Douglas Max Utter Timelines COV E R : Far From Home, 2013 latex paint, acrylic, black pastel, shellac on canvas, 32 x 31 in. Merton F. Utter, Sr., with my father and Aunt Ann at Lake Okoboji RIGHT: UFO (Self Portrait in 1986), 2013 latex paint, black pastel on canvas, 12 x 12 in. OPPOSITE: Descent, 1989 latex paint, spray paint on canvas, 99 x 72 in. Based on a news photo. Exhibited at May Show, Cleveland Museum of Art, 1988 There was a small can of black paint and a brush on a shelf in the back room of the William Busta Gallery on Murray Hill Road. It was reserved for Douglas Max Utter. After his exhibitions at the gallery were installed, I would hand the paint and brush to him and he would go around the gallery, painting to painting , and sign his name. It was a way to finish a body of work. Utter’s work first made an impression on me when my wife and I were eating at Tommy’s on Coventry Road in Cleveland Heights and his work was hanging on the walls. It is the only time, ever, that art on the walls of a restaurant impressed me. It was so expressive and daring and insistent in its presence, even in the distracting atmosphere of animated conversation, savory smells, and crashing plates. Douglas Max Utter Timelines Mar 13–Apr 18, 2015 The impression was lasting. As I opened my first gallery in January 1989, his work become central to my sense of what I wished my gallery to be. This is the tenth one-person exhibition that I have presented of Utter’s work. Previous exhibitions were held in 1989, 1990, 1993, 1995, 1997, 1998, 2008, 2009, and 2011. The Gallery on Murray Hill Road closed with an exhibition of Utter’s paintings. From first sight, I’ve known that his work is a glimpse of what is holy and universal. —William Busta William Busta Gallery 2731 Prospect Avenue Cleveland OH 44115 Wwilliambustagallery.com T216.298.9071 [email protected] Strange Country My father died of an undiagnosed heart condition in November of 1980. That cardiac event, which the coroner termed “an electrical failure of the heart,” happened early in the morning on the day after Thanksgiving. He woke during the night and moved to an unusual, ornate upstairs room with shelves and pressed tin walls which we called the library, where there was a long gold couch. My mother found him there, just before dawn, lying down as if for one of his naps. Dr. Merton Franklin Utter was 63 years old, a few months younger than I am now, in the middle of a busy life of research and teaching at CWRU. I was not quite 30, living temporarily (I hoped) in the basement of my parents’ house in Cleveland Heights. Four months earlier I had completed two weeks of rehabilitation at the venerable alcohol treatment ward of St. Vincent’s Charity Hospital in downtown Cleveland, known as Rosary Hall. After a decade of wasted opportunities and struggles with drinking I was raw and impressionable, both younger and older than my years. I was an only child and my mother and I shared an intense, terrible grief. By turns I was angry and incredulous, or full of sorrow and regret. I turned to activities that were part of a fellowship I had joined, and also to painting and drawing. My art practice and my interest in the history of art dated from childhood, though at CWRU in the mid 1970s I studied classical languages and Greek and Roman literature, rather than art. But I had long regarded painting as an integral part of my life. After some soul searching in the late summer of 1980 I decided to keep making art, in this new context provided by a sober life. Within a year and a half I was married to a sculptor, who had also recently lost her own father. I was self-employed as a furniture and interior woodwork refinisher, painting ever larger and more contemporary-looking paintings in the basement of our home. In February of 1984 our son was born, followed by our daughter in August of 1985. It became clear I needed more room for the six-footsquare paintings I was beginning to do, and I moved my operation downtown to the sixth floor of the ArtCraft Building at East 25th Street and Superior in June, 1986, where I remained for 19 years. I began to use common household and industrial methods and materials, influenced by abstract expressionist practice and au courant neo-expressionist international styles. While my work became steadily bigger in scale it was also more intimately human in subject matter. I soon came to understand that my own most immediate interest in expressive terms was to find a way of drawing that felt integral to the painted surface. For about seven years beginning in early 1985, I used spray paint with latex house paint, sometimes applied with rollers, to render greatly