Insanely but Divinely Inspired Fandom as a Spiritual Practice Elizabeth Arnold Even before attending a UU church was a part of my story, my lifelong avid consumption of Science Fiction and Fantasy media primed me to embrace Unitarian Universalist principles. In fact, I would go as far as to say that my fandom is an important source of my living tradition. Being a fan is a component of my spiritual practice. Science Fiction and Fantasy stories are sources from which I draw spiritual wisdom. Many dismiss fans of genre fiction and their associated media such as movies, television programs, comic books, and video games as silly and unserious. The popular culture stereotype of a socially awkward nerd living in his (because these individuals are invariably male) parent’s basement is a powerful and enduring image, and one that ultimately marginalizes an important and increasingly mainstream cultural force-one that merges acceptance of others, scientific reason, and hopefulness for the future of humanity into a disparate yet loosely allied army of nerds and geeks. I won’t get into the difference between those two terms here. Like any religion, we do have our schisms [skizems]. There is historical precedence for the act of being a fan as a spiritual practice. The word fan is derived from the latin “fanaticus” meaning “insanely but divinely inspired.” Wikipedia tells me the term originally described a temple or sacred spot. My fandom of science fiction helped build my UU temple of values in my personal framework of spirituality. Science fiction, a genre sometimes referred to as “knowledge fiction”, prompts readers to stretch their imaginations to envision various possibilities. Authors commonly explore themes of the bounds of human potential and evolution, the effect of our actions on our environment, and the proper method of solving humanity’s lingering problems. In these ways and more, science fiction functions as prescriptive literature, descriptive literature and predictive literature. That is, the genre reads alternately as instruction for better living, commentary on our current situation, and warning about the logical conclusion of our current choices. These functions provide fertile ground for an exploration of faith and spiritual values. I read vast quantities of science fiction books as a child, and avidly consumed science fiction television and movies. Science fiction wasn’t the only source of my spiritual framework. I found Fantasy early on, reading The Hobbit and the Lord of the Rings series with my Dad when I was in elementary school. If Science Fiction is dismissed as unimportant, then Fantasy doubly so, with its dwarves, wizards, dragons, and fairies. But, as the Atlantic noted in an article marking British fantasy author Terry Pratchett’s death: “There is deep truth to be found in fictional stories, no less so if they include witches and wizards [...] Fantasy at its best is more than just escapism. The distorted funhouse mirror of an imagined world can sometimes reflect our own more clearly than the most realistic fiction.” Fantasy literature and other media such as movies definitely helped me reflect on what spiritual values I held in this world. One of the most popular science fiction franchises (and one with the most dedicated fans) is Star Trek. Created by Gene Roddenberry, the original series follows the Gulliver’s Travels-style journey of the Starship Enterprise and its crew as they journey through space on peacekeeping and humanitarian aid. Roddenberry freely admitted that he had a progressive social agenda in creating the series, and by couching it in a fantastical setting of futuristic space exploration, he was able to get messages confronting sexism, racism, and war past the network censors. Starfleet even had the Prime Directive, a policy of noninterference with other civilizations and cultures throughout the galaxy. Theirs was not an imperialist agenda, at least in principle, even if they struggled with the prime directive in practice. I had planned on preaching on this particular topic even before the recent passing of actor Leonard Nimoy, who portrayed Spock on the original series. Spock, a Vulcan/human hybrid, was the breakout character on Star Trek, earning legions of loyal fans drawn to his cool, rational external demeanor and brave, loyal interior life. Nimoy actually invented the Vulcan Salute [show hand sign] adapted from the way he remembered Jewish priests holding their hands when giving blessings from his childhood. During an interview, he translated the Priestly Blessing from Numbers 6:24–26 which accompanies the sign[34] and described it during a public lecture:[35] May the Lord bless and keep you and may the Lord cause his countenance to shine upon you. May the Lord be gracious unto you and grant you peace. The accompanying spoken blessing, "Live long and prosper." The character of Spock could even have been said to articulate a socialist or communalist message in his most famous line “The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few.” The character of Spock struggles with understanding humanity, and thus provides a proxy for us, the viewer, to explore the deeper question of humanity. This same role is filled later on Star Trek: The Next Generation by Data, an android who struggles with questions of humanity and the soul. Through these characters, the Star Trek universe remained