✦ ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL SPECIAL SECTION ✦ we remember September 11, 2001. A new Day of Infamy. The day hijackers turned commercial jetliners into bombs and our nation suffered its first attack in nearly 60 years. The day more than 3,000 men, women and children lost their lives and the rest of America lost its innocence. One year later, we have moved on — but not without changes. We feel more vulnerable; we are more careful. And we will not forget. NEW MEXICO DIARIES HOW ARE THEY NOW? DIFFERENT WORLD The attacks on Sept. 11 altered the lives of many New Mexicans Jim Belshaw talks to New Yorkers a year after the tragedy Life, government, foreign policy as we know them have changed Page 3 Page 2, 10 Page 8 2 We remember ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 DEAR READERS: This special editon of the Albuquerque Journal is our way of honoring the memory of those killed in last year’s terror attacks, and acknowledging those who have been called on to respond. New Mexico has done its part, flexing its scientific and military muscle in this shadowy and undeclared war that we didn’t start. From guardsmen to combat pilots to Sandia scientists, we owe these people our thanks. There are others too numerous to mention. The New Mexico Urban Search and Rescue Task Force was dispatched to Washington, D.C., to help with the carnage at the Pentagon. People from various walks of life — clergy, firefighter, rescue worker, plumber, doctor and publisher — worked at ground zero in the days following 9-11. Like the team sent to Washington, theirs was grim work, virtually without hope, as any prospect for survivors was quickly extinguished in the smoldering ruins. We felt it was fitting for today’s front page to serve as a memorial for the victims of 9-11. But there is much more to the story. In this section, columnist Jim Belshaw introduces you to resilient New Yorkers and firefighters who live with the daily reminder of comrades lost. Michael Coleman of the Journal’s Washington Bureau describes some of the political upheaval in the wake of 9-11. And Journal reporter Leslie Linthicum weaves togther a powerful story of New Mexicans pulled into the swirling aftermath. We invite you to join us in honoring the victims and thanking those who have served so well. T.H. Lang Publisher A TEST OF C H A R AC T E R N E W Y O R K E R S M O V E A H E A D W I T H A S E M B L A N C E O F N O R M A L C Y, BUT THEY WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BY JIM BELSHAW Of the Journal N EW YORK — New York looks like it always has — a world capital, America’s Oz. The biggest, toughest city in the country; car horns and jackhammers and the insistent beeping of heavy machinery being shifted into reverse. Sidewalks crammed with people who give little evidence of mythic rudeness; avenues a rush of yellow cabs; crosstown streets choked to a standstill; garbage bags stacked into small mountain ranges made spectacularly pungent in the grip of a heat wave; brownstones beckoning from narrow, tree-lined streets. American icons are everywhere — the Statue of Liberty, Madison Square Garden, Broadway, Central Park, Times Square, the Brooklyn Bridge — all of it familiar whether you’ve touched it a dozen times before or whether it’s only branded into subconscious memory by a raft of Law & Order reruns. A dad flags down a stranger to snap a photo of himself and his two small sons in Times Square; a block away, an exquisitely dressed, linebacker-sized transvestite styles down the sidewalk; a guitar player sings in a busy crosswalk — he wears a cowboy hat, boots, Jockey briefs and nothing else. Nobody seems to notice. Tourists fill open-air buses and stand in serpentine lines to buy a ticket to the Empire State Building observatory. On a wall above them a digital display changes messages every few seconds, a reminder of ordeal and immutable economic law: ■ In Freedom We Will Remember Those We Have Lost and for Them We Will Rebuild. ■ We Accept Visa, Discover, Mastercard, American Express. CLOSURE New York’s convention and visitor’s bureau estimates 32,278,000 people will come to the city in 2002, an increase of 300,000 from last year. In lower Manhattan, near ground zero, the streets are busy, the sidewalks full, the shops open. The New York Times conducted a survey of more than 7,000 residential units in the World Trade Center area. Vacancy rates have fallen to just 5 percent overall and in some buildings the vacancy rate is zero. New York firefighters talk about the city’s resiliency, its ability (its obligation, even) to rebound, and for a moment, the word “normal” suggests itself in spite of its impossibility. Chelsea Jeans near Broadway and Fulton is closing. The owner, David Cohen, cannot keep the store going. Inside the shop, he has created his own 9-11 shrine — a rack of Ralph Lauren sweaters and Levi jeans covered with the gray, chalky dust that is the residue of the World Trade Center. Cohen left it just as he found it in his shop after the towers fell. At the corner of Broadway and Fulton, the iron fence surrounding Trinity Church’s St. Paul Chapel has become a people’s shrine much like the Vietnam Veterans Memorial in Washington, covered with memories of the dead: Letters, poems, drawings, photos, shirts, hats, boots, dolls. On the sidewalk across the street from ground zero, evidence suggests there is no memory, not even Sept. 11, that cannot be debased. Vendors stand behind folding tables with displays of photos of people running for their lives; a “souvenir” book may be had for the low, low price of $25. “Check it out! Check it out!” a vendor hawks. Not many people do. On the north side of ground zero, an official viewing area has been set up. The area to be viewed is exactly what Fire Department Captain Mike Stein said it had become — a construction site. Some clues of the devastation remain. A nearby building draped in black netting, another with windows boarded up. But the World Trade Center is now a hole in the ground, a place where trucks and cranes continue the work of cleanup while officialdom haggles over what will come next. The towers require memory and imagination now. “It doesn’t bother me that people want to come down here to see it,” Stein said. “They need to be close to it. They need to touch it. That’s OK with me.” ‘ABSOLUTE HORROR’ West of ground zero, at the World Financial Center, four office towers house the headquarters of American Express, Merrill Lynch, Dow Jones and other corporations. Joggers and in-line skaters glide through the plaza, women push baby strollers and men in suits make cell phone calls from park benches. Two women smoke cigarettes, shunned to the outdoors like smok- ers everywhere. Each was there on Sept. 11. One ran outside after the first plane hit. She watched the next one bank over the Hudson and slam into the second tower. She refuses to give her name. “If I had a choice, I’d be out of here,” she said. “Out of the city. Someplace where it’s safe. Safer, anyway.” There is a still a lot of air traffic in the area. Each time a plane comes too close to ignore, everyone glances upward, veterans of something awful coming from the sky. Jennifer Murri talks about lingering sadness and fear. She still sees the thousands who died. “It’s so very sad,” she said. “We look at it now and still cry. I think about it every day. You have to go to work. You try to make it normal, but you can’t. When I come to work now, every time I cross a bridge or go through a tunnel, I’m scared. I’m thinking, please, God, let me get through here. I think about how many of those people who died I walked by every day. Every day I saw them and now they’re all dead. It was absolute horror, absolute terror, and now we all wonder what’s next. You look around and it seems normal, but it’s not.” ■ September 11, 2001 5:45 a.m. EDT Mohammed Atta and Abdulaziz Alomari pass through security in Portland, Maine, for a connecting flight to Boston. 8 a.m. American Airlines Flight 11, Boeing 767 with 92 people on board, takes off from Boston’s Logan International Airport for Los Angeles. 8:14 a.m. 8:21 a.m. 8:40 a.m. 8:41 a.m. 8:43 a.m. 8:46 a.m. United Air Lines Flight 175, Boeing 767 with 65 people on board, takes off from Boston’s Logan airport for Los Angeles. American Airlines Flight 77, Boeing 757 with 64 people on board, takes off from Washington Dulles International Airport for Los Angeles. Federal Aviation Administration notifies North American Aerospace Defense Command’s Northeast Air Defense Sector about the suspected hijacking of American Flight 11. United Air Lines Flight 93, Boeing 757 with 44 people on board, takes off from Newark International Airport for San Francisco. FAA notifies NORAD’s Northeast Air Defense Sector about suspected hijacking of United Flight 175. American Flight 11 crashes into north side of the north tower of the World Trade Center at a speed less than 490 mph, between floors 94 and 98. Between the time the plane hits and 10:29 a.m., smoke and fire engulf the upper floors of the tower and several people jump to their deaths. Others in the tower start to evacuate. A firefighter at street level is hit by one of the jumpers and is killed. 50 We remember WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 Rebecca Marchand Larry “Red” Cunningham Jackie Cunningham Capt. “Digger” Davis Alaa Ishak Carol Schulze ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL 3 Victor Schulze Jennifer Sanchez Paul Robinson 9 11 #3 T H E AT TA C K S O N N E W Y O R K A N D T H E P E N TA G O N A LT E R E D T H E L I V E S O F M A N Y NEW MEXICANS — HERE ARE SOME OF THEIR STORIES: A D I A RY O F 9-11 J O U R N E YS now in tatters. “I knew I was going somewhere,” Sanchez said. “I didn’t know what was happening, but I knew I would be involved.” Story by LESLIE LINTHICUM Photographs by RICHARD PIPES ■ Of the Journal ROBINSON MARCHAND Al and Rebecca Marchand left Al’s apartment in New Bedford, Mass., in the dark that morning and drove to Logan Airport. Al, a retired Alamogordo police lieutenant, had been a Boston-based flight attendant for United Airlines for less than a year, and he and his wife, who still kept their home in Alamogordo, were still feeling out the nuances of a long-distance marriage. Now she was flying home and Al was due at the airport to go to work on Flight 175, the 8 a.m. departure to Los Angeles. They got to the airport at 4 a.m., and Rebecca learned she could get a standby seat on the flight leaving at 6 a.m. Al A WIFE’S GRIEF: Rebecca Marchand remembers her husband, Al Marchand, a United Airlines flight attendant aboard Flight 175 when it was flown by terrorists into one of the World Trade Center towers. A portrait of Marchand, a former Alamogordo police officer, hangs over the mantel in the couple’s Alamogordo home. bought her a bottle of water, kissed her and left her at her boarding gate. “I guess this is goodbye,” he said. DAVIS Air Force Capt. “Digger” Davis had worked a late shift the night before, cutting through the black eastern New Mexico sky in an F-16, practicing dog fight maneuvers. Still groggy, Davis and his fiancée, Jennifer, rolled out of bed on Sept. 11 and headed out of their house for a coffee fix. When they got to the drive-up window and Davis leaned out to take the cups, an update came through their car radio: A jetliner had hit the World Trade Center towers — a second one. Davis wheeled his car around, peeled out of the parking lot and sped home. He turned on the TV, pulled the canvas sack with his helmet and other flying gear out of the closet and waited for the phone to ring. Davis was a 16-year veteran of the military and a jet fighter pilot at Cannon Air Force Base since 1996. He was itching to get to work, and he had an inkling his work would take him to the Middle East. “When something like this happens, you want to go after them,” Davis said. “You want to shove a bomb down someone’s throat.” ISHAK Alaa Ishak got up at dawn and said her prayers. The high school senior lived in Four Hills on Albuquerque’s most southern reaches. But she and her brother, a sophomore, attended La Cueva High School in the far Northeast Heights. When Ishak, the American daughter of Iraqi parents, got to her first-period class, world history, the television was already on. Initially, she was confused and shocked. Then the pieces began to fall together. Her country was under attack and the culprits were terrorists. Her thoughts quickly moved to her safety and the safety of her parents and seven brothers and sisters. Ishak is a Muslim and was the only student at La Cueva who wore the hijab, or head scarf. “I didn’t really know the details of what happened,” she said, “but I knew this wouldn’t be good for us.” Carol and Victor looked at each other and did what they were trained to do. They tucked their fears and emotions away, got dressed and headed to the Red Cross center. SCHULZE SANCHEZ As usual, Carol and Victor Schulze, married for 47 years, started their morning together at the breakfast table of their home in Albuquerque’s Northeast Heights. As usual, they were watching “Good Morning America” on TV. The first image Carol saw of the destruction in New York was smoke and ash raining down from the first World Trade Center tower that had been hit. Carol, an oncology nurse for much of her life, and Victor, an electrical engineer at Sandia National Laboratories, had settled into an unusual retirement. They stayed busy with children and grandchildren and their church choir. But they had in the past two years become almost full-time volunteers for the American Red Cross. Jennifer Sanchez, a 22-yearold University of New Mexico junior, didn’t have any classes until the afternoon, so she was asleep when her mother called from Las Vegas, N.M., to tell her to turn on the TV. She tuned in the news in time to see a jetliner explode into the second tower of the World Trade Center in Manhattan. She kept the TV on and started to pack. Sanchez had signed up for a six-year stint with the New Mexico Air National Guard a year earlier. She expected to complete basic training and spend one weekend a month taking part in Guard maneuvers while she completed her criminology degree and worked toward a career in federal law enforcement. It appeared those plans were September 11, 2001 9 a.m. Hundreds of firefighters rush to the site from all parts of the city. Many of them clamber up the stairwells of the north tower to assist in the rescue and evacuation effort. 