No. 180
God bless my darling,
So sorry that your ears are still suppurating, perhaps the sea air will do you good and they
may be better.
Am sorry if I disappointed anyone regarding the excursion to Ardenza and have thought
over it and decided to leave it to yourself. So say a Hail Mary and decide whether M. Michael
should go or not. I do hope when the Retreat is over M. Pazzi will be able to go. I thought it
was necessary for her to have a change, for the Bordighera journey was, I should think only a
fatigue, as it turned out. I had no idea it was such a long journey.
They are all at St. Peter's that can go, but some have returned saying the crush was
terrible Mons. Galli sent his brother in a carriage with some tickets. One had his own name
and was for the Portico, only ladies. M. Agnes was going and then finally came with the
ticket so I sent M. Cecilia who, I believe, got another sister in. Sr. Magdalen has just come
back saying she thought there were two sisters there. The view must have been lovely. They
will write to you tomorrow.
Thanks for letters, will have the name altered from "British" to Hospital of the Little
Company of Mary. God strengthen my child in all good prays Mother.
I sent word to Emma she was to go to any house of the Little Company, except I did not think
Charlotte Street would be nice. She might like a change to Fermoy.
No. 181
God bless my Darling,
Have just seen Morani's lawyer who seemed very nice; said that mortgages were the
common thing in Italy when a loan was given, because the law in Italy does not allow people
being all up as in England. He said even with a mortgage it is a most difficult thing to do. He
smilingly said that he had not a doubt that we were alright, but that a lawyer is bound to give
his client advice, different to what he would give his friend. I said, of course he was bound to
do his duty. He frankly asked what was my objection to a mortgage, so I told him. If our
building were for secular use I had none, but as it was sacred to the service of the sick and
suffering, it was for God's service and it seemed a sort of sacrilege.
He understood exactly, and even put Sr. Philippa down when she wanted to say
something about it. "Well then" he said, "Let one person or persons guarantee; as a matter of
form. Mr Morani is only doing it for your sakes. He could get 7 per cent, but he does not mind
about the money". He wants to be of service to us, but, said the lawyer, I must look to what is
right and everyone mortgages in this country, when a loan is given, but he will make the
exception for a guarantee.
Archbishop Stonor interrupted, with a rather long visit, whilst writing this. Do get better
rooms if you are not comfortable. Jesus, speak to my child, Mother.
No. 182
God bless my childie,
Am sorry you have had one of those nasty attacks. They say people feel as bad as if they
had typhoid, with one of those bilious attacks.
Like you to know what is going on and it is difficult to explain all. You will not
understand Mr Diamond's letter without explanation. Signor Pacelli is Dr. Bastianelli's friend,
would lend us £1000 if we had security. He would be in London for two days, if anyone of
our friends would see him there. So you see by Mr Diamond's letter he will do his best. Please
keep Mr Diamond's letter. I told Sr. Gertrude to put her name, f2I. Mother General, but she is
very unreliable. See how Mother Patrick speaks, Gertrude did write but I found again she was
putting 2124 instead 4124, so I suppose they miscarried, but she is really trying to help me.
Darling you must excuse, I had the little widow of Camillus here such a long time …
No. 183
God bless my Child,
Thanks for postcard. Like to hear of you visiting the sick lad. You seem so made for that.
We have had a time, will leave others to tell the tale, only that when the men went to open the
door as Fr. Chandlery told us, "the nuns got excited" he writes, and we could not have it.
This raised the ire of our people and have the Procession in the grounds they would. Don
Alfredo or someone said "Make a chapel and I will bring quietly the Blessed Sacrament and
then make altars". Your Feast-day present last year was brought out to make a temporary
abode for the Lord and two altars, one facing the open country, and it must now be going on.
Father Holy got some of the Sistine, I believe, and Mons. Kennedy's boys together, so that
"all's well that ends well". Only 1 am afraid some sins of uncharitableness to the nuns have
taken place. Alphonsus was as obstinate as the little maid - "we are seven". "1 can't help it, I
may as well say it as think it, and you have been so kind". "Oh Mother Philip's wonderful, she knew". On the other hand Descuffi's and Raffaelle's souls seem knit together. They are
one in the matter.
God love you, my own. Agnes better, she has just brought me the little boy of the sick
governess we have, - a perfect little gentleman. Such nice people, good Catholics. Hope M. de
Pazzi will have a good time. Love all for Mother.
No. 184
God bless (my) child,
Just finished Chapter, only five present. Gregory going out tonight. I like to see the
Novices, but they are difficult to get together.
Tomorrow, it appears, is to decide our fate, regarding a Revolution. Don Alfredo begged
the sisters get in food today for some time. I was for sending for tins, but I am afraid it has not
been done. I meant to have sent, but you can't get anyone to send an errand. I tell Sr.
Maddalena and Catherine that it is well for them that you said you did not wish them out, or
they would have been out long ago.
It is just as well you did say it, for there is plenty to do indoors, besides the patients
people get colds and want looking to, so as not to get worse and then all the worry of this
business about the Maternity cases. Hilda has had to write pages for the Card. Merry, no
chance, folks flocking. We wanted to speak about the "chartering" of the house, I wish I had
done it long ago.. At present no one can attend the lectures from an un chartered house. Love
all and be what wants, Mother.
No. 185
God bless my Child,
Sending such a budget of letters that will only write a few words necessary.
1. Br Bastianelli's friend advanced the £400. You might write and thank him, as he will
advance £1000 if we have a security. Sr. Bonaventure said Mrs Cryan herself proposed being
security and getting others.
2. Something must be done about Malta. Do you not think? I had a wild idea of proposing to
you, could you give Sr. Pia a trial here during the summer, but perhaps it is not wise. How
about Christina? It is too sad.
3. Have you Paths of Mary there? We have 2000 here come. The sisters ought to try and sell
them.
4. Only Aquin is at Piazza di Spagna; their sisters help. The funeral must have been quiet, we
heard nothing of it. Of course, I would have sent.
How is my child? What did you think of the scheme for Vallombrosa. Don Descuffi
knows nothing of it. He only came saying, he thought he might be able to go to some
monastery there. Keep well and happy. Guard your thoughts and keep them ever loving to all,
prays Mother.
No. 186
God comfort you, my poor child.
Am grieved indeed that your heart has another sorrow, but be at peace, all will be well.
Fr. Smith is too good not to be led in the end right. It is a terrible age. The evil one is mad.
Last Sunday, the Holy Father suddenly summoned the Holy Office and was not seen for days.
Something up.
1. M. Aloysius has mixed up Ambrose with Andrew, who is well liked and bright for a little
house like Fermoy, and Rose is better for M. Michael than letting her have all novices. Do
you not think so?
2. I have told Mother Cecilia to write about Sr. Agnese. If she does not get stronger I think
she should go to Fiesole. I should miss her, but she would teach the other novices and would
do good. In that case I should say let the Nurse from Dublin come on to Rome.
3. Marchese Morani will not have Nurse Postill, that is two cases lost.
Miss D. still very friendly, marking "Osservatore" for me etc. went to the quiet
Exposition yesterday at St. Stefano, and Sr. Patricia said what a good think it is, St. Stefano is
better now than the Ludovisi and other quarters in Rome, where they cannot go on with their
buildings because of the water, and we never come to water. There is no Salluvian (?) waters
and the Tiber far away. You said something, dear, about Monsignor Respighi, I have not seen
him.
No. 187
Am sure you are shocked at the news of poor Mons. Murphy. No Rector or Vice-rector, poor
boys. We did our best. Been to Mass and cemetery, got Trucchi to send us a carriage free,
such a beauty. Lent formaline lamp. They have sent an Italian to take care of the boys for the
present, I suppose Propaganda. Writing fully tomorrow. God bless all. Saw Archbishop
Kirbys tomb. Love from Mother.
No. 188
God bless and keep my child in His Arms,
Come home well, all looking forward. Bring the sisters also and we will have a grand
time, but do avoid coming in the heat. Could you put leaves inside your veils? We are anxious
to know the train. Give all love and blessing from Mother.
No. 189
God bless you my darling child,
So sorry about the letters, but I sent for the weights and heard a most animated
discussion between the two weighing, M. Agnes and Sr. Philippa regarding the matter, but I
did not turn to see for myself, was anxious to finish a letter to Mrs Pate as you wished, but I
will not send so many letters. They are not all necessary to be forwarded, are they?
