Art and Chaos1 Marie-Christine Press University of Westminster Many artists believe in the power of the unconscious as conceptualised by Freud and others to nurture (and occasionally hinder) their creative efforts. Ted Hughes, the late poet laureate, quoted Jung in a recent interview to explain his passion for fishing and nature, in terms of healing, reconnecting with parts of himself which pre-date language, « levels of awareness and interconnectedness within »2. In letters they exchanged during their 20-year friendship3, the detective novelist Georges Simenon and the filmmaker Federico Fellini often discussed the question of artistic creativity. Fellini wrote to his friend about a dream he had at a time of dark despair before embarking on a new film. He dreamt of a monk who turned out to be Simenon himself, banging away on a typewriter while a voice explained to Fellini; « He is painting his new novel, you see, a magnificent novel about Neptune ». The next day, Fellini wrote, his depression lifted, and making the film no longer seemed an impossible task. His project felt alive, deep inside him, just like Neptune living in the depths of the ocean. These two instances capture something of the hold that the « discovery » and study of the unconscious in psychoanalytical theory have gained on common representations of human activity, not least in the domain of artistic creativity. I too am interested in understanding something of what seems to be involved in artistic creativity, in terms of the role of the unconscious both in nurturing and blocking the creative process. What can it mean to trust in the depth and darkness of apparently unreachable unconscious emotions? How can one let go of all certainty, and allow new symbols to emerge and a new language to make sense? What kind of fish does Neptune send up to the surface of the ocean? I would like to explore these questions in the context of psychoanalytical concepts applied to my work, whether I am trying to write an essay or paint, in the hope of coming closer to where mind and matter can meet. This essay has been written, or painted? – maybe woven... – in the spirit of a nomadic journey that deliberately avoided preconceived formal highways. As Deleuze and Guattari like to put it: 1 An earlier version of this text was written as a step towards an exploration of artistic creativity, in the context of an MA in Applied Arts and Visual Culture. The title « Art and Chaos » simply emerged from the writing itself, and from an intuition that chaos was a powerful metaphor through which to explore the creative process. I have since developed paintings that explore a range of abstract forms of inner and outer landscapes, in terms of body sensations, rhythms, impressions and memories. 2 « Poet, pike and a pitiful grouse ». The Guardian Saturday Review, 9 January 1999, pp. 12. 3 « Carissimo Simenon, Mon cher Fellini », Correspondance établie par Cla ude Gauteur et préfacée par Jacqueline Risset, Editions Cahiers du cinéma, 1999. © La Chouette, 2001 2 One travels by intensity; displacements and spatial figures depend on intensive thresholds of deterritorialization (and thus on differential relations) that simultaneously define complementary, sedentary reterritorializations.4 There has been much groping in the dark and fumbling for words and for meaning in order to remain faithful to an unfolding process of clarification. In a sense this process images the journey that I undertook when I set out blindly to « paint landscapes », only to stumble upon what felt like insuperable obstacles. On the journey, I have had to take deep breaths to find the inspiration that can breathe new life into conscious thought. In both cases, conclusions can only be modest, tentative, provisional, in the sense that I have tried to invent new landscapes or territories for myself. As Lyotard observes: A postmodern artist or writer is in the position of a philosopher: the text he writes, the work he produces are not in principle governed by preestablished rules [...] Those rules and categories are what the work of art itself is looking for. The artist and the writer, then, are working without rules in order to formulate the rules of what will have been done. Hence the fact that work and text have the characters of an event.5 My starting point was a preoccupation with the subject of landscape. The subject almost imposed itself to me in relation to a desire to develop painting, and it felt right at the time even though it was a rather blind choice. However, I found myself unable to do very much that I could enjoy with this « feeling » for landscape; so I needed to make sense of what I was looking for in landscape