“Everyman’sanangel!” APersonalExplorationofGinsberg’sHowl EvaDunsky SeniorThesisinEnglishLiterature PoetsinCorrespondence ProfessorSaskiaHamilton InPartialFulfillmentoftheRequirementsfortheEnglishMajorandtheDegreeofBachelor oftheArts,BarnardCollege,ColumbiaUniversity.December2016. Dunsky 2 Introduction WhenIwasthirteen,IreceivedmyfirstcopyofAllenGinsberg’sHowl:athin,black andwhitevolumebelongingtothePocketPoetsseriesfromCityLightsBookstoreinSan Francisco.“Youmightlikethis,”saidmydadnonchalantly.Hehadfounditlyingaround whilecleaningouthisbookshelf.YoucouldsaythatIlikedit.Infact,youcouldevensay thatitconsumedthegreaterpartofmyadolescence,envelopingmeinitselielilamma lammasabacthanisaxophonecry.It’srollickingrhythmsandloftyincantationswhichin themorningwerestanzasofgibberishmatchedtherhythmofmyowninnerturmoil;the syncopatedbeatsliningupperfectly.WhenIwassixteenandmyfirstboyfriendbrokeup withme(Igenuinelyandhonestlythoughtwewouldspendtherestofourlivestogether), andthedevastationfeltsocompletelyheavyandall-encompassing,likeanelectricblanket exceptwithnoneofthewarmth,myparentsaskedmeiftherewasanythingtheycoulddo toalleviatethatpain(andperhapscutdownonsomeofthecryingjags).Aweeklater,I walkedoutofthetattooparloraroundthecornerfrommyhousewithmyfirsttattoo— howlwritteninloopycursive,thescriptofateenagegirl,onmyfoot. AdolescenceishardandI’mstartingtorealizethatrarelydoesthepost-adolescent timeframeoffermuchreprieve,especiallyifyouhavethenervousJewishconstitutionthat Mr.GinsbergandIsoreluctantlyshare.Andyetinthemiddleofatumultuouslife, Ginsbergwasabletoprovideuswiththisepicpoem—anultimatelyjubilantodeto humanity.IthinkWilliamCarlosWilliamssaysitbestinhisintroductiontoHowl: “Saywhatyouwill,[Ginsberg]provestous,inspiteofthemostdebasingexperiencesthat lifecanofferaman,thespiritoflovesurvivestoennobleourlivesifwehavethewitand thecourageandthefaith—andtheart!topersist”(Howl,8). Dunsky 3 Ginsberg’searlylife “Ihaven’ttoldyoumuchaboutmyself.Iam[the]smallestboyinclass.Hobbies– stamps,coins,minerals,chemistryandmostofall(atpresent)movies.Theyaffordmegreat pleasureandtheyareabouttheonlyrelieffromboredomwhichseemstohangaroundmelike ashadow.”–JournalEntry,1938 AllenGinsbergwasbornin1926inNewark,NewJerseytoparentsLouisandNaomi Ginsberg.Hisfatherwasaschoolteacherandapoetandhismother,animmigrantfrom Russia,sufferedfromvariousmentalillnesses.Throughouthischildhood,Ginsbergsawhis motherinternedinapsychiatrichospitalseveraltimes.Hismother’smentalillnessdeeply affectedhimduringhisformativeyearsandbecameamajorthemeinhislaterpoetry—he wouldgoontobecomeamouthpiecefortheexperiencesofthementally-ill,aswellas dedicateapoemtohislatemotherentitled“Kaddish”(widelyconsideredtobeoneofhis masterworks).Ginsberg,asmall,slight-of-buildchildwithdeepaffectationsanda childhoodmadedifficultbyhismother’sillness,fosteredhispoetictalentsfromanearly agebykeepingajournalandstudyingthepoetryofWaltWhitmaninHighSchool (Charters,“AllenGinsberg’sLife”).AfterasuccessfulHighSchoolcareer,Ginsbergleftthe suburbsofNewJerseyforNewYorkwhenhewaseighteenyearsold. AfterHighSchool,heattendedColumbiaUniversityonascholarship.Thoughhe citeshis‘GreatBooks’classwithProfessorLionelTrillingashavinghadamajorinfluence onhislife,Ginsberg’sprimarysourceofColumbiaeducationcamefromoutsideofthe classroom.ItwasatColumbiathatGinsbergmetfellowundergraduateLucienCarr,who introducedhimtoWilliamS.Burroughs,JackKerouac,andNealCassidy,amongstothers. Thesecreativesandsubversiveswentontoformthe“BeatGeneration”—atermcoinedby Kerouacinthefallof1948todefinetheirsharedsenseofspiritualexhaustion,aswellas Dunsky 4 theirdesiretorebelagainsttheconformity,hypocrisy,andmaterialismthattheysaw manifestinAmericansociety(Charters,“AllenGinsberg’sLife”). FollowingavisionhehadafterhearingWilliamBlackrecite“Ah,Sunflower,” Ginsbergdevotedhisartisticenergiestothepursuitoftruththroughpoetry.Hewas dissatisfiedwiththepoetryhehadbeenwritingatthetime—poetrymodeledonthe lessonshehadlearnedinhisColumbiaclasses.Inordertoblowopenhismindandhis writing,Ginsbergturnedtodrugs,experiencingMarijuana,Peyote,andBenzedrinewithhis fellowBeats,holedupinJackKerouac’sHarlemapartment. However,GinsbergsoonfoundhimselfimplicatedinacrimecommittedbyHerbert Huncke.HunckeandafewofhisfriendshadstoredstolengoodsinGinsberg’sapartment, andGinsbergwaschargedwithlarceny.Inlieuofarrest,theColumbiadeanallowedhimto pleadinsanityandinsteadofbeingthrowninprison,Ginsbergwasinternedinthe ColumbiaPresbyterianPsychiatricInstituteforeightmonths.ItwasherethathemetCarl Solomon—anotheryoungwriterwhowasbeingtreatedfordepressionwithinsulinshock therapy.Ginsberg,whowasalreadyfamiliarwiththepitfallsofmentalhealthcaredueto hismother’stravails,formedastrongandlastingfriendshipwithSolomon,towhomhe wouldlaterdedicateHowl. “EternityoutsideofTime”:Ginsberg’s1950sJournals “Todayaholiday.Idon’tknowwhich.Adreamanditsassociatedfragments.Last nightIdreamed—Iamup,itismorningretracingmystepsinthemind,severalthoughts severaldiscoveries.Thesymbolicconnectionbetweenthings…” AjournalentryofGinsberg’sfromMayof1955—whenhewasinthethickofwriting Howl.Hismotherhaddiedafewmonthsbefore,andalreadyhewasmullingoverwhat wouldlaterbecomeKaddish.HisjournalsusethesameprosestyleasHowlitself,andmany Dunsky 5 entriesreadasthoughtheycouldbepartofthefirstsectionofthepoem.Thejournals includeextremelypersonalfragmentsofprose,aswellastherootsofseveralideasthat wouldlaterbedevelopedfurtherinhispoetry.Atthismomentin1955,heisstruggling withhissexualityandwiththeunrequitedlovehefeltforfellowbeatNealCassady,allthe whilereelingfromthelossofhismother.Heistryingtoexpandonhisownpersonalstyle ofpoetrywhilecomingtotermswithamassivepersonaleraoftransition.Inthejournals thatIchosetolookat,datedfrom1954-1958,Ginsbergisatacrossroadsinhiscareer,and isontheroadtodevelopinghisBeatstylepersona. Asevidencedbytheexcerptatthebeginningofthesection,Ginsberg’snotionof timeisspottyandnonlinear—andatthisjunctioninhislife,timeisagreatconcern,ashe hasnotyetfoundBuddhismandisstrugglingwiththefinalityofhismother’sdeath.With littletotiehimtoaspecificlocation,especiallyafterthedeathofhismotherandthe untimelyendofhisColumbiacareer,hewasabletowanderfreely.Andwanderhedoes: fromSanFranciscotoNewYorktoLosAngelestoTangiers,collectingscrapsofpoetryin hisnotebookashealightedfromplacetoplace.Someofhisjournalsarepopulatedby dreamsanddrug-inducedvisions—orashewritesontheopeningsectionofHowl,“with dreams,withdrugs,withwakingnightmares…”(Howl,10).Thesethreeconditions—the dreamstate,thedrugtrip,andwhatIargueistheunmitigatedsoberreality(i.e.,the wakingnightmare),ceasetobedistinctfromeachother.Thejournalsintimatethat Ginsberghimselfhasbeenremovedfromtime. Forinstance,inthefollowingexcerptdatedDecember21st1956,itseemsasthough Ginsbergissettingupaportraitofhisfellowsubwaygoersthatexistsoutsideoftime— almostasthoughinhisjournal,heisimmortalizingthemashisownpersonalartistic Dunsky 6 fodderratherthanplacingthemwithinthecontextoftheirownlives,say,completingtheir morningcommuteorpickingtheirkidsupfromschool.Ginsbergwrites,“Strangefacedin thesubway—theminuteIsatdownIrealizedIhadpowertoseethemstraightintheeye anddigtheeternalmoment’smask—astheyridebydreamingrockedinthedarkwith neonontheirfaces.”(JournalsMid-fifties1954-1958,321). TimeisacomplicatedsubjectforGinsberg,asevidencedbythefollowingexcerpt fromHowl:“whothrewtheirwatchesofftherooftocasttheirballotforEternityoutsideof Time,&alarmclocksfellontheirheadseverydayforthenextdecade,whocuttheirwrists threetimessuccessivelyunsuccessfully,gaveupandwereforcedtoopenantiqueshops wheretheythoughttheyweregrowingoldandcried…”(Howl,16).Thisisindicativeofhis ownpersonalhorrorandanxiety,hisfearoftimes’ravagingpotential,hisfirsthand knowledgeofitsdevastatingeffectsonhismother,andlateronhisfriendCarlSolomon.In thethirdpartofHowl,Ginsbergwrites“Ah,Carl,whileyouarenotsafeIamnotsafeand nowyou’rereallyinthetotalanimalsoupoftime”(Howl,19). However,somejournalentries,intypicalGinsbergfashion,takeamorepersonal approachandcommentonhisownanxieties—abouttime,materialpossessions,love,and countlessotherthingsthatplaguedhim.Forinstance,takethisjournalentryfromAugust 21st,1956simplyentitledDream:“IopenedaletterfromBurroughs—describinganew project—acave—thecaveofreligiousmysteries,atouristattractioninVeniceofRome— gonnamakeshowbizhistoryandreligioushistory—gottadieholy—anyoneenterscave nevercomesoutalive,thefinalthrillrealdeathleaveyourpossessionsatthedoorwiththe attendant—(higherturnoverinattendance,hardtokeepthemfromrushingscreaminginto thecave)—Onlythegimmickisnobodydieswithoutmakingit—TheIllumination,Ecstasy, Dunsky 7 SeeGodandDie—onlyproblemgettherightdrug—orwitchdoctor”(JournalsMid-fifties 1954-1958,309).JoanDidiononcesaid,“IwriteentirelytofindoutwhatI’mthinking, whatI’mlookingat,whatIseeandwhatitmeans.WhatIwantandwhatIfear”(Didion, “WhyIWrite”).ThisfeelsespeciallyapplicabletoGinsberg’sjournals,asheuseshisunique humorandwittogivevoicetohisinneranxieties,manyofwhichappearinhislaterpoetry. HowlPartI:“Alostbattalionofplatonicconversationalists” “Isawthebestmindsofmygenerationdestroyedbymadness,starvinghysterical naked,draggingthemselvesthroughthenegrostreetsatdawnlookingforanangryfix, angelheadedhipstersburningfortheancientheavenlyconnectiontothestarrydynamointhe machineryofnight…” Howlchallengedconceptionsofwhatapoemshouldbe,bothbymanipulatingthe poeticformandbyincludingcontentthatwasn’tseenasappropriateforpoetry.His impetusfordepartingfrommoretypicalmethodsofpoetryismostclearlyseeninhis relationshipwithLionelTrilling,theprofessorwithwhomhetooktheGreatBooksclassat Columbia.Thoughmutualrespectwashigh,Ginsbergfeltcagedinbythemethodsof literaryanalysisandwritingthatpervadedthecorecurriculum.Onearticledescribedthe relationshipbetweenTrillingandGinsbergas“alifelongfriendshipthatwasalsoamortal combat—overliteratureandpolitics,moralityandmaturity,liberalismandradicalism.” (Kirsch,“LiberalFatherRadicalSon”).ThemoreGinsberglearnedaboutliterature,the morehebegandelvingintohisownuniquestyleofpoetics.Thoughtheydisagreedon almosteverything,GinsbergfoundanallyinTrilling,perhapsbecausetheywereboth Jewish(TrillingwasColumbia’sfirsttenuredJewishprofessor—nosmallfeat).Ginsbergis quotedassaying“IwasprobablyclosesttoTrillingbecausewewerebothJewishandhe sortofempathizedwithme.”