People! Hear me out! This is what's about to happen right now! I got
a symphony made of destiny! It's calling my name! If you believe
you can do anything! If you believe you can go anywhere! If you believe you can be anything! My mind opens up as I hear the call. I'm
sensing the senselessness. I say people need music to be free, so
open up for me! People out there who are about to enter the world
of Frantastic. Are you ready for a journey into the mind of a girl
who's dedicated her heart to music? Well, join me and don't forget
to play it loud!
…and I have learned to protect my soul 'cause it was leaking out
of every word. I will stay untouched and unknown, my sweaty
palms stay hidden inside my clothes. And just a minute before I
open the door I put my sunglasses on. I am no one. No one of you
could ever guess what's inside this head and behind dark glass. You
go searching for me in the streets but I am wrapped inside these
satin sheets. I am no one.
You said we're overblown and it's no longer fun to hang around
me all day. You said there's someone new and she is pretty cool
especially when she's drunk. You thought I'd come back begging
you please. But I got better things to do. Since you've been gone I've
been hearing my soul. I found this treasure, I'm keeping it to me,
myself and I. Well, quite a while ago you spent this night abroad
and you came back home pretty stoned. Next day you're telling me
that it is time to see we need to spend time on our own. Oh baby,
if you can't let these girls just pass on by, it's time for us to say
goodbye. You're lying straight to my face and believe that I don't
see what's going on. Everything between you and me is just history.
So pack your things and leave. Since I've been alone I've found this
treasure but I ain't sharing it with you 'cause you're such a fool.
Black eyes, velvet like poems. Black
eyes, dark as the night. Black eyes,
softly they're glowing. Your black
eyes, in search for delight. Soon I
will fall into you. I will do you good.
Soon I will fall out of the blue, deep
inside of you. Green eyes shine when
they're lowered. Green eyes sparkle and cry. Green eyes, demanding
to show her… Your green eyes, in
search for advice. Soon I will fall
out of the sky, deep inside of you.
Soon I will fall out of the clouds,
deep inside of you. Blue eyes, tell
me your secrets. Blue eyes, make
me shiver and shake. Blue eyes,
make me forget myself. Blue eyes, I
am not afraid. Soon I will fall out
of the sky, deep inside of you. Soon I
will fall out of the clouds deep inside of you. Soon I will fall into you, I
will do you good. Soon I will fall out
of the blue deep inside of you.
I have been thinking about the fact
that on the day I was born I didn't
know about the world and what the
fxxx was going on. The world was spinning, I was screaming and the doctor
said; “oh, this girl she knows she has
to go on even though she might trip
and fall“ The world kept spinning, I
was growing and sometimes I did
bleed but when I stumbled I did manage to get back on my feet. My heart
was beating, I was speeding 'cause I
knew it's my fate I gotta use this time
on earth because I'm determinated to
create. You gotta focus on your positivity. You gotta stop spreading this
negativity. We need to get back our
joy and flexibility. We need to find
ways to strengthen our ability to create. So I'll keep rollin' and creating
'til the day that I drop and it's the
only thing I know that makes me high
and makes me pop. I discovered reading Schopenhauer is okay but it's the
music which I'm playing in my head
that's gonna stay.
Slowly falling into my cocoon. Your
pleasure-seeking-symphony seems so
monotonous, so repetitive. Your hunger for lust and your lust for lust is
just endless hunger. This music is so
loud it makes you stop thinking, pretend you're feeling. You'll burn bright
but briefly tonight. I'd rather fill my
days with silence and a cup of earl
grey tea. 'Til I'm overcome by the presence of simplicity. Maybe I don't seem
like fun on the outside. You tell me I'm
looking sad, but I'm just sitting here –
calm, quiet and peacefully. These pills
you swallow will they enlighten you?
Will they do? Or do they just use you?
These drinks you take will lift you up
'til tomorrow – there's no tomorrow!
Between the lines you try to remember
who loves you. You'll burn bright but
briefly tonight. I'd rather fill my days
with silence and a cup of earl grey tea.
'Til I'm overdosed by the presence of simplicity. If I appear to be contemplating
it's because I see my own reflection on
the surface – calm, quiet and endlessly.
Stay away and take your silly
heart with you. Fade away, take
all your promises with you.
'Cause when you said you care,
you meant you care only for you.
And when you said you swear, you
crossed your fingers and I didn't
know. You will be loved by someone. A day away I realized you're
so untrue and I became a puppet
you can push and pull. But then
I cleared my sight and now I'm
back on my way. And when the
time is right, I will be standing
there one day and say: I broke the
spell you put on me! I will stick
with those who know that a defeat will lead to growth. I will
kick out all of the gloom when
little branches start to bloom.
