WORD STUDY – A CLOSED PORTAL Genesis 4:5-7: But unto Cain and his offering he had no respect, and Cain was very wroth and his countenance fell. And the Lord said unto Cain, “Why are thou wroth and why has thy countenance fallen? If thou doest well shall thou not be accepted? And if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door.” I remember as a child in Sunday School watching my Sunday School teacher tell the story of Cain and Abel using the flannel graph. Abel kept falling off the board (guess he had more graph than flannel) leaving only Cain on the board kneeling down with his fruits and vegetables clutched to his hands and looking up to heaven with a forlorn look. Maybe it was Abel’s continued departure from the flannel graph board leaving a lonely Cain with a sad face looking up to God that made a lasting impression on me, as I could not help but feel sorry for the old boy. Of course I could never condone his actions in wasting his brother, however, I could not help but think that if God could have cut Cain a little slack and accepted his offering, which was given in good faith, the story could have been quite different. But, no, God had to play it by the book and only an animal sacrifice would do. But come on, this animal sacrifice was not really made law until the time of Moses. Surly God could have given the poor guy a break. Years later after studying Hebrew I began to realize that God having no respect for Cain’s offering really had the idea of conveying no power, and insight into this offering. For one thing the ground had been cursed, So Cain was offering something that was cursed. The second thing is God telling Cain that if he does well he will be accepted. God was really playing hardball at this time. Without the law, or a Bible, how was one to know if he was doing well. The Hebrew word for doing well is tov. This word was used quite a bit at creation. After God created something, He then saw that it was tov or good. As explained in earlier devotionals, this word means to be in harmony with God. Cain offered something that was cursed to God and was not in harmony with Him. Note that God warns that if you don’t do what is in harmony with God, sin lies at the door. The word sin here is chatak’ which means unintentional mistakes or sins, Apparently, the act of offering fruits and vegetables may not necessarily have been a sin, but at most it was an unintentional mistake, yet it was still not in harmony with God. Perhaps Cain killing his brother was more manslaughter than murder, more unintentional. It is possible he did not even understand physical death. Well, that’s another issue. What I am pondering is this idea that if you do not do what is in unintentional sin is lying at the door. harmony with God, I don’t believe that this is as metaphoric as we think. The word in the Hebrew for door has the preposition Lamed before it which could be rendered as to, for or unto with the definite article the. This is a definite, specific door. Not only that the word used here comes from a Semitic root word patach which is often rendered as a portal. This is more than just a doorway to another room, it is an entrance to something entirely different. My metaphoric Looking Glass that I talk about in my upcoming book, Beyond the Daleth is an example of a portal. We never seem to stop to ask why were offering their sacrifices to God. The clear, but I think the answer is buried in the were seeking to open a portal to the presence of Cain and Abel Bible is not Hebrew. They God. Note that when Cain’s offering was not accepted his countenance fell. That word countenance is pani in the Hebrew which is often a reference to one’s presence. His presence was fallen. In verse 7 God says if he does what is in harmony he will be accepted. The word accepted in Hebrew is se’eth which really means to be lifted up. It would seem that the offerings were made so their presence would be lifted up to God’s presence. When Cain offered something that was cursed, out of harmony with God, he could not feel God’s presence. This also appeared to be a messianic picture which involved the shedding of blood for redemption and of course fruit had no blood so it could not be used as a blood sacrifice. When he did not feel the presence of God in giving his offering, he was wroth. The word for wroth is charah. In its Semitic root means to be hot. Being hot does not necessarily mean to be angry. Other things can make you hot. You get hot or charah when you feel sorrow as in the pain of rejection. It is possible Cain’s countenance fell because he did not feel the anticipated presence and fellowship with God that should have followed his offering. God explained to Cain that even though he did not intentionally make a mistake or sin or do something that was out of harmony with God, it stilled blocked the entrance through the portal to His presence and fellowship. Like most Christians I have periods when I seek the presence of God but somehow I cannot find it. I cannot open that portal. I do not intentionally sin (well maybe sometimes) nor do I intentionally seek to be out of harmony