! ! ! ! THE ELIAS FACTOR ! ! ! ! ! ! IAIN BRITTON ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! “What is meant here by saying that existence precedes essence? It means first of all, man exists, turns up, appears on the scene, and, only afterwards, defines himself. If man, as the existentialist conceives him, is indefinable, it is because at first he is nothing. Only afterward will he be something, and he himself will have made what he will be.” … Jean-Paul Sartre, Existentialism Is a Humanism ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 2 ! CONTENTS ! ! ! TE WHANAU … 4 ! ! WINDOWS … 9 ! ! LAKE GHOSTS … 14 ! ! RINGWOOD SOJOURN …18 ! ! THE ELIAS FACTOR … 28 ! ! MEMORIAL … 31 ! ! BRONZE BLACK … 35 ! ! THE SONNETS … 38 ! ! THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS … 46 ! ! ELIAS’ ELECTRONIC DIALECT … 51 ! ! ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS … 55 ! ! ! ! ! 3 ! TE WHANAU !! reserved exclusively / ! the bedroom ! faces north / the bedroom shifts ! with the sunlight the moon’s variations ! my fingers ! streak the glass / trace ! hydrangeas pushing up heads ! the koromiko’s purple ovation / they trace ! the blades of the cabbage tree ! ! i lean here like my father / on the windowsill / ! hands on his hands / eyes ! in his eyes ! watching children off to school ! tossing cold-white grass / ! kicking at stones / fighting with their bags / ! ! i watch the summit of Maungapohatu waking / watch it turn streets into icy water a cloudfall of night still asleep in its black beard ! my father picks shrapnel ! from his voice / unbuckles 4 ! his uniform and drops down the gullet of a poppy baptised by Spring ! his limestone labels ! dumped in a foreign backyard ! # ! i lean here ! my eyes ! in his eyes ! daily arches of fern flourishing / ! history stalks after him (after us) ! & he sits on his bed ! & counts the cost ! of thinking for too long about the sun his bright astral worm in the ascendency ! ! the summit of Maungapohatu rubs its protuberant belly / outside ! a woman snips flowers / ! petals flake to her feet ! she looks at the time / his wife ! takes a vase / arranges a still life ! then sweeps a week’s accumulation ! 5 of chimes ! out the door / dusts the piano ! listens to records ! of fife & drums of Celtic natives ! licking their wounds ! # ! my father opens letters from a plasterer’s son ! neuron factors breed fantasies ! neighbours crack whips / ! a lady makes hats ! the drunk violinist ! plays to his wife / suburban mateships ! career down ! the skid roads of their dreams ! ! the summit of Maungapohatu rubs its protuberant belly / ! numbed ! by my body in his / ! opening more fantasies ! & i’m by fallen images & we perceive differently the shadow growths climbing into our house into the rooms we inhabit 6 the only rooms i know have ever known / of stages now past ! we perceive differently the street & who lives in it who slides by our letterbox the shipshape architecture of one man’s plan against another the fences of our mentalities the compound covetousness of a glare ! # ! my father leans vigilantly ! a statue in flesh ! displaced /Anglophonic ! dizzy amongst dialects ! amongst colonial remnants of a broken flagstaff / axed at / fought over coloured in with crayons ! & i’m numbed ! by the assimilation / the easy process ! of slipping into his clothes / ! like prayer beads he fondles masonic metalware ! rubs them polishes them waits for something to happen ! ! (a tiger moth swoops down & state-house children scramble for lollies from heaven) 7 he thinks of brethren / of ! shaking their hands of the soldier he was the plasterer he has become the husband who stands at the window filleted by the slats of blinds / he is ! surrounded by ageing whanau brittle as bent sticks stuck to the walls in rigid anticipation ! (the tiger moth returns swoops & the children scramble again after heaven’s sweet gifts) ! # ! carnations float ! turban-headed & clustering / my mother ! clips them to fit their places ! a fragrance follows / ! ! she puts her hands on mine touches the tidal habits of our emotions ! my father says ! he’s travelled beyond the physicality ! of sightseeing the world’s wonders in our street / ! every night we eat at a kitchen table ! set for many 8 ! WINDOWS ! ! window [.] ! ! nature / you taps / tell me its / you’re fingernails / schizophrenic at / that the / you glass / once a white / thanked face / Leonard Bernstein with / for black / conducting eyes / the LSO’s appeals / Verdi’s Requiem to / especially my sense / for you of the / for you grotesque / entirely ! ! ! window [..] ! ! i struggle / being for leverage / unpredictable holed up / & a visitor in a / to my red-brick / botanical edifice / garden in Courtfield Road / you eat stuffed / a hot meal with / of green passports / transparent which breed / reflections ! ! 9 ! window [:.] ! ! my indoor / your clothesline / headache sags / is with / your room poetry / you don’t silence / complain fake / you sit declarations / in the i / tightness take the / of strain / a solid object the / you talk window / through is a cut-out / a crack square / in the flight painted / path of on / a woman’s wood / rotation ! ! window [::] ! ! this / true work / as a constructive strung out / sample between / you’re beautiful walls / clean resonates / anglicised smacks of / & significantly Matthew / useful Mark / but i too & Luke / recognise Jack / the fragility Spicer / of & the / your cranial Marx Brothers / moonscape ! 