And you can trick the ones who
throw their little stupid hearts
at you until time will make you
see, you will be loved but it ain't
me. So stay away from me.
I prepare myself for flying, You're prepared
to watch me fall. I won't let you tie my feet to
the ground. I'm prepared to walk on rainbows,
You are scared I aim too high. I know you
will try anything to bring me down. I present my thoughts and feelings, all you do
is criticize. I know you will be surprised.
Many people will encourage, many people
will relate to what's going on in my head.
So don't bring me down. I'm glad you won't
be able to narrow my way. I'm blessed with
the ability to rebel against your complains.
So drop me - I'll land on my feet. But don't
you bring me down. I enjoy chaotic freedom.
I enjoy the thrill of it and I don't care for
your restrictions. You just want whatever
fits into your restricted patterns. I don't
care what people think. I just record whatever comes, whatever pops into my head.
Lay down. Try to relax. Listen to your inner voice. Slow down when
you go back. Tell me a story of your choice. All your ideas and
believes will reveal what you can't tell. I felt the same and I
know it's not easy to explain. And a part of me still feels with you.
And a part of me is observing you. And a part of me will guide you
through 'til we see we've reached the core. You are the architect
of your destiny. I am here to reconstruct your masterplan. You are
the architect of your misery. I am here to deconstruct your LAYERS.
Way back, there was a fear that you needed to avoid. Fight back
when it appears, show me a weapon of your choice. I will reveal my
believe that all humans feel the same. It's in our genes and I know
it's so easy to complain. But as we carefully peel off the layers,
you will see the meaning of it all.
My eyes are open - they touch the horizon. A line on the sky, wide
and precise. Spreads from A to B, as far as I can see. It's surrounding
me. Sharp as a razor it cuts through the skyline. The ocean is blue
and deep is the sky. As far as I can see, this planet earth at peace
and it smiles at me. How can something be so beautiful, it hurts
me. And how can something be so beautiful, I don't deserve to be
here. My eyes are blinded by sparkling highlights, reflecting the
sun. Trillions of diamonds above the big wide blue and all I long to
do is to melt into you. How can something be so beautiful, it hurts
me. And how can something be so beautiful, I don't deserve to be
here. I'm floating. I am floating towards endless skies. I'm giving
up myself in this ocean of you. It's as deep as your love. Water and
waves, the wind and the sky. It's so complete and it's so divine.
Floating silently towards infinity. 'Til I'm out of reach.
Strange how things become clear all of a sudden. How can you not think
this is something relevant. You've been hiding. How can you not believe
this is something special. How can you not trust. How can you not love?
How can you not believe this is accidently the right time. How can you not
believe one kiss wants another kiss. This isn't true and you know we have
evidence to prove you're wrong. I shouldn't trust the one who can't resist
to tell a lie or two. How can you not believe I was truly yours. And how can
you not believe I didn't know what to do? You shouldn't ask for the ones
who will reject you anyway. You shouldn't run after the ones who will
smash your heart and crack your bones. You shouldn't go for the ones who
will torture your soul once more. You shouldn't chase the one who will
lead you to punishment and fraud. How can you not love? How can you not
believe I was so into you? How can you think I'd open up for every man that
I meet with black hair? But how can I trust a man who carries a knife in
his pocket like you do? How could I pass something so irresistible sweet?
And how can I speak to you when my head gets all dizzy – I'm spinning!
I am an orchid. What are you. Well I guess you know. You shouldn't chase
the one who will make you follow, make you swallow. Cause the story
always ends the same.
wHite PaPer, black ink. i sit and i sink into words. Has been a wHile
since i Heard myself breatHe quietly. scratcH a goodbye, tHe ink
confirms it as it dries. won't wait for a rePly. tHese words are
written and now tHey die. wHite PaPer, black ink. back to tHe time
wHen you were Here. i Paid tHe Price to guide myself out of tHis agony. and i Pay it witH tears. i scratcH a goodbye. tHe words assure
me as tHey dry. won't wait for a rePly. tHe leaves are turning –
now tHey die.
(recorded on my balcony)
tHis summer brings a cHoice and it demands an answer. tHe mellow yellow sun melts down my sHell of ice. and witH a twist of
lemon i salute tHe unknown. tHe trees are Pink, tHe grass is blue.
anotHer summer day will close its arms around us. tHe sunset is
so Heavy cause it sPeaks of love. tHe ocean is still cool, so let's
go swimming. we dive into tHe orange nigHt. anotHer summer nigHt
will make me dream about you. embrace your Heart tHougH i know
you're not Here. tHis summer Holds tHe cHance to say tHe tHings
you're tHinking. i dare you to sPeak!