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SERIAL POEMS AND VARIATIONS
BY
TOBY LURIE
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PREFACE
This book consists of language compositions constructed in much the same way that music is
composed using the serial technique. Arnold Schoenberg is generally credited with inventing
this system which consists of twelve chromatic pitches which exist within the range of a
diatonic scale. In music a tonal theme is created from these twelve pitches and is repeated
as a loop with some variations. I apply this same formula to words when composing my
serial poems, sometimes with strict adherence to the form and sometimes with liberal variations.
This book is part of an expanding series of books emerging from my long neglected need
to do some serious house-cleaning. A wish to rid myself of some embarrassingly bad poetry,
and to prepare what remains, and what is considerable, for the possibility of later publication.
I’ve always considered my language compositions as much music as poetry, and would therefore
strongly recommend that it be read aloud by as many voices as are called for, so that it might
be heard by the outer as well as the inner ear. Dashes indicate silence and parenthesis indicate
that a theme is being borrowed from another voice or is moving backwards.
Toby Lurie
6/113/04
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SERIAL VARIATIONS #2
1 But this
2
knowing
Sad song
3
Heaven
4
Nothing collapses
5
in the lost
Spring night
1
shudders
strange
2
to someone
rusting
3 in sorrow - - - - -
soon awakens
4
beyond - - - - -
5
laughter
1
draped in silence - - - - -
2 in whisper
of innocence
3
4
5
life tender thread
forgotten
looked cruel
3
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Withholding
2
because myself
3
its own punishment
4 lands now fading - - - - -
5
Noble youth
1 another
2
But this knowing
is feeling alone
strange
But this
3
4
within soul
5
1
2 knowing
is in sadness - - - - -
to someone
draped in silence
strange
withholding
to someone draped
in silence
3
4
5
4
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1 another
2
withholding another - - - - -
3
4
Spring
5
Spring night shudders
night
laughter
looked cruel
1
2
Nothing
3
Nothing collapses
4 shudders laughter
5
looked cruel
noble youth
is in sadness
1
2
collapses - - - - -
In the lost beyond forgotten lands
3
4 noble
In the lost beyond forgotten lands
youth is in sadness
5
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1 Sad song
rusting
2
3
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now fading - - - - -
now fading - - - - -
within
soul
4
5
Sad song
1 in whisper
2
of innocence - - - - -
rusting
because
myself
within soul
3
4
5
in whisper
1 is feeling
of innocence
alone
2
Heaven in sorrow
3
Heaven in sorrow soon awakens
4
5
because myself
is feeling alone - - - - -
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Heaven in sorrow soon awakens life tender thread its own punishment
2 soon awakens life tender thread its own punishment
3 life tender thread its own punishment
4 Heaven in sorrow soon awakens life tender thread its own punishment
5
Heaven in sorrow soon awakens life tender thread
1
But this
2
knowing
Sad song
strange
rusting
in whisper
3
4
5 its own punishment - - - - -
1 to someone
2
But this knowing
of innocence - - - - -
strange to someone
Sad song rusting
3
4
5
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1
2 in whisper of innocence - - - - -
3
4
Nothing collapses
5
Spring night
1
But this
2
beyond
shudders
knowing
Sad song
3
4
in the lost
Heaven
forgotten
5 laughter
Nothing collapses
looked cruel - - - - -
1
2
rusting
3 in sorrow - - - -
soon awakens
4
5
in the lost beyond
Spring night shudders
laughter
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1 strange to someone
2
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draped in silence - - - - in whisper - - -
3
life tender thread
4
forgotten lands
5
1
withholding another - - - - -
2 of innocence
3
its own
4
punishment
looked cruel
within
5
1
2 because
noble youth
another - - -
but - - - - myself
is feeling
alone - - - - -
3
4
5
soul
is in sadness - - - - -
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this - - - - -
2
Sad - - - - -
3
Heaven - - - - -
4
in - - - - Nothing - - - - -
5 Spring - - - - -
night - - - - -
1
knowing
2
strange
song
rusting
3 sorrow - - - - 4
soon - - - - collapses - - - - -
5
shudders - - - - -
1
to someone
2 in
3
awakens - - - -
4
5
in the lost - - - - -
beyond - - - - -
laughter - - - - -
looked
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draped - - - - -
2 whisper of innocence
3
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because - - - - -
life tender thread - - - - -
4
forgotten -- - - -
5
cruel - - - - -
1 in silence - - - - 2
withholding another
myself - - - - -
is feeling alone
3
punishment
4
5
1
lands now fading
youth
But this knowing strange to someone draped in silence withholding
2
Sad song rusting in whisper of innocence because
3
Heaven in sorrow soon awakens
4 within soul
Nothing collapses
5 is in sadness - - - - -
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1 another - - - But this knowing strange to someone draped in silence withholding another
2 myself is feeling alone - - - Sad song rusting in whisper of innocence because myself is
3 life tender thread its own punishment - - - Heaven in sorrow soon awakens life tender
4 in the lost beyond forgotten lands now fading within soul - - - Nothing collapses in the lost
5 Spring night shudders laughter looked cruel noble youth is in sadness - - - Spring night
1 But this knowing strange to someone draped in silence withholding another
2 feeling alone - - Sad song rusting in whisper of innocence because myself is feeling alone
3 thread its own punishment - - - Heaven in sorrow soon awakens life tender thread its own
4 beyond forgotten lands now fading within soul - - - Nothing collapses in the lost beyond
5 shudders laughter looked cruel noble youth is in sadness - - - Spring night shudders
1
2 Sad song rusting in whisper of innocence because myself is feeling alone
3 punishment - - - Heaven in sorrow soon awakens life tender thread its own punishment - 4 Nothing collapses in the lost beyond forgotten lands now fading within soul - - -Nothing
5 Spring night shudders laughter looked cruel noble youth is in sadness - - - Spring night
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1
2
3 Heaven in sorrow soon awakens life tender thread its own punishment
