‘I JUST WANT
TO HOLD HER’
Avery Kirby expresses a range of emotions as he talks about his daughter, Alyssia Kirby. Gray Whitley | Times
Father of slain 2-year-old opens up about the
months before and after daughter was killed
By Olivia Neeley
Times Staff Writer
He can see her. She’s playing on the floor. He stops what
he’s doing in that moment,
picks her up and holds her
tightly in his arms. He doesn’t
want to let go. He can feel her.
While that moment seems
real, it’s nothing but a dream.
Then he wakes up to find he’s
not holding his daughter at
all. Instead, he’s clinging to a
pillow.
“When I dream about her,
usually right before I wake up
I realize I’m dreaming,” Avery
Kirby said. “And I’m crying
already in my sleep. I hold her,
I hold her as close as I can. I
wake up and it’s my pillow.
And she’s not here anymore.
There is no going back to
sleep after those dreams.”
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ago, the trial
resulted in a
hung jury —
EQUALLY GUILTY
11 to 1 in favor
Avery’s daughter, Alyssia
of a not guilty
Kirby, was killed Nov. 29,
verdict.
2010, investigators said.
Before ReAlyssia
Last week, Matthew
dance was
Redance pleaded guilty to
sentenced by
accessory after the fact to
Wilson County’s Superior
felony child abuse inflicting Court Judge Milton F. Fitch,
serious injury and felony
Redance told the court
obstruction of justice. At the how much he wanted to be
time of his daughter’s death, with his two little boys. He
Redance was in a relationwanted to continue to take
ship with Avery’s ex-wife,
care of them. Redance had
Angel Kirby Lamm, who
been placed on house arrest
pleaded guilty last year to
for 10 months after the first
accessory after the fact of
trial.
first-degree murder and aid“I try to make people
ing and abetting child abuse. understand,” Avery said.
She is currently in jail and
“He talks about his sons
will be sentenced at a later
and how much he loves
date, according to officials.
them. He’s not going to get
Both have maintained they
to see them for a couple of
didn’t kill the toddler, who
years. I have to visit mine
suffered a gruesome death
in the cemetery. All I get
— a fatal blow to the stomto see is a concrete block
ach ripping her intestines
or maybe some pictures. I
and a 5-inch skull fracture
might get lucky and have
that began at the back of
a dream about her someher head, extending to her
times where I can actually
spinal cord. And while Avery hold her.”
might not ever know whose
Alyssia’s birthday was
hands his daughter died by,
this past October. She
in his eyes, both Angel and
would have been 4. Avery
Redance are guilty.
and his family visited her
“The barest minimum,
grave that day. While he
she (Angel) knew what
tries to stay away from the
was going on,” Avery said
concrete block because the
in an interview with The
pain is still raw, he gathWilson Times. “I thought
ered up enough strength
they both were equally
to visit her that day. As the
guilty. While one probably family gathered around
actually did the blow, the
Alyssia’s gravesite, Avother one didn’t do anyery’s mother, Mary Neeley,
thing to stop it or tell anysilently prayed for a sign
body after the fact.”
that Alyssia was OK. And
He said his hate for both in that moment, the whipis pretty much equal.
ping wind, which had been
“As a father, I would like
constant all day, ceased for
both of them to burn rea few moments.
ally,” he said. “I believe in
It was still and quiet as if
my heart that he (Redance) Alyssia’s spirit had arrived.
did the fatal blows and
Avery said after that the
Angel had full knowledge, wind picked back up. But
which to me makes them
they all felt sure it was her
both guilty.”
visiting.
THE DREAM SLOWLY FADES
INTUITION SPEAKS
Avery, who is seated in
his dining room, has those
fleeting dreams about his
little girl at least once a
week.
“I feel her,” he said.
“She’s real to me in the
dream. I can’t enjoy the
dream. It’s like I immediately know that I am
dreaming. And I just want
to hold her, tell her I love
her because I know she’s
about to go away.”
Then the dream slowly
fades.
“It goes dark,” he said.
“Then I realize I’m awake
and she’s gone again.”
Avery, who swallows and
pauses for several seconds,
said he can’t go back to
sleep after that.
“I just lay there, wishing to stay asleep because
that’s where she is,” he
said quietly. “That’s my
only comfort.”