Glad to say patient arrived, your advice about the mackintosh just came before her; it is
cold on the kidneys. Miss Pynsent been very ill, a relapse, sent to enquire. No confession for
me this week; the sisters been most of them, but Sr. Gertrude and Elena who are waiting to
see for Fr. Annellini, who may be here this afternoon.
M. Patrick sent 10 francs for the cable, I thought it cost more, however, I was sending Sr.
Montfort for the mosquito paste, and told her to get the order changed, but Sebaste and Reali
have moved and at present not to be found in Rome, in September, it is put up, they will be in
Via del' Anima. Queer!
Such a storm, I am in for the evening. I do not wonder at your missing home. God has
given us a happy holy place to guard for Him and we are grateful and love our work and wish
we did it better, is it not so? You know what to say to the children for Mother. Glad poor little
plucky Pippo is better.
No. 190
God bless my childie,
I am so sorry that Sr. Luisa was not recalled before you went, I wished it, I knew what it
would be. I wish you would send her and we really want a voice, such a squeak Benediction
sometimes. Fr. Whitmee takes possession tonight. We are sending a letter and M. Raphael
offered her desk, which is a cumbersome un-nunlike think, but just the thing for a Father
General.
Such visitors today, have taken hours of my time and Elena, who is decided to go, so let
her send to her mother. She says the truth; it is moral strength she wants, such perfection is
required etc. Thank the sisters for letter, but the truth is I have not read them, of course yours,
and it is now growing damp and I must go in, but I like you to know all, hope the sisters have
told you. People seem coming back, it is getting fresh. The priest delighted, - Dr. just been to
see him.
I have written M. Catherine that if the Marchioness of Bute sends for a sister, as I hear, send
Joseph. Tomorrow 1 will forward you a letter about a Hospital in Glasgow, only asking what
we do, how we work etc. They have come for me, charader excited, so love from Mother.
No. 191
What a Providence is over us, God be praised! I did not like to trouble you, but Catelli told
me Mora wanted some money, could I give him £400 at least. Mr Mair has sent £100 and this
convert we are expecting, nearly £200.
Let us do while we are on what we cannot do in Heaven, - Hope - Trust, our Good God.
He delights in His children trusting Him. What a pity we waste this precious time when we
could glorify God so much by our childlike trustful love.
Hope you are better, loving all and her children for Mother.
No. 192
God bless Dearie,
Keep in peace and patience. I am just thinking how in future I shall excuse more the
mistake made about letters. All the times I have written about M. Michael, telephoned twice,
telegraphed once and yet it cannot be understood. There must be many more letters lost than
we know and mistakes at the telephone.
I telegraphed at last, because I did not think M. Michael would improve your rest. I know
when she is wrong she exhausts me. In any case she had a right to be at the Papal Mass, as
that is what she stayed for, and it is what you want to avoid, excitement, pilgrims etc.
therefore she could not expect you to return with her. You will return with Hilda when all is
over and keep in the spirit you are trying to attain, silence and recollection.
Advent will be upon us, and I shall be glad for the sisters to practise some penance etc.
You remember you once gave them each a separate one, and Gertrude's was to use a paintbrush. I am also looking forward to put he sisters into a little more restraint. It is difficult just
now. Rome is getting wild. Cannot write all I want, but must tell you - in clearing out the old
cellar, where Descuffi is to put the wine, found or excavated an old marble Altar. Dr.
Welsford has just looked and said most valuable, "antico", so your act of kindness is
rewarded. Mr Ashby also is full of finding, but the strange think is, I was having a Triduo in
honour of St. Helena, that she would help us find. Sent the children to Sta Croce and put up
her picture.
Try and make music to God. Let your will harmonize with His and thus give intense joy to
Mother.
No. 193
God bless my Child,
So glad of telegram. Would you believe the Charader gave out it was the very worst time
that you could have gone to Malta; it was the equinoctial gales time. We shall be anxious to
have news.
I beg you to try and think of yourself, and hope Sr. Hilda will be thoughtful for you. I had
no time to say anything to advise her, for she did not come to say good bye.
St. Joseph has been a gentleman. I really did tell our Lord that I was sure it would give
St. Joseph pleasure to do something for Our Lady's House, and a cable came for £500
Sydney, Deo gratias! Then a gold nugget from S. Africa and lovely white feathers. Bishop
Allen called and has gone off to see our place, so interested in the antiquities.
Mrs Fitzgerald's mother is coming in, and wants her mother to have Dr. Riordan's room
as well when he goes. I told M. Raphael to say it would be another 15 francs a day. She said it
was dear and she would wait until Mother Philip came back. I really am getting a name with
people. Mrs Joan arrived and was met at the station by Dr. Bastianelli, and someone remarked
- came back like a couple of lovers. Such a day of visitors for Mons. Pinchetti, Gard.
Vannutelli is upstairs now.
I have a lot of letters unread, so God bless again and Angels guard you. Give you to Our
Lady again, Love all for Mother.
No. 194
March 20, 1906
God bless my own child,
Thanks for P.card and telegram; all going on the same. My angel will bring you
messages, and you will speak to all for Mother.
Did Sister Patrice receive a note from me for the ceremony? I wonder were you in time for it.
No. 195
God bless and console you,
The enclosed tells its own tale. I was first sending Sr. Patricia's letter, but am not getting
it copied, in case I have to show it. What a lesson to us all, I am not saying any more as I want
to write about Sr. Chanel. I had some uncomfortable letters from Florence; in one M. Angela
spoke about the cupboard open of wines and spirits, and that she was taking tea on the quiet
and that it was the only (thing) she, M. Angela, had told them to do without during Lent
(almost imprudent thing, but do not you write about it, I am). I thought it the best thing for
poor Chanel herself to bring her away. I heard they were all home and yet she - Sr. Chanel had been sent out nursing one night, so telegraphed and arranged for her to go the Earl of
Newburgh. It was just a blind to the sisters there and here. I have told her that I will bring her
home for the Retreat, as the old gentleman won't mind who he has. It seemed to me she was
being watched in Florence, and there must be great exaggeration. She seems very nice and
well pleased to come. I told her I had brought her here that way - that no one should know
anything, and that the fall was a step back to help a leap forward and, please God, be a
foundation stone to future sanctity.
Miss Broadbent just left and gave 25 lire for you to help towards furniture, was it not a
kind thought. The gentleman had a meeting today, very satisfactory. We are longing to hear
news and miss you much.
God bless all. What a strange coincidence, another Patrice incorporated as one sent her
supplica to leave. The love of Mother's heart to all.
No. 196
God bless my Child,
It seems like nearing home now. 1) Write to the postulants some date you think they will
be clothed. They are really good. 2) Re. Sr. Veronica, she has not written, only M. Angela
about Brendan and then Veronica. 3) Enclose letter that came for you.
I was full of various business and asked young Galli, who had come up about the
business I told you and so gave him the letter to see to. Would you believe everything has
come? Lovely likeness has come, signed with long blessing and wishes, Plen Ind. then a card
with promise of Mass of Holy Father, 5th August etc, etc. I said, "I am breaking the 10th
commandment" to young Galli. "Would you like the same?" "Yes, but do not trouble your
brother," I said, "Just at present, - Wait." He is such a nice young fellow, and so sorry at his
brother (the Monsignor) being so troubled and he so good and kind to the wanderer.
All day long we were bothering yesterday over the men business at "Celio", but Carletti
and Catelli both think it is better to disband the man. It appears we ought to have given them a
"regalo" when the roof went on and they sent for our flag, and I must say I thought of it, but
did not know. Still one ought to notice these kind of thoughts. However, please God, all will
be well in the end. They must put on more men to make up.
Is it not wonderful the discovery about St. Paul being in our place, and the first stone we
put down, you remember, we got Don Alfredo and Fr. Roach to put in the big hole that was
made to test the earth, was a large piece of the Grotto of St. Paul's at Malta where he was
ship-wrecked and bitten (?) etc etc. Ask Sr. Hilda to read this important letter of Prof.
Hulsem. Love, bless her for me. God keep you, my child, with a brave loving heart. All will
soon be over. How glad we shall be to meet one another and rejoice over our victories and
that we flinched not, - for love of Jesus.
