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" Understanding Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era A Thesis for partial completion of a Master of Fine Arts degree at Rochester Institute of Technology ByTom Hussey ADVISORS Ken Whi te, Chair Associate Professor Fine Art Photography Department Dr. Richard Zakia Professor Fine Art Photography Department Grant Romer Head Conservator IMPGEH "Ask Not What Your Understanding Country Can Do For You... Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. A The"s By " Tom Thesis Hussey Project goal To fulfill Rochester Institute relating direcdy to of a fund-raiser, many Department designer, help at twenty-five years ago, of . . .Let R.I.T., and including any burden, .To . Rochester, New York, Gallery from area. The 4th-28th, November exhibit 1994. This former Mr. Ken White current chairman of the Head Conservator of the chairman of the Fine Art International Museum House. during my early childhood, of age at a very they did the wave was started a large group of Americans fought in Southeast emotional and change not start but that filled they were time in this country's to ride to the present F. Kennedy's Inaugural Address. by John know, whether it wishes us well or ill, that we shall pay any price, bear any hardship, support any friend, oppose any foe to assure the survival nation meet and the success . the Dr. Richard Zakia, Ph.D. Grant Romer caught on a wave that every ofliberty. . . huts and villages ofhalf the globe struggling to break the bonds best efforts to help them help themselves, for whatever period because the Communists may be doing it, not because we seek their votes, those peoples in the of mass misery, we pledge our is required not but because it is . . .Now need right. . . to battle, bear arms, though arms we but a call to bear the burden ofa not as a call to the trumpet summons us again not as a call though embattled we are long twilight struggle year in andyear out. Willyou join in that historic effort? In the long history of the world, only a few generations have been granted the role of defending freedom in its hour of maximum danger. I do not shrink from this . responsibility / at etceteras. advisers, Asia. Those Americans were coming On January 20, 1961, Museum Studies Concentration RATIONALE PERSONAL They were the of the responsibilities associated with museum style exhibitions; such as Photography at George Eastman history. War Veterans from Photography Department at R.I.T., Photography About Fine Arts degree in High Falls, Rochester Room producer, progressed with the Fine Art of at of organized and mounted an exhibition of photographs and writings of Vietnam group project put upon me Work Technology, I The Center took place at curator, Master partial completion of a welcome it. I do not . believe page 1 that any of us would exchange places with day. bring any fire can truly light the light our country energy, the faith, the it and all who serve devotion and the glow which we from that world. And so, my fellow Americans: do for your The other generation. to this endeavor will you can By Hussey Tom other people or any A Thesis " "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For You... Understanding Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. country. . ask not what your country can do for you ask what . From John F. Kennedy's Inaugural Address, January 20, 1961 I in was a military justifiable bad guys family that time If our military and correct. (whoever they 1 970 because my dad and therefore definitely was believed America was ourselves part involved, the good guys and to this war. So, Vietnam had were many they to be must be be to right the in my service aged men and women who at right and one should support our country. (JFK's Inaugural Address) from the couch. would eventually lead our country and believing in this along in Vietnam be then we must There a good guy. understood the war that speech where these words we were carried was My father was going to go were). "I had listened to (if only subconsciously) by ..Not knowing new president, ofJohn Fitzgerald Kennedy. We all felt when he said, "To those people in the huts the noble sentiments ofa just and honorable nation break the bonds of mass misery, we pledge our best efforts to help them help themselves, for whatever period is required-not because the communists are doing it, not because we seek their votes, but because it is right. "...As John Kennedy spoke, we never even thought about Vietnam. We only thought about how inspirational he was and how he would had us into a new era... I touched (my father's) his arm as we heard our new president confidently issue those climactic words that would become the touchstone ofan entire generation: "And so, my fellow Americans: Ask not ' whatyour ask whatyou can do for your country. country can do for and villages ofhalf the globe struggling to " you Vietnam news The was a sort of game to me. interested But, they were just me. "army-men" pictures without my father's best friend, Major Edward M. Hudgens, Action (MIA). I human element somehow no remember for me. longer just Later in my life I began books vividly the it's to look for information Devancer wich on the Vietnam. I aftermath on the television news. By Lynda Van All played with saw each night on the television to a small down the news. I over boy. On March 21, 1970, Laos and of a sudden the his kids. He listed as Missing in Vietnam War had was real. Vietnam a was a game with neat airplanes and army-men. became interested nobody wanted Home Before Morning meaning was shot day we heard I knew Major Hudgens. I on all of America's wars except the war or that airplanes and to talk about Christopher Morgan Vietnam War in my wondered why. The game was over and it. It p23 page There 2 was now very bad school was no it to library. I found many longer any mention of seemed to me that have been in just the war. when It was I "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For Understanding Veterans ofthe no longer cool that Veteran's fault A Thesis You..." Tom Vietnam Era, my father had been that a fighter pilot. This I did It not understand. By Hussey was not the they were in Vietnam. "Everywhere I looked it seemed that Vietnam Veterans were being shunned and reviled, I could not reconcile my fathers triumphal return from W. W.II with my own and again I understood that experience. the protected element ofsociety tended to want to avoid horrors suffered by its warriors, but society did not seem to understand that sharing those of us who fought the war needed to talk through our feelings and to receive some form ofvalidation for our sacrifices. When Ifinally came to understand that my contemporaries did not want to share the pivotal experience ofmy life, I learned to keep my silence. 