enlarged versions of family photographs and dramatic news photos found in daily newspapers and national magazines, drawn freehand with a can of black spray paint directly onto water-based under-painting. Although I was raised in a non-religious household and remained agnostic in temperament, many of my most keenly expressed subjects involved the formal and emotional interlocking of a mother and child, or scenes of rescue, or of mourning. Realizing that these archetypal images tended to coincide with traditional European Christian iconography, I began to deliberately reference specific Flemish paintings of the Renaissance, and Rembrandt’s powerful range of narrative biblical paintings. This brings me to the subject of mourning. I’ve backtracked in the previous paragraphs to account for the numerous depictions of bereavement and the circumstances surrounding the death of a parent in my painting, from 1980 to the present, which are the focus of the current show Timelines. My first major work on that theme was the 1987 O What Shall I Hang on the Chamber Walls, which was given the Painting Award in the Cleveland Museum of Art’s May Show that year. Like many of the large paintings that followed over the next two or three years (Lamentation, 1988; Descent, 1989; X at the End of the World, 1989) it was based (loosely) on an anonymous news photo distributed by the Associated Press (AP). I held the clipping in my hand and outlined the figures on semi-wet latex paint, painting quickly by eye. The title is the first line of the eleventh stanza of Walt Whitman’s elegy on Lincoln, When Lilacs Last in the Dooryard Bloomed. The verse continues: “And what shall the pictures be that I hang on the walls / To adorn the burial-house of him I love?” RIGHT: Holiday Inn, 2012 latex paint, black pastel, acrylic on canvas, 34.5 x 31.5 in. OPPOSITE: Cleveland Rain, a Lament for My Mother, 2000 latex paint, oil paint, tar, black pastel, shellac, 98 x 112 in. As I transferred the pyramidal composition onto the big canvas, working with wide sweeps of roller and spray can and then running my gloved fingers through the spray paint, striping their faces as if with tears, I thought of my father’s death and the long grieving process that had underscored and shadowed the dramatic, otherwise very positive changes in my life during the seven years that followed his loss. I was reading Whitman and the line from the poem seemed like an obvious title. O What Shall I Hang on the Chamber Walls was reproduced a few years later in an experimental west coast publication—Raygun—where the editor assumed the title was ironic (art was assumed to be ironic in the early 1990s); but no. Subjectively, the black spray paint line which was the crux of all these paintings felt to me like a dose of reality and seriousness compared to fine arts materials per se—like an especially action-packed material that delivered gestural presence and the creative power of free-form mark- making, plus a literal sort of integrity, as it spread and interacted with other paint and surface features—paint-roller marks, for example. Later I became impatient with the graphic limits that spray paint does have, in terms of detail and accuracy when trying to render particular people and places. As early as 1990 I was supplementing spray paint with black pastel, which has been my chosen drawing medium ever since. My father and I weren’t exactly close. There was a genuine emotional bond between us, but we were undemonstrative, even guarded with each other, and rarely talked about personal matters. I loved him in my conflicted way, and valued the fact that I could count on him. I identified with him, admired his qualities of mind and spirit, and enjoyed his company. On the other hand, I was angry that he hid himself from me, that my affection for him seemed unrequited (I’m pretty sure he felt the same way), angry that I felt locked out of his interior world, and that my own private experience was seemingly of no real interest to him. Long after his death I realized that because of that anger and reticence there were very important things about his life of which I knew nothing—that I should have asked about, probably, but which now were unsolvable mysteries, a lingering condition of our mutual distance. Chief among these were the facts surrounding the death of my grandfather, his father, in an automobile accident during a summer trip in July of 1935, when he was 18 years old. My mother and I were much closer. She lived for another 20 years after his death, during the last ten of which she was paralyzed from the waist down. Following my divorce in 1990 I lived with her, sometimes joined by the