No. 197
10 April 1906
God bless my poor child, so sorry for you. Have just telegraphed in answer to yours, perhaps
you had not received my morning telegram. Francesca spent yesterday praying you would not
come.
Sr. Montfort this morning, white at the telegram saying you were coming. They say there
is no other route, though Sr. Philippa is sure there is. Rome is packed by those flying from
Naples.
Pray in honour of St. Paul's resignation in prison. Just heard the telegrams are detained.
Mother.
No. 198
My Darling,
All are rejoicing that it is lessening and looking forward to your soon returning. I am
trying to send you this God bless, in between visitors and a long talk with Mr Mair. He gave
£50, an offering I hope, not the nursing, but I do not know.
God bring my child safe back to Mother.
No. 199
God bless my own,
Just a line to say that the Ambassador Merry del Val has just paid a long visit, and says
there is a way of coming from Malta perfectly safe, but he did not say very clearly how. I told
him I would write and tell you to enquire.
My darling, how glad we shall be to see you safe home again. All are looking forward to
your homecoming, - none more than Mother.
Excuse this; Mother Raphael is reading letters, now Card. Macchi is announced.
No. 200
18 April 1906
God bless my own,
We are so looking forward to your return, but am not sure we shall know as soon as
yourselves in Malta it is safe. If you do hear on good authority that all is right, do not wait for
me to tell you to come. If we had a telegram we would have Exposition the night you are on
the water.
God bless and keep all one in the Heart of Mary Our Mother.
No. 201
God bless my own,
You must pray for Mother, for she is a constant annoyance to others. When you are
away, darling, I am in constant hot water with one or the other. They seem to take things on
themselves, and then I come down on them. Mrs Plunkett going away without my knowing a
word until she sent over to say Goodbye. I told her if she wrote to Fiesole they would give her
a room on the ground floor. She told me she had money, time and no ties; she wants to do
some good, does not want to return to England, so when it is a little warmer, thinks she would
be happy at Fiesole. She was very sorry to have to leave us here.
Then M. Raphael always seems to want to spend money, when you are away. She said
she wanted to go out and buy large stores of dates etc, so I told her I would rather her not,
whilst you are away. Did you tell her to?
Interrupted here by Sr. Patricia coming in to tell me Sr. Montfort is 40.0 so am sending
for Dr. Brock. Sr. Gonzaga just home, body taken to St. Chrysegino. Sisters to have a carriage
sent here tomorrow to go to the Church and from there to S. Lorenzo.
God love all and bless Baby for Mother.
No. 202
God bless you, my child and make you understand the truest love you have had from anyone
in this world, - the love of mother. Would it not be nice to meet Fr. Selley with the children in
the Rosary walk. Love M. de Pazzi and Edith form.
God bless my child. Holy souls brought us our good friend Dr. Gualdi, and today the
Ambassador came and so kind. It was a private visit with the British Museum Agent. Please
God, it will do good. Hopes to come again, very full of his wife and might he be allowed to
bring her. Do rest and come home your old self to Mother. Love to all.
No. 203
Feast of the Sacred Heart
God's greeting, God's blessing to all,
Mother is with you all. What a busy time you are now and what consolation after this
weary waiting. There is a weary waiting her also, for some times it seems all work and no
play, and "Bring my mother back to me" is the cry.
The Sacred Heart is one of your favourite Feasts, I know. (You see I began a general
letter but cannot get on with it and besides they do not need it whilst you are with them) You
will soon be home now, but in the meantime these points have to be considered.
Had written so far when your postcard arrived. Mrs Gallea might have your parlour. It
has not been used since Fr. Bull was there, but we left the bed, as you said not to touch it.
Don't you think the 40 hours did its work?
What work there is, allround dear Hyson Green; what is to be done? M. Etheldreda
evidently cannot cope with the matter. Writes and sends estimates £100 or £150; I say Yes,
then she writes she is afraid to begin on that sum. I really half thought about Cecilia, a lady
was wanting to take a sister to England. Though so much to say cannot write more now, as
ever Mother. God's greeting and blessings to all.
No. 204
God bless my child with the happiest and holiest Feast,
A quarter of a century in Rome and what has she not striven to do for God. God keep you
my Child, ever fighting the good fight. God be with you in word, work, nay, in thought. The
battle of life is sometimes very hard to human nature, but ever the little hymn reminds us,
"What seems most wrong, that is most right, if it be Thy Sweet Will."
On, on, then dearie, Excelsior, Excelsior. That her child is one of those of whom the
Angels sung at Jesus' Birth, one of "good will" is a great consolation to Mother. (On a
picture of S. Philip Neri) "God's Greeting from Saint Philip, Ecce!"
No. 205
6 Via San Stefano Rotondo, Rome
Feast of the Precious Blood, 1907
God come to visit, console my long-suffering, much tried child. Mother wants to wish
you every happiness for the anniversary of that wonderful day, when the Angels said "This is
the day which the Lord hath made, let us be glad and rejoice therein". I promised you at the
altar rails when you turned in fear to me (lest you should not be faithful) asking me to help
you - I promised you I would help you and I want to ask you to forgive me, if I have not done
all I could to keep that promise. I am asking you earnestly to thank God for all He has done
for you, and I myself am begging God to give you someone to help you.
I know your heart cannot rest unless you are putting all its powers to Him. You do,
darling give Him a service that He is grateful to you for. Your Martha work is pleasing to
God. You have a pure intention in it, but dear Jesus does not want the other work left undone.
He must be King over every faculty of your soul. This you know, dearie, and I know you
mean to be faithful in trying to please God, in the grand life He chose for you.
You did not choose it yourself. You knew little of the future of the little Barque you
came to help. You loved Our Lady, you do now. You love that little barque of Hers more
than your life. You would give your life for it, I know, therefore, Dearie, do offer yourself
again today to be a perfect Mother. Give yourself time to see where you fail and where you
want to change and do more good to the children God has given you and whom I love to see
loving you. Love is the greatest power on earth to move the will to good. You know that,
dearie. No hard words or threats would ever - or have ever - moved you to do a single good
act, but love has made you do very noble acts that delighted God, and you will do many more
yet, please God.
Courage, a few steps more, you remember the little picture I gave you, a few steps and
God waiting to reward the labours and heats you have borne, and then from His Bosom you
will watch the little Barque of Our Lady, which you took such a prominent part in helping out
of Harbour in Hyson Green, on to the Ocean; you will watch and will rejoice with a great Joy,
Mother's wish, which she means to have granted. God bless again and again is the prayer of
Mother.
No. 206
God bless and reward my Childie's sacrifices,
Please God, great good will come from them and having taken all prudent precautions --My Child hours ago I commenced this, I wanted it to go this morning, but tomorrow, please
God, you shall have our news, shall lose post if I write more. Angels, finish and whisper
words of love from Mother.
Sister Josephine seems so very good and happy. A life or death case brought in, must
have special nurse, so sent Lua upstairs, consultation going on this evening, all grand doctors,
to see if there can be operation, have not heard result, write all tomorrow. Just heard man
dying who had kidney out, Surgical Floor.
Major Vaughan just been trying to make friends with Pip, both good.
(The following letter was enclosed in above)
God bless all! I am rejoicing with you in your joy having dear Mother Philip with you.
Thanks be to God, you find her fairly well, but she needs rest and quiet. You can hardly think
what a busy bustling place the Celio is. I beg of you all not to take her out for drives or
anything that will hinder her having complete rest. She will go about to please you, but it will
upset the good that the complete quiet will do her and which it is simply impossible to have
here.
I do trust that Mother de Pazzi will not return to Casa di Cura until she has complete rest
also. I visit you all in spirit and you have love you know not of, from Mother.
No. 207
God bless you my child,
You may always be sure if you have not a letter that one has been sent. We write every
day. M. Catherine is telling you today, about the Patients. I am wondering about the Fiesole
business, though I not doubt God's Providence.
It is impossible to ask the Jesuits to allow a Mortgage, they have practically sold us the
place. We have but to put down the £3000 and make the Mortgage ourselves the same day.
That is what Marchese del Grillo was going to do. I am sending to Catelli and to him. Time is
flying however, now we shall have to hurry up. I am so sorry that you are having the same
worries as here, but do try and rest your poor body all you can.
I told Mother Catherine about the habits of linen; she will send you a pattern she thinks
you will like, that can be sterilized. Poor Cecilia seems worried. The life is new to her here,
but she is not interfering.
