Music Therapy 1990,Vol. 9, No. 1, 16-34 Symbol and Structure: Music Therapy for the Adolescent Psychiatric Inpatient ANDREA FRISCH MUSIC THERAPIST,WESTCHESTERCONSERVATORYOF MUSIC AND BRONX PSYCHIATRIC CENTER.NEW YORK Music therapy is a modality well-suited to the adolescent psy chiatric inpatient population. The symbolic and structural na ture of music provides adolescent psychiatric inpatients with a unique framework in which both intrapersonal phenomena and interpersonal experiences can be expressed and explored. This article focuses specifically on the ability of music therapy to assist these patients in the developmentof ego strength, identity formation, and impulse control. Theoretical concepts in which the symbolic and structural aspects of music serve asthe primary tools available to the music therapist for facilitating growth and change are presented. Important symbolic and structural ele ments of the musical activities, the session’s verbal content, and the therapeutic relationship are analyzed as they relate specifi cally to the needs of this population. The author’s exploration is based upon psychoanalytic per spectives of personality development and pathology: the stages of ego development (Freud, 1966; Klein, 1964), and the concepts of identity crisis (Erikson, 1968), transitional phenomena (Winnicott, 1971), and peer group relevance (Sullivan, 1965). Case illustrations, from the author’s work experience, are pre sented to demonstrate patients’ utilization of symbol and struc ture and to exemplify the author’s theoretical orientation. Introduction Music Therapy and the Adolescent Psychiatric Inpatient Psychiatric hospitalization is one treatment alternative for adolescents who are having great difficulty functioning in their environment. When it occurs, they are most often hospitalized against their will. They are 16 Music Therapy for the AdolescentPsychiatricInpatient 17 placed in a structured environment the hospital-and often told that they “must work in therapy to become well in order to be discharged.” Adjustment to the hospital takes time; the therapy work is arduous and sometimes grueling; the process of self-exploration is difficult and painful, perhaps more so when it is “mandatory” A successful hospi talization, however, can mean the difference between the adolescent giving up on life or experiencing it as manageable and fulfilling. Music therapy can help the psychiatric hospitalized adolescent pa tient begin to work through the problems that have led to hospitalization and enable the patient to grow and to develop. There are indications that music therapy should be an integral part of adolescent inpatients’ treatment. Erikson (1968, commenting on a hospital activity program, stated that, ‘This program has become an indispensable counterpart to psychotherapy, and has proven fertile in testing and promoting the inner resources of young people in acute crisis” (p. 11). Many patients are hospitalized because they have “authority prob lems,” and rebellion directed toward the hospital and its staff is evident from the outset of hospitalization. It is common for the early treatment of the hospitalized adolescent to be met withbehavioral and psychological resistance. Patients may break the hospital rules, “act out” behaviorally, damage property, assualt people, and refuse to attend therapy sessions. Early reactions to music therapy, typified by initial comments such as, “Those are kids’ instruments,” and ‘That doesn’t sound like music at all,” are usually quickly abandoned and replaced byrequests for a turn to play the keyboard, a chance to set the beat of the instrumental improvi sation, or an opportunity to choose the song for the group to sing. The hospital’s structure and rules may be felt as a deprivation by the adolescent patient. This may account for the patient’s initial rebellion. Such patients are sensitive to deprivation, since physical and emotional deprivation are often the reasons they are in need of hospitalization. The music, however, may be perceived as an offering, a concrete gift, amidst the new structure. The music therapist can be viewed as an ally and the music therapy group as a place of safety and understanding within the larger context of the hospital. At this point, a patient may be too young, and perhaps too sick, to understand that care warrants constructive restrictions, as well as nurturance. The adolescent’s acceptance of the nurturing qualities of music may explain why a patient often “settles down” behaviorally and opens up verbally in music therapy before being able to do so with a verbal therapist. Music therapy also appeals to the patient because it provides an opportunity to “self-express,” a strong adolescent need. As Sullivan 18 Frisch (1965) states “. expressive play [is] necessary to provide the child with equipment for showing what he feels” (p. 291). The fulfillment of this need may have been denied during pre-hospital life, and theopportunity for self-expression may explain why music therapy attracts and engages adolescent inpatients so readily. Often before they realize it, they have begun to “work” in therapy-music therapy. Music Therapy and Transitions Normal adolescents undergo massive and rapid changes during their teenage years. They experience a tremendous increase in physical and psychic energy, sexual energy, and