kids for lengthy periods, all through her final decade until she also died at home of complications from leukemia. My painting during those years involved experimentation with ordinary roofing tar as a sort of painting medium that moved toward sculpture, in combination with both oil-based and latexbased house paints, and glazing mediums, with black pastel. The overall thrust of these attempts was to feel my way toward sensuality and an intimation of presence that was in part independent of sight, strongly referencing the sense of touch and the human body’s occult capabilities of coordination and balance (I’m thinking here of the complex of neuromuscular reactions that neurologists call “proprioception”). In paintings like the Black Madonna (1994) and Mother and Child (2001) from this period, I wanted to bring into play the sort of interpersonal and intrapersonal reactions people experience in a dark room, barely aided by sight. I painted many portraits, also, between 1995–2000, most of which are reproduced on my website (douglasutter.com). In these the sitter’s features are “discovered,” as I clear a space for their features in the darkness that surrounds them. Executed in tar, black pastel, and glazes (clear, red, or amber), these portraits are (among other things) metaphors for any process of excavation, and for the achievement of interpersonal intimacy. On a primary, sensual level they’re about texture, and the shifting boundaries between two and three dimensions. These works combine drawing and modeling for that reason, to evoke an idea of identity as perceived in the presence of another, and the tactile satisfactions of working with earthy materials. Cleveland Rain was conceived and completed during the month or so of my mother’s final illness and death and became an expression of my desolation. While she was in the hospital receiving different treatments I drove on the highway almost every day, and a certain bleak bend in the road on I-71 at the 116th Street overpass began to represent a point of no return to me. In October of 2000, a few days before her death, I finished the large painting of that scene, which a little later was exhibited as a conceptual portrait of my mother (The Many Faces of Cleveland: A Century of Portraiture, Cleveland Artists Foundation, 2002). As I began to approach my father’s age at his death following my own experience of congestive heart failure and extensive CABG surgery in 2007, I began to think about all those things I didn’t know about my Dad. I particularly wished that I had asked him about the circumstances surrounding his own father’s tragic, violent death, which must have been the central event of his youth. I knew he was already a student at Simpson College at Indianola, just south of Des Moines, Iowa, and that he and his sister Anne had driven with their parents from their home in the southwest corner of Iowa, to Kenosha, Wisconsin, probably after visiting my great grandfather at Trempeleau on the Mississippi. A terrible collision with a drunk driver killed both drivers and left my aunt in a coma. My grandmother was badly cut up by broken glass in that pre-safety glass era, but my father suffered relatively minor cuts and a broken arm (I picture him and his sister riding in the back seat of the large touring car I’ve seen in one of our old photo albums, but I can’t be sure). One day recently, digging through boxes of memorabilia, I found a packet of letters written by my father’s cousin Lois, who was a student in her early 20s at the time. They relate how she traveled by train to Kenosha from Chicago as soon as they heard the news. She stayed in a hotel near the hospital and visited every day while my aunt was still unconscious. She was impressed with the facility: “I don’t believe there’s a nicer hospital anywhere… They sterilize everything, as in the movies,” she writes; and I was moved to read her description of my father. “Junior certainly is acting as if nothing has happened,” Lois writes, and elsewhere observes, “Everyone around here marvels to see how Junior acts. It’s a help to Aunt Gertie [his mother] to have him around.” Another letter describes him playing with a little boy on the ward. Lois describes a self-possessed, capable, practical young man, who for better or worse came through the crash fully conscious, and despite a broken arm was seemingly unimpaired during the aftermath. None of this contradicts the idea that he must have been deeply shocked—if anything his unnaturally calm behavior supports that likelihood. No doubt traumatic echoes followed him down the years, and some of the distance between us must have been a partial measure of the pain