A Long Way Gone Memoirs of a Boy Soldier February 2014 Sierra Leone Times Ishmael's Journey Picture Write-up By Nicole Westfall To the right is a map of Sierra Leone. It shows Ishmael's journey from the very beginning to the end. The lines are the paths he made from city to city. He started in Mogbwemo, Sierra Leone. This is where Ishmael was born and raised for 11 years of his life. Then, as the war began to hit home, he was forced to move on. He sought refuge in Mattru Jong, then forced to leave there and constantly on the run until he and his companions reached Yele, where they began to fight in the war. He slowly made his way into Bauya with his company where he was recruited to go to Freetown and undergo rehabilitation. After nine months, he began to make his way toward Kambia to flee Sierra Leone. Eventually, Ishmael made his way into Guinea and later to New York where he now lives today. Inside: Pg 2: Letter to the Editor Pg 4: Obituaries and Horoscopes Pg 5: The Weather Pg 6: Tweets of the War Pg 7: Daily Crossword Pg 8: Sports of the War Pg 9: The Lost Chapters Pg 11: Brought to You By: (Authors, Editors, Creators) Pg 12: Classifieds (Beah 2) 2 The Sierra Leone Times Letter to the Editor Dear Editor (Kyle Jensen), What do you think of the experiences and events that Ishmael Beah went through during his time in Sierra Leone? What conflicts and events were surprising and contributed to the build up of his story? Do you think he made the right choice leaving everything behind to come to the United States, let alone New York City? -John Dear John, boys, Ishmael, Junior, Talloi, Gabrilla, Kaloko, and Khalilou, got captured unexpectedly in the grasslands. I thought for sure that they were going to get split up or some of them were going to die because they were held at gunpoint. But just then, the rebels were thwarted by another force that started shooting them. Later that day, the boys reunited because they happened to end up running away in the same direction. I do believe fate and luck exist, but it's when they meet that miracles happen. (31, 34) The events and conflicts that Beah experienced in his home country of Sierra Leone were incomprehensible, vivid, and quite gruesome, yet it made me realize many things. It shocked me as I read through his account in A Long Way Gone. The first conflict that's encountered is the appearance of the emerging "rebel" group. As Ishmael and his crew come back from Kabati to Mogbwemo, they hear bloody screams and cries for help. They realize that their hometown is under attack, something they never fathomed could happen. I feel like an event like this would totally tear me apart, mainly mentally, just like it did with Ishmael. Shortly after this experience Ishmael starts having horrid nightmares. The first one he tells about is how he is towing a covered wheelbarrow with a body in it. After uncovering it, he finds himself dead with bullet holes in his body. This is the start to another conflict with himself, and how he's terrified of what his subconscious can do to him. These two conflicts is a great place to start the story. Beah represents an inside, person conflict (himself), and an external, worldly conflict (the rebels). It helps you realize what's wrong, right at the beginning. (12, 19) An unexpected event that appalled me was how brutal the rebels were to the people they tortured. I won't go into detail about things that occurred, but know it was inhumane and discomforting in many ways. This opposing force was a serious deal that needed to be taken care of by a stronger force. This example really shows the brutality and ruthlessness of men and how cruel they can be. It's nice to have an outside source to give "protected" people a glimpse of the real world. (27) Another turn in events is when the six ation like this. Just a reminder, these kids are only about twelve to thirteen years old at this time; that's crazy. It comes to show the way we are raised so differently according to our cultures. Some literally have it in their genes to be a survivor and fighter. (43, 45) these "seven boys" were threatening, so many times they were put on the doorstep with death by people in the villages they passed. You can only be alone for so long until you go crazy. I think that this ultimately saved Ishmael for the time being. (57) Being lost and alone can tear one apart and being rejected by others adds to that feeling. As Ishmael continues to travel, people he runs into usually disregard or shun him. Desperate times call for desperate measures, I guess. This whole time he has to fight himself Have you ever walked on burning hot sand? I know I have just for a bit, nothing too serious. Compared to what happened to the boys, I have nothing on them. One day after being kicked out of a village, the boys lost their crepes because the people in the previous village had stolen them. The main conflict now isn't necessarily the rebels, but more of the ruthless villagers. (62) After journeying quite awhile, they boys became very close. One evening in a village square, Musa brought up a story about his father. This was the first time anyone had dared bring up facts about their family. I think this event was special and needed because that's what their main goal was; to find their families and happiness. I think this helped the boys with motivation and hope along their way and kindled the fire to go on. (78) Ishmael Beah, author and former child soldier. (2014) For a while, the boys were uninterrupted on their journey to find a safe haven, and they had thought they found one at Kamator. After staying there for about three months, the peace ended. Rebels came again and brought devastation to the village. The saddest part of all is that Ishmael never sees his brother, Junior, again after this attack, so he never knew what happened to him. Not only that, but the rest of his original crew is scattered. He does end up finding Kalako, but they choose different paths and split up, so that leaves Ishmael scared and alone. I would never know what to do in a situ- mentally and physically. Loneliness is getting into his head and when you combine that with starvation, it's a formula for disaster. I would like to say I could make it through a situation like this, but I honestly don't know what would happen. I felt bad for Ishmael as he starts "heading downhill" because his decisions are what makes the story. (49, 52) Ishmael finally finds hope along his journey as he finds a new group of friends: Alhaji, Saidu, Kanei, Jumah, Musa, and Moriba. They have a bad reputation and word gets out that The journey gets harder. One haunting and eerie night, Saidu finds a bird and decides to eat it. The other boys try to coax him not to, but he does anyway. The next day, Saidu doesn't respond and later he ends up dying. This death takes a big tole on the group. It's like they lost a member of the family they had made. Staying positive in this scenario would be so hard, but Musa and the boys defy that. Musa was a jokester and storyteller and had a natural talent for lifting spirits. Even through all these events, the boys