accompanying this, creative drive. Puberty is a time of transition, a juncture between childhood and adulthood, and this “coming of age” can present problems. The hospi talized adolescent is experiencing these internal processes, while si multaneously making a transition from pre-hospital life to hospital life. Music therapy can help adolescents cope with these transitions. Music, itself, is filled with numerous successful transitions: Changes in meter, tempo, tonality, register, volume, or instrumentation, for example, are common occurrences in musical compositions. It is helpful for the adolescent patient to be exposed to the transitions inherent in music and to play through them. Music’s non-static nature provides consistent potential for change. Its range of expressive possibilities naturally attracts the patient to experiment with changes and transitions. This phenomenon can be seen frequently with the patient who plays at a fortissimo level. Sometimes simply suggesting an occasional cre scendo,or asking the patient to experiment with several intensities of volume, leads to a natural widening of musical expression. It is the enjoyment of the musical medium that motivates experimentation and leads to an expansion of the patient’s musical expressive range. At this point, the patient is no longer limited to only one style of expression, but is able to make transitions between several ways of playing and ex pressing. Eventually this ability may manifest itself in other behavioral aspects of the patient’s functioning. Music Therapy and Identity Formation With regard to identity formation, Erikson (1968) statesthat “we have learned to ascribe a normative ‘identity crisis’ to the age of adolescence and young adulthood” (p. 17); and further, that “[an identity crisis is] a necessary turning point, a crucial moment, when development must move one way or another, marshaling resources of growth, recovery, and further differentiation” (p. 16). Music Therapyfor the AdolescentPsychiatricInpatient 19 Music therapy’s greatest contribution to work with the adolescent psychiatric inpatient population may be its ability to move the patient into, and through, the identity crisis. This crisis is more intense in the hospitalized patient because this adolescent often does not have the inner resources to cope with this stage of development. Ego strength is an essential ingredient in identity formation. The ability to pass successfully through the identity crisis presupposes a relatively strong ego. The adolescent inpatient’s lack of ego strength will surely be confronted during hospitalization and can manifest itself in several ways. For example, the patient may be unable to produce a desired musical effect and, as a result, experience strong feelings of musical incompetence. These feelings will not be derived from external feedback or reality, but from an internal sense of dissatisfaction. With the help of the music therapist, the adolescent inpatient’s use of music can help to strengthen the adolescent’s ego. In the music therapy session, patients can express likes and dislikes of the music, try out new ways of playing, or being, with others, and put original ideas and feelings into the words of an improvisation or a self-composed song. Patients can receive feedback from peers and staff about their music, and then accept, or modify, their music. The music therapist focuses on facilitating the process of music making, and the patients are primarily concerned with the product of their musical self-expression. Each experience of musical production serves as a frame of self-reference and as a building block in the devel opment of the ego. Symbol: Definitions and Concepts Symbol,n. Something that represents something else by asso ciation, resemblance, or convention, especially a material object used to represent something invisible. (American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, 1969) The Nonverbal Component Jung (1971) defined a symbol asan entity for which no verbal concept yet exists. It is the nonverbal, symbolic aspect of music that makes it a nonthreatening andalluring mode through which tocommunicate. This is especially useful when working with the hospitalized adolescent, where it is helpful, and sometimes essential, to have an available therapeutic tool that allows indirect, nonconfrontational, symbolic corn munication. 20 Frisch At the beginning of therapy, the adolescent psychiatric inpatient may trust and relate to the music more quickly and more deeply than to another person. The fact that disturbed adolescents often function at a preverbal level, that is, they have difficulty relating to others using words, may account for this. The Verbal Component In music therapy the therapist’s words can serve an important func tion as an adjunct to the symbolic, nonverbal medium of music. Words can increase the music’s effectiveness when they are used in a way that structures, that is directs or highlights, the musical activities of the session. Until the adolescent inpatients have acquired aminimal mastery of the symbolic medium of the music, and can therefore relate in the session on a symbolic level, they will need verbal directions (concrete communication) to focus on specific elements of the music, elements that are relevant to their particular stage in therapy. For example, the