with God, but if I am not opening that portal to his presence, it could be a sure sign that I am unintentionally doing something out of harmony with God. Whether we call it sin or not, something that is not in harmony with God will block our entrance to God‘s presence. We may be giving a gift or sacrifice to God, maybe a tithe or offering yet if our motives for giving that gift are not in harmony with God, it will not open a portal to His presence. I mean a husband can come home one day with a bunch of flowers and say, “Well, here are some flowers, now that I have given you something you have to give me something, you have let me go on that fishing trip with my buddies tomorrow.” She will give him something alright, but it won’t be permission to go on a fishing trip. Those flowers did not bring him into harmony with his wife. Now if he were to bring home some flowers and say, “Honey, I’ve been thinking about you all day and just wanted to give you something to just show you how much I love you and I thought of these flowers whose beauty reminded me so much of you.” Now those same flowers will bring this man into harmony with his wife such that he may not even want to go on that fishing trip or he may just want to take her with him on that trip. Yet, do we not do the same to God, we throw ten dollars into the offering plate and say, “Well, God here is ten dollars that I should be using to pay the rent but I am giving it to you so you will have to keep your end of the bargain and multiply that, open the flood gates of heaven and give me a hundred fold return.” You may get the same thing old Cain got which was a closed portal. However, if you take ten dollars and throw it into the offering plate and say, “God, I don’t know how else to express my love to you but to give you this ten dollars which I could use for other things, but more important than anything else is just to somehow tell you that I love you.” You may just open that portal to His presence and not even care about a hundredfold return. You see the word for “portal” is spell Pei, Taw and Cheth. The Pei represents speaking from the heart, the Taw represents the truth of God and the Cheth represents passing through a gateway or portal. If you speak from the true intents of your heart to God, and it is harmony with him, God will open the portal to His heart and presence to you. Please don’t forget to join our mailing list and follow us on Facebook You are more than welcome to join me in my journey and search for the heart of God. WORD STUDY – KNOCK AND YOU WILL BREAKTHROUGH Luke 11:9-10: And I say to you, Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek and you will find, knock and it will be opened to you. For everyone asking receives and the one seeking finds; and the one knocking, it will be opened. “That’s all I can stands, cause I can’t stands no more.” – Popeye the Sailorman. Luke 11:9-10 comes right on the heels of a story Jesus told about a man seeking three loaves of bread from a neighbor because he was having a friend spend the night. In oriental culture a man would face great dishonor if he did not show proper hospitality to a visitor and feeding him was an important aspect of this hospitality. The man went to his neighbor late at night and began pounding on the door asking his neighbor for three loaves of bread (note three loaves, three represents the Godhead). His neighbor and family were already in bed and did not want to be bothered and told the man to go away. But the man persisted until the neighbor finally got up and gave the man what he wanted to shut him up lest he wake up the whole neighborhood. Then Jesus said a curious thing: “Knock and it will be opened.” Was Jesus saying that we must be persistent in our petitions keep pounding on that door until we finally wear God down to the point where He says: “Oy, angel, give the slob want he wants before he breaks the door down and get me that bottle of aspirin while you are at it.” Christians have a hard time understanding this story. Yet, the Jews of Jesus day heard something far different that we do in our modern, Greek, Western culture. For one thing, they knew and understood a truth that we as Christians seem to not understand. This truth is illustrated in the Talmud and I have no doubt Jesus was drawing upon this truth using a humorous story to express it. The Talmud illustrates this truth by explaining that when a king enters the battlefield, he changes his clothing to be unrecognizable. If the enemy recognizes him they will try to kill him. Yet, his servants nearby can recognize him by his gestures and those who are afar can still discern that the troops are guarding a certain place and the king is probably there. The Talmud further explains that this is also true of prayer. Our distracting thoughts and emotions are guarding the King so that we can not see Him. You must therefore be persistent and push yourselves even more, for the King is there; but our distractions and emotions are merely hiding Him from us. You see we automatically think that the sleepy neighbor was a representation of God but in fact the sleepy