that separated his later life from that day on the road from Kenosha. The large painting titled Wisconsin Car Crash, 1935 isn’t a serious attempt to recreate the realities of my grandfather’s fatal accident. I’m trying to outline a symbolic vocabulary that can help me to consider his death and the foreshortening of his life with some perspective and nuance, moving beyond the few local facts I know about the event itself. I’ve imagined a stretch of road where a couple of vintage cars sit badly damaged. A tree in the field beyond is abruptly cut off at about half its natural height, but its laterally branching limbs stretch beyond the edges of the frame. Various animals walk into the road in the foreground, filling the space made suddenly vacant by violent death. To me they represent the persistence and loneliness of spirit in the natural world, the disheveled grace of the land as it still was when my parents were young—not yet as fully measured, distorted and exploited. This is the past as a “foreign country,” as in L.P. Hartley’s famous phrase, though it’s also a familiar place. On the right the blackness of another dimension intrudes, collage-like, and the white outline of my grandfather’s ghost reclines within its boundaries, “loafing” like Whitman in “Song of Myself”: “I loafe and invite my soul, / I lean and loafe at my ease observing a spear of summer grass.” On the upper left I’ve painted the house in Trempeleau where he grew up. The sky is an abstraction in this in-between country, showing the lines of a low pressure system as they would be represented on a weather map—the conditions of a coming storm (I’m also remembering that, before settling on chemistry as his primary area of study, my father thought about pursuing meteorology). The dog is Bobby, the beloved family pet back in Coin. All the specific references in the scene are based on snapshots passed down to me. I intend their factual nature to fasten down the corners of this Limbo I’ve created, hopefully lending it some emotional/historical weight. Other experiments involving perspective, time, and memory have been typical of my paintings for the past few years. One series of landscapes proposes images of the past as a Google Earth sort of place, existing far below the present, distant and disposed at an odd, unfamiliar angle to human thought. From high above the fields of rural Wisconsin and southwestern Iowa the family tragedy of 1935 can be descried in these paintings unfolding along geometrically straight county byways (Partial Eclipse, Evening Funeral Procession). Similarly I’ve based works on actual satellite views of the acres north of the town where my mother’s girlhood farm was located. Compositionally these images begin to resemble geometric abstract works or expressionistic abstraction (Dense Fog Over Lake Okoboji). Some employ areas of semi-opaque amber shadow, suggesting that the ever-looming present is a transparent but integral feature of memory. In several pieces I’ve tried to re-imagine features of my forbears’ lives and characters against the background of the midwestern American landscape where they OPPOSITE: Thick Fog Over Lake Okoboji, 2006 latex paint, shellac on canvas, 28 x 44 in. LEFT: Tribute at Papillion, 2013 mixed paint and drawing media on canvas, 32 x 31 in. My mother at her sister D.J.’s wedding in the late 1940s lived. The “spirit portraits” of 2011 show my mother, grandmother, and great aunt Rose holding wild animals to suggest the power and strangeness hidden in their lives and bodies (an idea I revisit in Wisconsin Car Crash). In 1953–54 when I was a small child my parents and I traveled around the world— literally all the way around—on British ships that had been built as modest passenger liners. During World War II these vessels had been employed as troop carriers, returning to their peacetime purpose after 1945. They were carriers of the Royal Mail (so reads a notice on an old ticket), and the crew and the food were mostly Indian. We sailed from Montreal, through the Panama Canal and across the Pacific to Australia, where we lived for most of a year in Adelaide. We returned through the Indian Ocean and the Suez Canal to Naples, then to London and New York. In the summers when I was a little older we drove from Cleveland to Iowa, where we visited my grandparents. After a year in England in 1960 I began to paint in oils, and when we went on the road the art supplies came along. I painted pictures standing in the dusty streets of Coin, Iowa, where my paternal grandmother Gertrude lived in a tiny house, surrounded by friendly country dogs and curious kids my own age, and out in the mountains when we went to