That comfort, he said,
guides him in knowing he
will see his baby girl again
someday, far different than
how he last saw her —
hooked up to monitors and
cords reaching out of her
small frame.
And he has enough faith
to know, he said, he will
get to that, even if he’s
supposed to go to hell. If
that happens, Avery said
he would ask God for only
one thing.
“I just want to see her for
a moment,” he will request.
He knows she’s in heaven, where she still has her
innocence and is no longer
fearful of those who inflict
pain upon her. Her spirit
is free.
Avery, an ex-Marine,
began searching for a new
career opportunity back in
2010, which would eventually lead him to railroad
training in California.
While it would be nearly
three months away from
his daughter, it was time to
change careers. And that
new career would benefit
his daughter.
Avery said before he left
for California that September for training, something
wasn’t right. A strong feeling came over him.
“I couldn’t put my finger
on it,” he recalled about
the intuitive response. “I
didn’t know if something
was going to happen to me
or something was going to
happen to my daughter.”
He said he called a family member to express the
bad feeling.
“Something is not right,”
he told him. “Something is
wrong.” The family member asked if he was having
a premonition.
“Not a premonition, just
a gut feeling something
isn’t right,” he said. He
was reassured that he was
getting an education and
starting a new career. Everything was fine. Maybe it
was nerves getting the best
of him since he was about
to embark on a different
chapter in his life.
He said he even called
Angel’s mother and told
her he was going to be
gone for a couple of
months and to keep an eye
on Alyssia. Avery said he
told her he wasn’t accusing
Angel of anything because
he, too, got bruises as a
child. The bruising had
started recently. He was
given logical explanations
from Angel and her family
members.
“Just keep an eye on my
daughter,” he told Angel’s
mother. “It would just
make me feel better. If you
see anything out of the ordinary, give me a call.”
He said it wasn’t a suspicion that something was
going on, he just wanted
to reiterate how he was
THE CEMETERY AND A
CONCRETE BLOCK
A week ago, Redance
was scheduled to stand
trial in Alyssia’s death. He
and Angel were initially
charged with first-degree
murder and felony child
abuse charges. If Redance
had not entered into a plea
arrangement last week,
he would have been tried
for the second time in the
2-year-old’s death. A year
feeling at the time leaving
his daughter for such an
extended amount of time,
which he had never done
before.
A HAUNTING LETTER
As last week’s interview
continued, Avery often
became overwhelmed with
emotion. He paused to collect himself when remembering his big blue-eyed little girl. At one point he got
up from the dining room
table to retrieve a shadowbox frame his mother made
him. The shadowbox frame
holds Alyssia’s tiny pink
flip-flops alongside her funeral bulletin that displays a
photograph of her.
“I have all of her stuff,”
he said. “I have clothes, pictures, items that were in her
room upstairs. And whenever I do have to go up there to
get anything, and I happen
to stop and look at it, I just
fall apart every time.”
He said he even has Alyssia’s baby book. That book
was bought before she was
born. While Angel was
pregnant, they would record the events of the day.
The baby book also recorded letters they could
write to their daughter. And
what Avery wrote to his
daughter a few years ago
will forever haunt him.
“I told her, ‘Don’t worry
about anything because
Daddy will always protect
you,’” he said wearily. He
stares off for several seconds and then continues.
“And I can’t help but feel
like I failed her,” he said.
Redance lived at the time.
“I opened the door and
it was just like she was in
shock (to see me),” he said.
While Alyssia looked
perplexed when the door
opened, she immediately
knew who it was.
“Da-ddy?” the little girl
asked. Alyssia ran up, held
onto Avery and wouldn’t
let go.
‘I LOVE YOU’
were coming off.”
Avery said he didn’t
know why, but he planned
on asking the doctor when
Alyssia went for a followup visit regarding the
staff infection. He said he
always went to Alyssia’s
doctor visits. In addition to
that bruise, her belly button was oozing.
THE DROP-OFF
Avery said he couldn’t remember exactly, but a day
or two later he dropped
Alyssia back off at Thornberry Apartments with her
mother.
“The second Angel
opened the door, Alyssia
started screaming and
crying,” he said. “Matt
thought it was hilarious.
He said I told you she
didn’t want to come back.”
Like it was something
comical, Avery said.