neighbor represents all of the distractions and emotions that keep us from bringing our petitions to God. God is the three loaves of bread. We must be persistent in battling our distractions and emotions for God is there and if we are persistent we will break through those barriers of distractions and emotions and find Him. If we seek Him we will find Him. Note Jesus says knock and it will open. Again we in our Western thought automatically think of a door. Yet in the Aramaic the word knock is neqash which literally means to play a harp. It comes from a Semitic root which has the idea of opening one’s heart. Its root is often used with the word neqaph which means to have intercourse, an expression of opening your heart to another person, or neqar which means to dig or search as in reaching into the depths of your heart, or nega which is pouring your heart out. In following the common thread of the Semitic root of NQ Neqash would apply to the playing of a harp because that is an instrument like the violin that is so sensitive to one’s touch that your expression of your heart will be expressed in its music. Thus, if we knock or neqash, express our heart to God, He will open the gateway to His presence. I have a friend who was cheated out of a $100,000 life insurance policy and as a result lost her home and ended up homeless, living out of her car. Someone tried to comfort her by saying, “God loves you.” You know something she wasn’t feeling God’s love at that moment, nor could any amount of people saying, “God loves you” cover her anguish. She was not feeling God’s presence and you cannot blame her, Jesus doesn’t, that is why he says knock neqash and the door will be open. Just keep playing that harp, just keep pouring you heart out to God. If you are angry at Him, tell Him, He knows it already. He can take it. I remember the story of a woman who spent her life climbing to the top of her acting profession. She never gave one thought to God, never expressed her heart to God. Then one day a doctor told her that her daughter was going to die. Her fame and money could not save her daughter. She became so frustrated and angry she got into her car, drove out to the desert and there alone in the desert where no one was around she began to scream at the top of her lungs, she began to negash express her heart to God. She cursed God out with all the vulgar, obscene words she could think of, she cursed God, Jesus and if she knew there was a Holy Spirit she said she would have cursed Him too. Then after one half hour of negash expressing her heart to God, she fell back exhausted in the silence that comes after a lot of screaming. In that silence she heard a voice, an audible voice and it said, “That is the first time you have spoken to me, I love you.” .You know you have to really admire Popeye. His heart was truly with Olive Oyle. Well, after all she was one hot number with two dashing young sailors fighting for her attentions. Poor Popeye, he was always the under dog. Yet in watching Popeye as a kid, I always knew he had that can of spinach in the waiting. What I could not understand is why he waited until Brutus had him kicked, punched and almost out for the count before he pulled out that spinach, before he began to negash. I don’t know about you, but sometimes I am like Popeye. I grow weary of being the good soldier, tired of the battle. The distractions and emotions are so numerous I can not see the King and I just want to give up. I wait until I am down for the count before I pull out my can of spinach, my negash, speak my heart to God. But that is what God wants, our hearts, even if it is filled with angry and bitterness toward Him. He will take that. Negash is not just rosy, King James English talk, “I know thou are God and thou lovest me and all things worketh together with meith – thouest.” Negash, knocking is reaching into the depths of your heart and expressing it to God in true, clear honesty. Speak you heart and it will open. The word open in the Aramaic is pethach which comes from the Semitic root of PTH, which means breakthrough. WORD STUDY – MOVED Song of Solomon 5:4 “My beloved put in his hand by the hole of the door, and my bowels were moved for him.” “My bowels were moved for him…” This phrase alone should send even the most passionate supporters of the KJV scurrying for other translations. The idea that the very presences of one’s beloved has the effect of a laxative does not strike many people as a very romantic statement. Of course we are all aware of the fact that when one experiences a strong emotional high, either fear or joy, there is a physical response in our inner plumbing system. Yet, even in ancient Oriental culture such an expression is not one of the top ten pickup lines for romantic conquest. Still, if we use our lexicons and our dictionaries we cannot get away from the fact that these words when literally rendered are not a very politically correct expression of romantic love. The Hebrew word me’a (bowels) as recorded in all our Lexicons means very frankly your bowels, intestines, belly, or womb. Only tropically is it used to express