CHAPTER LONELY NEST IV IN A PHONEY WORLD Having observed how t h e p r o t a g o n i s t s of Arun J o s h i suffer from c e r t a i n e x t r a o r d i n a r y obsessions, s t r a n g e h a u n t i n g s and inscrutable enigmas l e t us h a v e a c l o s e look a t t h e i r lonely quest for truth in the +'phoneyRworld. T o an interviewer, A r u n J o s h i says that h e is i n d u c e d into writing t o explore " t h a t m y s t e r i o u s underworld which is t h e human soul. Joshi p u t s h i s philosophical vision into the mouth of Som B h a s k a r as he reminisces Azizumls song in The Last Labyrinth: ... it reminded you of t h a t core of l o n e l i ness around w h i c h a l l of us a r e b u i l t . It m u s t h a v e emerged f r o m t h e slums of B e n a r a s , b u t c e n t u r i e s into i t s p e r f e c t i o n . It rode t h e n i g h t l i k e a searchlight l i g h t i n g up r u i n s of a n ancient abandoned city with w h i c h I, t o o , was f a m i l i a r . A l l m y l i f e , a t i n t e r v a l s , I, t o o had flown across i t s the blacked o u t s k i e s , flapping m y weary w i n g s , I c o u l d see. We belonged to t h e same b e n i g h t e d underworld. ( 54-55) ... The r o o t s of the Loneliness of Joshi's protagonists Lay i n their sense of a l i e n a t i o n and rootlessness. misfits in this world. and h o s t i l e and unreal. They are Thfs w o r l d appears to t h e m u n f r i e n d l y In order t o find the meaning of t h e i r e x i s t e n c e they undertake a lonely quest in this phoney world, A deeper probing will u n r a v e l how each one of Joshi's protago- n i s t s acquires a sense of a l i e n a t i o n and how they are a f f l f e t a d by it i n t h e i r l o n e l y q u e s t f o r t h e meaning of l i f e . S i n d f Oberoi, t h e hero of Arun Joshins f i r s t novel, The F o r e i q n e r acquires i d e a l "forefgnness" through h i s parentage and h i s early l i f e . a Kenyan-Xndian H i s double i n h e r i t a n c e w i t h f a t h e r and a n English m o t h e r , h i s b i r t h and early e d u c a t i o n i n Kenya, h i s h i g h e r e d u c a t i o n In England and A m e r i c a shroud h i m in a c l o u d of f o r e i g n n e s s , engulfed in a sense of rootlessness. He i s He c a n n o t c l a i m k i n - ship with A f r i c a , a s n e i t h e r of h l s parents b e l o n g s to Africa, His conscience f a i l s t o a d m i t t h a t he is an Englishman because h i s f a t h e r w a s a n I n d i a n . a t t a c h e d to America i n anyway: f o r me. He is not "It is t o o much sterilized Much t o o c l e a n and o p t i m i s t i c and empty," (89) And l a s t l y to c l a i m affinlty with I n d i a , h e does n o t s e e it t i l l h e is t w e n t y six. Even a t that t i m e , i t is n o t a d e l i - b e r a t e c h o i c e , but d e c i d e d o n l y by a f l i p of a coin. So S i n d i suffers a p a t h e t i c sense of loneliness a s he does n o t "belongn t o any of t h e s e c o u n t r i e s . He, t h e n , is haunted by the q u e s t i o n w h e t h e r he, in anyway, belongs to this world, L y i n g in h i s a p a r t m e n t , i n New York he muses: I wondered in w h a t way, if any, d i d I belong to t h e w o r l d that roared beneath my a p a r t m e n t window. Perhaps I felt l i k e t h a t because I was a foreigner in America. But t h e n , what d i f f e r e n c e would it have made If I had l i v e d in Kenya or India or any o t h e r place for t h a t m a t t e r ! 1 t seemed to me t h a t I would s t i l l be a foreigner. ( 6 ) ,,. S i n d i further bewails: "My foreignness l a y w i t h m e and I could n o t leave myself behind wherever f went." reflection of S f n d i reminds us of Satants grief: (61) This Which way I fly i s Hell; myself am Hell; (~ilton's Paradise Lost Bk,IV, Sindi's words a n d actions too 1.75) c r e a t e the same impression i n a l l t h o s e persons w i t h whom he comes into c o n t a c t , Once June remarks: "1 have a feeling you'd be foreigner anywhere." After corning t o I n d i a , S h e i l a too makes a similar (33) comment: (I 41) 'is As "You a r e s t i l l a f o r e i g n e r , you don't b e l o n g here." M,K. Naik remarks, t h e protagonist i n The F o r e i g n e r a l i e n a t e d from a l l hurnanftyan2 Meenakshi Mukherjee r i g h t l y remarks t h a t S i n d i i s an a l i e n everywhere p h y s i c a l l y as well a s L l k e Hernmingway' s American metaphorically h e r o f i g h t i n g a n I t a l i a n b a t t l e in A Farewell t o A r m s , S i n d i Oberoi i n The F o r e i g n e r a n I n d i a n Kenyan who r e t u r n s t o I n d i a after years in the West, l a c k s involvement in t h e life h e leads.3 . Haunted by a sense of foreignness, Sindi soon turns cynical, misogynistic and d e t a c h e d . Babu writes t o h i s sister, S h e i l a , t h a t S i n d i is " t e r r i b l y c y n i c a l . " (52) t e l l s Sfndi: "you a r e j u s t a c y n i c , my boy.' June's mother (1102) His room mate Karl wonders whether Sindi c o u l d ever l a u g h f o r which S f n d i s a y s t h a t h e c a n , when he is drunk. Sindi becomes disgusted w i t h his loneliness: "I was c y n i c a l and exhausted, grown old before m y time, weary w i t h my own Loneliness.'' Sindi is vexed with his f u t i l e quest: (152) "Twenty-five years largely wasted in search of wrong t h i n g s in wrong places." (92) He voices h i s d i s c o n t e n t for wasting twenty five years on " a l i e n shores" ( 9 2 ) I n q u e s t of peace: T w e n t y f i v e years gone in search o f peace, and what d i d I have t o show f o r achiement; a ten stone body t h a t had t o be f e d four times a d a y , t w e n t y e l g h t times a week. T h i s was t h e sum of a l i f e t i m e striving, (92) T a l k i n g t o Mr. Khemka, S i n d i sums up t h e uprooted and alie- nated man of t h e world -- a man w i t h no a m b i t i o n s , no a i m in l i f e , n o a t t a c h m e n t s : Look a t me, I h a v e no r o o t s . I have no system of morality. What does it mean t o me i f you c a l l me a n immoral man? X have no reason t o be one t h i n g o t h e r t h a n a n o t h e r . You ask me why I a m not a m b i t i o u s ; well, I have no reason t o be. Come t o t h i n k of i t I d o n ' t even have a reason t o live, (136) M u r a l i Das Melwani says t h a t Boston, where S i n d i spends many years f o r Ph,D, in E n g i n e e r i n g is a city conducive t o a sense of alienation, e s p e c i a l l y f o r the Indian s t u d e n t s . He says: The atmosphere o f Boston i s evoked w i t h s k i l l . Boston is not a c i t y b u t a s t a t e of mind. J o s h i reveals h i s c r a f t s m a n s h i p b y the use of motifs which stxenqthen t h e c e n t r a l design. A good example is the loneliness I n d i a n students f e e l i n America; t h i s is contrasted w i t h Oberoi' s a l i e n a t i o n . Atmosphere is presented with a s i m i l a r purpose; the bleak c h i l l y evenings serve a s an appropriate background to the p r e v a i l i n g mode of the characters. I t is this sense of t o t a l alienation t h a t makes him i n d i f f e r e n t to academic t a l e n t s , and the profession h e f o l l o w s . He has a very bright academic career in London and Boston where he earns a d o c t o r a t e in m e c h a n i c a l engineering -- not t h a t he values mechanical engineering a l i t t l e more t h a n t h e o t h e r subjects: "1 cared t w o pins f o r all mechanical engineers in the world.n (14) Rating h i s s k i l l s very h i g h , his professors offer him a place a j o b i n New in the college f a c u l t y , B u t he t a k e s up York from where h e comes t o New D e l h i , He a c c e p t s a job i n Khernka's f a c t o r y o n l y because it would keep Here he considers himself a m i s f i t him away from himself, because h i s foreign background s t a n d s a g a i n s t him. In his q u e s t f o t~r u t h , his first encounter is with Anna and K a t h y i n London who t e a c h h i m h i s non-attachment t h e o r y w h i c h i s f u r t h e r strengthened by t h e C a t h o l i c priest i n S c h t l a n d w i t h whom h e develops f r i e n d s h i p , with whom he d i s c u s s e s matters r e l a t i n g t o god and mysticism. one g r e a t truth flashes on h i s mind: R A l l love One morning -- whether of t h i n q s o r persons, o r o n e s e l f -- was p a i n sprang from t h i s i l l u s i o n . Love begot greed and a t t a c h - ment, and i t led t o posession." (170) illusion and a l l Then he d e v e l o p s t h e v i e w t h a t "one should be a b l e t o d e t a c h oneself from object of one's l o v e . " (66) the He is averse t o getting f nvolved: "Everywhere I turned I saw involvement." (70) He wishes to remain free and detached and hence h e i s l o n e l y fn his q u e s t for t r u t h in t h i s world. He implements h i s non-attachment theory i n h i s l o v e with June. He develops a passionate love f o r her b u t he refuses t o marry her a s it will lead t o a t t a c h - ment and p o s e s s i o n which he doesnft want. "a H i s soul becomes b a t t l e f i ~ l d where t h e c h i l d and a d u l t warred u n c e a s i n g l y . " (130) A s R.S. Pathak remarks, nSindiis s u f f e r i n g s a r e mani- f e s t a t i o n s of a s p i r i t u a l c r i s i s w h i ~ ha l l sensitive people face t o d a y . n 5 So he drives her i n t o t h e hands of Babu and eventually he is r e s p o n s i b l e for t h e d e a t h of Babu a s well a s Junets. After t h e d e a t h of June, S i n d i r e a l i z e s t h a t true detachment " c o n s i s t e d of right action and not e s c a p e from i t T '(193) w h i c h is also preached in the Gita. i n g the Witness- terrible consequences of practising detachment i n America, S i n d l d e c i d e s to leave the c o u n t r y and go t o I n d i a . After a c c e p t i n g a j o b in t h e firm of Mr. Khemka h e is forced to g e t i n v o l v e d in s p i t e of his non-attachment theory to save t h e employees from being thrown o u t of job. Then he r e a l f zes: " L i k e many of my breed, 1 believed e r r o n e o u s l y that I c o u l d escape from a part of myself by hopping