continue on. (82, 90) Another unexpected event was when Ishmael and his clan find Gasemu working in a field. Gasemu was someone Ishmael knew from his original village and upon finding him, he said that his family had made it to the village over the hill. What a day! Ishmael is finally going to reunite with his family as well as some other boys with their families . . . Or so they thought. When coming down the hill, the tragedy occurs once again. The gunshots, the screams, those terrible sounds. Hopes are crushed instantly and the village containing their families is burned to the The Sierra Leone Times ground with no survivors. If I was in that situation, I'm pretty sure I would have given up right there. I would have figured it's not worth going on because I had lost everything, literally everything besides the clothes on my back. I think that this moment finally made Ishmael realize how badly he wanted to take revenge on the rebels. I think that without this event, he wouldn't have been as great of a child soldier. (93) Join the fight or die without honor? I think this is a crucial turning point in Ishmael's personality as he starts to become a merciless child soldier. It was sad to see as he turned from an innocent boy into something else. But this is quite the example of what war can do to a person. At first he was reluctant about killing others. He was even scared about holding a gun! But as soon as he realized his friends were dying, he had no fear, he said, "I had no problem shooting my gun." It started to get easier and easier and he eventually found joy in murdering the rebels. Following all of this, he got accustomed to the drugs that came with it. Ishmael is now becoming part of the conflict for other people. It blows my mind that children so little got involved with such a thing. It makes me wonder what would happen if something like that happened in the United States where children were fighting the war. I like how Beah tells of this experience be- 3 cause it's definitely something we can learn from in many aspects. (120, 125) Time flies and as soon as Ishmael is getting comfortable with the war life as a junior lieutenant he's taken out to be put in a rehabilitation center. I feel that this was another big turning point. I'm glad the lieutenant in charge of Alhaji and Ishmael was smart enough to take them out of the war when he had the chance. I think he realized that those younger boys still actually had a chance at a normal life, but in itself, it was probably a hard decision. After reading this I realize how unfortunate some people are that never fully recover. It's surprising how people can adjust from a life full of killing and craziness to a "regular" life. I think Ishmael is one of the more lucky ones who came out of the war. One lasting effect that was always prominent was his trouble with nightmares and not wanting to go to sleep. (129) Another conflict that's shown after some boys get taken out of the war is adjusting to normal life with other people their age. Right at the beginning of their time at the rehabilitation center Ishmael and his boys get in a fight with the other rebel boys. This is a great example of how people have a hard time adapting to new and strange situations with people you don't trust. But all that's needed in this situation is time and patience which is shown by the Five school yard murders in just eight months . . . (Zapiro) workers and civilians there. The biggest influence to Ishmael was the kindness Esther had towards him. It shows how much difference one pers o n , o n e f r i e n d , c a n m a ke i n someone's life. And it all started with a smile and some Coca-Cola. I think Beah is showing us how giving up on something never solves anything. Persistence and determination are some of the keys for success. (152) Another big event for Ishmael was when he found family living in Freetown that he could stay with. I was fairly surprised leaving behind what he has left of friends and entering a new situation. I think Beah really needed this though. This whole time his goal had been to find his immediate family that he got separated from at the very beginning. This opportunity is once in a lifetime because it gives him a chance to have that feeling of satisfaction to be filled as he's adopted into his uncle's family. Sadly, when he does this it doesn't resolve the conflict. (181) Another once in a lifetime event that changed Beah's life is when he speaks at the conference at the UN in New York City. Some things are meant to be and Beah being able to come to the United States for this conference ultimately changed his life and his decision to come back to New York later on in his life. I think it's no coincidence that these events were presented to Beah because he had something to tell the world to change some lives. (193) And finally, the conflict that never seems to end is the presence of the rebels in Sierra Leone, but as time goes on they get a new name, "Sobels". And this time, they are threatening the city of Freetown. Beah finally realized what he wants in life. He doesn't want this constant fighting, this constant havoc. Although his only connections of direct family is in Freetown, he doesn't want to live a life like this because it has turned out to be abnormal and a fight for survival everyday. Because Beah was loved by many, Laura had offered him a place to stay in New York, and he knew that was the place he needed to be. This decision was probably the hardest and most life changing event for Ishmael. It truly shaped him into the person he is today. If he would have stayed behind in Freetown, he would have had no hope for his future life. Ok, maybe a little, but he would never make it to the level of happiness he obtained in his New York life. (203) Beah's account never ceased to amaze me as I read. We all need to learn to be the person that metaphorically "kills the monkey so others won't be put in a sticky predicament." (Numbers at the end of each paragraph refer to the page number in the book that I'm analyzing.) 