Poor gentleman today, whose mother said he believed in nothing and begged us to try
and get him to pray, when he found the operation was finished, put up his hands and said
"Ringrazio Iddio." I sent Descuffi to Catelli about the men having no one to look to them.
Carletti came the next day. Hope they will be finished on our terrace before you come home.
Love all for Mother.
No. 208
God bless and be praised you are now nearing the end of this weary work. Just received Act.
Many thanks. Had a very quiet 40 hours, Mons. Butt for Mass of Deposition.
Have a funeral as well as Procession. Poor cancer man died. Don Domenico anointed
him. It was sudden. They will write all particulars. Just sending a hurried line to ease your
mind about the Donation Deed. Had to send Sr. Gonzaga out again, very sorry, but we must
keep up our connection. It was Leughlins.
Now holding you to Jesus to bless and begging Our Lady throw her mantle round you, as
ever Mother.
No. 209
God bless my child,
Wish you had a better account to give of your cough. Here it is dreadful, the sudden raid
for people coming in and sisters out. Just refused 2 Princesses, Marchese and poor old Mrs
Shakespeare Wood. Two cases indoors of sore throat. The last from some Hotel tonsillitis, but
M. Catherine was afraid to take it.
What the Vicar says is reasonable, do as he wishes. M. de Pazzi will want at least £500
of the Mortgage money fore the first year. Fiesole will be alright, if put in this Corporation.
Count Santucci's answer is that we should be "immune di ogni pericolo e molestia", but the
transfer will be expensive. We are trying elsewhere for a Mortgage in England, before the
Final Registration of the Corporation as we have not the money to pay for it.
Re. Marchese del Grillo, there is some great mistake. He wanted me to mortgage, but you
know I would not, before the Holy Father said to. M. del Grillo knew I wanted money badly, I
pleased for £1000, without a mortgage, to pay monthly money, but he would not get it unless
I agreed to a mortgage. He may have heard in Florence we were mortgaging to save the
(property ?) he certainly did not here. Both he and his lawyer tried to explain to me the
difference between an English and Italian mortgage and that if we did not pay Interest they
could not take the property.
Afraid of being late. God bless. Am better for a day in bed. As ever Mother. Another
Goodbye and God speed to our good Archbishop, ask his blessing for Mother.
No. 210
How fares it with my child, must wish her God speed. Am all alone, the Meditation going
on, always full hour. Am stronger today, don't talk of taking me anywhere, could not do that,
but I did wonder if a whiff of the sea would do M. Pazzi good.
Re. yourself, I can understand well (though you seem to get younger) that these journeys
are trying to you. I have a thought to beg you in your prayers, think of the particular
perfection a Superior requires. I remember how difficult it was to change in so many ways,
for instance, before I was a nun the great devotion I had was to take all things as God's
Providence good, and seemingly evil, good would come out of it all, and this kept me always
happy. Well, when I got to Hyson Green, you could see how unfit I was to organize, arrange,
plan for others etc. But when I was I had to be, so to speak, God's Providence to others, I did
try. I do try to be God's Providence, to do to those under me what HE wishes, not what I wish,
but what He wants from them, and as I know what a vast abyss of mistakes there must be in
my government this keeps me humble.
Really, as a Novice I do see what could hinder me going to Heaven, but as a Superior - I
cannot examine, I dare not look, I can offer to suffer to make up and, as God sends me
suffering, it shows it was needed to make up.
Now, dearie, regarding yourself I at times may have felt too inclined to be proud of you
as Mother, then God humbles me; you get headstrong, but in His great Goodness by a miracle
of grace you always begin again. It is a real miracle, the way you rise. Now, I hope there is a
meeting between your soul and God, like that between Adam and Eve, after they had, through
selfwill, disobeyed, sinned. They knew God better, may I say, they loved God better than
before their fall.
My darling, must finish, I thing my angel must be pushing my hand. Great drops are
dropping and I can do no more but bless my child, now and forever, Mother.
No. 211
Mother Mary Philip. God bless my poor child, I am so sorry. How you must feel seeing
that sweet little thoughtful soul de Pazzi treated like that. It is a sign of God's love. What is to
be done?
There is so much to be done. We are refusing case after case to come in, and sisters out,
even Assunta with Sr. Philippa with Monsignor Martini dying. They begged for two sisters
Italian speaking. 1) Would you like Sr. Annunziata to go to M. de Pazzi? The have more
sisters than they want at Isleworth. Annunziata is a trained nurse, convert, I think M. de Pazzi
is nice with converts. Am copying de Sales! letters to send you, but such a day, sorry. Mons.
Butt spent a long time, Mr Roberts ill. God love my child for Mother.
No. 212
God bless the poor little martyr to work and worry, M. de Pazzi, worry even more than
work has probably caused this. It was strange I had not finished reading your letter and
intending to get prayers when a note came to the priest (saying Mass 40 hours) from Fr.
Ildephonsus to tell him to offer it for Mother's intentions. I was so glad.
There is much to write as you may imagine, but impossible. I feel half sorry for not
taking one of the fugitives, a woman going to have a baby. She was at Santa Marta. M.
Misciatelli sent out three in an interesting condition. I have sent word to the Vatican, should
we? Hope to have an answer in the morning.
.
No letter from Bp. Falcini. If we do as he wishes about the nuns, we cannot about the
seculars. The British Consul should know at once about them.
God love and keep for Himself the child of Mother.
No. 213
1908
My Darling, so sorry you have so much trouble. We cannot have joy without sorrow, and
it is a pain that you have this worry, but the joy of receiving the poor resigned sufferers from
Calabria is great. If you had seen the little boy of five, walking into the room to Monsignor
Zecchini, holding him a toy cock, I thought how you would love the little one, whose name is
Raphael, and Mons. Zecchini said St. Raphael saved him. He won't sleep away from his
"Nonno". They are like an old English couple. The old lady said, her husband went back for
his papers, and brought some things away, but she said "men do not think, he did not bring
away what was of use", not at all complaining. She has heart complaint, had to remain four
days at Naples, and her son was in bed with influenza. How they love the Church. It is pretty
to see the little boy standing on a seat, and they are so quiet.
So glad it is not lungs with M. de Pazzi. What a comfort you must be to her. Love her
and all for Mother. God bless you my child and reward all you go through for His Mother's
Little Company, He will reward your fidelity. There can be no such great hurry with Miss
Monteith's affair. God bless.
No. 214
God grant all is right with you, no letters since Thursday, naturally we are anxious. Am
so sorry, again Fr. Louis letter was opened. Alphonsus was so concerned, but I said,
"Alphonsus, Mother Philip knows me, she will know I have not read it."
Have just had an old man, in such agony, your heart would bleed, if possible, to see. He
showed me a medal, heart shaped, a kind of mosaic. The old man said he dragged his old
Nona out of the ruins and she put this medal on him and told him to save hi self. He does not
know what became of her. The girls are beautiful, one called Letteria, after Our Lady's Letter,
the other Rosaria after the Rosary. It is pitiful and they are so nice, anxious to save us
expense, as they cannot pay and get to their relations and some employment. God help them
all. He said they were treated like animals until they came here. He did not think it could be
helped.
Love all for Mother.
No. 215
God bless my child,
It is a sorrowful heart writes to my child. Would you believe that M. Catherine has told
me that since you have been away, she thinks that there is scarcely a sister (except the young
novices) that has not been grumbling and discontented at what I do. She said it was sufficient
for me to give an order, to have murmuring over it.
What made Mother Catherine tell me was, I had asked her to try and put Alfonsa right,
and then Mother Catherine said, I told her the other day how wrong she was, and the answer
she got was, she heard it all around her and caught it up. I felt for Our Lady not being loved,
when I ordered a few hours' Exposition of an afternoon, for prayers to be made more earnestly
for the poor dying in Calabria, and I knew it gave devotion, but I do not know what else
except the white novices being used, but can we refuse the cases now, the season has
commenced. There is not a sister left, even as you know, Assunta had to go out.
Have a long beautiful story to tell you about the holy Priest who searched and found the
Blessed Sacrament, but you will be home so soon now. He brought a little silver urn and
asked me to accept it (found among the ruins) in which he had put some of the earth where
the Hosts were found and also the relics out of an altar stone.
