva donesTvis xar gaCenili!~
apao isev dabrunda darbazSi, iq arc lung-i ar daxvda, da aRarc misi megobrebi. barbarasaTvis araferi ukiTxavs, magram man TviTon Caabara angariSi: `ratomRac gadaifiqres dajdoma da
gavidneno~.
apao-m tansacmeli gamoicvala da sanam saxlis gzas daadgeboda, gaifiqra, `dRes mainc raRac
gansakuTrebuli dRe gamiTendao~! Tavi ganTavisuflebulad igrZno, magram saqme is ki ar iyo, rom
lung-s ajoba da `mougo~ Sexvedra, aramed is rom sakuTar Tavze gaimarjva! amitom sul ar undoda
Sin wasvla, magram arc is icoda, sxvagan sad wasuliyo.
sarkeSi Tavis anarekls miaCerda, mere msubuq make up-s dasjerda, mqrqali feris pomada,
TiTqmis SeumCneveli msubuqi `Crdilis~ TiTqmis haerovani kontaqti quToToebTan _ da es sakmarisi iyo, rom SeegrZno ganaxlebis iluzia. uyvarda es momenti, rodesac qali axerxebs iluziis
saSualebiT Tavi dajerebulad igrZnos!
barbaram TaviT fexebamde SeaTvaliera nacadi TvaliT, da rom Seatyo, `yoymanobso~, Caukra
Tavis mulatis lamazi Tvali da gaamxneva: `ratom dgexar, wadi~!
`sad~? _ gaioca apao-m.
`wadi, gaerTe!~ _ Tan xeli dauqnia barbaram: `bai bai!~
kidev erTxel SeaTvaliera Tavi gasaxdelSi dayenebul did, iatakamde, sarkeSi, donna karanis selis Sarvali ecva, muxlamde, pastelis feris, da `banana-s” stilis TeTri moklesaxeloiani
maisuri. es tansacmeli sakuTar Tavs axsenebda, amerikaSi yofnis xanas, oRond Sarvali exla ukve
Secvlili tipis ecva, arc grZeli da arc mokle...
kosmetikis suniT gaJRenTil SanxaiSi misi tansacmeli arc mTlad qaluri iyo, arc aSkarad
mamakacis, da swored aseTi tipis Cacmuloba pasuxobda axali tipis, damoukidebeli qalis stereotips.
jer kidev dedisgan axsovda, rom SanxaiSi arsebobs quCaSi xetialis tradicia, Tan am sityvaSi aqsovda raRac simsubuqes da sixalises. apao-s moswonda es manera, RamiT ramdenjerme ukve
gaiseirna gadaWedil nanwin roudze, xalxi misaqseliviT aqeT-iqiT moZraobda da TavTavianTi piradi TemebiT xataven mSvenier serTo saxes gancdis da cxovrebis. aseT momentSi arc ki gindeba
Seiaro romelime barSi, quCis gaswvriv ki maTi rigi saerTod ar wydeba... maTi Ria karebebidan
moismis musikis xma, oRond SanxaiSi musika mudam wynaria, da xalxis laparaks da sasiyvarulo
CurCuls... ise erwymis, rom iqmneba saerTo `saamo moCurCule~ foni... gareT wvimda. iqaurebi am
wvimas `velur qliavis, mei-s~, anu tyemlis wvimas uwodebdnen, vinaidan is emTxveoda mei-s ayvavebas.
am dros Sanxais quCebs uCndebaT gansakuTrebuli xibli, nislSi bundovnad mosCans caTambjenebis konturebi, quCaSi ireva benzinis, xalxisa da nestis suni, romelsac dro da dro gasWolavs
monaqroli surneli sunamosi an pudris. ucxo kacisTvis aseTi amindi Znelad asatania, magram singapuris nestis da sicxis aTwliani gamocdilebis Semdeg apao-s araferi ar awuxebda.
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caixung-s adre gafrTxilebuli hyavda, `qolga aucileblad atareo~ magram apao-m arafrad
Caagdo misi naTqvami, exla ki dafiqrda, ar undoda rom wvimaSi evlo Tavisi qaTqaTa TeTri maisuriT, da inana rom daezara qolgis tareba.
is iyo quCis meore mxares apirebda gadasvlas rom viRacam dauZaxa:
`apao-!~
Tavi miabruna da aseve gaSeSda _ mis win lung-i idga.
`gavige, rom am dros aTaveb samuSaos da aq gelodebodi~ _ miuTiTa iqve sadarbazoze.
`aa, rame saqme gaqvs?~ - apao-m im toniT mimarTa, rogorc elaparakeboda xolme klientebs,
zrdilobianad da distanciis dacviT.
`ara, ubralod minda dagelaparako, erTi welia ara gvqonia SemTxveva, erTmaneTs davlaparakebodiT.~
`rame dagvrCa kidev gasarCevi?~
Tavis tons Tavad Seatyo agresiuloba. mibrunda da gza ganagrZo, rom male daSoreboda.
wvimam imata da uceb mis Tavs zemoT qolga gaiSala _ gverdiT lung-i aRmoCnda da mxarSi amoudga.
apao-m gaifiqra, `ra windaxeduli vinmea, namdvili SanxaeliviT qolgis Tadarigic dauWeria.~
mTeli gza, sanam xuaxai-s quCas miadgebodnen, apao Tavaweuli win miabijebda, lung-i ki cdilobda ar CamorCenoda, qolga sul mis Tavs zemoT eWira da saamisod uwevda aTasnairi manevrireba,
rom Semxvedr nakads ukan ar Camoetovebina. kafe `Simbak~-s rom gauswordnen, wvima TqeSad gadaiqca da lung-ma moaxerxa Segrovili xalxis Robe gaerRvia da nacolari kafeSi SeeTria. imdens cdilobda, apao ar dasvelebuliyo, rom apao-s odnav moulba guli da winaaRmdegoba aRar gauwevia,
miT umetes rom aseT warRvnaSi gareT siaruli sisulele iyo...
daxlTan, salarosTan _ yvelgan ireoda axalgazrdoba. lung-ma ganagrZo mtkice da taqtiani
centurionis roli, gza da gza taqtiand arkvevda, vis ra gegma hqonda: wynarad mdgariyo, imis
lodinSi, wvima rodis gadiRebda, Tu damjdariyo da yava daekveTa.
apao-m Zalauneburad aRiara, rom lung-s ar daukargavs arc taqti da arc Zveli unari Tadarigisa da mizandasaxulobis. isic aRiara, rom am qalaqSi, sadac umetesoba cxovrobs principiT:
`stace xeli, ras uyureb, daavle da ar gauSva~! _ kacisTvis advili ar unda yofiliyo adamianuri
Tvisebebis SenarCuneba, lung-ma ki SesZlo, imis miuxedavad rom ukve aTi weliwadia aq cxovrobs,
`aqauri~ gaxda. es miT ufro STambeWdavi iyo, rodesac cxovrebis aseTi wesis gavleniT, evropelebic ki, erT-or weliwadSi kargaven Cveul taqts da zrdilobas da SesamCnevad uxeSdebian.
lung-ma amasobaSi rigSi Caayena yavis msurvelebi, maRla sarTulze aiyvana apao da patara magidasTan dasva. apao-s Zalauneburad gaaxsenda maTi Sexvedrebi amerikaSi, oRond im kafes `Starbuck~
erqva da mixvda rom es misi analogi iyo, radgan `sin~ Cinurad `varskvlavs, Star~-s niSnavs. maSin maT
ase daakanones, rom apao-s adgili unda daekavebina, lung-s ki yava mohqonda. aseTi wvrilmanebi
mas karga xania ar gaxsenebia, magram exla, gaxsenebaze, gaiazra rom maTi erTad yofnis periodi
mxolod amerikiT ifargleboda, radgan mere ukve, singapurSi, sadac ki ar unda aRmoCeniliyvnen,
yovelTvis mTeli ojaxis garemoSi iyvnen, da arasodes mxolod orni, pirispir, sxvebis gareSe... da
es rom Seigno, daenana.
miixed-moixeda. am kafeSi adrec Semourbenia, magram maRla sarTulze arasodes yofila.
lung-s Seagvianda, da roca dabrunda, Tavi gaimarTla, `velodi, sanam SenTvis dabal kofeinian
yavas moxarSavdneno~. apao-m upasuxa, rom didi xania aRar svams iseT yavas, magram is rom Saqars
erideba, ar uTqvams, ar undoda misTvis gaeziarebina Tavisi axali Cveva.
gverdi-gverd mouwiaT jdoma, pirispir ver dasxdebodnen, saamiso Tavisufali adgili ar
iyo. isxdnen da gareT, minis kedlis miRma Tavsxmas Sescqerodnen, romelmac bolo mouRo sicxes
da uhaerobas...
saubari ver aewyo. mere niavma wamoubera da cisartyelas saocrebam miizida yuradReba, Zvirfas ferad Tvlebad akiafebulma kamaram maRla caSi.
adre rom enaxa, amas `maniSnebel niSnad~ aRiqvamda, magram exla akvirdeboda am suraTs da
grZnobda mxolod srul simSvides, aranair sxva sentimentalur grZnobas, da ifiqra: `am cisartyelas Semdeg haeri ufro CaixuTeba xolme~ _ da iqve Seafasa Tavis nafiqrali: `hooo, praqtikuli
gavmxdarvar...~
da gaifiqra Tu ara, maSinve moesma lung-is sityvebi:
`ici, apao, verc ki gcnob, ise Seicvale!~
erTmaneTs inglisurad elaparakebodnen. marTalia, sxvadasxva qveynebSi daibadnen, magram
aRzrda da ganaTleba inglisurad miiRes da Zalauneburad aRiarebdnen, rom inglisuria maTi
mSobliuri ena, ,,deda ena”.
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,,«marTla? davberdi”? - pasuxi gamarTuli CinuriT gasca; SanxaiSi Camosvlis Semdeg misi Cinuri dRiTi dRe ukeTesdeboda da ixveweboda; magram es pasuxi Sedegi iyo misi qvecnobieri survilis, rom ar SeeSva es ucxo kaci maTTvis saerTo adrindel Zvel da intimur samyaroSi!
,,ara, me asaki ar migulisxmia~!
`ki, me gagonili maqvs, rom ganqorwineba raRac kvals stovebs qalebze~.
`ufro galamazdi~.
`ho, imasac amboben, rom qalebs meore gazafxuli ewyebaT.~ _ es ar uTqvams arc dacinviT, arc
xumrobiT, ise, ugulod ReWavda sityvebs.
`ici, roca gnaxe, rogor wmenddi restornis iataks, pirdapir SevZrwundi”!
,,didi ambavi! skolidan moyolebuli, sanam universitetSi Sevidodi, aTamde restoranSi var
namuSevari”!
`ki magram, exla xom deda xar... sami Svilis deda...~
`es ukve Cemi piradi arCevania da araa Seni saqme!~ _ mkvaxed mouWra, mere mkacrad Caxeda TvalebSi da daamata: `yvelas aqvs ufleba, maswavlos, rogor unda gavwio dedoba, yvelas! _ oRond
Sen ara!.. saamisod... Sen saamiso statusi ara gaqvs!~
grZnobda, rom sityvebis povna uWirda, magram jiutad ar gadadioda inglisurze, TiTqos
undoda ar daeTmo is zRvari gansjis da gonierebis, romelsac ase icavda.
lung-ma gaxsna portfeli da iqidan amoiRo Cekis gasacemi wignaki, Semdeg Ceki amoxia da magidaze daudo.
`ici, am ori wlis ganmavlobaSi, tailandSi viyavi megobrebTan erTad da raRac Tanxa damigrovda...~
`Ceki rad minda? xom gaqvs Cemi sabanko angariSi? saojaxo biujets deda ganagebs.~
am dros niavma wamoubera da Ceki kinaRam aafriala, magram apao-m moaswro da TiTi daaWira.
mere lung-isken gaacura. lung-ma aiRo Ceki, axeda qals da uTxra: `dRes giyurebdi, rogor muSaob,
da ici, sakuTari danaSaulis grZnoba gamiCnda.~ apao-m Sexeda, magram araferi uTqvams, mxolod
gulSi gaifiqra, `Cinurad amas verc gamovxatav, uxerxulic ki aris”. _ amitom mxolod mxrebi aiCeCa.
`Tu fuls imitom maZlev, rom vSromob, maSin SegiZlia saerTod ar momce!~ _ mainc ukbina,
magram Zalian ara, yovel SemTxvevaSi, mware sarkazmi ar yofila.
apao-s yuramde adrec moaRwia ambavma, rom lung-i tailandSi gadabargda partniorebianad,
magram amis mizezi ufro is egona, rom lung-i sakuTar ojaxs gaurboda da emaleboda. maSin mxolod erTi ram afiqrebda: `Tu naxvis survili ara aqvs, raRa saWiroa aseTi daxuWobanasa TamaSi?..
an vis emaleba, ras emaleba? dedmiss? bavSvebs? nuTu arc maTi naxva ara surs?~ aseTi ram adre
lung-s ar axasiaTebda, magram exla am fiqrebs azri daekarga da amitom arc apirebda isev amis
analizs.
biWi ukve dawyebiT skolaSi swavlobda, gogona sami wlis gaxda da sabavSvo baRSi dahyavdaT,
da vinaidan mSromeli xelis daqiraveba SanxaiSi Zviri ara jdeboda, xolo apao-s ar undoda dedamTili gadaRliliyo, ZiZa daiqirava, romelmac Seumsubuqa Sroma.
`Sen ver gaigeb, rom exla, am mdgomaereobaSi, yvelaze ufro sasiamovno swored muSaobaa!~ _
sityvebi sayveduriviT JRerdnen. lung-i quCas gascqeroda da ise upasuxa: `vici, apao, rom cud
dReSi Cagagde, Senc, bavSvebic.~ _ da dafiqrebuli Tavs aqnevda.
`kargi erTi, arc ise rTuladaa saqme!.. bolos da bolos, ra moxda? didi ambavi, `ganqorwineba’!.. ramdeni wyvili iyreba yovel dRe, ici”?! apao-m sicilic ki scada.
luni moubrunda da daakvirda, magram apao-m piri aqcia, ufro swored, TvalebiT ’Seaqcia
zurgi’...~ grZnobda, rom maTi paemani dasasruls uaxlovdeboda, uceb gabeda da miaxala spontanurad gaCenili SekiTxva:
`skolis bolo wlebSi, Sen rom uceb aRmosavleT StatSi gaiqeci, ambodnen, grZnoba iyo amis
mizezio; is pirovneba ra sqesis iyo? kaci?~
lung-ma Tvalebi ar aarida, ise daukra Tavi.
,,dedaSenma icoda eg ambavi~?
lung-i xmas ar iRebda.
`miTxari, icis?~ apao-m exla inglisurad gaimeora SekiTxva da xmaSi etyoboda mowolili
grZnobis talRa.
lung-i uaris niSnad, gaognebuli aqnevda Tavs.
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`maS, dedisTvis rom dagemala simarTle, me ar dagenane, ara?! Cemi gaubedureba arCie?!~ _ mis
TvalebSi axla uzomo siZulvili brialebda.
`ara, apao, es ase martivad ar aixsneba. Sendami grZnoba rogor ar mqonda! maSin Zalian vebrZodi Cems Tavs.~
magram apao ukve cremlebs iwmendda.. mere wamoxta, gaikvlia gza xalxSi da isev gareT gavarda, sadac wvimas exla Weqa-quxilis xmac daemata...
lung-i daedevna, rom qolga mieca, magram ver daewia...
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rodesac gadawyvita Cak-i savaxSmod daepatiJa, telefonSi mainc ismoda rom aRelvebuli iyo
da Cak-ma yuradReba miaqcia mis tons. es mesame dRes moxda, mas Semdeg rac lung-Tan erTad iyo
kafeSi da am sam dReSi sezoni Seicvala, mze ukve ise aWerda, rogorc gazafxulze icoda..
apao-m sTxova caixung-s, Semenacvleo, magram qalma Zveli sababi moimizeza: `xom ici, xuTSabaTobiT momadgebian xolme yvelani, vinc inglisurad laparakobs, da ra vqna? exla daviwyo enis
swavla?~
magram apao-m ar dauTmo: `rogor ar gesmis, mniSvnelovani Sexvedra maqvs daniSnuli Zvel
megobarTan da Zalian gTxov, ar damaRalato~!
amis gagonebaze, caixung-ma uceb Secvala toni: `ras ambob! Sen Sens saqmes mixede, me yvelafers
movuvli, Tu ram ver gavuge, Cems Tavs SevaWmevineb, oRond Sen gagimarTlos~! odnav daayovna da
daamata: `ra iyo, kaci gaiCine~?
apao-s saxe Seecvala, Tavi gaaqnia, magram pasuxad ki uTxra: `jer ara, magram minda~!
samSabaTi iyo, rom daureka da xuTSabaTze rom uTanxmdeboda, Cak-ma uTxra rom honkongidan
elaparakeboda, saRamos unda dabrunebuliyo, magram kidec erTi mivlineba eloda suWou-Si, da
mxolod saRamos iqneboda Tavisufali.
`Zalian kargi! RmerTi Cemskenaa!~ wamoiZaxa apao-m iseTi toniT, rom Cak-i CaeZia, `rame xom ar
moxda? mcxvenia, amdeni xani SenTan ar damirekavs, arc vici, rogora xar.~
saRamos rva saaTze Cak-i ukve restornis SesasvleTan idga. erTmaneTi oTxi Tve ar enaxaT.
apao gaaxalgazrdavebuli da gakoxtavebuli eCvena _ gamxdari iyo, lamazi Sav-TeTri kostiumi
ecva, Tma isev moeSva, grZeli hqonda. `raRac sazeimod gamoiyureba~ _ TavSi gauelva Cak-s, `nuTu
raRac sazeimo ambavia?~
apao-m is waiyvana gverdze quCaSi mdebare iaponur restoranSi. SesasvlelTan, anTebuli farnis qveS gogona idga, mokrZalebulad Cacmuli, erovnuli sada nacrisferi kaba ecva da Zveli
yaidis liTonis Sesasvleli karis fonze misi figura gansakuTrebiT moxdenilad gamoiyureboda.
rodesac Cak-i SeekiTxa, `raime gansakuTrebuli mizeziao,~ apao-m yuri ar aTxova.
restornis vrceli darbazi Suaze iyo gayofili wyliT savse xelovnuri arxiT, zed ramdenime
koxta xidi iyo gadebuli da bambukis fardebi yofdnen galereas calke kabinebisgan, rac intimiT
uzrunvelyofda misulebs. erT-erT aseT kabinaSi isinic moaTavses.
`oRond icode, me daginiSne paemani da ese igi, Cemi stumari xar, me gpatiJeb!~ da roca Cak-ma
scada SekamaTeba, meniuTi dakavebuli xeli ze aRmarTa da gaaCuma: `Cak! es Cemi survilia, mTeli
suliT da guliT~!
`pao...~
`kargi, geyofa! Tan rom icode, ramdenjer mindoda aq momeyvane rom gagesinja namdvili
iaponuri samzareulo~.
Cak-i mixvda, rom veRar gadaaTqmevinebda, saSualebac ar hqonda, rom sityva CaerTo. apao ki
ixsenebda: `gaxsovs, sanam Sen dasavleT sanapiroze gaemgzavrebodi, Cvenma jgufma rom gacileba
mogiwyo? maSin koreul restoranSi viSove iaponuri suSi da patara kolofiT mogitane da Sen Zalian mogewona! hoda, maSin Cavifiqre, rom Tu kidev mogviwia odesme Sexvedra, aucileblad gagasinjeb namdvil iaponur kerZebs~.
Cak-i wamodga da gadaexvia, mere dabrunda Tavis skamze da alerisT savse cisferi Tvalebi
mianaTa.
`ase rom, es Cemi idea-fiqsi iyo, Cemi gulwrfeli survili~.
`rom icode, marTla Zalian momewona, Tan pirvelad gavsinje. jer erTi, pirvelad viyavi
Seyvarebuli, meore kidev is rom pirvelad vigeme iaponuri kerZi. Cemi mSoblebi xom Zalian kon-
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servatorebi iyvnen! warmogidgenia, san-franciskoSi rom gadavsaxldiT, iqac ki fexi ar SeudgamT
aRmosavlur restoranSi! arada, xom amboben, rom yvelaze konservatoruli kultura _ saWmelia!~
mere daamata, `ise, bevri ar daukargavT, rom ar Sediodnen; niu iorkSi Cinur restornebSi xeirianad verafers ver amzadebdnen, xolo koreuli, vietnamuri anda iaponuri xom saerTod ar iyo~!
apao-s gaaxsenda, rom TviTonac igive gancda daeufla san-franciskoSi yofnisas. magram Caki sawinaaRmdego azrisa iyo: `swored san-franciskoSi Sevigne, ra ugemrieles kerZebs amzadeben
Cinelebi da iaponelebi! restornebis interierze xom saerTod ar vlaparakob!... mereRa ukve, Cemi
mSoblebic mixvdnen amas~.
amjerad apao wamodga da gadaexvia, da roca dajda, gulRiad uTxra: `rac ar unda iyos, Cven
xom lamis bavSvobidan viyaviT Seyvarebulni, isRa gvaklda rom erTad cxenobana an daxuWobana
gveTamaSa!~
aseTma gancdiT savse amofrqvevam Caki daabnia da gawiTlda: «arc vici, bao, iTqmis ki siyvarulad Cveni urTierToba. Tu gaxsovs, Cven arc gvikocnia erTmaneTisTvis!~
exla apao-s jeri dadga gawiTlebis.
`magram es xom ar niSnavs, rom erTmaneTi ar mogvwonda~?
`cxadia, araTu mogvwonda, gviyvarda kidec !~
`mere? leqsebs Tu ar CavTvli, guli CemTvis arasodes gadagiSlia”.
,,ver gibedavdi. maSin Cemi Tavi ar momwonda”. ,,mec ase viyavi. universitetSi Cemze maxinji
aravin megona”!
`rao~?! wamoiyvira Cak-ma da apao-s gaeRima.
`maS, gamodis rom giyvardi, magram im grZnobam gagiara~? _ es ise ikiTxa, TiTqos sayvarel
kerZebze msjelobdnen, da ara TavianT siyvarulze.
Cak-ma Rimili moiSora saxidan da seriozulad mimarTa: `Sen ukve sami Svilis deda xar, me ki
megobari gogo myavs~.
`magram daqorwinebas xom ar gegmav?~
`ara, amjerad es ukve seriozuladaa saqme, swored rom vgegmav~.
`isev im gogoze laparakob~?
`a? o, ara. imis Semdeg ramdeni xani gavida, me exla sxva megobari myavs~.
`marTla?~ _ apao-s gaoceba imdenad gulwrfeli iyo, rom TviTonac euxerxula~.
Cak-ma gaicina, Tan arc ucdia Tavisi bednierebis dafarva: `ici, is aqauri ki ar aris, aramed
ianWou-danaa. ici ianWou? ara? ici, riTia cnobili? _ rom iqauri qalebi yvelaze lamazebi arian!
hoda, is SanxaiSi gadmosaxlda universitetis damTavrebis Semdeg, darCa aq da aris mSvenivrad!~
`aaa, lamaziao, ambob~?
`ooo, Zalian, Zalian lamazia~! Cak-ma Tavi gaaqnia, cdilobda saxiT gamoexata Tavisi aRtaceba.
`aba, maS gilocav!~ _ apao-m Wiqa rom aswia, maSin SeamCnia rom Rvino ar esxa. Cak-i gabadruli
ijda, Tavis naTqvamiT aRtyinebuli.
`sam TveSi or megobars rom gamoicvli, ese igi warmateba gqonia SanxaiSi!~
`alabaT amis gamo momwons aq yofna... xom ici, rom Tavdajerebuli arasodes vyofilvar, da
exla ki... »
`ho, mec gamigia, rom mas aqeT rac sazRvrebi gaixsna, evropelebi Tavs aq ise grZnoben rogorc samoTxeSi~.
Cak-ma misi naTqvami sayvedurad moxvda yurSi da scada ganemarta: `ara, arc isea, Sen rom
ggonia. Tavidan, ki, damdevdnen gogoebi, aq xom Tavs Tavisuflad grZnoben, magram aseT urTierTobas didi xani ar uweria. sakmarisia, erTad icxovroT cota xans, da maSinve Cndeba aTasi ram rac
gaRizianebs an ar gagkmayofilebs.~
`romel aTas rameze laparakob?~
`ra vici, bevria, yvelas xom ar CamovTvli. mTavari aris gansxvavebuli warmodgena Rirebulebebze.~
`magaSi marTali xar, geTanxmebi _ da arc aris gasakviri, radgan absoluturad gansxvavebul
istoriul fonTan gaqvs saqme!... maS, Seni sityviT, im ianWou-elma gogonam Seni guli ver moinadira?~
`Sen ver gaige _ is ki ar damdevda, me davdevdi mas! aq miTxres, rom Tu ginda marTla wesieri
kargi gogona, unda sdio, ecado Tavi moawono _ da asec moxda. is xom Cemi meore naxevari unda
iyos, xom ici, rogorc amboben: in da ian~!
`ase rom, Sen ukve dagegme da...~
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`exla vapireb xeli vTxovo!~ _ Cak-ma es gulwrfelad da seriozulad warmosTqva. apao-m gadixarxara, magram sicili xelovnuri iyo, Teatris scenas ufro Seefereboda.
am dros Semovidnen oficiantebi langariT, romelzec sxvadasxva dasaxelebis saWmelebi elaga, biWs langari ekava, gogonas _ erTi boTli Rvino. apao-m da Cakma Sewyvites saubari.
`gilocav, Cak!~ _ apao-m Wiqa aswia, `ise mixaria, rom gulis swori ipove!~
Cak-ma daimorcxva da madloba ramdenjerme uTxra.
apao CxirebiT daswvda Tevzis umi xorcis naWers, da Caawova pawia TefSze dasxmul mdogvian
soios sousSi...
Cak-s piri ar gauCerebia, ReWavda da Tan aqebda, `oi, ra gemrielia! gadavirevi!... mere Sen? Sen
ratom ara sWam?~
apao-m gaucina: `esec meyofa siamovnebad, rom giyureb, Sen ra gemos atan! me nu miyureb, Sen
Wame, nu ayovneb, sanam yinuli igrZnoba, Torem roca gadneba, iseTi gemrieli aRar iqneba. cxels
ki amis Semdeg moitanen.~
Cak-i TviTonac veRar arkvevda, cremli ratom Caudga TvalebSi, mdogvis brali iyo, Tu siamovnebam mohgvara?! apao gaxalisda misi Semyure, `xom xedav! ra dardic ar unda gedos gulze, sakmarisia es igemo, uceb gamoerkvevi! - mdogvi da pirSuSxa ceremlebs gadenen, da isev gons moxval!~
Cak-ma uceb hkiTxa: `Sen ganicdi xolme gulze simZimes, depresias?~
`ara, ras ambob!~ ise naCqarevad wamoiZaxa, rom Cak-i daeWvda. apao-m kidec ifiqra, TvalebSi
xom ar amoikiTxa Cemi fiqrebio? da viTom arc araferi yofila, udardelad wamoiZaxa: `me xom ase
vici, pirs ar vaCereb! Sen ki seriozuli xar, dinji.~
`mapatie, ar unda meTqva.~
`ra gWirs sabodiSo da sapatiebeli?~ da Wiqa miujaxuna. `ra kargia ase! ici, ramdenjer minatria, rom erTad ase visxdebodiT... Wuti-sTan erTad visxediT, da vifiqre, ,,netavi mis magier
Cak-i iyos meTqi”.. Seni savizito rom damekarga, vifiqre, morCa, gaTavda, cxovrebaSi ar meRirseba
misi naxva..~!
viTom xumrobda, magram Cak-ma uceb sevda igrZno gulSi, da raki Tvalebi sarkea sulisa, apaom amoicno es misi gancda _ da icno is Zveli ymawvili, moridebuli, kafandara da wynari.
TerTemti xdeboda, rom gavidnen restornidan, momlodine taqsebis rigi rom dainaxa, apao
daemSvidoba da Cajda taqsiSi. Cak-s gaseirneba erCivna. manqanas xeli dauqnia, Tavi daarwmuna, rom
araferia sanaRvlo _ ra moxda, erT qalaqSi cxovroben, kidev Sexvdebian... magram mainc grZnobda,
rom apao-s veRar ugebda, ar esmoda misi naCqarevi dapatiJebis mizezi, ar esmoda vaxSami, sadac
arafer mniSvnelovanze ar iyo saubari.. da amitom ver grZnobda srul kmayofilebas...
gzad bevr moments atrialebda TavSi, sufrasTan saubars ixsenebda da ifiqra, ,,‘ramis Tqma
rom sdomeboda, xom metyoda”?, me xom ar davuwyebdi, miTxari, apao, amixseni! Cems mxridan utaqtoba iqneboda!~ mere Camojda skamze maradmwvane xis qveS da saaTs daxeda. SuaRame iyo. apao ukve
saxlSi unda yofiliyo, taqsis amdeni dro ar dasWirdeboda, da daaWira Rilaks mobilurze.
apao-s xma Zlivs gasagonad ismoda, Cak-ma jer ifiqra, rom ojaxSi yvelas sZinavs da isic xom
ar gavaRviZeo, rodesac telefonSi manqanebis sayviris xma gaisma.
`apao, saxlSi ar waxvedi?!~
`ara, aq saxlTan davjeqi, skverSi var, skamze! saxe mixurs, davlie da imitom. cota xan vijdebi
aq haerze da mere waval dasaZineblad.~
`pbao, ratom gaqvs aseTi xma?~
`rogori, ‘aseTi’?~
`ra mogdis, tirixar?~
`ra maqvs satirali?~ _ es ki upasuxa, magram xmam umtyuna da toni cremlnarevi iyo.
`misamarTi miTxari, exlave taqsis daviWer da moval!~
`ara, ara... ar aris saWiro... Sen nu Relav, me ise... ise... xandaxan xom xdeba xolme, rom raRaca
Semogawveba da... ici rom... dRes Cemi dabadebis dRea!~
`raa?!.. ra Tqvi?!... da-dabadebis d-dRe?!~ _ aRelvebisgan ena daeba, `mere, ver miTxari? saCuqars mainc mogarTmevdi! eeeh, ese rogor SeiZleba?!~
`mere ra, me Zalian kmayofili var!.. mTeli saRamo xom erTad viyaviT...~
Cak-s TavSi gauelva, `maS, ojaxs ra uyo, isini ratom ar daeswrnen?’
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`me exla aRar vixdi dabadebis dRes, mas Semdeg rac qmars gavSordi.~
`oo, pao,pao... me arc ki vicodi rom qmari aRar gyavs!~
Cak-is gaoceba ise Zlierad igrZnoboda mis xmaSi, rom apao Secba, `raSi damWirda amis Tqmao?~
da upasuxa, ‘ra iyo, aqamde ar mqonda naTqvami? mapatie, magram aq raa dasamali?.. magram roca Zvel
megobars xvdebi, ar ginda rom uceb raRac usiamovno ambavi miaxalo da asmenino gulistkivili da
simware.~
`aba, sxvas vis unda gaumxilo gulis simware, Tu ara Zvel megobars?~
`ra Tqvi? marTla ase fiqrob?~ sityva daamTavra Tu ara, madlierebis cremlebi waskda.
`ici, SenTvis exla yvelaze kargia, Tu gverdiT geyolebi!~
`Cak, ra keTili guli gaqvs ! ici, daginaxe Tu ara, vinane..»
«ra inane?»
«tutuci viyavi, Cemi Tavi raRac sacodaoba megona.. »
«mere ? me ra, sxvanairi viyavi? mec zustad aseTi grZnoba mqonda Cems mimarTa da swored aman
dagvaaxlova erTmaneTTan!»
«Zalian vnanob, rom... Cven... Cven unda...~
`ra, ’unda’?~
`ra, da... unda sayvarlebi vyofiliyaviT, ise gvecxovra, rogorc Seyvarebuli wyvili cxovrobs...~
Cak-i daibna da Zlivs amoRerRa: `me rogoric maSin viyavi, es TavSi azradac ki ar gamitarebia...~
apao-m Caicina: `ara, Cak, es mxolod Cemi fantaziaa, me ase warmovidgine.. da mapatie, Tu uxerxul mdgomareobaSi Cagayene...~
`ara, ras ambob!’
apao-s ecineboda Ca-is aseT reaqciaze da daamSvida: `ara, Sen exla ukve gamocdili moTamaSe
xar sasiyvarulo partiebSi.~
`arc ise, Sen rom ggonia.~
`ara, ratom, es xom savsebiT normaluria! miT ufro aq, SanxaiSi. bevrs miaCnia rom es qalaqi
yvelaze ufro Riaa da Tavisufali Tanamedrove sasiyvarulo urTierTobisaTvis. ho, da SenTvis
arc is miTqvams rom Cemma yofilma qmarma aq ipova Tavisi siyvaruli. da kidev isaa saintereso,
rom is _ amerikaSi ki ara, arc singapurSi, aramed aq, SanxaiSi _ gei gaxda! ufro swored, is iyo gei,
magram malavda, aq ki aRar!’~
raki aRarferi ismoda enaCavardnili Cak-isgan, apao-m dauZaxa:
`hei, Cak!~
`ho, gismen... ra unda giTxra, gaognebuli var!..~
`Sen gesmis rom aTi welia colqmari viyaviT! sami Svili gavaCineT! da uceb, camowmendilze,
erT mSvenier dRes is erT...~ _ apao-m veRar daasrula, sicili auvarda, veRar Cerdeboda, Cak-i
ukve adgilze cmukavda:
`apao, fexi arsad gadga, naxevar saaTSi manda var, taqsiT movdivar! exla quCebi Tavisufalia,
swrafad moval!~
apao-s ar upasuxia, da Cak-ma ganagrZo: `Tu ar ginda rom gamovide, Sen wamodi. aq erTi Ramis
sastumroa, irlandielia imis patroni da dasalevic aqvs, irgvliv kafeebia, barebi..~
`ara, ara, eg ukve zedmeti iqneba. aq CemTan kidev arc sastumroa, arc kafe da arc bari, Rvino
rom mogindes, ver dalev.~
`mere, magaze advili raa, me gamogitan Rvinos!~
`ai amitom miyvarxar, rom yvelafers xvdebi da gesmis!~
`rogor ar unda mesmodes, roca gulSi isev Cem Zvel axlo megobrad myevxar!~
`oRond warsuls nuRar mixseneb, kargi?! ar minda isev mogonebebi, mere sevda...~ _ uceb
mkvaxed mouWra apao-m.
`me ki Zalian, Zalian vafaseb Cvens warsuls, Cvens grZnobas...~
`ki magram, gana iyo Cvens Soris raime grZnoba?.. nu ityvi magas. ubralod, erTmaneTSi vxedavdiT poeturi aRmafrenis sagans. Cven siyvaruli gvWirdeboda, da nacvlad amisa raRac mesame
xarisxovan leqsebs vTxzavdiT! gana es sisulele ar iyo?~
`kargi exla, kmara; Sen jobia, misamarTi miTxari.~
`ara, gmadlob rom ase yuradRebiT meqcevi, magram CemTvis ukeTesia Tu ar davlev, bavSvebis
gamo mainc aRar unda davlio.~
`maSin...~
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`ai, xom damelaparake telefoniT, es ukve Zalian mesiamovna da sakmarisia. nu geSinia,
yvelaferi rigzea.~
Cak-i adga da Sinisken gaemarTa, undoda telefoni daetena rom mTeli Rame masTan saubarSi
gaetarebina. gza da gza taqsebi uCerebdnen, magram mas fexiT erCivna gavla.
`warsuls Tu gadavxedav, sinanulis garda araferi mrCeba, suleli var _ ocdaCvidmeti wlis
qali gavxdi, sam Svils vzrdi, da aRmoCnda rom... aRmoCnda rom gverdiT namdvili mamakaci ara
myolia da... da ese igi, arc mqonia namdvili siyvaruli!»
pauza isev apao-m daarRvia:
«Cak, gesmis?»
«ki, ki, gismen!...»
apao-s isev Caecina: «Sen xom ar ggonia rom vxumrob? vin damijerebs rom aTi weli geisTan
erTad gavatare? ufro swored, kacTan, visac hqonia midrekileba homoseqsualizmisken; an ufro
swored, orsqesian mamakacTan, romelmac mimagdo viRac kacis gulisTvis... vin aris, bolos da bolos, dRemde ver gavarkvie?!...»
Cak-ma mainc scada raime logikuri xazi amoecno am qaosSi da amden Tavsdayril informaciaSi:
«gamagebine, ramdeni xania rac daSordiT? axlaxans?»
«ara, didi xania, ori weli, magram manamde ori weli ar viyaviT erTad~.
`aaa. nasvami iyavi, magram araferi ar giTqvams.~
`ar mindoda; aseTi ram _ imis magivrad rom mohyve, jobia daiviwyo”.
`magaSi marTali xar, sworea~.
`Tan ici, ra? megona, ukve warsuls Cabarda yvelaferi, damaviwyda, magram gamoCnda da _ mainc
guli mtkiva...~
Cak-is yurSi kvlav da kvlav ismoda, `mtkiva, mtkiva...~
`magram exla vici, darwmunebuli var, rom ramdenic ar unda vicocxlo, imis naxvas arasodes
ar movindomeb!~
`moica, axlaxans moginaxula~?
`CvenTan Semovida sasadilod, ar icoda, iq Tu vmuSaobdi; adre ki piterTan sadilobda~.
Cak-i nelnela erkveoda axal viTarebaSi, axal saxelebSi, magram damatebiTi SekiTxvis dasmas
mainc erideboda, apao-s gancdas ufrTxildeboda.~
`piteris restorani xom iqvea, swored amitom Sevxvdi da gavicani caixung-i~ _ Seatyo, rom
Cak-s ufro aeria TavSi viTareba, magram mainc ganagrZo:
`im xanebSi me Cemi qmris ZebniT da devniT viyavi dakavebuli, magram dRe da Rame piteris
restoranSi xom ar vijdebodi, Tavs movabezrebdi. amitom pirdapir, swored caixung-is tavernaSi gadavinacvle da kargi mzveraviviT, iq viyavi Casafrebuli da minis vitrinidan vucqerdi
yvelafers. warmogidgenia, reebi ar vikadre, arsakadrisi, mxolod imisTvis rom..~!
`ici, pao, meored aRar Tqva Sens Tavze `vikadre, arsakadrisi! mere ra, bolos Sexvdi?~
`ki, imasac da mis partniorsac.~
`orni iyvnen? erTad~?
`hoo. is misi partniori Zalian eleganturia, da Cemi qmari rom genaxa, isic kargi garegnobisaa, da erTad savsebiT... Sesaferi wyvili Cans!~ Semdeg apao-m ukve siciliT ganagrZo: `ici, ar
megona, rom gei SeiZleba aseTi aTleturi aRnagobisa iyos, ganviTarebuli muskulaturiT. Turme
isini Zalian Tavmoyvare kacebin arian, romlebic ar ikleben varjiSs da trenaJorebs! magram rodesac gavige, rogor uTxra Cems qmars sweetheat! _ eg ver avitane! magram warmogidgenia, rom es Cemi
qmari Tu naqmarali, mSvenivrad iferebs am sayvarlobis rols!... me ki maSin kinaRam varwyie amis
gagonebaze!~
am momentSi daamuxruWa, CaTvala rom Zalian agresiuli toni gauxda.
`magram Seni siZulvili ram gazarda _ iman, rom aRmoaCine rom mamaTmavalia?~
`me ver mipatiebia, rom qmarma momatyua, damimala Tavisi orientacia, maSin rodesac valdebuli iyo, eTqva CemTvis. ici, man me gamomiyena rogorc bavSvis gasaCeni manqana, meqanizmi! ai, amitom
mejavreba, ver vitan! me gamomiyena, raTa Tavi gaemarTlebina dedasTan, mTel Cinur diasporasTan,
sazogadoebasTan!...~
`ki magram, is aTi weli rac erTad gaatareT _ am periodSi Tqveni urTierToba kargi iyo?~
`aba ra!~ ucbad wamoiZaxa apao-m, magram iqve scada koreqtivis Setana: `yovel SemTxvevaSi,
erTi SexedviT ase sCanda, magram _ rogor giTxra? me ara mqonia sxvasTan cxovrebis gamocdileba,
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da isi iyo Cemi pirveli da erTaderTi kaci.~
amas mohyva misi isteriis zRvarze misuli sicili: `me vgrZnob, rom iafad davuTme Cemi bedniereba, sicocxle Cemi! visTan vcxovrobdi? _ `viTom-qmarTan~? `viTom-kacTan?~... Sen amitom geZebdi, marTla mindoda siyvaruli namdvil mamakacTan ganmecada, da gamego ras niSnavs namdvili
seqsi?...mindoda...~
sityvebis dasrulebisas daiquxa da Rrublebidan moRweulma grgvinvam TiTqos mis sxeulSi
gadmoinacvla, TiTqos Tavad qmnida am grgvinvasa da Weqa-quxils. sinamdvileSi ki mdinaris gaRma
mxaridan ismoda es xma da rom daiWeqa _ ukve apao-s mobilurSi gameorebuli, telefonic Cakvda
da gaCumda.
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avdarma da quxilma saerTod gaauqma apao-s telefoni.
SabaTs Cak-i Tavis megobar qals _ ukve saqmros rangSi gahyva ianWou-Si misi mSoblebis gasacnobad. SualedSi Cak-ma ramdenjerma scada apao-s dakavSireboda, magram verafers gaxda. gaukvirda, roca mixvda rom masTan kavSiris SeuZleblobam ar Seawuxa. piriqiT, TiTqos raRac tvirTi
igrZno moSorebuli, Tumc apao-s bedi mainc aRelvebda.
erTi kviris Tavze moaxerxa SanxaiSi dabruneba da raki axsovda, rom xuTSabaTobiT apao-s
SeuZlia adre wamovides samsaxuridan, gamoicvala tansacmeli, da halstuxianad moiSora Tavisi
ofisis ieri, Caicva jinsi da maisuri da miadga restoran `caixung-s~.
restornis ezoSi, Wreli qolgebis qveS damsxdari xalxi ar Cqarobda daSlas, umetesoba evropelebi iyvnen. maT jgufs Tvali gadaavlo da is iyo, fexi unda Seedga restoranSi, rom viRacam
dauZaxa. moixeda da caixung-i daxvda, gverdiT ki magidas Wuti ujda.’ ise gaocda, rom piri daaRo
da qalebs sicili auvardaT. ’Wuti var, Wuti-! ver micani?~
`Wuti!. ui, ra kargia, bedi gvqonia rom SevxvdiT!~
`bedi ki ara, vicodiT rom moxvidodi.~
`ras meubnebi? saidan icodiT?~ kargi sanaxavi iyo gadmokarkluli cisferi TvalebiT. Wutim rom uTargmna caixung-s misi naTqvami, qalma mxrebi aiCeCa da - `marTla balRiviT miamiti yofilao~.
erTma inglisuri ar icoda, meorem _ Cinuri, magram caixung-i mixvda, rom saubari apao-s Seexo, da amitom adga da martod datova, moibodiSa, `jobia, apao-s Sevenacvloo~.. da sanam nabijs
gadadgamda, Wuti-s esrola, `dRes nu iCqarebT wasvlas, Cemi stumrebi xarT _ SuaRamis sauzmeze
gepatiJebiT [*CineTis tropikebSi sicxis gamo Wamas ufro Ramis sigrileSi cdiloben da aqedan
gaCnda es termini].
apao gabadruli gamovida da Soridanve daanaxa wiTeli Rvinis boTli da meore xelSi sami
bokali. is iyo gaxsna boTli rom Cak-i xelSi eca da gamoacxada, `icode, amis fuls me vixdi.~
Wuti maSinve Caeria: `maS rogor! amden qalebSi erTi mamakaci xar, da Cinuri naTqvamic xom
ici, ,,romel sofelSic Sexval, iqauri wesi daicavio’, da aqac SanxaiSi, qalebi fuls arasodes ixdian _ eg saqme kacebisTvis miundviaT.~
apao-m gaucina: `am SegnebiT ra gacxovrebs talien-Si, Seni adgili aqaa da sxvagan arsad!~
Cak-i xan erTs Sexedavda, xan meores, Cinuri cxadia ar esmoda da miT ufro miamiti da dabneuli gamometyveleba hqonda, Tavisi didroni cisferi TvalebiT da Sublze CamoSlili qera qoCoriT.
mereRa mixvda apao, rom unda Wuti gaecno misTvis, da sanam etyoda, visTan zis da vis elaparakeba, Wuti-m daaswro, `gana kidev gvWirdeba wardgena, isedac kai nacnobebiviT vlaparakobT~ _ Tan
am dros gamoarTva RviniT Sevsebuli gamowvdili bokali da Cak-s Tvali Caukra. is Tavs mTlad
Tavisuflad ar grZnobda da amitom miT ufro cdilobda exumra da sxvebi gaerTo.
`metad moxdenili da enakvimati megobari gyolia,~ _ komplimenti apao-s dauwyo da daasrula
RimiliT Wuti-s misamarTiT: `swored ase myavdiT warmodgenili.~
`didi madloba!~ _ Wuti-m ahyva mis tons da Tavisi madloba aseve gamoxata gadaWarbebuli
sixaruliT da JestikulaciiT; Tavs iwonebda axali varcxnilobiT, axal modaze hqonda Tma daxveuli, fexze maRalqusliani sandlebi ecva da `tropikuli Ramis~ stilis kaba.
apao jerac ver SeCveoda da ukvirda, rogor ar eleoda Wuti-s gemovneba da energia, pirdapir
amouwuravi maragi hqonda orivesi da moaxsena kidec Cak-s:
`ici, Wuti saerTod gaJRenTilia eleqtrobiT: ramdeni biWi Tvals daadgamda, egreve gulaRma
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ecemodnen, axlos mikarebasac ki ver aswrebdnen! cnobili gogo iyo!.~
`magram isic gaiTvaliswineT, rom Cems dReSi orTa Soris SuaSi ar Cavmdgarvar! arasodes, arc
adre, da arc axla; mesamed yofna arasodes mikadrebia.~
apao-m ar daayovna mxardaWera: `aba! rac es maxsovs, sul ase iqceoda, rogorc raind-qals
SeSvenis!~
maT Semxedvares ar SeiZleba ar gasCenoda raRac aRtacebuli Suris SegrZneba da Cak-mac
igrZno, rom Senatroda maT erTgulebas.
Rvino rom mosves da Seavses, Wuti-m daqals gadaxeda, Tvali moWuta da SeniSna: `Seni monayolidan es Seni Cak-i sxvanairi warmomedgina!~
magram apao-m ar acala frazis dasruleba: `Cemo kargo, es aRaraa `Cemi Caki~! mas exla megobari
qali hyavs, ufro swored, sacole, fiancee!~ _ bolo sityva gansakuTrebiT, frangulad gamosTqva.
Wuti odnav daibna, mere Cak-s gadaxeda, rogori reaqcia eqneboda am ambis gamocxadebas, magram Cak-ma Tavi daaqnia, `egreao,~ da odnav gawiTlda. apao-m ki uceb SesTavaza, `iqneb daureko im
Sens megobar qals?... mosuliyo aq, CvenTan dajdeboda...~
Cak-ma xelze saaTs daxeda:
`ooo, eg gamoricxulia, exla Sin aris, sZinavs, da roca iZinebs, Tavze rom daWeqos, mainc ar
gaeRviZeba!~ _ da Tan moridebiT, da Tan raRac saqebari toniT auxsna: `is bunebiT torolaa, alionis Citia, adre eRviZeba, Tan reJims arafriT ar daarRvevs, CemsaviT ki ar aris!~
`aa, unaklo yofila, saojaxodaa zedgamoWrili,~ _ SeniSna Wuti-m, magram Tavi ver Seikava da
Cinurad ganagrZo, `me Tu mkiTxav, mosawyeni tipi unda iyos. aqamde ratom ar miTxari, rom daniSnulia?~
apao-m aseve, Cinuradve gasca pasuxi: `rodis unda meTqva, roca mec axlaxans gavige da ver
movaswari SenTvis mexarebina!?~
erTxans siCume Camovarda. samive Tav-TavianT fiqrebSi wasuli Rvinos wrupavda, mere ki apaom isev Cinurad daasrula Tavisi komentari: `ra gasakviria rom amisnair TeTrebs romanebi hqondeT
aq gabmuli?~
`me mainc sxvanairi megona, gamxdari, cota nerviuli! es kidev karg Cafskvnil mozvers ufro
hgavs! Cveulebrivi, normaluri tipia; ufro vityvi rom `nametani Cveulebrivia~!~
Cak-ma veRar aitana amden xans gaWimuli Cinuri dialogi: `ra xdeba, amdens rom WikWikebT,
Cemze WoraobT?~
apao-m ar daumala Wuti-s azri mis Sesaxeb, da Cak-i SeiSmuSna:
`axalgazrdobaSi viyavi aseTi, susti da gamxdari. magram nerviuli _ ara, ar vyofilvar! marTali giTxraT, me sruliad Cveulebrivi, normaluri, iqneb rigiTi tipi var, TiTqmis misawyenic;
ara maqvs aranairi gansakuTrebuli Tviseba, ufro oqros Sualedisken vixrebi!~ am frazam bolo
mouRo maT saubars...
dumili Camovarda, romelic daarRvia caixung-is mosvlam. man danapirebi gamoutana _ `SuaRamis sauzme~. langarze elaga saxelganTqmuli Sanxais salaTebi, gazafxulis blinebi da RvinoSi
damzadebuli tefteli.
mimoixedes da aRmoCnda, rom yvela gakrefiliyo da eseni martoniRa darCnen. caixung-i yvelas aZalebda, yvelaferi gaesinjaT da gabrunda Tavis saqmeze, martod darCenilebi ki inglisurze
gadavidnen, Tumc saubari ZiriTadad Cinur samzareuloze iyo. caixungis motanili, oqrosfrad
Sebrawuli blinebi dakepili bostneulis SigTavsiT iyo is uiSviaTesi Cinuri kerZi, romlis Wama
Cxirebis gareSe, xeliTac SeiZleba, oRond jer unda CaewoT lambaqze dasxmul ZmarSi.