from one l a n d m a s s t o a n o t h e r m R ( 1 76) "The Stranqe C a s e of B i l l y Siswas o f f e r s a s t u d y of t h e doomed existential q u e s t f o r values in a mad, bad, phoney and a b s u r d world. Billy ( ~ i r n a l isw was), aware of deeper l a y e r s o f h i s p e r s o n a l i t y , f e e l s t o t a l l y a l i e n a t e d from the superficial r e a l i t y of l i f e , It is s i g n i f i c a n t t o note t h a t Van Gogh' s t u r b u l e n t career R h e l d considerable f a s c i n a t i o n f o r B i l l y a t one time," (73) In A m e r i c a , a s a student, BflFy e v i n c e s l e s s i n t e r e s t i n books t h a n i n t h e p l a c e s d e s c r i b e d in them and is interested t o study t h e "aboriginalness of t h e worldn (14) and it is "around his interest in t h e p r i m i t i v e man t h a t h i s entire l i f e had been o ~ g a n i s e d . (14) ~~ " f i r s t n glimpse of t h e "other at a The s i d e n in B i l l y (18) is revealed music s e s s i o n in New Yark which exerts "a mesmeric pulln on him (27 ) . Retuxning t o I n d i a , R i l l y takes up a teaching j o b i n the A n t h r o p o l o g y department of D e l h i U n i v e r s i t y . Meena, t h e s m a r t , servant. He marrf es s o p h i s t i c a t e d daughter of a x e t i r e d c i v i l Rut i n D e l h i , R i l l y f e e l s L i k e a f i s h out of water and s e e s no o t h e r way t h a n t o f l y from t h e c i v i l i z e d , sophis- t i c a t e d modern society. H i s f r i e n d sees B i l l y a f t e x a gap o f three y e a r s i n D e l h i d u r i n g which Billy had a son, a very handsome boy, Three y e a r s of life1 s j o u r n e y h a s wrought a v a s t change i n 5 i l l y . Romi says: Gone was t h e s t a g g e r i n g i n t e l l i g e n c e , t h e spectroscopic i n t e r e s t s , the sense of humour. He had e i t h e r turned b a n a l , something I had seen happen enough, o r , unknown t o us, he was turned upon some obscure segment of. h i m s e l f , ferreting o u t a bitter secret, s e t t l i n g a n old score. Whatever it m i g h t h a v e been, the Billy Biswas I had known was f i n i s h e d , s n u f f e d out l i k e a c a n d l e l e f t in r a i n . (70) Billy ceases t o belong t o t h i s world gradually. being impelled by na great force, u r k r a f t .., He f e e l s a primitive f o r c e n (22) t h a t has been found in him by h i s Swedish f r i e n d Tuula L i n d g r e n long before hFs r e t u r n t o I n d i a , When h e v i s i t e d h i s u n c l e a t Bhubaneswar a t the age of f o u r t e e n he receives t h e Intimations of h i s p r i m i t i v e self a f t e r seeing t h e t r i b a l d a n c e during one n i g h t : "This is where I belong. This is what I have a l w a y s d r e a m t of." (125) He a l s o has had some v i s i t a t i o n of strange h a l l u c i n a t i o n s "of being in a p l a c e other a t times than where I was, in a place very, very o l d , in a wilderness, a t o t h e r t h e s full of strange primitive people. " ( 180) In a letter to Tuula, B i l l y writes a b o u t the f e e l i n g s generated in him after h i s return from an e x p e d i t i o n : When f r e t u r n from a n e x p e d i t i o n , it is days before I can shake off the sounds and smells of t h e f o r e s t . T h e c u r i o u s f e e l i n g t r a i l s me everywhere t h a t I am a v i s i t o r from t h e wilderness to t h e marts o f t h e Big city and not t h e other way round. (96) Billy's d e c i s i o n t o forsake t h e world of c i v i l i z a t i o n on the second d a y of h i s last anthropological e x p e d i t i o n int o t h e s a a l forests of Central I n d i a as a Professor of Anthropology of D e l h i U n i v e x s i t y will f i n d its echo in the famous r e n u n c i a t i o n of Siddhartha when he leaves his wife and s o n t o undertake t h e quest for t h e meaning of l i f e , B i l l y helps h i s students t o p i t c h the tents in the forests and t h e y r e t i r e i n t o t h e i r t e n t s . Dhunia, the headman, has i n v i t e d him with his students t o w a t c h a t r i b a l dance a n d h i s students may go there w i t h t h e i r papers and pens to n o t e the happenings. Sitting on a rock, alone, B i l l y undergoes excruciating moments in t h e process of his t r a n s f o r m a t i o n . He is terribly a f r a i d t h a t something is happening in him. He feels that t h e "inheritors of t h e cosmic n i g h t " are calling him and he f e e l s a s 'though he was t h e first man on earth facina the earth's first n i g h t . " (120) They seem t o i n v i t e him: nCome t o o u r primitive world t h a t wouLd sooner or l a t e r overcome the works o f man, for you." (1201121) Billy says: Come, W e have waited "And, I, too, was waiting. I was w a i t i n g to explore a l l t h i s , t o enjoy t h i s e a r t h , this moonlight, these imperishable rocks, t h e touch and smell of this primeval n i g h t , u n t i l my senses were g l u t t e d , (121) The second c a l l of t h e elements of nature to B i l l y is irresistible: Come, come, come, come. Why