painting, and why my aim was proving so elusive. Ideas began to emerge around landscape containing a metaphor of a relationship between myself and the outside world, as a way to deal with dichotomies of mind-body, reason-feeling, consciousunconscious, spirit-matter, I-other, « Aesthetic Man » and « Economic Man ».6 I was helped in this when reading a study by Anne Raine of the work of the Cuban artist Ana Mendieta.7 Mendieta performed a kind of land art, which she documented in photographs: ephemeral situations in the landscape, sometimes of her own naked body mingling with natural objects – leaves, twigs, mud, etc.; sometimes mere silhouettes of a body, an imprint or a trace in the sand. To me, her images appear powerfully uncanny, in a way that resonates on many levels. I also have a deep sense of the remarkable « fit » of Anne Raine’s reading of Mendieta’s images. She uses a psychoanalytical model developed by Bracha Lichtenberg Ettinger in contrast to Freud’s theory of the constitution of the ego. According to Lichtenberg Ettinger, the founding experiences of the self happen before birth, in the womb symbolised in her model as the « matrix ». Feelings of difference within sameness are registered at an unconscious level, sameness mingling with otherness, and pleasure with anxiety, experienced by the developing fœ tus in a tactile encounter with the « m/other » in the womb. Thus, the individual’s subjectivity constitutes itself in non-confrontational negotiation between the « I » (self) and the « non-I » (mother). These founding experiences remain in the individual’s 4 A Thousand Plateaus, p. 54. 5 The Postmodern Condition: A Report on Knowledge, p. 81. 6 « [W]e cannot submit to be divided into “Aesthetic Man” and “Economic Man” ». Raymond Williams. The Long Revolution, p. 54. 7 Raine, A: « Embodied geographies: subjectivity and materiality in the work of Ana Mendieta », in Generations and geographies in the visual arts, pp. 228-49. Marie-Christine Press 3 unconscious throughout their lives, and become symbolised in imagination and cultural production. Ana Mendieta’s images evoke these « matrixial aspects » of same/other: the presence of both the female body and nature (leaves, flowers, mud, stones, etc.) occupying the same space without threat. There is also a strong evocation of the experience of being totally immersed in the action of making an object, drawing or painting. As Adrian Stokes remarks, we never quite lose this sense of « the pleasurable absence of self in a merging with the object [...] since it belongs to a variety of normal somatic experiences at their best ».8 However, I could not ignore the uncanny impact of Ana Mendieta’s images. It remained, like a thread to be picked up and followed into the labyrinth. It echoed a strange anxiety I have experienced at times in connection with familiar landscapes, something about a sense of security that could shatter at any moment. Around that time I also experienced a parallel loss of trust in my capacity to ever get to grips with painting, a feeling that was perhaps precipitated by the absence of strong structures within which to explore these developments. Could this painful time of disillusionment be related to my experience as a « stranger » in this country, something that I have always sought to minimise? Was it perhaps connected to « being a foreigner to the art of landscape painting »? Could there be a subtle connection between disillusionment, (lack of) creativity and an (in)ability to manage complex feelings around separateness, foreignness, separation? This very intricate area seemed to connect with many aspects of my experience in the world – a true « complex » in the Jungian sense of the term. I needed to tease out its main strands in order to try and make some sense of it. What I now understand more clearly is that those feelings experienced in the outer world are the manifestations of conflicts in the inner world. Those are indeed intimately connected with creativity and the ability to use and produce « objects », and I now see ambivalence as their common denominator. I shall now try and retrace some rather labyrinthine connections. The first strand, as already explained, is manifest in the powerful feeling of uncanniness which Ana Mendieta’s haunting images evoke in me. This has led me to explore the « uncanny » as conceptualised by Freud, and which Julia Kristeva takes up in a reflection around the theme of « foreignness ».9 The second strand concerns my inability to paint, and more generally a consideration of obstacles to creativity as studied by Marion Milner, a psychoanalyst concerned with the process of symbol-formation and its impact on the creative process. Her contribution is particularly precious, as she dared to bring her intellect and knowledge as a psychoanalyst to bear on her own experience of the creative process. Both explorations provide a compelling illustration of the idea that what is experienced « outside » is a mirror of, or even better a door to the « inside », the unconscious. Regarding, then, the « uncanny », it seems significant that Freud should have chosen the domain of aesthetics to elaborate this concept.10 Starting from a semantic analysis of the 8 Three Essays on the Painting of Our Time, p. 31. 