adolescents may not yet intuit modulations, phrasings, or endings. Instructions such as “fade out,” “get louder,” “find a way to end, ” “listen to each other:’ and “find the beat” will be needed from the therapist to support and increase the process of musical competence and communication. In this way, the music therapist is teaching them how to use the tool of music as a means of self-expression. Therapeutic growth will take place when the adolescents are able to make connections between their musical production and their internal processes. Projection and Transference It is within the music of music therapy that the patient may take the first step toward achieving relatedness. This begins with the utilization of the mechanisms ofprojection and transference. The ambiguous nature of all symbols calls forth an individual’s multiple projections and fan tasies. Symbols function as vehicles for transporting unconscious thoughts and feelings into consciousness. The ability to create and to utilize symbolism is a desirable assetin therapy, one that creates inroads in an exploration of the self and one’s relationship to others. When taking a psychoanalytic perspective, a major assump tion is that one’s music is a symbolic projection of uncon scious aspects of the self. That is, the musical elements, and the processes through which they unfold and interact within the improvisation . are symbolic representations of uncon- Music Therapy for the AdolescentPsychiatric Inpatient 21 scious elements of the self and the processesthrough which these elements unfold and interact within the personality. (Bruscia, 1987,p. 450) Through the symbolism of the music, patients can project. The projec tion will manifest itself by the manner in which the patient manipulates specific musical elements (melody, rhythm, timbre, volume, etc.) in the music-making. For example, a severely depressed or suicidal patient may play barely audible music. Eventually, and depending upon the severity and the permanence of the psychiatric illness, adolescent psychiatric inpatients may transfer their thoughts and feelings onto the music therapist. They can begin to verbalize their feelings about the therapist and to relate their emotions to their life experiences. Adolescents can benefit from this more mature form of projection, transference, for it can help them relate to others outside of the therapy session. Ego Formation and Strength A strong ego is a prerequisite for a healthy resolution of the identity crisis, a normal adolescent occurrence. However, many adolescent in patients have immature egos. Their deficit of ego strength is manifested by their inability to maintain school and familial responsibilities and is often the primary reason for their hospitalization. Perhaps music is attractive to these adolescents because, as a symbolic system, it is directly related to ego formation. The ability to symbolize, or fantasize, is a necessary step in the growth of the ego (Klein, 1964).Adolescent psychiatric inpatients have not sufficiently learned how to utilize symbolism during their childhood, and this has hindered them from progressing into normal adolescence. For these patients, making music can aid in the development of their egos. When they manipulate themusical elements-tonal symbols-the adolescents are provided with the necessary foundation on which to build ego strength. Music is an activity which is initiated by the ego. The ego uses musical activity as a means of attaining various goals, among them: gratification of given needs, defense against various forces, or assistance in its synthesizing and integra tive functions. (Ruud, 1980,pp. 20-21) The ability to master a symbolic mode of communication can also help the adolescent inpatient to achieve improved relatedness and the ability to cope with reality, for “upon [symbolism] is built up the subject’s 22 Frisch relation to the outside world and reality in general” (Klein, 1964,p. 238). Anna Freud (1966)believed that one of the ego’s main responsibilities is to harness the instincts of the id. If this occurs a sufficient amount of the time, an individual is assured relatively normal functioning. Con versely, when the ego is impaired, functioning suffers. The opportunity to channel impulses is present in music-making. For example, ‘The components of rhythm are usually considered as manifestations of instinctual energy” (Bruscia, 1987, p. 450). Therefore, when a patient “organizes” a particular rhythm, or melody, the adolescent is experienc ing a measure of self-control; the patient is gaining mastery over musical impulses. It is very rewarding to observe this development in adolescent inpa tients. The patient who must bang out a loud and elaborate drum roll at the beginning of, the end of, or in the more extreme case, during the music therapy session-will, over a period of time, desire to play their part at the musically appropriate time. This accomplishment can bring great satisfaction and pleasure. Not surprisingly, this growth usually coincides with a decrease in verbal and behavioral outbursts, and in an increase in the ability to verbalize needs and to wait for gratification. The association of affects and instinctual processes with word representations is stated to be the first and most important step in the direction of the mastery of the instinct which