9:03 a.m. United Flight 175 crashes at a speed of about 590 mph into the south side of the south tower, between floors 78 and 84. Parts of the plane slice through the building, exiting the north side of the tower and hitting the ground six blocks away. A number of huge explosions are reported. Among the dead is United Airlines flight attendant Al Marchand, a former police officer in Alamogordo. Millions of Americans, watching the horror unfold on television, now realize the first crash was not an accident. 9:08 a.m. 9:21 a.m. 9:24 a.m. 9:26 a.m. 9:30 a.m. FAA bans all takeoffs nationwide for flights going to or through New York Center airspace. All bridges and tunnels into Manhattan are closed. FAA notifies NORAD’s Northeast Air Defense Sector about suspected hijacking of American Flight 77. FAA bans takeoffs of all civilian aircraft. Stock exchange is evacuated; trading is suspended. “Look at the TV!” Barbara Robinson yelled from the kitchen. Paul Robinson, who was getting dressed to go to work, came into the kitchen of his home in Albuquerque and stood watching the image of the burning building in bewilderment. He was staring at the TV as he saw a second airplane come out of the corner of the TV screen and disappear into the second tower. “It all came together,” Robinson said. “This was no accident.” Robinson finished dressing quickly and headed for the door. The director of Sandia National Laboratories, one of two Department of Energy weapons development labs in New Mexico, kissed his wife goodbye. “I don’t know when I’ll see you,” he said. “I have a feeling it will be a long time.” NEW MEXICO The attacks that took place a year ago today unfolded in less than two hours. They were over by the time many people in New Mexico were still having breakfast. Those two hours, though, imprinted history and changed world politics. They also changed people’s lives. The effects were most intense in New York, at the Pentagon and in Pennsylvania, where hijacked airplanes crashed and more than 3,000 people died. But reverberations rolled across the country. In New Mexico in the hours, days and weeks after the attacks, there was loss, grief and worry. In the year that has followed, there has also been strength and learning and understanding. MARCHAND Rebecca Marchand landed in Denver about 8 a.m. As the plane taxied toward the gate, the passenger in the seat next to her turned on his Palm Pilot to check his e-mail and looked up, stricken. ▼ I t was cool and bright in the Zuni Mountains on Sept. 11 and Larry “Red” Cunningham was camping amid the juniper and pine. Without the intrusions of radio, television or cell phones, Cunningham enjoyed the silence of the forest while he hunted for elk. That morning a deeper silence settled on the western New Mexico mountains. As Cunningham thought about it, he realized what was missing: the sound of air traffic. Forty miles away in Gallup, Jackie Cunningham was already at work at A.C. Houston Lumber when she heard the news that commercial airplanes had been hijacked on the East Coast and were being used as bombs on American buildings. It looked like a wicked mess, and she thought it was exactly the type of event her son, Jason, an Air Force special operations pararescueman, might be called to respond to. She went home, turned on the TV and, like the rest of the nation, watched the devastation replayed like an inconceivable movie. “Little did I know,” Jackie Cunningham said, “how it would drastically change my life and completely break my heart.” 50 We remember ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL He told her that a plane had hit one of the World Trade Center towers in Manhattan. As he read more e-mails, he announced worsening news. There were three hijacked airplanes that had crashed; they were commercial jets and two had originated in Boston. Rebecca dialed the cell phone of her husband, Al, a United flight attendant, and got his voice mail. She was shaky as she got off the plane and stepped into the Denver airport where all of the TVs had been turned off and security guards were evacuating the terminal buildings. Rebecca spilled out of the airport with hundreds of other travelers and got on the first hotel shuttle bus she spotted. She didn’t know the number of the flight Al was working on and, in a daze, she couldn’t begin to figure out his flight duration and the time change to know whether his plane should have already landed in L.A. “Somebody has to help me,” she said to the other riders on the shuttle bus. ROBINSON Even though he was the top man at Sandia National Laboratories, Paul Robinson’s first thoughts had nothing to do with national security. He had worked on the 93rd floor of World Trade Center Tower Two in the late 1980s and a series of faces — coworkers from the Electric Bond and Share Co.— flashed in his mind. Robinson was inside Sandia’s Emergency Operations Center, a secured room set up for high-level directors in emergencies, when he received a call from two Sandia managers who had just left a meeting at the Pentagon and heard an explosion. A third plane had been flown through a wall of the Pentagon. What, Robinson thought, will the next target be? Sandia National Laboratories, operated for the National Nuclear Security Administration and charged with design and development of nuclear warhead components, was vulnerable. Robinson was directed to close the 7,900-employee complex on the southeast side of Albuquerque and send all but its decision-makers home. Robinson began clearing the complex, but he knew that national laboratories, due to the nature of the scientific research they do, were also going to play a crucial role in protecting the country from further terrorist threats. SCHULZE In their training as Red Cross volunteers, Carol and Victor Schulze had helped families burned out of their houses, responded to major accidents that shut down interstates and passed out apples and granola bars at the Cerro Grande Fire. The 65-year-olds drove to the offices of the Mid-Rio Grande Chapter of the American Red Cross and got busy helping to set up and staff an emergency family service center to aid travelers stranded at the airport when airlines were grounded. It didn’t take Victor long to realize the disasters at the WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 CALLED UP: Air Force Capt. “Digger” Davis, based out of Cannon Air Force Base in Clovis, flew air combat patrols over U.S. cities in the months after Sept. 11. Davis got his call to serve in the Middle East last month and is scheduled to leave for an undisclosed location. Pentagon and especially in New York were going to need a lot of volunteers for a long time. “How many people are they going to need?” he wanted to know. “Can we go?” The answer was no, at least not right now. “We kind of felt bad,” said Victor, “that we couldn’t go out right away.” DAVIS Fighter pilot Digger Davis had flown patrols in the Iraqi no-fly zone and in Korea and had run bombing missions over Serbia in the Bosnian conflict. Now Davis was on alert at Cannon Air Force Base, itching to respond to an attack on his own country. But Davis did not climb into his F-16 and lock on an enemy. It would take awhile to know just who the enemy was. Davis, frustrated, would have to wait. MARCHAND Mike and Kathy Weiner, evacuated from the Denver Airport with hundreds of other people, were worried about the frantic woman, the wife of a flight attendant, on the hotel shuttle bus with them. They got off the bus with her at the Hampton Inn, reserved a room, and Kathy went upstairs to plug in her laptop and try to find out more about the hijackings and which planes were involved. Mike stayed with Rebecca Marchand in the lobby as she talked to her mother on the cell phone and tried to avoid the TV. Rebecca’s mother in Alamogordo had already learned that her son-in-law, Al, had been on the second plane to hit the World Trade Center. Rebecca’s father was already on the road to Denver to pick her up and bring her home. Rosie Frazier didn’t tell her daughter the news because she didn’t want her to find out, alone, in a hotel lobby. A few minutes later, the elevator door in the Hampton Inn opened and Rebecca could tell from the look on Kathy Weiner’s face that one of the planes had been Al’s. ROBINSON About 10 a.m., Gen. John Gordon, administrator of the National Nuclear Security Administration in Washington, D.C., called Paul Robinson at Sandia and asked, “What can you do to help out?” Gordon had the same worries that many Americans shared: What if a plane crashed into a nuclear power plant? A Sandia team had already experimented with that question, putting a F-4 Phantom fighter jet on a sled track and crashing it into a section of a power plant containment wall, measuring force and damage. Within hours that team and others were on a Department of Energy plane bound for Andrews Air Force Base to begin a security assessment of DOE sites nationwide. Robinson ordered up new ID badges, emblazoned “Mission Critical,” and settled in for long hours in the bunker. He gathered his key people and asked them, “What should we most worry about?” “You had to put your mind to thinking like terrorists and people who wish to do our country harm,” he said later. It wasn’t an unusual question. Six years earlier, terrorism had been identified as one of the labs’ missions, and research projects were under way all over the complex. Until now, that work had been theoretical. “We had been getting a free ride,” Robinson said. “Well, no longer.” Employees — engineers, scientists and mathematicians — were called back to work and told to bring an overnight bag. MARCHAND Alone in a hotel room in Denver, Rebecca Marchand took the call from a United Airlines representative confirming her husband, Al, had died on Flight 175. Sit tight, her mother told her on the phone, your dad is on the way from Alamogordo to bring you home. She had seven hours to wait, alone. Rebecca Frazier was 17 when she first met Al Marchand. She answered the door at her parents’ house and Marchand was there in uniform, a new officer still in training with the Alamogordo Police Department. The officers were accusing her of knowing about a neighbor’s involvement in burglaries, and Rebecca was home alone and frightened. She was relieved when her mother arrived home and threw them off the property. It was not a storybook beginning to a love story. “All I knew was his name,” Rebecca said, “and that I couldn’t stand him.” In 1992 a friend of hers tried to introduce the two, but Rebecca wanted nothing of the pushy cop. “Are you crazy?” she said. “I’ll never date that man.” With some persuasion, she finally did agree to a date and was rewarded by knowing Al Marchand. “He was a real people person, really a funny guy,” Rebecca said. “You’d meet him and never forget him.” They married in 1997 and moved into his house, settling into life as a blended family with his son and her two sons. Three years later he retired from the police department and began to consider possibilities for a second career. He decided that joining a flight crew was perfect: It involved meeting people, helping people and traveling. Marchand started United Airlines training Nov. 20, 2000, in Chicago and on Jan. 10, 2001, he was assigned to Boston and worked his first flight. Rebecca had tried to talk her husband out of taking the job, and she didn’t like it once he started. Because of the travel time between Boston and Alamogordo, he needed at least three days off to get home even for 24 hours, and she and their sons wanted him home more often. Rebecca wished he would quit, but she also saw how much he loved his work. Marchand, a religious man, loved to help people, and