9 Julia Kristeva: Etrangers à nous-mêmes (transl. Strangers to Ourselves); p. 269ff. 10 « The Uncanny », in Art and Literature, p. 339. As explained in the English translation of Freud’s paper: « The German word, translated throughout this paper by the English “uncanny”, is “unheimlich”, literally “unhomely”. The English term is not, of course, an exact equivalent of the German one. » Marie-Christine Press 4 German words « heimlich » (meaning homely) and its opposite « unheimlich », Freud shows how the two words can exhibit identical shades of meaning, i.e. concealed, secret and dangerous.11 His fascinating analysis of dictionary definitions and instances of uncanniness in literature leads to the psychoanalytical concept of the « uncanny » as an experience of anxiety around something which is secretly familiar, which has been « forgotten » and should have remained hidden, but returns in a disturbing or frightening manner. In Freud’s view, the immature, narcissistic ego, expels « bad » feelings (about death, castration, etc.) and projects them outside onto the « figure » of a double – an evil, threatening being or object. It becomes clear from his elaboration that the experience of the « uncanny » as an external phenomenon in fact originates « inside » us from unconscious material. Whether or not one subscribes to the notion of infantile fears revolving around death and castration (or other forms of negativity) being projected out onto an outside « object » (or « part-object » – Melanie Klein’s « bad breast » for instance), it does seem that the feeling of the uncanny is, as Kristeva argues, a metaphor of the workings of the psyche: what was once familiar has been repressed and made « foreign », strange, uncanny. In that sense, we can be « strangers to ourselves ». A semiology of the « uncanny » suggests that it is connected with situations where boundaries become uncertain, and are thus experienced as threatened in some way. The frontier between animate and inanimate, between reality and imagination, is unexpectedly abolished – as in childhood games, or in animism. The American tourist pointing to a painting next to me in the Scottish National Gallery of Modern Art, Edinburgh, brutally undermined my sense of reality when I realised that he and his companion were in reality exhibits, two perfectly life-like models by Duane Hanson. What also appears to be at stake in the experience of the « uncanny » is the threatened breakdown of boundaries between reality and symbols, precipitating the experience of a disintegration of the self, as in madness or death. My experience also tells me something else, which goes back to the resonance of Ana Mendieta’s work. Her images both attract as much as they haunt me. This suggests that their « uncanny » impact is not only about the fear of disintegration of boundaries, but also about its seduction. I believe it could be expressed in terms of an « attraction-repulsion »: the attraction of a blissful return to the matrixial unity, to a non-conflictual experience of the « I/other » (the « me/other » – mother) in the womb. This is powerfully expressed in Ana Mendieta’s images of her animate body in nature. This is where I want to be with my own work: the landscape/nature as my refuge, my shelter, my container, a concrete and symbolic way of abolishing sterile and harmful dichotomies. In the landscape/nature I can work with my mind and my body, I can enjoy thought and feeling, I can be in culture and nature, « I » can be « other ». And yet there is, at one and the same time, an equally powerful fear of disintegration, of reverting to an inanimate state of nature that I experience in those images where the body is nature – stones, leaves, the branches of a tree, or images where nature has absorbed the body into itself: all that remains is a shape in the mud, a piece of cloth in the sand – a ghost. The brutal question then arises: could it be that my home, my container is also my grave? How then could I possibly try and paint what could swallow me up whole? Is paint like mud, or sand – quicksand perhaps? Can I stand this? And yet I