MIAMI UNIVERSITY The Graduate School Certificate for Approving the Dissertation We hereby approve the Dissertation of Kristy Lynn Drobney Candidate for the Degree: Doctor of Philosophy Director Dr. Marcia B. Baxter Magolda Reader Dr. Elisa S. Abes Reader Dr. Peter M. Magolda Graduate School Representative Dr. Carolyn A. Haynes ABSTRACT DECISION-MAKING PROCESSES AND DEVELOPMENTAL CAPACITIES OF HIGH-RISK COLLEGE STUDENTS by Kristy Lynn Drobney High-risk students, those susceptible to academic failure or early withdrawal from college, face significant academic, economic, and personal challenges. They must make good, well-informed decisions to navigate these challenges and persist toward their educational goals. Supporting high-risk students in their decision making is an important means for educators to promote this population’s educational persistence and degree attainment. This study explored the relationship between high-risk students’ decision-making processes and their developmental capacities to determine how students’ developmental capacities mediated their abilities to make good, well-informed decisions. Making well-informed decisions entails: gathering information from self and others, processing information by weighing expectations against one’s own interests, and making decisions that are consistent with one’s interests. This study’s data came from the Wabash National Study (WNS). I analyzed longitudinal annual interviews from 2006-2009 with 22 high-risk participants from diverse US institutions. Of these, 18 participants identified as students of color, 17 held low high school GPAs, 16 were firstgeneration students, 15 had low ACT scores, and 13 were of low socioeconomic status. Data analysis entailed: 1) coding decision-making units in the 88 transcripts; 2) constructing decisionmaking profiles for the 22 participants that crystallized how students made decisions across time; 3) assessing participants’ developmental meaning making using four major categories of the WNS developmental continuum ranging from external to internal meaning making; and 4) analyzing each participant’s decision-making and developmental profiles to identify intersections between students’ decision-making processes and their developmental capacities. Four decision-making patterns emerged from this analysis: 1. Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; 2. Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; 3. Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; and, 4. Non-Reflective Ownership of Decision Making. Participants using patterns one and two were most adept at well-informed decision making and reflected the most advanced developmental capacities over time. Their growing internal meaning making contrasted with the more external meaning making of those using patterns three and four who were less able to make well-informed decisions. Complex developmental capacities appear to be a necessary but insufficient condition, along with dissonance, support, and self-reflection capabilities, for well-informed decision making. DECISION-MAKING PROCESSES AND DEVELOPMENTAL CAPACITIES OF HIGH-RISK COLLEGE STUDENTS A Dissertation Submitted to the Faculty of Miami University in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of Doctor of Philosophy Department of Educational Leadership by Kristy Lynn Drobney Miami University Oxford, Ohio 2012 Director: Dr. Marcia B. Baxter Magolda © 2012 Kristy Lynn Drobney TABLE OF CONTENTS TABLE OF CONTENTS ............................................................................................................... iii LIST OF TABLES ......................................................................................................................... vi LIST OF FIGURES ...................................................................................................................... vii DEDICATION ............................................................................................................................. viii ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS ........................................................................................................... ix CHAPTER I: INTRODUCTION .................................................................................................... 1 High-Risk Students ..................................................................................................................... 3 Research Focus ........................................................................................................................... 7 CHAPTER II: LITERATURE REVIEW ....................................................................................... 9 Decision Making ......................................................................................................................... 9 Student Development Theory & Self-Authorship .................................................................... 11 Literature Linking Self-Authorship & Decision Making.......................................................... 19 Self-Authorship & High-Risk Students .................................................................................... 26 CHAPTER III: METHODOLOGY & METHODS ...................................................................... 29 Methodology ............................................................................................................................. 30 Dissertation Study Methodology .......................................................................................... 30 Wabash National Study Methodology & Conceptual Design .................................................. 31 Method ...................................................................................................................................... 34 WNS Method ........................................................................................................................ 34 Institutional type and participant selection. ...................................................................... 34 WNS data collection. ........................................................................................................ 34 Quantitative data collection. ......................................................................................... 35 Qualitative data collection. ........................................................................................... 35 WNS data analysis: Qualitative. ....................................................................................... 36 Dissertation Study Method ................................................................................................... 38 Sampling. .......................................................................................................................... 38 Dissertation data analysis. ................................................................................................. 41 iii Process and steps........................................................................................................... 42 Subjectivities. ................................................................................................................ 49 Trustworthiness ..................................................................................................................... 50 Limitations ............................................................................................................................ 51 CHAPTER IV: DECISION MAKING & DEVELOPMENTAL CAPACITIES ........................ 53 Reflective Ownership of Decision Making............................................................................... 55 Irene ...................................................................................................................................... 57 Relationships. .................................................................................................................... 59 Nursing. ............................................................................................................................. 62 Synthesis ............................................................................................................................... 65 Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making ........................................................ 66 Dustin .................................................................................................................................... 68 Victoria ................................................................................................................................. 77 Synthesis ............................................................................................................................... 80 Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making .............. 81 Jacob ..................................................................................................................................... 82 Synthesis ............................................................................................................................... 88 Non-Reflective Ownership of Decision Making ...................................................................... 89 Vanessa ................................................................................................................................. 90 Maegan .................................................................................................................................. 93 Synthesis ............................................................................................................................... 98 Developmental Capacity Mediates Good Decision Making ..................................................... 98 CHAPTER V: DISSONANCE, SUPPORT & SELF-REFLECTION IN DECISION MAKING ..................................................................................................................................................... 101 Nuances in High-Risk Students’ Developmental Capacities .................................................. 101 Role of Dissonance, Support, and Self-Reflection in Good Decision Making ....................... 103 Dissonance .......................................................................................................................... 103 iv Support ................................................................................................................................ 106 Self-Reflection .................................................................................................................... 109 Synthesis ............................................................................................................................. 112 Limited Dissonance, Support & Self-Reflection in Non-Reflective Ownership Pattern........ 113 Synthesis ................................................................................................................................. 120 Recommendations for Supportive Practice ............................................................................. 121 Reflective Conversations and the Learning Partnerships Model ........................................ 122 Reflective Conversations in Academic Advising ............................................................... 126 Learning Partnerships in Academic Support ...................................................................... 126 Bringing Self-Reflection into Financial Aid Counseling.................................................... 128 Helping Students Process Marginalization in Diversity Affairs ......................................... 129 Creating Reflective Campus Cultures ................................................................................. 134 Future Research ...................................................................................................................... 135 Closing Thoughts .................................................................................................................... 137 APPENDIX ................................................................................................................................. 139 REFERENCES ........................................................................................................................... 142 v LIST OF TABLES Table 1 Six-year College Graduation Rates of Students with Different High-risk Characteristics Table 2 Liberal Arts Outcomes, Wabash National Study of Liberal Arts Education 32 Table 3 High-risk Characteristics of Dissertation Sample 40 Table 4 Year One and Year Four Developmental Capacities by Decision Making Pattern 54 vi 6 LIST OF FIGURES Figure 1 Conceptual Foundation of the Qualitative Component of the Wabash National Study of Liberal Arts Education vii 33 DEDICATION To Sam & Molly Gloeckner viii ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I have received exceptional support—intellectual, professional, and emotional—during my graduate studies. This dissertation study would not have been possible without the Wabash National Study of Liberal Arts Education (WNS) that was funded through the Center of Inquiry in the Liberal Arts at Wabash College, the University of Michigan, and Miami University. I am particularly thankful to the WNS principal investigators, Marcia Baxter Magolda and Patricia King, for their vision to conceptualize, coordinate, and implement a study as comprehensive as the WNS. Marcia and Pat generously invited me to join the WNS as an interviewer and summarizer. I benefitted from this experience by receiving priceless training from these scholars, refined understanding of student development and scholarship, inspiration to pursue a doctoral degree, access to rich longitudinal interview data for my study, and continued help in problem-solving throughout the dissertation process. I deeply appreciate the collegial relationships I shared with the WNS team members. I thank them for welcoming me into the group and sparking my intellectual curiosity. Reading the interview transcripts and summaries for my dissertation study demonstrated what a talented group of scholars they are. I am particularly thankful for the efforts of: Carin Barber, Jim Barber, Jen Buckley, Rachel Gebely, Leah Reynolds Joos, Jennifer McLaughlin, Brianne MacEachran, Rosie Perez, Woo-jeong Shim, Kari Taylor, Kerri Wakefield, and Kelly Walczak. A special thanks to Jim, Rosie, and Woo-jeong from the University of Michigan for managing the details and providing me information as needed. Finally, I am thankful to the WNS participants. I appreciate their gracious sharing of life stories. Without their generosity of time and spirit WNS would not have been possible. Linda Dixon, my supervisor at the Rinella Learning Center, has been a mainstay in my professional and educational development. She encouraged my participation in WNS and approved my time away from the office in order to conduct interviews. She was understanding and supportive as I balanced being a part-time doctoral student and a full-time staff member. And most significantly she advocated for my semester-long leave of absence from the office so I could concentrate solely on my dissertation, despite the strain it placed on her and my colleagues. I am so thankful for the opportunity she provided me to immerse myself in my work. Because of her generosity and support I was able to enjoy and learn from the dissertation process from start to finish. I am thankful to my Rinella colleagues who picked up my responsibilities while I was on leave. I appreciate their willingness to adjust their work lives in support of my education. I am particularly thankful to Christina Carrubba-Whetstine who genuinely supported my leave and coordinated a smooth transition before and during it to ensure that nothing fell through the cracks. I am thankful for the steadiness and peace of mind that she provided Linda, our colleagues, and me during this time. ix I was fortunate to receive a dissertation scholarship from the faculty of the Department of Educational Leadership. This award allowed me to focus completely on my dissertation study during the spring 2012 semester. The members of my comprehensive exam and dissertation committees have gone above and beyond in mentoring and supporting me. I am truly fortunate to have had teachers and scholars as talented as Elisa Abes, Kathy Goodman, Carolyn Haynes, Peter Magolda, and Marcia Baxter Magolda to shepherd me through the dissertation process. I thank them for their generosity of time, efforts, and intellect. They invited me into an intellectual partnership based on respect, support, rigor, and intellectual curiosity. I appreciate their thoughtful and insightful questions and suggestions that prompted me to continually improve my project. I owe special thanks to my Student Affairs in Higher Education (SAHE) colleagues Christina Carrubba-Whetstine and Heather Shook Christman. Christina generously enhanced my learning by sharing her incredible intellect and insightful perspectives with me throughout my doctoral studies. In addition to being a valued classmate, Heather provided developmental assessments for this study. She often prioritized my work over her own and always offered thoughtful explanations to her assessments. I am thankful to my SAHE colleagues who were my partners in learning over the past three years. Because of their dedication and commitment to genuine learning they pushed me to grow intellectually, professionally, and personally. I am especially thankful to Christina CarrubbaWhetstine, Heather Shook Christman, Pete Haverkos, Lei Song, Buffy Stoll, and Chris Taylor for their contributions to our learning community and my learning. My family—Lori, Don, Sam, and Molly Gloeckner—have long been my safe haven and source of unconditional love and support. I needed them more than ever over the last few years and they consistently stepped up to the plate. I thank them for their care and genuine interest in my work. I appreciated their questions and discussions about my classes and study almost as much as the home cooked meals and comic relief. I am so lucky to have them and so fortunate that they are willing to have me. My parents—Bob and Rose Drobney—provided me with a lifetime of love, support, and value of education. I cannot imagine any high-risk student (i.e., first-generation, working-class background, and poor academic performance) enjoying his college experience more than my Dad. His eternal devotion to and pride in my sister and me, while often unjustified, gave me the confidence to begin this endeavor and served as motivation throughout. Special thanks to my exercise partners––Laura Anderson, Sara Speh, Kari Taylor, and Chase Wartenbe—who provided me support, stress relief, friendship, and encouragement after particularly challenging days of writing. They helped me get over the speed bumps when my brain stopped working and kept me from turning into a recluse when I was on a roll. I also have a cadre of friends who supported and took care of me as I wrote my dissertation. Thank you for encouraging me and cheering me on throughout the process: Laura Anderson, Elise Brauckmann & Attilio Marconi, Christina & Maria Carrubba-Whetstine, Lori Gloeckner, Lori Guyll, Molly Hall, Ginna Haravon, Kathryn Jarvis & the entire Jarvis clan, Cindy Lewis, x and Emily & Matt Lykins. I am also thankful for my constant feline companions, Farley and Lilly. I am especially grateful for Chase Wartenbe’s unwavering confidence in me. When I was at the end of my rope he assured me that I could do it. Despite bearing the brunt of a loved-one pursuing a doctorate degree (e.g., general unpleasantness and prioritizing school work over everything else) Chase was consistently supportive, encouraging, patient, and loving. At the start he did not necessarily understand my work but that never stopped him from being invested in it. I am thankful for his support during this journey. Above all, I thank Marcia Baxter Magolda for serving as my dissertation director and mentor. Marcia generously shared her expertise in WNS, longitudinal research, student development, and scholarship with me through a true learning partnership. She gave me the reigns to the dissertation study but also provided enough structure so that I did not unproductively flounder. Marcia was exceptionally generous with her insights and time; she provided regular feedback during every stage of the process and was always available to talk through my thoughts or brainstorm ways to conceptualize the faintest glimmer of an idea despite having her own work to do. I am especially thankful for Marcia’s commitment to quality; she expected and pushed me to produce the best work that I could. Marcia’s enthusiasm for students, learning, and research is contagious. She showed me just how exciting and intellectually invigorating research can be. I was beyond fortunate to have such an exceptional scholar genuinely interested in me and my work. I can say with absolute certainty that I could not have done this project without Marcia. I cannot thank you enough Marcia. I cherish our collaboration and learned so much from you through it. Thank you for being my mentor and the champion of my educational and professional careers. xi CHAPTER I: INTRODUCTION College is a critical time for students as they make transitions from adolescence to adulthood. One of the most significant indicators of this transition is that students typically begin making consequential decisions that have significant implications for their lives in both the short and long term (Albert & Steinberg, 2011; Galotti, Kozberg & Gustafson, 2009; Pizzolato, 2005). These decisions influence students’ educational, professional, and personal lives (Galotti, Kozberg & Gustafson, 2009). Moreover, students’ decisions influence the lives and futures of those in their immediate environments (e.g., roommates, peers) as well as in the broader society (e.g., home and school communities). During this transitional period, collegians are learning to take over their own decision making from parents, and educators provide guidance in doing so. Educators (e.g., student affairs staff, faculty) have the responsibility of understanding students’ decision-making1 processes in order to create conditions that support students in making good, well-informed decisions. The National Association of Student Personnel Administrators (NASPA) and the American College Personnel Association (ACPA) identified informed decision making as an essential educational goal for college students in the 2004 publication, Learning Reconsidered: A Campus-Wide Focus on the Student Experience. The student learning outcomes advocated in Learning Reconsidered directly relate to students’ abilities to make informed decisions and include: 1) cognitive complexity (e.g., critical thinking, reflective thinking, effective reasoning, intellectual flexibility, emotion/cognition integration, and identity/cognition integration); 2) knowledge acquisition, integration, and application (e.g., connecting knowledge to other knowledge, ideas, and experiences; relating knowledge to daily life; and deciding on a career); 3) humanitarianism (e.g., understanding and appreciation of human differences, cultural competency, and social responsibility); 4) civic engagement (e.g., sense of civic responsibility and effective leadership); 5) interpersonal and intrapersonal competence (e.g., realistic self appraisal and self understanding, personal attributes such as self-esteem and confidence, and the ability to set goals); 6) practical competence (e.g., capacity to manage one’s personal affairs, economic self-sufficiency, and living a purposeful and satisfying life); and, 7) persistence and 1 Per APA guidelines, decision making is hyphenated when used as a compound modifier preceding a noun (e.g., decision-making processes). 1 academic achievement (e.g., ability to manage the college experience to achieve academic and personal success and degree attainment) (Keeling, 2004). In order to make good, well-informed decisions students must possess decision-making skills. The learning outcomes advocated in Learning Reconsidered include many of the skills necessary for sound decision making (Keeling, 2004). In order to make good decisions, students must be able to think critically (learning outcome 1), evaluate evidence (learning outcome 2), and consider multiple perspectives (learning outcomes 3 and 4) (Baxter Magolda, 1992, 2001, 2004, 2008). In addition, good decision making requires the ability to develop self-identified beliefs and values (learning outcome 5), balance competing expectations (learning outcome 6), and identify and make progress towards plans for success and goals (learning outcome 7) (Pizzolato, 2005; Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). Similarly, the 2007 Liberal Education and America’s Promise (LEAP) project of the Association of American Colleges and Universities (AAC&U) identified intellectual and practical skills as essential learning outcomes. These outcomes directly relate to students’ decision-making capabilities as it includes: inquiry and analysis, critical and creative thinking, written and oral communication, and teamwork and problem solving (AAC&U, 2007). The aforementioned outcomes require students to possess a combination of practical skills and developmental capacities (i.e., how students make meaning of the world around them). As students become more developmentally complex they move from being externally defined to internally defined. Uninformed decision making has been linked to early developmental capacities such as uncritical acceptance of external guidance, inability to consider multiple perspectives, and prioritizing important others’ expectations over one’s own (Baxter Magolda, 1992, 2001, 2004, 2008; Creamer & Laughlin, 2005; Laughlin & Creamer, 2007; Pizzolato, 2005; Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). Good, well-informed decision making has been linked to complex developmental capacities such as critical evaluation of evidence, establishing one’s own beliefs and values, and the ability to consider others’ perspectives without being consumed by them (Baxter Magolda, 1992, 2001, 2004, 2008; Creamer & Laughlin, 2005; Laughlin & Creamer, 2007; Pizzolato, 2005; Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). Without these underlying developmental capacities students struggle to meet the learning outcomes advocated by national educational associations. Thus it is crucial for educators to understand the role of developmental 2 capacities in students’ decision making, a topic I return to later in this dissertation, to assist students in meeting desired learning outcomes. High-Risk Students While Learning Reconsidered (2004) and LEAP (2007) highlight the importance of understanding and promoting the decision-making capabilities of all students, it is particularly important to understand the decision-making processes of high-risk students. These students often have fewer resources or support systems than their peers and are susceptible to academic failure or early withdrawal from college (Kuh, Cruce, Shoup, Kinzie, & Gonyea, 2008; Pizzolato, 2003). Characteristics of high-risk students include: 1) insufficient academic background (academic preparation); 2) poor prior academic performance (low high school or first-semester college GPA); or, 3) personal characteristics that place students in a “population without a long or necessarily successful history in higher education” (Pizzolato, 2003, p. 799). Such student populations include first-generation students, students of color, and students from low socioeconomic backgrounds (Kuh et al., 2008; Pizzolato, 2003). Pizzolato (2003) provides a helpful clarification regarding the term high-risk, writing, “high-risk suggests risk for withdrawal is a gradient scale, rather than a quality the student unequivocally has or does not have; thus, a student may be considered high-risk for withdrawal, but still be a high achiever” (p. 798). Identifying students with particular characteristics as high-risk is a complicated task, often dictated by institutional context. For example, at the institution where I currently work, transfer students and students transitioning from the regional campuses to the main campus have been identified as being at high-risk for academic failure or early withdrawal. This categorization may not be true at other institutions. I worked in the academic support departments for student-athletes for five years at two Division I institutions in highly competitive athletic conferences—the Atlantic Coast Conference (ACC) and Southeastern Conference (SEC). Many of the student-athletes I worked with were first-generation students of color from low socioeconomic backgrounds. These students typically struggled academically, whether they had high academic ability or not, because they faced other barriers to academic success (i.e., they were first-generation students of color from low socioeconomic backgrounds). In addition, I have ten years of experience working in the field of learning assistance: two years as a graduate 3 assistant at a regional campus (with a non-traditional student population) and eight years as a learning specialist on a main campus (with a predominantly traditional age student population). Many of the students I work with possess one or more of the high-risk characteristics identified by Kuh et al. (2008). Even those students with these characteristics who have a history of academic success in high school frequently struggle during college. This is because, often times, they attended schools in low socioeconomic districts and are not academically prepared for college, or they face marginalization on our predominantly white, middle-to-upper-class campus. In light of these complexities and nuances, I needed a way to identify high-risk students for my study. Not wanting to base my definition solely on my own experience, I explored the literature on how students are characterized as high-risk. Kuh et al. (2008) synthesized the literature on high-risk students and identified characteristics that typically serve as barriers to college student success. I adopted the criteria outlined by Kuh et al. (2008) and used by Pizzolato (2003, 2004) because they are based in the broad literature and resonate with my experience as a learning specialist. The statistics provided in the following section attest to Kuh et al.’s (2008) conceptualization of high-risk and my experience working with high-risk students. Improving the persistence and graduation rates of all college students is a significant concern and priority in American higher education; however, there is considerable evidence that the educational attainment of high-risk students is particularly tenuous (Aud & Hannes, 2011; Carey, 2004; Engle & Tinto, 2008). Racial and socioeconomic gaps in immediate college enrollment rates after high school have persisted over time. In every year between 1975 and 2009 the immediate college enrollment rates of high school graduates from low-income families were lower than those of graduates from high-income families. In 2009 the overall college enrollment rate was 70% for high school completers with an enrollment rate of 55% for students from low-income families and an enrollment rate of 84% for students from high-income families (Aud & Hannes, 2011). Enrollment gaps based on race indicate that in 2009 the immediate enrollment rate of White high school completers was 71% while the rates of African-American completers was 63% and Hispanic completers was 62% (Aud & Hannes, 2011). The total 6-year college graduation rate is 63% with rates of 54% for low-income students compared with 77% for high-income students (Carey, 2004). Graduation rates organized by race suggest that White students graduate at a rate of 60% while the AfricanAmerican student graduation rate is 40% and the Latino student graduation rate is 49% (Aud & 4 Hannes, 2011). In terms of bachelor’s degrees awarded, in 2008 White students earned 72% of all degrees awarded (vs. 76% in 1998), African-American students earned 10% (vs. 8% in 1998), and Latino students earned 8% (vs. 6% in 1998) (Snyder & Dillow, 2010). Furthermore, 7% of low-income students earn a bachelor’s degree by age 26 compared to 60% of upper-income students (Carey, 2004). In addition, the level of parental education directly influences students’ degree attainment. Twenty-three percent of students whose parents hold high school diplomas or lower leave college before their second year while just 10% of non-first-generation students leave college during the same timeframe (Choy, 2002). Choy (2002) indicates that family income and parents’ education influence students’ ability to enroll in post-secondary education within two years of finishing high school. For example, 93% of students with parents who are college graduates enrolled in post-secondary institutions within two years of finishing high school versus 59% of students with parents who have a high school degree or less education (Choy, 2002). In examining the status of low-income, first-generation college students in higher education Engle and Tinto (2008) found that these students were nearly four times more likely (26% compared to 7%) to leave college after the first year than students who had neither of these risk factors. After six years, “nearly half (43%) of low-income, first-generation students had left college without earning their degrees” (Engle & Tinto, 2008, p. 2). Furthermore, after six years, “only 11% of low-income, first-generation students had earned bachelor’s degrees compared to 55% of their more advantaged peers” (Engle & Tinto, 2008, p. 2). This gap persists across institutional type. For example, in four-year public institutions, the six-year graduation rate of low-income, first-generation students is 34% compared to 66% for their peers. “In private, notfor-profit four-year institutions, there was an even larger gap between low-income, firstgeneration students and their peers, 43% vs. 80% respectively” (Engle & Tinto, 2008, p. 2). Students from low-income families increased their degree attainment from 6% in 1970 to 12% in 2005. However, during that same timeframe, the degree attainment rate for students from highincome families increased from 40% to 73%. “This means that high-income youth are six times more likely to earn a four-year degree than are low-income students, and the gap between them has nearly doubled in the last 35 years” (Engle & Tinto, 2008, p. 5). See Table 1 for a summary of these data. 5 Table 1 Six-year College Graduation Rates of Students with Different High-risk Characteristics Student Characteristic Graduation Rate All Students 63% Low-Income 54% High-Income 77% White 60% African-American 40% Latino 49% Low-Income & First-Generation 11% Above Low-Income & Not First-Generation 55% (Aud & Hannes, 2011; Carey, 2004; Engle & Tinto, 2008) Studying high-risk students’ decision making is warranted given the fact that a disproportionate number of students from this population leave college without earning a degree. Considerable research exists on the characteristics, experiences, persistence, preparation, and integration of these students (Aud & Hannes, 2011; Avery & Daly, 2010; Carey, 2004; Choy, 2002; Engle & Tinto, 2008; Lareau, 2003; McDonough, 1997; Martinez, Sher, Krull, & Wood, 2009; Snyder & Dillow, 2010; Tinto, 1993; Walpole, 2003). These research studies indicate that these students typically face more significant academic, economic, social, and personal challenges in their lives than do other students. These complexities suggest that high-risk students may have more difficult and complicated decisions when compared to their peers. Furthermore, the consequences and stakes that accompany the decisions of high-risk students may be more significant since they often do not have the resources or safety nets that other students enjoy (e.g., economic resources, family connections, cultural capital). Thus, it is important for educators to understand this group’s decision-making processes in order to support them in making good, well-informed decisions in all aspects of their lives. 6 My experiences working with high-risk students throughout my professional career reiterate the need for this study. Students in the high-risk population are frequently talked about and at, but are rarely listened to. In well-intentioned attempts to help these students achieve academic success educators often give high-risk students directives on what they should and should not be doing. Such an approach is problematic because it: positions the students in a subordinate role, assumes that the students do not have the knowledge or ability to direct their educational lives, reiterates negative messages that the students have received throughout their schooling, and promotes disengagement in their academic careers. A more productive approach to supporting high-risk students is to treat them as the capable and intelligent students they are by listening to and collaborating with them as they negotiate the challenges of earning a degree. This study provides an opportunity to learn about high-risk students’ experiences and decision making from their perspectives and in their own words. It gives voice to a frequently marginalized group and provides educators with a deeper understanding of this student population and insights on ways to better support their decision making and academic success. Research Focus A primary objective of this research study was to explore the relationship between highrisk students’ developmental capacities and their decision-making processes. Specifically, I wanted to determine whether and how students’ developmental capacities mediated their abilities to make good, well-informed decisions. As a member of the Wabash National Study (WNS) research team I had access to the four-year longitudinal interview data used in this dissertation. Within that data set 22 students completed four years of interviews and held three or more highrisk characteristics. Of these, 18 participants identified as students of color, 17 held low high school GPAs, 16 were first-generation students, 15 had low ACT scores, and 13 were of low socioeconomic status. This work improves practice by identifying how educators can support high-risk students in their decision making and design conditions that facilitate good, wellinformed decisions. Additionally, this study extends student development theory by offering an interpretation of the relationship between decision making and development in high-risk students. Studying the decision making and development of the students in this study over four years enabled me to pursue this relationship. The following literature review introduces 7 decision-making and student development theory, explores studies that examine decision making from a developmental perspective, and offers a rationale for augmenting that research. 8 CHAPTER II: LITERATURE REVIEW In this chapter I introduce the relevant literature related to decision making from the fields of psychology and student development. Both disciplines evolved from considering decision making as a purely cognitive function to conceptualizing it more holistically by including additional developmental domains (e.g., psychosocial considerations in psychology; interpersonal and intrapersonal dimensions in student development). I also provide an overview of the study of student development and an in-depth discussion of self-authorship theory. In the final section I synthesize studies that explore the relationship between self-authorship and decision making, as well as developmental literature on high-risk students. Decision Making Literature from the field of psychology related to adolescent decision making has primarily conceptualized decision making as a sequence of steps and procedures. Byrnes (2002) provides a four-step model of decision making: 1) setting a goal; 2) compiling options for producing that goal; 3) rank-ordering the options; and 4) selecting the highest ranked option. Despite clarifying that “in everyday situations, of course, decision making is generally more dynamic and recursive than step-like,” such a conceptualization characterizes decision making as a purely cognitive process (Byrnes, 2002, p. 209). Cauffman and Steinberg (1996, 2000) argue that this overemphasis of cognitive functioning (e.g., capacity for thinking, reasoning, and understanding) fails to take into account the psychosocial factors (e.g., aspects of development and behavior that involve personality traits, interpersonal relations, and affective experience) involved in the decision-making process. Cauffman and Steinberg (2000) use the term “maturity of judgment” rather than decision making to signify their more broadly conceived notion of decision making that includes a range of cognitive, emotional, and social factors. They posit that the vast majority of psychosocial variables related to decision making found in the adolescent psychological literature fall into one of three categories: 1) responsibility—healthy autonomy, self-reliance, and clarity of identity; 2) temperance—the ability to limit impulsivity, avoid extremes in decision making, and evaluate a situation thoroughly before acting, including seeking the advice of others when appropriate; and, 3) perspective—the ability to consider situations from different viewpoints and placing them in broader contexts (Steinberg & Cauffman, 1996). “Although systematic data on the 9 developmental course of each of these phenomena, their interrelations, and their joint and cumulative impact on decision making are lacking…there is reason to suspect that developments in these areas may potentially affect individuals’ decision making” (Cauffman & Steinberg, 2000, p. 745). Higher education research related to decision making has evolved in a manner similar to that of the psychology research—from examining decision making from a solely cognitive perspective to conceptualizing decision making as a more holistic process. King and Kitchener (1996) created a model of cognitive development that describes how people justify their beliefs when they are faced with complex or vexing problems. Their Reflective Judgment Model (RJM) describes a “developmental progression that occurs between childhood and adulthood in the ways that people understand the process of knowing and in the corresponding ways they justify their beliefs about ill-structured problems” (King & Kitchener, 1996, p. 13). Ill-structured problems cannot be described with a high degree of completeness or solved with a high degree of certainty. Dilemmas related to overpopulation, hunger, pollution, and inflation are examples of ill-structured problems used in King and Kitchener’s research. “As individuals develop, they become better able to evaluate knowledge claims and to explain and defend their points of view on controversial issues. The ability to make reflective judgments is the ultimate outcome of this progression” (King & Kitchener, 1996, p. 13). Making reflective judgments requires the same kind of reasoning that is necessary for good decision making (e.g., critical thinking, evaluating evidence, and considering multiple perspectives; Baxter Magolda, 1992, 2001, 2004, 2008). The RJM includes seven stages (King & Kitchener, 1996). Individuals’ whose reasoning is characteristic of the early stages assume that knowledge is gained through personal observation or through an authority figure. Their absolute assumptions about knowledge correspond with pre-reflective reasoning. Reasoning typical of the middle stages of the RJM “recognizes that knowledge claims about ill-structured problems contain elements of uncertainty” (King & Kitchener, 1996, p. 16). Individuals in these stages typically struggle to solve ill-structured problems because they cannot negotiate the ambiguity of such problems. This type of reasoning is quasi-reflective. The later stages of the RJM reflect the epistemic assumption that “one’s understanding of the world is not ‘given’ but must be actively constructed and that knowledge must be understood in relationship to the context in which it was generated” (King & Kitchener, 1996, p. 17). Another epistemic assumption at this stage is that some 10 knowledge claims may be more plausible than others based on criteria such as conceptual soundness, coherence, and usefulness. This type of reasoning is considered truly reflective thinking. King and Kitchener (1996) focused their work specifically on how people reason about intellectual issues and on the epistemological aspects of a given problem. More recent literature has started to expand the study of decision making to other developmental dimensions (i.e., interpersonal and intrapersonal development) for a more holistic conceptualization grounded in the notion of self-authorship. Before introducing the decision-making research rooted in a selfauthorship perspective it is important to first understand student development theory in general and the specific theory of self-authorship. Student Development Theory & Self-Authorship Student development theory examines how students evolve from being externally to internally defined in three dimensions: epistemological, intrapersonal, and interpersonal (Baxter Magolda, 2004, 2009a; Kegan, 1994; Pizzolato, 2003). The epistemological dimension is how students come to know and their beliefs about knowledge; the intrapersonal dimension is how students view themselves and construct their identities; and the interpersonal dimension is how students view themselves in relation to others (Baxter Magolda, 2001). These developmental dimensions are related to decision making because they influence how students experience the events of their lives, make sense of those events, interpret the significance of the events in relation to themselves and others, and ultimately, how they make judgments on what to believe and the courses of action to take. Thus, the underlying developmental capacities that facilitate decision making embody the learning outcomes, particularly, cognitive complexity and knowledge acquisition, integration, and application, outlined in Learning Reconsidered (2004) and the LEAP project (2007). Self-authorship is grounded in the Piagetian tradition and examines the evolution of how people make meaning of their experiences. Baxter Magolda (2009b) explains that the structures and assumptions people use to make meaning become more complex and sophisticated as people develop and they “guide how people think rather than what they think” (p. 622). At the center of Piaget’s (1950) work are the concepts of dissonance, assimilation, and accommodation. People 11 make sense of their experiences based on their particular meaning-making2 structures. Certain experiences create dissonance for individuals by challenging their current ways of knowing (i.e., assumptions that form their meaning-making structures). Assimilation occurs when people incorporate those new experiences into their current forms of meaning making. In such instances individuals are not changing how they make meaning so there is no developmental growth. When dissonance is strong enough, individuals are no longer able to assimilate the experiences; instead, their meaning making becomes more complex through accommodation. In such cases individuals change their assumptions, or how they make meaning to incorporate the dissonance; this process is what facilitates development (Baxter Magolda, 2009b). Piaget’s work is the foundation of the constructive-developmental tradition, which asserts that, “humans actively construct their perspectives by interpreting their experiences (i.e., constructivism) and that these constructions form meaning-making structures that evolve over time (i.e., developmentalism)” (Baxter Magolda & King, 2007, p. 495). Kegan’s (1994) work, grounded in the constructive-developmental tradition, conceptualizes development and the accompanying meaning making as the subject-object relationship. According to Kegan our meaning-making structures include elements that are object to us, those things over which we have control, and elements that we are subject to, those things that have control over us. He explains that “We have object; we are subject” (Kegan, 1994, p. 32). In this framework developmental growth entails “liberating ourselves from that in which we were embedded, making what was subject into object so that we can ‘have it’ rather than ‘be had’ by it” (Kegan, 1994, p. 34). The development of more complex meaning-making structures (i.e., holding more elements as object) occurs when individuals face demands that their current meaning-making structures cannot handle. In such situations individuals’ meaningmaking structures evolve in order to be able to meet the demands being placed on them. This reflects Piaget’s notion of dissonance facilitating accommodation. As students progress developmentally they rely less on others to determine what to think, who they are, and how they act in relationships (i.e., their meaning making changes). More developmentally complex students mediate external sources of information through an internally 2 Per APA guidelines, meaning making is hyphenated when used as a compound modifier preceding a noun (e.g., meaning-making structures). 