4 Nothing collapses in the lost beyond forgotten lands now fading within soul - - -Nothing
5 shudders laughter looked cruel noble youth is in sadness - - - Spring night shudders
1
2
3
4 collapses in the lost beyond forgotten lands now fading within soul
5 laughter looked cruel noble youth is in sadness - - - Spring night shudders laughter looked
1
another - - - - -
2
3
4
soul - - - - -
5 cruel noble youth is in sadness - - - - - - - - - -
sadness - - - - -
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withholding - - - -
2
alone - - - - -
feeling - - - - -
3 punishment - - - - -
own
4
within - - - - -
5
1
in - - - - -
silence - - - - - - - - - -
in
2 is
myself
3
its
4
5
thread - - - fading
is
now
youth - - - - -
1 because - - - - -
noble - - - - -
draped - - - - -
2
innocence - - - - -
3
tender
4
5
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lands
cruel - - - - -
looked
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someone
2
to
of
3
life - - - - -
awakens - - - - -
4 forgotten - - - - -
beyond
5
laughter - - - - -
1
strange - - - - -
2 whisper - - - - -
3
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in
soon
4
sorrow - - - - lost
5
in the
shudders - - - - -
1
this
2
3
song - - - - - - - -
night
but - - - - - - - sad
in
heaven - - - - - - - -
4 collapses - - - - -
nothing…
5
Mad River/Feather River, Ca. 10/17-19/91
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SERIAL VARIATIONS
1 Perhaps
tender
2
3
Dust upon
Heaven
4
in sorrow - - - - But
5
within
Night
1
shudders
disrupt
agony
2 the tulip
just
3
cold
4
5
moments
mind - - - - -
Spring
cruel
mournful
Shadows
1
mingled with
2 wondering
so fragile
3
echoes
4
5
withering
red snow
mocking
moonlight
beyond
beyond
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1
Holy
2
bodies
our weeping
love
3
awakes
melancholy
4 now - - - - -
fading
5
noble
silence - - - - -
1 Perhaps tender
2
moments
Dust upon
the tulip
3
Heaven in
4
Night shudders
1
disrupt
agony - - - - -
2
just wondering
3 cold
5
sorrow
But within
5
4
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mind - - - - Spring - - - - -
mournful shadows
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mingled with - - - - -
2
so fragile
3
echoes red
4 cruel mocking
5
moonlight
withering beyond - - - - - - - - - -
1
Holy
2
our
3
bodies
weeping
love
snow
4 moonlight
5
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awakens melancholy
now fading
noble
1
Perhaps tender moments
disrupt
2
3
4
5 silence - - - - - - - - - -
Night shudders mournful
shadows withering
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1 agony - - - - 2
3
Dust upon the tulip
just
Heaven in sorrow
wondering
cold
4
mind
But within - - - Spring
5
1
mingled
2
so fragile
3
echoes red snow
4 cruel mocking
5
moonlight
now fading- - - - -
beyond
1 with Holy bodies
2
3
perhaps - - - - -
our weeping love
awakens
melancholy
4
5
noble
silence - - - - - - - -
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tender
2
dust - - - - -
upon - - - - -
the tulip
3 heaven - - - - -
in
4
but
5
within - - - - -
night - - - - -
1
moments - - - - -
2
just wondering - - - - -
3
sorrow - - - - -
4 Spring
5
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cruel - - - - -
shudders - - - - -
1
2
disrupt - - - - so - - - - -
so fragile - - - - -
3
cold
4
mocking
5 mournful - - - - -
shadows - - - - -
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agony - - - - -
2
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mingled - - - - -
our weeping - - - - -
3 mind - - - - 4
moonlight - - - - -
5
withering
1
with Holy
tender
2
love
3
echoes - - - - -
red snow - - - - -
awakens
4
5 beyond - - - - -
1
noble - - - - -
bodies - - - - -
2
3
4 now - - - - -
melancholy
now fading - - - - - - - -
5
noble silence - - - - - - - -
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1 Perhaps tender moments disrupt agony mingled with holy bodies - - - Perhaps tender
2
Dust upon the tulip just wondering so fragile
3
Heaven in
4
5
1 moments disrupt agony mingled with holy bodies - - - Perhaps tender moments disrupt
2 our weeping love - - - Dust upon the tulip just wondering so fragile our weeping love - - -
3 sorrow cold mind echoes red snow awakens melancholy - - - Heaven in sorrow cold
4
5
1 agony mingled with holy bodies - - - Perhaps tender moments disrupt agony mingled with
2 Dust upon the tulip just wondering so fragile our weeping love - - - Dust upon the tulip
3 mind echoes red snow awakens melancholy- - - Heaven in sorrow cold mind echoes red
4 But within Spring cruel mocking moonlight now fading - - - But within Spring cruel
5
Night shudders mournful shadows withering beyond noble silence - - -
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1 holy bodies - - - Perhaps tender moments disrupt agony mingled with holy bodies - - 2 just wondering so fragile our weeping love - - - Dust upon the tulip just wondering so
3 snow awakens melancholy- - - Heaven in sorrow cold mind echoes red snow awakens
4 mocking moonlight now fading - - - But within Spring cruel mocking moonlight now fading
5 Night shudders mournful shadows withering beyond noble silence - - - Night shudders
1
2 fragile our weeping love
3 melancholy- - - Heaven in sorrow cold mind echoes red snow awakens melancholy
4 But within Spring cruel mocking moonlight now fading - - But within Spring cruel mocking
5 mournful shadows withering beyond noble silence - - - Night shudders mournful shadows
1
2
3
4 moonlight now fading
5 withering beyond noble silence - - - - - - - - - - beyond noble silence - - - - - - - - - -
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1 Perhaps tender moments - - - - 2
But within Spring - - - - -
3
Heaven in sorrow - - - - -
4
But within Spring - - - - -
5 Perhaps tender moments - - - - -
1 disrupt agony - - - - 2
cruel mocking moonlight - - - - -
3
now fading - - - - - -
cold mind - - - - -
4
cruel mocking moonlight - - - - -
now fading - - - - - -
5 disrupt agony - - - - -
1 mingled - - - - - - - -
with Holy bodies - - - - -
2
3
echoes red snow
awakens melancholy - - - - -
4
5 mingled - - - - - - - -
with Holy bodies - - - - -
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dust upon the tulip - - - - - - - -
2 night shudders - - - - - - -
3
mournful shadows - - - - - - - -
dust upon the tulip - - - - - - - -
4 night shudders - - - - - - -
5
mournful shadows - - - - - - - -
dust upon the tulip - - - - - - - -
1 just wondering - - - - - - - - - 2
so fragile - - - - - - - - - withering beyond - - - - - - - - - -