4 The Sierra Leone Times OBITUARIES WARNING: SPOILERS AHEAD! By: Liz Anderson Father (Mogbwemo) Father Beah was a very strong willed man. Though we never learn much about him, he always had an interest in his sons' lives. He encouraged having a bright future and was very family-oriented. Until a new woman was introduced to the picture which led to a nasty divorce and a life away from his sons. His sons will always remember the pain they went through, but they will always love their father. He was the man who helped raised them and they always did enjoy seeing him. Saidu (Yele) Saidu was a part of a group of boys that were running from the rebels. He had to leave his family behind at home and run to save his life. He had much love for his family and only wanted to protect them, however there were some circumstances that he could not save them from. Saidu always wanted to take charge and just live to survive. This is what they believe caused his passing. He was 'haunted' by three white ghosts that put him into a coma which he eventually came out of for a period of a day or two. He slipped back into his coma and died in peace. The boys are convinced that the stress of dealing with his family situation is what really broke him down. It slowly tore pieces away from him every moment he spoke of his family. They were his greatest blessing in life. Josiah (Yele) Josiah was too young of a soldier to have to leave the earth. He enjoyed his time relaxing and had a hard time adjusting to soldier life. Josiah easily became attached to those he was around and could look up to. He had a large heart and never turned his back on anyone. He was small for being a soldier, almost everything tipped him over. However, he learned how to adjust himself and his behaviors. Josiah had an ability to bring those to love him as easily as he loved others. The day he was injured was a very traumatic day for those close to him. He will always be a little brother to his fellow soldiers. He left this world too violently. Rest in peace, little guy. Uncle Tommy (Freetown) Tommy Beah became a love of Ishmael in Freetown. Tommy took Ishmael in when he was at the rehabilitation center and had loved him from the second that they met. Ishmael became his son instantly. That is how Tommy was. He had five adopted children, all children of friends and family that needed a better life. He was willing to provide this for them. He was an especially caring man, and was always concerned about how his children were doing and what they were up to in their every day life. As a young boy, Tommy caused much trouble with his brother, running around the villages. He always believed in while you're a child, act like a child. It was his favorite philosophy. He knew what information to tell and what to subside when introducing new people. He knew how to hold his tongue at critical times and just let the world play out. He appreciated his family for all that they were worth. Tommy always had a sense of humor and knew how to make his friends and family laugh. He was extremely protective of his family and only wanted the best life for them. Which is really difficult when you have teenagers. Tommy was an extremely religious man, and always made time for prayers during the day. Tommy had many doubts when it came to his children's aspirations. However he was supportive of them in all of their dreams. Tommy was loved by all and was escorted to higher courts with the love of his family by his side. Gasemu (Mattru Jong) Gasemu was a dear friend to those he knew. He always wanted to help those get to their dreams. He was a very well off banana farmer, but always enlisted help from others. He was not very good at being sneaky, and this is what took him from this world. He will always be loved because of his willingness to help others. HOROSCOPES By: Liz Anderson ISHMAEL: You are a very wise man. You know how to fight for what you love and you do what you feel is right at all times. You are a family-oriented man. You prepared yourself for your future when you were a young child. The future ahead of you is bright. You will make your mark as you continue through life. Don't give up on your dreams and aspirations, you will achieve what you set your mind to. JUNIOR: You are a very nurturing man. You have always been that way and always will be. It's who you are. You always look out for those who you love and teach them what you enjoy doing. You are a strong man. You do not like to show weakness to anyone. You have a love for music and the culture based around it. There is a special spot saved in your heart for your family and friends. They are everything to you and you would do anything to help them out. MUSA: You are very protective of your friends and family. You are always one to go and save someone from a problem and that is a very special quality. You enjoy telling stories to all of those around you, some are for pure entertainment purposes and others are just to teach others more about what you love to do. Your sense of humor is key to enjoying life. If you can always take a break to laugh at the situation, no matter what it is, you will be much more successful in life. ALHAJI: Mother (Mogbwemo) Mother Beah was a saint to all that she came in contact with. She enjoyed spending time with her sons teaching them how to cook, watching them play sports, or even just holding a plain conversation. Some of the most treasured times with her sons were trips to the market and enjoying themselves at home. Despite her divorce from her exhusband, she always made sure that her sons had a relationship with their father. She will be missed dearly by her sons. Love you forever Mother. Teasing is your way of showing love to those around you. It is a wonderful quality that you possess. You are very loving when it comes to your family, especially the women like your mother and sister. They mean everything to you, and you want to do everything in your power to protect them. You will do anything to protect those around you. You would be one to always take the bullet for your friends. Never let that go, your friends will always love and appreciate you for it. KANEI: You have lost those you love very early on in your life. You love learning new things about people and getting to know them at a more personal level. You strive to be with your family more now than ever before. You enjoy being with those you love more than most. You have a sense of humor that carries you through your hard times. JUMAH: You enjoy being in the company of others. You are never one to initiate the fight, you are always one to think things over and calm down before you do something you regret. This is a great quality to have. You will never be the fault for an argument if you have an attitude like that. You will do well in life if you keep being who you are and enjoy every minute! LIEUTENANT JABATI: You are a very calm man. You would much rather sit back and relax, but your calling in life doesn't allow this very often. The quiet worries you. You would much rather prefer things are busy around you, though that isn't always the case of your surroundings. You are very quiet, and this tends to make others scared of you. The authority position you uphold is an accurate representation of your personality. It may be better to let up sometimes from the hardness of your personality and have some fun. ESTHER: Your personality makes you perfect for your occupation. You are great with children and can figure out exactly what makes them tick. You are an expert at helping children get back to a mental state of where they should be. You are very patient, and this will help you throughout the remainder of your life. Always stay happy and positive, for it will help you with all of the challenges that you may face. You are a saint in a world full of devils. ZAINAB: You are a flirt. You know how to get what you want when you want it. This can be very useful to you, but also very dangerous. You will go about breaking many hearts and pulling in many men to fall for you. Don't abuse this power or you will be the one who ends up getting hurt. You like to learn about others, but too soon in a relationship. You