he often speculated that perhaps a plane would be in trouble one day and he could save passengers — either their lives or their souls. SANCHEZ By Sept. 12, Jennifer Sanchez was dressed in camouflage, armed with an M16 rifle and patrolling the flight line at Kirtland Air Force Base. Sanchez, a college student a day earlier, was suddenly an active-duty soldier with the possibility of war on the horizon. The base was on “Threat Condition Delta,” its most severe level of alert, and Sanchez was poised to attack if anyone approached the fighter planes without authorization. In the Air National Guard for less than a year, her first real mission was more serious than anything she could have anticipated. “I couldn’t believe,” she said, “that the first thing was this catastrophic.” MARCHAND Rebecca Marchand had avoided television and had still not watched a minute of the World Trade Center or Pentagon attacks. On the car ride from Denver home to Alamogordo on Sept. 12, she heard a report on the radio about how the hijackers had killed some passengers and flight crew members to gain control of the airplanes. Until she heard the radio report, she had thought of her husband dying in a plane crash. That was, somehow, easier to take. She dialed her mother on her cell phone and broke down. “Mom,” she said, “they murdered my husband.” ROBINSON Paul Robinson finally left the sprawling lab complex in Southeast Albuquerque two days after the attack to have dinner with his wife. After they ate, Robinson went upstairs to his study, sat down at the computer and began to write. His thoughts — about his personal experiences working at the World Trade Center, his reactions to the attacks and the laboratories’ duty — appeared in the Sandia labs company newsletter a week later. In a stream-of-consciousness essay completed in about an hour, he wrote of friends feared missing, of memories of the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, of the terror that must have gripped passengers on the four doomed jets. “And with all of the deaths — in Washington, in New York, and with those who perished in the airplane that took a sharp plunge to the ground outside Pittsburgh — our nation faces a great crisis. Who will now rise to avenge their deaths?” His answer was that “science and engineering have an enormous power to make the world a better place.” “This week,” Robinson concluded, “the trumpet has sounded the call to ‘exceptional service’ louder than at any time in our lives. Let us answer the call.” He sent the essay to the office and went back to work. MARCHAND Unable to sleep, Rebecca Marchand got out of bed at 5 a.m. on Sept. 13 and turned on the TV. It was the first time she had seen her husband’s plane disappearing into the World Trade Center tower in a fiery explosion. Two days later, and a day before Al’s memorial service was to be held, Rebecca’s younger son, Trae, turned 13. The family was determined not to let the occasion be lost in grief. They gathered to watch his football team play and then went to Dave’s Pizza and had a party. It was the first time the family had been out in public since Sept. 11, and they felt conspicuous September 11, 2001 9:31 a.m. 9:40 a.m. (approx.) 9:45 a.m. 9:48 a.m. At a Sarasota, Fla., school, President Bush delivers his first official remarks on the events, calling them a “national tragedy” and an “apparent terrorist attack on our country.” American Flight 77 slams into the western side of the Pentagon, igniting a violent fire. The section hit by the plane consists mostly of recently renovated, unoccupied offices. Evacuation of the rest of the Pentagon begins immediately. FAA orders all aircraft to land at nearest airport; more than 4,500 aircraft are in the air at the time. No civilian aircraft is allowed to take off. All air traffic headed for U.S. is redirected to Canada. Later, FAA suspends all civilian flights until noon, Sept. 12, the first time all commercial flights in the U.S. have ever been suspended. Military and medical flights continue. White House is evacuated. U.S. Capitol closes, is evacuated after bomb threats; other federal buildings in D.C. close. ▼ 4 50 We remember ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL 5 Davis had to wrap his mind around the possibility he might have to kill — as a last resort — several hundred innocent citizens of his own country. Before Sept. 11, the notion would have been unthinkable. But as Davis took to the skies less than two weeks after the jetliner attacks, he was ready to kill to prevent more killing. “I’m going to do something about it to prevent loss of life. And then I’m going to start writing letters of apology to the families of every person on that plane telling them their loved ones died as heroes.” but comforted. Townspeople offered condolences and the owners of Dave’s Pizza picked up their tab. “That was only the beginning of the kindness,” Rebecca said. CUNNINGHAM Red Cunningham got back to Gallup from his elk hunt late in the evening on Sept. 14, walked in the house and found his wife, Jackie, agitated and eager to fill him in on the news that had shaken the world: Four jetliners hijacked, two World Trade Center towers in rubble, the Pentagon on fire, thousands of victims, heroes who drove the fourth jetliner away from Washington and into the ground in western Pennsylvania. Their son, Jason, was still awaiting orders at Moody Air Force Base in Georgia, but it looked like the country was heading for war. “You gotta be kidding,” Red said, and turned on the TV. ISHAK Born in Tucson to parents who had immigrated from Iraq, Alaa Ishak had been a Muslim all her life. But, raised as an American, Ishak was discovering that she knew little about her religion. As it became clear that a Muslim, Osama bin Laden, was behind the terrorist attacks, classmates and friends began to ask Ishak — conspicuous in her hijab — about Islam and the Quran. Increasingly, she found her answer to be, “I don’t know.” The country had a thirst for news and information, and bookstores were selling out of copies of the Quran and texts on Islam and Middle Eastern history — books that had collected dust before. Ishak had a similar thirst. She read the entire Quran for the first time in her life and turned to her parents and books to learn more about the religion. ISHAK Muslims gathered at the Islamic Center of New Mexico in an Albuquerque neighborhood on Sept. 14 as they do every Friday night to hear readings from the Quran. Alaa Ishak was there with her parents, Abdul Aziz and Bushra Saleh, and her siblings. They parted at the doors — women on one side and men on the other. The imam, or prayer leader, spoke in Arabic and explained a fundamental truth that seemed to have been lost in the traumatic week: Islam, translated from Arabic, means peace. He asked everyone to pray for the people hurt or killed in the attacks and to send out a message that Islam condemns violence. He also warned Muslims to be careful. There had already been a flier distributed in Gallup calling for the removal of Arabs from the United States. The front window of a shop owned by an Arab-American of Palestinian descent had been shattered. Aziz and Saleh had gathered their children together earlier in the week and warned them that emotions would be running high and that American Muslims might be targeted for violence or harassment. Some of their female Muslim friends had already decided to remove their head scarves so they would not stand out and invite trouble. Ishak considered it and decided she would not. “I felt it would be a sign of weakness,” she said. SANDIA By Sept. 15, a team from Sandia National Laboratories was fitting search dogs at the World Trade Center site with instruments that allowed them to transmit live video and audio to their handlers. Another Sandia team pulled together information for the Federal Aviation Administration to use as it contemplated how to safely reopen the nation’s airports. The team had researched how to design the most secure airport, using BaltimoreWashington International as an example. DAVIS MIXED EMOTIONS: Alaa Ishak, the American-born daughter of Iraqi parents, struggled with mixed emotions after Sept. 11. MARCHAND On the ferry to Martha’s Vineyard the weekend before, Al and Rebecca Marchand had talked about what they wanted for their funerals. It was not an unusual conversation for two Christians to have, as they believed their deaths would be a beginning of another life. Al said he wanted an enthusiastic “altar call,” where participants are asked to go to the front of the church to pledge themselves to Christ. “I want people to get saved through my death,” Al said. Hundreds of people jammed the First Assembly Worship Center in Alamogordo on Sept. 16, singing “I Believe in Jesus” just as Marchand had wanted. As a police officer for more than 20 years, Marchand had arrested a lot of people. Scores of his collars packed the church to say goodbye. And more than 80 people walked to the front of the church to be saved. CUNNINGHAM Jason Cunningham stayed in touch with his parents as winter settled in and the war in Afghanistan continued. He called from Moody Air Force Base in Georgia every Sunday and every Sunday they had the same question: “When are you going?” Cunningham had shown early signs of the spirit, strength and drive that makes a successful special operations soldier. He did everything early, moving directly from crawling to running as a toddler and never slowing down. He was an athlete in schools in Carlsbad and Farmington, where his family moved in 1991. It was no surprise, then, that Cunningham, who wore thriftstore camouflage gear and ate “Meals Ready to Eat,” enlisted in the Navy after he graduated. He considered becoming a Navy SEAL but switched to the Air Force to become a medic on a pararescue squad. He told an Air Force magazine that he didn’t want to kill people, he wanted to save them. Pararescue jumpers, or PJs, are trained to jump out of airplanes and helicopters, dive into oceans and climb through rubble to reach and rescue downed pilots and others trapped in perilous situations. By definition, if a PJ is working, something has gone wrong. And if a war is on, a PJ wants to be there. “We knew that he couldn’t wait,” Red said, “but we dreaded it.” SANCHEZ On Sept. 20 President Bush announced that America’s airports would be patrolled by military police. That afternoon, 22-year-old Jennifer Sanchez, armed with a 9mm pistol, was assigned with other National Guard members to the Albuquerque International Sunport and began eight-hour patrols. DAVIS Digger Davis was at Nellis Air Force Base outside Las Vegas, Nev., on Sept. 21 when a call came over the secured phone line and Davis was told to pack up and get ready to leave. “Yeah,” he said, “we’re going.” Davis did not go into combat, though. Instead, he was part of several teams assigned to stillsecret locations in the United States to patrol American skies. Davis had been trained to find the bad guys and take them out. Now he was being told to fly over American cities with a more chilling potential mission: To shoot down a hijacked airliner before it could be used as a weapon against an American city. “I’m constantly trained to go kill people and blow stuff up,” Davis said. “When I’m strapped into the jet, that’s my mission. To be deployed within your own country was really bizarre.” In a rush, Digger Davis could fly his F-16 from Clovis to Salt Lake City in 15 minutes. That is why he and other F16 pilots were tapped for the nation’s new “Homeland Defense” initiative. In late September he was on alert for 12- and 24-hour shifts, sitting in an office about 50 yards from his plane, dressed in his green flight suit and waiting for the phone to ring. The phone calls came from the North American Aerospace Defense Command control center in Colorado. Within six minutes of a call reporting an unauthorized flight, Davis could be in the air, speeding toward the possible threat. The threats usually turned out to be mundane — private airplanes whose pilots inadvertently strayed into restricted airspace. They would get an escort to the nearest airport and be met by FBI agents on the ground. When he wasn’t on call for reported threats, Davis was patrolling the skies. That, too, required a whole new approach. “How am I going to know what to look for? How am I going to find them? What are we not seeing? What are we not thinking of?” The questions were difficult to answer. After all, Davis said, “I never would have considered that anyone would fly a plane into the World Trade Center.” ROBINSON Gen. John Gordon, head of the National Nuclear Security Administration, called Paul Robinson’s number again at Sandia and this time posed an odd question: Without opening an envelope, how could you discern whether it contained powder? And how could you tell if that powder contained anthrax? Within 45 minutes, Sandia scientists had agreed on the best approach to what would become a nationwide scare about anthrax in the U.S. mail: Kill everything and ask what’s in it later. Sandia scientists already knew how to do