3 just wondering - - - - - - - - - 4
so fragile - - - - - - - - - withering beyond - - - - - - - - - -
5 just wondering - - - - - - - - - -
1
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so fragile - - - - - - - - - our weeping love…
2 noble silence - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - our weeping love…
3
our weeping love…
4 noble silence - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - our weeping love…
5
our weeping love…
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THEMES 1
I
1 Divine from simplicity - - - - 2
Divine
3
1
never doubted
from simplicity
Divine - - - - -
from divine - - - - -
2
simplicity
3 nor known
1
doubted
known - - - - -
divine
divine from simplicity
nor known - - - - - divine from simplicity - - - -
2 never doubted
never doubted
divine
3
divine - - -
1
from divine - - - - -
2 from simplicity
3
doubted
simplicity
nor known
known - - - - -
divine
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nor known - - - - -
2
never doubted
divine from simplicity
3 divine from simplicity
from simplicity divine
1 divine
2
nor known - - - divine - - - -
3
1
that which lives
never doubted
nor known - - - - - divine from simplicity - - - - from simplicity divine - - - that which
3
divine from simplicity - - - - -
never doubted
within itself
2 lives
3
nor known
divine
within itself
1 from within
simplicity
itself within
never known - - - - -
2
3
within
never doubted
2 itself
1
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from itself
divine from simplicity
never doubted
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1 from simplicity divine
2
never doubted
that which lives
3 from simplicity divine
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never known - - - - within itself
never doubted
1 never doubted
never known - - - - -
never doubted
2
divine from simplicity
3
nor known
1
from simplicity
2 that which lives
nor known - - - - -
divine from simplicity
within itself
3
divine - - - - -
1
from
from simplicity divine - - - - -
2
divine from simplicity
that which lives
3 simplicity divine - - - - -
1
2
3 never doubted
within itself
within itself
never known
- - - - - - - - - within itself never known.
within itself
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II
1
It died
but returned
2 It died - - -
It died
3
but returned - - -
4
Nothing disappears
It died
1 nothing disappears
It died
2
but nothing
3
nothing died - - -
4
but returned
1
nothing returned
2
It died
nothing disappears
It died
but disappeared
3 it returned
returned
but returned - - - - -
It died
4
but returned - - - - -
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1 nothing
but returned nothing
2
it died - - - - -
3
4
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without
it died
but returned
1
nothing disappears
it died
2 announcing itself
3
nothing disappears
but - - - - -
4
nothing returned
nothing - - - - -
1 nothing died - - - - 2
3
it died but
it died
it died
but returned
4
in another form it died but
announcing itself
1 returned - - nothing disappears
2 but returned
it died
announcing itself in another form
nothing disappears - - - - -
3 returned - - nothing disappears
announcing
announcing itself in another form
4 but returned
announcing
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- - - - - another form
2 itself in another form
it died
3
in another form - - - - -
4 itself in another form
it died - - - - -
1 announcing nothing
it returned
2
itself nothing
3
4
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nothing disappears
nothing died - - -
1
but died
it died but returned - - nothing disappears without announcing
2 nothing died
it died but returned nothing disappears
3
but itself - - - - -it died but returned - - nothing disappears without announcing
4
it died but returned nothing disappears
1 itself in another form
without itself
2 without announcing itself in another form - - - - -
nothing - - - - -
3 itself in another form
4 without announcing itself in another form - - - - -
without form
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1
without nothing
2
form disappears
nothing - - - - -
3 nothing - - - - -
it died - - -
4
but without itself
1
disappears
2 without another
3
itself - - - - -
another form
4
but - - - - it died - - - - -
1
2
without form - - - - -
but returned
it died
in another form - - - - -
3 nothing - - - - 4
nothing
without form - - - - -
1 without announcing
it died - - - - -
2
nothing disappears
3
4
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but returned
but returned - - - - 32
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1
without announcing itself
2
nothing disappears
3
in another
4 in another form - - - - -
1
without announcing itself
it died
2 in another form - - - - -
3
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form
another form
but returned - - - in another form - - - - - - - - - -
it died
4
another form
but returned - - - in another form - - - - - - - - - - -
III
1
2
3 Forgotten words
Forgotten
Forgotten
words
embellishments
are unnecessary - - - - -
4
5
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words
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embellishments
2 embellishments
are unnecessary
3
words - - - -
4
Forgotten
5
Forgotten
1
2
3
4 embellishments
5
are unnecessary
words
embellishments are unnecessary - - - - -
1
2
Forgotten
Forgotten words embellishments - - - - -
3 Forgotten words embellishments
4
Forgotten words
5
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1 words embellishments
2
simply be
3
forgotten
4 words embellishments
5
are unnecessary - - - - -
embellishments are unnecessary
1
2
forgotten words
simply be - - - - -
simply
embellishments
3 forgotten
are unnecessary - - - -
4
5
embellishments
forgotten words
simply
1 be - - - - - be forgotten
2 be
resonate
3 be
simply be - - - - -
4 be
5 be
resonate
and return
be unnecessary
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simply be
____
forgotten
2 and return
3
simply be
4
and return
5
to essency - - - - -
simply be - - - - -
1 words
2
forgotten words
to essency
3
to essency
and return
4
simply be
5
to essency - - - - -
1
are unnecessary
2
forgotten words
3 and return
4
5
embellishments
to essency
simply be - - - - -
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simply - - - - -
2
simply be - - - - -
3
resonate - - - - -
4 words
5
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resonate
are unnecessary - - - - -
1 and return - - - - - - - - - - to essency.