2 the " Roughly 3 These million Americans served diverse men and women are as necessarily in Vietnam, as and other any agree with the media stereotype that roughly 9.1 million served linked group in has portrayed all this country. Vietnam Vets during the Vietnam Era. This statement does not as crazed and explosive men. "The men I had led in like any combat were felt we all were, good and evil, and I " rapists. These people are your next 1960's and door is early 1970's, neighbors, the that a large from For being branded as into hand that they are police event that unifies them. like the officers, capable of murderers and holds firemen, Vietnam Veterans and the conviction that drug addicted. your them together of boss. during America, Vietnam is thirty years later. Vietnam Veterans They think that a Vietnam Vet homeless and often Vietnam brought the open now twenty-five to the war and are not normal. These is just problems as do are likely to exist, but mug are you far the norm. the past five years Valley Chapter #20, I have been actively involved feelings concerning community. with the Vietnam Veterans in Rochester, New York. I have become friends fighting in Vietnam during the and teachers, segment of the general public still screwed-up from as to shake your only your and through organizations bringing them back together and I feel ofAmerican youth, 3 Their "Vietnam the by cross section implication, their 1960's military I know how they feel 2 Fortunate Son By Lewis B. Puller, Jr. p278 3 Fortunate Son By Lewis B. Puller, Jr. p305 and early 1970's. I have service during Vietnam. about their country page 3 of America; Genesee with the men and women who were talked with them about their experiences I have seen the good that and their service to that country. they do for the "Ask Not What Your Understanding Can Do For Country A Thesis By You..." Tom Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. "On Friday, April 23, in were scheduled to march oftheir gesture a culmination up the steps of the ofthe of the events week, the protesting veterans Capitol and discard their medals as a symbolic feeling ofhaving been discarded themselves by the nation... Thursday night, before the climactic last day's events in Washington, On from Hussey bedroom I took my debated whether I should drive to Washington to throw them away. As I sat in the dimly lit closet feeling the weight of bronze and silently silver in my hand and studying the red white and blue stripes on my silver star and the medals our majestic cameo closet and of George Washington on my purple hearts, I knew that I could never part They had cost me too dearly, and though I now saw clearly that the war in which had been earned was a wasted cause, the medals still represented the dignity and they the caliber ofmy service and of those with whom I had served. I could no more discard them than I could repudiate my country, my Marine Corps, or my fellow veterans. As I put them away, I was very sad but very grateful nonetheless that my children were asleep in 4 their beds in America rather than anywhere else in the world. with them. " Through my photographs and the version of the stereotypical better Veteran's Vietnam Vet. I able to understand and put into I hope writings, also feel, having perspective my own to have shown what completed my Vietnam Era I perceive to work on this be a truer project, that I am experience. forget about the inane regulations that done. Maybe they could ignore the petty be way harassment and make-work details that came during lulls in the fighting. Maybe they could avert their eyes from their buddies dying. Or from the young children without limbs. Or the Vietnamese women who were forced to prostitute themselves to stay alive. Maybe there were some normal healthy ail-American men and women who could spend 365 days "Maybe there were American always seemed to get in that When I began crazy in this project, I know could never begin to tell their stories, them as Ifthere were I never met them. the I have. I truly hope individuals, the more but I I realized that each of them am thankful that country different By Lewis B. Puller, Jr. p311 By Lynda Van Devanter with Christopher Morgan p211 page -i Hussey they are. to share. I listen to take time to perspective on the during that turbulent time. Tom Fortunate Son 5 has something I have listened. Please this project gives people new and and on the men and women who served our ^ Home Before Morning " wanted to show these veterans as the cross section of the population got to more ofthe job to environment and never ask why. I The soldiers who could the Vietnam Era "Ask Not What Your Understanding " Country Can Do For You... Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. A Thesis Tom By Hussey Operational Plan DESIGN To present, by CON CEPT an exhibit of photographs and writings, The format will be traditional; i.e. Vietnam Veteran. Veteran 's writings will TARGET This exhibit was public, aged ordinarily be mounted and displayed next face of the a truer representative in frames. pictures on walls to each portrait. AUDIENCE targeted toward and accessible to specifically 16 years seek out and older. photography Through my choice of exhibit dealing exhibitions or things Rochester, New York's, GALLERY I felt this show with veteran's issues for space, I SEARCH had by its very definition, considered Rochester Room I to, many writings that is have before a public space. finding and settling In searching on the Gallery at The Center at High Falls. considered the extreme atmosphere alternatives be held in the public space of a shopping However, mall. too public to allow people to read and reflect on what the to say. regularly holds I also considered the artistic exhibits. limiting both in size and in photography/art accessibility such as at gallery I felt Rochester International the space available to the writings. A Light Impressions I felt for the mall Veteran's Airport, a space display was too traditional was too limiting in its outreach to the general public. Finally, it was suggested Center at High Falls in Center at High Falls is by one the a of the veterans, that Brown's Race District newly of restored turn of the Downtown Rochester. The Center has become I look into the gallery at 5 The Downtown Rochester. The century industrial complex heavily visited tourist area consisting of a gallery, a museum about the history of the area, a convention page general space, those who would not show. a The in a center viewed the "Ask Not What Your Understanding A Thesis By You..." Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. Tom and several restaurants. There is a nighdy laser show that draws many Hussey to the center as well. The Center High Falls at offered a good mix of broad public access and appeal, combined with a traditional staff is also used to of an exhibit gallery in space dealing with events of all kinds and was helpful with the logistics including publicity and They were also catering. groups of school children to tour the exhibit with a guide. arrange private their There of the exhibit showing families. I was going to downsides were some The Center's hang the show. which to be to for a for present The Center of group at They were 100 Vietnamese but the refugees High Falls the These lectures gallery the vary, and people This is festive accommodate the with Grant Romer listening to Christmas Holidays, windows. Gallery is but mostly deal one afternoon with folding chairs for Rochester Room issues was called out of town. Being more gallery. decorations in for lectures of deal of a with. throughout the year. local history. I arrived at the and we were confronted with a room The gallery one such talk. complete with a and nice used also able to a refugees and public space than a traditional gallery, there were unexpected things to For instance, for able to arrange lighted most ways, was also full of decorated tree and wreaths on all the but my not so much upsetting, show was but re-hung rather, to mildly annoying and at the same time somehow quaint. CONTENTS EXHIBIT The exhibit consisted B&W portrait of one photographs writings provided by halfphotographs and one in 20x24 inch frames the veterans photographed. from John F. Kennedy's Inaugural Address, mounted on foamcore and displayed next half writings. Thirty-six 16x20 inch were exhibited with The writings, wall thirty-six personal labels, titles, an excerpt thank you credits, and an artist statement were to the photographs. page 6 "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For Understanding Veterans ofthe A Thesis By You..." Tom Vietnam Era. PHOTOGRAPHS Photographs were created white portraits by Tom