come off as a little bit nosy. However, those who really want to get to know you will look past it. The Sierra Leone Times 5 The Weather Almanac Moon Phases Local Temperatures Waxing Crescent (Weather.com) Character Development By: Liz Anderson The obituaries and the horoscopes are how we decided to represent the many characters that are present in this book. We realized that you learn a lot about the deceased when you read their horoscope, so this would be an excellent way to tell about the characters that had passed as well as fit into our newspaper theme. Horoscopes are always a feature in a daily newspaper (Crescent Moon) (Weather.com) and they were a great way to represent the characters that made it through the story. They truly describe who the characters are and how their personality traits will carry them through life. describe how hot it was. Their shirts would stick to there backs as they trudged through the humid forest. They'd go and take a dip in a nearby river when they got too hot, then continue on after they cooled down. Later in the memoir, Ishmael goes to New York. The weather for New York is there because when he went to New York it was a shock how cold it was and Ishmael thought that it must always be Christmas there. Today's Forcast by: Nicole Westfall The weather is a symbolism of how hot it is in Sierra Leone. Many times throughout the memoir, Ishmael would Top left: This is the weather for major areas in Sierra Leone. Top right: The weather forecast for the next three days in Freetown, Sierra Leone. Bottom left: The almanac for today's weather conditions. Middle Bottom: The upcoming phase of the moon. Bottom Right: The temperature and chance of precipitation for the local area as well as New York's temperature and chance of precipitation. Fashioned after The Herald Journal. (Weather.com), (Crescent Moon) 6 The Sierra Leone Times Tweets of the War Explanation of Tweets By Kenzee Jardine These are the top ten tweets of the war of Sierra Leone. Many of these tweets signify the change of mind young men had during the war they were forced to fight in and tried to escape from. Just like @ishmael_124 said, the gun was a source of power for these men. It was what they all turned to in times of desperation and fear. But with this said ‘power’ also comes a lack of trust. @ishmael_37 understood this fact. One big consequence of this war was no one trusted the other, especially young boys and men because of the guns they held and the shots they fired. It doesn’t matter if there was no gun because just being a male seemed cause enough for people stop trusting them. @ishmael_104 explains that cowards die because they chose to let others do their bidding and use others for what they want even if it is harmful to the other. @ishmael_69 expects the worst to happen because once you hope for good things, it will be a much harder blow if those things don’t happen. @ishmael_88 began to fear nightfall because all things were uncertain, they didn’t know what would happen to them after dark. Because of the many violent acts @ishmael_70 faced in this war, they kept wondering when they would die. Everyone around him had, so it was difficult to go day by day wondering about the inevitable. @ishmael_55 knew that things would get better, but he and his friends just needed to outlast the war and troublesome situations they were in. @ishmael_54 realized that when people die, it’s meant to be. When they survive after all odds are against them, they must have a good destiny left and a life left to live. @ishmael_19 wishes to get rid of the memories of the war but it’s these memories that made him who he is. To get rid of them would be to get rid of himself. Finally, @ishmael_199 emphasizes that he is no longer a soldier. During his story Ishmael said many times that he lost his childhood but at this moment he declares himself a child again. *The number at the end of the twitter name is the page number the quote is on. The Sierra Leone Times 7 Daily Crossword Meaning of the Crossword By: Liz Anderson We decided that the crossword was a great way to review some of the new things that we had learned in the book. There are plenty of slang words, characters, locations, and facts about the book that are easily remembered. The best way to try and "quiz" ourselves was to make all of the words into one big, but fun, review. Hence, the crossword. It's a great way to try and remember what new slang words we learned and how they lived. The crossword is fun for anyone to try, and it is a great way to recall facts about the book. Ishmael was also very education-oriented. This is a simple way to show his academic side. These crepes straight from Sierra Leone themselves will be great for any activity of which you wish to pursue! Buy them now for only $49.99! Ad Write-Up By: Liz Anderson The significance of the crepes ad is that every time Ishmael was "drafted" he would get a new pair of crepes from the soldiers, rebels, etc. He always got extremely excited and wore them out within a few weeks. He loved getting his new shoes more than anything. Page Made By: Liz Anderson Answer Key 8 The Sierra Leone Times e Sport of War By Kenzee Jardine Sierra Leone Soldiers (N.p.. Web. 31) over. In July of the same year, most British troops drew out of Sierra Leone. They left behind one team of soldiers in order to train the Sierra Leoneans to fight for themselves. Explanation of Score Board The Starting Point This chart describes the places Ishmael goes to try to escape from the war. While he's trying to run, the rebels destroy every village they came in contact with. When Ishmael reached Yale he had to join the army because if he didn't, he and his friends would've been kicked out of the village. The soldiers asked for the boys involvement because rebels were waiting to attack right next to the village. About this time of Ishmael joining the war, he became hooked on drugs which made him almost immune to the effects that come with killing others. All the battles mentioned have have caused Ishmael to have emotional distress because of all he had done. UNICEF rehabilitated him and there Ishmael was able to overcome the distress that the war caused him. There is a spot added for other various villages battles because although they were unnamed, they were also important in his life. The numbers under the two opposing forces signify who ‘won’ or escaped from the battles. In May of 1967, Siaka Stevens was declared the new Prime Minister of Sierra Leone (Beah). There were those that wished the decision of who was to be in the office to wait until after elections of tribal representatives so they captured the Prime Minister and kept him captive. After the matter was resolved in 1968, Siaka Stevens returned to his post. Though he returned, order was never restored in Sierra Leone. Children after UNICEF (Hondros) Children were also hurt by the rebels (BCC) Ten years later, the constitution declared the All People’s Congress (APC) the only legally available voting party. In an attempt to rid the country of the power-abusing APC, men formed a group calling themselves