2 and return - - - - - - - - - - - to essency.
3 and return - - - - - - - - - - to essency.
4 and return - - - - - - - - - - - to essency.
5 and return - - - - - - - - - - to essency.
IV
1
without nothing
2
3
nothing is without
without is nothing
without nothing - - - - -
4 Nothing is without
5
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nothing is without
2
without
3
nothing is without
4
There is rhythm
5 There is rhythm
in everything
1
nothing
2
is without
in everything
3
There is rhythm
4 in everything - - - - -
without everything
5
1
in nothing
2
form captures
3
4
is everything
shape
without reason
form
5 in nothing
in everything
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1 rhythm
2
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form captures
there is
rhythm captures
3
captures rhythm
4
5
captures form
in everything - - - - -
1
in everything - - -
There is rhythm in everything
2
There is rhythm in everything - - - - -
3
There is rhythm
4
5 in everything - - - - -
1
2
3 in everything
there is nothing
4 There is rhythm in everything - - - - -
5
nothing is without reason
nothing is without reason
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1
in everything
2 there is rhythm in everything - - - - - is nothing - - - - -
3
in everything
4
in everything
5
in everything
form - - -
without
everything - - - - -
is
1 nothing
rhythm in
2
3
in rhythm is
captures form
4
is everything - in everything
5
is everything - - - - -
1
there is rhythm in everything
2
there is rhythm in everything - - - - -
3
4
____
in form - - - - is rhythm in
5 everything is
there is rhythm in everything - - - - -
there is rhythm in everything
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1
shape is form
nothing is without reason
2
nothing is
3 form captures shape
reason is form - - - - -
4
5
nothing is
form is reason
1
2 without reason
3
____
nothing is without reason
nothing is without reason - - - nothing is nothing
- - - nothing is nothing
4 without reason
form captures shape
5
1
there is rhythm in everything - - - - - - - - - - in everything.
2
there is rhythm in everything - - - - - - - - - - - in everything.
3
there is rhythm in everything - - - - - - - - - - in everything.
4
there is rhythm in everything - - - - - - - - - - - in everything.
5 captures form - - - - - there is rhythm in everything - - - - - - - - - - in everything.
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V
1 Because of dreams
2
of dreams
Because of dreams
because of dreams
because - - - - - because of dreams
3
because of dreams
1 the unspoke
2
unknown - - - dreams
3
the unspoke
of dreams
of dreams
because
because
1 the undiscovered
2
the unspoke
3
of dreams - - - - -
4
the unspoke
because of dreams
1
and because
2 undiscovered
the unspoke
3
4
of dreams
of dreams
and unknown
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1
because of dreams
2 and incomprehensible - - - - -
3
become alive
because of dreams
4
alive within - - - - -
1
the unspoke
2
of dreams
3
4
____
dreams within dreams - - - - dreams within dreams
5 Because of dreams
1
the incomprehensible
2
3 become
4
5
of dreams - - - - within dreams
the unknown
the unspoke
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1
because of dreams
2
within dreams - - - - -
3 of dreams - - - - 4
because of dreams
of dreams - - - - -
5
because
within dreams - - - - -
because of dreams
1
2
____
the unknown - - - - the unspoke - - - - -
3 of dreams
4
because of dreams
5
of dreams - - - - -
1
2
because of dreams
the incomprehensible
become alive
3 the undiscovered
within dreams
4
5
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1
because of dreams the unspoke
2
____
unknown
because of dreams the unspoke
3
within dreams - - - -
because
4 within dreams
5
dreams within
1
undiscovered
2
unknown
3 of dreams the unspoke
4
and incomprehensibly
undiscovered
and incomprehensible
unknown
undiscovered
because of dreams the unspoke
5
because of dreams
unknown
the unspoke
1
become
2
within
3 and incomprehensible
alive
4 undiscovered
and incomprehensible
5 uknown
undiscovered and incomprehensible
within - - -
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1 because of dreams - - - - - - - - - - - - - -because of dreams.
2
because of dreams.
3 because of dreams - - - - - - - - - - - - - -because of dreams.
4
because of dreams.
5 because of dreams - - - - - - - - - - - - - -because of dreams.