it. They had experimented with technology that would irradiate E. coli bacteria in frozen beef. Fifteen Sandia staffers were on a plane that night and at a table in the National Security Council offices at the White House the next morning. They went 72 hours without sleep and developed the mailbag radiation system that began treating every piece of mail. When anthrax contaminated offices on Capitol Hill, an anthrax-killing foam developed at Sandia was called in to decontaminate them. SANCHEZ Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld flew into the desert Arab Emirate of Oman on Oct. 4 and then helicoptered off to a secret meeting with the Sultan of Oman. The purpose of his mission was to negotiate the possibility of locating U.S. troops in bases in Oman for assaults on Afghanistan. Five days later, Jennifer Sanchez and other members of the security force of the New Mexico Air National Guard were called into a briefing room at Kirtland Air Force Base and given the word they had been waiting for: They would be shipping out for duty at a base in the Middle East. The length of their stay was undetermined, and the details of their mission were classified. And one more thing: It was very hot where they were going. Sanchez trained intensively for a week and then gathered with her family — her parents and two older brothers — for a briefing at Kirtland where commanders talked them through the going-to-war basics. You won’t know where your daughter will be or when she’s coming home, they were told. You won’t be able to call. Her e-mail will be screened. And we’ll hold on to a copy of her will. Frank Sanchez, a dentist, and his wife, Joanne, who runs his office, had always known their youngest child and only girl would find a way to wear a uniform. She had been fascinated by soldiers since she was a little girl. Now they were at an Air Force base crying, and their daughter was trying hard not to. They said goodbye and she carried her rucksack and rifle onto a C-130 airplane and disappeared. Sad, nervous and scared, they prayed, watched CNN and doted on Maya and Xian, their daughter’s Pomeranian pups, left behind with the family in Las Vegas, N.M. MARCHAND They had been warmly embraced by their neighbors September 11, 2001 9:50 a.m. 9:57 a.m. 10:07 a.m. (approx.) 10:28 a.m. 11 a.m. 11:45 a.m. South tower of World Trade Center collapses, weakened by metal-melting heat of jet fuel-stoked fire. The floors pancake downward and a massive cloud of smoke, dirt and debris slowly spreads outward from building. Bush hastily departs on Air Force One from Sarasota on evasive route for Barksdale Air Force base near Shreveport, La. En route, Bush calls Vice President Cheney and puts America’s military on high-alert status. United Flight 93 slams into a Pennsylvania field near Shanksville, killing all on board. Moments before, plane had turned back toward the east from its westward heading. As the plane heads toward Washington, D.C., passengers on cell phones learn about the New York and Pentagon crashes. At least three hatch a plan to resist the hijackers in what was clearly a heroic attempt to prevent the plane from reaching its target. One passenger, Todd Beamer, recites Psalm 23 to a GTE operator, then leaves the phone off the hook so the operator could listen. Just before 10 a.m., the operator hears Beamer say: “Are you guys ready? Let’s roll!” Moments later, the plane crashes. North tower of World Trade Center collapses. Vast amounts of smoke, ash, debris and dust pour through nearby streets. Hundreds of firefighters, workers are trapped and killed. On the ground, dazed crowds of people flee the area. New York’s Mayor Giuliani tells people to stay home, orders evacuation of lower Manhattan. Bush arrives at Barksdale AFB. 12:15 p.m. U.S. announces closure of borders with Canada, Mexico. ▼ WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 9 11 #5 We remember ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 wife already knew. Jason had always told his parents, “If anything happens to me, they’ll come in a white car.” The car — not white, after all, and carrying three officers from Kirtland Air Force Base — had just left when news reporters began knocking on the door. By the time the day was over, Gallup police had blocked access to the Cunninghams’ home and 137 messages had been logged on their telephone answering machine. in Alamogordo since Sept. 11, but Rebecca Marchand and her sons could not help feeling odd — alone in New Mexico as the family of a World Trade Center victim. They flew to New York on Oct. 28 to attend a memorial service for relatives of people killed in the attack, checked into the Sheraton Towers, which was reserved for the families, and had an unfamiliar feeling. “We were finally normal,” Rebecca said. “We were finally among people like us.” While they were in New York they decided to make the difficult trip to the former site of the World Trade Center, at that point still a mountain of sooty rubble and a graveyard for buried victims. A New York City police officer drove them onto the site, and they stood and looked around. Al Marchand’s body, or any piece of it, had not been recovered. There had been no casket at his funeral and no grave for his family to visit. “I think I felt a sense of relief just seeing where he died,” Rebecca said. SANCHEZ Jennifer Sanchez and the rest of her National Guard unit landed in Oman at a base made up of tents and cots and surrounded by sand, spiders, snakes, mice and lots of cats. She slept or read magazines during the day and at night she patrolled the tent city under the constant noise of jet traffic. It left a lot of time to worry about her family back home in New Mexico and to think about a life in the military. Sweating in the desert, eating packaged meals, being separated from family and not knowing what the future would bring weighed on Sanchez. SANCHEZ FROM SCHOOL TO BATTLE: Jennifer Sanchez was a University of New Mexico junior and member of the Air National Guard when she was called to active duty. Red Cross air hangar in Brooklyn. ISHAK Alaa Ishak and her mother, Bushra Saleh, were driving down Albuquerque’s Central Avenue to run errands when they stopped at a red light and a man pulled up next to them and made an obscene gesture. The women, following the command of the Quran, had their hair covered in scarves. “Go back,” he yelled. “This is all your fault.” Ishak and her mother drove away, shaken. It was more than two months since the attacks, but emotions still ran hot. SCHULZE Red Cross volunteers Carol and Victor Schulze finally got the call that they were needed in New York on Nov. 3. They were ready to go, and a day later they flew into LaGuardia Airport over the wreckage of the World Trade Center and found their way to the Red Cross headquarters at the foot of the Brooklyn Bridge. They worked 12 to 14 hours a day over the next three weeks. They shuttled meals, drinks and supplies in modified ambulances from the Red Cross kitchen to the Coast Guard headquarters, Red Cross warehouses in New Jersey, family service centers throughout the boroughs, to fire stations and to the World Trade Center site. The couple was screened, except for one trip into the rubble of ground zero, from the devastation and its victims. Even so, they felt the strain. “You’d think for us — there six weeks after the fact, we never talked to a client, we never talked to a victim — that shouldn’t be that bad,” Victor said. But almost two months into the cleanup efforts, the area was still tense. “Stress is contagious,” Carol said. “Everybody was really stressed. We were overwhelmed at times.” SCHULZE IN THE MIDDLE OF CONFLICT: Sandia National Laboratories president Paul Robinson found himself in the middle of the nation’s response to the terrorist attacks. Sandia workers helped develop tools to combat anthrax, screen mail and check nuclear power plants and airports for security breaches. SANCHEZ On Nov. 21 Jennifer Sanchez turned 23 in a mess tent at a patched-together military base in Oman. The occasion was marked with a lighted match stuck in a piece of MRE pound cake and a chorus of “Happy Birthday” from the men and women in her unit that she was getting to know like brothers and sisters. Sanchez had not looked at a calendar in months and seldom knew what day of the week it was. She wanted to do her job and not be tempted to count down the days toward any imaginary departure date. SCHULZE On Thanksgiving, for the first time since they were first married and had children, Carol and Victor Schulze did not host a turkey dinner. Their children gathered in Albuquerque. The older Schulzes ate their turkey at a Carol and Victor Schulze returned to Albuquerque from New York in early December. They volunteered to deliver a Red Cross vehicle to Peoria on their return trip, and they drove through the Midwest. They noticed American flags draped everywhere. The drive turned out to be a blessing — an “easy come down” in Victor’s words — from the soot and smell and commotion of the previous three weeks. Under orders from the Red Cross chapter here, Carol and Victor took a week off. Almost three months after the terrorist attacks on Washington and New York, she fell apart. “I got angry at first,” she said. “Then the grief and the tears.” Carol’s emotional reserves were on empty and she decided not to go out on a service call for a while. CUNNINGHAM Jason Cunningham called his parents in Gallup early in the morning on Feb. 1. “OK, Mom, you’re going to have to make me proud now,” he said. His squadron was leaving — he couldn’t say exactly where he was going or exactly how long he would be gone. “I just want you to be safe and come home,” Jackie told her son. “And don’t go being no hero.” Then Jason got on the phone with his father. “Don’t tell Mom exactly how dangerous this little deal we’re going to is going to be,” he said. “But if anything happens, suck it up.” DAVIS Digger Davis got a second call-up — for homeland defense initiative Operation Noble Eagle once again, not to combat. Frustrated, he went off for another three months. “It’s frustrating to sit back,” Davis said. “Once you’ve been in combat once, you want to do it again.” CUNNINGHAM The phone rang in the Cunninghams’ house at 5 a.m. on March 5. It didn’t wake anyone because neither Jackie nor Red had been able to sleep. Red had returned from coyote hunting a day earlier and once again found Jackie agitated by what she had seen on the news. Navy SEALs had been shot down in a battle in Afghanistan. Seven soldiers had died in the attack and in a helicopter rescue attempt, conducted under fire. Jackie sensed Jason was involved. Theresa, Jason’s wife and mother of their two small girls, was on the line. “He was on the chopper,” Jackie said. “He’s dead, right?” Jackie let out the terrible cry that is reserved for a mother who has lost her child. Red got dressed and said, “I gotta go to work.” While Jackie cried, Red drove the short distance to the Conoco plant where he works and announced that his son had been killed. Then he drove back home to wait for the knock on the door from Air Force personnel with official notification of what he and his On March 14, members of the New Mexico National Guard unit got orders they were leaving the desert of Oman and going home. They were dressed in civilian clothes and on a plane by that night. Frank and Joanne Sanchez, supplied with a dozen red roses, were at the Albuquerque airport when Jennifer Sanchez’s plane landed. And their daughter finally cried. “I couldn’t let go of my mom,” Jennifer said. After four weeks of leave, a party in her honor and several servings of her grandmother’s green chile chicken enchiladas, Sanchez headed back to duty, patrolling at Kirtland. CUNNINGHAM The next two weeks were a blur of travel, memorials and grief for Jackie and Red Cunningham. They gathered in their hometown of Carlsbad with friends and relatives to memorialize Jason. Then they flew to Arlington, Va., on a Conoco corporate jet for a funeral with full military honors. By then, the details of Jason Cunningham’s last day were beginning to be revealed. Dispatched to a 10,000-foot mountaintop in southeast Afghanistan to rescue Navy SEALs who were pinned down under fire, Cunningham was in a helicopter with 10 Army Rangers and two other troops when it was hit by a grenade. It went down amid waiting alQaida fighters. Cunningham took two bullets to his pelvis and lower intestines but continued to treat the wounded men on his chopper. Bleeding and losing strength, he performed his medic duties for eight hours before he lost consciousness and died. President Bush was meeting with U2 singer Bono across the Potomac at the White House and did not attend the funeral. Red Cunningham wrote a four-page letter to his son and placed it in Jason’s casket. “You gave your life for us all,” he wrote. The Cunninghams went home to Gallup, returning to what people who have not just buried their son like to call a “normal life.” MARCHAND Rebecca Marchand tried to go back to work at the Alamogordo restaurant where she worked as a