12 defined belief system, identity, and way of relating to others. This internal coordination of the three dimensions is known as self-authorship (Baxter Magolda, 2001, 2004, 2008, 2009a; Kegan, 1994). Baxter Magolda (2001, 2009a), based on her 25-year longitudinal study of the development of college students and young adults, identified the first phase of the journey to self-authorship as following external formulas. Individuals at this developmental location trust external others (i.e., people they consider authorities, such as parents and teachers, or peers whose affirmation they seek) to decide what to believe, how to view themselves, and how to construct relationships with others. They make decisions based on others’ expectations rather than internal criteria and act in relationships in order to receive approval from others. In this phase external voices, those of others, are in the foreground and drown out students’ internal voices (Baxter Magolda, 2009a). Work from the Wabash National Study (WNS) led to the identification of three “positions” within external formulas (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). The key characteristics of early external meaning making (Trusting External Authority) are a focus on “acquiring absolute knowledge from authorities, defining identity through external expectations, and pleasing others in relationships” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Students at this position rely on uncritical acceptance of external authority. Encountering uncertainty led WNS students to middle external meaning making (Tensions with Trusting External Authority) where students “recognize the dilemmas inherent in viewing knowledge as certain and relying on others to define their identity and relationships” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Individuals at this position did not know how to resolve the conflicts created by multiple perspectives, thus they “struggled to figure out what to believe, how to define themselves, and how to manage pleasing others” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). The resulting tensions led to late external meaning making (Recognizing Shortcomings of Trusting External Authority) where there is “an increasing acceptance of uncertainty and the emerging recognition of the need to hold one’s own opinions, be oneself, and not be driven by living up to others’ expectations” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). At this point students began recognizing the shortcomings of following external sources for knowledge, self-definition, and ways of relating to others. The next phase of development on the way to self-authorship is the crossroads; this is when individuals are torn between following others’ visions and expectations rather than their own (Baxter Magolda, 2001, 2009a). The crossroads is often a place of pain and discontent as 13 individuals feel a need to work toward self-definition after experiencing disappointment or dissatisfaction from following external formulas and they recognize they must find some way to construct their own beliefs and values internally (Baxter Magolda, 2009a). “Part of the discomfort of the crossroads stems from the knowledge that one needs to construct one’s own beliefs and values yet at the same time one has not formed internal criteria to use to do so” (Baxter Magolda, 2009b, p. 630). WNS identified two elements of the crossroads with each element consisting of two developmental positions. Entering the Crossroads contains the positions of Questioning External Authority and Constructing the Internal Voice and marks the emergence of an internal meaning making structure. Students in the Questioning External Authority position continued to rely on external formulas despite the awareness of the need for an internal voice (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). A student using this meaning-making structure “begins to question authorities’ plans, realizes the dilemma of external definition, and sees the need to craft one’s own vision, develop one’s internal identity, and bring one’s identity to relationships” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). These students begin exploring similarities and differences “between how others think and act and how they want to think and act” but are unsure how to proceed (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Students in the Constructing the Internal Voice position begin to “actively work on constructing a new way of making meaning” rather than just being aware of the need for an internal voice (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). They are beginning to construct their own beliefs, identities, and relationships but continue to rely on external formulas more than their newly developing internal voice (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). “The person is ‘controlled’ by the external but fighting to get the internal to take over” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). The second element of the crossroads identified by the WNS, Leaving the Crossroads, corresponds with positions in the crossroads previously identified by Baxter Magolda (2001, 2009a). The first position in Leaving the Crossroads is Listening to the Internal Voice where individuals begin to develop their internal voices through the process of identifying what makes them happy, examining their own beliefs, and establishing distinctions between their feelings and external expectations (Baxter Magolda, 2009a). Students in this position are able to “simultaneously look inward and use their internal voice to make decisions as well as recognize how they are processing and being influenced by others’ points of views” (Baxter Magolda & 14 King, in press). Working to hear their own voices “over the noise and clutter” of the external environment prompts individuals to enter the second position of Leaving the Crossroads, Cultivating the Internal Voice (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). For Baxter Magolda’s (2009a) participants this involved “developing parts of themselves they valued, establishing priorities, sifting out beliefs and values that no longer worked, and putting pieces of the puzzle of who they were together” (p. 7). In this phase individuals work to reduce reliance on external authorities and bring their internal voices to the foreground. For these students the “ability to distinguish one’s own point of view from that of others remains tenuous” thus they must “consciously work to not slip back into their former tendency of allowing others’ points of view to subsume their own point of view” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). The majority of Baxter Magolda’s (2009a) participants, who were all traditional-age college students, did not experience Leaving the Crossroads until after they graduated from college. More developmentally complex students mediate external sources of information through an internally defined belief system, identity, and way of relating to others. This internal coordination of the three dimensions is known as self-authorship (Baxter Magolda, 2001, 2004, 2008, 2009a; Kegan, 1994). At this developmental phase individuals’ internal voices are in the foreground and external voices are in the background. Pizzolato, Nguyen, Johnston, & Wang (2009) describe self-authorship as “a particular level of sophistication in meaning making whereby individuals coordinate their understanding of the socially constructed nature of knowledge with an internally defined sense of who they are, and a mutually beneficial and supportive notion of relationships” (p. 3). Baxter Magolda (2008, 2009a) identified three elements of self-authorship: trusting the internal voice, building an internal foundation, and securing internal commitments. Participants in her study were in their late 20s and early 30s when they began entering these phases of self-authorship. When Baxter Magolda’s (2009a) participants began trusting their internal voice they were able to distinguish between reality and their reactions to reality. “They realized that reality, or what happened around and to them, was often beyond their control. At the same time, they realized that their reactions to reality were within their control” (Baxter Magolda, 2009a, p. 8). This realization helps individuals who begin trusting the internal voice to take responsibility for choosing “how to interpret reality, how to feel about their interpretation, and how to react” (Baxter Magolda, 2009b, p. 631). Baxter Magolda (2009a) found that trusting the internal voice 15 is not a straightforward, steady journey. Instead, her participants frequently cycled through periods of questioning and refining their internal voices during this phase of self-authorship. When Baxter Magolda’s (2009a) participants trusted their internal voices enough to guide their lives, they moved to the building an internal foundation phase of self-authorship. Individuals in this phase use their internal voices to make internal commitments and build those commitments into a foundation or philosophy of life to guide their actions. Crafting a foundation or philosophy resulted in a centeredness that many of Baxter Magolda’s participants called “being at home with oneself” (Baxter Magolda, 2009b, p. 632). Individuals reach the final element of self-authorship—securing internal commitments— when they live those commitments in their everyday lives. Baxter Magolda’s (2009a) participants described the shift between building an internal foundation and securing internal commitments as moving from having the commitments in their heads to having them in their hearts. In this phase the commitments became second nature for the participants and they did not think consciously about them. Furthermore, security in their commitments also gave participants a greater sense of freedom. “Trusting that they could use their foundations to make the best of what happened to them, they were more open to taking risks and to reevaluating their internal foundations” (Baxter Magolda, 2009b, p. 632). Baxter Magolda’s (2009a) participants typically did not enter the self-authorship phase until they were in their mid-30s. Baxter Magolda (2004) highlights the developmental foundations of self-authorship as: [1] epistemological foundation—view knowledge as contextual, develop an internal belief system via constructing, evaluating, and interpreting judgments in light of available frames of reference; [2] intrapersonal foundation—choose own values and identity in crafting an internally generated sense of self that regulates interpretation of experience and choices; and, [3] interpersonal foundation—capacity to engage in authentic, interdependent relationships with diverse others in which self is not overshadowed by a need for others’ approval, mutually negotiating needs, and genuinely taking others’ perspectives into account without being consumed by them. (p. 8) Achieving self-authorship—or the capacities outlined in these three foundations— supports good, well-informed decision making. Self-authoring developmental capacities in the epistemological dimension include the ability to view knowledge as contextual and recognize the 16 validity of multiple perspectives. These capacities are particularly important in decision making because they enable individuals to “participate in constructing, evaluating, and interpreting judgments in light of available evidence and frames of reference” (Baxter Magolda, 2004, p. 9). Students who have these epistemological capacities solve problems and execute mature decision making (Baxter Magolda, 2004). Self-authoring capacities in the intrapersonal dimension include the ability to self-reflect, choose values and beliefs, and internally construct an identity based on those values rather than on external approval. These intrapersonal developmental capacities are necessary in decision making because “constructing an internal belief system and using it in decision making (i.e., cognitive maturity) requires an internal identity that is not overly dependent on the views of others” (Baxter Magolda, 2004, p. 9). Mature relationships in the interpersonal dimension are characterized by “respect for both one’s own and others’ particular identities and cultures as well as by productive collaboration to negotiate and integrate multiple perspectives and needs” (Baxter Magolda, 2004, pp. 9-10). Interdependence is the developmental capacity students need in order to achieve these relationships. Interdependence requires “openness to other perspectives without being consumed by them” and “prioritizing self-approval as a criterion with which to judge others’ perspectives” (Baxter Magolda, 2004, p. 10). Individuals with these capacities make decisions consistent with their own needs and values rather than making decisions to please others. This developmental journey towards self-authorship, while described on the basis of primarily white, traditional age students, has been witnessed with diverse student populations as well. Torres (Torres & Hernandez, 2007) interviewed 29 Latino/a college students from four different urban schools around the United States over the course of their college careers to gather information about the processes they used to make decisions about their college lives. While the findings indicated many similarities with the journey towards self-authorship described by Baxter Magolda (2001), they also revealed additional developmental tasks experienced by the Latino/a students that centered on the issue of racism. The role of recognizing and making meaning of racism was a significant developmental task for these students. Cognitively, students began recognizing their cultural realities and the racism that they faced. Reflecting on how their cultural history affected them in the form of racism was an important developmental task for the Latino/a students. As students developed they began making decisions that blended their internal voices with those realities of racism, and eventually, 17 worked towards changing those realities of racism (Torres & Hernandez, 2007). In a later study using the same interview data as the 2007 study, Torres (2009) indicated that the cognitive dimension served as the “entry experience” for Latino/a students that “allowed them to have a different interpretation of the racist ideas, which then created a critical developmental tool for challenging these negative beliefs (racism)” (p. 518). Intrapersonally, students began developing “an informed Latino/a identity” by understanding and managing the positive and negative societal images of Latinos/as (Torres & Hernandez, 2007, p. 565). As students moved towards self-authorship they made deliberate choices about how these stereotypes would influence how they saw themselves as Latinos/as (Torres & Hernandez, 2007). Interpersonally, the Latino/a students began renegotiating their relationships with others to ensure those relationships were consistent with an informed Latino/a identity. This ability helped students manage family influences and expectations rather than be driven by them (Torres & Hernandez, 2007). It also enabled students to make choices about who they turned to for support and relationships (Torres & Hernandez, 2007). Torres and Hernandez (2007) suggested that the need to mediate the dissonance of racism may have prompted some of their participants to shift to self-authorship at a younger age than has been reflected in studies with white students (Baxter Magolda, 2001). Abes found similar links between resisting societal marginalization and development towards self-authorship in her work with lesbian college students (Abes & Jones, 2004). This study found that the dissonance of heterosexism influenced the students’ self-perceptions of sexual orientation identity and its relationship with other identity dimensions. Abes interviewed ten college students between the ages of 18 and 23 to understand how the students thought about their lesbian identities and how their meaning-making capacities influenced their perceptions. She found that the participants’ meaning-making structures acted as filters between contextual influences and their understanding of their identity: As meaning-making grew more complex, the participants grew more capable of filtering contextual influences, and thus were increasingly able to decide for themselves how context shaped their identity. Whether identity was constructed from a formulaic or foundational meaning-making structure, or whether participants were at crossroads between the two, contributed to: the influence of context on the multiple meanings of sexual orientation identity; the ease with which sexual orientation was integrated or peacefully coexisted with other identity dimensions; and the extent to which participants’ 18 perceptions of their identity were consistent with the sense of self to which they aspired. (Abes & Jones, 2004, p. 619) Specifically, various participants in Abes’ study (Abes & Jones, 2004) struggled to resolve the tensions between their internal voices and external discriminatory messages that undermined their sense of self. Navigating this dissonance prompted the students to develop more complex meaning-making capacities. As the students’ internal voices developed they resisted external definitions to their identities and integrated their many social identities based on how they viewed themselves. Given the cognitive complexity of some of Abes’s participants at a relatively young age, the authors suggested that the dissonance created by identifying as lesbian in a heterosexist society may facilitate the early development of self-authorship (Abes & Jones, 2004). This possibility adds to the growing evidence that students who have experienced marginalization or oppression in their lives appear to develop the capacity for self-authorship earlier than privileged individuals (Pizzolato, 2003; Torres & Hernandez, 2007). This early development of selfauthorship may occur because these students must work to accommodate dissonance related to their beliefs, identities, and relationships. Literature Linking Self-Authorship & Decision Making A growing number of researchers have begun exploring the connection between selfauthorship and decision making. In fact, Creamer & Laughlin (2005) argue that the link between self-authorship and decision making was established by Baxter Magolda (1992, 2001, 2004, 2008). While her work did not explicitly study decision making she found that students at the early stages of self-authorship rely on external others in their decision making. They look to authorities such as parents or instructors to tell them what to do. In addition these students make decisions based on earning the approval of important others (e.g., authorities and friends). Students further along in their self-authorship make internally defined decisions. This means they rely on their own values and beliefs to determine what to do and consider their own perspectives to be as valuable as others’ perspectives. Furthermore, more complex development has been associated with more complex decisions because such students possess intercultural maturity, the ability to resist peer pressure, and internal criteria for personal and career decisions 19 (King & Baxter Magolda, 2005). Recent studies build on Baxter Magolda’s work by intentionally exploring the relationship between decision making and self-authorship. In their study of young women and their interests in careers in science, technology, engineering, and math (STEM) Creamer and Laughlin (2005) argue that self-authorship is central to adult decision making and point out that Baxter Magolda (1998) makes the link between self-authorship and decision making explicit in her definition of self-authorship; according to Baxter Magolda self-authorship is “the ability to collect, interpret, and analyze information and reflect on one’s own beliefs in order to form judgments” (Baxter Magolda, 1998, p. 143 cited in Creamer & Laughlin, 2005, p. 14). The authors explain that self-authorship plays a role in career decision making because it “influences how students make meaning of the advice they receive from others; how susceptible they are to negative feedback, including from peers; and the extent to which the reasoning they employ to make a decision reflects an internally grounded sense of self” (Creamer & Laughlin, 2005, p. 14). They clarify that self-authorship differs from agency and self-efficacy, two common constructs used in the study of career decision making. The authors emphasize that self-authorship focuses on meaning making, how students make decisions, rather than on behaviors or student characteristics related to selfconfidence (Creamer & Laughlin, 2005). Creamer and Laughlin (2005) interviewed women STEM majors to examine the three dimensions of development in the context of participants’ career interests, the integration of the three dimensions, and how that integration affects behavior. They found that in the interpersonal dimension “students in the earliest stages of self-authorship are dependent on relationships with similar others as a source of affirmation and identity” (Creamer & Laughlin, 2005, p. 19). Students in later phases engaged with different perspectives. In the epistemological dimension students at the beginning of their developmental journeys trusted in authorities and needed approval from others. The students trusted and respected the views of authorities (e.g., parents) in their lives because the students believed those authorities kept their best interests in mind. Those in later phases of their developmental journeys saw the viability of multiple career options and that their choice required a careful personal inventory. These students moved away from external sources and articulated an interdependence that suggests they would be able to maintain relationships with others while making decisions consistent with their personal interests and values. In the intrapersonal dimension students in early phases were unreceptive to multiple 20 viewpoints. They did not listen to or authentically consider conflicting advice. In fact, some students resented having to make decisions and avoided doing so. These students had no experience with dealing with different viewpoints and found it upsetting. Students further along the path toward self-authorship valued multiple perspectives related to career opportunities. They weighed competing claims while considering their own values. These students were able to make independent decisions and found it empowering (Creamer & Laughlin, 2005). Continuing the exploration of self-authorship in women’s career decision making Laughlin and Creamer (2007) provide a conceptualization of decision making that encompasses the notion of self-authorship: Our consideration of decision making breaks the process into three phases that individuals move through in an iterative process: (1) gathering information from various sources, including self and others; (2) considering how to manage information to reach a decision; and (3) reflecting on the outcome of the decision and changing or reaffirming future decision making processes through learning or development. (p. 44) The authors note that the first two phases incorporate Baxter Magolda’s (1998) definition of selfauthorship and the third phase reflects constructive developmental theories (i.e., self-authorship) that focus on the meaning making behind decision making. This definition of decision making requires students to possess the underlying developmental capacities of self-authorship in order to navigate the decision-making process. Specifically, students must be able to evaluate multiple perspectives, understand and consider their own values and beliefs, and consider others’ perspectives without being consumed by them. Laughlin and Creamer (2007) found that women early in the self-authorship process valued and listened to advice based on their personal relationships with people rather than whether those people had knowledge or expertise in the STEM fields. For example, while students reported talking about their career interests with advisors, they only seriously considered the advice of people who cared for them and had their best interests in mind (e.g., their parents). Laughlin and Creamer (2007) argue that this indicates that students used no criteria to evaluate the credibility of the people giving the advice. Additionally, the authors found that students’ confidence in the ability to make choices did not reflect the capacity to consider multiple perspectives. While students in early development were reluctant to consider 21 input from diverse others they expressed high levels of confidence in the decisions they made. Confidence was related to making or committing to a decision rather than the degree to which students evaluated or considered multiple perspectives. Thus, students frequently had high levels of confidence in their decisions but lacked the capacity to consider advice from multiple views by judging the quality of the advice (Laughlin and Creamer, 2007). Pizzolato (2005) examined students’ narratives related to decision making to identify student and situational characteristics associated with the provocative moment that facilitates students’ development. She describes students’ provocative moments as “experiences indicative of high levels of disequilibrium propelling them to reconsider their goals and/or conception of self with the intention of possibly acting on their reflection” (Pizzolato, 2005, p. 629). Pizzolato was particularly interested in how students moved beyond the Crossroads, the phase of selfauthorship where dissatisfaction with following external formulas prompts students to recognize the need for internal definition (Baxter Magolda, 2001). However, students in this phase lack the developmental capacities to be internally defined and must begin the process of establishing internally defined values, goals, and identities. Pizzolato (2005) establishes the relationship between self-authorship and decision making by noting that self-authorship requires the ability to consider multiple perspectives, balance competing expectations, honor one’s own goals, beliefs, and values, and take action that is grounded in these considerations. Likewise, decision making entails considering options and taking action in the form of making a decision (Pizzolato, 2005). She argues that students who evidence self-authorship through their decision making should “consider multiple perspectives, reflect on their goals, and work from these internally defined goals and perspectives” (Pizzolato, 2005, p. 627). Students experienced provocative moments that facilitated their emergence from the crossroads when they had the ability to see themselves as in control of their sense of identity (Pizzolato, 2005). For example, one student in the study made the decision to attend college rather than work in the family business (which his parents expected of him) because he saw himself as independent of his family’s business. The second student characteristic that Pizzolato found to be indicative of provocative moments was high volitional efficacy, “a belief in one’s ability to persist in goal-directed behavior in the face of challenges” (Pizzolato, 2005, p. 630). Students with high volitional efficacy determined what was best for themselves and acted 22 accordingly (i.e., in self-authoring ways). The situational characteristics that prompted students to experience provocative moments included students independently determining that decisions needed to be made. In other words, the decision to make a decision had to be internally driven and not required by others or social factors (e.g., choosing a major can be prompted by an advisor). Pizzolato and Ozaki (2007) examined the developmental changes of students participating in a retention-focused academic advising program that taught students academic success strategies and helped them develop skills for assessing situations and making thoughtful decisions. The program was modeled after Baxter Magolda’s (2004) Learning Partnerships Model (LPM). The LPM is a framework for promoting self-authorship that is based on the notion that students need both challenge and support in order to develop. In the LPM students are challenged by three assumptions about learning: 1) knowledge is portrayed as complex and socially constructed, 2) self is central to knowledge construction, and 3) authority and expertise are shared in the mutual construction of knowledge. The second portion of the LPM includes three principles of practice that provide support for students: 1) validate students as knowers, 2) situate learning in students’ experiences, and 3) define learning as mutually constructing meaning (Baxter Magolda, 2004). Learning partnerships engage students in active learning and encourage them to take greater responsibility for their learning and knowledge construction (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). The authors found that participants of the academic advising program made specific developmental changes that are likely precursors to self-authorship (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). The participants of the LPM-based program were in academic difficulty (i.e., had semester or cumulative grade point averages below 2.0) and received academic skill support over the course of one semester from an advisor who had been trained in the LPM. The advisor “purposefully worked on helping students develop skills for how they made sense of situations, made planful decisions, understood themselves, and balanced competing expectations of them from important others (e.g., parents, peers)” (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007, p. 199). Supporting students in making thoughtful, internally driven decisions was a significant aspect of the program. The advisor did not provide students formulas for success; instead she invited students to construct their own plans for success (i.e., validated students as knowers). She situated learning in the students’ experiences by helping students identify “who they were, 23 who they wanted to be, and how to make plans based on these goals” (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007, p. 200). Finally, the advisor defined learning as mutually constructing meaning by encouraging students to think about the motivations behind their behaviors, evaluate situations from multiple perspectives, include their own perspectives in the evaluation, and reflect on their progress toward their goals (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). At the start of the program students wanted the advisor to provide solutions to their problems. They were not accustomed to considering their own interests as they made decisions about majors and careers. Many times students experienced interpersonal conflicts when important others or authorities (e.g., parents) questioned their goals or plans. In such cases the dissonance from those interpersonal conflicts prompted intrapersonal challenges to students’ identities or perspectives that students had difficulty navigating. They struggled to balance their beliefs and aspirations with the competing expectations of important others (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). At such times the students looked to their advisor to tell them how to solve their dilemmas. In response the advisor “engaged the students in active problem solving, involving them in activities to encourage them to see themselves as capable of making decisions that require balancing conflicting positions” (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007, p. 203). With the support of their advisor the students gradually began prioritizing their goals and values over important others’ expectations. They did this in ways that honored their perspectives while being considerate of important others. The authors concluded that this cognitive interdependence represented students’ progress towards developing their internal voices (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). They suggest the cognitive development that students experienced as a result of the LPM-based advising program prompted movement towards self-authorship and helped students relieve the interpersonal dissonance they experienced from competing expectations. Collectively, the studies that examine decision making from a self-authorship perspective provide a useful outline of the characteristics of good, well-informed decision making and the developmental capacities individuals need to make such decisions. Based on this literature, sound decision making entails three criteria. The first, focused on gathering information, involves considering multiple perspectives, that is listening to and authentically considering conflicting advice, evaluating the credibility of sources, and reflecting on one’s own goals, values, and beliefs. The second, focused on processing information to reach a decision, involves balancing conflicting positions and weighing competing expectations and claims against one’s 24 own values, goals, and interests. The final criterion, focused on taking action that is grounded in the first two criteria, involves honoring one’s goals, beliefs, and values by making decisions consistent with one’s own personal interests and values and using one’s internal belief system to mediate external influence in decision making. In order to make good, well-informed decisions students must have the developmental capacities that support the criteria for decision making. For example, in order to listen to and authentically consider conflicting advice, students need the cognitive capacity to consider and evaluate multiple perspectives. Intrapersonally, students must have the capacity to identify their own beliefs and values, and construct an identity based on those beliefs and values rather than on external approval. In the interpersonal dimension, students must have the capacity to balance competing expectations, honor one’s own goals, beliefs, and values, consider others’ perspectives without being consumed by them, and prioritize self-approval as a criterion with which to judge others’ perspectives. Students with these developmental capabilities are able to make good, well-informed decisions. Therefore, the studies described above illustrate the importance of students making self-authored decisions as they transition between adolescence and adulthood. Without self-authoring capabilities students are not equipped to make internally defined decisions related to their education, careers, relationships, and behaviors. These decisions have significant implications for students’ lives in both the short and long term. It is important to understand the relationship between decision making and selfauthorship in order for educators to create conditions and programs that support students’ development so that they can make informed decisions. Current research suggests that while high-risk students may have self-authoring capacities when they begin college, they have a hard time sustaining them, and, many students do not have those capacities when they enter or leave college (Baxter Magolda, 2001; Pizzolato, 2003). The studies in this literature review, though limited in quantity and scope, provide a strong foundation and argument for future research on decision making and self-authorship. Specifically, research linking self-authorship and decision making would benefit from studies with broader contexts and participants. The work of Creamer and Laughlin (2005; 2007) is limited to women in STEM fields who were attending high school or college in Virginia. Similarly, the participants in Pizzolato’s 2005 study were predominantly White women who attended one Midwestern university. Studies with students from a variety of institutional types 25 and demographic backgrounds would provide an opportunity to explore the decision-making processes of diverse students and how those processes relate to self-authorship. Additionally, the studies described above were based on data collected from just one narrative (Pizzolato, 2005) or within a one-year timeframe (Creamer & Laughlin, 2005; Laughlin & Creamer, 2007; Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). A longitudinal study would allow for richer data and the study of how students’ decision making evolved over time. Self-Authorship & High-Risk Students The majority of existing research on high-risk college students does not use a developmental lens. These primarily quantitative studies explore graduation rates, risk factors, characteristics, and conditions related to persistence, and indicate that these students typically face more significant academic, economic, social, and personal challenges in their lives than do other students (Aud & Hannes, 2011; Avery & Daly, 2010; Carey, 2004; Choy, 2002; Engle & Tinto, 2008; Lareau, 2003; McDonough, 1997; Martinez, Sher, Krull, & Wood, 2009; Snyder & Dillow, 2010; Tinto, 1993; Walpole, 2003). Despite volumes of published studies about this topic, there is limited research on this population’s development. Pizzolato (2003) addressed this gap when she interviewed 35 students to determine: 1) the degree to which high-risk college students possess self-authoring ways of knowing; and 2) the types of experiences that are associated with the development of self-authoring ways of knowing in high-risk students. Her work suggests that high-risk students may develop self-authorship before college because they often face ridicule related to college aspirations. She posits that these students need to be internally defined in order focus on their goals and protect themselves when they do not fit the expectations of their family, friends, and communities (Pizzolato, 2003). Pizzolato (2003) asserts that because many high-risk students must follow their own formulas for admittance and paying for college, the college decision-making process may facilitate early self-authorship development. Pizzolato (2003) found that the degree to which students possessed self-authoring ways of knowing prior to college depended on the degree to which they experienced disequilibrium (i.e., dissonance) and the level of privilege experienced by the student. Students began moving toward self-authorship when they had provocative experiences that “challenged their ways of knowing and conceptions of self” (i.e., they experienced a sense of disequilibrium) (p. 803). 26 Students who experienced lower levels of disequilibrium revised their goals and conceptions of self by considering making changes. Students who experienced higher levels of disequilibrium mediated this dissonance by committing to new, internally-defined goals and values. This latter group of students was propelled “toward action and commitment to internally defined goals” (Pizzolato, 2003, p. 803). Pizzolato (2003) concluded that all students in her study had the beginnings of selfauthorship but the degree to which they were self-authored before they arrived to college varied depending on the degree of privilege they experienced. Pizzolato conceptualized college admissions privilege as the “unsolicited benefit of not having to figure out how to apply to or pay for college” (p. 804). Because high privilege students, such as student-athletes on fullscholarship, did not have to worry about the application process or how they would pay for school they exhibited lower levels of self-authorship. Conversely, low privilege students who had to navigate the application process themselves and figure out how they would pay for school, experienced higher degrees of self-authorship. Pizzolato (2004) continued her work on high-risk students when she interviewed 27 highrisk college students to examine how they coped with and adapted to the transition to college. She found that high-risk students in her study entered college with self-authored ways of knowing, but self-authorship disappeared quickly as students experienced marginalization (Pizzolato, 2004). Pizzolato suggests that high-risk students may be particularly likely to have experiences that compel them to question whether they belong in higher education. Thus, “persisting students may therefore need to construct and rely on strong internally defined goals of graduating, high perceptions of academic competence, and an internally defined sense of self” (p. 426). Pizzolato (2004) found that some students in her study managed external messages from peers and professors (e.g., messages that suggested they did not fit in or were not able to keep up academically) rather than be controlled by them when they got to college. Students who experienced supported coping returned to their self-authoring ways. Supported coping refers to students establishing social relationships as a strategy for developing “emotional clarity and constructing responses to challenging situations” (Pizzolato, 2004, p. 436). Pizzolato’s work with high-risk students (2003, 2004) suggests that they develop selfauthorship earlier and differently than their more privileged peers. It is likely that the meaning27 making processes of high-risk students have implications for how they make decisions that are unique to this student population. I hope to extend and link the work on decision making and high-risk students that is grounded in self-authorship by examining the relationships between the two. The literature included in this review provides the necessary foundation for my dissertation study. It establishes the rationale for examining decision making from a selfauthorship perspective and suggests there is an important relationship between students’ developmental capacities and their ability to make good, well-informed decisions. Furthermore, the research related to high-risk students indicates that this population experiences decision making and self-authorship in ways that are different from other student populations. My study is an opportunity to examine this phenomenon in greater detail. Pizzolato (2003, 2004) suggests that high-risk students have self-authoring ways of knowing when they get to college but they are not able to maintain those ways during college. I completed a longitudinal analysis with a diverse group of high-risk students to gain a better understanding of the relationship between decision making and self-authorship over the course of college. 