VI
1
Divine from
2 It died but returned
3
Forgotten words
4
5
There is rhythm
Because of dreams
1 simplicity
2
3
never doubted
nothing disappears
embellishments
4
in everything - - - - -
5
the unspoke
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1
2 without announcing
itself
3
4
form captures
5
undiscovered
the shape
and incomprehensible
1 nor known
that which lives - - - - -
2
3
in another form
are necessary - - - - -
4
nothing is
5
alive within
1
within itself
there is rhythm
2 simply be
3
4
resonate and return to essency - - - - without
5
there is rhythm
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1
in everything
____
that which lives
2 because of dreams
it died
3
divine from simplicity - - - - -
4 because of dreams
5
in everything
1
within itself - - - - itself
2 but returned
that which lived
but returned
it died - - - - -
3
4
nothing
5
1
2
3
4 is without
embellishments
forgotten words
form captures
5
because of dreams - - - - -
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____
1
2
3
because of dreams
4 because of dreams
5
the unspoke
the unspoke the unknown
1
because of dreams
2
because of dreams - - - - -
3
the unspoke
4
the unknown
5 the undiscovered
1
the unspoke
2
the unspoke
3 the unknown
4
5
the undiscovered - - - - -
the incomprehensible
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1
the unknown
2 unknown
and undiscovered
3
the undiscovered
4
5
____
incomprehensible
become
1
the undiscovered - - - - -
become alive within - - - - -
2
become alive
within - - - - -
3
alive
within - - - - -
4 become alive
5
alive within
1 because of dreams - - - - - Dreams divine - - - - 2 because of dreams
dead dreams
3 because of dreams
4 because of dreams
5 because of dreams
dreams never doubted - - - - -
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1
2 - - - - - but returned
3
forgotten dreams - - - - -
4
the shape of dreams
5
because of dreams
1
within dreams - - - - -
2
dreams within
3 in everything - - - - 4
There is rhythm in everything
5
1
2
in everything there is
that which lives within itself
that which lives within itself
3
captures the shape - - - - -
4
5 rhythm
that which
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1
2
It died
3
4
captures the shape - - - - that which lives within itself
It died but returned
5 lives within itself
1
forgotten words - - -
2
forgotten words
3 It died but returned - - - nothing disappears - - - - 4
5
1
divine
2 embellishments - - -
3
4
5
forgotten words - - - embellishments are unnecessary - - - - -
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1 from simplicity
____
within - - - - -
2 from simplicity divine
nothing - - - - -
3
forgotten - - - - -
4
everything - - - - -
5
1
known - - - - -
2
without embellishments - - - - -
3
4
is - - - - -
5 unknown - - - - -
alive - - - - -
1
2
never - - - - -
simplicity - - - - -
but
itself
3 essency - - - - -
forgotten - - - - -
4
5
that which
form
of
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1
simplicity - - - - -
2
simplicity - - - - -
____
simplicity
itself in another form
3 lives within itself
simply be
4
5
1
simplicity - - - - -
simplicity - - - - -
2
3
4 - - - - - form
5
1
the unspoke unknown undiscovered
simplicity - - - - -
never doubted
2 from divine
3
4
5
nothing in everything
because of dreams
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1
2 in another form
3
in another form
simply be
4
nothing
5
because
in everything
of dreams
1 never doubted
2
nothing
3
disappears
simply be - - - - -
simply
4
5
unknown
1 within
undiscovered
itself
2
3
4
be
embellishments are unnecessary
in everything - - - - -
form captures
5
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1
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divine - - - - - divine from simplicity
2
announcing itself
from simplicity divine - - - - -
3
4 the shape
5
alive within
1
there is rhythm in everything - - - - -
2
everything is rhythm is there
3
4 in another form
5
alive within
1
divine - - - - -
2
within - - - - - - -
3 simply be - - - - -
within - - - - - - - - -
4
5
because of dreams
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1
become - - - - - - - - - -
divine…
within - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - divine…
2
divine…
3
within - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - divine…
4 divine - - - - - - - - - -
5
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become - - - - - - - - - -
divine…
Island Samos, Greece 7/30-8/3/96
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THEMES II
1 If only
2
tender
If
believe
only
Spring
tender
3
into empty
believe
If only
tender
4
If only
5
1 silence - - - - -
holy sound
2
3
Spring
into
believe
4
Spring into
tender
believe - - - - -
5
1
If only tender
but
wonder - - - - - but
wonder if only
2 empty silence - - - - -
holy sound
3
4
5
believe
believe
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1
tender
2
____
- - - - believe
but wonder
3 empty silence - - - - 4
Spring into empty
5
Spring
1
into
tender
holy sound
4
silence - - - - -
but - - - - holy sound
but
5
1
holy
(into)
tender)
3
5
sound
empty silence - - - - - If only tender believe Spring
2 (silence
4
into empty silence
Spring
2 if only
3
silence
(but)
If only tender
empty silence
(but) - - - - -
empty silence
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1
2 believe Spring
3
If only tender believe Spring
4
5
If only tender believe Spring
into empty silence - - - - -
1 into empty silence - - - - 2
holy sound - - - - - but wonder.
holy sound - - - - -
3
4
but wonder.
holy sound - - - - - but wonder.
holy sound - - - - -
5
but wonder.
holy sound - - - - - but wonder.
1
2
3
4
5
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II
1
If only
tender
2 I am inside
3
after soul
I am
and
inside
4
after soul
I
5
am inside - - - - -
I am
1
believe
2
Spring
tangled moonlight
3
of
and tangled
moonlight
4
after soul
5 inside
after soul
1 into
2
3
empty
gently receding
silence - - - - spirit
into empty silence
gently receding spirit
of
4
5
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1
____
holy sound
2
I am inside after soul - - - -
3
4 and tangled moonlight
5
I am inside after soul
and tangled moonlight - - - - -
1
but
2
wonder
and tangled
moonlight - - - - -
3 gently
4
receding
If only tender
of gently
5
of gently
1 believe
If only tender
Spring - - -
2
3
If only tender
(believe)
of
spirit
into empty silence
of
I am
(I am
spirit)
4
receding spirit
5
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1
2
holy
sound
gently
receding
3 inside
4
after soul
I am
5
inside
after soul - - - - -
receding spirit
1 but wonder
if only tender
2
spirit I am
3
(I am inside after soul)
4
5
____
(I am inside after soul)
I am inside after soul
1
believe Spring
into empty silence - - -
2
inside
3
4
and tangled moonlight
5 and tangled moonlight
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1
2
____
holy sound
after soul
and tangled moonlight
3 and tangled moonlight
4
of gently
5
of gently receding
1
but wonder - - - - - - -
2
of gently receding spirit - - - - -
3 of gently receding spirit - - - - 4 receding spirit
5 spirit
1 but wonder - - - - - - - - - 2
3
4
5
wonder.