manager, but she couldn’t concentrate. Uneasy under the looks ▼ 6 September 11, 2001 12:55 p.m. 1:04 p.m. 1:27 p.m. 2:51 p.m. 3:07 p.m. 5:25 p.m. 6:54 p.m. 8:30 p.m. In Afghanistan, Taliban officials deny any responsibility for attacks. Bush, speaking at Barksdale AFB, announces U.S. military on high alert worldwide. Air Force One then leaves for U.S. Strategic Command at Offutt Air Force Base in Nebraska. State of emergency is declared in Washington, D.C. Navy dispatches missile destroyers to New York, Washington. Bush arrives at Offutt, descends into bunker and teleconferences with National Security Council. Previously evacuated 47-story Seven World Trade Center collapses; it was damaged earlier when towers fell. Bush arrives at White House by Marine 1 helicopter after landing in Air Force One at Andrews Air Force Base in Maryland with a fighter jet escort. Bush addresses the nation on television, saying “thousands of lives were suddenly ended by evil … These acts shattered steel, but they cannot dent the steel of American resolve.” We remember WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL 7 from people when she ventured out, she mostly stayed home. And every day she read the mail, which was filled with cards and letters from people she had never met who wanted her to know they cared. “There were days when I thought I was the only one feeling this way,” she said. “Some days that was all that got me through, knowing there are people everywhere grieving in the same way I am.” CUNNINGHAM March 27 was Jason Cunningham’s birthday. He would have been 27. Jackie Cunningham held his baby blanket all day and cried. ULTIMATE SACRIFICE: Senior Airman Jason Cunningham, a member of the Air Force’s elite pararescue jumper team, was killed by al-Qaida fighters in Afghanistan. DAVIS Every fighter pilot gets a nickname during his training and that becomes his call sign. “Digger” Davis earned his for his romantic dalliances with older women in his youth. His fellow soldiers called him “Gravedigger” and joked that he would try to pick up women at the morgue. On April 27, Davis ended the ribbing. He married Jennifer, 31, and the two took off for a honeymoon in Tahiti, a break from war time. PROUD PARENTS: Jackie and Larry “Red” Cunningham knew their son, Jason, wanted to see action in the war in Afghanistan, but they dreaded the day he would be called up. past year have not disappeared. It took 65 years for her to lose her innocence last September. “I’m more aware of man’s inhumanity to man. I’m more aware of things people do to each other,” Schulze said. “I’m more aware of the cruelty in the world.” MARCHAND In July, Rebecca Marchand returned with a friend to New York for another observation of the World Trade Center deaths and listened as former New York Mayor Rudy Giuliani and others eulogized World Trade Center workers and police officers and firefighters who died trying to rescue people from the buildings. No one mentioned the people who died on the two jetliners that hijackers used to bring the buildings down. It started to bother Rebecca. “There were people on those airplanes. There were lives that were lost just like the others and nobody was talking about them.” With no survivors, the details of what went on in the minutes between Flight 175’s takeoff from Logan Airport in Boston and its explosion into the World Trade Center tower were limited. Rebecca lay awake wondering about how her husband died and imagining gruesome scenarios. “Was he one of the first people killed because he was a police officer and he was one of the first to react? Was he alive when the plane hit the building? Was he afraid? Was he able to get on the intercom and save people?” She also was swept with anger at her husband, who could have been alive if he had not chosen to leave New Mexico to take a job she never wanted him to have. “I waver between anger and acceptance,” Rebecca said. “I also know that, if he could choose, he wouldn’t choose to be back here.” As a widow, it makes her angry. As a Christian, she understands. SANCHEZ A year of active duty and a few months in the sands of the Middle East were enough to CUNNINGHAM GIVING OF THEMSELVES: Carol and Victor Schulze, Albuquerque retirees and volunteers for the American Red Cross, found themselves delivering food and water in New York to support ground zero cleanup efforts. persuade Jennifer Sanchez that a life in uniform was not the life for her. While she was proud of her service, the uncertainty of active duty and time away from home were too uncomfortable. With a war against Iraq looming, it is possible Sanchez and other guard members could be sent abroad again. With fall approaching, she enrolled at Wayland Baptist University in Albuquerque to finish her final year of college and hopes it will not be interrupted by her commitments to the National Guard. Then Sanchez plans to apply to law school. “I want stability, not uncertainty,” she said. SCHULZE Carol Schulze returned to the guts of the Red Cross mission — helping people in times of crisis, at forest fires, house fires and storm sites, back in New Mexico. But the repercussions of the Sept. 12 Sept. 14 Bush labels attacks “acts of war,” asks Congress to devote $20 billion to recovery and allies to join war on terrorism. NATO declares terrorism an attack on all 19 member states. Justice Department names 19 suspects in attacks; intelligence sources link them directly to Osama bin Laden. Bush gives military authority to call up 50,000 reservists. Afghanistan’s ruling Taliban warns of revenge if United States attacks. Bush leads nation in prayer at National Cathedral. Later, Bush visits ground zero in Manhattan. Sept. 13 Secretary of State Colin Powell identifies Osama bin Laden as prime suspect. Limited commercial flights resume. National Football League, Major League Baseball call off weekend games. Sept. 15 Pakistan agrees to U.S. demands for possible attack on neighboring Afghanistan. Sept. 16 Bush pledges “crusade” to “rid the world of evil-doers.” Sept. 17 Wall Street trading resumes, ending stock market’s longest shutdown since the Depression. Dow loses 684.81 points, its worst-ever, oneday point drop. Jackie and Red Cunningham began seeing a mental health counselor in August. It was a step two old oil field hands never could have imagined a year ago. But they were angry and sad and crying too much and talking too little. They were angry at the military for making a mistake that put their son in unneeded danger. The Pentagon had acknowledged that a communication breakdown put the helicopter carrying Cunningham into the wrong — and ultimately deadly — location. They feel abandoned by the Air Force, which never offered counseling or support since informing them of Jason’s death. They are angry at President Bush for not attending their son’s funeral. It has helped them to talk about their feelings and to be told they are not going crazy, only trudging through a misery that is deep but normal. They are grateful for the concern and support of New Mexicans but overwhelmed by the demands of returning that concern. “It’s like this gaping wound,” Jackie said, “and it can’t ever scab over.” In two days, the Cunninghams will accept the Air Force Cross on Jason’s behalf. It is the highest medal awarded by the Air Force and is given for extraordinary heroism. The medal does nothing to dull their pain, but it has made the Cunninghams even more proud. “There’s not many moms who can say they raised a true American hero,” Jackie said. ISHAK Alaa Ishak turned 18 this year, an age at which girls in her family decide whether they will continue to wear the Muslim hijab head covering or choose a more traditionally American look. She has chosen to continue to wear the scarf. It is symbolic of how Ishak has grown since last September. “Before, I was so ignorant about my religion and my culture. It’s sad to say that it took this to open my eyes,” Ishak said. But “now I can say I’m proud to be a Muslim because I know what my religion is about.” Islam, she said, condemns war and violence and gives women more rights, including the right to own property, than many people know. Ishak has also learned over the past year that she cannot view events as an American or a Muslim. “When September 11th happened, that hurt me because I am an American. Then when they attacked Afghanistan that hurt me because those are my people,” Ishak said. “I am both. I can’t be one.” DAVIS In August, nearly a year after he grabbed his gear from a closet and got ready to go to war, Cannon Air Force Base pilot Digger Davis got his call. He is scheduled to leave for a base in the Middle East — the location undisclosed — and finally have the opportunity to attach his expertise and training to retaliation and revenge. “I’m going to pay these people back,” Davis said. ROBINSON Paul Robinson, chief arms control negotiator for the U.S. between 1988 and 1990, has been accustomed to working long hours in tense situations on powerful playing fields. When he took over Sandia in 1995, his goal was to ensure the laboratory was a step ahead of any problem that might threaten peace and freedom. “Be careful,” he jokes, “what you wish for.” When he reviews the past year, Robinson said, “I’m excited because we were here and ready to do the work. We were not caught flat-footed.” He is also disturbed. The terrorism units at Sandia had been charged with anticipating terrorist threats and developing responses that would prevent attacks or minimize damage. Many of their worst fears came to pass. Now, their work continues — classified, top secret — as they imagine new, more horrible horrors. “Their work,” he said, “will scare you to death.” MARCHAND Rebecca Marchand enrolled at the New Mexico State University branch in Alamogordo at the end of the summer, a step toward forging a new identity separate from the painful one she has worn for a year. She signed up for classes in English and communications with an eye on becoming a journalist. Life continues to be filled with grief and peppered with strange and interesting experiences that would not have happened if Al Marchand’s plane had landed safely in Los Angeles. She has talked to school classes, ridden in parades and in late August met President Bush and led him and hundreds of other Americans in the Pledge of Allegiance at a rally in Las Cruces. As the anniversary of her husband’s death and the nation’s tragedy drew close, Marchand wanted to begin walking toward the future, not standing in the past. She plans to be in class today “and just hope to be a normal person. I want to be treated normally. I don’t want to be approached. I don’t want to hash it up again. I don’t want to live it over.” After the speeches, news specials, memorials and moments of silence, Sept. 11, 2002, is another day. “Every day is hard,” she said. “Al is gone every day.” ■ 8 We remember ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 D I F F E R E N T WAY O F L I F E T H E AT TA C K S B R O U G H T A B O U T C H A N G E S I N H O W W E V I E W O U R M I L I TA R Y A N D F O R E I G N P O L I C Y A N D H O W W E V I E W O U R S E LV E S BY MICHAEL COLEMAN Journal Washington Bureau W ASHINGTON — We watched in shock one year ago as symbols of America’s economic and military might crumbled in fire and smoke, dust and death. Today, most of us lead the same lives. We still work hard and try to get ahead. We still take vacations and seek more time for family. We still go to school and give to charity. We’re still interested in Julia and J-Lo. But the context has changed. We have marshaled our troops and set off to settle a score in Afghanistan. Our airports and public buildings don’t seem as welcoming. Government has new tools to spy on visitors and citizens alike. Our military is evolving to meet new threats. Our politics have a new focus and often a new tone. The attacks reminded us we are vulnerable, and our nation is responding. HOMELAND SECURITY THE ASSOCIATED PRESS NOT SO ACCESSIBLE: The U.S. Capitol was long one of the world’s most accessible public buildings, but Sept. 11 changed all that. Washington, D.C., as a whole now bristles with more security measures, and self-guided tours of the Capitol are a thing of the past. cordial as they used to be. Armed sky marshals fly on many flights. Travelers flying into Washington, D.C., must remain seated during the last 30 minutes of the trip. On a recent flight into the nation’s capital, a group of passengers shouted angrily at an Asian man who broke the rule in an effort to use the restroom. Sept. 11 made it a little more intimidating to navigate the entrances to government buildings, sports arenas and other venues where people gather to work and play. Daya Khalsa, senior vice president of AKAL Security, a national security firm that has contracts to protect New Mexico’s federal courthouses, said security managers across America are rethinking their approaches to keeping buildings and people safe. “The threat of terrorism has to be taken more seriously PRICE OF SECURITY There have been some fundamental changes to Americans’ legal rights