love the feel of sand on my body; I have moulded shapes and turned bowls in clay; I love the smell, the 11 « Thus heimlich is a word the meaning of which develops in the direction of ambivalence, until it finally coincides with its opposite unheimlich » (ibid., p. 347) Marie-Christine Press 5 sheen and drag of paint across the canvas. Their sheer materiality is profoundly satisfying, in a way perfectly expressed by Marion Milner: [W]hen painting something from nature there occurred, at least sometimes, a fusion into a never-before-known wholeness; not only were the object and oneself no longer felt to be separate, but neither were thought and sensation and feeling and action. All one’s visual perceptions of colour, shape, texture, weight, as well as thought and memory, ideas about the object and action towards it, the movement of one’s hand together with the feeling of delight in the “thusness” of the thing, they all seemed fused in to a wholeness of being which was different from anything else that had ever happened to me.12 Marion Milner came to the experience described here after a meticulous exploration of her inability to paint as she wished. Her analysis helped me tie up a few strands of my own. An ambivalence now emerged for me around landscape as a container, both desired and threatening, and therefore unconsciously rejected – but experienced as rejecting. What she describes above is an experience of fusion, an intense concentration that I have known from making objects – weaving textiles, turning pots, drawing or painting life models – whatever the objective quality of my work to others. But if I was scrupulously honest about landscape painting, this had never really happened. And it was not going to happen until I was able to let go of the idea of painting landscapes, and started to deconstruct the whole edifice. I had to stop trying, and start doing just what I liked, as I liked, in the landscape. I found that I wanted to sit on the ground and work mostly in charcoal and pastels, doing quick sketches that felt right, exciting and energetic. I sensed there was a lesson in there somewhere, to do with the rightness of subject and materials: no longer paints and canvasses and easels, nor suitably inspiring « views », but the most basic instruments for quick mark-making on paper; a focus on immediacy, and more textural and sculptural qualities in the landscape, particularly of trees and rock – old, gnarled apple trees; dark, ancient yews; bright red ochre quarries; stark granite. Why trees and rocks? I was nonplussed and secretly disappointed. I felt unhappy with all the associations with traditional symbols of rootedness, solidity and dependability of family, tradition, age and wisdom, etc., until the sudden, happy realisation that I had « removed » those trees and rocks from the all-embracing context of the landscape. I had appropriated them for my own ends, and I could make them symbols of my own newly found creative roots. This only happened after further exploration around ideas of spontaneity, chaos and symbols. As Ana Freud points out in a foreword to Marion Milner’s On Not Being Able to Paint, there is a sense in which the creative process of the artist is like the analytical process: both require a framework in which « it is safe to be absent-minded », and a willingness to « accept chaos as a temporary stage ».13 When she decided to use free drawing as a method for understanding why she could not paint as she wanted, Marion Milner discovered that a capacity to play forms an integral part of a capacity to be creative. But play is a serious matter, and the creative process is fraught with danger. If the danger seems too great, then creativity will be impaired. Where, then, are the dangers and the obstacles? When trying to create something, we are engaging every aspect of ourselves: « Ultimately then it is perhaps ourselves that the artist in us is trying to create ».14 For creativity to flourish, she sees the need 12 On Not Being Able to Paint, p. 142. 