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III
1
2
3 Perhaps within
4
my laughter
Perhaps
echoing tears -- - - within
5
my laughter
Perhaps
1
2
3
4
because
you are
lost
echoing
5 within
1
2
tears
my laughter - - - - -
echoing
If only
tears
tender
I am
inside - - -
3 beneath memory - - 4
because
perhaps
You are
5
lost
because
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1
believe
2
after soul
3 within my laughter - - -
echoing tears
4
beneath memory
5
you are
1
lost
Spring
2 and tangled
3
____
moonlight
because
4
you are lost
perhaps
5
1
within
beneath memory
into empty silence - - - - -
2
of gently
3
beneath
4 within my laughter - - - - -
echoing - - - - -
tears
5
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1
____
holy sound - - - - - holy sound - - - - -
2
3
(beneath)
4
(tears - - - - -
5 within
echoing)
(within
1
(holy sound
2 (of gently)
receding spirit - - - - -
3
4
beneath
perhaps) - - - - -
(tears
5
(within)
1
2
into empty silence) - - - - of gently
holy sound
I am
3
inside
4 echoing)
because
5
my memory
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1 but
wonder
2
after soul
3
perhaps within
4
5
____
(are lost) - - - - -
you are lost - - - - -
laughter echoing
1
2
If only tender believe Spring
and tangled moonlight - - - - -
(If only tender believe Spring)
3
4
5 beneath memory
1
2 - - - - - of gently receding spirit
3
4
perhaps within my laughter echoing tears
5
(perhaps within my laughter echoing tears)
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1
____
into empty silence - - - - -
2
I am inside after soul
3 my laughter echoing tears
4
(I am
(echoing tears)
5
1
holy sound - - - - -
2
and tangled moonlight - - - - -
3 inside after soul)
4
because - - - - -
5
tears - - - - -
1
beneath memory.
2
because you are lost - - - - - - - - - - beneath memory.
3 because you - - - - -
beneath memory.
4
because you are lost - - - - - - - - - - beneath memory.
5
beneath memory.
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IV
1
2
3
4 We understand with mysterious pleasure
5
that things
We understand
with mysterious
1
2
3
4
5 pleasure
Perhaps
beyond reason
celebrate
that things
the heart - - - - -
beyond reason
1
2
I am
3
4
within
inside - - - - -
my laughter
I am
my laughter
we understand
5 celebrate
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1
If only
2
after soul
3
echoing
4
with mysterious pleasure - - - - -
5 the heart - - - - -
we understand
1 tender
2
____
believe
and tangled
3
Spring
moonlight - - - - -
tears - - - - -
4
that things
5
with mysterious
1
into empty silence - - - - -
2
of gently receding spirit
3
4
because
beyond reason
5 pleasure
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1
holy sound - - - - - I am inside
but - - - - -
2
I am inside after soul - - - - -
3
I am inside
4 celebrate
I am inside
5
I am inside
1
____
the heart - - - - -
that
wonder - - - - -
2 and
3
you are
4
we understand
5
with mysterious pleasure
things beyond reason
1 If only - - - - - only tender
2
tangled moonlight
3
lost beneath memory
4
that things
5
celebrate
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1
Spring - - - - -
2
Spring - - - - of
of
____
into
of
3
perhaps
4 beyond
5
the heart - - - - -
1
empty silence
2
3
the heart
we understand
gentle receding - - - - -
within
we understand
4
5 reason
we understand with mysterious pleasure
1 holy sound - - - - 2
3
but
spirit - - - - -
but
I am - - - - -
my laughter - - - - -
4
celebrate - - - - -
5
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1
wonder - - - - - but
2 I am
____
wonder - - - - I am inside
3
echoing - - - - - echoing
4
the heart - - - - -
5
1
2
if only
after soul
3
and tangled
tears
because
4
5 that
we understand
things beyond reason
1
believe
2
Spring
of gently
into empty
receding
3
4 we understand
5
things beyond reason - - - - -
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____
1
2 spirit - - - - -
3
you are lost
4
you are lost - - - - with mysterious pleasure
celebrate
5
1
silence - - - - -
2
I am
silence - - - - I am silence
inside
3 with mysterious pleasure
4
celebrate
5
1
2
3 beneath memory - - -
inside
beneath memory - - -
4
that things
5
that things beyond
the heart
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1
____
holy sound - - - - -
2
after soul - - - - -
3
perhaps
4
reason - - - - -
5 the heart - - - we understand
1
but wonder - - - - -
but wonder - - - -
2
I am
3
perhaps within - - - - -
4
5 with mysterious pleasure
1
If only
2
3
perhaps within - - - - -
4
we understand
5 with mysterious pleasure
with mysterious
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1
____
if only tender - - - - -
2
I am inside - - - - -
perhaps within
3
we understand.
4
5 pleasure - - - - -
V
1
2
3
4
5 Go then
Go then
beyond
beyond being
being
where nothing
proclaims itself - - - - -
1
2
3 Go then
4
5
beyond being
where nothing
where nothing proclaims
proclaims itself
and love
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1
- - - - - if only
2
I am
3 itself
4
and love exalts
and love
5
perhaps within - - - - -
exalts
We understand
exalts
1 tender
2
3
____
believe Spring
inside
after soul
my laughter
4
5
echoing
with
beyond - - - - -
1
into empty silence
2
and tangled moonlight - - - - -
3
4 mysterious pleasure
5
being where - - - - -
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1
2
3
4 that
of gently
because
receding spirit
you are
things beyond
5
nothing proclaims
1
2
but
itself
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reason
celebrate the heart
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1
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but
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3
(memory
4
beneath
(heart
5 everything and love exalts - - - - -
(exalts
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1
2
3
sound - - - - receding
of
lost
are
4 the
celebrate
reason
and
everything
1
2
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3 you
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beyond
things that
itself
proclaim nothing
empty into
Spring
believe tender
soul
echoing
4
pleasure - - - -
5
nothing
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only if) - - - - -
2 after inside
3
my laughter - - - - -
4
5
within perhaps)
mysterious with
where being
1
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4
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4
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5
Go then beyond where nothing proclaims itself everything
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1
2
3
We understand with mysterious pleasure - - - - -
We understand with mysterious pleasure
4 itself everything - - - - -
5
1 Perhaps within my laughter echoing tears
2
Perhaps within my laughter echoing tears - - - - -
3
I am inside
4
5
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2
If only tender believe Spring
If only tender believe Spring
3 after soul
4 I am inside after soul - - - - -
5
but wonder - - - - If only tender believe Spring
If only tender believe Spring
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but wonder.