Cak-i male mixvda rom aRar miecemoda saSualeba wina kviris saubarze dalaparakeboda apaos, magram meore mxriv, raRa darCa salaparako? maTi saubari uceb Sewyda, roca daiWeqa da `mindoda~ iyo apao-s ukanaskneli daumTavrebeli sityva _ magram exla sruliad SeuZlebeli iyo im
Sewyvetili saubris gagrZeleba. Semdeg ifiqra, `adre, amerikaSi rom beds isini erTmaneTisgan ar
daeSorebina... anda kidev im moulodneli Sexvedris Semdeg, rodesac misi baraTi dakarga, iqneb
maTi bedi sruliad sxvanairad awyobiliyo? magram eloda Tu ara maT bednieri colqmroba, Tu mxolod colqmrul movaleobaze iqneboda agebuli?... misi sindisi da Rirseba ar aZlevda uflebas,
rom arafrad Caegdo apao-s gancdebi...
meore mxriv, TviTonve ekamaTeboda sakuTar Tavs gonebaSi, iqneb Zalian Sors Sevtope? exla
apao mxiaruli da xalisiani iyo, mis qcevas da saqciels am wuTs ar etyoboda aranairi aCrdili
winandelisa, da mainc mis TvalSi apao rCeboda `fardas mofarebul qalad~, romelic raRacnairad
afrTxobda, da xSirad ar esmoda, ra imaleba misi sicilis an cremlebis ukan!
Wiqa gamscala da wamodga, damSvidobeba daapira. apao-m uTxra, `rodisme gamoiyvane Seni
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sacole, erTad visadiloT, aq yvelas gvinda misi gacnoba,~ da Wuti-c daimowma, mere ki caixung-is
dasaZaxeblad gavida, rom Cak-s SeZleboda madlobis Tqma da damSvidobeba. Wuti-m ixelTa momenti
da Caks xmadabla uTxra: `es qali rom ara, ra gveSveleboda, apao xom man gadaarCina!~
`rogor, `gadaarCina~?
`~rogor da pirdapir! apao-m rom imxela daniT gadaiWra venebi, caixung-ma gaaqana klinikaSi..~
Cak-s piri Riad darCa, da mis Semyures, Wuti-s isRa darCenoda SekiTxvoda, `Sen arc misi ganqorwinebis ambavi ar icodi?~
`es sul exlaxans...~
`age, modian!~ gaafrTxila Wuti-m, radgan piriT maTken ijda.
Cak-ma ris vaivaglaxiT, damaxinjebulad warmoTqva raRac msgavsi: `me Zalian madloba Sen!~ da
gadaexvia, magram caixung-ma Tavi gaiTavisufla da dabneulma sTxova apao-s, `ase uTxari, rom ase
nu izams, ara var amas Cveuli... radgan verafriT ver egueboda siyvarulis da alersis aseT gamoxatvas sxvebis Tvalwin, magram Wuti-m daamSvida, rom `amaTTvis es igivea, Sen rom xeli CamoarTva~.
Semdeg Cak-ma apao gulSi Caikra da dasZaxa: `aba, Sen ici, Tavs mixede! dagirekav~.
apao-m siciliT xeli hkra da moiSora, `kargi erTi, ise memSvidobebi, TiTqos cxra mTas iqiT
miemgzavrebi!~ Cak-ma Tavi gaiqnia, Wuti-m ki warbebi SeWmuxna.
`gavige Tu ara, rom sacole hyavs, vinane rom davpatiJeT.~
apao wasvlas Cqarobda metros daxurvamde, Wuti saxlSi wasvlis magier, qalaqis dasavleT
ubanSi midioda, kompaniis daqiravebul sastumroSi, raki aq mivlinebiT iyo Camosuli, ase erCivna.
sanam apao-s daemSvidobeboda, apao-s uTxra: `dRes raRac ucnaurad iqceodi, arabunebrivad. ra
iyo, moxda Tqvens Soris kidev rame?~
`me ki piriqiT, momeCvena rom raRacnairad daiZaba, rodesac gvemSvidobeboda! Sen xom ar uTxari rame? an iman xom ar giTxra?~
`ra unda meTqva, roca sacoled viRac ianWou-eli meSCani daiTria?...
si-Zi-kod yofn arCia!...~
apao gonebaSi gaocebuli imeorebda: `meSCani daiTria... si-Zi-ko...~ _ aseTi sityvebi arasodes
smenia misgan.
`ho, ra gikvirs? sasiZo rom sasimamros laqucs dauwyebs, ese ar ityvian?~
`rodis aqeT iswavle es Cinuri gamoTqma? visgan? ase aq aravin metyvelebs!~
`Zalianac scdebi, SanxaiSi es xSirad msmenia.~
apao-m Tvali Caukra da didis ambiT Caumarcvla: `aaa, ga-sa-ge-bia! Sen aq namdvilad romani
gaabi aqaur San-xa-el vaJ-ba-ton-Tan! ra, ese ar aris?!~
`ara, romani amaze ar iTqmis, arc sasiyvarulo intriga... ise, ubralod, vxvdebi...~
`ra gansxvavebaa!~
`swored rom aris, Cemo kargo, da Zalianac didi! `vxvdebis~ rom vambob, vgulisxmob urTierT
simpatias, siTbos...~
`ki, ki, ki, eg vici~! _ siciliT ahyva apao, `...siyvaruli ki sicxea, sneuleba, adrenalinis afeTqeba.~! _ magram uceb, sicilSive, paraleluri azri gaauCnda: `me xom maqvs exla ufleba ase rom
`Sevxvde~? _ da warmosTqva kidec, da Wuti-m maSinve daariga:
`Sedi internetSi: www.match.com, yovelTviurad 25 amerikuli dolari dagijdeba. me Cinurad
wera miWirs da amitom inglisuri versia varCie.~
`moica, eg Seni aqauri vaJbatoni internetiT amoirCie, a?!~
«ra gikvirs, ratomac ara? dagaviwyda, ra dros vcxovrobT? msoflio qselis xanaa... »
metroSi Sesasvleli xuaixai-s quCaze iyo, adre Joferis saxels atarebda. metros Tavze
cnobil maRazia « parksons » veeba Senoba ekava, iseTi didi iyo, rom iq Semsvlels STabeWdileba
rCeboda, TiTqos maRaziaSi ki ar Sevida, aramed raRac moedanze aRmoCnda, romelzec periodulad
estradasac ki aRmarTavdnen xolme da iq jazbendebi gamodian da mudam xalmxmravlobaa. amitom, es
adgili popularuli iyo, mosaxerxebeli iyo Sesaxvedrad da exlac Sig bevri ireoda.
iqve gverdiT makdonaldsis kafe iyo, sadac Tavisufal adgils ver naxavdi. kafes win patara
skveri gaeWraT, misken ramdenime safexuri adioda, marmarilos farTo bordiuriT SemoRobili.
vinc ki Camvleli gamoCndeboda, yvela siamovnebiT Camojdeboda xolme am bordiurze da kidev
Wadrebis qveS gamarTul grZel skamebze.
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exla, aTi saaTis Semdeg, iseTi Wyleta aRar iyo, mxolod skamebze Camomsxdari xalxi rCeboda,
Ramis sios da sigriles eSurebodnen.
kafe `starbak-~ rom Cauares, apao-m Wuti-s gaando: «warmogidgenia, erTi kviris win aq lung-s
Sevxvdi da aq visxediT, yava davlieT.». Wuti-m gaioca, ,,aseT ambavs ratom mimalavdi”? daqalma
mxarze xeli mouTaTuna: «rodis unda meTqva? qalaqSi exla Camoxvedi da aki geubnebi kidec!»
«moica, Sen mixvedi masTan?»
«ara, SemTxveviT SevxvdiT...» - daiwyo apao-m da ar gaCerebula, mTeli epizodi Camoukakla _
«ase hgonebia, rom restoranSi muSaoba gaWirebam damawyebina da Ceki gamomiwera...»
«magaria! pirdapir Zveli melodramaa ekranze! »
«kargi erTi, nu ici ase, ris melodrama!»
«Torem ara! mTeli eg Tqveni areuloba da davidaraba TiTqos evropuli postomodernis prozaa!~ apao-m pasuxad mxolod mxrebi aiCeCa, Wuti-m ki ganagrZo: `kargi, mere? xom geyo Wkua, rom
ampartavnobis gamo Cekze ar geTqva uari?~
`ki, magdeni mesmis; saqme rom ganqorwinebamde miva, mere win unda daayeno praqtikuli midgoma.
magram Ceki ki ar gamovarTvi, maTxovari ki ara var! aiRos da neba iboZos, alimentebi Caricxos Cems
sabanko angariSze, Cven xom am fuliT vcxovrobT.~
`ise, apao, Sen marTla magari gaxdi! Tvalwin icvlebi! marTali giTxra, Seni axali saxe me-eetad STambeWdavi da progresulia!~
`eh, erTi iq genaxe, Tavisufali magidis lodinSi gverdiT rom vejeqi, maSin namdvilad ar
ityodi, `magariao!~ ici, sakmarisia `starbakis~ tipis kafeSi aRmoCnde, sadac ar unda iyo, romel
qalaqSic ar unda iyo _ yvelgan erTia yvelaferi, yavis aromati, safqvavi avtomatebis Cxakuni,
saaTis Camorekvis xmac ki: `doon!~ - da maSinve gaxsendeba adrindeli scenebi, siuJetebi!... es
yvelaferi ise... rogor giTxra?.. gaforiaqebs!..~
apao Camojda, iogas fexmorTxmuli poza miiRo. bolo xanebSi iogam gaitaca da sxeuli Zalian
moqnili gauxda. Wuti-s ar moewona misi es poza, magram sityva ar Seawyvetina: `stacionarze rom
vswavlobdi, biblioTekaSi fexis Sedgmas veridebodi. merCivna ameRo Cemi kompiuteri da `starbakis~ xalxmravlobaSi davmjdariyavi; Cemnairebis adgili iyo, martosulebis, siyvaruli rom akliaT
da enatrebaT, da mxolod swavliT rom avseben dros. ara, iq Seyvarebulebic isxdnen xolme, da
ramdens Surda imaTi! ase rom, iq ori polusis Sexebis wertili iyo: bednaklulebic da bednierebic
iq Tavs erTad iyridnen! esec Seni cxovrebis polusebis filosofia!~
`ase ar mifiqria. nuTu ase seriozulad iyo saqme?~
`ratom unda gefiqra? Sen ise iyavi xolme dakavebuli, yavisTvis sad gecala?!~ _ Wuti gaakvirva Tavisive rolma, rogorc moTminebad qceuli, yuradebiani msmenelis. apao ki agrZelebda
aRsarebis am nawils: `iq erTi msuqani gogona iyo, Cveni kurseli. xuTidan eqvsamde aucileblad
unda eyida civi mokka, Tavze naRebmosxmuli, ugemrielesi ram iyo, ver warmoidgen! da kaloriebic
imdeni hqonda rom ver warmoidgen! hoda, imis Semxedvare, mokkas aviRebdi? amitom CemTvis dabalkofeinian yavas viRebdi da amas vjerdebodi... sanam lung-Tan ar daviwye Sexvedra.~ im periodis
gaxsenebaze saxe gaunaTda, mere ki daamata: `exla rom vixseneb, Cven Soris seqsi Zalian iSviaTi iyo,
kafeSi jdoma gverCivna. etyoba, arc me ar mqonda seqsis didi moTxovnileba _ magram exla mivxvdi
amis mizezs: imitom rom masSi ar vgrZnobdi amis moTxovnilebas. da maSin iyo rom daviwye naRebiani mokkas sma, oRond CumCumad; Tan gasuqebis meSinoda, warmogidgenia, da Tan vagrZelebdi?!...
rom icode, SiSi mudam mqonda rom es Cemi usazRvro bedniereba raRacis mauwyebeli iyo... imdenad
vtkbebodi Cemi gancdiT, rom... ara, etyoba winaTgrZnoba mafrTxilebda savaraudo Semobrunebas.~
daasrula sityva, `makdonaldsis~ kafes Sexeda da SesTava, `iqneb nayini gveWamao~ da win gauZRva, Wuti ki misdevda, akvirdeboda mis win mimaval megobars da TavisTvis fiqrobda, SiSnarevad:
`ho, Seicvala! exla sxvanairia... da mgoni vkargav...~
apao-m ornairi nayini gamoitana, Sokoladis da TeTri, romlis danaxvaze, Wuti-m Seageba:
`ooo, gxsomebia rom vanilis miyvars!~
`gegona, aRar maxsovda? arada, aTi weli gavida imis Semdeg... gaxsovs, meore kursze viyavi,
rom xosiudoSi daviwye varjiSi, Zvel krivSi, da fexze neki movitexe, TabaSirSi Camidges. maSin
maisi iyo, cxeloda, iqaurob yvavilebSi iyo Cafluli, Sen da Senma boifrendma ki gadawyviteT CineTSi turistad wasvla da mivadeqiT cnobil turistul kompanias. exlac, roca vuyureb gogonebs,
nayins rom eniT tlikaven, Cveni Tavi maxsendeba da raRacnairad gulze mefineba es suraTi.~ cota
Seyovnda da daamata:
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`lunTan Sexvedram SemanjRria, bevri ram amotivtivda mexsierebaSi! swored amitom davibare
aq Caki~.
`mere, yvelaferi mouyevi?~
apao-s araferi uTqvams, mxolod mxrebi aiCeCa, Wuti-m uTxra:
`iman ki gamogicxada, rom cols Txoulobs? me vfiqrob...~
`me vicodi rom hyavda is viRac qali; ubralod, mindoda, rom raRacnairad eSvela...~
`eSvela? rogor?~
`SeiZleba gagikvirdes, magram mindoda seqsi mqonoda masTan, morCa.~
Wuti kidev erTxel gaakvirva misma sruliad axalma da uCveulo simSvidem.
`Wuti-, Sen iqneb ar gesmis Cemi mdgomareoba. ici, lung-s rom Sevxvdi, xom vici rom saerTod
unda amovigdo, movisrolo Cemi cxovrebidan _ magram warmoidgine, rom mas rom vxedav, mainc
vgrZnob erTgvar aRgznebas.... ara, mainc ver agixseni rogorc saWiroa... ar vici, sityva ver mipovnia...~
Wuti farTod gaxelili TvalebiT miaCerda megobars: `ici, apao, ukve getyoba rom is aRara
xar, daasrule tineijerobis xan.~
`ra sisuleles ambob, gesmis? im Tves ormocis vxdebi, gesmis or-mo-cis! vis axsovs tineijeroba?! im asaks kai oci welia rac davemSvidobe!~
`ui, nuTu?!~ _ ironiulad miugo Wuti-m, `ase ggonia? ici, me ki sul sxvas vfiqrob!... marto
imas getyvi, rom CemTvis isev is uZvirfasesi vinme xar, rac iyavi _ oRond exla gacilebiT ufro
saintereso qalad iqeci!~ cota daayovna, mere xeli dahkra muxlze da SeekiTxa: `CakTan imitom
gadawyvite Rame gagetarebina, rom lung-i wageSala maxsovrobidan?~
`ver getyvi, ar vici... is ki vici, rom srulfasovani mamakaci mWirdeba, erTxel xom mainc unda
gaigo gemo namdvili kacis, gamoscado kacTan cxovreba?!~
Wuti-m mxrebi aiCeCa: `me ase vxvdebi, rom erTad ar dawolilxarT?~
`marTali xar, miTxra rom megobar qals colad Txoulobs da cxadia, gadavifiqre!~
`bolos da bolos, gaixed-gamoixede, garSemo aTasi namdvili, marTla kaci trialebs! ra
gaxda eg Seni Caki, ra daiCeme?!~
`ki magram, me xom es erTaderTi Sansi mqonda. Tan Caki, ici riT mawyobs? is sufTaa suliT da
sxeuliT, janmrTeli, janmagari kacia...~
`’mawyobs~ ras miqvia? ra, Ramis gasaTev sastumrozea laparaki Tu raze, ar mesmis?~
`kargi, kargi, `mawyobs~ ar unda meTqva...~
kafeSi Suqi kvlav enTo, isini fanjrebs Sescqerodnen, oRond apao-s odnav dabneuli da meocnebe gamometyveleba hqonda saxeze...
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Cveulebrivi samuSao dRe iyo, saRamos aTi iyo daaxloebiT. `caixungis~ restorani daixura.
apao-m ukana gasasvlelidan datova Senoba da gzajvaredisaken gaemarTa rom gadaRma kafeSi Sesuliyo, romelmac sul ramdenime TveSi gaiTqva saxeli, popularuli gaxda da amitom mis SesasvlelTan arasodes ileoda carieli taqsebis rigi.... ramdeni weli gavida mas Semdeg, rac aq iyo
singapuruli samzareuloTi cnobili restorani `daba kari~. mas Semdeg rac restornis patrons,
piters insulti daemarTa, restorani daixura, Semdeg es farTi arendiT iqirava moduri tansacmlis maRaziam, magram erT weliwadSi isic daixura da maSin apao-m gadaiforma is arendiT, kafebarad gadaakeTa, romelic aseve popularuli gaxda, xolo `caixungis~ saxeli ki ukve Zalian bevrisTvis iyo cnobili.
TviTon caixungi qmarTan erTad SarSan avstraliaSi gadavida sacxovreblad. is kaci, visac
colad gahyva, xSirad dadioda mis restoranSi, gansakuTrebiT uyvarda gareT ezoSi, terasaze
jdoma, sufTa haerze, cis qveS. caixungi ki, mudam aivanze mjdomi da qsoviT garTuli, karga xans
ase zevidan akvirdeboda da aseTnairad, `distanciurad~ Seiyvara. maTi urTierToba ucnaurad ganviTarda, radgan sul sami-oTxi sityva icoda Cinurad.
rodesac melburnSi miemgzavreboda, apao-s SesTavaza rom mas Seesyida restorani, magram
apao-m mainc imaze daiyolia, rom SeenarCunebina Tavis ufleba uZrav qonebaze:
`Sen ver warmoidgen, amas ra didi mniSvneloba aqvs, imitom rom es Seni sakuTari, Seni mSobliuri qalaqia! Sen verasodes ver SesZleb SanxaisTan samudamod gamoTxovebas!~ _ mxolod imas
dasTanxmda rom direqtorad darCeniliyo mis kuTvnil restoranSi.
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apao-s baris swrafi popularoba bevrisTvis moulodneli aRmoCnda, Tumc damgegmavis gemovneba ukve iqidanac Canda rom brwyinvale interiers da lamaz abras moulodnelad Seufarda
gemovnebiT SerCeuli kontrastuli, TiTqmos mbJutavi ganaTeba, rac yvelas yuradRebas iqcevda
irgvliv moWaxWaxe abrebis da reklamebis kaSkaSSi. cisferi neonis inglisuri asoebi secessiuri
stilis Senobis lamaz fasadze or sityvas pirdebodnen gamvlelebs: `Only Blue~. apao ver ZReboda
am abris cqeriT, eamayeboda, rom feri da arsi ase lamazad Seufarda erTmaneTs, da saerTod, lurji da mocisfro iyo is ferebi, romlebic gansazRvravdnen mTel baris interieris gammas, da ara
mxolod interieris, aramed musikisac: iq ar ismoda xmauriani ritmebi da musika ufro xmadabali
iyo, daguduli, xolo klientura _ ufro ucxoelebi iyvnen da kidev qveynis sxvadasxva kuTxidan
Camosuli Tanamemamuleni... da exla am xalxSi apao-s yuradReba ucxo figuram miipyro _ kaci SesasvlelSi idga da mSvidad aTvalierebda iqaurobas.
`Tqven... Tqvena xarT, Uncle Pete?~ _ apao Soridan ver arCevda saxes da misken gadadga nabiji.
isic daiZra adgilidan da apao SeekiTxa, `nuTu ver micaniT, me var, apao-!~
`hoo, xma isev is gaqvs, ar Segcvlia!~ insultis Semdeg metyveleba Sescvloda, da sityvebis
garCeva odnav Wirda.
`ici, xma rom ar amogeRo, verc ki gicnobdi... ise Seicvale!~
`vici, davberdi, ara? Cven xom ager ukve oTxi-xuTi welia, rac erTmaneTi ar gvinaxavs, es
didi droa, gansakuTrebiT, qalebisaTvis!~
icinoda da Tan cremlebs iwmendda. pite Secvlili iyo, daberebuli, daCaCanakebuli, moZraoba uWirda.
`ram dagabera, gogo? Sen jer ar ici ra axalgazrda xar! lamazi xar, metic _ eleganturic!~
piterma TaviT-fexebamde SeaTvaliera cxovrebaSi gamocdili da bevrismnaxveli kacis TvaliT; qalis amocnoba kvlav ar uWirda, siberem am Tvisebas veraferi daaklo.
`Semodi, davsxdeT, rame davlioT!~ apao-m xelkavi gauyara da cota moqaCa.
piteri Seyoymnabda: `ar vici, Rirs ki? aq iseTi moduri adgilia, rom...~
`eg aRara Tqva!~ da SigniT SeipatiJa..
kuTxeSi dasxdnen.
oficantma sasmelebis meniu SesTavaza, piterma xeli aiqnia, `insultis Semdeg aRara vsvam!~
gamoacxada, apao-m ki jin toniki moiTxova, da piteri daamSvida, `iq spirti naklebia.~ moxuci xumrobiT gauZalianda, `ra ginda, isev unda gamaloTo?~
`maSin wveni iyos!~
`ara, wveni nametani samarxvoa, isev jin toniki jobia!~
apao-s Tvalwin TiTqos kvlav ibrunebda adrindel saxes misi Uncle Pete, da nelnela uqreboda
aRelveba.
dasayoleblad apao-m samxreTamerikuli Txili moatanina da wveni, da mxolod exla Seigno
piterma rom bari apao-s ekuTvnis, uSualod is ganagebs iqaurobas da saubari TavisTvad piteris
yofil restoranze Camovarda, mere `caixung-is~, barze...
piterma aRiara, rom sanam `daba karis~ ganagebda, Zalian bevrs svamda, ZiliT cota eZina, dasvenebas iklebda _ magram amas ise ambobda, rom ar etyoboda, rom nanobs.. apao-m auxsna, rom SanxaiSi Camosvlisas gaigo, rom mas ukve gaeyida Tavisi restorani da sadRac wasuliyo, magram veravin
aswavla piteris adgilmdebareoba; erTaderTi, rac danamdvilebiT gaigo, is iyo rom piteri avadaa.
exla piteris jeri dadga kiTxvebis, moikiTxa, mere es uTxra:
`qmars rom gaSordi, maSinve gavige da Zalian gamixarda, gulze momeSva, kidec vifiqre, rom
`morCa, eSvela meTqi apao-s!~
apao-m gaifiqra, `meSvela ki?~
piterma yuradReba interierze gadaitana da saqebars guluxvad arigebda: `ara, ki moaRwia
Cems yuramde rom es adgili popularulia, da Blue Note-is safirmo qsels ekuTvnis, magram aseTi Tu
iqneboda!~ apao-s rom Sexeda, ver gaixsena, odesme Tu enaxa ase gaxarebuli da nasiamovnebi.
`iciT, es Blue Note erTma klientma gvirCia.~
`amerikelma?~
`ki, niu iorkelia, magram warmoSobiT honkongidan aris, niu iorkis universitetSi aqvs daculi doqtoris xarisxi. man miTxra, rom zustad aseTi dasaxelebis bari iyo mis universitetis
axlos..~
`ki, vici, bliker stritze; iq gind dRe iyos, gind Rame _ klientTa rigi iq ar klebulobs.~
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`vai, ramdeni xani ar momismenia Tqveni saubari! ra kargad iciT yvvelaferi!~
`rogor ar mecodineba, rodesac ori weli Cinuri sadilebi damqonda down town-Si! xuTi TiTiviT vici iqauroba!~
apao-m Tavi gaaqnia, `aaa, magram Cems am bars xom verafriT ver Seadri niu iorkisas?~
`ratom, Blue xom naxsenebia!~
apao-s uceb moesma is simRera, romelic didi xnis winaT icoda, da rac ufro gulsaklavad
eCveneboda sityvebi, miT ufro iTavisebda _ oRond misi mosmena martoobaSi uyvarda, ara kafeebSi
da dansingebSi.
piterma exla misi ambebi ikiTxa, bavSvebi rogora hyavs, vin uvlis.?
apao-m mokled moaxsena dedamTilzec, ZiZazec, rom patara ukve skolis asakis gaxda, xolo
ufrosi ukve saSualo skolas amTavrebs.
piterma gaocebulad Caiburtyuna, `rogor gadis dro, patara _ skolaSi!~ mere lung-ze
SeekiTxa, `Tu gaqvT masTan raime kontaqti?~
`mxolod dedamiss da bavSvebs. is ufro xSirad tailandSia... Sen jobia Seni ambebi miTxra,
sada xar exla?~
`ici, erTxans los anJelesSi vcxovrobdi, iq mimkurnales da rac ki ram SeRavaTi arsebobs
moxucebisTvis amerikaSi, yvelaferi gamoviyene, magram me mainc Zalian SeveCvie Sanxais xmaurs da
CoCqols! siCume da siwynare ufro mawuxebs, vidre mamSvidebs!...~
piteri dadumda da exla orivem miugdo yuri nacnob simReras, romelic SanxaiSi yovel fexis
nabijze ismoda, magram amis miuxedavad, yovel mosmenaze warmosaxvas aRelvebda da guls xvdeboda:
Do you smile to tempt a lover, Mona Lisa,
Or is this your way to hide a broken heart?
Many dreams have been brought to your doorstep
They just lie there and they die there,
Are you warm, are you real, Mona Lisa?
piteri RiRiniT ahyva da Canda rom asaks ar emoqmeda mis idealur smenaze _ mxolod moxucis
bzarnarevi xma Ralatobda da aRar gavda mis Zvel rbil baritons.
rom daasrula simRera, SeniSna: `mainc, ra ucnauria _ es simRerebi rodis iyo modaSi, xom
wamogidgenia! _ da dResac yvela Taobis msmenels guls xvdeba maTi melodia. Cems axalgazrdobaSi
nat king koli iyo zenitSi, namdvili varskvlavi iyo jazis!~
mere gaxsenebis aRelveba TiTqos Cauqra da sevdiani xmiT ganagrZo: `erTxans, rodesac Caina
taunSi restorani mqonda gaxsnili, iqve ubanSi erTi moxucebuli wyvili cxovrobda da sadils
yovelTvis Sin mitaniT gvikveTavdnen, mansardaSi, veeba sawyobis saxuravqveS. maSin yvelaferi iafi
iyo. qmari uolstritze msaxurobda, coli ki modelieri iyo, keravda, leqsebs werda... xSirad
marTavda xolme miRebebs. Zalian romantiuli pirovneba iyo. TveSi orjer-samjer mainc miwevda
maTTan sadilebis an vaxSmebis mitana, zogjer SuaRamis sauzmec mimqonda. yoveli misvla iq CemTvis
raRac Tavgadasavals niSnavda. im periodSi quCebi sul gadatenili iyo, omis sawinaaRmdego demonstraciebs marTavdnen, hipebi dadiodnen jgufad da mRerodnen... maTSi gzis gagneba omSi brZolis
tolfasi iyo, maS!.. mividodi maTTan da _ warmoidgine, uzarmazari sawyobi, suuul carieli, gind
burTi iTamaSe, magram is sivrce savse iyo _ ici riT? _ bgerebiT, notebiT! nat king kolis simRerebiT da is bgerebi avsebdnen...’
`bgerebi avsebdnen? _ exla orive erTad icinoda.
`es Cemi gamoTqma araa, is qalbatoni ambobda ase. maTi sawyobi ubralod, didi ki ar iyo! SigniT, simaRliT, sam-oTx sarTuliani saxli Caeteoda! aveji TiTqmis arc hqoniaT, da amitom TviT
saxli iqca erT super-akustikur dinamikad da bgerebi yvela kuTxidan gibrundebodnen. am gamoZaxilis da eqos gamo kidec ityodi rom `bgerebma gaavses~! `Tu gaavses, ese igi, iRvrebian, ara?~ _
mekiTxeboda xolme.~
`Uncle, Sen namdvilad mogwonda, ara?~ da Seatyo kidec, rom piters ar exumreboda am mogonebaze.
piterma aswia Wiqa da SesTavaza, `modi, davlioT!~ _ da mereRa SeamCnia, rom Wiqa carieli iyo.
magram Sevseba aRar moindoma: `Sen dalie, me Cemi dasalevi rac mqonda karga xania davlie! exla
esRa mrCeba, mogonebebi.~
`Senc moigone da gaixsene, `mogonebebiT savse~ _ scada misi gaxaliseba apao-m da oficiants
sTxova mineraluri wyali da cota ram xili moetana, TviTon ki mivida daxlTan rom yinulze dasxmuli viski aeRo.
roca daubrunda magidas, SeekiTxa:
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`mere? mere rame moxda Tqvens Soris, ra mohyva am ambavs?~
piterma nela gaaqnia Tavi.
`mere~ araferi ar yofila, da verc imas ver SeekiTxebi. arc arasodes geqneba amis saSualeba,
imitom rom iman Tavi CamoixrCo... depresia hqonda. gardaicvala.~
pirTan mitanili xeli haerSi gauSeSda, magram garegnulad mainc inarCunebda simSvides.
`es Seni Uncle, sinamdvileSi, tlanqi kacia, sul ar aris daxvewili... xom xedav, yvelaferi daviwyebuli mqonia da nat king kolis simRera rom ara, egeb arc gamxseneboda. am qveynad yvelaferi
icvleba. ai, aq xom iyo Cemi `saTamaSo moedani~, - exla Senia!... gana SeiZleba rom bedis ar gwamdes?~
apao-m uxmod daukra Tavi. piterma baris daxlisken miuTiTa: `Sen aq SeeCvie smas? mogwons
daleva?~
`ara. exla me Cemi kafe-restorani maqvs, magram saerTod ara vsvam; dRes aseTi uiSviaTesi
SemTxvevaa.~
`hooo. me ki arasodes minaxivxar rom svamde.~
`verc mnaxavdiT. Tqven ki ara, arc lung-s ar unaxavs...~ _ es Tqva da TviTon gaioca es Seucnobeli amonasroli, `is risTvis vaxseneo?~
`maS, gamodis rom gaTxovebamde ukve karga nacadi vinme yofilxar?~
`ara, ocdaerT wlidan gvqonda ufleba dagvelia magari sasmelebi. maSin studentebi jgufad davexetebodiT barebSi, magram biWebi smiT ise ara svamdnen, ufro arev-dareva uyvardaT.
gaTxovebis Semdeg TiTqmis aRar damilevia. erTi-ori wlis win isev gamiCnda dalevis survili, Tan
auculeblad unda davmTvraliyavi.
mere damartya TavSi, `vaiTu bavSvebma SeamCnion, ukve didebi arian!~ SarSan Cavudeqi saTaveSi
am bars da imas aqeT wveTi ar damilevia. dRes ki Seni naxvis dRea, xom gesmis! ici rogor mixaria,
rom gxedav?!~
`eee, damnaSavea Sens winaSe eg Seni Uncle, vici rom brali mimiZRvis!~
`ara, ras ambob?! eg arc ki ifiqro!~
`raRa, ’ras vambob’? maSin xom ar dagexmare..~
`ui, rom icode, ici rogor damexmare, ici?!~ _ da gauRima, `magram bevri ram Cvenze ar aris
damokidebuli, an vis ZaluZs beds kriWaSi Caudges?~... modi, davlioT..~
piterma wyali moiyuda, apao-m ki uxerxulad gahkra xeli Wiqas da viski magidaze daeqca.
piterma xelsaxoci miawoda.
Tendeboda, rodesac Tavi aswia. saxe sveli hqonda, daRvrili viskiT mosvrili. piri moiwminda da SeamCnia rom isev im magidas ejda. arc icoda, rom baridan ar iyo gasuli. exla aq uCveulo
siCume sufevda, fanjris miRma ki irweoda rZisferi nisli. Tavbru exveoda. moswyurda, areuli
nabijiT mivida daxlTan da magidas rom daubrunda, mereRa SeamCnia piteris datovebuli baraTi,
zed kalami ido. asoebi didroni iyo, Canda rom damweri guluxvi kaci iyo da xelwerac ase, msubuqad exerxeboda:
wavedi, apao-. ici, kmayofilebiT mivdivar.
beberi kaci var da avadmyofi, da aRar vekuTvni am qalaqs.
dRes movedi masTan dasamSvidobeblad.
sul ar megona rom Sen damxvdebodi. kidev kargi!
apao, mTeli arsebiT mixaria, rom ase kargad aiwye cxovreba!
magram isic SegamCnie, rom tkivili budobs Sens gulSi
da vici, rom dro giSvelis,
gava xani da darwmundebi, gulze rom mogeSveba!
aba, Sen ici, Tavs gaufrTxildi! bavSvebi damikocne.
Seni Uncle-is danatovari
apao-m Wiqa isev gaivso da wyals daewafa. wuxandel sasmeliviT svamda. loyaze nela dagorda
cremli. wyals ylapavda, cremli sdioda, TiTqos Tvalebidan eRvreboda daleuli wyali da ase
iyo, nelnela davida mis Segnebamde wylis da cremlebis aseTi Senacvleba, da ar gahkvirvebia...
Tang ing - moixsenieba Tanamedrove warmatebul mweralTa Soris.
daibada 1961 wels SanxaiSi. 1982 wels daamTavra Sanxais universitetis filologiuri
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fakulteti.
dawerili aqvs ramdenime vrceli romani, moTxrobebi, kinoscenarebi, esseebi sxvadasxva JanrSi.
xSirad ibeWdeba; aris CineTis saxalxo rspublikis mweralTa kavSiris wevri, ramdenime umaRlesi jildos laureati. erT-erTi avtoria wamyvan mweralTa Soris, romelTac aerTianebs saerTo
interesi da Tematika: axalgazrdobis cxovreba da fsiqologia, genderul problemebi, globalizaciis da gaxsnilobis periodi.
ramdenime sxva qalmweralTan erTad daimsaxura kritikosebisagan Serqmeuli saxeli: `qalTa
literaturis pleada~. am kategoriis avtorebi iswrafian specifikur sakiTxebisken: qalis roli
sazogadoebaSi, ojaxSi, piradi Tavisufleba, seqsualuri cxovreba pirovnulobisa da pirad Tavisuflebis sazRvrebi.
am jgufis gamaerTianebeli niSnebia stili, fsiqologiuri analizi, siyvaruli, dedoba... maT
saerTo pliusad unda aRiniSnos maTi unari, SeinarCunon sakuTari stili da manera, rac avtoritets matebs maT rols sazogadoebis kulturul cxovrebaSi, da es mTlianad Seesatyviseba Tang
ingis adgils Cinur literaturaSi.
es moTxroba daibeWda 2010 wels cnobil literaturul JurnalSi `Suouxuo~ anu `mosavali~
(2010, #5)A literary bimonthly HARVEST index ISSN 0583-1288)
Targmani Sesrulebuli Zalze umniSvnelo SemoklebebiT.
moqmedi pirebi:
apao, pao: qaliSvuli, qali, coli, deda _ mTavari moqmedi piri. daibada CineTSi, bavSvoba da
yrmoba aSS-Si gaatara, umaRlesi ganaTleba iq miiRo, mere dabrunda istoriul samSobloSi. siyvaruli, gaTxoveba, sami bavSvi, ganqorwineba.
lung-i _ misi megobari, qmari, homoseqsualisti, singapureli Cineli, gaizarda da swavlobda
aSS-Si.
li siufeng-i _ lung-is deda, apao-s dedamTili, singapureli Cineli,
piter _ apao-s mamis megobari, eTnikuri Cineli singapuridan, restornis mepatrone amerikaSi,
mere singapuris restornis mepatrione SanxaiSi.
Wuti _ apao-s megobari, dediT Cineli amerikeli.
Cak-i _ apao-s megobari da yrmobis periodis Seyvarebuli, umaRlesis damTavrebis Seemdeg
CineTSi moRvaweobs.
caixung-i _ apao-s megobari qali, tavernis da restornis mepatrone SanxaiSi; dabali socialuri fenidan, sacxovreblad gadadis avstraliaSi.
mTargmnelebi liu-yandareli kuangven-i da konstantine gogolaSvili
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dramaturgia
戏剧
cao iui
曹禺
Tavsxma
雷雨
moqmedi pirni
ku nainai
ku nainai
umcrosi da
umcrosi Zma
Wou fuiuen-i
Wou Fani
Wou fing-i
Wou Cung-i
lu kuei
lu S’fing-i
lu taxai
lu s’Feng-i
Wou-s
I molozani (eklesiis)
II molozani (eklesiis)
15 wlis
12 wlis
qvanaxSiris kompaniis gamgeobis ufrosi, 55 wlis
Wou fuiuen-is coli, 35 wlis
Wou fuiuen-is vaJi pirveli colisgan, 28 wlis
Wou fuiuen-isa da Wou Fani-s vaJi, 17 wlis
Wou-s kar-midamos msaxuri, 48 wlis
lu kuei-is coli, 47 wlis, qalTa skolis gadia
S’fing-is vaJi pirveli qmrisgan, qvanaxSiris maRaros muSa, 27 wlis
lu kuei-sa da S’fing-is qaliSvili, 18 wlis, Wou-s saxlis msaxuri
kar-midamos msaxurni _ I, II, … moxuci msaxuri
dekoracia (suraTi)
prologi
I moqmedeba
II moqmedeba
III moqmedeba
IV moqmedeba
epilogi
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eklesiis mflobelobaSi arsebuli saavadmyofos erT-erTi gansakuTrebuli sastumro oTaxi.
zamTris erTi dRis meore naxevari.
10 wlis win, zafxulis erTi CaxuTuli adriani dila.
Wou-s rezidenciis sastumro oTaxi (es prologSi aRwerili sastumro
oTaxia, igive dekoraciiT)
scenis dekoracia ucvlelia.
imave dRis meore naxevari.
lu-s ojaxSi. erTi patara gverdiTi oTaxi.
imave dRis saRamo. 10 saaTs odnav gadacilebuli droa.
Wou-s saxlis sastumro oTaxi. imave dRis Sua Rame. 2 saaTi.
10 wlis winandel warsulSi dabruneba. zamTris erTi dRis meore naxevari.
dekoracia prologis dekoraciis msgavsia.
(pirvelidan meoTxe aqtis CaTvliT moqmedeba erTi dRis ganmavlobaSi mimdinareobs).
prologi
erTi didi sastumro oTaxi. zamTari. SuadRis sami saaTi. eklesiis mflobelobaSi arsebuli
saavadmyofos erT-erTi gansakuTrebuli sastumro oTaxi.
oTaxis centraluri, orkarediani yavisferi mZime kari gareT gasasvlelia. karze amokveTilia
naxevradevropuli, Zveli ornamentebi. karebis win hkidia Zveli, muqi feris farda, gacveTili
naxatobiT. erT adgilas ornamenti amoWmulicaa. marjvena mxares _ (mxareebi msaxiobebis poziciis
mixedviT ganisazRvreba) erTkaredian kars avadmyofTa palataSi SevyavarT. laqi karebze Camocvenilia. TiTbris saxeluris bzinvareba Camqrala. karis CarCo ruxi ferisaa, gulebi ki _ Zvelmoduri, dasavluri SesamkoblebiT. SeiZleba vifiqroT, rom am saxlis patrons ucxoeTSi uswavlia
da ukan dabrunebuli isev mdidaria. karis win hkidia naxevradgacveTili, gaxunebuli, muqi iisferi
xaverdis farda, CamoZenZili qobiT, romelic Zirs eTreva. marcxena karebi, aseve orkarediani _
sasadilos ukavSirdeba, sasadilo _ Senobis gareT gamaval kibes. marcxena karebi kidev ufro mdidrulia, ufro muqi da Zveleburi yaidis, vidre Sua. drodadro karis gaReba misi simZimis gamo,
mavanis Sesvla-gasvla iatakis WraWuns iwvevs, rac Semdeg molivlive bgerebad iSleba da mraval
Wirgamovlil, mdumare, keTilganwyobil moxucs emsgavseba. es karebi fardiT Seumosavi, Camocvenili laqiT, mimqrali sanTlis naRvenTaris daria. Sua karis marjvena karedis gverdiT, kedelSi
niSaa, wmindanebis figurebis dasavaneblad. niSa Signidan mravalwaxnagovani formisaa, garedan ki
naxevarwris STabeWdilebas tovebs. niSis simaRlis naxevarze metze, waxnagebi franguli wagrZelebuli vitraJebiT gaumSvenebiaT. TiToeuli maTgani daxvewil maqmanis STabeWdilebas tovebs. niSis
iatakTan Sexebis adgili naxevrad momrgvalebulia SemaRlebuli ficris dafiT. masze SeiZleba
rogorc nivTebis ganlageba, aseve Camojdomac. niSis win fardaa Camofarebuli, rac abrkolebs
oTaxSi mzis sxivis SemoWras, amitom oTaxi pirquS, SexuTul sivrced qceula. speqtaklis dawyebisas niSis farda daxurulia).
kedlebi muqi yavisferi, gaxunebulia. oTaxSi yvela nivTi mdidruli, magram dromoWmulia.
marjvena kedelSi (cotaoden rampisken) datanebulia kedlis Rumeli, mopirkeTebuli marTkuTxedis formis marmariloebiT, inkrustirebuli feradi varskvlavebiviT brwyinvale qvebiT. buxris
Tavze sicarielea, mxolo hkidia jvarcmuli qriste. axla buxarSi cecxli Zlier, wiTel alebad
iwvis, oTaxis mTeli sivrce moucavs. oTaxSi siTbo Tumca umniSvneloa, magram sicocxlis gancda
geufleba. mis naTebaSi naxevradmrgvali formis savarZeli Cans. buxris gverdiT uxeSi sadgaria,
qvanaxSiriTa da wvril-wvrilad dapobili SeSiT. marjvena karis marcxena mxares hkidia gragnilze
gamosaxuli suraTi. iqve, oTaxis kuTxeSi CaSenebulia 3-4 Ci-s (metris mesamedi) sigrZis zedapiri, romlis maxloblad dgas patara, erTnaxevari adamianis simaRlis, Zveleburi, muqi feris sandalozis xis tansacmlis karada, romlis kuTxeebi gamSvenebulia spilenZis firfitebiT. karadaze,
spilenZis xonCaze dgas Termosi aduRebuli wylisaTvis, ori TeTri feris finjani. karadis win
agia mogrZo formis fiandazi, romelzedac karadis paralelurad dgas erT dros sadekoraciod
gamosayenebeli, Zalze dabali, mogrZo formis sandalozis xis magida, romelic, SesaZloa, gamSvenebuli iyo faifuris larnakebiTa Tu antikvaruli, anda daxvewili formis samSvenisebiT. amJamad magida gadavsebulia gaqaTqaTebuli sufrebiT, zewrebiTa da a.S. nivTebiT. etyoba, TeTreuli samrecxaodan es-esaa gamoitanes da jerac ar daubinavebiaT. magidasa da karadas Soris dgas
mrgvali formis tabureti. buxris marcxena mxares (centraluri Semosasvlelis marjvena mxares)
marTkuTxa formis, wiTeli xis sasadilo magida, ori Zveli SandaliT. Kkedelze hkidia zeTis
saRebavebiT Sesrulebuli didi naxati Zveli ostatebis yaidaze. Sua karis marcxena mxares dgas
daxvewili, sandalozis xisagan nakeTi Seminuli karada. rogorc sCans, SigniT iyo antikvaruli
nivTebi, magram axla carielia. karadis win dgas viwro, grZeli skami. marcxena kuTxesTan axlos
_ muqi feris divani. mis win _ Cais magida, divanis marcxniv yviTeli feris torSeri. mis win kedeli ukana kedelTan qmnis marTkuTxes. marcxena mxares kedelSi niSaa, am niSaSi dgas kidev patara
magida, mis Tavze ki patara ferweruli naxati. am magidis siaxloves, odnav marcxniv, sasadiloSi
gamavali karia. oTaxis SuagulSi xaliCa afenia. masze, erTmaneTis pirispir, odnav daceravebiT
dgas ori didi rbili savarZeli. maT Soris ki _ TeTrsufragadafarebuli patara, mrgvali magida.
[fardis gaxsnas axlavs Soridan zarebis rekvis xma da sagaloblebi
organis gareSe, didebulia Bach: High Missa, in B Minor, Benedictus qui venit in
Nomine Domini. oTaxSi sulieri ar WaWanebs. simSvidea.
[gadis dro. oTaxis centraluri mZime (masiuri) kari nel-nela iReba, Semodis
I molozani. misi qaTqaTa, TeTri Tavsaburavi kaTolikuri monastris moloznebis Tavsabura-
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vis msgavsia. Tavsaburavis gareSe molozani holandiel glexis qals emsgavseba. Sesamoseli muqi
lurji, uxeSi maudis qsovilisaa, romlis qoba Zirs eTreva. mkerdze jvari hkidia. welze gasaRebebis didi asxma aqvs Semortymuli da siarulisas JRara-JRurs gamoscems. mSvidad moZraobs da
saxezec simSvide gadahfenia. SemosvlisTanave karisken trialdeba...
I molozani:
I molozani
moxuci
I molozani
moxuci
I molozani
moxuci
I molozani
moxuci
I molozani
moxuci
I molozani:
moxuci
I molozani
II molozani
da
Zma
II molozani
da
II molozani
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(momRimari saxiT) SemobrZandi. (Semodis fermkrTali moxuci kaci, Semosilia
natifi, magram dromoWmuli qurqiT. karebSive ixdis quds. TmaSi WaRaraSereuli, mSvidi, dardiani TvalebiT. nikapze TeTri mokle wveriTa da naoWiani saxiT, oqrosCarCoian saTvales SemosvlisTanave ixsnis da budeSi debs.
xelebi odnav ukankalebs, ifSvnitavs, orjer sustad wamoaxvelebs. garedan
musikis xma aRar ismis, wydeba.
(RimiliT) gareT Zalian civa!
(Tavs uqnevs) hm! (mzrunvelobiT) _ xo marTla, rogor aris?
(TanagrZnobiT) kargad.
(uxmod miuTiTebs zeda sarTulze) is?
(sibraluliT) isev ise (Cumad amoioxrebs).
(mSvidad) me vfiqrob, advili araa misi gankurnva.
(Tavazianad) Tavdapirvlad CamojeqiT, gaTbiT, Semdeg moinaxuleT.
(Tavs gaaqnevs) ara, (midis marjvena mxares palatis mimarTulebiT)
(midis pirdapir) Tqven arasworad midixarT, es oTaxi bebia lu-s palataa,
Tqveni meuRle zeda sarTulzea.
(SeCerda, dabneulia) me... me vici (miuTiTebs marjvena mxaris palataze). me
axla SemiZlia misi naxva?
(alersianad) me ar vici... bebia lu-s palatas sxva momvleli emsaxureba,
vfiqrob, iqneb pirvelad abrZandeT zeda sarTulze, ukan mobrunebisas ki es
moxuci qalbatoni moinaxuloT.
(dabneuli) hm, iyos neba Tqveni.
gamomyeviT.
(I molozani miuZRvis moxucs marcxena karisaken, sasadilos gavliT zeda sarTulze.) (oTaxSi mcire xniT siCumea. garedan ismis nabijebis xma. II molozans
mohyavs ori patara balRi, Semodian. es molozani gacilebiT axalgazrda da
moZravia, Tumca misi tanisamosi I moloznis msgavsia. Semosuli bavSvebi daZmani arian. da _ ufrosia, Zma _ umcrosi. balRebi sazamTrod, axal tanisamosSi arian gamowyobilni. dawiTlebuli loyebiT, Camrgvalebulni. da 15ode wlisaa, zurgze dagdebuli ori nawnaviT. Zmas Tavze Salis wiTeli bewvis
qudi axuravs. orive mxiarulad, erTdroulad Semodian. da ufro seriozulia, SemosvlisTanave winaurdeba.
(alersianad) Semodi Zamiko. (Zamiko Semodis, uyurebs daikos, xelebs ifSvnetaven da iorTqlaven). quCaSi civa, ara? dao, Sen ZamikosTan aq dajeqi, kargi?
(iRimeba Tanxmobis niSnad) ho!
(dis xeli uWiravs, CurCuliT) dao, sadaa deda?
dedaSeni eqims eCveneba da mova, Sen aq moicade, gaTbi, kargi?
(gagebiT) Zamiko, me aq vyofilvar, davsxdeT aq, anekdots mogiyvebi. (gakvirvebiT aTvalierebs oTaxs.)