10 window [::.] ! ! today’s / it’s particularly / not exactly bad / dress-up for / time scrabbling / or for about / being on the / public windowsills / display hunting for / Zelda Fitzgerald microscopic / comes in words / smoking living in / pathogens the fleshpot / sounding off holes / like of my / a best-selling skin / casebook ! ! window [:::] ! in / how the garden / fortunate the plants / to have do / a celebrity headstands / in in the / my room frost / you their roots / tell me get snagged / of another in / visitation clouds / this man the / reawakened you winter’s / by about / entering burying / your body oneself / as if you in / were clothes / an enlightened in the / device thickest grass / already blessed 11 window [:::.] ! ! this / 10am ill-fitting / predictably self- / you’re on confession / time is / for coffee really a / last night monologue / you dreamt inked / of on canvas / going down entitled / into my basement Meeting / & under Elias / a concrete lid a disguised / voices exploration / were talking of / about us my psychology / voices to begin / were lifting with / the weight of people ! ! ! window [::::] ! ! MEETING ELIAS ! for Cynthia ! Do I listen and go with you across summer fields and meet Elias as promised or shall we take the short cut and climb the rough track behind the house? You say be alert look ahead but does he give a damn what we do or if it’s us or some other person who gets to him first. Being infinitesimal is belonging to a beach is somersaulting the sand dunes, plunging into the face of a waterlogged relic. In the grass close by lies an embryo stripped of its symmetry. 12 window [::::.] ! ! confined / the heater to quarters / reddens walled in / half by crosswords / your body of bricks / you dismiss i’ve / Cynthia become a / to some voluntary / invisible lifer / firestorm a flower / you dismiss power / her advocate / for burning hooked on / you can’t a solitary / see yourself form / for the blackened of hedonism / trees ! ! window [:::::] ! ! what luck / outside you called / this room this morning / London but / is plucking refused / at crocuses to come in / snowdrops you went / hints but you’re / of new here now / floral clocks dressed / i’ve to kill / squashed or is it / my consciousness Sylvia Plath / against i’m talking to / the window sucking / i’ve seen tensely / myself on / on the lawn an arthritic / looking in thumb / at us 13 !! LAKE GHOSTS !! spot the kingfishers the mynas the piwaiwaka / the ghost of Xmas Yet To Come the black ball dropping into the left middle pocket the face of the figure in the window of this house on pumice / spot the lingering slit of a smile a white man’s slit beneath two dark holes where eyes should be concealed by tinted glasses by the thick magnification of convex lenses / tonight the lake shimmers its speech patterns against the beach / it silvers stones Rapunzel’s gossamer tumbles down from the moon / she keeps me awake at nights flitting amorphously between rooms / she’s impossible to hang on to / by morning she’s gone 14 in a flurry of vapour in thin tapering lifelines / spot the owl in the birch praying to the ghost of Xmas Yet To Come ! * ! this elliptical roller-coaster determines where i sit what i look at who comes to my door who i want to speak to / the sky is alive with resurrected fish i reel in my lunch my sister holds fresh bread a crucifix of sunshine / she floats in a membranous sheath of associations / first foot last foot / i step by her / my aim is to sink the black ball top right-hand pocket / not the white one of course / because if i do i lose / today my sister plays the school girl the spectator / tomorrow she might play the woman last Wednesday i couldn’t have cared less / she varies according to 15 the lunar orbits the different phases of waking up / nothing is constant she appears whenever i choose to hit the black ball whenever i think she’s staring at the Horns of the Taniwha pushing out of the lake ! * ! i type a paragraph i delete a paragraph she appears a figure in the window of this house on pumice the ghost of Xmas Present in this room where words blaze from wall to wall coloured screens of invented rock stars politicians heads of state poets evangelists Andy Warhol Uncle Tom Cobley and all i type a paragraph i delete a paragraph the Horns of the Taniwha butt clouds butt buckets / rain blurs her face the woman in the girl who never properly hatched or sprouted or felt the dragonfly’s touch or a mother’s soft breath / she isn’t that clear-cut any more she lives in the monocle 16 of an ancestor in the microcosm of a family’s pulse / she survives on a stillborn fragment / ! after the roller-coaster ride through present time the black ball potted in the bottom right-hand pocket / after the tui has flown i type her memory across a picture of the lake / i type her memory from the ghost of Xmas Past ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 17 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! RINGWOOD SOJOURN !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! 