has to be taken as the individual develops. (A. Freud, 1966, p. 162) For the patient whose verbal expression is inadequate because of immature ego development, music therapy can be a good first step. The ego development achieved in music therapy may eventually result in improved verbal expression. When working musically with adolescent psychiatric inpatients who have a previous history of problematic behavior, the music therapist must make a distinction between nonverbal expression and “acting out.” Often, for these patients, the two are synonymous, and these adolescents may begin to use the music in a destructive manner. They come unable to formulate and to manipulate symbols, both verbal and musical, and teaching them to differentiate between expression and action is adifficult task. When they can make the distinction and express their feelings, a working therapeutic alliance can begin; the therapist and patient can begin to address the adolescent’s underlying problems, instead of focusing on the constant disruptions of the work due to the patient's “acting out" of symptoms. Music Therapy for the AdolescentPsychiatric Inpatient Structure: Definitions 23 and Concepts Structure, n. Arrangement of parts, elements, or constituents; modes of building, construction, or organization; [composi tion] of parts arranged together in some way; a pattern of organization. (Random House Dictionary of the English Lan guage, 1987) Structure in Musical Form The structure of a musical composition, that is, how its musical elements are arranged, has an effect upon the individual playing or listening to the composition. The elements of a composition (melody, rhythm, harmony, tonality, tempo, phrasing), its form (rondo, sonata, binary), as well as its style (folk, “rap,” classical, rock ‘n’ roll) can be helpful or detrimental to the adolescent psychiatric inpatient. The ele ments of a piece of music may support, soothe, or confront a patient’s current functioning. The patient’s personality, current mood, stage in therapy, and possible previous knowledge of the piece are also factors in how the adolescent may relate to the composition. Therefore, it is important to be aware of the music’s potential influence on a patient before using it. Music, itself, is a contained form of energy. When it is structured in some way, by the original composer or by the therapist, it becomes predictable. This predictability may account for why adolescents are often amenable to working within the musical modality. As Barclay (1987) states, “For individuals whose experiential contact with the world is reduced by disability, the presentation or production of music provides shape, form, figure and a sense of completion.. . .” (p. 230). The adolescent may find comfort and reassurance in a system that is clearly capableof successfully containing impulsive and forceful energy. The musical structure can provide tremendous stability for the patient’s unstable psychic structure, enabling therapeutic exploration and ex pression; the patient can relax and take risks in experimenting with new ways of being in a context that offers predictability and familiarity. This is especially true when the patient knows the musical composition, as is often the casewith popular song music. The structure within music can provide the adolescent with a safe container for the self-expression so crucial to the resolution of the identity crisis and the further development of personality. It can enable the adolescent to channel internal experiences into external expression in safe and growth-producing ways. In turn, the concrete aspect of 24 Frisch music’s structure operates as astrong motivational force for thepatient’s internal organization. When a patient’s emotional expression can be channeled into a musi cally pleasing product, the adolescent may desire to do more therapeutic work. As the need for feedback is gratified, the patient's ability to tolerate structure may increase. For example, patients who start out playing “against” the established beat of a structured improvisation may change to a rigid adherence to the pulse. Patients who may have previously complained about any musical structure may begin de manding structure with the same intensity with which they objected to it in the past. The final step in the management of the instinctual impulses manifests itself in the patients’ decreasing requests for a pre established external structure and in the display of an increasing flex ibility. For example, patients may suggest their own musical structures or be willing to freely improvise. The structure of the music plays an important role when working with emotionally withdrawn and depressed patients. Their feelings are inaccessible so they can neither verbally express nor behaviorally dis play them. Outside of the therapy session these patients are likely to be neglected unless they are suicidal, asthey pose no management problem to the staff. Music therapy can help activate these patients and thereby integrate them into the total hospital environment. For depressed adolescents it is often the music that opens the initial inroad into the profound pain that has lain dormant for many years. However, as the music taps into the adolescent’s psyche, painful feelings may come into awareness, and the patient may be frightened and overwhelmed. A