28 CHAPTER III: METHODOLOGY & METHODS In this chapter I lay out the methodology that grounds my dissertation study as well as the methods used to identify the sample and analyze the data. Because I used an existing data set I also discuss the methodology and methods of the larger study, the Wabash National Study (WNS), which is the source of my data. The WNS is a longitudinal, concurrent, mixed-methods project designed to discover the student experiences and underlying developmental capacities that affect growth on seven liberal arts outcomes and on self-authorship. This dissertation study used the interview transcripts from fall of 2006, 2007, 2008, and 2009 of 22 WNS participants from diverse institutions across the US. I grounded my research in the constructivist paradigm, which assumes that universal, absolute realities do not exist and seeks to understand individuals’ experiences and their perspectives (i.e., their constructions of reality), because it is consistent with my worldview about education based on my experience working with college students and my doctoral coursework (Creswell, 2007; Hatch, 2002). Additionally, this paradigm was an appropriate choice as it is also the philosophical framework of the WNS. Throughout the chapter I examine the tensions inherent in using an existing data set. There are three key reasons I chose to use the existing WNS interview data for this dissertation. First, WNS offered a diversity of institutional types and student demographics. As discussed in the literature review, studies that examined decision making from a self-authorship perspective have been limited by narrow participant populations based on academic discipline, geography, gender, and/or institutional type. WNS offers the opportunity to fill this gap in existing literature by studying the relationship between the decision-making processes and self-authorship of a diverse group of students with different backgrounds who attended a wide-range of institutions across the country. Second, the WNS coding system is inductive because it emerged from the interview data. This inductive nature of the WNS coding system is important because it is consistent with the constructivist paradigm that grounds my dissertation study and the grounded theory methods that I used in data analysis. Finally, the WNS interviews provide longitudinal data in the form of four narratives for each participant over the course of four years. These rich data allow for the examination of changes in participants’ decision making and development over time. To explore the relationship between decision making and the development of highrisk students I conducted a theme analysis of the four-year transcript sets for selected students in order to identify students’ decision-making processes. 29 Methodology My study explores the relationship between high-risk students’ developmental capacities and their decision-making processes. First I explain the methodology of the dissertation study, followed by the methodology of the WNS. Dissertation Study Methodology Constructivism suits my study particularly well since I seek to understand students’ meaning making in relation to decision making; and meaning making is essentially students’ constructions of reality. “While acknowledging that elements are often shared across social groups, constructivist science argues that multiple realities exist that are inherently unique because they are constructed by individuals who experience the world from their own vantage points” (Hatch, 2002, p. 15). Thus, constructivism seeks to understand the experiences of participants within the context of their lives and recognizes that participants’ subjective meanings are shaped by their interactions with their environments and others (Creswell, 2007). Since context plays such a significant role in individuals’ experiences and interpretations, people in different circumstances or those who move into new contexts likely construct different realities. The longitudinal interviews used as the data source for this dissertation provide an opportunity to examine students’ experiences, how they interpret those experiences, and the influence those experiences have on their meaning making. Because knowledge within the constructivist paradigm is “emergent, contextual, personal, socially constructed, and interactive” (Guido, Chavez, & Lincoln, 2010, p. 15) researchers rely as much as possible on participants’ views and work to understand how participants make meaning of their experiences. The subjective nature of this perspective leads researchers to look for complexity of views; knowing there will be outliers as well as common responses, they want a full range of findings (Creswell, 2007; Guido et al., 2010). Researchers and participants mutually construct knowledge during the interview process. Research growing out of this perspective emphasizes the use of broad, general questions so participants can construct the meaning of their experiences. Constructive-developmental research in general and self-authorship research in particular is consistent with the tenets of and has a long tradition of being grounded in constructivism (Baxter Magolda & King, 2007; Kegan, 1982). Researchers conducting interviews from this theoretical perspective encourage participants to discuss topics 30 they consider most salient in order understand how they make meaning of their experiences. The interviews used in this dissertation followed the constructivist approach by using an informal conversational interview designed to give participants flexibility to identify important experiences and elicit their ways of making meaning about knowledge, self, and relationships with others (Baxter Magolda & King, 2007). The ultimate goal of constructivist research is to “make sense of (or interpret) the meanings others have about the world” (Creswell, 2007, p. 21). Wabash National Study Methodology & Conceptual Design Interview data used in this dissertation were collected for the Wabash National Study (WNS) (http://www.liberalarts.wabash.edu/nationalstudy), a longitudinal, concurrent, mixedmethods project designed to discover the student experiences and underlying developmental capacities that affect growth on seven liberal arts outcomes and on self-authorship. The WNS team identified these outcomes as: integration of learning, inclination to inquire and lifelong learning, effective reasoning and problem solving, moral character, intercultural effectiveness, leadership, and well-being (King, Kendall Brown, Lindsay, & VanHecke, 2007). See Table 2 for descriptions of these liberal arts outcomes. 31 Table 2 Liberal Arts Outcomes, Wabash National Study of Liberal Arts Education Integration of learning is the demonstrated ability to connect information from disparate contexts and perspectives—for example, the ability to connect the domain of ideas and philosophies with the real world, one field of study or discipline with another, the past with the present, one part with the whole, the abstract with the concrete—and vice versa. Inclination to inquire and lifelong learning reflects a strong desire to learn, ask questions, and consider new ideas. Such learning involves taking initiative to learn, not being satisfied with a quick answer, and possessing intrinsic motivation for intellectual growth. These dispositions lend themselves to a lifelong pursuit of knowledge and wisdom. Effective reasoning and problem solving involves the capacity to make reflective judgments; think critically and independently; and analyze, synthesize, and evaluate information in order to make decisions and solve problems. Moral character involves the capacity to make and act on moral or ethical judgments, treating others with fairness and compassion; this capacity includes several facets of morality; discernment, reasoning, motivation, and behavior. Intercultural effectiveness includes knowledge of cultures and cultural practices (one’s own and others’), complex cognitive skills for decision making in intercultural contexts, social skills to function effectively in diverse groups, and personal attributes that include flexibility and openness to new ideas. Leadership entails the seven core values of Astin and his colleagues’ Social Change Model for Leadership. Within the model, the core values fall into three categories: personal or individual values (consciousness of self, congruence, commitment), group values (collaboration, common purpose, controversy with civility), and a societal and community value (citizenship). Well-being encompasses four dimensions: subjective, psychological, social, and physical. Subjective well-being is associated with happiness, life satisfaction, and life quality. Psychological well-being is the pursuit of meaningful goals and a sense of purpose in life. Social well-being refers to positive social health based on one’s functioning in society. Finally, physical well-being is characterized by positive health-related attributes. Note. From “Liberal Arts Student Learning Outcomes: An Integrated Approach,” by P. M. King, M. Kendall Brown, N. K. Lindsay, and J. R. VanHecke, 2007, About Campus: Enriching the Student Learning Experience, 12, p. 5. Copyright 2007 by John Wiley and Sons. Reprinted with permission. 32 Students’ developmental meaning making was examined in the qualitative portion of the WNS by asking students to discuss significant experiences, describe how they made sense of those experiences, and explain how they affected the way they thought about the world, themselves, and relationships with others (Baxter Magolda and King, 2007). Such discussions provided the WNS team with the necessary interview material to assess students’ meaningmaking capacities (Baxter Magolda and King, 2007). The conceptual framework of the qualitative component of WNS promotes understanding of the journey students make towards wise citizenship, “meaning the educated person’s commitment to community” (King et al., 2007, p. 3). This framework (see Figure 1) examines the relationship among student characteristics, educational experiences, student interpretations of experiences, and the seven liberal arts outcomes as students move towards wise citizenship (Baxter Magolda et al., 2008). This conceptual model recognizes that students enter college with characteristics they have acquired from prior experiences and meaning-making structures that mediate how they participate in and interpret college experiences (Baxter Magolda et al., 2008). The cyclic model indicates that as students’ meaning making becomes more complex, they are simultaneously able to progress on the liberal arts outcomes and three dimensions of development. These changes influence their student characteristics and interpretations of future experiences (Baxter Magolda et al., 2008). Figure 1. Conceptual Foundation of the Qualitative Component of the Wabash National Study of Liberal Arts Education (Baxter Magolda, King, Taylor, & Perez, 2008) 33 Method In the method section I outline the methods used in the WNS and my dissertation study. WNS Method I provide an explanation of the quantitative and qualitative portions of the WNS project because my dissertation study uses the WNS quantitative data to identify participants and uses the WNS qualitative interview data to explore the relationship of decision making and meaning making. Institutional type and participant selection. WNS researchers used a two-step sampling strategy to select institutions and identify first-time, first-year, traditionally aged students to participate in the study. First, the research team identified 19 institutions from a pool of applications of more than 60 colleges and universities that responded to a national invitation to participate in WNS. These institutions were chosen based on their visions and practices related to the educational goals of liberal arts education (Baxter Magolda, King, Taylor, & Wakefield, 2012). These institutions represent a diverse range of characteristics such as institutional type, size, and location. These 19 institutions comprise the survey portion of the WNS. In the second step, six of the original survey institutions were recruited to participate in the interview portion of the study. Again, these schools reflect “different institutional types, a geographically diverse institutional sample, and student bodies that were sufficiently diverse to increase the likelihood of obtaining an adequate sample of students of color” (Baxter Magolda et al., 2012, p. 423). These institutions consist of four small private liberal arts colleges from several geographic regions of the U.S., a private research institution in the Midwest, and a large regional public institution in the West. Two are Hispanic-serving institutions and one enrolls approximately 50% African-American students (Baxter Magolda et al., 2012). Students from these schools were recruited to participate in the interview portion of the study and interviews were conducted fall of 2006, 2007, 2008, and 2009. The study team interviewed 315 students in year one and 228 (72%) of those students returned to be interviewed in year two (Baxter Magolda et al., 2012). In year three 204 (64%) participants returned and in year four 177 (56%) students completed the final interviews (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). WNS data collection. I describe the WNS quantitative and qualitative data collection processes because both serve as the foundation for my data analysis. 34 Quantitative data collection. At the beginning of their freshman year (fall 2006) 4,501 students completed WNS survey assessments that measured dimensions of intellectual and personal development consistent with a liberal arts education (Pascarella, 2008). The 19 institutions that participated in the quantitative study represent four-year and two-year colleges and universities located in 11 different states from four regions of the United States: Northeast, Southeast, Midwest, and Pacific Coast. These schools included research universities, regional universities, community colleges, and liberal arts colleges. For the larger institutions researchers selected a random sample from each incoming first-year class. For the smallest institutions in the study the sample was the entire incoming first-year class. The research team invited students in the sample to participate in a national longitudinal study investigating the effects of college on students and ways to improve the college experience (Pascarella, 2008). The initial quantitative data collection occurred in fall 2006 and lasted between 90-100 minutes. Students were paid a $50 stipend for their participation (Pascarella, 2008). The data collected included a WNS “precollege survey that sought information on student demographic characteristics, family background, high school experiences, political orientation, educational degree plans, and the like” (Pascarella, 2008, p. 2). Students also completed a series of assessments that included a critical thinking test from the Collegiate Assessment of Academic Proficiency (CAAP) and the Ryff Scales of Psychological Well-Being (SPWB). For a detailed description of the quantitative methods see Pascarella (2008) and for the study overview visit the WNS site at http://www.liberalarts.wabash.edu/study-overview/. Qualitative data collection. WNS interviewers came to the study with a basic understanding of student development theory since the WNS focused on student experiences and how students made meaning of those experiences. Forty students in (or graduates of) higher education administration or college student personnel programs were trained to conduct the WNS interviews (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Interviewer training consisted of approximately 15 hours of in-person instruction per year, including practice interviews and feedback. Interviewers conducted 60-to-90 minute individual interviews that were audio recorded and transcribed verbatim. The majority of the interviews were conducted in person at the students’ institutions during years one through three. Researchers conducted year four interviews via phone. I conducted 52 interviews during the duration of the study (2006-2009). Each participant received a stipend of $30 for participating in each interview. 35 Following an opening introductory segment, the primary segment of the interview focused on examining students’ meaning-making structures by asking questions about students’ key educational experiences and how they thought about and interpreted those experiences (Baxter Magolda & King, 2007; Baxter Magolda et al., 2012). Interviewers engaged students in conversation by asking them to describe their experiences, explain how they made sense of those experiences, and discuss how the experiences affected how they decide what to believe (i.e., epistemological dimension), view themselves (i.e., intrapersonal dimension), and construct relationships with others (i.e., intrapersonal dimension) (Baxter Magolda et al., 2012). Interviewers asked students to discuss their most significant experiences, their best or worst experiences, and challenges they had faced. Specific prompts elicited how students approached and thought about decision making (e.g., Tell me about a time when you have had to make a difficult decision. How did you work through that process?). Interviewers “encouraged students to elaborate on why these experiences were important, how they made sense of the experiences, and how they were affected by them” (Baxter Magolda, King, & Drobney, 2010, p. 50). Although specific prompts were included in the interview protocol, the conversation was constructed “in situ” such that the interviewer used the interviewee’s comments to guide the conversation. Thus prompts were used as needed. Also, the interviews solicited material on the seven liberal arts outcomes identified for the WNS without directly asking students to address those outcomes. WNS data analysis: Qualitative. Because my dissertation study is grounded in the qualitative data analysis, I focus specifically on that portion of the WNS here. A professional transcription service transcribed interviews verbatim. Trained summarizers analyzed the transcribed interviews. Summarizer training included 15 hours of face-to-face training, feedback on initial summaries until summaries were judged by the principal investigators to be satisfactory, and continued annual training (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Transcript analysis occurred in two phases. In phase one trained summarizers read interview transcripts to identify: 1) experiences students discussed as being important; 2) the effect of the experience on the student; 3) how the effect was related to the liberal arts outcomes; and 4) the institutional role, if there was any, in the experience. Summarizers compiled this information into a summary report for each student. In phase two trained summarizers read interview transcripts in order to complete a developmental assessment using the framework of 36 self-authorship (i.e., meaning making). I completed 41 developmental assessments as a summarizer during the first three years of WNS and 30 developmental assessments from the year four interviews. Summarizers assessed each interview transcript for development in the epistemological, intrapersonal, and interpersonal dimensions, as well as an overall assessment of the student’s development. Interview summaries included a narrative from the summarizer describing the student’s developmental position based on what was read in the transcript, quotes from the transcript to support the assessment, and the assignment of a position on a ten-position continuum from externally defined to internally defined (Baxter Magolda & King, in press; Baxter Magolda, et al., 2008). When the WNS project began the team did not want to limit the picture of development to one theory so they synthesized the relevant developmental literature and identified three broad categories of development: external meaning making, a mix of external and internal meaning making, and internal meaning making. Developmental summaries were created for each interview based on students’ responses with students’ meaning making being assessed as external, mixed, or internal. However, summarizers noticed that not all external meaning making was exactly alike as they looked across students; there were nuanced differences in the external category. Thus, the researchers adjusted the development coding system to reflect those differences. The result is a system that comes out of the data and distinguishes among three positions of Solely External Meaning Making— Trusting External Authority, Tensions with Trusting External Authority, and Recognizing Shortcomings of Trusting External Authority — rather than just external (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). This refinement continued throughout the project and resulted in variations of the three original developmental levels into a 10-position continuum (Baxter Magolda & King, in press; Baxter Magolda et al., 2012). In addition to the three Solely External positions, the continuum includes two positions in Entering the Crossroads (Questioning External Authority and Constructing the Internal Voice), two positions in Leaving the Crossroads (Listening to the Internal Voice and Cultivating the Internal Voice), and three positions in Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making (Trusting the Internal Voice, Building an Internal Foundation, and Securing Internal Commitments) (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). The WNS research team enhanced trustworthiness in several ways. First, during each year of the study the principal investigators conducted extensive training for the interviewers and 37 summarizers. In addition, the WNS team had prolonged engagement with participants because the interviews typically lasted over an hour and occurred annually. Finally, multiple WNS team members were involved in data analysis and triangulated alternative perspectives and interpretations (Baxter Magolda et al., 2012). Dissertation Study Method There are considerable advantages to using an existing data set to pursue my research questions. These include: 1) The WNS is grounded in constructivism, the methodology that resonates most with me; 2) The WNS assessed students’ development over four years and the interviews invited conversation relevant to decision making; 3) participants attended diverse types of institutions from different regions of the US; 4) the sample contains students from diverse ethnic and racial backgrounds; and 5) the sample contains 22 students who completed four years of WNS interviews and meet at least three of the criteria for being considered highrisk. (These specifics are discussed in more detail later in the chapter.) It would not be possible for me to complete a longitudinal dissertation project without using an existing data set. Sampling. I identified participants for my study from information obtained in the quantitative portion of the WNS study. The survey data include demographic information related to the characteristics of high-risk students. I selected interviews of students who have three or more characteristics. These characteristics include: 1) insufficient academic background (academic preparation); 2) poor prior academic performance (low high school or first-semester college GPA); or, 3) personal characteristics that place students in a population without a long or necessarily successful history in higher education (Pizzolato, 2003). Such student populations include first-generation students, students of color, and students from low socioeconomic backgrounds (Kuh et al., 2008; Pizzolato, 2003). Specifically, I identified high-risk students based on low ACT scores (to indicate insufficient academic preparation), low high school GPAs (to indicate poor prior academic performance), and/or the personal characteristics of parents’ academic backgrounds (i.e., firstgeneration college students) and whether the student identified as a student of color. In order to identify students from low socioeconomic backgrounds I selected students who received financial aid in the form of federal grants since federal grant money is awarded based on financial need. 38 I used a multi-step purposeful sampling process to identify high-risk students who participated in WNS interviews. I started with the pool of 315 students who completed interviews in year one of the WNS. Using the data from the quantitative survey, I ran a filter using the statistical software SPSS to identify only those participants who were US citizens (n=313). Next, I used SPSS to run crosstabs for each of the criterion of high-risk students with the students’ unique record identification numbers. I then compiled a master spreadsheet of the results from the crosstabs. This process yielded a total of 198 participants who had at least one characteristic of high-risk students. Specifically, 75 participants received federal grants, 112 participants had low high school GPAs, 35 participants had low ACT scores (below 20), 80 participants identified as students of color, and 103 participants were first generation college students. At this point I matched students’ unique record identification numbers from the quantitative side of the WNS with the student codes the WNS research team assigned to each interview participant. The WNS interview codes identify the participant, the year of the interview, and the institution the student attended. I did not have access to students’ names. Once the interview codes were placed in the spreadsheet I used WNS records to determine the number of interviews each participant completed (1, 2, 3, or 4). Since this dissertation study is intended to be longitudinal I identified high-risk students who had completed interviews in all four years of the study (n=69). Of these 69 participants 22 met three or more of the high-risk criteria. Specifically, 11 participants met three criteria, 9 participants met four criteria, and 2 participants met all five criteria (i.e., received federal grants, had low high school GPAs, had low ACT scores, identified as students of color, and were first-generation college students). These 22 participants are the sample for this dissertation. Eighteen participants identified as students of color, 17 held low high school GPAs, 16 were firstgeneration students, 15 had low ACT scores, and 13 were of low socioeconomic status (SES). See Table 3 for details. 39 Table 3 High-risk Characteristics of Dissertation Sample Arianna Student of Color Low GPA x x Bella Benjamin x Bob x Cameron x Chase Firstgeneration Low ACT x x x x x x x x x x x x x x Daryl x x x x Diana x x x x Dolores x x x Dustin x Irene x Isabella x x Jacob x x Jessica x Josh x Julie Laura x Maegan x x x x x x x x x x Vanessa x x Victoria x Yolanda x x x x x x x x Roger Low SES x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x 40 Dissertation data analysis. Once I identified my pool of high-risk students in the qualitative data I accessed those students’ summaries and transcripts. I analyzed students’ transcripts over the four years of the study. There were ample interview segments of students discussing their decision making in the transcripts because many of the students’ stories about challenges, dilemmas, and experiences involved decision making. I used grounded theory techniques to make sense of the data since the goal of this study was to theorize about possible relationships between high-risk students’ decision-making processes and their developmental levels. While my study is grounded in the constructivist paradigm, I use grounded theory techniques for data analysis because “grounded theory methods consist of systematic, yet flexible guidelines for collecting and analyzing qualitative data to construct theories ‘grounded’ in the data themselves” (Charmaz, 2006, p. 2). The grounded theory methods used provide the necessary tools to identify, sort, and analyze the interview data in order to develop an “abstract theoretical understanding” of high-risk students’ decision-making processes and the relationship those processes have with students’ developmental capacities (Charmaz, 2006, p. 4). Grounded theory is consistent with the constructivist paradigm of this study as both assume that realities and theories are constructed and not found. Charmaz (2006) clarifies this point, “We construct our grounded theories through our past and present involvements and interactions with people, perspectives, and research practices…My approach explicitly assumes that any theoretical rendering offers an interpretive portrayal of the studied world, not an exact picture of it” (p. 10). I used grounded theory as an analytic approach to data previously collected, not as a methodology that determined all aspects of my study. Consistent with grounded theory, my study followed the inductive process in which theories are generated from the data instead of being used to test hypotheses from existing theories. Additionally, I used constant comparative methods that involved comparing data with data and data with codes during every stage of analysis (Charmaz, 2006). However, tensions arise from using an existing data set because I am constrained by choices made in the larger WNS study. For example, WNS participants volunteered to participate in the quantitative portion of the study and a subset of those participants also volunteered to participate in the qualitative portion of the study. Thus, I had no control over participant selection in the larger data set. Also, I was not able to continue sampling to fill out thematic categories that emerged during the analysis process (i.e., theoretical sampling), or complete member checking, both of which are expectations of grounded theory 41 research (Charmaz, 2006). Overall, the advantages of using grounded theory techniques with an existing data set outweigh the constraints. As Charmaz states, “Grounded theory methods can complement other approaches to qualitative data analysis; rather than stand in opposition to them…I view grounded theory methods as a set of principles and practices, not as prescriptions or packages…” (2006, p. 9). Process and steps. Grounded theory data analysis techniques include separating, sorting, and synthesizing data through coding. Coding entails labeling units of data in order to describe what is happening and provides a way to compare different segments of data with each other (Charmaz, 2006). The categories created through coding become increasingly more theoretical through successive levels of analysis. Charmaz (2006) explains that coding is the “first step in moving beyond concrete statements in the data to making analytic interpretations” (p. 43): Coding is the pivotal link between collecting data and developing an emergent theory to explain these data. Through coding, you define what is happening in the data and begin to grapple with what it means. The codes take form together as elements of a nascent theory that explains these data and directs further data-gathering. (Charmaz, 2006, p. 46) Charmaz (2006) explains that researchers using grounded theory techniques “build levels of abstraction directly from the data and, subsequently, gather additional data to check and refine our emerging analytic categories. Our work culminates in a ‘grounded theory,’ or an abstract theoretical understanding of the studied experience” (pp. 3-4). In this study I developed a theoretical understanding of high-risk students’ decision-making processes and the relationship of those processes with the students’ developmental capacities. Two of the key features of grounded theory are: 1) it follows an inductive process in which theories are generated from the data rather than testing hypotheses from existing theories; and, 2) it uses constant comparative methods that involve comparing data with data and data with codes during every stage of analysis (Charmaz, 2006). The dissertation study followed an inductive process in numerous ways. The analysis phase of this study related to assessing participants’ development is inductive in two ways. First, the WNS coding system came from the interview data as described earlier. This system reflects a portrait of meaning making that emerged from the WNS interviews and allows for a participant to be anywhere along the developmental continuum. My longitudinal assessment of participants’ 42 development is also inductive because I generated holistic interpretations of students’ development across the four years of interviews. Thus my assessment emerged from and is grounded in the interview data. The analysis phase of my study related to assessing participants’ decision making is inductive as well. I started by analyzing the decision-making patterns of individual participants from the year one, two, three, and four interview transcripts. I identified decision-making themes in each year and then compared those themes across the interviews from all four years. Thus, I created a decision-making story for each participant based on the data from the participant’s four interviews. I then compared those decision-making stories to identify themes that span across the sample of high-risk students. Again, this process is inductive because the themes emerged from the data. This dissertation study used constant comparative methods as described in the following five steps. 1) Identifying decision-making units and coding those units: I read the year one through year four transcripts and identified all excerpts related to decision making for one participant. I liberally identified decision-making excerpts, being sure to capture: decisions made, rationale for decisions, decision-making processes, as well as beliefs, values, preferences, perspectives, relationships, and experiences that influenced the participant’s decisions and how she or he thought about decisions. This approach yielded the rich and detailed data necessary to understand the nuances of an individual participant’s decision making and distinguish different decision-making processes and themes across participants. After reading the four transcripts and identifying all of the excerpts related to decision making I began the initial coding process for a participant. I read through the participant’s year one decision-making excerpts and separated each excerpt into units—segments of the excerpts that could be read on their own and convey a complete idea. I coded each unit in order to “define what is happening in the data and begin to grapple with what it means” (Charmaz, 2006, p. 46). I used the comments function in track changes to highlight units and recorded the code in a bubble on the margins of the page. I labeled the units with codes that categorized, summarized, and accounted for each piece of data (Charmaz, 2006). 2) Constructing decision-making profiles: Once I completed coding for the year one data I reread the codes for that year and identified emergent themes. I compared data with data and 43 codes with codes during this process as recommended by Charmaz (2006). Through this process I identified decision-making themes for the participant based on the codes. At the end of the year one decision-making excerpts I labeled the themes and provided evidence for those themes with participant quotes and brief summaries of the participant’s decision-making experiences, processes, and styles. I typically ended the year one portion of the decision-making profile with a sentence or two that described the decision-making story for the participant for that year (based on the codes and the themes). I repeated this coding and theme-identifying process for the remaining three years of the participant’s decision-making excerpts. I then arranged the themes by year at the end of the decision making profile in order to read through the yearly themes, quotes, and experiences in sequence. Finally, I read across the years and themes for the participant to identify that participant’s decision-making story. This decision-making story was a summarizing narrative of the student’s decision making over the four years of WNS interviews. The story crystallized how the student made decisions across time and how/if the decision-making processes, characteristics, or strategies changed across the four years. The decision-making profile created categories that “crystallized participants’ experience[s]” and offered an “incisive analytical framework that interprets what is happening and makes relationships between implicit processes and structures visible” (Charmaz, 2006, p. 54). I completed this process 22 times which resulted in 22 decision-making profiles (one for each participant). As I moved from participant to participant, my initial coding and insights from coding informed my continued coding. Thus I refined my coding and theme identification as I progressed through the data. In this way I used the constant comparative methods consistent with grounded theory (Glaser, 1965). I compared data and codes from excerpt to excerpt and participant to participant in order to continuously refine the codes and interpretations of the decision-making excerpts. 3) Memo-writing and theme analysis: After creating six decision-making profiles I wrote a research memo based on those six decision-making profiles; these were my “preliminary analytic notes” (Charmaz, 2006, p. 3). I read each decision-making profile and compared the profiles against each other to identify decision-making themes across participants. Memos provided me an opportunity to elaborate themes, define themes, identify gaps in themes, and articulate theoretical meanings (Charmaz, 2006). I recorded the actions of the data, my 44 interpretations of those actions, and explored and filled out codes (Charmaz, 2006). As Charmaz (2006) states “memo-writing constitutes a crucial method in grounded theory because it prompts you to analyze your data and codes early in the research process” (p. 72). I infused participant quotes in the memos to illustrate my points and themes—this provided evidence for my analytical ideas (Charmaz, 2006). Reading across the quotes prompted me to refine the themes and critically analyze the themes by asking questions of them. I ended each memo with a summary of what had emerged from the codes and themes of the six decision-making profiles and questions to keep in mind as I continued creating decision-making profiles and future memos. After identifying themes in the initial memo I examined how the next set of six decision-making profiles related to those themes. Concurrently, I identified new themes that emerged out of the second set of six decision-making profiles and the accompanying memo. This cycle of analysis and refinement resulted in three memos based on six decisionmaking profiles, one memo based on four decision-making profiles and a chart outlining the overall themes that emerged from the profiles and memos. Overall themes captured the general decision-making themes identified in the decisionmaking excerpts, a summary of all of the profiles. However, given the nature of this study, it was important to: 1) maximize the inductive process by understanding the themes across years and participants, and 2) maximize the longitudinal data by organizing the decision-making profiles so they could be easily linked to each participant’s corresponding developmental profile (developmental profiles are discussed in detail in step four of this section). In order to capture this variation I created a longitudinal chart of the decision-making profile themes organized by year. This allowed me to read across years and identify year-specific themes. These annual themes documented the year-by-year decision-making progression experienced by most participants. However, the annual themes did not capture all of the participants’ stories; this analysis eclipsed the experiences of those who did not follow the same progression as the majority of participants. For example, I identified the theme of students not struggling in their decision making in the year one data. This was the case for the majority of students; for the most part, in year one, the participants made decisions without difficulty or much wavering. However, four students did struggle in their decision making during year one and their experiences were masked because they represented a secondary decision-making story rather than the primary decision-making story. This prompted me to further refine my analysis by examining the 45 longitudinal chart to read across the decision-making themes of each participant from year to year. This by-person/by-year analysis captured the individual patterns and allowed me to compare those patterns. Through this comparison I identified four compelling decision-making patterns that encompassed the experiences of the 22 participants. Reading the longitudinal data over time and by participant best captured my interpretation of the data, as well as, the themes from previous levels of analysis. This step resulted in an understanding of what decision making looked like across four years for the 22 high-risk student participants in this study. Four decision-making patterns emerged from this analysis: 1. Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; 2. Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; 3. Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; and 4. Consistently Non-Reflective Decision Making. I discuss these patterns and the participants who used each pattern in detail in the next chapter. I then began the analysis phase of this study related to assessing each participant’s development. 4) Reviewing each participant’s WNS developmental assessment summaries across four years to create a developmental profile for each participant: The trained members of the WNS team created developmental assessment summaries each year. That is, summarizers reviewed the transcripts for the year they were assessing participants’ development and providing rationales for those developmental assessments based on student quotes, but did not review the developmental assessment summaries from previous years. I reviewed the four-year collection of developmental assessment summaries for each participant to re-evaluate the assessments as a set. Reading the developmental assessment summaries as a set allowed for a more in-depth interpretation of the assessments because they provided context and clarification that was missing when summarizers created the developmental assessment summaries in isolation. This allowed for revision of the annual assessments when necessary. It is important to note that I was the initial WNS summarizer for the year four developmental assessment summaries for the 22 participants in this dissertation study. I completed those summaries two months before I began data analysis and coding for this dissertation. 