do you w a n t t o go back? This is a l l there on e a r t h . This and the woman w a i t i n g f o r you in the l i t t l e hut a t the bottom of a h i l l . You t h o u g h t New York was real, You thought t h a t New D e l h i was your d e s t i n a t i o n . How mistaken you have been! Mistaken and misled. Come now, come. Take us, Take us u n t i l you have had your f i l l . ft i s we who are t h e i n h e r i t o r s of the cosmic n i g h t . (121) B f l l y gives a g r a p h i c description of t h e deep metamorphosis undergone by him: Layer a f t e r layer was p e e l e d off from me u n t i l nothing b u t my p r i m i t i v e self was l e f t trembling in t h e moonlight. (121) A t last Billy Biswas d i s a p p e a r s from nthe face of t h e earth, - simply v a n i s h e s into the saal forests of the Maikala Hills." (83) Billy's departure does n o t amount to a n escape from l i f e and i t s realities b u t a journey into the r e a l life he h a s been w a i t i n g f o r long. Thus, B i l l y is "a man of con- v i c t i o n , capable of t u r n i n g h i s v i s i o n into realityen6 In s p i t e of h i s h a i l i n g from a family of t h e ' u p p e r upper crust' he has a s t r a n g e fascination f o r the aborigines rather t h a n the a r t i f i c i a l upper classes, He has been evincing aversion for the s o p h i s t i c a t i o n which is n o t "any- thing more than making and spending moneyn ( 9 6 ) and it i s ahwig o n this peg of money." (97) He f e e l s a s if he is "pinned down" in t h e upper c l a s s sophistication, "like a dead b u t t e r f l y n . (47) knot by He is f e d up to be "tied up in a a stif l i n g system of expectationst1 (1 27) of this civilized realm of D e l h i l i f e and feels sorry for wasting "priceless treasure of h i s l i f e on t h a t heap of t i n s e l that passed for c i v i l i z a t i o n . ( 1 4f The c i r c l e of the sophisticated s o c i e t y of "finely dressed men and women seated on downy sofasw appear t o Billy in no way b e t t e r t h a n k e n n e l f u l of dogs "yawning ( t h e i r large teeth s h o w i n g ) or snuggling against e a c h o t h e r or h o l d i n g whisky glasses f n their f u r r e d p a w s , " ( 9 6 ) Meena, t h e w i f e of B i l l y , is a p e r f e c t representa- t i v e of t h e snobbery and superficiality of the u l t r a modern phoney world w h l Le B i l l y a r d e n t l y yearns for t h e unsophf stic a t e d p r i m i t i v e life of the aborgines, O n Meena-Billy tion a s w i f e and husband, S u s h e e l Kumar Sharma makes relevant observation: H i s ( ~ i l l ~ * smarriage ) w i t h Meena C h a t t e r jee, a pretty young daughtex of a retired c i v i l servant, is a n impulsive a c t i o n , no doubt, but this is prompted by B i l l y ' s search f o r v i a b l e a l t e x n a t i v e s . In t h a t condition of m i n d , he f e e l s no better g i r l than Meena. Perhaps B i l l y thinks Meena's bonds w i l l be strong enough t o c h a i n up hLs s p l l t personality. It is just like Sudhodants getting h i s s o n married w i t h Yosadhara to chain up S i d d h a r t h a , The result is d r a s t i c a s B i l l y does not find in her a good partner for she is t o o much down-to-earth f o r B i l l y . Meena i s worldly-wise and is a product of moneymachine culture. She w a n t s money and glamour a rela- which B i l l y hates. If he has a soft, t e n d e r and d e l i c a t e h e a x t and the mind of a mystic and naturalist, Meena is just t h e o p p o s i t e of 5illyfs temperament. She does n o t even attempt t o understand Billy and e s t a b l i s h a c o m u n i c a tion w i t h h i m . 7 She gets a n apprehension t h a t " t h i n g s are falling apart." (74) She t e l l s Romi t h a t BFlly h a s gone through a sea change and 'is passing day, g e t t i n g stranger and stranger w i t h every (75) Meena ' s lack of understanding p u s h e s B i l l y to the edge of d e s p a i r , u l t i m a t e l y l e a d i n g t o t h e seduction of Rima Kaul, Billy confesses l a t e r before Romi : It gxadually dawned on me t h a t a tremendous corrupting force was working on me. It was a s t h o u g h my soul were t a k i n g revenge on me for having d e n i e d f a r so l o n g t h a t Other t h i n g t h a t it had been clamouring for. ( 189) B i l l y then undergoes a t e r r i b l e shock after h i s d e g r a d a t i o n in the Rima i n c i d e n t t h a t makes hfs flight from t h e c i v i l i z e d world i n e v i t a b l e , alternatives. Poor Rima has c r y s t a l l i z e d f o r him t h e B i l l y tells Romi about h i s choices just be- fore he j o i n s the primitive world: I had t w o c l e a r c h o i c e s s X could either follow t h i s c a l l , this v i s i o n , whatever the c o s t , or be condemned t o t o t a l decay. (190) He chooses the d r a s t i c first o p t i o n of crossing t o t h e primitives, Thus B i l l y becomes "a refugee from c i ~ i l i z a t i o n .