(Kirsch,“LiberalFatherRadicalSon”).Thisempathyran Dunsky 8 deep,andthoughhistimeatColumbiawaslargelyunhappy,Ginsbergfoundsolaceinhis relationshipwithTrilling. OnceheleftColumbia,however,Ginsberg’spoetrywentinadirectionthatTrilling couldn’tstand—hefamouslyhatedHowlandmuchofGinsberg’sotherworkfromthis period.ItispossiblethatTrillingfeltattackedbytheflagrantanti-Columbiasentimentsin thebeginningofthepoem.Ginsbergcriticizedintellectualculture,whichhefoundtobe shallowandempty—Trilling,however,washighlyinvestedinthecultureofacademia. Ginsbergwrites“whopassedthroughuniversitieswithradiantcooleyeshallucinating ArkansasandBlake-lighttragedyamongthescholarsofwar…whowereexpelledfromthe academiesforcrazy&publishingobsceneodesonthewindowsoftheskull.”(Howl,9). Interestingly,someversionsofHowlhavethislinewrittenas“thescholarsofloveand war”,ratherthanjustwar—perhapsanallusiontothecomplicatedandsometimes contradictoryfeelingsGinsbergheldforTrilling.Eitherway,IbelievethatGinsbergowes Trillingforprovidinghimwiththeimpetusandtheknowledgetobranchout.Ginsberg foundhispointofdeparturefromothertypesofpoetry—hisforkintheroad—under Trilling’smentorship. Howlwassodifferentfromthepoetryoftheerathatitwouldevencomeunder scrutinyastowhetherornotthepoemcouldevenbeconsideredliteratureduetoits obscenecontent(butmoreonthatlater).Intermsofform,PartIharkensbacktoKing James’BibleandthepoetryofWaltWhitman—it’scomprisedoflong,sparselypunctuated burstsofthoughtthatserveasvignettesofGinsberg’sfellowangelheadedhipstersand closestfriends.Howlisanode,adiatribe,astream-of-consciousness-drivenstringof associativeleapsthatGinsbergmakesinanattemptto“[put]downherewhatmaybeleft Dunsky 9 tosayintimecomeafterdeath”(Howl,20).Itisadesolatecryagainstrepressionand madness,andyetitspulseisdefiantlyjoyous.Itisfullofcontradictions.Ittakes permissionfromWhitman’s“Itislarge;itcontainsmultitudes.” Ginsbergbeginsbyaddressingthepoem’ssubjects—theso-called“angelheaded hipsters.”ItharkensbacktoAquinas’question:“howmanyangelscandanceonthehead ofapin?”Howmanyangelscaninhabitasmallspace—adingyone-roomapartment,a broken-downvan,acoldwaterflat—andfillitwiththeirexplosiveart?Wheredidthese angelscomefrom,andwherearetheygoing?Ginsberg’scontemporariesdwelledinthe spacebetweenangelsandhipsters—theseslouchingartistswholiveddoortodoorand dosetodosewerealsochurningoutsomeofthemostinfluentialartoftheirgeneration. Therefore,theregalityoftheterm‘angels’feelsperfectlyathomewiththecolloquial ‘hipster’—Ginsbergbreaksdowntheallegeddivisionbetweenthetwo,thusexpandingon thedestructionofthesacred/profanedichotomythatcontinuesasathreadthroughoutthe poem. Whenhereferstohis“angelheadedhipsters,”heisnodoubtreferringtoCarl Solomonandhisfellowbeats,thoughonalargerscale,heisappealingtoalloftheartists andmadmenofthe1950swhodidnotfitsociety’smold.Whilethefirstpartofthissection servesasaportraitofthelivesofhisfellowartists,thesecondpartfunctionsasawayfor Ginsbergtodelveintohisownconsciousness. Inthefirstpartofthissection,Ginsberglooksat“thebestmindsofhis generation”—whotheywere,whattheydid,wheretheyhungout,andtheoveralllives theyled.HehintsatthemultitudesofaspectsofAmericansocietythathavedestroyed them,thoughhegoesmoreindepthwiththisthoughtinthesecondsectionofthepoem. Dunsky 10 Hepaintsaportraitofhispeersbothinformandcontent—mostlinesbeginwiththeword “who”whichisfollowedbyalongrollingthoughtthattumblesintothenextline.Itis apparentthatGinsberg’sbestmindswerenotthecelebratedones—thedoctorsand lawyers—thepeoplethatmostofAmericaheldupasashiningexample.Instead,theyare dropouts,bums,travelers,dissidents,artists,andwriters—theydonotsettleinaplace,but rathermovefranticallyforward,muchliketherhythmofHowlitself.Inthefirstfewlines, Ginsbergwrites:“whopovertyandtattersandhollow-eyedandhighsatupsmokinginthe supernaturaldarknessofcoldwaterflatsfloatingacrossthetopsofcitiescontemplating jazz…”(Howl,9).Thesefellowartistswerewanderersmovingfromplacetoplace— removedcompletelyfromtheproductionlineofAmericansociety. Inthesecondhalfofthesection,Ginsbergusesanaphoratocreateaparallelsyntax structureatthebeginningofeachline.Hefixatesonhisownartisticandsexual frustrationsuntiltheycometoaheadtowardstheend.Thiscatalystinthepoemismarked