printed archivally Hussey. They consist of traditional 16x20 inches. Black by Tom Hussey, and the photographs were I did shooting in a lot of test several of the veterans who I project. different tried searching for look a patriotism, and I setded on that sharp studio portraits the individual these flag draped subject. I photographed believed in the and photographic techniques a feeling of pride, using a square a split-diffusion format device and soft-focus areas within the same very large American were assembled intensity, images. Turbofilter. The Turbofilter is to place lend and mounted and overmatted. of mine and who formats, films, thought would frames the main photography. had become friends strength to the B&W for preparation camera I archivally metal black in varying The American ways to called a that allows the photographer frame. As fit device camera and a the flag symbolizes the a background, I personality or bearing of patriotism strong used a among Veterans. W R I TING S The written portion of the exhibit consisted of three main parts: personal writings from the titles identifying I did not writings. Vietnam Veterans feel this reason, met three times personal to a copy my I own to set formally and feelings from Stimulators" in the photographs, an artist statement, and the photographs. qualified on For portrayed up a set of guidelines for informally about the From this committee I intent Veteran's Veteran in the show: page 7 We of the show and their was able to help the Veterans convey their feelings on paper. of what was sent to each the a committee of WA members to assist me. talked the war. format draft On a set of "Idea the next page is Hussey "Ask Not What Your Understanding Country Can Do For A Thesis You..." Tom Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. September 13, 1994 Dear Vets, I hope that this note finds you well. Enclosed please find: Suggested topics developed with the help ofseveral ofyour fellow veterans A copy of the proposalfor the show this will tell you about me and why I am putting on Example Flyers this show writings that I have collected over the years about the show that you can pass out, mail to display at local businesses, First, I want to friends, etc. The update everyone about the show. "Ask is: title of the exhibit not what country can do for you... "Understanding Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. The exhibit will be in the Rochester Room at The Center at High Falls in the Brown's Race district near Kodak Office from November 4th, through November 28th. Friday, November 4th, there will be your an opening widely personal I hope reception that is publicized and invitations as every effort to is the opening attend. The show is being {You will all receive reception. to the opening.) As promised, I asking each very important you will make open to the public sending you some suggested topics for your part of the exhibit. I something about your Vietnam Experience Your writings are to portray the Vietnam Era Veteran in a purpose of this show am of you to relate am to the core better light. As . you read over this particularly the sample writings, I think you'll agree impact of the show. I look forward to your addition stuff, that the writings will add much to the to the exhibit. Please read over the examples that I have enclosed and use the statements blockage. Don't worry any help formatting the writings so that they are more uniform. you through and for writers about handwriting Thank you all below vs. typing. for your I to will be help so far, the writings to come. Take Care! Tom PLEASE USE THESE AS "I DEA The Hussey STIMULATORS" following are some subjects put forth by other Vietnam Era Veterans point of departure. The writings What would you Describe like your why you children hold in have kept it. the object you and/or of travel to and to know about your experience with the photograph and Family left behind. Dear John's. Why did I not contemplate fear? Speed Mail Can Fear call. We you? "I had the soldiers? I I (If used as a Vietnam? to you serviceman. young to know fear. from Vietnam. made thought it. I did it was my what duty I at the end of a tour. thought was right. writings no You may leave them at the them, please later than or page me at or mail copy for yourselfin pageS I can 1(800)918-6260 reach you. Friday, October 7, 19941 WAIVOC house make a Why did you blame to serve. either a voice message or a number where I need these you mail from of telegram Ifyou have any_ questions, please call me at home 328-8637, leave why it has meaning were all too Why am I a living history resource? Why shouldn't I be proud to have served? Arriving in country and deciding not to be a hero. When going home, why was I both happy and sad all this pride; be to will add that realperson-personsi aspect to the show. case them to me the original is lost.) and By Hussey "Ask Not What Your Understanding Country Can Do For * You..." ARTIFACTS HISTORICAL While The Center day, there was no Rochester Room Center taking at security a at gallery was not to cover into or security 24 hours night being asked I fact damage the exhibit as an that I bringing things the nature of into and my business. 9 display I decided part of the photographs. holding their own personal page 24 was unable to obtain cost to artifacts on integral The was able to enter to allow volunteers to guard the show willing any loss veterans were photographed day and space without this reason as well as the artifacts own overall museum a a guard or a surveillance camera specific to the at various times of the insurance incorporate using it's where the exhibit would take place. High Falls day. For effective either provides Falls' things out of the The Center hours High Falls at Gallery High The'f By " Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. artifacts. to The m 2. "Ask Not What Your Understanding FUNDING After estimating Tom FOR of the funds from money, THE to follow I set in completing about finding funds and donations and discounts the show. GRANTS In August of 1993, 1 State Council on the applied Arts for a Community Arts Grant, in Monroe as administered Rochester. As these moneys were to organizations, I was sponsored be given in through the New York County by Arts for Greater the name of non-profit by The Veterans Outreach Center in Rochester, New York. In September panel This of 1993, 1 was contacted by phone and interviewed phone interview was the On December 10, 1993, 1 $1,500.00 of each. I only contact Grant. The my benefit of of the grant review my proposed project. with the grant panel members. project had been moneys were to be paid awarded a in two installments was required to: budget I. Fill out a II. Fill out an after event sheet showing summary turnout, press attention, III. I had was notified that Community Arts $750.00 by one of the members as to the nature and expenditures. detailing the specifics of the event as to and artistic merit. Credit The New York State Council on the Arts for the funds in all PR materials as well as within the exhibit. VVA CHAPTER The WA chapter was project in a transitional phase financially. The pledged to #20 chapter was approached help in any chapter other in June of 1994 as a possible source of financially and was board did way they express could. page 10 to offset these possible areas to obtain moneys; WA Chapter in Rochester, the materials and services useful I decided show. Hussey EXHIBIT the costs to mount the exhibit as envisioned, the personal expenses grant A Thesis By You..." Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. funds. The therefore unable to support the overwhelming approval and on "Ask Not What Your Understanding A Thesis By Tom Hussey You..." Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. There is exhibit some into currendy in indication for distribution published work be help with turning able to and sale. This this aspect of the project is the research phase. DONATIONS I that the chapter might & DISCOUNTS approached the photographic retailers and manufacturers donations. I was successful in in hopes of obtaining: I. Donated II. Volunteer help III. Volunteer help typing the veterans writings into IV. Graphic design, layout, and output of show posters, gallery invitations by Johnine Carlo ne at Rumrill Hoyt, Inc. V. A discount photographic paper on obtaining in assembling by Oriental the Photo Distributing Co. frames. a computer. signage, and framing materials from Light Impressions, Inc., New York. page II Rochester, "Ask Not What Your Understanding A Tf>esis BV Tom Hussey You..." Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. PUBLICATION This project in its on this aspect nature show A involves like There was no show a itself to publication a lot of book. Several reading people catalog book. In as a consisting accompanying exhibit. and have in its for publication, of several photographs mid a I very 1995, work was pursue I decided from personal experience getting it have been to publishers who show to make press RESEARCHING list or 1994 Rochester One has been left one was given to a after kits the show with their constructed. interest published. prohibitive. writings, an artist statement, and media reviews of the WA Chapter in Rochester, New York, this point a is suggested that Three mock-up books have been for sending nature made as time and costs would order to market this project prospectuses At BOOK BOOK much In A ofthe project. MA KING This lends OF my initial donor, with the and one is reserved contact. PUBLISHERS of possible publishers phases of sending out samples to them. the project and requested a complete has been So far, gathered and one publisher mock-up for page 12 I has their review. am in the expressed initial interest in begun "Ask Not What Your Understanding You..." THESIS The happened Tom is the order in concurrently, and reference as to the which work on some are still length of time actively This is only being pursued. required to prepare and mount an exhibit Community Arts Grant through AGR represented August of in Phone Interview for AGR Grant September 1993 Notification December 10, 1993 of AGR Grant February through June Test June & July, 1994 Photography of this 1994 Primary Photography July through Processing, Contacting, & Work Prints August through October of 1994 Collecting Writings August through October of 1994 Printing of Show Images September & October of 1994 Printing of Book Images October & November of 1994 Entering Writings into a Computer October of 1994 October, 1994 Printing Writings October, 1994 Mounting Writings Last week of October, 1994 Framing of Show Last week of October, 1994 Hanging of Show November 2 & 3, 1994 Opening Reception November 4, Show Run November 4-28, Dismantling of exhibit November 29 & 30, 1994 Distribution Compile a of Prints to List of Mail Prospectuses Publishers to 1994 1994 December 1-10, 1994 Veterans May 1995 June 1995 Publishers page 13 type. through the present Planning Image Look through the Present tasks a guide 1993 August 1993 Award of the this timeline. Seeking Other Sources of Funding of Many this project progressed. for a book publisher is on-going and is only slightly Applied for By Hussey TIM ELINE following search A Thesis Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. for The "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For Understanding Veterans ofthe THE The You... bests A Thei " Tom Vietnam Era. AF TERM ATH for me almost before it started. All ofthe late nights, the hard work, up on the walls then down so quickly. I think for this reason, more than any I would like this work published so that it may continue its life. Below is some ofthe immediate feedback I exhibit was over received. C O MME N T The BOOK following are excerpts from the comment book left in the during the run gallery of the exhibit: "Although the too young to remember kind ofa person that devotion and above all is board to I have lived with their stories- I could understand the they were asked to Veterans are that it all follow caring. our generation. in 1973 a to and I admire understanding sounding the field. don 't always . long time. are Ijust wish country had and has and duty Vietnam make sense. Welcome to offer. I guess be I was that in the back of my worth the effort "the twenty-five years ago hoping that people like you right you were worth the effort! " rest mind ofus. Ifeltfortunate God Bless. for tackling a to get a high coming out thanks to you. This is You're competing with "The Wall... page 14 " the would " subject not lottery number but I would have served ifcalled. Now I understand why! ". Our stories . things excellent exhibition and even more cheers explained enough of " would someday "Bravo! An Vietnam Veterans during long nights in the finest people this home and God Bless. sense extreme sacrifice reasoning behind over a decade ofsacrifice do. Sometimes among "Thank you for whole were their flashbacks, was an lack ofthem, or ofa duty not sought out but asked ofand delivered. Some ofthe finest soldiers I served with them totally. somewhat Vietnam Veteran. Pride, loyalty, a duty. A to Vietnam, I have gotten " best thing I have seen in J Hussey "Ask Not What Your Understanding Country Can Do For The"s By You..." Tom Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. MA I L I received a several "I'd like letters in . .few groups men were courage . . ME. NE W S See ..I ofpeople have forced to travel by to about the exhibit. . . I want to thank you for six people were say for twenty Vietnam that " or more years. dignity and respect than these Thorough your exhibit, their dignity and traveled a rockier road to their country. literally shines through on ". thirty the exhibit: these men with a public forum to express feelings related to they have probably been wanting ". regarding my feelings to express to you providing the mail staring the walls out at me too am glad I took the time to of the High Fall Exhibit hall. from listen those walls to them as you " . . saying LISTEN TO did. " . . MED I A attached reprint of an article from the November 11, 1994 Democrat Chronicle Newspaper in Rochester, New York. page 15 and Hussey "Ask Not What Your Understanding A Thesis You..." Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. Tom ESTIMATED COSTS PHOTOGRAPHS I. Costs involved in photographing 10 days of photography time @ $800.00 Assistant for 10 days @ $60.00 per day per $8000.00 day $ 600.00 $8600.00 PHOTOGRAPHY TOTAL II. Film 80 costs rolls of 1 5 Polaroid Type 664 film in film Processing 100 120 format Kodak T-MAX $ 200.00 $ 241 $ 560.00 $1001.95 twin packs plus one contact sheet .95 @ $7.00 per roll FILM AND PROCESSING TOTAL III. Printing of photographs Two sets of 1 1x14 One setfor exhibit, prints (20 different views) for V VA. Chapter #20 Archive one set $44 per print for the first $22 for the second set. $ 880.00 $ 440.00 set PRINT TOTAL IV. $1320.00 Framing of photographs 1 6x20 rag wooden mat board; frames Plexiglas and 1 00% by Tom Hussey in an with assembled archival manner. Cost per 1 6x20 framed and Cost per 16x20 matted matted package only package FRAMING TOTAL (for 20 framed V. and 20 matted) $ 48.50 $ 25.00 $ 1470.00 Cost Totals Per image 20 framed images and 20 matted images TOTAL COST FOR PHOTOGRAPHY $ 309.80 $12,391.95 W R I TING S I. Typesetting and formatting of Vietnam statement, and One II. Mounting, gallery wall writings, artist's labels for consistency day computer and matting, and Veterans' typist's time framing artist's $ 100.00 statement and vet's writings. labor {estimated) TOTAL COST FOR WRITINGS Materials and readability. $ 300.00 $ 400.00 and page 16 By Hussey "Ask Not What Your Understanding A Thesis By You..." Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. Tom HISTORICAL I. Archival before II. Hussey ARTIFACTS holding boxes to house artifacts 40.00 $ and after exhibit Display cases for exhibition (estimated) $ 200.00 TOTAL COST FOR ARTIFACTS $240.00 Other Costs p u B l i c I T Y I. Posters Design costs Printing costs II. Invitations to opening Design costs III. Postage and/or announcements about show Printing costs costs TRA V EL DIMENSIONS GALLERY Sizes of IMPGEH Galleries for space) ofNorth and South ESTIMATED This I. exhibit is 10 of suitable crates TO traveling shipping @ $350.00 Shipping TRAVELING show. $3500.00 each Packing III. 50 packing pads @ $6.50 each Postage and shipping insurance Releases for loaned Historical Artifacts costs $ 325.00 $ P UB L I CA TI O N See Pat Musolf@ IMPGEH. Design I. II. (linear-running feet of wall crates II. and about sizes @ IMPGEH. COSTS not conceived as a Construction See Mike Easley comparison. Gallery NEEDED Take three types ofpublications for Budget page 17 reference. "Ask Not What Your Understanding You..." A Thesis Country Can Do For Veterans ofthe Vietnam Era. Tom FINAL COSTS OF THE EXHIBIT PHOTOGRAPHY COSTS Photographing Costs (Donated) 10 days ofphotography time Film & 8600.00 with an assistant Processing 180 rolls of 120 format Kodak T-MAX 100 450.00 ($2.50ea) Processing of 1 80 rolls with contact sheets ($8.00ea) 1 Polaroid 220 B&W Polaroids ($ 1 .60ea) ,440.00 352.00 Printing Work prints Approximately 80 Exhibition 8x10 480. 00 ($6.00ea) prints for show ($65.00ea) Prints for the Veterans in the show 36-16x20 prints 36-1 1x14 prints for Veterans($22.00) & FRAMING 2,340.00 792.00 Total Photography Costs $14,454.00 ACTUAL $ 5,854.00 Photography Costs DISPLAY COSTS Frames 36-20x24 black metal frames with glass ($18.75ea) 675.00 Wall Labels Foam core, Tape, and Miscellaneous 100.00 Matts 36-20x24 archival quality matts Total WR I TLN G Secretarial Printing Design Costs 441.00 Framing Costs $ 1,216.00 COSTS into Writings Display time to enter writings Costs for ($12.25ea) a computer (Donated) 0.00 50.00 (Donated) 0.00 Wall Labels, Artist Statement, Kennedy Speech Total 25.00 Writing Costs page $ 18 75.00 By Hussey "Ask Not What Your Understanding Country Can Do For You... * The"$ By " " Veterans of the Vietnam Era. GALLERY COSTS Invitations 0.00 Printing (Donated) 58.00 Postage Opening night reception Total PUBLICITY Design costs 0-00 (Donated) $ Gallery Costs COSTS 0.00 (Donated) 100-00 Printing costs Total COPY BOOK 36-8x10 prints $ Publicity Costs FOR 216.00 ($6.00ea) 15.00 spiral 15.00 $ Total Costs for WA Book COPY O O K 36-8x10 Black prints spiral 100.00 WA bound book (book Writings size) Black 58.00 FOR PUBLICATION 246.00 SEAR C H 216.00 ($6.00ea) 15.00 bound book 15.00 Writings (book size) Press Kits for Publishers 90.00 50.00 Mailing costs Total Costs for Publication Book $ 386.00 $ 16,535.00 TOTAL SHOW COSTS ACTUAL SHOW COSTS page 19 $ 7,935.00 Not a game PHOTOS Linda LangleyBarrett was an Army nurse. She holds a she won cap in a Souvenirs of checkers game of her patients, who with one had lost both his legs in Vietnam. He later killed himself. These Vietnam veterans use personal effects to show the war's By ELIZABETH lasting effects FORBES STAFF WRJTER There's a novel about Vietnam called The Things They Carried, by a writer named Tim that matter-of-factly lists the Army- O'Brien, issue equipment and personal mementoes sol diers humped through the jungle. That story comes to mind at a powerful pho tography exhibit now at the Center at High Falls, 60 Brown's Race. Vietnam War-era vet erans, 36 of them, gaze from black-and-white portraits circling the brick-walled room. Most of the vets hold souvenirs from their days of service: A framed Certificate of Appre ciation signed by President Richard Nixon. A fading photo of a Huey helicopter, clipping with a news winning the Distinguished about ing Cross. A pair of Viet Fly namese san dals. A Pan Am airline ticket home. These are the tangible things they back carried from the war and put away. But they also carried back intangible things: memo ries and emo tions that put were away because nobody Message home Now a father himself, with a in the Marines, Chuck Macaluso wonders how his parents felt son when wanted to hear about Vietnam. Their feelings, carried silently in heads and hearts for more than 20 years, find expression in the statements each veteran wrote to ac company his or her portrait. Sincere, moving. even poetic, these testimonies it's haunting impact. "For us, it was very feed the exhib they got saying he'd been Most of holding his infantry badge and the bicolored flag of U.S. Army D Troop, 17th Armored Calvary. He worried about Minh" sandals and boot camp. He still hurts to think of the way he was veterans' "Hot, Fear, Death, Loneliness, Camaraderie he was exposed to Agent Orange. He says son = Vietnam." The testimonies also help explain why Viet talk so often about the need for healing. After two decades, their bitterness and confusion at being spat on. ignored and scorned haven't disappeared. Many of the vet erans write about how their pride in serving their country turned to festering guilt and nam veterans Christopher, 22 months, is "the most important thing in my life. " shame. "I only hope my daughters Viewing with pride and veterans proud What: "Ask Nor What Your Country Can Do for You Marine,' " . writes . Era." Understanding Veterans of the Vietnam by local veterans of that time portraits of Tower) Wednesday through Friday. Saturday noon to^pm Sunday to 4 p m. to 5 p m we're as a Ray Melens. recalls how when he returned uniform. opposite Kodak m. Gerald Popen at me boy noticed his Navy The boy's mother pulled him away from Popen's contaminating presence. Tra still trying to figure that one he writes. When: Through Nov 28 Where: Center at High Falls. 60 Browns Race (off State Street can look That's my Daddy, to this country, a young and writings Hours: 9 a say, to know he served his country out," 10 a.m. SERVICE. PAGE 5C Admission: Free Call: (716) 325-2030 HOW VETERANS ARE DOING IB he from Vietnam. returned that sums up one thread statements: running through the after treated when wrote an equation having children of his class at th show's subjects are members of Chapter 20. Moore is among them, A father's fear James Wideman holds "Ho Chi graduating says before.* wounded. Gary Rodas a photo touching," Ken Moore, president of the local Chapter 20 of Vietnam Veterans of America. "The people who wrote the articles, they said things that were precious and maybe haven't been said this telegram Walking back FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 11, 1994 5C DEMOCRAT AND CHRONICLE, ROCHESTER, N.Y. Service almost as long as he's been in Rochester. He six years ago from Dallas mas FROM PAGE 1C ter's degree in fine arts at Roches ter Institute of Technology. He first When Chuck Macaluso got out U.S. Marine Corps in 1969, he says, he didn't like to admit he'd been in Vietnam. "When we first got out, we didn't own up to recalls the Greece being a decided to photograph Vietnam for a graduate project, but his interest goes back to child hood. of the veterans Hussey was 6 years old in 1970, vet," resident, who served with the 3rd Marine Division at Phu Bai and Khe Sanh. "You were looked down on for taking part in For Macaluso, thinking back to Vietnam brought him full circle to the present. He was photographed it." holding a telegram to his that was sent Feb. 21, 1968, telling them he'd been wounded at son Quang Tri. Now