the Revolutionary United Front (RUF); otherwise known as the rebels. The RUF attacked villages and committed ruthless acts against the people living there; including women and children. They also started recruiting boys to join their army. If they would not join, they would be killed. This is why the rebels became so feared; especially for young men who did not wish to join the war. The Sierra Leone government tried to keep the RUF at bay but failed (Beah). U.N. Intervenes In October of 1999 the United Nations Mission in Sierra Leone (UNAMSIL) was established in Sierra Leone in order to come up with a peace agreement in the country. The peace, however, did not last. The rebels continued to attack others and went so far as to kidnap members of UNAMSIL to demonstrate how much they did not tolerate violations of their rules (Beah). In May of 2000 all people not native to Sierra Leone were evacuated because of the hostile environment. After this evacuation, there was a cease-fire and the war was unofficially over. For another attempt of a peace treaty, in 2001 the Abuja Peace Agreement was signed. The treaty caused less fighting in the country and the government was able to regain control of previously rebel dominated area (Beah). As of January 2002, President Kabbah announces that the civil war is officially ("Coca-Cola magazine ads") Ad Explanation The Coca-Cola ad signifies the love Ishmael had for the drink. When he was in rehabilitation with UNICEF, the nurse Esther would always have a Coke ready for him in hopes he would come to be familiar with her. Esther used the Coke in order to get him to come to her then hope he'd talk to her about the war and the things which were causing him to have nightmares. I think she was using the drink as a positive reinforcement because when Ishmael came to her, she gave him a Coke, his favorite drink at the time, and he was able to confide in her the harsh reality he had been in. Esther played a big part of helping Ishmael come to be a child again because of their talks. The Sierra Leone Times 9 The Lost Chapters 22-Kenzee Jardine The days at the embassy didn’t last long. Those of us there still needed to get to a safer place. I talked to those around me and found that many were seeking refuge in the United States, but not many had enough money or spirit to go that far. These people had come to their final point in the journey and I wished them the best, but as for me, I needed to go farther to escape my demons. The workers were very nice and helpful, much unlike the soldiers and uniformed men along the way. They helped me get in touch with Laura in New York where we made plans for me to travel. “Everything will be just fine Ishmael.” She would say, “I will take care of it.” The days seemed like years as I waited for Laura to finalize everything. I had no idea what she could do, let alone if she would be able to accomplish a way for me to return to New York and find safety. People came and went in the embassy, though it was getting increasingly difficult to get there. Three days had passed before I heard word from Laura. She had gotten ahold of Dr. Tamba and they had pulled some strings in order to book me a flight to New York the next day. Dr. Tamba was to wait for me at the Conakry airport where he would give me further instructions. I hoped they kept my papers from traveling to the conference so there would not be another delay in paperwork. I needed to escape for I did not know how much more I could take. I had seen many gruesome things in my short life and survived many things that I should not have, yet at the brink of freedom, I could not take another delay. As the night passed on, I could not fall asleep. I had no idea how to get to the airport from where I was at, or at all and did not know how to communicate with the people in this city. The worries of my final trek kept me up all night but luckily I had learned how to function with little to no sleep from my boy soldier days. The moment the sun out spoke the moon I was gathering my belongings and readying myself to leave. I looked around the compound and tried to remember all the people in this place. This war is brutal and the people in this room were all victims of it from the peaceful child still sleeping in his mothers arms, to the man in the corner with his eyes wide, searching as if someone was coming to get him. I wish it had never started, but these things happen and it must not be a coincidence for the people who have become involved. These situations show the brutality of men and what that does to a country as a whole for only the strongest will survive. Those not strong at the beginning of the war, had to become strong or they died. I sighed as I walked out the doors, one last trek and I could finally be away from all the evil. At the gate I turned around. The embassy was quite the building with the green, white, and blue flag of my country waving in the early morning sun. It was such a beautiful sight with the light reflecting off the embassy that it was almost hard to turn away but I had to continue on. I had to get directions to the airport, but there was almost no way I could communicate with the few people that were out in the early morning air. I kept walking past all the buildings along the streets hoping for some sign of the airport. After five blocks of straight walking, one of the buildings had a map of the city. Running towards it and rejoicing for my good fortune, I almost ran into another man walking on the sidewalk. He looked at me and mumbled something in his language, one I couldn’t understand so I ignored him and continued to the sign. On it was an airplane that I assumed meant the airport. I hurried off to find it so there was no chance of me forgetting. It was not too far from where I was already. When I finally came to the airport and walked in, I was stunned at how many people were roaming about. It seemed like many had tried to take refuge here as well as surrounding public areas. There was an extremely small chance of being able to find Dr. Tamba in such a crowded and crazy place. I decided to roam the open spaces and heard my name being called. Dr. Tamba grabbed my shoulder and pulled me into a hug. I had never been so glad to see another human being in my life. He started telling me about all the things he and Laura had taken care of . Between the two of them, everything was ready and I was able to get to New York with no problem. Upon arriving in New York, Laura greeted me with open arms. It had been a long flight and I needed to rest, recover, and get used to not being afraid anymore. We went to the village Laura lived in and she helped me get situated in her home. She slowly got me accustomed to the American lifestyle by having meals I was familiar with but also adding Americanized cuisine. It was during this time I came to love soda. While I was in the embassy in Conakry, Laura had started paperwork for my adoption. “It has not been easy Ishmael. But you need a mother and I hoped you would be willing to accept me as that; your mother.” This brought tears to my eyes because it