byaswitchfromtherepetitionof“who”atthebeginningofeachlinetoalinebeginningin “with”,andlater,adirectaddresstoCarlSolomon,themantowhomthepoemisdedicated. Ginsbergfollowsasectionthataddressesdeterioratingmentalhealthinwildstanzas imbuedwithincreasinglysavageimagerywiththefollowingphrase:“withmotherfinally ******,andthelastfantasticbookflungoutthetenementwindow,andthelastdoorclosed at4A.M.andthelasttelephoneslammedatthewallinreplyandthelastfurnishedroom emptieddowntothelastpieceofmentalfurniture,ayellowpaperrosetwistedonawire hangerinthecloset,andeventhatimaginary,nothingbutahopefullittlebitof hallucination”(Howl,19).Thiscatalystlendsthesectionasenseoffinality,andatvarious pointsthroughoutthepoem,Ginsberg’sangelheadedhipsterspauseindespairasthough Dunsky 11 theycan’tgoon.Thisideaofbrokenness,ofthefinalstraw,ofman’sinabilitytogoon, comesupagainandagainthroughoutthepoem—however,somewhereinthedepthsofthe humanspirit,Ginsberg’sprotagonistsmustertheirstrengthandforgeinevitablyforward. Theygoon,timeandtimeagain,inpursuitofsomeineffablething,orasGinsbergwrites, “tofindoutifIhadavisionoryouhadavisionorhehadavisiontofindouteternity.” (Howl,17).Andyet,thoughthepreviouspassageisfulloffinalityanddesolation,Ginsberg leavesuswithanimageofhope—ayellowpaperrosetwistedonawirehangerinacloset. Aburstofcolorinanotherwisegraylandscape.Andyet,eventhislittleburstofhope,this flickerofpotentialredemption,isimaginary. “Withmotherfinally******”—finally,afteralifetimeofagonyandinadequatecare. Finally,afteraprotractedbattlewithundiagnosedschizophreniaanddepression.Finally, afterherownsonsweremadetowatchherdisintegrate.Itiseasytoreadtheletters replacedbyasterisksasf-u-c-k-e-d,anditverywellmightbewhatGinsberghadinmind. Certainly,thereadingfits—afterreceivingalobotomy,NaomiGinsbergcouldverywellbe describedashavingbeenfucked—fuckedbythemedicalprofessionthatposited lobotomiesastreatmentandfuckedbythecountrythatwasmeanttotakeherin. However,themissingletterscouldalsobereadasf-u-z-z-e-d.Ginsberg,a21-year-oldat thetime,wasaskedtoauthorizehismother’streatment,andnotknowinganybetter,he didso.Afterherlobotomy,hismother’sonceagilemind—amindheavilyinvestedinthe worker’scause,whousedtotaketheyoungGinsbergtoIWWrallies—wasintatters. Thoughshelivedanotherfifteenyears,hismother’smindwasdulledstatic,likethegrey fuzzofatelevisionscreen.Finally—herlife’spathleadinguptoherlobotomywasnoteasy, andneitherwasherlifeafterthesurgery.Ginsbergwasplaguedwithguiltforhaving Dunsky 12 playedaroleinhismother’sdemise,andherlifeanddeathwereprevalenttopicsinmuch ofhispoetry.Orperhaps,afinalreadingof“withmotherfinally******”hastheasterisks signifyingnothing—asthoughthereisnowaytodescribeNaomiGinsberg’strialsthrough writing.Herunimaginablesufferingcan’tbesetforthusingwords,evenbyherownson, whowatchedherdailystruggle.Twodaysbeforeshediedinthehospitalin1956,these wereNaomi’sfinalwordstoherson:“Thekeyisinthewindow,thekeyisinthesunlightin thewindow—Ihavethekey—getmarriedAllendon’ttakedrugs.…Love,yourmother.” (Ward). HowlPartII:“AngelinMoloch” “Molochwhosemindispuremachinery!Molochwhosebloodisrunningmoney! Molochwhosefingersaretenarmies!Molochwhosebreastisacannibaldynamo!Moloch whoseearisasmokingtomb!” Molochthemetaphorforcapitalism!Molochthepersonificationofanxiety!Moloch theworkingman’sbattle!Inmodernliterature,includingHowl,theterm‘Moloch’hascame torepresentsomethingorsomeonerequiringagreatsacrifice.ForGinsberg,Moloch incarnatesthecapitalistsocietythathefoundsotaxing.Itisaliving,breathingthing,made terrifyingbyitslust,itsgreed,andtheenormousscaleonwhichitoperatesinAmerican society. Molochhasabodyofitsownthroughoutthepoem,whichmirrorsitsportrayalin RabbinicaltraditionastheCanaanitegodofsacrifice—astatueofahornedfigure,halfman halfgoat,heatedwithfireintowhichsacrificialvictimscouldbethrown.Moloch, specifically,isthegodtowhomchildrenweresacrificed—athemethatresurfacesformany Beatauthors.Faulkneroncesaidthat“inwriting,youmustkillallyourdarlings”,andthis ideacomesupforGinsberg’sangelheadedhipstersagainandagainaswewatchforces Dunsky 13 beyondtheircontroldemandintolerablehumansacrifice.Thissectionexpandsonthe horrorsthattheyfaced.Molochisadestructiveforce,andthenatureofitsdestructionis theveryenginethatdrivesit—thecapitalistmindset,whichlimitsmaninoneway,andthe repressivepoliticalatmosphere,whichlimitsmaninanother. SectionIIofthepoemfunctionsasadirectappealtoMoloch,“theheavyjudgerof men”(Howl,21),beggingforlenienceandamoreexpansivenotionofhowoneshouldbe abletoliveinAmericansociety.It’sanappealagainstarigidconceptionofmanhoodthat GinsbergandtheBeatPoetsconstantlyfoughtagainst.It’sanacknowledgementofthe difficultyofthelifeofanartist.Morethantheothersections,itreadswithadefeatist pallor.Andyet,finally,likethepoemitself,thetoneisultimatelyredemptive.William CarlosWilliamssumsuptheparadoxofHowlinhisintroductiontothepoem—howcanthe workasawholebeanacknowledgementofincomparableloss,arallyingcry,andasongof redemption?Williamswrites,“Itisahowlofdefeat.Notdefeatatallforhehasgone throughdefeatasifitwereanordinaryexperience,atrivialexperience.Everyoneinthis lifeisdefeatedbutaman,ifhebeaman,isnotdefeated.”