Frame To be or not to be: No longer at ease1 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 2016, Vol. 15(1) 15–28 ! The Author(s) 2016 Reprints and permissions: sagepub.co.uk/journalsPermissions.nav DOI: 10.1177/1474022215613610 ahh.sagepub.com Njabulo S Ndebele University of Cape Town, South Africa Abstract This essay examines the changing range of descriptors available for black South African experience from the 1960s through to the present and shows the changing implications of ‘black’, ‘African’, ‘citizen’ and ‘human being’, with particular reference to the formative structures of education, and the enabling (or disabling) effects of literary studies in their Eurocentric and Afrocentric forms. In a general continental context in which the post-colony replicates the oppressive structures of the extractive instrumentalization of colonialism, it argues that emphasis is now best placed on ideas of the human being and citizen. Keywords African, African writer series, eurocentrism, literature, South African As a young adult and well into my adulthood, I often felt uneasy about my place in the world. The descriptors ‘Black’ or ‘African’ to which I often had to respond were mostly the cause of my anguish. I became aware of the first descriptor before the second one. They shaped who I thought I was and how I was to respond to my immediate surroundings and to distant worlds. In 1994, when South Africa became a free and democratic country, I responded to a third descriptor: ‘citizen’. Twenty years later, I feel the urgency of a fourth descriptor: ‘human being’. This last one had always been there. But sometimes I sensed uneasiness about it. It was too general and did not typify sufficiently. It was more comfortable to be ‘black’. In the 1960s and 1970s, a period of assertive, activist, self-affirmation, ‘black’ rang wonderfully in the company of ‘and beautiful’. In the 1980s, the descriptors seemed to fall off the radar screen somewhat. The intensification of the struggle to overthrow apartheid and the brutal response of the increasingly cornered state seemed to get us to focus less on identity than on getting Corresponding author: Njabulo S Ndebele, Archive and Public Culture Research Initiative, Department of Social Anthropology, Arts Block University of Cape Town P/B Rondebosch 7700 Cape Town South Africa. Email: [email protected] Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 16 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 15(1) done the job of bringing down a hated state. Around that time another descriptor crept in: ‘comrade’. I struggled to connect emotionally with this one although I admired intellectually and politically the Russian, Chinese and Cuban revolutions that gave life to it. But it remained too distant for me. Then in 1994, Thabo Mbeki declared: I am an African! All these descriptors now come across as markers in a long journey. If the first two descriptors ‘black’ and ‘African’ were its beginning, then ‘citizen’ and ‘human being’ are its completion. It is this moment of completion that is the context of my reflections at this 40th annual conference of the African Literature Association on the theme ‘Texts, Modes and Repertoires of Living In and Beyond the Shadows of Apartheid’. But completions always imply other beginnings and new questions: What needs to begin or has begun, and by whom? A book to be launched at this conference, Chinua Achebe: Tributes and Reflections contains a chapter I wrote (Ndebele, 2014). It is one among other tributes to Chinua Achebe. In it I reflect on my intimate journey with one of his novels. I work with the metaphor of a flood of world history bearing me downstream. Although there is the real danger that I could drown, I really don’t. I am constantly testing the pressure of the flood, seeking to gain some control. With my legs and feet stretched out to the full length of me, my big toes are my sensory feelers. I need to secure a foothold. I find one. It is a novel. A wonderful foothold in the river of my time! Then a remarkable thing occurs. Where I stand I am astride the mouth of a spring. Bubbling out of the spring are more novels, and poems, and plays, and expository prose, and films together with all those artists who created them, many of whom have contributed tributes to Chinua Achebe in a publication that brings alive a treasured moment in the history of African literature. So I tell a personal story about a novel and me. Between us, the novel and I, is a world of my growing up as a boy. A key part of that growth was the expansion of my awareness. A significant moment in that expansion as I reached out towards a broader world was when this novel came into my life. Since then my relationship with the world grew so complex I hesitate to even begin to describe and contemplate it. So what could be the connection between a novel and the sweep of global history, and a young man in between, who grew into adulthood? Frighteningly tenuous though such connection might be, it is worth trying to give expository shape to intuitions of it. These are intuitions of the same kind as those that have from time to time urged me to sit down and write something. I feel certain that all of us in here have famously struggled with the tough flimsiness of the spider’s web ‘between the idea, and the reality; between the motion and the act’ and ‘the shadow’ that ‘falls’ on the liminal gap.2 Here now is my shadow. I was 21 years old when No Longer at Ease came into my life. When it did, I had to let it in. The book was on the common first year literature syllabus in the Department of English at the then University of Botswana, Lesotho, and Swaziland at Roma, in Lesotho. I remember some of the others: Juno and the Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 Ndebele 17 Paycock; Of Mice and Men; A Streetcar Named Desire; Sons and Lovers and The Lion and the Jewel. No Longer at Ease trumped them all, with The Lion and the Jewel a close second. Up to that point, as far as I can remember, except for two novels in isiZulu, one of which, Mntanami! Mntanami! by Sibusiso Nyembezi (1969), and some short stories in isiZulu readers at primary school, the rest of my reading went by the elegant name of ‘literature’, associated with books in English from England and further away in America. No Longer at Ease broke this association unexpectedly and radically for a boy from a township in Nigel, about an hour’s drive East of here. This was against the background that for the overwhelming part of my formative teenage years the western, particularly English, literary imagination constituted the central part of permitted, formal, official schooling. I and my generation were without choice educated in a schooling environment that in its content orientated us away intellectually from our formative environments of home and community. Moral and ethical lessons were distilled from biblical stories distant in time and place and applied judgmentally to our immediate world without the mitigating intricacies of specificity. Sermons on Sunday often sealed the deal. Cursed be the men who wore dresses, and women who wore trousers in the anarchic festivities of the township on Christmas day! The specificities of township life as content for serious contemplation of ethical and moral choices were never a part of formal learning. Instead, a displacement occurred. People in my community did things to one another. We noted them in casual, if concerned, strained and anxious conversation. Some had been arrested for theft, physical assault, murder and sometimes politics. Some people took their lives. I remember the boy from across our school who threw himself from a bridge to be run over by a passenger train hauled by a steam locomotive. For a while, suicide was a subject of social conversation throughout the township, but never once in the school classroom. No way could I have shared in a classroom moment about life and the taking of it, and that I was on that train; that it stopped; that we got off in the middle of corn fields to see the train drivers poking underneath with a long flexible wire to disentangle severed legs from metal; and that between the rails under the locomotive I saw an empty faceless skull that looked unbelievably dry and whitish like a pumpkin drinking gourd. But the official effects of all such harmful things that people will do to one another were assured. Imprisonment will follow. The irony of it all was that especially at secondary and high school, we did contemplate the mysteries of falling in love especially across social class; the amazing intelligence of criminal minds and their tortured souls, and wondered whatever it was that drove them to their brutal actions. We had those moments officially at school. But the subjects of our contemplations were other people’s murderers, in London; star crossed lovers in Verona; political plots and assassinations in Rome; Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 18 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 15(1) revolutions in France; the antics of birds, dogs, cats and parrots as pets in Greece; and of great white missionaries in Africa. What we did not read about the United States we saw in numerous films: the lone heroes of the western movies, tackling unjust land barons; the atrocities of war, and human triumphs despite; classroom dramas in working class communities, pitting dedicated teachers against irrepressible adolescent impulses; gripping courtroom battles and romances tested through bruising disappointments and crushing betrayals. We, the little ones at primary and secondary school, were transported through poems, novels, films, comic books, to worlds thousands of miles away. In time, the more our imaginations recreated those distant world into compelling reality, the less real our own immediate world became. As we progressively disengaged from it emotionally and imaginatively, it became less authentic, less accommodative, less attractive, unfulfilling and often hostile, even as we lived in it. We lived in it without the concomitant, learned habit of thinking it. Our affective imaginations progressively got anchored elsewhere. People, landscapes and cityscapes thousands of miles away became idealized. The more idealized they became, the more they induced in us desires focused far from the surrounding reality of the township and its twin town a few miles away. So, all that was affectively close to me, which could shape my ethical and moral attitudes towards pain and pleasure, life and death, desire and revulsion, was never a part of learning in the world of official schooling. Nothing in my schools ever taught me about life in the township in any sustained manner. There were few opportunities to contemplate