13 Ibid., p. xiii. 14 Ibid., p. 136. Marie-Christine Press 6 for a basic willingness to accept a temporary blurring of our certainties, our mental boundaries: to enter the world of the child where, through play, « dream and reality are fused ».15 It allows our dream to become part of our reality; it enables spontaneous, unconscious ordering forces to « come into play », to interact with our conscious, reasonable social selves in a creative dialogue, a fruitful reciprocity. Yet allowing oneself to play, to do what one likes, as the child who can totally immerse herself in the temporary fantasy of a game, can appear very dangerous to the adult. In our culture, it is not generally encouraged as part of adult « work » and it tends to be confined to the separate compartment of « leisure ». Moreover, if playing is a form of absent-mindedness, does it not mean losing one’s mind in some way? (« de-lira, leaving the furrow, is the etymology of “delirium” ».)16 If it means letting go of certainties, it can be experienced as a plunge into the abyss of undifferentiation which, as we know, can be terrifying. Myths talk of descending to the underworld in order to be initiated into a new vision; of crossing the Acheron to earn the prize of regeneration. Those are tales of darkness, terror and murder, as in the myth of « The Descent of Inanna », the Sumerian goddess of heaven and earth who journeys into the nether world where Ereshkigal, her dark sister, kills her. Enki, the god of water and wisdom, restores Inanna to life, « using two little mourners he creates from the dirt under his fingernail ».17 This myth speaks eloquently of the violence that has to be done for new life to happen – as every mother will know. It also offers the wonderful image of the little mourners made from dirt – perhaps the fertile mud of the flood plains?, who are instrumental in bringing Inanna back to life. It is also a remarkable anticipation of Freud, and subsequent psychoanalytical work on mourning. This question of mourning as a prerequisite for new life offers a way of comprehending the huge difficulties one can sometimes encounter in producing objects, whether they are things or ideas. Mourning is a universal phenomenon, and not limited to humans. It can be thought of as a process of internal and external reorganisation during which enormous pain is experienced about the loss of something of value – whether a person, an object, a way of life or indeed a way of thinking. But the reorganisation is necessary for life to continue. As was prefigured in myths and religions, psychoanalytical theory has shown that mourning is a symbolic process as much as a real one. Marion Milner, like Melanie Klein and others, sees the capacity to mourn – to accept loss –, and the attendant capacity to make symbols as a crucial stage in the child’s normal psychic development. The process that leads to symbolformation has been variously conceptualised, as has the disturbance of this capacity as a source of neurotic and psychotic disorders. Disturbances in a child’s development may happen for a variety of reasons. For instance if the infant’s anxiety about separation from her mother is too great, she may not be able to move to a more realistic position in relation to « goodness » and « badness » inside and outside herself. In order to protect herself from the fear and pain of separation, and the disillusionment that it entails (what Melanie Klein would call the depressive position), the infant is likely to maintain a rigid split between contradictory feelings in herself. Some things, people or events will thus be rigidly perceived as all-good (the fairy godmother of fairy tales), while the rest will be all-bad (the wicked witch). Such rigid, concrete perceptions are not a fertile terrain for symbol-formation, which entails an 15 Ibid., p. 93. 16 Jean-Jacques Lecercle, The Violence of Language, p. 56. 17 Sylvia Brinton Perera. Descent to the Goddess, p. 10. Marie-Christine Press 7 ability of the psyche to accept the difference between one’s feelings of love or hatred and the object of one’s love or hatred. In the context of a discussion on symbolism and mourning, Hanna Segal writes: Symbolism is a tripartite relationship: the symbol, the object it symbolises, and the person for whom the symbol is the symbol of the object. [...] It is only with the advent of the depressive position, the experience of separateness, separation and loss, that symbolic representation comes into play. Later on, she adds: Artists in particular, when successful, combine an enormous capacity for symbolic use of the material to express their unconscious phantasies with a most acute sense of the real characteristics of the material they use. Failing that second capacity they could not have used it effectively to convey the symbolic meaning they embody. 