(Howl,7).Andindeed,thoughthe sectiondetailsunimaginablesacrifice,likethepoemitself,itendsonaredemptivenote: “Breakthroughs!overtheriver!flipsandcrucifixions!gonedowntheflood!Highs! Epiphanies!Despairs!Tenyears’animalscreamsandsuicides!Minds!Newloves!Mad generation!downontherocksofTime!Realholylaughterintheriver!Theysawitall!the wildeyes!theholyyells!Theybadefarewell!Theyjumpedofftheroof!tosolitude!waving! carryingflowers!Downtotheriver!intothestreet!”(Howl,23).Thesefinallines foreshadowthetoneandformofthepoem’sfootnote—crazyjubilance. Dunsky 14 McCarthyismand1950ssociety “Businessmenareserious.Movieproducersareserious.Everybody’sseriousbutme. ItoccurstomethatIamAmerica.Iamtalkingtomyselfagain.”–Ginsberg’s“America” The1950swasnotagoodtimetobeagay,radicallyleft-leaningcommunist BuddhistpoetinAmerica.Ginsbergfoundhimselftransgressingagainstsocietalnorms suchascapitalismandhomosexualitythroughbothhispersonallifechoicesandhispoetry. AlongwithhisfellowBeats,Ginsbergcreatedacounterculturethatwasextremelyactive, pulsingbeneaththeconformistfaçadeofAmericainthe1950s. UnderstandingtheunderlyingtenantsofMcCarthyismhelpstocontextualizeboth thecanonofBeatpoetryandHowlitself.HaroldBrodkey—oneofthegreatestshortstory writerstohavelived—describestheeraassuch:“Moralcowardiceandpersonalsafetyand corruptionandself-doubtandunlimitedgreedbecamenationalcharacteristicsandvirtues. Nooneknewhowtoact.Itfeltasifthiswereacountryconsistingentirelyofrecent converts,andeveryonewentontiptoe.”(Horowitz,“Culture,Politics,andMcCarthyism”,p. 102).Corruption,terror,anemphasisonthematerialasawayofstavingoffthevoid—fear ofRussia,ofChina;ofallthingsforeign,ofdifference,ofthe‘other’thatwebelievedhad managedtoinfiltrateAmericansociety. Thoughitwasdifficulttopublishrevolutionarymaterialduringanerawhenthe dominantdiscoursehadAmericansprioritizingtraditional(onemightevensayregressive) moralandreligiousvalues(justlookattheHowlobscenitytrial),thiscounterculture managedtoflourish.Itisdifficultandperhapsnotfruitfultostudythiscountercultureas anisolatedphenomenon—afterall,acounterculturemustbecounteringsomething.The BeatGeneration,andGinsberginparticular,wereverymuchproductsofanage—they createdart,inconversationwithjazzmusiciansandotherpostWWIIauthors,asareaction Dunsky 15 againstadominantnarrativethatthegovernmentwasforce-feedingthenation.Inhis articleentitled“Culture,Politics,andMcCarthyism,”IrvingLouisHorowitzarguesthat“the AmericansoilwashospitabletoacreativeculturaloutburstintheMcCarthyistperiod,and astrongelementofliberalism,indeedradicalism,wasperhapsmoretypicaloftheagethan onehadarighttoexpectgiventhepublicsentimentsofthetimes.”(104).Idisagreewith Horowitzhere—Ithinkitwasinfactthepublicsentimentofthetimesthatgaverisetothe BeatGeneration.ItfollowsthattheBeatwriterswouldwriteastheydid—includingthe verytopicsthatthedominantdiscoursedeemednotonlyinappropriate,butalsounAmerican.Theirswasaverydeliberateproject—togivevoicetothevoiceless,andto provideanarrativethatrancontrarytotheoneonthesurface.Tothisday,BeatLiterature continuestosignifyrebellionagainstthestatusquo—afterall,whyelsewouldHowlbethe numberonechoiceofbooktocarryaroundforthekidswhosmokeweedbehindthe lockersduringlunchperiod?ItwillbeinterestingtoseehowBeatliteratureagesaswe moveforwardandthelastofthegreatBeatspassaway.ThoughIbelievethataslongas societycontinuestooppressmarginalizedgroups(andlet’sfaceit—wearen’tontrackto stopthesedestructivepracticesanytimesoon),BeatLiteraturewillcontinuetooccupyits rightfulspotintherevolutionistcanonofAmericanliterature. HowlPartIII:“I’mwithyouinRockland” “I’mwithyouinRocklandwhereyouscreaminastraightjacketthatyou’relosingthe gameoftheactualpingpongoftheabyss” SectionIIIdirectlyaddressesCarlSolomon,amanwhomGinsbergmetduringhis stayattheColumbiaPresbyterianPsychologicalInstitutein1949.Ginsbergreferstothis institutionas“Rockland”inthepoem,repeatingthephrase“I’mwithyouinRockland!”at thebeginningofeachline.Inthissection,GinsbergshowsusCarlSolomon’sdescentinto Dunsky 16 madnessasheexperiencesitasafellowpatient.Theirfriendshipwaspredicatedon mutualfeelingsofagonyanddespair,andwhileGinsbergfindssimilaritiesbetweenhis ownexperienceandSolomon’s,hemakesapointofdistinguishingbetweenthetwoby manipulatingthestructureofthissection. Inthefirstlineofthestanza,headdressesSolomon’smentalconditiondirectly:“I’m withyouinRocklandwhereyou’remadderthanIam”(Howl,24).Ginsbergcreatesa distancebetweenhisownlamentationsandthoseofCarlSolomon,furtheralludingtothe