(140) ~ One is awed a t the t e n a c i t y w i t h which he pursues h i s lonely quest in the phoney w o r l d , The novel reminds us of D.H, Lawrence's The Woman who Rode Greenets Away and Graham A Burnt Out Case, In Billy's sound pompous, q u e s t f o r meaning, he does not want t o For R o m i is q u e s t i o n , he answers: w a n t t o sound t o o pompous, o l d chap. Becoming a primitive was only a first s t e p , a means t o a n end, realized it only a f t e r I r a n away. seeking something else," (189) 'I1 d o n ' t Ofcourse I f realized t h a t I was When Romi asks him persis- tently w h e t h e r h e i s seeking G o d , he answers "Yes, somet h i n g like t h a t . q l 8 9 ) S i l l y ' s quest for meaning in t h i s phoney world has been carried on i n a h o s t i l e atmosphere The a n d a t Last h e has t o pay a very heavy price for it. s o p h i s t i c a t e d s o c i e t y in " i t s m i d d l e c l a s s mediocrityn, o n l y knows t o b r a c k e t men l i k e Billy " w i t h irresponsible f o o l s and common crimfnals" and consider it their d u t y to prevent them from "seeking such meagre fulfilment of t h e i r d e s t i n y a s t h e i r t o r t u r e d lives allowed. " (231 -32) Attempts of B i l l y t s f a t h e r and h i s w i f e employing t h e mighty rnachtnery of the government t o capture h i m In order to b r i n g h i m back to c i v i l i z a t i o n end in h i s being s h o t dead, He s a c r i f i c e s his l i f e for v i o l a t i n g t h e norms and ethos of t h e phoney c i v i - lization, for daring to step o u t of its s t i f l i n g c o n f i n e s , Romi feels: "It was a s though we had k i l l e d one of t h e numerous man-gods of t h e p r i m i t i v e pantheon. " (236) Dhunia is true when he says t h a t B i l l y f s "ltke rain on parched land, l i k e a balm on a wound. The hills have not seen t h e l i k e of security." (20) She further exhorts him: friends. q o n e y made Money succeeded where a l l e l s e failed. were many laws ... There b u t money was a law unto itself." (20) Her e x h o r t a t i o n appears t o him "as though a n o r a c l e had spoken and xevealed t o me the mystery of t h e universen and was a v i s i o n " which he h a s n o t forgotten. ( 2 1 ) R a t a n begins his l l f e i s journey t h r o u g h t h e chasm created by t h e t w o c o n f l i c t i n g i d e o l o g i e s left by h i s parents in a h o s t i l e world a f f l i c t e d with t h e p e s t i l e n c e of m a t e r i a l i s m and greed for money. and resentment when h e is forced He undergoes tensions to p u t up t o t a l l y diver- gent s o c i a l norms and e x p e c t a t i o n s . He soon g e t s a reali- z a t i o n , t h a t life is clouded by chaos, absurdity, b x u t a l i t y and i n s e n s i t i v i t y . C o n f r o n t e d by such dehurnanising materia- l l s m , a person l i k e Ratan guided by his father's s p i r i t of s i m p l i c i t y , sacrffice and service to mankind f e e l s a l i e n a t e d and crushed i n a p e t r i f i e d and frozen world of c i v i l i z a t i o n . The humiliating expexiences undergone during h i s search f o r a job e x p o s e Ratan t o the appalling c r u e l t y of the human lot, He is h o r r i f i e d to know how he "becomes a t t h e age of twenty-one, sham," ( 2 8 ) a h y p o c r i t e and a liar, in short, After joining a s a temporary clerk in t h e department of war purchases, a morbid fear sounds hfrn a warning - the prospect of l o s l n g h i s temporary job, as there are a b o u t f i f t y persons waiting for confirmation, a Killing h i s conscience, he tries to make a career. He be- comes obedient and even d o c i l e to h i s boss, t h e Superin- tendent, He overworks, works up to e i g h t , while a l l o t h e r s l e a v e the o f f i c e a t five, One d a y t h e Superintendent sees him searching f o r a f i l e i n t h e o f f i c e , alone a t eight* He is very much impressed. After s i x months, t h e Superin- t e n d e n t g e t s him confirmed into a permanent p o s i t i o n . It, c l e a r l y , i s a favour bestowed on him by h i s boss a s there are o n l y three o r four permanent v a c a n c i e s d e s p a r a t e l y awaited by fifty of R a t a n ' s c l a s s . After becoming permanent, Ratan's next endeavour is t o work o u t h i s way fox promotion. With this aim Ratan kills a l l scxuples lingering i n him. His colleagues c a l l him a whore. Turning a d e a f ear t o t h e i r remarks, he e n t e r s into a ' d e a l t w i t h h i s Superinten- dent to marry h i s niece, whom h e has never s e e n a s he i s assured of t h e continuation of h i s j o b and even of a prom* tion. Ratan tells the silent listener: Deals, d e a l s , d e a l s , my f r i e n d , t h a t i s w h a t the world runs on, what is a l l about. If men forget how to make d e a l s the world would come to a s t o p . It would lose i t s p r o p e l l i n g power. (51) He grows greedy and wants t o s e i z e t h e great o p p o r t u n i t y thrown open t o h i m . niece. So he d i d not Soon he g e t s married to h i s boss's lose h i s j o b and after sometime, *two days after t h i s Republic was created; in fact, in the honour of i t s c r e a t i o n , I was made an