one’s heart. Yet, most our modern translations, due to cultural repugnance, render this word topically (heart) and I would ratify that rendering with a hardy “yea.” The word for moved does not add to the romance, that word is hamah which means to growl or make an animal noise. It is a word commonly used with the word me’a (bowels) to describe the sound your stomach makes when it growls. Hamah (moved) also is used to express the idea of a strong mental emotion, the sound of a harp, rain falling or to be agitated. The problem in linguistics is to look beyond a direct translation of an ancient word and try to find a word in our own language which would closely match what it was that the person living in that time, culture and context actually heard in his own ears. But in Scripture, particularly when dealing with poetry, we need to move beyond that and find a word which will strike the same emotional feeling in us that Solomon or his beloved would felt when these words were spoken. When we combine me’a with hamah we could get anything from a heart filled with passion to violent diarrhea. I believe the context clearly intends for the word me’a to mean your heart. However hamah is really open to private interpretation as everyone could have a different take on this word to fit their own understanding. In other words the whole phrase needs to be funneled through paraphrasing in order to fully understand what is really being said. The problem we face is that what is romantic for one person could be repulsive to another. For all I know: “You caused my bowels to move” could be a very romantic expression to the translators of the KJV. For me personally, it is not. Hence I need to return to the paraphrasing drawing board and work up a rendering which fits for me. So let’s look at the context. In verse 2 Solomon’s beloved says: “I sleep, but my heart awaketh.” This is really an ancient idiomatic expression for a romantic dream. In this dream she has just washed her feet when her beloved comes knocking at her door desperate to be with her. She cannot open the door to her beloved because she is obviously barefooted. In Oriental culture the feet are considered the most sensuous part of a woman’s body (hey that is what I was told in my Sociology class). Not only that, she is not completely covered. In Oriental culture a man can go through life never really seeing a woman, sometimes not even his own wife. Even today in many Middle Eastern countries women are completely covered, even her face. Many married women in the Orient would not even undress in front of their husbands. To put an ancient Oriental man in 21 st Century downtown Chicago would be like attending a burlesque show. So greeting her beloved barefooted and half uncovered would be like a Western woman coming to the door — you get the idea, I don’t want to lose my PG rating here. So now she hears him playing with the lock on her door and she is suddenly aware that her beloved may find her in this vulnerable position. She dearly loves this man, longs to be intimate with him, yet knowing that when he sees her uncovered, well what would her feeling be? Her heart is hamah (moved). How would you render hamah (moved) in this situation? What is it you would feel? Suppose God comes knocking at the door of your heart and He starts picking the lock of your heart and you know in a moment that He will see your heart uncovered. He will see everything in your heart, your motives, your hidden, secret thoughts. What would you feel? Would feel anticipation over a possible intimate moment with God? Would you feel fear that he would loath you? How about shame? Embarrassment? Would you feel squeamish or would you confidently open your arms and say “Hello!” You know something? Only you and you alone can give a proper translation to the word hamah (moved) in this passage. That word hamah (moved) is so ambiguous that the Holy Spirit has a wide range of words He can put within your heart. God has so designed His Word that He can speak to you personally through it. Only you can determine what this hamah or moving in your heart really is. Are you ready for intimacy or are there things in your heart that you would be too ashamed and embarrassed for your Divine Lover to see? WORD STUDY – MOUTH Psalms 141:3: “Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth, keep the door of my lips.” Be sure it’s true when you say “I love you.” It’s sin to tell a lie. Millions of hearts have been broken, Just because these words were spoken, “I love you, Yes I do, I love you.” If you break my heart, I’ll die, So be sure it’s true, when you say I love you It’s a sin to tell a lie. -Billy MayhewUpon close examination of the context of this verse, David is asking God to watch over his words or what he speaks when he prays. Yet, God does not hear the words of our mouth, but the cry of our heart. I may pray with my lips: “God give me a candy apple red Mercedes Benz, but my heart may be saying: “Don’t you do it either, given him a broken down Ford Focus so he can learn to trust in you.” God hears and answer every prayer, the only reason we don’t realize