isolationinherentinstruggleswithmentalhealth.Thoughtheyareinthesameplaceatthe sametime,theirexperiencesaredistinct. Laterinthissection,however,Ginsbergbrieflyswitchestothepronoun“we”, bringingthetwomenbacktogetheragaininsomethingofafeverdream:“I’mwithyouin RocklandwherewehugandkisstheUnitedStatesunderourbedsheetstheUnitedStates thatcoughsallnightandwon’tletussleepI’mwithyouinRocklandwherewewakeup electrifiedoutofthecoma…they’vecometodropangelicbombsthehospitalilluminates itselfwallscollapseOskinnylegionsrunoutsideOstarry-spangledshockofmercythe eternalwarishereOvictoryforgetyourunderwearwe’refree”(Howl,26).Whilethetwo menareunitedbrieflyinthesestanzas,Ginsbergabruptlyswitchesbacktousing“you”in theendinglineofthissection:“I’mwithyouinRocklandinmydreamsyouwalkdripping fromasea-journeyonthehighwayacrossAmericaintearstothedoorofmycottageinthe Westernnight”(Howl,26).ThisfinaldreamimageservesasareminderthatGinsbergand Solomonhavebeenirrevocablyseparatedbyfateandcircumstance. FootnotetoHowl:“Holy!Holy!Holy!Holy!Holy!” “Holythegroaningsaxophone!Holythebopapocalypse!Holythejazzbands marijuanahipsterspeace&junk&dreams!” Dunsky 17 Inthissection,unlikeintherestofthepoem,Ginsbergusesshortburstsofphrases punctuatedbytheword“Holy!”ThefootnoteactsasacounterparttoPartII,which GinsbergpopulateswithexclamationsofMoloch!ratherthanHoly!,thoughheuses anaphorainbothsectionstocreatetherhythm.Together,thesetwosectionsrepresentthe sacredandtheprofane,butthefactthatGinsbergchoosestoendHowlonajoyousnote leavesnodoubtinourmindsthatthetoneofthispoemisultimatelyredemptive:“Holythe supernaturalextrabrilliantintelligentkindnessofthesoul!”(Howl,28)WhereMoloch (society)hasthepowertodestroy;manandtheartthathecreates(twoearthlyyetholy forces)havethepowertoredeem. Ginsbergcontradictsthedesolationoftheartist’slifethat’sapparentinpartoneand thedestructivepowerofsocietyandmadnessapparentinpartstwoandthreewiththe solethingofferingtheartistsalvation—anabilitytoexperiencetheworldtoahilt. However,accordingtoGinsberg,thoughtheyseewithblindersoff,evenartistsareunable toexperiencetheworldintheentiretyofits“supernaturalecstasy”(Howl,12).William CarlosWilliamswritesthefollowing:“Poetsaredamnedbuttheyarenotblind,theysee withtheeyesofangels”(Howl,8).AccordingtoGinsberg,thisheightenedperception, thoughitmakeslifedifficult,issomethingtobecelebrated. Andcelebratehedoes—thoughtheartisticgiftcanfeellikeaburden,asevidenced inPartI,itis,inessence,acauseforcelebration.Ifonewritespoetry,thenoneexperiences theworldtoahilt—bothsadnessandjoy.Inthissection,Ginsbergmakesholyboththe thingsweholdinthehighestesteemandthethingsthatwetendtolookonasprofaneor castaside:“Theworldisholy!Thesoulisholy!Theskinisholy!Thenoseisholy!The tongueandcockandassholeholy!”(Howl,27). Dunsky 18 Hisphrase“holythebopapocalypse”(Howl,27)harkensbacktothefirstsectionof thepoem,wherehewritesofan“elielilammalammasabacthanisaxophonecry”(Howl, 20).Translatedliterally,elielilammalammasabacthanimeans“MyGod,MyGod,why haveYouforsakenme?”(biblestudy.org).Heisforsaken;defeatedeven,inthemidstofthe apocalypse—butbop,jazz,andpeyotestillexist.Thesearethethemeslendingthissection itsholyvibes.Inforsakenness,thereiscompany—thereisthepossibilityofredemption. HowlonTrial:Whatis‘obscenity’anyway? “LawrenceFerlinghetti,SanFranciscobookseller,poetandpublisher,wasthecentral figureintherecentactionbythelocalCollectorofCustomswhoseized520copiesofthe paper-boundvolume“HowlandOtherPoems,”byAllenGinsberg.Thebooks,seizedlast March22,werebeingshippedtoFerlinghetti’sCityLightsBookShipbytheBritishprinter, Villiers.AfirsteditionpassedthroughU.S.CustomsinOctober1956andwasreleasedwithout incidentbyFerlinghetti.TheMarchshipmentwashaltedbyChesterMcPhee,Collectorof CustomsforSanFrancisco…” ThatisanexcerptfromtheSanFranciscochronicle,datedMayof1956.What followedwasamaelstromofactivityculminatinginatrialtodeterminewhetherornot Howlwasobscene.Peopledefendedthecollectionandattackedit,publishingtheirviews inthelocalpapers—likethislady,whohasclearlyneverhadanorgasm:“Asaparentof teen-agechildren,IwishtosupportMr.MacPheeinhisattempttokeepdirtybooksoutof thiscountry.Ifthepeoplewhoopposethisfilthsitquietlybywhileaminorityof liberalitiesshouttoopenthegatestoobscenebooksandpoemsitmaywellbethatthis minoritywillsoonswampthecountrywiththefilthanddirtytheylovesowell.”–J.Leslie Jensen(HowlonTrial,104).Countlesslettersofthissortpouredin—peoplewishingto keepthebookshelvesfreeofobscenematerial,forthegoodofthecountry,fortheupkeep oftheliterarytradition,andofcourse,fortheinnocenteyesofchildren.Ontheotherside oftheargument,peoplepointedouttheproblemwithcensoringallliteraturedeemedunfit Dunsky 19 forchildren.TheycomparedthepracticesoftheSanFranciscoCustomsofficetothe Orwelliancharacter‘BigBrother’andlamentedthestateoffreeexpressioninAmerica. ThefollowingisanexcerptfromanewspaperarticlewrittenbyWilliamHoganunderthe byline‘AStupidPrecedent’:“Thepointisthatcopsareraidingthebookstoresand presumably,withthisprecedentset,theliterarypartcanmarchintoanystoreintownand arrestthepersonnelatwill.Notforselling‘HowlandOtherPoems,’butforselling anythingmembersofthisOrwell‘BigBrother’agencydoesn’tlike.”