that his is a reservist in the Marines, he can imagine all too well a parent's shock and pain on getting bad news. In his essay, Macaluso ima gines how his parents felt when they opened that document For Linda Langley-Barrett, who was a medic in Saigon, remember ing Vietnam meant recalling how a friend she played checkers with, a patient who'd lost both legs, parents on .own ' committed suicide one night, For Fred Elliott (U.S. Army, 11th Armored Cavalry), it brought : back a chain of impressions, some how lyrical and chilling at once, from water buffalo in the rice pad dies to a helicopter in flames. - ' arrived to study for his "It was amazing, the writings his father left the Air Force. when The family moved from a military town in Texas up to Minnesota, and all of a sudden it that Dad had been a For a wasn't cool fighter pilot. little boy, though, Dad was hero, one of the good guys. Hussey couldn't shake that double still a he was growing up. "It didnt make sense to me that anytime you heard anything about Vietnam vets on the news, it was always a negative he says. "I held the belief that the majority of the Vietnam vets are just nor mal guys. They're related to you. They're teaching your kids. You never hear anything about them because they never do anything to vision as thing," . the get on . . news." Hussey wants his photographs to upend the stereotype of the calls it "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do for : Understanding Veterans You The labels of the Vietnam crazed vet. . . He . Era." tell what the today: attorney, under each portrait former truck soldiers are driver, filmmaker, industrial inspector, engineer, airline safety health technician. The parade of ordinary faces, smiling and somber, might have show," that for the Tom Hussey were submitted says photographer Rochester, who together with put the of exhibit help from his wife, Vonda. "I think in a large part, it's because I was around so often." Hussey has been spending time with members of Chapter 20 for come from a small company's an nual report or the year-end quet of a co-ed softball ban team. There is nothing to distinguish this company but the things they carry in their hands and in their hearts. Q "Ask Not What Your Understanding a photography exhibit of portraits Country Veterans of the Vietnam Era by Tom Hussey with writings by Place: Center Date: at You..." Can Do For High Rochester Vietnam Era Vets Falls, Rochester Room November 4th-28rh Opening: November 4th, Reception 5:30-8:30 PM; rALLo This exhibition "Ask Not What Your exhibit of portraits photographer is presented Country neighbors, teachers, officers, Veterans Day, November 11th " Understanding Veterans of the Vietnam Era is a photography by Rochester Vietnam Era Vets. Through this exhibit the Rochester a truer version of the stereotypical Vietnam Vet. They are your next door and writings to show the public police celebration of Can Do For You... by Tom Hussey hopes in firemen, and often your boss. Their "Vietnam experienc is the only event that unifies them. The includes B&W portraits of Rochester Vietnam Era veterans photographed either individually or with an from their time of service. Writings that accompany each portrait are from the veterans themselves. Some explain why the object they have is special, others relate their feelings then and/or now regarding the war in Vietnam. Their experiences brought them together during the 1960's and early 1970's, and through organizations like Vietnam Veterans of America and The Veterans Outreach Center it is bringing them back together and into the open twenty-five years later. exhibit item he or she saved VERY IMPORTANT!! publicity for exhibit: funds from the New York State Council on the Arts Decentralization Fund. In Monroe County, the Community Arts Grant Program is administered by Arts for Greater Rochester. Additional support was provided by the Vietnam Veterans ofAmerica, Chapter #20, The Veterans Outreach Center and Center at High Falls. The This following must appear as shown with all printed exhibit was made possible with public Thank you for your Any assistance! questions regarding this exhibit should be directed to Tom or Vonda Hussey @ (716) 328-8637. "Ask Not What Your Country Understanding Veterans by a photography Tom exhibit of portraits Can Do For of the Hussey with writings by You..." Vietnam Era Rochester Vietnam Era Vets Approximately 9.1 million Americans served during the Vietnam Era. These men and women are as diverse as any other linked group in this country. This statement does not necessarily agree with the media stereotype that has portrayed Veterans from that era as explosive men and women. A large segment of the general public still holds the conviction that Vietnam Veterans: are still troubled from the war and not normaL.have more than their share of problems.. homeless and drug addicted. These problems exist, but are far from the norm. .are These veterans are your next door police officers, firemen, and often your boss. Their "Vietnam The war in Vietnam brought them together during the 1960's and early Vietnam Veterans of America (WA) and The Veterans Outreach Center it is neighbors, teachers, experience" is 1970's, the only event that unifies them. like the into the open and through organizations bringing them back together and now twenty-five years later. For the past four years photographer, Tom Hussey, has been actively involved with the WA; Genesee Valley Chapter #20, in Rochester, New York, and has become friends with the men and women who served during the Vietnam era. He has talked with them about their experiences and feelings concerning their military service during Vietnam and has seen the good they do for the community. Tom hopes to show the public a truer version of the Vietnam Vet through this exhibition of photographs and writings. Place: Date: Opening: Center at High Falls, Rochester Room November 4th-28rh November 4th, Reception 5:30-8:30 PM; FALLS This iirerofl^'MiBM DESCRIPTION This exhibit includes thirty OF exhibition is presented in celebration of Veterans Day, November 1 1 th PROJECT thirty five 16x20 B&W portraits by photographer, Tom Hussey. Each veteran is photographed individually or with an item he or she saved from their time of service. Writings from the veterans themselves accompany each portrait. Some explain why the object they have is special, others relate their feelings then and/ or now regarding their to Vietnam Experience. BIO Tom Hussey is originally from Texas. He holds a BFA in Film and Photography from Southern Methodist University in Dallas. This exhibit will fulfill partial requirement for an MFA in Imaging Arts from Rochester Institute of Technology. He currently resides in Rochester, NY with his wife Vonda and daughter Julia. Tom and Vonda plan to relocate their Rochester photography studio to Dallas in 1995. VERY IMPORTANT!! The following must appear as shown with all publicity for exhibit: This exhibit was made possible with public funds from the New York State Council on the Arts Decentralization Fund. In Monroe County, the Community Arts Grant Program is administered by Arts for Greater Rochester. Additional support was provided by the Vietnam Veterans ofAmerica, Chapter #20, The Thank you for your assistance! Veterans Outreach Center and Center at High Falls. Any questions regarding this exhibit should be directed to Tom or Vonda Hussey @ (716) 328-8637. "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For You... a >? of the Vietnam Era Understanding Veterans by Hussey by photography They are your next Their "Vietnam brought door into Date: Times: neighbors, teachers, police officers, is them together Place: of the firemen, and often your boss. only event that unifies these men