God bless. Be good and give Mother joy when you return. I know if you were here you
would not allow undutifulness, and your obedience in the past put a wonderful impression on
the sisters, so let us do good while we can, the "time cometh when ... ".
As ever, Mother. Love them all for Mother.
(On a telegram) This is the address. M. Raphael was rather indignant at their asking for
ghamps, "They know" she said, "we have no ghamps". Poor children! It appears Sr Clare had
a bad time the day she left, but would not have me told. If ever she saw Mother Philip she
would tell her, "She was a Mother".
No. 216
God bless my Child and Sweet Jesus live in her heart!
I am so sorry that you are not having the time I thought under the holy wise direction of
that saintly priest Fr. Forrest, whom I had given you the blessing of obedience to consult and
obey. "Quench not the Holy Spirit". My darling cling to those inspirations God Himself
whispers to your soul and be a flower of grace to God.
Am sorry our letters are not clearer. Sr. Philippa was very poorly last week and so when
she got up (severe rheumatism) I knew she would no be able to go out, and to save our forces
put her over Assunta and Lorenza downstairs and it has done her good to have something to
do, and all sisters are now out, except Sister de Montfort. M. Cecilia in bed, two or three days,
cold, please God, she will be better tomorrow. Please excuse if the letters are hurried. You
know what would do for you if she could, Mother.
The Postman said we ought to pay on this letter of Clare's "Croce Rossa" you see, but we had
not time to go to the General about it.
No. 217
God bless my childie,
You cannot think how I have missed you to day, indeed all at hand, when they saw a
darling baby, born on Christmas Day, called "Immacolata", God love it, placidly letting
anyone dandle it, its big blue eyes looking up at the lamp, as Alfonsa said, "as though it was
wondering what kind of a world it was". "Yes" I said, "and whether there were earthquakes
there?" But I must tell you. I had two ladies with me, when a telephone came the Pope's place,
asking could we take 2 young mothers with babies? The ladies immediately said, "Oh, this is
something practical; if you can take them we shall pay all expenses". Dr. Taussig was in the
house visiting the poor people and said there was plenty of room in the Ward. So the
telephone was answered and they were soon with us. And when Immacolata was bathed it
was brought up to me, the prettiest little angel you could see. The other baby, - Philip - I have
not seen yet, that is a pleasure for tomorrow, it appears to be a very fine boy. One of the
mothers wants a deal of looking to. The earthquake came four days after the birth, but strange
to say, she has had milk to feed it with.
I do think these last have come from Cardinal Merry del Val, whom the Sisters saw
yesterday and who was highly indignant with the government and said the Holy Father is
paying for all the people put out all over Rome. But he won't pay for these, because these two
ladies seem only to anxious, and also are interesting themselves to take the first family off our
hands and put them in some kind of business.
I don't know if you heard that Mr Kidder sent £8; I have only spent 50 frcs of it for
crockery,
which I thought was useful, and a good many other monies which Mother Catherine and
Mother Raphael will account for. They had to buy hot bottles, mackintosh etc. Everybody
seems anxious to do something for them, even Marianna washed their clothes for nothing.
Mother Cecilia made the remark that no wonder people who did active works like this got on,
as it attracts so much notice, the place being crowded everyday with visitors.
You will be pleased to know Sr. M. Alacoque is nursing Archbishop Ireland's, so we
have a good many out now; two more people in today, one of them Brock's patient.
Of course, Darling, I do not want you home before the business is well finished. Are you
taking M. de Pazzi to Fiesole? God bless you and fill you with His love, as ever Mother.
No. 218
Happy Holy Feast! So pleased with letters and pictures. They are lovely. Tried to telephone.
Poor Maggie, am sure she will work hard. You had better order another portable call for my
feast. I really think they could be made of the Florentine basket work. Cae just in. Some old
Countess to take to Anconafor 2 months. Mother Catherine is trying to put it off until
Wednesday. M. Catherine quite takes the lead, when you are away, and you know Mother
Raphael is humble."
I am so grateful you have not to have M. Antony with you, only a flying visit on her way.
Well, wherever we send her, - for stay in Rome she could not - I cannot describe her or how
she wars one, better leave it and pray God to do the best.
About Malta, enclose M. Michael's letters. Sr. Francis just the same, she is longing to see
you if she can persuade Julia Sammut. The little pamphlet "Home" was a returned article of
Hilda's (they do not often return articles, I suppose they thought it good), Sr. Ursula got 2000
printed free. She has only sent £20 since you left.
God keep my child from all ill, ever fighting, prays Mother. M. Catherine will have a ride in
the carriage when she has finished the books.
No. 219
God bless my own,
What a confusion this morning at the telephone. I ran out and all to say God bless you,
but not being used M. Catherine had to take it. I was so uneasy at my many answers not being
received, that I indulged in a telephone, though afraid of poverty. Whose fault can it be about
the letters, telephone and telegram? I could not have said a more positive No. Re. the fresco,
that is a different matter. Some one must give us advice. I was told that the gentleman that
wants to buy it, will not be responsible for ruining it, in taking it off the wall. Is this true?
Now, my Childie, how I feel for you. Again and again I ask dear Jesus to comfort you. I
am not thinking of resigning unless it were better for all. Do not fear, we shall be together.
Poor M. de Pazzi, would you like to send Sr. Augustine for a few days here, and then we will
send her from Italy. It was strange yesterday - Dr. Pavone, Carletti and Catelli met here
accidentally, had a long talk. Can have a favourable mortgage in Milan, if we need it, but too
long to explain and there is no hurry.
I somehow feel you are lonely and will be glad to get back to Rome, so come when you
think well, - a line beforehand and your bed will be ready and a welcome from all. Pippo has
found an object in life, - the extermination of flies. He never saw a fly born in the winter and
his indignation at their boldness is beyond words. They come to kiss him, he gets simply
savage; frightened they have to retire to the ceiling, as one safe place where the little tiger can
not get them.
Getting late, have to see the nuns; ever, always your loving mother Mary.
No. 220
Holy Happy Feast, God's Feast, - I love that name the French give to this glorious day, Fete
Dieu, I love it better than the "Corpus Domini".
Please God, your rest of soul and body may continue. As you feel the unrest rising,
remember you have now to fight, - the glorious fight to which Jesus will give the crown. "I
have fought the good fight, I have kept the faith "said St. Paul in joy of spirit. How glad you
will be when the hour comes for which we were made; how thankful you will be that you
fought bravely the good fight.
I am writing in bed and was not content with the tired arm. I write and so now send by
my angel Mother's blessing. Do not read any letters that you do not wish. God bless my
children do to them as would wish - Mother.
No. 221
The God of Pity visit and console my Child. Your letters distress me. You will have a big
welcome home. I somehow did not think Fiesole would do you good this time, but my
darling, as long as we are trying to do our duty which, why should you grieve so? and make
yourself ill. God has always helped us through our difficulties and certainly always will.
I am so sorry about Mother Mary Anne; she would be very useful here. Sr. Philippa went
routing the men up today, saying the Superior was coming back and they must be quick I
have not seen the place in such a state. I have not been able to sit out on the terrace since
Sunday. They are nice men and clear up what they can each day. Did you know the place is
going to be painted? I suppose it will be a good thing done.
Mother Catherine Drexell has just left me, telling me about my books. I don't know who
is publishing them in America but she has ordered 10 at a time of one kind, and when out of
print after a while they are in print again. Monsignor Kennedy has put down his name for £10
for the lift. Archbishop Stonor again here looking at the place and coming again tomorrow
with the Councillor of State, whoever that is. He has not given anything.
Love them all and say what you know would wish - Mother.
No. 222
Eve of Our Lady of Mercy, the day my Child went to sleep praying she might not wake
for the moon that would see her setting off for "foreign parts". Well, Dear, God bless. He
rewarded your faith and hope. Mother comes with good news for you both, who set off so
generously on such a quixotic (apparently) errand. Our property is now secured firmly, as the
Consul said, as he took the Title-deeds. No one could touch such property. He represents, or
we may say, he is the Norwich Union Office in Rome and we are to apply afresh for the
British Arms over the gate. The last Ambassador took it up, but the new one has to be applied
to. He was very kind took the money himself to the Roma, and told us not to keep the rest in
the house, but what could we do? The Banks were shut up, so you may imagine the night we
had. Mother Raphael was blue with anxiety, and locked it up in the Sacristy Cupboard.