had been so long since I had even thought of my mother. We embraced and I nodded. I finally had a mother again. That night I had a dream. I was back in Sierra Leone and in my old junior lieutenant position in the army. We were heading to attack a neighboring village known to be filled with rebels and food. Two men went to scout the village but only one returned. This filled us with anger and we marched right to the middle of an ambush. There were shots firing every way and pretty soon I was the only man standing. Suddenly, I was attacked from behind by a young Rebel. He knocked my prized weapon away and we fought hand to hand. I was on the ground getting kicked and punched when I gained higher ground and the fight turned in my favor. In mid punch I stopped. I took a good look at the young man under me and smiled. Rising to my feet, I outstretched a hand to help him up and embraced him when he stood. Pulling back, the two of us were both in tears. We nodded at one another and parted ways smiling. I awoke with a tear soaked pillow and a smile upon my face because I have grown from this war. I may have lost my childhood, but I gained something much greater. I gained the appreciation of people. I experienced things much different than any other child and though it comes back to haunt me, I am grateful for these experiences. Through them I’ve learned to love and accept others as most people can not. Throughout this war I became many things but after I was out, I became a child again. I became me. 23 - Liz Anderson I had never really realized what it was like not living in Sierra Leone. Until I started to recall what my life had previously been; terrible. Living in New York has been the best part of my life. I have my mom, my aunt, and everyone around me who loves me and is not trying to kill me. It’s a completely different scenario than what I was used to dealing with in Mogbwemo. My very first memory of Mogbwemo, I was four. Junior and I were playing soccer in the street when all of the kids around us started to come and join in. First there were only few, but as the days and weeks went on, our numbers multiplied and we had too many people for just two teams. It was impossible. Junior had the most brilliant idea of all time - a competition. We all decided who would be on what team and what the team names were. We would all play each other and whoever came out on top, won. They were the ultimate champion. The days playing soccer have always been my favorite days. Those days playing soccer, is where we became friends with Talloi and Mohamed. And later in life they became our best friends. The last thing we ever imagined was having to leave them behind. Soccer is something I miss very much from back home. It was my pure joy. Living in New York, I don’t have much of a chance to play it anymore, and it pains me to watch others play it, remembering what used to be. Oh how I wish things were different growing up. If only the war had not existed, I would have been able to see my family another day. I would have never had to watch my friends die. But I also would have never had the experiences that I had, or met the people that I did. I thank the war. It has given me an awful life, but also one that I could have never reached without it. If the war had never happened, I would have never gotten the opportunity to come to New York for the CAW conference. I would have never met Laura, Leslie, or Esther. Laura. She took me in when I had no one. I have accepted her as my mother, and she has been wonderful to me. I 10 love Laura like you can only love your own mother. She has blessed me in ways I would have never thought possible after the war. Leslie. Without him I would have never had any experience outside of the war. He brought me to America, where I learned so much. He helped me become a child when I did not know how. He brought me back to a state which I wish I could have been in the entire time. Being a boy soldier was not the childhood I wanted, but he was able to let me have what small portion I had left. I owe all of my life since the war to him. Esther. She brought me back to the reality that I wish I had. She made me a child again, and I can never repay her for that. When I first met her, she was someone that I hated I despised having to deal with her. However, as time went by, she became one of my best friends, and deepest confidants. I owe her for so much in my life, yet I will most likely never find a way to tell her, for she is most likely still in Freetown. As I sit with my new family in New York, I can’t help but be grateful for the changes in my life. I would never be sitting where I am today without the war at home. I miss my old friends. I miss my mother and brothers even more. However, the war had made me who I am. I am eternally grateful for the war and the experiences I have had to deal with because of the results thereof. Some may ask me why I am glad I lost all of my friends and family. I’m not. Those were the hardest times of my life. However, because of the war, I was able to make new friendships and find new people who are now some of the most important people in my life thus far. Who knows where I could be right now. I could easily be dead. I had enough near-death experiences to qualify for very many “I almost just died” moments. I could still be as a prisoner in Sierra Leone, miserable with only my thoughts of what happened to my family and loved ones. I could have become a soldier, once again, and tried to defend those on my side of the war. For I will forever be a supporter of Sierra Leone and the tribes of which I became an honorary member while on the run from the rebels. For these tribes will forever be my family. That is the way of Sierra Leone. I feel terrible for those who are still dealing with the strife and trauma of the war. Those who lost everything, yet still have not been able to be free from the soldiers and the rebels. Who could not make their way to Conakry to escape the terrible conditions of being The Sierra Leone Times held captive by the rebels. My poor cousins and aunt, still living with the rebels attacking the towns. I pray for them and their safety. Mohamed, my best friend. Oh how I wish that he is able to continue his life in a positive direction. I miss my cultures and relationships from Sierra Leone. After all that I have been through and seen, I am glad I am where I am. If I keep living in memory and sorrows of what my life used to be, I will never be happy. The key to being happy now is living in the present. I have been given a second chance at having a wonderful life and that is all that I can attest to. If I relive the past, I will never be a happy man. I will feel terrible for leaving my family and friends behind in the dust. That is why this is my last testament of my past. The future is in store. I have never been more excited for life before. I hope that one day, I will be able to see parts of the world that I have never been to before. I wish to be able to live a life that anyone would be proud to live. I want to be a great husband, and an even better father. I hope to