officer." ( 5 3 ) After getting h i s promotion as a n officer, R a t a n Son of undergoes a t h o r o u g h metamorphosis in his outlook, a freedom f i g h t e r , who a l w a y s grew v i o l e n t , rebellious even a t t h e thought of 'careers, of time becomes fla bourgeois f i l t h , " ( 4 ) in course thick-skin and washout." ( 4 1 ) His change is so complete t h a t "the turbulence a l w a y s d i e d until it ceased to e r u p t a l t o g e t h e r . " he l e a s t n e e d s money, (41) He a c c e p t s bribes when The new c o r r u p t life still r a i s e s scruples in him a n d confounds h i m a l l t h e more and he f a i l s to sort o u t the r i g h t fxom the wrong: The f e e l i n g s generated in me a g r e a t confusion. What had I done, w h a t had I done which I should n o t have done? What was right, what was wrong7 What was t h e measure f o r doing things or n o t doing them? (72-73) H i s confusion h a s reduced him to " t h e s t a t u s of those leaves of autumn t h a t are blown here and there, wind. a t the mercy of the (73) Haunted wf t h such confusion, Ratan u n d e r t a k e s a q u e s t f o r p e a c e in t h i s world of s o p h i s t i c a t i o n and c o r r u p tion. He confesses before Hirmat that h i s t w e n t y - f i v e years job has been a waste: ,,. T h a t is a terrible sensation the r e a l f z a tion t h a t one's l i f e has been a total waste, a great mistake, w i t h o u t purpose, w i t h o u t results. There are many sorrows in t h e world, but t h e r e is n o t h i n g in the t h r e e worlds to match t h e sorrow of a wasted l i f e . A l l else, t h o u g h t s of revenge, of pleasure, of p a i n , p a l e before it, a r e made p o f n t l e s s . (140) R a t a n ' s quest f o r peace, a t last takes him t o t h e temple. He is horrified to discover that even r e l i g i o n is n o t free from c o r r u p t i o n ; it is c o r r u p t and can haxdly be expected t o provide the much needed solace t o a troubled soul in He is shaken out of h i s moral i n e r t i a on life's journey. seeing the faceless head of h i s f r i e n d , t h e Brigadier, The moral degradation and i t s evil consequences are r e a l i z e d by Ra tan. Madhusudan Prasad rightly remarks: Having viewed h i s r a p i d moral downfall in the background of h i s g l o r i o u s heritage, Ratan g r i e v o u s l y realizes the f u t i l i t y and t h e hallowness of h i s whole l i f e , and plans to repent f o r his misdeeds sincerely. He becomes a n apprentice t o h i s moral and s p i r i t u a l reconstruction and begins to learn * t o b e of use" a s h i s f a t h e r would say, "whatever you do touches someone somewhere. n f O A t t h e end he t r i e s to derive peace and solace to h i s wearied soul by p a y i n g a penance f o r h i s h y p o c r i s y by undertaking t h e menial work of c l e a n i n g the shoes of the people who visit the t e m p l e everyday, Ratan's metamorphosis may a p p e a r unreal and unnatural. R.S. Pathak has a s u i t a b l e answer to t h i s d o u b t : Ratant s c o n v e r s i o n may sound somewhat unn a t u r a l and rather extreme. But it is very much possible under t h e circumstances of h i s life, and h a s been f o u n d to take p l a c e more t h a n once b o t h in l i t e r a t u r e and a c t u a l l5fe. An absolute humility and genial acceptance of life a s i t is can undoubtedly create an inner centre of peace and serenity f o r t h e i n d i v i d u a l . ,, The Last Labyrinth, Arun Joshits fourth n o v e l explores t h e agony and turbulence in t h e troubled soul of Som Rhaskar, the Western educated Som Bhaskar, a , weal t h y millionaire at industrial g i a n t of Bombay. the early age of thirty has everything t h a t makes him happy in the world. He married a b e a u t i f u l woman, who was I t a l l t h a t a wife could be,n and 1s blessed with t w o handsome children. a l l upn hungers, Yet h e "goofed it (40) a n d 1 s relentlessly haunted by undeffned He is a s s a i l e d by a t o r m e n t of roaring holow- ness inside h i s soul and boredom and weariness a s a result of v a r i o u s experiences. T h e ceaseless orchestras of h i s discontent make him a t thirty five "a worn-out weary man i n c a p a b l e of spontaneous feeling." (14) He always feels t h a t he is l t 1 i k e a h a r e chased by unseen hounds.ll ( 1 2 ) He e s t i m a t e s himself a s a person "wondering, c u r i o u s , a n a l y z i n g , c o r r e l a t i n g n and of course "getting nowhere." (80) He tells to Anusadha: I am d i s l o c a t e d . "I'll tell you w h a t is wrong M y mind 1 s out of focus, .., There is something sitting r i g h t in front of m e and I cannot see iten (107) Taking rest in bed a f t e r slipping down on the polished f l o o r , Sam feels a s though struck by t h u n d e r , b l e d t o t a l l y of energyn a n d t h a t i n s i d e himn there was n o t h i n g b u t an empty roaring, l i k e the roar of t h e sea i n a conch." ( 1 1 5 ) He is always " d i z z y , o f f - b a l a n c e " and is h a u n t e d by vague f e a r s which have n o t h i n g to d