patient at this point rarely wants to improvise but, instead, desires familiar or predictable music. There is a need for struc ture that allows therapeutic work to begin. Structure in Musical Activities The concrete aspects of a structured musical activity are helpful to the psychiatric adolescent population. For example, poor impulse control, an area in which many patients need help, can be addressed with highly structured musical activities. Learning to play and to stop, to take turns playing instruments and specific musical parts, all strengthen impulse control. The infinite combinations of musical elements offeran unlimited realm of structured activities that can address specific problem areas. The structure of a passive music activity can assist the therapist in diagnosing a patient’s core issues and assessing where the patient is in relation to exploring these issues. For example, during music-listening Music Therapy for the AdolescentPsychiatricInpatient 25 patients will frequently make song choices that are congruent with their problems. The quantity and the quality of their verbal explanations about their choices is a good indicator of their stage in therapy. Structure in the Session The structure of the music therapy session is very important with an adolescent psychiatric population. A maximum of freedom coupled with a minimum of guidelines-a combination that allows for optimal therapeutic growth--can be created for this population only when concrete structure is maintained throughout the session. Giving too few verbal directions, or making too few musical interventions, especially in group work, can result in the anxiety level of the patients rising so high that they may “act out,” or may result in frenetic enthusiasm and massive musical production with no noticeable behavioral or emotional change during or after the session. On the other hand, overstructuring the session will similarly yield unfruitful results. If the therapist projects an over-controlling quality or requires rigid adherence to rules and directions, marked reluctance to attend the music therapy session and resentment toward the therapist may follow. Achieving a balance within the session between freedom and limit setting, direction and nondirection, is essential. The patients’ reactions and behaviors will reflect the state of balance or imbalance. Structure in the Relationship Patients often come to music therapy in a defensive manner. Every thing about them-their manner of dress, bodily stance, and verbaliza tions-says, “Leave us alone.” They may come to the session unable to relate, with feelings of anger and fear about the demands a relationship implies. They may feel overwhelmed, perhaps assuming that they will be unable to meet the expectations of this “required relationship.” They may feel trapped and incompetent and will often project these feelings of inadequacy onto the therapist or their peers during the first few sessions.They may complain about how “bad” the music is and that “no one can play.” A frequent comment, “None of you knows how to play, so why are you trying?” Indicates their lack of optimism and confidence regarding their own abilities and capacity to relate. How the music therapist uses the music is a key factor in facilitating initial trust. Utilizing music as a transitional object (Winnicott, 1971), mirroring, reflecting, and “holding” are some techniques that will help to establish the initial therapeutic alliance. It is through this musical alliance that the patient may begin to learn how to relate, thereby 26 Frisch satisfying the tremendous need that occurs during adolescence-the desire to gain a sense-of-self in relation to others (Sullivan, 1965). To sustain the therapeutic relationship, the therapist’s role is to address the patient's needs, taking care not to require or expect reciprocity of per sonal needs. As patients feel the safety provided by a unilateral structure, they can relax and begin to work. The music therapist must keep in mind that these patients have fragile egos. It is the structure of the music and of the therapeutic relationship that becomes the patient’s “surrogate” ego until their own ego strength permits a measure of autonomous functioning. In this way, initial dependence, or temporary regression, may be necessary before ego growth and accompanying independence can occur. At this stage of therapy, the adolescent may look to the music therapist for complete direction, or may desire complete approval in autonomous decision making. The patient may absorb the therapist’s opinions and habits and may literally attempt to cling to the therapist throughout an entire group session. Great care must be taken at this stage not to misdirect the patients improved relatedness. If the patient’s clinging is encouraged, the adolescent may move from a healthy reliance on the therapist to a state of total dependence and eventual stagnation. A balance must be maintained between necessary dependence (that is, one that promotes growth) and unhealthy regression. The adolescent psychiatric inpatient needs both the structure of the therapeutic relationship and of the music itself to explore the locked away feelings that are causing tremendous emotional pain and the dis ruption of functioning. Itis the patient’s strengtheningego, the therapist’s role, and the music that combine