Colorado, Wyoming, and Montana. I remember that on those long trips my parents shared the driving, and I remember my father’s hands on the wheel. Later I took my own kids on long journeys across several countries. It strikes me that whatever painful memories my Dad may have had, I remember him as a man who was notably unafraid of the world, who quietly immersed himself in life. My mother, equally brave, taught me to see and love beauty, and encouraged my art from earliest childhood. The paintings I have done are an extension of what they saw and showed to me. My landscape is theirs, farther down the road, just as theirs was a continuation of sight and being that disappears with the thoughts and charms and flaws of other ancestors, into the lost wild of time. Childhood Migraine, which I painted in January 2015, is an attempt to recapture and understand a peculiar, recurring mind-body incident that I experienced between the ages of about four and 11. It wasn’t exactly a fit (I’m happy to say); I’m sure nobody around me ever noticed there was anything wrong. I never mentioned it, which I guess is odd in itself. Usually I was sitting down when it came on. I became aware of one mechanical noise, and then another, like the airplane and lawn mower in the painting. As I listened it seemed that the tempo of these sounds and of everything around me became faster and faster, and I had a sensation of holding one or two heavy, round objects in my hands. Then these sensations quickly faded. The whole sequence took about a minute. I was left a little breathless, but it wasn’t scary. Then, some year along toward adolescence, it stopped happening, and I certainly didn’t miss it. When I described all this for my daughter Lizzie, who has an interest in medical things (and in me), she said she experienced somewhat similar symptoms herself, and that they are often typical of childhood migraines. So maybe that’s what they were. My painting shows me around the age of four in yellow overalls, holding a red ball. Over the darkening suburban rooftops flies a turboprop aircraft, as someone (Death?) steers a push lawn mower across the red grass in the last light of a day that darkened long ago. If people in the past do things differently, then so do we, here in the present. I hope my paintings communicate something of the urgency that a sense of the past can bring to life as we live it today. OPPOSITE: Childhood Migraine, 2015 acrylic paint, latex paint, black pastel, shellac on linen, 26 x 22.5 in. L E F T, A B O V E : The Lonely Child (study for Extended Family), 2013 latex paint, acrylic paint, black pastel on canvas, 12 x 12 in. L E F T, B E L O W : Extended Family, 2013 latex paint, acrylic paint, black pastel, shellac on canvas, 75 x 67 in. Based on a Polaroid photograph of Lori with son Christopher and daughter Elizabeth (metamorphosing into her dog Beowulf). Douglas Max Utter Born 1950, Cleveland, OH Lives and works in Cleveland, OH douglasutter.com Timeline 1935 (July 1) Merton Franklin Utter, Sr. killed in a fatal car collision with a drunk driver near Kenosha, Wisconsin. His wife Gertrude suffers multiple cuts. Their daughter Ann is in a coma for a week, Merton Jr. has a broken arm. 1939 (September 1) M.F. Utter, Jr. and Marjorie Fern Manifold are married at Indianola, Iowa. 1950 (December 8) Douglas Max Utter born, Cleveland, Ohio 1953 (Academic sabbatical year) Dr. Merton F. Utter, Jr., travels around the globe by ship with his wife and son, pursues biochemistry research for ten months at the University of South Australia at Adelaide. 1960 M.F. Utter works at New College, Oxford (GB), the family lives in North Oxford, Douglas attends a Berkshire County school, visits museums in England and abroad, sketches in the countryside and at the Ashmolean and Pitt Rivers Museums. 1961 (August) First oil paintings, instructed by Mary Oliver (RA), Oxford. 1963–64 Drawing classes at the Cleveland Institute of Art 1970–71 Classes at Cuyahoga Community College 1973 Exhibits two paintings at NOVA, downtown Cleveland 1974–75 Undergraduate and graduate courses in classical languages, Greek and Roman art, history, and literature, Case Western Reserve University 1976 (January) Moves to New York City, lives near the Bowery on East Houston Street for three years of private study and punk rock. Paints, writes. 1979 Crosses country in a van, finds odd jobs in Portland, Oregon. 1980 (July 29) Back in Cleveland, enters alcohol treatment program. (November 22) M.F. Utter dies at home of an undiagnosed heart problem. 1982 (June 1) Married to Lori Hyler 1983 The family purchases a home in Cleveland Heights 1984 Christopher Benjamin Utter born February 9. 