2 but wonder - - - - - - - - - - but wonder.
3
but wonder.
4 but wonder - - - - - - - - - - but wonder.
5
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VI
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I am inside
3
4 We understand - - - - -
we understand with
5
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1
believe
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Spring
2
after
3 perhaps within my laughter - - - - -
echoing
tears - - - - -
4
mysterious
5
1
believe
Spring
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3
4
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pleasure - - - - -
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tears
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mysterious
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2
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3
4 pleasure - - - - -
echoing
mysterious pleasure - - - - -
mysterious
5
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1 Spring
2
3
soul
tears
4
pleasure - - - - -
5
Being where nothing proclaims itself - - - - - itself
1
wonder - - - - -
2
3
echoing
4
echoing
with mysterious
5 proclaims nothing where being - - - - -
1
believe
2
3
gently receding spirit - - - - -
echoing
echoing
4 pleasure - - - - -
5
beyond being - - - - -
85
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1
believe
believe
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believe
2 I am - - - - -
3
because you are
4
beyond reason
5
1
beyond being - - - - -
silence - - - - - - - - - -
2
moonlight
3
tears
4
celebrate
celebrate
5 celebrate
everything
1
wonder
2 - - - - - of
of
3
of
reason
of
memory - - - - -
4
5
celebrate
pleasure - - - - -
love
beyond
beyond
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1 tender
____
If only tender Spring into empty silence holy
2
spirit
3
you - - - - -
4
5
beyond
beyond
1 sound but wonder - - - If only tender Spring into empty silence holy sound but wonder
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I am inside after soul and tangled moonlight of gently
3
4
5
1
2 receding moonlight - - - I am inside after soul and tangled moonlight of gently receding
3
Perhaps with my laughter echoing tears
4
5
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1
2 moonlight
3 because you are lost beneath memory - - - Perhaps with my laughter echoing tears
4
We understand
5
1
2
3 because you are lost beneath memory
4 with mysterious pleasure that things beyond reason celebrate the heart - - We understand
5
1
2
3
4 with mysterious pleasure that things beyond reason celebrate the heart
5 Go then beyond being where nothing proclaims itself everything and love exalts - - -
88
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1
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believe Spring - - - - -
2
I am inside - - - - -
3
beneath memory - - - - -
4
5 and love exalts - - - - -
1
2
3
Go
4 with mysterious pleasure
5
Go then
Go then beyond being
beyond being
where nothing
1
2
3
4
5 proclaims itself
then beyond
being where nothing
where
nothing proclaims itself - - -
everything
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1
2
3 proclaims itself everything
and love exalts
4
everything
and love
5
everything and love
exalts - - - - - We understand
exalts
1
That things beyond
2
That things beyond reason celebrate the heart
3 We understand with mysterious pleasure
4 with mysterious pleasure
5
1 reason celebrate the heart - - - - -
echoing tears because you
2
3
within my laughter
perhaps within
4
my laughter echoing tears
5
because you
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1 are lost beneath memory
____
I am inside
2 are lost beneath memory - - - - - I am inside after soul
3
lost beneath memory
4
lost beneath memory
I am
5 are lost beneath memory
after soul
1
2
of gently receding - - - - -
3 and tangled moonlight
spirit - - - -
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4
receding - - - - -
5
1 if - - - - - 2
3
if only - - - - - -
if only tender - - - - -
4
believe Spring
5
into empty silence - - - - - - - - -
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wonder…
1 holy sound - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 2
but - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - wonder…
3 holy sound - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 4
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wonder
but - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - wonder…
wonder…
5 holy sound - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Samos, Greece, 6/18-20/96
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AGAIN WITHIN SILENCE
I
1 Again - - - - 2
again
within - - - - -
within - - - - within
3
silence
silence - - - - - holding
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within - - - - -
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within
within - - - - -
wonder - - - - -
within
silence
silence - - - -
holding
again
93
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1
wonder - - - - -
2 within
3
tender
again
tender
3
again - - - - -
silence
within - - - -
holding
within
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silence - - - - - - - -
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holding
wonder
holding
wonder - - - - 94
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1
silence
again
2
silence - - - - -
3 within silence
2
silence
holding
is
within - - - - -
wonder
within
time
time
time
is
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time
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is
time
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nothing
is
again
beyond
again
nothing
nothing
is
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1 beyond
because
2
3
time - - - - -
is
is
time
is
silence - - - - - - - - - -
beyond
2
3
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is
within - - - - -
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is
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beyond
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beyond
1 this nothing
2
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beyond tender
is time
beyond holding
holding tender - - - - - beyond nothing
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1
beyond silence
2 beyond this
3
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nothing is
holding nothing
beyond time
1
nothing again
nothing within
2 nothing beyond
again - - - - nothing again - - - - -
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again - - - - -
2
within - - - - -
3 tender silence
within
silence
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1
silence
because this is tender holding
2 holding
because this is tender holding
3
within - - - - -
beyond this
1
2
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because again silence is within time
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is silence - - - - -
within - - - - beyond - - - - -
wonder - - - - -
is tender - - - - 98
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1 again - - - - 2
again this - - - - wonder - - - - -
3
this is within
again this is - - - - -
this - - - - -
1
again
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1
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3
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I now
am now
I now - - - - -
only am - - - - -
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for nothing - - - - -
2
nothing is - - - - for nothing
3 what is
nothing is
what nothing
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silence
exists beyond
holding
this moment - - - - -
within) - - - - 100
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1
exists beyond
2
this beyond
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3 this moment
moment exists
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this moment is what
only now this moment
I am
this moment
exists beyond
what is
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1 only now
I am
for nothing
2 only now - - - - - exists beyond
exists beyond
3 only now
exists beyond
1 beyond exists
2
what is
only now
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exists beyond - - - - - again - - - - -
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1
____
for nothing
exists beyond
only now - - - - -
am I
I am -- - -
this moment
this moment
I am
exists beyond
is what
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1
this moment for nothing - - - - - again
2
I am
for nothing
1 silence - - - - 2
what is
within
exists beyond
I am
holding
for nothing
wonder
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is
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3
1
only now
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again - - - - only now)
time) - - - - -
exists beyond tender - - - - -
I am silence
I am wonder
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1 for nothing
2
only now
because this moment
3
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this I am
is what is
time
nothing exists beyond
It’s the kind of madness which
1
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3
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beyond - - - - -
moment - - - - -
for - - - - -
time - - - - -
wonder
3 exists
is
because - - - - 104
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am
2 what
3
beyond
nothing - - - - -
is - - - - -
now - - - -
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1
I-----
am - - - - -
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within - - - - -
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within - - - - -
again - - - - -
1 again
2
3
within - - - - -
silence - - - - - - - - - - .