There is a little money left for some bills. I know you want to pay, but M. Catherine and
M. Raphael are afraid you will think it more if you are told, but I want to make you easy in
mind.
No. 223
Sunday afternoon
God bless my Child,
Such a long time to wait for news, only just received your letter. Glad to tell you I am
myself again, but a general sickness round. Glad you escaped it. It came with a bad fog the
night you left. Sister Assunta not up to Mass even today. Mother Raphael in bed today,
Mother Catherine and M. Cecilia both sciatica, others headaches etc. - "horrible tale".
My Darling, I meant to write you a nice long letter to tell you, how could you think I
would not do all I could to help you be what God wants you and what you are capable of, by
His Grace. You must refer to the night that I made a mistake and thought it late, but with
Conference, prayers and all, it seemed too much, but no more, - you know Mother would give
her heart's blood.
Began this early in the afternoon and now it is late and I am afraid of you not getting it.
God
bless your efforts, Angels be by your side in the brave battle. Do take note of the
Conferences. Fr. Forest is a very holy priest and I should think, in some things, almost
inspired. He gave Cecilia the penance to say the Last Words all round the Church, at each
place where they are inscribed. With Mother, stay by Jesus. I know you will visit our dear
one's graves at Fiesole for Mother.
No. 224
My Darling,
Since sending have received your dear letter, breathing such a sweet spirit, advising me,
which I need, and yet so gently.
1. I will ask Fr. Ildephonsus if he received a letter from you? It did not come here, and have
not much faith in the monastery.
2. Be sure and see Fr. Forrest before returning. Tell him Fr. David never mentioned him nor I
(of course). I did not ask Fr. David to give the Retreat, I asked Fr. Carey and he sent Fr.
David.
3. When do you want M. Christina? She can come when you wish to show her and leave
instructions with her.
4. We have only Alfonsa and Gertruda in the choir now, sometime M. Christina can sing.
We had to refuse Mrs (?), a Requiem Monday; a gentleman, Mr William Lord coming in
tomorrow, Mrs Cullen Monday, so the "Inglesi" are again to the fore.
Angels tell her child the love of Mother. Writing again in the dark. P.S. Have tried to give rest
and change to the Sisters before your return.
No. 225
My Darling,
Just come from one of the "Tableaux Vivants" we have here, - such they are to me. One
corpse has just been taken and tomorrow another. The one today was so touching, a Priest's
mother and he walking behind the body, the picture of grief and resignation. Began this
morning and now have had the old mother of the other. Oh, what a sad tale, - a saint I should
think, brought here by the Sweet Mother to Her own Home to die, for certainly had she been
in her own she would not have had the Sacraments. She was a nun, had a gold ring with a
heart and "Adveniat regnum Tuum". She had founded wonderful works, the Order altogether,
then trusted someone who appears to have betrayed her. What lessons we can learn; - the old
mother is so resigned."
What variety of God's family Our Lady brings. The 2 little boys go to Church to say their
Rosary etc, and the other day at Exposition, whether the choir was late I do not know, but
seeing the Priest put the Remonstrance, he jumped up crying, "Dod is up". I do not know what
they are, but the Baron, their father, said they would have been ruined if they had remained in
the Hotel. Excuse this paper, I was so anxious to write a long letter, so began early in bed.
(Sister) Lua did not ask to go to another house; I said I would have to send her. Goodbye,
God be with you in word and work prays Mother.
No. 226
Alleluia, Alleluia! God be with you, all will be well. Did you get the stations? Thought you
would like to give them. You will get the Chaplains to bless and indulgence, also pictures of
old Hyson Green. Love and say to all what you know would Mother.
No. 227
Feast of the Precious Blood
God bless the Child who at the Altar 1st (for promises, then for vows) on this
memorable Feast whispered, "Mother, you will help me, will you not". My Darling, I hope I
have fulfilled my promise. You know not the prayers and pains offered for you by Mother. I
might have done better perhaps in many things, but God knows my intentions have been ever
the same, and you will ever find, (as long as she lives) your truest friend is Mother (to)
Mother Mary Philip.
No. 228
Via San Stefano Rotondo 6, Roma
Sep 4th/10
God comfort my poor Child, How He is loving and helping you. You know not the
work you have done in souls. It is one of the greatest joys that has had lately, Mother.
(On an envelope addressed to her by His Eminence Cardinal Merry del Val, the Servant of
God wrote) "Keep this, does not even the address breathe of perfection. Very kind of him in
the midst of unheard of trials."
No. 229
Mother Mary Philip,
God bless my Child. God save all here, God save you kindly! Welcome to Erin's Isle,
would love to be with you. Do you remember what a happy time we had and how we looked
forward to remaining for the winter. Don't think you ever forgave me getting that nasty
haemorrhage and being ordered away.
Well, well - the fleeting joys of earth will turn into never ending joys in the Eternal Life
awaiting. You will love and bless my Children, say to them what you know would your and
their loving mother Mary.
P.S. Sorry you have not had clear business letters from M. Catherine. I begged her to write to
you. I cannot say how sorry I am to see from your letter you are pained and trying so hard to
save you pain. Cannot explain (it would be too long) what we have gone through this
summer, and how I thanked God you had not the pain, and I also to see your poor white face,
telling me you could not sleep - thinking and then your begging me not to put too much on
you. You wanted to think of your soul, and it seemed so Providential, though it gave me a
fright (when) three years taxes came in. You will never be so much again, but such a work
with Lawyer, Consultants and all to make sure it was fair.
I did not send to any house for money, but am trying to keep up annual subscribers and
donations, and so far God has come to our aid, and we have paid Mortgage interest too. What
you say is quite true, you have a right to know all, but you begged to be spared, and it would
have spoilt your time in dear old England if you knew what Mother was going through, but it
strengthens the soul, for we must hope in God in these extremities.
I would much have preferred to have built over the Ambulatoric, but Miss Hanbury has
promised to do that next May, and she wanted something for Nurse's Dormitories, domestic
etc. for this winter, which the little cement house will serve for, as they dry at once. It may not
be necessary to move for an isolated Home, if sufficient money comes in to put up another
little one, if only for 2 or 3 beds to satisfy those who are giving. We are sending to all
Colleges and Convents as well as others, because the cholera makes them see the need. Every
town is ordered to put up at once a Lassaretto. God forbid one of my children should go to
such a place. Mons. Kennedy just sent cheque for 250, - M. Reparatrice write 20, but all see
the necessity.
So tired, - No more. Jesus, Sweet Jesus, speak to her child's heart for Mother.
No. 230
God bless my brave one, persevering in that mysterious interior life where God lives as
truly as He lives in Heaven. Persevere! I often watch you worried, worn, so weary of the
world and I know why. It is not the matter you are apparently worried over that is depressing
you, but you did not use it as you should.
It is certain all things are permitted by God and permitted for our good. They are often
very trying, but then they give an opportunity of saying Fiat! Then comes from the soul a
lovely strain of music, instead of the discord our poor nature so often causes, and we strike
the wrong note. Now you are going to lay in a stock of virtue that will evoke God to speak to
your heart, as the Apostles' cry “Lord, save us awoke Jesus to quell the storm.”
Must not continue this, meant to tell you about Cardinal Merry's visit. It was only to
thank for kindness to his boy. He seemed disappointed you were away and did not wait to see
the Sisters who were at Benediction. Fr. Shields was with him.
Jesus bless my Child prays Mother.
No. 231
God love my Child and fill her with renewed courage. Fear not, you are doing good
everywhere. God has permitted your journeys, as St. Paul's. They know your worth now you
are absent and appreciate your love where you go.
1. The Mostya foundation, I leave entirely to your judgement.
2. Pray over M. Michael and where she would be. She asked my pardon, but the attitude of
injured feelings remains ...
No. 232
Mother Mary Philip,
God bless, it is nearing 10pm but I must write my child a few lines to send off early. Am
sorry they will not be in time for Our Lady's Birthday, but they will be in time for all our
Feasts, the "Name of Mary". Don't be disheartened about the dear old spot, a few week's
absence would work ruins, and it was almost deserted and prepared to pull down, when we
were going to build instead of repair.