the answer is that we are expecting the answer from the request of our mouths and not of our hearts. So why is David asking God to guard his words if it doesn’t matter what he says, only what is in his heart? The Jewish sages explain this verse by saying that when David asked that God set a watch over his mouth and keep the door of his lips he is asking God to hear the cry of his heart, and that he speak only what his heart says. His lips will speak the desire of his soul, but his heart will speak the desire of God. He wants his soul’s desires to be God’s desires. If his soul and heart are not united, it will break God’s heart just as it would for a would be lover to tell a woman he loves her when in his heart he does not. It is interesting that the word for mouth is just a one letter word “Pei” and the word for door is a one letter word “Daleth.” Those two letters together form the word redemption. The numerical value of Pei Daleth is 84, which is the same numerical value as the word forblood, escape and knowing as in intimate knowing. Romans 10:9-10 tells us that it is with the heart that we believe and are justified and it is with our mouths that we confess and are saved. The Aramaic word for mouth is pum spelled Pei, Final Mem which is speaking the hidden knowledge of your heart. David understood that that the mouth plays an important role in a relationship. Samson is the perfect example of one who came to that painful realization. Four times Samson spoke to Delilah with his lips. The fifth time he spoke to her with his heart. After being deceived four times, you would think Delilah would really question the fifth time, yet she was so certain he told the truth the fifth time that she collected her reward before offering proof that he had spoken the truth. How could she and the Philistines be so certain? Because the fifth time, the Bible says, he spoke his heart. Samson longed to be intimate with Delilah but Delilah made it known that they could not be intimate if he did not speak his heart to her. When Samson spoke his heart to Delilah, a barrier broke down between the two of them and they were able enter into an intimacy. The KJV translates this word for this intimacy as Delilah afflicting him — some affliction. But once he spoke his heart to Delilah, that broke down the wall that kept them from being intimate. David realized the importance of speaking his heart to God. You can pray many words, but it is really your heart that God is listening to. Just as when Samson spoke his heart to Delilah he open the doorway (Daleth) to their intimacy, so too when we speak the words of our heart to God, it is those words that become the doorway to entering the heart of God and entering into an intimacy with God. But if we speak words of love to God because we want something from Him, or we want an answer to prayer and it does not come from love born in our hearts and there is no willingness to act upon that love nor to make the commitment that such love demands, then we will break God’s heart just as a would be lover would break the heart of his spouse if he says he loves her just to get something he wants from her. I believe this is what David was saying in Psalms 141:3: “God don’t let me say something intimate to you unless it is first in my heart.” David was seeking to protect the heart of God. How does that love enter one’s heart? Jeanette Oaks titled one of her novels “Love Comes Softly.” That is really the best way to describe how we fall in love with God. Love for God comes from a daily walking and talking with Him, from getting to know (yadah – sharing intimate knowledge) of our hearts with Him. Eventually, love comes softly and before you know it your mouth (Pei) is really speaking the words of your heart to God. But if you do not spend the time with Him, you do not spend the time in His word, and you just go about your business and give an occasional “hoody do!” to God you can expect to break his heart if you say with your mouth “I love you.” For as the old song writer says: “It’s A Sin to Tell A Lie.” When you have not allowed your heart the time it needs to bond with God’s heart you cannot say to Him: “I love you.” It is best that you pray like David, “Guard my words, don’t let me speak any more words of intimacy than what is in my heart. If it is not there, I will spend the time alone with you until my heart truly bonds with your heart and then my mouth (Pei) and heart will be united when I say: “I love you.’” WORD STUDY – BY HIS STRIPES WE ARE HEALED Isaiah 53:5: “But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.” He was wounded for our transgressions. I find the word wounded to be interesting. There is kind of a play on words. The word wounded comes from the root chalal and is a piel participle form. It real means to pierce and being in a piel form would make it a fatal wound. The word is spelled “Chet, Lamed, Lamed.” The word for praise is Hei, Lamed, Lamed. This is sort of a ironic play on words. Because His wounding or piercing was to redeem us from our transgressions, His words turn us to praise. He was crushed for our iniquities. The