46 An analytic challenge of this study is the complexity of assessing meaning-making capacities and self-authorship. As previously discussed, meaning making is related to how people think rather than what they think. The language that participants used can make it difficult to assess their meaning-making capacities. At times participants sound like they are using complex meaning-making structures because they have sophisticated vocabularies or adeptly use socially progressive phrases (e.g., express an appreciation for diversity). However, refined language skills do not necessarily mean students have sophisticated meaning-making capacities. They could be parroting ideas from external sources or saying what they suspect interviewers desire; in which case, they sound advanced but have external meaning-making capacities. Similarly, there are times when participants’ complex meaning-making capacities are difficult to identify because they are not polished speakers. When completing transcript summaries and reviewing previously written summaries I distinguished between participants’ language content versus meaning-making structures in order to carefully assess their developmental capacities. I addressed this challenge by closely abiding by the assessment guidelines provided in the WNS training materials (Baxter Magolda & King, 2008a). The guide emphasizes the need to focus on the source of participants’ thinking, feeling, and social-relating rather than the content of what they think and feel. Baxter Magolda and King (2008a) advise that the best way to identify meaning-making structures is to “find the reasons for the person’s thinking. What is the central reason the person thinks this way …sees him/herself this way…constructs relationships this way? Who is in charge of all this? The person or someone else?” (p. 9). Following these recommendations enabled me to determine the degree to which participants were operating on an external-internal perspective along the continuum. When I reviewed the developmental assessment summaries as a set for a participant I determined whether the developmental assessment summaries provided a plausible developmental story—did the four years of developmental assessment summaries hang together in a meaningful storyline? That is, rather than lifting the developmental profile from separate interpretations I confirmed or refined the interpretations based on reading across the four years. If the assessments appeared accurate I maintained the assessments from the summaries. If the four summaries did not create a complete, plausible story I recalibrated the developmental assessment based on reading the summaries for all four years for the participant. I agreed with the initial developmental assessments created by the WNS team for 10 of the 22 participants 47 used in my dissertation study; thus, those assessment summaries needed no revision. For seven of the 22 participants I agreed with three of the four annual assessment summaries and refined just one year’s assessment summary for each participant. For those seven participants I did not request a second opinion because the context provided by reading the four annual assessments as a group made the need for revision exceptionally clear. In the five instances that I refined the developmental assessments of participants from more than one year I utilized a trained summarizer from the WNS team as a reviewer to triangulate the change in assessments. Heather Shook Christman completed WNS training as an interviewer and summarizer. When I concluded that the developmental assessments of a participant needed refined I made my own assessment based on reading the summaries from the four years of interviews. Independently, Shook Christman completed the same process. We then compared our assessments. If our assessments corresponded, I used the mutually agreedupon refined assessment. Our independently refined developmental assessments matched for one of the five participants that required a second opinion. When our refined assessments were inconsistent, this occurred for four of the five participants that required a second opinion, we discussed our individual rationales for the assessments until we reached consensus on the refined developmental assessments. I consolidated participants’ developmental assessments into one chart that included each participant’s: 1) developmental assessment by year; 2) a rationale for each annual assessment; 3) notations of interview transcript quotes that supported the annual assessments; and, 4) a summary of if and how the participant’s development had changed over the four years. While the WNS team initially assessed participants’ developmental meaning-making using the tenposition continuum described earlier in this chapter I used the four major meaning-making structures of that continuum for this dissertation study. Those structures are: Solely External, Entering the Crossroads, Leaving the Crossroads, and Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making. My reasoning was that the four structures would provide a clear read of each participant’s development and the trajectory of development (if there was one) while the finer grained positions reflect nuances within these major meaning-making structures. This process resulted in 22 developmental profiles for the participants that spanned the four years of the WNS. 5) Analyzing the decision-making and developmental profiles for each participant to identify the intersections between students’ decision-making processes and their developmental 48 capacities: In order to compare each participant’s decision-making and developmental profiles I linked the two together in a comprehensive chart (see Appendix A for an example). This allowed me to read across the two profiles for each participant. I initially read across the profile pairs to ensure that the two were consistent with each other. Since I created the two profiles for each participant in isolation there may have been interview data identified in one profile that was not used in constructing the corresponding profile. In doing this comparison I identified consistency in 20 of the profile pairs. This audit prompted me to revisit the original transcripts of the remaining two profile pairs to resolve what appeared to be discrepancies in use of data. One participant’s developmental assessment was revised from Leaving the Crossroads in year four to Entering the Crossroads. I revised a second participant’s decision-making pattern from Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making to Non-Reflective Ownership of Decision Making. I then created charts for each of the four decision-making patterns to identify any relationships that emerged between participants’ decision-making and developmental profiles. In each chart I listed the participants who used the decision-making pattern of that particular chart and the developmental profile for each participant in that pattern. For example, in one chart I listed the six participants who used the Reflective Ownership of Decision Making pattern and in the column next to each participant’s pseudonym I identified the participant’s developmental profile. These charts and the findings that emerged from them are discussed in detail in the next chapter. This is the step that resulted in a description of how development and decision making relate for the 22 high-risk students in this dissertation study. Subjectivities. Consistent with the constructivist paradigm, I acknowledge that my personal and cultural experiences shaped my interpretations during data analysis (Creswell, 2007). I brought subjectivities related to my assumptions and identity that needed to be negotiated during this study. Two of my most significant subjectivities are my experience with student development theory and my previous experience with the WNS. My Student Affairs in Higher Education (SAHE) doctoral coursework focused on student development and selfauthorship. I came into this study with preconceived assumptions about the trajectory of development, characteristics of particular developmental levels, and experiences that typically serve as catalysts or barriers to student development. In addition, I have been a member of the WNS team for five years as an interviewer and summarizer. During this study I needed to 49 remain open to new possibilities and worked diligently to ensure that the codes and analysis fit the data, rather than forcing the data to fit my preconceived assumptions about development or previous WNS experiences. Charmaz (2006) provides a helpful perspective, writing, “As Dey (1999) states, ‘There is a difference between an open mind and an empty head’” and offers strategies for negotiating this tension (p. 48). She suggests remaining open to the data, staying close to the data, keeping codes simple and precise, and critically and analytically reviewing the data and my analysis (2006). In addition, Charmaz (2006) offers specific questions that I asked myself throughout the data analysis process in order to ensure I was being true to the data rather than my interpretations being overly-influenced by the perspectives I brought into this study. These questions include: What process(es) is at issue here? How can I define it/them? How does this process develop? How does the research participant(s) act while involved in this process? What does the research participant(s) profess to think and feel while involved in this process? … When, why, and how does the process change? What are the consequences of the process? (Charmaz, 2006, p. 51) Another subjectivity that I brought to the study is my identity; I do not have any of the characteristics that were used to identify high-risk students. I entered college as a white, middleclass woman with strong academic preparation and prior performance, and a father with a graduate degree in education. During analysis I was sensitive to the fact that I was studying a population of which I am not a member. I negotiated this tension by looking at how participants explain and understand their situations before I judged their behaviors or intentions through my own logic (Charmaz, 2006). I used caution and sensitivity in order to avoid being judgmental or condescending towards my participants. Furthermore, my extensive experience working with high-risk students helped me avoid making generalizations about them and shaped my understanding of them. Trustworthiness Trustworthiness of the WNS interview data are enhanced by prolonged engagement with participants, multiple coders, peer debriefing on many analyses, and verbatim transcripts for 50 thick description, as was discussed earlier in this chapter (Baxter Magolda, et al., 2012). Trustworthiness of this dissertation study was improved by my five years of experience working as an interviewer and summarizer for WNS. This experience provided me with familiarity of the data and understanding of qualitative interview methods and data analysis (Baxter Magolda et al., 2010). In addition, I have 13 years of professional student affairs experience working in support of students who possess the characteristics associated with high-risk students. This experience provided me with a rich understanding of students in this population and their experiences in the context of higher education. Trustworthiness was also significantly augmented by using Shook Christman as a reviewer of the developmental assessments during data analysis. Similarly, my interpretations of the data were reviewed by my dissertation advisor, Marcia Baxter Magolda. Baxter Magolda offers 25+ years of extensive qualitative research experience, expertise related to the study of self-authorship, and close familiarity with WNS data and data analysis as a principal investigator of the project. Baxter Magolda reviewed my interpretations to ensure that I adequately supported my codes, themes, and interpretations. Furthermore, using substantial segments from participants’ interview transcripts in the findings section provides supporting evidence and the rationale for my interpretations. Finally, I carefully explained why I identified transcript excerpts as a particular meaning-making structure (e.g., Solely External or Entering the Crossroads) in the findings section of this dissertation. Because students can sound internally defined but be operating from an externally defined capacity readers could potentially question my assessments. Providing substantive interview transcript segments and well-developed rationales for the assessments help readers understand the assessments. This thick description gives readers the opportunity to determine whether those interpretations are plausible and fit the data. Thick description of the participants also offers readers the opportunity to judge transferability to other populations. Limitations The WNS interview data provide a richness and depth that would be difficult to replicate outside of such a large-scale, national research project. Despite the advantages of using WNS longitudinal interviews for this dissertation there are limitations to using this pre-existing data set. One limitation is that the interview did not explicitly focus on decision making and interviewers were not specifically trained or instructed to delve into participants’ decision51 making processes. While there was substantive and detailed data related to decision making, an interview constructed and conducted for the purposes of this dissertation study would generate data more directly aligned with this study. Furthermore, the size of the WNS team (approximately 70 people served as interviewers and/or summarizers during the course of the study) introduced multiple subjectivities into the data collection and analysis processes. In addition, the pre-existing WNS data set does not allow for member checking or theoretical sampling. Member checking is a recommended practice of qualitative research intended to ensure trustworthiness and ethical treatment of participants (Creswell, 2007). In member checking researchers provide participants with a written copy of their interpretations and encourage participants to expand on prior interview responses and clarify or correct interpretations. Since I do not have access to the participants I was not able to complete member checks. Theoretical sampling is a recommended technique of grounded theory intended to fill out categories or themes that emerge during data analysis but need refined with additional data (Charmaz, 2006). Again, because I used an existing data set I was not able to complete theoretical sampling. Finally, it is important that I remind readers throughout the findings and discussion sections of this dissertation that the results reflect the experiences of the 22 participants in this study and are not meant to be generalized to the high-risk student population at large. This is particularly important given the evidence that the WNS interviews can act as developmental interventions for participants (Baxter Magolda & King, 2007). The interviews can serve as venues for promoting self-authorship because they offer participants an opportunity to reflect on and discuss their experiences in ways that are not typical in day-to-day life. Thus, the participants in this study may demonstrate unique patterns of developmental growth because of their participation in WNS. The interview as an intervention is an acceptable phenomenon in constructivism since the paradigm assumes that context significantly influences individuals’ experiences and interpretations of those experiences (Creswell, 2007). Consistent with qualitative research, it is my hope that readers will use my thick descriptions to inform their thinking and practice and determine how it relates to their particular students. Despite the identified limitations this study is grounded in sound methodology and methods and offers readers deeper understanding of high-risk students, decision making, and development. 52 CHAPTER IV: DECISION MAKING & DEVELOPMENTAL CAPACITIES The primary objective of this research study was to explore the relationship between high-risk students’ developmental capacities and their decision-making processes. Specifically, I wanted to determine if and how the 22 participants’ developmental capacities mediated their abilities to make good, well-informed decisions. As discussed earlier in this dissertation, the literature that examines decision making from a self-authorship perspective provides criteria of good, well-informed decision making and the developmental capacities individuals need to make such decisions. Based on this literature, sound decision making entails three criteria: 1) gathering information – this involves considering multiple perspectives, that is listening to and authentically considering conflicting advice, evaluating the credibility of sources, and reflecting on one’s own goals, values, and beliefs; 2) processing information to reach a decision – this involves balancing conflicting positions and weighing competing expectations and claims against one’s own values, goals, and interests; and, 3) taking action that is grounded in the first two criteria – this involves honoring one’s goals, beliefs, and values by making decisions consistent with one’s own personal interests and values and using one’s internal belief system to mediate external influences in decision making. Four decision-making patterns emerged from the data analysis of the 22 participants in this dissertation study. Each participant followed one of four patterns in their decision making: 1) Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; 2) Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; 3) Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; and, 4) Non-Reflective Ownership of Decision Making. Participants in each pattern varied in the degree that they used the criteria of good, well-informed decision making detailed above. Those variations were accompanied by variations in the participants’ developmental capacities. Table 4 provides the year-one and year-four developmental capacities of each participant by decisionmaking pattern. The remainder of this chapter discusses the extent to which participants in each decision-making pattern used the criteria for making good, well-informed decisions and how the participants’ developmental capacities mediated their ability to use these criteria. In order to maximize the use of the longitudinal data I use in-depth narratives from participant interviews. Thus, it was not possible to include excerpts from all 22 participants. Instead I feature the stories of students that best illustrate the decision-making and developmental dynamics of each decision-making pattern. I start with the most sophisticated pattern for ease of comparison. 53 Table 4 Year One and Year Four Developmental Capacities by Decision Making Pattern Decision Making Pattern Year 1 Year 4 Reflective Ownership of Decision Making Diana Irene Roger Daryl Josh Jessica Entering the Crossroads Entering the Crossroads Entering the Crossroads Solely External Solely External Solely External Leaving the Crossroads Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Entering the Crossroads Solely External Solely External Leaving the Crossroads Entering the Crossroads Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Solely External Entering the Crossroads Entering the Crossroads Solely External (no change) Solely External (no change) Solely External (no change) Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Leaving the Crossroads Entering the Crossroads Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making Victoria Arianna Benjamin Chase Dustin Isabella Laura Yolanda Dolores Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making Jacob Bella Non-Reflective Ownership of Decision Making Bob Cameron Julie Maegan Vanessa 54 Reflective Ownership of Decision Making The six students using this pattern came into college making reflective decisions and maintained their thoughtful decision-making processes throughout the four interviews. The Reflective Ownership decision makers were the most adept of the four patterns at using the criteria for good, well-informed decision making throughout their college careers. The students in this pattern were the only ones in the study that demonstrated the use of the criteria when they entered college. During their initial interviews each of these students shared examples of their decision making that entailed gathering information from various sources, including self and others, processing the information in order to reach a decision, and taking action accordingly. Students in this pattern made decisions consistent with their priorities in order to ensure their needs were met. The reflection aspect of their decision making is evident in the practice of identifying their priorities and interests. Their ownership of decision making took the form of privileging their priorities over others’ even though this was a struggle. For these students making a reflective decision was not an isolated event – they consistently used this approach when making decisions. While there was consistency in their decision making they became increasingly confident in their ability to use the criteria over time. That increased confidence came by virtue of the students adopting more developmentally complex meaning-making structures during their college careers, primarily bringing their internal voices to the foreground and moving external influences to the background. Three of the six students in the Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern demonstrated meaning making reflective of Entering the Crossroads during their first interviews. The remaining three students quickly progressed to Entering the Crossroads by the time of their second interviews (which occurred during the fall of their second year). In this phase of development students are aware of the need for an internal voice and realize the shortcomings of relying on external sources for meaning making. They recognize the “differences among their perceptions and others’ perceptions” of their identities, relationships, and worldviews (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). In Entering the Crossroads students begin to actively work on developing an internal voice by exploring how they want to construct their beliefs, identities, and relationships (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Because this internal voice is new and developing it is still often overshadowed by external influences. 55 Possessing the developmental capacities associated with Entering the Crossroads enabled these students to use the criteria of sound decision making in an initial manner, but they grew in their ability to do so as they shifted from external meaning making to internal meaning making. Initially these students struggled to use their internal voices because they were just starting to develop and their internal voices were eclipsed by external sources. However, these students had enough of an internal voice to act on when they experienced challenging situations or dissonance. A commonality among the students in this pattern is that they all faced some type of dissonance before entering college. For many of the students the dissonance centered on difficult decisions they made prior to college. For example, Irene, whose story appears in detail below, decided to attend a less prestigious school than her family and teachers had groomed her for because of financial constraints and a desire to attend an institution with a diverse student population rather than a predominantly white population. Other students held a combination of social identities that have been traditionally marginalized in US society. For example, Diana identified as an African-American woman who did not come out as a lesbian until she entered college because she saw the “torment” that her openly-gay peers experienced during high school. Typically students in this pattern were able to make decisions using their developing voices when their experiences were making them so uncomfortable or miserable that they could not stand the status quo any longer. It is likely the dissonance these students experienced before entering college facilitated their ability to use the sound decision-making criteria prior to fully developing their internal voices. Five of the six students in the Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern ended their college careers with the developmental capacities associated with Leaving the Crossroads. Students at this developmental position are predominantly internally defined in their meaning making but some external meaning making remains (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Whereas the external was in the foreground in Entering the Crossroads, internal voice has strengthened sufficiently in Leaving the Crossroads to now be in the foreground. A student in this position “works on developing his or her own distinct point of view by listening carefully to his or her internal voice and trying to hear this internal voice over the noise and clutter from the external environment” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). When the students in this decisionmaking pattern adopted the more complex meaning making associated with Leaving the Crossroads, their confidence in and ability to use the criteria of good, well-informed decision 56 making increased. As their internal voices moved to the foreground, they worried less about external reactions and, thus, this increased their confidence. Therefore, their use of the decisionmaking criteria evolved in concert with their developmental meaning making. Cognitively, they had the capacity to consider and evaluate multiple perspectives, which allowed them to authentically consider conflicting advice. Intrapersonally, these students had the capacity to identify their own values and beliefs. Interpersonally, they had the capacity to consider others’ perspectives without being consumed by them and honor their own goals, beliefs, and values. Excerpts from Irene’s transcripts (pseudonym chosen by the student during the Wabash National Study interviews) illustrate the Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern and how developmental meaning making mediated her ability to use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. Irene Irene was a first-generation college student with a long history of academic success. The high academic expectations she held for herself were reflective of the expectations of her teachers and family. While Irene was not offered admittance into her dream school, she was accepted by and intended to attend a well-respected private institution. Irene’s last-minute decision to attend a less prestigious state school was the event that demonstrates she took ownership of her reflective decisions before attending college. In her year one interview Irene described the pressure she felt to attend a top-tier institution: …everybody always expected so much from me in high school because they always looked up to me or whatever because I was doing so much for the school and my classmates, and then when I found out that I wasn’t sure about what college to go to because they didn’t understand I had a financial problem it was just really overwhelming towards the end of my school year. …They [her teachers] put a lot of pressure on me because they always wanted the best for me I guess. I understand that, it’s just, it was really overwhelming because I was the first one in my family to go to college. And it’s really hard because everybody expects, even my family…they’re like you know you have to go through a big college…and it’s just really upsetting because they’re choosing the college based on what they hear because it’s a good college and they don’t understand, I need to, how would I fit into that college if I was stuck there. 57 Irene clarified that she recognized the importance of “fit” when she attended orientation and realized, “Oh, my God. I don’t want to be here.” ’Cause it’s just white dominant and I’m from the city and it’s a very diverse area and I just felt, I don’t know, just out of place.” Irene’s financial constraints and need for a more diverse environment prompted her to apply to a different university. Despite having legitimate reasons for making that decision, it was still not easy for her: And then I guess [student’s university] was one of my choices but my teacher didn’t want me to go here because my boyfriend goes here and she wanted me to go somewhere else. But it’s just, I realized it was my last choice because I couldn’t afford any of the other schools and besides it has a really good nursing program and so it was OK. But it was just really overwhelming towards the end of my school year when I was applying and, and trying to get accepted to [student’s university] ‘cause…I applied in June and got accepted in July and that was just in time to get into the last orientation. And I really thought I wasn’t gonna go to college this semester and that really bugged me out because I’ve always done so good in high school, getting good grades and now towards the end of my school year I was breaking down because I didn’t know what college to go to. And it’s just, everybody expected so much from me that I felt like I was unsatisfied and everybody and so it was hard. As she was making her decision Irene felt she had fallen short of the expectations that others had for her and that she had internalized. She was experiencing overwhelming tensions with external sources because her internal voice was just starting to develop. She struggled and agonized over her decision because she was Entering the Crossroads in her developmental meaning making. She was able to make the difficult decision to attend a state school because of her initial ability to define her own values and priorities and strong feelings of not fitting in at the predominantly white institution. Essentially she was so uncomfortable thinking about living in such an environment that she acted on the fragile internal voice she was just starting to develop. However, it was a struggle for her to do so and she had to convince herself that what she was doing was acceptable because external sources continued to dominate her meaning making. Thus, she tentatively used the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. Specifically, she gathered information by reflecting on her own goals, values, and beliefs and considered 58 multiple perspectives when she questioned authorities’ (e.g., parents and teachers) plans for her. Irene used the second criterion, processing information to reach a decision, by prioritizing her values of affordability and diversity over external others’ expectations that she attend a “big” and prestigious school. Finally, Irene honored her own beliefs and values by making a decision consistent with her personal interests; that is, she acted on the first two criteria. By the time of her first year interview Irene had reconciled herself with her decision and recognized the beneficial outcomes of going through her difficult experience. She realized that in the past she had made decisions in order to please others; now she was able to make decisions to meet her own needs and to please herself: …in high school I would seriously cry because I felt like I was disappointing everybody around me. But, now that I’m in college and I’m doing things on my own without my mom, without the help of my teachers…I’m doing everything on my own and it just makes me know that I am doing all that I can, I am doing the best that I can…to succeed in anything and I feel like if I’m doing the best I can then it’s all I need to satisfy me. …I need to get out, break out of the mentality I need to satisfy everyone but first I need to satisfy me before I satisfy everyone. ...It feels good because I’m making the decisions I want because before I would always make the decisions of what they wanted, what they thought was best for me and I guess it’s why in towards the end I always felt like I didn’t, I was disappointed because I wasn’t doing what they wanted. Now that because it’s just me I’ll just do my decisions to please myself and to make me happy rather than worrying about what everybody else thinks. Irene learned how to take reflective ownership of her decisions before she came to college. The stress of meeting others’ expectations and her recognition that what would make her happy conflicted with those expectations, led her to recognize the need for a new way of making meaning. She began trying to actively construct her inner voice. Because she was just starting this process, and did not have her internal voice constructed yet, she had to work hard to avoid being pulled back into the external expectations of others. She continued this struggle as she faced challenges in relationships with others and her nursing goals. Relationships. Irene had a combative and uneasy relationship with her mom. She described their relationship in her first year interview: 59 We would always clash no matter what ’cause…I guess I had a little grudge with my mom because my mom, like any typical Filipino parent, they’ll brag about their child to people and I hated that the most ’cause, yeah, I was good in school…and what I would hate about it is she would always brag so much about what I was doing or whatever to other people but when it came to [me personally], I always felt like I was a big disappointment to her. I never felt like I was good enough. Like what I did was never good enough for her. I just wish she would say, “I’m proud of you,” but I’ve never heard that from her. And it’s just like me and her always have this tension, we can’t seem to express how we feel without clashing. …every time we do, we end up having a big argument, so when I went off to college it was a lot better because we didn’t see each other as much, and so when we do see each other it’s okay, we miss each other. That’s the point, but if we see each other too much that’s when it’s like, “Oh, my God. She’s gonna kill me or whatever.” …but I just feel like it’s better that we are not living in the same household anymore…I think I have a better relationship with her now than before. Despite having a better relationship, Irene and her mom still continued to clash, especially around Irene’s progress towards becoming a nurse. Irene’s mom knew what it took to be a nurse in the Philippines, which was a much faster process than in the US. Subsequently, she did not understand why it was taking Irene so long to get into the nursing program at her school. Irene attempted to explain that there were prerequisites and general education classes that she needed to complete before she applied to the program. But her explanations did not satisfy her mom: ...I just kind of brush it off because she always wants to say what she wants to say but, being the child you can’t really say anything, but I just hold my tongue and I’m like, “Whatever.” If you think, if I don’t get into the nursing program she’s going to send me to the Philippines. I’m like, you know, it’s not going to happen… She just wants me to graduate faster, which she thinks she knows it all and she doesn’t understand what it takes to go through the whole process of nursing... She doesn’t know. She thinks she knows it all but she doesn’t [laughs]. …she doesn’t know what I’m doing, what classes I’m taking. Just as long as I’m trying to get into the program is all that matters. 60 Irene continued to have a strained relationship with her mom until her fourth year interview. During that interview Irene described the difficult step she took to improve her relationship with her mom: Yeah, at first I was really scared. I didn’t want to. I was just crying, I didn’t wanna address my mom, I didn’t want to address my sister. I thought they were gonna just gang up on me, the two of them, and just say all the bad things about me. And then I didn’t want to go home because I didn’t wanna confront them. But then, I knew I just had to and, eventually I just ended up talking to my mom and my sister and we were just all crying and telling each other this shouldn’t be this way and…we shouldn’t be talking to each other this way and we shouldn’t be treating each other this way. So basically it’s telling each other how we really feel – how we feel that we should be treated better. So we just really just talked it out and let everything out there on the table. …We were finally able to discuss all of the issues that were going on and then so now I can say that me and my mom have a better understanding of one another. …we haven’t fought ever since then because we just turned out to have a really better relationship with one another. Irene’s growing internal voice and realization that avoiding this conflict was not going to work anymore gave her the strength to confront her mom. Her growing internal voice made it necessary to realign her relationships with important others so that she could continue to bring her voice to those relationships. Irene’s reflective decision making also enabled her to make a difficult decision related to her long-time boyfriend. In her second-year interview Irene discussed how her participation and leadership role in her sorority changed the nature of her relationship with her boyfriend. Her sorority became a significant priority for her and because she had committed to being the community action chair, she was not willing to cut corners on that commitment, even if her boyfriend felt neglected. She found that she was too busy to maintain the relationship so she decided to break-up with her boyfriend: I mean I felt this for a long, ever since in the summer, so when it really came down to this part, this point was last month, it was kinda easy for me to go but, I was feeling like, “Oh, my God. Did we just…,” you know, I was still like, “Wow. You, we’re really not together.” But it’s still a big relief because it just shows how I’m still able to stand on my 61 own whether or not he’s around…So it’s still good because regardless of if he let me, I’m still gonna do what I’m doing (laughs). …it just goes to show I don’t need a man in my life to make me happy, so I mean, yeah, it was hard because four and a half years is really long compared to other people. Irene’s priorities had changed and her sorority was becoming a more important part of her life. Thus, she made a decision that reflected her new priorities. This is another example of Irene making reflective decisions based on her priorities and interests. She made the decision to make herself happy, not to make her boyfriend happy. Irene was able to make the decisions to break-up with her boyfriend and confront her mom because she was developmentally Leaving the Crossroads in her second, third, and fourth interviews. Though both voices were competing, her internal voice edged out the external for dominance (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). In the intrapersonal dimension Irene had developed increased confidence and in the interpersonal dimension she asserted herself in her relationships and acted on her own needs. Her confidence in and ability to use the criteria of good, well-informed decision making had increased because her internal voice was strong enough to coordinate external influences. She no longer felt bad for not meeting others’ expectations, making acting on her own priorities less stressful. Nursing. Irene originally decided to pursue nursing as her career because her mom encouraged her to do so. However, her interest in nursing grew to be her own as she progressed through her prerequisite courses. She liked the opportunity to help other people that nursing provided and enjoyed the science classes, particularly anatomy and microbiology. In her second and third interviews Irene discussed the difficulty of being admitted to her school’s nursing program, saying that just 60 of 200 applicants were admitted each year. Many of her friends had changed majors because their grades were not strong enough to be admitted and Irene worked hard to “stay on the right track to get into the nursing program.” Irene was stressed by the admission process and knew there was a chance that she might not get in because she did not have straight A’s. However, it was still a shock to her when she was not admitted. In her fourthyear interview she described the particulars of her situation: I’m trying to apply to the nursing program but there’s little bumps that’s not allowing me to apply because I don’t meet one particular requirement because…the nursing advisor, 62 she’s constantly revising the application every year making it difficult for a lot of students to apply to the nursing program. …so what happened was I was supposed to apply this last spring, but I needed to take one more class which is physiology, and I was supposed to take that last summer – the summer of ’08 but I couldn’t take it because I didn’t have transportation to the school that I was supposed to go to so I was pushed back. I didn’t want to take it at [her university] because I heard…the location is really horrible and a lot of people end up failing the class and I couldn’t jeopardize that, having a C or lower in my transcript, so I waited until summer again. So this past summer I just recently took the class and that was the last class I needed to take to apply to the nursing program and when I applied this semester, I had to write a petition because there’s this additional requirement now that you have to have a 3.0 at these four different classes which were classes I took my freshman year. And at that time…you didn’t need that…for the application to apply to nursing, you just needed to take the class and you just needed to have a C or better. And those are the classes I got two C’s and then two B’s. I didn’t have a 3.0. So I wrote a petition telling them…I’ve never gotten a C ever since freshman year. I’m a fourth year now and all I’ve gotten is A’s and B’s and I’m trying to explain to them that it’s not fair that all of a sudden you – you put this requirement on people and those are things I took three years ago. …I’m gonna try one more time next year, but I’m tryin’ to maybe retake those classes and see if I can get a better grade on those because I don’t want to give up on the nursing program. But that’s what I’m trying to do right now. …It’s just very frustrating and…I feel it’s unfair because I think the new requirements should apply to the people who are beginning to start their studies at [student’s university] and they shouldn’t apply to people who are in the process of trying to apply to the nursing program. Irene’s petition had already been denied once and she had just one more opportunity to petition her admittance into the nursing program. Despite this significant setback Irene created a backup plan that would enable her to continue pursuing nursing: … like nursing, if it doesn’t work out at [student’s university], I’m gonna change my major to health science and then from there I can just graduate within a year or so, a year and a half. So I don’t want to transfer just because it’s just harder to transfer out to 63 different schools because many schools are not accepting transfer students because of all the budget cuts…So just changing my major I think would be easier for me to just graduate from this school and get my bachelor’s in health science and then from there I can master in nursing…Just other programs that after you already have a bachelor of science that you can actually apply and major in nursing or master in nursing. So yeah, that’s my game plan. It was a priority for Irene to become a nurse: Well with nursing I’ve always – my mom, she’s not a nurse but she’s always been in the hospital and just seeing how she interacts with these different patients, I really want to do something like that. I’m really good with science. After working my butt off and really liking all my science classes, I really like knowing about what’s going on with my body and what’s going on with the diseases and how to cure it and just how to work with patients. Irene was working through a significant disappointment and change in her plans at the time of her fourth interview. Despite being disappointed and frustrated, she was not stymied. She had identified an alternative route to becoming a nurse in case she was not admitted to her school’s program. Thus she gathered information by considering multiple perspectives and reflecting on her own goals and values, components of the first criteria for good, well-informed decision making. She used the second criterion, processing information to reach a decision, by weighing different options against her goals and interests. This helped her create an alternative plan for pursuing nursing if she was not admitted to her school’s program. Irene did not look for answers from other people to help her move forward and she did not abandon her hope of becoming a nurse. Instead, she reflected on what would be the best option for her and made her decisions accordingly. This demonstrated her use of the third criterion because her decision was consistent with her personal interests and she relied on her internal goals and values rather than external others’ expectations and constraints in her decision making. Irene indicated that her leadership roles in her sorority contributed to her apparent resiliency: I think it definitely makes me a stronger person…I’m always struggling and I think…especially with the nursing program. It allows me to cope with it and realize it’s 64 not the end of it. There’s other choices and I guess I’ll pick myself up and still be able to go forward to whatever I want to do. Regardless of how many times I get turned down or whatever, with all my leadership roles it makes me a stronger person and keep moving and keep being determined and strive for whatever I believe regardless of what keeps throwing me down. Once again, Irene’s use of the decision-making criteria was facilitated by the developmental capacities associated with Leaving the Crossroads. Cognitively, she mediated external influences by critical analysis. Intrapersonally, she demonstrated acceptance of herself and happiness with doing her best and in her own way. Interpersonally, she was once again acting to please herself rather than others. Irene started her college experience able to make reflective decisions. However, she got better at it throughout her four years in college. At first she did it under duress as she worried about disappointing others, later she was not concerned about disappointing others. She consistently identified her priorities, determined what was in her best interests, and made her decisions accordingly. She took ownership of her decision making. The decisions were not typically easy for her to make, but she made them nonetheless. Irene’s ability to make those difficult decisions is reflected in her personal philosophy that she shared at the end of her fourth interview: ...I go by the theme of living the dash. Living the dash means living life to the fullest. No regrets – no holding back and doing whatever it takes to live my life in the way I want it to be, whether it’s school, my family and my sorority, it just allows me to know that I’m in charge of my life and that I can do whatever I want as long as I put my mind to it regardless of what gets in my way. Synthesis Though I use Irene’s story to illustrate the Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern, there were five other participants who came to college with the ability to make reflective decisions. Even the students in this pattern who started at Solely External meaning making could use the criteria because of the dissonance they experienced prior to college. This dissonance made them so uncomfortable that they acted from internal feelings that they did not routinely 65 share openly in their day-to-day lives. They were able to act on those normally concealed inner feelings despite pressure from external influences when they faced emotionally challenging decisions. As students’ developmental capacities grew more complex and they cultivated their internal voices, they were increasingly confident and skilled in their use of the sound decisionmaking criteria. Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making Nine dissertation study participants experienced a substantial shift in their decision making throughout their four years of college. These students’ decision making progressed from being influenced by external factors, including practical considerations, their perceptions of what they ought or should do, and family influences, to taking ownership of their decisions. In the first year of interviews the decisions made by students using this pattern had an underlying current of being what these students perceived they “ought” to do. Such an approach meant that students’ decisions were based on responding to external influences and that the students did not use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. The students in this pattern did not all follow the same path, but by their year-four interviews they used the criteria in their decision making. Many students faced significant struggles that either prompted or demonstrated their use of the criteria. These struggles ranged from interpersonal conflicts to not being accepted into their undergraduate major of choice. For some students the progression to ownership of their decision making was an incremental process; others made the change in a few large steps. Either way, this ownership took the form of listening to themselves, challenging others’ expectations, and developing increasing confidence in their ability to be self-reliant and self-directed. A few students clearly articulated what taking ownership of their decisions meant to them – no longer worrying about what other people were thinking, gaining the courage not to comply with a parent’s expectations, or having confidence in the plans they made for themselves. Just as the decision making of these students progressed, they also experienced a progression in their developmental meaning making. All nine of the Movement to Reflective Ownership students initially demonstrated meaning making reflective of Solely External. In the Solely External phase of development students rely “strongly on external sources for knowledge, self-definition, and decisions about how to relate socially” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Because these students have no internal voice they look to authorities for knowledge, define their 66 identities through external expectations, and act in relationships to acquire approval. Possessing the developmental capacities associated with Solely External prevented the students from using the criteria of sound decision making because they did not have even the beginnings of an internal voice. Therefore, external influences dominated students’ decision making during this time. Seven of the nine students in the Movement to Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern ended their college careers with the developmental capacities associated with Leaving the Crossroads. As discussed in the previous section of this chapter, students at the developmental position of Leaving the Crossroads are predominantly internally defined in their meaning making but some external meaning making remains (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Students in this position listen carefully to their internal voices. Because those internal voices are in the foreground in Leaving the Crossroads, they are adept at using the criteria for good, wellinformed decision making. The two remaining Movement to Reflective Ownership students’ developmental journeys were consistent with the developmental progression experienced by the bulk of students in this pattern; their meaning making moved from Solely External to Entering the Crossroads and Solely External to Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making respectively. Students in the Entering the Crossroads developmental phase are aware of the need for an internal voice and realize the shortcomings of relying on external sources for meaning making (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). As discussed in the Reflective Ownership section of this chapter, students possessing the developmental capacities associated with Entering the Crossroads are able to use the criteria of sound decision making in an initial manner and with less confidence than students with the capacities associated with Leaving the Crossroads. One of the 22 participants in this study demonstrated meaning making reflective of Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making by the time of her fourth interview and she followed the Movement to Reflective Ownership pattern of decision making. In Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making the “internal voice is the mainstay; the overall structure for knowledge, identity, and social relationships is internally grounded” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). The internal voice mediates external influence through critical analysis based on internal criteria. The developmental capacities associated with self-authoring meaning making enabled this student to easily use the criteria of good, well-informed decision making. In all cases, students who made the move to reflective ownership in their decision making also moved towards self-authorship 67 along the developmental continuum. While the Reflective Ownership decision makers used the criteria when they entered college, the Movement to Reflective Ownership decision makers used the criteria by the time they left college. Dustin’s interview excerpts provide the context to examine the relationship between his development and use of the sound decision-making criteria. Victoria’s excerpts illustrate how a student with the meaning-making capacities associated with self-authorship used the criteria. Dustin In his first year of college Dustin was very aware of his transition from being a high school student to an adult. As the youngest of nine children from a tight-knit family, that transition was daunting: S (student): I suddenly feel like I’ve become an adult. And I’ve turned 18 for a while but I didn’t really feel like I’m an adult. I feel I’m still a kid. But once I entered college, I suddenly felt like I’m a grown up. And I suddenly feel like people aren’t really going to take care of me anymore, and I have to depend on myself if I want anything to be done. I (interviewer): How do you feel about being an adult? What’s it like? S: It doesn’t feel good because…now that I’m an adult I have to take care of myself. …Someone always prepared my meal for me, remind me to eat, and have my clothes washed for me. Now I have to do everything by myself, and I’m in a state where I’m preparing to get into the real world so it’s kinda scary. Dustin’s hesitancy to becoming an adult was reinforced by his parents. They held significant influence in Dustin’s life and continued to treat him like their dependent charge. This included making important decisions about Dustin’s college plans: I didn’t really choose to go here cause I wanted to go to a university but my parents thought I’m still too young and I can’t take care of myself yet. So they say I should go to [student’s university] where it’s close to home, and maybe later on in my future, I can possibly transfer to a different school. Dustin allowed his family to over-ride his choice in college and did not challenge their decision. This is an important example of Dustin not taking ownership of his decisions and relinquishing 68 that responsibility to his parents. At the same time, Dustin longed for the freedoms associated with being an adult: S: I know it’s kinda tough because in my mind I’m an adult, but in my parent’s eyes, I’m still a kid. So sometimes, I feel restricted cause my parents wouldn’t allow me to do the things I like. But then again, when I really think about it, they’re only helping me. They’re only giving me guidelines into adulthood, so I guess it’s good and bad what they’re doing to me cause yeah, they’re just trying to guide me through the right way and help me not follow in the footsteps of my brother. Cause he’s not going to school right now and he doesn’t really have a career so he’s basically just wasting his time right now. And my parents don’t want me to do that; they want me to use my time wisely. I: So how do you react to that idea that your parents are trying to guide you through this experience? How do you react to both the good side and the bad side of that? S: Most of the time I would listen to them and obey them, but sometimes when I feel like I can’t take it anymore, like it’s overwhelming, I would rebel and kinda just do something that is terrible but not, not to the extreme. I: Okay. Can you, can you give me an example? S: I would sneak out of the house or something or go to someplace where they wouldn’t want me to go to and just kinda hang out and have fun for awhile and then come back home, and everything’s normal. I: So what goes through your head at that moment where you decide to sneak out? S: I’m thinking about how unfair it is cause I have to obey them all the time, and when I request to do something, they wouldn’t let me. So I feel kinda angry, and I feel kinda foolish cause I’m 18, and I have to sneak out of my own house. [Laughs] Dustin was confused about his role as an adult. He was afraid of taking care of himself and delegated significant decisions to his parents, but at the same time he desired more freedom. This confusion meant that Dustin had little practice making decisions, and this inexperience is evident during his second interview in his discussion of how he chose his major: S: When I applied to college I thought about what my hobbies are and what I really like, and I figured I didn’t really like any profession, and that since the only thing that interests 69 me for working is just to make money, so I figure business management since it deals with money, and so I just chose that profession. I: We never talked about you being an entrepreneur before. What makes you interested in that? S: In high school when I was about to graduate I really didn’t know what I really wanted to do, and I thought about everything and I just felt that managing – making money and stuff was something I like to do, and so, I decided to go here and be in the business department. So, yeah, I wanted to open my own business because I've always liked freedom, and I would like to show up or not show up, it's up to me. I: Is there a particular type of business that you're interested in? S: Well, as long as it makes a profit, and I don't have to work too much, that's my kind of business. [Laughs] Dustin had a rationale for his decision to be a business major that made sense on a base level – he liked money and business was a way to make money; he was pursuing what interested him. However, his thought process did not have depth or an understanding of the realities of being a business owner. To own a successful business, the owner must “show up” regularly. Dustin’s choice in major was not a horrible decision by any means; but, it does not demonstrate use of the three criteria of sound decision making. Dustin did not gather information by considering multiple perspectives and did not process information by balancing conflicting positions and weighing competing expectations against his own values. Dustin’s desire for freedom was also apparent when Dustin discussed his appreciation of college classes, saying, “It’s a good thing cause you get a feeling of freedom, you know? Cause in high school when you go to class you feel like you’re trapped for an hour until you get released.” But in year one, he was still learning to manage that freedom. On the day of the interview, he had taken an exam he was not prepared for because he did not realize it was scheduled for that day: And today I was just caught so totally unprepared and I felt overwhelmed by how I didn’t prepare yesterday cause yesterday I thought about looking at the syllabus to see if anything’s going to happen today, but I decided not to. So, that was just devastating… Cause I haven’t had a bad grade in a while. 70 The day’s events left him “disappointed” and feeling like he had let his parents down because he had planned to do his homework the day before but became distracted with surfing the internet: Whenever I do bad in school I feel like I hurt my parents someway cause in high school I was always taking the honor class and the AP class and I’ve always done well, even with my slacking off. Dustin’s desire to meet his parents’ expectations while trying to transition into adulthood can be heard throughout his first three interviews. His value of family, a value that he said came from his family and his Asian culture, meant that Dustin’s parents influenced many aspects of Dustin’s life. For example, Dustin relied on his parents for academic motivation saying that he only told them when he earned bad grades, rather than good grades, because, “…then they would kind of lecture me, sometimes yell at me, and I guess it kinda motivates me to do better.” This motivation helped Dustin work harder in order to impress his parents, as he explained, “…anyone would want to look good in front of their parents.” In addition, Dustin felt obligated to achieve academic success in order to make his parents proud and become successful enough to take care of them when they grew older: S: What I wanted was to take a break from school, and my parents really wanted me to go to school. And, it was a really hard choice, but then in the end, I choose to listen to my parents. I: What made you decide to listen to them? S: Because they place so much hope and value in me because all of my brothers and sisters have grown up and have their own life and whatever. And my parents all wanted them to go to college and whatever, and do well in school, but they didn’t do so well in school, and it really disappointed them. And my parents place all their hopes in me, and I figured, even after I graduate and get a job and whatnot, I’d still live with them; and I feel since no one is stepping up to the plate, it’s up to me to take care of my parents. In the previous excerpts Dustin described both a desire for freedom and an obligation to meet his parents’ expectations. When making decisions, if what he wanted conflicted with his parents’ expectations, he privileged his parents’ wishes above his own. By doing so, Dustin did not use the criteria of good, well-informed decision making. His prioritization of his parents’ 71 expectations was consistent with his Solely External meaning making capacity. In his first three years of school Dustin consistently relied on external sources for knowledge, self-definition, and social relating. Interpersonally, he acted to acquire his parents’ approval. Intrapersonally, he was defined by his relationship with his parents and relied on them as an external source of motivation. Cognitively, he did not create his own plans but instead followed external formulas, those endorsed by his parents, related to his education, career, and vision of life after college. Unlike Irene, Dustin did not experience overwhelming tensions from external influences because he had not yet started to develop an internal voice. He was content to follow the external formulas provided by his parents in his decision making. In his fourth-year interview, Dustin described a number of significant events that coalesced to facilitate his development and prompted him to take ownership of his decision making. The first significant event that Dustin discussed was joining a fraternity: S: I feel like after I joined the fraternity I gained a sense of confidence. I’m more willing to meet people. I’ve become a lot more active on campus. I’m a lot more sociable. And I guess I’ve become the person that’s not afraid of confrontation when it’s against something I strongly believe in. I: And do you have an idea of what it was about joining the fraternity that made you more social and made you more confident? S: I guess when I joined the fraternity, I felt more of a sense of belonging. I felt that because in our fraternity all the members are very supportive of us and we don’t really put each other down and so when I say something, I’m not afr – it doesn’t make me feel like oh, they’re going to laugh at me and make me feel like a fool. I can just be myself and just say what’s on my mind. I: You said you have a different view about college now after joining that fraternity. What do you mean by that? S: Before that I felt like college seemed to just be a place for learning, and I didn’t see too much opportunity to gain any other experience of college besides educational purposes. But through the fraternity, I felt a lot of new opportunities for me that I wish I had joined earlier so I could have taken advantage of these opportunities. I realize that you can take a lot of jobs and positions on campus and would just benefit you in one way or another. And there’s also another fun aspect to it. You get to meet a lot of people, there’s parties 72 here and there, and it just made college so much more fun, and I felt like I’m actually more involved as a student…So I’m taking a lot of chances out there because what used to stop me was the fear of being rejected, but now I feel that you know what? The worst thing they can do is say no. So it doesn’t hurt to try, so I’m doing a lot more than I did before. The social support from Dustin’s fraternity helped him develop a stronger sense of confidence and broadened his college experience. In addition, Dustin was proud of the person he was becoming because he joined a fraternity that upheld his values and helped him stay true to those values: S: I think all of this confidence is coming from my fraternity because even I notice that I’ve become a lot more confident in the things I do. And I think it draws mainly from our fraternity motto, our beliefs. In our fraternity we have this thing that we all have to memorize and try to use it in our own life. …It’s called the True Gentleman. And it talks about what a true gentleman does and how does he conduct himself. And so what we strive to do is become the true gentleman. I know it’s hard and you can never be like 100 percent that. That’s what we all strive but what’s important that we strive to try to be 100 percent of a true gentleman. And I felt that my confidence come from there… I: When you first read that True Gentleman motto, did you agree with it completely? S: I thought it was a wonderful thing. Because I come from a very religious background and we were always taught…that they expect us to become a better person, to help one another. And so I’ve always been into that. And when I saw the True Gentleman, it was the key selling point for me to join this fraternity because I felt if this is what the guys in this organization strive to be, then it’s something I also want to be. Because I really dislike people that are mean to others and don’t really care too much. So when I first saw it I was incredibly impressed with it. Connecting with a group of men committed to the values he held was another way the fraternity helped Dustin build his self-confidence. The second significant event that Dustin discussed during his fourth-year interview was a change in his conceptualization of his family. He was initially disappointed to realize that his siblings were starting to strike out on their own and go their separate ways. He eventually 73 processed this change and saw it as an indication that he needed to start taking responsibility for himself: S: I felt like it’s made me a bit stronger and a bit more independent. Because I’ve always had a heavy reliance on my family – they’re always my safe house. Whenever I feel I need help, I always come to them. But now I feel like I need to solve these things on my own, and I need to just grow up and do my own thing. And try to live my life. I: Did that realization hit you one day or did you slowly figure that out over the last year? S: I would say more of hitting me one day. It was after a couple of holidays, and I felt terrible because we weren’t really together anymore for the last couple of holidays over the year. And it was a very, I guess traumatic event for me because – I don’t know, I was quite depressed over it and it took me a while to finally get over it and just think about it and tell myself, that’s just how life is sometimes. You just can’t have things the way you’ve always wanted it to be. I: I imagine it felt kind of scary, that if your family had been your safe house as you described it, to kind of start to feel like the safety is slipping away a little bit? S: I was incredibly hurt by it and I just really didn’t know what to do. Well the fraternity made a really big impact because they to me are like my second family. An extension of my family. I come there for moral support and other kind of support whenever I feel like I need someone to help me. And I just feel like they would always be there because we share a bond together. I: So you kind of found one safe house when the other one started to disappear. S: Yeah, and the thing was I wasn’t really looking for another sanctuary, but I just happened to stumble upon it. Which was fortunate for me. Dustin came to terms with the changing nature of his family and through that process realized that he needed to start taking ownership of his life. The support of his fraternity helped him through that difficult process. The final significant event that Dustin discussed in his fourth interview was what he called a “breakdown” at the end of his junior year: I have to discuss about my junior year. At the end of my junior year, I pretty much had a breakdown. I really didn’t know where or what I was doing with my life. I felt like I was 74 stuck, like oh what the heck am I doing here? You know, like I didn’t know – I didn’t have a sense of any direction and I just felt like oh, wow, success or something? I’m pretty sure I won’t get. But come my senior year I’ve experience so much and I just – I guess I found my way in life. I found what I enjoy doing. I found the kind of career path I want to take. I found confidence in my schoolwork, confidence in myself, and I guess the lack of confidence has made me always stressing out and always worried about what the next step is. And now, I’m not worrying about the next step. So I guess I feel a lot less stressful. The prospect of entering his senior year thrust Dustin into crisis. There was a symbolic significance of entering his final year of college that spurred Dustin to reflect on his plans and his future. He realized that he had no plan and no direction. In the past he had been content focusing on meeting his parents’ expectations. This approach meant that he never seriously considered his own interests and left him feeling lost during this critical time. Dustin’s emotional turmoil prompted him to take stock of what he wanted and where he was going. He was willing and able to take on that task because of the increased self-confidence that he gained from the support of his fraternity: I: Were there particular people or events in your life that kind of helped you through that breakdown and kind of get you unstuck? S: I guess there have been people around me saying positive things to me, but I didn’t really – well it did kind of give me more support to not give up, but it didn’t really help me in terms of figuring out myself. But I, I really did appreciate it, their help, to keep my morals up. I: So you had to do the work of figuring out how to get yourself out of it and how to find your way. S: Yeah, so I guess it ties in with me becoming more self reliant. Yeah. I: And so when you think about how you were able to find your way, were there certain strategies you found like were helpful for finding some of those answers? S: I’m not exactly sure I have a strategy. But what I did was – I just think about the things that make me happy and what kind of things I would want to do with my life. And so I just took time to get back in touch with myself basically…I just locked myself in my 75 room and then I just put my soft music in the background and I just laid there and I just thought about my whole life. Thought about everything I’ve done up to this point. Thought about every little incident, and you know, and just think. Dustin’s discussion of the process he went through at the end of his junior year to make decisions regarding his future has a rigor and depth that was missing from his second-year interview when he described his process for choosing business as his major. When he chose his major, he did not reflect and did not dig below surface considerations. At the end of his third year he dug deep and took ownership of his decisions. He was invested and connected to his decision in a way that he had not been in the past. Getting in touch with himself through reflection helped Dustin realize that he “wasn’t quite ready to start working yet.” He decided to continue on to graduate school to earn his teaching credentials to be an economics teacher. A series of experiences culminated in Dustin making the Movement to Reflective Ownership of his decision making. He joined a fraternity, reconsidered the role of his family in his life, and had a “breakdown” at the end of his junior year (i.e., experienced dissonance). He engaged in these experiences in a way that helped him increase his confidence and self-reliance. This new-found sense of confidence enabled him to reflect and take ownership in his decisions in ways that he had not been capable of before. During his fourth-year interview, Dustin demonstrated that he was using the criteria of sound decision making. He gathered information by considering multiple perspectives and reflecting on his own goals, values, and beliefs. He used these processes as he reconceptualized his relationship with his family and refined his future career and educational plans. He processed information to reach a decision by balancing conflicting positions and weighing competing expectations against his own values, goals, and interests. For example, he reflected on past experiences and identified what he enjoyed in order to create his own plans for his future. Finally, he took action grounded in the first two criteria by making decisions consistent with his personal interests and values. By the time of his fourth interview Dustin used his internal belief system to mediate external influences in his decision making. He no longer prioritized others’ expectations but instead prioritized self-approval as he made decisions. Dustin’s use of the sound decision-making criteria and the accompanying movement to reflective ownership of his decision making paralleled the significant change in his meaning making during that same time period. By year four Dustin was actively working to establish his 76 internal voice by listening to himself and engaging in introspection to determine his goals and plans. Dustin was in the Leaving the Crossroads phase of his developmental journey. While external meaning making remained, he was predominantly internally defined as he worked to “hear his internal voice over the noise and clutter of the external environment” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Cognitively, he saw the need for his own vision of his future and created his own plans for that future. He was no longer consumed by his parents’ expectations and was motivated by his interests and happiness. In the intrapersonal dimension Dustin had an increased confidence in himself and sense of direction. He attributed his confidence to his membership in his fraternity and began listening to his internal voice as he reflected on his goals and interests in order to clarify his vision and plans for the future. In addition, Dustin no longer identified himself through his family. He clarified his own vision of his identity as a self-reliant individual. Interpersonally, Dustin no longer acted to acquire his parents’ approval; instead he acted on his own interests and honored his own goals, beliefs, and values. By his fourth interview Dustin had replaced external sources of knowledge, identity, and ways of relating with others with his internal voice. He established his own sense of knowledge, crafted his own identity, and acted in relationships to meet his own needs. At the start of his fourth year Dustin realized he had changed but hoped to continue in his progression: I would say I have a lot of self reliance. I wouldn’t say that I’m quite to the point where I feel like I’m completely able to stand on my own. But actually I’ve made a lot of progress, and so hopefully, I can be able to fully rely on my own self. Victoria’s story reflects the ability to fully rely on oneself that Dustin was hoping to achieve. Victoria Early on Victoria followed God as an external formula but over the course of time she came to understand the need to make meaning for herself. By her fourth-year interview Victoria possessed the developmental capacities associated with Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making and easily used the criteria of good, well-informed decision making. Baxter Magolda and King (in press) emphasize the reflective nature of self-authoring students in their description of this meaning-making position: 77 In the cognitive dimension, increased trust in the internal voice allowed young adults to take ownership of how they made meaning of the world rather than looking to others to construct their perspective. While they were aware of others’ opinions and perspectives, they tended to be introspective and engage in reflection as a means of making sense of external events. Intrapersonally, individuals recognized that they were in control of their emotions and were able to create their own happiness. Acknowledging the malleability of emotions was particularly important as young adults navigated challenging situations and determined their responses to external events. Within the interpersonal dimension, growing trust in the internal voice led individuals to continually reevaluate relationships, particularly ones that were not grounded in a sense of mutuality and respect. Some lamented the loss of relationships that did not provide space for one’s internal voice, while others pondered how to construct new interdependent relationships. Victoria illustrated this reflective stance and clarifies what using the decision-making criteria sounds like from the developmental position of self-authorship. Victoria described her decision to start a mentoring program for African-American teenage girls, the Inner Voice League, or IV League for short, saying: …the whole purpose and I try to tell them all the time is I don't want them to be influenced by what society says they have to do or what society says they have to be…and they can just learn about themselves and what they really want to be. I think the reason why I came up with it, why I wanted it to be like that is because my friends and I, we always talk about how did we end up being so different and, not like all the other girls? None of my friends in my close circle, none of us are pregnant. We're all in college. We're all doing well. We all have great goals for our lives. And so we talked about it, "How did we end up so different from everyone else?" And so I guess we really realized that we just spent time with ourselves and with each other talking about what we wanted to be and building each other up, and bringing out the best qualities in each other. So I wanted the IV League to be able to do that for the girls. Victoria had learned to trust her inner voice and engaged in reflection as a way to make sense of her experiences and the experiences of other young African-American women. This process facilitated her use of the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. She gathered 78 information by considering multiple perspectives and reflecting on her own goals, values, and beliefs. She processed information by balancing conflicting positions against her own values goals, and interests. Finally, she took action grounded in the first two criteria by pursuing her goals in college. Her starting the IV League is perhaps an attempt at creating mutually interdependent relationships for others. Victoria’s value of self-reflection helped her progress in her developmental journey to self-authorship and in taking ownership of her decision making: I think it really helps you to figure out who you are as a person. That's why I was so excited when my friend came up with the name, Inner Voice. I was like, "That's perfect," because I think a lot of times people are so influenced by everyone else, what everyone else has to say about them and the lives in society and this all other stuff, but I mean once you really find and start listening to yourself, I think that can have a very good influence in your life. I don't listen to other people. Like, my mom, when I told her I was moving to [other state] she was like, "No you're not. You can't." She was saying all this stuff. "Mom, I'm not listening to that. I know this is what I want to do, so let me do it and help me do everything I can to do it." And so I think once people get that, just listening to yourself, figuring out who you are, people would be a lot happier. Victoria’s perspective reflects the intrapersonal and interpersonal dimensions as noted in the selfauthoring quote above. Victoria’s well-developed inner voice shaped the way she made meaning and made decisions: I always feel like we only have one life to live. I feel I have the rest of my life to do what everyone else wants me to do, and so for now I'm just gonna do what I…I'm sick of people wanting what they want from me. Like, my biological father, I love him to death, but I just can't be around him too long because he's the type of person, like, he wants me to do what he wants me to do. And I always tell him, "I am 21 years old. I do what I want." Like, [laughs] when I told him I was moving to [state], 'cause he lived in [state] and he was just so excited and he's telling me all these things I got to do, but I don't want to do that. I want to do what I want to do. It's my life. And so I guess I'm just kind of at the point where, I mean I can do what you want me to do later on, but for now I want to 79 live for me while I have no children, no husband, no nothing. I have no responsibilities but to make sure I eat every day and that's it [laughs]. I'm the only mouth I have to feed and so I just feel like I can live my life without having to be controlled by other people. Victoria was no longer willing to let her decisions be “controlled” by other people. Instead she controlled her decision making and ensured that the decisions were consistent with her priorities and the life she wanted to live. This included reorienting her relationships with her parents to coordinate their input with her internal goals. Her cognitive, intrapersonal, and interpersonal developmental capacities enabled her to consistently and confidently use the criteria for sound decision making. Synthesis The progression of Dustin’s and Victoria’s decision making and developmental meaning making is representative of the experiences of the students in the Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making pattern. The students who made the move to reflective ownership in their decision making also moved towards self-authorship along the developmental continuum. As the students’ developmental complexity progressed they became more adept at using the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. The students who moved to reflectively owning their own decisions frequently recognized the change in their decisionmaking process. They either recognized a change that allowed the ownership to occur, such as developing more confidence in themselves, or they recognized that a change had occurred, such as commenting that they had made a plan for their futures or were able to challenge a parent’s expectations. Furthermore, these students did not view taking ownership of their decisions as an isolated incident – the experience changed their perspectives of decision making overall. They recognized that taking ownership in a particular context affected how they would make future decisions. Many of these students articulated newly developed philosophies or approaches to decision making that grew out of making the move to reflective ownership. For example, Laura ended her fourth interview by saying: Well, I have to say I became more confident in myself. I know last year, everything – I mean even academically everything was going great…my mentor job was going great. Everything was falling into place but a part of me wasn’t happy. I wasn’t really being 80 true to myself, so when I began to be true to myself and be real with myself and realized, you know, why I’m not happy and when I changed that a lot of things started happening. I became, like I said, more confident and…just had a sense of freedom. A sense that everything will be okay… and, I mean, I hadn’t realized, it doesn’t really matter what these people think about me or what they say; it’s about how I feel and the decisions that I made. Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making Two participants followed the pattern of Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making; they were moving towards reflective ownership but did not reach it by the time of their fourth-year interviews. This pattern’s defining characteristic is that the students recognized the need to take reflective ownership of their decisions. They did not use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making when they started college but by the time of their fourth interviews they had begun to use at least two of the criteria. Bella started her college career having limited involvement in her decision making and not using the decision-making criteria at all. She did not have well-developed reasons behind her decisions and she relied on others to make decisions for her. For example, she chose her out-ofstate college based on virtually no knowledge of the institution and a recommendation from a friend. As she progressed through her four years of college she became more engaged in her decision making. By Bella’s fourth year she recognized that she had decisions to make related to her future. She realized that she was happier with and received more support from her college friends than her family, so it was important to her to live geographically close to those friends after she graduated. For Bella, assessing her priorities and recognizing that she would need to make decisions in order to fulfill those priorities was a significant change from the way she thought about decisions during her first three years of college and demonstrates that she had begun using the criteria for sound decision making. Specifically, she gathered information by reflecting on her own goals, values, and beliefs and processed information to reach a decision by weighing competing expectations (her parents’ and her own) against her own values, goals, and interests. However, she did not use the third criterion – she had not yet taken action grounded in the first two criteria. She saw the need to use the third criterion but had not done so yet. Bella was increasingly able to use the criteria as she adopted more developmentally complex meaning 81 making. Bella possessed the developmental capacities associated with Solely External meaning making during her early interviews. By the time of her fourth interview she had the developmental capacities associated with Entering the Crossroads. At that time she had enough of an internal voice to use the first two criteria but stopped short of using the third. Like Bella, Jacob, the other student who followed the pattern of recognizing the need for reflective ownership of decision making, increasingly used the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. Excerpts from Jacob’s transcripts illustrate how changes in his meaning making facilitated his ability to use the criteria. Jacob Jacob started his first year of college involved in his decision making. He had practical and pragmatic reasons behind his choice in college and area of study. He chose his school because it was close to home and had a strong engineering program. He wanted to save money by commuting and did not think he was ready to live by himself yet. He chose mechanical engineering for his major because of the high-earning potential and the limited experience he had with the field in the past: S: I had an interest in kind of robotics…cuz back when I was young I used to be around some people who do that kind of stuff and that kind of got me interested. I: So you did a lot of it growing up like building things or making things or fixing? S: Not really, I just kind of watched it, you could say but I kind of had a little, I guess, experience… Jacob provided additional clarity during his second interview that revealed the significant influence his parents had in his choice of major: Well, I didn’t really decide to pick it at first…because my parents were forcing me to become some sort of engineer. And then, later on I started looking into some engineering majors and I kind of had an interest with all the mechanics and robotics that mechanical engineering had to offer. And, one thing I wanted to be able to do in mechanical engineering is kind of get into the automotive industry, so. 82 Jacob had been interested in pursuing art as his major but his parents were not supportive of that option. After researching engineering he found that he had interests compatible with the major, such as liking cars, but his understanding of the discipline continued to be vague: Um, well I’m not so clear yet, about the details on it (chuckle) we’re ah getting clear about it, but from what I hear it’s basically like, you’re gonna be building machines that people are using for instance, in construction work…if you see all those big machines that you use, that’s actually a machine I would have to build for them. Jacob gave a slight indication that choosing his major because his parents wanted him to be an engineer might have some shortcomings; but for him, it was worth it, because it pleased them: I think now they feel proud of me. Like, they feel happy for me, but at least now, I mean they told me to go to engineering, but they didn’t tell me specifically which one, so you know I kind of had my choice there, a little. Yeah, I did have my choice there (chuckle). So yeah, they feel pretty good about it. They know I’m going to be successful, hopefully. Jacob was content to pursue engineering in order to meet his parents’ expectations. He privileged their interests above his own; a process for making decisions that was consistent with his Solely External meaning making. As discussed in the previous section, in the Solely External phase of development students rely “strongly on external sources for knowledge, self-definition, and decisions about how to relate socially” (Baxter Magolda & King, in press). Possessing the developmental capacities associated with Solely External prevented Jacob from using the criteria of sound decision making because he did not have an internal voice. Jacob enjoyed the comfort of living at home, despite the two hour, each way, commute by bus that he took each day, saying: Okay. For instance, I still don’t know how to cook and I still get cooked food from them (chuckle). So, I still get home cooked meals. If I were to be independent I would [have] to cook on my own…I would [have] to do laundry (chuckle) on my own…I’m not sure if I would be able to right now. I feel pretty satisfied at home. Although Jacob enjoyed the security of living at home, he was growing in his independence. In his second interview he described working to re-prioritize school over his social life, saying, “if I 83 want to be lazy and slack off, then why not go somewhere else or if I really want to be here, then I better start changing my attitude.” The changes he made included managing his time better, studying at the library more, and attending class regularly. His independence also meant that he had more freedom in his social life, “And like my parents will even let me stay out late sometimes.” He offered this example: Well, they just trust me more now. Like…one time, that [was] a school day, it was on Thursday. I came home around 2:00 at night from (chuckle) my friend’s house. But they didn’t really mind…They were actually sleeping (chuckle)…but I told them in the morning what time I came home and they said why’d you come home so late? I was just hanging around…just talking about stuff. Another indication that Jacob was maturing was his progress in overcoming his shyness; this made him feel more confident in his interactions with others. He was “progressing little by little” in asking professors for help, participating in group projects, and chatting up girls. Improving his social skills made him feel like he was “becoming a better person, you know being more happy, being more happy around people and not just being alone all the time.” In his third year Jacob’s experiences in his engineering classes caused him to question his major: I: So based on these two classes that you’ve had, is mechanical engineering still appealing to you? S: Not as much [laughs]. I: Why is it not as appealing anymore? S: Well, first of all ’cause I still have to keep taking math classes. Math is not really in my interest anymore. Chemistry, after I like took chemistry, I felt kind of interested in more, but then mechanical engineering I kind of want to stay on just because of the money for it, I guess you’d say. I: Okay and can you remind me how you originally picked mechanical engineering? S: Yeah, it was just like an interest towards me, I guess, ’cause I thought I would probably be interested in doing robotics but that’s way too complicated [laughs], and I guess I just kind of wanted, I had a interest in cars so maybe I just wanted to stick with that just to deal with the cars. 84 I: Okay and is there anything that would ever make you consider switching? S: If I get really good in this chemistry course ’cause this chemistry course is actually five or six units, I think. So it’s a really big deal, so if I do really well I might consider switching. I: Okay and what would that, if you did really well in that class what would it tell you? S: I’m more interested in chemistry than with engineering. Jacob was struggling in his classes and losing interest in his engineering major. He decided the best way to proceed was to gather more information: I kind of want to learn more about my major; I know a little bit of details but I want to learn more, like exactly. I’m not sure if I even want to stay with this just to get into the automotive industry with this. I don’t know. I might want to get into aerospace or something like that. I don’t know. …I’ll probably talk to my counselor. Also, talk to other people about their majors, particularly I’ve been asking people who are science majors, like biology majors, chemistry majors all that. I’ve been asking how is it for their classes, how is it being in that field, and most of them tell me it’s pretty good but it’s a lot of work, but also the good thing about it is you don’t have to take that many math classes [laughs] …’Cause in engineering I have to take up to Calculus three and then I have to take two more math classes after that. In chemistry, I think you only have to take up to Calculus two or Calculus one. Jacob was contemplating a change in major and career plans and was in the process of using the first criterion of good, well-informed decision making – gathering information. He was listening to and authentically considering conflicting advice. Because Jacob was still making meaning from a Solely External position he was not able to recognize multiple perspectives and he had not yet begun reflecting on his own goals, values, and beliefs. He gathered information from external sources but not himself. He knew that mechanical engineering was not working out but had not begun crafting his own vision or developing an internal identity. He was stuck. Jacob’s reliance on external influences prevented him from fully utilizing the criteria for sound decision making. 