since Sept. 11. Right to legal representation Government may monitor federal prison conversations between attorneys and clients and deny lawyers to Americans accused of some crimes. “The PATRIOT Act expands government’s ability to conduct surveillance not only on terrorists and people with ties to terrorists, but in some cases it allows government to get the records of Americans with absolutely no ties to terrorism.” NANCY CHANG, SENIOR LITIGATION ATTORNEY FOR THE CENTER FOR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS than it was,” Khalsa said. Marc S. Bradshaw, president of the International Association of Professional Security Consultants and owner of Marcus Group Security in Rio Rancho, was even more blunt. “It woke us up, big time,” Bradshaw said. “We’ve been clumsy. In the future, the security process will be more effective and less intrusive on the individual.” That means engineers and architects will devise better ways to monitor the insides and outsides of buildings, as well as who is coming and going, Bradshaw said. Chances are, when we enter a public building, even if we can’t see the cameras, someone will be watching. Buildings of the future might be designed differently, perhaps to better withstand a violent bomb blast. Parking Freedom of speech Government may prosecute librarians or keepers of any other records if they tell anyone that the government subpoenaed information related to a terror investigation. Freedom from unreasonable searches Government may search and seize Americans’ papers and effects without probable cause to assist terror investigation. Right to liberty Americans may be jailed without being charged or being able to confront witnesses against them. Freedom of association Government may monitor religious and political institutions without suspecting criminal activity to assist terror investigation. will be set further away from structures to minimize damage from car bombs. Heavy concrete flower planters lining perimeters of buildings serve double duty — eye-pleasing decorations and barricades to terror. Meanwhile, Congress is spending millions to protect water supplies, nuclear plants, bridges and other infrastructure. “There is a real effort to understand the different potential signs of terrorism and the forms that terrorism can take so it can be stopped,” Khalsa said. “And as Americans we really need to root for it and pray that it’s successful.” Even U.S. servicemen and women have to prove they aren’t a threat. Before Sept. 11, soldiers could drive onto Kirtland Air Force Base in Albuquerque with a valid decal on their windshield. Not Right to a speedy and public trial Government may jail Americans indefinitely without a trial. SOURCE: Associated Press AP Sept. 18 Oct. 7 Taliban leaders call on Muslims to wage holy war on United States if it attacks. First airstrikes launched in Afghanistan; targets include capital of Kabul, bin Laden training camps and Taliban bases. Bin Laden, in videotaped message, praises God for Sept. 11 attacks and swears America will never “dream of security” until “the infidels’ armies leave the land of Muhammad.” Sept. 19 Pentagon orders combat aircraft to Persian Gulf bases. American and United airlines announce 40,000 layoffs. Sept. 20 Air Force sergeant is killed in heavy-equipment accident in northern Arabian peninsula, becoming first U.S. death in campaign. Sept. 24 Sept. 25 Saudi Arabia cuts ties with Taliban government. The smoke had barely cleared from the Pentagon and World Trade Center before top U.S. Justice Department officials rushed to Capitol Hill seeking new tools to fight terrorism. Attorney General John Ashcroft told Congress that Oct. 10 Bush announces new Cabinetlevel Office of Homeland Security, to be led by Pennsylvania Gov. Tom Ridge. Bush orders U.S. financial institutions to freeze assets of 27 groups and individuals suspected of supporting terrorists. CIVIL LIBERTIES Freedom of information Government has closed once-public immigration hearings, has secretly detained hundreds of people without charges, and has encouraged bureaucrats to resist public records requests. ▼ The altered landscape of life in America post-Sept. 11 might be most evident in the nation’s airports. “We will never get back to normal,” said Dewey Cave, aviation director at the Albuquerque International Sunport. “People will have to rethink what normal is.” Before the attacks, the biggest hassle of moving through an airport, aside from long lines at the ticket counter, was fishing loose change from our pockets at the metal detectors. Now, airline passengers are asked to remove their shoes for inspection and submit to full-body patdowns. Security workers wearing rubber gloves rifle through our bags at random. Personal items that seemed harmless before — scissors and corkscrews — now are considered dangerous. Friends and relatives can no longer walk with travelers to departure gates, or meet them as they step off a plane. The people who work at security checkpoints in airports are changing, too. Federal security screeners slowly, but steadily, replace private agents, as required by new air safety rules imposed by the federal government. Albuquerque International Sunport is slated to have federal screeners on the job by the end of this month, Cave said. Eventually, massive, hightech machines will check all luggage for explosives. Today, bags are screened at random. The change will cost taxpayers billions and require major renovations to many U.S. airports. The friendly skies aren’t as anymore. “They don’t just wave you through anymore; you have to show an I.D.,” said 2nd Lt. Kelley Jeter, Kirtland spokeswoman. The stepped-up security is probably more evident in the nation’s capital than in any other city in America. Washington’s myriad monuments, museums and federal buildings have morphed into a gantlet of concrete barriers, X-ray machines and police officers. Five streets between the U.S. Capitol and U.S. House offices are permanently closed to traffic. Police officers man the perimeter of the Capitol around the clock. Mohammed Atta and his gang of terrorists stripped Americans of the ability to move freely in their capital. Self-guided Capitol tours — once among Washington’s most popular tourist draws — no longer are allowed. Only members of Congress, Capitol staff and media can move throughout the building without an escort. “You can no longer just walk in and wander around the building,” said Lt. Dan Nichols, spokesman for the U.S. Capitol police. “But we still have one of the most accessible capitols in the world.” To some, the limited access is a gloomy fact of life, postSept. 11. “It’s just another obstacle between us and our leaders,” said Mark Armiger, a tourist from Georgia who stood in line with his two smiling children for a guided Capitol tour last month. “It’s sad.” America’s borders with Mexico and Canada are seeing an infusion of new security as the government scrambles to better monitor who is coming and going. The Immigration and Naturalization Service has improved its ability to track down immigrants who have overstayed their visas and is now adding their names to a national database previously used for criminals. President Bush has asked Congress for money to hire an extra 800 agents at U.S. borders and ports of entry. The horror of Sept. 11 had at least one silver lining for America’s border agents — more money from the federal government to do their jobs. “Resources that we have long needed, as a result of 911, are finally beginning to flow,” said Jim Coleman, director of the New Mexico Border Authority. Oct. 11 Sept. 27 Bush announces plan to bolster airline security, including expanded use of federal marshals on airliners. Sept. 28 U.N. Security Council approves U.S.-sponsored res- olution demanding all nations take sweeping action against terrorism. disease since 1976; five people eventually die from anthrax infections. U.S. troops, aircraft are deployed in Pakistan despite Islamic protests. Oct. 5 Oct. 6 Oct. 14 Tabloid photo editor Robert Stevens dies of anthrax in Florida, in nation’s first known case of inhalation version of Army dispatches 1,000 soldiers to Uzbekistan, which borders Afghanistan. Bush rejects Taliban offer to discuss turning over bin Laden if U.S. ends bombing in Afghanistan. Oct. 15 Officials announce anthrax spores are found in letter to Senate Majority Leader Tom Daschle. Oct. 16 United States, Pakistan announce support for multiethnic, democratically elected government in Afghanistan. We remember WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 law enforcement had an urgent need for more surveillance and detention powers. President Bush used executive powers to detain hundreds of suspected terrorists without formal charges. “Every day that passes with outdated statutes and the old rules of engagement is a day that terrorists have a competitive advantage,” Ashcroft told a House panel. The USA PATRIOT Act, rushed into law six weeks after Sept. 11, dismayed civil libertarians who feared language in the new law could stifle political dissent and demonstration. Nancy Chang, senior litigation attorney for the Center for Constitutional Rights and author of a new book called “Silencing Political Dissent: How Post-Sept. 11 Anti-Terrorism Measures Threaten our Civil Liberties,” argued that ordinary Americans could get snared under the new laws. The act greatly expands the federal government’s ability to track e-mail and Internet usage and provides for “roving wiretaps,” meaning a single warrant can now be used to tap multiple phone lines in multiple locations. “The PATRIOT Act expands government’s ability to conduct surveillance not only on terrorists and people with ties to terrorists, but in some cases it allows government to get the records of Americans with absolutely no ties to terrorism,” Chang said. The new law allows the attorney general to detain for a week without formal charges anyone who the government has “reasonable grounds to believe” is a terrorist or national security threat. Hundreds of immigrants — mostly Muslim foreign nationals — were detained in the weeks and months after Sept. 11. Almost all have been released without charges, Chang said. President Bush has also come under fire for seeking secret deportation hearings as well as military tribunals for suspected terrorists. Most Americans seem to accept or support the new laws. A Gallup-CNN-USA Today poll conducted in June found only 11 percent of respondents thought the Bush administration had gone too far in restricting civil liberties. Fifty percent credited the administration with striking a good balance with new laws. Another 25 percent said the laws hadn’t gone far enough. A few of the more controversial provisions in the PATRIOT Act are set to expire in 2005, meaning Congress will have to reauthorize them to stay on the books. Only time will tell if the changes were prudent. “Our history is full of examples of instances when we’ve overreached in times of crisis and sacrificed civil liberties in ways that we later regret,” Chang said. MILITARY The Sept. 11 attacks helped trigger immediate and longterm change in U.S. armed forces and strategy. “Current and future enemies ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL 9 “September 11 became the driving force for change because it completely altered many of our assumptions about the nature of war and how we would take it on.” HARLAN ULLMAN, WASHINGTON DEFENSE ANALYST intelligence without cooperation,” Plesch said. POLITICS, GOVERNMENT DEAN HANSON/JOURNAL AIR SECURITY: Armed military security personnel quickly became part of the scene at U.S. airports after the Sept. 11 terrorist hijackings. Members of the U.S. Air Force Security Police checked passenger tickets at Albuquerque International Sunport in April. THE ASSOCIATED PRESS BORDER PATROLS: National Guard troops, like these assigned to a port of entry at El Paso earlier this year, were ordered to U.S. borders after Sept. 11 to help federal border officials with inspections and security at porous U.S. border crossings. will seek to strike the United States and U.S. Forces in novel and surprising ways,” Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld wrote in his annual report to the president last month. “Now is precisely the time to make changes. The attacks on Sept. 11 lent urgency to this endeavor.” In fact, Rumsfeld was talking transformation well before Sept. 11. President Bush campaigned for the Oval Office on a pledge to make the U.S. military lighter, faster and more lethal. When jetliners crashed into the World Trade Center towers and Pentagon, it put those plans on fast-forward, according to several military analysts. “September 11 became the driving force for change because it completely altered many of our assumptions about the nature of war and how we would take it on,” said Harlan Ullman, a Washington defense analyst and author of the new book “Unfinished Business: Afghanistan, the Middle East and Beyond — Defusing the Dangers to American Security.” But change doesn’t come easily at the Pentagon, a massive