(moferebiT) keTili, aq isxediT, magram (miuaxlovda, Cumad) mSvidad isxediT,
nu ixmaurebT, zeviT avadmyofebia (mianiSnebs marjvena palatisaken). da_Zma
(erTad) orive sazrianad uqneven Tavs.
(ucbad, mimarTavs II molozans) dedaCemi axlave dabrundeba?
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diaR, axlave mova. Tqven aq isxediT (orive balRi erTad zis dabal skamze.
misCerebian II molozans), nu imoZravebT. (akvirdeba maT) me waval Tu ara,
umalve davbrundebi. (orive Tavs uqnevs. II molozani Sedis marjvena mxaris
palataSi. Zma moulodnelad dgeba da mimarTavs das).
es vin aris? ase ucnaurad ratom acvia?
(gamocdiliviT) molozania, saavadmyofoSi avadmyofebs uvlis. Zamiko. dajeqi.
(yuradRebas ar aqcevs), daiko uyure, uyure! (amayad) Sexede, rogori axali
xelTaTmanebi miyida dedam
(eWvisTvaliT) vxedav, gTxov dajde (CasWida xeli da svams, orive jdeba). (I
molozani marcxena karidan Semodis, pirdapir marjvena kuTxis tansacmlis
karadisaken midis. ver amCnevs oTaxSi Tu vinmea.)
(isev dgeba, das Cumad mimarTavs) daiko, kidev erTi...
(Cumad) SSS, nu laparakob (xels hkidebs da svams). I molozani aRebs tansacmlis karadas, grZeli magididan iRebs TeTr zewrebs, sufrasa da danarCen
TeTreuls da awyobs karadaSi. II molozani Semodis marjvena mxares mdebare
palatidan. dainaxavs Tu ara I molozans, oriveni Tavis daxriT esalmebian
erTmaneTs.
II molozani exmareba I molozans nivTebis dawyobaSi.
(I molozans, mokled) daamTavreT?
(ver gaigona) vin?
(swrafad, garkveviT, zeviT mianiSnebs) zeda sarTulze
(TanagrZnobiT) damTavrda, man axla kvlav CaiZina
(cnobismoyvareobiT ekiTxeba) aravin ucemia?
ara, yvela xarxarebda da SuSa isev gatexa
fui, fui. esec kargia.
(II molozanis misamarTiT) is axla sad aris?
Sen qvedaze mekiTxebi? (qveda sarTulze mwoliare avadmyofze, mianiSnebs
marjvena palataze). is isevea, umeteswilad tiris, dums. me ukve erTi welia
aq var da misgan erTi sityvac ar msmenia.
(dabal xmaze, mouTmenlad) daiko, modi ra, momiyevi anekdoti
(Cumad) ara, Zamiko, vusmen isini ras laparakoben
(SecodebiT, Sewuxebuli) codoa, is aq 9 welia, erTi wliT adre movida, vidre
zeviT mwoliare, magram verc erTi ver ganikurna... (gaxarebuli) xo, marTla,
batoni Wou movida, zeda palataSia.
(gaocebuli) rogor?
dRes mTvaris kalendriT Zveli axali welia, 30 ricxvi
(gaocebuli) o, ukve ocdaaTia, qveda sarTulis avadmyofi am oTaxSi gamova.
rogor, isic gamova?
(Woraoben) yoveli Zveli axali wlis miwuruls, 30 ricxvSi, qveda gamodis am
oTaxSi; dgas fanjris win.
ratom?
albaT Svilis dabrunebis imedi aqvs. erT mSvenier saRamos, 10 wlis ukan, misi
Svili gaiqca da aRarc dabrunebula. Sesabralisia, qmaric dakarga. (Cumad)
gavige, batoni Wou-s saxlSi msaxurobda. erTxel ise daTvra, rom miicvala.
(TiTqos gaigo) amitomaa, rom batoni Wou yovelTvis, dabrunebisTanave qalbatons stumrobs da qvedas ambavsac kiTxulobs, vfiqrob, batoni Wou sul
male qveviTac Camova da masac moinaxulebs.
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(rwmeniT) deda RmrTismSobelo, daifare. (karadaSi awyobs garecxil TeTreuls).
(Cumad, TxovniT) dao, Cemo daiko, ra iqneba, momiyevi anekdoti ha?
(maT saubars gatacebiT ayuradebs. umal gaiqnia Tavi, niSnad uaryofisa, ZaldatanebiT, Cumad) Zmao!
(isev raRac gaaxsenda) ucnauria. Wou-s ojaxs, aseTi saukeTeso saxlis mepatrones, risTvis dasWirda saavadmyofosaTvis misi miyidva?
(mSvidad) bundovania, Zneli saTqmelia. msmenia, rom erTxel am saxlSi, sami
suli erTbaSad daxocila, erTi kaci da ori qali.
(gakvirvebuli) marTla?!
aba!
(bunebrivad xvdeba) maS batoni Wou daJinebiT ratom iTxovda avadmyofi colis zeda sarTulze moTavsebas? ratom ar gadmosaxldes qvedaze?
diax, ucnauria, magram misi coli am saxlSi SeiSala Wkvidan, TviTonac ar
daTanxmdeboda adgilis Secvlas
ai Turme...
(Zma ucbad wamoxta winaaRmdegobis grZnobiT, xmamaRla)
dao, me ar momwons amis mosmena.
(darwmunebiTa da akrZalviT, Cumad) kargo Zamiko,
(ufro xmamaRla, mbrZanebluri toniT). ara, dao, anekdotis mosmena msurs.
(moloznebi motrialdebian, bavSvebs uyureben.)
(gakvirvebuli) visi bavSvebi arian? me rom Semovedi TiTqos ver SevamCnie.
erTi qalbatonis, eqimTan movida gasasinjad, me Semoviyvane aq, mosacdelad.
nu datovebT, RmerTma nu qnas SeeSindeT
sxva adgili ver vnaxe, gareT yinvaa, saavadmyofo gadavsebulia.
vfiqrob, kargi iqneba Tu maT dedas moZebni, Torem, RmerTma nu qnas, zedam
Camoirbinos, uciloblad gvarianad SeaSinebs!
(morCilad) marTals brZanebT (bavSvebisken trialdeba, bavSvebi mas daWyetili TvalebiT misCerebian) daiko, cota kidev moiTmineT, dedaTqvenis mosayvanad waval.
(Tavazianad) keTili, gmadlob!
(gadis oTaxis centraluri karidan)
(daimedebuli) daiko, deda male mova?
(kidev ufro gulmosuli) xo!
(gaxarebuli) deda mova! davbrundebiT saxlSi (taSs ukravs) davbrundebiT
saaxalwlo vaxSmisaTvis
Zmao, autanelo, dajeqi (mujluguns hkravs, aiZulebs dajdes).
(karadis karebs xuravs, mimarTavs bavSvebs) patarav, dajeq mSvidad, daikosTan
erTad, zeviT var asasvleli (I molozani marcxena karidan gadis scenidan, sasadiloSi)
(ucbad, cnobismoyvareobiT, dgeba) dao, is risTvis wavida?
(fiqrobs pasuxi ar gasces). bunebrivia, wavida zeda avadmyofTan, morCa da
gaTavda.
(aCqarebiT). zeviT vin aris?
(Cumad) erTi giJi.
(gumaniT xvdeba) giJi kaci?
(darwmunebuli) ara, qali, mdidari qalbatoni.
(ucbad) qveviT viRaa?
da
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dis xma
(darwmunebuli) isic giJi _ (xvdeba, rom Zmas kiTxvebi ar eleva) meti aRar
mkiTxo.
(cnobismoyvareobiT) dao, gaxsovs es-es aris saubrobdnen, am saxlSi erTbaSad sami mokvdao.
(grZnobs Tavis sulmokleobas) ho, kargi. Zamiko, modi mainc jobia anekdoti
mogiyve! erTxel, erTi mefe...
(dainteresebuli) ara, umjobesia momiyve am samze, rogor mokvdnen? vin arian?
(gambedaobas kargavs) me ar vici.
(ar sjera, sazrianad) hm! ici, ubralod ar ginda miTxra
(iZulebiT) nu mekiTxebi, am oTaxSi uwminduri budobs! (ucbad zeda sarTulidan moismis nivTebis, WurWlis srolis xma, Semdeg ki jaWvis JRarunis,
nabijebis xma da SeSlili qalis xarxari, ucnauri wamoZaxilebi)
(cota SeSinebuli) gesmis?!
(magrad Caafrinda Zmas xelSi) Zmao! (orivem mzera miapyro Wers).
(xmebi miCumda)
(damSvidebuli, gagebiT) daiko, es aucileblad aris is, romelic zeviTaa!
(SeSinebuli) wavediT!
(jiutad) ara, vidre ar momiyvebi im sam mkvdarze, fexsac ar movicvli.
nu Wirveulob, deda gaigebs, gcems!
(TiTqos araferi momxdariyos) hm, arc asea. (iReba oTaxis marjvena kari,
Zlivs Semodis moxucebuli, grZelTmiani qali, mTrTolavi sxeuliT, SeCerdeba, TiTqos sibrmavis gamo nel-nela miiwevs fanjrisaken, RreCodan fardas
CaSterebiT uyurebs, Semdeg mZime nabijebiT kedlisaken midis, TiTqos raRacas usmens. bavSvebi daZabulad akvirdebian.
(Cveulebrivad) vin aris?
(Cumad) SSS, is giJia.
(Cumad, idumalebiT) albaT es aris qveda.
(xma Cauwyda) me, me ar vici (dauZlurebuli moxuci nel-nela vardeba). Zmao,
Sexede, vardeba.
(guladad) modi, daviWiroT!
ara, ar mixvide!
(moxuci ucbad rogorRac daiklakna, daiCoqa scenis SuagulSi, mayureblisaken profiliT. scena TandaTanobiT bneldeba. gundis xma isev Soridan ismis)
(miaTrevs das win, moxucs CaSterebiT uyurebs) dao, miTxari, ra moxda am
oTaxSi? ras akeTeben es giJebi aq?
(SeSinebuli) ara, SeekiTxe mas (miuTiTebs moxucze) man icis.
gamalebuli) ara dao, Sen momiyevi, rogor mokvda sami, vin arian isini?
(aCqarebiT) xom giTxari, hkiTxe mas, man danamdvilebiT icis!
scena sruliad Cabnelda. ismis mesisa da organis xma. ismis maRali mesis xma.)
Zmis xma (Zalian garkveviT) daiko, wadi, hkiTxe mas.
(Cumad) ara, Sen TviTon hkiTxe, (farda eSveba) Sen hkiTxe!
maRali mesis xma
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I moqmedeba
farda roca ixsneba, scena Cabnelebulia. 10 wamSi TandaTan naTdeba.
scenis saxe _ miaxloebiT iseTivea, rogorc prologSi. magram yvelaferi gacilebiT mdidrulia. dila. 10 wlis winandeli sastumro oTaxi.
niSis win farda mWidrodaa Camofarebuli. SigniT dgas lamazi yvavilebiani qoTani. Sua kari
Riaa. badiani. daxuruli. rkinis badiani karidan moCans xeebiT daCrdiluli baRi. ismis WriWinobelebis WriWini. oTaxis marjvena mxares tansacmlis didi karada dgas, gadafarebuli yviTeli
safarebliT da zed uamravi samSvenisiT. maT Soris TvalSi sacemia erTi Zveli fotosuraTi, romelic natif samSvenisebs Soris uadgiloa. marjvena mxares buxarze saaTia. kedelze zeTis saRebavebiT Sesrulebuli tilo hkidia. buxris win ori savarZelia. marcxena kedelTan midgmulia antikvaruli nivTebiT gamoWedili SuSis karada.. mis win patara, dabali taburetia. marcxena kuTxeSi
dgas grZeli divani, zed 3-4 sqeli farCis baliSiT. savarZlis win mdgar patara magidaze mowevisaTvis da sxva daniSnulebis nivTebia. scenis SuaSi ori patara savarZelia, odnav marjvniv ki _
mrgvali magida. magidaze _ sigaris yuTi da marao.
fanjrebze yvela farda axalia, aveji Zalian sufTa, liTonis nivTebi xSiri wmedisagan bzinavs. xalxs autaneli sicxisagan suli exuTebaT. oTaxSi SexuTuli haeria. gareT mze ar anaTebs, ca
moRrubulia, TiTqos male Tavsxma unda wamovides.
(farda aixdeba. s’ Feng-i dgas zurgiT mayureblisaken. Sua kedelTan midgmul grZel magidasTan wamlis nayens wuravs. dro da dro saxes palmis maraoTi iniavebs. saxeze ofls iwmends. misi
mama lu kuei patara magidaze dawyobil vercxlis yalions wmeds didi gaWirvebiT. ofli saxidan
wur-wuriT Camosdis.
(s’ Feng-i 17-18 wlis Tu iqneba. RaJRaJa loyebiTa da janmrTeli pirisaxiT. mowifuli qaliSvilia. xelebi msxvili da TeTri. kargad ganviTarebuli mkerdi siarulisas uTamTamebs. Santunguri Zveli abreSumis Sarvali da moZvelebuli tilos fexsacmeli acvia. misi sufTa sxeuli moqnili,
moZravi da imavdroulad mowesrigebulia. Wou-s saxlSi orwliani wvrTnis Semdeg Tavdajerebulad da Tavisuflad metyvelebs. saubarSi igrZnoba Tavazianoba, Tumca Zalian TavdaWerilia. misi
grZelwamwamebiani moelvare Tvalebi moZravia da advilad SeuZlia daseriozuldes, SublSekrulma
Tvali adevnos movlenebsa da warwerac uyuradRebod ar datovos. didi piri, bunebrivad wiTeli
da sqeli tuCebis miRma sicilisas mouCans swori kbilebi da loyebze patara Rrmulebi uCndeba.
misi saxis nakvTebidan siwrfele gamosWvivis. saxis feri maincdamainc TeTri ar aqvs. cxel amindSi
cxviris wverze oflis wveTebi uCndeba. yovelTvis cxvirsaxociT iwmends. sicili uyvars. icis,
rom lamazia. axla moRuSulia.
(mamamisi lu kuei _ ormocs gadacilebuli, xmel-xmeli kacia. yvelaze metad masSi yuradRebas sqeli, gaburZgnuli warbebi da Camosiebuli quTuToebi ipyrobs. misi modunebuli, daSvebuli
tuCebi da TvalebqveS Savi wreebi ukidures xorciel garyvnilebaze metyvelebs. igi odnav msuqania, saxe modunebuli kunTebis wyalobiT umoZraoa. magram pirferuli Rimili ki, sxva msaxurebis
msgavsad, umal SeuZlia gadaikras. Zalian alRoiani da mixvedrilia, gansakuTrebiT ritualebis
Sesrulebisas misi odnav moxrili zurgi da xSirad warmoTqmuli `diax, batono~ TiTqos batonisadmi samudamo morCilebas mianiSnebdes. gamWoli, mudam gaumaZRari Tvalebi mgeliviT imzirebian.
Zalian angariSiania. acvia mdidrulad, magram usufTaod. axlac xelSi tilo uWiravs da nivTebsa
wmends. fexebTan gawmendili wablisferi tyavis fexsacmeli uwyvia. saxeze momdgar ofls Tavisive
xalaTis kalTiT iwmends
lu kuei
(xvneSiT) s’Feng!
lu s’Feng_i
(TiTqos ar esmis, ganagrZobs wamlis wurvas)
lu kuei
s’Feng!
lu s’Feng-i
(cali TvaliT gadaxedavs mamas) oh! rogor cxela! (midis marcxena karadasTan, iRebs bananis foTlis maraos, iniavebs da maraos qneviT Cais magidasTan brundeba);
lu kuei
(Sexedavs, saqmes wyvets) s’Feng-, ar gesmis?
lu s’Feng-i
(gabezrebulad, gulcivad) mama, ra gnebavT?
lu kuei
gaigone rac giTxari?;
lu s’Feng_i
gavigone
lu kuei
(ukve didi xania qaliSvili ase epyroba, isic winaaRmdegobas uwevs) es ra
bavSvia
dedaSeni
lu s’Feng_i (Tavs abrunebs mayureblisaken) nu ybedobT! (iniavebs, erTs amoioxrebs.) ise cxela, albaT cota xanSi wvima wamova. (ucbad) batonis gamosasvleli fexsacmeli kargad gawmindeT?
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(midis lu kuei-saken, iRebs cal fexsacmels, dacinviT) es aris Tqveni gawmendili? mxolod erTiori gadagisviaT, xom iciT batonis xasiaTi!
lu kuei
(fexsacmels gamostacebs xelidan) Cems saqmeebSi nu erevi. (fexsacmels iatakze
agdebs.) s’Feng, yuri migde. kidev erTxel gimeoreb, cota xanSi dedaSens rom naxav, ar dagaviwydes
axali fexsacmlis gamoReba da misTvis Cveneba.
lu s’Feng_i
(mouTmenlad) gavige.
lu kuei
(TviTkmayofili, dafiqrdeba) erTi naxos, samuSaos Sovnis saqmeSi vin ufro
moxerxebulia, is, Tu mamaSeni
lus’Feng_i
(damcinavad) ra Tqma unda, Tqven!
lu kuei
kidev ar dagaviwydes uTxra, rom aq, Wou_s rezidenciaSi kargad Wam da
kargad svam. mxolod dRisiT emsaxurebi qalbatonsa da batoniSvilebs, saRamoobiT ki, rogorc
TviTon dagibara, saxlSi midixar dasaZineblad
lu s’Feng_i
Tqmac ar aris saWiro, deda TviTonve mkiTxavs.
lu kuei
(kmayofili) kidev, kidev fuli (xarbad icinis). Senc xom bevri fuli gaqvs.
lu s’Feng--i
fuli?
lu kuei
ori wlis xelfasi, fexis qira (ganzrax), kidev raRac wvrilmanebi, isini
xom...
lu s’Feng-i
(ar surs mosmena) es fuli xom Tqven nel-nela gamomcincleT, loTobaSi da
banqos TamaSSi daxarjeT
lu kuei
(icinis, Tavis marTlebis mizniT) uyure, erTi uyure, Sen amas? ratom cxardebi? me SenTvis fuli ar gamomirTmevia. me _ ra minda giTxra _ (xmadabla) is _ xom sul gaCeCebda saxarjo fuls.
lu s’Feng-i
is? vin is?
lu kuei
(mainc amoTqvams) umcrosi batoniSvili.
lu s’Feng-i
(gawiTldeba, xmas umatebs da misken miemarTeba) vin
sTqva, rom batoniSvili fuls maZlevda? mama, siRari_bisagan sul gagiJebulxar, sisuleleebs nu laparakob.
lu kuei
(damamcirebeli siciliT) kargi, kargi, kargi, ar gaZlevda, ar gaZlevda. ase
iyos. am or weliwadSi xom mainc Seagrove cotaodeni fuli (xarbad), damSviddi, fuli ki ar minda.
me minda, dedaSeni rom mova, es fuli aCveno, Tvals wyali dalevinos.
lu s’Feng-i
hm! deda Tqven ki ar ggavT, fulis danaxvaze yvelaferi rom gaviwydebaT
(brundeba SuaSi mdgar Cais magidasTan da wamlebis wurvas agrZelebs).
lu kuei
(zis grZel divanze, kmayofili) asea Tu ise, fuli fulad, mamaSenis gareSe
Wou-s saxlSi moxvdebodi? dedaSenisaTvis rom damejerebina ar mosuliyavi aseTi
didi rezidenciis batonebTan, nuTu es ori weliwadi yoveldRe SeWamdi da dalevdi, an
amisTana sicxeSi, abreSumis tanisamosi Tu gecmeoda?
lu s’ Feng-i
(Tavs atrialebs) hm! deda piriani adamiania, naswavli, saxels ufrTxildeba,
Tavisi qaliSili sxvebis sabrZaneblad ar emeteba.
lu kuei
isev dedaSenis sisuleleebze saubrob, romel Tavis damcirebaze melaparekebi. Senc ra, ra, ojaxis qalbatoni xar _ Seni deda, qaliSvili sxvas rom moemsaxuros ra,
Rirsebas dakargavs?
lu s’ Feng-i
(gabrazebuli uyurebs mamas, zizRiT) naxeT, saxe ra gaqonili gaqvT. es fexsacmelebi rigianad gawmindeT!
lu kuei
(RvarZlianad) dedaSenis kudabzikoba, saxels ufrTxildeba! isev dedaSenis
sisuleleebi giswavlia! erTi amas damixedeT! amis deda, saxels ufrTxildeba. rvaasi lis iqiT,
romeliRac qalTa skolaSi gaiqca rom gadiad imuSaos da TveSi rva iueni gamoimuSaos! ori wlis
ganmavlobaSi pirvelad brundeba saxlSi! amas hqvia piriani qali? nakiTxi myavs egec! ara, misgan
aranairi xeiri ar iqneba.
lu s’ Feng-i
(TmeniT) danarCeni saxlSi gavagrZeloT, es xom ucxo adamianis _ Wou-s rezidenciaa!
lu kuei
oho! Wou-s rezidenciac ki ver damiSlis Cems qaliSvilTan saojaxo saqmeebze vilaparako! geubnebi, rom dedaSeni...……
lu s’ Feng-i
(ucbad) jer me vityvi. dedam Zlivs moaxerxa saxlSi wamosvla, amjerad Cemi
Zmisa da Cems sanaxavad. Tu dedas isev awyenineb, maSin am ori wlis ganmavlobaSi rac
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gikeTebiaT, yvelafers Zmas movuyvebi.
lu kuei
me... me, me, ra mikeTebia? (qaliSvilis winaSe Tavs damcirebulad grZnobs)
cota davlie, cota viTamaSe, cota gaverTe, es sami siamovneba rom ar moviklo ormocda-aTi wlis
kacma, misi unda meSinodes?
lu s’Feng-i
mas ubralod ezareba TqvenTvis Tvalyuris devneba! magram is rom gaigos,
yovelTviurad maRarodan dedisaTvis gamogzavnili fulic rom Cumad dauxarjeT, ar gapatiebT!
lu kuei
maS ras izams? (xmamaRla) dedamisi me colad gamomyva, ese igi, me axla mama
var misi.
lu s’Feng-i
(Secbunebuli) cota xmadabla, ra gayvirebT! qalbatoni zeviT wevs da
mkurnalobs.
lu kuei
(ganuwyvetliv buzRuniT) me getyvi: mas Semdeg rac dedaSeni colad SevirTe, Seni Zmisagan daumsaxurebeli wyenis meti araferi migrZvnia. dafiqrdi, ra moxerxebuli
kaci var. Wou-s rezidenciaSi ramdenime aTeuli kaci cxovrobs da yvela aRiarebs, rom aseTi yoCaRi var. aq mosvlidan or TveSi qaliSvils gamovuZebne saqme. Tundac Seni Zma aviRoT,… me rom
ara, SeZlebda Wou-s maRaros muSa gamxdariyo? dedaSens hkiTxe, getyvis. Semi Zma da dedaSeni
erToblivad mewinaaRmdegebodnen. amjerad dedaSeni Tu Tavs moisawylebs, maSin Seni Zmis Tvalwin
waveCxubebi da, SesaZlebelia, davSordeT kidevac. imasac ki ar mivxedav, qaliSvili rom gamiCina da
Seni Zmis saxiT nabiWvari Tan moiyola.
lu s’Feng-i
(mosmena ar unda) oh!
lu kuei
hm, (ufro gaxalisebuli igineba) vin icis visi ZaRlisSvilia.
lu s’Feng-i
Cemma Zmam aseTi ra gawyeninaT, raSia Tqvens winaSe damnaSave, ase rom lanZRavT?
lu kuei
raSi ar aris damnaSave? jariskacad msaxurobda, riqSas atarebda, manqanis
ostatad muSaobda, skolaSi dadioda. ra gaakeTa kargad? didi jaxiriT movawye Wou-s maRaroSisamuSaod meijared, is ki Tavis aTisTavs waeCxuba da scema kidec!
lu s’ Feng-i
(frTxilad) me ki gavige, rom jer Cvens batons ubrZanebia maRaros policielebisaTvis cecxli gaexsnaT, muSebi mxolod amis Semdeg amoqmeddnen.
lu kuei
asea Tu ise, es bavSvi mainc tutucia. sxvisi purismWamelma kacma sxvasac
sac yuri unda ugdos. yvelaferi rigze iyo. gaificnen. axla ki, isev moxucma kacma mis magivrad
batons patieba unda vTxovo.
lu s’ Feng-i
me mgoni mogesmaT. Zmam Tqva, rom TviTon unda batonis naxva, Tqveni SemweobiT ki ar moiTxovs batonisagan patiebas.
lu kuei
(kmayofili) magram me xom mamamisi var! xom unda Caverio.
lu s’ Feng-i
(damcinavad uyurebs mamas, amoioxrebs) kargi, Tqven daisveneT, me zeviT
unda avide, qalbatons wamali unda avutano (xelSi iRebs wamliT Sevsebul Wiqas da marcxena mxares
mdebare sastumro oTaxisaken midis).
lu kuei
cota xans moicade, kidev raRac unda giTxra.
lu s’ Feng-i
(awyvetinebs) sadilis droa, fuer-is Cai mzadaa.
lu kuei
eg me ar mexeba. ufrosma msaxurma ukve moamzada.
lu s’ Feng-i
(misgan Tavis daRwevas cdilobs) Zalian kargi, maS wavedi.
lu kuei
(gzas uRobavs) s’ Feng, nu Cqarob, raRacaze unda mogelaparako.
lu s’ Feng-i
raze?
lu kuei
guSin xom batonis dabadebis dRe iyo, batoniSvilma oTxi iuen-i miboZa.
lu s’ Feng-i
Zalian kargi, (swrafad Cailaparaka) me rom ufrosi batoniSvilis adgilas
viyo mcired Tanxasac ar gavimetebdi.
lu kuei
(TavisTvis icinis) marTalia! oTxi iuen-i raSi unda eyos kacs, cotaoden
valebs gaistumrebs da morCa!
lu s’ Feng-i
(sazrianad) maSin Cems Zmasa sTxoveT!
lu kuei
s’ Feng, nu, rodis yofila mamaSens fuli usesxia da ar gaustumrebia? Sen
axla fuli xelTa gaqvs, rad giRirs erTi Svidi-rva iuen-i miwilado, kargi?
lu s’ Feng-i
ara maqvs (SeCerdeba) marTla vali unda gaistumroT?
lu kuei
marTla! (ificebs) Tu Cems RviZl qaliSvils movatyuo, me ugvano Tesli
viqnebi.
lu s’ Feng-i
nu matyueb. Tu simarTles metyvi raRacas movifiqreb.
lu kuei
marTla?! gulwrfelad rom giTxra, es Cemi brali ar aris. batoniSvilis
mocemuli fuli didi valis dasabruneblad ar myofnida, patara valis dabrunebisas ki cota mrCe-
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boda, amitom gadavwyvite erTi-ori xeli meTamaSa, iqneb momego da yvelaferi gamestumrebina. ra
vicodi, rom im dRes bedi ar mwyalobda, davlie kidec da wavage kidec. piriqiT, iqiT visesxe kidev
aT iuen-ze meti.
lu s’ Feng-i
es marTalia?
lu kuei
(gulwrfelad) erTi sityvac ar aris tyuili.
lu s’ Feng-i
(unda rom gaabrazos, gangeb) simarTles getyviT, fuli ara maqvs (iRebs
wamlian Wiqas).
lu kuei
(Relavs) s’ Feng-iko, ranairi bavSvi xar! Sen xom Cemi RviZli Svili xar!
lu s’ Feng-i
(dacinviT) RviZls Svilsac ar SeuZlia Tavi gaiyidos da Tqveni valebi istumros.
lu kuei
(seriozulad) Svilo, gaige, dedaSeni ki dardobs Senze, xolo me Seni nebismieri wvrilmani gulTan axlos mimaqvs.
lu s’ Feng-i
(azrs miuxvdeba) amiT kidev ris Tqmas apirebT?
lu kuei
(Cerdeba, s’ Feng-s uyurebs, uaxlovdeba, naZaladevad icinis) getyvi rom,
ufrosi batoniSvili xSirad gaxsenebs, man sTqva, rom.. (naZaladevad icinis)
lus’ Feng-i
(Tavs veRar ikavebs) ufrosi batoniSvili! ufrosi batoniSvili! sul mTlad
gagiJdi! me wavedi, qalbatoni albaT wuTi-wuTzedamiZaxebs.
lu kuei
ar waxvide, raRacas gkiTxav, guSinwin ufrosi batoniSvili vnaxe, sakabe
qsovils yidulobda.
lu s’Feng-i
(moRuSuli) mereda ra?
lu kuei
(civad umzers) hm! (TvaldaSterebiT s’ Feng-s axed-daxedavs. siciliT,
frTxilad iRebs s’ Feng-is xels) beWedi gaqvs? es man xom ar gaCuqa?
lu s’ Feng-i
(zizRiT) ra toniT melaparakebiT?! guli mereva.
lu kuei
(gabrazebuli, pirdapir, mourideblad) ra saWiroa Tavis moCveneba? Sen
xom Cemi Svili xar (uecrad xarbad Caicinebs).mosamsaxuris qaliSvili miiRebs patara saCuqars, an
wvril fuls, arc erTi saWoWmano araa, ra moxda mere? ara uSavs, yvelaferi mesmis.
lu s’ Feng-i
pirdapir miTxariT, ramdeni gindaT.
lu kuei
sul cota, ocdaaTi iuen-ic meyofa.
lu s’ Feng-i
(gaborotebuli) maS im Tqven ufros batoniSvils sTxoveT. me wavedi
lu kuei
(uxerxulad) Svilo, nuTu ggonia iseTi briyvi var, rom ver vxvdebi, Sensa
da im naZiralas Soris rac xdeba?
lu s’ Feng-i
(aRSfoTebisagan Tavs Zlivs ikavebs) Tqven ra mama xarT? romeli mama
elaparakeba ase Tavis qaliSvils?!
lu kuei
(saSineli gamometyvelebiT) mama var Seni da Sens saqmeebSi unda Caverio,
gekiTxebi, guSinwin saRamos...
lu s’ Feng-i
guSinwin saRamos?!
lu kuei
me saxlSi ar viyavi, Sen ki saxlSi Rame dabrundi. sad iyavi?
lu s’ Feng-i
(agdebulad) Tqvenair mamas ufleba ara aqvs mekiTxebodes.
lu kuei
ra zrdilobiani pasuxia! ubralod ver ambob sad iyavi
lu s’ Feng-i
rogor Tu ver vambob!
lu kuei
rao?! maS miTxari.
lu s’ Feng-i
im dRes qalbatonma rom Seityo batonis dabruneba, misi tanisamosis mowesrigeba damavala.
lu kuei
ho? (xmadabla. daSinebis toniT) ki, magram Rame saxlSi rom mogiyvana, is
vinRa iyo? manqanaze ijda, mTvrali iyo, sisuleleebs gelaparakeboda. is vinRa iyo, ha? (kmayofili
iRimis),
lus’ Feng-i
(SeSinebuli) is, is...
lu kuei
(gadaixarxarebs) Tqmac ar aris saWiro. is Cveni ojaxis mdidari siZe iyo!
hm! Cvens oroTaxian, naxevrad dangreul, kramitiT gadaxurul saxlSi, uecrad manqaniani megobari
kaci gvewvia, Cems mosamsaxure qaliSvilTan movida! (mkacrad) gekiTxebi, vin iyo? miTxari.
lu s’ Feng-i
is aris ...
(Semodis taxai, s’ Feng-is Zma, lu kuei-s geri. igi axovani, tanadi axalgazrdaa, sqeli Savi
warbebiTa da odnav Cavardnili loyebiT, oTkuTxa nikapi da maxvili mzera misi xasiaTis sijiutesa
da Seupovrobaze metyvelebs. misi Txeli tuCebi kontrasts qmnis s’ Feng-is samxreTuli temperamentiT savse, sqel da wiTel tuCebTan. Cveulebriv igi enis borZikiT laparakobs, Tumca aRelvebis
dros maSinve enamaxvili xdeba. igi axlaxan dabrunda 600 li-T daSorebuli qvanaxSiris maRarodan,
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sadac muSaTa erT-erT gaficvas xelmZRvanelobda. ramdenime Tvis daZabulma cxovrebam mas saxe
gaufermkrTala. wver-ulvaSi awewili aqvs. erTi SexedviT saocrad moqanculad gamoiyureba da lu
kuei-s ufros Zmad ufro miiRebdiT, vidre mis gerad. mxolod rigianad dakvirvebisas SeamCnevdiT,
rom misi mzera, misi xma, rogorc misi disa axalgazrduli da mxurvalea. igi amosafrqvevad gamzadebuli vulkanis msgavsad mSfoTvare energiiT aris aRsavse. tanT muSis lurji xalaTi acvia,
zeTiT dasvrili Calis qudi xelSi ukavia, fexze _ Savi tyavis fexsacmeli, romlis cali Tasma
didi xania ugzo-uklod daukargavs. nirwamxdaria, Tavs ucxod grZnobs. gulgriloba atyvia saxeze. mkerdi naxevrad gauSiSvlebia. erTi-ori Rili arasworad aqvs Sekruli. mis ubralo saubarSi
sicive igrZnoba.
lu
lu
lu
lu
lu
lu
lu
lu
taxai
s’ Feng-i
kuei
s’ Feng-i
kuei
taxai
kuei
s’ Feng-i
Feng-iko
Zmao!
s’ Feng, miTxari! ras damunjebulxar!
(Zmas Sescqeris) Zmao!
(agrZelebs) mere ra, Seni Zma rom movida, mainc unda miTxra
ra moxda?
(uyurebs taxai-s, trialdeba) Sen jer nu erevi.
Zmao, araferi mniSvnelovani, (lu kuei-s) kargi ra mama...mere movilapara-
koT.
lu kuei
mere? (isev miaSterdeba s’ Feng-s) kargi, egre iyos (taxai-s, qedmaRlurad)
ra mourideblad Semovardi?
lu taxai
(uSualod) SemosasvlelSi didxans vicade, aravin momaqcia yuradReba da
Semovedi.
lu kuei
taxai, Sen maRaroSi Savi muSa xar da ar ici did rezidenciaSi moqcevis wesebi.
lu s’ Feng-i
is xom Wou-s saxlis msaxuri ar aris!
lu kuei
(logikurad) maRaroSi yofnis drosac xom Wou-s ojaxis pursa Wams.
lu taxai
(civad) sad aris?
lu kuei
(gangeb) vin? vin is?
lu taxai
gamgeobis ufrosi.
lu kuei
(damrigeblurad) batoni batonia, romeli gamgeobis ufrosi! aq rom modixar, batoni unda dauZaxo.
lu taxai
wadi da moaxsene, rom maRaros muSebis warmomadgeneli movida.
lu kuei
Cemi azriT jer saxlSi unda dabrunde. (mtkiced) maRaros saqmeebze ki mamaSeni izrunebs, Semdeg erTi-ori dRe dedaSenTan da Sens dasTan erTad darCi. dedaSeni rom wava
da Sen maRaroSi dabrundebi, saqme isev gamogeZebneba.
lu taxai
Sen ginda miTxra, rom Cemi gaficulebidan mxolod me unda damicva da me
ukan davbrundebi?
lu kuei
amaSi araferia cudi.
lu taxai
(gamouval mdgomareobidan) kargi, jer hkiTxe, me kidev maqvs saqme, mere
davelaparakebi
lu s’Feng-i
(imedovnebs, rom lu kuei wava) ma, jer naxe batonis stumari Tu wavida da
mere Seiyvane Zma.
lu kuei
(Tavs gaiqnevs) vSiSob, ar moindomebs SenTan Sexvedras.
lu taxai
(darwmunebuli) valdebulia Semxvdes, mec maRaros muSebis erT-erTi warmomadgeneli var, guSinwin Cven vnaxeT sakuTar ofisSi.
lu kuei
(meryeobs) maSin jer vikiTxav.
lu s’Feng-i
midi, hkiTxe.
(lu kuei kabinetis karTan miva)
lu kuei
(Semobrundeba) batonma Tu migviRo ukmexad ar daelaparako, gesmis? (moxdenili, saqmiani svliT Sedis kabinetSi).
lu taxai
(Tvals ayolebs) hm! daaviwyda, rom isic adamiania.
lus’Feng-i
(sayveduriT) Zmao! nu laparakob ase, (mcire Sesvenebis Semdeg, amoioxrebs)
rac ar unda iyos, is mamaCvenia.
lu taxai
(uyurebs s’Feng-s) is mamaSenia, me mas ver viReb!
lu s’Feng-i
(SeSinebuli, uyurebs Zmas da karebisaken garbis) ukeTesia Cumad ilaparako,
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batoni gverdze oTaxSia!
lu taxai
(zizRiT, uyurebs s’ Feng-s, qedmaRlurad) keTili, me mimaCnia, rom Wou-s
ojaxSi samsaxurs Tavi unda daanebo, dedac male Camova da saxlSi mSvidobianad dabrunde.
lu s’Feng-i
(ukvirs) ratom?
lu taxai
(mokled) aq ar aris Seni adgili.
lu s’Feng-i
ratom?
lu taxai
me... ver vitan maT!
lu s’Feng-i
o!
lu taxai
Wou-s ojaxis wevrebi kargi viRaceebi ar arian, am ori wlis ganmavlobaSi
maT mier Cadenili bevri boroteba vnaxe. (nela), me... mZuls isini.
lu s’Feng-i
aa! ra naxe?
lu taxai
s’Feng-iko, nu uyureb am saxlis didebulebs ase. es yvelaferi ….maRa
roSi nawvalebi da daxocili muSebis wyalobiT aqvT naSovni!
lu s’Feng-i
xalxi ambobs, am oTaxSi uwmindurebi, eSmakebi budobeno.
lu taxai
(uceb) es-esaa erTi axalgazrda kaci davinaxe, baRSi iwva TvaldaxuWuli,
fermixdili, TiTqos kvdebao. gavige, es kaci ufrosi batoniSvili yofila, Cveni gamgeobis ufrosis vaJi. ai Surisgebav!
lu s’Feng-i
(brazdeba) Sen... (uceb) ici sxvebs ra kargad epyroba?
lu taxai
mamamisi siborotes sCadis, xalxs fulebs sZalavs da rogor SeiZleba is
keTilSobili adamiani iyos!
lu s’Feng-i
(uyurebs taxai-s) ori welia ar minaxixar da rogor Secvlilxar!
lu taxai
es ori weli (or nabijs gadadgams, isev Tavs abrunebs s’Feng-isaken), me ki
piriqiT mgonia, Sen Seicvale!
lu s’Feng-i
me raRac ver gigeb. Sen TiTqosda... umcrosi batoniSvilisaviT laparakob.
lu taxai
Sen ra, me mlanZRav? `batoniSvili~? `batoniSvili~? hm, qveynierebaze
yvelaze saZulveli sityvebia, hm, qveyanaze ar aris aseTi sityva!
(lu kuei kabinetis marcxena mxridan gamodis)
li kuei
ta, Sen ra, ginda gamlanZRo? is stumari Zlivs wavida, is-is iyo unda meTqva, rom kidev viRac movida. (taxai-s) modi, jer CavideT mosamsaxuris oTaxSi da cota movicadoT,
lu taxai
maS, me TviTon Seval da davelaparakebi (kabinetSi Sesavlas lamobs).
lu kuei
(gzas gadauRobavs) ras Svrebi?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ara.
lu taxai
kargi. (Cafiqrdeba) kargi, egre iyos. ratom unda vafiqrebinoT,rom muSebi
uwesoebi varT!
lu kuei
es ra xasiaTis kaci yofilxar! batonma Tu Tqva rom ar migiRebs, ese igi,
ar migiRebs. Cvens oTaxSi qvemoT rom daicado cota. ra daSavdeba? mec SenTan erTad wamoval, am
did ezoSi rom sadme sxvagan ar gadauxvio (Sua karTan miva, Tavs moabrunebs) s’Feng, Sen darCi, me
axlave moval, gesmis?
lu s’Feng-i
ho, wadi.
(lu kuei da taxai erTad gadian).
lu s’Feng-i
(uxalisod jdeba taxtze, Subls izels, TavisTvis) RmerTo Cemo!
(uecrad baRis mxridan axalgazrda, mxiaruli xmis SeZaxili moesmeba: `s’Feng!~ xma nel-nela
Sua kars uaxlovdeba).
lu s’Feng-i
(cota dabneulad) oh! umcrosi batoniSvili!
(karTan Wou Cung-is xma: s’Feng! s’Feng! sad xar? (s’Feng-i wamoxteba da taxtis zurgs ukan
daimaleba).
(Semodis Wou Cung-i, Wou fuiuen-is umcrosi vaJi, Cvidmeti wlis, momcro tanisa da didi
gulis patroni, ganuxorcielebel saqmeebze meocnebe,cxovrobs araCveulebriv sizmarSi. axla misi
Tvalebi sixarulisagan brwyinaven. wiTelloyeba. gaoflianebula da icinis, marcxena iRliaSi Cogani amouCria, marjveniT ki _ pirsaxociT ofls iwmneds, Cumad eZaxis s’Feng-s.
Wou Cung-i
s’ Feng! (aqeT-iqiT iyureba) neta sad wavida (fexakrefiT midis sasadilo
oTaxis karebTan, aRebs, xmadabla) s’Feng, gamodi ra, raRac unda giTxra (isev Cumad midis kabinetis
karTan, ufro xmadabla) s’Feng, sasixarulo ambavi unda giTxra. (Signidan xma: mkacrad. Cung-iko
xar?
Wou Cung-i
(frTxilad) me var, mama.
(Signidan xma: ra ginda?
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Wou Cung-i
s’Feng-s veZeb.
(xma: aq ar aris. (brZanebiT) wadi, Cqara.
(Wou Cung-ma ukan daixia, iRmanWeba) sakvirvelia!
(imedgacruebuli, marjvena karidan s’Feng-is ZaxiliT Sedis
sasadilo oTaxSi. s’Feng-i dainaxavs Tu ara, rom Cung-i gavida, SvebiTY amoisunTqebs.
lu s’Feng-i
wavida! (aRelvebuli iyureba baRSi gamavali karidan)
lu kuei
(Semodis Sua karidan, mimarTavs s’Feng-s) vin geZaxda?
lu s’Feng-i
umcrosi batoniSvili
lu kuei
ra undoda?
lu s’Feng-i
vin icis.
lu kuei
(sayveduriT) mere ratom ar miaqcie yuradReba?
lu s’Feng-i
Tqven ar miTxariT (cremls iwmends) damelodeo? TqviT, Tu rame gaqvT
saTqmeli.
lu kuei
(gasamxneveblad) Sen ra, tirodi?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ar vtirodi.
lu kuei
Svilo, ra gatirebs (Teatralurad) vinaa damnaSave Raribebi rom varT? Cven
ar varT momTxovnelebi, mimdaveblebi, verafers gavawyobT, cota-cota unda avitanoT, yvelasaTvis cnobilia, rom Cemi Svili umwikvloa.
lu s’Feng-i
(Tavs wevs maRla) kargi, daamTavreT, Tqven pirdapir miTxariT ra gsurT.
lu kuei
(darcxvenili) ici, axla qveviT rom Cavedi, is nabiWvrebi win gadameRobnen
da amdeni xalxis winaSe valis dabruneba momTxoves. sul 20 iuen-ic ki ar aris, wavxdi.
lu s’Feng-i
(fuls amoiRebs) sul es aris Cemi fuli, vapirebdi dedasaTvis mimeca
tansacmlis sayidlad. aha, aiReT.
lu kuei
mere Sen rom saxarjo fuli aRar geqneba!
lu s’Feng-i
sakmarisia Tqveni Tavazianoba.
lu kuei
(siciliT gamoarTmevs fuls, gadaiTvlis) sul raRac Tormeti iuen-ia?
lu s’Feng-i
(gulwrfelad) naRdi fuli meti ara maqvs.
lu kuei
(ganzrax imizezebs valebs) maS is mevaleebi riTi gavistumro?
lu s’Feng-i
uTxariT, saRamos CvenTan movidnen, mogvianebiT, dedac iqneba da rames
movifiqrebT. es fuli ki Tqven moixmareT.
lu kuei
(gaxarebuli) ese igi, es fuli mamas miarTvi.… kargi Svili xar! yovelTvis
vicodi, mamis mimarT pativiscema da siyvaruli rom gqonda...
lu s’Feng-i
(sxva gza ara aqvs) axla xom nebas damrTavT avide (wamlian Wiqas iRebs).
lu kuei
uyure erTi, vin giWers! wadi da Tan qalbatons uTxari, rom mis janmrTelobis mdgomareobaze vRelav.
lu s’Feng-i
kargi, ar damaviwydeba.
lu kuei
(kmayofili) ho, s’Feng! kidev raRacas getyvi.
lu s’Feng-i
mere miTxariT.
lu kuei
(sityvas gadaukravs) Tumca, es Seni piradi saqmea (yalbad icinis),
lu s’Feng-i
(Tavs daxris) es raRas niSnavs? (wamlian Wiqas dadgavs) maS kargi, yvelaferi
gavarkvioT da mere waval.
lu kuei
erTi amas damixedeT, isev gacxarda, male qalbatoni gaxdebi. es ra axirebuli xasiaTi gaqvs!
lu s’Feng-i
aba. TqviT!
lu kuei
Svilo, ase nu iqcevi. (seriozulad) girCev cota frTxilad iyo
lu s’Feng-i
(amasxaravebs) fuli ukve aRar maqvs da raRatom unda vifrTxilo?
lu kuei
bolo ori dRea qalbatoni cud gunebazea.
lu s’Feng-i
mere me ra SuaSi var?
lu kuei
vSiSob, Sen rom gxedavs, cud gunebaze swored imitom aris.
lu s’Feng-i
ratom?
lu kuei
ratom! jer erTi imas Segaxseneb, rom batoni qalbatonze bevrad ufrosia,
qalbatons batoni ar uyvars, batoniSvili ki Cveni qalbatonis RviZli Svili ar aris, asakiTac
TiTqmis misi tolia.
lu s’Feng-i
es xom vici
lu kuei
ici Tu ara, am oTaxSi saRamoobiT ratom aravin ar Semodis? dRisiTac ki,
roca batoniSvili maRaroSia, aqauroba carielia. ici ratom?
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lu s’Feng-i
gana imitom ara, rom SuaRamisas aq eSmakebi xmauroben? xan tirili, xan sicili da tanjviT gardacvlili sulis xmebi ismis.
lu kuei
hm! eSmakebi? sruli simarTlea. Cum-Cumad Tvali Semivlia.
lu s’Feng-i
Tqven ginaxavT? suli?
lu kuei
(Tavdajerebulad) ho, ubralod bedi mwyalobs.
lu s’Feng-i
rogor?
lu kuei
im dros Sen jer kidev aq ar iyavi. batoni maRaroSi iyo. am did da bnel
ezoSi mxolod qalbatoni da batoniSvilebi cxovrobdnen. maSin aq ukve budobdnen eSmakebi. umcrosi batoniSvili pataraobisas mSiSara bavSvi iyo, mibrZana misi oTxis karebTan dameZina. Semodgoma
idga. SuaRamisas. uecrad umcrosma batoniSvilma gamaRviZa. sastumro oTaxSi isev eSmakebi xmaurobeno da mkacrad mibrZana wavsuliyavi da menaxa. batoniSvils saxe gaumwvanda. me ki Tmebi yalyze
damidga. magram maSin axali mosuli viyavi da batoniSvilis brZaneba xom unda Semesrulebina?
lu s’Feng-i
mere, waxvediT?
lu kuei
erTi-ori gadavkari mxneobis mosakrebad, lotosebiani gubura gadmoviare
da fexakrebiT movedi ai am oTaxis derefanTan. movedi karTan da, marTlac, … alqajis tirilis
xma gavigone. saSinlad tiroda! rac ufro meSinoda, miT ufro mindoda damenaxa. maSin ki mxneoba
movikribe da am fanjris WuWrutanidan Sig Sevixede...
lu s’Feng-i
(gaxSirebuli sunTqviT) mere, ra dainaxeT?
lu kuei
ai aq, zustad am magidaze, Zlivs bJutavda sanTeli. bundovnad davinaxe
ori, Sav samosSi Cacmuli eSmaki. gverdi-gverd isxdnen, Cemsken zurgiT. TiTqos erTi qali iyo
da erTi kaci. is alqaji mamakacis mxars miyrdnobili tiroda, mamakaci ki mxolod Tavdaxrili
oxravda.
lu s’Feng-i
marTla?
lu kuei
aba ra! me xom gadakrulSi viyavi, amitom fanjris WuWrutanaSi Cumad Cavaxvele. Tvalis daxamxamebaSi moscildnen erTmaneTs da Cemsken moixedes. ai maSin ki davinaxe eSmakebi!
lu s’Feng-i
rogorebi iyvnen?