deeply dedicated to examining what defines and shapes our humanity. As Captain Kirk said at Spock’s funeral in Wrath of Khan: “We are assembled here today to pay final respects to our honored dead. And yet it should be noted that in the midst of our sorrow, this death takes place in the shadow of new life, the sunrise of a new world; a world that our beloved comrade gave his life to protect and nourish. He did not feel this sacrifice a vain or empty one, and we will not debate his profound wisdom at these proceedings. Of my friend, I can only say this: of all the souls I have encountered in my travels, his was the most... human.” Star Wars is a science fiction series incorporating futuristic technology and space travel with fantastical elements created by George Lucas from various sources including serialized adventure comics, westerns, and ancient mythology from many cultures. For the purposes of our discussion, let us only consider “The Holy Trilogy,” that is, the ‘original’ three films released between 1977-1983: A New Hope, The Empire Strikes Back, and Return of the Jedi. If I had my way, my children would be raised in a world where JarJar Binks never existed. (for those of you not in the know, he was a detestable character created in the prequels released in the 1990s that proved so divisive as to almost start a holy war amongst Star Wars fans.) Star wars is filled with strong influences from various religions including Buddhism, Gnosticism, Christianity, Zoastracism, and Greek and Roman mythology. There’s probably more I’m not even mentioning here. Whole books have been written just on this topic. The holy trilogy depicts the adventurous journey of Luke Skywalker as he leaves his farm planet to become a hero battling evil on a galactic scale. This is a pretty clear-cut black-and-white hero myth: at first glance. What makes the Star Wars moral universe so intriguing (and has earned it so many enduring adult fans) is that, while the force may appear to be a clear-cut divide between good and evil, the reality is a bit more muddled. Luke at first trains as a Jedi Knight to use the force (a kind of mix of telekinesis, telepathy, and super-strength achieved through a Zen-like connection with the life force of the universe). As Yoda says: Size matters not. Look at me. Judge me by my size, do you? Hmm? Hmm. And well you should not. For my ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is. Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds us and binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter. You must feel the Force around you; here, between you, me, the tree, the rock, everywhere, yes. Even between the land and the ship. Luke uses the force to defeat Imperial forces through space battles. However, at the end of The Empire Strikes Back we learn that Darth Vader, right-hand halfman/half-machine to the evil Emperor, is Luke’s father. From that startling revelation, Luke’s journey is less clear cut. He does not restore balance to the universe by destroying his father and then the Emperor with his power. No, he makes a choice to lay down his lightsaber and refuse to destroy his father, choosing to see the redeemable good in a tragic and objectively very bad person. By sparing his father’s life and choosing forgiveness, Darth Vader, Luke upholds the good side of the Force and ultimately wins the battle. Darth Vader, so moved by his son’s choice, keeps the Emperor from destroying Luke by throwing the Emperor down a deep chute, killing the Emperor. Darth Vader then dies from his battle wounds with the Emperor, but before he dies, he tells his son “you were right about me. Tell your sister you were right.” He turns to the light side of the Force before his death. By rejecting violence, Luke destroys the Emperor and the Empire, and saves his father’s soul. Do we see some obvious religious themes there? Hey, I didn’t say it was an original story--it’s all recycled religion and mythology, right? This storyline shows that it’s the choices we make that define us (not our skills or even genetic or inborn talents and abilities). Interestingly, it is this message that lies at the center of the Harry Potter fantasy series as well. Choices are important in science fiction and fantasy, and this responsibility that comes with choice is at the heart of Unitarian Universalism, which emphasizes that, while we may not know or agree on what happens after life ends, what matters is what we do with the time given to us. Another puzzle piece in my personal spiritual path to Unitarian Universalism was the television series Buffy the Vampire Slayer. If you’ve ever seen those tshirts that say “Joss Whedon is my Master” and not understood them, here is what you need to know. Television writer and producer Joss Whedon took a campy Bmovie with a terrible name and a ridiculous premise about a high school cheerleader “slaying” or killing vampires and turned it into one of the most moving depictions of coming-of-age ever shown on the small screen. Without getting too detailed about the fantastical plot lines in Buffy, there are many Unitarian Universalist themes in the series. The ones most poignant and touching for me are: the conviction that family is what is created not through biology but through love and choice, the respectful portrayal of the first openly gay couple on television, and the celebration of female power. The series