building that houses 23,000 employees and nearly as many layers of bureaucracy. “If there is a challenge the Pentagon has, it’s a resistance to change,” said retired Rear Admiral Stephen Baker, a military analyst and former chief of staff of U.S. Naval Forces. Baker said the military already was moving away from the old ways of thinking of war, in which battles between nations were waged in fairly predictable ways: large troop movements, waves of air assaults and support from the water. Since Sept. 11, the war in Afghanistan has illustrated the need for better intelligence about the enemy, more precise weaponry and even more sophisticated soldiers, said Marcus Corbin, a defense analyst for the Center for Defense Information in Washington. Some future soldiers might be trained in foreign Oct. 26 Oct. 28 Oct. 31 Bush signs USA PATRIOT Act, an anti-terrorism bill giving police unprecedented ability to search, seize, detain and eavesdrop in pursuit of possible terrorists. Officials announce the discovery of trace anthrax at State Department and CIA buildings. Thousands of relatives of World Trade Center victims gather at the site for the first official memorial. American Red Cross stops accepting donations to terrorism victims fund after raising more than a half-billion dollars. Oct. 29 Bush announces terroristtracking task force to keep foreigners who are planning attacks from entering America. Nov. 7 Federal agents raid U.S. businesses suspected of helping funnel millions of dollars to bin Laden’s network. Bush languages and be adept at diplomacy, Corbin said. Corbin and Baker also said the military should make its different branches more complementary to each other. American weaponry and gadgetry is already so far superior to other nations that many experts think it’s more important to focus on how to put those weapons to their best use rather than making the arsenal even more advanced. “Excessive emphasis on super high-tech gear may be misplaced,” Corbin said. “There should be equal emphasis on making better strategy for different components of warfare and working with allies better. “The human intelligence side — figuring out what makes (the enemy) work — is important. That’s more important than having the next wave of hardware developed,” Corbin said. FOREIGN POLICY Sept. 11 altered the geopolitical landscape in ways no one could have imagined. America suddenly was a victim, a role it hadn’t had on such a large scale since Pearl Harbor. Suddenly, al-Qaida appeared to be the nation’s greatest threat. U.S. relations with Russia, which had thawed considerably since the end of the Cold War, became even warmer as President Vladimir Putin traveled to Washington to offer his nation’s help in fighting terror. Before Sept. 11, it seemed China could become America’s new antagonist on the global stage. But Sept. 11 changed that, foreign policy experts said. “China also has a stake in seeing that the al-Qaida phenomenon doesn’t get out of hand,” said James Lindsay, a senior fellow in foreign policy studies at the Brookings Institution. “It’s created some potential for cooperation.” America’s traditional allies rallied to its side. But despite Bush’s call for international cooperation in the war against terrorism, the U.S. has forged ahead mostly alone. Dan Plesch, an author and leading foreign policy analyst for the Royal United Services Institute, a British think tank, said the U.S. has alienated its allies in the war on terrorism. “In the month or two after Sept. 11 there was a great sense of cooperation and empathy, but the Bush administration has squandered international sympathy by the way it’s behaved since September 11,” Plesch said. He said the best weapon in the war on terrorism is information. And as long as America refuses help from other countries and takes a goit-alone approach to foreign affairs, information about the real bad guys could be hard to come by. He said America should do more to work with its allies, to bring them into the fold on the war on terrorism. But Plesch and some other analysts think the Bush administration has resisted help so it won’t have to include other countries in its decisions. “You can’t get good asks at least nine countries to freeze assets that aid bin Laden and al-Qaida. enter Kabul after flight of Taliban forces that had ousted them in 1996. Nov. 9 Nov. 19 Taliban abandon strategic northern Afghan city of Mazare-Sharif, allowing the northern alliance to take control. Bush signs law to hire 28,000 federal workers to screen passengers and baggage at major airports. Nov. 13 Nov. 25 Northern alliance troops First wave of Marines lands Ten hours after jetliners slammed into the Pentagon and World Trade Center, shaken members of Congress gathered on the steps of the U.S. Capitol to pray. “We are shoulder to shoulder,” House Minority Leader Richard A. Gephardt told reporters at the time. “We are in complete agreement and we will act together as one. There is no division between the parties, the Congress and the president.” Indeed, in the first few weeks after Sept. 11, it seemed terrorists had done the impossible — united the fiercely antagonistic political partisans on Capitol Hill. That solidarity has waned, as patriotic fervor has given way to the divisive nature of budget battles and political campaigns. But Washington does seem to be a slightly more civil place. “The tone has changed somewhat as a result of September 11,” said Rep. Tom Udall, D-N.M. “We have more civility in Congress. That’s a good thing, and I hope it lasts for a very long time.” Udall said the attacks underscored the importance of his job. “One of the things you realize is how serious and important the issues are that the Congress deals with,” Udall said. “It shows the importance of our national legislature in all of our lives. That wasn’t quite as dramatic before September 11.” Albuquerque Mayor Martin Chávez said city emergency workers have a greater sense of importance than before. “They feel a little more appreciated,” the mayor said. And government itself seems relevant again, Chávez said. “There is little question now that government matters.” Rep. Heather Wilson, RN.M., said Sept. 11 changed the agenda in Congress. Military budgets, counter-terrorism proposals, new law enforcement laws and the creation of a proposed new Department of Homeland Security dominated the calendar. Wilson also said the tragedy forced many of us to focus on things that really matter — family, friends, preserving the American way of life. “In many ways, we are not just a safer America, but a better America,” she said. ■ near Taliban stronghold of Kandahar. CIA officer Johnny Spann killed by rioting prisoners at Mazar-e-Sharif, in the first death of an American in action in Afghanistan. Dec. 1: Northern alliance forces turn over to U.S. custody John Walker Lindh, an American who fought with the Taliban. 10 We remember ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 W E A RY H E R O E S N E W Y O R K F I R E F I G H T E R S T R Y T O G O B A C K T O W H AT T H E Y D O E V E R Y D AY — P R E PA R I N G F O R C ATA S T R O P H E A N D S AV I N G L I V E S Of the Journal N EW YORK — The kitchen table in the Queens firehouse is a wood oval, its most dominant feature the insignia of Engine Co. 312, 49th Battalion, the “Hell Gate Gang.” The table is in the rear of the firehouse, a cramped and dank two-story brick building built in 1928. The kitchen table is the nucleus of the firehouse, the core around which everything else revolves. The firehouse sits at the end of a block of brick houses that stretch into the hazy nighttime infinity of a brutal heat wave. More than 2 million people live in Queens. A Queens College demographic expert said it is a good place to live, a good place for families. The last known residence of a Sept. 11 hijacker is five blocks from the firehouse. On this Monday night, Firefighter Steve Vano cooked chicken marsala served on a super-size bed of noodles that suggested no small eaters need apply. The loudspeaker blared: “Chow’s on!” The firemen gathered around the table — Battalion Chief Jerry Tracy, Captain Paul Samodulski, Eddie Ganassa, Jimmy Roy, Steve Vano, Jim Morris, Miguel Gutierrez, who is a “proby” (a probationary firefighter, new on the job). Gutierrez will not say a word during dinner. Firefighters say it’s hard to come in and be part of a firehouse right away. If you’re the new guy, it takes a little while to find your place in the house, and especially in the kitchen. Firefighters live together; they often see more of each other than they do their families. The kitchen table is where they eat, hold training sessions, get marriage counseling, athletic coaching instruction, automotive repair advice, vacation planning tips. It’s where they bust each other’s chops nonstop, a rowdy humor in which you keep up or get run over. “Absolutely, it’s a family relationship,” Battalion Chief Tracy said. Smokey, the firehouse dog, sleeps near Tracy’s feet. He came from a junkyard in Rockaway as a pup. Long, matted hair, legs grimy and dark, he might have some sheep dog in him. A neighborhood complaint once brought an ultimatum: “Neuter him or kill him.” Smokey had been sowing wild oats in Queens. They neutered him. Someone mentioned David Halberstam’s book “Firehouse,” about the 40/35 — Engine 40, Ladder 35, in Manhattan. It sent 13 firemen to the World Trade Center. One came out alive. Steve Vano said, “Yeah, I read it. It was good.” Captain Paul Samodulski said, “Nah, I don’t read any of that stuff. It’s too emotional for me.” Then he went back to his chicken marsala and didn’t say anything else. Three hundred and forty-three firefighters died on Sept. 11. “Life goes on. We’re refocused,” Tracy said. “Emotionally, we’re in a lot of places. We’re trying to do our best to take a look at one another because we’re all family. We’re trying SHAWN BALDWIN/SPECIAL TO THE JOURNAL FIREFIGHTER’S THERAPY: Firefighter Tiernach Cassidy shows his tattoo of the World Trade Center while he stands next to a firetruck in lower Manhattan in New York last month. The names of the men from his firehouse who died on Sept. 11, 2001, are on the left. “The emotional experience I went through made me feel like I needed to do something more than counseling and therapy. I needed to go through a little bit of pain,” Cassidy said. to see if we’re all OK emotionally. Some hide it better than others. I don’t hear a lot of the anger and frustration being vented anymore.” It was bad enough at the Father’s Day fire in Queens last year. A hardware store blew up. The explosion knocked down a brick wall, killing two firefighters; a third fell through the collapsed floor. He called on the radio. He was trapped in the basement. They couldn’t get to him in time. Three dead in June. Then came September. “I guess it is like combat,” Tracy said. “We get ready for war every day. Our protective equipment is like battle gear, our weapons are hose lines and tools and water.” HEALING IN PHASES Captain Mike Stein drives a new Ford Excursion. On a rear panel window, gold lettering announces the vehicle’s uniqueness: “A Gift to the F.D.N.Y. from the Citizens of New Mexico and 92.3 KRST.” Stein’s vehicle had been destroyed at the World Trade Center. The Albuquerque country music station Dec. 5 Dec. 28 Three American soldiers are killed by “smart” bomb dropped by B-52 near Kandahar. Bush signals bin Laden may never be caught, saying “Our objective is more than bin Laden.” Dec. 7 Taliban forces begin surrendering in Kandahar. Dec. 10: Marines move back to American Embassy in Kabul after 12-year absence. Dec. 11 First criminal charges in Sept. 11 attacks are brought against Zacarias Moussaoui. Dec. 15 Last piece of World Trade Center facade is pulled down. Dec. 22 British citizen Richard Reid allegedly tries to blow up Miamibound jet using bomb hidden in shoe. Karzai and his transitional government sworn in. raised funds to buy a new truck. Stein tells a story about 9-11. Like so many combat stories, it is about luck. His younger brother Paul, a firefighter, drove that day when they responded from Brooklyn. Everyone in the truck was hollering at Paul, telling him which way to turn, which street to take next. Someone said turn left. Paul turned right. They got caught in traffic. It slowed them a few minutes. They missed being in the first tower when it fell. A wrong turn, they live. Stein pointed to an empty space in the Manhattan skyline where the towers should be. “They were right there,” he said. “It’s strange. Some days it’s like it never happened; other days it’s like it happened yesterday.” Steve Gillespie slept at home that morning. He works in a firehouse in the Bronx, near Yankee Stadium. Everyone in it died. “My guys drove a long way to die in the Trade Center,” he said. The grieving phases change for him as time passes. Two weeks ago, he would not have been able to talk about it; now, for reasons he can’t explain, he can get a sentence out without crying. “We have to find a way to live with it,” he said. “Comprehending it might not happen. I spoke to somebody