word crushed is ‘daki’ which is in a pual form. This means to be crushed or broken. The word is also used to express a broken or crushed heart. In front of the word for iniquities is the preposition Mem which really is translated as from. In other words it was from our iniquities he suffered a broken heart. The chastisement of our peace was upon Him. Ever stop to think what that means? The word chastisement is yasar like in Yasar Araft. It means punish but it also means to instruct or teach. Don’t ask how why the same word is used for punish and teach. I’ll let you figure that one out. However, if we use the alternative explanation for this word this could read the instruction on peace was upon Him. The word peace (shalom) has a broad meaning. It could mean peace or safety, security, and even divine healing. It was upon Him to instruct us in His peace. John 14:27: “My peace, I give unto you, not as the world gives, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. Think about it, His heart is broken by our iniquities which robs us of peace. broken heart that will restore our peace. Yet, it is His Finally, by His stripes we are healed. The word stripes is most interesting. It is the word chavar. This is another play on words. The word is spelled Chet, Beth, Resh. The word means stripe from the stripe of a tiger. It is another play on words with the letters Chet and Hei. Translators assume that this is a play on the word habar which is spelled Hei, Beth Resh, which means to cut hence translators use this play on words to indicate the cuts Jesus received from being whipped. However, the word as found in the Hebrew is chabar, Chet, Beth, Resh, which means the stripe of a tiger which also means to bind, to join a seam together. The word is also used to reference the bonding between a husband and wife. I was listening to Sid Roth on the internet, who is Jewish, and he said the word stripe could mean friend. More specifically it is the bonding between friends. Hence what is being expressed here is not only the wounds that Jesus received which is implied by the play on words, but the literal meaning is a reference to the fact that His death creates a bonding with us. Perhaps that is what Paul meant by the fellowship of His suffering? By having suffered He is able to bond with us in our sufferings from conquering physical suffering through His resurrection. Through his resurrection we are healed by joining or bonding with Him. By His friendship we are healed. The word charbar (stripes) is spelled with a Chet which represents a bonding of God and man, the Beth represents our heart and God’s heart bonding together and the Resh represents our joining with the power of God through the Holy Spirit. But lest just back up to the word daki for a moment, daki means bruised, broken or crushed. Jesus’s heart was bruised, crushed or broken over our iniquities. But soft, the word daki is spelled Daleth, a gateway or portal to the Kap, the heart of the Aleph, God. The word daki esoterically means that when we bring our iniquities to him He removes them through his shed blood, which then opens a gateway, portal or doorway to the heart of God. It is up to us to open that doorway. The Bible says in Revelation 3:20 Jesus says, “I stand (Greek, hesteka – am standing) at (Greek – epi – on) the door knocking (Greek – krouo – I am knocking). Jesus is daki bruised, broken, crushed. Do you hear that knocking on the Daleth (doorway) of your Kap (heart)? It is the Aleph (God). There is another way to look at this. The word krouo in Greek really means to strike. What is he striking? It is a door. Note that the Greek word epi which is rendered in English as at is really the preposition on. Of course Jesus cannot be standing on a doorway knocking, so translators just render it as at. But soft, perhaps the ancients did hear the word on. We automatically say this is a picture of the doorway to our hearts. Yet why limit it to that? Perhaps there is another meaning that the ancients heard. Now, I didn’t live in the first century, so I cannot be sure, but I do know that in 300 BC, seven of the best scribes translated the Hebrew Bible into Greek, we call it the Septuagint. They translated it without consulting each other, they translated it independently. When they compared their translations they were precisely identical. Each, when translating the Hebrew word daleth (portal) used the Greek word thura which is the identical word used in Revelation 3:20. If we render the Greek word epi as intended, which is on and not at, the ancients may not have pictured Jesus knocking at the door of their heart, but of standing on the daleth or portal of heaven striking it, calling to us to open it so we can enter. If we don’t enter heaven, it is not because of our sins, he received a fatal wound for our transgressions, His heart was broken over our iniquities and by his stripes we are healed from all those sins. No, the reason people will not enter heaven is they just ignore His voice as He is striking that portal of heaven calling out to us to open it so we can join Him, let Him forgive our sins and