within the therapeutic relationship to form a structure that theadolescent patient can lean upon to tolerate and work through the pain in order to arrive at a state of health. Symbol and Structure: A Framework for Treatment Improvisation-The Case of V Structured and free instrumental improvisations are frequently re quested musical activities in adolescent psychiatric music therapy groups. Improvisation provides external structure and the potential for symbolic expression and mastery. There are numerous clinical examples of adolescent inpatients who utilize structured improvisations to im prove impulse control, frustration tolerance, ego strength, and self esteem. Music Therapy for the AdolescentPsychiatricInpatient 27 One patient, V, an l&year-old, was admitted in a state of agitated depression after recovering from a suicide attempt. His problems began at age 13, after he experienced the unexpected death of his mother. His behavioral presentation was aggressive and oppositional. He was full of unexpressed grief with an overlay of normal adolescent energy. His ego was unable to successfully mediate between societal reality and his inner feelings and urges. His self-esteem was poor. When verbally confronted with his inappropriate and destructive behavior, he would first protest, saying, “It’s not my fault,” and accuse everyone but himself of misconduct. Then his posture would change and he would say, "F--k it all. I hate myself!” He loved music, particularly drumming. Although uncontrollable much of the time on the unit and unable to “settle down” and talk in psychotherapy, he would come to music therapy willing to be controlled, that is, to play within an imposed structure at least some of the time. He was able to play “on the beat” during improvisations and to act as a conductor for his peers to produce a desired musical effect. He was willing to accept my instructions, and over time often helped me to explain directions to the group, or, as he described it, “to get their a---s in gear.” In the beginning of my work with him, V repeatedly played crescendi and was frequently unable to produce decrescendior to play at a less than fortissimo level. This caused his music to become disorganized and his behavior to become uncontrollabe. On several occasions when this occurred, I asked him to leave the group and he was very unhappy. His initial dissatisfaction usually brought about a slight increase in self control and ego strength, which was manifested in the next group session by his ability to decrease volume. He began to enjoy some autonomy, desiring not just to follow the beat, but to set it. He was complemented by his peers and by the staff. My reports to his primary therapist seemed to result in improved psychotherapy sessions. (With a patient who was as difficult to manage as V was, it was easy to assume that improvement was impossible until it occurred. This was a case in which music therapy provided evidence of the patient’s potential.) When I told V I was leaving my job at the hospital, he thanked me for the opportunity to make music. “Yeah,” he said, “you were really cool. You always let us play on our own beats.” He had realized the impor tance of improvisational music in his treatment, but he had not fully realized that he was in dire need of structure in order to be able to find his own beat (sense of self) and to express it in a constructive way. 28 Frisch Songwriting and the Cases of T, N, R, and L Songwriting is a very popular musical activity with the adolescent psychiatric inpatient. The inherent symbolism in songs, their lyrics, and their musical elements can provide the adolescent with a medium for self-expression. Songs can function as transitional objects Winnicott, 1971) thereby assisting the adolescent in coping with anxiety and working through important personal issues. Songs can make powerful statements that neither words nor music, alone, can. A song is a vehicle that carries in it a person’s elements-me’s rhythms, melodies, feelings, thoughts, the deepest parts of the soul-and expresses these elements in a creatively encapsulated form that is integrated and unique. Song composition gives the adolescent the opportunity to make a transition between the expression of musical and verbal symbols; hence, it is an activity that can assist in ego development. The combination of words and music can be an effective agent of change. (Songwriting should be utilized after theinitial stage of therapy because it presupposes some level of symbolic mastery and of creative expression.) After six months of hospitalization, T, a 16-year-old female honor student admitted after a suicidal gesture with a diagnosis of “borderline personality disorder: wrote the lyrics of “Reflections” (see page 29). I sat with her at the piano and composed the music, and when the song was finished, she burst into tears. “I can’t believe it,” she said. “I can’t believe how good it sounds.” The impact of my previous verbal support of her poetry was minor in comparison with the effect co-creating this composition had on her self-esteem. Adolescent psychiatric inpatients are often able to express intensely painful emotions in originally composed songs. Loss is a common theme, yet one that is not frequently verbalized in psychotherapy until it is symbolically expressed. For example, the lyrics of