(lu kuei SeCerdeba, mimoixedavs)
lu s’Feng-i
vin iyo?
lu kuei
jer is alqaji davinaxe (Tavs moabrunebs, xmadabla), Cveni qalbatoni iyo.
lu s’Feng-i
qalbatoni? is kaciRa?
lu kuei
is, eSmaki, ar SegeSindes... Cveni batoniSvili, ufrosi.
lu s’Feng-i
is eSmaki, isa?
lu kuei
diax, swored is da misi dedinacvali iyvnen am oTaxSi Cabudebuli eSmakebi!
lu s’Feng-i
ara mjera, namdvilad mogeCvenebodaT.
lu kuei
ar momCvenebia, Tavs nu ityueb, amitom geubnebi, Svilo, samyaros realuri
TvaliT Sexede, Secdoma ar mogivides. Wou-s ojaxSi swored aseTi ambebi trialebs!
lu s’eng-i
ara, es SeuZlebelia.
lu kuei
dagaviwyda, rom batoniSvili qalbatonze mxolod eqvsi-Svidi wliTaa
umcrosi?
lu s’Feng-i
(Tavs gaaqnevs) ar mjera, ar hgavs!
lu kuei
kargi, gjera Tu ar gjera, Seni saqmea. mainc minda giTxra, rom axla
qalbatoni Sen ar gwyalobs, imitom, rom Sen... rom Sen da...
lu s’Feng-i
(ar surs moisminos simarTle) qalbatons rom daenaxeT namdvilad ar gapatiebdaT.
lu kuei
aba! SiSisagan oflma damasxa, ar davelode maT gamosvlas da gaviqeci.
lu s’Feng-i
ki, magram, arc umcrosma batoniSvilma araferi gkiTxaT?
lu kuei
ki, mkiTxa, me vupasuxe, araferi minaxavs-meTqi. is, ra Tqma unda, Zalian gamWriaxi qalia, bevrjer undoda Cemi gamotexva, magram sityvac ki ver damacdevina. mas Semdeg ori
weli gavida. axla maT, albaT, hgoniaT, rom im saRamos marTlac eSmaki axvelebda.
lu s’Feng-i
(TavisTvis ambobs) ara, ar mjera... (TavisTvis ambobs) asec rom momxdariyo,
is metyoda.
lu kuei
ras meubnebi, asec rom yofiliyo is getyoda, ifiqre, vin xar Sen aseTi da
vin aris is. Sen Svili xar mosamsaxuris.., amitom Sendami ar iqnebian gulRiani, jer kidev didgvarovanis qaliSvilis sizmarSi xar, Sen...…
lu s’Feng-i
(uceb) kmara! (adgeba) deda dRes brundeba da Zalian mixaroda. ara, aseT si-
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crues rom laparakobT...
lu kuei
erTi uyure! simarTles geubnebi da ratom brazdebi? eh, aba Sena xar da...
(amayad Seavlebs s’Feng-s Tvals, Cais magidasTan miva, naCvevi xerxiT moiparavs ramdenime sigaras
da Tavis Zveli sigaris yuTSi Caidebs).
lu s’Feng-i
(civad uyurebs) xom daamTavreT, axla wavedi. (wamlian Wiqas iRebs da midis).
lu kuei
ar waxvide, jer ar damimTavrebia.
lu s’ Feng-i
kidev ar dagimTavrebiaT?
lu kuei
axla mTavar saTqmelze var.
lu s’ Feng-i
bodiSs gixdiT, ar minda metis mosmena (Setrialdeba da midis)
lu kuei
(xels hkidebs xelze) Sen unda momismino.
lu s’ Feng-i
xeli gamiSviT, (aRelvebuli) viyvireb.
lu kuei
raRacas getyvi da Semdeg atexe aurzauri (uaxlovdeba da yurSi CasCurCulebs) mere dedaSeni mova aq (xels uSvebs).
lu s’ Feng-i
(gamometyveleba ecvleba) rao? deda rogorc ki matareblidan Camova, maSinve Wou-s saxlSi mova?. dedas saerTod ar undoda, aq rom memuSava da aq raRatom mogyavT? yovel
saRamos xom mainc saxlSi vbrundebi, aq risTvis mogyavT?!
lu kuei
me ki ara, patara qalbatono, Cemo Svilo, qalbatonma mibrZana momeyvana.
lu s’Feng-i -i qalbatonma gibrZanaT?
lu kuei
ho, (idumali gamometyvelebiT) sakvirvelia, dedaSeni erTi uTvistomo qalia, qalbatonma ki masTan Sexvedra da saubari moindoma.
lu s’Feng-i -i nu mied-moedebiT, pirdapir miTxariT.
lu kuei
ici, qalbatoni sul zeda sarTulze ratom zis da ar Camodis? wers leqsebs,
kaligrafiaSi varjiSobs da TvalTmaqcobs, avadmyofobas imizezebs.
lu s’Feng-i
rogorc ki batoni saxlSi brundeba qalbatoni sul ase iqceva
lu kuei
amjerad? raRac ise araa?
lu s’Feng-i
aba rogor?
lu kuei
verafers xvdebi, nuTu batoniSvilma araferi giTxra?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, me marto is vici, rom bolo naxevari weli batoniSvili qalbatons iSviaTad elaparakeba.
lu kuei
ha... marTla? qalbatoni Sen rogor geqceva?
lu s’Feng-i
am bolo dros gacilebiT ukeTesad.
lu kuei
maS, yvelaferi simarTlea! getyvi, qalbatonma icis. misi survilia aqedan
waxvide, amitom TviTon apirebs dedaSens uTxras, rom guda-nabadi aikra da aqaurobas moSorde!
lu s’Feng-i
(xmadabla) Cemi wasvla unda? ki magram _ ratom?
lu kuei
Sen TviTon ici ratomac!
lu s’Feng-i
(xmadabla) dedas ratom ibarebs?
lu kuei
TviTon gaigeb... kidev...
lu s’Feng-i
(xmadabla) ratom unda movides deda?
lu kuei
namdvilad dedas unda rom uTxras mniSvnelovani ambavi.
lu s’Feng-i
(ucabedad, mixvdeba) oh, mama! Cemi aqauri ambebi dedam araviTar SemTxvevaSi
ar unda gaigos (ganicdis da nanobs, Tvalze cremli moadga). mama, dafiqrdiT, SarSan aqedan rom
mindoda wasvla, dedam dagibaraT CemTvis kargad mogexedaT da am saxlSi ar mogeyvaneT, Tqven ki
ar daujereT da mainc momiyvaneT. dedam aqauri ambebi ar icis. movkvdebi da ver davuSveb, rom
rame gaigos (magidaze daemxoba) vaime, deda!
lu kuei
Svilo, (icis, rom yvelaferi unda damTavrdes da moferebiT eubneba axla xom
xedav, mamas rom uyvarxar, mama Senze zrunavs, nu geSinia! is verafers dagaklebs, ver dagiTxovs.
lu s’Feng-i
ratom, vezizRebi?
lu kuei
is ver gitans magram, man ar SeiZleba ar icodes, rom aq jer aris erTi adamiani, visic mas unda eSinodes.
lu s’Feng-i
visi eSinodes?
lu kuei
hm! visi da mamaSenis. dagaviwyda, or eSmakze rom giyvebodi. guSin saRamos
qalbatons Sens magivrad rom daveTxove, mibrZana, dedaSeni rom movidoda, masTan mimeyvana. me xom
vicodi, es ori dRe ra xasiaTzec iyo, amitom mivxvdi, rasac apirebda da imRamindel ambavze gadavukari sityva. gamWriaxi qalia da ueWvelad mixvdeboda. hm! Tuki Tavs moisulelebs, maSin... hm,
axla batonic saxlSia da Cven SeiZleba usiamovnebebs SevamTxvioT. ki, vici, is Zalian mtkice qalia,
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magram vinc Cems qaliSvils awyeninebs, mas arc me ar davindob.
lu s’Feng-i
mama (Tavs awevs), sisuleleebs nu laparakobT!
lu kuei
am saxlSi moxucis garda TvalSi aravin momdis. nu inaRvleb, me xom giyvarvar! garda amisa, SeiZleba meSleba da ase sulac ar aris. axlaxans, gareT rom viyavi, qalbatonma miTxra, rom surs dedaSenTan Sexvedra. icis dedaSeni wera-kiTxvis mcodne romaa, SeiZleba
magitom.
lu s’Feng-i
(uceb miayuradebs) su! nu laparakobT, (miuTiTebs marcxniv), gavigone,
TiTqos viRacam sasadilo oTaxSi daaxvela.
lu kuei
(miayuradebs) nuTu qalbatonia (sasadilo oTaxis karTan miva, WuWrutanidan Seixedavs, saCqarod Semobrundeba), is yofila, sakvirvelia! qvemoT Camosula. nu aCqardebi,
araferi wamogcdes. me wavedi.
lu s’Feng-i
(cremlebs SeimSralebs) mama, metyoba cremlebi?
lu kuei
nu Relav, nu imCnev, nurafers ityvi. me wavedi.
lu s’Feng-i
dedaCemis mosvla macnobe.
lu kuei
keTili, dedaSens rom Sexvdebi, viTom araferi ici, xom gesmis? (Sua karebTan
miva, isev Tavs moabrunebs) ar dagaviwydes qalbatons uTxra, rom mis janmrTelobis mdgomareobaze
lu kuei Relavs (Cqari nabijiT gadis Sua karebidan).
(s’Feng-i wamlian finjans iRebs da sasadilo oTaxisaken miemarTeba. uecrad Semodis Wou
Fani. erTi SexedvisTanave SeatyobT, rom gabeduli da cbieri qalia. fermkrTali, mxolod tuCebi
aqvs odnav wiTeli. misi didi, Camqrali Tvalebi da SemaRlebuli cxviri saSiSi adamianis STabeWdilebas tovebs. misi saxis nakvTebidan, grZeli da mSvidi wamwamebis CrdilqveS Cumi sevda gamosWvivis. zogjer, rodesac is gulSi dagrovili mgznebarebiT aenTeba, misi mzera gulgatexili
da imedgacruebuli axalgazrda qalis tanjviTa da CiviliT imsWvaleba. tuCis kuTxeebi odnav
daSvebuli aqvs, rac damorCilebuli qalis TavdaWerilobaze metyvelebs. rodesac is Cumad axvelebs, Txel da TovliviT TeTr xelebs, jer mkerdze miikravs, amoisunTqavs da mere gaberil,
gawiTlebul loyebze Camoisvams. is Zveli yaidis Cineli qalia _ saTuTi da naRvliani. mSvidi
da dabrZenebuli, poeziis moyvaruli. Tumca gulis siRrmeSi is ufro pirvelyofili, veluri
znisaa, rac mis gabedulebaSi, mis SeSlil fiqrebSi, gasaocari simtkicisa da Seupovrobis dros
mozRvavebul energiaSi gamoixateba. mTlianobaSi is mTis brolsa hgavs, sulier nugeSs mamakacs
rom mohgvris. misi naTeli Subli Rrma wvdomis niWze migvaniSnebs. mxolod TiTqos imisaTvis,
rom saintereso saubrebi warmarTos, magram grZnoba rom moereva, uecrad mxiarulad gaicinebs;
sayvareli adamianis danaxvisas saxes sixaruli vardisfrad Seuferadebs. xolo rodesac loyebze
sicilisagan Rrmulebi gamouCndeba, mxolod maSin mixvdebi, rom is SeiZleba Seiyvaro, mxolod maSin Tu igrZnob, rom is qalia, iseTive qali, rogorc sxvebi. Tu Seuyvardebi sami dRis naSimSilari
ZaRliviT daswvdeba Tavis yvelaze sayvarel Zvals. Tu SesZuldebi, avi ZaRliviT dagiRrens. ara,
xSir SemTxvevaSi Cum-Cumad umowyalod SegWams. Tumca garegnobiT mSvidi da sevdiania, rogorc
mzis Casvlis win, Sen fexebTan dacemuli Semodgomis foToli grZnobs, rom misma zafxulma ukve
Caiara. daisia, da, Sesabamisad, mwuxri dgeba. sxivi qreba da...
igi TaviT fexebamde TalxiTaa Semosili. xalaTis kideebSi vercxlis arSiaa Casmuli. mrgvali
marao TiTze Camoukidia. misi odnav Cavardnili Tvalebi elavs. Semodis da s’ Feng-s Zalian bunebrivad Sescqeris.)
lu s’Feng-i
(gakvirvebuli) qalbatono! ratom CamobrZandiT? swored axla vapirebdi wamlis amotanas!
Wou Fani
(amooxvriT) batoni kabinetSia?
lu s’Feng-i
diax, stumari hyavs.
Wou Fani
vin?
lu s’Feng-i
did xani ar aris rac saxlis mSenebeli inJineri iyo, axla ki ar vici vin aris.
gnebavT naxoT?
Wou Fani ara. gamdelma miTxra, rom es saxli mieyida erT-erT kaTolikuri eklesias saavadmyofosaTvis, es asea?
lu s’Feng-i
diax, batonma gvibrZana wvrilmanis alageba da avejis gatana.
Wou Fani
vin Tqva, rom unda gadavideT?
lu s‘Feng-i
rogorc ki dabrunda batoniSvili, Cveni gadasvla daaCqara.
Wou Fani
(SeCerda, ucbad) ratom ar Sematyobines me?
lu s ’Feng-i
batoniSvilma gviTxra, rom cudad grZnobT Tavs da rom xmebi da saubrebi
SegawuxebdaT.
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Wou Fani
ori kviraa qvemoT ar Camovsulvar da oTaxi ukve sxvanairad gamoiyureba.
lu s’feng-i
diax, batons ar moswonda oTaxis Tqveneuli mowyoba, amitom zogierTi Tqveni motanili aveji gaitana da Taviseburad ganalaga.
Wou Fani (Sexedavs marjvniv mdgom karadas) es misi sayvareli karada isev Semoutania (daaxvelebs, Camojdeba).
lu s’Feng-i
qalbatono, me mgoni sicxe gaqvT, adiT zeviT da daisveneT
Wou Fani
ara, zeviT Zalian cxela (daaxvelebs)
lu s’Feng-i
batonma Tqva, rom avad xarT da daibara zemoT iwves da daisvenoso
Wou Fani
ar minda loginSi wola. ho, marTla, batoni maRarodan rodis dabrunda?
lu s’Feng-i
guSinwin saRamos gaigo, rom maRali sicxe gqondaT da gvibrZana ar gagveRviZebineT, amitom me martom daviZine qveviT.
Wou Fani
dRisiTac ar daminaxavs.
lu s’Feng-i
ho, bolo ori dRe batoni maRaros mowileebTan dadis krebis Casatareblad,
saRamoobiT ki amodis Tqvens sanaxavad, magram am dros kari ukve Caketili gaqvT xolme.
Wou Fani
(dabneulad, udardelad) oh, oh! qvemoTac rogori sulis SemxuTveli sicxea.
lu s’Feng-i
diax, Zalian cxela. ca dilidanve Savma Rrubelma dafara, albaT male TqeSi
movardeba.
Wou Fani
ufro didi marao momeci, Torem suli mexuTeba.
(s’Feng-i iRebs palmis maraos da F‘ani-s aZlevs. Fani s’Feng-s Sexedavs da ganzrax miabrunebs
Tavs.
Wou Fani
bolo ori dRe ufrosi batoniSvili ratom ar sCans?
lu s’Feng-i
albaT Zalian dakavebulia
Wou Fani
gavige, isic maRaroSi midis, marTalia?
lu s’Feng-i
ar vici.
Wou Fani
ar gagigia?
lu s’Feng-i
ara. Tumca misi gadia ori dRea dafusfusebs, tansacmels ulagebs.
Wou Fani
mamaSeni raRas akeTebs?
lu s’Feng-i
albaT wavida batonisaTvis sandalozis surnelovani Reroebis sayidlad. man
sTqva, rom Sewuxebulia Tqveni janmrTelobis mdgomareobiT.
Wou Fani
ho, Cemze Zalian dardobs (Cerdeba, uecrad) jer ar amdgara?
lu s’Feng-i
vin?
Wou Fani
(ar egona, Tu s’aeng-i ase hkiTxavda, saCqarod Tavs Seikavebs) ho, ufrosi
batoniSvili.
lu s’Feng-i
ar vici.
Wou Fani
(cali TvaliT gadaxedavs) hoo?
lu s’Feng-i
batoniSvili ar minaxavs
Wou Fani
guSin saRamos rodis dabrunda?
lu s’Feng-i
(gawiTldeba) ar vici, me yovel saRamos Sin vbrundebi.
Wou Fani
(uneblied) oh, Sen xom yovel saRamos Sin brundebi! (igrZnobs, rom wamoscda)
mere batons vinRa uvlis? ratom unda brundebode saRamoobiT Sin?
lu s’Feng-i
qalbatono, Tqven TviTon ar mibrZaneT yovel saRamos dabruneba?
Wou Fani
maSin batoni Sin ar iyo.
lu s’Feng-i
batoni xom vegeterianul sakvebs miirTmevs da locvebs kiTxulobs. vSiSob
ar moewoneba, Cven Tu am dros movemsaxurebiT. gamigonia, batoniSvili qalebs amrezilad uyurebso.
Wou Fani
ah! (Tvalebgadmokarkluli) e. i. uaxloes dReebSi dabrundeba, bolos da
bolos sad wava? (Cumad) Zneli saTqmelia
lu s’Feng-i
(frTxilad) ufros batoniSvilze mekiTxebiT?
Wou Fani
(s’Feng-s miaSterdeba) ho!
lu s’Feng-i
dRes diliT gavigone
Wou Fani
lu s’Feng-i
Wou Fani
lu s’Feng-i
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ar gamigonia (yoymaniT) is... is yovelTvis Ramis or-sam saaTze brundeba Sin.
mamaCemi buzRunebda, batoniSvils SuaRamisas gavuRe kario.
isev daTvra?
ar vici. (saubris Temis Secvla surs) qalbatono, wamali dalieT.
vina sTqva, rom wamali unda davlio?
batonma damibara.
Wou Fani
me xom eqimic ar gamomiZaxebia, es wamali saidan gaCnda?
lu s’Feng-i
batonma Tqva, rom depresiaSi xarT. axlaxans gaaxsenda Tqveni Zveli recepti
da mibrZana am receptis mixedviT momexarSa wamali.
Wou Fani
moxarSe Tu ara?
lu s’Feng-i
movxarSe, TiTqmis gacivda. (s’Feng-s orive xeliT uWiravs Wiqa, uaxlovdeba
Fani-s) dalieT.
Wou Fani
(erT ylups mosvams) ra mwarea, vin moxarSa? Zalian ugemuria, ver davlev,
gadaRvare!
lu s’Feng-i
gadavRvaro?
Wou Fani
(ucbad Tvalwin Wou fuiuen-is mkacri saxe warmoudgeba) jer iyos, iq dadgi,
ara (zizRiT) midi gadaRvare.
lu s’Feng-i
(yoymaniT) ho.
Wou Fani
am wlebis ganmavlobaSi sakmarisad mivirTvi aseTi mware wamlebi.
lu s’Feng-i
(wamlian Wiqas iRebs) cota moiTmineT da dalieT. swored mware wamali mogarCenT.
Wou Fani
(uecrad, siZulviliT) vis sWirdeba Seni rCevebi? gadaRvare! (Tavs damcirebulad grZnobs) batonis Camosvlis Semdeg gavigone, gadiam sTqva, gaxdao.
lu s’Feng-i
ho, Zalian gaxda da gaSavda. maRaroSi gaficva yofila, batoni Zalian Relavs.
Wou Fani
cud gunebazea?
lu s’Feng-i
batoni isevea, rogorc yovelTvis, Tu stumari ar hyavs, meditaciis pozaSi
locvebs kiTxulobs da maSin, saxlSi sityvasac ver daacdenineb.
Wou Fani
batoniSvilebTan ar usaubria?
lu s’Feng-i
rogorc ki dainaxa, ufros batoniSvils mxolod Tavi daukra, araferi uTqvams. umcrosi batoniSvilis saswavleblis ambebi ki ikiTxa. ho, marTla! diliT umcrosi batoniSvili Tqvens janmrTelobis mdgomareobas kiTxulobda.
Wou Fani
me axla ar msurs saubari, uTxariT, kargad var. mogvianebiT ojaxis xazinadars uTxariT, umcros batoniSvils ormoci iuen-i misces wignebis sayidlad.
lu s’Feng-i
umcros batoniSvils Tqveni naxva surs.
Wou Fani
maSin uTxariT, zeda sarTulze amovides. (wamowiTldeba, or nabijs gadadgams) hm, am oTaxSi rogori SexuTuli haeria. SigniT TiTqos yvelaferi daobda da xalxic TiTqos
vireSmakobs.
lu s’Feng-i
(Cafiqrdeba) qalbatono, minda dRes dageTxovoT.
Wou Fani
dedaSeni win anidan Camodis, ara? mamaSeni meubneboda.
(baRis mxridan Wou Cung-is xma moismeba: s’Feng! s’Feng! modi, naxe, umcrosi batoniSvili geZaxis.)
(Wou Cung-is xma: s’Feng!)
lu s’Feng-i
aqa var!
(Sua karidan Wou Cung-i Semodis, acvia TeTri evropuli yaidis kostiumi)
Wou Cung-i
(Semosvlisas mxolod s’ eng-sa xedavs) s’ Feng, mTeli dilaa dageZeb ( Fan-s
dainaxavs) deda, rogor, ukve CamoxvediT?
Wou Fani
Cung-iko, ra mogivida? saxe mTlad ofliani gaqvs.
Wou Cung-i
axlaxans Cems skolis amxanags CogburTi veTamaSe, (gulTbilad) TqvenTvis
bevri ram maqvs saTqmeli. Tavs ukeT grZnobT Fani-s gverdiT Camojdeba) bolo oro dRea zemoT
amovdivar Tqvens sanaxavad, magram kari sul Caketili mxvdeba. ratom?
Wou Fani
simSvideSi mindoda damesvena. saxis feri rogori maqvs? s’Feng, umcros batoniSvils limonaTi gamoutane, Sexede, saxe rogor awiTlebia.
(s’feng-i Sedis sasadilo oTaxSi)
Wou Cung-i
(sixaruliT) gmadlob, erTi SemaxedeT! me mgoni kargad gamoiyurebiT, araviTari avadmyofoba, yovelTvis ratom amboben, rom avad xarT? zeviT damalulxarT. mama ukve sami
dRea rac dabrunda da jerac ar ginaxavT.
Wou Fani
(sevdianad uyurebs Wou Cung-s) guli damZimebuli maqvs.
Wou Cung-i
o, de, ar ginda, mama Tqvens winaSe damnaSavea, magram is xom moxucia, me ki
Tqveni momavali var, viqorwineb karg adamianze. de, Sen xom icxovreb CvenTan erTad? maSin Cven
aucileblad yvelafers viRonebT, rom mxiarulad iyo.
Wou Fani
(saxeze Rimilma gadaurbina) mxiarulad? (ucabedad) Cung-iko, Cvidmeti wlisa
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xar, ara?
Wou Cung-i
(moswons, roca deda aseTi moulodnelobiTaa savse) deda, Tu erTxel kidev
dagaviwydebaT Cemi asaki, marTla gagiwyrebiT!
Wou Fani
(siciliT) ho, cudi deda gyavs, xandaxan Tavic ki aviwydeba xolme (Cafiqrdeba) oh, Tvrameti weli am Zvel saxlSi, Sexede, deda daberda, ara?
Wou Cung-i
de, ici, rom unda gadavideT? axal saxlSi. mamam guSin miTxra, rom zeg
gadavalT,
Wou Fani
Sen ici, mamas ratom unda gadasvla?
Wou Cung-i
dafiqrdi, roca mama raRacas akeTebs, winaswar gveubneba? magram vfiqrob,
is daberda. ambobda, rom maRaros saqmeebSi ar Caereoda, amasTan erTad Zveli saxli uiRbloa. o,
deda, ar gagigonia, am saxlSi eSmakebi rom saxloben? ori wlis win, Semodgomaze, me TviTon gavigone raRac iyo...
Wou Fani
nuRar gaagrZeleb.
Wou Cung-i
de, Sen gjera am monaCmaxis?
Wou Fani
me ar mjera, magram es Zveli saxli saocrad ucnauria, Tumca Zalian miyvars. magram me mainc mjera, rom aq aris raRac suliereba, me wasvlisaTvis rom maferxebs.
Wou Cung-i
(ucbad, gaxarebuli) de!
(s’ Feng-i Semodis limonaTis boTliT xelSi)
lu s’Feng-i
inebeT, batoniSvilo.
Wou Cung-i
(dgeba) gmadlob (s’ Feng-i wiTldeba).
(s’Feng-i limonaTs asxams)
Wou Cung-i
kidev erTi Wiqa moitane qalbatonisaTvis, kargi?
(s’Feng-i gadis)
Wou Fani
(TvalCaciebiT umzers s’ Feng-sa da Wou Cung-s) Cung-iko, aseTi Tavazianoba
ra saWiroa?
Wou Cung-i
(limonaTs mosvams) deda, swored axla mindoda meTqva. es imitom, rom
(s’Feng-i Semodis) mere getyviT. deda, marao rom mogixateT, sad aris?
Wou Fani
Sen ra, dagaviwyda, avad rom viyavi?
Wou Cung-i
diax, damaviwyda, mapatie, me, me... am oTaxSi ase ratom cxela?
Wou Fani
albaT imitom, rom fanjaraa Caketili.
Wou Cung-i
waval, gamovaReb.
lu s’Feng-i
batonma daibara, ar gaaRoTo, Tqva, gareT ufro cxela, vidre oTaxSio.
Wou Fani
ara, gaaRe. is ori welia rac am oTaxSi ar yofila. ra icis, am oTaxSi rogori SexuTuli haeria!
lu s’Feng-i
(niSis fardebs gadaswevs)
Wou Cung-i
(xedavs, rom s’ Feng-i Zliv-ZliobiT swevs fanjris win mdgar yvavilis qoTnebs) s’Feng, Tavi daanebe, me gavakeTeb (miva).
lu s’feng-i
me TviTon
Wou Cung-i
(jiutad) momeci, me gavakeTeb (oriveni iReben yvavilis qoTans, iatakze
dadgmisas s’Feng-s xeli mohyva. s’Feng_i tkivilisagan Sexta) aba rogor (xels hkidebs mis xels)
lu s’Feng-i
(xels aSvebinebs) araferia, araferi, meore batoniSvilo.
Wou Cung-i
araferi seriozuli, mogitan antiseptikur mwebav zols.
Wou Fani
Cung-iko, araa saWiro.
(s’Feng-isaken Setrialdeba) samzareuloSi wadi, naxe erTi, batons romeli bostneulis kerZi
moumzades
(s’Feng-i Sua karidan gadis, Wou Cung-i acilebs TvalebiT
Wou Fani
Cung-iko! (Wou Cung-i mobrundeba da gaxarebuli Sehyurebs) Camojeqi da
momiyevi.
Wou Cung-i
(imediani da mxiaruli gamometyvelebiT uyurebs Fani-s) dediko, es bolo
xania, Zalian gaxarebuli var.
Wou Fani
kargia, Tu SegiZlia am saxlSi mxiarulad grZnobde Tavs.
Wou Cung-i
de, arasodes mdomebia TqvenTvis raime damemala. Tqven xom Cveulebrivi
deda ar xarT, Tqven yvelaze gabeduli xarT, yvelaze did warmosaxvis unari gaqvT. yvelaze metad
Tqven TanamigrZnobT!
ho.
Wou Fani
Wou Cung-i
dedi, raRac minda giTxraT, minda mogelaparakoT.
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Wou Fani
momiyevi, raSia saqme.
Wou Cung-i
dedi. (idumali gamometyvelebiT) xom ar damtuqsavT?
Wou Fani
ara, momiyevi.
Wou Cung-i
(sixaruliT) oh, dedi... ara, ar mogiyvebiT.
Wou Fani
(gaicinebs) ratom?
Wou Cung-i
me... meSinia ar gamijavrdeT. Tu mogiyvebiT, isev Zveleburad geyvarebiT?
Wou Fani
sulelo bavSvo, dedas mudam eyvarebi.
Wou Cung-i
(siciliT) Cemi kargi deda. marTla isev geyvarebiT, ar gamijavrdebiT?
Wou Fani
ra sakvirvelia, momiyevi
Wou Cung-i
oRond ar damcinoT!
Wou Fani
ho, ar dagcineb.
Wou Cung-i
marTla?
Wou Fani
marTla.
Wou Cung-i
deda, erTi adamiani momwons.
Wou Fani
(misi eWvebi marTldeba) oho! (daJinebiT uyurebs).
Wou Cung-i
Fani-s daJinebul mzeras Tvals gausworebs) deda, isev iseTi gamometyveleba gaqvT, TiTqos raRac davaSave.
Wou Fani
(Tavs gaiqnevs) ara, ara, gaagrZele (ufro amaRlebuli ganwyobiT) is gogona
vin aris?
Wou Cung-i
(dauokebeli aRfrTovanebiT) is msoflioSi yvelaze, yvelaze... ( Fani-s
gadaxedavs) yovel SemTvevaSi is CemTvis yvelaze metad misaRebia. bunebiT miamitia, TanagrZnobis
unari aqvs, esmis cxovrebis mSveniereba da Sromis sargebloba da yvelaze mTavari _ igi sxva qaliSvilebiviT ganebivrebuli da ganazebuli ar aris.
Wou Fani
(dabneuli) ki magram, Sen xom ganaTlebuli xalxi mogwons! is naswavlia?
Wou Cung-i
ra Tqma unda ara. es, SeiZleba iTqvas, misi erTaderTi naklia, magram sulac
ar aris misi brali.
Wou Fani
(mzera daebindeba, Zalauneburad agrZelebs gamokiTxvas) Cung, is gogo... s’
Feng-i xom ar aris?
Wou Cung-i
ki, deda. dedi, vici xalxi damcinebs, magram, Tqven unda miTanagrZnoT.
Wou Fani
(saxtad darCeba, TavisTvis Cailaparakebs) rogor, Cemi Svilic... sakvirvelia!
Wou Cung-i
(aReldeba) ara xarT Tanaxma? ggoniaT Sevcdi?
Wou Fani
ara, ara, asec ar aris. vSiSob, misnairi gogona ver gagabednierebs.
Wou Cung-i
ara! is Wkviania da mgrZnobiare. garda amisa, Cemi esmis.
Wou Fani
ar geSinia, rom mamaSeni gagijavrdeba?
Wou Cung-i
es Cemi piradi saqmea.
Wou Fani
xalxma rom gaigos, Woraobas daiwyebs.
Wou Cung-i
sulac ar mainteresebs.
Wou Fani
es ukve Cemi Svilis sityvebia! magram mainc meSinia, ar Secde... jer erTi,
is mainc uswavleli gombioa (mdabio). Tu gaigebs, rom mogwons, ra Tqma unda, miiCnevs, rom bedma
gauRima.
Wou Cung-i
deda, nuTu ggoniaT, rom mas sakuTari principebi ar gaaCnia?
Wou Fani
Cung-iko, Sen yvela adamiani keTilSobili ggonia.
Wou Cung-i
deda, Cemi azriT s’ Feng-s usamarTlod eqceviT. is xom yvelaze ubiwo, sakuTari azris mqone gogonaa. guSin xeli vTxove...
Wou Fani
(ufro gaocdeba) rao? xeli sTxove? (sicili autydeba) Sen mas xeli sTxove?
Wou Cung-i
(seriozulad, dedis amgvari qceva ar moswons) nu iciniT! man uari miTxra,
magram mainc mixaria, radgan amis Semdeg is kidev ufro amaRlda Cems TvalSi. man miTxra, rom ar
surs colad gamomyves.
Wou Fani
hm!
Wou Cung-i
ggoniaT TvalTmaqcobs? ara, miTxra, rom sxva uyvars.
Wou Fani
vina? giTxra vin?
Wou Cung-i
ar mikiTxavs. yovel SemTxvevaSi, albaT, misi mezobeli iqneba, is, visac
xSirad xedavs, magram siyvaruli siZneleebis gareSe ar arsebobs. me is miyvars, isic nel-nela gamigebs da Semiyvarebs.
Wou Fani
(Tavs veRar ikavebs) Cemi vaJi im gogos ar moiyvans colad.
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Wou Cung-i
(aseT pasuxs ar moeloda) de, ase ratom iwunebT? s’ Feng-i kargi gogonaa,
igi Tqven Tayvans gcemT da pativiscemiT gepyrobaT.
Wou Fani
axla ras apireb?
Wou Cung-i
yvelaferi mamas unda movuyve.
Wou Fani
dagaviwyda, mamaSeni ra kacia?
Wou Cung-i
uTuod unda vuTxra. SeiZleba Semdeg s’Feng-i colad arc moviyvano. Tu
ar damTanxmdeba, mainc Zveleburad pativsa vcem da davexmarebi. magram jer-jerobiT mainc msurs,
rom ganaTleba miiRos. imedia, mama nebas damrTavs s’Feng-s Cemi swavlis safasuri gavuyo.
Wou Fani
marTlac, rom bavSvi xar!
Wou Cung-i
(wyeniT) ara, deda, bavSvi aRara var.
Wou Fani
mamaSeni erTi sityviT daamsxvrevs Sens ocnebebs.
Wou Cung-i
ar mjera. (uxalisod) kmara, amaze nuRar vilaparakebT. deda, guSin Cemi Zma
vnaxe. miTxra, rom xval maRaroSi miemgzavreba samuSaod da damabara, TqvenTvis meTqva, rom ver
amova Tqvens sanaxavad, Zalian dakavebulia. xom ar usayvedurebT?
Wou Fani
ratom unda vusayveduro?
Wou Cung-i
vgrZnob, rom Cems ZmasTan iseTive kargi urTierToba aRara gaqvT, rogorc
adre. dedi, mas xom bavSvobidanve deda ara hyavs, amitom, bunebrivia, cota ucnauri xasiaTisaa. me
mgoni, dedamisi mgrZnobiare adamiani unda yofiliyo. Cemi Zmac xom Zalian mgrZnobiarea!
Wou Fani
mamaSeni axla Sinaa, Seni Zmis dedaze naklebi ilaparake, Torem is isev mkacr
saxes miiRebs da yvelas cud gunebaze dagvayenebs.
Wou Cung-i
magram am bolo dros Cemi Zma marTlac Zalian ucnaurad iqceva, bevrs
svams, mSfoTvare xasiaTi gauxda, dadis ucxo eklesiebSi, ar vici iq ras akeTebs.
Wou Fani
kidev ra Wirs?
Wou Cung-i
guSinwinis win daTvra, mere xeli momkida da miTxra, sakuTari Tavi mZulso,
zogjer tiris, bevri melaparaka, magram veraferi gavige.
Wou Fani
oho!
Wou Cung-i
bolos miTxra, odesRac uyvarda erTi qali, romelic ar unda Sehyvareboda!
Wou Fani
(TavisTvis) odesRac?
Wou Cung-i
esa Tqva da aqviTinda, mere ki Tavis oTaxidan gasvla maiZula.
Wou Fani
meti araferi uTqvams?
Wou Cung-i
araferi. Zalian martosulad gamoiyureba. deda, Zmaze Zalian vRelav, neta
aqamde ratom ar daqorwinda?
Wou Fani
(wailuRluRebs) vin icis... vin icis...
Wou Cung-i
(garedan nabijebis xmas gaigebs da Tavs moabrunebs) oho! Zma mosula.
(Wou fing-i Sua kars aRebs da Semodis. is ocdarva_ocdacxra wlisaa, saxe fermkrTali aqvs,
umcros Zmaze odnav maRalia, Txeli saxis nakvTebiT. masze lamazic ki iTqmis, Tumca is im mamakacTa ricxvs ar miekuTvneba, erTi SexedviT rom amsxvreven qalTa gulebs. mas Savi ganieri warbebi
aqvs, sqeli yuris bibiloebi da msxvili xelis mtevnebi. erTi SexedviT Zalian ubralo da miamit
pirovnebad mogeCvenebaT, magram Tuki did xans dahyofT masTan, maSin igrZnobT, rom igi uxeSi
xasiaTisa da iseTi sulac ar yofila, rogoric gegonaT. mis Camqral TvalebSi erTdroulad aRmoaCenT eWviansaca da mimdob adamians. sustia, TviTon ar SeuZlia gadawyvetilebis miReba. erTi
sityviT _ winaaRmdegobrivia. misi tuCis kuTxeebi xSirad dunedaa CamoSvebuli. odnavi daRlilobac ki sakmarisia, rom mzera gauSterdes da usicocxlo gamometyveleba miiRos. TiTqos sakuTari
Tavis xelSi ayvana ar SeuZlia da mTeli cxovrebis manZilze erTi saqmis bolomde miyvanac ki ar
ZaluZs. man icis, ra senic sWirs da cdilobs gamoswordes, Tumca, ufro swori iqneba Tu vityviT,
rom wlebis win Cadenil Secdomas mTeli guliT inaniebs. zogjer, axali RelviT aRtyinebisas, misi
gzneba, Jini, wylis moqcevasaviT mozRvavdeba, moawveba da walekavs. misi gonebis naperwkali, morevSi CaTreul patara, damWknar xis rtosa hgavs. amgvarad, mis yovel Secdomas, ufro didi Secdoma
mohyveba Tan. magram mas miaCnia, rom aqvs warmodgena zneobaze, emociuria, amitomac itanjeba ase
da sZuls sakuTari Tavi. Surs riskiani adamianebisa, maTi, vinc borotebis Cadenas bedavs; maTi,
visac SeuZlia Cveulebrivi adamianis egreTwodebul moralze dayrdnobiT samagaliTo moqalaqis,
keTilSobili ojaxisSvilis roli iTamaSos. amitomac is Tayvans scems mamamiss, romelic mis warmodgenaSi unaklo adamiania, Tu mis sijiutesa da ugulobas ar CavTvliT. Tumca mas esec moswons,
radgan TviTon es Tvisebebi ar gaaCnia. igi Tvlis, rom siborote Caidina da mamamiss usamarTlod
moeqca. amitom surs Tavi gadairCinos. mas axali energia sWirdeba, sul erTia, es ra Zala iqneba,
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oRond ki uSvelos, winaaRmdegobis morevidan amoaTrios. man s’Feng-i ipova da aRmoaCina, rom s’
Feng-is sxeulSi swored `gazafxulis~, `axalgazrdobis~, `silamazis~, `gznebis~ energia sCqefs, mas
ase rom sWirdeba. ra Tqma unda, s’Feng-i cota ar iyos uxeSia, magram Wou fing-s swored es siuxeSe sWirdeba yvelaze metad, radgan mas axla sZuls zedmetad sevdiani qalebi, gaurbis yovelnair
daxvewil urTierTobas, magram mis gulis siRrmeSi mainc SeumCnevlad irxeva daukmayofilebeli
grZnobis simi. zogjer hgonia, rom s’Feng-i ver gaugebs da ver anugeSebs, maSin ufro udardelad
loTobs, daucxromlad mxiarulobs da ufro Rrmad efloba mZafri SegrZnebebis morevSi. yvelaferma aman, is, suldamZimebul, mSfoTvare xasiaTis adamianad aqcia.
mas tanT muqi lurji abreSumis xalaTi da evropuli stilis Sarvali, fexze ki lakis fexsacmeli acvia. gauparsavi da mouwesrigebelia. amTqnarebs.
Wou Cung-i
gamarjoba, Zmao!
Wou fing-i
aqa xar?
Wou Fani
(igrZno, rom mas yuradReba ar miaqcies) fing!
Wou fing-i
oho! Tqven... Tqvenc aqa xarT?
Wou Fani
axlaxans Camovedi.
Wou fing-i
(Tavs moabrunebs da Wou Cung-s hkiTxavs) mama arsad wasula?
Wou Cung-i
ara, ginda naxo?
Wou fing-i
minda wasvlamde erTxel davelaparako (kabinetisken miemarTeba)
Wou Cung-i
ar Sexvide.
Wou fing-i
ras akeTebs?
Wou Cung-i
me mgoni. viRac kacs samsaxureobriv saqmeze esaubreba. axlaxans vnaxe,
miTxra male gamoval da mand damelodeTo.
Wou fing- i
maS jer Cems oTaxSi waval, werili maqvs dasaweri (wasvlas apirebs).
Wou Cung-i
ara Zmao, dedas amdeni xania ar unaxixar, ar ginda erTad davsxdeT da visaubroT?
Wou Fani
uyure erTi, daasvene Seni Zma, albaT marto urCevnia yofna.
Wou fing-i
(uxalisod) ase ar aris, ubralod, mama axali Camosulia da vSiSob, Zalian
dakavebuli iqnebiT.
Wou Cung-i
ar ici, deda avad rom iyo?
Wou Fani
Sen Zmas Cemi avadmyofoba ratom unda aRelvebdes?
Wou Cung-i
deda!
Wou fing-i
Tavs ukeT grZnobT?
Wou Fani
gmadlob, axlaxans Camovedi.
Wou fing-i
ho, marTla xval maRaroSi vapireb gamgzavrebas.
Wou Fani
oho! (gaCerdeba) Zalian kargi, rodis dabrundebi? _
Wou fing-i
ar vici, albaT or-sam weliwadSi. oh! am oTaxSi rogor cxela.
Wou Cung-i
fanjara ukve gavaReT, me mgoni male Tavsxma unda wamovides.
Wou Fani
(gaCerdeba) maRaroSi ra unda akeTo?
Wou Cung-i
deda, nuTu dagaviwyda, rom Zma geologias swalobda?
Wou Fani
mere es ra sababia, fing!
Wou fing-i
(aiRo gazeTi, aifara) rogor giTxraT, albaT metismetad did xans vcxovrobdi am saxlSi, Zalian momwyinda.
Wou Fani
(icinis) vSiSob, SegeSinda.
Wou fing-i
rao?
Wou Fani
am oTaxSi eSmakebi rom budoben, dagaviwyda?
Wou fing-i
ar damviwyebia, ubralod aqauroba Zalian mombezrda.
Wou Fani
(icinis) me rom Sens adgilas viyo, mec SemZuldeboda garSemomyofni, mec
wavidodi am dawyevlili adgilidan.
Wou Cung-i
deda, ar momwons ase rom laparakobT.
Wou fing-i
(naRvlianad) yvelaze metad Cemi Tavi unda mZuldes. ra ufleba maqvs sxvebi
SeviZulo? (amoioxrebs) Zmao, Cems oTaxSi davbrundebi (wamodgeba)
(kabinetis kari iReba)
Wou Cung-i
ar waxvide, me mgoni mama gamovida.
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(Wou fuiuen-is tani karSi sanaxevrod moCans)
Wou fuiuen-i
Cemi azriT, ase unda moviqceT, aranairi siZneleebi ar iqneba. Zalian kargi,
momaval Sexvedramde, aRar gagacilebT.
(kari farTod iReba da Semodis Wou fuiuen-i. igi daaxloebiT 50-60 wlis WaRara wveriani
mamakacia. ovaluri formis oqrosCarCoian saTvales xmarobs, es mis mkacr gamoxedvas ver cvlis.
saqme Semosavliani iSova da ojaxic fexze daayena. misi mbrZanebluroba Svilebis TvalSi xSirad
zedmet simkacresa da sisastikeSi gadadis. mas jer kidev 20-iani wlebis modaze acvia _ mrgval
mandarinis formis naxatebiani, cing-is dinastiis modelis farCis xalaTi da mis qveS abreSumis
TovliviT qaTqaTa TeTri perangi. xalaTis sayeloze Rinkiloebi Sexsnili aqvs da SiSveli yeli
mouCans. sufTa tansacmeli tanze koxtad, morgebulad adgas. igi odnav msuqani da welSi moxrilia. CamoSvebuli, dune loyebi, Rrmad Camjdari, Cacvenili Tvalebi mainc ubrwyinavs. misi saxe
mravalwlian cxovrebiseul gamocdilebasa da sazrunavze metyvelebs. ganmgmirav mzerasaA da ironiul CaqirqilebaSi zogjer misi Zalaufleba, TviTneboba da Seudrekeloba Cans. mis saxeze ukve
veRar ipoviT axalgazrdobisdroindel sigiJisa da ugunurobis kvals, rac naoWebiTaa gadafaruli. mxolod misi naxevrad gaWaRaravebuli, notio, ukan gadavarcxnili Tma inarCunebs Zvelebur
eleganturobas. mzis gulze saxe vercxlisfrad uelavs. mdabioebi amboben: `es, didgvarovnebis,
keTilSobilebis niSania da amitomac aqvs mas sasargeblo wiaRiseulis aseTi mdidari sabado. nikapze amosul WaRara wvers xSirad patara spilos Zvlis savarcxliT ivarcxnis. cerze didi qvis
rgoli aqvs Camocmuli (ganmarteba:: aseT rgolebs atarebdnen mSvildis mosazidad).
(is formaSia. mZime da farTo nabijebiT Semodis)
Wou Cung-i da Wou fing-i (erTdroulad) ma!
Wou Cung-i
stumari wavida?
Wou fuiuen-i
(Tavs dauqnevs, Wou Fani-sken Semobrundeba) rogor, qvemoT Camoxvedi?
ukve sruliad gamojanmrTeldi?
Wou Fani
msubuqd viavadmyofe. Sen rogora xar?
Wou fuiuen-i
ara miSavs ra. mainc unda axvide da kidev daisveno. Cung, rogori saxis feri
aqvs dedaSens?
Wou Cung-i
deda avad arc yofila.
Wou fuiuen-i
(ar moswons rodesac Svilebi ase pasuxoben) vin giTxra? me rom Sin ar viyavi, xSirad kiTxulobdi dedaSenis ambebs? (jdeba divanze)
Wou Fani
(SiSobs kvlav Wkuis swavlebas ar mohyves) fuiuen, TiTqos gamxdarxar. maRaros muSebis gaficvis Sesaxeb ra ismis?
Wou fuiuen-i
guSin diliTve ganaaxles muSaoba, aranairi xelSeSla ar aris.
Wou Cung-i
mama, lu taxai isev gelodebaT, Tqveni naxva surs.
Wou fuiuen-i
lu taxai vinRa aris?
Wou Cung-i
lu kuei-s vaJia. SarSanwin daiwyo muSaoba rekomendaciiT, axla muSebis warmomadgenelia.
Wou fuiuen-i
oh!, is kaci? me mgoni mas raRac faruli miznebi unda hqondes, qarxnidan
xom ukve daiTxoves.
Wou Cung-i
daiTxoves? mama, am kacs Zalian sxarti goneba aqvs, axlaxans vesaubre.
gaficuli muSebis warmomadgeneli aucileblad samsaxuridan unda daiTxovon?
Wou fuiuen-i
axlandel axalgazrdebs Zalian moswonT muSebTan saubari, erTi-ori uazro, TanagrZnobis sityvis Tqma. es, rogorc sCans, modaSi Semovida!
Wou Cung-i
Cemi azriT, es xalxi Tavisianebze zrunavs, Cven maT unda TanavugrZnoT.
garda amisa, Cven aseT keTildReobaSi vcxovrobT, isini ki lukma purisaTvis ibrZvian. es usamarTlobaa! aq moda arafer SuaSia!
Wou fuiuen-i
(Tvalebs abrialebs) Sen ra ici, ra aris sazogadoeba! ramdeni wigni wagikiTxavs sazogadoebrivi ekonomikis Sesaxeb? maxsovs, rodesac germaniaSi vswavlobdi, Cemi sazogadoebrivi ideologia Sens zerele da diletantur azrovnebasTan SedarebiT bevrad ufro safuZvlilani iyo!
Wou Cung-i
(daiTrguneba, mainc ganagrZobs) mama, gavige maRaroSi daSavebul muSebs
aranairi Sesawevari ar miuRiaT!
Wou fuiuen-i
(Tavs aswevs) Cemi azriT, dRes Zalian bevrs laparakob! ( Fani-s)bolo ori
wlis ganmavlobaSi sul Sen dagemsgavsa! (saaTs axedavs) aT wuTSi kidev erTi stumari mova. ho,
raime xom ar gindaT miTxraT?
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Wou fing-i
mami, swored axlaxans mindoda Tqveni naxva.
Wou fuiuen-i
ho? ra moxda?
Wou fing-i
xval maRaroSi minda wavide
Wou fuiuen-i
Sen ra, aquri saqmeebi, firmis saqmeebi ukve moagvare?
Wou fing-i
TiTqmis, mamisTvis mindoda meTxova, moeca ufro mniSvnelovani saqmeebi, ar
minda mxolod zedamxedveloba.
Wou fuiuen-i
(SeCerda, uyurebs fing-s) mZime saqmeebs gaumklavdebi? Tu daiwyeb, bolomde
unda miiyvano, ar minda iWoraon Cems Svilze.
Wou fing-i
es ori weli firmaSi vzivar, Zalian komfortabelurad, minda provinciebi
movinaxulo.
Wou fuiuen-i momeci saSualeba vifiqro. Sen SegiZlia xval waxvide maRaroSi, iq yofnisas
depeSiT Segatyobineb Tu ra akeTo.
(s’Feng-i
Semodis fuer CaiT xelSi)
Wou Cung-i
(meryeobs) mama!
Wou fuiuen-i
(grZnobs raRac axali azrebi rom aqvs) Sen...
Wou Cung-i
me mindoda mamaCemTan...
Wou Fani
(uecrad) s’Feng, waiRe aqedan.
Wou fuiuen-i
(uecrad mkacri toniT) dalie, amxela Svilebis winaSe nu TviTnebob.
Wou Fani
(xmis kankaliT) ar minda.
Wou fuiuen-i
Cung, wamliani finjani dedaSens pirTan miutane
Wou Cung-i
(uZaliandeba) mama!
Wou fuiuen-i
(gaborotebul mzeras esvris) midi!
(Wou Cung-s isRa darCenia dedas wamliani finjani pirTan miutanos)
Wou fuiuen-i
sTxove, dalios.
Wou Cung-i
(wamliani finjani uWiravs, xeli ukankalebs, mamisaken Setrialdeba da xmamaRla mimarTavs) mama, ase ratom iqceviT?