85 At the time of Jacob’s fourth interview he had considerable updates to share; he had changed his major and transferred to a community college. During his third year in school Jacob continued to struggle in his engineering classes and did not enjoy them like he thought he would: …at first I thought I would be really interested in it, because I really wanted to work on cars or something. But, then I didn’t realize how hard it would be, and then I don’t know…I just started realizing what kind of work that they do and such. And I guess I wasn’t prepared for that. …Like for instance, from what I learned is that if you become a mechanical engineer the jobs are going to be pretty tough. …one aspect of it…that I didn’t like is the drafting part. And lots of mechanical engineers have to do drafting and …if I wanted to go the way I wanted to go, which was the automotive industry, I would definitely have to use drafting a lot. Like designing the cars, designing the engines and stuff like that, and I thought I would really enjoy that at first, but apparently it’s not something for me or something that I can handle. Learning more about the field of mechanical engineering helped Jacob realize that it was not a good fit for him. He was hesitant and “stressed out” thinking about changing his major, but he eventually became certain that “I didn’t see myself in that kind of future or in that kind of field.” After talking to his counselors and some friends, and considering his interests, he decided to switch to another major in the engineering department because if he moved outside of engineering it would be like starting over as a first-year student; he considered that option “a waste of time.” He decided to major in computer science since he had “a little bit” of experience building computers and was “really interested in hardware.” Jacob was also considering electrical engineering as a back-up option if he did not enjoy computer science but he was not alarmed that another change in major would postpone his graduation: To me that’s not important…I’d rather take my time to learn what I need to learn and if I’m not sure about something then well, that’s why I’m learning, to see if I want to stick with this or if I want to change or not. That’s why it’s better for me to take my time and not worry about a graduation date, because I know it’s going to take me a long time. Another significant element of Jacob’s story is that he transferred to a community college after his third year because of tuition increases “and personal financial problems.” (Jacob 86 continued as a WNS participant in his fourth year because the interview was completed via telephone.) He intended to return to his university when he could afford to but in the meantime he was enjoying his community college experience: I don’t know, it’s kind of exciting in a way I guess; and even more relaxing for me because it’s not as far…I don’t have to travel as far, and I kind of have college experience now so I can talk to people more easily, get to know professors more easily as well. It’s really an enjoyable experience for me; so it’s like I’m taking a break from [former university] for a good reason; to relieve all that stress I had last semester I guess you could say. Part of the stress relief for Jacob was having a substantially shorter commute, more confidence because of his prior university experience, and his interactions with the professors and students at the community college. But part of the stress relief was related to the non-technical classes that he was taking; he was enrolled in Spanish and English classes: Like it’s a wonderful thing I guess you could say. It’s a great thing actually. ‘Cause like I said, right now I’m actually enjoying my classes. I know it’s not even the technical classes I should be taking, but I mean still, I never enjoyed classes this much…before I left [former university]. Jacob’s newly found internal voice may have sparked his exploration of courses outside of the technical classes he “should” be taking because he is more interested in learning rather than following a formula towards a specific degree. Jacob’s change of major to computer science demonstrates how, in year four, he was better able to use the criteria of sound decision making than he had been in previous years. In year one Jacob did not use the criteria at all and chose his major based on his parents’ expectations. In his third year he partially used the first criterion, gathering information, to explore his options. In his fourth year Jacob’s use of the criteria continued to progress. This progression was prompted by the dissonance he was experiencing in his mechanical engineering classes and realization that he could not see himself working in that field. This progression was consistent with his increased meaning-making capabilities as he was Leaving the Crossroads developmentally. In addition to considering the perspectives of external sources when he 87 gathered information, Jacob’s internal voice allowed him to reflect on his own goals, values, and beliefs (a developmental capacity that he did not possess the previous year). He assessed his skills and interests based on his classroom experiences and spoke with counselors and peers to learn about career options inside and outside of engineering. He used the second criterion, processing information to reach a decision, by weighing competing expectations against his own values, goals, and interests and balanced conflicting positions (e.g., those of his parents, advisors, and his own). Finally, he had taken preliminary steps of using the final criterion, taking action grounded in the first two criteria. He was in the process of honoring his own goals, beliefs, and values by using his internal belief system to mediate external influence in his decision making. Jacob was just beginning to use the third criterion. He did not use it to the same degree as the fourth-year students of the previous patterns – Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making. He did not demonstrate the confidence of those other students and he had not yet recognized a change in his overall decision-making process. The students who used the patterns previously examined in this chapter either recognized a change that allowed them to take ownership of their decisions, such as developing more confidence in themselves, or they recognized that a change had occurred, such as commenting that they had made a plan for their futures or were able to challenge a parent’s expectations. Jacob stopped short of these insights – he recognized the need for ownership of his decision making in this situation and was just starting to take action. He seemed to be on the cusp of joining the Movement to Reflective Ownership pattern. Synthesis Bella’s and Jacob’s decision making changed significantly over the course of their four interviews. They both progressed in their use of the decision-making criteria and recognized the need to take ownership of their decisions. Yet, these two students did not develop the confidence in using the criteria of sound decision making reflective of the previous two decision-making patterns. One possible reason why they stopped short may have been because they did not recognize the need for ownership of their decision making until their fourth-year interviews. Prior to their final interviews the students were content to be less engaged in their decision making. This may explain their slower progress towards taking ownership of decisions and using the criteria of sound decision making. 88 Non-Reflective Ownership of Decision Making Five students entered college making decisions based on minimal reflection and maintained that decision-making pattern throughout their college careers. These students were focused on long-term goals, such as their careers, and they made decisions that they perceived as moving them closer to those goals. They made practical decisions based on their interests and priorities, and they did not name others as having a strong influence in their decision making. Yet, as the students described their decisions, they sounded more like math problems or exercises in logic rather than true decisions; “If I want X, I need to do Y” or “Because of A, I chose B.” They did not engage in substantive self-reflection or seriously consider alternative options; that is, they did not use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making either at the beginning or by the end of their college careers. These students’ consistency in decision making is indicative of the limited development in meaning making evident in the Non-Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern. Three of the five students demonstrated meaning making reflective of Solely External during all four interviews. Because these students possessed the developmental capacities associated with Solely External they were not able to use the criteria of sound decision making. They did not have the internal voice necessary to use the criteria. The two remaining students using this decision-making pattern moved from Solely External meaning making to Entering the Crossroads by their fourth year (one student was in Entering the Crossroads in years three and four and the other student was in Entering the Crossroads in year four). While some participants in this study used the criteria for sound decision making at this developmental position, these students did not. Despite the beginnings of an internal voice, these participants may not have used the criteria because they had no reason to do so. Unlike the other participants, these students had not experienced significant dissonance by the time of their fourth interviews. Thus, they were not prompted to use their inner voices or the criteria for sound decision making. In fact, the students using this decision-making pattern appeared to be frequently successful in their decision making, in that they did well in school and made consistent progress towards their long-term career goals. Their decision-making style seemed to work for them in their particular situations. However, some students who used this method of decision making seemed to be setting themselves up for future problems and difficulties because they had not worked through the particulars of their decisions reflectively. 89 Excerpts from Vanessa’s and Maegan’s transcripts illustrate the Non-Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern and how their developmental meaning making inhibited their abilities to use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. Vanessa Vanessa approached decision making in a direct and straightforward fashion. She sized up situations to determine the most practical option based on her objectives, and made her decisions accordingly. She did this with no indecision, contemplation, or wavering. Consider the following excerpt from her first interview: I: How did you decide to come to [student’s college]? S: They offered me the most money. I: Uh huh. S: That’s it. I: Yeah, were there other options that you considered? S: Yes. I: What were some of the factors that you thought about when you were selecting schools to apply to? S: If they had my major and how much they was willing to give me, and that was it. I: What’s your major? S: Law. I: Okay. So do you know what you want to do with it? S: I want to be a lawyer. It is tempting to dismiss this exchange as an anomaly since it is from her first interview and it is possible that Vanessa was shy or wary of communicating more freely. However, Vanessa’s decision-making discussions did not change throughout the four interviews, even with an interviewer who she worked with twice (in years three and four) and who built a strong rapport with Vanessa. Vanessa’s reasons for choosing her school and major seemed reasonable to her, but were not based on any real self-reflection. In year two Vanessa explained how she chose her major and her future career plans: S: Uhm I want like political science. 90 I: And is that still your major? S: It is. I: So what makes you want to major in political science? S: Because I want to be a lawyer. I: Tell me more about that. S: (laughs) I want to be a family lawyer that deal[s] with divorces and child support and custody, things like that. I: And what motivates you to focus on those areas? S: Cause that’s probably like – I can’t deal with dead bodies. So that’s the easiest part of a lawyer, probably. Vanessa’s explanations were straightforward and appear no more thoughtful or developed than they were in her first interview. Her year three discussion of her career plans continued in the same vein: I: And so what steps are you taking to get yourself to a law school? S: I’m trying to get all these grades down and I’m taking a practice LSAT in October, so. I: And so do you think you’ll like law? S: The law I want to study, I think I will but all these other classes I have to take, no. I: What law? S: Family law, dealing like [with] divorces and child support… I: What made you decide to do that? S: Because I don’t like dead bodies. I don’t want to be a criminal lawyer and then I was like, “Well, I don’t even like kids so that might be easy.” I: Mm-hm. That’ll be easy? S: Yeah and I don’t even like kids, so. I: Well, if you don’t like drama, family law is a lot of drama. S: Yeah, sure. But I mean I think I can deal with it [better] than anything else. As a third year student Vanessa’s rationale for entering family law had not evolved since she first started college. Her reasons for choosing family law were not well thought out and potentially flawed. Yet, Vanessa did not recognize any potential shortcomings in her decision making. Vanessa’s lack of critical reflection continued in her fourth year as she explained her 91 plan for negotiating her shyness and dislike of talking in front of people with the demands of being a lawyer: I: So, when you want to become a lawyer or attorney… So, tell me about that, how have you figured out what you want to do with that? S: Because I want to be a family attorney, a family lawyer. And they really don’t talk in front of a lot of people in a courtroom. It’s just gonna be me, my client and the defender and the client, the judge, that’s about it. And I’m probably not gonna see those people again in my life after I get my check. So, that’s the way I look at it. I just have to talk for a[n] hour in front of people I never see again. I: So, what made you select family law? S: ’Cause I want to deal with divorces and child support and custody of the kids and stuff like that. I don’t want to do criminal law, ’cause I don’t like dead bodies and stuff like that. I: So, how did you decide that it was family law and divorce? I mean, some people would hate that. Why do you think you are interested in that? S: I don’t know, ’cause I just – I don’t know, I guess, divorce… I don’t know why I picked that one. I guess that was the one that just popped in my head, ’cause I don’t want to do criminal, again, I don’t want to do business. So, I was like, oh, family law. And it just popped in my head. Vanessa’s vision of her future career suggested that she had not developed a more sophisticated reasoning for becoming a lawyer than she had in her initial interviews. Despite having been questioned about her thought-processes in the past, she had not been prompted to refine her understanding of her desired career in law. Instead, she held fast to her perception of what would be required of her and how she would negotiate that with her shyness and dislike of public speaking. Vanessa’s motives made sense to her considering her career goals. However, that logic does not withstand even the slightest scrutiny from an outside perspective. In four years Vanessa had not developed a more complex understanding of her chosen profession and her place in it because she did not use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. Her inability to gather information, process information, and take action accordingly was consistent with her Solely External meaning-making capacities. She did not have the internal voice 92 necessary to employ the criteria. It seems inevitable that the shortcomings of Vanessa’s approach to decision making will come into play soon. However, for the time-being, Vanessa’s focus on her goal had served her well to an extent – she was graduating with strong grades and preparing for her LSATs. In her four years of college she had not experienced enough dissonance to prompt her to change how she was making meaning. Maegan Maegan also used the decision-making pattern of Non-Reflective Ownership, but her decision making had a different tone than Vanessa’s. Maegan’s decisions were grounded in her experiences, yet, like Vanessa, Maegan’s decision making lacked any true self-reflection. She had goals and through her decisions she seemed to consistently and successfully work towards her goals but did so without critical analysis. For Maegan, feasibility and immediate practicality were the determining factors in her decision making. In her first interview Maegan described how she chose to attend her institution: I: How did you decide to come to [student’s college]? S: I really didn’t (laughs)…they called me one day and they said “Hey, if you apply here, we’ll waive the fee, if you apply over the phone” and I said “Oh, okay.” So I applied, I was accepted, and I didn’t bother applying anywhere else, cuz I didn’t have a whole lot of money to spend on application fees. So I got accepted here, got a whole bunch of scholarship, and it ended up being a better place, and I like it here, so I’m glad that I came here. I: You applied over the phone? How do you do that? S: They ask you your name, and your social security number, and all that stuff, and then basically they send this little envelope to your house and there’s a checklist of things you need to send them, like your transcript, and all that stuff, and then you just take that to your guidance counselor and they send them whatever they need. That was pretty easy (laughs). I: Oh, okay. Did you think about applying to other colleges? S: Um, I don’t know. Not really. 93 Maegan fell into the opportunity to apply to her college and based on her priorities – scholarship money, location, and quality of school – she decided to attend. This is an example of a decision that involved minimal reflection. Her decision to major in early childhood education was based on her experience working at a preschool for two years: S: I want to do early childhood education, I want to teach kindergarten preferably, and elementary education, double major, so that I can have a wider range of teaching, and eventually I want to have my doctorate degree, eventually. I: Wow. Why that? S: More money. Cuz teachers don’t get paid anything, but if you have a higher degree, you do get more money, so. I: Oh. Do you know how much? S: I think, last time I looked, the starting salary for a teacher, what I’m going into, was like $20,000 a year. I: Oh, you looked it up? S: Yeah, at one point. That was maybe a year ago. So it might have changed since then, it’s not a lot. It’s definitely not a lot, but having a higher degree, I do know that you get more money. I don’t know how much more, but more (laughs) than less. I: What about being a teacher attracts you? S: I like little kids. I worked in a preschool for two years and I fell in love with them. Originally I wanted to be a psychologist, and then I started working in the preschool and I started writing lesson plans and I started working with the children and actually seeing them learn stuff it was just so much fun and- little kids are so fun, cuz they don’t judge you, they don’t care. You act so goofy or whatever, and they love it. That’s why I like little kids, cuz they don’t judge. Maegan had a sound understanding of what it is like to be a teacher. However, her discussion of why she would like to earn her doctorate degree lacked clarity on the kind of advanced education that is typical in these settings. Teachers with Master’s degrees earn higher salaries but individuals with doctorate degrees are rarely in these roles. This is another example of Maegan making a decision with no self-reflection to back it up. 94 Maegan’s non-reflective decision making may come from her long history of being functionally independent and making decisions on her own: S: I really want to teach kindergarten. I’m set on it. And everyone’s like, “ya know, you’re spending more money at college than you will be makin’” and I was like “yeah, but you gotta like it.” I: It sounds like earning a good salary is something that’s really important to you. S: Um, I guess. I mean, it is, but it isn’t. I’m not worried about it, I mean, obviously being a teacher I’m not going to make too much money, and I won’t have my doctorate degree for a while, but, I don’t know- I personally, like even in the job that I have now, I’d rather like my job and get paid less than get paid more and hate my job every day. I: Is that something that you had to think about? S: Um, no, not really. No, I mean, it was my decision, there was definitely people along the way that tried to deter me from that decision, they’re like “no, they don’t make a lot of money, do something else.” I: Who were those people? S: Mainly my parents. And I know that sounds really mean, but once they saw that I was actually serious about it they were like “oh, okay, so great, go be a teacher.” I don’t know, (long pause), they’re always like “why don’t you pick something different cuz you know, teachers don’t make a lot of money and they’ve got to do this and put up with that” and I’m like, it goes back to that thing “you don’t understand, you just don’t.” And then once I got here, and I started actually doing all my stuff- I got here all on my own, I got my own student loans, I got my own scholarships, I got everything on my own, and they realized that I was actually gonna do it, so they’re like “oh, okay, we’ll support you then.” I: Oh yeah. They didn’t offer you any advice on these things? S: On getting loans and stuff? Not really, I’m very independent person…as far as mentally doing things on my own, I’ve always done my own stuff. I did- the only time I ever asked my mom for help with anything was I need tax information for FASFA and stuff like that. As far as scholarships, I picked up applications, I filled them all out, I turned them in. I bought my stamps to send ‘em, I made sure I had everything together, I kept all my files in a little file folder and I made sure I sent the college what they needed, 95 and made sure I filled out all my PSN things, and all that stuff you’ve got to fill out for student loans, and made sure I got everything and when the bill came in, cuz it wasn’t really bills, my balance was pretty much zero after that, and I was like “yep, I’m in college now” and everyone’s still running around trying to find money, and their parents are like “how are you going to afford this?” and my parents were like “well, she did it on her own, so yay her.” For Maegan, financially responsible decision making was a necessity. Her parents encouraged her to make significant decisions on her own and financial considerations loomed large as she made decisions related to college and her career. Maegan continued to think about her future in terms of practicalities in her third interview when she discussed why earning a doctorate degree interested her: S: As far as college, I just want to teach college 'cause that's where all the money is. I: Is there anything else about teaching in college besides money that interests you? S: Well, the fact that you can say, "I have a doctorate in whatever, and I teach at so-andso college." I mean, you get a lot of respect from people for that. So, especially, I'm the only person in my family – well, I'm the first person in my family that's been to college, so for me to make it to that step's not only just, "Oh, I went to college," but then I'm eventually teaching college too, so it's one step up. Finances and prestige were Maegan’s prime motivating factors for considering an advanced degree. These are legitimate considerations that prompt many people to further their educations. However, these were the only considerations that Maegan discussed. Maegan gave no indication that she had thought more deeply about becoming a faculty member than these obvious, external benefits. Her priorities continued to be of a strictly material nature. She did not discuss why teaching at the college level was an important or valuable profession or what interested her in learning more about her field of education and what she hoped to gain intellectually or personally. In her fourth interview Maegan continued to discuss the option of teaching at the college level as a practicality: I just am keeping it as a valid backup option because whether I want to admit it or not, I mean, teachers do get burnt out doing the same thing over and over again. And teaching 96 college is just another form of teaching; you’re still teaching what you know, you’re just teaching it in a different context. The desire for a “backup option” does not demonstrate self-reflection or thoughtfulness. A final example of Maegan’s non-reflective decision making was her decision to complete her field experience in Finland: S: Our school actually has – you complete three field experiences all together, and student teaching is your third one. The first I did – the first one you’re in the school for three hours a week, and then the second one you’re in a school setting – it depends on how you do it. If you do it in like a normal semester, you do six hours a week, but I opted out and chose to do a study abroad for my field experience. So I actually got to teach in an international school in Helsinki, Finland, and so you were actually in the school the whole day…it was the same amount overall, but it was a shorter period. So instead of being in there six hours a week for the entire semester, we were there every day for two weeks, or something like that. It was pretty fun though. I: Okay. So how did you choose to go to Helsinki? S: Well, they had an interest meeting for it first. And my first initial thought was, “There’s no way I can afford to go to that.” But I went anyway because my friend was like, “You really should go and see about it.” And I was like, “Okay.” Well I went and ended up finding out that you were allowed to use financial aid for it because it counted as a class. See, I didn’t know that it counted as a class at the time. And so I was like, “Okay, that’s cool.” I went and talked to my financial aid counselor and went through a whole run around with that, finally ended up getting just enough money to go, just for the trip itself. And then for spending money I just saved up what I could. But that was how I ended up going, actually. Maegan took advantage of the opportunity for an international student teaching experience. Once again, the only consideration she discussed was a financial one. She did not discuss why she was interested in going abroad except that her friend encouraged it. Once she knew she could afford it, she made the decision with no genuine self-reflection. Like Vanessa, Maegan’s decision making had served her well to some extent. She passed the PRAXIS teaching certification exams with strong scores and earned 34 out of 36 on her 97 teaching portfolio, the final requirement for her education degree. This decision-making pattern moved her towards her career goals, but she had no internal or substantive motivations for those goals. Also like Vanessa, Maegan’s meaning making remained Solely External during her four years of college and she did not use the criteria for sound decision making. Synthesis One reason why the students in this decision-making pattern never adopted the criteria for good, well-informed decision making was because they perceived that what they were doing was working for them. They did well academically and made progress towards their long-term career goals. Without dissonance, they had no real reason to change how they made decisions or made meaning. The students in the other three decision-making patterns – Reflective Ownership of Decision Making, Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making, and Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making – all had events that prompted them to reevaluate their decision making and, consequently, recognize shortcomings in their decision making and ways of making meaning. This recognition of shortcomings resulted in the students changing how they made decisions, either before or during college, and using the decision making criteria. It is possible that Vanessa and Maegan, as well as the other three nonreflective decision makers, may never be prompted to change their decision-making processes. However, if these students encounter challenges and dissonance, their decision-making approaches may be less effective in those contexts and they may then adopt the criteria. It is likely that their lack of self-reflection in decision making will become problematic in the future. Developmental Capacity Mediates Good Decision Making The findings of this study suggest that high-risk students’ developmental capacities mediate their abilities to make good, well-informed decisions. Specifically, as students’ developmental meaning making became more complex their ability to use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making increased. While there was some variation in each decisionmaking pattern, the majority of the students became more confident in their use of the criteria when they possessed the developmental capacities consistent with Leaving the Crossroads. The students using the Reflective Ownership of Decision Making pattern had developed the beginnings of an internal voice by the time they started college or had experienced enough 98 dissonance to act from internal feelings that they did not share under normal conditions. As the students became more developmentally complex their internal voices grew and they became increasingly confident in their use of the criteria for sound decision making. Five of the six participants in this decision-making pattern finished the study with their internal voices in the forefront as they were developmentally Leaving the Crossroads. Jessica, who remained in Entering the Crossroads, was able to use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making but was not able to do so with the same degree of dexterity and confidence as the other students in this pattern. Similarly, eight of the nine students using the Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making pattern finished the study with their internal voices in the foreground; seven of the students were developmentally Leaving the Crossroads and Victoria was using Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making. Dolores was the only student in this pattern to end the study in Entering the Crossroads. Like Jessica, she was able to use the criteria for sound decision making but not with the same level of confidence as the other Movement to Reflective Ownership students. The Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership in Decision Making pattern was consistent with the previous patterns; as students progressed developmentally they progressed in their abilities to use the decision-making criteria. Bella was in the process of using the first two criteria (i.e., gathering information and processing information), which was consistent with her Entering the Crossroads meaning making. Jacob, who was Leaving the Crossroads, had begun the process of tentatively using the third criterion (i.e., taking action that is grounded in the first two criteria). He was not as confident in the use of the criteria as the other students who were Leaving the Crossroads, but he had begun the process. He likely was less confident than the other students because he did not recognize the need to take ownership of his decision making until his fourth year of college. The first three decision-making patterns are consistent – they indicate there is a link between development and decision making. Specifically, as developmental complexity increased, students’ use of the criteria became more consistent and confident. The bulk of the students were Leaving the Crossroads by the time of the fourth interview, thus their internal voices were in the foreground of their meaning making. The fourth decision-making pattern, Non-Reflective Ownership of Decision Making, diverges from the other patterns. The students using this pattern never used the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. Three of the students remained Solely External during their college careers – their development did not 99 become more complex, and accordingly, their use of the decision-making criteria did not increase. However, two of the students in this pattern diverged from the other students. Bob and Cameron were Entering the Crossroads by the time of the fourth interview, thus they were beginning to develop the start of an internal voice. Yet, they continued to not use the decisionmaking criteria. All of the other students in this study were able to at least partially use the criteria for sound decision making when they possessed the developmental capacities associated with Entering the Crossroads. Sometimes the use of the criteria was tentative from this developmental position and sometimes students could only use two of the three criteria, but they had begun using the criteria. Bob and Cameron possessed the beginnings of an internal voice but still did not use the criteria for sound decision making. Thus, the developmental capacities associated with an internal voice are a necessary but insufficient condition for good, wellinformed decision making. One reason Bob and Cameron did not use the criteria despite their developmental meaning-making capacities may have been their inability to think abstractly. Throughout their four years of interviews these students discussed their experiences and decision making in concrete and literal terms. They did not provide details related to their thought processes; they only discussed the practical considerations (e.g., financial, time, career) of their decision making. This is consistent with the other Non-Reflective Ownership decision makers but is surprising given the presence of an internal voice. Although Bob and Cameron were beginning to develop internal voices they were not yet prominent in their decision making. 