Avery said when Angel
opened the door, Alyssia
was still in her car seat.
When she reached down to
get Alyssia, she didn’t want
to go.
“She didn’t want nothing
to do with either of them,”
he said. “She just threw a
fit.”
At the time, her behavior seemed normal. Avery
believed it was separation
anxiety.
“Because I had been
gone for so long,” he said.
“Before we had been takSHE WASN’T FEELING GOOD ing her back and forth. So
she knew when she saw
After picking up Alyssia
her mother, she was going
from Thornberry Apartback to mommy.”
ments on the day he got back
He later called Angel
from training, he said his
to check on his daughter.
daughter looked different.
She told him Alyssia had
LOOKING WEAK
“She didn’t look that
calmed down and was
Avery would be gone for healthy,” he recalled. “But
playing. She told him evtraining from September
she looked how I was told
erything was fine.
until the week before his
she was going to look
“It just took her a minute
daughter’s death in late
given the circumstances
after I left to calm down, as
November. But in between (MRSA). To me it looked
a typical child would,” Avthat time, he regularly
like, yes, my daughter is
ery said. “Again there was
called his little girl and
sick, but everyone has
nothing for me to assume
kept up with her world.
been doing everything they anything was wrong.”
While he was gone,
could to help her.”
And it wasn’t just Angel
the mother of Redance’s
Avery was given the
and Redance the little girl
children, who Avery was
medicine his little girl was
cried around, it was others,
dating at the time, sent him taking at the time. He was
too.
a photograph of one of Al- also told to give her PeHe said Angel’s nephew
yssia’s eyes via cell phone. dialite to ensure she was
had a birthday party inside
He immediately called
drinking enough fluids.
the mall. The party had a
Angel to find out what
“I did everything I was
bounce house.
happened. He said Angel
told,” he said. “She was
“Alyssia would not leave
asked him how he found
really hard to put to sleep
my side to go to anybody,”
out about it. He told her
that night. She stayed up
he said. “The only person
that Redance had sent it to half the night crying and
she calmed down with
the mother of his children, screaming. Basically, she
was me. If she was in my
who forwarded it to Avery. wasn’t feeling good.”
arms, she didn’t care. She
“Obviously, I’m getting
The next morning, when felt safe. Again, it felt like
the tail end of it, and I’m
he changed her diaper
separation anxiety. She
supposed to be the first in
again, he noticed the bruis- thought daddy was goline,” Avery said. Angel ex- ing on her stomach was
ing to leave again and she
plained to him it was a bug darker.
wasn’t having it.”
bite. He believed her. The
“At first it seemed like
worst-case scenarios never everything was getting betFOLLOW-UP VISIT
entered his mind.
ter, but that seemed to be
A couple of days later,
Before Avery got back
getting darker,” he said. “I
Avery met Angel at the
from California, he was
also noticed her toenails
told Alyssia had been diagnosed with MRSA, a staff
infection, after a visit to a
Wilson pediatrician.
“The doctor said they
caught it in time,” he said.
“They said she is sick but
she’s pulling through. They
told me about the antibiotics she was on and that they
were going to make her
very weak and she would
bruise easily and to keep
her out of sunlight, typical
precautions you would have
been given for that type of
antibiotics. She had been on
other antibiotics that had a
similar side effect.”
Avery said he was being told about the doctor’s
diagnosis while changing
flights on his way back to
Wilson from California.
“They were saying she’s
sick, but she’s getting better,”
he recalled. He was also told
that when he does see Alyssia that she would look weak.
THE ARRIVAL HOME:
‘DA-DDY?’
When Avery’s plane
landed, he immediately
went to see his little girl.
He missed her terribly. He
couldn’t wait to hold her
in his arms after their long
time apart. He headed to
Thornberry Apartments in
Wilson where Angel and
As Avery tells that story,
he stops, pausing for several seconds before finishing.
His eyes glare in the distance as he relived that moment of seeing his daughter
for the first time in three
months. He closes his eyes,
puts his head down, and
clasps his hands together.
“I got down on my knee
and I just held her,” he
said about that day. “I just
hugged her as close as I
could.”
Avery said after that moment, he was ready to take
his daughter back to the
house and spend time with
her. It had been too long.