human behaviour such as would enhance the sense of human value and deepen subjectivity through informed rational discourse. It dawned on me that contemplated encounters with my immediate environment in its own settings had no institutional affirmations. Although my generation and I may have had little choice in the trajectory of our education, we were like other children the world. The lack of choice I speak of is not that in the realm of personal choice, but in history. But even the compulsions of history are never total in their effects. What I could not get at school I found in the informal curiosities of childhood in my own home. Without any external prompting, I discovered the exhilarating connection between my mind, my imagination and the immediate, familiar social, cultural and political surroundings of my upbringing as a boy. There were many reading moments in my home. Magazines lying about in called out to be paged through. There was music that created and fed a taste eclectic to this day; 78, 45 and 33.3 speed vinyl records of township music, jazz and classical music were a part of my upbringing. Three of Gerald Sekoto’s painting hung on our walls as daily but uncontemplated presence, until I saw others of Sekoto’s paintings in a lying-about magazine awakening a connection of some significance between my home and the world beyond. Beyond my home at an Anglican boarding school for boys in Swaziland my sense of the world expanded in unexpected ways in the early 1960s. Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 Ndebele 19 It was also around that time that I saw a picture of Nelson Mandela with Ahmed Ben Bella, President of newly independent, revolutionary Algeria.3 It could have been from Newsweek or Time Magazine but it did its rounds among us. Few things extended my view of the world beyond South Africa than that picture. Many years in the 1980s I would remember that picture when I first watched the movie The Battle of Algiers. The painful yet heroic history recalled by that movie provided a world of context to a single picture of Ben Bella with Mandela. A memory circle closed. There was another more immediate, more personal context to that picture. It underscored the broader meaning of the presence of Nelson Mandela’s and Walter Sisulu’s sons at my school. Our parents sent us all to Swaziland probably for the same reason: to escape from Bantu Education, the system of education in South Africa designed by white people for the black people they oppressed. There was something affirming about the extraordinary, global resonance of the Mandela and Sisulu names and the ordinary proximity of their sons to me and other boys at school. It gave the sense that at school we were sons of our mothers and fathers, known and unknown, who made similar decisions for us to be there. History felt both awesomely remote and casually accessible. There was a great deal of this kind of ambling, casual, un-reading reading and un-listening listening, this seeing un-seeing that countered or augmented, in informal yet formative ways, over time the prescribed reading of the primary and secondary school curriculum in South Africa and then Swaziland, where I matriculated. Then in the first of my two gap years, I discovered banned books hidden in a wooden box in my father’s garage. What an exhilarating shock! I had read about banned books and, and there they were, as I recognized some titles in the box that were on the censor’s list. There are few pleasures to beat illegal reading. It must have something to do with the pleasure of holding a secret not to be divulged even to my father. And then to feel its significance grow as it held me to a silence of trustworthiness.4 By the second half of 1969 when ‘Obi Okonkwo and his girl friend Clara, knocked on the door of my awareness with the full reality of their imaginary lives’ I was ready for them . . . Thus it came to be that I read and studied Achebe’s No Longer at Ease in the formal setting of a university syllabus in Lesotho. I found formal affirmation when and where I least expected it. A connection between my personal, social and school lives the necessity of which I only intuited suddenly occurred. Required formal reading and study in a formal setting suddenly supported the world of my own informal discoveries of myself and the world beyond. The impact of my informal literary experiences of earlier years began to assume a presence, validity and a high degree of ascendency in my intellectual growth. It was a stimulating and exhilarating confluence. No Longer at Ease was the first full-length novel I read, which was written in English, by an African writer. It was my first sustained entry in English into an engrossingly imagined African world. It drew me in immediately with an intense Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 20 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 15(1) imaginative intimacy such as I had never experienced before. My first literary lover, as I call it, No Longer at Ease, embraced me with firm, warm arms. My own arms around her would tighten without let to this day. There was something in the reading of No Longer at Ease that was different from my secret reading of the autobiographies of Mphahlele, Hutchinson, Modisane and Nkrumah. While the novel shared with the autobiographies an embracing sense of authenticity, the impact of its