Wou fuiuen-i
rao, ra sTqvi?
Wou fing-i
(Tavs daxris, Cung-is win dadgeba da xmadabla mimarTavs) rac giTxra, is
gaakeTe, mamis xasiaTi xom ici.
Wou Cung-i
(cremlebis ylapviT) dalieT, Cemi xaTriT mainc mosviT, erTi ylupi, Torem
mama ar damSviddeba.
Wou Fani
(mudariT) saRamos rom davlio, ar SeiZleba?
Wou fuiuen-i
(mkacrad) an, dedam Svilebze yvelanairad unda izrunos, Sens janmrTelobas Tu ar ufrTxildebi, Svilebs xom mainc unda aCveno morCilebis magaliTi.
Wou Feani
(jer Wou fuiuen-s gadaxedavs, Semdeg Wou fing-s, wamlian finjans aiRebs,
cremli sdis da uecrad isev dadgams) ara, ver davlev!
Wou fuiuen-i
fing, dedaSeni daarwmune, dalios.
Wou fing-i
mama! me...
Wou fuiuen-i
midi, dauCoqe da sTxove.
Wou fing-i
(Wou Fani-sTan miva, xvewniT mimarTavs fuiuen-s) mama!
Wou fuiuen-i
(acremlebuli Wou fing-i Fani-s uyurebs, Wou Cung-i brazisagan caxcaxebs)
gibrZaneb, dauCoqo!
(Wou fing-i daCoqebas apirebs)
Wou Fani
(Wou fing-s uyurebs, suli exuTeba) davlev, axlave davlev! (or ylups mosvams, Tvalebidan cremlebi waskdeba, jer Wou fuiuen-is mkacr saxes Sexedavs, Semdeg gaWirvebaSi
Cavardnil Wou fing-s, boRma moawveba yelSi, Wiqas aiRebs da erTbaSad gadahkravs) oh!.. (tiriliT
gavardeba sasadilo oTaxis karebidan).
(pauza)
Wou fuiuen-i
(majis saaTs daxedavs) sami wuTi kidev maqvs (Wou Cung-s mimarTavs) ras meubneodi?
Wou Cung-i
(Tavs aswevs, nela) rao?
Wou fuiuen-i
xom miTxari, swavlis safasuris nawili unda gamovyoo _ mere?
Wou Cung-i
(xmadabla) ara, aRaraferi minda.
Wou fuiuen-i
raime axali problema xom ar gaqvs?
Wou Cung-i
(tiriliT) ara, ara, deda marTali iyo (sasadilo oTaxidan garbis).
Wou fuiuen-i
Cung, saiT midixar?
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Wou Cung-i
zeviT, dedas sanaxavad.
Wou fuiuen-i
mere, ase unda gaiqce?
Wou Cung-i
(Tavs Seikavebs, mobrundeba) diax, mama, wasvlas vapireb, rames xom ar damabarebT?
Wou fuiuen-i
wadi.
(Wou Cung-i sasadilo oTaxisaken gaemarTeba)
Wou fuiuen-i
dabrundi.
Wou Cung-i
diax, mama.
Wou fuiuen-i
dedaSens uTxari, rom germaneli, Cinuri gvariT eqimi moviwvie mis gasasinjad.
Wou Cung-i
Ki, magram, dedam xom ukve dalia Tqveni wamali?
Wou fuiuen-i
rogorc vxedav, dedaSens fsiqiuri aSliloba aqvs, es ki seriozuli avadobaa (Tavs moabrunebs da Wou fing-s mimarTavs), me mgoni, Senc es unda gWirdes.
Wou fing-i
mama, waval, davisveneb,
Wou fuiuen-i
ar waxvide, raRac minda giTxra. (Wou Cung-s) uTxari, rom is kaci germaniaSi
gavicani, cnobili fsiqiatria, rom mova, aucileblad naxos, gaige?
Wouo Cung-i
gavige. (or nabijs gadadgams) aRaraferi gsurT?
Wou fuiuen-i
ara, wadi.
(Wou fing-i sasadilo oTaxis karebidan gadis.
Wou fuiuen-i
Sebrundeba s’ Feng-isaken) s’ Feng, me mgoni, ukve giTxari, rom Tu saqme ara
gaqvT, am oTaxSi ar unda SemoxvideT.
lu s’F eng-i
diax, batono (isic sasadilo oTaxis karebidan gadis).
(kabinetis karidan lu kuei Semodis.
lu kuei
(batons uyurebs, TiTqos Tqma uWirs) ba... batono... stu.. stumari
movida...
Wou fuiuen-i
jer did sastumro oTaxSi Seiyvane.
lu kuei
diax, batono. (gadis).
Wou fuiuen-i
rogor, es fanjara vin gaaRo?
Wou fing-i
me da Cemma Zmam gamovaReT.
Wou fuiuen-i
daxure. (saTvales wmends) am oTaxSi mdabioebs nu SemouSvebT. cota xanSi
mosvenebas vapireb.
Wou fing-i
diax!
Wou fuiuen-i
(saTvales wmends da oTaxSi mdgar avejs uyurebs) es Seni RviZli dedis
sayvareli nivTebia. samxreTis mxaridan CrdiloeTisaken gadmovatanine. saxli bevrjer gamovicvaleT, magram arcerTi nivTi ar msurs daikargos (saTvales ikeTebs da axvelebs). minda am oTaxSi
yvelaferi ise iyos, rogorc ocdaaTi wlis winaT iyo. es Tvals mixarebs (magidisken gadainacvlebs, fotosuraTs Sexedavs) dedaSeni zafxulSi fanjrebs ar aRebda.
Wou fing-i
(naZaladevad gaicinebs) ki, magram, mama, ra saWiroa dedis sulis mosaxsenieblad ase...
Wou fuiuen-i
(uecrad Tavs aswevs) viRacam miTxra, rom Sen raRac Cagidenia, Tavi Segircxvenia.
Wou fing-i
(gaocdeba) ra... rao?
Wou fuiuen-i
(Wou fing-s win daudgeba, xmadabla) ici Tu ara, rom Seni axlandeli
saqcieliT mamaSens arcxven? garda amisa _ (SeCerdeba) _ dedaSensac.
Wou fing-i
(daibneva) mama!
Wou fuiuen-i
(lmobierad, xels hkidebs) Sen Cemi ufrosi vaJi xar, amitom ar mindoda es
sxvebis winaSe meTqva (odnav Seyovndeba, mkacrad) gavige, es ori weli, rac saxlSi ar viyavi, Turme
Zalian uwesod iqceodi.
Wou fing-i
(ufro gaocdeba) mama, ase ar yofila, ara, ara.
Wou fuiuen-i
Tu raimes gakeTeba gabede, pasuxismgelobac unda ikisro.
Wou fing-i
(gafiTrdeba) mama!
Wou fuiuen-i
kompaniis TanamSromlebma miTxres, rom dRedaRam kabareSi daexetebodi,
gansakuTrebiT bolo ori-sami Tve. svamdi, TamaSobdi, Sin ar brundebodi.
Wou fing-i
(damSviddeba) amas gulisxmobdiT...
Wou fuiuen-i
marTalia Tu ara, simarTle miTxari!
Wou fing-i
marTalia, mama (gawiTldeba).
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Wou fuiuen-i
ocdaaT wels miRweul kacs ukve unda esmodes, ras niSnavs sityva `Tavmoyvareoba~! Tu gaxsovs, eg saxeli ratom gqvia?
Wou fing-i
maxsovs.
Wou fuiuen-i
maS, gamimeore.
Wou fing-i
dedaCems S’fing-i erqva, sikvdilis win es saxeli TviTon damarqva.
Wou fuiuen-i
maS gTxov, Seni RviZli dedis gulisaTvis mainc gamoasworo Seni axlandeli
saqcieli.
Wou fing-i
diax, mama. is droebiTi sigiJe iyo.
(kabinetis karidan lu kuei Semodis)
lu kuei
batono, stumari... didi xania icdis.
Wou fuiuen-i
keTili.
(lu kuei gadis)
Wou fuiuen-i
me mimaCnia, rom yvelaze bednieri da wesieri ojaxi maqvs. aseve Cemi Svilebic yvelaze normaluri da janmrTeli memkvidreebi arian. ar minda vinmem Cems gamozrdil Svilebze iWoraos!
Wou fing-i
diax, mama.
Wou fuiuen-i
msaxuro! (TavisTvis) oh, cota ar iyos daviRale.
(Wou fing-i mamas taxtze dajdomaSi exmareba.
(Semodis lu kuei)
lu kuei
diax, batono.
Wou fuiuen-i
stumari aqeT Semoiyvane.
lu kuei
diax, batono
Wou fing-i
ara, mama, cota dagesvenaT.
Wou fuiuen-i
ara uSavs, nu erevi (lu kuei-s) wadi da Semoiyvane.
lu kuei
diax, batono.
(Wou fuiueni sigaras amoiRebs, fing-i moukidebs, Wou fuiuen-i welSi gamarTuli zis da nelnela abolebs)
II moqmedeba
(sadilis Semdeg. Rrubliani, moqufruli amindia. Semawuxebeli, CaxuTuli, nestiani haeris
zemoqmedeba adamianebs aRizianebs.
Wou fing-i sasadilodan gamodis da baRs gulgrilad gahyurebs. kacis WaWaneba araa. fexakrefiT midis kabinetisaken. iqac aravinaa. ucbad axsendeba, rom mama sxva adgilas iRebs stumars.
damSvidda. midis da fanjaras aRebs. baRi simwvaniT Semosila. ismis ucnauri da Cumi stvena. xma
axlovdeba. frTxilad iZaxis, Feng-iko! karis miRma ismis xma: `fing, Sen xar? fing-i ketavs fanjaras. s’Feng-i Sua karidan fexis wverebze msubuqad Semorbis.)
Wou fing-i
lu s’Feng-i
ara, (xels kravs).
Wou fing-i
toni sadaa?
lu s’Feng-i
Wou fing-i
lu s’Feng-i
Wou fing-i
lu s’Feng-i
gaaborota.
Wou fing-i
lu s’Feng-i
Wou fing-i
lu s’Feng-i
Wou fing-i
(Setrialdeba, xmadabla, gaxarebuli) Feng-iko (xels hkidebs)
ara! (aqeT-iqiT iyureba, yurs ugdebs) Sexede, viRacaa.
aravinaa, eng, dajeqi. (divanisaken ubiZgebs, rom dajdes) (aRelvebuli) badid sastumro oTaxSia, stumrebs maspinZlobs.
hm!
yovelTvis ase dafarulad, malulad, Cems daZaxebasac ki ver bedav!
amitomac unda wavide aqedan.
(Cafiqrda). qalbatoni ususuria, dabrunebuli batoni qalbatonis danaxvam
mama aseTia, Tavisi sityvebi arasodes miaqvs ukan. misi sityva kanonia.
(SeSinebuli) me... me Zalian meSinia.
risi geSinia?
meSinia, sariskoa, batoni gaigebs, maSin sTqvi, rom Cvens ambavs mouyvebio.
(uaris niSnad Tavs aqnevs. gulRiad. naRvliani gancdiT) es jer kidev
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yvelaze saSineli araa.
lu s’Feng-i
kidev ra?
Wou fing-i
(uceb) veraferi gaigone?
lu s’Feng-i
(CaeZieba) vera
Wou fing-i
Cems Sesaxeb rame Tu gagigia?
lu s’Feng-i
ra?
Wou fing-i
adrec araferi gsmenia?
lu s’Feng-i
(ar surs amaze saubari) ara. ras ambob?
Wou fing-i
araferi, araferi...
lu s’Feng-i
(gulwrfelad) me mjera Seni, mjera, rom arasodes momatyueb, es CemTvis
sakmarisia. es wuTia sTqvi, rom xval maRaroSi midixar.
Wou fing-i
guSin ukve giTxari.
lu s’Feng-i
(mourideblad) Tan ratom ar migyevar?
Wou fing-i
imitom, rom … (icinis) imitom, rom ar minda Seni wayvana. aq imisTana saqmeebi xdeba, rom...
lu s’Feng-i
adre Tu gvian, unda wamovide, SeiZleba dResve gamagdos qalbatonma.
Wou fing-i
(moulodnelad) unda gagagdos, ratom?
lu s’Feng-i
nu mekiTxebi.
Wou fing-i
ara, unda vicode.
lu s’Feng-i
bunebrivia, imitom. rom me ar viyavi marTali, Cemi sibrmaviT Sevcdi, qalbatoni. SesaZloa. asec ar fiqrobda da Cemi varaudic arasworia. fing! wamiyvane!
Wou fing-i
ara.
lu s’Feng-i
(rbilad) fing, me kargad mogivli. Sen gWirdeba aseTi adamiani. tansacmels
mogiwesrigeb, saWmels mogimzadeb. yvelafers kargad gavakeTeb, oRond SenTan mamyofe.
Wou fing-i
minda aseTi qali, yvelgan CemTan myofobiT visiamovno cxovrebiT? nuTu
yvela es wlebi saxlSi aseTi cxovreba ar mombezrda?
lu s’Feng-i
me vici, rom saxlsgareT ver SeZleb cxovrebas.
Wou fing-i
Sen ver xedav, rom axla Seni wayvana SeuZlebelia? es xom bavSvuri saubaria.
lu s’ Feng-i
wamiyvane, tvirTad ar dagawvebi, Tu Cems gamo rames ityvis xalxi, maSinve
dagtoveb, Sen _ nu geSinia.
Wou fing-i
(gaRizianebuli) s’ Feng, ggonia, rom me aseTi egoisti var? nu ifiqreb ase
Cemze, hm, meSinia? risi unda meSinodes! (TavSeukaveblad) es wlebi imdeni ram... hm, gulmkvdari viyavi, mezizReboda sakuTari Tavi (mcire pauza). axla ki Cems guls sicocxlis niSan-wyali daetyo,
Tavs ufleba miveci miyvardes qali da amis gamo sxvebis lanZRva-ginebis meSinodes? dae, yvelam
Tqvas, Wou-s ojaxis ufros batoniSvils Tavisi saxlis mosamsaxure gogos Tvali Seavlo... risi
unda meSinodes, Tuki momwons igi?
lu s’Feng-i
(damawynarebeli toniT) fing, nu wuxar, Sen arc erTi saqcielis gamo ar
gadanaSauleb (Cafiqrdeba).
Wou fing-i
(dawynardeba) axla raze fiqrob?
lu s’Feng-i
vfiqrob, roca waxval, me ra meSveleba.
Wou fing-i
damelode.
lu s’eng-i
(mwared iRimeba) magram Sen erTi adamiani dagaviwyda.
Wou fing-i
vin?
lu s’Feng-i
erT nabijsac ar madgmevinebs.
Wou fing-i
oho, is? rao, is...
lu s’Feng-i
man miTxra is, rasac meubneoda erTi Tvis win!
Wou fing-i
man giTxra, rom colad SegirTavs?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, is mekiTxeba, gavyvebi Tu ara colad.
Wou fing-i
Sen ra...
lu s’Feng-i
me jer araferi vupasuxe, mere ki maiZula mepasuxa, me vuTxari simarTle.
Wou fing-i
simarTle?
lu s’Feng-i
me sxva araferi miTqvams, me mxolod mivaniSne, rom sxva ojaxs dapirdnen
colad Cems miTxovebaze.
Wou fing-i
sxva araferi gkiTxa?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, piriqiT, survili aqvs rom swavlis safasuri gadamixados da skolaSi
viswavlo.
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Wou fing-i
skolaSi? (icinis) marTlac rom sulelia, magram vin icis, Tu yurs daugdeb,
SeiZleba Segiyvardes kidec.
lu s’Feng-i
Sen xom ici, rom ar miyvars, yovelTvis SenTan yofnis survili maqvs.
Wou fing-i
me ukve 30 wels gadavabijeb, Sen ki mxolod 18 wlis gaxdi. me ar var masze
ukeTesi, bevric Sevcode. vin xar icis? iqneb mis laparaks rom usmen, did kmayofilebas ganicdi.
lu s’Feng-i
fing, sisuleleebs nu laparakob. axla guli Zalian mtkiva, gamosavali unda
gamovnaxo. is bavSvia, yovelTvis erTi da igives imeorebs, mas rom Segadaro, namdvilad ar momwons,
uflebas ki ar maZlev rom avuxsna.
Wou fing-i
ar miTqvams, ar daelaparako-meTqi.
lu s’Feng-i
magram, yovelTvis, rodesac masTan erTad mxedav, Seni gamometyveleba...
Wou fing-i
bunebrivia, Cemi gamometyveleba ukmayofilebas mianiSnebs, rodesac sayvarel adamians xSirad sxvasTan erTad vxedav, Tundac Cems umcros ZmasTan...
lu s’Feng-i
xedav, sadamde daveSviT. bolos da bolos miTxari, amixseni, Cemdami ra
grZnoba gaqvs?
Wou fing-i
Sens mimarT ra? (icinis, ver ambobs. fiqrobs, rom qalebi cota WkuaTxelebi
arian, radgan es SekiTxva sxva qalmac dausva.) giTxra? agixsna?
lu s’Feng-i
(daTrgunuli) fing, ase nu mepyrobi, kargi? kargad ici, rom axla mTlianad
Sen gekuTvni, Sen ki ase mabrazeb?
Wou fing-i
(ar moewona misi aseTi naTqvami, amasTanave CaTvala, rom mainc da mainc ar
surs gaugos mas) oh! s’ Feng (amoioxra), RmerTo Cemo!
lu s’Feng-i
fing, mamaCems mxolod is SeuZlia, xalxs fuli gamoarTvas. Zma mamcirebs,
meubneba, rom Tavmoyvareoba da mizani ar gamaCnia. dedam es ambavi rom gaigos SevzizRdebi. Sen Tu
ar iqnebi, arc me viqnebi. SeiZleba, erT mSvenier dRes, yvelam zurgi Semaqcios. Sen ar unda... Sen
ar unda...… (qviTinebs).
Wou fing-i
s’Feng, ara, ara, macale, kargad davfiqrde.
lu s’Feng-i
dedaCems yvelaze metad vuyvarvar, ar surs am saxlSi mosamsaxured vimuSavo, vSiSob mixvdeba, rom es tyuilia... me aq vmuSaob da SenTan... Tanac, Tu Cems mimarT ar xar
gulwrfeli.. maSin me, maSin dedaCemi am dards gadahyveba. (tiris) da kidev...
Wou fing-i
ara, Feng, ase eWviT ar unda miyuro. getyvi, rom dRes saRamos zustad
vapirebdi SenTan mosvlas.
lu s’Feng-i
ara, dRes deda Camodis.
Wou fing-i
Tu asea, gareT SevxvdeT, kargi?
lu s’Feng-i
ar gamova, saRamos dedasTan aucileblad meqneba saubari.
Wou fing-i
magram, dilis matarebliT rom unda wavide.
lu s’Feng-i
namdvilad ar wamiyvan?
Wou fing-i
bavSvi xar, es rogor gamova?
lu s’Feng-i
maS, Sen... Sen momeci saSualeba vifiqro.
Wou fing-i
jer-jerobiT marto unda wavide, Semdeg raime xerxs movigoneb, rogor
avuxsna mamaCems da Senc wagiyvan.
lu s’Feng-i
(Sehyurebs mas) kargi, gamosavali aris. Tuki saRamos moxval CemTan, deda da mama aucileblad
gare oTaxSi daiZineben, Zma, rogorc yovelTvis, saxlSi ar iZinebs, Cemi oTaxi mTeli Ramis ganmavlobaSi Tavisufali iqneba.
Wou fing-i
maSin jer winaswar davustven, (ustvens) gaigeb? es niSnavs imas, rom ...
lu s’Feng-i
hm, Tu Cems fanjaraSi wiTeli farani iqneba, es imas niSnavs, rom gelodebi,
Tu ara, araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar moxvide.
Wou fing-i
ar movide?
lu s’Feng-i
Tu azrs Sevicvli, e. i. saxlSi bevri xalxia.
Wou fing-i
kargi ,ase iyos. TerTmet saaTze.
lu s’Feng-i
xo, kargi, TerTmetze.
(lu kuei Semodis Sua karebidan, xedavs, rom Wou fing-i da lu s’Feng-i dganan, moulodnelobisagan Cerdeba da iRebs iseT gamometyvelebas, TiTqosda yvelaferi esmis da naZaladevad
iRimeba)
lu kuei
o! (s’Feng-s) swored axla geZebdi (Wou fing-s) batoniSvilo, ukve ivaxSmeT?
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lu s’Feng-i
ratom meZebdi?
lu kuei
dedaSeni Camovida
lu s’Feng-i
(gabadrulma) deda Camovida? sad aris?
lu kuei
kariskacis adgilsamyofelSi, Sens Zmas swored axlaxans Sexvda, saubroben.
(lu s’Feng-i garbis Sua karebisaken)
Wou fing-i
s’Feng, dedas rom naxav, Cemgan mokiTxva gadaeci.
lu s’Feng-i
gmadlob, mogvianebiT gnaxavT (gadis).
lu kuei
ufroso batoniSvilo, Tqven xval miemgzavrebiT?
Wou fing-i
hm, xo.
lu kuei
neba momeciT gagaciloT.
Wou fing-i
ar aris saWiro, gmadlob.
lu kuei
bunebiT, Tqven keTili gulis adamiani brZandebiT, Cvenze zrunavT, Tqven
miemgzavrebiT da mec da Tqveni mona-morCili Cemi qaliSvili xSirad gagixsenebT.
Wou fing-i
(icinis) isev ara gaqvT fuli?
lu kuei
(eSmakurad iRimeba) batoniSvilo, ase xumrobT? rasac vambob simarTlea,
s’eng-ma icis, rom Tqvenze mudam kargs vlaparakobT.
Wou fing-i
kargi, saqme gamoglevia.
lu kuei
ara, ara, TqvenTan mxolod waWoraveba mindoda. Tqven iciT, rom lu s’Feengi s deda dabrunda, qalbatonma unda naxos.
( Fani sastumro oTaxSi Semovida. lu kuei-m rom dainaxa ena Caylapa)
lu kuei
qalbatono, ukve sruliad gamojanmrTeldiT? ( Fani-m Tavi dauqnia), me, lu
kuei, mudam gixsenebT.
Wou Fani
kargi, SegiZlia waxvide.
(lu kuei qeds ixris da Sua karidan gadis)
Wou Fani
(Wou fing-s) sad wavida?
Wou fing-i
(ver mixvda) vin?
Wou Fani
mamaSeni.
Wou fing-i
saqme hqonda, stumrebs Sexvda, saqme hqonda, cota xanSi dabrundeba, Cemi
umcrosi Zma sadRaa?
Wou Fani
man mxolod tirili icis. wavida.
Wou fing-i
(SeeSinda, rom masTan erTad martoa oTaxSi) unda wavide, nivTebi unda aviRo da wavide (sasadilosaken midis).
Wou Fani
dabrundi (Wou fing-i SeCerda) gTxov, cota xniT dajde.
Wou fing-i
ra saqme gaqvs?
Wou Fani
(saxemoRuSuli) salaparako maqvs (Wou fing-i brundeba, gaCumebuli dgas.
misi saxis gamometyvelebiT xvdeba raRcas)
Wou fing-i
TiTqos mniSvnelovani saqme gaqvs CemTan.
Wou Fani
diax.
Wou fing-i
Tqvi.
Wou Fani
vimedovneb, gesmis axlandeli mdgomareoba. es erTi dRis saqme ar aris.
Wou fing-i
(garSemovliT) mama mudam aseTi iyo, rasac ityvis, unda asruldes.
Wou Fani
magram Tu sxvebi ityvian, me yuri unda davugdo, rac Cems bunebas ar Seesabameba.
Wou fing-i
me mesmis Seni (naZaladevad icinis), mis laparaks ar unda ugdo yuri da eg
aris.
Wou Fani
fing, imedi maqvs, iseTive samarTliani da gulaxdili xar, rogoric adre
iyavi, ukeTesi iqneba, Tu Tanamedrove axalgazrdebis cinikur damokidebulebas ar SeiTviseb, kargad ici, Sen rom ar myavde, ubeduri viqnebodi.
Wou fing-i
amitom unda wavide, ar Rirs metad Sexvedra. Cveni yvelaze meti sinanuli
erTmaneTisaTvis codvebis Sexsenebaa.
Wou Fani
me ar vnanob, rac mikeTebia, ar minania.
Wou fing-i
(gamouval mdgomareobaSia) vfiqrob, Zalian gasagebad gamovxate Cemi
damokidebuleba Sens mimarT. es dReebi ar minaxixar, vfiqrob, kargad gaige.
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Wou Fani
kargad mesmis.
Wou fing-i
maS me yvelaze suleli, gaugebari adamiani vyofilvar, vnanob. vfiqrob,
rom cxovrebaSi erTi didi Secdoma Cavidine, Tavs vadanaSauleb, Zmisa da mamaCemis winaSe ufro
metad.
Wou Fani
(daTrgunvili) magram yvelaze metad damnaSave Sen xar da ase qarafSutulad yvelaferi daiviwye?
Wou fing-i
kidev vin aris damnaSave?
Wou Fani
Cems winaSe _ Sen _ me is dedinacvali var, romelic macdune.
Wou fing-i
(cota SeSinda) gagiJdi?
Wou Fani
Sen Cems winaSe valdebuli xar, Sen ki siaxlis wyurviliT garbixar.
Wou fing-i
vfiqrob, aseTi saubari ubralod saSinelebaa, aseTi gamonaTqvamebi ar
Seefereba mamaCemis Rirseul ojaxs.
Wou Fani
(ganrisxebuli, gaborotebuli) mama, mama, daanebe mamaSens Tavi. Rirseba?
Senc Rirsebaze laparakob? (civi RimiliT) aseT Rirseul ojaxSi ukve 18 welia vcxovrob. Wou-s
gvaris codvac msmenia. mec minaxavs da Camidenia. arasodes vyofilvar Tqveni ojaxis wevri. Cems
codvebze me vageb pasuxs, ar vgevar Tqvens papebs, biZebs. Tqvens `karg~ mamikosTan erTad CumCumad bevri avi saqme Camidenia. garedan ki qvelmoqmedia da sazogadoebaSi mniSvnelovani figura.
Wou fing-i
did ojaxSi, bunebrivia, yvela kargi ver iqneba, magram Cveni Sto, Cems garda...
Wou Fani
yvelani erTnairebi xarT. mamaSeni, viTom, erTi saTno adamiania, romelmac
adrec, wesieri ojaxis gogona Seacdina.
Wou fing-i
Sen mainc gaCumdi, es Seni salaparako araa, sisuleleebs nu roSav.
Wou Fani
fing, kargad gaige, Sen mamaSenis nabiWvari xar.
Wou fing-i
(gancvifrebuli, dabneuli) sisulelea. riTi amtkiceb?
Wou Fani
Sens Rirseul mamas hkiTxe, geTayva. 15 wlis win roca daTvra, maSin miambo
(miuTiTa magidaze dadebul suraTze). Sen swored im axalgazrda gogonas Svili xar, romelic mdinareSi gadaxta da radganac mamaSens igi ukve aRar undoda, Tavi moikla.
Wou fing-i
Sen, Sen, Sen... pirdapir… keTili (naZaladevad icinis) yvelafers vaRiareb,
Sen ki ras apireb? risi Tqma ginda?
Wou Fani
mamaSeni damnaSavea Cems winaSe. man iseTive xerxiT da motyuebiT momiyvana
Tqvens ojaxSi. ver gaviqeci, gavaCine Cung-iko. 10 welze meti gavida da axlac iseTive daundobelia, nel-nela qvis adamianad maqcia. Sen ki gaqcevaze xar. Sen, Sen damayene aseT gzaze. deda dedas
ar gavs da sayvareli sayvarels. Sen Semacdine.
Wou fing-i
Segacdine? gTxov es sityva aRar gaimeoro, kargi? ici ra viTarebac iyo
maSin?
Wou Fani
dagaviwyda ras ambobdi im Rames, roca vtirodi, voxravdi, am oTaxSi? ambobdi, rom ver itan mamaSens da misi sikvdili ginda, am codvis Cadenas naTesavuri grZnobac ver
SeuSlis xels.
Wou fing-i
gaviwydeba, maSin axalgazrda viyavi, aRtyinebuli, aseTi sisulele imitom
vTqvi.
Wou Fani
gaviwydeba, rom Senze sul ramdenime wliT var ufrosi da, rac ar unda
iyos, maSin ukve viyavi dedaSeni, amitom, rac ar unda iyos, CemTan amaze saubari ar SeiZleba.
Wou fing-i
(amoioxrebs) saerTodac, Sen ar unda gaTxoviliyavi Wou-s ojaxSi, Wou-s
ojaxSi haeri codvebiTaa damZimebuli, axalgazrdebi sulelebi arian. vTqvaT, Secda, ar SegiZlia
apatio?
Wou Fani
(naRvlianad, warbSeWmuxvnili) es ar aris patieba-arpatiebis sakiTxi. ukve
wynarad velodebi sikvdils. kacma jer gadamarCina, axla ki yuradRebasac aRar maqcevs. amousunTqeblad movkvdebi. nel-nela vRafav suls. miTxari, rogor moviqce?Q
Wou fing-i
maSin, maSin, mec ar vici, TviTon Tqvi!
Wou F ani
(damarcvliT) imedi maqvs ar waxval.
Wou fing-i
rao, ra ginda?!. kampania gagiwio, aseT ojaxSi yoveldRiurad vifiqro warsul danaSaulebze da ase cocxlad davlio suli?
Wou F ani
Tu ase fiqrob, rom am ojaxSi SeuZliaT aseTi sikvdiliT dagsajon, maS
rogorRa midixar marto da aq mtoveb?!
Wou fing-i
ufleba ar gaqvs ase ilaparako, Sen Cemi umcrosi Zmis, Cung-is deda xar.
Wou Fani
me ara var, ara var, roca me Cemi cxovreba, patiosneba Sen Semogwire, yur-
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adRebas aRar vaqcev, misi deda ara var da arc Wou fuiuen-is coli var.
Wou fing-i
nu migaCnia, rom mamaCemis coli ar xar. me mainc mimaCnia, rom mamaCemis
Svili var.
Wou Fani
(ver miuxvda ras ambobs, gaocebulia) o, Sen mamaSenis Svili xar, am TveebSi
gansakuTrebiT ar modixar Cems sanaxavad, mamaSenis geSinia?
Wou fing-i
SeiZleba iTqvas, meSinia kidec misi, ase iyos.
Wou Fani
midi, wadi maRaroSi da mamaSenisagan gmirobis nimuSi gadaaiRe. adamians,
romelsac uyvarxar da esmis Seni, xeli hkra da ar izruno?
Wou fing-i
aseTnairadac SeiZleba axsna.
Wou Fani
(civad) ase ambob, bolos da bolos mamaSenis Svili xar (SeSliliviT icinis)
mamaSenis Svili (SeSliliviT icinis, ucbad, civad, damSvidebuli) hm, yvela uvargisebi, laCrebi
xarT, Rirsi ar xar kacma raime Semogwiros, mZuls, aqamde rom ar gicnobdi!
Wou fing-i
axla xom gaige! mapatie. ukve kargad agixseni, aseTi arabunebrivi urTierToba _ guls mirevs, giTxari, mZuls- meTqi. ambob, rom vcdebi, vaRiareb, da mainc gaiZaxi, rom aseTi Secdoma davuSvi. arc is SeiZleba, rom amaze pasuxs saerTod ar agebde. Cemi azriT, Sen yvelaze
Wkviani da Segnebuli qali xar da amitomac vfiqrob, rom bolos da bolos mapatieb. mlanZRav Cemi
saqcielis gamo. getyvi da imedi maqvs, rom es Cveni bolo saubari iqneba (sastumro oTaxisaken
midis).
Wou Fani
moica (damZimebuli, Wou fing-i SeCerda) imedi maqvs, rac axla giTxari gaige, es araa Cemi xvewna-mudara, vfiqrob, gulze yurs gamoibam, dafiqrdebi. bevri, (damZimebuli), bevri gviTqvams am oTaxSi. gaxsovs, erTma qalma ver aitana ori Taobis urTierTwyena. unda
amis Sesaxeb rame moifiqro.
Wou fingi
ukve kargad movifiqre. vgoneb ici, es dReebi rogor vwuxdi. kargi, axla ki
gamiSvi (sasadilo oTaxSi Sedis).
( Fani Tvals ayolebs Wou fing-s. cremli waskda. veRar iTmens. midis sarkisaken, xedavs rogori danaoWebuli da gafermkrTalebuli saxe aqvs. sarkis win emxoba da qviTinebs)
(lu kuei fexakrefiT Sua karebidan Semodis, xedavs qalbatoni rom tiris)
lu kuei
(xmadabla) qalbatono!
Wou Fani
(dgeba) risTvis moxvedi?
lu kuei
gadia lu karga xania Camovida.
Wou Fani
vin? vin Camovida?
lu kuei
Cemi saxloba, gana qalbatonma ar brZana misi Camoyvana?
Wou Fani
ratom adre ar miTxari?
lu kuei
(farisevlurad iRimeba) vifiqre, (xmadabla) me ki vfiqrobdi, magram, davinaxe qalbatoni Svils, ufros batoniSvils esaubreboda, amitom ver gavbede Sewuxeba.
Wou Fani
a, Sen am wuTs...
lu kuei
me? me sastumro oTaxSi vemsaxurebodi batonis stumrebs! (ganzrax, viTom
ver gaigona) qalbatons surs rame mibrZanos?
Wou Fani
araferi, wadi, gadia lu-s dauZaxe Semovides.
lu kuei
(pirferulad icinis) Cven, ojaxSi yvela mosamsaxure varT, uxeSad vlaparakobT da ar gagikvirdeT.
Wou Fani
yvela adamiani erTnairia. mxolod misi naxva da gasaubreba msurs.
lu kuei
diax. es qalbatonis keTili znisaa. diax, batonma swored axla miTxra, rom
SiSobs didi wvima wamova da qalbatonsa sTxovs misi Zveli sawvimari gamoitanos, albaT is wasasvlelia.
Wou Fani
s’ Feng-ma moawesriga batonis tansacmeli da TviTonve rom miutanos ar
SeiZleba?
lu kuei
mec ase vuTxari. Tqven Tavs xom kargad ar grZnobT, magram batonma daibara
_ qalbatonma TviTon moitanoso.
Wou Fani
kargi, cota xanSi wavuReb.
lu kuei
ara, batonma daibara, rom mas axlave sWirdeba, mgoni unda wavides.
Wou Fani
hm, kargi, maS waval. axla gadia lu-s dauZaxeT, Semovides da am oTaxSi
damelodos.
lu kuei
kargi, qalbatono.
[lu kuei gadis. Fani-s saxe ufro metad gadaufiTrda, igi mTeli ZaliT cdilobs Tavisi
Sinagani mdgomareoba (naRveli, gaRizianeba) daTrgunos.)
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Wou Fani
(amoioxrebs, fanjaras gamoaRebs da Rrmad CaisunTqavs. TavisTvis) rogor
dacxa, daixuTa, aq cxovreba SeuZlebelia. ver gadavitan. me gadaviqceodi vulkanis kraterad,
gadavwvavdi yvelafers, TviTon ki yinulovan xramSi Tavs vikravdi da gadaviqceodi ferflad.
SeiZleba iTqvas, rom amiT sakmarisi iqneboda yvelaferi, Cemi warsuli damTavrda da imedic mokvda. hm, me yvelafrisaTvis mzad var. mobrZandiT, vinc imedi gamicrua, vizec veWvianobdi, yvelani
modiT, me gelodebiT (iyureba sicarieleSi da Tavi uvardeba mkerdze, gaixedeba da lu kuei amodis).
lu kuei
am dros laqia movida, Tqva: `batons eCqareba~
Wou Fani
(Tavi aswia) kargi, jer Sen wadi, gadia Ceng-s vubrZaneb waiRos.
(gamodis da scenas stovebs Fani gadis sasadilos karebidan, lu kuei ki Sua karebidan. gadia lu S’fing-i s’ Feng-Tan erTad Semodis. lu S’fingi daaxloebiT 47 wlisaa, gaWaRaravebuli
da TeTri fiTqina saxe aqvs. 38-39 wlisas hgavs. wvrili, grZeli warbebis qveS mrgvali, didroni
Tvalebi cota uZravia da pirdapir yurebisasac es Cans, magram, miuxedavad amisa, axalgazrdobidan
moyolili xibli mainc SemorCenia. tanze ubralo, mokrZalebuli, sufTa tanisamosi acvia. Soridan
kargi ojaxis Svils hgavs. misi mixra-moxra mdabio qmris aSkarad sapirispiros metyvelebs.
matarebliT mgzavrobis gamo, Tavi TeTri pirsaxociT aqvs Sekruli. saubrisas moRimaria,
miuxedavad imisa, rom Svili ori welia ar unaxavs,. mis metyvelebaSi SeimCneva samxreTuli kilo, magram gamomsaxveli. misi kbilebi lamazad Cawikwike-bulia, Rimilisas loyebze ufro Rrma Rrmulebi uCndeba vidre s’Feng-s. isini erTmaneTs hgvanan. dedas qaliSvilisaTvis xeli aqvs Cakidebuli.
lu s’Feng-i patara CitiviT mohyveba dedas)
lu s’Feng-i
qalbatoni?
lu kuei
axlave Camova.
lu s’Feng-i
deda, dabrZandi (gadia lu jdeba), daiRaleT, ara?
lu S’fing-i
ar davRlilvar.
lu s’Feng-i
deda, dajeqiT cota xniT, erT Wiqa yinulian wyals mogitanT.
lu S’fing-i
ara, nu waxval, ar mcxela.
lu kuei
s’Feng, dedas erTi boTli limonaTi moutane (lu S’fing-s mimarTavs) am
rezidenciaSi ra ginda rom ar aris. movida ra zafxuli _ limonaTi, wvenebi, sazamTros kompoti,
forToxali, banani, axali liW’ (ganmarteba: li’W wiTeli feris, mrgvali formis, samxreTuli xilia, romelic kuantun-Si xarobs)
lu S’fing-i
ara, yurs nu daugdeb mamaSens. es sxvisia. cota xans CemTan dajeqi, Semdeg
aqaur qalbatons unda vesaubro. yvela sasmelze ufro ukeTesia.
lu kuei
qalbatoni axlave Camova. yovelTvis Zunwobdi. Sexede, Tavze TeTri pirsaxocis moxsna uWirs da misiT unda Tavis Sekvra. genaneba moxsna.
lu S’fing-i
(siciliT, keTilganwyobiT) marTalia, marTali. (icinis, s’ eng-s uyurebs)
matarebelSi gadakidebuli TeTri pirsaxocis Tavidan moxsnac damaviwyda (moxsnas apirebs).
lu s’Feng-i
(RimiliT) de, me mogxsniT (uaxlovdeba. am dros lu kuei midis Cais magidasTan da sigaretebs qurdulad debs Tavis sapapiroseSi)
lu S’fing-i
(ixsnis pirsaxocs) Sexede, saxe WuWyiani maqvs. matarebelSi mtveri iyo. Tmebze Semomxede, xalxma ar damcinos.
lu s’Feng-i
ra, ara, sulac ara. ori weliwadia ar minaxixarT, isev iseTi xarT.
lu S’fing-i
s’ Feng, rogori cudi mexsiereba maqvs. amdeni xania vsaubrobT da damaviwyda Seni sayvareli nivTis Cveneba.
lu s’Feng-i
ra?
lu S’fing-i
(iRebs patara fuTas) Sexede, mogewoneba.
lu s’Feng-i
araa saWiro, jer nu maCveneb, gamovicnob.
lu S’fing-i
keTili, gamoicani.
lu s’Feng-i
qvis Tojina.
lu S’fing-i
(uaryofis niSnad Tavs aqnevs) Sen ukve didi xar.
lu s’Feng-i
pudris Semfrqvevi.
lu S’fing-i
(uaryofs Tavis qneviT) risTvis ginda?
lu s’Feng-i
maS patara sanemsea.
lu S’fing-i
(icinis) daaxloebiT (swrafad xsnis fuTas) o, de, saTiTe! vercxlis saTiTe!
ma, SexdeT! (mianiSnebs).
lu kuei
kargia, kargi.
lu s’Feng-i
ra lamazia, zemodan Zvirfasi TvlebiTaa moWedili.
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lu kuei
ra? (win miiwevs da aTvalierebs), aba, maCvene.
lu S’fing-i
es maCuqa skolis direqtoris meuRlem. direqtorma dakarga mniSvnelovani
safule, me ki vupovne, davubrune. mis meuRles, radac ar unda dasjdomoda, raimes Cuqeba mounda.
samkaulebis didi grova maCvena, rom Cemi qaliSvilisaTvis SemerCia. me es avarCie. Camogitane. Tu
mogewona?
lu s’Feng-i
brwyinvalea, me zustad es mWirdeba.
lu kuei
(ubrunebs s’ Feng-s saTiTes) kargi ra, yvela qva Zvirfasi araa da Sen fiqrob.
kargad SearCie?
lu S’fing-i
Feng-iko, nu bedav mamasTan ase saubars.
lu s’Feng-i
(pretenziulad) de, Tqven ar iciT, Tqveni aryofnis dros mamaCemi udierad
mepyroba, mabrazebs.
lu kuei
(zizRiT mimarTavs cols, rogorc `soflels~) Sexede sakuTar Tavs, movida
rezidenciaSi, ver xedav xalxi ra fufunebaSi cxovrobs, Sen ki raRac sisuleleebze laparakob,
(eWvis TvaliT) SexedeT Tqvens dabeCavebul garegnobas, moxvediT cnobili ojaxis rezidenciaSi,
xedavT am saxlis fufunebas, es ki sul zedmetia. s’ Feng, aCvene dedas am ori wlis ganmavlobaSi
Seni Sekerili tanisamosi.
lu s’Feng-i
dedas amiT ver moxiblav.
lu kuei
Senc xom gaqvs cotaodeni samkaulebi? gamoiRe, rom Tvals wyali daalevinos. mixvdes, darwmundes, me var marTali Tu qaliSvilis saxlSi gamoketvaa ufro swori?
lu S’fing-i
(lu kuei-s) roca mivemgzavrebodi, dagavale da am ori wlis ganmavlobaSi
werilebSic ganuwyvetliv gwerdi, rom ar msurs Cemi Svili did rezidenciebSi emsaxurebodes
vinmes, Sen ki jibrze _ (ucbad igrZno, rom es ar iyo ojaxis saqmeebze salaparako adgili da isev
s’Feng-s miubrunda) Seni Zma sadaa?
lu s’Feng-i
kariskacis sayarauloSi.
lu kuei
Tqven ar gelodebaT. viRac batonis sanaxavad icdis. (gadia lu-s mimarTavs) SarSan davabare weriliT ecnobebinaT SenTvis, rom taxai-m maRaroSi daiwyo muSaoba ostat
moijaraded (menarded) es Cemi yoveldRiuri Zalisxmevis Sedegia.
lu s’ Feng-i
(zizRiT) mama, jobs waxvide, naxo Zma ras akeTebs. rac dro gadis, xasiaTi
ufuWdeba. meSinia, rom guli ver mouTmens Cvens lodinSi da darajebTan, Wang-Tan da liu-sTan
atexavs ayal-mayals.
lu kuei
marTla, es bavSvi ZaRliviT iRrineba (Sua karebisaken midis, Tavs Semoabrunebs) Tqven aq isxediT, nu ixmaurebT, qalbatoni cota xanSi Camova (gadis).
(lu kuei-s wasvlis Semdeg dedam da qaliSvilma igrZnes, TiTqos moTvalTvale wavida da
mTeli suliTa da guliT gaiRimes)
lu S’fing-i
(xels uwodebs s’Feng-s) Svilo, modi, erTi kargad Semogxedo.
(lu s’Feng-i
gadia lu-s win muxlebze dgeba)
lu s’Feng-i
deda, xom ar madanaSaulebT, rom ar dagijereT da movedi Wou-s rezidenciaSi samuSaod?
lu S’fing-i
ara, ara, raki daiwye muSaoba _ imuSave, magram ori wlis manZilze ratom
erTi sityvac ar giTqvams aq rom muSaobdi? matareblidan saxlSi rom movdiodi deida Wang-ma
miTxra, rom Cemi qaliSvili aqaa.
lu s’Feng-i
meSinoda Tqveni gawyromis, Cven xom mdidrebi ar varT, amitom aseTi, rogoric me var, unda movemsaxuro. ra aris amaSi cudi? ver vbedavdi SenTvis meTqva _ sinamdvile,
de...
lu S’fing-i
fiqrob, rom dedas siRaribisa eSinia? SiSob, rom sxvebi dagvcineben siRaribis gamo? ara, Svilo, deda emorCileba bedisweras. yvelafers kargad vamCnev, magram vSiSob,
rom Sen Zalian axalgazrda xar, advilad Sescdebi, dedaSenma mZime cxovreba gamoiara, bevri ram
vnaxe, Sen ar gesmis, Sen ar ici, rom am samyaroSi xalxis gulebi... (amoioxrebs) kargi, axla amaze
saubari araa saWiro. (dgeba) am ojaxis qalbatoni sakmaod ucnauria, risTvis sWirdeba Cemi naxva?
lu s’Feng-i
diax, diax, marTalia (SiSi ipyrobs, cdilobs rogorme mSvidobiani saubaro
warmarTos) ara, deda, am qalbatons ar hyavs bevri megobari, gaigo, rom wera-kiTxva iciT da, albaT, amitom isurva TqvenTan daaxloeba da saubari.
lu S’fing-i
hm (ar sjera, eWviT aTvalierebs oTaxs, mianiSnebs sarkian karadaze.) es
oTaxi daxvewili gemovnebiTaa mowyobili, magram aveji zedmetad moZvelebulia.
lu s’Feng-i
es batonis wiTeli xisgan damzadebuli saweri magidaa, axla is samSvenisia,
gamigonia, rom es ocdaaTi wlis winandeli nivTia, romelic batons Zalian uyvars da yvelgan Tan
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daatarebs.
lu S’fing-i
(sarkian karadaze mianiSnebs) es raRaa?
lu s’Feng-i
esec Zveli nivTia, yofili pirveli meuRlis, ufrosi batoniSvilis dedis.
misi yvelaze sayvareli nivTia. SexedeT, ra uSvelebelia Zveli nivTebi.
lu S’fing-i
o, ucnauria. fanjrebi ratomaa Caxuruli?
lu s’Feng-i
CemTvisac Zalian ucnauria, ara? es Cveni batonis ucnaurobebia. zafxulSi
fanjrebs ketaven.
lu S’fing-i
(ixsenebs) Feng- iko! es oTaxi TiTqos sadRac minaxavs, mecnoba.
lu s’Feng-i
(gaecina) marTla? vfiqrob ise mogenatreT, rom sizmarSi modiodiT CemTan,
aq.
lu S’fing-i
marTalia, sizmars hgavs. ucnauria, am adgilma gamaxsena bevri movlena
(Tavs xris da jdeba).
lu s’Feng-i
(dabneulad) de, ratom gafiTrdiT ase? mzem xom ar dagartyaT? erTi Wiqa
civi wyali xom ar mogitanoT?
lu S’fing-i
ra? ar minda, nu waxval, mzaravs, mgonia, rom am oTaxSi avi sulebi budoben!
lu s’Feng-i
de, ra gemarTebaT?
lu S’fing-i
Zalian meSinia. 30 wlis winandeli movlenebi maxsendeba, didi xnis daviwyebuli xalxis saxeebi kvlav Cems gulSi trialeben.
lu s’Feng-i
momiTaTune xeli xelze, civia, rogorc yinuli, de, nu maSineb, me xom mSiSara var, de, de, ici, am oTaxSi marTla iyo avi sulelbi!
lu S’fing-i
Svilo, nu geSinia, ar var cudad, magram me mainc mgonia, rom Cemi suli aq
namyofia.
lu s’Feng-i
de, sisuleleebs nu ambob. rogor SegeZlo aq yofiliyavi, roca eseni mxolod 20 wlis win gadmovidnen CrdiloeTSi, maSin Tqven jer kidev samxreTSi cxovrobdiT, ara?
lu S’fing-i
ara, ara, vyofilvar. es aveji _ ver vixseneb, sadRac minaxavs.
lu s’Feng-i
deda, ase nu uyurebT, meSinia.
lu S’fing-i
nu geSinia, Svilo, nu geSinia, nu geSinia (yovel jerze Cumad, TiTqos mogonebebSi iZireba).
lu s’Feng-i
SexedeT am karadas, es aris gardacvlili pirveli qalbatonis nivTi.
lu S’fing-i
(Cumad, xmis kankaliT) Feng-iko, midi naxe, midi naxe, karadis marjvena mxaris mesame ujraSi aris Tu ara bavSvis fexsacmeli, zed amoqarguli vefxvebiT.
lu s’Feng-i
de, ra gemarTebaT, yvelaferi rogor geCvenebaT.
lu S’fing-i
hm, Feng-iko, midi naxe, midi naxe, me cota meSinia, ar SemiZlia daviZra, midi
Sen!
lu s’Feng-i
keTili, mival.
(midis karadisaken, gamoxsnis ujras, uyurebs)
lu S’fing-i
(naCqarevad) aris rame?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, deda.
lu S’fing-i
naTlad xedav?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, sicarielea, mxolod Cais Wiqebia.
lu S’fing-i
es, albaT, sizmarSi vnaxe.
lu s’Feng-i
(ecodeba deda) metad nu ityvi, de, damSviddi, de, Sen vinmem gagajavra?