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III
1 How - - - - 2
many how
how - - - - -
3
many
how many - - - - -
1 many
many
times
times - - - - many
times - - - - -
many
must I - - - - -
how
1 times
3
how many
how many
2 how many
2
times - - - - -
how many - - - - -
1
3
many times - - - - -
many times - - - - -
2
3
times
must many
how must I
how - - - - -
must I
must I - - - - I must - - - - -
many
times
how many
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1
I must
2
1
must I die - - - - -
must I die - - - - -
die - - - - -
3 must I - - - - -
how many times
I die - - - - - die - - - - -
how many times must I die
how many times must I die
3
how many times must I die
1
again
2
within - - - - -
within
within
3 - - - - - again - - - - -
silence
silence - - - - - - - holding
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die - - - - -
many times
must I
3
1
2 silence - - - - - - - - - -
3
times
must I
2 must I
2
____
again
I must
many times
many times
within
many times
must I die
within
silence - - - - - - - - - -
many times
to shed
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1
I must die
within
2 only now
tender times - - - - -
within
1
within
within
the graftings
2
to shed
how - - - - within
3 tender times
1
only now
holding
3
only now - - - - -
how - - - - -
the graftings
how many
2
to shed
how many times must I die
3 many times
how many times must I die - - - - -
1
how many times to shed
2 the graftings - - - - -
3
the graftings how many times
to shed
1 (again - - - - 2
3
____
how many times
again
within - - - - -
the graftings
must I die
within) - - - - (within
silence)
(silence - - - - - holding)
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1
within tender wonder
holding - - - - -
2 within what is - - - - -
within
3
how many times
1
2
memory - - -
of memory - - - - -
of memory - - - - -
the graftings of memory- - - - - -
3 how many times
to shed
1 of memory - - - - - - because
2 of memory
only now
only nothing
time is nothing
is now time
1 - - - - time of memory
how many times
time of wonder
3
1
time of silence - - - - -
time of holding
of memory
again
2 how many times of memory
3
of memory - - - - -
because
3 of memory
2
____
only
of memory - - - - how - - - -
only now
how many - - - - -
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1 again within - - - - - again within silence - - - - 2
only now I - - - - - only now
3
1
how many times
again within silence holding
again within
2 I am
only now I am what
3
how many times must I
1 silence holding tender
again within silence holding tender wonder
2
3
how many times must I die
1
only now
2 only now I am what is - - - - -
3
1
now only - - - - I am
am I
what is
tender wonder
how many
2
3 silence holding
again within
within again - - - - -
times must
holding silence
110
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1
2
many how - - - - - because time is
must times
____
because time
for
for nothing
3 I die
to shed
1 because time is
2
for nothing exists
3
for nothing exists beyond
to shed the
to shed the graftings
1 because time is nothing
2
because
for nothing exists beyond this
3
to shed the graftings of
1 time is nothing beyond
2
3
1
for nothing exists beyond this
to shed the graftings of memory
because time is nothing beyond this - - - - -
2 moment
beyond this
because time
3
is nothing
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1
beyond nothing - - - - - nothing beyond
2
is time
because time
3 because this
this is - - - - -
1
beyond time - - - - - because beyond
2 this nothing
3
nothing time
is because
1 because time
2
____
is this - - - - -
beyond this - - - - -
time is
3
beyond time - - - - because this
is nothing beyond
this is nothing beyond
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2
beyond time - - - - -
3 beyond because
1 this beyond
2 nothing beyond
3
nothing beyond - - -
beyond nothing - - - - - nothing is
because time
nothing beyond
time is
because time
for nothing
this
nothing beyond
exists beyond
this moment
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1
this nothing
again - - - - -
2 for beyond
again
within - - - - -
3
within
moment exists - - - - -
1
within - - - - - only
2
silence
only
now - - - - -
now
now
3 silence - - - - - holding
how
many - - - - -
3
many - - - - again within silence
many
times
times - - - - must
1
again within
2 holding tender wonder
3
nothing beyond this - - - - -
holding tender
because time is
1
2
I
I - - - - am I
1 - - - - - how
2
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again
nothing beyond - - - - -
holding - - - - -
3 because time
nothing - - - - -
because
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1 only now I
2
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beyond this moment
am what is
3
beyond this moment - - - - -
for nothing exists
1
only now - - - - -
2
only now - - - - -
I am I - - - - only now - - - - I am I - - - - -
3 beyond this moment - - - - -
I am I - - - - -
1 how many times
2
of memory - - - - many times
3
to shed the graftings
must I die
of memory
1 only now - - - - - - - - - - I am what is - - - - - - - - - - of memory - - - - 2 only now - - - - - - - - - - - I am what is
of memory - - - - - - -
3 only now - - - - - - - - - - I am what is - - - - - - - - - - of memory - - - - -
1 for nothing exists
2
3
this moment
exists beyond
this moment - - - - - - - - - -
beyond this moment - - - - - - - - - 114
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of memory…
1 of memory - - - - - - - - - 2
of memory - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - of memory…
3
of memory…
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