100 CHAPTER V: DISSONANCE, SUPPORT & SELF-REFLECTION IN DECISION MAKING This study provides a comprehensive understanding of four decision-making patterns used by high-risk students in the study and the relationship between participants’ meaningmaking capacities and their use of the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. As developmental complexity increased, students’ use of the criteria for good, well-informed decision making became more consistent and confident. In this chapter I discuss my interpretation of these findings. First, I situate the results of this dissertation study in the broader context of the literature related to high-risk students’ development and decision making. Next, I examine the decision-making patterns to identify the situational and student characteristics that prompted students to develop an internal voice and use the criteria for sound decision making. I also consider the salient factors that limited the developmental growth and use of decisionmaking criteria for the Non-Reflective Ownership decision makers. Finally, I offer recommendations for future research and practice. Nuances in High-Risk Students’ Developmental Capacities The findings of this study extend the previous research related to high-risk students and self-authorship theory. While the majority of Baxter Magolda’s (2009a) traditional-aged participants were not developmentally Leaving the Crossroads until after college, the majority of the high-risk participants in this study, 13 of the 22 students, were Leaving the Crossroads by the time of their fourth-year interviews and one student was using Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making. This finding is consistent with more recent research (Baxter Magolda’s participants were in college 20 years ago) indicating that marginalized students may develop self-authorship at an earlier age than more privileged students because they must negotiate more dissonance than do their peers (Abes & Jones 2004; Torres & Hernandez, 2007). Students in this study experienced extensive dissonance related to their thinking, identities, and relationships with others, and, as reported, they varied in their abilities to negotiate this dissonance. The closer students were to having an established internal voice, the better they were able to work through dissonance. Based on my experience working with high-risk students I do not find this outcome surprising. When I compare the high-risk students I work with to their peers I find that many of the high-risk students begin establishing their internal voices earlier in their college careers than their peers do. However, this is not always the case. As I discuss in more detail 101 later in this chapter, dissonance is not the only element necessary for development; high-risk students also need support. This dissertation study also refines previous literature that explored the development of high-risk students. Pizzolato (2003, 2004) indicated that the high-risk students in her studies entered college with at least the beginnings of self-authorship. In contrast, only three of the 22 participants in this study had the beginnings of an internal voice when they began college. That is, 19 of the 22 participants entered college with Solely External meaning-making capacities, and the remaining 3 students had just the beginnings of an internal voice as they were Entering the Crossroads. This longitudinal study indicates that a few students entered college with fragile internal voices but they were not self-authored. One possible explanation for the discrepancy between my findings and Pizzolato’s is that Pizzolato (2003, 2004) may have been observing something other than self-authorship in her participants. One possibility is that she may have been seeing the Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern that appears to be self-authored. Students using this pattern in my study were able to make reflective decisions when they faced particularly difficult and emotional challenges despite not yet having an established internal voice. Because these students were emotionally overwhelmed they were able to act in ways that appeared self-authored. However, in reality they were reacting against an external experience that made them uncomfortable rather than acting based on internal motivation. In such cases the students were reacting to negative external influences rather acting in the internally-driven, proactive manner representative of self-authorship. The students in my study could be perceived as self-authored in year one but the benefit of longitudinal data is that it clarifies that these students were not using internal criteria but were reacting against external circumstances. Perhaps Pizzolato’s (2003, 2004) participants exhibited this same capability. Another distinctive finding of my study is that the students began developing their internal voices quickly. Fourteen students were at least Entering the Crossroads by their yearthree interviews and 14 students were Leaving the Crossroads or Solely Internal by their fourth interviews. While this supports the notion that high-risk students develop their internal voices earlier and differently than their peers, this is not true for all high-risk students. The high-risk students in this study possessed a range of developmental meaning-making capacities over the span of the four annual interviews. Three students ended the study at Solely External meaning making and five students were Entering the Crossroads in their fourth-year interviews. Thus, 102 just as it is not possible to predict students’ decision-making patterns based on their meaningmaking capabilities alone, it is not possible to predict the developmental capacities of individual students based solely on their high-risk characteristics. Instead, what contributes to selfauthorship is a combination of dissonance, support, and personal characteristics. Role of Dissonance, Support, and Self-Reflection in Good Decision Making In the synthesis of chapter four I highlighted the relationship between students’ developmental meaning making and their use of the criteria for good, well-informed decision making by decision-making pattern. In this section I examine the similarities among the stories of students using the different decision-making patterns and identify factors that promoted or hindered students’ developmental growth. The stories of students using the Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership decision-making patterns shared important similarities that promoted their development and use of the criteria for sound decision making. Those similarities include dissonance, support received through significant involvement in campus organizations, and the capacity to self-reflect. Given the complexity of these three dynamics, in the next section I once again use student narratives to describe how these elements influence students’ decision-making processes and developmental capabilities. Dissonance Students using the Reflective Ownership of Decision Making pattern entered college using the criteria for good, well-informed decision making and experienced some type of dissonance prior to attending college. The dissonance was either spurred by a difficult decision the students faced or difficult experiences related to their social identities. For example, Irene struggled with not meeting the expectations of others with her choice of college. Her desire for a more diverse campus community conflicted with her parents’ desire for a more prestigious school. Roger challenged the beliefs of his Mexican-American family when he severed ties with the Catholic church. Roger risked jeopardizing his relationship with his mom because the church discriminated against his gay identity. Diana chose to “closet” herself during high school because she feared the “torment” experienced by her out peers. Josh learned the importance of “having a strong sense of self” as he transitioned into an affluent high school: I went to private school…I was the only black male in my grade, so, that was interesting, there was a lot of finding myself in high school. I had to figure out what was important 103 to me, to remind me of who I was…but also, learning new parts of me and being able to socialize with the upper class friends I was making, or to their mansions… The first time was kind of intimidating, I was like, “Wow, my house would fit in their living room.” One or two had a maid, that was just freaky (laughs), someone to pick up after them. I was ready to do my own dishes, they’re like, “No, just leave them in the sink.” Uh, riding in limos, going to country clubs, that was really different experience… it was a private school in an upper class environment, it’s like the middle of suburbia, and I’m from [students hometown] so, I’m used to an urban city life. And, it was very different experience for me, middle class, going to an upper class school. Josh experienced dissonance because his social identities were incongruent with the context of his high school. In order to make sense of his situation he reflected on who he was and what his new environment meant to him. This level of introspection at a relatively young age likely contributed to Josh’s ability to use the decision-making criteria when he arrived at college and his progression to Entering the Crossroads in his meaning making by the time of his year-two interview. Students using the Movement to Reflective Ownership pattern also experienced dissonance, but for these students the dissonance came during college rather than prior to college. Chase and Dolores experienced dissonance when they were unable to find answers they expected in their self-help books and Benjamin faced a crisis after a difficult break-up with a long-time girlfriend. Similarly, Laura, Yolanda, Isabella, and Dustin experienced challenges related to choosing, maintaining, or changing their majors. Yolanda’s story illustrates the high level of dissonance these students experienced around their majors. During her year-four interview Yolanda described the difficult decision to change her major from pre-nursing to Child and Adolescent Development (CHAD) because she was not doing well in her classes and realized she would likely not be admitted into the nursing program. Yolanda was exceptionally nervous as she summoned the courage and confidence to tell her parents about her change in major: Well it was a very nerve racking situation because…I’ve never gone against what my parents have wanted. All my life I’ve listened to them…I’ve always gone with what they wanted and so I knew having to tell them that I wanted to change majors was gonna be 104 really hard. …I was so nervous... And it was driving me nuts… never in my 22 years of life have I ever gone against what they wanted. …not that I didn’t know how to put in my own opinion but I just never had to because whatever they thought, I always thought it was good enough. Yolanda described the tension she experienced with her mom after she announced that she had changed her major: It was really difficult at first…cause whenever…I went home…if we didn’t talk about school it would be fine but the minute school got brought up it just wasn’t pretty…My dad was the middle man for us, will you tell her that she needs to do this, this, and that. It was like that for a couple months that we just couldn’t talk about school…now we can talk about school and she won’t get mad the way that she used to but I can still tell that she doesn’t like that I changed majors but I think, at the same time I think deep down inside…she’s happy because now I’m really doing something that I wanna do and I’ll be able to graduate really soon. In the end, despite the initial tension between Yolanda and her mom, Yolanda felt like the experience was a good thing for her and her family: I know it made things tough for a little bit but now when I look back at it I think it was good for it to happen cause now…I can…go against what they’re gonna think if I want something differently. …I had never done it before so I didn’t know how they were gonna react…but it turned out to be good. …I’m not a little girl anymore, I’m gonna make my own choices even if they’re not gonna match up with hers. I guess it taught me how to grow up and it taught them to let go. …it also taught me you don’t always have to go with what your parents want. You have to learn how to do things for yourself and what you wanna do. Yolanda assessed her situation, reflected on her goals and interests, and prioritized her perspective over her parents’ expectations. This process demonstrated Yolanda’s use of the decision-making criteria and prompted the development of her internal voice. In her previous interviews Yolanda had no internal voice; she was making meaning from a Solely External 105 position. Her year-four meaning making of Leaving the Crossroads was likely facilitated by her decision to change her major and the resulting conflict with her mom. For the Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership decision makers the process of working through their challenges and struggles contributed to the students’ developmental growth and decision-making abilities. These students’ stories illustrate how dissonance can promote development. Furthermore, the experiences of the Reflective Ownership students support the literature that suggests marginalization can be a powerful factor in facilitating students’ development (Abes & Jones, 2004; Pizzolato, 2003, 2004; Torres, 2009; Torres & Hernandez, 2007). Support The second characteristic shared by the students using the Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership decision-making patterns was the students’ significant involvement in campus organizations. Student development theory asserts that students need a combination of challenge and support in order to manage dissonance and evolve in their developmental meaning making (Sanford, 1962). While the challenges faced by Reflective Ownership students were abundantly clear in their interviews, their sources of support prior to college were less apparent. Some of the students in this decision-making pattern discussed the support they received prior to college from important people in their lives as they worked through their dissonance; this included, parents, teachers, extended family members, and trusted friends. Although some students using this pattern did not identify supportive others prior to college, all but one student established significant networks of support during college through their involvement in campus organizations. Similarly, five of the six students using the Movement to Reflective Ownership pattern also developed support networks through their campus involvement. Supportive others helped students evaluate situations, reflect on their perspectives, identify their goals, values, and beliefs, grow in confidence, and act in ways that honored themselves and their beliefs. Thus, these supportive relationships fostered students’ cognitive, intrapersonal, and interpersonal development and their abilities to make good, wellinformed decisions. Jessica, Diana, and Roger discussed the support they received from their schools’ LGBT organizations, including Q-Tip (Queers Thoughtfully Interrupting Prejudice) and Spectrum as 106 they transitioned into their university communities and explored their sexual identities. Greek organizations also provided students with a substantial amount of support; Irene, Jessica, and Yolanda received support from their sorority sisters while Daryl and Dustin relied on their fraternity brothers for support. Most often these students attributed their growing sense of confidence and self-reliance to their Greek affiliations. Their brothers and sisters encouraged their internal voices by prompting them to prioritize their interests and expectations over those of others. In addition, the students described the unconditional acceptance that they felt from their peers as significant sources of support that enabled them to speak their minds more freely because they felt accepted for who they were and no longer feared rejection. The students also participated in volunteer opportunities that supported other students or members of local communities. Benjamin served as a tutor for high school migrant students. Laura became a mentor for under-class women at her school and Chase served as an RA (resident advisor). Diana facilitated campus tours and presentations for her school’s recruitment of traditionally underrepresented students (e.g., low-income and students of color). These activities provided students opportunities to build their self-confidence and make sense of different aspects of their identities as they helped others. For example, Benjamin explored what it meant for him to earn a college degree as a Mexican-American given the discrepancies in educational opportunities that he saw in his community (and the larger society) between Hispanic and White students. Beyond connecting with campus organizations many of the students in the Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership decision-making patterns engaged in significant leadership responsibilities on campus. For example, Daryl coordinated special events for his institution’s Malcolm X Center, participated in undergraduate research opportunities, and started a hip-hop dance organization on campus. Likewise, Diana held leadership positions in her residence hall, student government, and Q-Tip while Roger ran track and founded his school’s mock trial team and art club. The students developed meaningful friendships with their peers as they worked around common interests. These trusted others provided support and counsel for the students in this study as they made difficult decisions and faced challenges during their college careers. The students’ involvement also gave them opportunities to build relationships with and receive support from individual members of their university communities. For example, Laura trusted the advice of an advisor she met through an organization related to her major and Diana 107 valued the counsel of a cadre of student affairs professionals. The most striking example of the university community rallying around in support of a student was when Daryl returned to school at the start of his fourth year after the death of his five-year-old cousin: …everything happened so fast…school was here before you knew it. And I was not in no sense, shape or fashion to go through school… my auntie had pushed me…I guess she was talking to my mom and they had convinced themselves that I would be fine when school started. But school was such a struggle for me, and…sometimes I didn't even wanna be here. …my aunt stays 30 minutes away, and some days I wouldn’t need to go to class. I would just go over [to] her house for a few days. And I just couldn’t really deal with it. …but last semester was really, really, really rough. It wasn't really until December when I really tried to get my mind into…focusing on the school. But those, those few months, it was really, really bad. I tried to talk to my school psychiatrist, but he wasn't really helping me at all because everybody was so worried about me, they were like, "You need to go talk to somebody." And they kinda pushed me to go talk to him. And when I did go talk to him, I felt like he wasn't doing anything for me, so after two sessions I just pretty much called it quits on him. …so me and the dean of students ended up talking a lot, and I would go by his office probably three times a week and just talk, and things like that. And his secretary talked to me all the time, and I had a few professors that I can talk to. My old boss that used to work here, she doesn't work here anymore, she even called me and we talked and things like that. So I really got to figure out who really cares for me. And then people in my [fraternity] house had the respect for me and they were here for me, so I really appreciated that. At one point, on Labor Day we all went to my aunt's house for a barbecue and I thought that was nice of them to go with me and do that kind of thing. But yeah, it was tough. I think a lot of it came from inner strength and, I mean, even though talking to people, you might think it helps, but I really think it was just finding it within myself, and again, if it wasn't for music, I don't even know where I would be, because I mean, I still listen to music constantly, but…when I didn't feel like talking to nobody or I didn't talk, I always had my headphones on listening to all kind of music and things. 108 Along with his inner strength, the support Daryl received from his university community helped him weather his overwhelming grief for his cousin. The dissonance experienced by students using the Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership decision-making patterns accounts for the challenge side of the developmental equation while campus involvement provided the necessary and complementary support. These two elements combined to promote the students’ development and use of the sound decision-making criteria. Since 12 of the 15 students using these patterns entered college with Solely External meaning making and the majority possessed an internal voice by the time of their year-four interviews (with 12 students Leaving the Crossroads and one student with Solely Internal (Self-Authoring) Meaning Making) this study indicates that these students received the balance of challenge and support necessary to foster their development. Challenge without support would have likely left these students mired in dissonance and stymied in their developmental growth. Self-Reflection The third similarity among the students using Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership decision-making patterns was their ability to self-reflect. These students were willing and able to carefully consider their experiences, perspectives, identities, and beliefs. Some of the students started college with the ability to self-reflect and learned more sophisticated and deeper methods for introspection during college. Other students entered college with minimal reflective capabilities but developed them over their college careers. These students understood the importance of determining what they thought and why they thought that way. They also recognized that identifying their perspectives, goals, and values required them to genuinely explore and listen to themselves. Thinking about and for themselves was often a difficult experience as students deliberated among options, questioned long-standing and firmlyrooted beliefs and values, and struggled with the possibility that their perspectives may conflict with those of valued others (e.g., family) and important authority figures (e.g., teachers and church leaders). That is, self-reflection enabled and provided students with a way to engage with the dissonance they experienced. Without the ability to self-reflect the students would have likely assimilated their dissonance-causing-experiences into their established meaning-making structures. However, for these students self-reflection entailed identifying goals and values, 109 assessing situations, and learning from previous experiences. These are all practices that promote development and use of the sound decision-making criteria as they are the pre-cursors of accommodation. That is, in order for students to accommodate dissonance, and thus grow in their meaning making, they must first determine what they think and evaluate the context of their particular situations in light of what they think. Excerpts from Diana’s interview illustrate how self-reflection is a tool for mediating dissonance, facilitating development in the three dimensions (cognitive, intrapersonal, and interpersonal), and promoting the use of the sound decision-making criteria. Throughout her four interviews Diana demonstrated a refined ability to self-reflect. She thought about herself and her experiences as she purposefully decided who she was and who she wanted to be. Diana’s ability to reflect was indicative of her level of developmental meaning making; she started college with capacities associated with Entering the Crossroads and by her second-year interview demonstrated capacities associated with Leaving the Crossroads. Her discussion of her plans to come out to her mom during her year-two interview illustrate her selfreflection capabilities and how those relate to her cognitive, intrapersonal, and interpersonal developmental dimensions: I’m still in the process. I haven’t came out to my family…that’s in the near future but coming to college, I was afraid because I didn’t know how people would take it but the great thing about my friends were that when I came out to them they were like, “Oh, we knew.” (laughs) …cause my thing was like I’m still me. It’s just one part of who I am. It’s not who I am. It’s just a part and my friends were like, “We still love you for the person you are.” And that was awesome for me to see people that they still accept me. …It’s not that big of a deal to them and, because it’s not, for me it’s not that big of a deal. It’s not like, oh, my gosh, I’m gay (laughs). So…I’ve actually gained more friends since I came out and which is great. …I think it was important for me to come out while I was in college just because I’ve had to hide it in secret and it was eating me up, to be honest with you. In high school I knew that there was something different about me and at the beginning of high school, I couldn’t put a name to it. …I was afraid. I mean I had seen other people come out in high school and the negative reaction of people and the words and just torment they had to go through and I was like, “I can’t do that. I’m too, I can’t do it.” I was, I’m not that brave (laughs). I couldn’t put myself through that so I just 110 kind of put myself in the closet and actually was in denial. …Then once I got to college I was like, “I can’t deny this anymore.” And so I came out and it was great. Like I felt free and now I’m ready to come out to my family, to really come out, to be free of this secret I’m hiding. I: How do you think coming out has helped you grow? S: I think coming out has helped me grow in that I don’t hide anything. I don’t feel the need to hide anymore. I’m pretty much, I put myself, especially on campus, it’s like, “This is who I am. You accept me for me or you don’t.” Where before I was always, “Oh, well, this is only one part of me” or I would put on a façade about this and pretend to be someone I wasn’t. Where now I’m comfortable being myself and I think I’ve become so comfortable on campus being myself that now when I go home I can’t go back to the person I used to be and feeling to hide, so that’s why I’ve come to terms with having to come out to my family, so that I can be the same person I am on campus at home. I: And have you decided when you’re gonna do that? S: …since I don’t go home often…over Thanksgiving break and I’m scared. When you do something that’s, it’s big. …It’s scary, but I’ve come to terms with it if it is a positive; if it’s a negative. I’ve come to terms with that. It might not be a positive reaction, but I’m ready for it and I need just to let them know who I am. I: And who do you talk to about that? In other words…who’s your support system? S: My support system is the members of Q-Tip… A lot of them have all had different experiences and so I may go talk to them and also my friend. He told me, “If you need someone to talk to just to get that little pep talk before you go, call me.” …he’s had a positive coming out story and he’s gone through the…negative, so he’s really a lot of my support system because he’s able to just listen…and he knows what I’m going through. As she reflected on her sexual identity Diana processed her feelings and experiences and made meaning of them for herself. Cognitively, she was not looking for outside sources of knowledge or formulas to follow. Instead, she considered different perspectives and options and devised her own ways of thinking about her identity, relationships with others, and plans for the future. Intrapersonally, Diana established a clarified vision of her own identity and genuine acceptance of herself. In the interpersonal dimension Diana had established authentic, trusting relationships 111 with her peers and was beginning to act on her own needs by coming out at school and making plans to come out to her family. Her decision indicated that she was willing to risk those relationships in order to be true to herself. Diana’s story illustrates the power of self-reflection and how it promotes development and coincides with the use of the criteria for good, wellinformed decision making. In her year-four interview Diana articulated the practical and developmental benefits of self-reflection: …and even the negativity that comes from being here, different relationships that haven't worked out to doing bad in school it's all impacted me, but from that has risen positivity, from me learning from those experiences and changing the next one so it won't happen again. …I became the person that I always wanted to be, and I'm still becoming that person. It's not like within three years…it's going to take a lot of time. It's going to take years. But I see myself putting the foundation down to being the person I want to be. Diana’s story encompasses the three similarities discussed in this section – dissonance created by coming to terms with her sexual identity, support she received from her friends in Q-Tip, and self-reflection as she considered her experiences, refined her identity, and made decisions in order to be true to her vision of herself. Self-reflection and support helped Diana negotiate the dissonance she experienced. Synthesis In the findings section of this study I concluded that the developmental capacities associated with an internal voice are a necessary but insufficient condition for good, wellinformed decision making. The similarities shared by the students using the Reflective Ownership and Movement to Reflective Ownership decision-making patterns provide clarification of additional characteristics that prompted the use of the good, well-informed decision-making criteria and students’ development. Dissonance, support received through involvement in campus organizations, and self-reflection are themes that spanned the students’ stories and promoted these students’ development and sound decision making. For the students in this study a combination of these three factors translated into sound decision making and developmental growth. The students using the Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making pattern, Bella and Jacob, were just starting to 112 evidence these characteristics by the time of their fourth interviews. In particular, they were starting to experience dissonance that prompted them to recognize the need to take reflective ownership in their decision making (Bella was thinking about her desire to live close to her college friends rather than her family after graduation and Jacob was in the midst of identifying a major that better fit his interests and abilities). They were also starting the process of engaging in authentic self-reflection. While Bella was not involved in campus organizations, Jacob was starting to engage in such at activities at his community college as he volunteered to translate for Spanish patients receiving medical care from English-speaking medical professionals. As discussed in the previous chapter, experiencing dissonance late in their college careers delayed their use of the decision-making criteria. It is likely that this delay could also be linked to these students’ less developed capacity to self-reflect and lack of campus involvement. Limited Dissonance, Support & Self-Reflection in Non-Reflective Ownership Pattern As with their use of the decision-making criteria, the students using the Non-Reflective Ownership Decision Making pattern also differed in their experience of dissonance, support, and self-reflection as compared to the other students in this study. In the previous chapter I introduced the notion that these students likely adopted and maintained this decision-making pattern because they had not experienced dissonance. This is not the only discrepancy between the Non-Reflective Ownership decision makers and the other students; they also engaged minimally in campus organizations and, not surprisingly, as the name of this group suggests, did not engage in self-reflection. In this section I more closely examine the factors that differentiate the Non-Reflective Ownership decision makers from the other high-risk students in this study. The students using the Non-Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern had experiences that had the potential to create dissonance. For example, Bob, Maegan, Julie, and Vanessa were first-generation college students from low socioeconomic backgrounds and Bob, Vanessa, and Cameron identified as students of color. Societal marginalization of individuals with these social identities is frequently identified as a source of dissonance. In addition the students experienced life events that also had the potential to create dissonance. For seven months Maegan struggled with doctors to identify and treat a mysterious illness that left her emaciated and weak during her junior year. Vanessa repeatedly expressed disappointment in not being accepted into campus organizations that she attempted to join such as the soccer team and 113 orientation student staff. In his fourth year Cameron had not yet passed a writing proficiency exam required for graduation. Bob’s3 commitment to her Seventh Day Adventist belief of not working from sunset on Friday to sunset on Saturday conflicted with her responsibilities as an orientation leader. Despite experiencing challenges, stress, and disappointments these students did not experience dissonance in the same way as the students using the other decision-making patterns. Instead of engaging in or interacting with dissonance the students repeatedly assimilated their experiences into their established meaning-making structures. How is it that these students were never prompted (or forced) to genuinely engage in or accommodate dissonance? Prior developmental research (Baxter Magolda, 1992, 2001, 2004, 2009a; Kegan, 1982, 1994; Sanford, 1962) supports the interpretation that a combination of early (i.e., external) developmental meaning-making capacities and lack of appropriate support in mediating challenges likely inhibited these students from engaging in dissonance and using the criteria for sound decision making. The data from this longitudinal study supports this possibility. However, the ability to self-reflect offers an additional point for consideration. The students’ stories in this study highlighted the recursive relationship among developmental capacities, use of the decision-making criteria, dissonance, support, and the ability to self-reflect. Perhaps the Non-Reflective Ownership decision makers were unable to recognize and/or make sense of dissonance because they did not have the ability to self-reflect. In turn, these students were not prompted to grow in their developmental meaning making which inhibited their use of the decision-making criteria. The ability to self-reflect enabled the students using decision-making patterns other than the Non-Reflective Ownership pattern to use the criteria for sound decision making. It is not possible to use the criteria (e.g., consider multiple perspectives or identify goals, values, and beliefs) without the ability to look inward and self-reflect. I concluded on the basis of the findings that use of the decision-making criteria is mediated by students’ developmental capacities. It is possible that students’ developmental capacities are mediated by their ability to self-reflect. Specifically, self-reflection may be a prerequisite necessary for noticing, recognizing, engaging, and/or addressing dissonance. I use analysis of Julie’s interview excerpts to support this interpretation. 3 Bob was the pseudonym chosen by a female WNS participant. 114 Julie is an example of a student who had experiences before and during college with the potential to facilitate dissonance and developmental growth. Yet, she remained Solely External in her meaning making throughout college and never used the criteria for sound decision making. Her story suggests that while she faced challenging situations she never developed the propensity to truly reflect on those experiences. She described them in detail but only explained her reactions in concrete, literal terms. She did not discuss these experiences in ways that indicated any true introspection. Taken alone, the following excerpts could be considered isolated examples and dismissed as exceptions. However, together as longitudinal perspectives over time, they reveal a pattern of Julie’s lack of self-reflection. Following her parents’ contentious divorce Julie’s home-life became burdensome. Julie’s mom resented the court’s decision to award custody of Julie and her siblings to her father and retaliated by instigating a string of groundless lawsuits against Julie’s dad to regain custody of her children. This continued well into Julie’s college career. Julie consistently supported her dad in court which triggered a cycle of alienation and reconciliation with her mom as she sought to penalize Julie for her loyalty to her dad. In her year-two interview Julie discussed the repercussions she faced after she wrote an affidavit in support of her dad: …it was just basically writing a letter saying how I felt and all this kind of stuff. So I did, and I… felt okay about it… They went to court and…My mom was supposed to have a going-away party for my brother the next weekend. And she called me and she was like, “Don’t even come to the party,” and I’m like, “What is wrong with you?” …I was so upset… and talked to my dad and come to find out she had, of course, lost the case and she was very mad, and she was like, “We need a timeout.” I’m like, “Parents and daughters don’t have timeouts. What are you talking about?” So I was like, “Okay. Whatever.” So she stopped talking to me. …for three months and then…we got close, or not close but we talked more. And then Mother’s Day came around and she was like, “If you wouldn’t have done what you did, we’d be fine,” and I’m like, she wouldn’t tell me what I did, how I did was wrong. And she was like, “Just know my love is unconditional,” and I’m like, “Unh-uh, it’s not if you’re not talking to me,” so it was just weird. …I don’t understand. I: So how do you sort this all out? 115 S: I just see that she needs to grow up…put things behind her. Because I didn’t do it because I hate my mom; I did it because I care about both of them and I don’t think it’s right for her to blame my dad for things that happened at her house. …So I think I kind of hurt her feelings…I think that she just needs to grow up and realize that everybody’s not out to get her. Weary of her mom’s cycle of manipulation, Julie coped by defusing her mom’s attempts to pull her into an argument: …my parents have to go back to court, so I’m like, “So what do I do? Do I say something?” or whatever, and my dad is like, “Well since you wrote that affidavit, you’re probably gonna have to say something,” and I’m like, “It’s never gonna end.” So, my mom is like… “So are you ready to talk?” I guess she feels like I’m not ready to, I guess she feels like I didn’t write the affidavit and that’s what makes her mad. I told her, “Yeah, I’m ready to talk.” She’s like, “Are you ready to talk in front of everybody?” and I’m like, “Mm hmm.” …there’s not a problem and she wants me to react and get upset and get angry, but instead I’m just like, “Okay,” you know, “It doesn’t really bother me and sorry that you’re mad.” After years of similar exchanges Julie may have learned to cope with her mom’s volatility by disengaging. Such a strategy may have reinforced Julie’s tendency to not engage in reflection. Thinking too much would jeopardize Julie’s ability to separate herself from her mom’s behavior and emotional hijacking. In such a situation not reflecting was likely an asset rather than a liability. Unfortunately stifling her self-reflection prevented Julie from growing developmentally or using the criteria for sound decision making. These consequences mediated her other college experiences. For example, in her second-year interview Julie described her process for choosing her major: It was social work, I declared it right before I went out for the summer. I don’t know why I decided to declare it. But then during the summer I did research on what social workers do and all this kind of stuff. I took an introduction to social work class and I was like, “Maybe I don’t want to do this.” …so I have it as a minor, just because I think it’ll 116 be a good thing to minor in, and political science is now my major. So, I see my history teacher a lot. I: So transitioning, what do you enjoy about political science? S: Well, my boyfriend over the summer, we’ve been friends for a long time and we just decided to date, don’t know why. We’re not dating anymore. But, he’s a political science major, and my dad and I always talk about politics…my dad is like, “The price of oil is up,” and I’m like, “What’s that mean?” He’s like, “Gas prices are up.” So, I mean we talk about different things. …I want to work maybe in public administration and work for the state or something, but I’m not sure. But like I can do more with this major. So I’ll decide after this semester what I want to do. I don’t want to keep changing my major. Julie stumbled upon her new major based on the preferences of important others. She did not use the criteria for sound decision making and she certainly did not exhibit any reflective capacities. Furthermore, she lacked an adequate support system. While her dad and boyfriend supported her by encouraging her, they were not supportive of her in terms of prompting her to think about her interests, goals, and aspirations (i.e., there is no indication that they prompted her to reflect). Julie had the opportunity to connect with a supportive other with the potential to initiate self-reflection when she began meeting with a school counselor after the tumultuous break-up with her boyfriend. She described this experience in her third interview: I decided to go…’cause I was crying all the time…I would get upset…worry about things and freak out and cry and it’s 2:00 in the morning and I was like, “I really, really need to talk to somebody.” …I…knew [counselor] from before…we had talked before and I was like, “She seems pretty nice.” So I went in there just bawled for straight 30 minutes. She was like, “It’s okay. It’s okay.” And I was like, “No, it’s not. I don’t ever cry.” And after that I just felt like…this is why I think you need somebody to talk to that doesn’t really know me, that’s not in my life all the time, that can just give me honest advice about it, so I started talking to her…I just go in and say hey to her now…I’m just like, “Hey, [counselor].” And she’s like, “Hey.” I: What do you think you’ll take away from it? S: I’ve learned that you don’t need somebody else to make you happy. I used to think, “Oh, he’s my boyfriend. He’s like my friend.” No, it’s not about that. It’s about you, 117 your confidence yourself and just getting you straight with yourself. … I learned a lot from it…I just take that my family is more important… Any guy who even starts to get in the way of you and your family then he’s not worth your time… I: And how do you feel about yourself now? S: Oh, I feel much better…working at the Olive Garden, I think that’s what got me away from [boyfriend], it pretty much consumed all of my time and when I was in there…these guys were like, “Hey, you’re really nice, blah, blah, blah.” They didn’t try to look at me like, “Oh, yeah, you’re stupid.” You know? …So from that I think I’m more confident, I feel better about myself. I know what I want. I know that I don’t have to have a guy…I think that’s why [boyfriend] and I went back and forth, back and forth, ’cause it was a comfort thing and it was a security thing, we’re happy, we’re cute together. We get along most of the time, so from that I’ve learned you don’t need that. That’s like a stupid thing. What a missed opportunity. Julie had the time and emotional space dedicated to reflection, and yet, her job at Olive Garden did more for her self-confidence than working with her counselor. Her externally defined self-confidence, obtained from the validation she received from her coworkers, allowed her to break-up with her boyfriend without seriously reflecting on why the relationship was not right for her. The recursive pattern continued; her developmental capacities remained the same, and despite the opportunity to engage dissonance with appropriate support, her lack of self-reflection continued. Furthermore, her year-four discussion of her future plans confirmed that the criteria for good, well-informed decision making continued to remain elusive for Julie. During her third year Julie took advantage of a spring break trip to Italy sponsored by her school: I decided to go kind of last minute. Our history and political science department did a trip to Italy. I thought it was reasonably priced. I talked to my dad and he was, like, do it. You know, you’re in college, you might as well. You’re not gonna get these opportunities whenever you get older. So I decided to do it… We were there for – I want to say nine days. We went to Venice, Florence and Rome and little places in between. It was my first time out of the country, so it was fun. I want to go back. …having a tour guide lead us around was really fun, but I think actually going and, venturing for myself 118 would be a little more funner too, I mean, ‘cause you’d have a little more time to visit the places that you found to be your favorite and stuff like that. Julie described what she took away from that experience: Well, you get to see different types of cultures…and you learn a lot. You’re submerged in a different environment. And our school is all about diversity, and I think traveling promotes that. …So just talking to different people, it’s given me a good perspective on life and just traveling in general, ‘cause a lot of people are, like, “No, you shouldn’t travel out of the country. You shouldn’t go by yourself.” People just have negative ideas about traveling overseas, but it was amazing. It was fun. This experience prompted Julie to make plans to travel to Australia after she graduates. She discussed her interest in going to Australia: Like, it was just a random decision. I’ve never been that far overseas. Obviously, I’ve only been to Italy, but I felt comfortable because…I would be able to understand the language. …there’s not that much of a language difference. I wait tables at the Olive Garden and this group of Australians came in a couple weeks after I decided I wanted to go to Australia, and they were talking and I just felt like, you know, I think I could go there and understand people and get along. They’re very carefree and…seems like I could get along there. So, I mean, I’m excited. My friend said she might go with me, so if she does, she does. If she doesn’t, she doesn’t. With graduation a few months away Julie continued to search outside of herself rather than looking inward as she discussed her career plans: Not quite sure. I think I want to do human rights, civil rights, but I’m not exactly sure specifically what I want to do with that. I want to work with people, but not in the social work aspect. So time will tell. I mean, I guess maybe traveling I’ll find what I really want to do. 119 Synthesis Julie’s story supports the notion that self-reflection is an important component of student development and sound decision making. Her resistance and/or inability to reflect prevented her from developing more complex meaning-making structures and using the criteria for good, wellinformed decision making. While the developmental literature (Baxter Magolda, 1992, 2001, 2004, 2009a; Kegan, 1982, 1994; Meszaros & Lane, 2010; Pizzolato, 2003, 2004, 2005) links self-reflection with development, this study suggests that self-reflection should be considered a critical component of development. Accordingly, future research exploring the interconnection between self-reflection and development is an important next step. Furthermore, although some students are able to (or are forced to) engage with and accommodate dissonance into more sophisticated meaning-making capacities on their own, it is well-established in the literature that many students, including those who are high-risk, require appropriate support in order to navigate this process (Baxter Magolda, 1992, 2001, 2004, 2009a; Kegan, 1982, 1994; Meszaros & Lane, 2010; Pizzolato, 2003, 2004, 2005). The students in this study offer an important reminder of this principle. For example, Irene did not identify a source of support that helped her negotiate the dissonance of choosing a college that did not meet external expectations. However, Diana discussed the valuable support she received from her QTips friends as she thought about coming out. It is important to remember that both of these students started college making meaning from Entering the Crossroads. As a collective, the students using the Reflective Ownership of Decision Making, Movement to Reflective Ownership of Decision Making, and, to a lesser-extent, Movement to Recognizing the Need for Reflective Ownership of Decision Making patterns received the necessary support to negotiate, or begin to negotiate, dissonance. This enabled these students to grow developmentally. Conversely, the students using the Non-Reflective Ownership decision-making pattern generally did not have the necessary support to engage with and/or negotiate dissonance. They were further hampered in their development because they did not utilize self-reflection. Researchers and practitioners must be cautioned against assuming that dissonance alone, whether caused by marginalization or other factors, is enough to promote the development of high-risk students. These students require the same appropriate support as their peers given that their everyday experiences frequently include challenge but may not always offer sufficient support. 120 The longitudinal nature of this study proved to be particularly beneficial in that it offered an opportunity to observe the interplay of developmental capacities, use of the decision-making criteria, dissonance, support, and the ability to self-reflect throughout the students’ college careers. As a result, the study illuminates the recursive relationship between external environment and individual characteristics that mediate (i.e., promote or inhibit) high-risk students’ development and ability to make good, well-informed decisions. Just as the findings clarify the relationship between students’ developmental complexity and their use of the decision-making criteria, my interpretation of the findings refines understanding of the relationship among developmental capacities, dissonance, support, and self-reflection. Specifically, this study suggests that students’ capacity for self-reflection mediates their ability to engage with and negotiate dissonance. Thus, in order to help high-risk students successfully negotiate dissonance educators must provide support in such a way that it facilitates students’ engagement in self-reflection. Such practice promotes students’ development of more complex meaning-making structures and the use of the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. Recommendations for Supportive Practice High-risk students typically face significant academic, economic, social, and personal challenges in their lives (Aud & Hannes, 2011; Avery & Daly, 2010; Carey, 2004; Choy, 2002; Engle & Tinto, 2008; Lareau, 2003; McDonough, 1997; Martinez, Sher, Krull, & Wood, 2009; Snyder & Dillow, 2010; Tinto, 1993; Walpole, 2003). These complexities contribute to a disproportionate number of high-risk students leaving college without earning a degree (Aud & Hannes, 2011; Carey, 2004; Engle & Tinto, 2008). High-risk students must make good, wellinformed decisions to navigate the challenges they face and persist towards their educational goals. Thus, supporting high-risk students in their decision making is an important means for educators to promote this population’s educational persistence and degree attainment. The findings of this study suggest that to help students use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making, educators must promote their developmental capacities, which requires engaging students in authentic relationships through reflective conversations. 