the verses in “Leaving” (seepage 30) were written by N, a X-year-old female admitted for “severe depression,” with an official diagnosis of “dysthymia.” N had been abandoned as a child by her mother. After she wrote this song, she came to me and said, “You know, I’m upset that you’re leaving, but I think that this song is also about when my mother left me.” I agreed. She then took the sheet music to her verbal psychotherapist and began exploring her issue of abandonment. To continue working on this issue, she needed a tangible form to keep it present in her awareness. “I sing the song every day,” she informed me. Music Therapy for the Adolescent Psychiatric Inpatient 29 Reflections Words by T Gm F Music by Andrea Frisch 30 Frisch Leaving1 Words by N D Music by Andrea Frisch A just you and me 12 Be- ing to- ge- ther hap- py and free G liv-ing the way With- out we you, 2) Oh how I wish, I wish it was true, I only want to be with you. But you left me, left me alone, and I’ve grown up, an my own. 3) One day I’ll wake up and see how you hut me so deeply But it’s so hard, I’ve tried to go on, without you, I’ll really try to go on. 4) Since you went away, life’s carried me away, now I’m grown up and on my own. And so I thinkit’s time to let go. Still you’re my one and only (mother) and Ilove you so. ‘Author’s note. The words of the chorus were written by the members of the songwriting music therapy group, after learning of my decision to resign from my position at the hospital. Music Therapy for the Adolescent PsychiatricInpatient 31 “Crying” has a similar theme. R, a 14-year-old female, was hospital ized because of uncontrollable behavior at home and at school, and for polydrug and alcohol abuse. She was diagnosed as being a “schizoid personality.” She had been abandoned by her mother as a young child and later in life by her father. R did not want to discuss to whom this song applied, and although the “abandoner” seemed more likely to be a lover than a parent, it was most important that she could express her feelingsof abandonment, Theexpression and explorationof her feelings about her parents came with the passage of time. Crying Words by R (Chorus:) 33 let it be once a gain just you Note: Usetheintroduction,an octave higher, for the ending. Music by Andrea Frisch F and me. 32 Frisch Another potential application of songwriting is to help adolescents cope with and adjust to the loss of an inpatient nearing discharge. In “L’s Goodbye Song” both the patient and the patient’s peers in the songwriting music therapy group were encouraged to participate in the composition. L, a female admitted at age 12 for promiscuity, non attendance at school, and oppositional behavior at home, wasdiagnosed as having a “borderline personality disorder,” and had become a much loved member of the hospital family. The “weeping-tone” of the music portrayed the mood of the group and inspired the words. Although unable to directly tell L how they felt about saying goodbye, group members frequently could be heard singing the song during their free time until the day L left, and for several days afterward. This song functioned as a transitional object (Winnicott, 1971) and helped these patients cope constructively with a loss. L’s Goodbye Song Words by C, J, C, K, L Music by Andrea Frisch Music Therapy for the AdolescentPsychiatric Inpatient 33 Summary Music therapy is a form of therapy well-suited for utilization with the adolescent psychiatric inpatient population. It offers nondirective and nonconfrontational control, which is very important in adolescent de velopment. The music respects the adolescents’ autonomy and offers repeated opportunities for the self-expression so critical in finding resolution of the identity crisis. In their quest for health, adolescent psychiatric inpatients often make unhealthy demands, such as no environmental structure, no boundaries with peers, and no accountability for their behavior. Music therapy, through its symbolic and structural components, provides these patients with the potential to receive what they need: a sense of self, a healthy connection with others, and joy in the responsibility of creating. They are helped to progress through the identity crisis with an ego strong enough to utilize their new-found adolescent energy in a beneficial way. The types and frequency of the symbolism that patients employ (loud or soft, rhythmic or arhythmic, consonant or dissonant musical ele ments), as well as the structures that attract them (particular musical styles, precomposed compositions, structured or free improvisations) indicate where they are in their identity formation and in their self development. The interactional qualities of their music-making indicate their level of relatedness. Their musical flexibility is a good measure of their relative ego strength. Their use of specific musical symbols and structures portrays their unconscious, subconscious, and conscious feelings and ideas. The symbolic and structural elements within the music of music therapy provide a safe medium for introspection. 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This article is dedicated to the adolescent psychiatric inpatients who shared their stories and their souls with me, and who taught me about the pain and the beauty in life.
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