give us a hug. Entering heaven is as easy as opening a portal and receiving his hug and forgiveness. He is striking that portal, calling out to us but too many people are just too hung up with their lives here, they just keep looking down and never bother to look up to see who is calling them, they just never bother to check out Who is standing on that portal calling and striking it until it is too late. WORD STUDY – SIN LIES AT THE DOOR “Genesis 4:5-7: But unto Cain and his offering he had no respect, and Cain was very wroth and his countenance fell. And the Lord said unto Cain, “Why are thou wroth and why has they countenance fallen? If thou doest well shall thou not be thou accepted? And if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door.” I remember as a child in Sunday School watching my Sunday School teacher tell the story of Cain and Abel using the flannel graph. Abel kept falling off the board (guess he had more graph than flannel) leaving only Cain on the board knelling down with his fruits and vegetables clutched to his hands and looking up to heaven with a forlorn look. Maybe it was Abel’s continued departure from the flannel graph board leaving a lonely Cain with a sad face looking up to God that made a lasting impression on me. I could not help but feel sorry for the old boy. Of course I could never condone his actions in wasting his brother, however, I could not help but think that if God could have cut Cain a little slack and accepted his offering, which was given in good faith, the story could have been quite different. But, no, God had to play it by the book and only an animal sacrifice would do. But come on, this animal sacrifice was not really made law until the time of Moses. Surely God could have given the poor guy a break. Years later after studying Hebrew I began to realize the reason why God had no respect for Cain’s offering. For one thing the ground had been cursed, so Cain was offering something that was cursed. The second thing is that God was telling Cain that if he did well he would be accepted. Was God really playing hardball at this time? Without the law, or a Bible, how was one to know if he was doing well or not. The Hebrew word for doing well is tov. This word was thrown around quite a bit at creation. After God created something, He then saw that it was tov or good. As explained in an earlier devotionals, this word means to be in harmony with God. Cain offered something that was cursed by God and was not good (tov) or in harmony with Him. Note that God warns that if you don’t do what is good (tov) or in harmony with Him then sin lies at the door. The word sin here is chatak which means unintentional mistakes or sins. Apparently, the act of offering fruits and vegetables may not necessarily have been a sin, but at most it was an unintentional mistake. Still it was still not good or (tov) in harmony with God. Perhaps Cain killing his brother was more manslaughter than murder, more unintentional. It is possible he did not even understand physical death. Well, that’s another issue. What I am pondering is this idea that if you do not do what is in harmony with God, then chatak (unintentional sin) is lying at the door. I don’t believe that this is as metaphoric as we think. The word in the Hebrew for door has the preposition Lamed before it which is often rendered as to, for or unto with the definite article the. This is a definite or specific door. Not only that but the word for door used here comes from the root word patach which refers not only just to a door but a portal. A portal is more than just a doorway to another room, it is an entrance to something entirely different. My metaphoric Looking Glass which I speak about in my Beyond the Daleth stories is an example of a patach (portal). We never seem to stop to ask why Cain and Abel were offering sacrifices to God. The Bible is not clear, but I think the answer is buried in the Hebrew. They were opening a portal to the presence of God. Whenever they felt the departure of God’s presence they knew it was time to offer a sacrifice. Note that when Cain’s offering was not accepted his countenance fell. That word countenance is pani in the Hebrew which means presence. His presence was fallen. In verse 7 God says if he does what is in harmony he will be accepted. The word accepted also means to be lifted up. It would seem that the offerings were made so their presence would be lifted up to God’s presence. When Cain offered something that was cursed, out of harmony with God, he could not feel God’s presence, his presence fell downward rather than upward to meet the presence of God. This also appears to be a Messianic picture which involved the shedding of blood for redemption and of course the fruits would not offer a blood sacrifice. When Cain did not feel the presence of God in giving his offering, he was wroth. The word for wroth is charah which means to be hot. It does not have to be rendered as anger. You get hot when you are feeling sorrow as in the pain of rejection. It is possible Cain’s countenance fell because he did not feel the anticipated presence and