and women. Vietnam 1960's and early 1970's, and through organizations like during America the the open now Center at The Veterans Outreach Center it is twenty-five years later. and bringing them back High Falls, Rochester Room November 4th-28th Gallery Hours W & Th 9:30-4:30, Opening: November 4th, 5:30-8:30 PM; Reception with hors d'oeuvres & Tom Rochester Vietnam Era Vets with writings experience" Vietnam Veterans together and Tom exhibit of portraits Hussey would like to thank the following F 9:30-6, Sat 1 1-6, Sun 12-4 cash for their bar generous support: * without their willingness to share, this show would not have been possible Vietnam Veterans of America, Chapter # 20 * Veterans Outreach Center * * Arts for Greater Rochester * Center at High Falls * is made possible with public The veterans, This exhibit In Monroe County, the funds from the New York State Council on the Arts Decentralization Fund. Community Arts Grant Program is administered by Arts for Greater Rochester. I HUSSEY & HUSSEY PHOTOGRAPHERS September 26, 1995 Brassey's Inc. Suite 401 1313 Dolly Madison Blvd. McLean, VA 22101 Dear Editorial Department: for a book with the working title, "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do Veterans the Vietnam Era. It is a series of portraits of Vietnam Understanding of Veterans from a typical community with an accompanying writing by each veteran. The writings The enclosed samples are For You... are as " different to rage as the There have . individuals; spanning not population that served Little players. home. of their during this era. attention a range of emotion been any other books is All from acceptance to despondency published about the average cross section of the are about the media, personalities, and the major paid to the millions who were called, served their country, and went Many veterans search for some sort of completion to this influential and often painful time lives. Americans served during the Vietnam Era. These men and women as diverse as any other linked group in this country. This statement does not necessarily agree with the media stereotype that has portrayed Veterans from that era as explosive men and women. The general public still holds the conviction that Vietnam Veterans: are still troubled Approximately 9.1 from million the war and not normal.. addicted. These .have problems exist, next brought during the Vietnam Veterans twenty-five years are far from door neighbors, These veterans are your boss. Their "Vietnam them together more than their share of problems. but is of America event that unifies them. only 1960's and early 1970's, (WA) they are homeless and drug the norm. teachers, police officers, the ..are are firemen, and The war often and through organizations coming back together and into your in Vietnam like the the open now later. I have been actively involved with the WA; Genesee Valley Chapter #20, in Rochester, New during the Vietnam era. I York, and feelings and have talked with them about their experiences concerning their military service. I have seen the good they do for the community. I hope to show the public a truer version of the have become friends with Vietnam Vet through a selection of my photographs and writings This work was originally 2025 the men and women who served Irving a photo exhibit at Blvd. Suite 107 by the veterans themselves. The Center At High Falls in Rochester, New York. Dallas, Texas 75207 (214) 741-4034 Fax (214) 741-7054 i HUSSEY'&r HUSSEY PHOTOGRAPHERS -2- The following are excerpts from the show comment book: Although too young to remember Vietnam, I have gotten somewhat of a sense of the kind of a person Vietnam veteran. Pride, loyalty, extreme sacrifice and above all devotion to duty. A duty not sought out but asked of-and delivered. Some of the finest soldiers I served with were Vietnam Veterans that is a and I admire them totally. I have lived with theirflashbacks, was an understanding sounding board to lack of them, during long nights in the field. Ijust wish I could understand the whole reasoning behind over a decade of sacrifice and duty they were asked to do. Sometimes things don 't always make sense. Vietnam Veterans are among the finest people this country had and has to offer. Welcome home and God Bless. their stories- or Thank you for caring. I guess someday be worth the were, worth the effort! Bravo! An "the that in hoping the back ofmy mind twenty-five years ago that it all would like you wouldfollow our generation. I was right you that people God Bless. excellent exhibition and even more cheers " rest effort of us. Ifeltfortunate to get a high for tackling a lottery number This is the subject not explained enough in 1973-but I would have served to if called. Now I understand why! ...Our stories are competing Also with see attached as an article from coming out thanks "The Wall"... to you. best thing 1 have seen in a longtime. You're copy of editorial from the December 5th 1994 Rochester Times-Union as well Rochester Democrat &c Chronicle that ran Veterans Day, November 1 1th, the 1994. Commercially this book could be extremely successful. The conflict in Vietnam is still a very There are so many Vietnam Veterans. We all have a friend or a relative who served. issue. timely If marketed properly it could be a terrific gift giving coffee table book with a social purpose. book of the portraits with their accompanying writings. (Total Word Count1 1,634) I would be happy to forward it for your consideration. All veterans have signed a release to use their,image for this project. Enclosed is a SASE for return of these samples. I have a hand made Sincerely, Tom Hussey 2025 Irving Blvd. Suite 107 Dallas, Texas 75207 (214) 741-4034 Fax (214) 741-7054 IMAGES FROM THE SHOW Tom Hussey Hussey & 1995 Hussey Photographers (214)741-4034 Tom Hussey Hussey & 1995 Hussey Photographers Tom Hussey (214)741-4034 Hussey 1995 & Hussey Photographers (214)741-4034 ... Tom Hussey Hussey & Hussey 1995 Photographers (214)741-4034 Tom Hussey Hussey & Hussey 1995 Photographers (214)741-4034 Tom Hussey Hussey & 1995 Hussey Photographers (214)741-4034 I joined the "Med" month with our "lucky" Marines in 1966, Cruise. About NATO Allies across with your ones who made a six and was one of the "playing" southern buddies, only you were Europe. It was the same game you played After arriving back in more organized. been the vacation was over, everyone who had Game to the real thing. time was over, we were war three weeks of each month was spent going not to Nam In the States, got their orders to go. the weeks of preparation, training was taken more seriously but death was not an issue. I didn't know anyone killed in Nam and we sure didn't run across it in our training. The only Vietnam Vets I we saw were all alive and well. in Nam arrived months included working helicopter sites, In was I and next two "choppered" to downed On New Year's Eve ('67) we north to some small base called Khe holding one of the three telegrams my parents received of my injuries. Today as a parent with my son in the Marines, am notifying them hard for me to comprehend door Phu Bai. The being during the day. moving farther at is history. the rest the picture the Echo Co. 2/26 ambushes at night and setting up security battalion were told the Sanh, and was assigned to the flood it is my parents felt when opening full well it would be bad news. It is of emotions being handed a telegram, knowing a reminder that as servicemen we experienced all the stresses and emotions that came with combat, but knowing some day the Chuck Macaluso our man loved ones at home also had stresses. from Western Union may knock The stress of on their door. CHUCK MACALUSO U.S. Marine Corps "E" - Co. 2/26, 3rd Marine Division August 1966 1969 Phu