1985 Elizabeth Anne Hyler born August 26. Ghost Portrait painted (February). 1986 Study for A Bas Relief accepted into CMA’s May Show Rents large studio in ArtCraft Building in downtown Cleveland 1987 O What Shall I Hang on the Chamber Walls awarded Best Painting Prize at CMA’s May Show. OPPOSITE: Ghost Portrait, 1985 latex paint, spray paint on canvas, 28 x 26 in. LEFT: X at the End of the World, 1989 latex paint, black spray paint on canvas, 75 x 70.5 in. 1988 (January) SPACES exhibits large Utter paintings in three-person show with Anna Arnold and Brian Azzarello. Amy Bracken Sparks writes about the show in Northern Ohio Live (January 1988) 1989 Douglas and Lori separate. Marjorie Utter becomes partially paralyzed following a spinal operation at University Hospitals. Utter moves into her home in Cleveland Heights. William Busta and Douglas Utter meet and discuss Busta’s plans to open a new gallery in Joyce Porcelli’s Murray Hill Road space. Utter joins the gallery. Begins writing reviews and arts commentary for Dialogue Magazine, Columbus OH. 1990–91 Divorce (June 1990). Solo show at William Busta (Souvenirs). Three solo shows in New York—Venustatis (West 14th St), Galerie Saireido (West Broadway), Rockefeller House Gallery (Columbia University). Solo exhibit in Augsburg, Germany. Publishes reviews for the first time in New Art Examiner (Chicago) and Northern Ohio Live (Cleveland). Several of Utter’s paintings are purchased by Albert Grokoest (notable collector, co-founder of the Orpheus Orchestra, friend and physician to Mark Rothko), and Manhattan financier Peter B. Cannell. 1993 Solo shows at William Busta Gallery and Brooklyn 11205 Art (Brooklyn Navy Yard). Ohio Arts Council Individual Fellowship in Visual Arts. 1994–95 Solo shows at the Interchurch Center (Rockefeller Drive, NYC) and William Busta Gallery. Wins second OAC Individual Fellowship in the area of Criticism. Begins writing art reviews for the Free Times. A second spinal operation leaves Marjorie Utter entirely paralyzed from the waist down. 1997 Teaches Advanced Painting for a semester at University of Akron at the invitation of Don Harvey. 1998 William Busta Gallery announces its permanent closing, ends its nine-year run with Utter’s solo exhibit. 2000 Marjorie Utter dies of leukemia at home. Cleveland Rain, a large, landscape-inspired painting dealing with her death, is completed. 2001–04 OAC Individual Arts Fellowship (criticism). Mounts four solo exhibits at Dead Horse Gallery (Lakewood, OH); is reviewed in Art in America (January 2002) by Frank Green. Begins writing reviews for Art Papers (Atlanta). Is admitted to KSU graduate program as MFA candidate, teaches first and second year Drawing and Painting (leaves program after a year without a degree). Dan Tranberg, Amy Sparks, and Utter found Angle (a journal of arts and culture) in 2003, following the (first) financial failure of the Free Times. Writes weekly art reviews and commentary for the Free Times (through 2008). Begins to write occasional reviews for the Plain Dealer (through 2012). Dead Horse Gallery publishes an extensive catalog of Utter’s paintings with essay by Dan Tranberg. 2002 Cleveland Rain exhibited as part of The Many Faces of Cleveland Portraiture at the Beck Center, curated by Dr. Marianne Berardi. 2003 Fills in as second year Painting instructor for Daniel Dove at Cleveland Institute of Art. 2004 Receives Cleveland Press Club Excellence in Journalism Award. Is named Artist in Residence, Zygote Press (summer), followed by a solo exhibit at Zygote (November). Is presented with Special Award by Poet and Writers Guild of Cleveland. Bicameral Infusions, 2004 latex paint, shellac, black pastel on canvas, 28 x 23 in. 2005–06 Moves out of ArtCraft Building studio, continues painting at home. Declares bankruptcy. Works as Gallery Director at the Artists Archives of the Western Reserve in University Circle. 2007 Moves to a house in East Cleveland (March). Is admitted to University Hospitals with congestive heart failure (June). Sextuple bypass “CABG” surgery is successful. 2008 Rapidly developing cataracts in both eyes are removed at MetroHealth Hospital. Enjoys 20/20 vision for the first time since childhood. Writes about the experience for his weekly column at Scene Magazine (following the reorganization of the Free Times). 2010 Progressive Insurance Collection purchases large 1989 painting Clinamen. 2011 Solo show Heartland at William Busta Gallery. Is awarded a CPAC Creative Workforce Fellowship. 2012 Begins writing brochure essays for William Busta Gallery 2013 Honored with a Cleveland Arts Prize for Lifetime Achievement.
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