(cremls iwmends) adre Tqven ar yofilxarT aseTi areul-dareuli gonebis. sabralo dedaCemi. (exveva) ukeTesad xarT?
lu S’fing-i
arc ise saSinelia, (es fraza gaugebaria. rusudani) axla darajebisagan Sevitye, rom am saxlSi kidev ori batoniSvilia?
lu s’Feng-i
diax deda, orive Zalian kargebi arian, alersianebi.
lu S’fing-i
(Tavis Tavs esaubreba) ara, Cemi qaliSvili aq ar unda darCes, ar SeiZleba,
ara.
lu s’Feng-i
deda, raze laparakobT? aq yvela, didianpatarianad yvela kargad meqceva.
am saxlSi batoni da qalbatoni arasodes ujavrdebian msaxurebs. orive batoniSvili ki Zalze
Tavazianebi arian. am ojaxSi ara marto cocxlebi arian keTilganwyobilni, aramed micvalebulis
sulebsac ki miendobiT. Wou-s ojaxis wevrebi yvelani Zalian gulTbilni arian.
lu S’fing-i
Wou? am ojaxis gvari Wou-a?
lu s’Feng-i
deda, aba SexedeT, CamosvlisTanave Wou-s saxlSi SemoxvediT da rogor
dagaviwydaT? Tqven, namdvilad, gzaSi daisicxeT. wyals mogitanT, dalieT (karadis win Caiara) axla
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gaCvenebT pirveli qalbatonis suraTs da cota wyalsac mogitanT (iRebs suraTs da zurgsuknidan
aCvenebs).
lu S’fing-i
(fotosuraTi uWiravs xelSi, SiSiT xmas ver iRebs, uyurebs, xelebi ukankalebs)
lu s’ Feng-i
(ukan udgas) SexedeT, xom Zalian lamazia, swored is aris ufrosi batoniSvilis deda, ra lamazi Rimili aqvs. isini amboben rom cota me mgavs, magram, samwuxarod, daiRupa
(eCveneba, rom deda waborZikda) o, deda ra gWirT? ra gWirT?
lu S-fing-i
ara, ara. Tavbru mexveva, wyali minda.
lu s’ Feng-i
(dabneuli, xeli mohkida xelze, dauwyo garkveul wertilebze daWera (komentari: Cinuri tradiciuli medicinis Tanaxmad adamianis sxeulze bevri samkurnalo wertilia da
Zvelad, rigiT Cinels saWiro wertilebis gaRizianebiT SeeZlo pirveladi daxmarebis aRmoCena) da
Tavze xelis guliT TaTuni. dedi, aqve wamoweqiT, me wyals movitan (sasadilo oTaxisaken garbis).
lu S’fing-i
o, RmerTo Cemo! me mgonia movkvdi, netav marTla? es suraTi, es aveji, rogor SeiZleba? ra usazRvroa samyaro, rogor SeiZleba es momxdariyo. am xnis ganmavlobaSi ramdenime aTeuli weli gavida, Cems kanSi vixarSebodi da bedisweram isev Cems ubedur SvilTan damabruna,
masTan _ es misi ojaxia? ra usamarTlobaa cidan movlenili. [(s’ Feng-s moaqvs wyali, lu cdilobs
cremli SeiSros)
lu s’Feng-i
(wyals awvdis) de, dalieT, ara, kidev ramdenime ylupi (lu svams) cota ukeT
xarT? ra mogividaT?
lu S’fing-i
diax, diax. Svilo axlave CemTan erTad dabrundi saxlSi.
lu s’Feng-i
(gakvirvebuli), ra gemarTebaT, deda?
(sasadilodan ismis Wou Fani-s xma, s’ Feng!
lu S’fing-i
vin geZaxis?
lu s’Feng-i
qalbatonia.
(Wou Fani-s xma, s’ Feng!
lu s’Feng-i
mesmis.
(Wou Fanis xma, s’ Feng, modi, batonis sawvimari sad Seinaxe?
lu s’Feng-i
axlave moval (xmamaRla dedas) damelode, axlave moval.
lu S’fing-i
keTili, wadi.
(lu s’Feng-i
gadis. deda aTvalierebs iqaurobas, midis karadasTan da efereba Tavis
yofil avejs, Tavs xris da Cafiqrdeba. ucbaT baRidan ismis nabijebis xma, elodeba. lu kuei Sua
karidan Semodis)
lu kuei
lu s’Feng-i sadRaa?
lu S’fing-i
aqaurma qalbatonma dauZaxa da wavida.
lu kuei
qalbatons gadaeciT, batoniSvili TviTon mova sawvimris wasaRebad, mas
qalbatonTan kidev sxva saqme aqvs.
lu S’fing-i
batoni am oTaxSi unda movides?
lu kuei
xo, hm, naTlad auxseni, rom batoni mova da Tu qalbatoni ar daxvdeba, beberi kidev gaborotdeba.
lu S’fing-i
qalbatons Sen auxseni!
lu kuei
aq Tavidan bolomde yvelafers me ganvkargav, Zalian dakavebuli var, ver
davicdi.
lu S’fing-i
saxlSi unda davbrunde, qalbatonis naxva ar minda.
lu kuei
ratom? amjerad qalbatonma TviTon moindoma Seni naxva, SeiZleba raime
mniSvnelovan saqmeze unda mogelaparakos.
lu S’fing-i
lu s’Feng-i s wayvanas vapireb, uari unda Tqvas am samuSaoze.
lu kuei
rao? erTi Sexede, Sen!
(Wou Fani sasadilo oTaxidan Semodis)
lu kuei
qalbatono!
Wou Fani
(karebisaken) s’Feng, jer is ori wamoiRe, ikiTxe, batons romeli sWirdeba
(gadia lu-s) esaa lu s’Feng-i s deda? did xans galodineT.
lu kuei
valdebulia daicados, qalbatonma Sexvedris neba uboZeT, es ukve didi
SeRavaTia.
(lu s’Feng-i sawvimriT xelSi sasadilo oTaxSi Sedis)
Wou Fani
dabrZandi, didi xnis Camosuli xar? (mxolod axed-daxeda, ar damjdara)
lu S’fing-i
arc ise, qalbatono.
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lu lu s’Feng-i qalbatono, es samive sawvimari batons mivutano?
lu kuei
batoni aqedan TviTon waiRebs, daelodeT, TqvenTan salaparako aqvs.
Wou Fani
gasagebia (s’Feng-s) Sen jer samzareuloSi uTxari vaxSmisaTvis Tadarigi
daiWiron.
lu s’Feng-i
diax, qalbatono (lu kuei-s uyurebs, Wou Fani-s ufro saeWvod da Sua
karebidan gadis).
Wou Fani
lu kuei, batons uTxari, lu s’Feng-i s dedasTan vsaubrob, Semdeg mobrZandes.
lu kuei
diax, qalbatono (magram ar midis).
Wou Fani
(lu kuei-s) saqme gaqvs rame?
lu kuei
qalbatono, dRes diliT germaneli eqimis qei-s gamoZaxeba gvibrZana.
Wou Fani
umcrosma batoniSvilma ukve miTxra.
lu kuei
batonma es wuTia gvibrZana, eqimis mosvlisTanave gaesinjoso.
Wou Fani
vici, Sen ki wadi.
(lu kuei Sua karidan gadis)
Wou Fani
(gadia lu-s) dabrZandi, visaubroT, nu geridebaT (TviTon divanze jdeba).
lu S’fing-i
(gverdiT skamze jdeba) axlaxans matareblidan Camovedi da gavige Cemi naxva
gdomebiaT.
Wou Fani
lu s’ Feng-i xSirad gaxsenebs, Senze ambobs naswavli qali xar, uwin kargi
ojaxi gqonia.
lu S’fing-i
(ar surs warsulze saubari) lu s’ Feng-i, es bavSvi namdvilad sulelia,
moqcevis bevri wesi ar icis, es ori weli ganerviulaT, albaT.
Wou Fani
ara, is Zalian Wkviania, mec Zalian miyvars. es bavSvi ar unda emsaxurebodes,
ufro kargi iqneboda, Tu sxva, Sesaferis saqmes iSovis.
lu S’fing-i
diax, qalbatonma zedmetad Seaqo, me ki sinamdvileSi ar mindoda, rom emsaxura.
Wou Fani
es CemTvis gasagebia, vici, ganaTlebuli adamiani xar, rogorc ki daginaxe,
maSinve mivxvdi, rom saTno adamiani iqnebodi, aRar dagayovneb, miambe Seni mosvlis mizezebi.
lu S’fing-i
(eWvis TvaliT) xalxi albaT Woraobs Cemi bavSvis saqcielis gamo, ara?
Wou Fani
(icinis, gangeb mtkiced pasuxobs) ara.
(lu kuei Sua karidan Semodis)
lu kuei
qalbatono!
Wou Fani
raSia saqme?
lu kuei
eqimi qei es-esaa mZRolma moiyvana, axla patara sastumro oTaxSi gelodebaT.
Wou Fani
me stumari myavs.
lu kuei
stumari? batonma brZana axlave movideso.
Wou Fani
vici, jer Sen wadi.
(lu kuei gadis)
Wou Fani
(gadia lu-s) me jer Cemi ojaxis Sesaxeb giambobT. qalebi ojaxSi Zalian
cotani varT.
lu S’fing-i
diax.
Wou Fani
batoni, ori batoniSvili, Cemsa da ori ZiZis garda yvela msaxuri mamakacia.
lu S’fing-i
diax, qalbatono, CemTvis naTelia.
Wou Fani
lu s’Feng-i Zalian axalgazrdaa, mxolod cxrametis. ara?
lu S’fing-i
ara, Tvrametisa.
Wou Fani
marTalia, maxsovs. mgoni Cems vaJze erTi wliT ufrosia. aseTi axalgazrda,
daxvewili gogo ojaxis gareT msaxurobdes.
lu S’fing-i
s’Feng-s raime samarcxvino saqcieli Caudenia? gTxovT, ar damimaloT.
Wou Fani
ara, ara (isev icinis) is Zalian kargia, me TviTon myavs vaJiSvili, romelic
mxolod Cvidmetisaa, baRSi albaT Tvals mohkravdiT, is jer kidev umwifari biWia.
(lu kuei kabinetidan gamodis)
lu kuei
batoni gTxovT daaCqaroT, eqimma rom gagsinjoT.
Wou Fani
ar aris vinme, eqim qei-s Tavi rom Seaqcevinos?
lu kuei
es-esaa trestis direqtori vang-i wavida da batoni Tavad mixedavs eqims.
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lu S’fing-i
qalbatono, wabrZandiT. me dagelodebiT, arauSavsra.
Wou Fani
batons gadaeciT, rom avad ar var da eqimis gamoZaxebac ar mWirdeboda.
lu kuei
diax, qalbatono (magram ar midis).
Wou Fani
(lu kuei-s uyurebs) raRas ucdi?
lu kuei
qalbatons velodebi, iqneb kidev rame unda rom mibrZanos.
Wou Fani
lu kuei
(uceb moafiqrda), imis Semdeg, rac batons moaxseneb, eleqtrikosi gamoiZaxe, axlaxans Sevitye, baRSi gaSiSvlebuli sadeni gdia, saswrafod SeakeTos, xalxs
denma ar daartyas.
lu kuei
diax, qalbatono.
(lu kuei Sua karidan gadis)
Wou Fani
(xedavs gadia lu dgeba) nainai (ganmarteba: Tavaziani mimarTva xandazmuli
qalbatonisadmi) lu, brZandebodeT. am oTaxSi haeri kidev ufro daixuTa (midis fanjarasTan,
aRebs da jdeba) es dReebi Cemi Svili makvirvebs. ucbad micxadebs, rom lu s’ Feng-i moswons.
lu S’fing-i
rao?
Wou Fani
mas survili aqvs, rom skolaSi Sevides, is ki daexmareba swavlis safasuris
gadaxdaSi.
lu S’fing-i
qalbatono, es xom xumrobaa.
Wou Fani
am bavSvs kidev imis survili aqvs, rom lu s’ Feng-i colad moiyvanos,
lu S’fing-i
qalbatono, nu gaagrZelebT, yvelaferi naTelia.
Wou Fani
(agrZelebs saubars) Cems Svilze ufrosia, aseve Zalian Wkviani gogonaa, mdgomareoba iseTia.
lu S’fing-i
(ar moewona misi Sefaruli saubari) Cemi qaliSvili, mjera, rom mgrZnobiare da saerTod gulaxdili, Tavaziani gogonaa, me Tavidanve ar mindoda, rom mas did rezidenciaSi
emuSava, magram me misi mjera. is mxolod ori welia rac msaxurobs da am periodSi sisuleleebs ver
Caidenda.
Wou Fani
gadia lu, vici, rom lu s’ Feng-i gagebuli bavSvia, magram am viTarebaSi
Zalian advilia Secdomebis daSveba.
lu S’fing-i
(amoioxra) me rom aq movdiodi, arc miqifiqria amaze, ise ki mzad viyavi mis
wasayvanad. axla ki gTxovT xangrZliv SvebulebaSi gauSvaT.
Wou Fani
o, o, Tu Sen migaCnia, rom ase ukeTesia, mec vfiqrob, ase urigo ar unda
iyos, ufro metic, kidec rom yofiliyo SesaZlebloba, Cemi suleli Svili kidev gamonaxavda lu
s’Feng-is naxvis dros Tqvens ojaxSi.
lu S’fing-i
Tqven damSviddiT, Zalian vwuxvar, ar unda dameSva is, rom es bavSvi mxolod mamamisis anabara dametovebina. xval ukve gaveclebi aqaurobas da mas Sors waviyvan, rom
veRar naxos Wou-s ojaxis verc erTi wevri. qalbatono, axla msurs Cemi qaliSvili waviyvano da
wavide (TavisTvis Cailaparaka) Cemi sacodavi bavSvi (taxtze jdeba) ox, cis gangebao!
Wou Fani
keTili, maS vTxov buRalteriaSi xelfasi dauangariSon, xolo mis pirad
nivTebs vinmes xeliT gamovgzavniT. erTi Cemodani Zveli tanisamosi maqvs, SegiZliaT waiRoT. momavalSi gamogadgebaT.
lu S’fing-i
(TavisTvis) Feng-iko, Cemo ubeduro Svilo! (jdeba divanze, tiris) o, cis
gangebav!
Wou Fani
(gadia lu-s win dgeba) nu itanjebiT, gadia lu, Tu fulTan dakavSirebiT
rame dabrkoleba iqneba, CemTan mobrZandiT, aucileblad gadavWriT. waiyvaneT. aseTi aRmzrdeli
dedisaTvis bavSvis wayvana, bunebrivia, aq yofnaze ukeTesi iqneba.
(Wou fuiuen-i kabinetidan Semodis)
Wou fuiuen-i
Fani!
( Fani Tavs wevs, gadia lu dgeba, cdilobs gverdze miimalos, saxe ecvleba, magram dakvirvebiT uyurebs Wou-s)
Wou fuiuen-i
rogor, jer ar wasulxar?
Wou Fani
(gangeb) sad?
Wou fuiuen-i
eqimi qei isev gelodeba, ar ici?
Wou F ani
eqimi qei, vin aris eqimi qei’?
Wou fuiuen-i
winaT rom gmkurnalobdaT, is eqimia.
Wou Fani
wamlebi sakmarisia CemTvis, me aRar vapireb mis miRebas.
Wou fuiuen-i
Seni avadmyofoba...
Wou Fani
me ar var avadmyofi.
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Wou fuiuen-i
(moTminebiT) eqimi qei germaniaSi Cemi kargi megobari iyo. ginekologiaSi
bevri kargi kvleva aqvs, Sen xom Zlieri nevrozi gaqvs.
Wou Fani
vin sTqva, rom nevrozi maqvs, ase ratom mwyevliT. me ara var avad. geubnebiT, me ara var avad.
Wou fuiuen-i
(civad, daundoblad) xalxis winaSe ase yviri, sisuleleebs roSav, uwesod
iqcevi _ avad xar da mainc uars acxadeb da ar gsurs gankurneba. es aris avadmyofuri nevrozi.
Wou Fani
me Tu avad var, maSin eqimic ver miSvelis.
(sasadilosaken midis)
Wou fuiuen-i
(xmamaRla yviris) SeCerdi, sad midixar?
Wou Fani
(ar imCnevs) zeviT mivdivar.
Wou fuiuen-i
(brZanebis kiloTi) unda damemorCilo.
Wou Fani
(TiTqos ar esmis, Cerdeba, agdebulad uyurebs) dagaviwyda, TviTon rogor
xar? (orjer CaixiTxiTa) sasacilod meCvenebi (sasadiloSi gamavali karisaken garbis siciliT da
kars ijaxunebs).
Wou fuiuen-i
modiT aq. msaxurebo, aqeT!
(msaxuri Semodis)
msaxuri
batono!
Wou fuiuen-i
qalbatoni axla zeviTaa. ufros batoniSvils uTxariT, rom gahyves eqim
qei-s masTan gasasinjad.
msaxuri
diax, batono.
Wou fuiuen-i
ufros batoniSvils uTxari, rom nervebi cud mdgomareobaSi aqvs, gamoiCinos sifrTxile da zeda sarTulis ZiZam kargad mouaros.
msaxuri
diax, batono,
(msaxuri gadis)
Wou fuiuen-i
da kidev, ufros batoniSvilma moaxsenos eqim qei-s, rom cota daviRale da
masTan ver viqnebi.
msaxuri
diax, batono.
Wou fuiuen-i
(msaxuri gadis.ukidebs sigaras da magidaze dadebul sawvimars aTvalierebs,
mimarTavs gadia lu-s) es sawvimari qalbatonis amoRebulia?
lu S’fing-i
(Wou-s uyurebs) albaT.
Wou fuiuen-i
(sawvimrebs iRebs da uyurebs) ara, ara, es yvela axali sawvimrebia. me Cemi
Zveli sawvimari minda. mere uTxariT qalbatons.
lu S’fing-i
keTili.
Wou fuiuen-i
(xedavs, rom ar midis) ar iciT, rom am saxlSi msaxurebs TviTneburad Semosvlis ufleba ara aqvT?
lu S’fing-i
ar vicodi, batono,
Wou fuiuen-i
axali msaxuri xar?
lu S’fing-i
ara, Cems qaliSvilTan movedi.
Wou fuiuen-i
Seni qaliSvili?
lu S’fing-i
lu s’Feng-i a Cemi qaliSvili.
Wou fuiuen-i
maS, Tqven oTaxi SegSliaT.
lu S’fing-i
o, batons rame xom ar nebavs?
Wou fuiuen-i
(fanjaraze miuTiTebs) vin giTxraT fanjara gaaReTo?
lu S’fing-i
(Zalian bunebrivad midis fanjarasTan da xuravs, nel-nela Sua karisaken
midis).
Wou fuiuen-i
(xedavs. fanjaras rogor xuravs, Zalian ucnaurad eCveneba) SeCerdi, Sen!
(gadia lu Cerdeba) ra gvari xar?
lu S’fing-i
Cemi gvaria lu.
Wou fuiuen-i
gvari lu. Seni gamoTqma Crdilours ar hgavs.
lu S’fing-i
marTalia, me Crdiloeli ar var. me wiangsu-dan var.
Wou fuiuen-i
TiTqmis usi-s gamoTqma gaqvs.
lu S’fing-i
bavSvobidan usi-Si vizrdebodi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(dafiqrda) usi? (moulodnelad) usi-Si ra dros iyavi?
lu S’fing-i
kuan siui-s mmarTvelobis ocdameaTe wels, TiTqmis 30-ze meti weli gavida.
Wou fuiuen-i
30 wlis win usi-Si iyavi?
lu S’fing-i
diax, ocdaaTze metia, im dros, maxsovs, asanTic ki ar vicodi ra iyo.
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Wou fuiuen-i
(dafiqrdeba) 30 wlis win. ho, Zalian adrea. vfiqrob, daaxloebiT ocis viyavi. im dros jer kidev usi-Si viyavi.
lu S’fing-i
batoni sadauri brZandeba?
Wou fuiuen-i
(Rrmad amoisunTqebs) usi Zalian kargi adgilia.
lu S’fing-i
hm, kargi adgilia.
Wou fuiuen-i
30 wlis win usi-Si iyavi?
lu S’fing-i
diax, batono.
Wou fuiuen-i
30 wlis win usi-Si erTi gaxmaurebuli ambavi moxda.
lu S’fing-i
xoo?
Wou fuiuen-i
Sen ici?
lu S’fing-i
SesaZloa maxsovdes. ar vici batono, romel ambavze saubrobT?
Wou fuiuen-i
hm, did xnis winandeli ambavia, yvelas daaviwyda, axla rom amaze laparaki
daviwyo. aravis axsovs.
lu S’fing-i
SeiZleba maxsovdes.
Wou fuiuen-i
sakmaod bevr adamiansa vkiTxe, vinc im dros usi-Si imyofeboda, is ki ara,
ambis mosatanadac ki gavgzavne, magram imdroindelebi ki ar daberebulan, aramed ukve daxocilan,
naxevarze met darCenilebs ki ar axsovT, an ar ician. SesaZloa Sen icode? 30 wlis win usi-Si iyo
erTi ojaxi, gvarad mei.
lu S’fing-i
mei?
Wou fuiuen-i
mei-s ojaxs erTi axalgazrda qalbatoni hyavda, gonebamaxvili, Wkviani da
Zalian wesieri. uecrad, erT Rames, man wyalSi daixrCo Tavi da... iciT es ambavi?
lu S’fing-i
ver getyviT.
Wou fuiuen-i
hm!
lu S’fing-i
mec vicnobdi erT axalgazrda gogonas, gvarad mei-s.
Wou fuiuen-i
hm, xo, midi Tqvi, vnaxoT.
lu S’fing-i
magram is, arc qalbatoni iyo, arc brZeni da miT umetes arc Zalian wesieri.
Wou fuiuen-i
albaT cdebi, Tumca mainc gaagrZele.
lu S’fing-i
es qali erT saRamos mdinareSi gadaxta, magram marto ki ara, sami dRis axalSobilTan erTad. msmenia, rom mSobiarobamde cudi yofaqcevisa yofila.
Wou fuiuen-i
(tanjviT) hm!
lu S’fing-i
is mdabio iyo, arc wesierebas icavda didad. rogorc vici, im dros Wou-s
rezidenciaSi axalgazrda batoniSvilTan binZuri urTierTobis Sedegad gaaCina ori bavSvi. meoris
gaCenidan mesame dRes, batons aRar mosdomebia, ufrosi Svili dautovebia Wou-s rezidenciaSi,
axali wlis damdegs, 30 ricxvSi, gulSiCaxutebul axalSobilTan erTad mdinareSi gadamxtara,
Wou fuiuen-i
(oflma daasxa) hm!
lu S’fing-i
is ar iyo qalbatoni, is Wou-s rezidenciis ojaxis gadia mei iyo, qaliSvili
ki S’fing-i.
Wou fuiuen-i
(Tavi aswia) Sen ra gvarisa xar?
lu S’fing-i
lu, batono.
Wou fuiuen-i
(amoioxrebs) S’fing-i, S’fing-i, marTalia. ase amboben, am gogos cxedari erT
Raribs unaxavs da daumarxavs. iqneb ici sad aris misi saflavi?
lu S’fing-i
risTvis mekiTxebiT sxvisa ambebs?
Wou fuiuen-i
es adamiani Soreuli naTesavi iyo.
lu S’fing-i
naTesavi?
Wou fuiuen-i
hm, Cven gvsurs misi saflavis aRdgena.
lu S’fing-i
gakeTeba aRar Rirs.
Wou fuiuen-i
rogor?
lu S’fing-i
es adamiani axla jer kidev cocxalia.
Wou fuiuen-i
(gaognebuli) ras ambobT?!
lu S’fing-i
is ar momkvdara.
Wou fuiuen-i
is jerac cocxalia? SeuZlebelia. me vnaxe misi tansacmeli, mdinaris piras
sikvdilis win dawerili baraTiT.
lu S’fing-i
is keTilma xalxma gadaarCina.
Wou fuiuen-i
gadarCa?
lu S’fing-i
imis Semdeg usi-s mkvidrT aRar unaxavT, fiqrobdnen, rom im RamiT daiRupa.
Wou fuiuen-i
magram TviTon is?
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lu S’fing-i
soflis gadaRma cxovrobda.
Wou fuiuen-i
is patara bavSvi?
lu S’fing-i
isic cocxalia.
Wou fuiuen-i
(uecrad wamodga) Sen vina xar?
lu S’fing-i
me lu s’Feng-i s deda var, batono.
Wou fuiuen-i
hm!
lu S’fing-i
is axla daberda, colad erT mdabio mosamsaxure kacs gahyva, erTi qaliSvilic gaaCina, mdgomareoba arc iseTi saxarbieloa.
Wou fuiuen-i
ici axla sad aris?
lu S’fing-i
ramdenime dRis win vnaxe!
Wou fuiuen-i
ras ambob, is aq aris?
lu S’fing-i
xo, zustad aq.
Wou fuiuen-i
o!
lu S’fing-i
batono, gsurT misi naxva?
Wou fuiuen-i
(aRelda kidec) ara, ar aris saWiro.
lu S’fing-i
bedma umuxTla, daSorda Wou-s ojaxs, batoniSvilma ki erTi SeZlebuli qaliSvili moiyvana colad. martoxelam bavSvi sofels moaSora. ras ar akeTebda, mowyalebas Txoulobda, tanisamoss keravda, sxvis bavSvebs uvlida da skolaSic emsaxureboda sxvebs.
Wou fuiuen-i
ratom ar daubrunda Wou-s ojaxs?
lu S’fing-i
albaT ar undoda. Svilis gulisaTvis meored gaTxovebis survili aRar
hqonda.
Wou fuiuen-i
hm, kidev orjer gaTxovda
lu S’fing-i
diax, oriveni msaxurebi iyvnen. arc erTi ar iyo misTvis sasurveli... batons
surs, rom daexmaros mas?
Wou fuiuen-i
kargi, Sen jer wadi, momeci saSualeba movifiqro.
lu S’fing-i
batono, aRaraferia saWiro? (uyurebs Wou fuiuen-s, kinaRam cremlebi waskda)
Wou fuiuen-i
aa... Tu ar SewuxdebiT, uTxariT s’Feng-s, rom qafuris xis yuTidan Cemi
Zveli sawvimari amoiRos da barem ramdenime Zveli perangic amoarCios.
lu S’fing-i
Zveli perangebi?
Wou fuiuen-i
uTxariT, rom Cems Zvel skivrSia abreSumis perangi, usayelo.
lu S’fing-i
batons aseTi perangi xom xuTi cali aqvs, romeli gWirdebaT?
Wou fuiuen-i
romeli?
lu S’fing-i
iq aris erTi, romelsac marcxena amomwvar mxares abreSumis ZafiT mei-s
yvavili amouqarges. kidev gaqvT erTi...
Wou fuiuen-i
(gaocebisgan SekrTa) mei-s yvavili?
lu S’fing-i
gverdze kidev amoqargulia fing-is ieroglifi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(nel-nela dgeba) a.a..… Sen, Sen xar?
lu S’fing-i
me, adre batons rom emsaxureboda is msaxuri var.
Wou fuiuen-i
hm, S’fing! (xmadabla) Sen xar?
lu S’fing-i
Sen, ubralod, verc ifiqrebdi, rom S’fing-s saxe dauberdeboda da Sen verc
ki icnobdi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(uneburad) uyurebs xan karadaze mdebare fotos, xan gadia lu-s.
pauza (uecrad, mkacrad) risTvis moxvedi?
lu S’fing-i
ara, Cemi surviliT ar movsulvar.
Wou fuiuen-i
vin STagagona aq mosvla?
lu S’fing-i
(javrobs) bedma, usamarTlo bedma momiyvana.
Wou fuiuen-i
(civad) 30 wlis Semdeg Sen mainc aq moxvedi.
lu S’fing-i
(ganawyenebuli) me ar geZebdi, ar geZebdi. vfiqrobdi, ukve didi xnis mkvdari
iqnebodi. sul ar vapirebdi dRes aq mosvlas. es gangebas surda, rom Cven erTmaneTi gvenaxa da
Tanac SemTxveviT.
Wou fuiuen-i
SegiZlia dawynarde, axla mec da Senc Svilebi gvyavs, isedac ukve xanSi
SevediT, Tu wyenas grZnob, ar aris saWiro qviTini.
lu S’fing-i
qviTini? hm, cremlebi tirilisgan ukve didi xania gamiSra. me siZulvili
mamoZravebs, sinanuli, 30 wlis manZilze dReniadag gadatanili tanjva. albaT ukve dagaviwyda 30
wlis win rac Caidine. axali wlis damdegs gavaCine Seni meore vaJi, gaCenidan mesame dRes, imis gamo.
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rom saswrafod SegerTo is kargi ojaxis qaliSvili, maiZuleT sami dRis bavSviT did TovlSi, gavsuliyavi da gavclodi Wou-s saxl-kars.
Wou fuiuen-i
ramdenime aTeuli wlis winandel usiamovno warsuls ratom vixsenebT?
lu S’fing-i
imitom, rom ufros batoniSvils cxovrebis gza davuloco. is axlac warmoadgens sazogadoebis erT did pirovnebas, magram, mas Semdeg, rac Wou-s saxlidan gamomagdes, me
ar momkvdarvar, dedaCemi ki gancdebisagan sikvdilamde miviyvane. Tqven maiZuleT, rom Cemi ori
Svili Tqvens ojaxSi dametovebina.
Wou fuiuen-i
gana Seni meore Svili ukve Tan ar waiyvane?
lu S’fing-i
Tqveni moxuci qalbatoni am bavSvebis yurebiT male fexebs gafSekavs, mxolod amis Semdeg damrTavs maTi wayvanis nebas. (TavisTvis laparakobs) o, RmerTo Cemo, Tavi sizmarSi mgonia.
Wou fuiuen-i
vfiqrob, uwindeli ambebis gaxseneba aRar iqneba saWiro.
lu S’fing-i
unda gavixseno. me 30 wlis sevdas davatareb, Sen daqorwindi da sacxovrisi
Seicvale, megona veRarasdros veRar gnaxavdi. vin icis, iqneb Cemi sakuTari Svili gangeb movida
Wou-s saxlSi da akeTebs imas, rasac me vakeTebdi.
Wou fuiuen-i
gasakviri ar aris, rom lu s’Feng-i ase ggavs.
lu S’fing-i
me gemsaxurebodi, axla Cemi Svilic emsaxureba Sens batoniSvilebs, es Cemi
xvedria, es Cemi xvedria.
Wou fuiuen-i
dawynardi da guli gaigrile, ratom migaCnia, rom Cemi grZnobebi Cakvda?
dagaviwyda, rom erTma kacma saSineli ram Caidina? ai, Sexede, Seni yvelaze sayvareli nivTebi amdeni wlis manZilze SevinarCune Sen samaxsovrod.
lu S’fing-i
(Tavs xris) hm...
Wou fuiuen-i
Seni dabadebis dRe, 18 aprili, yovel wels maxsovs. aq yvelaferi keTdeba
ise, rogorc Wou-s ojaxisSvilis Rirseul meuRles Seefereba. rac Segexeba Sen, fing-is gaCenis
gamo avad rom gaxdi da mudam fanjaras xuravdi, es yvela Cveva Semovinaxe, rom ar damviwyebodi da
Cemi danaSauli gameqarwylebina.
lu S’fing-i
(amoioxrebs) axla Cven oriveni asakSi SevediT da aRar aris saWiro am Temebze saubari.
Wou fuiuen-i
miT ukeTesi, maS SegviZlia yvelaferi gavugoT erTmaneTs.
lu S’fing-i
vfiqrob, salaparako aRaraferi dagvrCa.
Wou fuiuen-i
salaparako Zalian bevria. vxedav, Seni xasiaTi didad ar Secvlila. Cans, lu
kuei ar aris advilad mosaxelTebeli adamiani.
lu S’fing-i
nu geSinia, verasodes gaigebs.
Wou fuiuen-i
am yvelafers ara uSavs, kidev erTi ram minda gkiTxo. bavSvi, romelic Tan
waiyvane, sad aris?
lu S’fing-i
is Sens maRaroSi muSaobs.
Wou fuiuen-i
gekiTxebi, axla sad aris?
lu S’fing-i
SemosasvlelSi gelodeba.
Wou fuiuen-i
ra? lu taxai? is! Cemi Svilia?
lu S’fing-i
mas fexze, Seni moufrTxileblobis gamo fexze erTi TiTi axlac aklia.
Wou fuiuen-i
(civad icinis) e. i. Cemi sisxli da xorci maRaroSi gaifica, Cems winaaRmdeg!
lu S’fing-i
swored is aris. axla is SenTvis ori sxvadasxva adamiania.
Wou fuiuen-i
(mSvidad) is xom mainc Cemi Svilia.
lu S’fing-i
ar gegonos, rom is axla mamad gaRiarebs.
Wou fuiuen-i
(uecrad) kargi, pirdapir miTxari! ramdeni gWirdeba? fuli?
lu S’fing-i
raa?
Wou fuiuen-i
SenTvis daitove, sibereSi gamogadgeba.
lu S’fing-i
(simwris siciliT) hm, isev migaCnia, rom me movedi raime ganzraxviT, SantaJisaTvis?
Wou fuiuen-i
kidev kargi. modi amaze droebiT nu vilaparakebT. maS me vityvi Cems azrs,
momismine, axla lu kuei unda daviTxovo samsaxuridan, lu s Feng-ic saxlSi unda dabrundes, Tu
ara da..
lu S’fing-i
nu geSinia, fiqrob rom am urTierTobiT SantaJis mowyobas vapireb? dawynardi, ara, amas ar Caviden. zeg s’ Feng-s waviyvan da Cems uwindel sacxovriss davubrundebi. es
sizmaria, am adgilsaken aRarasodes movixedav.
Wou fuiuen-i
Zalian kargi, maS gzis fulsa da sxva xarjebs Cems Tavze viReb.
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lu S’fing-i
ra?
Wou fuiuen-i
es Cems guls cota mainc daamSvidebs.
lu S’fing-i
Seeen? (icinis) 30 weli sruliad marto gavatare, axla raRaSi mWirdeba Seni
fuli.
Wou fuiuen-i
kargi, kargi, maS axla raRa ginda?
lu S’fing-i
(SeCerda) me sxva ram minda.
Wou fuiuen-i
ra? Tqvi.
lu S’fing-i
(Tvalebi cremliT evseba) me... mxolod Cemi Svilis, fing-is naxva minda.
Wou fuiuen-i
misi naxva gsurs?
lu S’fing-i
diax, sad aris?
Wou fuiuen-i
is axla zeviTaa dedamisTan, eqims axlavs. davuZaxeb. SeiZleba Camovides
Sens sanaxavad. magram (Cerdeba)
lu S’fing-i
magram, ra?
Wou fuiuen-i
is Zalian gaizarda.
lu S’fing-i
(ixsenebs) is, albaT, ukve 28 wlisaa? me maxsovs, rom taxai-ze erTi wliTaa
ufrosi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(yovndeba) amasTanave icis, rom dedamisi ukve didi xania daiRupa.
lu S’fing-i
hm, Sen ras fiqrob, tiril-tiriliT vTxovo, rom deda damiZaxos? aseTi
suleli ar var. nuTu ggonia, ar vici, rom aseTma dedam Svili ar unda Searcxvinos? vici, misi
adgili cxovrebaSi, misi ganaTleba. Znelia aRiaro aseTi deda. am wlebis manZilze mec viswavle
raRac. mxolod misi naxva msurs. bolos da bolos Cemi Svilia. nu SegeSindeba, risTvis davumato
naRveli, TviTonac ar moisurvebs dedad maRiaros.
Wou fuiuen-i
maS ase gadavwyvitoT, me davuZaxeb Camovides. naxvis Semdeg lu-s ojaxma
samudamod unda datovos Wou-s ojaxi.
lu S’fing-i
keTili, imedi maqvs sicocxleSi veRarasodes gnaxav.
Wou fuiuen-i
(Ceks iRebs da awers xels) es 5 000 iuen-is Cekia. SegiZlia aiRo, CaiTvalos,
rom Cemi danaSauli cota mainc Sevimsubuqe.
lu S’fing-i
(iRebs Ceks) gmadlobT, (nela xevs)
Wou fuiuen-i
S’fing!
lu S’fing-i
amdeni wlis dards fuliT ver Seamsubuqeb.
Wou fuiuen-i
magram, Sen...
(garedan ismis Cxubis, taxai-s xma, xeli gamiSviT, unda Sevide, sami-oTxi msaxuris xma. ar
SeiZleba, ar SeiZleba. batons sZinavs).
Wou fuiuen-i
(midis Sua karTan) SemodiT.
(msaxurebi Sua karidan Semodian) vin xmaurobs?
msaxuri
muSa taxai, daJinebiT moiTxovs Tqven naxvas.
Wou fuiuen-i
hm, (ucnauri xma aRmoxda) maS dauZaxe, Semovides, daica, vinme zeviT avides
da ufros batoniSvils sTxovos Camovides. raRac unda vkiTxo.
msaxuri
diax, batono. (msaxuri Sua karidan gadis)
Wou fuiuen-i
(gadia lu-s) S’fing, nu jiutob, aiRe fuli, Torem mere inaneb. (gadia lu
uyurebs Wou fuiuen-s da krints ar Zravs. msaxurebi moaTreven taxai-s, taxai marcxniv dgas, samioTxi msaxuri gverdiT)
lu taxai
(dainaxavs gadia lu-s) deda, Sen isev aq xar?
Wou fuiuen-i
(axed-daxeda taxai-s) Sen ra gqvia?
lu taxai
Tavi nu mogaqvs, viTom ar ici vinca var.
Wou fuiuen-i
mxolod is vici, rom gaficuli da yvelaze gaafTrebuli muSa xar.
lu taxai
zustad asea, ar cdebiT, amitomac mowiwebiT geaxleT.
Wou fuiuen-i
ra saqme gaqvs?
lu taxai
mepaieebis direqtorma zustad icis risTvisac movedi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(Tavi gaiqnia) ar vici.
lu taxai
Cven yvelani maRarodan movdivarT. dRes dilis 6 saaTidan SemosasvlelSi
vicdiT, msurs mepaieebis Tavmjdomares vkiTxo, gadawydeba Tu ara Cveni samuSao pirobebis sakiTxi.
Wou fuiuen-i
aa, is sami warmomadgeneli sadRaa?
lu taxai
isini swored axla SeuerTdnen profkavSirs.
Wou fuiuen-i
aa. ar uTqvamT iqauri ambebi.
lu taxai
uTqvamT Tu ara, es Tqven ar gexebaT. xan daTmobebze modixarT, xan gvwix-
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lavT, Tqveni azri cvalebadobs, bolos da bolos, ra iqneba?
(sastumro oTaxSi Semodis Wou fing-i, xedavs ra ambavia, ukan gabruneba surs)
Wou fuiuen-i
(uyurebs Wou fing-s) ar waxvide, Svilo, fing! (gadaxeda gadia lu-s, gadia
lu xvdeba, rom es misi Svilia da cremliani TvalebiT uyurebs).
Wou fing-i
diax, mama.
Wou fuiuen-i
(TiTiT uCvenebs fing-s) Sen aq ideqi. (taxai-s) getyoba, Sen iseT xasiaTze
xar, molaparakeba ar SegiZlia.
lu taxai
hm! Tqveni xrikebi kargad momexseneba, yvelafers ajanjlebT, aWianurebT,
gindaT moisyidoT samarcxvino umciresoba, rasac ver moaxerxebT, arc ki grcxveniaT da droebiT
aq mogvrekeT.
Wou fuiuen-i
ver vityvi, rom Seni azrebi alogikuria.
lu taxai
magram sruliad scdebiT, amjerad gaficva erTiani da organizebulia. Cveni
warmomadgenlebi ramis saTxovnad ar movsulvarT, nebis darTvasac ar vsaWiroebT, ori Tvis ganmavlobaSi mudmivi gaficva Tqvens sawarmos daxurvamde miiyvans.
Wou fuiuen-i
ggonia, rom Tqveni yvela warmomadgeneli, winamZRoli sandoa?
lu taxai
bolos da bolos, fulis moyvarulTa xrovaze bevrad saimedo, vidre, Tqven,
vinc mxolod ucxour fuls aRiarebT.
Wou fuiuen-i
maS raRacas mogcem da gaecani (magididan iRebs telegramas da msaxuris
xeliT gadascems. am dros Wou Cung-i Cumad Semodis kabinetidan da Soriaxlodan usmens) es maRarodan guSin mosuli telegramaa.
lu taxai
(iRebs, kiTxulobs) ra? samuSaoze gavidnen? (debs telegramas) es SeuZlebelia!
Wou fuiuen-i
guSindlidan maRaros muSebma ganaaxles muSaoba, ise, Sen, rogorc warmomadgenels, unda gcodnoda.
lu taxai
(brazdeba) rogor, maRaroSi miliciam iaraRiT 30 muSa tyuilad Caxoca?
(sicils iwyebs) hm! es tyuilia, es yalbi telegrama Tqveni motanilia, raTa wagvaCxuboT, es Tqveni
morigi, mdabiuri, xulignuri xrikia.
Wou fing-i
(veRar iTmens) vina xar? rogor bedav aq am sisuleleebis Tqmas?!
Wou fuiuen-i
Seni saqme ar aris! (mimarTavs taxai-s) ase gjera SenTan erTad mosuli im
ramdenime Tanamzraxvelisa?
lu taxai
ar aris saWiro bevri laparaki, vxvdebi Sens Canafiqrs.
Wou fuiuen-i
kargi, maS im muSebis xelSekrulebas gaCveneb.
lu taxai
(siciliT) bavSvebi xom ara varT, rom gvatyuebT. muSebis xelSekrulebas
Cveni xelmowerebi ara aqvs da amitom umoqmedoa.
Wou fuiuen-i
a! (msaxurs) xelSekruleba! (msaxuri kabinetSi Sedis, moaqvs xelSekruleba
da aZlevs) Sexede, es xom sami adamianis xelmoweraa.
lu taxai
(daxedavs xelSekrulebas) ra? (nel-nela) maT xeli moaweres (aZlevs xelSekrulebas, arTmevs, surs yuradRebiT waikiTxos) rogor ar miTxres? TviTon moaweres? rogor ar
damijeres?!
Wou fuiuen-i
asea, sulelo biWo, roca gamocdileba ar gaqvs, sisuleleebis roSva ar
Rirs.
lu taxai
is sami warmomadgeneli sadRaa?
Wou fuiuen-i
guSin saRamos manqaniT gaemgzavra.
lu taxai
(TiTqos sizmridan gamofxizlebuli) im samma momatyua, ar hqondaT saqme
saxumarod. ubralod aiRes da gayides meSaxteebi. hm, Tqve usircxvilo mepaieebis Tavmjdomareebo,
amjeradac Tqvenma fulma saqme gaakeTa.
Wou fing-i
(ganrisxebuli) Se gaiZverav!
Wou fuiuen-i
gikrZalav laparaks (isev taxai-s) lu taxai, axla ukve aRar gaqvs CemTan
laparakis ufleba, maRarodan ukve gaTavisuflebuli xar.
lu taxai
gaTavisuflebuli?
Wou Cung-i
mama, es usamarTlobaa.
Wou fuiuen-i
(Wou Cung-s) jobs Sewyvito laparaki da gaxvide! (Seuracxyofili Wou Cungi gadis Sua karidan).
lu taxai
kargi, kargi (kbilebs aWers) adrec mivuxvdi Sens oinebs, mxolod fulis
keTeba SegiZlia, SegiZlia ubrZano milicias moklas muSebi, da kidev...
Wou fuiuen-i
sisuleleebs nu roSav!
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lu S’fing-i
(taxai-s win midis) wavediT, nuRar laparakob.
lu taxai
hm, vici, vinc aris es kaci. xarpin-Si xidebi ganzrax ise aaSena, rom mdinaris
jebirebi saxifaTo yofiliyo...
Wou fuiuen-i
(xmas imaRlebs, mkvaxed) gaeTrie!
msaxurebi
(taxai mihyavT) wadi, wadi!
lu taxai
Ggangeb daaxrCe oriaTas orasi xelqveiTi da TiToeuli muSisagan 300 iueni gamoqviTe. es iseTi simdidrea, romelsac RmerTi ar Segargebs. dae, Wou-s sagvareulos sinsila
gawydes! kidev...
Wou fing-i
(Tavs esxmis taxai-s da saxeSi muStebs uSens) Se SobelZaRlo! (taxai-m xeli
Seubruna, msaxurebma SeaCeres, gaaTries) daartyiT!
lu taxai
(Wou fing-s) Sen!
(msaxurebi scemen taxai-s, sisxli sdis)
Wou fuiuen-i
(mkacrad, gabrazebuli) nu scemT mag kacs!
(msaxurebi SeCerdnen da taxai saswrafod gaaTries)
taxai
(Tavis daRwevas cdilobs) gamiSviT, avazakebis xrova xarT!
Wou fing-i
(msaxurebs ubrZanebs) gaaTrieT! daartyiT!
lu taxai
(fing-s xmamaRla) Sen, Sen! (cdilobs gaagrZelos lanZRva, msaxurebi erTad
urtyaven taxai-s, taxai-s Tavidan sisxli Camosdis)
lu S’fing-i
(moTqmiT tiris, yviris, icavs taxai-s)
lu taxai
gamiSviT xeli! namdvili avazakebis xrovaa!
lu S’fing-i
avazakebis xrova xarT! (uaxlovdeba fing-s qviTiniT) Sen fing-i xar ara, ra
uflebiT, ra uflebiT scem Cems Svils.
Wou fing-i
Sen viRa xar?
lu S’fing-i
me, me Seni... adamians, romelsac scemT, me misi deda var.
lu taxai
deda, nu aqcev am nagavs yuradRebas, frTxilad, maT ankesze ar wamoego.
lu S’fing-i
(miaSterdeba Wou fing-is saxes, iwyebs tirils) taxai, wavediT, wavediT!
(taxai-s daWril Tavze xeli uWiravs da xmamaRla tiris)
(taxai-s msaxurebi awvebian, gadia lu maT mihyveba. scenaze mxolod Wou fuiuen-i da Wou
fing-ia)
Wou fing-i
(uxerxulad grZnobs Tavs) mama!
Wou fuiuen-i
Zalian uxeSi xar.
Wou fing-i
am kacma ar unda daamciros mamaCemis saxeli.
(pauza)
Wou fuiuen-i
eqimma Tu moinaxula dedaSeni?
Wou fing-i
gasinja, araferiao. hm, (xvneSiT, ucbad) modiT aq!
(msaxuri Sua karidan Semodis)
Wou fuiuen-i
qalbatons uTxariT, rom lu kuei-sa da s’Feng-s xelfasis angariSi gausworon, ukve daviTxove.
msaxuri
diax batono.
Wou fing-i
rogor? am orma raRa daaSava?
Wou fuiuen-i
Sen ar ici, es muSa aq rom iyo, misi gvaric lu-a, ar icodi. rom lu s’Feng-i
s ufrosi Zmaa?
Wou fing-i
(Relavs) aa, es lu s’Feng-i s ufrosi Zma iyo? magram...
Wou fuiuen-i
(msaxurs mimarTavs) qalbatons gadaeciT, rom buRalterma lu kuei-sa da
s’Feng-s ori Tvis xelfasi dauangariSos. dResve wavidnen. wadi.
(msaxuri sastumro oTaxidan gadis)
Wou fing-i
mama, lu kuei da lu s’Feng-i Zalian kargebi da erTgulebi arian.
Wou fuiuen-i
(mTqnarebiT) Zalian daviRale, kabinetSi Seval, cotas davisveneb, uTxari,
erTi magari fuer-is Cai Semomitanon.
Wou fing-i
keTili, mama.
Wou fuiuen-i
(kabinetSi Sedis)
Wou fing-i
(amoioxrebs) ox! (aRelvebuli Sua karidan gadis, am dros Wou Cung-i Sua
karidan Semodis)
Wou Cung-i
(aRelvebuli) Zmao, lu s’Feng-i sad aris?
Wou fing-i
ar vici.
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Wou Cung-i
Wou fing-i
Wou Cung-i
wyenineba raRa saWiro
Wou fing-i
Wou Cung-i
Wou fing-i
Wou Cung-i
Wou fing-i
mamam gaagdo lu s’Feng-i ?
xo, da lu kuei-c.
vTqvaT misma Zmam dauSava mamaCvens rame, Cven xom ukve vcemeT, am gogonas
iyo?
mamas hkiTxe...
uzneobaa.
geTanxmebiT.
mama sad aris?
kabinetSi.
(Wou Cung-i Sedis kabinetSi, Wou fing-i oTaxSi bolTasa scems, lu s’ eng-i cremlebis mSralebiT Sua karidan Semodis)
Wou fing-i
(swrafad midis s’Feng-Tan) s’Feng! mapatie, namdvilad ar vicnobdi (s’Feng-ma
xeli Caiqnia. xmas ver iRebs) magram Seni Zmac ar unda moqceuliyo ase.
lu s’Feng-i
saWiro ar aris amaze laparaki (midis sasadilosaken)
Wou fing-i
ratom midixar?
lu s’Feng-i
Cemi nivTebi unda Cavalago, xval Sen midixar, vSiSob veRar gnaxav.