fellowship with God that should have followed his offering. God explained to Cain that even though he did not intentionally make a mistake or sin or do something out of harmony with God, it stilled blocked the entrance through the portal to His presence and fellowship. Like most Christians I have periods when I seek the presence of God but somehow I cannot find it. I cannot open that portal. I do not intentionally sin (well maybe sometimes) nor do I intentionally seek to be out of harmony with God, but if I am not opening that portal to his presence, it could be a sure sign that I am unintentionally doing something out of harmony with God. Whether we call it sin or not, something out of harmony with God will block our entrance to God‘s presence. We may be giving a gift or sacrifice to God, maybe a tithe or offering yet if it is out of harmony with God and it will not open a portal to His presence. You see the word for portal (patach) is spell Pei, Taw, Cheth. The Pei represents speaking from the heart, the Taw represents the truth of God and the Chet represents passing through a gateway or portal. If you speak from the heart the truth of God, that which is good (tov) in harmony with him, He will open the portal to His presence. { My Soul Weeps } Continuing in Psalm 119 with the letter “dalet” דwhich is shaped like a door or a man bent over in humility. Dalet is spelled דלתand has two possible root words. Some of its meanings are: door, gate, doors to heaven such as a portal, and also to be delivered from prison. Other possible usages are: being reduced, brought down low, weakness and poverty. When looking at the 8 verses under Dalet in Psalm 119, it is a good idea to consider these meanings for insight into the scripture verses. Psalm 119: 28 My soul melteth for heaviness: strengthen thou me according unto thy word. The dalet word that begins this verse is “dalaph” דלףand is translated as melteth. This word actually has more of the idea of shedding tears, weeping, or of rain drops. In this verse “dalaph” is in a Qal verbal form which means it is just a normal verb, and not intensified. A picture of tears gently shed out of feelings of deep sorrow. Since it is the soul weeping, the tears do not necessarily have to be literal, but can be understood as expressed in the saying …”I’m laughing on the outside by crying on the inside”. The word heaviness, as in oppressiveness, is the Hebrew word “Yagah” יגה. Looking at how this word is used in other verses, the idea is that of heaviness related to feeling foolish, shameful or disappointed. It also means raindrops coming through the chinks of a roof. The constant dripping over time causes structural damage. This also reminds me of the water torture where simple drops of water fall in the same area of the forehead causing pain and mental anguish. David asks to be strengthened “qum” קוםwhich is in a Piel verbal form (intensifies the word). Qum means: to arise, and can be explained as the type of strength needed when you’re down for the count after a “knock out”. This strengthening is according, or literally “like or as” God’s words “dabar” דבר: one of the meanings for the same root word spelled “debir” דברis: oracle, the place of speaking, inner sanctuary, an alternative name of the Holy of Hollies in Solomon’s temple. One way “Dabar” דברcan be summed up is: words spoken from the “heart” (inner place) of God. What’s interesting to me is the syntax: “like or as” God’s words ()דבר. Renewing our minds daily in the Word, both the whole of the Word of God, and the specific promises spoken to us. Jesus, the Word, is the lifter of our heads. It’s so important to view ourselves and our life situations with God’s perspective. Earlier in v.25 a similar sentiment is expressed, My soul cleaves to the dust; Revive me according to Your word. Cleaving to the dust has the idea of being close to death ( Gen. 3:19), and David (whom I believe is the author) asks God to revive him according to His Word Dabar דבר. for revive is “chayah” חיהalso means word is life, Deut. 8:3 He humbled you, and then feeding you with manna, which ancestors had known, to teach you that The root word “to give life”. God’s causing you to hunger neither you nor your man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. Another meaning from the same root word as “Debar” דבר is “wilderness” Midbar דבר. God fed the Israelites manna in the wilderness and in John 6:32b-33 Jesus says …but it is my Father who gives you the true bread out of heaven. For the bread of God is that which comes down out of heaven, and gives life to the world. Lastly, the Hebrew word “Dober” with same root word דבר, is used a couple times in scripture to mean: a pasture, and feeding ground for sheep. The Word, Debar דבר, feeds us, lifts us up, revives us, sustains us and give us life. In John 7:9 Jesus says “I am the door ( ;)דif anyone enters through Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture.” He also stands at the the door of our hearts and invites us to sup with Him, the very Word of God and true bread of life. Laura
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