The reason Bon Consilio was not renewed was her father. Every Convent has cracked or
eccentric members. The locality of Hyson Green is no worse than the Fast End of London,
where the Cardinal sent us. If the Bishop insisted on us leaving, the thing would be to see the
Sanctuary was in safe hands, until the edict goes forth, "Let another his bishopric take". I
asked Fr. Benedic (Williamson) if he would like to go for a while.
It is Josephine the postulant I sent to Florence, she can easier find a companion home
from there. Hilda did (during the Retreat) I know not how many people's work, and did so
want to be ready for you on your return, and someone had to take Josephine, and thus her fare
was paid.
Life is all a warfare, - I love that Hymn to remind all to fight, and not be cowardly as we
find so many, or indifferent, too careless to care to fight. But my Child, by the grace of God is
a brave warrior and is battling the battle of life and Jesus’ Face is smiling upon her and proud
of His Mother's child, as also is proud and happy her loving mother Mary.
No. 233
God bless,
Sr. Lua is better in all ways, soul and body, Deo Gratias! Hope you are all well and
happy. Imagine you counting the days to come home.
Am sending away all those girls in the Ambulatorio, what are they doing? and found
going out after 8 p.m.
Dear Jesus be with my child and help her in her life-long struggles. Courage, the most
glorious conquest - Self - and my child is ever fighting with self. Love and bless all for
Mother.
No. 234
Eve of St. Michael
Mother Mary Philip,
May the glorious leader help us all who God's Children to lead to Him. Am writing to my
child early for fear the day will hinder me again. "We live in perilous times" - Little I thought
when I wrote these first lines I wrote for print, how true they were. I knew little about what
was going on in the world.
Is it not fearful the London Jew's attack on the Holy Father? and is not the cholera a
warning, (people) dying in the streets? I telegraphed to Agnese not to get her ticket will she
knew which way had not quarantine. It makes us love our vocation more, does it not? What is
worth living for, but a good death for ourselves and others.
We are not too well, I am better; but vomiting cramps etc are going about, and we have
sisters who cannot be sent out, rather a poor look out for the season. However God will
provide. Pip, thank God, is better; after the oil and rum performance, he came into me, silent
and sad, no wag of the tail, motionless, as much as to say, "Do you see my condition? Will
you allow it?" Since then, after a long wash, he came in like an Arab steed; I think he is
miraculously cured. We were so grieved and you away.
We long for news, and devour every scrap. God bless her loved children all, prays
Mother.
No. 235
Monday
God bless,
Knowing they would tell you I have been ill, I hasten to say I am better this morning and
Pip and I have moved into the Archives room for the day, for change of air, so my present
(my boss) had to be brought in and now he is happy as he can be until his mistress comes
home. Your room is open for more air and his eyes are fixed on it, wondering when he will
see you in it again. It is funny to see Alfonsa carrying that big boss wherever he goes. You
will find him spoilt, I am afraid, when you return, but he has been so ill, poor little doggie, but
now his hair is beginning to grow.
Did not see even the Sisters yesterday, so sorry, poor children. If you were here I would
ask for a change of air, not out of the house, but some other aspect, for I think the smells upset
me - the dreadful burning. I fancy St. John's have sent their cholera cases, things or others to
be burnt in these meadows. We have constantly to close the windows. Poor Fr. Forrest has
been very bad, and a gentleman we brought in yesterday, the same poisoning. Perhaps all the
disinfectants are doing harm. Tell Cecilia her famous Fiumicino has got the cholera.
We have 8 nuns and 3 more coming. Young Marrioti here to dinner, Bp.. so nice with
him, patting him on the shoulder and taking him to his room to smoke.
Love and say to all nice things for Mother.
P.S. Poor Fr. Forrest is at Fiesole and they are dreading his going back to the monastery, for
they say it was a wonder he did not die, (all night vomiting) there was not a thing in the
monastery to give him. How different to mother, who had what her child left her, to keep her
up, - port wine and champagne, and Sr. Thecla made beautiful beef tea.
No. 236
Mother Mary Philip,
My Darling, they are all in Church, and it has just occurred to me that they may not
have written to tell you I am better, so will send this card as they come out of Church.
Francesca's husband will take it. It is a case of the wolf and the lamb. The Raffaelle family are
too unhappy over Eugenio to mind Eugenio’s account of the barracks is too sad, that pure boy
mixed with such--, God bless, sitting on the terrace, in the dark.
Happy Holy Feast. Magnificat! This Feast of the Patronage, our first audience with Holy
Father and leave to stay in Rome.
No. 237
God bless, God keep hidden in His Sacred Heart. So much to write, but another must write.
Re. 1st America; 2nd Barbara; 3rd Matilde; 4th Land at Fiesole etc..
No. 238
Mother Mary Philip,
God bless my Child. Hope the Angels bring the messages I send so often, day and night. We
crave for all your news and the letters have been so nice. Jesus be with my child and send
Holy Angels to bring her safe home.
Oh, such cleaning! Sr. Immacolata I kept up for messages, her hands are not always bad,
so she has her own broom. Two wild doggies just rushed by from having a bath, and not
being dry pulled your counterpane on the ground. Pip, I think, will be a dog like the Curé
d’Ars, seems miraculous.
Now, Mother Raphael has told you the greatest difficulties which Our dear Lord has
taken. us through, but they were not as painful (for one expects them in building) as the
domestic bills. I am afraid I have not noticed Mother Raphael as much as I might, for it
seemed a case of “Wolf, wolf”. All the year she would come and cry like a baby, instead of
going to M. Catherine and demanding all the patients’ and nurses’ fees, which are very good.
The first day Sister Lua was there she brought me 150, which of course I did not take. Now,
after you left, I asked for the bills (don't get the shock that I did for they are just finished
paying) but they were ever 20.000 odd, nearly £1000 English pounds. Fancy poor tradesman
asking for their monies, even asking Descuffi to get it.
Cannot write more, will send for M. Raphael …
No. 239
September 27, 1910
God bless my own. Step by step with Jesus. Keep hold of His Hand, He will not drop
yours. Just a blessing. Tomorrow hope to write a proper letter, but very busy times. The
children are regretting the 40 days quarantine as it will keep Mrs Clapp here, ‘taking up
Mother’s time’.
God love all, and Our Lady bless my child for Mother.
No. 240
"Joy be with you always", Saint Raphael keep close to my children prays Mother. God bless
my brave child. So glad of your Postcard. God is with you and will help and bring you back
safe to Mother.
Today the Military Hospital sent for 2 Sisters for a Professor; was so sorry to refuse. Dr.
Pavone, I believe has also had a nice letter from Miss Hanbury. He asked for an endowment,
as a necessity for the School to be certified. I hear she has written to say she hopes to settle
satisfactorily.
Must tell you your Pip would go to 1st Mass in the Oratory this morning and gave all a
royal salutation. Mother Catherine chased her, but she flew under my bed. Mother Catherine
looked so pretty, like a girl in her teens, trying to catch poor little Pip. She laughed and
laughed at her capers.
Love all, bless and say what would wish, Mother.
No. 241
God bless you my own Child. Have been expecting a letter from you. We sent Council paper
Sunday. So sorry to hear your head was so bad. I should have it fomented with hot water and
then rubbed with spirits.
You cannot tell how grieved I am that you went away to have fresh money worries, that
we had strained every nerve to keep you from here, but "Patience of the Heart of Jesus", we
need to repeat very often. God keep my child, ever battling the good fight and loving the
Sweet Mother who so loves her. As ever, Mother. Do say something to all the Sisters that will
make them love dear Jesus more.
No. 242
God bless my own. Such day, trying to get at the truth. Only heard this morning that
Francesca's daughter had her baby at Francesca's house. Enclose papers, I made them write,
as there were so many contradictory statements. How often you have ...
No. 243
God bless. No contract come. Sorry M. Edith has such a bad cold. Give her love and blessing
from Mother. We have several sisters ill, vomiting etc. The weather is extraordinary for April.
A woman died suddenly last week. Just got Don Domenico down, who gave blessing but
would not anoint. She should have been anointed, as the Dr. said she might die any minute.
Love and bless all for Mother. Longing for your return, you were sp happy and peaceful
before you went. As ever, Mother.
No. 244
God bless my own. Received telephone. Just as you wish, Dearie, I do not interfere with you
about who comes. You are missed dreadfully and by none more than mother. I do not mean
that I do not wish you to have a rest now, after the long anxiety. So glad you paid Catelli.