be able to go to college and get a wonderful education. I want to love my family and do anything to protect them. I wish to have a great job that I love. So I may be able to provide for my family, and enjoy quality time on vacations that they will always remember. My last and final wish, to have a life that I always dreamed of. Be the man who I want to be. Know that whatever I will do in my life, it will be the right choice. One day I will get to a point where I can look back and be proud of who I am and how hard I have worked to have gotten to the point where I am. I thank all of my friends and family for all that they have done for me. Good luck to you, and please send prayers my way. I will be forever yours. ven tapestries on the walls, the vases and birds on the tables, and animals on the bookshelves that are full of books (Beah 179-200). Only one thing has changed… It is my house, my home now. I was safe from the war and I never had to go back, though my mind kept drifting back to my days as a soldier. I still was having nightmares of rebels and being back in war after a month of living in New York. Though I had started my life over virtually, it couldn't protect my mind in drifting back to the past as I closed my eyes to sleep at night. As life went on, everything got better because my attitude changed about life. It seemed so surreal to live in New York City, where everyone walked on the streets in a hurry to get to their destinations on time, no one fearing soldiers will shoot them as they walk. I began to love all the rustle and bustle of the City . This was my life now. I kept thinking to myself that I don’t have to live in fear, that I can live a normal life in America, but I couldn’t convince myself that the rebels wouldn’t come to my house and take away everything I care about, take away the people I love, and force me fight in the war again. But it was real, and I could be happy again. Living like a New Yorker and being pleased and content with my life; it was a chance to start over. 24-Nicole Westfall As I lived my life as a soldier, I kept wondering why everything that could go wrong did, and why every time I found people I loved, I lost them again. I began to realize that the reason that they were happening to me is because I found happiness. Goodness and happiness doesn't mean the absence of challenges or problems (Minzesheimer). Everyone will have challenges and problems no matter how content they are with the life they are living. But it is when you are in the worst of times that the happiest of moments revive you. In July of 1998, I made my way home after escaping from Sierra Leone into Guinea. I boarded a plane in Abidjan, Cote d’Ivoire. (Swango) This was the second time I had ever rode on an airplane. It was still just as exciting as the first time. The jolt in my stomach as the plane picked up speed and rocketed into the air exhilarated me just as it did the first time. Watching the circular rainbows on the top of the clouds form, then disappear, was spectacular. After hours upon hours of traveling, I finally made it to John F. Kennedy International Airport in New York. This time, it was no longer like Christmas. It was more like the weather I was familiar with. Laura came to pick me up at the airport and later became my foster mother. Her house was just as I remembered, with the traditionally wo- I had finally began to live a normal life, doing things I wouldn’t have ever dreamt of back in Sierra Leone. I realized revenge only brought more suffering in life. New York was my second chance at being normal, my second life. My mother and I began doing things that gave me a piece of my childhood back. We would ride our bikes in Central park, which was always a blast. We went to the zoo and saw all the sorts of animals, some I had seen in the wild, some were completely new to me. We went out to eat at places like McDonalds and Wendy’s and some fancy restaurants and I enjoyed every second of it. We even took a trip to California that opened my eyes once again. This all meant so much to me because I felt like I had gotten a little chunk of my childhood back and made me so happy.(Swango) In August of 1998, I began my last two years of secondary school in New York at the United Nations International School. From the mouth of Nelson Mandela, “Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world.” Education changed my life in many ways. I was awestruck when I discovered the library in our school. I could go and sit in the library and read books, read anything I wanted to, and I could borrow the books for free! I was exceptionally pleased when I discovered that library. Libraries are powerhouses of knowledge, a place I see as the garden where the mind comes to fuel, revitalize, and cultivate its potential. It enabled me to rediscover my humanity and my mind, and to find my place and role in the world. I believe education to be a most potent medicine for whatever we encounter in our lives. My recovery from war was completed because I had the opportunity of education. It even gave me the tools to understand what had happened to me ("Newsmaker: Ishmael Beah"). After secondary school I attended Oberlin College in Ohio. During that time, and during high school as well, I participated in programs like UNICEF, Human Rights Watch, the United Nations General Assembly, United Nations Secretary General’s Office for Children and Armed Conflict, and serving on a UN panel, on regard to the predicament the child soldiers are in, what they are being forced to do, and what that is doing to the minds of these suffering individuals all around the world. This makes me feel like I am slowly repairing and helping a deep wound heal that has been made. For me it’s just a way to give me more strength to continue doing what I've already embarked on, what I've dedicated my life to doing – which is to make sure that what happened to me doesn't continue to happen to other children around the world (UNICEF). It helps me choose not to feel guilty. Since the war has ended in 2002, I have made visits back to Sierra Leone. This has inspired me in many different ways. There is so much tragedy and heartache in Sierra Leone and throughout the entire world, you have to hope and be able to look up and look forward to keep on going. This is another reason why I participate in organizations. To bring to attention what state the people living in and what we can do to help them. (Minzesheimer) A lot of people, when they say 'forgive and forget,' they think you completely wash your brain out and forget everything. That is not the concept. What I The Sierra Leone Times 11 think is you forgive and you forget so you can transform your experiences, not necessarily forget them, but transform them so that they don't haunt you or handicap you or kill you (Beah). I hope people will do that with all the things I have done. If I were to live my life, feeling guilty for all of the treachery I have participated in, if I choose to feel guilty for what I have done, I would want to be dead myself. I live knowing that I have been given a second life, and I just try to have fun, and be happy and live it the best I can (Swango). work, I received a mysterious letter that had been slid under my apartment door. I looked at it for a while, debating on whether opening this letter would be worth it or not. My curiosity came over that feeling and I proceeded to open the letter. city, I realized how deserted it had become. The busy crowded streets were no longer filled with the cars and people. Street vendors were empty and the town resembled a sad ghetto look of the villages I had seen that had been affected by the rebels. As I read through the contents of the message my heart beat faster and faster. I felt as if I could hear each “thud” as my heart beat. Light perspiration had begun and I was confused whether this letter was real or not. What I had just read was a letter of desperation from my dear friend Alhaji! 