Alyssia had started talking
more clearly. It was three
months of development
he had missed out on. But
during the time he was
away, Alyssia would be
able to say something special over the phone.
“Da-ddy,” she told him. “I
love you.”
pediatrician’s office with
Alyssia for her follow-up
visit. His little girl appeared to be acting herself.
She wanted to play.
“She was getting better,”
he said. “The bruise was
darker than it had been to
me. But it didn’t seem like
she was that sensitive to it. I
didn’t understand what this
sickness was. I didn’t know.”
During the visit, the doctor even mentioned that
Alyssia seemed better. But
Avery had a few concerns.
“I asked him, I said the
bruise looks darker, is
this something we need
to worry about?” he said.
The doctor told him it
wasn’t. Avery then asked
the doctor about Alyssia’s
toenails.
“He looked at them,”
he said. “He said the toes
look healthy, the nail itself
will probably fall off and
regrow.”
He said that it didn’t appear to be a problem.
“The medicine was doing
what it was supposed to,”
the doctor told him. Avery
said Alyssia’s belly button
looked better, too. It wasn’t
oozing as it did before.
“The doctor said she
should be good to go,” he
said.
‘I COULD TASTE HER TEARS’
After the follow-up visit
with the doctor that day in
November, Avery walked
with Angel and Alyssia to
say goodbye and put his
little girl in her car seat.
Alyssia was going with
her mother because Avery
had scheduled an interview about a possible job.
“I’m now trying to get
employed,” he said, adding
that it was less than a week
after he had gotten back
from that rigorous training.
Avery said when he put
Alyssia in the car seat she
looked at him in disbelief.
She thought she was coming with him.
“She just started screaming,” he recalled. “I kissed
her on the cheek; I could
taste her tears. I told her
it was OK and I would see
her tomorrow.”
He pauses for a moment.
“My last memory of
my little girl alive is her
screaming,” he said, still
reeling from that moment.
Several hours later, he
would get an unexpected
phone call. He would later
feel like he was living in a
nightmare.
“You need to get to the
hospital,” the caller said.
“Your daughter is not
breathing.”
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‘It’s really been hard to fully mourn for her because there’s so much anger. My whole
family is turned upside down right now. None of us wants to accept she’s gone.’
Avery Kirby
Alyssia’s death tears family apart
By Olivia Neeley
Times Staff Writer
This is the second part of an interview
with Avery Kirby. Go to www.
wilsontimes.com to read the first
story during which Kirby discusses his
daughter’s death.
When Avery Kirby finally
reached the hospital on that
November night, he was
rushed to the emergency room
to see his daughter.
Kirby said Angel Lamm told
“They were doing compreshim they were trying to get his
sions,” Kirby recalls. “There
daughter’s heart to start.
were all these wires.”
“I pretty much started falling apart there,” he recalled. “I
was just hoping and praying.
All I wanted was for her to pull
through.”
But it didn’t happen. The
emergency room doctor finally
told Kirby the unthinkable,
“We’ve done everything we
can; she has passed.”
Kirby fell to his knees and
grabbed his daughter’s hand.
“I yelled her name,” he said.
“I held her at one point. I told
her I loved her. I knew she was
gone. She was still warm.”
Kirby said at the time he believed Alyssia’s death was due
to a medical condition since
she had just been seen by a
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doctor for a staph infection.
“Something was just
missed,” he thought.
THE ARRESTS
About a week later, he
would find out it wasn’t a
medical condition at all.
Someone had killed his little
girl. And she suffered a horrific death. Wilson police
met with Kirby at the Wilson
Mall substation office. Matt
Redance and Lamm were
being questioned by police
at the main department
downtown.
“Maybe it’s standard procedure with the death of an
infant,” Kirby said regarding
the autopsy performed and
subsequent police interviews. He also wanted to be
told by a professional why
Alyssia died and what complications she might have
had.
When the autopsy results
were revealed to Kirby by
police that day, he was in
disbelief. He told police that
it had to be mistake and
that Alyssia’s autopsy had
to have been mistaken with
another child’s.
He couldn’t grasp that his
daughter was killed by the
hands of someone. He was
furious.
“My little girl went
through a lot that night,” he
said. “To know that she died
a painful death. I mean it’s
not right. It’s a 2-year-old
child.”