imaginative world worked without the kind of expository intent one senses running through the recalled and recreated life of autobiography. In No Longer at Ease, the drift of the world and some of its insidious moments came across in subtle ways. In the very first page of my treasured copy that cost me 60 South African cents in 1969 is an almost throwaway reference to ‘Some Civil Servants’ in Lagos who ‘paid as much as ten shillings and sixpence to obtain a doctor’s certificate of illness for the day’ so as not to miss the case of Obi Okonkwo on trial for corruption. How many of these equally corrupt (including their complicit doctors), were there in court to witness a trial in which their very own conduct was under scrutiny and that they seemed unaware of the irony in which they too were on trial, and that their own behaviour was as reprehensible as the accused’s whose public disrobing they had come to witness, and perhaps enjoy? I remember the assignment topic: Real tragedy is never resolved. It goes on hopelessly for ever. Conventional tragedy is too easy. The hero dies and we feel a purging of the emotions. A real tragedy takes place in a corner, in an untidy spot, to quote W.H. Auden. The rest of the world is unaware of it. (Achebe, 1963: 36). ‘Discuss’. Obi Okonkwo’s perspective on tragedy may underscore the aesthetic conception of the novel that tells his story. In No Longer at Ease, Achebe created a world without postured messages of self-justification, self-proclamation or censure and reproach. Instead, it had something far more elemental in its social wisdom. He portrayed a self-validating, self-referential world with its strengths and foibles at a level of literary rendering I had not experienced before. Here was a world in which I felt I did not have to justify living in it, nor did I feel any pressure to abandon it for other worlds whose power over me demanded that I aspire towards them, away from my own. I belonged to Obi Okonkwo’s Umuofia, to his Lagos and its Ikoyi and to Clara’s Yaba. And it was not a romantic world, as Obi’s ‘mummy wagon’ journey to Umuofia depicted. It could be as hilarious as it could be sad (Achebe, 1963: 38–39). The imagined world of No Longer at Ease whirled on its own orbit in a vast universe. With cosmic indifference, that universe exerts influence on the human moral or ethical order. In that universe human beings are doomed to create ethical and moral markers with which to sustain their own order as well as navigate within it. Human beings have a large measure of responsibility for worlds they create. Within such responsibility, they take decisions that make or undo them. Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 Ndebele 21 So what could have happened if the world of my informal learning had been a part of my formal learning? The question is speculative in a redundant kind of way. I and my peers belonged to a subject people. Books written by subject people, and who expressed a message different from official messages, were banned. So were those of writers among the ruling population who empathized with the plight of vassals. In Lesotho, it did not take me long to realize that colonial vassals in other parts of the Africa and its diaspora were telling their stories through books that were banned in South Africa. Lesotho exposed me to more of them. They are the ones that bubbled from an underground spring to steady the flood that carried me. Perhaps one day there will be enough of them to slow down the river, so that we could contemplate it more. But there is no doubt that they have become a significant part of the global river of the world’s literature. I am led to think that the full impact of education, public or private, can never be fully planned. Basic conditions do need to be carefully laid. They are vital. Laying such conditions for the young of a nation is a huge foundational step in their growth and nurturing. It must enjoy the most intelligent, rigorous and caring policies that any country can develop and implement. Such a planned foundational environment increases opportunities for unplanned casual encounters with educative moments in the broader social realm. Young people ought to be stimulated to learn everywhere. Education then ceases to be only about school and university campuses. It becomes an experience of encounters with echoes of learning that go in both directions between the formal and the informal. The import of this understanding is that up to the time that I registered as a first year student at the then University of Botswana, Lesotho, and Swaziland at the Roma campus in Lesotho, I had learned on my own far more about my immediate world than five years of a formal curriculum at boarding school in Swaziland. Then no African child will have to wait until they are 21 years to commune with their world. A great deal of education in society takes place outside of the planned, policy driven environments of formal education. This means that the fullest impact of education, public or private, depends on the extent to which formal affirmation through institutional support is accorded to the universal context of learning that is always happening in diverse informal ways in the broad society. The implication that for South Africa in the last 20 years, and for much of Africa between the 1960s and the 1980s, life in the nooks and crannies of society, in its emotions in millions of beating hearts and thinking minds, had few formal institutional affirmations. Conceptual life, an inseparable part of social growth, is particularly shaped in institutionalized settings. But the choices to be made depend on the kind of society we consciously envision against realities imposed from the past that may have become inseparable from our impressions of the normal. Change then has to be pursued selfconsciously, consistently and persistently. Why was it difficult for much of Africa in the 1970s and the 1980s to achieve this kind of commitment? South Africa, best positioned to achieve it, seems to be faltering 20 years into its liberation. Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 22 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 15(1) I think it has something to do with Obi Okonkwo’s notions of the ‘Augean stable’. ‘Where does one begin?’ he mused. With the masses? Educate the masses? Not a chance there. It would take centuries. A handful of men at the top. Or even one man with vision – an enlightened dictator. People are scared of the word nowadays. But what kind of democracy can exist side by side with so much corruption and ignorance? Perhaps a half-way house – a sort of compromise. When Obi’s reasoning reached this point he reminded himself that England had been as corrupt not so very long ago. He was not really in the mood for consecutive reasoning. His mind was impatient to roam in more pleasant landscape. Obi Okonkwo in his rather inchoate manner leans towards impatience of the kind that would shape political behaviour in the post-colony. Military coups and nationalization of strategic assets that swept across the continent like a tidal wave became a part of the definition of the post-colony as a replica of the colony that set its foundational character. It continued to be an extractive instrument orientated away from the potential of its own prosperity. Seeking to make the new African state stronger, they only weakened it. A desire to acquire traction through a highly centralized state led to the tendency to miss the vital middle point between a current sense of malaise and the end point of aspiration. There was hell and heaven, and no life to live and contemplate in between. In this, Africa sought to emulate and reproduce the effects of imperial energy at the point of its subjugating impact than at its enabling source in the colonizing country itself. The external imperial design singularly focused in its extractive intentions was a function of diverse economic, cultural, social and political environment at home. It is this diversity that fed a singularity of purpose away from home. In its rampant extractive intent the colonial order made few distinctions between the human and non-human at the colony. The human was as instrumentalized as the non-human. Both were resources to be exploited according to their usefulness. It is not surprising then that the military coup as a mechanism to secure power placed an inherently coercive instrument at the apex of control over an extractive system. This was so even where such coups, as Sankara’s of Burkina Faso, were driven by a radical intention to empower the mass population. The resulting structure of governance was inherently constrictive and extractive even when it sought to achieve expansive and inclusive effects. Any subversive project had to find ways to redesign an extractive system with its institutions in order to move beyond it and to re-orientate it towards an inclusive order. Daron Acemoglu and James A Robinson’s recent book Why Nations Fail (2012) gave to my thinking about the condition of the African state, a depth of resonance that struck like an epiphany. This magisterial work is impossible to summarize, so I will borrow from the authors. The ‘solution to the economic and political failure of nations today’, they say ‘is to transform their extractive institutions towards Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 Ndebele 23 inclusive ones’ (Acemoglu and Robinson, 2012: 402). This is an assertion they earn through years of research and scholarship that covers all continents. The general failure of much of post-colonial Africa to achieve economic and social prosperity continues. Post-apartheid South Africa is showing signs of being a strong contender in that direction. The South African economy is historically founded on high extraction of its human and non-human assets, to achieve extraordinarily high yield and pitifully low incentives and low rewards for its captive labour. This structure of extraction has remained fundamentally intact 20 years after freedom. The killings of protesting miners at Marikana two years ago underscore that historic fact. South Africans through their government appear to be withdrawing from a politics that sought to design institutions that would terminate an extractive economy in favour of an inclusive one. Africa needs to restore the vital sense of its diversity, human and non-human, as a fundamental attribute of source of it’s being in the universe, and then to turn that diversity into a source for fresh social, political and economic visions. In 2014, I look at where Africa is today, and at my own country South Africa. I am struck by two historic trends. One is the historical moment that produced the African writers and their world that I encountered in