25 - Kyle Jensen An anxiety attack must have happened shortly after reading the strange message because when I had awaken, I was sprawled uncomfortably on the floor and it was beginning to get dark. I sat up, still utterly lost and fatigued from my recent excursion. The gist of the message was this: my dear friend had been trying to leave Sierra Leone when he was captured by a newly emerged rebel group that had erupted in Freetown. How he had managed to get this letter to me was beyond my knowledge, but I knew I had to help my friend immediately. Finally creeping into town, I sidled along a building wall to look around the corner and to my surprise there were two armed soldiers. One was sleeping in a chair and the other stood on guard. “This is a very crucial moment for me,” I thought. I also remembered the nickname I had been given, “Green Snake”, and also the words of Julius Ceasar, “Cowards die many times before their deaths.” Today wasn’t going to be the day I died, so I sprung into action. When the rebel had turned his back, I sprinted directly towards him. Working quick, I snapped his neck, took his gun, and put a bullet in the head of the sleeping soldier. This was no place for funny business, those childish days were over about bragging about how we killed the opposing force. Moving on, I still had my goal in mind. As I look back on my life over the past few years, it’s a shock of how I did it. How I survived every battle. How I thrived taking part of the war as a child. How I became readjusted to a normal life through rehabilitation and how I escaped my once beloved home, Sierra Leone, to flee from the perils and conflict there. Now residing in New York, I feel like I can live a completely different life. A life that I want to live, a life that I can freely live. Although I am living freely, I am also living alone in solitude, which is quite different. For the majority of my life I’ve always been with someone; family members, friends, people who have helped me along my way, even if it was just people of my same culture. Now that I reside by myself in the lonely suburbs of New York City, I have lots of time to think, and that’s not necessarily something I want or need because too often it brings up painful memories of my past. If I delve too deep, I start to have anxiety attacks which are post war effects I would assume. So I try my best to stay away from my own self and thoughts. You might guess that this is reasonably hard and almost impossible to do, and you’re almost right, besides the fact that it is possible. I set off the next day. I had a mission on my mind and I was set to accomplish this seemingly unsurpassable feat. To get to Freetown, I knew I had to take a series of buses from where the airport was. It felt like deja vu as my passport was constantly checked by armed soldiers. While one was flipping through the pages, he gave me a nasty look of hatred. It reactivated my emotions of rage from the terrible temper I used to have. With all the willpower I had, I held myself back, hastily taking my passport and continuing on in my journey. Somewhere along the way, I realized I had no strategy. I had made my way to Sierra Leone with no weapons or idea how I was going to save Alhaji, but I was a master of “in the moment” situations. I spend most of my days now writing columns for the local newspaper, The New York Times, and talk about life in my perspective. Over the past year, all these days of writing, people still are oblivious to the fact that I was once a child soldier in Sierra Leone. I have turned into the typical, ordinary person here in New York; going about my way, minding my own business, trying to find some satisfaction in life. My cassette player with Bob Marley was my constant companion then with his ever present reminder of, “Don’t worry, be happy!” I still stop by to visit Laura sometimes and that adds some variety to my days, but other than that, I’m still myself with my worn down crepes. As soon as I jumped off the last bus stop, I was near the outskirts of Freetown. I feared what was coming in the near future because I knew people had to die in order to save my captured brother. My main fear was returning to the horrid state I was in when I was a child soldier. I was a ruthless killer and that’s something I never wanted to be again. Pushing these thoughts aside, I continued on foot towards guarded city of Freetown. Being on foot was no problem for me, it was something I had done before and it was something I could easily do again. One day as I was getting home from Only a few hundred feet away from the Maneuvering through the city, loaded with a couple of weapons from the two rebels, I headed towards rising smoke, where I figured the main encampment was with the captured civilians. I was right. While scouting, I could only see five armed rebels with two prisoners; Alhaji and a younger boy. It puzzled me why there was little amount of soldiers and why they even kept prisoners, for the rebels rarely ever had prisoners. Brought to You By: Kenzee Jardine Liz Anderson Not thinking too much on the topic, I readied myself for the upcoming moment. I had to take out five soldiers before they knew what was going on and save “Little Rambo” and the boy. Creeping in as far as I dared, I took cover, became the Green Snake, and took aim. Five people, five bullets, that’s all I needed. Breath in, breath out. This was it, this is all for my friend whom I would give my life for. Nicole Westfall With the five men playing poker in a group, this task was made easy. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. It was over. Hurriedly, I rushed over to my tied up friend and the little boy. Tears crept into my eyes as I embraced my long lost friend, my brotherly figure. Every day is a reminder to me of the type of person I am. And that’s all shaped around a story I heard as a child. I am a hunter. One who will kill the monkey for the sake of others. I am Ishmael Beah, and that’s my story. Kyle Jensen 12 The Sierra Leone Times Classifieds (Works Cited) "Advocate for Children Affected by War." UNICEF. N.p., 25 May 2012. Web. 29 Jan 2014. <http://www.unicef.org/ people/people_47890.html>. BBC News, . N.p.. 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