Wou fing-i
ara, Sen ar unda waxvide (win gadaeRoba)
lu s’Feng-i
ara, gamiSvi, Sen ar ici, Cven ukve dagviTxoves.
Wou fing-i
(Wirveulobs) s’Feng, me xom ar madanaSauleb?
lu s’Feng-i
vici, adre Tu gvian dadgeboda es dRe, magram dRes araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar
unda moxvide CemTan.
Wou fing-i
magram Semdeg?
lu s’Feng-i
magaze mere vilaparakoT.
Wou fing-i
ara, s’Feng, unda gnaxo, dRes saRamos aucileblad unda gnaxo, bevri ram
maqvs saTqmeli. s’Feng, Sen...
lu s’Feng-i
rac ar unda moxdes, mainc ar unda moxvide.
Wou fing-i
maS Cemi naxvisaTvis sxva ram moifiqre
lu s’Feng-i
ar aris sxva gamosavali, ver xvdebi ra mdgomareobaa?
Wou fing-i
da Tu asea, me aucileblad unda movide.
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ara, uxamsad nu iqcevi, araviTar SemTvvevaSi.
(Wou Fani sasadilo oTaxidan Semodis)
lu s’Feng-i
o, qalbatono
Wou Fani
Tqven aq xarT? (s’Feng-s mimarTavs) damicade cota xans. mamaSeni eleqtrikoss
dauZaxebs da axlave mova. Seni nivTebi SeiZleba mamaSens mivce, waiRos, an vinmes gamovatano. sad
cxovrobT?
lu s’Feng-i
atmis yvavilebis Cixis 10 nomerSi.
Wou Fani
nu naRvlob, SegiZlia xSirad moxvide CemTan. msaxurebs ki vetyvi, nivTebi
atmis yvavilebis Cixis 10 nomerSi mogitanon.
lu s’Fng-i
diax, qalbatono.
(gadia lu-s xma, s’Feng! s’Feng!)
deda, aq var (deda Sua karidan Semodis)
lu S’fing-i
s’Feng, moamzade Seni nivTebi, unda wavideT, male wvima wamova, qari TandaTan Zlierdeba, quxs!
lu s’Feng-i
diax, deda.
lu S’fing-i
(Wou Fani-s mimarTavs) qalbatono, wavediT, s’Feng, qalbatons madloba
moaxsene.
lu s’Feng-i
(Fani-s mokrZalebulad) qalbatono, gmadlobT (cremliT savse TvalebiT Wou fing-s uyurebs,
fing-i Tavs Seatrialebs)
(gadia lu da lu s’Feng-i Sua karidan gadian. qari da Weqa-quxili ufro metad Zlierdeba)
fing, axla s’Feng-s raze elaparakebodi?
Wou Fani
Wou fing-i
ufleba ar gaqvs mkiTxo.
Wou Fani
nu fiqrob, rom is gaigebs.
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Wou fing-i
kerZod, ras gulisxmob?
Wou ani
nuRar matyueb, gekiTxebi, ra uTxari, sad apireb wasvlas?
Wou fing-i
Seni SekiTxva ar aris saWiro, gTxov, cota pativi eci sakuTar Tavs.
Wou ani
ambob, dRes saRamos wasasvlelad emzadebi, sad midixar?
Wou fing-i
me... (uecrad) masTan mivdivar, rogor mogwons?
Wou ani
(muqariT) ici is vin aris da Sen vin xar?
Wou fing-i
ar vici, mxolod is vici, rom namdvilad momwons da masac movwonvar. Caivlis es dReebi da vici kargad gaigeb. Tu gsurs, rom yvelafers farda aexados, ra Tqma unda, ar
dagimalav.
Wou Fani
Sen, aseTi saukeTeso ganaTlebis patronma, aseT mdabio gogosTan, aseT
msaxurTan?
Wou fing-i
(afeTqda) sisuleles ambob, ar gaqvs ufleba Tqva, rom msaxuria, is ar ggavs
Sen, is...
Wou Fani
(civad icinis) frTxilad, frTxilad! imedgacruebuli qalis moTminebis
fialas nu aavseb, Torem araferze ukan ar daixevs.
Wou fing-i
ukve yvelaferi gadavwyvite.
Wou Fani
kargi, wadi, frTxilad, axla sacaa (fanjridan iyureba, TavisTvis iZaxis) qariSxali amovardeba.
Wou fing-i
(TiTqos raRac gaunaTda TavSi) vici.
(Wou fuiuen-i kabinetidan Semodis)
Wou fuiuen-i
aq ras laparakobT?
Wou fing-i
axlaxan momxdar ambebze velaparakebodi dedas.
Wou fuiuen-i
isini wavidnen?
Wou Fani
wavidnen.
Wou fuiuen-i
Fani, Cung-iko lamis avatire. dauZaxe, gamovides, daawynare.
Wou Fani
(midis kabinetis karTan) Cung-iko, Cung-iko! (ver igebs mis pasuxs da Sedis).
(gareT Zlieri qariSxali da Weqa-quxilia)
Wou fuiuen-i
(midis fanjarasTan, qaris xmauri uCveulod Zlierdeba, esmis yvavilis qoTnis gadmovardnis xma) uTxari msaxurebs, rom saswrafod daxuron darabebi, albaT qariSxali iqneba.
Wou fing-i
diax, mama (Sua karidan gadis).
(Wou fuiueni dgas fanjris win da uyurebs elvisgan ganaTebul cas)
(farda eSveba) II moqmedebis dasasruli.
III moqmedeba
sinxua-s (atmis yvavilis) Cixi #10, lu kuei-s saxlTan.
lu-s saxlis aRweriloba:
vagzlis saaTma aTjer Camohkra. sinxua-s Sesaxvevis macxovrebelni, did-patariand gamoSlilan saseirnod ayrolebuli wyalsatevis sanapiroze. iqneb ucxo saxelmwifoebis koncesiis kvartalebidan monaber Ramis qars dRis sicxe da sibinZuris suni gaefanta. marTalia, Tavsxmam es-esaa
aqaurobas gadauara, magram zafxulis autanel sicxes araferi Seetyo. ca daifara avbediTi, Savi
RrublebiT. xalxi ki rogorc balaxi, Takara mzis qveS nams mowyurebulni, wvimaze ocneboben.
kidev erTxel umniSvnelod mainc rom Seumsubuqon autaneli sicxis zemoqmedeba. am xalxisagan
gansxvavebiT, wyalsatevs Sefarebuli bayayebi xmamaRla, mTeli ZaliT yiyineben. uvarskvlavo ca
Tavs damtydari Weqa-quxiliT drodadro TvalismomWreli elvis SuqiT naTdeba da maSinve Ramis
wyvdiadSi iZireba.
gagrilebuli xalxi TandaTan ifanteba. siCume isadgurebs da Ronemixdili Weqa-quxilis xmac
Sordeba. bayayebic, TiTqos SeSinebulni, aRar yiyineben, samagierod qarma wamoubera da tirifis
foTlebis Srialic `Sr~, Sr~ … gaisma. Sesaxvevis boloSi ZaRli mowyenilad yefs.
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saSineli lurji elva gadauvlis cas da Weqa-quxilic Zlierdeba, ris Semdegac isadgurebs
uCveulo mdumareba. zogjer gaismis bayayisa da ufro Zlieri sarakunas xma. es Ramis guSagebi mosaxleobas dros amcnoben. usaxlkaro ZaRlebis yefa miileva mosalodneli Tavsxmis gamo.
es ukanaskneli gaelvebaa fardis daSvebamde.
is, razec gesaubreT, SeiZleba vuTvalTvaloT xis fanjridan
lu s’Feng-i s oTaxuka, romelic moTavsebulia siRrmeSi, lu kuei-s or danarCen oTaxs Soris.
lu-s ojaxma ivaxSma. TiToeuli maTgani sulierad aboboqrebulia. erT kuTxeSi lu kuei martoa,
raRacas wmends. deda da qaliSvili krints ar Zraven, duman. gadia lu gaCumebuli, Tavdaxrili,
magididan alagebs WurWels, Wiqebs.
savarZelSi mokalaTebuli SemTvrali lu kuei, maimunis msagavsi wiTeli TvalebiT akvirdeba colis moqmedebas. noyieri vaxSmisa da Rvinisgan xvneSis. SiSvel fexebs xan axlo mdgar skamze Semoawyobs, xan ki iatakze dauSvebs, gaCaCxavs da ieroglifi `kacis~ formas daamsgavsebs.
(ganmarteba: adamianis, kacis aRmniSvneli ieroglifis forma aseTia _ `人~). tanT acvia TeTri
perangi, ofliT sanaxevrod dasvelebuli da sxeulze miwebebuli. veluri bananis foTlebisagan
damzadebuli maraoTi gauwyvetlad iniavebs.
lu s’Feng-i dgas mayureblisaken zurgiT, Sua fanjarasTan da mousvenrad iyureba fanjaraSi, xedavs Crdilis maZebar, mowyenilsa da mosaubre xalxs.
mis yuramde aRwevs bayayebis yiyini. is xan ukan mibrundeba da lu kuei-s akvirdeba, xan ki
isev fanjaraSi iyureba da yovel faCuns ayuradebs. mis gverdiT dafebiTa da xarixebiT sawolia
gamarTuli, zed gadafarebuli WilobiTa da TeTri qaTqaTa, dakecili sabniT. iqvea mrgvali marao
da erTi baliSi.
oTaxuka Zalian pataraa, rogorc Raribebis ojaxebSi, Weri ki TiTqos gWyletavs, gTrggunavs. sawolis TavTan kedelze hkidia sigaretis firmis plakati, kedelze marcxniv da marjvniv
saaxalwlo naxatebia (ganmarteba: aseT naxatebs akraven an hkideben Zvel axal wels, romelsac
axla gazafxulis dResaswauls uwodeben). suraTebi bevr adgilas gaxeulia, daZvelebuli. erTaderTi savarZlis gverdiT, romelzec zis lu kuei, dgas patara kvadratuli formis magida. mis
Tavze sarkea savarcxliTa da qalisaTvis aucilebeli yvela nivTiT. rogorc Cans, es lu s’Fengis mosawesrigebeli kuTxea. marcxniv grZeli skamia. oTaxis SuagulSi, mrgval magidasTan, calke
dgas mrgvali formis skami. marjvniv, lu s’Feng-is sawolis qveS akuratuladaa dalagebuli lu
s’Feng-i s ori Tu sami wyvili moduri fexsacmeli. fexsacmlis gverdze TeTrqsovilgadafarebuli
Cemodania, zed uxeSi sami moWiquli finjniTa da CaidniT. mrgval magidaze navTis lamfaa wiTeli
qaRaldis lamazi SuqfariT, kidev ramdenime wvrilmani nivTi, romelic cudi ganaTebis gamo Zneli
gasarCevia. erTis Tqma ki SeiZleba: es qalis sacxovrebeli oTaxia.
am oTaxs aqvs ori kari, marcxniv _ sadac xis sawolia, _ erTi patara karia, wiTeli fardiT
dafaruli. garedan, marcxena karTan, sakuWnaoa, naxSiris Sesanaxad, iqvea Zveli avejis erTi-ori
nivTi. am sakuWnaos lu s’Feng-i iyenebda tanisamosis gadasacmelad. marjvnivaa Zveli, uvargisi
xis kari, saidanac Sesasvlelia lu-s ojaxis erT-erT oTaxSi. xolo lu kuei-s gare oTaxi is oTaxia, sadac dRes Rames gaatarebs col-qmari lu. am oTaxidan kari gadis binZur wyalsatevian patara
CixSi, ris gamoc es ukanaskneli mudmivad nestiania. oTaxebs Soris, xis karebTan, dgas dafebi saTadarigo sawolisaTvis
(rodesac farda aixdeba, lu kuei oflSi curavs. es-esaa daasrula Tavisi jalabobis lanZRva-gineba. oTaxSi atmosfero daZabulia. siCume sufevs. wyalsatevis mxridan ismis simRera da
sigrilis ZebnaSi adamianebis Cumi saubrebi. samive dums. TiToulis sulSi raRac boboqrobs. mTvrali, gaoflili, yayaCosfrad alewili lu kuei dorblebsa yris, kmayofili, ojaxSi TavkacobiTa
da muqaris uflebiT, maraos qneviT raRacas mianiSnebs, sveli kisridan wagrZelebuli TaviT, amRvreuli TvalebiT wamdauwum aTvalierebs yvelasa da yvelafers.
(taxai wmends pistolets. dadumebuli orive qali lu kuei-s xelaxali lanZRva-ginebis molodinSia. am dros oTaxSi Semovardeba vaWrebis yvirili da bayayebis yiyini.
(lu s’Feng-i dgas fanjarasTan, drodadro oxravs).
lu kuei
(xvelebiT) Seni deda! (iatakze ifurTxeba da aRgznebuli kiTxulobs) imas
Tu fiqrobT, romelime TqvenTagani Cems winaSe davalebuli rom xarT? (s’Feng-sa da taxai-s) ar
aris saWiro undomlad mosmena. romeli Tqvengani moxvediT aqamde, Cemi jafisa da oflisRvris gareSe, axla ki akeTebT rames, madlierebis gamosaxatad? (marcxniv, taxai-s) sTqvi, (ucbad, marjvniv
s’ Feng-s) miTxari, (cols, lu S’fing-s, gamarjvebiT aSkarad kmayofili), aba, Senca Tqvi! eseni xom
Seni mSvenieri Svilikoebi arian! (fu, isev ifurTxeba).
(siCume. ismis mxolod Cinuri violinos, `erxu~-s xma da quCis momRerlis simRera)
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lu taxai
(s’ Feng-s) es viRaa? TiTqmis Ramis TerTmetis naxevaria da kidev mReris?
lu s’Feng-i
(uxalisod) usinaTlo colTan erTad yovel dRe aq Souloben fuls (maraoTi iniavebs, msubuqad oxravs)
lu kuei
mTeli cxovreba xels miSlian patara kacunebi, Tvalnakravi var, amitom ar
mimarTlebs. ori welia Wou-s ojaxSi dros vklav, Svilebic movawye, axla Sens gamo (gadia lu-s mianiSnebs) samuSaos vkargav. rogorc ki Sin brundebi, , maSinve raRac xdeba. ra moxda rezidenciaSi,
verc ki movaswari eleqtrikosis gamoZaxeba, s’Feng-ma samuSao dakarga, Cem myar samuSaosac kargi
araferi elodeba. Seni deda, uSenod (gadia lu-s mianiSnebs) nuTu SeiZleboda ase ar gammarTleboda? (ifurTxeba)
lu taxai
(pistolets debs) Cemi lanZRva ginda? gamlanZRe, dedaCems Seuracxyofas
nu ayeneb, misi ganawyeneba advilia, ara?
lu kui
me? Sen gagineb? Sen xom batoniSvili xar! Sen mdidrebi pirSi galanZRe. rogor, me ra ufleba maqvs Segexo?
lu taxai
ori sirCa Rvinis dalevac ver mogiswvria da ukve iRrinebi dausruleblad.
(mouTmenlad) ukve pirvelis naxevaria, nuTu ar geyo?
lu kuei
meyo? hm, yelamde boRmiT var savse, cecxliviT vgizgizeb. me ar meyofa,
roca mamaSenic iyo movlili, maZRari, drosac atarebda da sakmarisad TamaSobda kidec, risi momswre ar yofila! mas Semdeg, rac dedaSeni colad SevirTe, ubedurebis garda araferi momxdara,
ojaxi ver gavamTliane, saxli carielia, dRidan dRemde...
lu s’Feng-i
es xom Sen TviTon qaRaldis TamaSiT gaaniave!
lu taxai
nu eCrebi, ilaparakos.
lu kuei
(ybedobs, TiTqos erTaderTi msxverpli iyos) xom vambob, dRiTi dRe uaresdeba, yvela mabrazebs, Tqvenc aseve. axla ki Zalian kargia, arc gabrazeba iqneba. samuSao dakarguli, TqvenTan erTad SimSiliT sikvdilis molodinSi, aba dafiqrdiT, SeiZleba, rom Cems winaSe
valSi ar iyoT? (ucbad igrZno, rom fexebi versad dauwyvia, Setrialdeba gadia lu-sken) S’fing,
momawode is tabureti, fexebs Semovawyob.
lu taxai
(mkacrad uyurebs dedas, raTa ar daemorCilos) de!
(amasobaSi erTaderT skams mis fexebqveS udgams. is moxerxebulad zis)
lu kuei
(ucqers taxai-s) vinaa damnaSave? Sen miayene Seuracxyofa, Sen lanZRavdi,
vin ar gabrazdeboda? da, rasakvirvelia, gamogvyares kidevac. vin aris damnaSave, rom mamaSeni var.
taxai, dafiqrdi, me moxuci var, unda Sens gamo SimSiliT amomZvres suli? valSi xar. gekiTxebi, ase
unda movkvde?
lu taxai
(mets veRar iTmens, dgeba, xmamaRla) CaZaRldi, CaZaRldi! Sen vina xar?!
lu kuei
(SiSma cota gamoafxizla), Svilebo, Tqveni deda!
lu S’fing-i , s’Feng-i (erTad)
taxai!
lu kuei
(xedavs geris Zliersa da veeberTela sxeuls, Tanac xelSi pistoletiT,
SiSiT, momRimare) erTi damixede, yaCaRanas xasiaTs! (agrZelebs), ox! taxai-s dadanaSauleba ar
iqneba. es dawyevlili Wou-s ojaxia Tavidan bolomde, arc erTi mowesrigebuli wevri araa. ori
weli patiosnad vemsaxurebodi yvelas, Cems Tvals araferi gamohparvia, simdidreSi yofna yovelTvis mosaxerxebelia. farulad sisaZagleebs sCadian, garedan ki Rirseulad moaqvT Tavi, rac ufro
kulturul sityvebs afrqveven, maTi piradi cxovreba miT ufro uaresia, mamakacebi avazakebi,
qalebi bozebi. dRevandeli dRis miuxedavaT, rodesac vtovebdi, batonma da qalbatonma, yasidad,
gegonebaT sazogadoebaSi garkveul ceremonias icaveno, ganmicxades, keTili, xvalamde! ras fiqroben, maTi ojaxis sircxvili CemTvis ucnobia?
lu s’Feng-i
(SiSobs aurzauris gamo) ma! maS nu waxval maTTan! Wou-s ojaxTan araferi
gesaqmeba!
lu kuei
(uneblied, siamayiT) hm, xval vaCveneb batonsa da mis meuRles sad izamTreben kiborCxalebi, gavaSiSvleb, iseT rames vetyvi, beberi naZirala muxlebSi rom Camivardeba.
eg unamuso ega! (xveliT) imis deda! (afurTxebs iatakze, `ma~, mimarTavs s’Feng-s) Cai sadRaa?
lu s’Feng-i
Sen ra, marTla mTvrali xar? me xom es-esaa magidaze dagidgi?
lu kuei
(iRebs finjans, s’Feng-s)es ra aris, mduRare? es xom Cai ar aris, qalbatono? (iatakze daRvris)
lu s’Feng-i
(civad) mxolod mduRarea, Cai aRar aris.
lu kuei
(gaborotebuli, s’Feng-s) sulelo! sadilis Semdeg yovelTvis vsvam karg
Cais, Sen ra, ar icodi?
lu taxai
(yasidad), o, mamaCems, sadilis Semdeg kargi Cais dalevis survili aqvs. s’
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Feng! ratom ar dauyene lungwing-is Cai? erTi liang-i Rirs, 4.8 vercxliT (ganmarteba: mwvane Cais
saxelwodeba, mohyavT wiangsu-s provinciaSi, lungwing-is saxelwodebis adgilas. erTi liang-i _
wonis erTeulia, funtis _ `wing~-is meaTedi nawilia, wing=500 grams)
lu s’Feng-i
lungwing-i!? rao!? saxlSi namceci Caic ar darCa.
lu taxai
(lu kuei-s) gaigone, Seigne, ufro martivad _ dalie mduRare. ra tkbilad
saubrobT Cveni siRatakis fonze (iRebs finjans aduRebuli wyliT, win daudgams, Sordeba).
lu kuei
es Cemi saxlia, Cemi ojaxi, ar mogwons? SegiZlia mibrZande.
lu taxai
(nabijiT win) Sen, Sen...
lu S’fing-i
(ayovnebs taxai-s) ar ginda, ar ginda, kargo biWo, Cemi gulisaTvis masTan
dapirispirebas moeride.
lu kuei
ai, xedav? Sen TviTon cudad ar grZnob Tavs, mxolod ori dRea rac saxlSi
xar da aseT usiamovnebebs gadagvyare, ar milanZRixar, ratom aRmarTe Cemze xeli? aba, ausvi aqedan!
lu taxai
(Zlivs iTmens) deda, Zala ar myofnis vuyuro Sens gaWirvebas Cven saxlSi,
me waval!
lu S’fing-i
sisulelea. sacaa Tavsxma wamova, sad waxval?
lu taxai
me kidev maqvs saqmeebi. Tu ver SevZleb mowesrigebas, waval, daviqiraveb
riqSas, mgzavrebs vatareb.
lu S’fing-i
taxai! Sen...
lu kuei
wadi, wadi, gauSvi, wavides. es ymawvili mxolod amisaTvis varga, dabadebiT
Rataki, moscildes aqaurobas, moscildes!
lu taxai
frTxilad iyavi, nu gamiCaReb cecxls, usiamovnebas gadaeyrebi.
lu kuei
(quCurad) Seni RviZli deda aqaa, gabedav mamas rame dauSavo? naZiralav!
lu taxai
(lu kuei-s) raa, vin galanZRe?
lu kuei
Sen! Sen aseTo...
lu S’fing-i
(lu kuei-s) usircxvilov! gaCerdi!
lu kuei
es me var usircxvilo? me saxlSi ar vaCerebdi naZirlebs, ukanonod Sobilebs, gaTxoviliyav amnairebze (mianiSnebs taxai-s)
lu S’fing-i
(tkiviliT) o, cis gangebav!
lu taxai
(pistolets iRebs) me, me mogklav, bebero mxeco! (lu kuei-s)
(lu kuei yviriliT wamodgeba. Sedis Sua oTaxSi da adgilze qvavdeba)
lu kuei
(yviris) pistoleti, pistoleti, pistoleti!
lu s’Feng-i
(mirbis taxai-sTan, exveva) Zmao!
lu S’fing-i
taxai, dade.
lu taxai
(lu kuei-s) dedas uTxari, rom Sescdi, rom aRarasodes Seiginebi, rac ar
unda iyos.
lu kuei
oo
lu taxai
(SeteviT) Tqvi!
lu kuei
(uTmobs zewolis gamo) Sen, Sen... jer Sen dade, datove
lu taxai
(gaborotebuli) ara, jer Sen Tqvi!
lu kuei
kargi (gadia lu-s) me Sevcdi, metad aRar Seviginebi, rac pirze momadgeba
yvelafers aRar vityvi
lu taxai
(mianiSnebs erTaderT savarZelze) kidev gaibRinZebi?
lu kuei
sulierad dacemuli, TavCaqindruli, zis, burdRunebs) SexedeT, am
patara ujiSos!
lu taxai
hm, Cems Relvad ar Rirxar
lu S’fing-i
taxai, dade pistoleti.
lu taxai
(siciliT) deda (pistolets debs) nu geSinia, me mxolod davaSine.
lu S’fing-i
momeci. saidan gaqvs iaraRi?
lu taxai
es maRarodan movitane, roca policielebi gvcemdnen, erTs dauvarda, mec
aviRe da wamoviRe
lu S’fing-i
axla risTvisRa ginda?
lu taxai
arafrisaTvis, ise, ubralod
lu S’fing-i
ara, miTxari
lu taxai
(cbieri RimiliT) arafrisaTvis, ubralod Wou-s ojaxoba gadarCenis saSualebas ar gvaZlevs, es erTaderTi gamosavalia, erTi gzaa
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lu S’fing-i
sisuleleebs atareb, momeci!
lu taxai
(ar eTanxmeba) deda!
lu S’fing-i
roca vvaxSmobdiT, me vTqvi, rom Wou-s ojaxTan dakavSirebuli yvela saqme
davamTavreT. Cveni gvaria lu, maTTan yovelgvari kavSiri gavwyviteT, maTi xsenebac aRar iqneba.
lu taxai
(Cumad, nela) magram, maRaroSi sisxli maqvs CaRvrili. sila ufrosma batoniSvilma rom gamawna? ai ase. yvelaferi sapatiebelia? yvelaferi arafrad CavagdoT?
lu S’fing-i
hm, diax, yvelaferi warsulSia. ase Tu daiwyeb angariSs, bolo ar eqneba, ar
dasruldeba SurisZiebac. es xom cis gangebiT aris gansazRvruli, me visurvebdi, rom Sen ufro
metad mogeTmina.
lu taxai
magram es Sen TviTon gadawyvite, magram me...(xmas uwevs) taxai, Sen Cemi
yvelaze sayvareli vaJi xar, yuri damigde, me xom arasdros SenTan mkacrad ar misaubria. axla momismine, Sen Tu Wou-s ojaxis romelime wevrs, iqneba es batoni, Tu batoniSvili, daazianeb an daWri,
me Sen Svilad aRar gaRiareb.
lu taxai
(vedrebiT) magram, deda...
lu S’fing-i
(mtkiced) Sen ici dedaSenis xasiaTi, Tu amas Caiden, rasac yvelaze metad
vufrTxi, job aqve, Sens Tvalwin movkvde.
lu taxai
(Rrmad amoisunTqavs) deda, Tqven... (aswevs da daxris Tavs), maS mTeli
cxovreba maTi siZulvili unda vataro
lu S’fing-i
(oxravs) o, gangebav, magram, es ukve Cemi brali araa (taxai-s) momeci iaraRi
(taxai-s ar surs) momeci! (uaxlovdeba da arTmevs)
lu taxai
(tanjviT) deda, Tqven...
lu S’fing-i
keTili, me Cavdeb skivrSi (debs xis skivrSi, sawolTan axlos), magram icode,
(taxai-s) xval dilas me ganvacxadeb policiaSi, Cavabareb iaraRs.
lu kuei
Zalian, Zalian sworia, es samarTliania,
lu taxai
Sen gaCumdi!
lu S’fing-i
taxai, mamasTan nu saubrob aseTi toniT.
lu taxai
(Sexeda lu kuei-s, Setrialdeba) deda, kargi, me wavedi. unda moinaxos vinme
nacnobi, rikSebis kantoraSi vinc muSaobs. me wavedi.
lu S’fing-i
keTili, wadi, magram SeuZlebelia ojaxis wevrebze gulSi Zviris tareba
lu taxai
diax, maSinve davbrundebi
(taxai marcxena mxaridan, Sua oTaxSi gamavali karidan gadis. ismis karis saketis xma. lu kuei
brundeba mrgval magidasTan gaborotebuli)
lu kuei
(TavisTvis) erTi damixedeT am naZiralas! (gadia lu-s) me axlaxans gibrZane
Cais yidva, ratom ar iyide?
lu S’fing-i
ar maqvs zedmetad fuli
lu kuei
magram, s’Feng, Cemi fuli sad aris? Tqven, xom sul cota xnis win rezidenciaSi miiReT jamagiri (wyaloba)? ra uyavi?
lu s’Feng-i
Sen im damatebiT ori Tvis xelfasze ambob?
lu kuei
xo, axali da Zveli erTad, sul samoci iuen-i
lu s’Feng-i
(icis, rom adre Tu gvian unda uTxras) xo. me valebi gavistumre.
lu kuei
ra? gaistumre?
lu s’Feng-i
didi xani ar aris, rac Wao movida, karebSi idga, ar midioda, Txoulobda
valis dabrunebas. dedaCemi iZulebuli gaxda am fulidan gadaexada
lu kuei
samoci mTlianad? mTeli vali?
lu s’Feng-i
xo, qaRaldSi wagebuli axali vali. CaTvale, rom bolos da bolos gadaxdilia.
lu kuei
Tqveni deda! Cemi saxli ai ase iZarcveba, ra drosi iyo valis gastumreba?
lu S’fing-i
(mSvidad) Zalianac kargi, rom gavistumreT. gadavwyvite aqauri saxli gavaTavisuflo
lu kuei
ra? es saxli aRar gindaT?
lu S’fing-i
diax, winan-Si wasvla gadavwyvite
lu kuei
Sen dabrundi winan-Si, magram me da lu sFeng-i aq vicxovrebT, ra, Cven
saxli ar gvinda?
lu S’fing-i
amjerad s’Feng-s Tan waviyvan. aq misi marto cxovreba uadgiloa.
lu kuei
(siciliT s’Feng-s) gesmis s’Feng, dedaSeni wayvanas gipirebs.
lu S’fing-i
wina wasvlisas me ar vicodi Cemi saqmeebi rogor wavidoda. ucxo adgilas
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advili ar aris mowyoba. aq ki mezobeli deida Wang-i zrunavda masze. bunebrivia, maSin ar waviyvane.
axla, me iq maqvs mudmivi samuSao, lu s’Feng-i ki aRar muSaobs, ratom ar unda waviyvano.
lu s’Feng-i
(SeSinebuli) ra, Tqven marTla wamiyvanT?
lu S’fing-i
(damZimebuli) aba ra, deda arasodes gagSordeba
lu kuei
ar gamova. amaze Cven kargad unda moviTaTbiroT
lu S’fing-i
raa mosalaparakebeli, Tu gsurs, or dReSi erTad wavideT. magram iq ver
ipovi Sens damqaSebs qaRaldis saTamaSod.
lu kuei
bunebrivia, me iq ar wamoval, magram ra unda akeTos s’Feng-ma?
lu S’fing-i
qaliSvili unda dedasTan iyos. winaT, ubralod, sxva gamosavali ar iyo.
lu kuei
(acxadebs) lu s’Feng-i CemTan Cacmul-daxuruli da maZRaria, cnobil adamianebTan aqvs urTierToba.
lu S’fing-i
SenTan saubari fuWia, umjobesia mas hkiTxo, CemTan wamova Tu SenTan darCeba?
lu kuei
bunebrivia, darCeba
lu S’fing-i
aba, hkiTxe!
lu kuei
(darwmunebuli, rom gaimarjvebs), s’Feng, momiaxlovdi, gesmis? iyos Seni survilisamebr, dedas gahyvebi Tu CemTan darCebi?
(lu s’Feng-i Setrialdeba, cremlad iRvreba, uyurebs mas) ra? raSia saqme? gogo, ra gatirebs?
lu S’fing-i
o, Svilo, Feng-iko, Cemo sabralo gogona.
lu kuei
Tqvi ra, taxtrevanze xom ar gsvamen saqmrosTan wasayvanad (ganmarteba: uZvels da Zvel CineTSi sarZlos taxtrevaniT miuyvandnen saqmros ojaxs saqorwinod, tradiciis
Tanaxmad, sapatarZlos unda etira, Tundac es moCvenebiTi yofiliyo, radgan am droidan mSobliur keras eTxoveboda da arc Tu ise iSviaTad mZime cxovrebas iwyebda. lu kuei amas mwared
mianiSnebs)
lu S’fing-i
(amSvidebs) o, eng-iko, Zvirfaso, miTxari, Sen xom dampirdi, damTanxmdi, rom
CemTan erTad wamoxvidodi, es xom sul cota xnis win iyo, axla raRa moxda? miTxari, iyavi gamgone
gogona. rac ar unda mipasuxo, me dedaSeni var, mainc gagaRmerTeb.
lu kuei xedav, eubnebi, rom waiyvan, magram etyoba, rom gulis siRrmeSi uarzea. es me vici,
mas aqaurobis datoveba arafriT ar surs (icinis).
lu s’Feng-i
(lu kuei-s) wadi ra! (dedas) nu mkiTxav, deda! guli damZimebuli maqvs, deda,
Cemo sayvarelo, me mindoda SenTan erTad wamosvla, o, dediko! (qviTinebs da Caexuteba).
lu S’fing-i
o, Cemo Svilo, rogor gtanjavT, rogor gawyeninebT!
lu kuei
xedav, rogorc qalbatoni, ise iqceva. aseTi sentimentoba! an sad unda waiyvano, risi maqnisia, risi gamkeTebeli? rogor, Sromisa da SimSilobisaTvis ivargebs?
lu S’fing-i
(lu kuei-s) ar aris Seni saqme. (s’Feng-s), Sviliko, dedaSens mkacri bedi ergo,
me ar var damnaSave, me mxolod SemiZlia bodiSi viTxovo amisaTvis, Sen oRond nu ganicdi! momavalSi erTad viqnebiT, veravin SeZlebs Cvens Seuracxyofas, o, Cemo sulo da gulo.
(moulodnelad taxai Semodis marcxena mxridan)
lu taxai
deda, mezobeli Wang-i deida dabrunda, sul axlaxans quCaSi vnaxe.
lu S’fing-i
Sen uTxari, rom Cven avejsa da bargi-barxanas vyidiT?
lu taxai
rasakvirvelia vuTxari, dampirda raRacas iRonebs.
lu S’fing_i
rogor aris saqme riqSebis gamqiravebel firmaSi? vinme nacnobi Tu naxe?
lu taxai
vnaxe, me kidev unda wavide, vinme Tavmdebi movnaxo
lu S’fing-i
maS erTad wavideT. s’Feng, iyavi saxlSi, damelode!
lu taxai
(lu kuei-s) naxvamdis, gamofxizldi? (dedas) dRes gasaTevad Sin ar davbrundebi
(taxai da gadia lu midian)
lu kuei
(TvalebiT acilebs) hm, es pirutyvi, es naZirala! (xedavs fanjarasTan mdgom s’
Feng-s, mimarTavs) deda wavida, s’Feng, araferi gaqvs mosaridebli, miTxari, ras apireb?
lu s’Feng-i
(yuradRebas ar aqcevs, oxravs. yurs ugdebs bayayebis gundis yiyinsa da Weqaquxils)
lu kuei
(siZulviliT) erTi damixedeT, Sen idumali fiqrebi gaqvs.
lu s’Feng-i
(TvalTmaqcurad) ra `idumali fiqrebi~, ubralod cxela, suli mexuTeba.
lu kuei
nu matyueb, vaxSmis Semdeg arabunebrivi Tvalebis gamometyveleba gaqvs, ver
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vxedav Tu ra, raze fiqrob?
lu s’Feng-i
araferze.
lu kuei
(TiTqos ganicdis) Feng-iko, Sen xom Cemi Wkviani Sviliko xar, Sen xar mxolod
Cemi RviZli Svili, rogor, waxval dedasTan erTad da martod damagdeb?
lu s’Feng-i
SewyviteT, isedac sulSi saSineleba mitrialebs (gaielvebs), gesmiT, Sors
quxili ismis.
lu kuei
Sviliko, nu mawyvetineb laparaks, ubralod mipasuxe, Sen marTla midixar
dedasTan erTad winan-Si?
lu s’Feng-i
hm, diax.
lu kuei
(mowyenilobisagan mReris) `yvavilebi ifurCqnebian, yvavilebi cvivian, yvela aseT dReSia, adamians gazafxuli rom Cauvlis, aRar gameordeba“ ox! (ganmarteba: qalaquri,
fuqsavaturi simReraa, mRerodnen geiSebi) (moulodnelad wyvets simReras) s’Feng, yovel adamians
cxovrebaSi araumetes ori-sami wlisa bednieri dReebi daudgeba, dakargav am Sanss da aRarasodes
gameordeba!
lu s’Feng-i
Tqven, Tqven wadiT ra, me daviRale, meZineba.
lu kuei
(frTxilad, gamotexvis mizniT) Wou-s ojaxis saqmeebi CemTvis cnobilia, nu
geSinia, me Sen dagicav. xval kidev davbrundebiT samsaxurSi. nuTu marTla apireb gamgzavrebas?
Wou-s ojaxis mitovebas? marTla?
lu s’Feng-i
geyoT sisuleleebze saubari, sjobs daiZinoT! gareT ukve agrilda, xalxi
ukve mimoifanta, ratom ar wvebiT?
lu kuei
Sen araferze ar unda ifiqro. (gulwrfelad) marTla, am qveyanaze aravis
ndoba ar SeiZleba, mxolod fulia magari simarTle, ra dasanania, rom arc Sen da arc deda|Senma
fulis yadri ar iciT.
lu s’Feng-i
usmine, momeCvena, rom karze viRac akakunebs
lu kuei
TiTqmis TerTmeti saaTia, vin unda iyos am dros?
lu s’Feng-i
mama, waval, vnaxav.
lu kuei
ara, me waval (lu kuei marcxniv sanaxevrod aRebs kars. vin aris?
(xma garedan: es saxli lu-s ekuTvnis?
lu kuei
ra gnebavT?
(xma: veZebT kacs)
lu kuei
Tqven TviTon vin xarT?
(xma: me gvarad Wou var)
lu kuei
(sixaruls ver faravs, kmayofilebiT) xedav, me viyavi marTali, Wou-s ojaxidan TviTon gvewvivnen.
lu s’Feng-i
(SeSinebuli) mama, geTayva, uTxariT, rom yvela wavida, aravinaa saxlSi.
lu kuei
(eSmakurad uyurebs) es ras niSnavs?
(lu kuei gadis)
lu s’Feng-i
(naCqarevad alagebs oTaxs, zedmeti nivTebi gaaqvs oTaxukaSi _ sakuWnaoSi,
dgeba marjvena karTan da morCilad elodeba stumars)
(ismis Cung-is saubari lu kuei-isTan da maSinve Semodian)
Wou Cung-i
(dainaxa lu sFeng-i , sixaruliT) s’Feng!
lu s’Feng-i
(cota gakvirvebuli) meore batoniSvilo, es Tqvena xarT?
lu kuei
(mliqvnelurad iRimis) nu dagvcineb batoniSvilo, es xom Raribebis saxlia.
Wou Cung-i
diax, es adgili, WeSmaritad Zneli mosaZebnia, Zlivs vipovne, wyalsatevis
pirdapir, Zalian sasaimovnoa.
lu kuei
umcroso batoniSvilo, iqneb dabrZandeT (s’Feng-s) s’Feng, moitane savarZeli
(mianiSna erTderT mrgval savarZelze).
Wou Cung-i
(xedavs ra gaCumebul s’Feng-s) s’Feng, ra iyo, Tavs kargad ver grZnob?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, araferi... (TavSekavebulad da Tavazianad), meore batoniSvilo, aq ratom
gvewvieT? qalbatonma rom gaigos, Tqven...
Wou Cung-i
piriqiT, TviTon gamomgzavna
lu kuei
(yvelaferi ver gaigo) qalbatonma gamoggzavna?
Wou Cung-i
diax, magram me TviTonac mindoda Tqveni monaxuleba (s’Feng-s) sad arian Seni
Zma da deda?
lu kuei
isini gavidnen.
lu s’Feng-i
Cveni misamarTi rogor SeityeT?
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Wou Cung-i
(gulubyrvilod) dedam miTxra. me verc vifiqrebdi, Tu aq amodena wyliT
savse sivrce iqneboda, amasTan erTad cris, fexi curavs, vfiqrob, sibneleSi gaufrTxileblobiT
fexi gagisrialdeba.
lu kuei
batoniSvilo, vimedovneb ar waqceulxar?
Wou Cung-i
(gancvifrebuli) warmoidgineT ar wavqceulvar. me xom Cveni msubuqi manqaniT movedi. ra sainteresoa! (aTvalierebs binas, samSvenisebs, xalisobs) s’Feng, Turme aq cxovrob!
lu s’Feng-i
o, diax, vfiqrob, umjobesia Cqara Sin dabrunebuliyaviT.
lu kuei
ra?
Wou Cung-i
(ucbad) o, diax, me damaviwyda kidevac risTvis movedi. dedam miTxra, CvenTan aRar muSaobT, wamoxvediT, Relavs, SiSobs, samuSaos maSinve ver iSoviT da mibrZana dedaSenisaTvis gadmomeca asi iuen-i vercxliT (iRebs jibidan).
lu s’Feng-i
ra?
lu kuei
(icis, Wou-s ojaxis yvela wevri mis gabrazebas erideba, TviTkmayofili, s’
Feng-s) xedav, ra maRali zneobis batonebi brZandebian, rac ar unda iTqvas, mdidrebs keTilSobilebac aqvT.
lu s’Feng-i
ara, meore batoniSvilo, Tqven mainc daubruneT es fuli qalbatons, Cven
arc ise gviWirs, daubruneT fuli.
lu kuei
(s’Feng-s) Sexede Sen Tavs, ase vin laparakobs batonebTan? qalbatonis brZanebiT batoniSvilma moitana, nuTu sircxvili araa saCuqarze uaris Tqma? (iRebs fuls). qalbatons upasuxeT, Cven yvelaferi rigze gvaqvs, yvelani cocxlebi, janmrTelebi varT. qalbatoni nu
Sewuxdeba. madlobelni gaxlavarT.
lu s’Feng-i
(jiutad) mama, ase ar SeiZleba.
lu kuei
Sen jer kidev bavSvi xar, ra gagebeba?
lu s’Feng-i
Sen Tu miiReb, Zma da deda amas ar daeTanxmebian.
lu kuei
(yuradRebas ar aqcevs mas, Cung-s mimarTavs) didi madloba, Tqven am
siSoreze moirbineT. me axlave raimes viyidi, gagimaspinZldebiT, Tqven ki s’Feng-Tan cota xniT
dabrZandiT, bodiSs vixdi, rom wuTiT gtovebT.
lu s’Feng-i
mama, ar waxvideT! ase ar SeiZleba.
lu kuei
morCi ybedobas, manamde Cai miarTvi batoniSvils, wamSi davbrundebi (Cqarobs wasvlas).
Wou Cung-i
(uneblied wamoscda) wavides, es cudi araa.
lu s’Feng-i
(zizRiT) o, es pirdapir simdablea! (ukmayofilo) mainc vin gibrZana fulis
motana?
Wou Cung-i
Sen, Sen, es ras niSnavs? Sen raRac survili ar gaqvs Cemi naxvis, ratom?
keTili, zedmets aRarafers vityvi.
lu s’Feng-i
(cdilobs saubari faqizi Temidan sxvaze gadaitanos) batonma ukve ivaxSma?
Wou Cung-i
cota xnis win ivaxSma, batoni brzobs, Tavis xasiaTs amJRavnebs, avida meore
sarTulze dedasTan, kriWaSi udgas, me momiwia maTi daSoSmineba. es rom ara, am siSoreze, ase gvian
ar wamovidodi.
lu s’Feng-i
(gangeb ugulisyurod) ufrosi batoniSvili raRas akeTebs?
Wou Cung-i
ar minaxavs, vici, did gancdebSia, albaT Tavis saZinebelSi isev svams, SeiZleba mTvralia kidec.
lu s’Feng-i
o, (amoioxra) ratom msaxuri ar gamogzavne? ra saWiro iyo Seni ase Sewuxeba,
aseT ayrolebul, mivardnil adgilas RamiT wamosvla?
Wou Cung-i
(gulwrfelad) Sen albaT gulSi Cvenze Zalian nawyeni xar? (gulwrfelad
rcxvenia) ra moxda dRes? vgrZnob, Cven yvelani damnaSaveni varT Tqvens winaSe, gevedrebi, gamige,
Cemi ufrosi Zma arc iseTi uvargisi adamiania. isic Zalian ganicdis momxdar ambavs, nuTu ar ici,
mas xom Sen Zalian uyvarxar.
lu s’Feng-i
meore batoniSvilo, ra saWiroa es yvelaferi, me xom Wou-s ojaxis msaxuri
aRar var.
Wou Cung-i
magram, Cven ra, ar SegviZlia mudmivad megobrebi viyoT?
lu s’Feng-i
me dedaCemTan erTad gamgzavrebas vapireb winan-Si.
Wou Cung-i
ara, jer nu waxval. albaT, adre Tu gvian, Sen SesZleb mamasTan erTad
Camosvlas, axla Cven gadavdivarT axal saxlSi da, vfiqrob, mamaSeni ueWvelad dabrundeba maRaroSi, ai maSin ki dabrundebi. es didi sixaruli iqneba.
lu s’Feng-i
diax, Sen keTili guli gaqvs.
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Wou Cung-i
s’Feng, aseTma wvrilmanma suli ar unda agiwewos, samyaro didia, Sen unda
iswavlo, maSin mixvdebi, rom qveyanaze bevria Cvennairi, isini iTmenen danakargs, isini nel-nela
ibrZvian da Sromoben, samagierod, bolos da bolos sixaruli miezRvebaT.
lu s’Feng-i
o, qalebi mainc qalebad rCebian! (ucbad) mousmine (ismis bayayebis yiyini)
bayayebs ratom arasodes ar sZinavT? ukve Sua Ramea, isini ki mRerian, yiyineben gauTaveblad.
Wou Cung-i
ara, Sen, Sen araCveulebrivi qali xar, Sen Zlieri xar, yvelafers gadaitan,
Cven ki jer kidev axalgazrdebi varT, Cven aucileblad SevZlebT erTad movutanoT bedniereba
xalxs. me ver vitan usamarTlo samyaros, uTanasworo sazogadoebas, ver vitan Zaladobas, ver vitan mamaCems. Cven yvelani viCagrebiT, Cven yvelani erTnairebi varT.
lu s’Feng-i
meore batoniSvilo, survili xom ar gagvT piri gaisveloT? Cais dagisxamT
(dgeba)
Wou Cung-i
ara, araa saWiro.
lu s’Feng-i
ratom? neba miboZeT mogemsaxuroT
Wou Cung-i
aseTi toniT nu melaparakebi. mesmis, Cveni samyaro, rogoric axlaa, metad
aRar unda iyos aseTi. me, piradad, arasodes giRebdi rogorc msaxurs, Sen iyavi da darCi daiko
Feng-i. Sen bevr rameze amixile Tvali, me mivxvdi, rom dRevandeli samyaro, romelSic Cven varsebobT, ar aris iseTi, rogoric unda iyos. Sen Cemi winamZRoli xar.
lu s’Feng-i
o, ra mSvenivrad saubrob.
Wou Cung-i
zogjer me maviwydeba dRevandeloba, (ocnebaSi) ojaxi, deda, sakuTari Tavic ki. warmovidgen, zamTris yinvian dilas, rodesac ca sufTa da gamWvirvalea,… ukidegano zRvaSi, msubuq afrian navze, rogorc Tolia, mivnanaob, vgrZnob cotaoden specifikur suns, zRvis
fskeridan momlaSo gemos, mivfrinav qarSi, TeTri afris daxmarebiT, drodadro isev wyalze ganvirTxmebi, rogorc exeba zRvis talRebs Tolia, arwivis farTed gaSlili frTebiviT, mivfrinav,
mivfrinav, ukidegano cisken. am dros cis kideze gamoCndeba ori-sami mkrTali Rrubeli, Cven ki,
vsxedvarT am navis kiCoze, win viyurebiT, xolo win Cveni samyaroa.
lu s’Feng-i
Cveni?
Wou Cung-i
aba ra, me da Sen, davfrinavT sufTa qveyanaSi, mxiarul qveyanaSi, iq ar aris
brZola, ar aris tyuili, ar aris uTanasworoba, ara... (Tavs odnav swevs, TiTqos sinamdvileSi xedavdes amas, ucbad) aba. xom kargia?
lu s’Feng-i
yvelaferi SesaniSnavad warmoidgine
Wou Cung-i
(moferebiT) Sen geqneboda CemTan wamosvlis survili? Tundac misi wamoyvanac rom gaxdes saWiro?
lu s’Feng-i
visi?
Wou Cung-i
guSin xom miTxari, xom gamomitydi, rom Seni guli sxvas ekuTnis, vfiqrob,
is adamiani albaT Seni msgavsia, aseTive sayvarelia.
(Semodis taxai)
lu s’Feng-i
Zmao!
lu taxai
(civad) raSia saqme, ra xdeba?
Wou Cung-i
batono lu!
lu s’Feng-i
batoni Wou! meore batoniSvilma pativi dagvdo, gvewvia.
lu taxai
o, aq ar gelodiT, raSia saqme? mama sad aris?
lu s’Feng-i
sayidlebze gavida.
lu taxai
(Cung-s) Zalian ucnauria! am dros! batonma Wou-m pativi dagvdo Cvens bunagSi ase vTqvaT gvwveoda. oh, ucnauria.
Wou Cung-i
me zustad Seni naxvac mindoda. Sen, Sen... ar ginda xelis CamorTmeviT momesalmo? (marjvena xels gauwvdis)
lu taxai
(ucnaurad) me ar vici ucxouri ceremoniebi!
Wou Cung-i
(xels dauSvebs) maS neba momeci giTxra, mTeli guliT yvelas winaSe damnaSaved vgrZnob Tavs.
lu taxai
raSia saqme?
Wou Cung-i
(gawiTlda) dRes, dRis meore naxevarSi, Cvens saxlSi...
lu taxai
(SedavebiT) geTayva, am saqmeebs nu gaixsenebT.
lu s’Feng-i
Zmao, geTayva, ar aris saWiro. is xom keTiganwyobiT movida Cvens sanugeSod
lu taxai
batoniSvilo, Cven ar vsaWiroebT Tqvens nugeSs, davibadeT Raribebad, miTumetes ar gvWirdeba Tqveni daxmareba.
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Wou Cung-i
rogorc sCans, ver gamige
lu taxai
(naTlad, gasagebad) gavige. Cems saxlSi mesame piri ar aris, Cemi umcrosi da
martoa, rogor gavigoT?