my undergraduate days, and how the curriculum at the university validated my sense of an African arrival in my own life. I do not have the sense that kind formative moment and its intended effects lasted long. The historic FESTAC ‘77 in Nigeria seemed to mark the apex of that period. What characterized it for me was the congruence of political and cultural resurgence. In retrospect, both were evocative. They were acts of selfassertion, evoking a future. But the future required a self-conscious and purposeful present, continuously rigorous in its intent. The second trend is the period in South Africa just before freedom in 1994. It flourished in the 1970s the 1980s. Projects such as the history workshop at the University of the Witwatersrand sought to produce new knowledge particularly of suppressed histories. A new democracy would have new knowledge to work with that came out of rigorous, resuscitative research. Around that time, books from the African Writers Series began to be available in South Africa at the same time as many of the titles in my father’s wooden box of banned books were unbanned. The canon of English literature was fiercely challenged at the time of the Black Consciousness Movement. Departments of English in South African universities were challenged to review the shape and character of their curricula and syllabi. This debate, which had been raging in the late 60 s and 70 s in other parts of Africa came rather late to South Africa. The long term objective was that it would not take 21 years before a young African could read and study an African novel. Eventually, South Africa got free and one more constitution in Africa was added to the history of continental aspiration. Twenty years later after 1994, that nascent, creative energy does not appear to have been sustained and embedded in national life. Departments of English that were under a pre-1994 siege appear to have relapsed into a conservatism that Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 24 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 15(1) reproduces itself from an accumulated dominance of the English canon in a state still overwhelmingly extractive. That an extractive order and its concomitant institutions would have severe implications for the ethical and moral character of the post-colony and the postapartheid states is not difficult to anticipate. The equality of instrumentality between the human and the non-human would highly likely define the attitude of the new leaders towards their own people. They inherited a humanity structurally and ethically located above that of their people. The resulting low sensitivity levels in public life can be gleaned from the harsh laws being passed in several African countries to punish disapproved sexual orientations. The disposition towards repression and punishment is antithetical to the corrective potential of tolerant diversity. These were Obi Okonkwo’s ‘handful of men at the top working for their own enrichment. They were at the apex of the extractive hierarchy of countries with limited and diminishing state capability. The deterioration of public systems, in addition to government as the major source of employment, resulted in economic and social order of severely restricted diversity. The impact of this situation on public life in the African state foregrounds a critical issue of contemporary significance that is worth pondering. David Kaiza a Ugandan writer and journalist reflects on the historical impact of the African Writers Series. He does this in an article (Kaiza, 2011). Kaiza takes us to a scene in No Longer at Ease where Obi Okonkwo and his father are discussing Obi’s intention to marry Clara. You cannot marry the girl. Eh? I said you cannot marry the girl. But why, father? Why? I shall tell you why. But first tell me this. Did you first find out or try to find out anything about this girl? Yes. What did you find out? Whatever it was that Obi found out did not satisfy his father. ‘My son . . . I understand what you say. But this thing is deeper than you think’. To which Obi also vaguely responds: ‘In ten years things will be quite different’. From his discussion of this scene, Kaiza argues that it typifies a defining theme in the canon of the African Writers Series. ‘Should one require a précis of Africa’s literature from the 1960s’, he writes, this passage offers all the elements: Obi as Ocol, Obi as Egbo of the smart set of Wole Soyinka’s The Interpreters (1965); the type populating that cache of books like spawn stranded outside the moist pool of time. Read No Longer at Ease and you have nearly covered the African Writers Series (AWS) syllabus (Kaiza, 2011: 90). Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 Ndebele 25 Kaiza deploys this perspective in order to make a strong call. For too long, he says, Africans have been ‘no longer at ease’. The bulk of their literature has captured powerfully the phase of being ‘no longer being at ease’ and rendered an invaluable service to the continent. But Kaiza grew uneasy with what, as I understand him, he began to sense as a one-dimensional characterization of Africa. What captured an era transformed into a defining and unchanging characteristic of a continental condition across eras. ‘For my generation of writers, those born in the 1970s’, he says, the AWS was classroom text. To know how to really write, we naturally turned to the American stylists. To know about human nature, we turned to the Russians and the Japanese. It was the order of things. Ngugi might teach you how to feel, from Achebe you learned how to integrate African ideas into your writing, and Okot p’Bitek taught you how to sound authentic. But you also needed to be wary of these subjects. (Kaiza, 2011: 102). I read Kaiza to be saying that the continuing dominance of the perception of Africa’s unease, appropriate to the times in which this theme was explored, might perpetuate the status of its people as perpetually modernizing, always becoming something else, sometimes to be admired by those who saw such modernizing as justification for their civilizing mission, who proclaim the progress of Africa, and even declaring the 21st-century as Africa’s century. The social and political dynamism of the decolonization may have become anthropologically fixed and unchanging. It is worse if the ever-progressing African does so in national environments still shaped by deeply extractive economic and social conditions that reproduce poverty at the same time that progress is proclaimed. The progress thus proclaimed risks being illusory within the confines of public spaces restricted in diversity of interest. They are in a state of stasis in which they are always becoming. A devastating paradox! If Africans are always becoming when will they ever be? I suspect that Kaiza’s concern about the continental African is similar to my concern about the South African ‘black’. Admired in the time of struggle, sometimes the object of adoration, sometimes of sympathy and then the target of charity for whom even in his own free country he still has to be affirmed through special policies designed to advance him. An abandonment of the will to struggle, it is called affirmative action. Free people do not clamour for affirmative action, they build civilizations. The South African ‘black’ conducts himself/herself as if history owes them something, now and into the future. In this, the South African ‘black’ desires to inherit the extractive state that will always reproduce him as a phenomenon. If the South African ‘black’ is to be in pursuit of ‘blackness’ in perpetuity when will he ever be free to be not black? For the ‘black’ is a fabrication, a figment of history, wherein the human that he once was vanished in sacked villages and broken families, that still break; swallowed up by mines and factories and farms Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 26 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 15(1) that still swallow; disappeared in books and films that were never about him. The South African ‘black’ as a figment of history became a distractor and a detractor from his human value. The South African ‘black’ in persistent pursuit of ‘blackness’ gives up simultaneously the historic opportunity to be the new human standard. The human standard they once sought to replace was ‘the horror’ of a world in which high yield returns were manufactured out of used and discarded ‘black’ humanity for the prosperity of the ‘white’ standard bearers of that world. The ‘black’ now wants unearned ownership of the same structures of high yield extraction that are certain to reproduce him. In this pursuit, the ‘black’ chooses ‘black’ leaders appropriately. Particularly in the last five out of 20 years, the South African ‘black’ is galloping downhill. Leading the gallop is a leader who fits the image of buffoonery that has underscored in history the contempt for the ‘black’, by its opposite, the ‘white’. The history of uneven power relations between master and slave has seen the emergence of a particular kind of buffoon. The buffoon is the intelligent ‘black’ who masks his intelligence in the pretense of stupidity. But this buffoon is really no buffoon. He is a person who by playing the fool endures the inner pain of selfdegradation in the business of arousing the amused superiority of those with absolute power over him. Cowering outside, but simmering with rage and shame inside, he survives another day. In South Africa, it has taken at least 200 years to produce and nurture him. One of them has risen to the highest office of the land. He was judged by those who chose him to possess the best qualifications for the job: hundreds of criminal charges that have yet to be tested before a court of law; a history of moral indiscretion, and an exuberant capacity to sing and dance, and move crowds. Once settled into the job, he proceeded to be who he always has been. His greatest achievement thus far has been to build on his rural private property with public funds, a palace. In its magnificence, it glitters opulently in the manner of Ayi Kwei Armah’s Atlantic Caprice on top of a hill overlooking an urban sea of poverty, in The Beautyful Ones Are Not Yet Born. Then following a public outcry, he then began to deny any knowledge of how the palace came to be. Such public denials of actions formally attributable to him in the structure of state governance have become a pattern of Jacob Zuma’s leadership. What do we make of them? It must be that where there may have once been the inner pain of selfdegradation, there is now an inner sense of entitlement. The ‘black’ buffoon, now in power, wants to own everything that once degraded him. But since he cannot admit to the desire for unbridled ownership, he