1 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! moles hedgehogs hobgoblins visit each night & leave pyramids to demolish 18 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 2 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! the cob walls flake paint twists of disheveled straw a river’s baked sediment & more arguments than usual 19 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 3 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! this June i celebrate Elias’ birthday with a mirror which in turn features graven images which can’t be ignored 20 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 4 ! the sun & moon do my bidding i’ve learnt to live between the pages adopted by touchstones ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 21 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 5 ! only the yellowbrick room ticks all the right homecomings ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 22 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 6 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! amongst the bushes a magpie’s antics offers a selection of cheap second-hand ideologies 23 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 7 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! in winter i flip the coal in the fireplace / black lumps of moveable Birnam burn through shadows of unspoiled inquisitiveness 24 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 8 ! my introspection is confined to the unlocked quarters of invented landscapes / sudden thoughts emerge from ancient cocoons bloated in sap ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 25 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 9 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! lie down i tell myself stare at the ceiling & contemplate the sundial shifting daily properties traversing languages of quiet resistance 26 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 10 ! earlier i read of one way of looking at a black-backed gull its high-noon voracity & a party at the world’s end !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! ! ! 27 !! THE ELIAS FACTOR ! ! through a tinted lens ! ! homicidal dancers in the sun ! speak ! of split-red tongues ! lapping at the air ! ! Elias sits on the porch in the shade amongst the wooden orbs of onlookers carved in the sky ! he sits on the paepae sucking on the flavoured rainfalls in his beard ! he sits on the paepae ! showing off his tokotoko’s shadow ! ! flicking it brandishing it he listens to it gabbling about ! Christianity Buddhism Ringatu about being an atheist a pagan 28 ! in love with a golden calf ! Elias’s tokotoko digs holes in the earth ! <> ! Te Wairua o Turanga ! is a house / a room / the body of a person who lives by breathing through the mouthpiece of its door ! around it ! histories run their course ! the cosmos ! balances ! on a godhead ! <> ! ! homicidal practices ! return to haunt the skins he sheds ! rolls up / buries / ! ! inside his house ! spoken words are exchanged / Elias deals in ! ! persons missing / their silences 29 ! ! ! ! their distances between public places / with epiphytic tendencies he relies on a certain interdependence / ! he flourishes under this roof ! under the woodworked ancestors ! stuck in this cluttered room ! <> ! i’ve come to the conclusion many people including the carved guardians squatting on their perches their totems in the rainlight think of this moment as some kind of oracular conversion and if played out properly Elias will brighten up the handmade carousel which features clowns in different disguises chasing one another around in circles around the front yard where we observe the Easter tradition of concealing chocolate eggs ! Elias’s tokotoko digs holes in the earth for his children to explore ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 30 ! MEMORIAL ! ! 1 curvatures shift ! a procession ! of sand dunes / ridges ! reshape disguises ! ! granite certainties ! remain ! of a temple slouching into its shadows ! ! i reach for the manual ! the list is endless ! the sun rips into each family’s name ! each knowing each ! and specks of gold become airborne ! 2 ! the karaka ! drops its fruitfulness ! a nauseous temptation ! of crushed desserts ! and sharp disappointments 31 ! ! i prefer the beach / on the beach Elias these meetings of arguments ! of reaffirmations / these peaceful joustings of a collusive kind ! ! i grab at gifts thrown up by the sea ! the heartbeats the inflatable souls faces on rocks ! the temple half submerged and drinking ! parishioners washing amidst the whitebait the eels the hapuka ! 3 ! from the beach / the road ! goes straight to the city / to fathers ! chained to the city / fathers ! with keys around their necks ! who once called the shots / statues ! of fathers who came out of Europe ! scorched-earth policies ! firing up their eyes 32 ! the Square’s ! a repository ! for young people to hang out to frolic on lawns smoke in the shrubbery ! satisfy their loud-mouthed music ! ! the Square’s ! felt the fist in the dirt ! the shovels of gardeners ! speeches unravelling ! the curvatures ! of parades ! 4 ! i imagine Elias ! on the beach ! an abstract expression ! of blue iridescence ! unencumbered by the ! extraneousness of urban tempos ! ! in sepia ! 33 i’m not without company ! i’m walked through every minute of the day ! pedestrians don’t stop don’t detour / ! notice the signs ! or the sun rolling out its blades a census in shreds ! tossed in the sand ! 