121 Reflective Conversations and the Learning Partnerships Model This study’s data indicate that students could benefit from reflective conversations with educators. Through meaningful conversations, educators model, teach, and engage students in self-reflection. Inviting students to share their experiences and perspectives prompts students to think about those experiences and develop their own perspectives. Sincere questioning encourages students to identify, explore, and articulate the sources of their thinking and feeling. When questions stem from genuine interest and care, that is they are not critical, judgmental, or condescending, they create a safe space for students to carefully consider their beliefs, values, and goals and evaluate situations in light of those interests. When I think about my work with students facing academic challenges I realize that I have been most successful when I engaged students in authentic conversations and encouraged them to reflect. This takes on particular importance with high-risk students whose voices are often marginalized rather than validated. Valuing their perspectives helps them build confidence, helps me as an educator understand their particular circumstances and perspectives, and helps us collaborate to strategize how to navigate the college environment. Furthermore, my experience on the WSN team also resonates with my work experience and this study’s findings. As an interviewer I engaged with students in reflective conversations as I asked them to discuss their significant experiences and describe how those experiences influenced their thinking, identities, and relationships with others. Students who participated in WNS pilot study found the reflective conversations so beneficial to their thinking that they clamored to continue in the longitudinal study. This prompted the WNS principal investigators to translate the WNS interview into a conversation guide to be used in everyday practice. Baxter Magolda and King (2008b) call these types of interactions “reflective conversations” and frame them as opportunities to support students’ development. The authors created a set of guidelines as a reference for educators facilitating these conversations that includes prompts and follow-up questions to encourage students to reflect on and interpret important experiences, but emphasize, “The key element is encouraging students to make sense of their experience rather than the educator making sense of it for them” (Baxter Magolda & King, 2008b, p. 9). Individual conversations offer important opportunities to provide appropriate support to high-risk students. For example, if Dustin had been engaged in a reflective conversation during his second year at college around the reasons he chose business as his major, he may not have faced a “break-down” in his third year as he contemplated his future. 122 Reflective conversations also provide a venue to help students use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. The high-risk students in this study vividly articulated the various challenges they faced around decision making, including: the fear of not meeting others’ expectations, the realization that they had not been true to themselves in the past and the desire to be true to themselves in the future, struggling to figure out who they were and who they wanted to be, revising plans based on their experiences and interests, and prioritizing their interests over those of others. Purposeful conversations based on trust offer important opportunities to support students as they navigate the difficulties of decision making. For example, Julie would have benefitted from an advisor asking her to explain her rationale for choosing her major and helping her examine the benefits and limitations of that process and the outcome. In the short-term, Julie may have identified a major that genuinely excited her. In the long-term, such an experience may have helped her realize the importance of looking inward as she thought about her future plans rather than hoping she would find an answer in Australia. A framework I particularly like for constructing meaningful, reflective conversations is the Learning Partnerships Model (LPM). As described in the literature review of this dissertation Baxter Magolda’s (2004) LPM is a framework for facilitating students’ development by challenging them through three assumptions about learning and supporting them via three principles for educational practice. Both Meszaros and Lane (2010) and Pizzolato and Ozaki (2007) advocate this model as an effective means for supporting high-risk students. In addition, Hornak and Ortiz (2004) advocate the LPM as complementary to their multicultural education framework designed to help students reflect on their racial and ethnic identities. Thus the LPM seems particularly appropriate to my sample. The LPM is particularly useful as a model for facilitating reflective conversations in the context of my findings because it creates dissonance, provides support, and facilitates self-reflection. The first assumption of the LPM portrays knowledge as complex and socially constructed and challenges students’ cognitive development by introducing multiple perspectives and ambiguity (Baxter Magolda, 2004). This assumption encourages students to identify what they believe and choose among multiple options. The second assumption, that self is central to knowledge construction, is associated with the intrapersonal dimension of development because students must know who they are in order to determine what they believe (Baxter Magolda, 2004). This requires students to develop an internal identity rather than being defined by others. 123 The third assumption, that knowledge is mutually constructed by sharing authority and expertise, challenges students to participate in relationships as equal partners (Baxter Magolda, 2004). The LPM explicitly uses three principles for constructing practice in ways that facilitate learning partnerships to support students in engaging these challenges. The first principle, validating learners’ capacity to know, demonstrates respect for students’ thoughts and feelings and builds their confidence by reinforcing their abilities to understand and make decisions (Baxter Magolda, 2004). The second principle, situating learning in the learners’ experiences, encourages students to share their life experiences. This principle assures students that their knowledge and experiences are valuable and respected (Baxter Magolda, 2004). The third principle, mutually constructing meaning, invites students into mutual reflection on how to make sense of their experiences and perspectives. This principle combines the knowledge of the educator with the knowledge of the learner to clarify their perspectives, develop more complex understandings, and make sounder decisions (Baxter Magolda, 2004). Given its emphasis on the three assumptions and three principles, the LPM offers a promising framework for bringing high-risk students’ unique experiences into the educational setting and thereby promoting their self-reflection, and in turn, promoting their development and use of the sound decision-making criteria. While all of the students in this study encountered challenges they did not all have good learning partners in negotiating the complexities of their lives. In such cases the students struggled to mediate external influences with their internal voices. Furthermore, because some of the students did not have learning partners who offered to share authority with them or encouraged them to identify and choose their beliefs, they were not prompted to self-reflect. Diana is an example of a student who was fortunate to have authentic learning partners. Her friends in Q-Tip encouraged her to bring her internal identity to the forefront as she considered her sexual orientation and validated her voice by respecting her thoughts and feelings. The learning partnerships she established with her peers prompted her to come out to her family and act in ways that were true to herself. Similarly, Dustin was able to establish learning partnerships with his fraternity brothers because he trusted them to accept him for who he was (i.e., validation) and they encouraged him to bring his authentic self into relationships. The resulting confidence helped Dustin establish a more self-reliant internal identity. This in turn 124 enabled Dustin to reflect on and identify his goals and plans for the future based on his interests and values. Like Diana and Dustin, many students in this study identified campus involvement as a significant source of support. LGBT and Greek organizations; volunteer, mentor, and tutor opportunities; and leadership positions were specifically identified as supportive experiences. The students’ stories suggest that these activities were particularly effective in providing support because they offered students opportunities to establish learning partnerships by demonstrating the assumptions and principles of the LPM (Baxter Magolda, 2004). For example, tutoring migrant students prompted Benjamin to consider the gap in educational opportunities for these students (and other Hispanic students) compared to White students because the experience portrayed knowledge as complex and socially constructed and challenged him to identify what he believed (the first assumption of the LPM). This experience also situated learning in his direct experiences (the second principle of the LPM). Exploring their sexual identities through LGBT organizations emphasized that self is central to knowledge construction as Jessica, Diana, and Roger worked to establish their internal identities rather than be defined by others (the second assumption of the LPM). They had the confidence to take on this challenging task largely because of the validation they received from their peers (the first principle of the LPM). Finally, the Greek organizations shared authority and expertise with Irene, Jessica, Yolanda, Daryl, and Dustin by providing unconditional acceptance (i.e., validation) and encouraging the students to participate as equal partners in the mutual construction of knowledge (the third assumption of the LPM). These experiences also involved situating learning in the learners’ experiences (the second principle of the LPM). These high-risk students made connections to environments that enacted the three key assumptions and principles of the LPM, and as a result, grew in their developmental meaning making and use of the criteria for good, well-informed decision making (Baxter Magolda, 2004). Thus, the data from this study suggests that educators should encourage students to participate in these types of student organizations and activities. However, it cannot be assumed that participation in all organizations facilitates learning partnerships (Baxter Magolda, 2004). Accordingly, it is imperative for educators to purposefully incorporate the three assumptions and principles as they develop, coordinate, and advise such programs in order to provide appropriate support to high-risk students in the form of learning partnerships. Educators who interact with 125 high-risk students in individual, group, or classroom settings are well-positioned to engage students in reflective conversations grounded in the LPM (Baxter Magolda, 2004). Creating these conditions in areas that are particularly relevant to high-risk students, such as academic advising, academic support, classrooms, financial aid, and diversity affairs, offer well-placed opportunities to support high-risk students. Reflective Conversations in Academic Advising For Julie LPM-based academic advising might entail an academic advisor prompting her to think about and identify her interests, skills, and values as she explored major and career options (validating her ability to know while challenging her to bring herself to what she knows). This could be done by asking Julie to reflect on prompts on her own and then discussing her ideas during a series of follow-up sessions. The prompts could include questions related to classes she has excelled/struggled in and why that was; classes she found interesting/boring and why that was; majors and careers she has considered in the past and what about those interested her; the benefits and limitations of jobs she, friends, and family have held; her vision for work/home balance; the kinds of messages or expectations that others communicate to her regarding majors/careers and her thoughts about those messages; and/or, how she envisions her workday looking (e.g., in an office or in the field, independent or collaborative projects) (situating learning in the learner’s experiences). During the follow-up session the advisor and Julie would engage in a reflective conversation based on Julie’s self-reflection. The advisor would ask follow-up questions as necessary and push Julie to deliberately consider and explain her responses in order to model what true self-reflection looks/feels like (mutually constructing meaning). Between sessions Julie could be asked to consider additional prompts that she and the advisor generated together and the task of investigating different options through skills and interest assessments and/or informational interviews. This process would also model the criteria for good, well-informed decision making (gathering information, processing information, and taking action grounded in the first two criteria) (Pizzolato & Ozaki, 2007). Learning Partnerships in Academic Support An example of academic support that engages students in reflective conversations and is grounded in the LPM comes from my work as a learning specialist at a learning center. My 126 office coordinates an academic intervention targeted at first-year students earning below a 2.0 grade point average in their first semester of college (i.e., high-risk students because of poor prior academic performance). An important component of the initiative is a learning strategies course that students are strongly encouraged to take. Our goals for students enrolled in the course are for them to: 1) become more aware of and educated about themselves as learners; 2) develop effective study behaviors, strategies and habits; 3) employ strategies and techniques to establish a realistic plan for educational success; 4) develop an understanding of the educational process of acquiring a degree and its influence on their lives and personal goals; and, 5) authentically engage in their education in order to achieve their educational and career goals. These course goals are achieved by designing lesson plans and assignments based on the LPM and that encourage self-reflection. For example, the Goal Setting and Priorities class session begins with students completing an assessment to identify their reasons for choosing to attend college. Students rankorder approximately 20 items that include attending college to pursue a particular career, grow as an individual, and achieve a high earning potential. Other items indicate that college was: not so much a choice as a family expectation, a way to get away from their family or hometown, and a means to finding a spouse or life partner. After completing the assessment students identify their three highest ranked options, indicating the most influential reasons for attending college, and their three lowest ranked options, indicating the least influential reasons for attending college (situating learning in students’ experiences). Students then write individual reflective responses to prompts based on the reasons they identified for attending college. The prompts ask students to interpret the degree to which school is a priority for them based on their reasons for attending college; determine whether their actions and approach to school reflect that degree of priority; and examine the degree to which their typical level of motivation corresponds with their actions and their identified degree of priority for school (validating students’ capacity to know). Next, students gather in small groups to discuss their experiences, observations, and realizations and identify academic goals for the semester based on those conversations (defining learning as mutually constructing meaning and sharing authority and expertise). For the rest of the class (and the next session) students identify the key criteria for effective goal setting, assess and refine their goals based on the criteria, and identify benchmarks for monitoring progress towards their goals throughout the semester. This class serves as a springboard for a more substantive 127 learning goals assignment due the following week. This is just one example from a semesterlong class that meets twice-weekly of practice grounded in the LPM facilitating reflective conversations. If all faculty implemented such practices in their courses high-risk students would benefit even more. Bringing Self-Reflection into Financial Aid Counseling Another area conducive to supporting high-risk students through reflective conversations is financial aid. Many financial aid offices take a customer service approach to working with students by funneling students to websites for information and online forms and providing inperson assistance via walk-up service counters that limit privacy, signal to students that interactions will be brief, and minimize opportunities for students to receive assistance from the same staff member during subsequent visits. Financial aid offices could implement a learning partnerships approach by restructuring in ways reflective of academic advising or academic counseling offices. During regular meetings students’ assigned counselors could facilitate reflective conversations by asking students to describe their experiences and goals related to school and finances, thus situating learning in students’ experiences and validating their capacity to take responsibility for their finances. Counselors could also mutually construct meaning with students by working with them to explore options that best address individual students’ unique needs and circumstances. Such an approach would teach and model for students how to reflect and use the criteria for good, well-informed decision making. This structure would also encourage students to engage in authentic conversations because meeting with the same counselor over a number of sessions would help to establish trust, an important component when finances are involved. Reflective conversations are particularly important in the domain of financial aid for high-risk students because the variables—tuition increases, students receiving/losing scholarships and grants, and their often tenuous financial stability—are constantly in flux, thus portraying knowledge as complex and socially constructed. Furthermore, the high-stakes consequences related to student loans and debt require students to understand and take ownership of financing their educations, making self central to knowledge construction. Despite being an area which clearly requires well-informed decision making, financial aid is not a context that is typically identified as having potential to facilitate students’ development; 128 reflective conversations grounded in the LPM provide a new perspective on practice in the support of high-risk students’ development. Helping Students Process Marginalization in Diversity Affairs A final example of an office charged with the responsibility of supporting high-risk students is diversity affairs. The students in this study most frequently discussed feeling different or marginalized because they belonged to social groups not well-represented in higher education. Benjamin, Cameron, Daryl, Diana, Dolores, Dustin, Irene, and Jessica all discussed the difficulties that their families and students in their communities faced in gaining access to higher education. These students often felt a responsibility to serve as role models for their younger siblings and communities in order to encourage others to attend college and to create gateways for access to education. Many of the students in this study intended to pursue teaching as a career or participate in short-term teaching programs like Teach for America in order to help more students gain access to higher education. Benjamin and Daryl talked specifically about their personal experiences of feeling marginalized or different on their college campuses. Daryl explained his experiences on a predominantly white campus: I: And could you talk to me how it is to be a black man in a white fraternity? S: Well it’s not really that big of a difference. For me it’s a better understanding of them and I guess for them it’s a better understanding of me…a few of them, I have deep conversations with so…to get them to understand [that] some things they say or do, I don’t find funny. They think it’s hilarious and I’ll explain why. I: Can you give an example when you’ve had one of those conversations before like someone did something that they thought was funny and you explained why you didn’t think it was funny? S: Yeah, that happened yesterday…we were watching an African film and...this couple is about to get married so they do a lot of ritual dancing…it wasn’t outrageous, but it was out of the ordinary. …it was understandable for me cause when I was in elementary school, our school was completely Afro-centered. I mean Kwanza and everything. You had to be in 3rd grade and up to join this, we did African dances and the drums and stuff…so I knew a little history about it…I know some different dances and what they 129 call tradition or events and stuff where they do these traditional dances. …of course it was out of the ordinary for them, but I understood it more. So we was walking back to the house and I’m kind of known around the house, kind of around here too cause I dance. I’m a hip hop dancer. So one of the guys was like I was trying to get your attention or something like that and he just start…like he tried to show me what they was doing which I already knew. He’s smiling and I was like that’s not funny. He’s like what? I was like that’s not funny. I mean it’s a tradition… It’s a tradition of dance and how they do it like that. I don’t know what happened cause I didn’t see him after that…we just went in the house and went our separate way. I: How did that make you feel? How did you interpret what he was doing? S: I mean it was more his face…he was just smiling and laughing the whole time… I: Did you think he was like making fun of it or laughing at it? S: Yeah, cause he was like I know you can dance better than that. …it kind of bothered me, because it’s not that I can dance better than him. That’s a traditional dance…and I felt really bothered by it. I: What about that exactly bothered you? S: Cause first of all, they always try to get me to dance more, so they can do it their way and…they try to do what I do and it doesn’t look right and so they’ll turn it to a joke and then I don’t find it funny at all and so that’s why I feel like he was turning that into a joke and then they find that funny. …then why would you do it to like a culture that I’m a part of and do it? I: Did you find that insulting? S: A little. I: Does that happen frequently to you here? S: It happens, not a lot, but it happens. I: And how does that impact your experience at [college] or how you think about your school? S: Sometimes I think it’s not their fault all the time. Ya know [college] doesn’t go by who they think is going to do things like that. …it just opened my eyes… Ya know you can hear stuff about what people say, but actually once you see it that’s when you like see that’s dumb. 130 I: When you’re actually a part of it, does that make you have a stronger reaction to it? S: It makes me feel…like it reminds me that I’m African American. Cause see when I was back at home ya know you’re not reminded day by day that you’re African American because you’re surrounded by all of them and so you just act normal. But then you come here and it’s all these different things. Sometimes they happen on purpose and sometimes accidental, that remind me that I’m African American. I: How does that feel to be reminded about that? S: At first I was like shocked. I was like wow ya know. Dang, back up. Now it’s like, I’ll just be like, “Just somebody else ignorant” ya know. I: Does it ever get tiring to be reminded that way? S: No, I don’t think, it would probably get tiring, but I haven’t got to that point yet…It really doesn’t happen that much. Daryl may have been engaged in reflective conversations about his experiences through his participation in his school’s Malcolm X Center or an immersion study tour he took that focused on African-American history and culture. He certainly would have benefited from the support of a learning partnership as a way to process and make sense of his marginalizing experiences. Despite receiving support from his fraternity brothers in some contexts, those learning partnerships may have fallen short in the context of race. Benjamin’s transition to college was a disorienting experience. Many of his friends did not attend four-year institutions and this was a source of tension for Benjamin as he renegotiated those relationships and thought about his identity during his first year: S: …and it’s just, knowing that everyone else was just kicking back…and I was the one going into the career center, doing all the work and it’s just, why am I doing all this work if they’re not doing it? …that’s when I started learning a little bit more that I…I wasn’t really who I thought I was. …learning that my friends didn’t make it…straight to a fouryear college and I did…I had two groups so most of one group did go to college but they’re the nerds and…the other group was the ones that I really hanged out with and none of them came to…four-year college so it just makes me kind of shaky, knowing that I used to hang out with them and they didn’t get in here so I don’t know if I was hanging out with…the right crew…how should I put a boundaries of who should I hang out with 131 or who not ‘cause obviously I have a different values in life than them…that they didn’t get into college. I: So how do you think that influenced your relationship with…your friends from home? S: Well, I try not to change it but it’s just time. …it’s changing no matter what. I try to keep it the same but…they seem like they’re the ones that are putting…me up because I go to college instead of me putting myself up ‘cause I’m going to college. They still have that close-minded, I guess I can say, because I lived over there. They’re still in their own little world that, well, if you go to college, you’re better…and that’s how I thought. And now that I’m over here, well, anyone can make it to college. It’s just you gotta put effort to it. Benjamin was struggling to reconcile his past identity and expectations with his college identity and expectations during his first few weeks of college: S: It’s just, when I came to college I…was all into cars…and that’s all I wanted to do. …I didn’t wanna meet new people, I didn’t wanna do anything that college brings to you and then, once I was in here, little by little, you start liking it, interacting with other people and this and that. So it’s just, you start learning different things that you really…could learn from to…broaden…your life. I: So what is it that you really started liking about it? S: I’m still getting used to it so…it’s just been six weeks so I can’t really say, “I’ve redefined myself to be this,” when…it took me eighteen years to refine myself back at home. [laughs] …Well, I’m broadening…how I thought before so…I’m not in that little…well, I’m still talking out of that little box I used to be in but it’s just…it’s hard to do it in just…six weeks when…you basically built your whole life in there for…well, I did for eighteen years and now…I can’t expect myself to pop out of it like that. …I think not even throughout the four years or five years I go to college, I don’t think I’m gonna pop out until I really go out to the real world and then I’ll be, “Oh, this is how it is now.” So it’s…I think it’s just, every step you take is a different lifestyle you…you gotta get used to. It’s like the fittest does it…What…? How is it? I: Survival of the fittest? S: Yeah, there you go. [laughs] 132 Benjamin would have benefitted from processing his experiences with a diversity affairs professional through reflective conversations. The educator could have helped Benjamin negotiate his two worlds and find himself in the midst of these tensions. Benjamin was already working to make sense of his new experiences and how they were influencing his perceptions of himself. In his case it would have been particularly important for the educator to validate Benjamin’s capacity to know to help him feel more confident in his abilities to make sense of his experiences and determine his new perspectives of himself and his life. The diversity affairs professional could do this by asking Benjamin to describe his considerations for attending college, identify the benefits and limitations of his new situation in relation to his home life, and discuss how his experiences and feelings since coming to college compared to the expectations he had prior to college. Such questions would also situate learning in Benjamin’s experiences and validate his thoughts as he described his conflicted thoughts and emotions (Baxter Magolda, 2004). The educator could have engaged Benjamin in mutual construction of meaning by reassuring him that what he was experiencing during his transition to college was common for many students, especially students of color (Benjamin is Mexican-American), and working together to help Benjamin identify ways to manage his immediate dissonance as well as strategies for processing and reflecting on his experiences and changing perspectives throughout his college career. The educator could have also helped Benjamin consider his options in maintaining or renegotiating relationships given his new ways of thinking. Such conversations would have likely eased Benjamin’s transition and made his experience less overwhelming. Benjamin seemed more comfortable in his college life during his second year and less conflicted that his post-high school experiences diverged from those of his friends. Yet, he still faced dissonance around his identities: I: You talked in your introduction about how you were raised poor, and I’m wondering how that is for you now as a college student. S: Well, it just prepared me…like right now I don’t have that much money but then I don’t see it as being poor anymore. I’m actually thankful I have clothes. I’ve got food. I mean I have all the necessary things. …A lot of people tell me, “Oh, you’re still dressing ghetto.” It’s like, that’s my style. …they portray how I dress to how I am and…My eyes look at…I dress with how I’ve always been dressing. I’m not gonna change just because 133 I came over here. Of course, you know, looking at other people does have an effect on how you think now. I: How has it affected you? S: Well, sometimes with sweaters all worn out and sometimes people…will tell me, “Oh, you need new sweaters” …sometimes I don’t want to wear it just because I don’t want to be portrayed as this and that. But then I don’t really care. Why am I doing this or why am I thinking like that. I: Yeah, so how do you handle that? S: I just process it and really think about it, like, “Oh, I should go shopping. I should do this.” Sometimes my friends and we go out and buy clothes and then straight up sometimes I just go return it after we’re gone I go return it because I don’t like the style. So I try to fit in to what they’re trying to dress but then it’s just realize am I doing it for myself or am I doing for them or am I doing it for who and if I don’t think I’m doing it for myself then after awhile I process and say, “What am I doing?” So I think that it takes me awhile but then it takes me back and makes me realize that it’s more what I want instead of what other people want. Benjamin was learning to mediate external influences on his own. However, if he had established a relationship with a learning partner during his first two years of college he would have likely had an easier time working through the dissonance that he experienced as a lowincome Latino college student. Benjamin is an example of a high-risk student who would have significantly benefitted from an educator’s support as he navigated the challenges associated with marginalization. Daryl and Benjamin are examples of students who would have benefitted from establishing learning partnerships with educators on their campuses, particularly in the area of diversity affairs. Processing their experiences with others would have promoted these students’ development and eased their journeys through college. Creating Reflective Campus Cultures In the previous section I identified functional areas well-positioned, and often charged, to support high-risk students. Reflective conversations based on the LPM (Baxter Magolda, 2004) offer an effective strategy for educators in those areas to support high-risk students. Such 134 conversations are particularly promising because they address the critical elements of development identified in this chapter and the findings—developmental capacities, dissonance, support, and self-reflection. In addition, the flexibility of these strategies allows them to be tailored to fit the specific needs of different institutions, populations, and cultures. By facilitating self-reflection and development these practices help students use the criteria for sound decision making and foster the development of their internal voices, enabling them to mediate external influences and dissonance. In addition, all offices, not just those explicitly charged to work with high-risk students, could use reflective conversations based on the LPM (Baxter Magolda, 2004). Residence life, student activities, career services, and other student affairs departments, along with classrooms beyond academic support, have the potential to learn more about high-risk students’ experiences and promote their developmental and decision-making capacities through these processes. The more opportunities high-risk students have to engage in learning partnerships, the more likely they are to establish such relationships. Furthermore, LPM-based practice in all student affairs and academic affairs divisions would also benefit students outside of the high-risk population as they have opportunities to examine their own experiences and grow in their meaning-making capabilities. Such practice would create an ethos of authentic, meaningful conversations in which educators are partners with students. Changing campus culture by altering the educator/learner relationship to support reflection, developmental capacities, and decision making is the only way to ensure that high-risk students consistently and purposefully receive the support they need to be academically successful and grow in their meaning-making capacities. Future Research This study elucidates the relationship between high-risk students’ developmental capacities and decision-making processes. It also refines understanding of the complicated, recursive relationship between personal characteristics (i.e., developmental capacities and selfreflection capabilities) and environmental conditions (i.e., dissonance and support) that mediate high-risk students’ developmental meaning making and abilities to make good, well-informed decisions. I offer recommendations for future study based on these outcomes. My first recommendation stems from this study’s finding that complex developmental capacities (i.e., an internal voice) are a necessary but insufficient condition for good, well135 informed decision making. Research examining the salience of particular developmental dimensions (cognitive, intrapersonal, and interpersonal) in relation to decision making would provide better understanding of the relationship between decision making and developmental capacities. Such research would identify how the different dimensions interact in the context of decision making and whether a particular dimension is more salient than the others in decision making. In addition, I identified dissonance, support, and self-reflection as dynamics that influence students’ use of the decision-making criteria. Dimension-focused research has the potential to identify other dynamics related to students’ decision making. Furthermore, longitudinal research examining the relationship between decision making and developmental capacities in students without high-risk characteristics would illuminate the nature of decision making for that population. This work would provide a point of comparison between non-highrisk and high-risk students and identify differences in how the two groups make decisions, use the criteria for sound decision making, and evolve in their decision making over time. It would also provide an opportunity to determine if the nature of the environmental conditions and personal characteristics that promote or inhibit development differ for the two populations. Finally, longitudinal research that continued interviewing non-matriculating students (i.e., those who stop-out, transfer schools, or drop-out) would have the potential to identify experiences, environmental conditions, and personal characteristics unique to that group of students and may offer suggestions for practice to improve the retention of some high-risk students. Additional research examining the decision making of non-matriculating high-risk students could further illuminate any differences that exist between matriculating and non-matriculating high-risk students. Further studies examining the intersections of dissonance, support, and self-reflection are also needed to understand the nuances of these dynamics. Research exploring how these dynamics promote or inhibit students’ engagement with dissonance would be particularly beneficial given this study’s finding that some students experienced dissonance but did not address it. Such work has the potential to identify other personal characteristics or environmental conditions related to students’ engagement with dissonance as well. In addition, this study found that students’ use of the decision-making criteria evolved as their developmental meaning-making became more complex. Similar studies focused on self-reflection could determine whether a parallel evolution occurs in students’ abilities to self-reflect as they grow 136 developmentally, and if so, delineate the nature of that evolution. Such research could also identify the specific conditions and experiences that facilitate or inhibit students’ abilities to selfreflect. Future research exploring the relationship between self-reflection and development would further refine our understanding of development and potentially introduce new strategies for effectively facilitating students’ development. My final recommendation calls for research exploring the conditions that promote highrisk students’ developmental capacities. The students in this study identified conditions that provided them with support and helped them develop (e.g., campus involvement in Greek organizations and volunteer efforts). Future studies are needed to identify the specific practices and characteristics of these beneficial experiences in order to refine student engagement efforts to be developmentally effective and supportive of high-risk students. For example, some Greek organizations promote development while others inhibit development. Research is needed to identify: the differences between these two types of organizations; characteristics of supportive organizations; practices for implementing the supportive elements; and practices for eliminating harmful or unsupportive organizational components. Additional research on current practices in place in support of high-risk students would also be beneficial. Such research could identify practices that promote reflective conversations and learning partnerships and closely examine the effects of those practices on high-risk students’ development. Closing Thoughts This longitudinal study refines understanding of high-risk students’ decision-making processes, the relationship between developmental capacities and students’ abilities to make good, well-informed decisions, and the relationship among conditions that mediate students’ development (i.e., dissonance, support, and self-reflection). These findings and interpretations are not meant to be generalized directly to all high-risk students. However, the experiences of the 22 students in this study and my interpretations of those experiences can serve to sensitize researchers and educators, deepen understanding of decision making, development, and high-risk students, and inform future research and practice. It is the responsibility of readers to determine the extent to which and how this study best translates into the particular contexts of their work. My hope is that this study prompts you to rethink and refine your understanding of high-risk 137 students, decision making, and development, and that you incorporate those insights into your educational practice and/or research. 138 APPENDIX 139 APPENDIX A: Example of Combined Chart of Decision-Making & Developmental Profile Decision Making WNS Developmental Assessment Revised Developmental Assessment 1. Student transitioning from teen to adult; learning to negotiate this transition (excited about the freedom at times; at other times likes safety of parents). Cognitive-values of family & 4 elders adopted from family [7] . Agree w/Solely External 2. Respect for parents is value shaping decisions. Interpersonal-acts to acquire parents’ approval [2], doesn’t want to let them down [4] & motivated to work hard by their yelling [5]. Dustin Year 1 3. Compartmentalizes world & treats it as absolutes. Intrapersonal-defined by relationship w/family, motivated by not disappointing them [2]. * Solely External Year 2 1. Starting to make decisions on his own but always prioritizes parents’ expectations. 2. Progress from last year of not seeing things in black/white – his perspective & context matter. 3. Values continue to play out in his decision making (respect for parents). Cognitive-starting to question info from media but using external formulas adopted from class to do it [2], sees multiple perspectives but follows script of college profs [3,5] – relies on authorities to resolve conflicting info. Agree w/Solely External Intrapersonal-beginning to think about who he is, but preliminary [10]. Interpersonal-defers to external, family, didn’t take break before college [7] doesn’t want to disappoint them, defers to girlfriend [8]. * Solely External Year 3 1. Some decision making is very practical – focused on future, success & interests. 2. Continues to figure out/struggle with how to negotiate his independence with his desire to meet parents’ expectations. 3. Struggles to accept/initiate change when thinks it’s necessary. 4 Cognitive-follows formulas, script of college ‘pure partying’ [3,4], relies on profs as authorities to tell him what’s important [5]. Agree w/Solely External Intrapersonal -external motivations to overcome greed & ambition, was reprimanded [7]. Interpersonal-acts to get approval but is getting frustrated w/this, obligated to help brother stressed him out Numbers reference student quotes from Wabash National Study transcript summaries. 140 [9] & wants to make parents proud, last hope [9]. * Solely External Year 4 1. Entire transcript about student taking ownership of his life – present & future. Selfdirected & self-reliant. Cognitive-sees need for own vision of future & created his own plans [2,3,4]. Agree w/Leaving the Crossroads Intrapersonal-confidence & direction, self-reflected to clarify vision of identity & goals [3], experience w/fraternity [1] & refined view of family [2] increased confidence & gave internal voice & identity. Looking for external validation w/credentials [4]. Interpersonal-less reliant on family [2]. * Leaving the Crossroads Summary of 4 years Shaky at first, knew he was in time of change, liked it on 1 level (freedom), not on another (no safety of parents). 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