resorts to what was once one of the sources of his pain: he deploys the lie. He avers that what is, is not. This is the ‘black’ at highest moment of triumph: a politics absolved of ethics and morality. The laughter of incredulity is one of its rewards. It is time for South African ‘blacks’ to no longer put store on ‘blackness’. To continue to do so is to insist on living in a liminal space in which dream and effort have been become disentangled almost permanently. It is time that the South Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 Ndebele 27 African ‘black’ began to appreciate the value of aspiring towards the universal and then to live in it, to become a part of it, to add to it the cumulative value of the experience of being free in the specificity of their historical circumstances, where dream and effort are inseparable. So, am I a ‘Black’? I once was, but no more. Am I an African? Yes, but with qualifications. Beyond the typifying singularity of the colonized African, there is no place anymore for that ‘African’. Am I a ‘comrade’? Decidedly not! That kind of struggle that required ‘comrades’ is long over! Am I a citizen? Yes: although my voice and my actions have yet to be strong enough to assert their formative constitutionality. The fact that the legacy of extractive conditions continues to spawn corrupt leaders mean more work despite 20 years of trying. Am I a ‘human being? Resoundingly yes! We make our contributions to ourselves and to the world at large by being who we are and striving to be the best that we can be first to ourselves and then to others, not because we have proclaimed ourselves to them, but because they have voluntarily sought to emulate our example. Humans aspire to the highest moral and ethical goals. And then because they are human, they trip and fall, and then rise and keep trying. They create institutions that help them rise and try. For that reason, the most successful of humans in history, protect their institutions with rigorous intent because they create such institutions for the greatest common good to protect themselves against themselves. The pitfalls of being human are a timeless feature of human history. In our pursuit of an inclusive state of society, institutions will give shape to our communal efforts. Wherever we will be, at home or at school, or on the factory floor, or in the office somewhere in the high-rise cityscape, on it the dark depths of the mine, or in the farms and rolling rural landscapes, or in the township or city, or in the tavern, or in the theatre, or on the catwalk or in a conference, we find our deepest value. So, to be or not to be ‘no longer at ease’? I have made my choice. It is time to have to be at ease with myself, and with ourselves. The novel that shaped my social and political imagination urges me to keep on moving far beyond the time of its urgent promptings. There are new urges to prompt me: to be a human being grateful to be a citizen of a continent and of a country that should never, ever give up their historic promise to themselves. Out of that communal commitment will come our new story to the world. Declaration of conflicting interests The author declared no potential conflicts of interest with respect to the research, authorship, and/or publication of this article. Funding The author received no financial support for the research, authorship, and/or publication of this article. Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016 28 Arts & Humanities in Higher Education 15(1) Notes 1. Keynote address to the 40th African Literature Association conference at the University of the Witwatersrand, Johannesburg, 10th April 2014. 2. See ‘The Hollow Men’, Eliot (1985: 85). 3. The two following paragraphs are drawn from Ndebele (2014: 205–215). 4. I discuss this moment further in the preface to Ndebele (2007: 9–10). References Acemoglu D and Robinson JA (2012) Why Nations Fail: The Origins of Power, Prosperity and Poverty. New York: Crown Publishers. Achebe C (1963) No Longer at Ease. London: Heinemann, p.36. Eliot TS (1985) The Complete Poems and Plays. London: Faber. Kaiza D (2011) But why, Father? Looking back on the legacy of the African Writers Series, fifty years on. Transition 106: 88–105. Ndebele N (2007) Fine Lines From the Box: Further Thoughts About our Country. South Africa: Umuzi, pp.9–10. Ndebele N (2014) Reading Chinua Achebe: Footholds in the flood of history. In: Clarke NA and Currey J (eds) Chinua Achebe: Tributes and Reflections. Branbury, UK: Ayebia. Nyembezi S (1969) Mntanami! Mnatanami! Johannesburg: Bona-Pers. Author biography Njabulo S Ndebele is the past vice-chancellor of the University of Cape Town, where he served two terms. He has a Master of Arts in English Literature from the University of Cambridge and a Doctorate of Philosophy in Creative Writing from the University of Denver. He was a previous Ford Foundation scholarin-residence, vice-chancellor and principal of the University of the North and vice-rector of the University of the Western Cape. He holds honorary doctorates from universities in the United Kingdom, Netherlands, Japan, South Africa and the United States of America. He is currently chairman of The Mandela Rhodes Foundation, the Nelson Mandela Foundation. Downloaded from ahh.sagepub.com at University of Cape Town on February 16, 2016
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