18 This suggests that the creative process, like the child’s developmental process, involves a capacity for realism. For the artist to be creative, he or she must be able to form symbols, and to separate the symbolic value of the object of his or her phantasy from the actual object itself. Put another way, there may exist an obstacle to the creative process because too much illusion is invested in the object, thus making it particularly difficult to risk the disillusionment that a separate creation would not fail to bring. Conversely, however, as Marion Milner argues, the creative process requires the capacity to immerse oneself in the phantasy, in the illusion that one can, if only for a moment, create the world. It requires bringing and holding together the capacity to play and the capacity to work. Yet the effort to re-join what has been carefully and « safely » kept apart can appear to endanger one’s sense of sanity. Marion Milner talks of the ability to tolerate a kind of temporary madness. This feeling of « losing one’s mind » while striving for wholeness is in fact twofold: there is a kind of madness in the temporary illusion that one can make the world – the illusion of omnipotence. There is also the maddening pain of disillusionment and mourning. It does seem paradoxical that an effort to make oneself whole should induce a sense of madness and disintegration, but is it not so precisely because we have been so thoroughly trained to think in dualities and dichotomies? It seems impossible to hold one thing (play, absent-mindedness...) and its opposite (work, concentration...) to be true at the same time. And it seems impossible to experience the chaos of disintegration as anything other than a kind of madness. In a conversation with Gilles Deleuze on the topic of the (mis)uses of power, Michel Foucault19 says that « [i]t is perhaps more difficult to unearth a secret than the unconscious ». His remark concerns the (semi-open?) secret of the power in the hands of hugely repressive forces, agencies and institutions in society – such as prisons and, interestingly, infant-schools. In such contexts it is indeed difficult, even dangerous for the powerless (e.g. prison inmates, children) to challenge the institution since so many vested interests dictate that its power should remain « secret », i.e. unnoticed, « hidden », « repressed », and « unsaid ». Likewise, it may be that obstacles to creativity become particularly difficult to overcome when the unconscious life harbours the heavy secret of 18 Dream, Phantasy and Art, pp. 38-41. 19 « Intellectuals and Power », in Discourses: Conversations in Postmodern Art and Culture, p. 14. Marie-Christine Press 8 tradition. Creativity, then, might be seen as dangerous, subversive, certain to destroy the edifice and shatter its foundations. I now understand something of the complex nature of the conundrum that blocked me for a while, until I dared to let go of what I thought I knew and wanted. It happened at the level of symbolisation: I had taken landscape to be my natural home and a symbolic framework for my connection to life and goodness – through many memories and stories, most of which lead me back to my paternal grandmother.20 However, when attempting to engage creatively with the landscape, I had to be disillusioned on several counts before I could make anything with it. I had idealised the landscape of artistic creativity in the form of landscape painting, partly as a defence against the disillusionment from an original blissful experience. It was also to act as an idealised compensation for the external impositions of a certain cultural tradition. In the language of Melanie Klein, this had involved ferocious symbolic splitting – between artistic creativity and the rigours of academia. I have now come to the provisional conclusion that landscape painting is not quite the framework I want to operate in at present, artistically or intellectually. I do not « believe » in a unified, God’s eye view of landscape any more, but in fragments drawn from the chaos, thresholds between chaos and order, Joyce’s « chaosmos », for which I am beginning to find my own kind of lines and textures. I also subscribe to Deleuze’s and Guattari’s view of philosophical thought which does not bring its concepts together in friendship without again being traversed by a fissure that leads them back to hatred or disperses them in the coexisting chaos where it is necessary to take them up again, to seek them out, to make a leap.21 There is art in chaos. I am now learning to draw lines that do not divide. Marie-Christine Press 20 My grandmother, the ultra-Catholic and dedicated fan of Napoleon, who after my birth buried a piece of my umbilical cord under a rosebush in her garden... 21 What is Philosophy?, p. 203. Marie-Christine Press 9 REFERENCES AND BIBLIOGRAPHY Bazaine, J. Exercice de la Peinture. Paris: Editions du Seuil, 1973. Brinton Perera, S. Descent to the Goddess. Toronto: Inner City Books, 1981. Deleuze, G. & Guattari, F. A Thousand Plateaus. Capitalism and Schizophrenia. London: The Athlone Press, 1988. Deleuze, G. & Guattari, F. What is Philosophy? London: Verso, 1994. 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