5 ! i’m unsure of birthplace ! residential attachments ! the root system ! growing from my feet ! ! i seem to be recognised only ! for these brief meetings on the beach ! these impromptu ! homecomings ! generously ! received ! ! a vow once captured by the sea’s grip ! is quickly shrugged aside 34 ! BRONZE BLACK ! ! true the country’s ice shelves ! still melt / ! the green-lipped trees ! still strip naked / ! narratives are repeated ! on rural corners ! * ! the day’s burnt-off particles ! fluorescently flicker ! as i cross under a chiselled ! Hine-nui-te-Po ! cemented to her plinth ! ! moko-browed pigeon-blessed standing astride an entanglement of flags ! & afternoon sun strikes ! * ! i approach the bronze forest ! of hard-earned praises / ! black spikes 35 ! like trespassers ! hammered into the ground / ! ! i carry quotes from diaries ! strapped to my body ! * ! under Elias’ rarefied dome ! the road to the coast ! responds quietly ! to a town’s shuffle / / ! ! lucky the nozzle ! of the madman’s flamethrower ! has past / lucky ! the hatching ! of a nuclear egg has past ! lucky the rain that fell like nails ! died away * ! the woman ! bolted to her concrete pad ! gazes distantly 36 ! at cloud-casts / at hieroglyphs ! surging through thermals ! * ! i pause ! to count ! the bronze black trees ! these units of similarity ! i read texts ! discuss mnemonics ! track people’s lives by touching ! these eye-stoppers ! planted in the earth ! by gods visiting on one-night stands ! ! * ! they come regularly to care for / to clean up ! these physical gestures ! leaning like sundials / ! ! they respond with purpose to the town’s phantom shuffle !! !! 37 !! ! THE SONNETS !! !! !! !! !! !! !! from this room under thatchware the Avon unravels & sarsen time capsules swirl in heartbeats in sediments ! infinitesimal life drags deep / the cushioned tepidness the orange effusion of my mother’s sunlight filters through breached expectancies ! ! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! ! 38 !! !! !! !! !! !! !! ! this morning’s vermilion sky strung out wet & corrugated rough-flannelled & crustaceous clings to walls ladders poles perpendicular dreams / clings to daredevil leaps / small pranks of a boy’s inflated lungs ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 39 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! masking is what i call ! rattling the cage ! of puberty’s incarceration ! grabbing another face to attach a face meaning who am i staring at who’s looking / who’s pointing / ! invasive solitariness ! closes ranks / turns pennies ! from heaven into lolly scrambles ! for the digestive tracts ! of boyish games / ! who’s masquerading as a hooded thief ! i’ve learnt to sing in the cage of my skull ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 40 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! my mother speaks of a talisman recklessly tampered with ! she says ! Elias is the people’s choice fallen into flesh a photonic migrant sucking on planets ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 41 ! ! ! ! ! from this room’s recruited moment ! the world outside my sister’s circle stole her breath ! & the players froze in their frames of where to put one’s best foot forward next / where ! ! to find the snatchers of moulted human skins where to stand in this precarious situation of baby meets girl meets ! mother & father / ! what soft player’s hand smelling of soil & fuchsias ! could my sister safely grab ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 42 ! ! ! ! ! this is the worst time of the year ! (for Elias) ! (for us) ! our homes overcrowded ! families squashed in ! the work force nervous ! i’m told when lightning ! plays havoc the iceman ! skids on rails ! he affects speech patterns ! the gestures of villagers ! shut in at close quarters ! a textbook on peaceful cooperation ! is obligatory ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 43 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! i fumble through the gifts of a child’s wooden box looking for a staircase / for steps leading down to lives that echo in my ear ! rules / dug out of the round torso of a tree / are read in the dark / are fingered interpreted quoted aloud ! i come from this place of stirred-up memorabilia ! nothing’s too much / Elias ignores the sounds of finely-tuned ! coordinates breaking ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 44 ! ! ! ! ! ! the girl in my room takes the reconstructive approach ! i turn on my fiction / add magic to my agenda ! & through this halo-burnt portrait i reach an awareness – ! where rainbows ! are part of the hydroponic mix where skies & hangers on ! swap a humpbacked rawness for something obliquely acceptable ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 45 ! ! THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS ! ! ! ! ! a night- / you time’s romp / like to do is evidenced / what i do by the moon’s / paint tunnelling / girls by its stark / flirting with belligerence / phantoms my face / with streetlight in yours / reflections Cynthia / with owls through the / pegged looking glass / to their trees ! ! can’t be wrong / you see i’ve read / as i do about you / Cynthia before / through the seen you / looking glass on the box / your face seen you / in mine hung up / we both to dry / can’t be in one woman’s / wrong attempt at / our hands flying solo / almost touching ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 46 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! pathways / behind you are clogged / amongst sales people / rocks are caught out / & fern- after dark / clad behind me / monuments dancers / are brick slip slide / homes across floors / a pond & into beds / white of foaming / swans softness / a Renoir ! ! staring / picture at you / of sumptuous is like / fulfilment staring at / an Elias / emerging is like / appraisal of counting / your influence to 50 / on my & witnessing / marking time a resurrection / to in slow / the beat motion / of your drum ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 47 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! through / close by the looking glass / you human / exhibit props / decorated & the cast off / flashbacks crutches / of miracles of people / you clutter / have rooms / taken up Elias says / residence it’s possible / an in-house quite possible / cartographer ! ! to fly / redrawing solo / the boundaries to circle / for peacemakers Stonehenge / for the the bone planks / offspring of Hikurangi / of mothers to enter / & fathers the eye / for the of the golden- / fingerprints king fish / of a & not / tribal look back / Merlin ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 48 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! i sleep / you sleep with / green your homilies / oceanic tucked / forests under / creep up my pillow / to your mind-matter / windows stuff / your every- of my place / day standing still / perceptions in your / change front yard / quickly ! i teeter / you teeter on the / on the brink / uncertainty of seeing / of decisions everything / out front through every- / the pouwhenua thing / sends messages or / takes imagining / a mental note anything / do you dare is there / do you dare at all / to stand still ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 49 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! my face / through is yours / the looking glass amongst Pacific / you do dreamers / like i do flying high / you gesticulate above squashed / communicate islands / you talk of fragrance / with your body above carved / perform dendroglyphs / vigorously leaping / you from girths / mouth words ! ! Cynthia / wrapped in has us / silence in her sights / you taught me she rarely says / to be like sorry or / a night light poses for / in the day the man / Elias says who lives / anything in his box / is possible counting pixels / like the Maori she can’t / Christ stained be wrong / on water ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 50 ! ! ! ! ELIAS’ ELECTRONIC DIALOGUE ! ! ! departure time ! depicts a solitary eye-catcher ! a wheel breaking water / its spokes ! defying gravity and a river’s mouth ! nudges at the moon ! at its hard-boiled edges ! # ! Elias ! clusters homes against ancient walls / ! a crow-hatched abbey ! is inhabited by hunched-up ! kings / ! Plantagenets dropped from a soundless height ! Elias is built ! of molluscs ! crushed into rocks hauled from a paddock / ! ! departure is ! waking up ! 51 in a hammock ! # slung between mountains / godsticks squat ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! around a Megalithic road rage of cosmic observations satellites store flash video links for evidence an electronic dialect speaks to me i’ve begun to live the uncut dream of floating down a river in the company of legends in the company of rangatira street-wise urchins pubescent Mary Magdalenes my youth bouncing in a zorb / a plasterer’s son chucking pieces of his skeleton at the stars / burying his dead cat for the daffodils for the rites of spring / ! close up my father captures the moment of awakening / i live the uncut dream of floating down a river accompanied by kayaks and taniwha fresh-water mermaids / my mother’s there too turning space-age hitch-hikers away from the burning lonely hearts club website for the aurora australis night show / she calls from the bridge where the time of day juggles boundaries where dream lines gather momentum and splash off boulders ! # ! 52 ! ! of this river ! ! ! ! ! an electronic dialect speaks to me merging with the sea breaking sand dunes the middens of takeaways dumped in transit / it speaks of people building homes under a comet’s incandescent gaze ! # ! Elias ! crams in the daylight ! burns confessions into slabs of wood ! for the townsfolk to feel / to memorise ! reflect on the utterances ! of their own breaths ! ! i walk past fortifications in ruin ! my mother ! stares from the bridge ! at silhouettes ! splashing at voices ! in the river ! 53 ! i wash the relics of yesterday’s soft landing ! in the bog of a podocarp forest ! ! ! relics which once lived once whispered once had structure my mother washes the white fingers of my father / ! ! i live this uncomplicated version ! of a blue planet’s ripeness ! about to peel off ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 54 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Acknowledgements ! My thanks to the editors of the following UK magazines for publishing a couple of these poems, or versions of them in the last year or so: ! Litmus Publishing and POEM Magazine. 55
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