Bai, Khe Sarin -April Process ControlTechnician at Eastman Kodak While I was Within a month of high school graduation and growing up I was taught about patriotism. Not just at school but at home. Love for country went hand in hand with wanting to become a US Marine. birthday I was on my way to After from boot camp I was sent to "stop February of '69. I loved and I'd been deceived up its landed in was wounded as we rocket attack. joined my A the next few lives of I country. its Eighteen and our dead up, and It it would to lie to us daughters. was a leg from in my hand-aidwound, so a I months I humped the bush, waded through rice for supplies. paddies, walked Sometimes I helped Sometimes they were my friends. instead of being back at home dating girls and wounded off choppers. were fighting to stay alive-never knowing quite why, but doing duty. After back a few months to the world. country honorably We expense. the morning. or nineteen year old guys that living it never thought got a piece of shrapnel the perimeter, and rode shotgun on truck convoys unload the any defend my country It didn't take me long sons and rude welcome and an awakening. in unit I by my own government. mistakes with the ones at was proud to so we were told. the spread of and cover For training I made the grade. Graduation day day. I finally became a real gung-ho Marine. A Communism" realize I was such a proud Vietnam in to weeks of American, ready to defend my country proud my 18th become a Marine. than three weeks after Parris Island, South Carolina, grueling, physical ten a less "in I I was and suffered a serious going home done my job the best I Washington, DC. While waiting for a bus and ran up war mongers etc.). to us They spat on I was of our enemies I thought teenager. I was yelling was served my Andrews Air Force Base in to the just hospital, calling protesters us names as scared of (i.e. my fellow broke through baby killers, country-men as in Vietnam. home Little did I I I had medevaced could. obscenities and us. injury and was feeling like a proud Marine. were carried off the plane on stretchers at security back and I could forget the war and get realize we would still be back to just being a fighting that war within for years to After come. Marine and For twenty in DC I knew I that night American some years who had served I bottled up could not tell people his country well guilt, shame and I'd been a proud in Vietnam. depression. It played a part in ending my marriage often plus years. I found out I was suffering from P.T.S.D. I'm doing much better now, thanks to the love and understanding of my two lovely daughters, Stephanie don't the forget want to & Courtney. They stand by me and to mention the respect WA Chapter. We were together then I receive love me for from my fellow who I veterans helping each other and we're I am. in still together now. When I to be a went to hero. I me, the best I Vietnam I " am not ashamed to could. "That's my Daddy, hero and we love Mellens say I being a hero. hero." am not a I only hope my daughters we're proud to him." Ray thought about know he can served look I know I did now what it takes what was asked of at me with pride and his country as say a Marine. He's our RAY MELENS U.S. Marine Corps- 3rd Marine Division, 3rd Med. Bn.,H&SCo. 1968-1969 Quang Tri Province Industrial Distribution Sales It difficult seems to comprehend, now after Vietnam Veteran, I that still 24 years, 3 months and 13 days as a really know why I was sent to Vietnam. Do died, that are in the picture I am holding knew? I do not my friends, some who have spent the last five years actively trying to find the answer, but all to no avail. For my return trip home I was issued a dress uniform with all the campaign and you think medal ribbons I my way via Seattle Airport for day, December 13th, 1969 at 17:30 hours, an individual was authorized. my trip home. On that I out of a group evening a person called out to spit at me as die." Surely those They both previous 365 days how I hell are you all Those you know worked with at them. guilty 12 of God, can became dated look Within party. walked the of such a wrongful action. hour into our a relative People, what the way to treat a person who you and who 25 years at them Nobody should know that I served in. a secret. what an awful almost anything but your elected On December 14th, I Welcome home. about? months After I me my "Welcome have been apart you, who ever with you. look was could where. have known why I was sent to Vietnam. for it. I must have done something wrong for the must Home" talking previous passing down the hall to my gate. Later that me at O'Hare Airport and said "to bad you didn't justify such action. to family's house. It asked me hate was then sent on was individuals two seemed to I I had . next to you, best young adult times your faces now that I can some of the can see guilt on because I know it being a patriotic American, leaders. Remember, I lived . anything I did. I'm wasn't loyal not to was not old enough to my country, trusting vote. You sent me to Vietnam! The Vietnam Veterans proud of my wrong.. America, Chapter #20 by all. My joining this group secret out. friends, of And neighbors, .You Gary Rodas hurt yes, took lovers us and away the strangers, for something for four of Rochester years ago burden of a you were has battle is something to my pride and let I was loosing. Family, returned that wrong 25 be years ago, you were which we were not responsible. GARY RODAS U.S. Army. - .18th Engineer Brigade, 509th Engineer Co. PB July 1968 -July 1970 Pleiku, Ban MeThuot Process Control Engineer at Eastman Kodak Jerome Treeter land mine. summer came "I know and welcomed and humor. While in Vietnam Jerome body was blown Germany. Jerome you are gonna a smile While working first off. Army Hospital, stepped on a a new group shift one of casualties was one of those guys. His first words be my Army Nurse because there is no way I'll that would light up an entire room. I smiled him home. Jerome passed and mischief together. He via He had you get was life Stewart Medical in from Vietnam Months of The lower half of his day at Fort to me were let full was I I became and the always managed to get best him of friends. We got into lots of as a patient regardless of the shift I of course that was planned. working amazingly humorous and full of life. He would say things like, "My legs stiff although he had no legs. "Linda, let's go for a walk, I need to get was today" are out of this bed today" thing he runniest and "the last one to reach the would tell me was that when he door is got home he dancing with every woman he knew. I would have a strange him laughing until he couldn't laugh anymore. Jerome hated was a great checker player and he loved was gonna go look that would get play with me because I really He knew I hated checkers so he tried to didn't know it very well. it interesting. We played for the dumbest the game and to make The a rotten things such as socks, boots and someday remember each other by. The last time I saw his cap in a game of checkers. I was on duty second shift other articles that we could Jerome alive he let me win that night and after the game we talked and 1 1:00pm. Around 3:00am I had committed suicide. was true. Jerome Of course I Why someone so was a friend; a Linda Langley-Barrett received a call full friend I of was life in from asleep. My shift ended around a co-worker to tell me that Jerome really didn't believe it, but it leave like that is beyond me. shock and would will never he fell forget. Thank you Jerome for your spirit. LINDA LANGLEY-BARRETT U.S. Army- U.S. Garrison Medical Corps June 1972 -May 1975 Saigon Office Manager at the Vet Center
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