o w i t h his body or n e r v e s , His a f f l i c - tions push him down into 'a bottomless p i t of d e s p a i r l i k e a shipwrecked s a i l o r s i n k i n g into the ocean." (144) always haunted by mysterious voices a u d i b l e only to my ears, a grey c r y threshed the n i g h t a i r : I want, I want. Through the l i g h t of my days and the blackness of my nights and the d i s q u i e t of those s l e e p l e s s ...IIwant. had sung the I want, hours f want, same strident song: I want. (11) He is He thinks t h a t h i s vague desires r a n t i n g a n d r a v i n g in h i s t r o u b l e d s o u l can be s a t i s f i e d by possessing Anuradha, who is of an indeterminate age and origin, t a l l b e a u t i f u l and tender. He says t h a t f o x many years he has been haunted by an awful feeling that he wanted something. But unfortu- n a t e l y it has n o t made the slightest difference when he managed to g e t what he wanted. bad a s ever, ,,. H i s hunger was "just a s Later, i t became more confused world s p i n n i n g a l l by i t s e l f . " ( 1 8 9 ) .., A His pxoblem of unhappi- ness and d i s c o n t e n t is a n a l y s e d by Anuradha and Leela S a b n i s . Anuradha says: "you don' t know what is wrong and you don1 t know what is wrong and you donqt know w h a t you want . lt ( 1 06) Leela Sabnis analyses t h e cause of his troubles and a t t r i b u t e s it to h i s h a b i t of n a l w a y s p l a y i n g games w i t h t h e world" and tells him: "You are lonely on the one hand. you h a v e b u i l t a shell around yourself. bored s t i l l i n your little shell, .., On the o t h e r , You are bored, That I s the long and short of it. "800) The d i f f i c u l t i e s and troubles of Som a r e m u l t i p l i e d by t h e "terrible lonelinessn of h i s h e a r t and also by a h a u n t i n g sense of meaninglessness in life, While still a student, awed by t h e f u t i l e activities of l i f e , he approaches t h e Headmaster's wife and requests her n t o e x p l a i n the meaning of it all. (24) Later he learns t h a t life is full complica- tions and it is "a l a b y r i n t h w i t h i n t h e labyrinthsn ( 2 9 ) like the Lanes and bylanes of Benaras. For him life is "vanity of v a n i t i e s n ( 3 2 ) and compares it to "meaningless flights of stairs" (34) and "a fisherman's n e t . " on life is: (37) Sornts o p i n i o n " N o t h i n g was s t r a i g h t - f o r w a r d . running a hurdle r a c e , " (133) One was always In t h e course of h i s quest f o r t h e meaning of l i f e , Som develops na new l o a t h i n g f o r the s q u a l i d world." gust: He expresses h i s h o r r i f y i n g d i s - (46) "It is t h e voids of the world, more t h a n its objects, t h a t bother me "the voices and t h e empty spaces, w i t h i n a n d without. " (47) The g r e a t e s t dilemma of human l i f e is t h e ultimate reality, i , e + , death, mere t h o u g h t of it. Som, l i k e h i s f a t h e r is vexed by t h e He says: more t h a n d e a t h . " ( 1 5 ) "there was nothing I l o a t h e d His wish is to know its secret "with- o u t nagging, e n e r v a t i n g doubts." ( 5 3 ) He considers it point- less in r u n n i n g madly with outstretched arms in p u r s u i t of " l i t t l e pleasures" or " l i t t l e vendettasw, in l i f e , i f death is t o wind up a l l . (65) Som, who cannot make any headway i n knowing meaning in life, t h i n k s of the world: "a mysterious world, as p r e t e n t i o u s and meaningless a s the holy b u l l s of B e n a r a ~ . (108) ~ He has a genjlne interest t o peep i n t o the mystery of t h e world. He says: "Nothing had Interested me more t h a n the secrets of the universe." (129) haunted by t h e q u e s t i o n s of l i f e and death: He is always "And always in various shades of c o h e ~ e n c e ,he ~ says, " t h e spoken or unspoken q u e s t i o n , like a vulture circled the corpse of m y l i f e : When Som a s k s A f t a b what l a y i n t h e L a s t l a b y r i n t h ? " ( 1 2 2 ) what lies in the last labyrinth in t h e La1 H a v e l i , h e replies: Why, death of cause, "37) Sorn wants to know where one goes after t h i s life: .... i t , then? The terminus? The last of the labyrinth? Was it t h i s t h a t ? had wanted a l l my life? Was this the answer to the relentless c h a n t "I want, I want," Why was it so u n s a t i s f y i n g ? Or maybe, the l a b y r i n t h h a d n ' t ended. Something else l a y ahead, s o m e t h i n g more than a miracle, (211) Was t h i s i t , then? ..," Som fails t o f i n d any s a t i s f a c t o r y answers t o these questions. Always guided by r a t i o n a l i t y , he refuses t o a c c e p t any ready- made answer t o h i s problem, such a s b e l i e f i n supernatural elements or b l i n d adherence t o f a t a l i s m or determinism. His f a t h e r , a r a t i o n a l i s t was a chemist who turned into a n indus- trialist, believed in "he fundamental u n i t y i n the construc- t i o n of t h e universen and always maintained t h a t "everything happens in cycles - Birth, Growth, D e c l i n e and Death." (27) He used to wonder if there could not possibly be a Flxst Cause behind t h e creation t h e universe, which he regarded to be "the expression of a willn though h e had no evidence to b e l i e v e t h a t there was d i v i n e w i l l . (204) of melancholia by these "bigger He was driven t o t h e edge I n t e r r o g a t i o n s t ' and ''a know- l e d g e of verities sparsely known among ordinary men. Sorn's g r a n d f a t h e r , " ( ? 