Kirby said he can’t understand how someone could
become so angry to hurt a
child.
“There is no reason for
it,” he said. “Something so
sweet, so innocent and have
someone like him do that.
And now he gets away with
it almost?”
Kirby was also dumbfounded when police
revealed his little girl had
suffered abuse prior to that
fatal night. There was scarring, they told him.
‘THERE SHOULDN’T BE
ANY CONFUSION’
Kirby said there is no
excuse that can be given to
him that Lamm didn’t know
about the abuse. Excuses
he’s heard range from maybe she didn’t know to maybe
she was confused, he said.
“I’m sorry; with your own
child there shouldn’t be any
confusion,” he said. “You
can’t feed me that crap and
say, ‘I really didn’t know.’ I
have no doubt she knew.”
‘IT ALMOST SCREAMED
ADMITTANCE’
Kirby said he believed Redance had inconsistencies
during the police interrogation video that was played
and his testimony during
last year’s trial.
“He openly stated, ‘Do
you want me to take the full
blame so that we both don’t
go down for this?’” Avery
paraphrased about the video
of police questioning Redance. “If you’re not guilty,
why would you want to take
the full blame for someone
who just killed a child? It almost screamed admittance
to what he did.”
He said at the same time
he can’t say Lamm didn’t
know or have anything to
do with it either. He said in
one police interview, which
was not shown during trial,
Lamm questioned investigators.
“She was telling the investigator, ‘Well, I know it
couldn’t have been me, so
it had to have been him,
right?’” he said, paraphrasing again. Kirby said there
shouldn’t be any questions
when it comes to a person’s
innocence.
“Why would you even
bother saying that it couldn’t
have been me?” he said.
“I would straight up say, ‘I
didn’t kill this child.’ It was
like she was asking the investigator.”
Kirby said Redance’s
statements were off kilter,
too. Kirby said when investigators asked Redance if he
killed Alyssia, he told them,
“I couldn’t have.” Avery said
if police are asking a person
if they were involved in a
murder, the natural reaction
would be, “I didn’t do it.”
Redance also told Lamm
in one of the police interviews that he would take
the blame, according to trial
coverage. Redance believed
at that time Lamm was pregnant with his baby, according to the defense. He didn’t
want Lamm to be pregnant
with his child inside a jail
cell or be without its mother,
according to trial coverage.
“So that means you want
your child to be with a murderer?” Kirby said. “If you
had nothing to do with it,
you are not going to accept
guilt, especially for the murder of a child.”
FORCE AND STRENGTH
The medical examiner
who performed Alyssia’s autopsy testified the little girl
lost a considerable amount
of blood within minutes of a
lethal blow to her stomach.
Her bowel perforated.
The toddler’s cause of
death was blunt force injures to the stomach and
head due to non-accidental
injuries, according to the
autopsy. She also suffered a
5-inch skull fracture.
Investigators and others
testified at trial that Alyssia’s
skull was smashed against a
toy chest found in her closet.
Her injuries were consistent
Alyssia Kirby
with a dent found on that
toy chest, according to court
testimony.
“With the amount of damage that was done, to me
that pointed towards him,”
Kirby said about the skull
fracture. “Angel was right
at 100 pounds. At least that
blow, I don’t think Angel
could have done it. It still
takes a lot of strength to
fracture the skull.”
He said the blow to his
little girl’s stomach could
have been done by Lamm,
Redance or both.
The medical examiner testified during the trial a fist,
elbow, foot or knee could
have produced the lethal
stomach injury.
Kirby said as jurors deliberated the fate of Redance
last year, he and his family
believed they had a solid
case. But Superior Court
Judge Milton Fitch declared
a mistrial after the jury deadlocked 11 to 1 in favor of a
not-guilty verdict in the case.
“We were all shocked,”
Kirby said. “We were expecting a guilty verdict.”
‘I CAN’T ACCEPT
ANYTHING LESS’
While Kirby and his family knew about the plea arrangement last week, Kirby
said they aren’t pleased with
it.
“It’s unreal,” he said. “It’s
like we were all hoping for
some closure, but it’s like everything was built up to that
moment, and the bottom
just fell out from under us.”
While Redance will only
serve a few years due to having no criminal background
and because of the sentencing structure under law, he
could have received probation.