yesterday and I used the word ‘disbelief’ because I still can’t believe the buildings fell down. We talk about it all the time amongst ourselves. We talk about it mostly at work because it’s just guys at work and the firehouse is a safe place.” Nearly 3,000 people died in New York on Sept. 11, more than 10 percent were firefighters. Gillespie distills the math in order to manage it. “I have to deal with a smaller number — the six guys from my firehouse and their families,” he said. “Three hundred and forty-three is a lot of people; six is a lot of people; I knew more than 80 on a first-name basis. I deal with the six, the 80 I knew, the 25 from Special Operations. I have to break it down that way.” He doesn’t read the books that have been written. He said the families of firefighters have been drawn closer. He doesn’t believe the public can ever have any real understanding of what happened in “our semi-closed world.” Before that morning, too many people thought firefighters spent their time polishing trucks and playing pinochle. But “for 100 years” they did the same job they did that day, the same job they do now. He quotes a fireman: “Before Sept. 11, nobody really knew what a fireman did unless you had a fire in your house. On Sept. 11, the entire world had a fire in its house.” DEALING WITH IT Stein and Lt. Larry Monachelli pull over to the curb on 35th Street in Manhattan. Three German tourists ask if it’s all right to take the firefighters’ picture. Stein tells them to go ahead. He’s used to it, especially with the tourists in Manhattan. When he and Monachelli drove the new truck back from New Mexico, someone tried to give them money at a 7-Eleven in Ohio. ▼ BY JIM BELSHAW Jan. 4, 2002 U.S. military loses its first member to hostile action when an Army Special Forces sergeant is killed near Khost, Afghanistan. Jan. 9 Seven Marines are killed when a tanker plane crashes into a mountain in Pakistan. Feb. 13 Lindh pleads innocent to a 10count federal indictment charging him with aiding bin Laden’s terrorist network. Feb. 17 Federal government assumes control of security checkpoints at the nation’s 429 commercial airports. ZACARIAS MOUSSAOUI RICHARD REID March 4 many Taliban and al-Qaida fighters slip through dragnet and seek refuge in Pakistan. Carlsbad, N.M., native Senior Airman Jason Cunningham is killed while treating wounded servicemen atop a southeast Afghanistan mountain. He is later awarded the Air Force Cross — the Air Force’s highest honor. March 18 U.S. commanders declare end of Operation Anaconda, the largest U.S.-led ground operation in Afghan campaign, but May 25 Two 20-foot beams from the collapsed World Trade Center arrive in Albuquerque. They will be used to help build a new bell tower for a demolished Barelas church. 50 We remember WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2002 ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL 11 SHAWN BALDWIN/SPECIAL TO THE JOURNAL SHAWN BALDWIN/SPECIAL TO THE JOURNAL SACRED PLACE: Firefighters Jim Morris, left, Miguel Gutierrez, center, and Capt. Paul Samodulski chat during dinner at their firehouse in the Queens borough of New York last month. “The kitchen table in a firehouse is almost like a great source of counseling by itself. … It helps (firefighters) give a voice to what they’re feeling. The kitchen table is a sacred place, so to speak,” firefighter Bob Kelly said. DIFFERENT PICTURE: Firefighters Capt. Mike Stein, left, and Lt. Larry Monachelli prepare to re-enact a photo that was taken of them on Sept. 11, 2001, across the street from the World Trade Center complex in New York. The truck behind them was given to them by Albuquerque radio station 92.3 KRST and donations from New Mexicans. “A guy sticks out a $20 bill,” Monachelli said. “We thank him and tell him we can’t be taking money from people.” Stein and Monachelli eat lunch at a firehouse on West 19th Street. Large plates are filled with a “taco salad” that does serious damage to the concept of a “salad.” The chatter begins immediately. “Hey, Tattoo Boy! Show ’em the back,” somebody says. Firefighter Tiernach Cassidy pulls off his shirt. A tattoo mural spreads across the width of his back. It begins at the shoulders, cascades down and disappears beneath the waistline of his dark blue pants. Fire and smoke belch from the World Trade Center towers in the middle of his back; the names of the five who died from his firehouse run down the left side. “I was there that day,” he said. “The emotional experience I went through made me feel like I needed to do something more than counseling and therapy. I needed to go through a little bit of pain. So that’s what I did. Nobody tried to talk me out of it. The only person worried about it was my mother. When she saw it, she broke down crying because she knew some of the guys we lost in the house. She thought it was beautiful.” Approximately 5,000 of the 9,000 men and women in the fire department have spoken with a counselor at least once. Two days a week at the Fire Academy on Randall’s Island, Firefighter Bob Kelly gives a classroom overview of the counseling services available. He has been a fireman for 23 years; his father, Emmett, retired after 34 years on the job; his younger brother, Tom, a fireman for 14 years, died on Sept. 11. “I can’t believe it’s a year already,” Kelly said. “I can’t believe I have to entertain thoughts of a memorial service, an annual event. It’s too sudden for me. To me, it happened last week. I personally don’t need to be reminded because it hasn’t left my mind at all. I was down there every day for seven months. I don’t need a reminder.” He sees frustration in the firefighters coming in for counseling. They know they’re “not right” and throw a barrage of questions at counselors. The model often looked to is Vietnam and post-traumatic stress disorder, but Kelly sees advantages firefighters have that the Vietnam veterans didn’t. “We have the firehouse,” he said. “We have each other at the kitchen table. Actually, the kitchen table in a firehouse is almost like a great source of counseling by itself. They talk about what’s going on, how they’re handling things. It helps break things down for guys. It helps them give a voice to what they’re feeling. The kitchen table is a sacred place, so to speak.” Kelly is physically large, a big man. He speaks thoughtfully, carefully chosen words underscored by reflection and sadness. He said he couldn’t talk about counseling five days a week and agreed to come in on two days to give the briefings. On the other three he returns to his firehouse. “I’m doing OK, but it’s a hard thing, it’s a difficult thing,” he said. “You have good days, you have bad days. Every day there’s a point of sadness. But I think I’m in a better place now than I was six months ago. We have to move forward. I think it’s our job as New Yorkers to move forward. It’s good that we keep going.” The fire department will hold a memorial service in October to honor those who died on Sept. 11 and nine other firefighters killed in the line of duty since the FDNY’s last memorial service held in October 2000. “We hug one another,” Battalion Chief Jerry Tracy said. “You know, firefighters, men hugging one another — you see that. I laugh because I grew up Irish and until I became a firefighter, I didn’t do anything like that. Now I go back to my true family, my blood brothers, and I hug them. Before that, we never hugged. We were Irish, we were distant. Yeah, that’s a change.” ■ DEAN HANSON/JOURNAL A NEW SKYLINE: The skyline of lower Manhattan as seen from New Jersey nearly a year following the attacks. May 28 July 27 Last standing steel beam from trade center is cut down during ceremony for ground zero workers. Sandia High School graduate Sgt. 1st Class Christopher J. Speer of the Army’s Special Forces is wounded in a fourhour gun battle with a dozen Taliban and al-Qaida fighters at an enemy compound about seven miles east of Khost, SPEER Afghanistan. He later dies of his wounds at a hospital in Germany. June 19 Loya Jirga, Afghanistan’s Grand Council, completes work on new government. July 1 U.S. air raid in Uruzgan province kills 46 civilians, including 25 at a wedding party, according to Afghan government. U.S. military says forces came under anti-aircraft fire and acknowledges civilian casualties. July 15 Lindh pleads guilty to supplying services to Taliban and carrying explosives during commission of a felony and agrees to cooperate with terrorism investigations. Aug. 15 More than 600 family members of Sept. 11 victims file a trillion-dollar federal lawsuit against Saudi officials and institutions. Aug. 17 Moussaoui trial is delayed until Jan. 6, 2003. 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WEDNESDAY MORNING, SEPTEMBER 12, 2001 NORTH Copyright © 2001, Journal Publishing Co. ■ ★★★★ Daily 50 cents A NEW DAY OF U.S.A. 121ST YEAR, NO. 254-EXTRA ■ 6 SECTIONS Daily 50 cents INFAMY THE ASSOCIATED PRESS IMAGE TAKEN FROM ABC TELEVISION DIRECT HIT: A United Airlines aircraft is seen as it is about to fly into the second tower of the World Trade Center. A ball of flames explodes after the plane hits. The first tower is in the foreground. “Today, Under Attack our nation saw evil. ” Bush Vows U.S. Will ‘Hunt Down’ Terrorists PRESIDENT BUSH CARMEN TAYLOR/THE ASSOCIATED PRESS SECONDS BEFORE: United Flight 175 from Boston lines up with the World Trade Center’s south tower in New York minutes after 9 a.m. Tuesday. S tunned Americans grieved for the thousands killed Tuesday in the deadliest terrorist attack in history. They drew a collective breath as the assaults on New York and Washington, D.C., evoked memories of Pearl Harbor. Much of the government closed and air travel was shut down, along with the financial markets. Americans sought news of missing loved ones, gathered in prayer, donated blood and worried about the safety of our cities and our skies. And there were so many questions. Who did this, and why? How could it have CHAD RACHMAN/THE ASSOCIATED PRESS NEW YORK UNDER ATTACK: Smoke billows over the New York skyline after two planes crashed into the World Trade Center, collapsing the twin 110-story towers. A plane also hit the Pentagon. happened? How will America respond? Inside Inside Devastation State of confusion Second assault Terrorists crash airliners into N.Y. World Trade Center towers, Pentagon hit in massive, unprecedented attack on U.S.; President Bush says terrorism “will not stand.” N.M. bases on alert, but FBI says there is no specific danger to state. Terrorists tried and failed in 1993 to blow up the symbolic “towers of the West” from below. Today, a terrorist attack — this one from the sky — succeeded. Page 4 Shocked, stranded Sunport travelers scramble for news, hotels, rental cars. Page 5 Page 2 Search begins N.M. reacts What went wrong Bush vows to “hunt down and pursue those responsible”; U.S. security experts try to figure out who’s to blame — and how officials missed any warning signs. Security tightens across state; New Mexicans visiting D.C. “heard the noise, felt the shudder.” Anatomy of the attack: a time line of Tuesday’s terror, from the hijackings to the explosions. A9, A10, A11 A8 Page 8 A3, A5 BLACK RED YELLOW BLUE BLACK RED YELLOW BLUE Sept. 11, 2001 Sept. 12, 2001 C M YK AND HOME-OPERATED 121ST YEAR, NO. 256 ■ 70 PAGES IN ■ MADE C M YK P LE AS E U PD AT E C HA NGE S!!! P LE AS E U PD AT E C HA NGE S!!! D A TE : XX X D O C U M EN T: XX X S E C TIO N : X XX P U B . 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D AT E XX X S L U G : XX X W H ER E : RUSS MA C A R T IS T: RUS S D E S IG NE R : XX X P R O G R A M ; fr ee hand qua rk S IZE : X XX C O L O R -S EP S : XX X F O NT S : XX X ATTACK ON THE U.S.: SPECIAL COVERAGE ATTACK ON THE U.S.: SPECIAL COVERAGE HOME-OWNED IN THE U.S.A. 7 SECTIONS THURSDAY MORNING, SEPTEMBER 13, 2001 FINAL Copyright © 2001, Journal Publishing Co. ■ ★★★★ Daily 50 cents HOME-OWNED AND HOME-OPERATED 121ST YEAR, NO. 258 ■ 88 PAGES IN ■ MADE IN THE 7 SECTIONS The Day After “acts of war;” Congress says “do whatever it takes” TERRORIST PLANS: White House and Air Force One were among targets EMPTY SKIES: Air travelers in Albuquerque and across the nation remain grounded FIRST BREAK Federal officials make the first arrest in this week’s terrorist attacks A2 SEEKING UNITY New Mexico joins the nation in a day of prayer and remembrance A4,A5 N.Y. digs out The investigation Rescue workers begin removing bodies and debris Federal officials start to unravel the deadly terrorist plot Sept. 13, 2001 U.S.A. SATURDAY MORNING, SEPTEMBER 15, 2001 FINAL Copyright © 2001, Journal Publishing Co. Finding TOUGH STAND: Bush brands attacks A3 SECONDS AFTER: A fireball explodes from the south tower after the United jet airliner crashes into the building. The tower collapsed around 10 a.m. A4 Sept. 15, 2001 Strength rest of the world hears “The you. And the people who knocked these buildings down will hear all of us soon! ” PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH TO CHEERING RESCUE WORKERS ■ ★★★★ Daily 50 cents
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