56) on the o t h e r hand, was "reckless, happy, unburdened by philosophical speculation. 'I ( 1 56) Though h e is an ardent believer in Darwin he feels bogged down when he f i n d s t h a t "Darwin d i d n o t say how we are supposed t o e v o l v e further." ( 132) Som's lonely q u e s t for life's meaning becomes d i f f i c u l t - far h i m since h e tries t o g e t the best of b o t h worlds material world and the spiritual world, He thinks: the "What I needed p e r h a p s , was s o m e t h i n g , somebody, somewhere in which t h e t w o worlds are combined." ( 8 2 ) It is o n l y one's i l l u s i o n to try to b r i n g a synthesis of t h e two worlds. t h a t Som is prone to " r o m a n t i c i z i n g than life. " ( 1 89) Dr. K. f e e l s ,,,. blowing things larger Som is trapped i n such an u n f o r t u n a t e situa- tion a s e x p l a i n e d by himself: ... I had sorrows, t h a t d i d n o t l e t m e breathe Then, there was the greatest sorrow of them all t h a t no one even guessed: There was the sorrow of idleness B u t there was always this b i t of me, a large bit, somewhere between t h e head and the chest, just f d l i n g about like a s t a t i o n a r y engine, g e t t i n g i n volved with n o t h i n g , It made me feel a s though I was asleep, T h i s w a s no j o k e . In fact it was one of t h e weirdest thing t o happen to anybody, ( 109-1 0) -- .., And above all, the oppressive turbulence of the v o i d s will n o t l e t him to be alone, F o r hfm: "Everything was a haze. Time i t s e l f seemed w i p e d off l i k e t h e spools of (110) a computer." Gargils answers f a i l to s a t i s f y t h e r a t i o n a l Som who dubs them a s wmumb-jurnbo" answers. (163) The religious minded people's "half-assed rigmoralen (2081, too, f a i l s to impress him. He has the scientific b r a i n of h i s f a t h e r . evidence for every statement. He wants Even if he wants t o have f a i t h in God he demands e v i d e n c e of t h e e x i s t e n c e of God. Gargi: "I want Probably, to know. one c a n qt order b e l i e f . X w a n t to He tells But believe. I must have evidence, " He (213) w a n t s t o have scientific method of experimental v e r i f i c a t i o n This is the c r u x of h i s f a i l u r e to know t o know God a l s o . the meantng of l i f e . F i n d i n g himself flogged by l i f e and completely vanquished he e x p r e s s e s a t e r r i b l e w i s h f o r d e a t h , A s s a i l e d by doubts and d e s p a i r he y e a r n s f o r a peaceful d e a t h . His v a s t business empire is crumbling and is reduced t o "a b i g mess." ( 2 2 3 ) Strange thoughts carom around h i s s k u l l . He wonders: " A r e t h e y t h e harbingers, t h e p i l o t - e s c o r t , melancholia? Of i n s a n i t y ? the p i l o t - e s c o r t You never know w h a t is Faith? of what,n (223) of R e t u r n i n g home, Sorn tries to commit s u i c i d e by s h o o t i n g himself w i t h h i s revolver, h i s w i f e G e e t a p u l l s it away from his temple and shakes h i m "gently as though r o u s i n g a man from sleep." (224) Geeta may perhaps cure h i m of h i s doubts a n d d e s p a i r and restore peace t o him by her i n t e l l i g e n c e and u n d e r s t a n d i n g . Thus the heroes of Arun J o s h i make a long journey in this hostile w o r l d in which they f i n d themselves a l i e n s , It takes a the world and shed t h e i r obsessions. lif+time to understand On t h e attempts made by Joshils protago nists in their quest for i d e n t i t y , 0.P. and G, R a i observe: They constitute varied attempts on the p a r t of the protagonists to a r r i v e a t self reali- sation. The outward journeys performed by of t h e i r relentless m o s t of them are symbolic quest f o r a personal salvation and a meaningf u l g o a l , Their s p i r i t u a l hunger b r i n g s out Mathur w i t h a p o l g n a n t c l a r i t y the utter meaninglessn e s s of w o r l d l y prosperity w h i c h a l l of t h e m a l x e a d y h a v e or achieve i n couxse of t h e i r lives, They yearn to t r a n s c e n d the wasteland of w e a l t h f nto a regfon of higher values.12 NOTES Su j a t h a M a t h a i , " I ' m a S t r a n g e r to m y Bookstt, of I n d i a , J u l y 7 , 1983, p.7, M,K. The T i m e s N a i k , D i m e n s i o n s of I n d i a n E n q l i s h L i t e r a t u r e Sterlinq PublFshers P r i v a t e Ltd,, 19843 ( N ~ WDelhi: Meenakshi Mukherjee, Twice Born Fiction, op. c i t . , p.203. Mural1 D a s M e l w a n i , Themes in Ind+Anqlian Li tera ture: ( 0 a r e f l l y : P r a k a s h Book Depot, 19771, p.66. 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