Wou Cung-i
me ar megona, Tu SegeZlo ase eWvianoba.
lu taxai
magram yvela ase ieWvianebda (Setrialdeba lu s’Feng-i saken) aba, gadi!
lu s’Feng-i
Zmao!
lu taxai
jer gadi, geubnebi. me ramdenime SekiTxva maqvs batoniSvilTan (xedavs, rom
lu s’Feng-i ar gadis) gadi!
(lu s’Feng-i undomlad, nela gadis marcxena karidan)
lu taxai
meore batoniSvilo! movilaparakoT! me vicodi, rom Tqvens ojaxSi yvelaze
saRad moazrovne, SedarebiT gagebuli xarT, magram daixsomeT, SemdegSi Tu kidev moxvalT, `Cvens
sanugeSod~ (ucbad mkacrad) fexebs dagamtvrevT.
Wou Cung-i
damamtvrevT? Cems fexebs?
lu taxai
(Sesabamisi gamometyvelebiT) hm!
Wou Cung-i
(siciliT) me vfiqrob, rom vinc ar unda iyos, adamianma TanagrZnobaze uari
ar unda Tqvas.
lu taxai
TanagrZnoba me da Sens Soris ar gamova. amisaTvis saerTo socialuri mdgomareobaa saWiro.
Wou Cung-i
taxai, me meCveneba, Sen zogjer Zalian subieqturi xar, mdidrebi xom damnaSaveebs ar niSnavs, nuTu me ar maqvs SenTan daaxloebis ufleba?
lu taxai
Zalian axalgazrda xar, SenTan saubari igivea, rac kedelTan saubari. Sen
ver gaigeb. ginda pirdapir getyvi, aq SenTvis mosvla ar SeiZleba. aq ar aris Seni adgili.
Wou Cung-i
ratom? dRes diliT Sen ar sTqvi, rom Cven megobrebi varT? vfiqrob, lu
s’Feng-ic moxaruli iqneba CemTan megobrobiT, nuTu me ar SemiZlia Tqven cota dagexmaroT?
lu taxai
batoniSvilo, nu fiqrob, rom keTil saqmes akeTeb. gamigonia, rom Sen gindoda, rom s’Feng-s eswavla? ara? magram lu s’Feng-i Cemi daa, me mas kargad vicnob! is araTanmimdevrulia, Cveulebrivi gogonaa, mas moswons mxolod abreSumis windebiT siaruli, kadilakiT
mgzavroba, es aris da es.
Wou Cung-i
maS getyvi, Sen scdebi mis SefasebaSi.
lu taxai
ar vcdebi, Tqveni, mdidrebis samyaro macdunebelia, rac metad Seexeba,
miT metad miiltvis misken. da ufro metad dardsa da ubedurebaSi aRmoCndebi. Tqveni msubuqi
manqanebis, Tqveni foqstrotebis, Tqveni usaqmurobis, ori wlis ganmavlobaSi cqeriT gaZRa. mas
yvelaferi xiblavs da abnevs. ase, rom daaviwyda saidan movida da axla Tavis saxlSi mainca da mainc
Tavs kargad ver grZnobs. magram is Raribis qaliSvilia. misi momavali Cveulebrivi muSis colad
yofnaa, romelmac unda recxos, saWmeli amzados, naxSiri agrovos. hm, skolaSi siarulis ocnebam,
an mdidarze gaTxovebam da mis ubeSi cxovrebam gaitaca, amisaTvis qalbatonad unda daibado! Raribebs es arc daesizmrebaT.
Wou Cung-i
Seni sityvebi dasabuTebulia, magram...
lu taxai
ai amitom, Tu batoniSvili gulwrfelia, lu s’Feng-is mzrunvelobis gamo,
am dRidan cxvirsac ver Semohyobs Cvens saxlSi, da araviTari dapirebebi.
Wou Cung-i
me mimaCnia, rom zedmetaT crumorwmune xarT, nuTu mxolod imitom, rom
mamaCemi maRaros mflobelia, maSin...
lu taxai
(TvalebdaWyetilma) axla me gafrTxileb...……
Wou Cung-i
mafrTxileb?
lu taxai
Tu kidev gnaxav Cems saxlSi morbenils, an Cems dasTan erTad Tu Segxvdebi,
me aucileblad (gaiRima, cota Serbilebulad) keTili, vimedovneb aseTi ram aRar moxdeba, batoniSvilo, Zalian gviania. Cven unda daviZinoT.
Wou Cung-i
Sen, Sen ase saubrob _ me ar velodi, me ar vfiqrobdi, albaT mameCemis naTqvami marTldeba.
lu taxai
(moRuSuli) hm! (afeTqda) mamaSeni? mamaSeni Zveli aramzadaa!
Wou Cung-i
ra?
lu taxai
Seni ufrosi Zma ki...
( lu s’Feng-i Semorbis marcxena karidan)
lu s’Feng-i
Sen, Sen xma gaikminde (mianiSnebs taxai-ze) pirdapir monstrad gardaiqeci!
lu taxai
SenRa? Sen, ubralod, suleli yeyeCi xar!
lu s’Feng-i
me ar vapireb SenTan laparaks! (Cung-s) Sen ki wadi, wadi, ar aris saWiro
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amdeni sityvebi.
Wou Cung-i
(gamouval mdgomareobaSia, uyurebs taxai-s) keTili. me waval (s’Feng-s) me
Sens winaSe Tavs damnaSaved vgrZnob, movedi, raTa bodiSi mogixado, uaresi ki gamovida.
lu s’Feng-i
ar Rirs amaze, meore batoniSvilo, wabrZandiT, mibrZandi, aq ar aris Tqveni
adgili
Wou Cung-i
kargi, waval (taxai-s) mSvidobiT. me gpatiob. (rbilad) me aseve mindoda rogorc adre, davrCeniliyavi Sens megobrad (xels uwvdis) survili ar gagqvs damemSvidobo?
(taxai ar aqcevs yuradRebas Sebrundeba)
lu s’Feng-i
hm!
(Cung-i usityvod gadis)
(lu kuei Semodis marcxena karidan, xiliT, RviniTa da cotaodeni sauzmiT xelSi. saxe wiTlad
uRaJRaJebs, sasmelisagan cotaTi borZikobs)
lu kuei
(xedavs Cung-i midis, Cung-s) es rogor?
lu taxai
aba erTi motrialdi! (is midis).
lu kuei
ara, ara batoniSvilo, jer ar mosulxarT da ukve midixarT?
lu s’Feng-i
(gaborotebuli) hkiTxe Zmas!
lu kuei
(raRacas mixvda, moulodnelad siciliT Cung-s) ox, nu miaqcevT yuradRebas. dabrZandiT isev.
Wou Cung-i
ara, me mainc unda wavsuliyavi.
lu kuei
cota raRaciT SeiqcieT Tavi da ise wadiT, me xom TqvenTvis yvelaferi
axali movitane, cota gasinjeT, oriode sirCa gadavylurwoT, mere wadiT.
Wou Cung-i
ara, gviania, droa davbrunde.
lu taxai
(s’Feng-s, miuTiTebs lu kui-s navaWrze) saidan gauCnda amas fuli?
lu kuei
(Setrialdeba taxai-sken) Cemi piradi fulia, mamaSenis jafiT gamomuSavebuli.
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ara, fuli Wou-s ojaxs ekuTvnis, Sen kidev sxvis fuls xarjav? (Setrialdeba taxai-sken) qalbatonma Wou-m 100 iuen-i gamogzavna, deda saxlSi araa, mamaCemma ki aiRo Cems
daukiTxavad.
lu kuei
(gaborotebuli, Tvalebgadmokarkluli s’Feng-s uxsnis) meore batoniSvilma piradad moitana, rom ar ameRo, Tavazianoba iqneboda?
le taxai
(Cung-s uaxlovdeba) ra? rogorc sCans, Sen fulis mosatanad moxvedi?
lu s’Feng-i
(taxai-s) bolos da bolos gaige!
lu kuei
(taxai-s _ qedmaRali gamometyvelebiT, qlesaobiT) xedav ra keTilmosurneni brZandebian am Wou-s ojaxSi, xalxno...
lu taxai
(lu kuei-s) aba, fuli amoyaWe! momeci!
lu kuei
(SeSinebuli) ratom?
lu taxai
momcem Tu ara? (gaborotebuli, mkacrad) ar momcem, kargi, maS gaixsene ra
devs skivrSi, gaixsene?
lu kuei
(SeSinebuli) mogcem, mogcem! (jibidan iRebs fulis kupiurebs) fuli aqaa,
asi.
lu taxai
(Tvlis) ra? 10 aklia
lu kuei
(Tavs aiZulebs gaiRimos) me, me, me davxarje.
Wou Cung-i
(ar surs msgavs scenebs daeswros) mSvidobiT, me wavedi1
lu taxai
(iWers, eqaCeba) ar waxvide. Sen fiqrob, Cven Sens provokacias wamovegeT?
Wou Cung-i
es rogor gavigo?
lu taxai
me maqvs fuli, jibeSi maqvs fuli, zustad aTiani, iRebs vercxlis fulsa da
qaRaldis kupiurebs
lu kuei
gaugebaria1
Wou Cung-i
diax, Sen araadamianuri xar.
lu taxai
zustad, me var aradamianuri, me ar mesmis Tqveni da ar viziareb Tqvens
TvalTmaqcobas, es niangis cremlebi gaugebaria
lu s’Feng-i
Zmao!
lu taxai
aiRe, Seayole, Seayole!
Wou Cung-i
(gawbilebuli, iluziebdamsxvreuli, gaCerda, aiRo fuli) keTili. waval, me
waval, me vcdebodi.
lu taxai
da daixsome, Wou-s ojaxidan vinc ar unda movides, yvelas movklav!
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Wou Cung-i
gmadlob, vfiqrob, Wou-s ojaxSi ar moiZebneba Cemi msgavsi suleli, mSvidobiT! (gadis marjvena karidan)
lu s’Feng-i
taxai!
lu taxai
(xmamaRla, gamokidebiT) mousvas!
lu kuei
kargi, kargi, kargi, me Tqven Suqs aginTebT, iq bnela!
Wou Cung-i
gmadlob.
lu s’Feng-i
meore batoniSvilo (garbis)
lu taxai
s’Feng! nu misdev! (dainaxa, rom garbis) ai, suleli!
(gadia lu Semodis marjveba karidan)
lu taxai
deda, iciT, meore batoniSvili Wou iyo mosuli.
lu S’fing-i
vici, karTan vnaxe, vyoymanobdi Semosvlas,
lu taxai
qalbatonma Woum 100 iuen-i gamogzavna.
lu S’fing-i
(ganawyenebuli) hm, araa saWiro misi saCuqrebi, mainc waviyvan Cems qaliSvils.
lu taxai
miemgzavrebiT? s’Feng-Tan erTad?
lu S’fing-i
diax, xvalve.
lu taxai
xval?
lu S’fing-i
diax, gadavifiqre, uciloblad xval.
lu taxai
SesaniSnavia, Zalian kargi, maS saTqmelic aRaraferi maqvs.
lu S’fing-i
ras niSnavs?
lu taxai
(ar amJRavnebs) araferi gansakuTrebuli, rom davbrundi, vxedav, meore batoniSvilTan rogor WukWukebs.
lu S’fing-i
raze saubrobdnen? (uneburad)
lu taxai
(mravalazrovnad) saidan unda vicode, yovel SemTxvevaSi saubari Zalian
gulTbili iyo
lu S’fing-i
(gaocebulia) o?.. (TavisTvis) es rogori sulelia?
lu taxai
deda, naxeT deida Wang-i? rogoraa saqmeebi?
lu S’fing-i
avejs vyidi, gadawyvetilia, movilaparakeT.
lu taxai
Kargia. deda, me wavedi.
lu S’fing-i
Sen saiT?
lu taxai
mTeli Rame rikSiT vatareb xalxs, fuli gagviTavda.
lu S’fing-i
araa saWiro, me maqvs.
lu taxai
ara, kidev dagWirdebaT
(lu taxai marjvena karidan gadis)
lu S’fing-i
(yviris) taxai, taxai!
(Semodis lu s’Feng-i )
lu s’Feng-i
deda, dabrundiT?
lu S’fing-i
davbrundi, batoniSvilis gacilebas Cqarobdi da ver SemamCnie.
lu s’Feng-i
(ganumartavs) meore batoniSvili gamogzavna dedamisma
lu S’fing-i
gavige Seni Zmisgan. raze saubrobdiT?
lu s’Feng-i
batoniSvilze mekiTxebi?
lu S’fing-i
diax. ras gelaparakeboda?
lu s’Feng-i
arafer gansakuTrebulze, ise, rogorc yovelTvis, Cveulebrivad.
lu S’fing-i
Feng-iko, es simarTlea?
lu s’Feng-i
sainteresoa ras geWorava Zma, erTi bewo adamianuri grZnoba ar gaaCnia.
lu S’fing-i
(mkacrad) Feng-iko (uyurebs saxeSi, xels hkidebs) Semomxede, me xom dedaSeni
var, ara?
lu s’Feng-i
deda, ra gWirs?
lu S’fing-i
s’Feng, Sen xom ici, am qveyanaze yvelaze Zalian Sen rom moyvarxar, ici, ara?
lu s’Feng-i
deda, ra saWiroa aseTi saubari
lu S’fing-i
nuTu dedaSeni yvelaze sabralo beberia am qveyanaze, aravis ar unda?
lu s’Feng-i
deda, ar aris marTali, me miyvarxar
lu S’fing-i
maS me SenTan erTaderTi Txovna maqvs
lu s’Feng-i
deda, maS miTxariT, raSia saqme?
lu S’fing-i
Sen valdebuli xar miTxra, bolos da bolos Sen da batoniSvil Wou-s ra
urTierToba gaqvT?
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lu s’Feng-i
rasakvirvelia, Zma raRac sisuleleebze geWorava, ra giTxraT?
lu S’fing-i
man ara. mas araferi gansakuTrebuli ar uTqvams, magram me deda var Seni da
Sengan minda gavigo!
(Soridan ZlivsRa aRwevs Weqa-quxilis xma)
lu lu s’Feng-i
ratom mekiTxebi? me xom mogiyevi, araferi, deda, damijere, araferi.
(Soridan isev ismis Weqa-quxilis susti xma)
lu S’fing-i
mousmine, elvaa da Weqa-quxili, nu scodav, nu matyueb!
(pauza)
lu s’Feng-i
deda, me ar gatyueb! me xom giTxari, bolo ori weli...
(lu kuei-s xma: S’fing, modiT, daweqiT, ukve Zalian gviania)
lu S’fing-i
me nu melodebi, daweqi da daiZine!
[lu kuei: Semodi!
lu S’fing-i
nu mbrZaneblob! _ (s’Feng-s) ra Tqvi?
lu s’Feng-i
me xom giTxariT, bolo ori welia yoveldRe Sin vbrundebi, Rames yovelTvis Sin vaTev.
lu S’fing-i
Sviliko, simarTle unda miTxra, me ver avitan dartymebs _
lu s’Feng-i
(qviTinebs) deda, deda, ratom ar gjeraT RviZli Svilis? (mklavebSi uvardeba, exveva, tiris)
lu S’fing-i
(cremlebs iwmends) Feng-iko, Cemo sabralo Svilo, Zalian miyvarxar da meSinia ucxom raime ziani ar mogayenos, ar gagajavros, (tkiviliT), zedmetad ver vendobi adamianebs.
Cemo sulelo, Sen ar gesmis dedaSenis SiSi, dardi. Znelia moyola imisa, Tu rogori ymawvil-qaloba mqonda, ramdeni Wir-varami gadavitane, gverdiT ar myavda adamiani, vinc bevri ubedurebisagan
damicavda. me erTxel wamicda fexi da es Cemi bedisaTvis miutevebeli aRmoCnda, Semdeg Secdomebi
Secdomebs mohyva da mTeli Cemi cxovreba SecdomebSi gavatare. erTi qaliSvili gagaCine da ar
minda vinmem mogatyuos, adamianis gulebi Seicvala, magram me Sen ise Zalian miyvarxar, rom ver
gadavitan Tu Senc momatyueb!
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ara, deda, dReidan sicocxlis bolomde Seni var, mxolod Seni.
lu S’fing-i
(moulodnelad) Feng-iko, me aq yoveldRiurad iseT gancdebSi var, rom
xval unda gavemgzavroT da piri ar unda vqnaT aqeT.
lu s’Feng-i
ra? xvalve? (adga)
lu S’fing-i
(mtkiced) hm, diax!
lu s’Feng-i
deda, ratom ase adre?
lu S’fing-i
Sen ra, saqmeebi gaqvs?
lu s’Feng-i
(gaubedavad) ara, me, me...
lu S’fing-i
ar ginda dedasTan erTad cota adre wasvla?
lu s’Feng-i
(mwared gaiRima, amoioxra) ar iqneba cudi, xval, iyos xval.
lu S’fing-i
(eWvianobs) Svilo, kidev raimes mimalav?
lu s’Feng-i
(Rvar-RvariT wamosul cremlebs iwmends) deda, arafers.
lu S’fing-i
(keTilganwyobiT) Sviliko, daixsome rac giTxari?
lu s’Feng-i
davixsome.
lu S’fing-i
Feng-iko, me moviTxov rom, Sen arasodes ar Sexvedriliyavi Wou-s ojaxis
arc erT wevrs!
lu s’Feng-i
(guldamZimebuli) keTili, deda.
lu S’fing-i
(Sewuxebuli) ara, daifice!
lu s’Feng-i
(muxlebze ecema) deda, (muxlebze Semoxvevs xelebs), ara, ara, deda, ar
SemiZlia.
lu S’fing-i
(cremli sdis) Sen ginda guli damikodo? nuTu yvelaferi dagaviwyda?
yvelaferi? Seni avadmyofobis gamo kinaRam movkvdi, dagaviwyda? rogor givlidi, axla... (Setrialdeba da qviTinebs)
lu lu s’Feng-i o, kargi deda, davificeb, davificeb.
lu S’fing-i
ai ase, daiCoqe da ise daifice (TviTon dgeba)
[Weqa-quxilis xma axlovdeba
lu s’Feng-i
(gulgatexili) maS, maSin dae, mexi dameces (dedas mkavebSi uvardeba) o, deda,
Zvirfaso, o! _ (xmamaRla qviTinebs)
[elva TiTqos caze gasrialda
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lu S’fing-i
(gulSi hyavs Caxutebuli qaliSvili, mosTqvams) uvargisia dedaSeni, cudi,
mapatie, mapatie (tiris)
[lu kuei marjvena karidan Semodis, ixdis perangs, usaxeloebo zedatanis amara rCeba, uformo sxeuli zednadebi cximis feniT, cximiani kanis gamo saxe ulaplapebs, mReris, zluqunebs, TvalebmoWutuli uyurebs orives)
lu kuei
ase gvian kidev ar gZinavT (uyurebs gadia lu-s) raze, es Tqven!
lu S’fing-i
ar aris Seni saqme, wadi da daweqi, me s’Feng-Tan davwvebi.
lu kuei
ra?
lu s’Feng-i
ara, deda, wadi, momeci saSualeba marto davrCe
lu kuei
S’fing, mTeli dRe s’Feng-i gancdebSia, SenRa aklixar, ra ginda misgan?
lu S’fing-i
Feng-iko, Sviliko, Sen marTla ar ginda, rom SenTan davwve?
lu s’Feng-i
deda, neba momeci martom davisveno.
lu kuei
ai, xom xedav, wadi. ra ginda? gauSvi gogom kargad daisvenos, is xom miCveulia calke Zils. kargi, me wavedi.
[lu kuei midis)
lu S’fing-i
kargi, amjeradac Feng-iko kargad gamoiZine, mere Semovixedav
lu s’Feng-i
keTili, deda!
(gadia lu gadis. lu s’Feng-i magrad xuravs marjvena kars, kedlis miRmidan ismis lu kueis simRera. imeorebs teqstsa da melodias. s’Feng-i dgeba, midis mrgval magidasTan, lamfas als
uklebs, ixdis tanisamoss, sawolis kideze mjdari ayuradebs ZaRlebis yefasa da bayayebis yiyins.
fanjris miRma Ramis yarauli sarakuniT dros gvamcnobs. saxeze xelsaxociT ofls iwmends, iniavebs maraoTi, sulSi saSineli SfoTi utrialebs, isev midis magidasTan. isev lu kuei-s simRera.
xels idebs mkerdze da grZnobs rogor ewvis, aRmoxdeba sityva `o, gangebav!~ ucbad iRebs Rvinis
boTls, imedgawyvetili mosvams, isev miujdeba magidas.)
[lu kuei Semoflastundeba)
lu kuei
ratom ar gZinavs?
lu s’Feng-i
(uyurebs mas) diax.
lu kuei
(xedavs, boTli uWiravs) dalevis neba vin mogca? (siciliT, magididan iRebs
Rvinosa da sauzmes) wadi, wadi, daiZine.
lu s’Feng-i
(rogorc mTvareuli) diax.
lu kuei
(karebTan misuli) gviania, dedas dauZinia
[lu kuei midis
( lu s’Feng-i miuaxlovdeba marcxena kars, xuravs, ayuradebs, miva mrgval magidasTan, muSts
ubraxunebs, ukidebs sigarets da ucbad, `o, gangebav!~ garedan ismis xma, romelsac mowyurebuli
ayuradebs, lamfas Suqs umatebs da iwyebs gaxSirebul sunTqvas. stvenis xma axlovdeba, naTebas
asustebs, magidas mikrul smenadqceuls fanjris miRma nabijebis xma da
xvela akrTobs. lu
s’Feng-i msubuqi nabijiT uaxlovdeba fanjaras, eyrdnoba. igi pirisaxiT mayureblisakenaa)
(garedan xmauria; kakuni fanjaraze)
lu s’Feng-i
(akankalebuli) o!
(garedan xma: fanjaraze kakuni): e! gaaRe, gamiRe!
lu s’Feng-i
vin aris?
(xma garedan (gaurkvevlad): aba Tu mixvdebi!
lu s’Feng-i
axla ar SemiZlia SenTan Sexvedra (saxeze feri ekargeba. kankalebs)
(garedan: (siciliT, gaurkvevlad) guliT ambob amas?
lu s’Feng-i
(aRelvebiT, Cqarobs) deda saxlSia
(garedan xma agulianebs. `mere ra, man daiZina~)
lu s’Feng-i
(mzrunvelobiT) gafrTxildi, Cemi Zma dasanaxavad ver gitans, da arc xumrobs
(xma garedan. mis sityvebs arc ukvirdeba) is saxlSi araa, me vici.
lu s’Feng-i
(zurgiT mayureblisaken trialdeba) wadi!
(xma garedan: ara! (Zlierad awveba fanjaras, Feng-i mTeli ZaliT akavebs)
lu s’Feng-i
(Zlier aRelvebuli) ara, ara, ar Semoxvide.
(xma: (Cumad) s’Feng, s’Feng, gemudarebi! gamiRe!
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ara! ukve Sua Ramea, gaxdili var.
(xma: (naCqarevad) ra? gaxdili?
lu s’Feng-i
diax (uneburad Tavs uqnevs) me ukve sawolSi var.
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(xma: (akankalebuli) maSin... maSin... me... me... (oxvra)
lu s’Feng-i
(xvewniT) ar aris Semosvla saWiro, kargi?
(xma: (sxva toniT) keTili, kargi, waval (naCqarevad), magram fanjara jer cota SeaRe, me...
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ara! wadi Cqara
(xma: (gulRiad) ara, Feng, ufleba momeci... mxolod gakoco...
lu s’Feng-i
(gatanjuli) o, ufroso batoniSvilo, esec xom Tqveni rezidencia araa,
geyofa Cemi tanjva.
(xma: (ganawyenebuli) e.i. dagaviwydi,
lu s’Feng-i
(mtkiced) diax, diax. (Setrialdeba saxiT mayureblisaken, gatanjuli, naRvlianad) me dagiviwye, wadi.
(xma: (moulodnelad, e.i. Cemi Zamiko iyo SenTan?)
lu s’Feng-i
(meryeobs) aba ra, diax.. iman... iman... Semoiara!
(xma: (daeWvebuli, zizRiT) vai! (xangrZlivi oxvra), axla gasagebia, ucnauri sulac ar aris,
rom Sen aseTi gaxdi!
lu s’Feng-i
(gamouval mdgomareobaSi) magram SenTvis xom naTelia, rom me is ar miyvars.
(xma: (mliqvnelurad) hm, miTumetes, ugulov... magram gafrTxildi, Tu muxanaTob, ar gapatieb
(ironiul-sarkastuli sicili)
lu s’Feng-i
ra muxanaTobazea laparaki
(xma: (mouTmenlad, gaRizianebiT) maS ratom ar aReb kars? ratom ar miSveb? Sen xom ici, rom
wrfeli guliT miyvarxar, rom Sens gareSe ar SemiZlia.
lu s’Feng-i
(xvewniT) oh, ufroso batoniSvilo, kmara Cemi tanjva, kargi? dRes, erT dReSi Seni gulisaTvis amdeni usiamovneba, ar aris sakmarisi?
(xma: (gulwrfelad) magram, me xom vaRiareb, rom vcdebodi, Tumca axla minda Seni naxva, ai
zustad Seni naxva.
lu s’Feng-i
(oxravs) kargi, saubari xvalisaTvis gadavdoT, gTxov! xval yvelaferi iqneba
ise, rogorc Sen moisurveb, yvelaferSi dagemorCilebi!
(xma: (xvewna-mudariT) xval?
lu s’Feng-i
(simwriT icinis, cremli sdis, iwmends) xval! ase, xval.
(xma: (eWviT) xval, es simarTlea?
lu s’Feng-i
diax, simarTlea, me arasodes momityuebixar.
(xma: kargi, iyos ase, xval, maS nuRar damadanaSauleb).
(nabijebis xma)
lu s’Feng-i
waxvedi?
(xma: diax, mivdivar)
(nabijebis xma Sordeba)
lu s’Feng-i
(TiTqos lodi gulidan moswyda, TavisTvis) wavida! is wavida! o, (mkerdze
ikidebs xels, usmens gulis cemas) ra CaxuTulia, ra sicxea (aRebs fanjaras, dgas, niavi uberavs,
xels isvams gavarvarebul, anTebul loyebze, oxravs, oh!)
(sruliad moulodnelad Wou fing-i TiTqos amoizida fanjris win)
lu s’Feng-i
vai, deda! (aCqarebiT mixuravs fanjaras, magram Wou fing-i aRebs da iwyeba
maT Soris bRlarZuni)
Wou fing-i
(fanjris daraba uWiravs) axla ki ukve ver SeZleb Cems gagdebas.
lu s’Feng-i
(mTeli ZaliT cdilobs fanjris daketvas) Sen... Sen... Sen.. wadi ra!(erTmaneTs
awvebian fanjris CarCoTi, jer-jerobiT verc erTi ver jobnis)
(bolos Wou fing-i Semoxteba fanjaraSi, bolomde galumpuli, TixaSi amogangluli, marjvena
loya sisxliT aqvs dasvrili)
Wou fing-i
xom xedav, mainc SevZeli SemoZroma!
lu s’Feng-i
Sen isev nasvami, mTvrali xar!
Wou fing-i
o, ara (xvewniT) s’Feng, ratom gamirbixar? dRes gegma Seicvala, me xval dilidan mivemgzavrebi, Sen ki ginda Cemi gabriyveba da meubnebi, xval SevxvdeTo. Seni naxvisaTvis
aseTi cota dro mrCeba. ratom gamirbixar? geSinia Cemi? (trialdeba marjvniv. meore loyac dasisxlianebuli uCans)
lu s’Feng-i
(SeSinebuli) ra dagemarTa saxeze? (mianiSnebs)
Wou fing-i
(saxeze ikidebs xels da xelis gulic usisxliandeba) geZebdi, fexi damisrialda da davimtveri (uaxlovdeba Feng-s da ekvris)
lu s’Feng-i
ara, ara. wadi! gemudarebi, waadi!
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Wou fing-i
(ucnaurad icinis) ara, am jerze me unda kargad dagakvirde (xels hkidebs
xelze)
(Zlierad daiquxa)
lu s’Feng-i
(xelidan gamoecala) ara, gesmis? daiquxa, rogori Weqa-quxilia, fanjara
mixure. elavs.
(fing-i emorCileba)
Wou fing-i
Sen raRam SegaSina?
lu s’Feng-i
(akankalebuli xmiT) Seni, Seni meSinia (ukan ixevs), Sexede, ra saSineli saxe
gaqvs, arc meti, arc naklebi mkvlelis... mTeli saxe sisxlSi gaqvs... ver gcnob... Sen...
Wou fing-i
(iseTive ucnauri RimiliT) Sen ra gegona, vin var? Cemo sulelo? (isev mis
xels hkidebs xels)
(garedan xma da qalis xvneSa ismis. kakuni fanjaraSi)
lu s’Feng-i
(Zlierad kravs xels) momismine! ra aris? TiTqos fanjris miRma viRac dgas
da CurCulebs.
Wou fing-i
sisulelea (ayuradebs) aravin, araferi!
lu s’Feng-i
momeCvena qalis xma, xvneSa.
Wou fing-i
(ayuradebs) ara, arferia! (ucbad gadaixarxara) sulebis xma Tu iyo? kui, mogeCvena? (ganmarteba: Zveli gagebiT kui gardacvlilis sulia garkveuli saxiT, romelic SeiZleba
adamians moeCvenos. amitom maTi qcevac, damokidebuleba cocxlebis an maTi STamomavlobis mimarT
Sesabamisia. rac Seexeba suls _ ling, gardacvlilis sulia, manam is sxeulSia; hun- zogadad sulia;
wing _ gardasaxuli sulia _ energia; amis gamo aq igulisxmeba kui, romelic axlosaa eSmakTan, an
gardacvlilis sulTan, romlis moCvenebiTi saxe yovelTvis SemaSinebelia)
[Weqa-quxili gaZlierda. ucbaT yvelam da yvelaferma suli ganaba, rasac mohyva Zlieri mexis
gavardna)
(Cumad) oi, Cemo dedi (miirbina fing-Tan da gulSi Caekona), meSinia, meSinia! (gamoexsna da
kuTxisken daixia)
(elavs, scena TandaTan bneldeba, qarma Riad datovebuli fanjara Semoafriala. gareT ukuni
sibnelea. ucbaT molurjo-mocisfro elva, gveliviT, Tavzardamcemad gaiklakna. mis fonze gamoCndeba saSineli moCveneba, mkvdariviT fermixdili Fani-s saxe. saxeze nakadulebad moedineba
wvimis wyali, mis saxes TiTqos Rimili gadahkvria, sinamdvileSi krunCxvisagan SeboWili saxis kunTebia. Cans agreTve ori erTmaneTSi mWidrod Caxveuli adamiani. elvis naTebis dasrulebasTan
erTad, fanjris miRma iseTi ukuniTi sibnele isadgurebs, TiTqos Savi zeTis saRebavebiT SeeRebaT. isev ielvebs, lu s’Feng-i frTxilad ketavs fanjaras, Weqa-quxili ismis sul Sorsa da Sors,
magram mkafiod. oTaxSi sibnelea, SeuZlebelia ramis an vinmes garCeva, magram garkveviT ismis s’
Feng-is xma
lu s’Feng-i
(Cumad) momexvie, magrad momexvie, ise meSinia
(scena xan naTdeba, xanac bneldeba, magram Cans mxolod mrgval magidaze navTis lamfa da gareT caze gveliviT gawolili elvis naTeba. ismis saxlSi dabrunebuli taxai-s xma da kakuni. scena
TandaTanobiT naTdeba. Wou fing-i zis savarZelSi, lu s’Feng-i dgas mis siaxloves.
Wou fing-i
(ayuradebs) vin SeiZleba iyos?
lu s’Feng-i
gaCumdi!
[gadia lu-s xma: taxai, dabrundi?
(taxai-s xma: Tavsxmaa, moulodnelad riqSis sadgomis saxuravi Camoingra)
lu s’Feng-i
(aRelvebuli, Cqara, Cumad) Zma dabrunda. wadi, Cqara wadi.
(fing-i midis fanjarasTan, cdilobs gaRebas)
Wou fing-i
(mTeli ZaliT) ucnauria!
lu s’Feng-i
ra?
Wou fing-i
(swrafad) fanjara garedan viRacas Cauketavs.
lu s’Feng-i
(SeSinebuli) rao? marTla? vis SeeZlo es eqna?
Wou fing-i
(isev cdilobs gaRebas), ar iReba.
lu s’Feng-i
gaCerdi, karebTan dganan.
(taxai-s xma: deda, sawolis dafebi sadaa?
(gadia lu-s xma: s’Feng-Tan oTaxSi)
lu s’Feng-i
oi, fing! Semovlen. daimale, aba daimale.
[s’Feng-s mihyavs marcxena karisaken. taxai lamfiT xelSi Semodis)
lu taxai
(nela, magram xmamaRla) ra? (xedavs orives gaqvavebulebs) deda! SemodiT ra,
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es ra oxrobaa!
(gadia lu Semodis)
lu S’fing-i
o, cis gangebav, o, RmerTebo! (xma exliCeba)
lu s’Feng-i
(xedavs deda rogor mirbis marjvena karisken, udidesi sulieri tkiviliT)
a!
(gadia lu-s urdulze upyria xeli, sacaa guli wauva)
lu taxai
o, es Sena xar?! (iRebs magididan did, farTepirian mzareulis danas, fing-s
mivardeba, gadia lu mTeli ZaliT cdilobs samosis sayeloTi fing-is daWeras,)
lu S’fing-i
taxai, SeCerdi, daiZvrebi adgilidan, maSinve Sens win davlev suls.
lu taxai
gamSviT! gamSviT! (fexebis braguniT)
lu S’fing-i
(xedavs, fing-i TiTqos miwaSi Casobili dgas, yviris) sulelo, ratom ar
garbixar! gaiqeci!
(fing-i gonze movida, marjvena karidan garbis)
lu taxai
(yviris) daiWireT! daiWireT! mama daiWi! (deda moexvia taxai-s da ar uSvebs,
taxai ramdenime nabijis manZilze miaTrevs)
lu S’fing-i
(xedavs, rom fing-ma Tavs uSvela da veRar daewevian, jdeba iatakze, misi
mzera gaqvavebuli, gaSterebulia) o, cis gangebav!
lu taxai
(erT adgils tkepnis) deda! deda! ra suleli xar!
(lu kuei Semodis)
lu kuei
wavida? lu s’Feng-i sadRaa?
lu taxai
unamuso pirutyvi! gaiqca!
lu S’fing-i
vai, Cemo Svilo! Svilo Cemo, gareT wyals miaqvs yvelaferi _ wyaldidobaa,
sad wavida, o, s’Feng-, RmerTma nu qnas... (mirbis da yviris) s’Feng!
lu taxai
(gaqceul dedas xels stacebs) Sen saiT?
lu S’feng-i
aseT TavsxmaSi, movZebni.
lu taxai
kargi, mec wamoval.
lu S’fing-i
ver dagelodebi! (mirbis yviriliT `s’Feng~, xma vrceldeba)
(lu kuei quds stacebs xels da isic garbis, taxai rCeba marto, midis skivrisken, iRebs pistolets, uyurebs, ubeSi idebs da gadis. Weqa-quxili, elva grZeldeba. aqti mTavrdeba wvimis xmauriTa
da lu S’fing-is ZaxiliT `s’Feng!~
farda swrafad eSveba
IV moqmedeba
scenaze Wou fuiuen-is misaRebi oTaxia. daaxloebiT Ramis 2 saaTi.
(ixdeba farda. Wou fuiuen-i zis divanze, torSeris Suqze, romelic oTaxis mxolod nawils
anaTebs. kiTxulobs sabuTebs.. oTaxis danarCeni nawili Cabnelebulia. martoa.)
(garedan mkafiod ismis Zlieri Weqa-quxilisa da wvimis xma. fanjaraze fardaa CamoSvebuli.
Sua kari mWidrodaa daxuruli, magram karis fanjrebidan Cans, rogor CaunTqavs sibneles garemo,
Tumca elvis cisferi naTeba drodadro sinaTles hfens dedamiwas. am fonze eleqtronis boZebi da
xeebi TiTqosda Savi tonebis konturebiT dauxatavT da es Semzarav STabeWdilebas tovebs. maSin,
roca Tvalis Cini sibneles moucavs, magram rogorc ki elvis naTeba qreba, es zmanebac myisierad
uCinardeba.)
Wou fuiuen-i
(sabuTebs kiTxvas Tavs anebebs/. amTqnarebs, daRlil-daqanculi izmoreba)
xalxo! modiT vinme! (iRebs saTvales,SedarebiT xmamaRla ambobs) Semodi! (wmends saTvales,miemarTeba
sasadilos marcxena karisken. misTvis Cveuli mSvidi intonaciiT) aris aq vinme? (Weqa-quxili wydeba, miemarTeba karadis marjvena mxarisken. rekavs zars. rogorRac bunebrivad, mis TvalTaxedvis
areSi moeqceva S’fing-is foto. iRebs, ikeTebs saTvales da uyurebs)
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(Semodis msaxuri)
msaxuri
batono!
Wou fuiuen-i
didxans vcdilobdi SenTvis xma momewvdina.
msaxuri
gareT wvimis xmauria, araferi ismis.
Wou fuiuen-i
(saaTze mianiSnebs) ratom gaCerebula saaTi (cdilobs axsnas) yovelTvis
mxolod lu s’Feng-i marTavda, dRes wavida, xom xedavT, dagvaviwyda.
Wou fuiuen-i
ra droa?
msaxuri
o, daaxloebiT ori saaTia.
Wou fuiuen-i
axlaxans davubare buRalters wingnan-Si fulis gadaegzavna, Seasrules?
gaerkvnen?
msaxuri
Tqven brZaneT, wingnan-Si erTi pirovnebisaTvis, gvarad lu- sTvis, asea
ara?
Wou fuiuen-i
(Tavs uqnevs)
msaxuri
yvelaferi mzadaa.
(gareT Weqa-quxilia. Wou fuiuen-i Setrialdeba da baRs gascqeris)
Wou fuiuen-i
gliciniebis fanCaturTan eleqtrosadeni dazianda, qalbatonma amis Taobaze Tadarigi daiWira, SeakeTes?
msaxuri
gamoiZaxes, magram xelosanma wvimis gamo SekeTebaze uari ganacxada,
dagvpirda, xval mova.
Wou fuiuen-i
nuTu saSiSi araa?
msaxuri
rasakvirvelia. sul cota xnis win ufrosi batoniSvilis ZaRlma gaiara,
sadens rom Sexeboda dakoWldeboda. magram Cven TokiT SemovzRudeT is adgili, veravin Seexeba.
Wou fuiuen-i
ai, Turme, romeli saaTia?
msaxuri
vfiqrob orze metia. batoni ar inebebs dawolas?
Wou fuiuen-i
qalbatons sTxove.
msaxuri
qalbatons ukve sZinavs.
Wou fuiuen-i
(sasxvaTaSorisod) umcrosi batoniSvili sad aris?
msaxuri
didi xania sZinavs.
Wou fuiuen-i
maS naxe, ras akeTebs ufrosi batoniSvili.
msaxuri
vaxSmis Semdeg gavida, jerac ar dabrunebula.
(pauza)
Wou fuiuen-i
(midis divanTan, jdeba, naRvlianad) ra xdeba, saxlSi erTi sulieri araa?
msaxuri
diax, batono, aravin.
Wou fuiuen-i
dRes diliT arc erTi stumari?
msaxuri
diax, batono. gareT iseTi Tavsxmaa, visac saxli aqvs, yvela Sin iketeba.
Wou fuiuen-i
(amTqnarebs, grZnobs martoobas, sicarieles) rogorc sCans, saxlSi mxolod
me ar mZinavs.
msaxuri
diax, TiTqmis yvelas sZinavs.
Wou fuiuen-i
kargi, wadi.
msaxuri
Tqven araferi gsurT?
Wou fuiuen-i
araferi.
[msaxuri gadis Sua karidan. fuiuen-i bolTas scems. bolos Cerdeba karadis marjvniv, isev
iRebs fotos. anTebs WaRs. am dros Wou Cung-i sasadilo oTaxidan Semodis.)
Wou fuiuen-i
(gaocebuli da gaxarebuli) es Sena xar? Sen jerac ar gZinavs?
Wou Cung-i
diax.
Wou fuiuen-i
me meZebdi?
Wou Cung-i
ara, megona deda aq iyo.
Wou fuiuen-i
(gulgatexili) aa, dedaSeni zeviTaa.
Wou Cung-i
ara mgonia, mis karebze sakmaod didxans vakakune, kari daketilia. keTili.
e.i. SesaZlebelia... mama, kargi, me wavedi.
Wou fuiuen-i
Cunig-ko (Cerdeba) ar waxvide.
Wou Cung-i
ma, CemTan saqme gaqvT?
Wou fuiuen-i
ara (siyvaruliT), aqamde ratom ar gZinavs?
Wou Cung-i
(morCilebiT) diax, mama, damigvianda, waval, davwvebi.
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Wou
Wou
Wou
Wou
Wou
Wou
Wou
Wou
Wou
Wou
fuiuen-i
Cung-i
fuiuen-i
Cung-i
fuiuen-i
Cung-i
fuiuen-i
Cung-i
fuiuen-i
Cung-i
sadilis Semdeg Tu dalie eqim qei-s gamowerili wamali?
davlie.
CogburTi iTamaSe?
diax.
karg gunebaze xar?
diax, mama.
(dgeba, xelze xelsa hkidebs) vfiqrob, TiTqos Cemi geSinia, ratom?
(civad) diax, mama.
Sen TiTqos CemiT ukmayofilo xar, es asea?
(darcxvenili) me, me ar SemiZlia amis gamoTqma, ma.
(pauza)
(Wou fuiuen-i brundeba divanisaken, oxravs)
Wou fuiuen-i
(naRvlianad) dRes mamaSenma igrZno, rom cota ar iyos daberebula (pauza)
gesmis?
Wou Cung-i
(civad) ara, ar mesmis.
Wou fuiuen-i
(moulodnelad) ar geSinia imis gafiqrebisa, rom erT mSvenier dRes, moulodnelad, mamaSeni mokvdeba da Senze mzrunveli aRaravin iqneba? nuTu ar geSinia?
Wou Cung-i
(umetyvelo saxiT) ma ki, meSinia.
Wou fuiuen-i
(cdilobs ufro metad alersiani iyos da Svili daixlovos) dRes diliT
Sen meubnebodi, rom Seni sakuTari fuliT mavanisaTvis swavlis fulis gadaxda gsurs. me, SesaZloa
amis ganxorcielebis neba dagrTo.
Wou Cung-i
(sinanuliT) es imitom, rom briyvi var, momavalSi msgavs sisuleleebs aRar
vityvi.
[pauza
Wou fuiuen-i
(vedrebiT) zeg axal saxlSi gadavdivarT, xom gixaria?
Wou Cung-i
hm, (Tavs uqnevs)
[pauza
Wou fuiuen-i
(sayveduriT Sehyurebs) Sen ise Zunwad saubrob CemTan!
Wou Cung-i
(mindobiT, iniciativis gareSe) hm, xo, ar SemiZlia Cemi azris gamoTqma. rogorc wesi, Cveni naxvis survilic ar gaqvT. gulwrfelad Tu vityvi, dRes, Tqven... cota ucnaurad
meCvenebiT, me, me...
Wou fuiuen-i
(Wou Cung-is azris damTavrebis survili ara aqvs) xo, kargi, wadi!
Wou Cung-i
keTili, mama.
(Cung-i gadis sasadilodan gamavali karidan)
(Wou fuiuen-i gulgatexili Tvals miayolebs vaJs, iRebs S’fing-is suraTs da yovelgvari
enTuziazmis gareSe, damwuxrebuli mimoixedavs garSemo, anTebs torSers, midis kabinetisken.)
(Wou Fani Cumad Semodis Sua karidan. sawvimridan da Tmebidan wvimis wveTebi iRvreba. misi
gafiTrebuli saxe maRali, Txeli, TeTri cxviriT, tuCis sacxisagan RaJRaJa, wiTeli, wvrili tuCebiT, sibneleSi TabaSiridan gamoqandakebul, samaskarade niRabs Camohgavs, anu misi saxe arabunebrivad mkacri. umetyvelo da gayinulia. radgan xangrZlivma winaaRmdegobam siZulvilsa da siyvaruls Soris, mis sulsa da gulSi yvelaferi saTno amohbuga da SurisZiebis grZnoba aRagzno. xedavs,
rogori gakvirvebuli umzers fuiuen-i da apirebs kabinetSi Sesvlas.
[is amCnevs fuiuien-s da isic gakvrvebuli uyurebs mas
Wou Fani
(gakvirvebis gareSe) kidev ar dawolilxar? (Sua karTan mdgari ar inZreva)
Wou fuiuen-i
es Sena xar!? (uxeSad miabijebs misken) sad yofilxar? (Cerdeba) mTeli saRamo Seni vaJi Cung-iko dageZebda.
Wou Fani
(civad) saseirnod gamovedi.
Wou fuiuen-i
am TavsxmaSi?
Wou Fani
diax, (moulodnelad, SurisZiebis grZnobiT) me xom sulierad avadmyofi
var
Wou fuiuen-i
kidev erTxel gekiTxebi, sad iyavi?
Wou Fani
(zizRiT) araa Seni saqme!
Wou fuiuen-i
(TaviT fexebamde CaaTvalierebs) mTlad galumpulxar, wadi, gamoicvale!
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Wou Fani
(civad, Cafiqrebuli) Cems sulSi cecxli gizgizebs, gareT vgrildebodi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(mobezrda mosmena) Sewyvite sisuleleebis laparaki, bolos da bolos, sad
iyavi?
Wou Fani
(uyurebs arafrismTqmeli saxiT, saubrobs garkveviT, gamomxatvelad)) Sens
saxlSi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(mouTmenlad) ras niSnavs, Cems saxlSi?
Wou Fani
(grZnobs Surisgebis gemos, misTvis damaxasiaTebeli RvarZliani sixaruliT) xo, aba, baRSi msxverplSewirvis rituals aRvasrulebdi, wvimas vavedrebdi Cems tkivils.
Wou fuiuen-i
mTeli Rame?
Wou Fani
(sixaruliT) diax, mTeli Rame, wvima mesalbuneboda.
[pauza. Wou fuiuen-i gakvirvebuli Sescqeris mas, Wou Fani, rogorc TabaSiris qandakeba
karebSi isea aziduli)
Wou fuiuen-i
Fani! vfiqrob unda axvide Sens saZinebelSi, wadi, daisvene!
Wou Fani
(civad) ara, ara! (moulodnelad) ra giWiravs xelSi (zizRiT) oh, isev im qalis suraTi (xels gauwvdis gamosarTmevad)
Wou fuiuen-i
SegiZlia arc uyuro, es mxolod da mxolod fing-ikos dedaa.
Wou Fani
(ori nabijiT iuaxlovdeba mas. swrafad stacebs xelidan suraTs, miemarTeba torSerisaken, raTa kargad Sexedos) fing-ikos deda lamazia.
[Wou fuiuen-i yuradRebas ar aqcevs, jdeba divanze)
Wou Fani
minda gkiTxo, marTla aseTia?
Wou fuiuen-i
diax.
Wou Fani
aseTi, qaluri, morCili.
Wou fuiuen-i
(iyureba sadRac Sors)
Wou Fani
Cans, rom sulelic ar unda iyos.
Wou fuiuen-i
(Cafiqrebuli) diax.
Wou Fani
(gaxarebuli) da aseTi axalgazrda.
Wou fuiuen-i
(uneburad) ara, ara, ukve daberda.
Wou Fani
(gaaxsenda) is xom didi xnis gardacvlilia?
Wou fuiuen-i
diax, did xnis.
Wou Fani
(gakvirvebuli) ucnauria, TiTqos sadRac minaxavs.
Wou fuiuen-i
(Tavs swevs maRla, daeWvebuli) ara, ara, es SeuZlebelia, sad SeiZleboda
misi naxva?
Wou Fani
(moulodnelad) saxeli ki lamazi aqvs, S’fing. Tumca saxels, cota ar iyos,
monis Sesaferisi JReradoba aqvs, magram mainc saxeli daxvewilia!
Wou fuiuen-i
sakmarisia, geyofa, wadi da daiZine (dgeba, iRebs fotos)
Wou Fani
es riRasTvisRa ginda?
Wou fuiuen-i
zeg gadavdivarT axal saxlSi, vSiSob ar gatexon.
Wou Fani
ara, ara, (xelidan arTmevs suraTs) erTi RamiTac datove (ucnauri RimiliT) aravin gatexavs, Seni gulisaTvis me mivaqcev yuradRebas (dgams suraTs magidaze)
Wou fuiuen-i
Tavi Wkuanaklulad nu mogaqvs, Sen xom yasidad, gangeb akeTeb amas?
Wou Fani
ras vizam, SeSlili var, miTumetes, gTxov, nu Semexebi.
Wou fuiuen-i
(Trgunavs Sinagan ammboxs) keTili, adi zeviT, marto yofna minda, davisveneb.
Wou Fani
ara, swored mec aq minda martoobaSi yofna, nu magdeb.
Wou fuiuen-i
(mkacrad) Fani, wadi! ukve gibrZaneb, wadi!
Wou Fani
(zizRiT) ara, ar msurs, mogaxseneb, rom (moulodnelad gaborotebuli) ar
minda!
[pauza
Wou fuiuen-i
(xmas uwevs) aba, yuradReba miapyari (TiTs