(HowlonTrial,113). Clearly,thiswouldn’tdo.Thereneededtobeadiscussionofwhatconstitutesliteraturein ordertosetaprecedentgoingforththatwasn’t,well,stupid.Howlbecameacatalystfora discussionaboutobscenityandwhatconstitutesaworthwhileliterarypiece—inshort, whetherornotsomethingwithovertreferencestodeviantsexandpsychedelicdrugscould possiblyhaveliterarymerit. GayRightsMovement “Whohowledontheirkneesinthesubwayandweredraggedofftheroofwaving genitalsandmanuscripts,wholetthemselvesbefuckedintheassbysaintlymotorcyclists,and screamedwithjoy,whoblewandwereblownbythosehumanseraphim,thesailors,caresses ofAtlanticandCaribbeanlove” Howlwasextremelyinfluentialforthegayrightsmovement—itservedasacallto arms;aninjunctionforqueerpeopletotakeupspaceandpropelthemselvesintothe commonvernacularduringaperiodofhistorywhenthegovernmenthaddeemedthem mentally-illandwantedtoseethemerasedcompletelyfromtheAmericannarrative. Ginsbergisresoluteinhisnotionthatqueerpeopleshoulddemandtobeseen—anotion thatwouldlaterculminateintheGayPridemovement.VanEngendescribesGinsberg’s mobilizingstrategyassuch:“Burstingfromwalls,screamingontheirkneesinsubways, ballinginparks,wavinggenitalsonroofs,findingpleasureinthenightmareofthe Dunsky 20 psychiatricwards,thecharactersinHowl…catalyzedAmericangaypridemovementsinthe latertwentiethcenturythroughtheiropennessinthemidstofpunishingviolencetowards gaymen.”(VanEngen,“HowlingMasculinity”).Hewantedtocelebratequeeridentityina timewhennotonlywasbeinggaycondemned,butqueernessliterallyconnotedinsanity: “InHowl,thescenesetinthepsychiatrichospitaldoesn’tspecificallymentionqueers,but itscreativecitationsofpsychiatricpatientsrefertocontemporarygaymaleidentity,ifwe takeintoaccountthat,inthe1950s,insaneconnotedhomosexualandviceversa.”(Van Engen,“HowlingMasculinity”).Hiscelebrationofqueeridentityisinextricablyentwined withhiscelebrationofinsanity—inessence,heiscallingattentiontoandcelebrating (muchlikeWhitmandid)themyriadwaystherearetobeapersonintheworld. 13yearoldGinsbergfanatic—thefirstreadthrough “Ithoughtyoumightlikethis.He’strulyoneofthegreatestwritersevertohave lived.”Mydadwithdrew,unwillingtobesuckedintomyfesteringteenagemoroseness.I remembersittingonourfadedgreencouchflippingthroughDVRrecordings,lookingfor somethingtowatch.Restless,bored,mopeyforsomeindefinablereason.IturnedtheTV offandsatinthecracklingsilence.Then,outofsheernecessityforanactivity,Ipeekedat thefirstpageofthebookmydadhaddroppedinmylap— Isawthebestmindsofmygenerationdestroyedbymadness Ireadthroughtheentirepoemunpausing,andthenIreadthroughitagain.Twilightcame andwent—Ididn’tnotice.Eventually,afterseveralhoursandathirdreadthrough,itgot toodarktoread—soIflippedonthelightandbegantomemorize. WhenIwenttosleepthatnight,theairinmyroomhadshifted.Ididn’thavethe languageyettodefineit,butsomethingwasdifferent.WhenIwokeupthenextmorning, Dunsky 21 Howlwasmyfirstthought—IlayinbedsilentlyrecitingthepassagesIhadmemorized beforeIstartedmyday. Iorderedseveralmorecopies.Ibroughtthemtoschool.Ishowedmymiddle schoolfriends,breathlessandgiddyandafraidfortheirreactions(fuckedintheassby saintlymotorcyclists??).MyU.S.Historyteachercaughtmereadingitunderthetableand confiscatedit—twice(sorryMr.Greenfield;nothinglikethehubrisofamiddleschooler whothinksshe’sfoundanewandbettercurriculumthantheoneyou’reteaching). Istartedhighschool.MydesiretomemorizeHowlcontinuedtoconsumeme—each dayI’daddanotherstanzatomyrepertoire.WheneverIhadasparemoment,Iwould jumptoapageandstartrecitinginmyhead.Icouldn’tfallasleepwithoutcompletingafull run-through,lyinginbedandstaringupattheceilingwiththePocketPoetseditiononmy pillowforreference.SomenightsIsleptbetterthanothers. WhenIhadfinallymemorizedthewholething,Ikeptittomyself.IknewthatHowl didn’tneedmetoprotectit,andyetthat’swhatIwantedtodo.Iwantedtokeepitsafeand nothavetoarticulatewhatitwasthathadenrapturedme,becausearticulatingthingsis scaryandhardandwhatifIfail?Iwantedtobeateacher,apublicist,lateralawyerfora briefsecond—Ididn’twanttobeawriter.Ididn’twantthecrushingpressureof articulationonmyshoulders.Instead,IwantedtokeepHowlclosetomybreastlikea personalsecret. “WhatthoughtsIhaveofyoutonight,WaltWhitman”:Ginsberg’sInfluences “WhatthoughtsIhaveofyoutonight,WaltWhitman,forIwalkeddownthesidestreets underthetreeswithaheadacheself-consciouslookingatthefullmoon.”