Redance pleaded with
Fitch to give him probation
so that he could be with
his children. Instead, Fitch
gave him active prison time.
Kirby said he watched Redance’s reaction that day to
the sentence.
“His face dropped,” he
said. “It seemed like he was
Avery Kirby expresses a range of emotions as he talks about his daughter, Alyssia Kirby.
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in shock.”
Kirby also said he felt no
emotion from Redance last
week in the courtroom.
“All I could see was this
guy is admitting he did
something, but it’s not
to what he actually did,”
he said. “I have nothing
but hatred for him. I have
nothing but hatred for
Angel. He’s not getting
the time he deserves. I
understand that Judge
Fitch had a guideline he
had to follow, but it still
doesn’t seem right. And
the judge, with him saying
we can’t do an eye for an
eye or a tooth for a tooth
here ... well, that would be
the type of justice I would
want. I guess I can’t accept
anything less than that because of what happened.”
family through what I’m
going through. I don’t want
that.”
FULLY CAPTURED
While the loss of a child
is unbearable, he clings to
not only those dreams he
has each week of holding
his daughter tight, but to
the memories they shared
together.
One of those memories is
a video of Alyssia bouncing
up and down on a stationed
horsey. As she bounced, her
blond hair bounced. Alyssia
couldn’t stop giggling in the
video. She was happy.
“Yay!” she said, playing
like any toddler.
As Kirby shared that video
during The Wilson Times
interview, he smiled. The
video was taken the summer
before her death.
“She had that much energy all day long,” Kirby said
with a laugh, gazing at the
video.
He also shared some of
his favorite pictures of them
spending time together. One
in particular, showed both
grinning from ear to ear.
The 2-year-old’s round, rosy
cheeks and piercing blue
eyes are fully captured. She
is wearing her daddy’s black
hat.
ings, too — a pink camouflage hat, toys, stuffed animals, a stroller that taught
her how to walk and even
décor that hung on her bedroom wall. A sign that hung
in Alyssia’s room reads, “My
prince has already come, his
name is daddy.”
While he has some of his
little girl’s older clothes, he
also has some that still have
the tags on them.
“I have all that upstairs,”
he said. “It’s just extremely
difficult to look at. I will
never get rid of it.”
‘YOU’RE NOT THINKING
THE WORST’
The process of losing the
little girl, who would watch
trains pass by with her father, or sit on the kitchen
floor and take out every
piece of silverware he had
LIVING WITH
just rinsed off and placed in
THE QUESTIONS
the dishwasher, will be an
Kirby said he will always
uphill battle.
have to live with the ques“It’s really been hard
tions instead of answers
to fully mourn for her
on what exactly happened
because there’s so much
that night and the months
anger,” he admitted. “My
leading up to his little girl’s
whole family is turned updeath. He may never know
side down right now. None
who is responsible.
of us wants to accept she’s
He said when the news
gone. And then knowing
broke about the young chilthe way that she passed …
dren killed at Sandy Hook
none of us can accept it.
Elementary School in NewAnd then hoping for some
town, Conn., it brought paintype of closure with the
ful emotions.
HOLDING ON TO MEMORIES courts, and he gets less
“It hurt to see what hapthan four years.”
While Kirby has plenty of
pened in that school shootWhat Kirby can do, he
ing,” he said. “I really felt for snapshots of happier times
said, is share Alyssia’s story
with his daughter, he can’t
those parents.”
with the community. He also
bring himself to have them
While the shooting in
said he hopes that people
out around the house yet. He will be more aware of child
Newtown was horrific, he
said the thing for him is they feels guilty. It’s too painful.
abuse.
“It breaks me down,” he
knew for sure who killed
“It was so under the rasaid. “I’ve broke down at
their children.
dar,” he said. “I couldn’t
work before. That’s why
“It’s a definite yes,” he
tell. You’re not thinking the
I try not to think about it.
said. “He did it. There is
worst.”
They (the pictures) hurt so
no question. And with this,
Kirby has not spoken to or
badly because she’s so hap- received a letter from Lamm
they have to fight to prove.
py. I wish that’s how she still since she was arrested in
And he’s (Redance) going
was. I would give anything
to get out. He may never do
December 2011.
to have my child back.”
it again. But he might, and
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