actually ends with the titular character literally sharing her power with women throughout the world through magical means, a fitting end for a show whose central thesis was about female power-that the final act of feminism would be to extend and share that power to women everywhere. Buffy states to a group of potential trainee slayers in the final episode: So here's the part where you make a choice. What if you could have that power, now? In every generation, one Slayer is born, because a bunch of men who died thousands of years ago made up that rule. They were powerful men. This woman is more powerful than all of them combined. So I say we change the rule. I say my power, should be *our* power. [..]From now on, every girl in the world who might be a Slayer, will be a Slayer. Every girl who could have the power, will have the power. Can stand up, will stand up. Slayers, every one of us. Make your choice. Are you ready to be strong? There is one episode that stands out to me in its spiritual power, an episode originally intended to be the series finale called “The Gift” in which Buffy sacrifices herself to save her younger sister. This, while serving as a pretty blatant Christian reference, also has power for me in that we live through acts of service to others. As our hymnal says “and when life is done for me, let love be my legacy.” By no means the final science fiction or fantasy influence to my faith journey but the last one I have time for today is British author Terry Pratchett. A prolific fantasy writer of over 70 books for adults and youth, he is perhaps best known for his satirical fantasy universe called Discworld. Discworld rests on the back of four elephants which stand on the back of an ancient turtle who swims through space. Pratchett started Discworld as a send-up of Tolkein, Dungeons & Dragons, and the Dragonlance novels that were popular in the 1980s, but became a useful tool for him to comment upon and satirize much of contemporary life, including the military, economy, politics, technology, medicine, pop culture. . .basically any aspect of life as we know it. Pratchett’s outlook can best be described as cynical humanism. When I discussed this with a former minister, he gave the opinion that those two things were in direct opposition and couldn’t co-exist, but I disagree. The tension created in the simultaneous belief that a) people are right bastards and b) the wonder and joy in human life is at the absolute heart of Pratchett’s moral universe, and also mine. My favorite character in Discworld is hard-boiled police detective Sam Vimes, who is both highly idealist and highly cynical, and also widely understood to be a stand-in for Pratchett himself. Sam Vimes is anti-authoritarian while also being an authority figure himself, a position which Pratchett notes is “practically Zen.” These contradictions are just gorgeous to me. Life is messy, and so is Discworld. The complexity is apropos to a UU. Terry Pratchett passed away earlier this month at the age of 66 from Alzheimer’s disease. His fellow author and friend Neil Gaiman wrote an essay about him recently. Terry’s authorial voice is always Terry’s: genial, informed, sensible, drily amused. I suppose that, if you look quickly and are not paying attention, you might, perhaps, mistake it for jolly. But beneath any jollity there is a foundation of fury.Terry Pratchett is not one to go gentle into any night, good or otherwise. He will rage, as he leaves, against so many things: stupidity, injustice, human foolishness and shortsightedness, not just the dying of the light. And, hand in hand with the anger, like an angel and a demon walking into the sunset, there is love: for human beings, in all our fallibility; for treasured objects; for stories; and ultimately and in all things, love for human dignity. Or to put it another way, anger is the engine that drives him, but it is the greatness of spirit that deploys that anger on the side of the angels, or better yet for all of us, the orangutans. Like Terry Pratchett, I hope to rage against injustice and human foolishness. I hope to harness my anger to drive me to change my world, and to hold on to my love for human dignity. When I look at the six sources of the Unitarian Universalist living tradition I see many which dovetail seamlessly with my acquired spirituality from Science Fiction and Fantasy. The “Words and deeds of prophetic women and men which challenge us to confront powers and structures of evil with justice, compassion, and the transforming power of love” are the works by visionary authors who wrote stories to inspire us to fight evil and love fully. The books and movies I’ve mentioned draw extensively from the world’s religions, including Christianity and Judaism, and call us to love others as we love ourselves, even when the Other is alien, dwarf, or “ensouled” vampire. Works of science fiction invariably hold up the guidance of reason and the results of science while also serving to caution us against the potential for the abuse of technology when used for the purposes of idolatry and when used to interrupt the harmony of nature. If my sacred sources of prophetic wisdom are science fiction and fantasy, then being a fan for me, is to be a fanatic, one insanely but divinely inspired to live a life aligned with my Unitarian Universalist principles.
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