Tomorrow our Feast, have asked Bp.. Hanlon to preach in Oratory, instead of Chapter.
They have seen Monsignor Feberi, who ordered three days’ Retreat for the Nurses, and
spiritual Reading daily. What will Miss Hanbury say? She is ill in bed. Excuse, it is so late.
No. 245
God bless my Child,
Hope you are now resting and will return ready for fresh fights for Jesus. If you do send
M. Raphael, don't send Hilda. I think the entire change will do her good. Have just finished
reading (or rather M. Cecilia) a pile of letters. What a wild mad-cap that child Ruth is, - a
change conversation made so much of. I will ask M. Catherine when I see her (but that is
very seldom) if Ruth went to her about rooms, but I do not think so, M. Catherine would
surely have told me, but enough of it, have more important things to think of.
Enclose letter, do hope she will not have M. Alacoque up; answered received hers and
she would hear. I thought that if she (M. Alacoque) gave the nurse notice, she was bound to
pay her back to England. The nurse appears to be a very hasty person, and not really doing
enough to be dismissed for.
It seems to me that M. Edith ought to be at San Giuseppe for awhile to help us have our
place again in the English Colony. Must finish; seven Australians on the way. Angels whisper
to my child the love of Mother's heart. God's greeting to you and all. Have been looking
through Power of Attorney and it is as I thought when M. Raphael went with you. It was not
necessary. You have full power, copying piece. All looking forward to see you return, bright
and motherly. None more than Mother.
No. 246
Mother Mary Philip,
God bless my Child. Now we will try and meet upon the various matters of moment, but you
know I cannot write.
(Dictated) 1. Enclosed you will find what we always expected (of) our poor child Chanel.
May God direct us what to do. I do not think the sisters would like her to return, even if we
did get a special permit from the Holy See to receive her back. Your heard and mine, I know
are in accord, but God has made us heads in the Community and acting from the heart must
be put on one side. Poor Rose stares us in the face, does she not?
Father Gebhard is ill and has told us to get a confessor from now until September.
Neither the
extraordinary or aiuto can be ordinary, what shall we do? Would you like us to ask Father
Walmesley S. J.? ...
No. 247
God bless. Thanks for letters. Very nice one to Miss Hanbury. Sorry I had to trouble you. By
all means tell M. Catherine what you think well. Sent Rev. Mother, nearly a week ago, a letter
of thanks, I do feel so grateful to them, then sent books and then music.
Will dictate a proper letter tomorrow. Holding your precious soul to Our Lady for Jesus
to bless, as ever, Mother.
No. 248
God bless. Our Lady send her angels with messages. Shall not write much, now you will soon
be home. Did they tell you what Marchiafava said about the air here? He told Kavanaghs,
who were going to Vallombrosa, but he said "the air here was as good as anywhere in Italy
and perhaps better". M. Edith telephoned, could Sister Sabina etc go tomorrow; we answered
if she was well enough. Catelli is hurt about M. Edith not even thanking him, let alone paying
any fee.
Again offering my loved child to Jesus' tender care, as ever Mother.
No. 249
God bless my own,
Jesus keep you ever patient, resigned in the many trials your big heart has to bear. Am
sure you would rather be home, but you are able to give so much pleasure. It will long be
remembered the Ancona excursion, with their big Mother. God bless the generous little soul
who gave you the means.
What a comfort Sr. Bonaventure is; we do not have to buy vegetables now. Raffaelle is
so glad, he says she uses all he brings. Do you know there are 5000 ill in Rome with typhoid?
So we must not complain. Will only keep Monica to see the Holy Father, the Coronation (?)
You will excuse this, few lines that they are - it is an effort. Love and bless all for Mother.
No. 250
Gob bless, no letter yesterday or today. Hope all is well.
What is to be done with M. Antony? First one Sister, then another. How do we know the
ticket of Sr. Padua is transferable, and who have we in London, with business to look into the
matter? Then M. Antony says she is going to send St. Antonius back to Australia. Well, I
have always been sorry that I did not bring the Sr. Magdalen, she sent back, - here-, for the
child has given no trouble, now made Final Vows, and I respect her for openly telling M.
Antony she did not act religiously on board ship. Now, all this money is wasted travelling
backwards and forwards. I have not money to cable as these young Superiors. Feel very
uncertain what to do, evidently Sr. Padua has no idea she is not to go back.
Have written forbidding M. Antony to buy a house; she is to be admired for her energy,
but she was not sent out for a Convalescent Home, but a simple house as we first began. This
idea is dying out. It must be hospitals etc. Have written to M. Xavier the same; if she wants a
house in Melbourne, why not commence in a small way, doing like Commercial Road?
Your doggies very well; that rock of sense (Bonaventure) sent up word no meat this hot
weather and Musette is so much better without the live, more frisky than Pip, you meet them
with bones and biscuits everywhere, hiding and eating at intervals.
Ever offering you to dear Jesus, Mother. Let me know if you are ill.
No. 251
August 5, 1912
God bless my own, hope you are better. Please answer this. If Sr. Padua comes out, I think
some novice or postulants should come with her. M. Antony is very strange wanting to buy a
house, after finding her hired one a mistake.
Our Lady's spirit live in all our hearts!
No. 252
My Darling,
I did not mean to write as you will so soon be home, but it is such a memorable day our
first Audience with the Holy Father and his invitation to stay "the gates are open". Tell
Cecilia forgive me not writing. How you are both missed and your poor little doggie. What a
shame they brought up Miss Amold's dog dressed, to amuse Alfonsa, not knowing Pip was in
the kitchen; the unfortunate animal began to wash (?) (so they tell me) when Pip and Alfonsa
ordered the creature away. It took its hat off and began to comb its hair. Murder would have
been committed, if the Sister had flown away with it.
Welcome home, Darling, God bless you both, God bless all. Ever one with her children
and especially the old so faithful ones, nearer on earth and nearer in Heaven to Mother.
Such a lovely postulant you sent us; wants to be Philip. I said all Philips, Filippa etc were
taken. Perhaps she could be called Sr. Mary Neri. Did you know she was an Oratorian.
No. 253
Jesus bless and strengthen my Child. Monsignor Prior is preaching in the Oratory on Our
Lady and everything is very quiet. Shall be glad when M. Catherine can be asked and give a
clear account of things. Sr. Paola declares that she thought I knew that we were to have no
money till October - all the year. How did M. Catherine think we could pay our bills? Perhaps
it is a mistake, I hope so. She has money in the Bank that should be given to pay meat bills
etc. I did not want to trouble you …
No. 254
God bless and Angels whisper as we write,
So much to say know not where to begin. Neither M. Raphael or I could sleep, so am
writing to tell you how we saved you appearing at court, at (dictated) least the Ecclesiastical
Court. First at beginning of the week, the Superior was sent for, to appear at the Vicariate on
Friday morning; as you cold not two Sisters must represent her. So this morning Mother
Raphael and S.M. Hilda went off with misgivings to be interviewed by a Monsignor, a lawyer
(I never knew before the Vicariate had a lawyer's office). That wretched Orrigo had written
pages about minute matters, the key of the door and everything, and this Monsignor advised
us not to appear in court, if we could avoid it and to send a letter of apology. I must promise
that the good Monsignor did not wish to speak with Sister Hilda until she up and said that she
was the Mother General's secretary and her name and then he was satisfied and told her that a
letter of apology could be written. Ah, how grateful I felt that they were firm, for like a flash
of light, it came to me that with such a letter produced in court, naturally it would seem we
felt guilty. It seems to me a most artful trick.
When the lawyer priest saw they were firm, he went to consult Mons. Faberi who,
evidently with his respect for us, did not want to appear. He answered No, we could not be
forced to sign such a letter, but the Matron might write a kind letter, as though nothing had
happened, saying she was sorry to hear that she was still ill and would pray for her etc etc.
Now we have to prepare with statements we can swear to. I know I could not give testimony
on my children's statements. I am very sorry to say it, for they so often contradict themselves.
But Mother Catherine must write and sign what the (girl's Mother told her. I hear so many
statements one that she ran away from a convent, the other that she was sent away, than at
some place the Doctor declared she would never be able to nurse.
The one weak point I see about it, is that she certainly was in the Ward after the Doctor
had ordered her rest. Sr. M. Philippa says she went of her own ...
God bless my own, well I cannot write all I would wish, but first thank M. Cecilia ...