–Ginsberg’s“A SupermarketinCalifornia” Dunsky 22 Influenceistricky.IlovereadingthroughGinsberg’searlyworkandthenflippingto thewritinghedidinhisfinaldays(someofwhichwaspublishedposthumously).Asan intenselypersonalpoet,Ginsberg’sCollectedPoemsreadslikeajournalofself-discovery—a kunstlerromanofalost,neuroticboyfindingpeaceinacommunityofsimilarlychaotic minds.AsGinsbergstraysawayfromconventioninhispersonallife,sodoeshispoetry, andwiththat,formfollowscontent.Ginsberg’spoetrygrowslessstructuredandbranches outfromitstightverses.Ifyoulookclosely,youcanpinpointthemomentwhenhe discoveredWhitmanandLorcaandbeganexpandinghisownconceptionofpoeticform. Fromthere,hewentontodevelopastyleofpoetrythatwasuniquelyhisown—thestylein whichHowliswritten. WaltWhitman’spoetryheavilyinfluencedthatofAllenGinsberg,bothintermsof contentandpoeticform.Firstly,GinsbergfollowedinWhitman’sfootstepsintermsof glorifyingandcelebratinggaysexandthemalebodyingeneral—topicsthathadpreviously beenconsideredtaboo.Whereasbeforethefemalebodywasthemainsiteofsexualityin literatureandart,Whitmanexpandedthisconcepttoincludemalesaswell.AsSelby states,“ForbothWhitmanandGinsbergthisprocessbywhichpoetsbecomepopular heroesandAmericaapoetictextreliesupondiscoursesofsexandsexuality,especiallygay sexuality”(63).Readinthecontextofthegayrightsmovementofthe1960s,thepoetryof Whitman(andlaterGinsberg)servesasarallyingcryfornotonlynormalizinggay relationships,butcelebratingthemaswell. HowlandVirginity(myown) Howlwasalwaysapersonalthing.LikeImentionedbefore,Iwantedtokeepitas somethingthatIdiduniquelyforme.ExplainingitsmeaningwasataskthatIdidn’tfeelup Dunsky 23 to,likeIdidn’thavetheauthoritytoexplainusingwordssomethingthatIfeltsoviscerally. Atthesametimethough,Iwantedthechancetoreciteitwhilesomeonecheckedmefor errorsormissedlines—soIaskedmyboyfriendtobethatperson.Nointerruptions,no comments,noopinions—Iwantedhimtositquietlyandlistentome(somethingthathe hadgrownaccustomedtodoing)andtakenotessothatIcouldcorrectmymistakes. ThefirsttimeIrecitedHowltosomeoneelseinitsentiretywasaprolificnightof firsts—itwasalsothenightIlostmyvirginity.Welaythereafterwards,feelinggypped. Thewholethingwas,inaword,unpleasant.Inanotherword—uncomfortable.Thebody didnotfinditselfsungelectric.Instead,wefoundourselvesatsomethingofanimpasse. “Youfinishedmemorizing,right?”heasked.Ihadfinishedtheweekbefore,instead ofstudyingformyACTexam. “Yeah,but…”Ifiddledwiththeedgeofmypillowcase. “No‘buts.’We’retryingnewthingstonight.Ithinkyoushouldreciteittome.”SoI did—Ihandedhimoneofmyworn-wearyPocketPoetseditionandguidedhimtothefirst page.Igavehimapencilandaskedhimtocirclemymistakes. “Ready?” “Isawthebestmindsofmygeneration…” Howlisacelebrationofthebodyinallitsbeaten-downglory.Itisacelebrationof whatthebodyiscapableof.Itisanodetopleasure,topain,andtotheirintersection.On thenightthatIfirstrecitedHowloutloudtoanotherperson,thesethemesbecame abundantlyclearinawaythattheyhadn’tbeenbefore.HowGinsberginhabitedthebody sofully,seekingpleasureandembracingpain,inthesamewaythatHowlitselfcelebrates thesetwopoles.Forme,thisisthebeautyofHowlandGinsberg’spoetryasawhole—the Dunsky 24 moreIgrewandthemoreIexperienced,themoreIunderstood.Howlhasunfoldedforme likeacontinuousscroll,muchlikethescrollonwhichKerouacwroteOntheRoad—themes becameapparent,andasIbegantoexperiencemoreoflife’sofferings,Howlhasbeenalong fortheride. Conclusion ItishardtowriteaboutAllenGinsberg.NotbecauseIhaven’tbeenstudyingthe minutiaeofhislifefromanearlyage,orbecauseIdon’tknowwhatIwanttosayabout Howl.ItishardtowriteaboutAllenGinsberg,especiallyinanacademiccontext,becauseat thispoint,itisdifficulttoviewhispoetryassomethingotherthananextensionofmyself andmyadolescence.Asacollegewriter,IhavealwaysstrayedawayfromusingGinsberg inmyacademicessays—eversinceanEnglishprofessortoldmethatitwasnotappropriate tociteHowlinthetitleofeverysingleessay;especiallythoseon19thcenturyAmerican Womenwriters(shewastotallyright,andIwastotallyresentfulofthatfact).Therewasa wholewideworldofliteraturetodiscoveroverthecourseofmycollegecareer,andwith thisinmind,IbranchedoutandawayfromBeatpoetry.ComingbacktoHowlnow,inmy seniorthesis,ismywayofcomingfullcircle.I’vedecidedthatmaybebeingawriter wouldn’tbetheworstthing.I’vefiguredoutthatyoudon’thavetoarticulateeverything perfectly—thatsometimesjustputtingpentopaperisenough.Instudyingtherootsof Ginsberg’swork,it’sbecomeapparentthatevenGinsbergwasnotalwaysGinsberg—his stylehasevolvedandchangedincountlessways,andaslifehappenedtohim,hewasable todevelopapersonalstyleamidstthechaos.Perhapsthisistheanswertothefundamental contradictionofHowl—thatitisbothacryofdefeatandaredemptivecelebration.Though lifehappenstoGinsberg,andoftenitdefeatshim,theveryactofturningitintoartiswhere Dunsky 25 theredemptioncomesin.Hisstylewasnotborninavacuum—rather,itdevelopedfroma lifelivedfully.I’dliketoquoteoneofhisearlierworkshere,titled“AnEasternBallad”: Ispeakoflovethatcomestomind: Themoonisfaithful,althoughblind; Shemovesinthoughtshecannotspeak. 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